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The smell of garlic and pasta sauce still lingered around in the kitchen as Dan is loading up the dishwasher. Thankfully, the garlic smell is stronger than the taste because Dan wants this night to end in a way that would not benefit from a strong garlic aroma. Phil sitting by their kitchen counter and scrolling his phone with a thoughtful expression on his face. Dan finishes up the dishes and turns to Phil, suddenly curious about what his boyfriend is thinking about.
“Are the TikToks making you think that hard or what’s on your mind?” he asks with a gentle chuckle, making his way closer to Phil.
“I’ll show you hard”, Phil answers but still shuts off his phone and turns his gaze to Dan. “I was just thinking.”
“Oh, rare. Should we celebrate?”
“Shut up. I was reminiscing.”
Dan rolls his eyes and goes to stand between Phil’s legs where Phil’s sitting. “Is this another one of those memory quizzes?”
“Well, it can be”, Phil smirks. Dan can see how a mischievous glint has appeared in Phil’s eyes. This man is up to no good, Dan knows it for sure.
“I’m a little scared of that look. Are you going to do something stupid?”
Phil puts on a fake thinking expression. He sticks his tongue out after a while and giggles. “Nothing stupid, no.”
Dan frowns. Usually when Phil is being this cryptic, he has something silly or something sexy on his mind. They can nowadays communicate about their sexual wants with pretty much no shame but sometimes Dan still catches Phil being a little shy about sharing his thoughts. Not in an actual shy way but in the way that Phil knows him better than anyone else and he definitely knows how Dan loves – truly loves – to please him in every possible way. Dan would never go against his own boundaries, at least not anymore as a confident 34-year-old, but when they were younger, he wanted to impress Phil so much that the idea of doing something for the sake of pleasing Phil and ignoring his own thoughts of the matter was not an impossibility. Phil was (and is) so kind that this scenario never happened. However, hiding their relationship for years and Dan’s fears of coming out of the closet might’ve made Phil sometimes put his own desires to the side. Dan doesn’t feel guilty about it anymore, after many therapy sessions, because Phil’s has constantly said that he would do it again and again if it meant that they would be together. This sentiment of sacrificing something you want is a thing that Phil should, in Dan’s opinion, get sorted in therapy because it is the main cause for Phil’s sometimes cryptic conversations about sex.
He sneaks a proper glance at Phil and comes to the conclusion that no, this is not Phil being shy about sharing his sexual wants. This is Phil scheming something silly but hopefully something that will end up being sexy soon.
“Okay, you got me intrigued. Hit me.”
“You have to guess what I’m thinking about. You will get three hints and if you guess it correctly, you will decide what we do in bed after this. If you don’t get it, then I can choose”, Phil explains very seriously and Dan has a hard time keeping his face straight. “Got it?”
The price is unfair because what Dan wants to do in bed almost always equals to following what Phil wants to do, but Dan is happy to play along as long as the night ends well. As fun as it was to prepare a romantic pasta dinner with Phil, eating slightly too garlicky spaghetti was not the ONLY goal he had for their night. Not that Dan could admit it out loud because Phil would tease him endlessly. Or maybe this whole quiz thing is Phil already teasing him.
“Yeah, I got it. Can I have the first hint?”
“The thing I’m thinking about is an action and the first time we did it we had been together for four months.”
“Sex?” Dan guesses, almost sounding desperate. The answer doesn’t even make any sense, as they definitely had their first time together way earlier than four months into their relationship.
Dan’s surprised to see Phil suddenly start to laugh. He grabs Phil by his hips and drags him closer to the countertop edge so he can press a kiss on his lips. “What’s so funny?”
“You do know that we had sex earlier than that. Was the first time so bad that your memory has erased it completely?”
“Sorry, I panicked, it was the first thing on my mind. Don’t’ worry, Philly, it was so good that I think about it every night before I fall asleep.”
“No wonder you’re always so horny.”
