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Jesper yawned as his professor droned on about something having to do with soil sample sizes. His phone buzzed against his thigh and he could tell exactly what website had notified him. TheBarrel.com was a site full of depravity. Online gambling, nude men and women of all shapes sizes and colors, stocks in drug brands and another handful of activities that Jesper’s Da would have a heart attack knowing he had seen. The first time he opened the site, his eyes were drawn to the list of livestreams, and he clicked on the second option. Demo was a slender, pale, ginger, littered with freckles, who giggled at his chatters, and took failing to stretch himself properly as a joke, snorting attractively at uncomfortable messages.
Jesper listened to his professor explain the homework that he wanted those in his class to work on and ran back to his dorm room. He saw Kaz in their shared living space and gave him a small wave before going to his room. He shared a dorm with Kaz and Inej who had been his friends since high school. The three of them were inseparable. Inej had recently befriended this girl named Nina and had been spending more time with her. Jesper threw himself onto his bed, plugging in his headphones to his laptop, opening up Demo’s stream.
Demo was sitting on his wood floor, one of his knees bent so he could rest his chin on top looking at his camera. “I’m just saying that if my fuck ass professor knows me from doing porn he should have the balls to say it. It’s so annoying, everyone does what they have to do to survive right?” Demo looked up at the end of his question.
“I have no clue, love. I have to go start my stream for all the straight men of this horrible site we work for.” Jesper recognized that voice. HeartBuster was the top model on the site, followed by Demo at number two. Demo had talked about how they were roommates before, and when he was struggling with money she had helped him out by recommending the website. Before people could try to whiteknight for him, he said he didn’t do it for a long time and HeartBuster was in a very similar position when they first met and knew it was a lot to suddenly just start camming.
“Whatever whore!” Demo yelled after her, laughing as she threw a particularly large dildo at him. “Anyway, before I was so rudely interrupted, something about spearing myself on silicone has worn off you know? Like I have to sit here and do all the hard work, and you guys have to sit there and do all the hard work of flexing what is statistically your right arm. It would be a lot easier if I just let someone come over and fuck me.” Demo was shucking off his shorts before plopping back on camera. Someone tipped enough money to set off Demo’s text to speech.
“What if you get fucked on camera?” Demo was lubing up his fingers and spread his legs with a look of contemplation.
“Is that something people would want to watch?” Jesper could picture it as Demo shoved two fingers in himself, hardly flinching at the stretch. He could see the chatters flood with thumbs up and yes. “I mean it’s never been something I’ve, ah, considered.” Demo had four fingers scissoring himself apart at this point. “Maybe one of you could, sweet fucking Ghenzen, do it.” A vibrant flush ran over Demo’s cheekbones and down his neck. “That would be weird right?”
“Who else would you fuck but a loyal viewer, slut?” Demo laughed before picking up the dildo HeartBuster had thrown at him.
“Hm?” Demo was lining himself up over the oversized head and shaft. “You guys have to know I have sex off camera right?” Demo streamed around three times a week on average, and Jesper knew what it was like to hop from bed to bed, but Demo had to be having a good time. Jesper had been hitting a dry spell recently with it being his last year, people wanted less hookups more relationships which was a massive bummer, cause Jesper didn’t really feel like settling down. Jesper watched as Demo slid down the dildo having put it on a stand. “I’ll think about it off stream, is that good enough?” Demo asked, moaning as his ass almost met the floor, the dildo fully inside of him.
“Ride it whore.” Demo let out a shocked laugh before flexing his thighs leaving just the tip inside of him.
“Good to know I have your permission.” Demo let himself bounce up and down at a slowish pace. Jesper fished his dick out of his pants and let his hand move in time to Demo’s bounces. The redhead was letting out little expletives and moans every time he fully sunk down. Jesper could feel his orgasm approaching and looked at Demo’s face, seeing his jaw slack and his eyes screwed shut. “Mmm fuck ok.” Demo opened his eyes and sat back, spreading his legs, picking up the dildo and shoving it up his ass again. High wines were leaving his lips as he slammed the silicone into himself harshly and Jesper felt his eyes widen. It wasn’t often that Demo let himself get, what the chat liked to call, dick drunk on camera, but as Demo’s other hand started pinching at his nipples, he could see how far gone Demo was.
