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the holiest of all wanting

Summary:

in a world of alphas and omegas, an ancient prophecy foretells the birth of an omega whose love will drive the powers of all realms into madness and chaos, and who will one day carry a child that every king and warlord will desperately claim as their heir.

in the faraway village of thornwell, a child is born with the mark. raised in quiet obscurity, he knows nothing of the world beyond his fields. but when he turns nineteen, he crosses paths with prince jake, the wildest and most feared ruler in the realms, and every chaos the monks of old warned against begins to unfold.

Notes:

hello everyone!! ♡

before you dive in, please make sure you've read all the tags. this story is very chaotic, very unhinged, morally gray, and very explicit 😭 it heavily contains fictional pregnancy, childbirth, and related themes.

everything in this work is fictional. the names, countries, politics, religions, societies, biology, anatomy, cultures, traditions, relationships, people, places, events, organizations, history, universe, nature, rights, and literally everything else have been made up for this story. i really hope you'll draw a solid line between fiction and reality before continuing.

if you're a minor, please click away now.

ngl i'm really, really stressed about posting this 😭 i'm probably gonna hit publish and disappear for a few hours before i come back lol. but i'm also really excited because as wild as this story is, it's been so much fun to explore, and i hope it'll be just as exciting to read.

also... one more thing!! one of the biggest reasons i'm writing this fic is because i previously wrote “all the quarters, nickels, and dimes.” if you've never read it and think it might be your thing, you can find it in my works. i just couldn't get enough of crazy prince/king jake. he was way too delicious to leave alone 😭 so... here we are again.

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the tags may be updated as the story progresses, so it might be worth checking them every few chapters.

one last reminder: the anatomy, biology, pregnancy, and the entire abo system in this story are completely fictional and exist only within this fictional universe. please read at your own risk.

take care of yourselves, and with all that in mind... let's begin ♡

Chapter 1: the beginning of ruin

Chapter Text

The lantern light swayed when Edmund pushed through the door, still shaking the cold from his shoulders. The farm had been brutal that night. The horses stayed restless, stamping and blowing in their stalls, and the air pressed heavy against his lungs, thick and still in a way that made the hairs on his forearms stand up. He had worked until his hands went numb, until the moon stood directly overhead and the only sounds left in the world were the creak of the barn door and the distant, lonely hoot of an owl.

Clara was sitting up in bed when he came in. The quilt had slipped down to her waist, and her shift clung to her collarbones with a thin sheen of sweat. Her face looked pale in the amber glow of the lanterns, but her eyes were sharp and fixed on him as he crossed the threshold. Her hands pressed against the swell of her belly, fingers splayed wide, and she breathed in short, measured pulls that made the candle flame beside her shiver.

"Edmund," she said, and her voice carried a quality that stopped his blood mid‑flow. It wasn’t pain exactly, and it was not fear. More like certainty, a settled knowledge that had dropped into her bones sometime in the last hour while he was still out in the dark with the horses. "I think the baby is coming."


Mrs. Hansel lived three houses down, past the well with the mossy rope and the old oak that had been struck by lightning when Edmund was still a boy. He ran the whole way, his boots slapping against the packed earth, and he knocked until his knuckles ached and the door rattled in its frame. The window above flickered with candlelight, and then the door swung open and Mrs. Hansel was already pulling her shawl over her nightgown, her grey hair loose and wild around her shoulders. Her eyes were sharp and knowing in the darkness, and she did not ask a single question.

"I heard," she said, and she stepped past him into the night without another word.

The hours that followed blurred together like wet paint. Clara gripped his hand so hard that his fingers went white and then numb, and Mrs. Hansel moved around the room with the calm efficiency of someone who had done this more times than she could count. She boiled water over the hearth, she tore clean rags into strips, she murmured instructions that Edmund could barely hear over the roaring in his ears. The room filled with the smell of sweat and candle wax and something raw and new, something that hadn’t existed in the world before this night. Clara bit down on a strip of leather that Mrs. Hansel pressed between her teeth, and she made sounds that Edmund would carry with him for the rest of his life, low, guttural, animal sounds that came from a place deeper than words.

And then, finally, a cry. A thin, wailing, reedy sound that cut through the night like a blade drawn across taut silk.

Mrs. Hansel lifted the child with steady, practiced hands, and Edmund stepped forward with a breath he had been holding for nine full months. The old woman’s face stopped him mid‑step. The lines around her mouth had drawn tight and bloodless, and her eyes were fixed on the baby’s back, on the small, wrinkled curve of skin just above the waist, with an expression that did not match the moment. It wasn't joy or relief, but something closer to recognition, and that recognition had made her hands tremble despite their steadiness.

