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Ilya Rozanov considered himself one lucky bastard, maybe the most content Alpha in the whole universe. Life hadn’t started that way, but here he was.
Every morning he woke with the birds outside, letting their chirps soothe him as he reached for the gentle presence of his mate beside him. Shane slept curled against him, head resting over Ilya’s heart, one hand against his cheek.
Shane, once enemy, now treasure.
Shane’s hair, that deep burnt mahogany shade, lay in soft tufts across the pillow. His freckles, scattered like tiny constellations, always made Ilya’s heart swell with affection. And his dick perk up. Shane’s scent drifted up, that perfect blend of Russian tea his mother brewed when he was a boy and cinnamon toast on buttery brioche. It wrapped around him, familiar and inviting.
The omega scent was like manna from heaven. Every time Ilya went to the temple, he threw coins, lit candles, and thanked the universe for the perfect scent on the perfect man.
“Moy sladkiy…” he whispered. He traced the freckles on the creamy skin, soft with a smattering of light hair like down on his arms and legs. Beauty in motion.
Even asleep, Shane sensed Ilya waking and nuzzled closer with a contented sigh. Ilya stayed still for a moment, letting his mate burrow into him. Shane began to move sleepily, his lips tracing Ilya’s pecs, his hand sliding down to his Alpha's abs. Like warm syrup, he trailed down Ilya’s body until he easily slotted between his mate's legs.
Two deep brown eyes locked on Ilya, then that cocky wink, and then he buried his head between his mate's thighs, taking all nine inches in his mouth easily. Few partners were ever able to take all of Ilya, but Shane from day one did. It was Ilya’s private secret. His omega, Shane Fucking Hollander, a clean-cut Alphaverse boy, was a slutty thing. Dirty and submissive but still firmly in charge.
Shane's head bobbed up and down, with slick sounds and wet pooling on the sheets. Ilya locked his hands behind his head, drifting in and out of ecstasy, watching that dark hair.
As Ilya got close, Shane began to tease more, licking the heavy alpha balls and swiping with the flat of his tongue from base to tip. And as Ilya began to cum, Shane took it all and swallowed. This was how he started his day. Almost every day.
Purring, Shane used Ilya’s abs as a pillow, drifting back to sleep contentedly.
Ilya slipped his arms under Shane’s armpits and, with care, began to pull him up. As his swollen omega cock brushed Ilya’s, Shane came, clear, citrusy cum. He yawned and grinned as Ilya grabbed a wipe from the nightstand, cleaned them both, swatted Shane’s ass, and cuddled his mate close.
With Shane slumbering again happily, Ilya looked at the clock.
Time to check in.
Then he eased Shane gently onto his side, tucking the blanket around him and kissing his temple.
“Spis’, lyubimyy. I bring coffee soon.”
He slipped from the bed, pulling on his deep red dressing gown and the ratty blue sweats Shane always teased him about. Padding into the hall, he passed a maid dusting the banister.
“Please bring coffee tray to our suite in one hour,” he said.
“Yes, Mister Rozanov.”
He gave her a small smile. “Ilya, pozhaluysta. You work in our home; Mister Rozanov is my father." Her cheeks warmed at the kindness. It was an honor to work for the Rozanov family, no less Mr. Ilya.
Their world existed parallel to the human one, close enough to brush against it, distant enough to remain unseen. Packs were the foundation of everything, living communities bound by instinct and devotion. Alphas like Ilya were expected to lead with strength and dominance. Omegas were sought for intuition, emotional intelligence, and the ability to bind a pack together.
The Rozanov pack was one of the oldest, its roots stretching back to the first crossings from the human world. Ilya’s father had been a formidable Alpha, respected across the realm, and he raised his son with the belief that leadership was about authority, not responsibility.
His mama, however, believed differently and paid the price.
“Sila bez dobrotu eto pustota,” she used to say. (Strength without kindness is emptiness.)
Ilya carried those words in his heart with sadness, watching her fade away.
Their home had once been a human school, abandoned when the veil between realms shifted and the building slipped into their world. Instead of tearing it down, Ilya saw potential. With his friends’ help, he turned it into a sanctuary for himself and, later, for his life with Shane.
The old gym became a huge family space. The former boiler room became a sleek exercise area. The dining hall, with its high ceilings and long windows, became an art‑filled gathering room with stained glass catching the morning light.
