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At six in the morning, the studios of the Pacific Theatre Ballet and Opera house already smelled of rosin dust, sweat, and old wood warmed slowly by the California sunlight.
Tommy had always thought ballet companies had a specific scent. There was something impossible to scrub out of them entirely, a lingering mixture of effort and exhaustion soaked into the Marley floors, the barres, and the costume racks over decades.
The ghosts of old productions lived in places like this. Swan Lake lived in the mirrors. Giselle lingered in the wings. The Nutcracker had settled into the very bones of the building years ago, returning every winter the moment the company revived it.
The main rehearsal studio was already crowded when Tommy walked in, his bag slung over one shoulder and a water bottle balanced in his hand. A few dancers were stretched across the floor, limbs tangled in geometric shapes. Someone near the mirrors was carefully sewing ribbons onto a pointe shoe with the steady concentration of a surgeon. Rosin boxes sat open near the doors like shared altars. Warm-up music drifted faintly from Carla's piano in the corner, scales and soft arpeggios slipping into the air while she tested the tempo.
Tommy dropped his bag beside his usual spot near the windows and rolled one shoulder cautiously.
Across the studio, Ravi, one of their younger principals, was lying flat on his back with one leg stretched vertically toward the ceiling, while Eddie, one of their soloist dancers, sat beside him scrolling through his phone.
"You look dead, and we haven't even started yet," Eddie informed him, not looking up from his screen.
"I feel dead," Ravi replied without opening his eyes. "Why do we have an emergency rehearsal at six a.m.?"
"Probably because Chim thought you needed it," Eddie teased.
Ravi lifted one hand in a lazy gesture that was probably meant to be offensive. Tommy snorted softly despite himself and started stripping off his layers: sweatshirt first, then his warm-up pants, until he was left in black leggings, a tight tank top, and ballet shoes that slid slightly against the floor.
Carla glanced up from the piano when she noticed him.
"There he is," she said, her fingers never leaving the keys. "I was wondering if our dear Tybalt would show up today or if you'd missed the last-minute note. Usually, you're the first one through the door, Mr. Principal Dancer."
Tommy arched an eyebrow. "Well, Bobby and Chim decided to change my morning routine. Please pardon me for not being the first today. You know I wouldn't miss our daily 'togetherness' before the chaos arrives."
"I forgive you," Carla winked, "but only because you're so handsome and you always bring me coffee."
Carla had worked with the ballet part of the house longer than almost anyone currently dancing in it. She had accompanied classes here for decades and possessed the unnerving ability to identify dancers solely by the sound of their jumps landing. Tommy was fairly certain she knew every secret in the company and simply chose, daily, whether or not to weaponize that knowledge.
The studio settled gradually into its familiar rhythm. Around Tommy, the air began to hum with the collective effort of dozens of bodies preparing for the day's toll.
Sal, a senior soloist who had been Tommy's anchor since they were both eighteen and met in the PTB ensemble, caught his eye and offered a tired but knowing smirk while he methodically rolled his arches over a hard rubber ball. Beside him, two more soloists, Lucy and Taylor, were at the barre, their movements synchronized and sharp as they moved through a series of fast footwork, the fabric of their leg warmers swishing in time with their breathing.
Near the center, May was stretching. At only nineteen, May was the company's prodigy, having bypassed the junior ranks entirely through her undeniable talent to become their newest principal. She looked like a doll but moved with the strength of a seasoned athlete.
It was a room full of specialized machines, all of them currently oiling their gears and stretching their tendons before the training started.
Tommy eased into a deeper stretch, pressing his chest toward his thigh, and let his gaze drift automatically toward the far side of the room where taped markings still crossed the floor from yesterday's staging rehearsal.
Romeo & Juliet had consumed the company for weeks. The production was demanding even by ballet standards, emotionally massive and physically relentless. It was a marathon of difficult partnering and dangerous fight choreography masked as dance.
Chim had spent weeks perfecting the transitions in the market duel alone, obsessing over timing and spacing until half the company could probably perform it in their sleep.