Jesper came around his fist as Demo jerked himself off spurting on his chest with a delicious moan. Demo was taking deep breaths calming down from the intensity of his orgasm and pulled the dildo out of himself clenching around nothing. “Hah, that’s it for today. I need a bath and a nap. My other roomie said it was chicken parm for dinner tonight, so wish me luck cause he always undercooks the chicken. I might host a poll on my main page tonight about getting fucked on camera, so let me think it over and I’ll see you guys on Wednesday. Bye.” Demo waved before his stream went to the offline page. Jesper clicked over to HeartBuster’s stream and Demo’s roommate seemed to be having fun with a vibrator letting her tippers control the setting. Jesper clicked out of the website and closed his laptop, wiping his hand down on a towel and tucking himself back into his pants.
When Jesper left his room, he could see Inej in the kitchen with a bright smile on her face. “Hey Jes.” She was chopping some veggies for a salad.
“Hey Nej.” Jesper walked over to the kitchen sink washing his hands. “How was your day?” Jesper smiled, drying his hands off trying not to think of his shameful wank.
“It was good. I hung out with Nina a bit this afternoon. She said she had to go harass her roommate. His name is Wylan, apparently he was friends with Matthias before college. She mentioned introducing you two. I guess he’s also tired of third wheeling.” Inej and Kaz had been together for the past year, which was great that they finally got their shit together, but yes, Jesper was a constant third wheel and he was getting sick of it.
“Is he cute?” Jesper asked with a sly smile and Inej rolled her eyes.
“Weirdly enough, Nina described him as delectable, if she was into twinks.” She was trying hard to not laugh at the odd description of a fellow student she had never met.
“They should all come around sometime. They live a couple floors up right?” Jesper asked and Inej nodded seemingly in thought.
“I’ll ask her.” Well that was that.
Wylan sunk into the bath of his small dorm bathroom, closing his eyes. He hated how awful he always felt after streaming. His father wouldn’t have paid for college and the money his mother left him when she died would only go so far. He wanted to save it to get a house after graduation, so he needed to think of something else quickly. When Nina had come to him with the offer of the third dorm room in her suite, he said he couldn’t afford it. That was when she mentioned camming. No pimps, no pressure, no stalkers with campus security around, and he could stop anytime he wanted. Nina would say that because she was the top model on the most popular site. After Wylan’s fourth stream, he had made it to the second slot.
Wylan dried himself off and got dressed walking out to the kitchen, seeing Matthias check the temperature of the chicken in the oven. “Hi Matty, I didn’t know you were back yet.” Matthias shrugged, stirring some pasta in a pot on the stove.
“I got back maybe, 20 minutes ago.” Wylan nodded, hearing Nina’s door open.
“There’s my two favorite boys!” Nina wrapped her arms around Wylan from behind, leaning on the shorter.
“Oh yeah Neens, I had a question.” Nina nodded eagerly, but Matthias interrupted.
“No weird sex talk at dinner, it’s ready by the way.” Matthias gestured to their dinners and grabbed three plates.
“We’ll talk after then.” Wylan put his hands up in surrender knowing better than to try and argue with the fjerdan. Matthias had a super religious family that made sex seem shameful, and living with two sex workers was taking a lot to get used to, despite the fact that he and Nina had been together for a while.
“Oh yeah, my friend Inej wanted to know if we would want to do a movie night at some point.” Matthias hm’d in consideration.
“It wouldn’t be here right? We have way too many sex toys for an average college room.” Nina snorted around a piece of chicken.
“We’d be going to hers. Her boyfriend and one of her friends live there too. They’re alright from what I know.” Matthias and Wylan shared a look before both agreeing.
Matthias finished his dinner quickly, before walking back to his and Nina’s shared room.
“So you wanted to ask me something?” Nina asked, eyes glittering with excitement.