The corridors were filled with art: the modern pieces Shane adored, the religious iconology of the priestesses Ilya clung to, and drawings from their children he had framed. His childhood had been in a home with a strict alpha father, so the walls were sparse and the lights were always dim. In his pack's home, sunlight and color spilled in and over everything.
Like every morning, he made his quiet rounds to the boys’ rooms. Lev, Maksim, and Nicolai—triplets, preteens, his sons, his and Shane’s pride.
The hallway was starting to come alive with the morning, early light just beginning to push through the curtains. Ilya paused there, barefoot, shoulders still heavy with sleep, but his expression was vulnerable in that way he never let the boys see when they were awake.
Three doors. Three sons. Three versions of him. Three futures he was somehow responsible for shaping.
Three small legacies of himself and Shane, scattered across the house like pieces of his heart.
He always checked on them before the day started, an old habit since the tumultuous times of their infancy, a ritual. He stood there for a breath, listening to the soft, uneven rhythm of three different sleepers, all of them carrying his hair and eyes like a stamp of belonging.
Ilya let his hand rest on the cool wood of the first door, but he didn’t open it yet. Mornings like this always pulled him inward. Made him think too much. Made him feel too much. But today, standing in the hallway with three sleeping sons behind three closed doors, he let the thoughts come.
He thought first about their alpha energy, how it arrived years before the maturity to handle it. How they puffed up like little roosters, shoulders squared, chests out, trying so hard to look like men when they were still boys who forgot to put their shoes on the right feet. Their tempers flared fast, burned hot, and faded just as quickly. He remembered being that age, all fire and no direction, and wondered if they’d ever understand how hard he worked to make sure they didn’t grow up the way he did. How much he wanted them to have gentler beginnings than he ever had.
He thought about their too-big hands and feet and how they moved through the world like puppies who hadn’t grown into their paws yet. How they tripped over themselves, how they tried to hide their awkwardness behind bravado, how they pretended not to care when they absolutely did. He smiled at that. He’d been the same. Still was, sometimes, if he was honest.
He lingered in the hallway, letting his thoughts spool out in long, quiet threads. Those Russian eyebrows of theirs, how each boy carried a different version of his expression. Lev’s stern, declarative lines; Maksim’s mischievous, twitching arches; Nicolai’s focused, contemplative furrow. Entire paragraphs lived in those brows, and he saw his own reflected at him every time.
Shane called them "mini papas."
Their protective instincts rose next, unbidden. The way they squared their shoulders at dark shadows, stepped in front of Shane and Sera without hesitation, and bristled at anything that felt like a threat. It was instinctive, inherited, and sometimes too sharp for boys their age. He hoped, quietly, fiercely, that they’d learn the difference between guarding and bullying sooner than he ever had.
He laughed, thinking of their accents slipping when exhaustion or emotion cracked their composure. They always tried to hide it, cheeks pink, voices wobbling between English and something older. But to him, those moments were proof, proof of lineage, of history, of roots that reached farther back than childhood could ever erase. Proof that something of him lived in them, unmistakable and unshakable.
And threaded through all of it was their unwavering pride in being “Papa’s boys.” They performed their eye rolls with theatrical suffering, groaned like he was ruining their lives, acted as though affection was a burden. Yet the second his hand touched their hair, they melted, every time. They still looked at him with that unguarded devotion, that quiet awe, as if he hung the moon and kept it steady in the sky.
All of these pieces wove together into a single truth he felt deep in his chest: they were his. His sons. His echoes.
That part always undid him a little.
And for a moment, before the day began, he let himself stand there and feel all of it.
Then he reached for the doorknob.
Lev’s room was a glorious mess, a tribute to hockey posters and scattered gear. Ilya adjusted the blanket around him and kissed his cheek.
Maksim’s room was neat and precise, everything arranged with the same care Shane used in his study and dressing room. Ilya smiled, smoothing the blanket and brushing a kiss to his forehead.
Nicolai’s room sat somewhere between the two, a balance of order and total mess that made Ilya chuckle softly.
He whispered the same words over each of them, his voice thick.
“Papa tak gorditsya vami, moi prekrasnyye mal’chiki." (Papa is so proud of you, my wonderful boys.)
The priestesses always spoke about making sure your pups were devoted to you, but as Alpha, your devotion must be twice as much. Ilya honored that. Every day. Without fail. So the days that he needed to be sterner and stricter, his children knew they were still loved.
He stepped into the hallway and paused, taking in the home around him. His dynasty. His legacy. Built not from power, but from love.
