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The potion had tasted like copper and ash. Harry remembered that much. He remembered the way it burned going down, the way his hands had shaken as he set the empty vial on the table. He remembered thinking, finally, and then nothing.
Except now there was something.
The world rocked beneath him, a gentle swaying motion that made his stomach lurch. His eyes opened to unfamiliar darkness, broken by thin strips of light filtering through heavy curtains. The air smelled wrong. Not the stale, closed-in smell of his flat, but something else. Leather and wood polish and something floral he couldn't name.
Harry tried to sit up and found his body didn't respond the way it should. Everything felt wrong. Too small. Too light. His hands, when he lifted them to his face, looked like a child's hands.
"Oh, you're awake." The voice was female, amused, and deeply unkind. "I was beginning to think you'd sleep through your own delivery."
Harry's head turned toward the voice. His neck moved too easily, his head feeling oversized on shoulders that seemed impossibly narrow. Two figures sat across from him in what he now recognized as a carriage. A very fine carriage, all dark wood and burgundy velvet, swaying as it rolled over what sounded like a rough road.
The woman who had spoken was perhaps thirty, with a hard, angular face and dark hair pulled severely back. The man beside her could have been her twin, though his features were somehow crueler. They both wore robes. Actual robes, like something from a period drama, all high collars and elaborate fastenings.
Harry's mind, still sluggish, tried to make sense of what he was seeing. Hallucination, maybe. The potion hadn't killed him, just sent him into some kind of fever dream. That would explain the wrongness of his body, the impossible clothing, the carriage that belonged in a museum.
"Nothing to say, little Potter?" the man asked. His smile was a slash across his face. "No begging? No tears?"
Potter. The name hit Harry like cold water. He hadn't been Harry Potter in years. He'd been just Harry, anonymous and unremarkable, exactly as he'd wanted. The name belonged to a different life, a different world, one where magic was real and he'd been famous and everything had gone so spectacularly, horrifically wrong.
But that world was gone. He'd made sure of it. The potion had been his exit, his final fuck you to a universe that had taken everything and everyone he'd ever cared about.
So why was he hearing that name now?
"I think he's simple," the woman said. She leaned forward, studying Harry with the kind of detached curiosity someone might show a particularly interesting insect. "Look at him. Just staring. Maybe the shock broke something in his head."
"Severus won't care," the man replied. "Broken or whole, the contract's been signed. The Potters get to keep their precious lands and titles, and Lord Snape gets his little peace offering."
Severus. The name sent something cold sliding down Harry's spine. No. That was impossible. Severus Snape was dead. Had been dead for seven years. Harry had watched him die, had held him while the life bled out of him on the floor of the Shrieking Shack.
This wasn't real. Couldn't be real.
Harry turned his head toward the window, moving slowly, carefully. The curtain had shifted slightly, letting in more light. Through the gap, he could see the world rolling past. Dirt roads, rutted and rough. Small cottages with thatched roofs and smoking chimneys. A woman in a long dress and apron hanging laundry on a line. A man leading a horse-drawn cart loaded with what looked like hay.
No cars. No power lines. No satellite dishes or cell towers or any of the thousand small markers of modern life. Just an endless pastoral scene that could have been pulled straight from the 1800s.
Harry's hands clenched in his lap. Those small, wrong hands that didn't belong to him.
"The silent treatment won't help you," the woman said. Her voice had taken on a sing-song quality that made Harry's skin crawl. "Lord Snape doesn't appreciate sulking. Or defiance. Or really anything except absolute obedience, from what I hear."
"They say he killed his last servant for spilling wine," the man added. He was grinning now, clearly enjoying himself. "Threw him from the tower. The body was still twitching when they found it."
"That's nothing," the woman said. "I heard he keeps a dungeon. That he likes to hear them scream."
They were trying to frighten him. Harry could see that clearly enough. What he couldn't understand was why. Why any of this was happening. Why he was in a carriage with two sadists who seemed to think terrorizing a child was excellent entertainment. Why his body felt like it belonged to someone else. Why the world outside looked like it had been pulled from a history book.
The potion should have killed him. He'd been very careful about that. He'd researched, planned, made absolutely certain there would be no coming back. Death was supposed to be final.
Unless this was hell.
The pieces clicked into place. Hell would have Snape in it, of course it would. The universe didn't forgive people like Harry. It punished them. It took everything they loved and then, when they tried to escape, it dragged them back and made them face it all over again. And if there was a hell designed specifically for Harry Potter, it would wear Severus Snape's face and speak in that soft, cutting voice.
