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Luo Binghe was on his knees collecting his school supplies that were scattered over the ground. Ming Fan and his two friends cornered him behind the school’s cafeteria building to do another round of bullying. This time it was just wanting Luo Binghe’s lunch. He refused to give it up and here he is now, picking up his supplies with scraped up knees. 

He thought, One day they will pay for this. They will get what’s coming to them tenfold! While slowly squeezing his ripped math notebook. He failed to notice a figure walking up to him until he heard the stranger's voice. 

“Are you okay kid?”

Luo Binghe looked startled, not expecting someone to lower themselves to the ground and help him pick up his supplies. He did not know how to respond, just stayed stunned in place on the hard ground. The stranger looked directly at him, with opal green eyes and said with a kind voice, “Did you fall down?” putting the items in Luo Binghe’s school bag he tilted his head waiting for a response.

Luo Binghe finally came to his senses and shook his head yes, not wanting to talk about what really happened. The stranger raised his thin eyebrow at that response. He seemed to have made his mind up about something then said. “Well no matter, we all fall down sometimes. Now come on, get up.” He assisted Luo Binghe up to his feet. “Oh no look you messed up your knees. You need to go to the nurse.” He tried to guide him to get fix-up but Luo Binghe refused to budge. 

He said looking down pitifully. “N-no please don’t worry about it, it’s no big deal.”

“What nonsense are you saying? Of course it’s a big deal, you are bleeding through your pants. Now come on no I need to suffer… How about I stay with you? Does that make you feel better?” The stranger said gently, tugging him by the arm to the nurses office.

Luo Binghe couldn’t believe this was happening. Noone has shown this much concern for him in a long time. 

.......

The stranger didn’t lie, he stayed with him the whole time he was getting treatment. After the nurse was finished she said to be careful and let him go. He didn’t know what to do or say. Why would you even care to help me? Why? You could have ignored me and went on with your day! You-   His thoughts were interrupted by the guy’s gentle voice. “Did you forget your lunch?” 

Lou Binghe shifted his eyes wide to him, “N-no, I-I ate it.”

“Oh really? Then where is your empty lunch box?” The stranger tilted his head at him, his walnut brown bangs brushing over his eyes.

AH NOOOO! Maybe I should run away!? “I mean I umm I-” he really had no words for this.

The stranger let out a small laugh of amusement, “You don’t have to lie kid. How about we share lunch? I can show you a private place where no one will bug you.”

He stayed silent for a couple of moments. “Are you sure that you want to do that? I don’t want to be a bother.”

“Of course not and you’re not a bother to me.” The stranger said and gave his curly head a couple of pats. Luo Binghe felt something he couldn’t describe jolting through his body. “My name is Shen Yuan by the way. What’s yours?” 

With a light blush spreading across his cheeks he responded. “Luo Binghe.”

.......

Shen Yuan took him to the back of the school where there was a garden with tall bamboo branches. The branches created a secluded area where one could not see the hidden sitting area surrounded by colorful flowers and a little pond off on the side. “Not many people come here due to it getting cold out. The garden club put so much effort into it you would think they would enjoy it all-year-round, but I like coming here during my lunch period.” He gestured for Luo Binghe to sit at the light brown bench.

He rashly blurted out. “Are you in highschool?” 

“Why yes I am, and I presume that you are in middle school?” He said, pulling out his boxed lunch. 

“Y-you’re right.” He looked at what Shen Yuan was offering him. It was all prepackaged food. The look on his face must have given him away. 

“I know what you're thinking, I must be a bit lazy to not make my own.” He signed.

“No I wasn’t! You’re being kind to me so I would never think that!” Luo Binghe says reaching for a premade ornigiri and shoves it into his mouth.

“Whoa, slow down I don’t want you to choke,” He pulled out a teal handkerchief to wipe around middle schoolers mouth. He was blushing more intensely at this type of attention.

“In truth, it is mainly just me, and my older brother is in his last year of university, so there isn’t much time for someone to make meals. I also can not cook to save my life! There, all cleaned.”  He said.

Luo Binghe shook his head in understanding. They both sat there in silence eating the shared lunch. I was relaxing. He really enjoyed eating with someone instead of being alone. His father never saw the point in having family dinners, it was just a waste of time. He kept sneaking glances at Shen Yuan; he couldn’t help it; the high schooler was just so interesting to look at, with his flawless porcelain skin and bow-shaped lips. He had a face of graceful beauty; something you could look at for hours and never get tired of it. He was pulled out of his thoughts by a beeping noise. Shen Yuan looked at his digital wrist watch. “Lunch is almost over, so it’s time to go back to class.” He stood up to walk Luo Binghe towards his side of the large-connected private school. 

“Thank you Shen Yuan for the lunch and sorry for bothering you.” He said sadly.

“It’s no problem Binghe, remember I said you are not a bother.” He was about to leave, but midway through turning he said, “And if you want to have lunch with me again you know where to find me.” finally walking away.

Luo Binghe stood there watching Shen Yuan slowly disappear from view. He really wants me around? He thought, not fully believing it himself.

.......

After school ended and all the students were going home Ming Fan was sitting on the side of the building steps with his two friends. They were laughing over some video on his phone. 

Shen Yuan stopped right in front of the group with his arms crossed displeased. 

He looked happy to see Shen Yuan. “Hi Shi-” 

“Ming Fan, what did I tell you about bullying?”  His two friends, not wanting to get in trouble, slid away quietly. 

“I’m not sure what you are talking about Shi-”

“Did I not see you steal someone's lunch earlier? Are you telling me I imagined that?” He stayed silent not knowing how to get out of this. Shen Yuan pointed a finger at him, “If I catch you doing it again then I will no longer take you after class.”

“But.”

“No buts, you got one more chance don’t mess this up.” With that Shen Yuan turned around leaving a sad, but agitated Ming Fan alone.  

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Luo Binghe had second thoughts on going to the little bamboo hideaway again. He didn’t see the reason to get close to someone that would end up leaving him in the end. But as he was about to leave he decided to peek between the branches. Shen Yuan was sitting on the bench reading a book, the wind gently blew his walnut brown hair, Luo Binghe’s heart skipped a beat at the sight. Shen Yuan must have some sort-of sixth sense, because he looked directly at him through the bamboo branches. Luo Binghe felt like a kid caught doing something he shouldn’t have been doing. 

Shen Yuan waved at him. “Binghe what are you doing standing over there? Come sit.” 

The middle schooler hesitated for a second feeling uncertain; he slowly walked over and sat at the bench with him. I bet he thinks I’m weird now; I have to make this less awkward, I should ask a question. “How is your day going?” 

He turned to smile at him, “Not bad, I had a history test I wasn’t looking forward to. How about you Binghe?” 

The way he shortens his name makes him feel giddy. “Good!” Okay now is the time to ask him. Please accept it… “I-I have something to give you….Since you helped me yesterday I wanted to repay you back…I made you some congee! I hope you will accept it!” He closed his eyes tightly while holding out the lunch box to Shen Yuan.

He made a slightly surprised-shocked noise at Luo Binghe’s forward demeanor. “Binghe you don’t have to repay me for anything, but yes I will accept your gift. Just remember that not every kindness has to be repaid.”

“I don’t mind, please try it!” He said already happy with himself.

Shen Yuan signed in defeat, “Okay.” He took the spoon that Binghe handed him. T his silly child really came prepared. When he tasted it he couldn’t believe it. It was so flavorful and somehow still warm. “Do you really make this?”

He was a little fearful when he answered. “Yes, does Shen Yuan not like it?”

“No, I don’t like it,” The middle schooler was going to die on the spot, “I love it! You have a lot of talent in culinary, you should go to university for it.”  He was about to explode from all the complements. He mentally gave himself a pat on the back for succeeding this mission.

“I Could make you more. I have so many recipes that I want you to try.” He jumped at the opportunity to impress She Yuan more.

“Binghe you don’t have to d-” He interrupted him, “It would be no problem! Also you just said that I was talented, so shouldn’t I get some practice in?”  

The older boy paused for a second and thought. He does have a point. He’s too smart for a middle schooler. “Fine, but only if it doesn’t hinder your studies.”

.......

Everyday since meeting, Luo Binghe has been having lunch in the garden with him. Shen Yuan would give him any constructive feedback on what to add to a dish to make it top notch. He would tell him about how highschool is and how he wanted to go to university to become a literature teacher. He would sometimes mention his older brother Shen Jiu and how he can be a bit hard to get along with at times. He would sometimes ask Binghe about his personal life, but only got short or vague answers. Luo could in no way give a hint of the criminal lifestyle that his father does work in, he couldn’t trust Shen Yuan with this information even though he wanted to. It was just safer not to say anything that would lead him to that conclusion. This went on for over three weeks until one day an unexpected guest arrived. 

“A-Luo, this is where you've been going!” A young female voice yelled in surprise. They both looked over at the garden pathway, it was Ning Yingying. She decided to secretly follow Luo Binghe after not seeing him at lunchtime for a while. She missed spending time with him outside of classes. Luo Binghe on the other hand was annoyed about having his alone time disturbed.

“Hi Yingying,” Shen Yuan said with amusement.

“Oh Shizun, I didn't see you there! Hi!” She skipped her way over to them.

He was confused at the name that fell from her mouth. Wasn’t he still in highschool? Why is she calling him something from a cultivation novel? Then he looked at Shen Yuan and asked. “Why does she call you Shizun?”

He was going to answer but Ning Yingying beat him to it. “It’s because he teaches us after school with assignments that we have a hard time with.” 

Shen Yuan was going to add in about how they chose to call him that even though he said it was unnecessary, but why bother when it wouldn’t stop them. “I think laoshi or daoshi would make more sense.”

“I disagree! I think Shizun fits better!”

Sighing, It’s her fault for starting this. Yingying, who showed you those cultivation novels??

Luo Binghe got an idea. He wanted to spend more time with him, so this was an opportunity that he had to take. “Could Shizun teach me also?” 

“YEAH, Shizun would be happy too! Isn’t that right Shizun!” Ning Yingying put her hands together in a pleading gesture, while slightly moving back and forth. 

“Binghe, you're doing excellent in your classes and you shouldn’t call me that. You can continue to call me by my name.” He said, trying to ignore the girl next to them. 

He looked down at his clasped together hands and pitifully said. “But I need help in my literacy class. I have neglected my last two tests because I was working hard on practicing my culinary skills.”

Damn…Damn the kid got me! I told him not to neglect his studies, but here we are because of me. I guess I have no choice but to fix this. “I told you not to neglect your studies, so now I have no choice but to help you.” He signed as Ning Yingying cheered from the sidelines.

He looked right into Shen Yuan’s eyes happily. “Thank you, Shizun! I appreciate your help.”

“I said you can call me by my real name Binghe.” What am I going to do with these troublesome kids? Another one added to call me by that embarrassing name!

“But that would be inappropriate since you are now my teacher.” He replied and Ning Yingying agreed adding, “Yes, very inappropriate! Shizun deserves the highest respects!”

Shen Yuan's final thought to this conversation was, Damn too smart for his own good.

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“So do you get what the poem is trying to say?” Shen Yuan pointed at the study assignment that Luo Binghe had to turn in by the end of next Monday. They have been meeting three times a week, even though Shen Yuan only taught twice in a week. He realized that after the first week Binghe was not fully grasping the writing concepts, so why not tutor him some more. Adding a day just for a private one on one session should get the middle schooler to improve. Also Shen Yuan feels that Ming Fan makes Binghe feel uncomfortable, which in turn makes him unable to focus. 

“It’s about love?” He said trying to look like he was putting his all in that answer.

“Yes, but what type of love?” He encouraged him with a tap of his pencil. “Come on, you got this.”

His brows scrunched up in confusion. “No Sorry Shizun, I don't have a clue. Could you read it aloud to me again? Maybe that will help.”

He tapped his pencil on top of the younger one’s head. “Binghe I’ve already read it twice before,” sighing, “but I will read it one more time and that’s it.” Clearing his throat he read in a steady voice. “Who says that it’s by desire, this separation, this living so far from you? My dress still smells of the perfume that you wore. My hand still holds that letter that you sent. Round my waist I wear a double sash. I dream that it binds us both hide their love, like a flower that seems too precious to be picked?”  A pause, “Now what does it mean Binghe?”

He had head propped up by his hand and with a relaxed gaze he answered. “Intense longing.”

“That’s correct. See I knew you could do it, you're smarter than what you say.” He wrote the answers down.

“I only understand because you are an excellent teacher.” Luo Bignhe said flustered.

“Okay, you don’t have to flatter me, Bing-” He was interrupted by his watch timer. “Well, that’s it for today. Don’t forget to go over your assignment one more time and get ahead of your next assignment.” They packed up their things and exited out of the library into the cool Fall air. Shen Yuan insisted on staying with him until his ride to pick him up, but he panicked at the thought. Luo Binghe pushed the high schooler to leave and promised that he would be just fine. Shen Yuan agreed not wanting to distress the fragile young teen, but he still didn’t want to leave him standing by himself outside after school hours. Coming up with a plan that would benefit them both he would go into the art building and secretly watch from a distance. I feel weird doing this, but it’s getting dark early and he’s all by himself. No child should be outside at night by themselves! Just as his thought ended a black car with tinted windows pulled up. A tall guy in a black business suit came out and opened the door for him. Now that’s a fancy nanny service. I better get home now since Jiu came to visit for the weekend. God forbid I keep him waiting; I will never hear the end of it! 

.......

“I’m Home!” Shen Yuan happily yelled in his spacious apartment.

“Stop being so damn loud!” Shen Jiu replied from the kitchen.

“Really is that how you're greeting me after not seeing me for so long?” He made his way to the kitchen to see what his older brother was cooking. He was the least lazy one when it came to meals. “Wow it smells great! Is that Xialongbao with stir fried noodles?”

He ignored the question and instead asked his own. “Why are you out this late? You know I told you to come home before dark.”

He dramatically sighed, “You know already, I’m helping kids with their homework after school, plus it just got dark out.”  

Shen Jiu eyebrow twitched, “Still helping those brats hmm? That is no excuse Yuan, you need to be home before dark or have someone walk you home.” 

“You know what you’re right, I’m sorry. I won’t do that again. Also stop calling my kids brats!” He didn’t see the point in pushing it. It would only end up with a long lecture or getting a fan beating. “Jiu I know you are worried because of what happen, but I can assure you that I won’t b-”

“Shut up, you are not bringing that up!” He slapped the stirring spoon on the marble counter, “Your kids? You are still a kid yourself! Now get out of the kitchen and take a bath.” 

“Hey you have been off at university, so it is my kitchen now!” 

Turning around, “Do you want a spoon beating, or would you rather I send you to bed hungry?”

Shit he looks serious! “Y-yeah sure I’ll do that now.” Not wanting to feel his wrath he quickly went to the bathroom. Well fuck me for being a understanding sibling, oh well. 

Once he was done with his bath he sat at the table with Shen Jiu to have a nice dinner. I love you big bro but Binghe outshines you in cooking. When they were done, both of them sat on the couch to watch an older Ultraman movie. I mean Shen Yuan watched the movie Shen Jiu was on his laptop finishing his essay for an art history class. The final Year must be intense. He thought as his eyes started to grow heavier. 

.......

Luo Binghe was sitting at the large dark wooden dinner table alone, not putting much of a thought into his surroundings. Why bother anyways it’s not like I’m welcomed here . He was picking at his cold food when an older voice tore him out of his non-thoughts.

 “Hello young master, I wanted to inform you that your father can not make it to dinner this evening.”

“Meng Mo, I figured he couldn’t after the first hour of sitting here.” He said irritated. 

“Now boy you should understand that he has important duties to uphold seeing as one day you will be incharge.” Putting his hands behind his back he continued, “Maybe you should ask our Lord if you can go on some “jobs” with him? That would be a good bonding experience, do you not think?” 

The young master stood up ignoring him and started walking to the tall staircase. “I have to go do homework.” 

“Oh you mean the homework that Shen boy told you to do?” He stopped dead in his tracks with his back turned to Meng Mo. 

“Young master, you really think we don’t watch your every move outside of the base? We need to keep you safe after all.” 

“.....Does father know?” He kept his voice without emotion.

“No, all the information about you comes to me, but if I feel you are in any danger then I will have to inform Lord Tianlang.”

“Shizun is NOT dangerous!” Being young, could not hold in his emotions.

“What a familiar way to address someone that you have only known for a little over a month. As long as you DO NOT reveal your family’s true business dealings, he will be fine. I find it weird that you got so attached to him so quickly.” The old man stepped right behind him, bent down with a smirk on his face and said, “Do you perhaps have stronger feelings for him, young master?”

Luo Binghe swatted at his face, which Meng Mo barely avoided. He ran up the staircase without a reply. Jeez I was just joking, that kid has a temper on him. The Lord would be so proud. He thought more on how this kid reacted to the conversation. Maybe there is something more with these two afterall, hmm this will be interesting. He decided to have his men keep more of a closer eye on the two’s interactions.

.......

Less than an hour later Luo Binghe finished his homework in record time with only adding in a few “mistakes” in his work. My Shizun will help me, but I don’t want him to catch on. It’s not like I’m doing anything wrong. He took the paper that Shen Yuan wrote the latest notes on and pulled out a white folder from a hidden desk drawer. He put it in with the other notes that the high schooler wrote on.. Shizun has such good handwriting. Admiring them for a couple of minutes, he put it back and got up to make his way to the bathroom for a much needed shower.

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The weather has been getting colder out and the leaves have changed to a beautiful display of gold and red, with small hints of leftover green. One of the leaves that slowly drifted down from a plum tree fell onto Shen Yuan’s lap. He picked it up to admire its beauty. “Look Binghe, aren’t the colors pleasing to the eyes?” He handed it to the younger boy so he could get a closer look.

Lou Binghe set their lunch down between them on the bench; everyday for two months now he has been making a meal for the both of them to share. Shen Yuan didn’t see the point in bringing his own anymore since it would not be eaten.

Taking the mostly gold leaf he replied, “It has a pretty color, but the not most pleasing I have seen.”

“Then what color do you find pleasing?”

He said smiling, “Green is the most beautiful to look into.” but almost lost it when he realized the wording slipped up.

Shen Yuan tilted his head. “Look into? What do you mean Binghe?”

“I-I mean-n I meant I like wait no-oo.” At that moment fast footsteps were heard approaching.

“Shizuuuun! Liu Qingge is looking for you!” Ning Yingying approached, “He said you forgot something at his house yesterday.”

When she discovered them that day Luo Binghe asked her to not tell anybody else about this place. She, having a crush on him, agreed only if he would hang out with her at study hall so he had no choice but to comply. It made her rarely join them at lunch time because she got her quality time with him.

“Oh gosh I forgot to meet up with him at lunch. You two stay here, I'll be back.” 

At the same time she said, “Okay!” but he said, “No.” they both looked at him for an explanation. “Shizun I wanted to stretch my legs and I figured a walk would be nice. Can I go with you? If I’m too bothersome then I understand.” 

What are you doing Binghe? Ning Yingying obviously has a crush on you, I’m trying to help you out here. I can’t understand how you don’t see what’s in front of you . “Of course I don’t mind, you know that. Come on you two.”

Luo Binghe slipped the given leaf into his bag before running after Shen Yuan. The girl thought it was strange, but didn’t say anything and joyfully bounced up behind them.

The trio approached the football field and saw Liu Qingge was sitting on the bleachers with his team mates. When he saw Shen Yuan approaching he got up to greet him. Luo Binghe observed him, he noticed that he was tall with a lean build, a beauty mark on his cheek, dark brown straight short hair and chocolate colored eyes. This is the famous football star Shizun talks about. He’s not that great looking, I don’t see the appeal. Ning Yingying on the other hand wanted to turn into a puddle of pure happiness seeing the handsome boy up close.

“Hello Qingge. My bad for forgetting we had a meet-up planned.” 

“I am not surprised.” With a blank face he handed over his pencil case, “You know if you tell me where you go for lunch I would not have to ask people to find you, or you could message me back.” He looked at the girl who was smiling at him and then he noticed a boy menacingly looking right into his eyes. “Who is this?”

“This is Luo Binghe, remember, I mentioned him as Binghe?” 

“Yes, the boy with poor reading comprehension.” He narrowed his eyes at the boy feeling like something was off.

“Qingge don’t say it like that. Binghe I didn’t mean it that way.” Shen Yuan looked down at him.

His face quickly went back to cheerful. “I believe you Shizun.”

Shen Yuan was relieved. He wanted to smack Liu Qingge on the back of the head. Who taught you how to talk to children? Don’t you remember I told you that Binghe is a sensitive little lamb! 

“Mister. Liu sorry to interrupt; the other players are ready to head out.”

A young boy that is around Binghe’s age approached the group. He had short wavy brown hair and a kind air about him. 

“Ah, Xiao I see Qingge hasn’t scared you off. Is football training going well with this brute?”

He looked at Shen Yuan and smiled kindly, “Yes mister Shen, he has been a great teacher!”

Shen waved his hand around. “Now Xiao you can just call me Yuan.”

“Or Shizun!” The girl happily said.

He was confused. “S-shizun?”

“No, no don’t listen to her; just keep calling me mister Shen actually.” No! I’m not having another person do this to me! Yingying you are doing this on purpose at this point…. “Well, thank you for bringing my case back, I’ll see you at the Fall festival Sunday.”

The football star nodded his head and made his way back to the field with Gongyi Xiao in tow. Ning Yingying bubbly waved goodbye saying she needed to meet up with her best friend Liu Mingyan. Having sometime left the pair went for a stroll around the grounds. Luo Binghe's nerves were wrecked and couldn’t help blurting out, “What’s the Fall festival?”

Him not being fazed by the reaction said, “It’s an event for the highschool seniors to celebrate their last Fall in school. I wasn’t going to go but Qingge asked if I wanted to join him, so I couldn’t say no.” What’s with the look? You seem so upset with that info…..Oh I think I know what’s making him gloomy. “Would you like to go?” 

“Yes Shizun I would!” 

.......

It was later in the afternoon as the festival was in full swing. There were many different rides, games, and foodstands set up for the students to partake in. The crisp cool air aligned well with the festival’s cozy Fall decorations and hot served food. Shen Yuan and Luo Binghe purchased some tangulu while Liu Qingge wanted. Once done they were off to play ring toss. 

“Here Qingge try it, I swear you won’t regret it.” Shen Yuan wiggled the candy in front of his face.

“No.”

“I know that you need to keep a clean diet, but one bite should be fine. Now open up!”

Liu Qingge turned his head away, refusing to give him a chance of convincing him. 

“I’ll try Shizun.” 

“Binghe you already have your own silly child.”

In front of the ring toss stand Shen Yuan saw a cute small fluffy black demon hybrid sheep plushie. Luo Binghe noticed that he was interested in it and wanted to win it for him. He slapped down a large sum of money to purchase multiple rings. The worker grabbed two handfuls of rings for him to use. “Here you go you little man and good luck!”  

I know we come from well-off families Binghe but you just dropped seven hundred and twelve yuan on one game! When he tossed the third ring it hit the target. He pointed to the plushie and shyly presented it to Shen Yuan. “For you Shizun.”

“Binghe you shouldn’t have done that.” Even though he was saying those words, he still took the offer knowing it would make the little lamb happy. “Thank you.”

 Liu Qingge seemed put off by the display of affection.

“Does Shizun want anything else?”

“No thank you. Why not win something for yourself?”

“I don’t want anything on display. Let’s go to another game, Shizun.”

“But you still have rings!”

“They can keep it for a tip, now let’s go.” Luo Binghe said while pulling him by the arm. Their next destination was the water gun game where once again He dropped way too much money. “Shizun can play as many rounds as he likes.” Young man, we need to talk about you spending money all willy-nilly. 

Before they got to their third game of the night Ning Yingying happily walked up to them, her two hair buns moving with each step. From a distance her friend group was giggling and whispering to each other.  “A-Luo I didn’t know you would be here!” She giggled, “Hi Shizun! Hi Liu!” Then she grabbed Luo Binghe by the hand, “A-Luo, would you like to go on the ferris wheel with me, please?” He was going to reject her, but Shen Yuan jumped in.

“That would be a great idea, go on Binghe I’ll be right here waiting.”

She roughly pulled him away, “Let’s go come on!” He watches them disappear into the crowd. How cute! You can do this Binghe. 

He turned to a pouting Liu Qingge, “What’s wrong? Not having fun, Senpai? 

“Do not call me that!

“I can’t help it when you act all pouty.” He poked at his well-defined cheek.

“Grow up Shen!”

“Oh now we are on a last name addressing?” He walked to a nearby bench and the annoyed football star followed without question.

.......

The pair were high in the air, it was a  beautiful view with the star shining bright and the moon was full, not a cloud in the sky. She felt like something wasn’t right though. He wouldn’t look at her or put much thought in answering anything she asked. It seems to have been getting worse for the last couple of months, but she couldn’t understand since they were spending more time together in study hall. “A-Luo the lights are so pretty don’t you think?”