Dan pushes Phil away but can’t hide his stupid grin. In moments like this, the fact that they are still together after sixteen years feels so incredible that Dan can’t help but smile and look at Phil fondly. He is feeling a little sappy, but he decides to blame it on the red wine they had with their pasta.
“Okay, Danny boy, you got pretty close with that guess. So, your next hint will be: sex was a pretty close answer”, Phil puts on his game host voice that he sometimes uses when their having a board game night with their friends. Dan finds it adorable.
“You’re equally horny, Lester”, Dan teases but he starts to think. What happened between them at the start of the year 2010 that would have something to do with sex? At the age of eighteen, Dan felt like he actually was horny all the time and having his favourite youtuber as his boyfriend only made things harder – no pun intended. So, figuring out what kind of sex thing during that time Phil is thinking about feels almost impossible. They were having sex every other second!
If he’s being honest, he would still be having sex with Phil every other second if his libido could keep up. Phil always looks so good.
“We literally had sex all the time, how am I supposed to guess? Stupid quiz”, Dan fake-pouts. He moves his face closer to Phil’s and tries to read his mind.
“Oi, oi, looks like you’re about to lose, Howell. Okay, you’re last hint: I think this fundamentally changed you as a person.”
Phil keeps a straight face for approximately two seconds, before he bursts out laughing. Dan can immediately see the tears of joy gathering up on Phil’s eyes as he’s shaking with the force of his giggles. It would not be a Dan and Phil date night if Phil didn’t make fun of him at all.
“Fundamentally changed me?”
Phil nods and gets into another laughing fit. “Yes, you became a changed man. You were hypnotized.”
For a moment he and Phil stare at each other. Dan licks his lips, trying to figure out what the hell is Phil talking about. What the fuck did they try four months into their relationship, that has something to do with sex and that completely changed Dan as a…
Oh.
He is surprised to feel a blush warming up his cheeks because after being together with someone for almost two decades, he doesn’t flush as easily as he did in the beginning. However, he knows now exactly to what Phil is thinking about.
“Rimming did not FUNDAMENTALLY change me as a person”, Dan shrieks and shoves a giggling Phil away. “How DARE you!”
“I disagree! You were like you were dickmatized, or more like assmatized. Buttmatized?” Phil laughs and goes to shield himself as Dan tries to push him again.
“You fucking cunt. You were thinking about the first time I rimmed you while I was doing the dishes? Stupid bitch.”
“Oh, you were so eager then. And obedient. Nowadays I only have this mean version of Dan that calls me cunt”, Phil sighs, putting on a show. That little shit.
Dan is not proud of the flare of jealously he gets from the obvious look Phil gives him that means that Phil is actively, right now, thinking about the first time they did this rimming thing together. Dan is right here and he would much rather for Phil to be thinking about present him instead of stupid 18-year-old twink-Dan. Of course, being jealous of his younger self is absolutely ridiculous and if Phil ever heard his thoughts he would get bullied endlessly.
“Stop thinking about younger us having sex, Phil”, Dan exclaims and he can’t completely hide the jealous tone in his voice.
Phil’s smirk tells Dan that he has been clocked, so to avoid the teasing, Dan grabs Phil by his neck and pushes their lips together. Phil instantly melts to the kiss and lets out a little sigh, which allows Dan to push his tongue inside Phil’s mouth. He pushes his other hand into Phil’s hair and grabs Phil’s thigh with the other one. He gives a little nibble to Phil’s lower lip and as an apology he soothes the pain with a gentle suck. Dan feels Phil grabbing his curls and pushing their lips even closer. The kissing soon turns into a messy make-out session. Phil meets Dan tongue with his own and Dan can’t help the little moan that escapes his mouth. Luckily, Phil is also panting into their kiss and letting out quiet but sexy groans.
Sadly, the need to breathe comes to them after a while and they break apart. Dan smiles and stares at Phil, loving the way he can see Phil’s lips getting a little red. Phil is also smiling, though the mischievous glint he had in his eyes earlier is still there.