"Mrs. Hansel?" He moved closer, his voice cracking at the edges. "What is wrong? Is the baby—"

"No." She said it too quickly, too sharply, and then she softened her tone with visible effort. "No, the baby is healthy. The baby is fine. I—" She pressed her lips together until they went white, and her hands shook as she wrapped the child in the swaddling cloth she had prepared hours earlier. She tucked the corners with fingers that fumbled. "I have to be somewhere. Right now. I will return."


She did not wait for him to respond. She was already moving, already crossing the threshold into the night with the baby cradled against her chest like something fragile and terrible, something that could shatter if she held it wrong.

Edmund turned to Clara, but Clara was already watching the door, her face a mask of exhaustion and confusion, her hand still outstretched toward where her child had been. He crossed to her and squeezed her fingers, but he couldn’t find words. He could only shake his head and wait.

The church of Thornwell stood at the far end of the village, its stone walls cold and damp even in summer. At this hour, with the moon riding high and the stars scattered like salt across the black cloth of the sky, the building sat quiet and empty. Moonlight spilled through the stained‑glass windows and fractured across the stone floor in pools of blue and red and gold that looked like liquid gemstones. The candles on the altar flickered in the draft that found its way through the old mortar, their flames bowing and straightening in a slow, hypnotic rhythm.

Father Christian was still in his vestments, kneeling before the wooden cross with his head bowed and his hands clasped. He turned at the sound of footsteps on the flagstones, and his eyes narrowed as he recognized Mrs. Hansel’s shape in the doorway. Then he saw what she was carrying, and he rose slowly, his knees popping, and crossed the distance between them.

Mrs. Hansel held out the child with arms that still shook. Her eyes were dark and wide with something that looked almost like fear, and when the priest took the baby from her, she stepped back as though the swaddling cloth had burned her fingers.

Father Christian looked down at the tiny face, the closed eyes, the little fists curled against nothing. The child’s chest rose and fell with the shallow rhythm of newborn sleep. Then the priest turned him over, gently, carefully, one hand cupping the small head and the other supporting the back, and he parted the cloth just enough to see the skin above the waist.

His breath caught and held.

"By heavens," he whispered, and his voice echoed off the stone arches. "By the gods."

He drew a cross on the baby’s chest with his thumb, and his hand was not steady. The line wavered at the end.

"What is it?" Edmund’s voice came from the doorway. He had followed her, of course he had followed her; he had run the whole way with his heart hammering against his ribs. "What is happening? Why did you bring my son here?"

Father Christian looked up, and Edmund saw something on the priest’s face that he had never seen in all his years of Sunday sermons and confession and harvest blessings. It wasn’t just concern, but terror, raw and unfiltered, the kind that made a man’s eyes go glassy and his jaw tighten.

"Stay here," the priest said, and he walked to the back of the church, where old stacks of books and scrolls sat collecting dust in the shadows. He pulled a volume from the bottom of a pile, bound in cracked leather, its spine barely holding together, the edges of its pages soft with age and use, and blew on it. A cloud of dust exploded into the candlelight, spinning in the air like disturbed spirits, and the particles caught the flame and glittered for a moment before settling. He wiped the cover with his sleeve, opened it with slow, careful hands, and turned pages that hadn’t been touched in three generations.

Edmund came closer, Mrs. Hansel at his side, and Father Christian laid the book open beneath the candle. The light fell on an illustration drawn in faded brown ink: a body, male, rendered in careful anatomical detail, and on the back, just above the waist, a mark. Something like a butterfly, with wings spread and veins traced in fine lines. Something that matched the mark Edmund had glimpsed on his own son’s skin.

The priest looked up at them, his glasses catching the flame so that his eyes seemed to disappear behind two small moons of reflected light, and when he spoke, his voice came out hoarse with urgency.

"The prophecy is here."

Edmund felt the floor tilt beneath his feet. He grasped the edge of the table to steady himself, and his knuckles went white against the wood. "Prophecy? What prophecy?" He took a step back, his hands rising as though to ward off the words themselves. "Why would God... why would He curse me? Why would He curse my wife? We have done nothing wrong. We have been faithful. We have—"

"This is not a curse." Father Christian’s tone cut through him, sharp and clean, and Edmund fell silent. The priest’s expression softened almost immediately, the tension in his jaw loosening, and he looked down at the page again. His finger traced the faded script, following the loops and lines of the ancient hand. "It is a warning. A prophecy from a hundred years ago. A monk named Aldric wrote it in his final days, after years of visions that left him blind and bedridden. He dictated it to a scribe, and the scribe drew the mark from Aldric’s description."

He paused, and the silence in the church pressed in on them from all sides. Not a single cricket sang outside. Not a single breath of wind rattled the windows.

