we're all going to die (i intend to deserve it)

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• i intend to deserve it by skadii

  Fandoms: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  27 Jun 2023

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Zack Fair/Cloud Strife
  • Zack Fair
  • Cloud Strife
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • Post-Nibelheim Incident (Compilation of FFVII)
  • Organized Crime
  • Assassins & Hitmen
  • Blood and Violence
  • On the Run
  • Pre-Relationship
  • Dom/sub Undertones
  • No Sex
  • Possessive Behavior
  • Suicide Pact
  • the erotics of never making a decision again
  • the erotics of being trusted even though you’re unworthy
  • he's your baby. he's your mob wife. he's your guard dog with a life debt

  Summary

  Nine months on the run, and Zack's done what he had to to keep them alive.

  Then Cloud wakes up.

  Series

  • Part 1 of we're all going to die (i intend to deserve it)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  18,226

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  84

  Kudos:

  703

  Bookmarks:

  166

  Hits:

  10,786

• no one who touches him will go unpunished by skadii

  Fandoms: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII  

  • Explicit
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  23 Feb 2024

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Zack Fair/Cloud Strife
  • Cloud Strife
  • Zack Fair
  • Post-Nibelheim Incident (Compilation of FFVII)
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • Organized Crime
  • Blood and Violence
  • On the Run
  • Getting Together
  • Codependency
  • Jealousy
  • Possessive Behavior
  • Memory Issues
  • Suicide Pacts
  • Tongue Piercings
  • Tattoos
  • Semi-Public Sex
  • Breathplay
  • Water BDSM
  • Consensual but Not Safe or Sane
  • nonsexual total power exchange (until it's sexual)
  • zack corruption arc
  • cloud pining in the bitchiest possible way

  Summary

  Shinra's going to catch up with them any day now, so what the hell is Zack waiting for?

  Series

  • Part 2 of we're all going to die (i intend to deserve it)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  21,046

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  87

  Kudos:

  480

  Bookmarks:

  92

  Hits:

  6,783

• i'd kill for you (but then again, i like killing) by skadii for Nikolita

  Fandoms: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII  

  • Explicit
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  03 Mar 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Zack Fair/Cloud Strife
  • Zack Fair
  • Cloud Strife
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • Post-Nibelheim Incident (Compilation of FFVII)
  • Assassins & Hitmen
  • Blood and Violence
  • On the Run
  • Power Dynamics
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Bittersweet Ending
  • Cage Fights
  • Suicide Attempt (ish)
  • unexplained sex swap mid-story because i wanted to write pussy
  • are they cis? are they trans? yes.
  • Outdoor Sex
  • Genital Piercing
  • Knifeplay
  • Cigarette Burns/Scars
  • Scissoring
  • the erotics of letting your wife off his leash
  • the erotics of cloud strife blood-splattered and submissive
  • reluctantly: romeo and juliet

  Summary

  Zack and Cloud, on the run: enjoying life to the fullest while they still have the chance.

  Series

  • Part 3 of we're all going to die (i intend to deserve it)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  16,954

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  19

  Kudos:

  82

  Bookmarks:

  12

  Hits:

  1,470