“Calm down. It’s nothing crazy, just on stream someone today asked me about actually getting fucked on camera.” Nina’s gaze softened at Wylan’s statement. “I was considering having people send in applications like viewers and if it goes well, seeing where to go from there.” Nina looked stressed in an instant.
“Wy, please don’t fuck a fan. Set up like a dating account or something with the stipulation of being recorded or livestreamed or something. Letting these people near you could be dangerous.” Wylan pursed his lips in thought before nodding.
“That’s a much better idea.” Nina ruffled Wylan’s hair getting up.
“That’s what I’m here for. Now put your headphones on and go to your room. I’m going to go fuck Matthias.”
Inej was racing around her shared dorm setting up snacks, while Jesper and Kaz sat on the couch watching her with concerned expressions. “Should we be helping?” Jesper’s voice broke Inej out of her rhythm.
“I need this to go perfectly.” Inej turned back to what she was doing. “If this goes according to plan we could have one massive friendgroup and Nina and I can hang out more without me feeling bad.” Inej feeling bad for hanging out with a different friend group wasn’t exactly Kaz and Jesper’s fault, but it would be helpful if Kaz could hang out with Wylan or Matthias while she was gone, and Jesper could handle himself, but having other friends would make her feel less bad.
Inej rushed over to the door hearing a knock. She opened the door to see Nina and Matthias. “Inej!” Nina wrapped her arms around her friend, pulling her into a tight hug.
“Hello Nina.” Inej stepped aside. “Nice to see you again Matthias.” Jesper thought he was tall, but seeing Matthias who had a good bit of height on him, was massively intimidating. “Is Wylan not coming?” Inej’s brows were furrowed and Nina looked a little nervous, suddenly shifting as if she had been reminded of something important.
“He’s stuck at the grocery store. I was going to ask if someone could go pick him up, cause some random man followed him to the bathroom and now won’t leave.” Nina looked at her phone. “Hold on, he's calling.” Nina brought her phone up to her ear. “Speak.”
“Am I a dog?” A confused voice could be heard through her speakers as she took the phone away from her ear.
“Are you in a safe spot, Wy?” A loud bang could be heard through the phone making Jesper flinch on the couch at the noise. Nina looked up at Matthias with a small glare. “This is why we make you do the grocery shopping.”
“Who has a car?” Matthias was changing the subject, while more banging could be heard through the phone.
“Jesper, you and Matthias go grab Wylan. Kaz, Nina, and I will stay here.” Inej tossed Jesper Kaz’s car keys, and Matthias nodded to him to make him speed up. He shuffled his shoes on and ran out the door. Matthias’ phone started ringing.
“Wylan?” Matthias asked and there was another loud bang as they buckled into the car, luckily Kaz had special parking for when his leg was acting up or they would have been later to getting Wylan help.
“Go the fuck away man! I’m not sleeping with you!” Wylan yelled suddenly after being quiet. Jesper’s head whipped to the side to see Matthias flushing.
“Does this happen often?” Jesper asked and Matthias shrugged.
“Often enough for me to get groceries every week.” Jesper pulled into the parking lot and Matthias flew out of his seat, making Jesper trip over himself, locking the car doors quickly. The bathroom was at the front of the store and a small crowd of women had gathered around the door, curious to see what was going on. Matthias tried to push past them, but one girl got in his face.
“Unless you’re here to help the guy in the stall, you’re not getting past us.” Matthias rolled his eyes.
“I’m here.” Matthias said into his phone, not breaking eye contact.
“Matthias, fucking help me!” The response was coming through the phone and the door making the women move aside. Jesper walked in after Matthias seeing a middleaged man banging on the door to the handicap stall like a lunatic. The space under the door was too thin for the man to slide under, thank ghenzen. Matthias walked up to the man, grabbing him by the back of the shirt.
“Get the fuck out.” Matthias’ jaw was clenched, his eyes slit into a glare.
“What kind of freak tries to bend someone over in a grocery store bathroom, without consent mind you?” Jesper added and the man put his hands up.
“I’ll go, I'll go.” Matthias released him and the man ran out of the bathroom. Jesper could hear deep shaky breaths from inside the stall and knocked on it gently.