"The prophecy says," Father Christian continued, and his voice dropped so low that Edmund had to lean forward to catch the words, "that an omega will be born. A boy, male omega, though his designation will not present until adolescence. His love will drive powerful men to complete madness. Kings, conquerors, alphas of unimaginable strength and influence, they will tear the world apart for a chance to possess him. Wars will be fought over his favour. Alliances will shatter. The realms themselves, the mortal and the fae and the other places that lie between, will bleed into each other and drown in chaos."

Edmund’s throat went dry. His tongue stuck to the roof of his mouth. "That is my son. You are talking about my son."

Father Christian nodded slowly, his eyes still fixed on the text, his finger still resting on the illustration. "It also says that this omega will carry a child of his own, a child he will bear in his own body. And that child will grow to be the greatest king the world has ever known. The strongest. The most powerful. Suitable to unite what has been broken and rule all that is and all that will be."

The words hung in the air like smoke from a snuffed candle, acrid and lingering.

Edmund looked down at his son’s sleeping face, the tiny bow of the upper lip, the flutter of the eyelids over dreaming eyes. That small body held such impossible weight, such terrible and beautiful potential, and Edmund did not know whether to weep or to laugh or to fall to his knees and pray.

"What do we do?" Mrs. Hansel’s voice was barely audible, a thread of sound that trembled at the edges. "How do we—"

Father Christian closed the book with a thud that sent another cloud of dust spiralling upward. He pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose with one finger and turned to face them fully. His vestments rustled with the movement, and the candlelight carved shadows into the hollows of his cheeks.

"The child must remain here. In Thornwell. He must never know about the outside world, not its kingdoms, not its courts, not its wars, not its names or its politics or its hunger." His voice was low and fierce, the voice he used when he preached against sin, but it trembled at the edges now. "He will be raised as a farmer. He will learn the soil, the seasons, the way of the plow and the seed. He will never learn to read. He will never hear the words of the prophecy. He will never know what he carries in his blood."

Edmund’s hands were shaking. He tried to still them by pressing them against his thighs, but they would not obey. "But why? Why hide him? Why keep him in ignorance?"

"Because if anyone finds out what he is," Father Christian said, and he stepped closer, close enough that Edmund could see the faint red veins in the whites of his eyes, "they will do anything to have him. Anything. They will burn this village to the ground. They will kill every man, woman, and child who has ever looked at him. And they will not stop until they possess him, and then they will destroy each other over him, and the chaos will spread like wildfire across the whole of the known world." He paused, and his voice dropped to a whisper. "None of us, not you, not Clara, not Mrs. Hansel, not the entire village of Thornwell, will remain alive. Do you understand me? We will all die, and so will he, in the end, because no one can keep that kind of power without being consumed by it."

Edmund stared at him. The words settled into his chest like stones, one after another, each heavier than the last. He looked down at the child again, and something shifted inside him. The fear did not leave, but it was joined by something else. Something harder and more stubborn. He reached out and gathered his son into his own arms, the warmth of the small body against his chest almost too much to bear, and the baby stirred and made a small, questioning sound.

"I will name you Jay," Edmund whispered, and his voice broke on the second syllable. "Jay. That is who you are. That is all you will ever need to be."

He turned and walked out of the church into the cold night, the child held close against his heart, the weight of the prophecy pressing down on his shoulders like a yoke he had not asked for and could not set down.


The house was quiet when he returned. Clara was still awake, propped against the pillows, her eyes heavy with exhaustion but burning with questions that she couldn’t bring herself to voice. She reached out as soon as she saw him, her fingers opening and closing in the air, and he placed their son into her arms with the gentleness of a man handling spun glass.

She held him close, her cheek pressed against the crown of his head, and she did not ask what had happened. She could see it in Edmund’s face, in the lines that had carved themselves around his mouth in a single night. She could feel it in the way he did not meet her eyes, in the way his shoulders stayed hunched even after he had set down the weight of the child.

Edmund climbed onto the bed and wrapped his arms around them both, pulling Clara and the baby into the warmth of his chest. His body still trembled, a fine vibration that ran through his muscles like a plucked string, and Clara pressed her palm flat against his heart to feel its frantic rhythm.

Mrs. Hansel stood in the doorway, her shawl pulled tight around her shoulders, her face lined with empathy and sorrow. She did not say anything. There was nothing left to say that would make any of this better, and she had learned long ago that silence could hold more comfort than words.

The candle sputtered in its holder, the flame guttering and rising, guttering and rising, as though it too could not decide whether to burn or to fade.

They held each other in the flickering dark, and they let themselves hope. There was nothing else they could do. The night stretched on, endless and black, and somewhere above them the stars continued to turn in their ancient paths, indifferent to the small house and the small family and the prophecy that had landed in their midst like a stone dropped into still water.