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Rumi placed the toy giraffe down on the edge of her bed, then turned away to grab a small pillow from off of her night stand, her expression a mix of shyness and embarrassment, and with a blush already rising in her cheeks, her heart also fluttering hard and fast in her chest, echoing audibly in the room in a noticeable way, which elicited a bit of a frown from her in response. I really can't believe some of the recent stuff that's been happening to me as a whole, at the agency and outside of it as well.
She paused slightly as she picked up the small pillow, the blush in her cheeks now deepening slightly to a crimson, and her heart now fluttering a lot faster than before, her expression now a bit shyer than it had been a moment ago. Like the fact that me and that Tadokoro guy are some sort of a couple now, that's something I don't think I could ever really accept or get used to, even if it is nice to have someone by my side to talk to and have a romantic entanglement with, since companionship is something I've longed for a pretty good while now, even before I became a pop idol and celebrity, so maybe being in a sorta relationship with the guy isn't necessarily a bad thing after all, since it might be just what I need to shake my life up a bit and make it more interesting in the process.
A faint smile tugged at her lips, and she turned back to her bed and placed the small pillow down on it, the small blush in her cheeks now fading slightly, though it still lingered somewhat, her heart also slowing in rhythm and beating in a more steady fashion. That might be a more positive way of looking at this whole situation, really, instead of focusing on my shyness and flusteredness over having a sorta romantic relationship with a guy, I should instead focus on finally having someone I can constantly hang around and talk to about anything and everything without any fear or anxiety of being rejected or judged, which is something that I might need at this point in my career, moreso with the new album that I've got coming up.