Everything had finally settled. The rhythms of the production had started fitting together cleanly after weeks of repetition and frustration. Everyone knew their cues, their timing, their spacing, and the heavy emotional shape of the scenes.
In one and a half months, they would be under the lights.
The studio doors swung open again, and Bobby stepped inside with Chim following close behind.
Tommy noticed immediately that something was wrong. It wasn't that Bobby looked upset; years as Artistic Director had taught him how to maintain a calm, impenetrable authority even when a production was actively imploding around him.
But Bobby was a man of discipline; rehearsals started on the dot, and he only ever interrupted a morning warm-up if something had gone catastrophically sideways.
Conversation began to fade across the room as the dancers noticed him standing there.
"Everybody," Bobby said, his voice level but carrying to every corner of the room. "Can I have a minute?"
That got everyone's attention fully. A few dancers exchanged glances, Taylor and Lucy pausing mid-stretch.
Bobby folded his arms over his chest, his expression unreadable. "I'm sure you're all wondering why I ordered an emergency rehearsal at this hour. The truth is, we have a significant problem. Jonah has accepted a contract offer from the New York City Ballet."
A heavy, stunned silence blanketed the room. Then, Ravi asked what everyone was thinking. "What?!"
"He left Los Angeles already yesterday," Bobby added, his tone clipped. "So he is no longer with us, effective immediately."
Chaos erupted almost instantly.
"What do you mean, effective immediately?" Sal demanded, standing up.
"He can't do that! He has a contract!" someone else yelled.
"Opening is in a few weeks, Bobby! You're kidding."
Tommy stayed perfectly still while the voices crashed around the studio like a rising tide.
Of course, Jonah had done this.
Honestly, Tommy was almost surprised it had taken this long. Jonah had spent the entire time with them acting as if the PTB existed merely as a temporary inconvenience before something better arrived. Every correction from Chim had become an argument; every rehearsal delay became someone else's fault. The man had been infuriating.
Unfortunately, he had also been extremely talented.
And after weeks of rehearsals, they had finally started moving together properly. That was the thing people outside of ballet never understood: chemistry wasn't magic.
It was repetition. It was trust. It was muscle memory built slowly enough that eventually your body knew where another person would be before they even moved there.
This was especially true for the fight choreography.
As the company's Tybalt, Tommy's entire performance leaned on his antagonist. While he had grand scenes with the Capulets, the heart of his role was the three major duels with Mercutio.
When performed correctly, those fight scenes were the highlights of the show, and the audience loved the fire and lethal precision almost as much as the romance between the leads. Without a Mercutio that he could trust in his dancing, Tommy was just another dancer, swinging a prop knife.
Tommy's jaw tightened. "So we're six weeks out from opening," Tommy said, his voice cutting through the noise, "and we don't have a Mercutio?"
Across the room, Chim looked like he was seconds away from committing a felony.
"He cannot be serious," he snapped, his voice echoing sharply off the high ceilings. "We just finalized the duel transitions yesterday. We literally just got the spacing for the market square right!"
"I'm aware, Chimney," Bobby said, his voice a calm anchor against the choreographer's rising frantic energy.
"No, I don't think you are, actually." Chim ran both hands through his hair, leaving it standing up in stressed tufts. "The entire ballroom sequence is built around Jonah and his timing with Ravi and Eddie. We need that chemistry to sell the idea that they're a trio of inseparable best friends. We need synchrony, we need charm, we need it to be right."
Ravi, usually the most lighthearted person in the studio, looked vaguely ill.
This was his first lead role, and he had been working himself to the point of collapse to prove he earned it. To have his 'stage best friend' vanish a month before the curtain rose must feel like having the floorboards pulled out from under his shoes.
"I know the Romeo and Juliet chemistry is the heart of the show," Chim continued, gesturing helplessly toward Ravi and May.
