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   And you've got your Demons, and Darling, they all look like me by Nayeliq1 for LovelyOtt98

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   20 Jul 2023

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • The Empty | The Shadow (Supernatural)
   • Minor Characters
   • Sam Winchester
   • Eileen Leahy
   • Jack Kline
   • finale fix-it
   • post 15x18
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • empty rescue
   • Amara as God (Supernatural)
   • Hurt Dean Winchester
   • Depression
   • Sad Dean Winchester
   • Grieving Dean Winchester
   • Castiel in the Empty (Supernatural)
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester in Love
   • Dean Winchester Loves Castiel
   • Castiel Loves Dean Winchester
   • Dean Makes a Deal
   • Getting Together
   • First Kiss
   • First Time
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond
   • Dreamwalking
   • Angst
   • Fluff
   • Fluff and Smut
   • Love Confessions
   • Misunderstandings
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Being Idiots
   • Mutual Pining
   • let's leave it at that for now
   • Maybe More Tags To Be Added Later
   • Temporary Character Death
   • Kinda?
   • those who've read it so far know what I mean
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Happy Ending
   • Fighting
   • Miscommunication
   • I mean it's Dean and Cas ofc there is
   • Pain
   • lots of longing
   • Castiel's Angelic Grace (Supernatural)
   • Angelic Grace (Supernatural)
   • Angel Wings
   • Wing Kink
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester Wing Kink
   • Dean Winchester Has a Wing Kink
   • to be fair who wouldn't
   • Fanart
   • My fanart included
   • NSFW Art
   • Dean Winchester Has Issues
   • Dean Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues
   • Dean Winchester Has Internalized Homophobia
   • John Winchester's A+ Parenting
   • Intrusive Thoughts
   • Dean Winchester Prays to Castiel
   • Protective Castiel (Supernatural)

   Summary

   Six months.

   Six months on the day, and Dean couldn't do it anymore.

   He hadn't told anyone. Not even Sam.

   Dean wished it didn't have to be this way, wished he didn't have to do this.

   He wished this would be enough. His family surrounding him, peaceful and happy. He wished they were enough.

   Forgive me.

   With a last deep breath, Dean straightened, blinked the tears from his eyes.

   And went. 
   

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   Bookmarked by Mary616

   02 Nov 2022