Not surveying territory. Not assessing threats. Just taking it in. The toys were half‑tucked into a basket. Shane’s sweater was draped over the back of the couch because he always forgot it there. Nicolai's shoes were lined up with military precision because he insisted they “stand like soldiers.”
His dynasty. His legacy. Built not from dominance, not from fear, not from the cold discipline he once mistook for strength, but from love.
The thought hit him with the quiet force of truth: I was supposed to be a playboy alpha forever.
The kind who never stayed. The kind who never cared. The kind who mistook sternness for control and anger for authority.
He remembered that younger version of himself, all sharp edges, all heat with nowhere to go. A man who barked orders because he didn’t know how to speak feelings. A man who thought logic was weakness and tenderness was a trap.
He used to believe his temper was power. Now he knew it had been sadness wearing a wolf’s mask.
That boy, because that’s what he’d been, could never have appreciated this quiet, ordinary miracle of a home. He would have walked past it without seeing it. He would have ruined it without understanding why.
Then he mated Shane, and everything changed.
His ears perked at the sound, soft and bright, like tiny love songs drifting through the air.
Sera was awake.
Celestial children were rare, so rare that some packs went generations without receiving one. They were souls who had suffered deeply in the human world, souls the universe chose to give a second chance. Always born as omegas, always cherished, always protected.
When the priestess told them that Shane carried such a soul, Ilya felt something inside him shift. He knew it was not because of him. It was because of Shane’s goodness, Shane’s heart, and Shane’s strength. It put to bed the talks that Shane was unworthy as an omega, a mate, a Rozanov.
He followed the giggles to the nursery and pushed the door open. The sight inside always made him pause.
Lisa sat in the rocking chair, feeding little Séraphine. The baby patted her nanny’s cheek between sips, babbling happily, her joy filling the room like morning music.
Sera turned her head the moment she caught Ilya’s scent. Her deep brown eyes, shaped like perfect little cat eyes, lit up. Her hair shone like polished onyx, and her freckles, Shane’s freckles, dotted her nose.
She reached for him with a delighted coo.
“Good morning, Mister Rozanov,” Lisa trilled.
He placed a gentle hand on her shoulder. “Ilya, dorogaya. Call me Ilya. You take care of our girl, you are family.”
Lisa flushed, lowering her head the way she always did when compliments came too close.
Even now, in a world that honored her, a world that saw her clearly, she carried the reflexes of a girl who had spent her human life apologizing for existing.
Souls like hers, the ones the human world had misunderstood or mishandled, were gathered gently after death and brought here. In this realm beside the human one, they were offered roles woven into the rhythm of daily life: nannies, drivers, groundskeepers, and teachers, all positions of trust, connection, and belonging. They could marry, mate, build families, or simply live freely for the first time. No one asked them to shrink, and no one demanded they earn their place.
Lisa had never known that kind of acceptance before.
She had been a curvy girl with wide green eyes, tender-hearted and too gentle for the world she’d been born into. Bullied, mocked, starved of affection and eventually starved of food, she had dieted herself into an early grave. In life, she had been told she was “too much” in all the wrong ways.
Here, she was celebrated for exactly who she was.
Her curves were admired. Her insight was valued. Her laughter was welcomed. She had friends, real ones. She had suitors who saw her as radiant, not as a problem to fix. She was learning, slowly and beautifully, how to stand in a life that finally fit her.
And nothing made her glow quite like caring for Sera.
She adored that baby with a devotion that surprised even her. Sera’s tiny fingers curling around hers, the weight of her in Lisa’s arms, the way the infant settled instantly at the sound of her voice; those moments stitched purpose into her days. She loved the midnight feedings, the lullabies, and the quiet hours when the house slept, and she rocked this child who had been entrusted to her.
Working for Shane and Ilya only deepened that sense of belonging. They treated her with a respect she had never known, thanked her, listened to her, trusted her. Shane’s gentle steadiness made her feel safe, and Ilya’s fierce protectiveness made her feel valued.
“She’s a squirm worm today,” Lisa laughed, tickling Sera’s tiny foot.
Ilya chuckled, lifting his daughter into his arms. “Da, moya malenkaya zvezdochka, always moving.”
He kissed the top of her head, breathing in her soft baby scent. Sunlight clung to her like a cool, shimmering veil—a scent that felt like the air after a meteor shower, crisp and silver‑soft, as if the sky itself had breathed over her skin. Beneath it drifted the freshness of morning air, that clean, new promise that comes just before sunrise, carrying the quiet certainty that the world is beginning again.