"We're almost there," the man said. He'd pulled back the curtain on his side, peering out at something Harry couldn't see. "I can see the gates."
"Oh, this is going to be delicious," the woman said. She was practically bouncing in her seat now, her earlier cruelty transformed into glee. "I wish we could stay to watch."
"Amycus," the man said, apparently to himself. Then, louder, "Alecto, compose yourself. We're representatives of the Wizengamot. We should at least pretend to have some dignity."
Alecto. Amycus. The Carrows. Harry knew exactly who they were. Death Eaters, both of them, though that particular word seemed to hold no meaning here. In his world, they'd taught at Hogwarts before the war swallowed everything. Cruel, efficient, the kind of people who enjoyed hurting children. Apparently some things remained consistent across realities.
The word Wizengamot meant something too. It belonged to his old world, the one he'd left behind. The magical government, such as it was. A council of old families and older prejudices.
The carriage began to slow. Harry felt the change in momentum, the way the wheels crunched over what sounded like gravel instead of dirt. Through the window, he caught glimpses of iron gates, tall and imposing, swinging open to admit them. Beyond the gates, a long drive lined with ancient trees, their branches forming a canopy overhead that turned the afternoon light green and strange.
And at the end of the drive, a manor.
It rose from the landscape like something from a Gothic novel, all dark stone and tall windows and towers that seemed to claw at the sky. It was beautiful in the way that dangerous things were beautiful. Elegant and imposing and utterly without mercy.
The carriage rolled to a stop. Harry heard voices outside, the sound of footsteps on gravel, the creak of the carriage door opening.
"Out," Amycus said. He wasn't smiling anymore. "And try not to embarrass yourself. Lord Snape doesn't tolerate weakness."
Harry's legs moved without his conscious input, carrying him toward the open door. His body knew how to do this, even if his mind was still trying to catch up. He stepped down from the carriage, his feet finding the gravel, and looked up at the manor looming above him.
This close, it was even more impressive. And more terrifying. The windows were dark, reflecting nothing. The door was massive, carved wood bound with iron. The whole structure seemed to radiate a kind of cold authority that made Harry want to step back, to run, to do anything except move forward.
But Amycus's hand was on his shoulder, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise, and Harry found himself being propelled toward that massive door. It opened as they approached, swinging inward to reveal a entrance hall that was all shadows and dark wood and a chandelier that hung from the ceiling like a frozen waterfall of crystal.
And standing in the center of that hall, waiting, was Severus Snape.
Harry's heart stopped. Then it hammered, fast and hard, against his ribs. His stomach dropped. Every muscle in his body went rigid, a prey animal recognizing the predator.
This wasn't the Snape he remembered. That Snape had been worn down by war and secrets and a love that had destroyed him. He'd been gaunt and tired.
This Snape was different. Younger, maybe, though it was hard to tell. His face had the same sharp angles, the same aristocratic nose and thin mouth. But there was a vitality to him that Harry had never seen before. His hair was longer than Harry remembered, pulled back and tied with a black ribbon that somehow made him look more elegant, more dangerous. His robes were immaculate, tailored to fit perfectly, and he stood with the kind of absolute confidence that came from knowing exactly how much power he held.
The bones of his face were sharp enough to cut. His skin was pale, unmarked. The black ribbon holding his hair back emphasized the line of his jaw, the length of his neck. He wore his cruelty like tailoring, it fit him perfectly.
And his eyes, when they fixed on Harry, were utterly without warmth.
"So," Snape said. His voice was exactly as Harry remembered it. Soft and cold and capable of flaying skin with nothing but tone. "This is the Potter's only son."
He moved forward, each step precise and deliberate. Harry felt Amycus's hand fall away from his shoulder as the Carrows stepped back, giving Snape room. Giving him space to inspect his new acquisition.
Snape circled Harry slowly, studying him from every angle. Harry stood very still, his heart hammering in his chest, his child's body trembling with an adrenaline response he couldn't quite control. Up close, Snape smelled like herbs and something darker, something that made Harry think of potions and dungeons and all the hours he'd spent in detention, watching those long fingers work with ingredients that could heal or kill depending on how they were combined.
"What a puny boy," Snape said finally. He'd completed his circuit and now stood directly in front of Harry, looking down at him with an expression of profound disappointment. "I expected more from the great Potter line. This is what they send me? This scrap of nothing?"