“I guess.” He had his focus on the people below. 

Feeling defeated, she came up with a random topic on the spot, “Shizun said that I’m improving in my history class. He’s such a nice teacher.”

“Yes he is, so kind and gentle.” He smiled to himself.

Finally I caught his attention! can work with this! “I agree! I wish he was my teacher for every class. I’m going to miss his teachings when he goes to college next Fall.” 

He froze, the smile fell, he didn’t even put much thought into that. Shizun is going to leave me… “Do you think he’ll stop talking to us?”

She paused, “I don’t think he will. Why would Shizun do something like that? It's not in his character.”

“You’re right he would never-” He couldn’t finish the sentence, because how could he when was going to finish it with  ”me” instead of “us” the ride was quiet for the rest of the time.

.......

When the ride was done Luo Binghe said quick goodbye, without caring to wait for a response. He didn’t care to see if she was following him, all he knew was he had to get back to Shen Yuan. He saw him sitting comfortably too close to Liu Qingge for the middle schoolers liking. This won’t do! He decided to interrupt the two by flopping down between the them. “I’m back, Shizun!” 

It shocked them out of whatever conversion they were having, “Oh Binghe, don’t scare me like that! Where is Yingying?”

He responded with a careless attitude, “She probably went back with her friends. Do you want to do anything else?”

Oh poor innocent Binghe, it must have gone badly then… “I wish we could but the festival is starting to close down. You better call your ride home.”

With a little wine in his voice, “What? Already Shizun?”

Liu Qingge raised an eyebrow.

“What do you mean already, Binghe? We’ve been here for a couple of hours.”

“Yuan do you know that man?”

Confused, he looked in the direction that Liu Qingge was staring. There was indeed an older man watching them, he had slicked back white hair with a goatee. Also, he was wearing a charcoal colored business suit. He had never seen this man before in his life. When Luo Binghe noticed he jumped up in a panic. 

“Binghe are you okay? Do you know him?”

“I-I yes he’s……My.” He had to come up with something, because Meng Mo started to approach when he saw Luo Binghe acknowledge him. “He’s my…MY GRANDFATHER!!” 

Meng Mo went with it, “Yes, it never fails for my grandson to keep me waiting, and who might you two be?” Luo Binghe was trying to give him subtle clues to shut up and leave, but he was ignored.

 “Hello mister Luo my name is Shen Yuan and this is my friend Liu Qingge. I teach Binghe after school.” Liu Qingge nodded, not getting a good feeling with this man so he stayed silent to observe.

“Oh yes I have heard of the famed Shizun, Binghe here talks about you all the time.” He rustled the young master’s hair, which he smacked his hand away annoyed, “Ah, being so cranky are we? Do not worry we will leave in a few minutes.” He turned his attention back to the tutor, “I personally wanted to thank you for getting this grandson of mine back in academic shape.”

“No need to thank me. I like teaching and Binghe is such a hard working student, you should be proud.” 

“Why yes of course. Me and his father are so proud of little Binghie.” Luo Binghe was tight gripping his arm and it was starting to get uncomfortable. “Maybe you could have dinner with the family.” 

“Grandfather Stop talking let’s go!!” He pushed him towards that exit, “Bye Shizun, see you tomorrow!”

Meng Mo wanted to push more of the kids' buttons. “Farwell Shen Yuan I will be seeing you around.” 

The two sat in silence for a moment. 

“That was strange.”

“What’s so strange about that?  Binghe is clearly embarrassed over his family.”

“You really do not find that kid odd?”

“The only thing I find odd is how you don’t get embarrassed by your family at all. Doesn’t your sister read those gay graphic novels openly in public?”

He said flustered, “Whatever! Come on, it's dark, I will walk you home.”

Shen Yuan smiled, Ha, got you!

.......

It was the next day at school and Ning Yingying was telling Liu Mingyan during warm down stretches in gym class the tale of how A-Luo doesn't like her. “I mean it Mingyan he was not interested at all, only when I brought up Shizun he gave me some attention. I have no clue what to dooooo. We only talked about our assignments during study hall, so I thought a romantic ferris wheel ride would help….Maybe I should join Shizun and A-Luo more on their private lunch times? He might even let me try one of his meals he makes for Shizun?” She laid face down on the hard floor.

Hearing that Liu Mingyan adjusted her lilac-colored facemask and pulled out a notebook from her bag with a pencil, “Please, go on.”

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“Shizun! I don’t think I can pass this test!” Ning Yingying put her hands over her face and let out a whine.

“Yingying I’m sure you can. You just need to learn to focus more in class. ”He looked at her answers on the study sheet. “You have over half of them right.”

“But it’s not enough to pass! The Tang Dynasty had so much happening. How am I supposed to remember it all?” She leans sadly on Luo Binghe.

Ming Fan crossed his arms, annoyed at her action and Binghe didn’t seem to pay much attention to her physical contact with him.

These kids I swear. “Well let’s try some more questions. Who was the first emperor of this dynasty?”

“Gin…No wait, was it Gaozu? It was Gaozu right?” 

“Correct, very good.”

She bounced in her seat. “Yay!” 

“What years was the beginning of his reign and what was the end?”

She was struggling with this one, “I don’t…six-hundred-twenty-four to…..six-hundred-thirty-one?”

He shook his head, “Wrong.”

“Oh, sorry Shizun I can’t remember the years..There’s too many of them!”

“It’s okay. I will write down which questions you should focus on and since we are in the library go get one of the Tang Dynasty books. He added, "Preferably one detailing years.”

“Okay!” 

“I’ll go with you Yinying.”  Ming Fan said.

When they both left Shen Yuan turned to Luo Binghe, who was reading over his next homework assignment. 

Look at him, he's so dedicated to getting a full passing grade with this one. I just want to pat his curly head. “Binghe ha-” Shen Yuan couldn’t finish the sentence because of a coughing fit that suddenly hit him.

He dropped the homework and asked in a concerned voice, “Shizun are you okay?”

Shen Yuan turned away and covered his mouth, “Yes, I-” Clearing his throat, “I think I might be coming down with a cold.” I guess that dry throat I woke up to this morning wasn’t me not drinking enough water….

“What? You should go to the nurses office! Here I’ll take you there.” He tried to make him get up.

“Binghe, It’s no big deal. I catch colds easily around this time of year. Now sit back down.”

“But, you should still go to get some rest.”

He patted Luo Binghe’s shoulder, “I will after tomorrow.”

“I think you should stay home tomorrow.” He pushed.

“I can’t. I have a test I need to take, but don’t worry I’ll sleep in during the weekend.”

“But….”

“I’ll be alright Binghe.” He gently patted his cheek.

Luo Binghe seemed to have frozen in place at that action. He settled down and they started to go over his assignment when the other two middle schoolers came back. Yingying victoriously raising the book above her head. 

.......

It was the next day and Shen Yuan woke up feeling like a car hit him. It was a slow start to get ready, but once he put on a facemask and a heavy jacket for this late Fall air; then taking some flu medication he was on his way. He went to school and somehow managed to understand his test in his math class. 

The next period he was in science class when he felt something poking at his arm, apparently he fell asleep and Mu Qingfang woke him up. He gave Shen Yuan a disappointed look.

Come on Qingfang give me a break! He shrugged at him and continued to listen to the teacher's lecture on biology.

“Yuan go home.” Mu walked with him to his next class.

“Qingfang, I don't want to hear you start a speech about the importance of good health. I get enough lectures from Jiu.” 

He sighed, “Well it is important. I will bring you some of my mother’s special ginger tea after school. Qingge should walk you home.”

“Hey, why are you acting like I’m a kid? I can walk myself home.” He lightly pushed Mu Qingfang away, “Now go to your own class!”

He calmly said, “Sure, I will see you at your place later then.” 

Shen Yuan watched him walk away and pouted to himself. 

.......

At lunch Luo Binghe brought him double the food and it was packed with lots of nutrition to help him get better. He even refused to have their private lesson today because he wanted him to get some rest. Shen Yuan really didn’t mind staying, but Binghe was refusing to budge from his stance. 

He put down his finished bowl of chicken congee. “Binghe I can’t eat anymore.”

“You should. Here, eat this.” He put vegetable soup in front of him.

How many things did you make?? You even have multiple drink options!! " Binghe I really can’t fit anything else inside of me.” He sounded like the congested nose was getting more stuffy.

Sounding sad he said, “Oh…Okay.” and put the bowl back.

“Now don’t be upset. How about I take the rest home? I bet your delicious food will do me some good. Don’t you think so?”

Luo Binghe stuttered, “Y-yes o-of course!”

Shen Yuan folded his arms on the table and placed his head on them. “Binghe since we are not having our lesson today, go ahead and read out what you got chosen for your independent poem assignment.”

“Okay.” He pulled out his paper and started to read it off. “I lived upstream and you downstream, from night to night of you I dream. Unlike the stream you are not in view, though both we drink from the river blue. When will the river no more flow? When will grief no more grow? I wish your heart  will be like mine, then not in vain for you I pine.”

He looked over to Shen Yuan and discovered that he was peacefully resting. Luo Binghe laid the paper down, put his hand under his chain, and freely watched his Shizun sleep. He watched for a while, admiring every feature of his calm face because he forgot to put his mask back on. At some point he found himself moving closer.

He put his face so close to Shen Yuan’s that he could feel the heat from the cold coming off of him. He hesitated slightly for a moment, thinking that this is something he shouldn’t push the boundaries of, but those adolescent fantasies kept blocking his common sense. Just one, just one quick peck. No one’s around and Shizun wouldn’t mind…. Luo Binghe couldn’t stop himself. He wanted this so badly. Their lips were about to connect when his watch alarm went off. He flew back so fast that he fell on the floor.

The high schooler woke up agitated and turned off his alarm; he rubbed his eyes, “Sorry Binghe I must have fallen asleep….Why didn’t y-” He saw the middle schooler on the floor. “Why….Why are you down there? What happened?”

He got up and quickly put his things away. “Nothing, nothing I just….Leaned too far back on my chair….Yeah so I should get going. Feel better Shizun!” With that he ran out the door.

O….Kay. I’m to mentally drained for this right now. Binghe you silly boy.

.......

Shen Yuan made it through the rest of his school day and at the end of it was forced to be walked home by Liu Qingge. He even offered to carry him, but Yuan shot that down pretty fast. Qingge stayed with him until Qingfang brought the special tea over. Apparently Mu told his brother that he was sick after they both left. I can’t believe one of my homies would snitch on me like that! Qingfang did it because he didn’t believe him when he said he would stay in bed the whole weekend. Really? All I had planned was to read and chat with others on the web novel forms, but that’s none of their business..Ugh!

“So you have enough medicine and food?”

He held the phone next to his ear, “Yes Jiu.”

“None of that instant ramen crap, right Yuan?”

“No, I have home made food packed with healthy stuff.”

“........Who gave it to you?”

“What you don’t believe I could have made it.”

“...........................”

He sighed, “A student of mine.”

“......Seems like she has a crush on you .”

“Shen Yuan closed his eyes, “One, the student is a boy. Second, don't say that it’s weird!”

“.....I meant creepy. Why is he giving you food? You have money to eat.”

“Brother it’s not and I think it’s sweet. He wanted me to try his food because he wants to get better at cooking. No big deal.” 

“The little brat is still weird.”

“Jiu I’m about to pass out from your judging, so I better get some sleep.”

“You fucking asshole, whatever get some rest.” He hung up.

Bro I really need to teach you some manners. I swear you and Qingge are two peas in a pod sometimes. The nighttime flu medication was starting to kick in, but before he got pulled under he reached for the stuffed plushie Binghe won him and closed his eyes.

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Sitting in a warmly lit teahouse Shen Jiu was adding the finishing touches on his final assignment that was due tomorrow. Winter break was about to start, so he chose to go home early since he could submit the homework online. Shen Yuan was enjoying his holiday flavored tea, while reading a web novel. He convinced his brother to come out with him, because he believed that Shen Jiu needed some change in routine instead of school and staying home all of the time. Shen Yuan only had one more day of school tomorrow before break and he was on a mission to pick up something special. The noise of a laptop being closed brought him away for his reading.

“Are you done Jiu?”

Taking a sip of his tea, “Yes.” 

“I’m sure you’ll get a perfect score considering how much time and effort you put into it. My big brother is so smart!”

“Shut up Yuan!”

“Awe come on, take the compliment!!” 

Shen Jiu turned to look out the window pretending not to hear anything. “I think the weather report was right about a snow storm happening tomorrow evening. You better be home before it gets bad.” 

“Yeah, I know or you’ll hit me with your fan. Trust me I don’t want to end up like Jack from the end of The Shining.” 

Shen Jiu rolled his eyes at him, “Stop acting like a nerdy brat and take this seriously.” He turned his attention to his phone when it started buzzing on the table. 

Shen Yuan grabbed it before he could, “I wonder if it’s one of your many girlfriends, oh It’s Qingyuan! He is asking if you two are still meeting up for coffee this Saturday. Big brother, is there something you want to tell me? Ow!”

Shen Jiu smacked his hand with the hard edge of a fan and the phone dropped on the table. “I told you not to grab my things without permission. Do not talk like that or you will wish the fan was the only thing I hit you with.”

I know you would never be so cruel, so don’t be dramatic! “Okay fine I apologize Jiu.”

Seeming to be satisfied he moved his attention to answer the message. The sun was going to set soon and Shen Yuan wanted to prevent his brother’s pestering on going home; he quickly drank the rest of the tea. He was on a time limit with finding something important, but didn’t have a clue on what to get. He started to pack Shen Jiu’s college supplies into the dark green messenger bag.

“What are you doing now brat?”

“I want to go look around the strip mall.”

“Are you serious? I only agreed to go to the teahouse; not walking around outside in the below freezing temperatures!” 

“Fine you can stay here then, I’ll be back.” He got up to leave, but Shen Jiu grabbed him by the wrist.

“You make things more difficult.” He said getting up, “Just make it fast.”

.......

Luo Binghe was in an unhappy mood today for multiple reasons. The main reason being he was about to go on a three week break from seeing his Shizun. It gave him very irrational thoughts that would not stop coming up in his mind. What if he realizes that I was not worth the trouble, or that I’m annoying. No wait Shizun would never…Would he? He was so lost in thought, while walking to lunch, that he bumped into someone. A startled girl turned around to see what could have bumped her. She had her long dark brown hair in a high ponytail and wore a facemask.

Isn’t that Ning Yingying’s friend that never takes her facemask off?  

“Sorry A-Luo I didn’t see you there.” 

That’s her. Only Ning Yingying and her girl group call me that. “No need to apologize, I was the one that wasn’t looking.”

She stared at him for a few seconds not saying anything; it was starting to freak him out. 

She played with her Kuromi keychain on her bag and said, “Are you looking for Yingying?”

“Hmm, no I was just going to meet Shizun for lunch.”

Her eye’s brighten at that, “Where at? It is so cold outside I can’t imagine going to the garden.”

Luo Binghe was agitated.  “How did you know that?”

She looked down knowing she shouldn’t have said that. “Yingying told me, but I promise that she or I will not tell anybody else. That’s a promise!”

Why is she acting so….serious? Whatever, as long as she doesn’t say anything. “Please do.”

“So this is where you were at Binghe.”

He turned to see Shen Yuan in the doorway with his hands on his hips with a stern look on his face. 

His heart fluttered in a different way when he would act demanding towards him. “Sorry for keeping you waiting, Shizun.”

“It’s no trouble. Hello Mingyan, I heard you are going with Qingge to that boy band concert during the break?”

“Yes, he has no choice.”

Shen Yuan laughed at knowing that his friend will have to endure a bunch of screaming girls. “Well, make sure to take many pictures. I want to see his reactions.”

“I can do that.”

“Good, now get to lunch or he will give you a serious talking to. We don’t want that right?” 

“Right.” She said, but in her heart she wanted to stay and watch their interactions.

Luo Binghe grabbed his hand, “Shizun let’s go, I have a new recipe for you to try.”

He looked down at him. “Of course, I can’t wait to try it.”

Liu Minyan got her fill and rushed to collect her thoughts to write some more ideas down. Shen Yuan and Luo Binghe walked in the art room, because they couldn’t go in the garden due to the freezing temperatures and no one came in here at this hour they thought it would be a perfect spot. 

“Binghe, these dumplings are amazing. I shouldn’t be surprised at this point.”

“Thanks! Anything for you Shizun.” No, did I say that out loud?

Shen Yuan patted the top of his head, “You’re such a sweet kid. Since we are leaving early today, because of the storm I want you to meet me after class before we go home. Can you do that?”

“Yes.”

“Good, meet me at the library.”  

He hesitated, but shook his head anyway. “I will.”

.......

He was nervous. What if this is it? What if he is going to tell him to get lost? He looked outside at the snow flurries softly hitting the window. It’s the best time to do it…Maybe I can pretend none of this even happened……… He picked nervously at his nails.

Soon after the double doors opened and Shen Yuan walked in with one of his hands behind his back.

“What’s with the sad face? Are you okay?”

He looked anywhere other than Shen Yuan’s face. “It’s nothing important….”

The highschooler knelt down to his level. “Binghe, I wanted to tell you something important.”

He squeezed one of his hands into a fist. Oh no here it comes. 

“You have been a great student with me and very kind with giving me meals….But there’s something you are neglecting and I can’t let it go unsaid.”

I don’t think I can handle this! He wanted to get up and leave, he couldn’t handle the thought of losing another important person in his life.

Shen Yuan’s face shifted sincerely and grabbed his balled up fist.  “You should have told me it was your birthday.” Shen Yuan unballed his hand and put a box in it. “So Happy Birthday Binghe!” He looked down to see a black box with a red bow on top.

Luo Binghe couldn’t believe what he was hearing or seeing. He froze for a few seconds and said in disbelief, “H-how did you find out?”

“Yingying mentioned it last week. You should have told me, birthdays are important, you know. Now open it!”

Still not believing this was happening he somehow managed to open it, and saw a long rose-red colored ribbon neatly placed in the box. He picked it up feeling the silky texture.

“I know it’s not much, but I thought it would help tame your growing curly hair. I think the color fits well with your black hair.”

Luo Binghe started to grow out his hair when months ago Shen Yuan commented on how good he would look with long luxurious curls.

“No, It’s perfect thank you Shizun! I will never forget this.” He only had one other person given this much thought with his birthday gift, it was his old nanny that took care of him up until she died a few years ago. His father always told him to go pick out something he liked; why would they celebrate an occasion that caused such a tragedy that broke his family apart. 

Shen Yuan patted him on the head, “Come on, I think your ride is here.”

They both walked out into the chilly snow fall. He walked him to the black car and said, “I’ll see you after break, Binghe.”

He turned and wrapped his arms around Shen Yuan for a tight hug. The highschooler slightly shifted from the impact, but once he got over the sudden gesture he lightly hugged him back. Luo Binghe felt so warm in his embrace, with his eyes starting to water he said, “I’ll see you soon Shizun.”

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Shen Yuan was bundled up like a burrito in his comfortable full size bed, but he still couldn't sleep. He rolled over to grab his phone. One-thirty in the morning! Fuck it, I can’t sleep! Unraveling himself for the warm blankets he went to the kitchen to make some chamomile tea; not wanting to wake his brother he quietly laid out all of the necessary items. 

While he waited for the water to boil his thoughts drifted back to what was keeping him up. It has been over a week since he saw Luo Binghe and he found himself missing the kid. He was so happy to get a gift, but something wasn’t right…. Why would he be so emotional over such a small thing? He comes from a well-off family so why would he…. Be that sad? Happy? Mixed emotions? Maybe I’m overthinking this…..

Deep in thought he reached for the tea mug on the counter, but he didn’t put much grip on the mug and it dropped breaking into pieces on the floor. Shen Yuan froze in place. Before he could move he heard a door slam open from the hallway. His brother ran into a kitchen with a large knife. His black hair was sticking up in multiple directions and he was shaking all over.

“Jiu calm down, it's me Yuan!!!” He said, not wanting to approach his brother.

His wild eyes snapped onto him. “What was that? Come here now!”

He slowly walked up to him and said in a calm voice, “It’s okay Jiu no one else is here. I knocked a cup off the counter, see. He pointed to the floor, “Now put the knife down. Everything is fine.” He slowly pried the knife away and put it back in the wood block.

After some silence Shen Jiu came to his senses then said, “Why are you up this late?” 

“I couldn’t sleep and needed some help, by making tea. Here, sit down, I'll give you some to calm your nerves.”

He rubbed his face, “Fuck Yuan, next time say something.”

“Say something? You didn’t even give me time to do so! Running out here with a damn butcher knife!”

“Shut up brat and get the tea!”

Shen Yuan cleaned up the glass and poured the tea. He didn’t want to bring it up, but he knew his brother should talk about it. “Brother, if you need to talk I’m here for you. I couldn’t imagine going through what you did, but I think you should se-”

He interrupted, “I told you before, I am not talking about that…”

“But you need to, for your own mental health!”

He squeezed his fists,  “Yuan if you do not let this go, I will ground your ass.”

That’s low big brother! Why are you so stubborn? “Fine you win, I’ll stop.”

Everything died down and Shen Jiu was the first to break the tranquility.

“Why can you not sleep?”

Shen Yuan wondered if it is worth it to get someone else’s insight on this issue. It wouldn’t hurt, right? “I was concerned with one of my students. He seems to be… Well how do I explain it? I think his family is neglecting him.”

“How so?”

“Binghe gets really emotional over the smallest act of kindness and he puts himself down.”

Sipping on tea, he said, “Sounds like a normal teenage boy to me. You are really losing sleep over this?” 

“No seriously, I feel like something's off. I’ll admit I thought the same way, but I feel unnerved, like when you feel something is creeping in the shadows.” 

Shen Jiu didn’t like that answer, “Have you met his family?’

“Only his Grandfather. Binghe also has different professional nannies that pick him up.”

“Professional nannies?”

“Yeah they wear business suits and drive tinted out black cars; it seems his father likes to switch them alot. Must be a picky guy?”

He wrinkled his brows, “Have you ever seen his father? What is his grandfather like?” 

“No I never had. I meant his grandfather at the Fall Festival, he seems nice, but likes to pick on Binghe.”

“Does he wear clothing just like the nannies?”

“Yes….It must be how his family is. I’m happy our parents never did something like that, though Binghe dresses casually outside of school.” 

He looked into his younger brother’s eyes, “What is that brats full name?”

He looked annoyed back at him, “Stop calling him that.”

“Yuan, name.”

“Luo Binghe.”

Shen Jiu thought hard, seeming to somewhat remember that last name, but from where he can’t recall. “What are his father’s and grandfather’s first names?”

“I actually don’t know and his grandfather never said, I just called him mister Luo.”

“If you find out, tell me immediately.”

“Brother why d-”

“Just do what I say! Fuck I am going back to sleep so you should too.” He got up leaving Shen Yuan by himself.

What was that?? Brother you didn’t help at all! Ugh I just made him more paranoid somehow! He finished his tea and went back to bed hoping that sleep would take him.

.......

“Oh young master there you are, I have been looking for you.”

Luo Binghe was trying to hide in the manors private library, because his father was home and the last thing he wanted to do was crosspaths with him. Sadly his persistent older cousin really needed to find him. He looked up from reading a book that his Shizun recommended, and he nodded at him. 

“What do you want?”

“Master Tianlang wants to have a talk with you, please follow me.” He walked towards the library doors.

Luo Binghe didn’t want to go, he wanted to finish his book. But he knew it would happen one way or another, so reluctantly he got moving to get in over with.

They were both walking up to his father's private office when he heard him having a one sided conversation. Zhuzhi-Lang opened the door without knocking so as to not disturbed the conversation. There he saw Meng Mo standing off to the side with his hands crossed behind his back, and his father casually leaning in his dark red wingback chair while talking on one of the many burner phones he has.

“I think that anonymous tip we got has some validity to it…………I got files on top files to prove that……..If you find it necessary, then do that…….I will have one of my men look more into it…….Understood, I will check back in with you tomorrow Jun Wu.” He put the flip phone down on the large dark walnut desk. “Meng Mo, I need you to pick up the shipment at the north end of town tonight.”

“Yes my lord.” He nodded to Luo Binghe as he left.

The leader ran his hand through his black hair. “Zhuzhi-Lang any updates on the Wens?”

“I am unhappy to report that they have not given us proof to deny the claim.” 

“How bothersome. I have a new idea, tell them they have twenty-four hours to give us something or risk losing ties.”

Bowing his head he sincerely said, “Understood.”

He waved his hand without a care, “Okay, you are dismissed.” 

Once the door was closed, Luo Binghe stood awkwardly by the entrance. Tianlang looked over at him, “Luo Binghe come here and have a seat.”

