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    Hongjoong hates how he’s only able to focus on one thing.

    Seonghwa loves someone.

    Seonghwa loves someone, and it is slowly killing him from the inside.

    Seonghwa loves someone, and he was willing to give up everything and more for them.

    Seonghwa loves someone, and that someone isn’t Kim Hongjoong.   

    Hongjoong's always been good at coping with whatever challenge life decides to throw at him—he has to be, as the captain of this metaphorical ship his family is on.

    He just doesn't know how he's supposed to cope when Seonghwa is gone.

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  2. 14 Apr 2026

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    Hongjoong is prideful, and he’s collapsing, falling down onto his knees in front of Seonghwa.

    Hongjoong is prideful, and he’s crying, pressing hot tears into Seonghwa’s cold, limp hands.

    Hongjoong is prideful, and he’s clamoring for a chance, begging, pleading for Seonghwa to give them—give him a chance.

    “Don’t give up on us.”

    Hongjoong is prideful by nature, but what is pride in the face of Seonghwa’s life?

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    Seonghwa begins to pull away, and Hongjoong, panicking, risks a gamble, even though he’s not one to believe in the potency of luck. He pulls Seonghwa back in, embracing him even tighter, wrapping his arms around Seonghwa with so much desperation that Hongjoong thinks Seonghwa must understand, please understand—

    Seonghwa relaxes, his frail frame drooping slightly to press against Hongjoong’s.

    Hongjoong breathes.

    He tucks his head into the crook of Seonghwa’s neck, nuzzling against the soft wool of his coat.

    Hongjoong doesn’t want to let go, not when he’s finally home.

    But Seonghwa needs to go. And so, Hongjoong lets him go.

    “Rest well. Come back home, soon.”

    Please.

    “Wait for me.”

    Warmth blooms where Hongjoong’s heart beats.

    I’ll wait as long as you want me to.

     

    (THEY MAKE ME SO UNWELL YET SO WARM & SOFT 😭❤️‍🩹)

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