Harry's jaw clenched. He wanted to say something, to defend himself, but the words wouldn't come. His throat felt tight, his tongue thick and useless. And beneath the anger, beneath the fear, was a strange sort of relief. Because this was Snape. Cruel and cutting and alive. If this was hell, at least it was a familiar hell.
"You're dismissed," Snape said, not looking at the Carrows. "Tell the Wizengamot the contract is fulfilled. The Potter brat is mine now."
Harry heard the Carrows leave, their footsteps echoing on the stone floor, the sound of the great door closing behind them. And then it was just him and Snape in that vast, shadowy hall.
Snape's hand shot out, faster than Harry could track, and grabbed a fistful of his hair. Pain exploded across Harry's scalp as Snape yanked his head back, forcing Harry to look up at him.
"Let's establish something right now," Snape said. His voice was still soft, still cold, but underneath it ran a current of absolute certainty, the tone of a man who had already decided Harry's fate and found it amusing. "You are nothing. A pampered prince sent to play at being a consort. Your family sold you to save their own skins, and I accepted because it amused me to own something they valued."
He released Harry's hair with a shove that sent Harry stumbling backward. Harry caught himself, barely, his hands coming up instinctively to protect his face.
"But I have no use for weakness," Snape continued. He was moving again, stalking toward Harry with the kind of predatory grace that made it very clear who was the hunter and who was the prey. "So let's see what you're made of, little Potter. Defend yourself."
Harry's hand went to his pocket, grabbed his wand, drew it in one smooth motion. Muscle memory taking over even in this smaller body.
"Protego," Harry cast, not thinking, just reacting. The shield charm flickered into existence just as Snape's spell came at him. But Snape's magic was older, sharper, deliberately crafted to pierce defenses.
The shield held for a fraction of a second, Harry felt it resist, felt the magic push back against the incoming curse, then it fractured from the center outward, splintering like glass before collapsing entirely.
Harry dove left, his mind calculated the angle, the timing, the exact trajectory needed to clear the blast radius. His legs fired a fraction of a second late. The spell clipped his shoulder, spinning him mid-dive. He hit the floor on his side instead of rolling through it, all the momentum wrong.
Snape was already casting again.
Harry scrambled up, wand arm coming around for a counter-curse. His hand shook. Not from fear, from the effort of holding the wand steady at this angle, his child's wrist lacking the bone density and tendon strength to stabilize the grip. The spell came out crooked, missing Snape by two feet.
"Not terrible," Snape said softly.
The next attack came faster. Harry threw up another Protego, but his arm was still extended from the failed Stupefy, no time to reset his stance. The shield formed six inches too far left. Snape's curse punched through the gap and caught him in the chest.
The impact lifted him off his feet. His back hit the floor hard enough that his teeth clacked together, biting his tongue. Copper flooded his mouth.
He rolled, adult instinct, get distance, get your feet under you, but his center of gravity was all wrong. Too high. Too light. He came up on one knee instead of both feet, and Snape's next spell caught him before he could stand.
This one was pure kinetic force. It picked him up and hurled him across the hall. His mind tracked the flight path, calculated the landing, tried to position his body to absorb the impact. His muscles responded a half-second too slow. He crashed into a table sideways instead of shoulder-first. Wood splintered. His ribs took the brunt of it, a sharp, bright crack of pain that stole his breath. The back of his skull bounced off stone.
White light. Ringing in his ears.
Through the haze, footsteps. Slow. Measured.
Harry got his hands under him. Tried to push up. His right arm buckled, the shoulder he'd landed on refused to take weight. He switched to his left, managed to get his chest off the floor. His legs were still tangled in the wreckage of the table. He kicked free, but the movement was graceless, uncoordinated. A toddler learning to walk.
Another spell hit him before he could stand. This one caught him in the side and sent him spinning into the wall.
His shoulder hit first, the same one that had buckled. Something popped. Not a break, but a wrench, ligaments stretching past their limit. His arm went numb from the shoulder down, fingers losing their grip on his wand. It clattered to the floor.
He tried to dive for it. His legs fired the command, but the muscles were spent, lactic acid flooding the small fibers, child's endurance already exhausted. He managed a stumbling lurch instead of a dive. Snape's boot came down on the wand before Harry's hand reached it.
"Pathetic," Snape said. He was standing over Harry now, looking down at him with an expression of profound disgust. "The great Potters, reduced to this. Your family must be so proud."
Harry's vision blurred. The edges of the world went soft and dark. He was losing consciousness, his body had taken too much damage, his child's frame not built to withstand this kind of punishment.