“Good job, you guessed it. Remember your price?” Phil whispers and suddenly the look in his eyes makes total sense to Dan. Oh, this will be a great night.
“I remember it well.”
“Well”, Phil grins and wiggles his eyebrows (or at least he tries), “What do you wanna do Danny boy?”
Now is Dan’s turn to tease Phil. “What could I possibly want to do in bed, hmm?” he wonders out loud, putting his finger on his chin and pretending to think about it. “Maybe I’d like to read a book and go to sleep. Feeling rather tired.”
Phil drops his mouth open for a second but recovers quickly as he catches onto Dan’s sarcasm. “If that’s what you want”, he shrugs and hops off the counter. Dan tilts his head, little confused. Phil usually never gives up this easily.
Phil pushes Dan out his way and starts slowly walk towards their bedroom. Dan can see the exaggerated hip movements Phil is doing as he walks. Dan can’t help but stare at the curve of Phil’s ass and the way it moves so nicely with the hip sways.
The last straw for him is when Phil turns around, gives him a wink (that definitely looks more like he has a speck of dirt in his eyes), blows him a kiss and keeps on walking, turning around the corner and disappearing into their bedroom. Dan blinks once, twice and takes a deep breath. He is very thankful no one else is here to see, how he sprints after Phil with a huge grin on his lips.
The sight that blesses him when he gets to their bedroom is truly a sight for God. He doesn’t believe in God, not anymore, but when he sees Phil on their bed, ass up in the air, arching his back in a way that he usually doesn’t bother to do (because Dan thinks his sexy anyway), Dan really considers that maybe God is real and for some reason he has decided to grace Dan with the ultimate gift from heaven. Phil looks over his shoulder and smirks. Sometimes Dan is sure Phil can actually read his minds and the smirk he is giving him right now truly seems like he knows exactly what Dan is thinking about.
“Still a sphinx, am I?”
Dan knows he is being teased but he can’t come up with anything clever to quip back. He just stares at Phil and his ass. His feet have a mind of their own which is a good thing because even though Dan’s brain cannot give any commands to his body right now, his feet are taking him closer to their bed and to Phil.
“Didn’t think you would be this assmatized. Maybe I should put more effort into impressing you if this is what one back arch can do”, Phil laughs and the playful smile on his lips is enough to get Dan out this trance.
“We are not making the word ‘assmatized’ a thing”, he murmurs, still too enthralled to sound anything else than wonderstruck but at least his response is little sassy. He is not completely embarrassing himself. He hops on to the bed and shuffles forward to kneel perfectly behind Phil. He grabs Phil’s hips and then, because he can’t help it, gives a nice squeeze to both of Phil’s ass cheeks.
“Do you still want to read books?”
“Fuck them books. What I want, is to get you out of these trousers.”
Phil laughs, probably knowing that he won and that Dan is completely wrapped around his finger, but with Phil’s ass underneath his hands, Dan is quite sure that the real winner is him.
It takes a little bit of awkward shuffling to get Phil out of his trousers, shirts and pants because they are not eighteen anymore and their tall bodies make graceful movements on the bed difficult. However, the price of getting Phil completely naked under him is great enough that few acrobatic movements don’t feel too bad. Dan stares at Phil, who is now lying on his back and staring right back at him. He can see all the moles that he has detected over the years, the light chest hair and the lickable collarbones that Phil has and once again, he feels so thankful for the fact that Phil is his. He grabs off his own shirt and then leans down, so he can lick those lickable collarbones. Phil shudders and pushes a hand through his curls. Dan bites the left collarbone teasingly but quickly gives a kiss after it to ease the pain. Giving hickeys to Phil’s collarbones has always been one of his favourite things, because he can look at the markings later and not be afraid of them being visible to everyone else. Of course, after the hard launch it would not be as scandalizing as it used to be, but still, Dan wants to keep their sex life private.
Phil tugs his curls with a little more force than before, so Dan removes his lips from Phil’s collarbones to stare at him. “Well, what?”