He sat in the chair positioned in-front of the large desk. Tianlang was smiling while staring at his son with his dark eyes, “Do you know why I called you here?” 

Does he know about Shizun? Meng Mo promised he wouldn't say anything unless he had to! What has Shizun done? But he wanted to play it safe, “No, I don’t.”

He looked at his son with amusement in his eyes. “Why do you sound nervous? Is there something you are not telling me?”

“No, please tell me why you called me here already!” He said annoyed with this game that’s being played.

“Wow, no love for me? You have such a short temper.” He dramatically signed, “Okay I will get right to it. You are going to be starting highschool in these coming months, which means you will start your training to take over the organization.” 

“Do I have to?”

“Yes. What, do you not want your poor old father to retire? I have such a cruel kid”

Luo Binghe had an unamused look on his face. He knew this was going to happen eventually as has for three generations now. 

“You should have expected this; remember that you were born in a crime family. He tapped his pointer finger on the desk. “I will have Meng Mo lay out the preparations to get you started once you finish middle school. Now you are dismissed.” 

His father left the room without a second glance back at him, Luo Binghe was now alone in the quiet office.

That’s all you care about? Pushing the workload onto me So you can have time for yourself? He tried to hold it in but he couldn’t, tears started to rundown his face. I-I just want…I just want to see Shizun! The tears came hard when that thought hit.

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“Shizun, look I got an A plus on my English test!” Ming Fan waved his scored paper at Shen Yuan.

“That’s great, I’m happy to see you finally understand differences in phrasing.” 

Ming Fan was giddy to hear such praise from the highschooler. He wanted to show off his achievement so he rushed to find Shen Yuan after school. They continued walking and talking about what he should do to keep improving, but Shen Yuan was interrupted by Luo Binghe running towards them.

“Shizun! I’m glad I found you, he breathed heavily, you forgot your fan at lunch!” He held up the white fan with a water-painted bamboo on it. 

“Thank you Binghe; Jiu would have killed me if I forgot this.” He put the gift from his brother in his tan messenger bag. 

Stupid little brat! You always take up Shizun’s time! He stared daggers at Luo Binghe for interrupting them. “Shuzin we should be going, it's really cold out here.” He shook for added effect.

“You’re right, so go to the pickup area. Look, I even see your mother’s car.” He pointed, “I’ll see you at study hall tomorrow Fan. Binghe is your ride here?”

His plan to get rid of Luo Binghe has backfired, “Yes Shizun.” Walking to the car he noticed that the other two were walking to an all black expensive suv with a tall mysterious man in a suit standing by the back door. That’s……Strange. 

Luo Binghe waved bye. He turned around to see Meng Mo in the backseat. Before he can get into the car Meng Mo yelled over to Shen Yuan, “Hello Mister Shen, how have you been?”

“Hi Mister Luo, I have been good. How about yourself?”

“Oh I have been excellent. Say, are you walking home in this freezing weather?”

“Yes, but I don’t live too far.”

“Nonsense, you should not have to walk in these conditions, come we can drop you off.” He put the kindest old man face he could.

Luo Binghe on the other hand was trying not to lose it, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? He gave him a death stare, But Meng Mo pretended he didn’t see that.

“Oh no I couldn't. I don’t want to intrude.” Shen Yuan stepped back.

“It is no bother and I am pretty sure my grandson would not want you to catch a cold. Right, my child?” 

Would Father care if this guy went missing? If he did, would he even punish me so severely? He looked at Shen Yuan standing in the cold, he couldn’t say no especially knowing he gets sick easily. “Yes, I would like that.”

Not wanting to take up more of their time Shen Yuan entered the car. “If that’s what Binghe wants then okay.” The ride was silent, with Luo Binghe sitting in the middle of the two. Shen Yuan looked around the car and noticed that the windows seemed thicker. I wonder why they have those? Maybe it’s because Binghe’s father is a paranoid man? I mean people don’t know how to drive nowadays, I’m surprised they can turn on a car let alone drive one!

“So I noticed that my boy has been improving in school all thanks to you.”

“You don’t have to thank me. He really doesn’t need much help. I think he’s smarter than what he says.”

“Shizun I-”

“Really now. Maybe he just likes to spend time with you? Grandson you very much need to get more social skills and I think this is the best way to do that.” He tried to pat Luo Binghe’s head, bet his hand was swatted away and Luo Binghe scooted closer to Shen Yuan. “See you are proving my point.”

“I agree.” He smiled down at Luo Binghe.

“Shizun! I hmm I-” He was interrupted again.

“Perfect, how about we pick you up this Saturday and have lunch at our place?”

“NO!! I mean Shizun you can’t I want I….” 

Shen Yuan felt bad for him. He could tell that suggestion really made him nervous, “I would like to, but I have prior commitments that day, so maybe another time.” Meng Mo looked at him like he knew it was a lie. Why am I getting so nervous all of the sudden???

“Okay that is alright.” He turned to look ahead without another word. 

The car stopped in front of a luxury apartment building. He saw Mu Qingfang and Liu Qingge waiting there for their study session. “Thank you mister Luo and I’ll see you tomorrow Binghe.” He patted his head and exited the vehicle. 

Liu Qingge looked suspicious at the departing suv, “Who was that?” Mu Qingfang added, “I thought something was off when you texted us to go ahead to your place.”

“It was Binghe and his grandfather. They wanted to give me a ride, so how can I say no to that haha?”

“You know your brother told you not to get into stranger’s vehicles.”

“Qingge, Binghe is not a stranger and you better not snitch on me, I will never hear the end of it!” He walked into the apartment lobby not wanting to hear a lecture.

“Just let it go, Qingge, Yuan will lock you out if you piss him off and I would like to pass this group project. Thank you very much.” He followed behind. Qingge huffed, but listened to his friend's advice.

.......

“You can stop trying to come up with ways to kill me now, young master.” Luo Binghe had not stopped looking at Meng Mo since Shen Yuan left the car.

“What was that? You said to not let him get close, so why do this?”

“I was testing”

“Testing what? I already told you, Shizun is not dangerous!” He turned to look out the window, watching the scenery around them slowly become more rural.

“Fine I will just tell you since I already have an answer.” He turned to face him and said in an amused tone, “You have a crush on him.” 

His face started to show a faint red across it.  “No I don’t.” He kept his voice steady for the most part.

“Your actions do not line up with your words. Do you forget that we watch your every move? We can not have our Lord’s son dying on us.” 

“Can’t I be nice? He’s my friend.” 

The old man put his hand on his forehead and rubbed at the wrinkles, “You can have friends, but there is a difference between being nice and wooing someone. Do I need to list what you did and do for him?”

 Turning back to the window he said unbothered, “I’m done with this conversion.” 

I was quiet for only a couple of minutes before Meng Mo had to add-in, “You should not worry young master, your father would not care if you are gay, only that you do not bring home someone that is not trustworthy.” 

Luo Binghe wished he could kill him on the spot.

.......

Shen Yuan was on the phone with his brother, apparently Liu Qingge thought it was right to snitch on him after they finished the project. Now he is making instant spicy chicken flavored ramen while being reminded of the dangers of not fucking listening to direct orders. Their parents aren’t even this strict when they decide to pay them a visit from their important business trips. 

“Shen Yuan, do I hear a microwave beeping in the background!?”

“N-no Jiu, you are hearing things. Listen, I'm sorry I won’t do it again okay!”

“............... I will come home right now if you keep giving me a fucking attitude you nerdy brat!”

He put the phone on the counter and hit the speaker button, “That’s uncalled for! Stop acting like a villain Jiu!” 

A heavy sigh was heard for the other end. “I am just…They know where you live now w-”

Shen Yuan interrupted, “Just the building, not the apartment number. Let’s be realistic about this; if they were going to hurt me then why wait? What would be the reason?”

There was no response on the other end; it went on for a few minutes. Shen Yuan started to get concerned, “Big brother are you still there?”

 “Yes……..I have to go, just do not do that again and under any circumstances DO NOT tell them that you live alone right now.”

With that he hung up. Shen Yuan went back to preparing his food when he realized something. Did I ever give them my address?

Chapter Text

The winter was slowly coming to an end, so Luo Binghe suggested they eat their lunch in the garden since it was warmer out. He missed being in there, he missed the way it made him feel like it was their own little private hideaway. 

“Great idea Binghe. You’re so smart.” He patted his head and leaned in towards him. “Don’t tell anyone this, but you’re my favorite student.”

The middle schooler blushed. “I-I won’t Shizun!” 

Shen Yuan took his hand and led them there. Luo Binghe never wanted this to end, he will always remember this moment.

“Binghe you once again made another masterpiece. I would love to eat your food for the rest of my life.” 

“Really?!” 

Shen Yuan smiled at him. “Of course, I love your food.”

And I love you.. Luo Binghe thought; he didn’t have the balls to say it out loud. “Thank you….I would li- no love to do that for you.”

A random gust of cold wind hit them, which caused Shen Yuan to shiver. 

“Shizun, are you too cold? We can go back inside!”

“No it’s okay.” He scooted to him so that they pressed against each other. “Binghe is warm enough for me.”

Luo Binghe couldn’t move, he was trying not to lose it. Is he cuddling with me? Is that what this is? He decided to push his luck and wrap an arm around him. Shen Yuan didn’t move away. “I will keep you warm.”

He put his face against Binghe’s and rubbed their cheeks together . “Such a gentleman.”

………………….I could die happy now…………. He left their lunch forgotten on the bench in favor of putting his other arm around his Shizun. They stayed like this for an unknown amount of time, until Shen Yuan moved back and looked at him.

“Binghe.”

He looked into his enticing green eyes. “Yes Shizun.”

“You know you’ll be such a great husband someday.”

“I know I will….I….”

“You’re so handsome, who wouldn't want to be with you?”

“Shizun I've wanted to..to tell you something for a while now!”

“Say it Binghe. Say what you feel.”

“I want to be your husband someday!” He gripped the front of his beige coat with both hands.

Shen Yuan put both of his hands over Luo Binghe’s cheeks and rubbed a thumb gently on his face. “I would very much like that.” He pulled Luo Binghe closer. Their lips touched for only a few seconds, but to him it felt all too quick, so when Shen Yuan was pulling away he pulled him back.

Luo Binghe put one of hands behind the highschooler’s head to prevent him from moving back, but he had no intention of doing so. Shen Yuan kissed back with just as much intensity. 

He wanted to push it further, so he started to add tongue, hoping his Shizun would comply with what he wanted. He did by opening his mouth to allow access and the younger one wasted no time. He wasn’t sure if he was doing it right, until Shen Yuan moaned.

He felt his whole body over heat. His lower region started to become active. Luo Binghe at some point through the heat of the moment ended up laying on top and in between older one’s legs. 

Shen Yuan was moving his hips in a lazy rubbing motion, while moaning in the other's mouth. It felt so intense that he joined in moving with him, causing the bench to creak. 

I love you so much! I love you! I love you! That’s all he could think about; He finally got what he wanted.

Shen Yuan shifted his mouth away from him, but it didn’t stop Binghe from kissing him all over the side of his face. “Binghe, I want you to take me!”

“S-Shizun?”

“Binghe I can’t wait any longer!” He tried to pull off his own clothes.

“Shizun, I-”

(BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!)

He angrily reached over and threw his phone against the wall. It hit the floor, broken beyond repair. He didn’t care, he’ll just have one of his father’s cronies get him a new one. Fuck! Really!?!  He lifted the blakents to look under. I guess I need to do laundry now…..

.......

After a shower he took the blankets and pajamas to the washer machine. He threw them in annoyed and as he was turning to leave Meng Mo was waiting for him to notice that he was standing behind him.

“......”

“What do you want now?”

“Young master, I am here to tell you that your father wanted you to accept a day out with Lao Gongzhu’s daughter.”

“Not interested.”

“I figured as much.” He stroked his facial hair. “Why do you not tell him about your…..Lover?”

“He is not my lover! Now go away and tell my father I’m not going.” He was trying to leave but the old man was not letting him.

“You have no choice. The lord will be curious as to why you will not do it. He will definitely want to speak with you.”

“............”

“Do you want him to find out that your heart belongs to another?”

“I said he isn’t m-”

Meng Mo didn’t want to hear anymore of this nonsense. “I will never believe that and so will our Lord if he gets any indication that you like someone this deeply.”

He looked away and said in an uncaring voice, “Why would he even care? He doesn’t care what I do, so why care about something like that?”

“Young master, you misunderstand him. He-”

“I don’t care! I won’t go with her!”

“.......” He sighed. “Okay then you go tell him that.”

“...............Find I’ll go, but only this once!”

Why will he not just admit his feelings? The lord will probably be ecstatic that he picked someone that will not cause us problems. “If that is your wish.”

“Great. Can I go now?”

“Yes, but you have to answer one question first.” He held up his pointer finger for added effect.

“............”

“Why is the young master washing his own blankets?”

I will kill him someday! He pushed Meng Mo to the side and marched down the hall, without answering.

The old man smirked, making his way to Tianlang to give him the status on his son’s answer.

From down the hall around the corner little did they know Zhuzhi-lang was listening to the whole conversation.

Chapter Text

It was warming up; the trees were starting to show signs of life and the air had a clean-fresh smell. Shen Yuan thought it would be a good idea to take a private study session outside on a picnic table next to the highschool football field. It also happened to be around the time when football practice started, so it provided background noise. 

“Binghe, did you get your test result back yet?”

“Yes, but I hope Shizun won’t be too upset.”  He handed over the paper.

“I’m sure you did…How did you get a D? You did so well on the practice test.”

“I’m sorry, I just…forgot.”

“.....You forgot? Putting his hand over his eyes, “Binghe that doesn’t make sense…” 

“I’m sorry….”

God look at him, he seems like he’s going to start crying any moment! He has been in a daze lately….. I hope his home life isn’t getting too intense. “Okay, there, there.” He rubbed his back gently. “It’s not the end of the world. I know that teacher is very nice, she’ll let you redo it if I ask.”

“Okay, I promise I’ll do my best.” He leaned his body on Shen Yuan. Shizun is so warm and smells like ylang ylang with a hint of bergamot.

“You silly boy.” Binghe is so adorable! I just want to pinch that chibi face of his! No way this kid is part of a criminal organization! It sounds like some sort of cheap web novel series. A chime noise pulled them out of their thoughts. “Oh yeah forgot Jiu is coming. Come on, let's go get you to the pick up area.”

Luo Binghe picked up his things while Shen Yuan yelled over to the football players, “Byyyyye Qingge! Tell Qingfang when you see him to answer my texts!”

“Tell him yourself!”

“How, when he won’t answer? He walked quickly away before he gave him a chance to reply, “Thanks Qingge Senpai and Xiao, don't let him bully you!”

Gongyi Xiao smiled and waved bye. 

The other players were laughing behind him so, Qingge turned around and kicked a ball at the loudest one’s face, which made the rest go silent not wanting to feel the wrath of their team captain. 

Walking around the building Shen Yuan’s science teacher waved him over. “Shen Yuan I got the study guild earlier than expected. Do you still want it now or later?”

“Right now, Binghe, I'll be right back.” Luo Binghe shook his head and they went into the building.

He was standing by the exit doors for a couple of minutes when he saw a shadow at his feet. He looked up and saw a man. He realized that he looked a lot like his Shizun, with some slight differences in his appearance. Instead of dark brown hair he had black, his eyes were more sharp with a darker green color, and his face rested in an intimidating look in contrast to Shen Yuan’s relaxed look. But when the stranger stared directly into his eyes something changed in his demeanor, like he saw a ghost. 

He moved back a few steps, unable to look away. “You!”

The middle schooler jumped at the sudden aggression in his voice. He didn’t know what to do, he thought about running inside, but he was asked a question.

“You..What is your name?”

“............”

“Answer me now brat!”

“I’m..Luo Binghe….Sorry did I do something wrong?” The older man gave him a bad feeling, like when one's fight or flight response kicks in.

“Where is Y-”

“Jiu I told you to give me a minute! I was walking Binghe to his- Whoa, what are you doing? Stop dragging me!” Looking back at Luo Binghe he said, “Sorry Binghe he’s in a bad mood, I’ll see you Monday. Make sure you go over that test again!” 

With that Luo Binghe was left standing there confused. I think I just meant his brother and he hates me?

.......

“Jiu! Jiu! Will you stop for one second!” He didn’t stop, even with his younger brother complaining the whole way home. Once they stepped inside of the apartment Shen Jiu let go of his arm and finally began to speak. 

“He is dangerous Yuan, you cannot be around him anymore!”

“What? What is wrong with you? He is just a middle schooler, what could he possibly do?”

“His eyes! He has that bastard’s eyes! I could never forget someone like that!” Shen Jiu paced around the living room; his memories were resurfacing. Hi there. What is your name?

“Who’s eyes, you’re not making sense!”

Running his hands aggressively through his hair. Who is this? What? Oh him, he is my nephew. “I saw them today! I saw that SUV, the person driving, and what you told me it all adds up!” 

“Jiu you need to calm down!” He grabbed his hands. “You need to breathe slowly.”

Now then let us get back to business. I agree, you better run along kid. “No Yuan, listen! I looked up that name and all I could find was that they owned many properties. No pictures, no websites, no employee information, not even the owner's full name, just Luo. I also could not find anything on other relatives. It is all a front!”

“You came home this weekend to spy on me and him! Is that why you wanted to pick me up so badly, so you could find something that doesn’t exist?”

“Yuan I am telling you I have seen this before when I-I was…..Look you need to do as I say.”

Shen Yuan moved away from him. “Not everything involves your damn kidnapping!”

They both stood in silence, Shen Jiu had a look of hurt flashed across his face, but that was quickly schooled into an unreadable expression. 

Shen Yuan knew he shouldn’t have said that, but he couldn’t care less in the heat of the moment, maybe it was over his brother's overbearing nature or maybe he hated the thought of not seeing Luo Binghe anymore. 

Shen Jiu was the first to speak in the uncomfortable atmosphere. 

He walked to his bedroom door and said over his shoulder in an angry voice, “Get lost then.” Slamming it closed.

Shen Yuan was hurt; his brother never treated him like that. He may have been mad in the past, but never to the point of saying something, so uncaring. 

Fine I will then! He opened the front door and texted Liu Qingge telling him that he would be staying at his place tonight.

Chapter Text

It was a few weeks after he fought with his brother. Shen Yuan started to message him since he was back in college and the last thing he wanted was for Jiu to fail because he is upset. No matter how much he disagreed with Jiu he was still his older brother, he cared about him a lot. 

He understands why he acts the way he does, because of what he went through, but that’s not fair to Shen Yuan. He will not cut people out due to him being paranoid.

“Earth to Yuan. Are you there?” Qingfang waved a hand in front of his face.

“Oh sorry Jiu was messaging me.”

“Well maybe you can ask him to do my research paper for me? Why did I have to be born in a family of doctors?! I hate that I have to do extensive research on neurosurgery!”

“Why do you not pick another subject?”

“I wish I could Qingge, but my mother had to brag to the highest ranking medical school in the nation that I could do that no problem!” He had one hand squeezing his pencil for dear life. “So now if I want to get into that university I need to come up with the best damn paper out there….”

“There, there Qingfang we’re here for moral support.” Shen Yuan rested his hand on his friend's shoulder.

“Yeah good luck.” Liu Qingge didn’t even look up from his own study notes when he said those words.

“Jeez thanks guys. Such a big help! He sarcastically said.” 

Shen Yuan leaned over to Liu Qingge and whispered, “I think he’s going to lose it. What should we do?”

Qingge didn’t care to whisper his response, “We can not do much, only watch.”

Qingfang started to sob in his hands, while Shen Yuan made him put the pencil down for a break. “Study hall’s about to end, let's go get a snack.”

.......

“A-Luo!” 

“Yes.”

“Ummm, I wanted…..Are you going to the Spring dance this weekend?”

He looked up for his book, “No.”

Ning Yingying was defeated, she wanted to ask him to go with her, but he wasn’t planning on going. She sighed, her two hair buns seemed to have drooped with her mood. 

Ming Fan sat at the table behind them listening with his friends. Excitement ran through him knowing he had a chance to ask Yingying to the dance.

Liu Mingyan joined them for study hall, she casually added in, “That is a shame, Shen Yuan is going to be there.”

That caught his attention. “Really?”

“Yes really. I heard him tell my brother that a teacher asked him to volunteer.”

Yingying added, “Oh yeah, Shizun might even dress up!”

“I did hear him also tell my brother that he should go to the mall with him to help pick something out.” She opened her special notebook. “What do you think, A-Luo?” She put the pencil to her paper ready to start writing.

“Shizun is a good choice, he probably would look great in anything he chooses….” He thought for a moment then turned to Ning Yingying. “Would you like to go with me?”

Ming Fan almost broke his pencil in two. Fucking bastared!  

“YES! I would A-Luo!” She danced in her seat.

Mingyan wrote that down and shook her head at her best friend. One day you will get it Yingying, until then rip girl you will be doing the community a great service.

.......

The dance just started and Shen Yuan was standing against a wall with Qingge, he decided to volunteer with him when he found out Mingyan was asked by Gongyi Xiao to be his date.

“Awe look at them, he’s such a nice boy.”

“Whatever.”

“Come on Qingge lighten up! You should count yourself lucky that she chose him. Hey, don't turn your head away from me.” Shen Yuan walked away, “Fine be that way I’m getting something to drink.”

He was about to ask the worker what he wanted when someone hugged him from the side. 

“Hi Shizun!” A happy voice ringed-out

“Binghe, I didn’t know you would be here and look at you, so handsome.” Shen Yuan looked him over, he was wearing an all black formal suit with his hair tied down. The red ribbon that Yuan gave him compliments his dark hair.

“Thank you. You….You look really stunning!” Don’t blush! Stop blushing!!

“Binghe you’re too much. It’s just a white button up shirt and some black jeans.”

You mean a fitted shirt and tight fitting jeans…..I didn’t know he had such a slim waist! His eyes roamed more down, I see you have such a nice a-

“Binghe?”

“Oh sorry Shizun what did you say?”

He sighed amused, “I said, who did you come with?”

“Oh, Yingying.” He looked around pretending to not see her.

“Hmmm.” Shen Yuan found her in the corner surrounded by her friend group. It seems like she wants to get out…. ”There she is. Let me take you to her.” He grabbed the middle schooler’s hand.

“Shizuuuuun!” She broke free when the other girls saw them coming. “A-Luo I was looking for you!”

He didn’t say anything. 

Shen Yuan looked over to the group of girls who were giggling. He noticed they were those triplet sisters that wear the same outfits everyday, so it was hard for them to be told apart. 

“Shizun, Shizun, do you like my dress? Mingyan helped me pick it out!”

“It looks really pretty on you. Pink brings out your complexion.” He gave Luo Binghe a look and said, “Binghe, have you asked her to dance?”

He was caught off guard, “No Shizun.”

“Then take her, you should never leave a lady waiting.”

“Good idea! Yingying pulled him to the dance floor, disappearing from view.

Children. He heard some commotion beside him, he saw one of the sisters handing the other money in a sad manner, while the third kicked her foot disappointed. Are….Are they jealous of Yingying? Girl fights are scary so I shouldn’t get involved….But why the money though??? He went back to the drink stand.

“Qingge, I need some money.”

He looked at his sister's open hand. “Why do you need that?”

“For stuff. No questions please.”

“There is nothing in here where you need to pay.” He crossed his arms.

She crossed hers back. “...........”

“.............................”

“Okay find if you need to know so bad. I started my period and in the women's room the-”

“Take it.” 

“Thanks.” She walked away 292 yuan richer. Xiao was waiting for her, so she had to make this quick. She approached the triplets swiftly as she held up her long purple dress. “Okay girls I have a bet, but I need your help first.”

.......

It was later in the night, which made the dance to die down, Shen Yuan and Liu Qingge decided to sit at an abandoned table. Yuan mainly talked while Qingge carefully watched his sister’s every move with Xiao and listened to his friend talk.

Luo Binghe approached the table.

“Having fun Binghe? Where’s Yinying?” Shen Yuan had his legs crossed with his hand supporting his chain.

“Yes. She had to go to the bathroom. Are you having fun?”

He looked over to his hawk of a friend. “For the most part, yes.”

The announcer came on the speaker. “Okay students this will be the last dance for the night, so get yourself a partner and enjoy the song. You have a few minutes, thank you.”

“Qingge! I want to dance with you!”

“No.” Xiao lowered himself in a chair at the table and Qingge pointed at him. “You have a dance partner.”

“I wanted to dance with you at least once tonight.”

“...........” He refused to move with her pulling.

“Brother I just started my period and I will start to cry if you do not do this for me.”

“...........Damn it, find let us go.”

Yuan tapped the younger boy. “Binghe you should find Yingying before it starts.”