“It’s safe if you want to come out.” Jesper offered and he heard a few quiet footsteps, and the lock opened. Jesper went to push the door open and he saw Wylan.
Oh.
There was no mistaking. That was Demo.
Wylan was sitting in silence with Matthias in the car, opting to let him drive. “So is there a reason our new friend was looking at you like that?” Matthias asked after the quiet became awkward.
“I may or may not have slept with him freshman year.” Wylan turned to look at Matthias’ reaction and the man looked like he just bit into a lemon. “It was in his dorm two years ago. I didn’t think he would remember cause he’s slept with a ton of people. I only remember cause it was my first time outside of the house.” Wylan shrugged, trying not to let Jesper's existence affect him too deeply.
“There is no advice I have for that.” Matthias kept his eyes on the road, brows tilted in judgement.
“I’m not super proud of it Matthias, if anything, this is massively embarrassing for me. The guy I slept with years ago just saw me get hassled by a middle aged man and had to save me like I can’t do anything on my own.” Wylan hugged his knees to his chest huffing as they pulled into the parking lot.
“Well if he doesn’t play nice at our gathering, I will beat him up.” Matthias ruffled Wylan’s hair, earning him a smack on the back of his head. “I am surprised you can reach that high.” Matthias had a stupid smug grin on his face.
“Fuck you green giant.”
The rest of the trudge back to Inej and co’s dorm was uneventful, and as they knocked on the door, Wylan started to feel nervous. He knew Kaz since he had run into him the morning he left Jesper’s dorm without saying goodbye, but there’s no way he would also recognize him right? It was two years ago. The door opened and Kaz Brekker stood there, recognition lighting up his eyes. “Huh.” Was all he said before retreating back into his dorm. Fuck. Wylan looked at Jesper, who was standing in the small kitchenette keeping himself busy. He must have made it back before them.
“You’re ok right?” Nina asked, standing over Kaz’s shoulder.
“Just fine Nina.” Wylan responded as he was let in. Inej grabbed his hands guiding him to sit on the couch.
“If you were just fine, you wouldn’t have needed a two man rescue.” Kaz muttered and the other five people in the room whipped their heads to look at him in disbelief.
“Fuck you Brekker. You have no idea what it’s like…” Nina trailed off at Wylan’s look. His eyes were wide with panic.
“I have no idea what Zenik?” Kaz had sat back down again, leaning back, like he had all the cards.
“Feel free to grab some water, Wylan and to ignore Kaz.” Inej was glaring at her boyfriend and Wylan nodded, getting up and heading over to the small kitchen area. Jesper was trying his best to look away from him.
“I-uh wanted to say thank you. For, um, helping me out earlier. It was very kind and thoughtful.” Wylan said looking at Jesper with a tight lipped smile.
“Oh. Yeah. I can’t imagine what that’s like.” Jesper turned to face Wylan, handing him a glass. Wylan took a shaky breath.
“I know that you know.” Wylan said and Jesper looked a little flushed, which threw Wylan off. “It doesn’t have to mean anything at all. I was actually hoping we could, um, well, table that for now.” Jesper threw him a confused look before motioning for him to go on. “I just, uh, wanted to be friends. You know for the sake of Nina and Inej and whatever big group hangouts they were planning. I don’t want the awkwardness to get in the way of that. I’m willing to put that aside if you are?” Wylan hated how insecure he sounded, but Jesper’s face softened and he nodded.
“I would never hold that against you.” It was an odd response, but Wylan let out a sigh of relief. “I have a feeling we’re going to be best friends Wy.” Jesper threw an arm around his shoulder tucking him into his side and Wylan felt his face turn bright red.
“Wylan, stop being gay and get over here, we’re watching a movie!” Nina yelled from the couch, making Jesper laugh and Wylan buried his face in his hands.
“Right, not awkward at all.”
Jesper was helping Inej clean up after saying bye to their new friends and Kaz was watching from his armchair. “You and Wylan seemed to be getting along.” Kaz was resting his head in his hand, propped up on the arm of his seat.