His last thought, before the darkness took him, was simple.
Damn. How many times can I die?
Consciousness returned slowly, pain arriving first. His head throbbed. His shoulder burned. His ribs felt bruised, maybe cracked. Every breath hurt.
He opened his eyes to unfamiliar darkness. Not the complete darkness of unconsciousness, but the dim, shadowy darkness of a room with no light source. As his eyes adjusted, he could make out shapes. A narrow bed beneath him. A small table. A single chair. Stone walls, bare of decoration.
A cell. Or close enough to one.
Harry lay very still, taking inventory. His body was his own again, or at least it felt like it. The strange disconnection he'd felt in the carriage was gone, replaced by a bone-deep exhaustion that made even thinking feel like too much effort.
He should be panicking. He knew that intellectually. He was trapped in a strange place, in a body that wasn't his, at the mercy of a man who had just beaten him unconscious for no reason beyond establishing dominance. Any sane person would be terrified.
But Harry had been terrified before. Had been trapped before. Had been at the mercy of people who wanted to hurt him more times than he could count. And he'd survived all of it, right up until he'd decided he didn't want to survive anymore.
This room, sparse and cold as it was, wasn't the worst place he'd ever woken up. The bed was thin but clean. The air was cold but not freezing. And nobody was actively trying to kill him at this exact moment, which was honestly better than he'd expected.
Harry tried to sit up and immediately regretted it. His head swam, his vision going spotty, and he had to lie back down and wait for the world to stop spinning. Concussion, probably. He'd had enough of them to recognize the symptoms.
Time passed. Harry wasn't sure how much. Without windows, without any sense of the outside world, it was impossible to tell if minutes or hours were slipping by. He drifted in and out of something that wasn't quite sleep, his mind too active to fully rest but his body too exhausted to stay fully conscious.
The sound of the door opening brought him back to full awareness. Harry's eyes snapped open, his body tensing despite the pain it caused. But it wasn't Snape who entered.
It was a house elf.
She was small, even for a house elf, with enormous eyes and ears that seemed too large for her head. She wore a clean pillowcase that had been fashioned into a simple dress, and she carried a tray that looked almost too heavy for her to manage.
"Master says Blissky is to bring food," the elf said. Her voice was high and nervous, and her eyes darted away whenever Harry looked in her direction.
She set the tray on the small table, her movements quick and efficient. Harry could see what was on it now. A bowl of something that steamed gently. Broth, from the smell of it. Plain and simple and probably the only thing his abused stomach could handle right now.
"Thank you," Harry said. His voice cracked, his throat dry and painful.
The elf, Blissky, looked up at him with her eyes going wide. "The young master is thanking Blissky?"
"Why wouldn't I?" Harry asked. He managed to push himself into a sitting position this time, though it took more effort than it should have. His head pounded in protest, but he stayed upright through sheer stubbornness.
Blissky didn't answer. She was already backing toward the door, her eyes wide and frightened. "Blissky must go. The young master should eat. Master says so."
And then she was gone, disapparating with a soft pop, leaving Harry alone once more.
Harry stared at the closed door for a long moment, then turned his attention to the tray. The broth smelled good. Simple, but good. His stomach, which had been a tight knot of nausea, suddenly reminded him that he hadn't eaten in... how long? He couldn't remember. Time had become strange and slippery, marked only by the potion and the carriage and Snape's cold eyes.
He reached for the bowl, his hands shaking slightly, and brought it to his lips. The broth was hot but not scalding, seasoned with salt and something herbal he couldn't identify. It tasted like the best thing he'd ever eaten, which probably said more about his current state than the quality of the food.
Harry drank it slowly, letting the warmth spread through him. His body seemed to relax slightly, the worst of the tension easing. The pain was still there, a constant presence, but it felt more manageable now. More like something he could survive.
When the bowl was empty, Harry set it back on the tray and lay down again. The bed was thin and the room was cold and he was trapped in a nightmare that might be hell or might be a dying hallucination or might be something else entirely.
But he was warm, and fed, and for the moment, safe.
His eyes closed. Sleep pulled at him, heavy and irresistible.
And Harry, who had tried so hard to die, let himself drift away into darkness once more.
The wine was excellent. Severus had paid a small fortune for the vintage, and it tasted like victory should taste, smooth and dark and faintly bitter on the tongue. He poured himself another glass and settled deeper into the leather chair behind his desk.