“Oh no he can not, Yingying also started her period too.”

The four boys had the same reaction. 

“...............................”

“...............................”

“...............................”

“...............................”

She shrugged, “That is how girls work, I did not think you guys would understand. Shen Yuan, why not take her place for A-Luo?”

Really girl? Two men dancing together is not good for social status. “No, I wouldn’t-” Binghe there’s that sad look again…..It must be because his date can’t…..And I see no other girls around. “I mean if it’s okay with Binghe then sure.”

“Yes I would lo- like that.”

Shen Yuan followed him to the floor. He put his hand on his shoulder and the other on the top part of his back. “Now Binghe, I’ll be honest with you. I don’t know how to dance so you need to lead.”

He nodded his head and then put one hand on highschooler’s back and the other on his waist. The older boy assumed he put it there because he was shorter than him. 

The music started, it was a slow song called Eyes on Me. Luo Binghe was effortless leading him. 

Binghe wanted to close the distance between them, but was too afraid of not knowing the reaction he might get. Nonetheless he was fortunate to get this opportunity, so decided to enjoy the moment.

Thank fuck it’s a slow song, I would not be able to keep up if it was faster. He heard Binghe humming with the music and asked, “You like this one?”

He looked up, smiled and looked away to answer, “Yes, it reminds me of someone.”

Awe “That someone must be special then.”

“Yes, they are…….Shizun I-”

Before he could finish, someone bumped him from behind, effectively pushing his face into Shen Yuan’s shoulder. Yuan, out of reflex, wrapped his arms around him to prevent a fall. 

“Whoa that was close. Who did that?’ He patted Binghe’s back and looked around in the dim light. “Are you okay?”

Music was hitting its last note when Luo Binghe looked up and started to lean forward, but before he could get to his destination the speaker made a screech noise causing Shen Yuan to move back and cover his ears.

“Testing is this working? Sorry about that students. The dance is over please make your way out of the building and thank you for coming.” The staff member had a hard time adjusting the microphone in place, “And have a goodnight.

“Well let’s go Binghe.” Rubbing his ears said, “You need to find Yingying…….” He saw Qingge looking around alone and asked him, “Hey where did Mingyan go?”

It turns out the three sisters quietly emptied the toilet paper from the stall Ning YingYing was in. The poor girl didn’t get help until after the last dance was done and she never found out that it was all a plan. “Thank you Mingyan. Who would do something like this?!”

“No problem.” She waited for the girl to leave and then put her hand out to the sisters in the doorway who thought it would not be possible, even with a little help. “Pay up.”

.......

Luo Binghe entered the front door, his house was dark except for a singular light coming from the living room on his left. He tried to be discreet as possible so as to not catch the attention of whoever was in there. 

“Luo Binghe, come here.”

He almost made it to the stairs when his father called for him. Damn it! He peeked into the room and saw him sitting in a chair under a lamp. He was putting down a book on the dark wooden end table when he looked in.

“Come in.”

“Yes?”

He made a knowing smile at his son. “Did you enjoy the dance?”

His eyes widened in confusion. “Okay.”

His father hummed, “Okay? That is it?”

“.......”

“Did you enjoy going with Ning Yingying?”

“I guess.” He said with not a hint of enjoyment in the answer.

“Now son I would think you as a teenager would be over the moon going out with such a pretty girl.” 

The son shrugged at him, not giving much to go by. 

“So unromantic of you. You did not give her some sort of gift? How are you going to woo her with that attitude?”  He purposely made a concerned face at him, “You also did not do that for Huan Hua’s daughter, so why is that?”

“I’m not interested in them. Now can I go to bed?”

“Hmm, so we are not interested in anyone? No one at all?” 

“Nope….” He looked away when answering.

Tianlang was satisfied with what he observed and sent his son away. When he knew he was in his room by now he said, “Zhuzhi-Lang.”

His nephew came in from the other entrance behind him. “My Lord.”

“Did you find anything?”

“Yes. He seems to be focused on a highschool boy named Shen Yuan.”

That information intrigued him. “Shen…That name seems familiar. I guess what you heard from their conversation that day was not misheard.”

“What would my Lord like to do?”

Tianlang got up and slowly moved to the stairs. “Call Meng Mo and tell him I want to speak with him in my office.” 

Chapter Text

A typing noise could be heard in the corner of a coffee shop. Shen Yuan was finishing up his forms for university. Why do they need to know so much information? He should have had this done weeks ago when he was going to do it with Jiu, but their fight pushed it to the wayside. 

He looked through it one more time to ensure that no information was missing and satisfiedly hit the submit button. Finally!  Now we wait….

Rubbing his eyes he started to notice that his vision was getting more blurry, but he has been putting off getting an eye exam until the summer. He didn’t want his brother to be right about, staring at a screen too long will ruin his eyes, Jiu will not let that go if right.

Shen Yuan finished the rest of his coffee, he needed it for the study session he will be doing when at home. He will be very happy when these last two weeks of highschool are over, yet a sad feeling came over him. 

Playing with the empty cup in his hands he got lost in his thoughts on the last year of highschool. Yuan would be lying if he said he wasn’t going to miss his friends and students when moving to Qiong Ding. Liu Qingge was going to a university a city over, but Mu Qingfang was going to Qian Cao medical school hours away.

His students will be staying here and be highschoolers next semester. Who knows the next time he will see them. 

He stared at the cup in deep thought, Binghe will probably grow more when I come back to visit..….He’s very cute so I can see him becoming an attractive man….What the Hell is wrong with me!?!  He closed his laptop and put it in his bag. Nothing wrong with admiring another guy’s beauty, but he’s my student damn it! 

Throwing the thought away he ordered another drink and made his way home. Walking he felt something hit his arm causing his coffee to fall on the ground. Nooooooo my life's blood!!

“Oh I very very sorry!”

He saw a casually dressed man with short fluffy jet-black hair bent down picking up his spilled drink. “I sorry I don’t see you.”

“No no it’s okay!” Shen Yuan realized he was a foreigner and couldn’t speak the language well.

The taller man waved his hand dismissively, “No no I pay I pay.”

“No you really don’t have to, it was an accident!”   

He looked at him with misunderstanding hazel eyes. “No come I pay.” He pushed Shen Yuan back to the coffee shop.

“Okay, okay I’ll go! Hey no pushing!” This skinny guy is stronger than he looks!

The man made him order what he wanted and kept apologizing. “So sorry.”

“You don’t need to say that anymore I wasn’t mad. It wasn't a big deal!”

 He looked at Shen Yuan for a moment then said, “Sorry I no speak many Mandarin. I here visiting family.”

“That’s okay” He gestures his hand around trying to convey understanding the man’s situation. “Umm, Do you speak English?”

He nodded and changed the language. “Yes, I understand this better.”

“Great. Where are you visiting from?” Yuan thought to ask since the man was kind enough to replace his drink.

“Japan, I am here to see my mother’s side of the family.”

That made more sense looking at him now, the man had a mix of Chinese and Japanese features. “I hope you are enjoying China. He bowed and said, "My name is Shen Yuan.”

The man bowed back. “I am.” He stopped for a second. “My name is Tatsumi Yumie. Nice to meet you.” Yumie said stiffly.

“Thank you again, and-” Shen Yuan was trying to end the conversation to go home when he was interrupted.

“This might be too forward, but may I ask you a question?”

“Oh I…Sure what is it?”

Yumie said it without hesitating. “Would you like to go on a date with me?”

W-w-w-WHAT?? Did I just hear that right!?!? “I…I think I misunderstood, so can you say that again?”

“I said do you want to go on a date with me?”

“..........I Yumie I’m flattered, but I-I’m not interested.”

He didn’t look disappointed, only curious. “Is it because you do not find me attractive?”

“No you are..handsome!” Wait what are you saying to a man?!?! “I just…..”

“You do not like men?”

“Yes exactly!” He said nervously.

Yumie gave him a perplexed look. “Are you sure?”

WHAT! THE! FUCK!!! Can he not take NO for an answer! “Yes, I’m sure…Hey it was nice meeting you, but I need to go. Bye!” Shen Yuan quickly walked away before he could say anymore and hoped to never see this guy again. 

.......

Tianlang was sitting in his office going through more information that their secret seller called Yiling Patriarch provided for them. Whoever they were really wanted Wens to go down. 

A knock was heard at the door. “Enter.”

Zhuzhi-lang stepped in. “I have an update.”

The older man pushed papers to the side and put his full attention on his nephew. “Great. What did he say?”

“Sadly I could not get much out of him, but he said he was not interested in men.”

The master of the house huffed at that. “After what Meng Mo told me I do not believe that. So nothing else?”

“No, he quickly left when I tried to push the question.” He bowed out of shame.

Leaning by in his large chair he said, “Hmmm, that sounds suspicious to me. Must be in denial.”

“Do you think he might actually not like men, my lord?”

They both stared at each other knowing the answer.

“Nephew, you saw with your own eyes their actions at that dance. My darling son of mine has unsubtle actions as to where my future son-in-law has subtle.” 

He said nothing, but thought, My lord, I think you have been reading too many romance novels……

“Now how was his attitude?” He leaned forward.

”I knocked his full cup of coffee to the ground and he was not mad in the slightest.”

“Excellent!” He clapped his hands together. “He will need patience in dealing with my emotional son.”

My lord is really making one of his novels come true….I guess that is why he became so interested with the young master all of a sudden? Zhuzhi nodded in agreement.

“I need you to continue watching them when you can in the meantime. Also I do want you to try and pry information out of Luo Binghe.” He smiled. “Meng Mo is busy being punished for not letting me know about this sooner, so it falls on you.”

“Yes.”

“But I will hopefully get myself involved soon, because what father would not help his son.” 

“Yes, I understand.” He bowed again. 

“Good. Now unfortunately we need to handle a situation in the meantime. Apparently the Wens made another move out of line.” He held-up some papers. “Things have not been the same since Ruohan died.”

“Yes my lord, where do you want me to start?”

Chapter Text

“Jiu come on, it will be fun.”

“No.”

“But you put in a lot of hard work to do this!”

“It is a waste of my time.” He tried to push his bedroom door closed. “Now drop it!”

Shen Jiu just finished his last assignment and was going to graduate next week. The problem was that he didn’t want to be involved in the ceremony. 

“Mom and dad will come!” He coaxed.

Their parents couldn’t usually be present in their lives due to running the family business overseas, so they pushed Shen Yuan to get his brother to agree on doing the ceremony. The issue was getting Shen Jiu to change his mind was very difficult.

“I do not care what they do.” He smacked at his little brother's hands that were holding the door opened. “They do not really care, now leave me alone brat!”

“Don’t say that! He pushed harder, “Please, I want to go!”

He stopped for a second. Shen Yuan thought he was actually getting through to him until his brother quickly shoved him away from the door and locked it. 

A muffled voice said from the other side of the door, “Go get ready for school brat!”

Shen Yuan smirked. He got close to the door and said in a playful voice. “Well too bad, I already put you down on the list. I ordered your graduation cap and robe. Also I told Qingyuan, Qingqi, mom, and dad you would be there……”

Loud footsteps came closer, Yuan ran to his room and locked his door. Shen Jiu was threatening to beat his ass when he got a hold of him from the other side. 

In the end he calmed down and agreed to go, but not before whacking his younger brother a few times with his fan.

.......

“Shizun I’m sad!” Ning Yingying pouted at him.

He stopped showing Luo Binghe how to write some English words to acknowledge her. 

“Why is that Yingying?”

“You won’t be teaching us anymore!” She hugged his arm.

“Yeah she’s right. You will be leaving soon.” Ming Fan added.

Luo Binghe didn’t say anything, only kept his sadness inside. Liu Mingyan sat on the end of the table watching them. She started to join in their group study time even though she never asks for help.

Ming Fan asked her one day why she even comes and she replied saying that she likes having background noise when writing sometimes. He tried to peek over to see what was written in her note book, but she would close it on him.

They Are so cute. “Now don’t be so sad, you’ll have each other.” He patted her head, which caused Luo Binghe to agitate in his seat. “And I will stay in contact……I might even be your teacher again someday.”

Ning Yingying couldn’t stay sad for long, she was a cheerful girl. “Okay! Will you send me gifts?”

“Of course, now get your things, it's time to leave.”

Ming Fan was internally angry. Luo Binghe took up Shen Yuan’s time again, so he didn’t get the study time he thought he deserved. To him everything was perfect, with just him and Ning Yingying being taught. 

He would never admit it, but his real reason for asking to join was to get closer to Ning Yingying. He had a crush on her through all of middle school, but she put her interest in Luo Binghe. Ming Fan never understood what she saw in him.

Eventually he started to admire Shen Yuan as a highschooler with high ambitions, who had a set goal in life that was what he wanted to do. He never knew what he wanted to do in life. His mother pushed for him to become chief of police like his grandfather, until his Shizun encouraged him to do what he wanted.

But a few months ago when his mother was running late to pick him up, he saw Luo Binghe and Shen Yuan hugging outside of the school on that snowy day. It made him feel disgusted at the display of affection.

In the moment he lost any admiration he had for Yuan, still he decided to pretend nothing was wrong and watched their interactions. 

Ming Fan came up with the conclusion that Luo Binghe was to be blamed; trying to do a despicable thing to his teacher without notice from the other party. 

He thought about warning his Shizun, but couldn’t get the time alone with him. He didn’t want to message him in fear of it getting misinterpreted. Soon he will find a way to save him.

The group split-up, but Shen Yuan out of habit now walks with Luo Binghe to his ride everyday after school. They were almost there when he stopped in his tracks.

Binghe said confused, “Shizun?” He looked in the direction Yuan was looking and saw his brother. Luo Binghe felt wary of him ever since the day they met. Instinctively he moved more behind Shen Yuan. 

Shen Jiu stayed at the edge of the sidewalk and crossed his arm, with a look that said, get your ass over here.

Shen Yuan made a huff noise and said, “Binghe I think he needs me for something, so you’ll have to go the rest of the way by yourself.”

“Okay, no problem Shizun. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Wait, you forgot something.”

Luo Binghe looked over at Shen Jiu and back to him, nervous. “He won’t get mad?”

“Don’t worry about him, he has a mean attitude with everyone.” Opening his arms he said, “Come here.”

At some point in their routine, Luo Binghe would quickly hug Shen Yuan and get into his ride. He never stopped him, only encouraging by hugging back. It added on more to the theory that poor Binghe was a neglected child who wanted some affection in his mind.  

Before leaving Luo Binghe glanced at Shen Jiu one more time and saw that he was fuming with hatred at himself. He still did not understand why the man hated him so much, even if Shizun said he didn't, he wouldn't believe him.

Shen Yuan grabbed his arm. “I said I would be on the other side to meet you.”

“So, you do that with him everyday?”

He let go and faced him. “Yeah.  Do you have a problem with that?”

“Yuan you know how I feel…….”

“.............”

“Whatever, let us go. We can not be late with your asshole friends.” Shen Jiu wanted to say more than that, but the thought of his brother refusing to talk to him hurt. What kept him sane was knowing that Shen Yuan was going to leave town soon, in turn separating him from that little beast.

“Jiu stop calling them that!” He walked beside him.

“Okay, then let us see your good-for-nothings.”

Really!?! Brother your man hating is going too far….. ”Just no swearing, Mingyan will be there.”

“Of course, she is a sweet girl. The rest are worthless.”

Ugh…….How does Qingyuan handle you? 

.......

“Hello young master.”

Luo Binghe was taken aback as to why Zhuzhi-Lang is here instead of Meng Mo. “Why are you here?”

“Meng Mo is busy.” It wasn’t a lie he was busy being punished by having to do one of the most boring jobs as a criminal, paperwork. 

He didn’t buy it. “You know he doesn't always come when I need to be picked up. So what is the real reason?”

“Young master is very perceptive, unfortunately I can not tell you.”

He said irritatedly, “Why?” 

“Orders from our lord.” He chose to be straightforward with the questions to get more of a reaction out of him. 

That made him worry. Did Meng Mo tell him? That bastard! I will kill him! “I want to speak to him. Is he home?” I need to find a way to prevent that old man from being near Shizun.

“No, our lord is handling something at the moment. Some information has come about our past associates and it will take some time.”

Damn it…… ”Well when you see him tell him I want to talk with him.”

“Understood.”

Luo Binghe fidgeted with a pencil that his Shizun forgot to get back from him. His cousin watched him, noting that he was pretty sure he knew where that object came from.

He had a job to do, so he had to ask, “Who was that boy that hugged you young master?”

Almost dropping the pencil he replied, “None of your business.”

Zhuzhi pushed. “Is he a close friend?”

“....................” 

“Perhaps a nice tutor?”

“....................”

The younger cousin was giving him nothing. He had no choice but to push out information in a more unconventional way.

“He was very good looking. Do you know if he is single?” He said in a relaxed manner.

The pencil dropped. “What……Why…..No. No he is not!”

“That is too bad.”

“What do you mean?” Anger seeped into his tone.

“I am interested.”

“Interested? In what?”

“In him.”

He saw something malicious flash in the teenager’s eyes. He had no doubt in his lord's sense of people’s feelings after seeing this. But did he truly know how deep these feelings went?

“Maybe you should drop those interests….” His voice gave off no room for argument. 

“I will.”

Luo Binghe stared at him without any emotion for a few moments, then he reached down to pick up the pencil. “Good.” He acted like the discussion never happened, but inside his thoughts were jumbled.

Zhuzhi-Lang knew his lord would be happy to get this information. 

Chapter Text

Shen Yuan was sitting in the bamboo garden with Luo Binghe. Though the flowers were in full bloom and the sun was warmly shining through the bamboo stalks, it was a sad occasion. It was the last day of school, so gone are the days of them having lunch in the garden. Luo Binghe will be in highschool and Shen Yuan in university a few cities over. 

“Binghe I can tell you are upset.” After spending months with the middle schooler Shen Yuan noticed a few facial expressions that would indicate his emotions. Like now when his dark eyes would become glassy.

“No Shizun, I'm okay!”

Yuan did know he was upset with their parting. It’s only natural to be sad not seeing someone that you spend lots of time with, leave for a long period of time.

He put his chopsticks down looking at Binghe’s share of food untouched. “Binghe you don’t have to lie. I know you are bothered.”

“I….I am.” 

“Is it because I won’t be around to teach you?”

“Yes…” He still wasn’t saying the full truth. How could he admit his feelings to him at a time like this? Would he even accept them? That killed him the most.

Shen Yuan's heart felt heavy at seeing Binghe in such a sad state, so thought to use words to  cheer him up. “Remember you have your friends and Yingying real-”

“They’re not you!” Accidentally erupting. “I want you!” Throwing his food to the ground.

Shen Yuan’s eyes widened at the sudden outburst. Binghe never had done that before, so he stayed silent watching him clench his shaking fists.

“I.” Luo realized his mistake looking at his Shizun’s shocked eyes. “I’m sorry I shouldn’t.” He got on his knees trying to clean-up the mess. “I will never bother you again, I'm sorry…” 

He wouldn’t look at his Shizun again, because he didn’t want to see the disgust on his face. I ruined everything! Tears started to run down his cheeks. 

“Binghe…Get up.”

“No! It is my fault! I shouldn’t have said those things!  His voice was wobbly trying to hold back the crying. “I-I understand if you hate me. I won't bother you an-”

Before he could finish Yuan got down on his knees and gently embraced him. Luo Binghe was frozen, but tears still rolled down his face.

“Binghe stop saying such things.” He said in a calm voice. “I  could never hate you.” Shen Yuan brought a hand to Luo Binghe’s soft curly hair and stroked it. “If it makes you feel better than go ahead and cry, just let it out I will be here.”

Shen Yuan knew it was improper to comfort another guy in this way, but Binghe was his student. He could not just give him a simple pat on the back and send him on his way. No he needed to show him that he means the words said, so what better way then physical contact.

Luo Binghe was mentally losing it being this close to his Shizun. His face was pressed against Shen Yuan's chest while being gently rubbed was drying up his tears. 

“It’s okay.” He said positioning them to put Binghe in between his opened legs. Yuan figured if he added more physical contact it would make Binghe more comfortable seeing as he liked sticking next to him at every chance he got. Definitely signs of a neglected child. He internally sighed. 

Luo Binghe thought for a second that he was in one of his many dreams again; blushing furiously he closed his legs tight. His Shizun didn’t notice that he stopped crying yet.

“Don’t worry Binghe, I will stay in contact with you.” He moved his face to where his mouth was touching the middle schooler’s forehead saying, “I can even give you my number so you can text me at any time.”

Luo Binghe wasn’t listening, only focusing on hiding his arousal and thinking of anything that would get rid of it. But nothing is working when you have someone you find extremely attractive touching you. His body was on fire at this point. 

He seems to have gotten more tense…I must be terrible at comforting people! Shen Yuan put the nail in the coffin when he said, “If you want to get more comfortable I can set you on my lap?” 

He reached over to Luo Binghe leg without waiting for an answer, when the younger boy pulled back a few feet away and layed in the fetal position on the ground covering his face. He pushed his knees to his chest. “No, Shizun I feel better! You can leave now!”

Confused Shen Yuan crawled over to him. “If you feel better then why are you doing this?”

“I-I-I just need a moment, so could you please go?” He wanted the ground to swallow him up. 

He was over Binghe trying to pull his hands away from his face. “Now what teacher would I be if I left you like this? Come on, let me look at your face Binghe.”

Footsteps and a few voices could be heard coming towards them. Binghe visibly panicked.

“Oh it must be Yingying and Mingyan. I forgot they were coming.” He looked at Binghe, deciding to tell them to meet him at the football field. He didn’t want to make the poor boy feel worse with others seeing the display.

Before he could tell him what he was going to do, Binghe ran to the small pond and threw himself in it. Water splash everywhere.

“Binghe!?” Shen Yuan rushed to the pond.

The other students came to an unexpected sight. There they saw Luo Binghe in a waist deep water splashing around in Shen Yuan arms.

“Stop moving! Why would you do this?” 

“No reason! I’m okay! I’m sorry!”

“No reason?!” He tried to drag Binghe out, but he was stronger than he looked. “What nonsense!”

Ning Yingying said to her friend, “Should we do something?”

Liu Mingyan said, “No, this is clearly something they need to handle on their own. We should not interfere.”

Shen Yuan finally noticed that they were there, which caused him to lose a grip on Binghe. The boy slipped deeper in the cold water.

“Nothing to see here, you two head somewhere else to eat!” 

“But Shizun what happened?” Ning Yingying was about to step closer, but Shen Yuan waved his hand indicating for them to leave.

Mingyan of course wanted to stay, but knew it would be best for her two subjects to be alone. This is an inspiring scene for my story. “We understand.” She pushed her out of the garden.

Thank you Mingyan… He looked down at Binghe’s half submerged face. “Binghe.”

Luo didn’t budge.

Shen Yuan put his hands on his hips and said in a stern voice, “Binghe, get out of the water now or I will stay in here with you until you give in.”

He got up seeing no other option. Plus the problem seems to have calmed down.

“Good, now will you tell me why you did that?” Yuan had his hand on his shoulder.

He shook his head no.

Binghe, you sweet impulsive child. “Fine you don’t have to tell me.” He squeezed the bottom of his wet school shirt. 

Luo Binghe stood there not moving, water dripping from his whole body. “I’m sorry.”

“Binghe I told you before to not apologize so much.” He looked at the time on his watch. “We should get changed.”

Luo Binghe agreed, collecting his things. He tried not to look at his Shizun’s wet clothes clinging to his skin.

Shen Yuan turned to him. “Oh I almost forgot to say. Did you want to come to my graduation?”

“You really want me there?” 

“Yes.”

“Are you sure?” He said hesitantly.

“Of course.” He patted Binghe’s wet head. “It would only be fair seeing as I would be going to your highschool graduation in the future. If you would want me to, that is.”

“He felt his heart sore at those words. “Yes I want you to come!”

“Good.” Smiling he said, “It’s a date then.”

.......

It was finally here Shen Yuan was graduating highschool and will soon be thrusted into the world of sleepless nights, energy drinks, and mental breakdowns.He may be able to finally find a girlfriend along the way seeing as he was so busy in highschool to do so. 

Their parents came home a few days ago, which was nice to see the whole family together for once. But all he truly cared about was that Jiu was there. Even though his brother acted uncaring in others' eyes Yuan can see his disguised act of kindness over the years. 

Shen Jiu was standing behind him trying to fix his hair. He was rushed to the seat where the rest of his class was. One by one they called each of their names, when it got to his name cheers could be heard from the back rows. 

He looked out and saw Luo Binghe gently clapping next to a jumping Ning Yingying, Ming Fan was happily clapping too, and his brother looked annoyed at the two boys he deemed brats were there. His parents watched proud of their son having accomplished such a goal. Yue Qingyuan managed to show up looking amused by the group. 

Once the ceremony came to an end all the graduates searched for their group. 