“As much as I love to have you kissing my collarbones, I think you should be kissing something else right now”, Phil explains. Dan grins and gives a quick peck to Phil’s lips.
“Like that? You want me to kiss your lips?”
“You cunt. No, something else.”
Dan grins again and this time, he lowers down to suck Phil’s right nipple into his mouth. Phil probably gets a little surprised by this and he moans loudly. Dan doubles his efforts and lets his teeth scrape the nipple. Phil moans again but tugs Dan’s curls. “No, wrong. Try again.”
Dan gives a last suck to the right nipple and moves immediately onto the left nipple. He gives it the same treatment, sucking hard and nibbling gently at the nipple.
“Is it the left nipple?” Dan asks with a playful tone.
“If you don’t start behaving, I will put my ass on prohibition. No ass for Dan for a month”, Phil gasps while Dan keeps licking on the nipple. This threat, however, is enough for Dan to stop his teasing. That would be a horrible fate for him.
“You want me to kiss your ass?”
“You’re kissing my ass all the time, heart-eyes-Howell. I want you to eat my ass properly. Show me how you’ve improved from the first time.”
Dan lets the heart-eyes-Howell comment pass this time, because Phil’s other words make all his blood flow into his dick. He’s been half-hard the whole night so it’s not that big of a surprise that he is this horny right now.
“I thought I won. The price was for me to decide what we do”, Dan tries, just because he feels like he has lost all his dignity tonight. He doesn’t really mind it because Phil should know how whipped Dan is for him, but a man needs to try at least keep up a façade.
Phil clearly isn’t buying it. “Oh Dan, we both know that what you want to do in bed is to follow my desires. But I’ll be kind to you this night. You can choose what position I’ll go into.”
That is a very generous offer. Dan thinks for a while since every different position has it perks. Dan could ask Phil to sit on his face like he did the first time they did this. The nostalgia could be fun and that way Phil could easily compare this time to their first time could be fun. However, the image of Phil arching his back on all fours on this bed mere ten minutes ago is burned to his eyelids. He must see Phil in that position again. And present Dan knows way more tricks about rimming than the past Dan did, so eating out Phil’s ass from that position makes it easier to really show up and give Phil the time of his life. As much as he loves to be suffocated by Phil’s ass, face-sitting is more about the desperate sucking than it is about the skill.
“Get back on all fours and arch that back for me”, Dan answers. He can’t keep the eager tone out of his voice, but Phil is finally as horny as he is, so instead of teasing him, he just nods and turns around. Dan gives him a little space so Phil can raise onto his hands and knees. Dan, once again, grabs his hips and pulls him closer. Phil’s ass looks amazing and Dan just has to give it a little smack.
“I will give you a rimming of a lifetime”, Dan promises, kneading the ass cheeks gently.
“Big words from someone who hasn’t even started yet”, Phil quips back but the slight tremor in his voice tells Dan that he is just as affected as him.
Instead of answering, Dan smacks Phil’s ass again to shut him up. Phil moans loudly and arches his back even more. Dan grabs both of his cheeks. He spreads them apart, so he can take a good look at Phil’s asshole. He puts his thumbs around the rim and carefully pushes the tips of his thumbs against it. He removes his thumbs and watches how Phil’s asshole pulsates around nothing. Almost as the hole is trying to invite Dan in. And who is Dan to ignore such a nice invitation?
He gives Phil no warning as he pulls Phil even closer and dives right into business. He loves to start by licking around the hole, so he can get it all wet, making it easier to get inside eventually. Phil whimpers a quiet “Oh, fuck Dan”. Dan swirls his tongue around the rim. He tenses his tongue and prods the rim couple times, not yet plunging his tongue in. Phil deserves little teasing after all the banter he started today. So, instead of immediately pushing his tongue in, he keeps on licking the rim. To tease Phil even more, he opens his mouth wider so in-between the licks, he can let his teeth scrape gently against the asshole.
