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Forks, Washington was a dark, dreary, wet place that looked like it only knew how to swallow people whole.
Rain clung to everything, the windows, the trees, the air itself, turning the forest into something heavy and watchful. The sky hung low, gray and endless, as if the sun had long since forgotten this corner of the world.
To Helena, it was perfect.
It reminded her of home, of damp mornings in England, of fog curling along stone streets, of a life she had been forced to leave behind three months ago. England would always hold a special place in her heart, but after the war… she couldn’t stay there. Not anymore.
In the end, she tried.
Oh, how she tried.
She moved into Grimmauld Place, scrubbing away dust and decay until the old house gleamed, hoping fresh paint and new furniture might make it feel less like a graveyard. It never did. The walls still whispered with memories, every creak sounding like footsteps from another time.
She started Auror training, throwing herself into drills and paperwork, pretending structure might quiet the chaos still living inside her head.
She even went on a couple of dates, muggles and wixen alike, just to try and gain some kind of normalcy. Dinner conversations about careers and weekend plans felt unreal, like she had stepped into someone else’s life and forgotten her lines.
But nothing worked.
She was still haunted by a life filled with danger, fear, and fighting. Ghosts lingered in every corner of her world, sometimes metaphorical, sometimes not.
Her friends did their best to keep her grounded, to pull her forward with them. But as the years passed, they changed. They grew.
And Helena stayed the same.
Literally.
It was 2005. Helena was supposed to be twenty-five years old.
But she didn’t look a day over seventeen.
At first, she made excuses.
She told the few people who noticed, those who made light jokes or curious comments, that she used glamours to look younger. Sometimes she blamed malnutrition from childhood. Other times she laughed it off and claimed she simply had good genes.
Most people accepted the answers.
They wanted to.
But Helena knew better.
Every morning, the mirror showed the same girl staring back at her. The same face that had walked into war years ago. Not older. Not tired. Not changed.
Frozen.
Unmoving.
A growing dread settled quietly in her chest, one she tried desperately to ignore.
What if the stories weren’t just stories?
What if the title she once wore as a symbol… had become something real?
What if being the Master of Death wasn’t metaphorical at all?
Helena knew if she allowed herself to stay, more people would begin asking difficult questions. Questions she wasn’t ready to answer.
Hermione and Ron had tried to help her search for what was happening, offering research, theories, late-night conversations over cups of cooling tea. But Helena refused to tell them her suspicions. They had enough on their plates without being pulled into another one of her magical “adventures.” They weren’t children anymore. Ron and Hermione had people relying on them now.
Hermione was pregnant.
The news had settled heavily in Helena’s chest the moment she heard it, equal parts joy and quiet grief. Their lives were moving forward, building futures, growing roots while Helena felt stranded somewhere between past and survival.
So Helena made a decision.
She would leave. Find somewhere she wouldn’t be recognized and start anew.
And that decision led her to Forks.
She didn’t want to remain in Europe, surrounded by memories that refused to fade. She wanted somewhere that felt entirely new, yet carried the faintest echo of nostalgia; Rain, forests, long stretches of quiet that felt familiar in a way she couldn’t quite explain.
When she went to the goblins of Gringotts for assistance with paperwork and passports, they provided her with more than documents. They handed her a map marked with magical regions across the world.
Helena traced her finger across the parchment, pausing when it reached the Pacific Northwest.
Forks itself wasn’t a sprawling magical hub, that distinction belonged to Seattle, but powerful ley lines threaded quietly through the surrounding land. Strong enough to allow her to use magic, yet distant enough to avoid drawing unnecessary attention from MACUSA.
Even so, she registered her wand at the Woolworth Building before making her way west.
Helena’s decision to move also meant changing her name.
Aurora Black.
She didn’t want to abandon magic entirely, but she could no longer bear to be called Potter.
As much as she loved and appreciated the sacrifice her parents made, the name had become a wound--one that reopened every time she heard it spoken aloud.
Potter was bad luck.
Potter was grief.
Potter was the past.
But Aurora Black…Aurora Black felt like a possibility.
She chose the name Black in honor of Sirius. Saying it aloud felt steadier somehow. Stronger, as if it carried pieces of love rather than loss.
For the first time in years, the future didn’t feel like something she had to survive.
It felt like something she might finally live.
Helena pulled herself out of her thoughts when she came to the turn of her brand new cottage. Pulling into the driveway felt like a breath of fresh air for her, the driveway curved through the trees, tires crunching softly beneath the weight of the rain. Tall evergreens pressed in on either side, their branches dripping steadily, turning the world into shifting curtains of gray and green.
Helena slowed the car as the trees began to thin.
And then she saw it.
The cottage sat tucked into the clearing like it had always belonged there, wooden walls darkened by years of rain, ivy and late-blooming flowers climbing lazily along the porch rails. Warm light glowed faintly from inside, soft against the endless gray sky.
It wasn’t massive, not like the manor houses she had grown accustomed to seeing in wizarding Britain. But it wasn’t small either. Solid. Quiet. The kind of place that looked like it could hold secrets without asking questions.
A wide porch stretched across the front, and at one end, a wooden swing moved gently in the breeze, swaying back and forth as if stirred by something more than wind.
Helena brought the car to a stop.
Rain tapped steadily against the windshield, the rhythm steady enough to feel almost hypnotic. She rested her hands against the steering wheel, staring at the house as a strange tension tightened in her chest.
Not fear.
Something quieter.
Hope.
She reached for the door handle before she could talk herself out of it.
The cold hit her first.
Forks' air was thicker than England’s. Thicker and damp enough to cling to her skin. Rain misted against her face as she stepped out onto the gravel, boots sinking slightly into the wet ground.
The scent of pine and damp earth filled her lungs.
Alive. Untouched. Wild.
Helena closed the car door behind her and stood still for a moment, listening.
No distant traffic. No voices. Just rain. And forest.
The porch swing creaked softly as it moved again.
She moved toward the house slowly, boots crunching against gravel, each step feeling strangely deliberate, like the land itself was watching her approach.
When she reached the porch steps, she hesitated.
Then climbed.
The wooden boards groaned softly beneath her weight, old but steady. Familiar in a way she hadn’t expected. Like Grimmauld Place without the bitterness. Like something worn instead of broken.
She reached out and placed her hand against the porch railing.
The moment her fingers brushed the wood, Magic stirred.
Not violently. Not dangerously.
Just… recognition.
A soft ripple beneath her skin, like the faint echo of something ancient shifting awake. The wards embedded into the structure, old, subtle, carefully woven. They brushed against her magic and settled. Accepting.
Helena exhaled slowly.
“Good,” she murmured under her breath. Safer than most places, then.
Helena withdrew her hand from the railing and straightened, pushing the feeling aside for now.
Forks, Washington.
New name. New house. New life.
Standing there beneath the steady fall of rain, Helena couldn’t shake the quiet certainty settling into her bones.
It wasn’t home, not yet, but it felt like the kind of place that might forgive her for trying again.
Helena had come to Forks to disappear.
Instead, it felt like she had just been found.