“Congratulations Shizun!!!” Ning Yingying hug-tackled him. 

“Thank you Yingying.” He patted her shoulder. 

“Congratulations!” Ming Fan and Luo Binghe said in unison, which Fan was not too happy about.

“Thank you, thank you.”

His mother said, pinching his cheek, “Look at my handsome son. You are almost an adult, I feel so old.”

His father wrapped an arm around his shoulders, shaking him a bit, “We could not be more happy.”

Shen Yuan was getting embarrassed. “Thank you mom and dad.”

Shen Jiu stepped up to save his brother. “Come on brat, you have pictures to take.” He pushed him towards the picture setup.

Their parents happily followed their two sons.  

“Jiu you should not be so pushy.” Yue Qingyuan added in.

“Thank You Qingyuan, see Jiu, someone who understands patience!” Regreadless that didn’t stop his brother from the goal, “You guys go ahead and have some fun, I’ll see you in a little bit.”

“Yeah!!! Come guys let’s go!” She pulled the two boys outside where she saw her best friend. “Hi Mingyan! Where’s your brother?” 

“Our parents are making him take pictures with the other football players.”

“Hehe I bet he’s very upset.”

“You know it. I already got some pictures of his agitated face.”

“I want to see! Can you send me some?”

As the two girls went through the photo album, Luo Binghe decided it was the best time to slip away. He was proud of Shen Yuan for graduating, but he couldn’t help feeling depressed. What better place to go than the garden. He sat on the bench, to embrace calm around him. I can’t let Shizun go…What if I try to graduate highschool early? I can do that, I can jump a few grades! The only reason I hadn’t was because my father would have expected me to start training early….. 

“Well so this is where you and Shizun go.”

He was shocked back to reality by Ming Fan’s voice, “Can you leave me alone?”

Stepping forward, “Oh so you got more bold being around Shizun all of these months?”

Luo Binghe said nothing. It was Shen Yuan graduation day, so he rather not cause trouble and got up to leave. Ming Fan was not having that and stood in front of the exit. “Move.”

Smirking, he said, “Why should I asshole?” He shoved him to the ground. “He’s better off without you bugging him all of the time!”

“That’s not true!” Is it? No, he knew for a fact it wasn’t.

“I heard it myself. On the last day before winter break. After you hugged him, you left and I heard him say on the phone that he was glad to have three weeks off from you.”

“How d-”

“I was waiting in the pavilion behind the bushes at the pick up area. I had to stay late to make up for an overdue assignment.” 

“..........”

“Face it, he doesn’t care, he just wants to have good credits for helping students. I accepted that, so why don’t you?”

“No you’re wrong. He would never think that way.” Luo Binghe couldn’t understand why he was lying. He picked himself up, done with this nonsense. “Leave me alone.”

“Really, how about I tell him that you have distasteful feelings for him?”

He kept walking, ignoring him.

“Shizun would be disgusted with you!” Ming Fan taunted. “You really think he would return those feelings?”

Luo Binghe was almost out of the garden.

“Well if that doesn’t bother you then let’s see how Shizun feels about the matter.”

That stopped him. He was filled with a mix of outrage and worry at Ming Fan’s words. Shen Yuan could not find out right now; Luo Binghe wasn’t ready. He recently decided to build himself up before he could prove himself to be worth his Shizun’s love. 

“I see that stopped you.” Ming Fan cockly crossed his arms. “But it’s too late, I’m telling him anyway.”

He walked closer to him, voice devoid of emotions. “If you do that I will make you regret that decision.” 

Ming Fan was a little taken back, but thought it was nothing but empty threats. “Sure okay I’m so scared of a crybaby like you.” He shoved past him.

But Ming Fan was grabbed him by the collar of his shirt. “I mean it.”

“Let go brat!” He pulled away to face him. “You are just going to mess up his celebration!”

They both were in a tug of war with each other until sometime fell to the ground. Luo Binghe’s eyes went wide as he tried to grab the object, but Ming Fan was faster. He held up a jade pendant hanging from a broken red string. 

“Give it back now!”

Ming Fan held it up to examine, “You want this fake piece of junk back? Where did you get it from? A flea market? Hahaha!” 

Luo Binghe punched him in the face. The other boy staggered back and in a fit of revenge, threw it as hard as he could. Panic shot through his whole body, he fell to the ground searching frantically. Where is it! I’ll kill him if I can’t find it!

Rubbing his face he said, “You loo-” But Ming Fan was grabbed by a stranger in a suit, “Hey let go who are-”

“Young Master, we must go now.” A tall man with sharp features and long shiny black hair said tonelessly.

“No! I need to find it! No, no let go!” He pulled away frantically searching the bushes.  

Luo Binghe in the moment didn’t question why out of nowhere his second cousin was here. He only had the goal of finding that pendent.

He pointed to two of his men, “Take him through the back. Do not let people see.” 

“No, I said let me go!!!” Luo Binghe kicked and struggled, but it was useless when two grown men were carrying him towards the car. “Mobei we have to go back!”

“We have been compromised.” 

He stopped struggling when he heard that. With tears in his eyes he pushed out the word, “What?” They put him in the SUV and quickly drove away.

.......

Shen Yuan was able to pry himself away from countless pictures and random aunties cheek pinching. He found Ning Yingying, Liu Mingyan, and Ming Fan talking in a circle, more like the girls were having one, while he listened.

“Are you guys having fun?”

“YEAH!” Ning Yingying yelled, Liu Mingyan waved, and Ming Fan shook his head nervously yes.

Shen Yuan looked around, "Where's Binghe?”

The two girls shrugged, but Ming Fan looked away.

“Fan, where is he?” Said sternly, “And don’t try to lie.”

“I-I think he went to the gardens! I need to go, my mom is here!” He ran before Shen Yuan could ask anything else.

Fan you just made things worse on yourself. “Alright, I’ll be back.”

“Shizun, I will go with you also!” 

“But Yingying, I need you here.” Liu Mingyan said.

“But!”

“Look there’s my brother! Let’s go get pictures!” She forcefully skipped her friend away. 

“Ahhhhh!” Poor Ning Yingying fearfully yelled. 

I will never understand teenage girls. Shen Yuan thought as he made his way to the bamboo garden. He stepped in the pathway, “Binghe? Bingheee?” Where could he have gone too? Must be looking for me. 

He was about to leave when something caught his eye. Hanging from a bamboo stock was Luo Binghe’s pendant. How did this get here? A couple of months ago when they were having lunch Shen Yuan asked what that red string around his neck was. He pulled it out from under his school uniform and explained that his old nanny that sadly passed away from a sudden illness gave it to him to remember her by. 

Shen Yuan could tell even though it was fake jade the boy had a strong attachment to it.

Picking it from the branch he held it carefully in his hand. He would never be this careless….I wonder where he is at? He started to get worried.

Shen Yuan wandered around the school hoping to find him, he even asked a few people, but no one knew anything. Not long after the crowd began dispersing, leaving to continue their celebrations.

“Yuan, come on, let us go!” His brother yelled from the parking lot. Yue Qingyuan was sitting in his car waving.

He walked over to him, “What is that in your hand?”

“Oh, it’s nothing, I found it and thought it was pretty so I kept it.” There is no way I’m telling you. You’ll just tell me to throw it away if you knew it was Binghe’s 

“Weirdo. Well anyways everybody's already heading to the restaurant. Where is that little beast?”

“Ugh.” So rude bro! “I think he had to leave early.” Shen Yuan looked back one more time and said,  “Let’s go.” 

Chapter Text

Sitting in the restaurant after his ceremony was a happy occasion, he finally could move to the next step in life. Shen Yuan was very grateful to be surrounded by his supportive family and friends, but worry sat in the back of his mind. 

He looked over to their mother showing extra parental care for her eldest child. She had been this way with Jiu when he came back home all those years ago.

She scooped up more food to put it in his bowl. “Here Jiu eat some more rice, you are far too skinny.”  

Jiu agreed with his mother, accepting it without question. “Okay.” 

Their mother was the only one in the family of four that Shen Jiu would never argue or disagree with. He seemed to find comfort from her that he didn’t fully feel with his father or his little brother. Shen Yuan never questioned him about it in fear of opening up past trauma, but he could probably guess if he wanted to look deeper into it. 

Her smile causes her hazel eyes to show warmth. “Good.” 

Their father nodded in agreement, he was more of the quiet one of their parents.

He continued to watch his family and friends interact with each other letting their conversion fade into the background as his thoughts took over.  

Shen Yuan secretly held the jade pendant in his hand. He thought that he should fix the broken red string before giving it back to Binghe. It would hopefully prevent him from being overly upset from losing it. Shit I should have given him my phone number! Why did I have to forget!?

It could have been an emergency… I wish I knew if the little lamb was doing okay…. He rubbed the pendent with his thumb in delicate motion to soothe his thoughts. He knew how important this was to him, so he couldn’t help feeling bad about forgetting. 

Shen Yuan then remembered that Binghe’s grandfather drove him home months ago, so maybe they would stop by. He’ll show up…… But it wouldn’t hurt to see if Yingying or Mingyan has some way to contact him.

A smack on the back of his head brought him back to awareness. “Ow! Jiu why did you-”

“Mother asked you a question, so pay attention.” He laid his fan back down.

RUDE! RUDE! RUDE! You almost knocked me out! He looked to his mother who was holding back a laugh. Don’t encourage him! In a nice voice he said, “Sorry mom. What did you say?”

.......

In the garden behind the highschool a figure could be seen sitting on the wooden bench. The light summer breeze swept through the bamboo branches swaying them slightly. 

Shen Yuan sighed heavily, getting up to leave after waiting many hours for a certain person. It has been over a month since his graduation and the ex-high schooler would come nearly everyday to sit.

Putting the fixed jade pendant back into a green pouch he got to keep it safe, Yuan made his way back home.

Shen Yuan asked the two girls after his ceremony-dinner if they had any way of contacting him and they said no. Ming Fan was also a deadend when the young boy messaged him “no” when asked. Finding no other means to contact Binghe he hoped that his student would think to appear here. 

He wished the kid would hurry up, because he was leaving town in a few weeks for university. Yuan thought about leaving the pendent with Yingying to give Binghe when he shows up for highschool, but that felt careless to do. Instead if Binghe wouldn’t appear by the time he left, he would tell Yingying to give Binghe his contact information.

Surely Binghe would want to see Yinying, so it would be best to leave her to the task. Something unknown had hit his heart at that thought. Huh…I must really miss Binghe…Yeah that seems right..

He looked over to the football field where he saw Gongyi Xiao playing with his future highschool teammates. The young man smiled happily at making a goal, his wavy hair moved around with the wind. Something about him always reminded him of Binghe, but he couldn’t fully put his finger on it.

Shen Yuan remembers trying to get Binghe to befriend him, sadly he stubbornly refused for some reason. 

You sure? Xiao is a nice person and is your age. You two would get along well. 

No….He’s not that great…You should stop praising him so much Shizun.  

He shook the memory away when he noticed Xiao waving at him. Yuan waved back and kept walking.

Gongi Xiao frowned slightly, he knew how close Shen Yuan and Luo Binghe were, so why else would he keep returning. Plus he heard Liu Qingge muttering curses when he saw Shen Yuan walking from the school by himself. 

.......

A few more weeks went by with no results. Shen Yuan had no choice but to give up for the time being. 

He didn’t want to, but there were items to pack and his brother was not very happy being left to organize everything.

“Fuck where is the tape?”

“In the kitchen.” Shen Yuan sadly said while putting one of his many book collections in a box.

Shen Jiu studied his younger brother for a moment. He knew why through the summer break the brat was being distant and less annoying. It was not hard to figure out it was all over that beast of a so-called student of his. 

Jiu being the concerned brother that he was, though he would never admit it, secretly followed him wanting to figure out where he had been going for hours on end. 

He didn't understand why this spot was so special, so found someone he knew would give information, Ning Yinying. 

When asked she was at first unwilling to spill, but he added that the Shen Yuan was in a depression and wanted to help him. She showed concern and only would tell if Jiu promised that it was only for her Shizun’s full interest. 

He agreed, but Shen Jiu’s insides twisted comfortably, finding out it was their supposed private lunchtime together. 

He kindly asked her for more information on their relationship. Though they rarely knew each other, Yingying found him nice and told him everything she knew.

Shen Jiu could have died of a brain hemorrhage on the spot.

Yuan noticed him looking, “What?”

“Why are you being moody?” 

“I have no idea what you're talking about.” He turned to his shelf to get more books.

“Yuan.”

“Ugh fine. I’m just going to miss it here.”  Putting out his hand in a give me motion, “Now can you get me some tape?”

“I’ll tape that mouth shut if you keep disrespecting me.” You will understand someday that this is for the best. Shen Jiu didn’t tell him what he knew in fear that it would cause a riff between them. That beast was nothing but trouble.

.......

Lying in bed in his empty room, Shen Yuan couldn’t sleep. He tossed and turned before deciding to scroll through his phone. 

Seeing no updates on his webnovels or anything new that looked interesting he went through news articles not filtered by the government. It was a habit now due to the off chance of seeing something Binghe related. Shen Yuan really didn’t want that to be that case, he hated the possibility of him being hurt.

Reaching under his pillow to pull out the little bag with the jade pendant in it. He examines it everyday, but never gets tired of studying the beautiful green coloring and the craftsmanship of the Guanyin. It may have been a fake, but it was well made.

Shen Yuan stopped scrolling when an article caught his eye. 

Criminal Lord Caught?  He hesitantly hit the link. Shen Yuan didn’t get a chance to read the words on the page when a picture popped up under the headline.

It was a man being taken in handcuffs to a police station, with a calm expression on his face, but  Shen Yuan frozenly dropped the pendant onto his lap. The man's eyes looked just like Binghe’s. 

Shen Yuan, shaken, read through the article. It didn’t have much information, only guessing on why he was being arrested. 

No, I’m just tired, that's all, just seeing things…Binghe couldn’t-  He couldn’t finish the thought when he saw the last picture. There in handcuffs was Binghe’s supposed grandfather. 

Shen Yuan quickly downloaded the pictures before the government had a chance to take it down. He tried to find more information on this, but every page link said “page not found” or “404 error”. 

Looking more in the man’s eyes, he could not be mistaken, those are Binghe’s dark starry eyes. His brother’s words echoed through his head. 

No this can’t be right, Binghe could never…He couldn’t… Then thoughts of his past interactions flashed through his mind that he explained away. 

The grandfather, the car ride, those men in suits, and Binghe being very vague about his personal life. 

Going through his thoughts a memory came to mind. It was a conversion that Binghe started out of the blue when they were eating in the garden. 

Shizun, do you think people are inherently bad?

What do you mean Binghe?

I mean..In a way of family.

I still don’t fully understand, expand more.

Well.. He took in a heavy breath, Like if a family a person was a part of did some bad things. Do-Do you think that person is inherently bad?

Shen Yuan thought for a second, seeming to make Binghe look nervously at him. I don’t think so, one can’t blame someone for something he can’t control.

Okay. Binghe looked down at his hands. What if….

What if what Binghe? Yuan tilted down to peer at his face, noticing more worry in his boyish features.

What if that person doesn’t have a choice?

Oh….We all have a choice, Binghe.

But what if he doesn’t?! He stared sadly in Shen Yuan’s eyes, demanding an answer.

I-I don’t know. Binghe wouldn’t break eye contact with him as if searching for a deeper answer. Binghe?

I understand. 

Shen Yuan didn’t understand what he meant or why they were even having that conversion back then. He didn’t notice in the moment that Binghe slipped up on a word, he . 

Fuck, fuck, fuck! I’m such a fucking idiot! His eyes burned. How could I overlook all of that! Stupid!  He wanted to rub the sensation from his eyes, but only caused small tears to fall.

Yuan got out of bed and went into Jiu’s room. Without thinking he quickly opened the door, jolting Jiu awake. He was a light sleeper.  

“What are you doing coming i-” He stopped seeing his brother's tears and shifted to concern, “What happened!”

“Jiu, is this him?” He held up his phone.

Shen Jiu looked emotionless at the picture of a man he hadn't seen in years.

“Jiu?”

“.....”

“Jiu please tell me.” He sounded more upset with each word.

“Yes. Without a doubt.” 

Shen Yuan dropped the phone to the ground and put his hands over face. “I-I’m sorry Jiu.” He felt horrible for not believing him; knowing Jiu had terrible things that he went through. I’m the worst sibling ever.

Jiu did something unexpected, he hugged his brother willingly. Not saying a word, only letting his actions show his attempt to comfort. 

Shen Jiu guided the sobbing Shen Yuan to lay down in his bed, he turned off the light. Holding him until he calmed down and fell asleep. 

Reaching to the floor he opened-up Shen Yuan’s phone to look at the picture of that monster again.

Chapter Text

It was warm inside the coffee shop that just opened down the street from his school. Shen Yuan had to give the designer credit for the red, orange, and yellow warm tones that create an inviting-cozy feeling. The log furniture had soft cushioning that one felt they were sitting on a cloud. The smell of freshly brewed coffee could make one fall asleep here. 

It was freezing cold outside on a late afternoon, the weather reports are calling for another blast of snow. Good thing it’s the weekend tomorrow, so hopefully it will be cleared by Monday. He looked out towards the gray sky lost in thought.  

“Shizun!” Binghe put the cup down and went to sit across from him. “Here’s your hot chocolate.” 

Shen Yuan thought it would be a good idea to take the middle schooler somewhere else to study, but he failed to convince Binghe not to pay for them. 

When Shen Yuan was about to swipe his card, the persistent child beat him to it. He was shocked that Binghe even had a card though the kicker was that he had a gold member card. 

He shooed his Shizun away to find a booth and wait for him.

“Thank you Binghe.” I really hope you didn’t steal your dad’s credit card!

“Anything for Shizun! I wanted to show you my score.” He handed over his essay on exploring Du Fu’s works. “See I got a better score this time, Shizun’s teachings are improving me.”

Tapping his gifted fan on the table, Oh no I’m turning into my brother! He thought. “Good, but you need to start giving credit to yourself. You’re the one that wrote the paper after all.”

“I know, I’ll try for you”

This kid still doesn’t get it! “Okay that’s a start.”

They sat there going over Luo Binghe’s next assignment, drinking their peppermint-infused hot chocolates, and enjoyed the comfortable atmosphere. 

Shen Yuan noticed that it was getting close to the sun setting, so he marked the end of their session. They left the shop and headed for the school. It’s so cold outside that it’s cutting through my clothes! Lying ass weather report! He looked over at Binghe and asked, “Are you cold?”

In a toneless voice, “No, I don’t feel nothing at all.”

O…..okay….I don’t see him shaking. I guess he is fine? The wind started to pick up creating a stabbing feeling all over the older boy’s skin. Why is it getting dark already? Why is this walk taking so long? The boy beside him came to a complete stop. “Binghe we should keep moving, it's getting bad out here. Binghe?”

“...........”

“Binghe stop being silly, we need to go. It's getting dangerous!” At some point it started to rain, but for some odd reason there wasn’t any noise around them, just his voice could be heard.

“..…..….”

Binghe looked Shen Yuan in the eyes and he swore there was red in that dark starry gaze. He didn’t know what to say. Binghe turned and walked away into the darkness.

Shen Yuan yelled in panic, “Binghe! It's not safe! Come back Binghe!”

(BRRRRRIIING! BRRRRRIIING!BRRRRRIIING! BRRRRRIIING! BRRRRRIIING!)

Shen Yuan shot up from the bed, knocking the stack of plushies and blankets on top of him off to the floor. Hitting the off button on his phone alarm he fell back into bed. I’m getting sick of this! These dreams have been becoming more intense and frequent as of late.  

Reaching for his gold metal-framed glasses he thought, I guess I better get ready. 

Throwing the rest of the barriers off himself he slowly headed to the bathroom.

.......

Walking on the campus he headed to the dining hall. It was a routine for him to pick-up a coffee instead of making it himself before class. 

Plus he really needed that caffeine today. 

The cafe area was mostly empty due to the students not having morning classes for another two hours. 

He saw the energetic barista lend over the counter scrolling through his phone. “I see you are slacking off today.”

“Hey I don’t need to hear your sassy month this early in the morning.” The raven haired playfully said, “Wow you look like crap today! Did you stay up late grading tests?” He poked Shen Yuan’s dark circles underneath his eyes.

Slapping his finger away. “Hey stop it Wei Wuxian!” 

“Oh no we are on a full name basis now Shen Yuan? It must have been a bad night. You want the usual? I can hit it with two shots of espresso if you want?”

“Yes, that would be great.” He went over to a table while Wuxian got to work. After it was finished he brought it over and sat down with him.

“So, you want to talk about it?” He said while drinking his own caffeine packed drink.

“No, It’s just another bad dream.”

“The one about your favorite student? He faked a shocked look on his face. Color me surprised.”

“Okay now you are being the sassy one.” 

“Aiya give me a break!” He smacked the table. 

Even with caffeine, how the hell do you have this energy? Yuan met him in his second year of college at a tea shop he and his brother would frequent. 

The chatty box would quickly get to know him and somehow, against his will, became good friends with him. They started hanging out outside of the tea shop and found that they had many interests, one being gossiping. 

At some point Shen Yuan suggested that Wei Wixian should work for the campus cafe since it pays more. 

Rubbing his face, “Let’s change the subject. How did Xuanyu’s date go?”

“As much as you expect a middle school date to go. He wanted to wear makeup, so asked me to put it on. Apparently I did such a bad job that he whipped it off! Can you believe that!"  He huffed, crossing his arms.

Yes I can… “Was his date nice?”

“Of course he was, well he had no choice or his family would never find the body.”

Both of them chatted for a bit before Shen Yuan had to go to class. 

Getting his supplies settled in the classroom for the Summer finals. I can’t wait for Fall this Summer heat is getting to me. He whipped out his fan out of habit. 

The nervous looking students started to file-in not wanting to brave the challenge of this literature test. He wanted to lift their worries, “I know that you are all nervous and me saying to not be will not change any of that. But I want to all to know that each and every one of you have made great progress. I have no doubt that you all will pass, so good luck.” That heavy weight in the air lessened.

.......

Later when classes were done, Yuan met up with Jiu and Qingyuan to go eat at an Asian fusion restaurant. He picked at his beef-shi roll not because he didn’t like it, but because he knows he will miss the students. The worst thing about being a teacher is that you have to say goodbye to them eventually. 

A chopstick smacked his plate, “Stop playing with your food you brat.”

“Okay, Gege.”

“I hate that. Do not call me that again.”

Smirking at his fuming brother. “Understandable Gege. ”

Putting down his chopsticks he gave a hard stare. “Listen here Yuan , I will beat your ass in front of everybody. Understood?”

“Understood Ge-”

“Yuan, have you tried the cucumber roll?” Yue Qingyuan interrupted before a literal fight broke out. “I know how much you like cucumbers.”

He chose to have mercy on the poor guy, “I haven’t Qingyuan, so I’ll give it a try. I forgot to ask, how did the consol meeting go chancellor?”

“Ah, I see Shen Jiu already told you.”

“You know it! I’m so happy for you! Congratulations! Now I have direct contact if I have any issues. Ow! Jiu!” 

The older brother was pleased that the kick under the table had caused some pain, “Grow up and eat your food.”

.......

At home Shen Yuan drew a bath that he desperately needed. Adding some lavender oil and ylang-ylang body wash to calm his nerves. He hoped that it would help him have a good night's sleep.

He shrugged off his bathrobe that revealed his long legs, slim waist, and flawless skin. When he undid his long walnut-hair from the low bun, it spilled down his bareback. 

Maybe I should cut this soon? He held some strands in his hand. It gets everywhere and worst of all I got mistaken for a woman again! The reason he hasn't yet, was due to pure laziness. 

Letting go of his hair he turned on to the tub filled with bubbles and slowly stepped in.

Laying back in the steamy water he let his mind draft to Binghe and a thought that always occurs. I wonder if he is doing alright? Closing his eyes he slips deeper in the water.  

Chapter Text

Everyone… 

It’s time….. Now, I’ll pierce your heart with my fist.

(Intense sound effects and music begins to play in the background.)

Sitting at his desk Shen Yuan was grading his students' finals. He knows the pain of waiting for your grades, so he thought it would be best to get them out as soon as possible. His bedroom was covered in a warm glow from the lamp on his desk and he had an old anime playing for background noise.

Why You!

As I said before.. I’ll risk my own life. To protect Seiya! Aahh!

Silence!

He took a sip of his green tea, “Good luck with that buddy.” The young teacher was thankful to see that all of his students passed; some with flying colors and some barely squeaking through. D’s get degrees. Maybe I should readjust my study guides for next semester….I know there is a better way to outline these works…. 