Phil groans and reaches behind him to grab Dan’s curls. Phil truly loves to tug at his curls, Dan thinks and smirks. He decides to hollow his cheeks so he can give a proper suck to Phil’s hole. This makes Phil moan desperately. Dan keeps sucking on the hole, trying to get as many sounds as possible out of Phil. He also decides that he has teased Phil enough, so he tenses his tongue and slowly starts to push it inside the hole.
“Finally,”, Phil whispers and Dan can feel how his full body shivers. Dan would like to quip back a sarcastic comment, but his mouth is too occupied to do so. Instead, he pushes his tongue deeper into Phil’s hole. He keeps on sucking the rim at the same time he is pushing his tongue. He can’t see much, as he has wholly dived into Phil’s ass, but other than missing Phil’s back arch, he is exactly where he wants to be.
He starts to move his tongue in a penetrating motion, in and out of the hole. He lets his hands travel up and down Phil’s ass cheeks. Phil seems to be getting closer to the edge, as he tightens his grip on Dan’s hair and starts to push him even deeper. Phil always wants a little bit of control and Dan is happy to provide it even though breathing gets much harder with Phil pushing his face impossibly closer to his ass. Dan could not come up with a better way to go than suffocating in Phil’s ass, so he doesn’t fight against it, only pushes his tongue deeper and moves his lips around the rim, so Phil’s hole gets stimulated everywhere.
Dan can feel how Phil’s legs start to shake and his moans keep getting louder and louder, meaning that Phil is very close to orgasm. Dan removes one his hands from Phil’s ass cheeks and carefully starts to ease his finger to go alongside his tongue. His spit has made the hole wet enough, so one finger is easy to slip in. He starts to feel around the hole to find Phil’s prostate and after sixteen years, it’s pretty easy to find.
“Fuck”, shouts Phil and that’s Dan’s confirmation that he has found the prostate. He massages it, not moving his finger, only deeply massaging it so the prostate is stimulated all the time. He also keeps penetrating his tongue inside the hole.
“Dan, I’m close”, Phil moans, legs shaking so much that Dan is a little afraid that they might give up underneath Phil. Thank God, they are on the bed so if that happens, at least the landing will be soft.
With his free hand, he gives Phil’s left ass cheek one more smack and then presses his finger hard against the prostate while hollowing his cheek to give a proper suck to the rim. This combo is enough for Phil as he shouts Dan’s name and cums. Dan can feel the way Phil’s body goes lax as the orgasm rips through him. Dan eases his finger out but keeps on giving gentle licks against the rim, so Phil can ride out his orgasm for longer. Soon, Phil starts to get overstimulated as he collapses down to the bed, back arch forgotten. Dan flops down next to Phil, ignoring the cum stains on the sheets, so he can pull Phil into a cuddle.
For a moment they are both quiet, only Phil’s panting echoing around in the room. Dan decides to break the silence.
“Well, was I better now or then?”
Phil pushes Dan’s side weakly. “Oh, shut up, you know the answer.”
Dan smiles and pulls Phil closer. “How tired are you?” he asks.
This seems to perk Phil up a little. “What do you have in mind?”
“Well, since this was my price and I haven’t even come yet, I was thinking that maybe I should fuck you”, Dan explains. His dick has been hard for too long and the boner is staring to become almost painful.
Phil rolls his eyes but from his smile Dan knows that this idea sounds good to him.
“Are you sure that me stroking your dick two times would not be enough?” Phil smirks and now is Dan’s turn to push Phil’s side.
“Hey, I was young and inexperienced, don’t tease me!”
“You need to prove it”, Phil challenges back. Dan can never back down from a challenge, especially if the challenge involves fucking Phil, which is his favourite thing to do. He pushes himself up and quickly gets rid his trousers and pants. He reaches into their bedside table to grab their lube. Phil turns to lay on his back, still too tired from his orgasm to go back to all fours. Not that Dan minds, as he loves to see Phil’s expressions when they fuck.