To Shane, she smelled like home, settling into his arms.
To Ilya, she smelled like peace he never thought he’d earn.
“Go have your morning swim, Lisa. And breakfast. Chef made Danish last night. Come to our suite at eight to dress her.”
“Yes, Ilya,” she said, smiling as she slipped out.
Cradling Sera close, he began to croon a low Russian lullaby his mother once sang to him. Sera relaxed against him, tiny fingers tugging his robe.
He walked back toward the master suite.
Shane woke slowly, drifting up from sleep the way he always did after his morning ritual with Ilya. The sheets still held Ilya’s scent, that familiar mix of marigold and something crisp like winter air. He reached out instinctively, expecting to find his mate beside him, but his hand met only the soft dip in the mattress where Ilya had been.
A small smile tugged at his lips.
Ahh.
Of course. Morning rounds.
He pushed himself up, rubbing his eyes, letting the quiet of the room relax him. He stretched, feeling the pleasant ache from last night's knot in him.
Then he cocked his head toward the door as he fumbled pulling on sleep pants.
There it was.
A low, gentle humming. A lullaby he knew by heart.
Shane’s chest warmed at the sound. Ilya only sang that song when he was holding one of their children. And the voice was close—just outside the bedroom door.
He swung his legs over the side of the bed and padded toward the sound, the floor cool beneath his feet. When he reached the doorway, he paused.
The sight before him made his breath catch. Every day.
Ilya stood near the window at the end of the hallway, cradling Sera against his chest. She chewed on the red dressing gown as she gazed up at him with wide, adoring eyes. Ilya swayed gently, humming the lullaby his mother had once sung to him, his voice baritone and rich.
“Moya zvezdochka… moya radost” (My little star, my joy.)
Shane leaned against the doorframe, watching them. He never tired of this. Never tired of seeing the man he loved holding the daughter they had been blessed with. The morning light caught in Ilya’s sandy hair, turning it almost golden, and Sera’s dark curls contrasted beautifully against his chest.
“You two are a sight,” Shane said softly.
Ilya turned, his face brightening. “Ah, moy lyubimyy. You awake.”
Sera squealed at the sound of Shane’s voice, kicking her little legs. Ilya chuckled.
“She hears you and becomes little firecracker,” he said. “Always excited for daddy."
Shane crossed the room, brushing his fingers over Sera’s cheek. “Good morning, sweetheart.”
She lurched almost out of her papa's arms, reaching for him. Ilya shifted her carefully into Shane’s arms.
“She was telling me whole story,” Ilya said with a grin. “Lots of babble, very serious. I think she was complaining about naptime.”
Shane laughed. “She hates naptime.”
“Da. Very dramatic about it.”
Shane pressed a kiss to Sera’s forehead, then looked up at Ilya. “You already checked on the boys?”
“Of course. Lev was half hanging off bed again. Maksim had book on his face. Nicolai was talking in sleep about pancakes.” Ilya shook his head. “Malenkiye shaluny. Little rascals.”
Shane’s omega swelled. “You’re such a good papa.”
Ilya stepped closer, brushing a hand along Shane’s jaw. “I am good because I have you. You make this life possible, moy svet.”
Shane leaned into the touch, feeling that familiar rush of affection. “We built it together.”
“Da,” Ilya murmured. “Together.”
Sera let out a happy peep, as if agreeing.
Ilya laughed softly. “See? Even our little angel knows.”
He kissed Shane’s temple, then Sera’s tiny hand. “Coffee will come soon. Then breakfast. Chef made danish last night.”
Shane raised a brow. “The cherry ones?”
“Mm. Your favorite.”
Shane smiled. “Hmm, your favorite. But I do get off on watching you eat. You spoil me.”
“I will spoil you every day,” Ilya said simply. “This is my joy.”
He wrapped an arm around Shane’s waist, guiding him gently toward the sitting area of their suite. “Come. Sit. Tell me your dreams. I want to hear everything.”
Shane settled beside him, Sera nestled in his chest, comfort nursing, babbling happily as if she were part of the conversation. During coffee, Troy, Ilya's right-hand man, knocked discreetly. He hated disturbing them in the morning, and he knew Shane was still not a fan of his. But the caller was a high-end dignitary, and even if the conversation was simple, they demanded to have it with Ilya.
Ilya took it in the hall.