"But Mercutio and Tybalt are the teeth. Those fighting scenes are vital; they're hard to get right, and they're incredibly dangerous. The audience notices the second that the relationship doesn't work. They'll notice even more if Mercutio accidentally dies for real during the duel because he falls on his head because a catch was missed by an inch," he muttered, pacing a tight circle.
Tommy exhaled slowly through his nose, his chest tightening. That was the actual issue. It wasn't the loss of Jonah himself; in fact, the departure of Jonah's ego felt like a physical weight lifting off Tommy's shoulders. He wouldn't miss the subtle jabs about Tommy's veteran status. Jonah had been a thorn in his side since the first day.
But Tybalt and Mercutio carried some of the strongest, most visceral movement in the entire production. Their scenes were fast and sharp, vibrating with tension, a controlled violence disguised as intricate choreography.
When done correctly, they stole the show. The critics lived for that friction, and the audience loved the adrenaline of two men pushed to their physical limits. Tommy had spent weeks drilling those sequences until his body reacted automatically to Jonah's every twitch. And now, all that muscle memory was useless.
The studio dissolved into a frantic murmur.
"Who else is even available?" Taylor asked, her voice hushed but carrying.
"Nobody at this level," Lucy countered, shaking her head. "Every company in the city is already in mid-season."
"Can we promote one of the corps?" Sal asked, though his skeptical expression suggested he already knew the answer.
"To Mercutio?" Eddie blew out a breath. "In six weeks?"
The air in the room felt heavy with the looming threat of a cancelled production, the dancers' voices rising in a desperate, overlapping hum of 'what-ifs' and 'how-could-he'.
Through it all, Tommy kept his eyes on Bobby, waiting for the other shoe to drop. Bobby wouldn't have called them here at six in the morning just to deliver an obituary for the show. He had a plan.
Bobby lifted a hand, a sharp, authoritative gesture that cut through the rising tide of voices before the room could descend further into panic.
"We have already secured a replacement," he announced.
The statement acted like a vacuum, sucking the air out of the room. The frantic murmuring died an instant death.
Tommy shifted his weight, crossing his arms over his chest and tucking his hands beneath his armpits. He waited, his gaze locked on Bobby, searching for the catch he knew was coming.
"Who?" Eddie asked, the single word echoing against the mirrors.
Bobby hesitated. It was a fraction of a second, a mere heartbeat of a pause, but it was long enough for Tommy to immediately distrust whatever name was about to cross Bobby's lips.
"My nephew," Bobby said.
Tommy actually let out a short, dry laugh before he could catch himself, the sound breathless and skeptical.
Bobby's expression flattened, "His name is Evan Buckley. He recently finished his contract in San Francisco. He arrived in Los Angeles only yesterday, and he will be joining our rehearsals immediately."
"Immediately?" Taylor repeated, her voice rising an octave. "As in today immediately?"
"He's on his way. Hence, the emergency rehearsal," Bobby confirmed.
He looked around the room, meeting the doubting eyes of his dancers with a steady stare.
"We should be profoundly thankful that he was willing to uproot his life on a day's notice to join this company. Athena and I discussed every possible solution the moment Jonah walked out, and this was the most viable path to ensuring we have a successful run. I expect you all to welcome him with the professional courtesy he deserves. He should be here any minute, once he finishes the final paperwork for his guest soloist contract with Athena."
Tommy filed that particular detail away. Athena, as the Financial Director of the whole house, rarely inserted herself into casting decisions unless the house was on fire or unless she saw a tactical advantage no one else did. If Athena had bypassed the usual audition circuit to greenlight a family member, the situation was either more dire than they realized, or Evan Buckley was a very specific kind of gamble.
Bobby's eyes softened just a fraction as he swept his gaze over the group one last time. "I know this is frustrating. I know it's not how any of us envisioned the final weeks of prep."
"That's certainly one word for it," Sal muttered, leaning back against the barre and looking toward the ceiling as if seeking divine intervention.
"But we don't have time to spiral," Bobby continued firmly, ignoring the commentary. "In this company, we adapt, and we move forward. Class will begin the moment he arrives. Until then, stay warm."