A ringing noise made him jump a little; it nearly made his tea spill. Who’s calling at midnight? I don’t know this number! It’s probably one of those scam callers…Shit but what if it’s one of my students, I have had one of them call from an unknown number before….I did say they could call me at any time….

He turned down the TV and answered, “Hello this is Mr. Shen.” Nothing, “Hello? Is anyone there?” Dead silence was the only thing to be heard. “....I do not know if you are having issues on your end, but if you want to contact me please send me an email. I will respond right away….Okay you have a goodnight.” He hung up the phone. I guess I’ll check my email later, now let’s finish this.

It was passed two when he closed his laptop and he never got an email. The tired man assumed that it must have been a scam, so he proceeded to block the number. 

Yuan was about to lay down when he remembered to take the trash out. He thought it would be a good idea to do it, so it would get out the kink in his muscles before going to bed. 

Grabbing the bag he walked it down the other end of the hall to the trash chute, he pulled the door handle and heard a shuffle noise down the hall where he was just at, but no one was there. Must have been a neighbor. 

After he was done he made his way back to the apartment, when he saw something blurry from his side vision quickly move. He jumped and looked towards the large windows showing the adjacent hall, nothing was there. Shen Yuan felt like he should just get into his place and use every lock. 

What made things worse was that he didn’t bother to wear his glasses. Why would I wear them to do a quick task? Staying aware of his surroundings he picked up the pace.

Now footsteps could be heard getting closer, but he saw no one around. What? Fuck this! I have seen too many horror movies for this! Shen Yuan ran urgently, whipped the door open, slammed it shut, and used all three locks. 

For good measure he wedged one of his kitchen chairs against it. Okay I might be going too far. I need to start going to bed earlier…. But it still wouldn’t hurt to be safe than sorry… Taking some time to calm down Shen Yuan managed to fall into a restless sleep. 

.......

“Are you doing okay Mr. Shen?”

“Oh yes, sorry.”  He rubbed his eyes, “I have been having a hard time sleeping Xiao.”

Shen Yuan barely interacted with him, but when he did Gongyi Xiao was always respectable to those around him. 

“Are you sure?” Saying concernedly, “I can do this by myself.”

Waving away that suggestion, “No, no you must get this out.”

“I am very grateful to Mr. Shen.” He smiled.

Gosh, this boy is still so professional! “Qingge should be here soon, so try to relax.”

Not realizing he was bouncing his leg, he stopped embarrassed, “You are right.”

Liu Qingge arrived shortly after taking a seat in the university's cafe. “What did you want to talk to me about?” He found it strange that Xiao was there.

“Really? No hi first?”

An unamused, “Hi.” came out his mouth.

“That’s better.” Gesturing to the nervous university student to his left. “Now he needs to bring up something important.” 

He looked over to the wavy haired boy. “He?”

Shen Yuan smacked Qingge with his fan to get his attention. “Yes he.” He nudged Xiao to speak.

“I wanted your permission to officially date Mingyan.”

“Why did you not come to me to ask for yourself?” Saying unpleasantly.

“I-”

Shen Yuan jumped in, “Come on Qingge, he is such a great guy for Mingyan.” 

“No, he should have asked me by himself.”

“I am sorry Mr. Liu. I will take all the blame.” The young man said with a tinge of sadness in his voice.

“See, he is taking responsibility.”  

“No.”

“I-” Xaio tried to speak,but was interrupted again.

“Don’t listen to him Xiao. I will give you his blessing.” Yuan stretched out his hand to shake on the deal.

Liu Qingge grabbed Shen Yuan's wrist, “Like Hell you will!”

“Too bad! If you don’t do it then I will! He said stretching out his other hand, but that one was also grabbed.

Qingge held his arms like a toddler trying to grab an item they shouldn’t. “No, I will do it!”

“Y-you will?”

“Yes, only after you prove yourself to me that you are worth her time. Understand?”

Gongyi Xiao stood up, “I understand sir!”

Liu Qingge stood up as well and took his hand in a shake. He turned around and left. Shen Yuan yelled thank you to his retreating form.

Xiao sat down, “I can not believe that worked.”

“He is a big softy once you get past that bad attitude.” Even if Liu Qingge won’t praise the kid verbally his actions say otherwise. “I wanted to ask. Why did you ask me for help and not his parents? I feel they would be a better choice over his friend.” 

“You both are…” Looking confused he quickly said, “I thought…Nevermind.”

“What?”

“I just thought you two were….”

“We are what?”

A saving grace came to Xiao at the right time. “Congrats young man! Here on the house!” Wei Wuxian put a drink in-front of Gongyi Xiao, “I was watching, that handsome guy can be intimidating. Am I right?”

“Don’t you have a job to do? Why are you sitting down?” Shen Yuan flapped his fan at him.

“Hey stop being jealous because you didn’t get a free drink!” 

.......

“How’s the internship at the hospital Qingfang?” Shen Yuan didn’t get to see him much since graduating highschool because he went to a medical school. Now he resides somewhat closer, but it’s still a hassle seeing him. 

“Pretty good. Last week was a mess. Some patient was sent in for multiple broken bones in both of his hands, of course I was going to clock off my twelve hour shift. He sighed, “I slept for twelve hours straight when it went to seventeen hours.”

“That’s crazy, but not out of the ordinary for you. He started mopping the kitchen floor.

“No, the crazy part is that apparently he was punished by a loan shark, because he did not make his payment on time.”

Shen Yuan wringed out the mop, “Oh shit that’s scary.” He felt some fear for his friend. “Do you know which loan shark it was? Where’s the guy now?” 

Ever since the end of highschool, the Yuan has been keeping up with the news online that wouldn’t be played on air. Maybe it was paranoia, or maybe he was hoping to find a familiar face.

“I do not know, but there have been rumors…As for the patient, he left immediately when the anesthesia and pain medication wore off.”

He leaned the mop against the wall, “What’s the rumors?”

“One of my colleagues is convinced it is that crimson something rain guy, I can not remember the full name, but he is notorious for ruining important things for people. Apparently the patient was a carpenter, so it fits his M.O.”

Crimson Rain Sought Flower…I remember reading some online posts about him. I always wonder what he looked like. “That sounds correct. Do you think-....Did you hear that?”

“Hear what?”

“There was a clicking noise. Did you not hear it?”

“No, I am in a hospital so I hear a lot of noises. It must be on my end.”

“I swear I heard it directly in my ear.”

“It was probably, oh shoot my break is over! I need to go, so I will text you later Yuan. Bye.”

“Wait, ugh!” He put the phone down. I’m going crazy! That last semester must have taken it out of me. Should I go on a short vacation before the Fall one starts? He finished his chores and sat down on the coach, drifting into a quick nap. 

…….

So dark that you couldn’t see your hands in front of you. He had a hard time moving, like his body was submerged in syrup. There was also a light buzzing noise all around. It seemed to go on for a long time, but a voice broke in over the buzzing.

“Shizun, why?”

“Why what? I didn’t do anything…”

“...................”

“Binghe?”

“You….told?” His voice echoed off walls that seemed to not exist.

“Told?” Waving his heavy arms around trying to find the owner of the voice, “Binghe What?”

“..................”

“Binghe please come here.”

A harsh feeling pulled him, “............Actions have consequences……” back to the unknown.

Backing away he yelled, “I-I no!”

“Yuan, wake up!”

He jumped up off the coach and smacked his brother on the face. Shen Jiu covered his nose. “Ah what the fuck you asshole!”

Shen Yuan came to his senses. “I’m sorry you scared me!” He ran to the kitchen, “Here let me get you some ice!” 

Shen Jiu walked behind him rubbing his nose, “Do not worry about it, it did not hurt that bad you little brat.” His voice got less irritated, “Did you have another bad dream?”

He stopped putting ice in a bag and stayed frozen in place. I can’t tell him.

“Yuan?”

Pushing the pack on his face, “Yes, I fell asleep again watching a scary movie.” and Jiu, annoyed, pushed it away.

The older brother stared at him not looking convinced, but he learned over the years that pushing his little brother to open up makes it worse. Pot calling the kettle black. “You never learn. Let us go get some tea. Come on nerd.”

“Hey!”

Chapter Text

The small Summer break was quickly ending. Shen Yuan was getting ready to meet up with Wei Wuxian to have a night out. He would rather stay home and watch a movie or catch up on a couple of his webnovels, but his friend was hearing none of it. 

He picked out a loose fitting outfit with his signature light green color theme, paired with some white sneakers. He didn’t know what to wear at a club. Wuxian said to wear something sexy, but Shen Yuan could not imagine doing that. He put his hair in a low-bun to get it out of the way. 

The look was almost done, but he needed one thing, a fan to relieve him of this hot weather. Now where is the one Jiu got me….I swear I put it on the table yesterday…. Shen Yuan looked around his whole apartment and still came up empty handed. I never carelessly leave my fans at places, I must be losing it. Why didn’t I take a vacation when I had a chance?! Giving up he just chose the newest one to his growing fan collection. 

Ding! His phone alerted him to a text message.

Let me know when you get home.

Okay I will bro.

Make sure to watch your drinks and stay close to that hyper brat.

I know, I know. I’ll be fine and he has a name you know!

I do not care brat. 

Okay, gege! :)

Fucking brat. >:(

Shen Yuan huffed in amusement knowing that his brother was fuming on the other side. He grabbed his keys and went for the front door.

.......

He pulled up to the little single story home. Wuxian messaged him to come on in while he finished getting ready. Pushing open the door to the wooden fence he heard their donkey whining from the backyard, probably wanting to be fed again. 

Right when he opened the door he heard a young voice ring out, “Hi Yuan! How are you doing? Wow, so casual I like it!”

“I’m doing well Xuanyu. Thank you, I hoped it would go with the occasion.”

The teen walked over and examined the outfit closely, “No, it doesn’t.”

Damn kid, no filter with this one! Shen Yuan thought. “You could have gone easier on me with the feedback.”

He laughed, “But it still looks great, just not going with the vibes.” Wrapping himself around Yuan’s arm, “Hey, could I put makeup on you? Please just a little!” 

Oh no not again! It’s hard to get that stuff off! “I appreciate it, but I’m good.”

Xuanyu huffed, “Come on.” Putting his hands on his hips, “Do you think that I’m not a good makeup artist?”

“No, no I-I just….” This sassy child, I blame the bigger sassy child getting ready right now. How could he say no to a kid? “Okay but only one thing.”

“Three!” He said, jumping in the air.

“Two.”

“You have yourself a deal!” He said running to grab the products.

Another hungry whine could be heard from the backyard.

Wei Wuxian Stepped into the kitchen, “I’m ready Yua-” He laughed, “I see he got you too.”

“Isn’t he pretty Gege?” Xuanyu wanted to show off a simple winged eyeliner and mascara look that he could do.

“Very pretty.”

“Shut it Wei!” Yuan tried not to blush in embarrassment.

He gave a dramatic sigh, “You’re just jealous that I look more glamorous!” 

Xuanyu convinced his cousin to let him put on a red eyeshadow with some eyeliner, mascara, highlighter, and a subtle cherry lip stain. He wore tight black jeans, tall black boots, and a dark red short sleeve dress shirt with the top few buttons undone. His shoulder length hair had a fluffed style to it.

He gestured to his outfit, “So that is sexy to you?”

Shen Yuan directed an eye roll at him, “Let’s just go.”

“Okay! Xuanyu, call me if you need anything, don’t let anybody inside, and feed Little Apple before she tries to escape. These neighborhood kids are spoiling that donkey!” 

“Sure thing!” He waved from the front door. “Enjoy your night and make sure to bring a guy home!” 

“Aiya! There will be no bringing a guy home, now close that door!” Looking at his friend confused, “Yuan, I don’t know why he’s so convinced that I’m gay….I need to restrict his Internet time.”

I mean….The kid has a point… He shook his head and started the car.

.......

The club scene in the downtown area of Zui Xian City was well known for its laid-back party atmosphere. This type of establishment had a large dance floor, loud music, and drinks that would make your whole nervous system shutdown. 

The inside was really well taken care of, because it was high end that took pulling some strings to get in. Shen Yuan was surprised that somehow Wuxian got them in.

They were sitting in a private booth ordering drinks. “You sure you don’t want to drink? I can be the driver for tonight. You can also sleep at my place.” Wuxian asked.

“No, I would rather not throw my guts up. I’ll just get their non-alcoholic baijiu.”

“Okay then!” Waving to the server he said, “We would like to order please!”

After drinking for a bit, Wuxian wanted to dance. Even with Shen Yuan fighting back from being pulled from the seat, had no choice but to join him.  

He pulled him to the dance floor. “You really thought that you could sit at the booth the whole night? Get your ass up!” 

“Ah! Stop! I get it!” He smacked the unfazed Wuxian with his fan. “Let go!”

“Come on Yuan, show me what you got!” 

Shen Yuan tried his best, but felt awkward with the whole thing. Wei Wuxian must have sensed this because he grabbed his hands and helped lead him in a dance. Soon that feeling went away and he was having fun.

After sometime they both went to the bar to take a small break. A sweet looking girl approached the bar next to them and his friend started to have a chat with her about the most basic things, like where are you from, but he couldn’t catch much due to the music. 

Shen Yuan opened his fan to relieve the heat from his face, when a small drink was slid in front of him. He was going to tell the bartender that he didn’t order it when he was first to be interrupted.

She leaned forward causing her front two hair braids to touch the bar top, “It’s free.” 

“Oh that’s nice and all but I can’t drink alcohol, I'm the driver.” Yuan continued to fan himself in astonishment on how little the bartender wore. Like how does your…everything not fall out..

The bartender swished her hand at him making her many gold bracelets clink together. “It has no alcohol.”

Confused, he asked, “Who ordered it for me?”

“Oh some handsome young man; I don’t see him at the moment. Regardless, I would take it, because it’s free after all.” She walked to the other end of the bar to take on an order.

He sat there looking at the drink and then looked around. No one seemed to be watching him. Why would a guy buy me this……That’s it I’m cutting my hair! I could leave it, but I’m thirsty so may as well. He took a sip, it had a brewed tea taste to it; maybe even a hint of some kind of fruit. 

“Hey, she's asking me to dance.” He joyfully said, “Do you want to join?”

“No, I'll sit, my legs are killing me.” I still don’t get where you get all of this energy!

Yelling while he walked to the dance floor, “Okay only for a few minutes, because you are going to dance the night away with me!” 

Ugh! He drank some more.

He reluctantly joined Wuxian and the girl when the drink was finished. They danced through a couple of songs then went to sit back into the private booth. 

“Thank you for inviting me to sit, my name is Qingyang by the way.”

Rubbing his hand gently against his forehead, “I’m Yuan.”

“No problem!” He made a pouting face at her. “I bet it gets boring being at a club by yourself.”

She said annoyedly, “Hey I told you my friends are coming!” 

“Ahaha, okay don’t get offended!” He teased her. “I’ll buy you a drink. How about that? Yuan want another baijiu?”

He took a second before answering, “S-sure.”

He looked paused and said, “Are you okay?”

“What?...Yeah I think I didn't get enough sleep last night.”

“..Okay.”

He ordered drinks for everyone. When they came Shen Yuan reached for it; misjudging, knocked the glass over and liquid spilled over the table. His friend grabbed the cup and wiped up the area with napkins. 

Shen Yuan just lends forward with his hands covering his face, not acknowledging the mess.

Wei Wuxian watched him the whole time. Then said to the girl that was helping clean up, “I’m sorry Qingyang, but I need to get him home. He must have had too much to drink.”

“I understand, no hard feelings.”

“Here.” He slapped money on the table, “For the drinks and you can use this booth with your friends when they get here.”

She tried to stand to help him pick Shen Yuan up, “No I couldn’t do that I-”

He lightly pushed her down by the shoulder. “I insist, Don’t worry I got him. It was nice meeting you by the way!”

He slung Shen Yuan’s arm over his shoulder and supported him out the door as quickly as possible. He put him into the passenger seat and got into the driver's seat. He only had two drinks, which were nothing to him, plus he sobers up real quick when an urgent situation happens. Something told him to leave now, so he turned on the car and drove towards home.

He looked over at Yuan who was tilted sideways against the car window. “Yuan? Yuan, what did you drink?”

He seemed to somewhat come to, “The baijiu and some…… Tea drink at the bar.”

“Tea drink?” He reached over with one hand to prop him up. “What tea drink?”

“The..Barbertender said…..” His head falling forward and his words coming out slow, “Some handsome man bought me a drink…..”

“Was there alcohol in it? Who was the guy?” His voice panicked.

“No-o no alcohol she said……”

He shook him. “Yuan the guy?”

“Right, right….I don’t know…..He must have left or somethin….” Yawning, he got more comfortable.

Wei Wuxian was in a full panic mood now, while Shen Yuan fell asleep. He drove silently listening to his friends breathing, it didn’t seem off. He wasn’t showing any serious signs of being drugged, so he most likely didn’t need to go to the hospital. 

He pulled up in front of his house and as he was getting him unbuckled he noticed a sleek black car slowly making its way past them.

He kept alert by moving slowly himself, but trying to not give away that he was aware of them. He slyly pulled out the pocket knife from his boot. Come on. What are you going to do?

The car went by without stopping, but it never lost its pace, even when being far down the street. Throwing Shen Yuan over his shoulder and quickly, but quietly, carried him to the bedroom. 

The whole time Shen Yuan was deep asleep. He checked on his cousin who was fast asleep and made sure everything was locked up tight. Wuxian took off his party clothes and put one of his own sleeping shirts on Yuan to make it more comfortable to sleep.

It’s like you were just given a low end sleeping pill. He tapped Yuan's face. ... .How strange and that car….Something did feel off in that club..What if they discover…No stop you’re being paranoid again. 

Seeing no point in risking it. He got his old gun from a hidden compartment under his bed and put it under his pillow. Little Apple was basically a siren for anything suspicious around the home, so she would alert him.

Taking his friend's phone he texted his brother pretending to be Yuan to tell him that he was staying over at Wuxian’s place tonight. Wow Jiu I’m really a brat! I can be more bratty if that is what you want hehe… He turned Yuan onto his side putting his face toward him just in case and stayed up for a while to watch over him, until sleep finally took him under. 

.......

There was some loud noise, but Shen Yuan didn’t feel like opening his eyes. Where was I again….The club…..Yes the club… He was about to slip by into a dreamless sleep again when it hit him like a whip. Oh shit the club!

He shot up from bed and saw Wei Wuxian pushing Wei Xuanyu out the door. “Keep it down, you want the whole neighborhood to hear! Go feed Little Apple so she doesn’t start screaming!”

“Aaaaah I knew it would happen! I knew you wanted to sleep with him! Aaha!”

“Who’s sleeping with who? Go before I ground you!” He closed the door, but you could still hear the teenager laughing down the hall.

They looked at each other in awkward silence. Both of their hair and makeup was a mess, which made it look very suggestive to any onlooker.

“Ummm, you hungry?”

“What the fuck is going on!?” Shen threw the blanket over himself. “Why are you only wearing underwear?!”

“This is just how I sleep! I told you that before!” Getting into his closet to grab a shirt, “Maybe you should wake up some more before I tell you. Are you feeling okay?”

“I…I'm just tired….” Trying to remember what happened, he noticed something important. “Wuxian, where are my pants?”

“Stop being dramatic. I took them off so you would be more comfortable.”

“Are you serious!” Do you realise you slept basically naked with another man! I mean nothing wrong with that, just not my thing….

Wuxian really didn’t understand what was so wrong about that. “Here, take your clothes and get dressed. He sounded more gentle with the next words, “Don’t worry everythings fine Yuan.”  

Not knowing what to say he just nodded.

After eating the spicy breakfast he sent an annoyed cousin to his room so he could talk to Yuan. He gave him most of the story, leaving out mysterious car part and off feeling in the club. Wei Wuxian still doesn’t know if that was his past coming back to haunt him, but he knew he had to keep hidden from everybody.

“It was probably just some assholes trying to play a prank. It was most likely nothing but a sleeping pill.” He felt guilty for maybe causing this mess, “Look, Yuan, I’m sorry. If hadn’t suggested this-”

Yuan put his hand on top of Wuxian’s, “I’m going to stop you right there, it’s not your fault. I’m happy you took care of me . He thought but couldn’t say out loud. How could he when he woke up in the guys bed not even an hour ago! “Messaging my brother was a lifesaver. I would never be allowed outside if he found out, so let’s keep it between us. Deal?”

He happily smacked his other hand on top of Yuan’s. “Deal!”

“Hehehe”

They both looked over and saw Xuanyu watching them, with his hand over his mouth.

“Is he my new dad? Hehehe!”

Getting up he yelled, “That’s it you’re grounded! Give me your makeup kit!” 

“Noooooo!” He ran from him to protect his prized possessions. 

Shen Yuan needed this distraction right now, because he couldn’t help feeling this sense of dread growing in his stomach. 

Chapter Text

Shen Yuan didn’t tell anybody what happened that night, only Wuxian and him knew. When Jiu asked about what they did, Yuan gave him a basic rundown. He had that look in his eyes that he knew his younger brother was leaving stuff out, but learned not to push. 

What his brother did speak on was how stupid he was to forget his glasses. Yuan did feel stupid, he didn’t even notice until Wuxian got back from confiscating a crying Xuanyu’s makeup. 

Wuxian said he remembered Yuan holding them in his hand when leaving, so he must have dropped them at some point.

Shen Jiu took him the next day to buy new ones. He was a grown man, but Jiu didn’t believe he could simply get a new pair.

He thought what happened didn’t make sense. Why would some random stranger target him, even if it was a mean prank, what was supposed to be the end result. Yuan shuddered to think what could have resulted if he was alone. 

The Fall semester just started a week ago and he was getting back into the routine of teaching. Ning Yingying chose to take his class as an elective for her nursing degree, he is so proud of her for wanting to help people. 

Ming Fan was supposed to have been here with her, but his family decided to move far away out of the blue. The kid was so sad when he told Shen Yuan the news all those years ago, but promised to be his student in college. Nothing came from it, he didn’t even try to contact him at all.

Currently he was sitting at his desk, the last class of the day just ended. The professor was going over the attendance sheet, he would send it around to the students to mark if they were there. Shen Yuan knew how nervous people would get if they had to verbally answer in front of everybody, so why not cut that out. 

Yawning for the fifth time, Yuan thought, These dreams really need to stop. I can’t take another random night of it. He stretched back into his chair and thought about the last nightmare. 

This one was mostly foggy, so all he could remember was what he thinks was a forest burning. Tall bamboo branches were turned to ash as the fire continued to grow. For once Binghe wasn’t there, which was more alarming than seeing him in any sort of distress. 

Yuan never could make up his mind if he wanted to see him again. But the one thing he did know was it scared him to think what type of person Binghe would be. If the teenager now man kept to that lifestyle who knew what things he was capable of. What things he does and had done.

A knocking noise came from his opened door. “You’re finally done with your meeting?” He looked and saw Shen Jiu. 

The older brother walked over to him, “Yes, thank fuck. You look tired.” 

“Jeez thanks. I see the Lans must have made you cracky.” He gathered the worksheets and quickly followed his huffy brother out the door.

“I do not want to hear it.” Jiu waved his fan lazily. “Let us go and get you some caffeine from your annoying friend.”

At the cafe they got their drinks and Shen Yuan was surprised that Wei Wuxian called out. He didn’t message him like he usually would when can’t come in. He decided to contact him when he got home to see if everything was all right.

They talked while they headed for Yuan’s car, when he saw Qi Qingqi coming towards them. Her light blue eyes burning with outrage, “Hello gentleman,” she said agitated. “Can I have a word with you Jiu?”

Shen Yuan looked at his brother, who was not showing signs of being offended by her attitude. Since knowing him, he knew that his brother favored being around women over men, so rarely was mean to them. They have been friends since highschool and her anger most likely wasn’t directed at him. “I better get going.”

Shen Jiu shook his head, “That would be for the best.”

Jeez. What happened at that meeting? “Okay, talk to you later, bye you two.” He waved at Qingqi and went home.

.......

Airplane Shooting Towards the Sky: I don’t know, I think I like it…….. The death scene wasn’t that bad bro.. :) 

Peerless  Cucumber: What? Are you serious? It was so unoriginal, like really the uncle that wanted more power? Who would have guessed that the guy through the whole story saying he would be a better ruler killed his brother ... .NEVER WOULD OF SEEN THAT COMING! >:O

Airplane Shooting Towards the Sky: I can see that, but you gotta agree that the scene was heartbreaking. :’(

Peerless Cucumber: No. I Will give it one thing…… The effects were decent.

Airplane Shooting Towards the Sky: You heartless freak! >:’O

Peerless Cucumber: Cry me a river. :))))

Sparkly_Wind: I think it was heartwarming and cute! *~(^0^)~*

Peerless Cucumber: ………

Airplane Shooting Towards the Sky: O_O’

Sparkly_Wind: What? Come on fellas! It was! <3

Airplane Shooting Towards the Sky: I got to go, night!