The call had been brief, nothing urgent, just one of the pack stewards confirming the afternoon schedule. Ilya ended it with a quiet “Da, spasibo,” and slipped his phone into his pocket. As he walked toward the dining room, he could already hear the soft clatter of dishes and the low murmur of voices.
He stepped inside and felt his heart lift.
They were not traditional by any strict measure, but Shane kept certain routines alive, small rituals that grounded their family. The boys stood behind their chairs, school uniforms perfectly pressed, hair brushed, and shoes polished. Lev’s curls were already trying to escape their styling gel. Maksim’s tie was straight enough to impress any headmaster. Nicolai’s dimples flashed when he spotted Ilya.
At the foot of the table stood Shane, holding Sera on his hip. The baby was babbling happily, patting Shane’s mating as if conducting her own morning symphony.
The moment Ilya entered, the room erupted with greetings.
“Good morning, Papa!”
“Morning, Papa!”
“Dobroye utro, Papa!”
Ilya grinned at the room. “Dobroye utro, moi mal’chiki.”
He went to each boy, pulling them into a brief hug, ruffling hair, and straightening a collar here and there. Lev leaned into him with sleepy affection. Maksim stood tall, proud to be acknowledged. Nicolai wrapped his arms around Ilya’s waist with a hug that could melt stone.
Then Ilya turned to Shane.
By pack law, an omega was required to greet their alpha properly in front of the pack to show loyalty and submission to their mate. Once upon a time, this greeting was stiff, formal, and lacked any emotion.
Now it came straight from Shane's soul.
“Good morning, my heart.”
Then, because he was Shane, he’d add something that made the boys roll their eyes and grin despite themselves, maybe murmuring, "I swear you get more handsome every morning."
Shane shifted Sera toward him, and Ilya took their daughter with a peck on her lips.
“Papa missed you, zvezdochka,” he murmured.
Shane laughed. “She’s been telling the boys all about her morning.”
“Da, she has many opinions,” Ilya said, kissing her forehead. “Very serious, baby.”
The boys giggled.
Ilya carried Sera to the high chair placed beside his seat at the head of the table. Omegas, especially Celestial Children, needed proper nutrition and rest, and it was a tradition, one Shane insisted on, that the Alpha fed the youngest during breakfast. It reinforced stability, comfort, and the sense of belonging within the pack.
Once Ilya sat, the family followed, taking their seats with practiced ease.
Chef had prepared a spread that filled the room with comforting aromas: fresh Danish, soft eggs, roasted potatoes, fruit, and a pot of rich coffee that made Shane sigh with appreciation. Ilya's teapot was by his plate already perfectly steeped.
“Papa, can we have extra Danish?” Lev asked, already eyeing the plate.
“After you eat real food,” Ilya said, scooping a small spoonful of mashed fruit for Sera. “Danish is treat, not breakfast.”
Maksim nodded solemnly. “Chef said they’re cherry.”
Shane chuckled. “Your papa already knows. He asked for them.”
Ilya lifted his chin with mock pride. “I plan ahead for my family. Is good leadership.”
Nicolai grinned. “Papa, you just like cherries.”
“Da. This also true.”
The table filled with laughter.
Ilya watched his family. The triplets were hunched over their bowls, sneaking Danish and eating cereal straight from the box while Shane intently quizzed them for their math test. Sera sat in her high chair, wearing more fruit than she had eaten, sticky and delighted with herself.
This was paradise.
And the contrast hit him hard, just like it always did when he let himself think back.
Years ago, he’d been nothing but a stubborn, misled knot‑head, convinced strength meant hardness and leadership meant control. He’d taken on an outcast omega, Shane, not out of compassion or understanding, but because he thought it would make him look good. A career move. A strategic pairing. A way to climb.
He winced at the memory. He’d been so young.
So wrong.
If they hadn’t learned to come together, if Shane hadn’t been patient, if Ilya hadn’t been forced to grow, if the universe hadn’t shoved them toward each other again and again, this pack would have been bleak. Cold. A mirror of his own childhood under his father’s roof.
And Shane? Shane would have slipped away from him like everything else Ilya had ever failed to hold onto.
Faded out of his life the way his mama had.
But that wasn’t what happened.
This was the life he’d built with the man he once underestimated. This was the family he’d almost ruined before it ever began. This was the second chance he’d been too proud to ask for and too broken to imagine.
He looked at them, his boys, his baby girl, his omega, and the truth settled over.
He hadn’t just found paradise.
He’d been forgiven enough to live in it.