“What of it Kaz?” Jesper asked, crossing his arms. He admitted he found Wylan attractive; he wouldn't wank to Demo if he didn’t but, meeting him and talking to him, he was like a completely different person.
“Nothing, I just found it interesting.” Kaz was failing to hide a smirk. Inej was looking back and forth between them.
“What are you hiding, Kaz?” Inej asked, arms crossed over her chest feeling left out of the loop. She had only started living with the two boys this year and she knew there was a lot from the past three years she had been left out on.
“Oh nothing, I just thought it was a nice little reunion they had in the kitchen. Very sweet. Although if I remember correctly, I was the one in the kitchen with him at six in the morning two years ago.” Jesper was looking at Kaz like he was trying to solve a puzzle in his head and Inej’s nose was scrunched up like she was disgusted.
“Kaz, what the fuck are you talking about? I think I would remember meeting Wylan.” Jesper tied off the trashbag he filled from empty paper plates and chip bags.
“Yeah, one would.” Kaz’s face was morphed from mischief to pissed in seconds and he got up moving to his room, leaving Inej and Jesper standing there.
“Hey Jes?” Inej prompted and Jesper was still staring after Kaz responded.
“Yeah?”
“For once I feel left out of the loop.” Inej was looking up at him and he looked back at her.
“Weirdly enough, me too.” Jesper stalked off to his room and got a notification that Demo was live.
Was it weird to watch your new friend shove a fake dick in his ass? He said he didn’t mind but maybe that was just him being polite. He was so posh and respectful the entire time he was over. Wylan was downright adorable in all the ways Demo was sinful. Jesper put on his headphones clicking into the stream.
“See it’s funny, cause I should be mortified right?” Wylan was talking to the camera the way he always did, but now it felt different. “If anyone ever tries to corner me in a bathroom again, I’m going to learn how to build a smoke bomb.” The chatters were all concerned. “Like physically, yes I’m fine right, but it was actually so embarrassing. Like my first time really interacting with some of these people is me getting cornered and calling for help.” Wylan brushed the curls out of his face laughing in disbelief. “It doesn’t help that I’ve slept with one of them before. Like Ghenzen, help me. It was two years ago and I’ve made a fool out of myself.” Jesper felt his jaw drop. “Nevermind, it’s whatever. It’s fine. The only people I really need to entertain tonight are you all.” Jesper clicked out of the tab. Kaz and Inej started dating last year. Did Kaz really sleep with Wylan? Was that why he was so pissed? Was that why Wylan was acting so odd? He couldn’t get the image out of his head.
Kaz brushing his gloved hands down Wylan’s freckled face, sinking those hands into his ruddy curls. How smooth would Wylan go down on his knees? He already knew what kind of sounds he made, but what would they sound like when inflicted on him by someone else? Was Kaz gentle with him or did he bend him over roughly? Was it sweet and passionate? Did Wylan want a repeat performance and was upset that Kaz was taken? Saints this was bad. He could see the image so clearly. Milky white skin pressed against each other. Wylan’s blush as he groaned and whimpered. He would be so beautiful, splayed out under someone. Taken apart by calculating hands and made to do whatever they wanted. Or did he sit on top of Kaz, knees spread as he did the work? He could see Wylan being sweet saying something like “I know your knee has been acting up so I’ll do it for you.” He would talk sweet, all gentle smiles and soft blushes.
Jesper shoved his head into his pillow, screaming into the fabric of his pillowcase. This was so unfair. Jesper just had to try and talk to Wylan. He would ask for his number tomorrow and woo him. That was what he wanted right? It scared him to think of a long-term relationship with someone as sweet as Wylan but he wanted him. He had fit so nicely under his arm earlier. He was the perfect height to lean on, seemed kind and considerate, was into men, and had the sparkle of a firecracker hidden under all his polite poshness. For someone so against the idea of longterm he was picturing a future with Wylan where they hung out with the other couples on weekends and came home from work to spend time with one another on the couch sipping wine.
Yeah, he was going to ask Wylan out first. They could go from there.