“Do you think you can come again?” Dan wonders as he clicks open the tube bottle and squirts a decent amount to his fingers. He starts to warm up the lube first on his hands, as Phil is a diva who can’t handle cold lube at all. “Or are you too old for that?”
“Don’t call me old”, Phil laughs and grabs Dan’s wrist to drag his fingers closer to his asshole. “I will come again if you’re doing a good enough job.”
Dan rolls his eyes, but instead of answering he shuts Phil up by pushing his first two fingers into Phil’s hole. He is already kind of loose from the rimming and the orgasm, so the fingers slip inside easily. Phil doesn’t completely shut up but he moans loudly, which is good enough for Dan. Dan tries to move carefully as Phil is probably little overstimulated from the orgasm and even though he loves to tease Phil, pleasing him is still his number one priority.
“More, now”, Phil demands and Dan is happy to provide, especially when the third finger earns him a whimpered “good boy”, from Phil’s mouth. Dan moans at that and starts moving his fingers in and out, touching Phil’s prostate with every thrust. If he was only fingering Phil, he would mostly focus on touching his prostate but right now he’s supposed to stretch Phil so his painfully hard dick can fit inside him, so he gently spreads his finger, stretching Phil’s hole.
“Okay, I’m ready”, Phil groans. Dan removes his fingers and wipes them on the bedsheets. Usually he would be more careful, but Phil already stained the sheets with his cum, so they have to change them anyway. Dan reaches around the bed for the lube bottle and squirts a little more to his hand so he can coat his dick with lube. The first touch of the slightly cold lube feels heavenly after all the neglection his dick has faced and Dan can’t help but moan loudly. Maybe the two strokes aren’t that far away from the truth.
Dan grabs Phil’s legs and pushes them against Phil’s chest so he has the perfect access to Phil’s hole. Of course, seeing Phil this spread out is also a bonus. After a moment on consideration, he lifts Phil’s legs up so his knees are resting on top of Dan’s shoulders. “Is this position okay?”, Dan still wants to ask, all though Phil is usually pretty loud with his demands if something is not fine.
“The only thing that is not okay is the fact that you’re not currently fucking me”, Phil quips and squeezes his legs around Dan’s shoulders. Dan sees how Phil is starting to get hard again, probably because of the fingering. “Get to work!”
“I’ll show you fucking”, Dan quips back but grabs his dick to line it towards Phil’s hole. He gives himself one stroke before slapping the tip against the rim couple of times. Then, slowly, he starts to ease his dick into the hole. Even after all that prepping, Phil’s ass squeezes his dick with a heavenly pressure and Dan has to temporary close his eyes and focus on not coming immediately.
What can he say, he absolutely loves to fuck Phil. He’s quite sure that Phil’s asshole was made perfectly for his dick, because the way it squeezes around him feels too good to be true. Dan groans as he goes deeper and deeper. Phil is letting out quiet moans. Phil’s hole is so warm and the way it pulsates around his dick is almost too much for him. Finally, Dan is all the way in and he stops to give Phil a moment to get used to his size.
“Don’t make me wait any longer, Dan and show me the fucking you promised”, Phil says after a couple of seconds. His asshole squeezes tightly around Dan’s dick and Dan’s sure that Phil is doing it on purpose at this point. Luckily, two of them can play this game.
Dan backs away so that only his tip is inside and then he pushes back in. Phil shouts his name and this encourages Dan to settle a brutal rhythm. He balances himself with his elbows on both side of Phil. He rams his dick in and out with a quick pace, making sure to touch Phil’s prostate. Phil’s mouth has dropped open and his eyes are almost fully black, only a small silver of blue can be seen around his iris. Dan’s too gone to properly kiss Phil but he still shoves their lips together, so they can messily make out while Dan keeps ramming his dick inside Phil. Dan feels like his dick is impossibly deep inside Phil. Every thrust keeps bringing him closer to the edge. Phil’s desperate moans only motivate him more and make him also moan loudly. Dan’s sure he’s already leaking precum inside Phil and the thought of it alone makes him bite his lips, so he doesn’t cum, not yet.
