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Nicholas Angel does not celebrate his birthday. Never has, never will.
This is not a tragic declaration, nor is it born from any deep-seated resentment. It is simply a fact, filed away somewhere in his mind alongside things like personal preferences and nonessential distractions. Birthdays are inefficient. They interrupt routine, they invite attention, expectation, and noise.
February fourteenth arrives like any other day.
Nicholas is awake at precisely 05:30 a.m., dressed by 05:42, out the door by 05:55. The village of Sandford is quiet in that familiar way—still half-asleep, hedges dusted with frost, streetlamps blinking out one by one. He completes his morning run, showers at the station, reviews overnight reports, and does not, at any point, think: I am thirty-five years old today.
It isn’t until mid-morning that something feels…off.
It’s small things at first. Doris Thatcher smiles at him a little too knowingly when she hands him a mug of tea. Tony Fisher nods and says, “Mornin’, Nicholas,” with a tone that suggests he knows something Nicholas doesn’t. Even the Andes—who are, inexplicably, already arguing—cut themselves short when he walks past.
Danny, however, is the most suspicious of all.
Danny Butterman is bad at secrets. Nicholas has always known this.
Nicholas clocks it immediately: the way Danny is bouncing slightly on the balls of his feet, the way he keeps glancing toward the break room door, the way he greets Nicholas with an overly casual, “Mornin’, Sergeant!” that lands somewhere between enthusiastic and panicked.
“Is something the matter, Sergeant?” Nicholas asks.
Danny freezes. “What? No! No, everything’s normal. Completely normal. Why wouldn’t it be?”
Nicholas narrows his eyes. “You are speaking faster than usual.”
Danny beams. “Just excited about…police work!”
Nicholas does not believe him for a second.
Still, the morning continues. Paperwork. A minor noise complaint. Lunch approaches. Nicholas remains unaware of the significance of the date until Danny clears his throat loudly at precisely 12:30 p.m.
“So,” Danny says, rocking back on his heels. “I was thinkin’. Maybe you could, uh. Take your lunch break. Properly. Today.”
“I always take my lunch break,” Nicholas replies.
“Yes, but like—take it, take it,” Danny insists. “No reports. No forms. No…standing in the corner thinking about crime.”
“I do not stand in the corner.”
Danny grins. “Yeah you do.”
Before Nicholas can argue, Danny gently but firmly steers him toward the break room.
The door opens.
It is not a party.
There are no balloons. No loud music. No crowd. No shouting of surprise that would have sent Nicholas’s pulse skyrocketing.
Instead, there are the familiar faces of the Sandford Police Department—Doris seated at the table with a knitting project, Bob leaning against the counter with Saxon at his feet, Tony holding a small paper bag, the Andes perched on chairs, suspiciously quiet.
On the table sits a modest cake. Vanilla sponge. Blue icing. Carefully written in neat, slightly wobbly lettering:
Happy Birthday, Nicholas.
Nicholas stops.
His brain stalls, gears clicking uselessly as he processes the scene. “I—” He frowns. “It is not—”
Danny steps in front of him, suddenly softer, steadier. “It is. Today. February fourteenth.”
Nicholas blinks. Once. Twice.
“Oh,” he says faintly.
Doris smiles. “You never mentioned it, dear.”
“I don’t usually,” Nicholas admits.
Danny shifts, suddenly nervous again. “We figured. But we also figured that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t have something. Just…this. No fuss.”
The room is quiet. Comfortable. No one is staring at him too hard. No one is clapping. Saxon thumps his tail against the floor once.
Nicholas feels something warm and unfamiliar settle in his chest.
“This was…thoughtful,” he says carefully.
Danny grins, relief washing over his face. “Yeah?”
“Yes.” Nicholas pauses, then adds, “Thank you.”
The cake is cut into small slices. Danny insists Nicholas take the first piece, then immediately offers him a forkful from his own plate. Nicholas hesitates only a moment before accepting it, their fingers brushing briefly.
It tastes like vanilla and sugar and something else he can’t quite name.
Conversation drifts easily. Tony talks about a case that went nowhere. Doris asks Nicholas if he’s sleeping enough. The Andes bicker quietly until Bob tells them to knock it off. Nicholas listens, grounded, present in a way he rarely allows himself to be.
At some point, Danny ends up standing behind him, arms loosely wrapped around his waist—subtle enough that Nicholas could step away if he wanted.
He doesn’t.
“Too much?” Danny murmurs, close to his ear.
“No,” Nicholas says, surprising himself with how certain he is. “It’s…just right.”
Danny smiles against his shoulder.
For the first time in his life, Nicholas Angel does not return to work immediately after his birthday.
He stays.
And it is, he decides, a very good way to spend February fourteenth.
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Nicholas didn’t know what to do with himself when everyone started leaving.
One minute the break room had been warm and full—Doris loudly arguing with the Andes over who’d eaten the last crisp, Tony trying to quietly wrap leftover cake in a napkin, Bob pretending he hadn’t brought the dog a party hat—and the next it was just…quiet.