With a final, lingering look at Chimney, Bobby turned and strode out of the studio, leaving them all to emotionally process the impending disaster on their own.
The dancers immediately gravitated toward one another, forming small, tight clusters.
Tommy migrated toward his usual corner of the barre, settling in between Eddie and Sal. He hoisted one leg onto the wooden rail, leaning into a deep side-stretch that pulled at the tight muscles of his flank.
"We already have people in this building who know the production," Tommy said, his voice low but sharp with irritation. "We didn't need to drag someone completely new into the mix. Half the corps knows the counts already. They've been watching us rehearse for months. We could have promoted from within and just focused on the solos."
Sal nodded in agreement, though he looked more exhausted than angry. "Sam could've handled Mercutio. Or Connor."
Eddie stepped up to the barre beside them, placed his hands on the wood, and began a series of slow, methodical relevés. "I love our corps dancers, but I also think they wouldn't have been ready. I mean, Bobby, Chim, and Athena must have considered every possibility. They wouldn't bring in an outsider this late in the game without a good reason."
"Sure they have a reason," Tommy grumbled, shifting his stretch. "I can think of a very specific, familial reason."
"You're being dramatic. Trust the people in charge of this," Eddie said, though there was a sympathetic tug at the corner of his mouth. "You're just annoyed because now you're the one who has to retrain every second of your fight choreography."
Tommy shot him a pointed look. "And you aren't? Don't act like you're thrilled to redo every synchronized trio with Ravi and some stranger. You just got the timing of the ballroom scene perfect yesterday."
Eddie's composure cracked, and he let out a long, pained groan. "Don't remind me. My knees are already screaming, and now we're back to square one."
"I'm just glad I, as Laurence, don't have any real partnering work with Mercutio," Sal added. "I'll be fine. But for the rest of you? This is a lot. At least they found a solution quickly, I guess."
Tommy didn't answer. He turned back to the mirror, but he wasn't looking at his form. He was thinking.
Robert "Bobby" Nash was a living legend in the ballet world, a man whose career had been defined by a rare combination of raw power and heartbreaking grace. His status was untouchable; he was the sun the US ballet world orbited around.
And now, his nephew was just… appearing. Evan Buckley had likely been born into the wings of a stage, draped in the finest silks, with the best instructors in the world hand-delivering him the secrets of the craft while his uncle paved a golden path for him.
Tommy's own journey had been a war of attrition. He remembered his mama working double shifts, her hands cracked and tired, just to pay for his shoes and the modest classes he'd started in.
He remembered the desperate, crushing weight of wanting to make her proud, to prove to her that every single hour she spent under those fluorescent factory lights was worth it. That hunger had driven him to become the best, pushing him into a regime that left no room for a normal childhood.
He had trained nearly every single day, his entire life measured by the stark white walls of the studio. Even now, he could still clearly remember the harsh, ringing shouts of his first instructor echoing off the mirrors, and the sharp, stinging bite of her wooden cane against his ankles whenever his alignment wasn't perfectly on point. He remembered the bitter tears swallowed down in the dark corners of dressing rooms, the blinding sting of sweat in his eyes, and the bloody feet.
He remembered his father, who left them when Tommy was only eight, a man who had looked at Tommy's passion and seen only something to mock. To his father, ballet was 'gay', a mark of weakness that made him a disappointment before he'd even reached puberty. As it turned out, Tommy was gay, a fact that had only turned his father's mockery into a cold, permanent hatred. Tommy hadn't spoken to the man since the second he'd been old enough to walk away.
Everything Tommy had, his strength, his precision, his principal status, he had earned through blood and the memory of his mama's sacrifice. And now, he had to make room for a nepobaby.
"I still think it's wrong," Tommy said, his voice hardening as he straightened up. "It's an insult to the talent we already have here to bring in a legacy hire just because he has the right connections. I just say it: Nepotism."
Sal winced. "Nepotism is a harsh word, Tommy. You wouldn't say that about May."
