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"I'm sorry."
"Why are you always so fucking sorry?! You don't know how goddamn annoying you sound! Why don't you just stop fucking up and you won't have to apologize!"
"Stop yelling at me—!" Jeongguk raises his voice. He regrets it instantly.
Yoongi punches the wall right next to Jeongguk's face, and he screams. Tears stream down his face and drip down onto the floor. "Don't tell me what to do."
He can feel his boyfriend's hot breath and hear his heavy breathing. And his ragged—"Fuck! Look what you made me do. You happy? Jeongguk isn't happy, not at all. He just can't form the words to speak.
Some time passes, but Jeongguk doesn't leave. His heart rate hasn't stop spiking and falling instead or a regular pace. Yoongi's drinking now. Jeongguk can hear the bottle opening, the cap being thrown onto the floor.
Jeongguk hasn't moved from the spot he was in. There's a rough fist shaped crack in the wall that would've been his face. Yoongi wouldn't of hit him. Right? No. He wouldn't. All that happened was Jeongguk pushed him too far and made him mad.
Yoongi loves him. He knows it. Jeongguk loves Yoongi too much. But what hurts, is that he feels scared. There's fear and love all mixed into one fucking pot and it's so disorienting.
Sobs break out of him and don't stop. Jeongguk covers his mouth and bites his lip to swallow them down. The pain is bone-deep. Everything inside hurts, especially his heart. He loves Yoongi so much. He wants things to be normal.