He moves a little closer to Phil and with this new angle he can abuse Phil’s prostate with every thrust. Dan looks down to see that Phil is now fully hard. The wet clapping noises and their moans together sound delicious and Dan knows he can’t keep going on much longer.
“Phil, I’m close!” he whimpers. Phil takes a hold of Dan’s right hand and moves it to his dick, so Dan can stroke him while fucking him. Phil circles his arms around Dan’s back and lets his nails scratch him.
“You better make me come first”, Phil breathes out. “But no worries, I’m close too.”
Phil’s breathy voice mixed with the demand laced into his words is almost overwhelming to Dan. He quickens his pace and tries to double his efforts, so Phil can get closer to the edge.
“I love you”, he moans as his thrust become less deliberate and more feral. Luckily, Phil usually loves when he starts to fuck him almost animalistically and this is true once again, as Phil just grabs his back harder. He bites down on Phil’s collarbone thrusts into him with punishing force. Phil almost screams with pleasure.
Finally, after a specifically deep thrust, Dan can feel Phil’s asshole tighten against him desperately. Soon enough, he feels Phil’s cum coating his fingers. “Fuck, Dan”, is all Phil can shout as he comes. The overstimulation of the second orgasm makes Phil’s asshole pulsate tighter and tighter around Dan’s dick. The stimulation feels incredible.
“I really love you”, Dan moans once more. Now that Phil has come, he realises how close to the edge he’s been this whole time and his orgasm washes over him suddenly and powerfully that it takes him by surprise. Dan hasn’t come this hard for a while and he keeps hopelessly thrusting into Phil’s hole, pushing his cum deep inside. After a while, the way Phil’s asshole is still squeezing around his dick gets more painful than pleasant, so Dan lets his dick slip out of Phil’s hole. He collapses on top of Phil, still being careful not to crush him completely. They breath in and out in sync. Dan burrows his face to the space between Phil’s neck and shoulders, making his home in the warm and gentle arms of Phil.
“I love you too”, Phil whispers as he keeps petting Dan’s back, soothing the pain from the scratches he gave earlier.
Dan loves their sex life and the sex they have, but the peaceful time they have together post-sex might still be his favourite thing. He feels completely fucked out and boneless, but it doesn’t matter, because he is safe in Phil’s arms. He is vulnerable and that makes him love these post-sex cuddles even more. There was a long time in his life, when being vulnerable was the worst thing he could do, but right now, the way Phil is holding him makes him forget about the past. He hums quietly and smiles to the crook of Phil’s neck.
“That was great”, he murmurs after a while, not daring to speak too loudly and break the peaceful atmosphere they have.
“You were such a good boy”, Phil giggles and gives a little ruffle to Dan’s curls. The praise makes Dan’s dick jump but he’s too tired to get fully hard.
“Made you cum twice”, he smiles back, because even though round three might be too much for him, he can never get enough praise from Phil to satisfy his wants.
Phil chuckles and gives his forehead a little kiss. “Let’s not get too proud.”
They should go to shower, and they definitely should change their sheets, but Dan wants to stay in this moment for a second more. Dan is so in love and so happy about the fact that he can trust Phil to be his forever. He thinks of the 18-year-old Dan and thanks him for being brave enough to go after Phil despite everything. He thinks of the 22-year-old Phil, who accepted him and treated him with kindness, and thanks him for his patience.
“Thank you”, he says out loud because most importantly, he is grateful for this Phil, the present Phil, who has loved him through everything and stayed by his side even when it hasn’t been easy.
“The red wine’s getting to you if you’re becoming sappy”, Phil says back but nudges his head so he can give Dan a kiss on the lips. Dan smiles against Phil’s lips. Red wine or not, he is completely whipped for Phil, and he can’t imagine better place to be.