Not the lonely kind.
The settled kind.
Paper plates were stacked near the sink. Half a banner that read HAPPY BIRTHDAY sagged slightly where the tape had given up. Someone—definitely Danny—had left confetti on Nicholas’s desk, which he would normally have a firm word about, but right now he just…looked at it.
He was still holding the mug Doris had given him.
WORLD’S MOST INTENSE COP
He stared at it like it might disappear.
“They’ve all gone home, then,” he said quietly.
Danny, who was hovering by the doorway like he wasn’t sure whether to stay or salute, nodded. “Yeah. Well. Y’know. Early shift tomorrow.” He rocked back on his heels. “Didn’t wanna keep you too long. ‘Cause of the… sensory stuff. You know how it is.”
Nicholas blinked at him.
“You noticed.”
Danny snorted softly. “Nick, you started counting the ceiling tiles when Tony popped that party popper.”
“I was not—”
“You absolutely were.”
Nicholas opened his mouth to argue, then stopped. “…I was.”
Danny’s grin softened. “So we kept it small. Just us lot.”
Nicholas looked around the empty station again.
The crooked banner.
The crumbs.
The ridiculous mug in his hands.
“…Thank you,” he said, and the words felt too small for what was sitting heavy and warm in his chest. “All of you. I—I don’t usually… celebrate.”
“Yeah, I figured,” Danny said gently. “Thats why we did this for you. You always forget to exist on your own birthday, you know?”
Nicholas huffed out a quiet laugh before he could stop himself.
They stood there a moment in the soft hum of the fluorescent lights.
Danny shuffled closer. “You okay?”
Nicholas nodded automatically. Then paused. Then shook his head once, small and honest. “I don’t know what to do with…this.” He gestured vaguely—to the room, the decorations, the mug, the memory of everyone singing slightly off-key. “People doing something for me without expecting anything back.”
Danny didn’t even hesitate. “You don’t have to do anything.”
Nicholas frowned. “That doesn’t seem correct.”
“Well, it is.” Danny stepped closer until their arms brushed. “You just… let it be nice.”
Nicholas swallowed.
“That’s it?” he asked.
“That’s it.”
Silence settled again—not awkward, just full.
Danny nodded toward the door. “Walk you home?”
“I live three minutes away.”
“Yeah, but it’s dark. Could be…cake-related crime.”
Nicholas rolled his eyes, but he was already reaching for his coat. “Fine. But if we’re ambushed by rogue Victoria sponge, I’m blaming you.”
“Worth it.”
The village was quiet, streetlights glowing gold against the damp pavement. Their footsteps echoed softly as they walked side by side.
Nicholas held the gift bag Danny had shoved into his hands at the end — inside was a DVD box set of action films, a handwritten “viewing schedule,” and, inexplicably, a novelty police whistle shaped like a duck.
“I still don’t understand the duck,” Nicholas said.
Danny beamed. “Tactical morale duck.”
“Of course.”
They walked a little farther.
Nicholas’s voice was quieter when he spoke again. “I meant what I said earlier.”
“About what?”
“Thank you.” He looked straight ahead, shoulders stiff in that way that meant he was trying very hard to say something difficult. “I didn’t think… I didn’t think I’d ever have this. A place that feels like—”
He stopped.
Danny glanced at him. “Like what?”
Nicholas exhaled slowly. “Home.”
Danny didn’t tease him.
Didn’t joke.
He just bumped their shoulders together lightly. “Yeah,” he said. “Me too.”
They reached Nicholas’s front door.
He fumbled his keys slightly—hands still a bit shaky from everything—and Danny pretended not to notice.
“Well,” Danny said, rocking on his heels again. “Birthday successfully survived, yeah?”
Nicholas gave him a small smile. “Barely.”
“Same time next year?”
Nicholas hesitated—not because he didn’t want to, but because the idea of still being here, still having this, still having Danny…it made his chest ache in a way he wasn’t used to.
“I’d like that,” he said.
Danny’s grin was soft now, not his usual big one. “Good.”
Neither of them moved.
Nicholas cleared his throat. “You should get home.”
“Yeah.”
Danny stayed exactly where he was.
Nicholas opened his door, then paused, turning back. “Danny.”
“Yeah?”
“…This was the best birthday I’ve ever had.”
Danny blinked, visibly startled by how sincere that was. His voice came out quieter than usual. “Yeah?”
“Yes.”
A beat passed.
Then Danny stepped forward and wrapped his arms around Nicholas in a quick, slightly clumsy hug—like he wasn’t sure if he was allowed but was doing it anyway.
Nicholas froze.
Then, slowly, he hugged back.
Not stiff.
Not awkward.
Just…holding on.
Danny smelled like frosting and cheap party poppers and the familiar laundry detergent from the station.
“Happy birthday, Nick,” he murmured into his shoulder.
Nicholas closed his eyes for a second.
“Thank you, Danny.”