"That's different," Tommy argued. "May is an absolute force of nature, and she earned every single inch of that stage. Yes, Athena runs the finance department for this house, but she isn't a dancer. Her name didn't open a single door for May in the ballet world. In fact, May had offers from three major companies on the East Coast when she graduated high school, but she chose PTB because she wanted to stay close to home."
Tommy leaned forward, leveling a pointed look.
"Athena didn't even know about the casting. Bobby went to May's school showcase to hunt for talent, recognized what she was, and cast her before asking Athena. It was kept entirely clean. May was signed because she was the best dancer available, period. You can't compare her track to Bobby just bringing in his own nephew out of nowhere."
Eddie shrugged, looking toward the door. "Well, maybe the guy is actually talented."
Tommy snorted, reaching for his water bottle. "I'm sure he had rich parents and a legend for an uncle to do the hard part for him. You don't need much talent when the red carpet is rolled out before you even take your first step."
"Good to know everyone's excited to have me."
The voice came from directly behind them.
Tommy froze as he closed his eyes for a brief, mortified second before slowly turning around.
Standing a few feet away was a young man who seemed to fill the room effortlessly. He was as tall as Tommy, though his muscles were longer, lither, and carried the specific grace of a natural athlete. He had a fresh, striking face, but it was his eyes that caught the studio lights, a bright, pretty blue that held a simmering spark.
Tommy's gaze dropped for a fraction of a second, noting the ridiculous length of the boy's legs in his tights, the slope of his jaw, and the plush, natural pink of his lips that matched a birthmark above one of his eyes. A sudden, unbidden thought flashed through Tommy's mind, sharp and distracting.
If I had seen this kid in a crowded club on a Friday night, I would have stopped dead in my tracks.
He was exactly the kind of beautiful that Tommy could get lost in, the kind of handsome that felt entirely captivating.
Before Tommy could even attempt to salvage his dignity, Chimney's hands came together in a loud, echoing clap that broke the spell.
"Alright, everybody! Eyes on me! The cavalry has arrived," Chim announced, his voice booming with a forced cheer that suggested he was trying to drown out any awkwardness. He scurried over to the newcomer and placed both hands on the younger man's shoulders.
"Everyone, this is Evan Buckley. He's twenty-three, and until recently, he was a soloist at the San Francisco Ballet. He just wrapped his contract there and was gracious enough to fly down and rescue our collective asses at the last minute. Let's give him a warm welcome, please!"
A wave of polite, rhythmic clapping rippled through the studio. Tommy noticed some of the younger dancers in the corps leaning in, their eyes scanning Evan with blatant interest, clearly impressed by the physical presence he commanded even while standing still.
Chimney kept the momentum going. "So, Evan, you'll have plenty of time this week to learn everyone's names and figure out the pecking order. But let me introduce the heavy hitters you'll be spending the most time with."
Chim began a rapid-fire tour of the room, pointing out the leads with a flick of his wrist. "Our Juliet, Rosaline, Lady Capulet, Friar Laurence, Paris... and then, most importantly for you, your new best friends and partners in crime: Benvolio and Romeo."
Eddie and Ravi offered hesitant but professional nods.
Finally, Chim turned his finger toward Tommy, who was still standing like a statue. "And of course, your nemesis. The man who is going to spend the next month trying to kill you on stage: our Tybalt."
Evan didn't flinch. If anything, the challenge seemed to fuel him. That spark in his blue eyes deepened, turning into something sharp and playful, a wicked glint. He didn't look away. He held Tommy's gaze with a confidence that felt like a physical challenge, a slow, knowing smile spreading across his face.
"Oh," Evan said, his voice smooth and laced with a terrifying amount of charm. "I am really looking forward to working with all of you."
The way he said working with you felt less like a professional courtesy and more like a promise of trouble. Tommy's heart gave a single, traitorous thud against his ribs.
The rehearsal hadn't even started, and Tommy already knew: this was going to be the longest six weeks of his life.