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don't hold your peace by comewithmeforarest (idontreallylikebutterflies)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
20 Jul 2026
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Eddie follows his line of sight as the groom takes his place. "He asked me if I thought he was too young to get married, you know."
Buck glances at Eddie, his mouth set in a grim line. "What did you say?"
"I don't know. Some bullshit about it being his choice."
The music starts before Buck can find a reply to that.
Buck and Eddie get invited to a wedding, are accidental witnesses to a couple's first marital fight, and reconsider what they mean to each other.
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20 Jul 2026
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The phone lights up on the coffee table. It's a number he half-recognizes — a few weeks back a package for his apartment went to 4D by mistake, and he texted the guy to sort it out, and the guy wrote back a paragraph and a half about how the mail situation in this building was, his words, "a war crime." Eddie didn't save the number. He meant to. It just lives in his phone now as a stranger, and the stranger is texting him.
Unknown: hey. HEY. ok this is the package guy from 4D. ur 4B. i need to ask u somethign and its important
Unknown: u have the good dog right
Eddie: Who is this?
Unknown: i JUST said. package guy. 4D. anyway i hear his little feet in the hallway sometiems. tap tap tap. like a tiny gentleman. and i need to know hes real
Eddie knows who this is. Big guy, loud, holds the elevator and then narrates the entire ride down.
Eddie: Are you drunk?
Unknown: thats a seperate issue from the dog
Which is not a no.
Eddie: [image]
Unknown: OH MY GOD
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Eddie gets a series of drunk texts from his hot neighbor.Bookmarked by Darklightlily
20 Jul 2026
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Eddie recaps this in his head a couple more times and he’s — jealous. Fuck, he’s jealous. That’s the word for it, the heat coiling deep in his gut, his whole body wound like a spring about to snap.
Jealousy.
Which is a bizarre emotion to feel about your best friend sleeping with someone. Jealousy implies ownership, implies wanting, implies — implies that 1) Eddie is not straight, and 2) he is possibly in love with his best friend and maybe possibly wants to suck said best friend’s dick about it.
Alright — okay. Eddie feels like he needs to sit with that for a second, give it the space it deserves.
Eddie wants to suck a dick attached to a person who is a man.
Not just any dick, either. Buck’s dick. His best friend.
Huh.
He expected that to feel weirder. He expected sirens, maybe, or a crisis, or at minimum a dramatic internal monologue about his Catholic upbringing and the sanctity of heterosexuality.
Instead, there’s nothing. The sirens are silent, the crisis doesn’t come, and Eddie wants to suck his best friend’s cock. Non-platonically.
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Eddie moves back to LA, finds out Buck slept with Tommy, and reacts accordingly.Bookmarked by Darklightlily
19 Jul 2026
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"It's my fault. Let me help."
The words sound strange to Buck's ears. He's just said that, hasn't he? Out loud, nonchalant and everything, as if it was the most normal thing you could say to your best friend.
Which would be— normal. It's not in this context.
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18 Jul 2026
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Being Eddie's best friend is one of Buck's favorite things to be.
Though, he'd be lying if he said he didn't want more.
Because, and again this cannot be stated enough, Buck is a greedy man.
He wants it all. He wants it all with Eddie if only the man would actually look at him.
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Or: Eddie comes out, Buck handles it well enough. Sort of.
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18 Jul 2026