The boy was upstairs. Possibly dying. Possibly already dead.
Severus took another drink and considered the implications.
If the child died, it would be inconvenient. The Potters would scream and wail and demand recompense. The Wizengamot would convene hearings. There would be investigations, accusations, the tedious machinery of magical law grinding through its paces. Severus would survive it, he had no doubt of that. He had survived worse, and he had the kind of power that made inconvenient questions disappear. But it would complicate things. It would delay his other plans. It would give James Potter an excuse to break the contract, to reclaim his dignity and his standing without having to watch his son live as Severus's consort.
And that would be unacceptable.
Severus had spent three years engineering this arrangement. Three years of careful maneuvering, strategic alliances, well-placed threats. He had pushed the Potters to the edge of ruin, stripped away their options one by one until they had nothing left but their precious son and their pride. And then he had offered them a choice: give him the boy, or lose everything.
They had chosen to give him the boy.
It had been beautiful. Watching James Potter's face when he realized what Severus wanted, when he understood that his only son would become property, a consort, a living symbol of the Potter family's humiliation. The man had gone pale. His hands had shaken. He had tried to negotiate, to offer alternatives, to preserve some shred of dignity.
Severus had refused every compromise.
In the end, James had signed the contract. He had handed over his son like a man paying a debt, his face a mask of barely controlled rage and shame. Severus had smiled. He had taken the signed parchment and folded it carefully, savoring the moment.
This was what victory looked like. Not a duel, not a public confrontation. This. The slow, methodical destruction of everything James Potter valued, culminating in the transfer of his only child into Severus's hands.
It had been perfect.
And now the boy might be dead, and the whole thing might unravel because Severus had underestimated how fragile a fourteen-year-old body actually was.
He drank more wine and scowled at the fire.
The child had been weaker than expected. Severus had known he would be small, young, untrained. That had been part of the appeal. Taking James Potter's son and molding him into something useful, something obedient, something that would stand beside Severus at public functions and remind everyone who saw them exactly how far the Potter family had fallen. But he had expected some baseline competence. Some spark of the famous Potter resilience.
Instead, the boy had crumpled like wet parchment.
The duel had been pathetic. Severus had held back, he wasn't a complete fool. He knew the difference between discipline and murder. But even his restrained spells had been too much. The child's shields had shattered. His counters had been slow and poorly aimed. He had gone down hard, his small body unable to absorb the impact, and when Severus had walked over to assess the damage, the boy had been unconscious, blood trickling from his nose and mouth.
Severus had stood there for a long moment, looking down at the crumpled form, and felt something uncomfortably close to alarm.
He had dragged the boy upstairs. Forced a healing potion down his throat, holding the child's jaw open and pouring it in while the boy choked and sputtered, still half-unconscious. The potion would work. Probably. It was a strong brew, designed for serious injuries. But there were limits to what even the best potions could fix, and if the boy's skull had cracked, if there was bleeding inside his brain, if Severus had miscalculated the dosage for a child's body weight...
He poured another glass of wine.
The boy might die. And if he did, Severus would lose his leverage. The Potters would be free. James would mourn publicly, play the grieving father, and use his son's death to reclaim sympathy and political capital. The whole carefully constructed plan would collapse.
On the other hand, if the boy lived, Severus would be stuck with him.
That thought was almost worse.
He had wanted James Potter's son as a trophy. A symbol. A living reminder of Severus's superiority and the Potter family's defeat. He had not particularly wanted the reality of a fourteen-year-old child in his home, requiring food and clothing and education and supervision. He had not wanted the responsibility of keeping the boy alive and functional. He had certainly not wanted a weak, fragile, useless thing that would require constant management.
But that was what he had now. Assuming the boy survived.
Severus leaned back in his chair and stared at the ceiling.
The irony was not lost on him. He had spent years planning this revenge, and now that he had it, the reality was turning out to be far more complicated than the fantasy. He had imagined breaking James Potter's spirit by taking his son. He had not imagined the tedious practicalities of actually owning the child.
He drank more wine and considered his choices.
He could go upstairs. Check on the boy. Make sure the healing potion was working. Adjust the dosage if necessary. It would be the practical thing to do. The smart thing.
But Severus was tired, and angry, and the wine was very good, and he did not particularly want to look at the boy's bruised face and feel whatever inconvenient emotion might surface if he did.
So he stayed in his chair. He drank his wine. He stared at the fire and waited.
Either the boy would survive, or he wouldn't.
Either way, Severus would deal with the consequences in the morning.