( Airplane Shooting Towards the Sky is offline.. )

Peerless Cucumber: You. Are. Wrong. Bye.

( Peerless Cucumber is offline..)

Sparkly_Wind: </3

Shen Yuan closed his faulty laptop feeling like he got his fill of the online strangers today.

He went to the kitchen to brew some chamomile tea to help him sleep. No way those dreams were going to haunt him tonight. 

Wuxian did message him back apparently twenty-minutes ago, but Yuan only noticed when he checked. He said that he came down with a stomach bug and should be back tomorrow. Not surprised by your poor diet…. He looked over to the cabinet that held many different flavors of instant ramen. Okay maybe I shouldn’t judge…

Scrolling through his messages Liu Qingge apparently texted him a couple of hours ago, but it didn’t tell him again. What is wrong with this phone? It stopped sending him notifications when people message him. Yuan tried to reply back, but it wouldn’t send, so he called him.

“Hey Qingge, sorry this damn phone is acting up again.” 

“....You need to get a new one.”

“Of course! I just haven't had time since the semester started.” He yawned, “When is the next time you will be back in town?”

“A couple of weeks. I will let you know.”

Shen Yuan drank the rest of his tea. “Okay, I’ll take you out for something to eat. You can tell me what it’s like to be a professional football player.”  

“Okay t e hh sju ttt…”

“Qingge? Qingge?” Really now! Come on! “I think the stupid phone is breaking up! I promise I’ll get a new one soon.” 

“O oook-.............” A click noise was heard.

“Qingge?........” Silence on the other end, “Qingge?”

“...........................”

Shen Yuan tapped the screen and saw that it was still on a call. Something felt off; he stood in his kitchen not making a sound or moving. He listened to the other end to see if he could hear something, anything. 

“...........” “................................” “...............”

Is there a……wind sound…… He looked at his window and noticed trees were blowing around. Then he listened harder in the speaker and it was just a faint wind noise. What….. ”Hello who is this?”

The phone clicked off ending the call. He felt something wasn’t right, but he didn’t know what. I need to go too bed…I should feel better after that or should I go to Jiu’s place. No I can’t! He will find that strange….Okay, I’ll look check the apartment and put another chair in front of the door….Scratch that the small bookshelf will do better!

Even though he was four stories up he locked the balcony door. Once everything was thoroughly checked he got into bed for another unnerving night of sleep.

.......

He woke up doing his normal morning routine, well it would have been normal if he could find his favorite pen. Why, why, why!? “Really it was so expensive!” Yuan dumped his school supplies on his bed. “Fuck I must of dropped it!”

When his brother finds out he lost yet another important item he would never hear the end of it. Like a nosy mother, Jiu had already started questioning where his fan he gave him in highschool was. Shen Yuan lied and said he left it at Wuxian’s house, which caused him to suffer a severe smack to the arm. And being threatened to get it back soon.

Running short on time he gave up for now and left for work.

Getting his coffee from Wuxian, he noticed that he was acting jittery. 

“You okay?” Tapping the counter to get his attention. “Stomach still hurt?”

He stopped looking around, “What..Oh yeah, yeah somewhat. I might go home early.” 

“Do you want a ride home? I know your car is still being worked on.”

“Yes, actually no.” Wuxian changed to an unbothered attitude. “I don’t want to bug you in the middle of classes.”

“Okay, well if you change your mind let me know.” Tossing the leftover change in Wuxian’s tip jar, he turned to leave.

“Awe thank you Professor!” He tried to reach him for a hug.

Backing away he said in a scolding tone, “No, no stop it! I need to go.” He felt embarrassed, because the people in line were watching them and one of them was his own student. Wei Wuxian I’m going to strangle you!

Class that day was pretty uneventful, but he stayed later trying to get stuff gathered for the weekend. The hot sun was finally setting and he was hungry, so after fighting with himself he thought it would be nice to grab something on the way home. 

Yuan glanced around before getting out of the car, there were some people around. Good. He has been getting more paranoid as of late. Shen Yuan even took his brother's words from years ago about getting home before dark very seriously now. 

Getting his food he walked fastly to his car. It was quiet, of course nobody was in the parking lot in the few minutes he had to get his food. A breeze felt like it was blowing in the early Fall weather. 

Damn it, no free hands! Putting the takeout on the roof something caught his eyes. Someone was standing under a tree, with little light and being from a distance could barely get a description of the person. 

They were taller than him, had what looked like short curly or wavy hair. What made Shen Yuan freak out was the fact that the person was not moving and seemed to be staring in his direction. Though he couldn’t see their eyes he just knew. 

Breaking his eyes away he quickly got his food and drove away, but he couldn’t help looking back in his rearview mirror. The person never moved an inch.  

Chapter Text

It's been over a week since seeing that strange figure in the parking lot. Shen Yuan started to think all of the strange happenings that started a month ago can’t be a bunch of coincidences, but there is still something in him that thinks he is being paranoid.  

A displeased voice rang out, “Yuan, wake up!” Shen Jiu was shaking him.

Shen Yuan was lying on his brother’s coach. “Oops I must have fallen asleep again. May as well stay here tonight.” He reached for one of the many decorative blankets.

Jiu smacked his hand away, “What is wrong?”

He blinked up, “Huh?” and played dumb.

“Do not huh me! You have been “accidentally” falling asleep here for the past five nights.”

He sat up. “I’m just tired, so stop assuming somethings wrong when there is nothing. Trying to change the subject he said, “Hey, do you want to get takeout?”

Shen Jiu wanted to hit him out of frustration, he had a gut feeling that his stupid little brother was hiding something. Squeezing his fists he tried to stay calm and sat next to him. “Listen Yuan, I know that is bullshit. You have been hiding something from me, so say it now.

“I don’t know what you are talking about.”

“I have been nice on not pushing you, but this is the line and stop making that face I do not care if you are mad at me.”

Shen Yuan thought. You think I’m going to tell you that I might have a stalker? Yeah the last thing I want is for you to get hurt or worse…. “I’m just stressed okay.”

“Why are you stressed?”

“Just work, I’m worried that my teaching skills are not good enough.”

Shen Jiu grabbed him by the arm, “You really think I believe that poor excuse? If you do not tell me now I will find out myself. I have been patient with you for long enough.”

Shen Yuan pulled his arm away and got ready to leave. “You still need to learn boundaries!”

The older brother got up to block the door. “Brat you are going to tell me now or-”

“Or what?” He stood in front of him, “What are you going to do?”

No one moved, the silence stretched on for a few minutes. Shen Jiu started to realize that he shouldn’t have lost his temper and had a past experience painfully flash through his mind. What are you going to do? You want to leave, low life? There’s the door, so go…..What, are you scared to be punished? Good instinct.

“I…I just-”

“Just what?” His voice came off more hostile than intended.

“..........” He wasn’t good at expressing his feelings and froze trying not to start shaking.

“Jiu?” Shen Yuan realized he may have gone too far. He was trying to prevent Jiu from getting involved by running from his questioning. “Jiu I’m sorry I shouldn’t have been so rash.”

“I am going to bed.” He looked past him, seeming to be done with the conversion. “Stay or not I do not care.”

 Reaching out. “Jiu w-” It was too late. Shen Jiu already retreated to his room. Fuck me! I’ll make it to him. He quietly left to not further annoy his brother.

.......

Shen Yuan opened his front door and slowly walked inside. He was a bit shaken to be in the dark empty apartment. Locking the door he made his way to the bedroom ready to take a shower.

Paying no mind to his tidiness with his mind in disarray, he took off each item of clothing making a path to the bedroom. He got a set of sleeping clothes and walked naked to the bathroom. 

Turning on the water he stepped in the stand up shower, the glass door fogged-up from the steam. 

The warmth enveloped his body as he stood there for a few minutes thinking about how he should make peace with his brother. Maybe I should take him to…No I should bring him something he likes to eat. He’s more of a shut in then I am…Unless I can find a place where mainly women are..

A sudden cold draft made him shiver. Damn I forgot to turn on the heater. He thought while scrubbing the ylang-ylang scented shampoo through his long hair.

Taking his body wash and squeezing generous amounts in the cloth; started rubbing the skin softening soap over his arms. Fuck how is it getting colder in here? I need to get this done!

Finishing up he grabbed the empty towel rack. Ugh I haven’t been here for so long that I forgot to put clean ones in here. Moving to the wide opened bathroom door Shen Yuan paused, thinking, Didn’t I close that?

.......

A loud donkey whine could be heard.

“Xuanyu, can you get that! I’m in the middle of something here!” Wei Wuxian was typing away on his laptop.

Seconds later, a knock sound came from the door. 

He came out of his room. “Oh my God, okay lazy!” 

“Hey watch that tone with me young man!” While typing he thought, Where does he get the attitude from? 

His cousin came running in, excitingly yelling, “Yuan’s here!” 

Wuxian stopped typing and quickly closed his laptop. Looking confused, he was about to ask Shen Yuan why he was here this late when he noticed what Xuanyu was wearing. “Xuanyu! You shouldn’t answer the door in something like that! What if it was a complete stranger?”

He whipped his head around so fast that his hair bun became loose. “What? My private parts are covered?” Xuanyu looked down at himself.

Wei Wuxian pointed at him, “That’s not the point! You are wearing something I can barely call shorts and a crop top! You get your fourteen year old ass in there and change now!”

The younger cousin made annoyed noises as he left the room. The two looked at each other baffled.

“He’s going through one of his mood swings again, ignore him. Teenagers make no sense nowadays.”

“You’re talking like we are old men.”

Wuxian shrugged at him, “Aren’t we not?”

We are in our twenties! Shen yuan was regretting coming here, but he had no choice seeing as all of his other friends are out of town at the moment. 

“So, what brings you here?”

He stayed in the doorway to the living room, “I just wanted to stop by that’s all.”

The raven haired man tilted his head, “Really?” He noticed Yuan’s hair was damp and wore disheveled night clothes. Wuxian found that weird knowing he never dressed that casual in public. 

Heavy sigh, “No…Can I ask you to do something for me?”

“Sure, what is it?”

“Can….Can I stay here tonight?”

“......Of course…..Can I ask why?” 

Shen Yuan wanted to tell him, he wanted to tell everybody what was happening. “No.”

Wuxian looked at him seriously. “Yuan if you are in trouble you should tell me.”

“How do you know if I’m in any trouble?” 

“Let’s just say I’m good at reading people. I can tell something's been going on for a while with you.”

Shen Yuan felt suspicious of him. “You seem very good at that.”

“What can I say?” He waved his hand, “I mean I’m raising a teenager after all.”

Shen Yuan sat next to him, he thought about what if something happens to him and no one knew anything. What if goes missing, gets attacked, or dies. With this he can at atleast give something for his loved ones to go by. “I will tell you, but you can’t tell anybody else okay? Unless something happens to me, promise me Wuxian?”

“Yuan y-”

“Promise me.”

He shook his head and said with a leveled voice, “I promise.”

Shen Yuan, satisfied with the response, started from the beginning with the first silent phone call he received at the end of the Summer semester. Wei Wuxian listened, looking more concerned with every new detail.

Shen Yuan asked him, “Do you think that night at the bar was a joke or something more?”

He said without hesitation, “No, it fits with this pattern.”

“What pattern?”

“It seems that whoever is doing this is most likely not trying to kill you, but toy with you?”

“But why?”

Rubbing his chin he said, “You seem to have a stalker.” 

“That much I figured.” God noooo whyyy me! Shen Yuan could have curled up in a ball and cried on the spot if he didn’t have any self-restraint. 

He thought for sometime. “Yuan, is there anybody you know personally who might do this? Who might want to hurt you in some way? Anybody who is mad at you, it doesn’t matter how small the situation was.”

“.......No, no one. I stay to myself and everybody I know I knew for years and would never do this.” Who the Hell would want to stalk me?

“This doesn't seem random to me. How about neighbors, store workers, your friends of friends, colleagues, students, ex-” He stopped at seeing his face turn deadly pale. “Yuan, did you think of somebody?”

“ No!....I…I should go.” 

Wei Wuxain stops his very distressed friend. “Yuan you can’t leave! Didn’t you just tell me that someone was maybe in your apar-”

“No, no it’s fine. I’m just going to leave now.” He tried to get out of his grip, but couldn’t. “Don’t worry about it! Now let go!”

“Oh no you don’t!” He lent more of his weight on him. “You better tell me now or we’ll just have to stay like this forever.”

“No stop, get off, you're heavy!” He wiggled with all his might. Personal space please!!

“Wow, so you’re calling me fat! How rude!” He shifted his weight to pin Shen Yuan down more. “Tell me.”

“Let it go!” Yuan tried to reason with him, “It’s dangerous!”

Unfazed Wuxian said, “I can take care of myself!”

Slowly rotating in his grabs. “What about Xuanyu?” Yuan hoped that would push the subject away.

Wuxian paused for a moment and Shen thought that he was finally going to let him go. Sadly he had other plans.

He flipped Yuan to face him and continued, “Now you have to tell me. If this person is that bad it’s too late for us to be safe, so wouldn’t it be better to tell me?”

He felt worse now knowing he put more people in danger. “How are you so calm about this?” He thought his friend had more of a past then he led on about. Yuan may at times be oblivious, however not stupid. 

Mainly after waking up that morning in his bed and seeing the scattered scares over his body. Also there was that brand? Tattoo? Wuxian has on the left side of his chest. Losing his glasses that night made it hard for him to decipher what it was.

Wuxian tightened his hold more. “Just tell me.”

Shen closed his eyes and said the name, “Luo Binghe….” Wuxian didn’t react, so he continued, “He was that student I had back in highschool. Remember I told you about him.”

Luo, Luo. Why does the last name sound familiar? “So how does that make him dangerous?”

“He….I found out…” Yuan turned his head to look away from his friend. “He is part of a crime family and his father went to prison for it….He disappeared out of nowhere during my highschool graduation day.”

Shen Yuan did not see it, but Wuxian's eyes went wide at the realization of the name. Luo…Tianlang-Jun the leader who I would feed information to! I remember seeing through the grapevine that he got caught….I thought his son was…. ”Yuan.”

He looked into his eyes. “Wuxian, you can’t tell anybody, even my brother.”

No duh! I’m not that stupid! “I won't tell a soul.”

“Wait, you believed me that easily?”

“Yes.” 

“Why?” Yuan stopped moving to take in Wuxian's full reaction, “Do you know more than you are letting on?” He figured why hide his suspicion at this point.

He smiled, “You don’t have to worry about that. What? Do you think I’m part of some criminal organization? ” Almost laughing he thought, Do I even count when I was doing it for the greater good? “ I just don’t see why you would make up something like this.” 

Shen looked uncomfortable, “You can be mysterious sometimes.” and spoke in a fed-up voice.

Wei Wuxian smiled more at him without saying anything, which didn’t help.

“Oooooooh myyyyyy…”

They both looked over to see a covered up Xuanyu sitting on the rocking chair in the corner watching them. 

“Did I interrupt anything? I can go to my room and wear my headphones if you need me to.”

“Xuanyu I took your makeup away once and I’ll do it again!” He let go of Shen Yuan and went to the kitchen. “I’ll make some tea, so we can talk more.”

The teenager walked over to Yuan. “Don’t worry I know you are in denial also, despite that I support both of you coming out when you guys feel comfortable.” 

“Xuanyu! Get your ass in here and leave him alone!”

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After getting into an argument with Wuxian on the ethics of not allowing the guest to take his bed he refused and slept on his friend’s coach. No way he was getting into another man’s be again. 

Xuanyu jumped in at some point offering for Yuan to sleep in his bed with him. That resulted in the sad teenager getting grounded to his room alone. 

Late the next day he went to Shen Jiu’s and gave him a few mooncakes that he painstakingly made. Yuan wasn’t a great cook, but once he put in some effort the food was passable. 

Jiu wanted to be stubborn, to refuse the sweet treat, however he knew that his little brother made them himself. It warmed his heart though on the outside he pretended to give in because Yuan was annoying him. 

To try and prevent Jiu from bringing up the subject again Yuan said, “Jiu I’m sorry I- Ow!”

He put his fan back down, he said, “Stop being a sap.” and ate another cake.

How could you hit the hand that feeds you! Such cat behavior! Rubbing the spot he hit, Yuan decided to get to the point. “Geg-” He got a death stare. “Brother I just wanted to say that if I need help or something happened to me that I’ll tell you.”

Shen Jiu examined the amateur mooncake design. “You know Yuan.”

“Know what?” Does he love my creations!

He humphed, “You are a bad liar.” 

Shit! Yuan was bad at lying to Jiu. His brother had a way to tell when he was not being honest to him. Aggravatingly, Jiu would not tell Yuan how. 

Shen Yuan wanted to defend himself, but Jiu spoke more.

“Though you will not be honest with me…I will not force you to tell me.” It took willpower on his part to not push a confession. “You can tell me when you are ready.”

That killed it. He wanted to tell him, he also wanted to keep denying, but in the end all Yuan said in a soft tone was, “I will.” 

“Good.” Jiu got up and got two cups for tea. A silence went on for a few minutes. “And you can stay here anytime you want. How about tonight?” He put the tea bags in the cups.

Trying a mooncake, he was surprised that it tasted very similar to the street ones. “I can’t tonight.” Yuan was proud of his cooking skills.

Taking the pot off the stove he started pouring the hot water. “Why is that?”

“I’m staying at Wuxian’s…. Jiu! Jiu! The tea!!” He got a dish towel for his frozen older brother. “It’s overflowing!!” 

.......

For the next two weeks Shen Yuan has been going back and forth between the two households. He has only been to his place during the day to collect what he needed for the night. It was getting more difficult due to the time change. Like Hell Shen Yuan wanted to be there when it was dark. 

Wei Wuxian took his phone and laptop to add some sort of spy protection. Yuan was not that computer smart to know what he did, but whatever it was made the devices act normal. 

He asked Wuxian how he got so handy doing that, but he invaded the question to ask about his strange online discussions. Yuan was mortified, so dropped the subject even with Wuxian’s persistence in knowing his personal Internet hobbies.

The first week was pretty uneventful. Nothing strange seems to be happening. I mean how could something happen when Shen Yuan refused to be alone for more than a few minutes. 

Xuanyu showed him how to feed the Little Apple. The donkey seems to have gotten used to Yuan to the point where she assumed he was one of her many feeders. Wuxian was right, she is very spoiled.

Wuxian complained that Yuan was making her worse by bringing double the amount of fruit she’s used to eating. Little Apple had the gall to ignore him and go up to Yuan first. He would rant at the ungrateful donkey, “Can you believe this! Ungrateful! I gave you a home you street donkey!!” 

More betrayal came when his little cousin would go to Yuan for homework help. Xuanyu would roll his eyes and say, “He’s a teacher! Gege you suck at poems!”

When Wuxian brought up the other subjects the teenager unashamedly said, “I like spending time with Yuan. Most importantly he is my type!”

Wei Wuxian was going to go to an early grave wrangling in this bold tennager. He can’t remember ever acting like that when he was his age. Thank heavens Shen Yuan wasn’t a creep seeing as he got uncomfortable when heard the boys out there statements.

Weirdly enough Shen Jiu would get more pushy with Yuan to stay with him. He wasn’t too happy with his little brother staying the night at the guy's house. 

He would ask weird questions like, “Are you two alone there? What items are you taking with you? Where do you sleep?” Yuan didn’t understand what the issue was. He thought that maybe his brother picked up Wuxian’s mysterious ways too.

Shen Jiu started to purposely go with him to the school’s cafe and judge who he called, the chatty brat. 

Wei Wuxian had a talent to make Jiu border on the line of murdering the barista. Shen Yuan would step in and escort his brother away before the worse case scenario could happen. 

Liu Qingge started messaging him more frequently though Yuan didn’t know how he had the time with being very busy in his football career. Until Qingge asked where he was staying that night when it hit him that Jiu must be telling him things. 

When did they start becoming more talkative? Jiu doesn’t like any of my male friends! When Shen Yuan called him out, Qingge admitted without hesitation. Though Shen Jiu would keep tabs on him through his friend in highschool, he never suspected that they talked now at all. 

Adding fuel to the strange fire Qingfang said he never has been messaged by Jiu. In fact when Yuan graduated he told him to delete his number. That’s something he will definitely need to unpack at a later date. 

He even had the thought of getting Wuxian to spy on their conversations, but decided that would be hypocritical given what’s going on at this very moment.

The second week his friend joined him in the warm kitchen that was filled with the smell of chicken fried rice. Yuan wanted to pay them for their kindness by upgrading his cooking skills. Little Apple was peeking in the back window hoping to get a taste.

Wuxian presented important information on his situation. Apparently Luo Binghe was dead according to well hidden police death records. He was reported dead thirteen days after Shen Yuan’s graduation. It made his heart sink to think of it.

Wuxian said this is faked, because the cause of death was suicide by jumping off a cliff into the ocean. His body was never found, only a note left at the scene detailed who he was and why he did it. He explained that due to his father being outed, it was common for the family to disappear by this method as a way of protection.

This made Shen Yuan internally calm down, but he would never admit it. How crazy would it be to explain that you feel sympathy for your stalker. 

Wuxian advised him that he should avoid being outside by himself for the time being. Also to carry a weapon for extra safety. Yuan was going to say no until a pocket knife was placed into his hand.

Stunned, he said, “Aren’t these illegal?”

“Yes but what choice do you have? Hey, don't look scared!” Thinking more he said, “Wait, do you know how to use one?”

“Of course I don’t! Why would I??”

“Awesome!” Taking the knife and opening it up he happily said. “Here I can show you!”

WTF!!! “No! Hey watch where you are waving that thing!” Holding up the spatula for defense Yuan yelled, “I’m trying to cook!”

“Gege!” Xuanya’s mud-mask covered face appears in the doorway. “Are you having fun without me!”

Little Apple made a displeased whine in the background for the food show being halted.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS FAMILY!?!?! What tragic backstory is going on here!?!?! How do they have so much energy!?! 

.......

The two friends were walking to Yuan’s car from the university. Wuxian wanted to check the apartment and make sure nothing was secretly placed or out of the ordinary. He asked, “Yuan, I have a question about Luo Binghe.”

He unlocked the door. “What is it?”

“I understand that he was your student …But why would he want to do this to you specifically? He doesn’t know that you know about his family…..Right?”

“Hmm…” He flapped his fan around subconsciously.

He looked over the hood, “You left something out, didn’t you?” waiting for an answer.

He sighed, turning his car keys in his hand, “Yes. I mean I’m not fully sure, but I think so….”

Placing his elbows on the hood, “Well care to share?” 

”My brother saw Binghe and knew he was somehow related to Tianlang-Jun. Before you ask, yes Jiu meant Binghe’s father once and no he will not talk about it. I’ll say this only. My brother was taken as a child. He was sold to shady people for many years.” Shen Yuan held back most of the details, “That’s all I know. But I bring this all up because I think he may have told the cops.”

Wei Wuxian faked being surprised, he already knew Shen Jiu was kidnapped and returned to his family years ago. He was untrusting of people, so would look into their background before engaging. Though that didn’t seem likely to be the reason. “I’m not so sure.”

“Then what could it be then? I never treated Binghe wrong and he didn’t dislike me.” At least not that I know of.. They stood there and a cool breeze blew by, causing Wuxian’s shoulder length hair to harshly sway.

“People in that lifestyle would just have killed him or tortured him to death. Let’s say he wanted to use you as a way to get revenge on Jiu. Why would he keep it a secret?” Wuxian leans forward with his hands flat on top of the car. “I would have let my victim know to terrify them.”  

“You...You have a point.” That backstory must be something... “If that’s not it…I have nothing…..”

“You’re not the only one….Yuan this might sound stupid.”

“You really think I have the right to judge. What is it?”

“What if he just wants to talk to you?”

“??????????”

“...................”

“There is no way!” That’s just crazy! No way! Who would do that!?! 

.......

Shen Yuan being an introvert needs alone time. He hasn’t had it in awhile and wanted to indulge in some webnovels without judgement. Yuan was so behind in chapters and hasn’t entered the chat room to argue with Airplane’s stupid opinions for a while. His social battery was running low because of these two extroverts. 

Shen Jiu was on a business trip and won't be back until next week. So instead of staying in his apartment he was going to his brother’s. That sounds less dangerous. Right?

Getting strangely comfortable with this scenario. He felt that as long as he stayed inside and locked in everything would be fine. It helps that Jiu was a few more stories up and who would be crazy enough to climb nine floors.

Wuxian didn’t like the idea. He wanted to find a solution first before separating, but Yuan reassured him that he would be careful. And not tell him that he was close to straggling the excessive energy right out of him.

Unable to stop him. He made him promise to message when home, to take the knife, check before locking everything, and barricade the doors. Shen Yuan could not agree more.

