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Kensei Muguruma hated clubs.
Too loud. Too bright. Too full of bodies pressed together pretending they were searching for something real, when everyone knew they were only here to forget.
Tonight was no different. Neon spilled over the marble bar and the velvet booths, painting the crowd in bruised blues and sickly pinks. Stale cologne, spilled liquor, a bassline that rattled in his bones—he’d taken bullets that bothered him less.
Still, here he was.
Halfway through a whiskey he didn’t even like, trapped in a sleek leather booth across from a venue manager whose handshake was too soft and whose smile was too wide.
The man was still talking—some bright-eyed pitch about premium clientele experiences, co-branded events, maybe even a full rebrand. Kensei owned half a dozen small bars across the city already, mostly quiet lounges and a rooftop joint downtown. This place was supposed to be different: a chance to expand into something bigger. He’d buy in as a silent partner, bring his money, let them keep the neon and the chaos.
He didn’t care about the details.
The ink on the contract had dried twenty minutes ago. The handshake was done. Kensei was already planning the fastest exit that wouldn’t be rude enough to tank the whole arrangement.
Then the music changed.
Not the pounding bass—that was constant, the heartbeat of the place. It was subtler, the way the beat shifted, the DJ spinning something darker, filthier, a pulse that pulled people closer to the stage as if gravity had grown teeth.
Kensei found himself watching.
Against his better judgment, he turned to look.
He saw him before he heard the name.
Tall. Lean muscle under smooth skin inked in black and gray. Tight black pants, an open black shirt clinging to sweat-slick skin like a lover who didn’t know when to let go. The lights kissed every line of his torso, the tattoos crawling over his ribs and down his hip—stories Kensei didn’t want to read, but couldn’t look away from.
Someone near the front screamed his name.
Shuuhei.
A ripple of cheers answered, swelling like a wave that hit Kensei square in the chest.
Shuuhei didn’t grin the way the others did. There was no forced charm in him—no desperation for tips or desperate wink for the front row. He moved like he owned the stage, like every eye was his to command. When he rolled his hips, it wasn’t playful. It was precise, deliberate, a silent dare for anyone watching to try and look away.
Kensei’s glass hovered, forgotten halfway to his lips.
He told himself he should glance away, check his phone, anything.
But he stayed. Watched the way Shuuhei sank to the floor with the beat, muscles flexing, back arching. He moved like sin given shape—like he’d never learned shame.
Kensei felt heat coil low in his gut. He crushed it down with a sip of cheap whiskey, but it did nothing to cool him. He hadn’t come here for this. He didn’t look at men like that anymore. Not for years. Not since—
He didn’t finish the thought.
Onstage, Shuuhei pivoted, eyes sweeping the room once—dark, sharp—and for a heartbeat, Kensei swore they landed right on him. His fingers tightened around the glass so hard the sweat beaded under his palm and slipped.
By the time the track ended, the crowd was roaring. Bills fluttered onto the stage like paper confessions. Shuuhei gave a lazy half-bow, then disappeared into the dark like the promise of a memory Kensei wasn’t ready to have.
The manager talked more nonsense, but Kensei was already gone. He left the booth, the contract, the whiskey. He told himself he’d just catch a breath of fresh air before leaving.
Outside, the club’s side alley was cooler, damp concrete and neon spill giving the night an untrustworthy glow. The bass still pulsed through the walls like a heartbeat he couldn’t shake.
Then the door cracked open.
And there he was again.
Shuuhei stepped out into the night like he belonged there—shirt hanging open, towel around his neck, a cigarette pinched between two fingers. He didn’t see Kensei right away. He just leaned back against the bricks, eyes half-closed as he drew the smoke in and let it slip from his lips like it owed him something.
Kensei’s mouth was dry. He told himself to walk away, keep moving.
Instead: “Nice show.”
Shuuhei turned his head. No smile. No startled flinch. Just eyes that pinned him where he stood, then drifted down his suit jacket, up again, unimpressed.
“Thanks. Didn’t know we had corporate money lurking tonight.”
Kensei huffed a laugh, tried to ignore how warm his face felt. “Didn’t know I was ‘corporate.’”
That got him the ghost of a smirk. Shuuhei flicked ash onto the wet pavement, voice low and careless. “You smell like money and regret. VIP booth?”
“Unfortunately.”
A pause. Then that look—half-lidded, half-amused. “Guess it paid off.”
Kensei tilted his head. “For you, or for me?”
Shuuhei’s grin widened just a fraction, sharp as a promise or a warning. “Depends,” he said, taking another drag. “Are you coming back?”
Kensei didn’t answer. He didn’t trust himself to.
Shuuhei dropped the spent cigarette, crushed it out with the toe of his boot, then brushed past him. The scent of smoke, sweat, and something sweeter lingered behind him—like a hook sunk under Kensei’s skin.
And just like that, the club’s lights and noise faded behind the alley door.
Kensei stood alone under a flickering neon sign, heart unsteady, pulse still caught somewhere back in that room—on a stage, under lights, where a stranger had made him feel like he might want something real after all.