Xuanyu wanted to go to an event held by his school at the local mall. Yuan offered to drop them off since it wasn’t that far. “Thanks for dropping us off Favorite Gege !” He yelled while running inside.

“Xuanya wait! What do you mean favorite!? Damn it, that kid I swear! Yes we appreciate it. Remember to let me know when you get home. I’ll give you thirty minutes to contact me.” He waved as Shen Yuan left.

“No problem, I will.” He smirked to himself at the next words, “Have fun.” 

Wuxian heavily thought, Yeah fun as in finding a teenager in a sea other teenagers… Fuck!

He arrived at the apartment, but all he did was stand at the door checking to see if anything was tampered with. Seems good. I need a nap, of course I had to have another awful dream last night.  

He opened the door and walked into a dark living room, he hit the lamp switch and it wouldn’t come on. Seriously? Dead bulb really? 

He felt the wall leading to the kitchen. It was hard to see due to Jiu closing every curtain in the living space. when he finally found the switch on the wall. There you are. The soft glow of the overhead lights came on brightening the space when he saw him. 

Shen Yuan’s heart stopped right in that very moment; he didn’t remember dropping his bag, but he did at some point. 

He was just there sitting relaxed at the kitchens’ island with his hand under his chin looking at Shen Yuan. 

This shy young awkward teenager turned into a fully grown man before his eyes. A black button up long sleeve dress shirt that complemented his exposed built chest, short black curly hair that was faultlessly styled, and perfectly sculpted face made such a picture perfect scene. 

One wouldn’t be able to tell it was him at first glance; But Luo Binghe’s starry eyes that captivated Shen Yuan never changed.

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Luo Binghe didn’t move an inch, only watched him with amusement, like he wanted to see what Yuan would do next. A quiet smile formed slowly on his face.

Shen Yuan's mind was not yet creating any coherent thoughts. He could only take in the unexpected scenario in front of him, until Yuan was alerted out of his daze to a text message.

Shen Yuan wouldn’t move; he didn't want to give the man a reason to attack him. He hoped that Wuxian would get the message to send help if he went unanswered.

Luo Binghe finally blinked to attention, breaking his gaze away from Shen Yuan’s unnerved green eyes. He finally spoke in a gentle voice, “Answer it.” He titled his head and added, “Tell him everything is fine.”

Fuck fuck fuck! How does he know? He truly didn’t know what to do. No matter how prepared you can be it can never prepare you for the real thing. He knew he needed to make a move soon before it was decided for him. Maybe I can let Wu-

Luo Binghe spoke again in that captivating voice, “Wait, I change my mind.” He stretched his hand out in a smooth motion where he sat and said, “Give it to me.”

Paralyzed  Shen Yuan had his fingers hovering over the phone. He didn’t want to find out what would happen if he didn’t cooperate, so he cautiously walked closer. Yuan carefully handed the phone to him Binghe’s long fingers brushed purposely against his. He backed away a few steps to get some space between them.

He looked down at the phone uninterested and typed some words. Then he put it down on the counter to put his attention back on the shaken male. “Shen Yuan, what is he to you?” The voice was less gentle with these words.

Shen Yuan was surprised by the use of his actual name from Luo Binghe’s mouth. “My friend.” Trying to keep his voice steady when answering. Why is that the question you want to know?

Luo Binghe hummed, “That is all?” The gentleness started to fade into something more accusatory. 

Confused, scared, and slightly annoyed, he answered, “Yes…What else could we be but friends?” 

Luo Binghe had an unreadable face and casually stood up to move closer.

Shen Yuan was internally in a full panic mood at this point wondering what the intruder was going to do. The knife was in his back pocket, but before he attempted to go for it. Luo Binghe stopped right in front of him. If he wanted too he could reach out and touch Yuan. 

The taller male stayed where he was, Shen Yuan turned his head up to look him in the face. He seemed to be studying the shorter male, maybe planning out what to do with him. He couldn’t take it anymore and muttered a question he wanted to know for the last few months. “What do you want?”

He didn’t respond, only reaching out to take a loose lock of Yuan’s long hair to play with it. Binghe’s focus went directly to feeling the silky brown strands between his fingers. A sudden gleam of shyness came over him that Shen Yuan didn’t catch.

What is happening? Is this how he kills his victims? He started to shake slightly, which didn’t go unnoticed. Luo Binghe let go of his hair and he decided to take the chance and run for the door. Sadly he didn't get far when got pulled back by his hair.

He let out a pained noise then was pushed back into a wall which caused his brother’s favorite mountain painting to crash onto the floor. His glasses tumbled from his face to somewhere unknown.

Luo Binghe kept a hold on his hair and a hand turned his face to look at him. “We finally see each other after so many years, but all you want to do is run away from me.” His voice was angry and he pushed his body against Shen Yuan, pinning him to the wall.

He squeezed his eyes shut, refusing to look at him. He heard a huff and felt a puff of air hit his check. Luo Binghe seemed to have moved his face closer.

He pulled a bit more on his hair to try and get an answer. “You will not even look at me?” The chime of the phone in the background was fully ignored.

Shen Yuan didn’t want to die, he slipped his hand to the pocket knife ready to defend himself. When his hand finally landed on the weapon, he moved it facing the intruder's lower abdomen.

He was about to open it but found he couldn’t do it. How could he stab Binghe? He didn’t have it in him to go that far. Yuan thought, If I’m going to die, better not make it harder on myself. I’m sorry Jiu for the mess you’ll certainly find.

“Fine.” He let go of him, his long hair spilled free over his face. Luo Binghe moved away towards the living room. 

Shen Yuan was stunned, not at just being alive, but what stunned him more was that Binghe was leaving. 

He stopped without looking back at him, turned towards one of Shen Jiu’s expensive green jade vases. Angrily unprovoked punched it off the shelf to shatter all over the floor. Blood dripped from his hand to the dark hardwood floor. 

Heavy breathing was the only sound in the dead silent apartment for a few minutes. Shen Yuan would not move from his spot, so watched the bizarre show. Before he closed the door he said. “I will see you soon, Shen Yuan.” A slam echoed through the apartment.

Relief washed over him. Yuan slid down the wall next to the broken picture; the glass cracking under his weight. If the small hint of pain from sitting on the shards didn’t jolt him; he would have thought it was all a dream.

See you Soon? Tonight, tomorrow, next week, next month? When? What the fuck is that suppose to mean! He quickly got up, avoiding the mess to lock the door. Does he want to kill me or not? Is this some kind of game to him? How did he know I was coming here? Shen Yuan’s mind was going a mile a minute pacing the apartment.

Finding his glasses wedged behind the couch and thankfully not broken. He wanted to see what Binghe texted Wuxian. It said, Hey you home? Binghe replied with nothing special, Yes. Another reply, Okay babygirl! ;) Shen Yuan was glad Binghe didn’t see that part; or does he already know? He is very confused on the methods Luo Binghe uses on getting information.

Realizing that he needed to message back before Wuxian starts to worry he replied, Weirdo! >:( . Yuan opted not to tell him what happened right now, because what difference will it make. Why drag him over here for nothing? What could be done now?

Glancing around Shen Yuan was stricken at the sight. How was he supposed to explain this to Jiu? He mentally scratched that, there was no way his brother could find out. Replacing the painting should be easy enough, but the vase……That’s going to be a pain in the ass… Why would Binghe do that!? Yuan rubbed his aching head.

Frustrated and not knowing what to do with himself he chose cleaning up the mess was the first step to take. Tomorrow he will search the Internet to replace everything. 

While cleaning Binghe’s blood off the floor in the dim living room, which with further inspection found the bulb missing. He knew how particular Jiu was with keeping his living space up to a high standard, so at no time would leave it empty. 

Shen Yuan thought, Did he really take that out to lure me in without a chance to escape? He’s really changed… Binghe is… more handsome than I imagine he would be…. Rubbing the stain harder. What is wrong with you!? This isn’t the time idiot! It’s normal to notice an attractive man, but not now! He tried to kill you!!! Or not I don’t fucking know!!!! Though common sense made him fear Luo Binghe, unwanted emotions rose up in relief to see him again. 

Picking up the rest of the mess, he went to the kitchen to wedge a chair at the front door. No way he was taking anything out tonight. Okay, I’ll get cleaned up, eat, and lock myself in Jiu’s room no big deal…I can process what happened tomorrow. 

.......

Getting in the back a black-tinted car he ordered the driver to head to the compound. Rubbing his bloody knuckles on his black pants Luo Binghe pulled Shen Yuan’s hair tie up his wrist to prevent it from getting dirty. 

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It’s been a few days since he last saw Luo Binghe, at least that he knew of, and Shen Yuan was paranoid. He was at first certain that Binghe wanted revenge, but now didn’t know. Does he want to drag this out to make it more enjoyable for himself? Shen Yuan still can’t believe that was the same sweet shy middle schooler he knew back then.

“Shizun?”

He jumped from sudden noise making his students' assignments shuffle out of place. Yuan looked up to see Ning Yingying,

“Sorry! I didn’t know you were so focused. I didn’t mean to scare you.” She lowered her eyebrows and asked, “Are you okay? You seem skittish.”

He relaxed his body. “I’m fine. Did you need something?” He wanted to change the subject as soon as possible.

Ning Yingying was a smart girl, but she could get easily distracted with topics that she wanted to talk about. “Oh yeah! I was in such a hurry earlier that I forgot to get this week's study sheet!”

“I see.” He handed her one and asked, “What made Yinying leave in such a rush?”

“Oh Mingyan needed something important.”

“Well it must be something then.”

“Yeah, she misses Xiao. I mean she should have expected that when going to an all girls university.”  

“That's understandable.” He organized the papers and said, “She’ll get over it when she becomes a great writer.” 

Yingying takes a sip of her strawberry milkshake. “That’s what I said! Xian Shu University is one of the best schools! But without men she can’t get anymore material.”

Confused, “Men for material?” but intrigued Shen Yuan couldn’t help wanting to know what she meant by that.

She almost choked on her drink. Oooooh Mingyan will kill me! “Nothing! I misspoke! I meant to say….You! Yes, you Shizun are her material….” Wait that’s worse, Yingying you idiot!

Shen Yuan got distracted from putting his supplies away. “Why…me?” 

“I meeean, you’re such a good teacher that she uses you for inspiration!” She pulls at her peach-puffer jacket to think of some other topic. Lucky someone walked in at the perfect time.  “Oh Shizun, look it’s Kafei shi!”

He looked over to the door and saw Wei Wuxian walking in. 

“Aiyoh, I have a name young lady! Shizun tell her to stop calling me that!”

Ning Yingying giggled and Shen Yuan rolled his eyes. “You deserve it Kafei shi, now let’s go. Yingying, do you want to walk out with us?”

“No, I still need to meet up with Wanrong for our group project. I’ll see you guys later, bye!” She quickly got out of there to avoid telling anymore of Mingyan’s secrets. I really do hope that Shizun doesn’t mention it to her! 

Shen Yuan walked with Wei Wuxian and explained that he felt safer staying near his brother. It wasn’t a total lie. Yuan came to the conclusion that if Binghe was willing to break into a person’s apartment and not hide it, what else could happen. He was getting bolder. To protect everyone he needed to stay at his own place for the time being. 

He didn’t want the Wei family in danger; the guilt was eating him up. Wuxian tried to argue against it but Yuan finally told him what happened. The information put Wuxian at a loss, he couldn’t fathom what Luo Binghe’s angle was. 

He agreed as long as they stayed in frequent contact, but only talked about mundane subjects until Wuxian could determine if Luo Binghe was still spying on Yuan. Wuxian couldn’t believe that his software protection was bypassed. He told Yuan to let him know if Luo Binghe does something else. 

.......

Right now he is typing on his web novel forms, pretending to have a life that isn’t spiraling out of control. Airplane even shot him a private message asking if everything was okay. It was sweet until he added how Yuan wasn’t bitching as much and found it weird. Fucking mind your own business asshole! I don’t do that! Sorry I point-out the faults in shi-

When his phone dingged, reminding him to meet with his brother for dinner. He messaged Wuxian what he was doing and got up to get ready when he heard a knock on his door. It was a faint-short noise that made him pause, he waited for more, but nothing happened. Moving slowly he looked out his peephole and saw nothing. 

Shen Yuan reluctantly moved the chair out of the way to open the door and saw a small box on the mat. He thought about ignoring it, but he had a feeling that it would backfire. He knew it was from Binghe, and Binghe was being unpredictable. Tapping it with the tip of his foot he found it was not that heavy. 

Glancing around the hall one more time he picked it up. Lightly shaked it, finding that it made no noise. Bringing it in to put it on the kitchen counter he decided to open it when he got back.

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Shen Jiu remains quiet sitting across from Shen Yuan at the table in the noodle restaurant. Yuan was very worried that he figured out about the items replaced in his home. Sweat lightly covered his back at the thought of him finding out. I can gaslight my way out of it no problem…Well let’s hope…

Shen Jiu looked up and asked, “Why are you staring at me?”

“Nothing, just wanted to know….” He threw out, “Why are you talking to Qingge?”

“We are not talking. I just need to keep an eye on you.”

“Really?” The audacity! “Jiu I’m not a kid.” This open-honesty brother of his was getting out of hand….. 

“I see no difference.” Twisting the noodle on his chopsticks said, “You have been spending a lot of time with that hyper brat.”

Ugh this again? “Gege stop calling him that.”

“Stop calling me that, you know better.” He narrowed his dark green eyes. “Are you sleeping with him?” 

Shen Yuan started to choke on his food. “Jiu, w-what…Why would you think that?!” Qingge what have you been saying!??!

Sounding like a disappointed parent he listed off the so-called proof, “You text him all of the time, you drove him home, and you stayed at his house A LOT ….” He raised a finger with each point. “Also you defend him.”

That does seem…..I can’t blame you gege…… “No, we are just good friends. Also, I DON’T like men.”

Shen Jiu had too many suspicions to believe Yuan’s words. He wanted nothing more than to make the chatty motherfucker disappear. “Really?” He needed to get Yuan to admit it on his own. If it was what his dumbass brother was hiding, Jiu would find a way to stop it.

“What do you mean?!” He pointed aggressively at his brother. “Of course really!” I can’t believe this! Too much honesty!! Too much!!!

People around them started to stare. Shen Yuan didn’t notice, but Shen Jiu gave them an intimidating look and everybody went back to their food. “Watch your tone. Yuan remember what I told you?”

He huffed out, “No…’

He huffed back, “Damn brat you do not listen. Men are scum of the earth.” Snapping his fingers at Yuan to hone in his words. “You will not be dating any men.”

“Brother we are men…”

“So? My point still stands.”

UGH! Really!! You and Qinguan spend time together hypocrite! “Regardless I’m not,” he bent forward and whispered, “sleeping with him or even gay.”

“I do not care what you are. I will not approve of any males you bring home. How about you try going on dates again?” Shen Jiu grabbed his phone. “I know a nice girl that-”

“Jiu please do not do this again. I’ll go on dates when I have time.”

He put down his phone annoyed, “You said that before. Yuan you are so picky.”

“Jiu they were not my type. How is that picky?’

“Really, so please tell me what your type is?

“I……” Yuan had to think hard on this question. What do I like? I mean I find women pretty… I never deep dived into what I find….

“Well?” She Jiu was trying to keep his patience knowing it won’t help the situation if he blows up.

“Dark hair….Dark eyes…You know this is all unnecessary. Why don’t we talk about what you and Qingge actually talk about?”

Shen Jiu adjusted his pine green sweater. “Whatever you say Yuan.” The tone in his voice seems to give up on his little brother for the time being. I will not allow this! That shifty bastard is going to pay for corrupting him!

Damn you! Sometimes I could slap you Jiu!

Understanding that the subject was at a stalemate; they both drifted into a conversation involving what Shen Jiu did on his business trip. The two brothers could never stay mad at each other for long.

“It is getting late, let us go.”

“Okay. I’ll pay.”

“No, you will meet me out front.” He grabbed the check and left, with a swish of his long black hair.

“Hey!” I’m not a baby! He picked up his tan coat and against his better judgement he looked around. There were still a lot of people in the restaurant enjoying their meals, laughing, and having lively conversation. 

Everything seemed normal until he shifted his eyes to a back corner booth. The look was only for a few seconds, but it was enough to see Luo Binghe calmly sitting without a care in the world. Shen Yuan caught that gentle smile and piercing eyes directed at him. 

Shen Yuan turned around and walked as normal as possible out of the restaurant. Was He there the whole time? He couldn’t help taking another look through the large windows of the warmingly lit establishment. He connected immediately to Binghe’s unrelenting eyes; they seemed determined, wanting to get a point across. 

He wished he knew what Binghe was trying to say. What he truly wanted to do. Whatever it was Yuan noticed excitement flashed through those dark pools. 

It must have been from nervousness because Shen Yuan couldn’t stop himself from producing a small smile. Another emotion popped up in the man’s expression, unhinged. Oh shit…. Did I make him mad? How!?! 

His brother broke him out of it by coming out complaining that it was too cold, and they started to make the short walk home. Shen Yuan used the excuse of it being cold to make them move faster.

Walking in the apartment, he locked the door. Shen Yuan was about to check around, but he remembered the box he got.

Picking it up, he inspected the box in more detail. It was opal green with a white bow, it seemed to be of high quality. It felt like nothing was even in it. 

He sat it down and shakily flipped the lid off; hurriedly backed away. To his surprise it was nothing life threatening. Just a long green ribbon, which bewildered him. 

He held it up to get a better look, the material was silky smooth with small bamboo embroidery fading to the ends. Shen Yuan didn’t understand why he got this. What was the point of giving him a gift? What type of threat is this? This can’t be a threat… 

Shen Yuan slid the ribbon between his hands trying to come up with the answer. The realization hit him similar to a bucket of cold water being thrown on a person already freezing to death. 

A memory of that sad young boy receiving a simple gift flashed through his mind. Squeezing the item in his hand he sheepishly thought, Binghe… A dust of pink spread across his cheeks.

Chapter Text

There has been an absurd amount of broken bones coming into this hospital.

Do you still think it’s Crimson Rain?

Yes and he is making my internship harder than it needs to be! 

Don’t worry you can get through this. :) 

Yuan, you are not helping! :( 

What can I do? Ask him to stop? How about you ask him to stop yourself? :D You are the one that chose to intern near Ghost City!

Yeah I did, but I wanted to learn more than just bone damage… Breaking hands seem to be his favorite thing. P.s. You are turning into Jiu with those rude words! :)

I AM NOT! >:(

Yes you are…... Mini Shen Jiu. 

Shen Yuan always felt uneasy knowing his friend was near Ghost City because of the rumors involving notorious harsh crimes. The police could not get the place shutdown due to lack of evidence. No one in that city would snitch on their leader. Before messaging Qingfang back he got another reply.

Oh got to go, duty calls! Talk to you later.

Yuan stopped dead in his tracks when he saw a red envelope taped to his door. Nervously pulling it off, flipped it around and saw his name written on the back in well defined strokes.

Shen Yuan checked around his apartment. Seeing the coast was clear, wedged the chair at the front entrance.

He quickly opened the letter wanting to get it over with. It said, Shen Yuan, you will be picked up tomorrow at 8 p.m. Be ready outside. 

The nerve of him to tell me what to do! Right when he was about to rip the message into pieces, he thought of his brother and his friends. What if he kills them if I don’t comply? 

He laid it down on the kitchen counter and decided that facing the situation might solve some issues. Also a special item needed to be returned to the original owner.

........

The next night quickly came and Shen Yuan was moving to stand outside in front of the lobby doors. He wrapped his arms around himself, he thought his heavy light-green sweater would be enough for this late October weather. Clearly not. The note was so vague that he didn’t know what to wear. 

Shen Yuan couldn’t sleep last night, he was worried. What did Binghe want? Why is he being so weird......I guess better me than Jiu.. He would do anything for his brother.

He noticed a large black SUV parked next to the thick bushes, their green changed to scarlet red for the autumn season. A stocky man in casual wear got out and opened the door for him with a smile on his face. He hesitated, until the man gestured to the back of the seat, then slowly got in. 

The ride was interesting to say the least, Shen Yuan got more nervous the further they went. The man driving him introduced himself as Six Balls in a friendly voice. He wanted to get his mind off of what’s going on, so asked where he got his name from.

“Well, I got it from killing a man with six balls.” He chuckled, “I would tell ya how, but I don’t think the boss would be too happy.”

Killed a man with SIX BALLS!?!? How!!!?? What type of balls, ping-pong balls? Basketballs? Bowling balls!?!? “O-oh wow how…engrossing..”

“You got dat right mister.”

He realized after twenty-minutes that he was taking him to the next city over. Jin Lan City was not particularly bad, but it said that parts of it are run by underhanded methods. 

Shen Yuan thoughts halted. He didn’t know the name of the syndicate that was running it. Could it be his? Was he here this whole time? It made him feel strangely sad.

The car stopped at a private high-end restaurant. He was looking out the window trying to read the sign when the car door was pulled open and the driver gestured to him to follow. 

Stepping into the lobby there was a faint sound of music coming from further into the building. The black marble floors created a small echo effect with each step and dim lighting made the dark red walls with classic black wainscot feel mysterious. Like every patron that entered had a secret to keep.

It made Shen Yuan curious, so curious that he wanted to explore that introspective melody. But Six Balls steered him away to a hidden door behind a wall shelf in the employees only closet. 

They walked up a set of stairs that took them through a long hall full of non-labeled doors. The light was giving off an eerie dim glow. The driver stopped at a door. “This is it. Good luck mister.” Then he left with a limp in his step.

Shen Yuan stayed in place for a few seconds, before grabbing the doorknob. Good luck isn’t going to cut it! He took a deep breath and turned it. 

What greeted him on the other side was a dark room with low-light that seemed to flicker like a candles’ glow behind dark curtains. The table in the middle was made of glass with black metal underneath it. There was a c-shaped leather coach with some fluffy large pillows. But what caught his full attention was Luo Binghe sitting in the middle leisurely laid back not saying a word, just watching him. 

Shen Yuan could barely see his face, but he could feel him watching. Not knowing what to do, he sat on the coach as far as he could from Binghe. 

Nothing happened, he wouldn’t do anything. The only thing that could be heard was the faint sound of music coming in from the restaurant's stage. 

“Did you like my gift?”

Him said confused, “What gift?”

“............”

Fuck! What is he…..Oh….. “You mean the ribbon?” Please God be right!

“You finally remembered. So do you like it?” His voice gave a tone of enjoyment.

Shen Yuan mentally held down an embarrassed flush from appearing on his face. “Of…Of course I do.” 

“Then why aren’t you wearing it?”

Shit! Why didn’t you dumbass!?! “I didn’t think it, it went with my outfit…..” 

“Is that so?” He moved closer. “I think it would have gone well together.”

“Umm” Wanting to get to the point said, “Can you tell me why you called me here?” 

“I wanted to see you.” He shifted more over. “Is that so bad?”

WHAT!?! This is the weirdest method to intimidate!… But Shen Yuan started to think those simple words that Wuxian said, What if he just wants to talk to you?. It made him question everything. On top of that the gift wrecked the early theory of revenge.

He suddenly remembered what he kept all of these years and reached for his front pocket. ”I want to give your-”

He was interrupted when Luo Binghe’s body touched his, he couldn’t help but try to stand up, but he was grabbed by the arm and pulled back down.

“Why are you trying to leave me, when I missed you so much?” He wrapped an arm around Shen Yuan’s waist to prevent him from moving. “The food will be here shortly.”

Food? Why do we have to be this close?!? “Bing- Luo Binghe, I wanted too…..I need to s-” He stopped talking when he pulled Shen Yaun’s hair out of its ponytail. 

“You should not wear anything else in your hair, only the gift I gave you.” He then brushed fingers through the strands.

What’s that hard….Is that a gun!?! “Okay…” Why wouldn’t he be armed, it’s not like he’s a damn mob boss!?! 

(Knock, knock.)

Luo Binghe said annoyed, “Enter.”

Three waitresses came in carrying plates of different food and two cups, with a jar of red wine. They bowed, but before leaving the host told them to lock the door behind them.

No! No! How about not doing that!!

He let go of Shen Yuan to pour the wine and gave it to him to take. “You can have whatever you like, sorry for not making it myself. I will do that nextime.” He took a sip.

Nextime!? He didn’t know what any of this was, You’re sorry? but he went along with it so he could leave safely. Maybe even get to the bottom of what this man wanted and end this whole dilemma.

He was leery with the options laid out before him. Yuan thought, What if there was poison? He glanced at Binghe and saw the man picking small amounts of each food and eating them. Well I guess it is safe. 

“Yuan, do you know why I gave you that gift?”

“Because I gave a similar one to you in highschool?”

“Y-you remember that?” For the first time since high school Shen Yuan heard that little nervous crack in Luo Binghe’s voice.

“I do.” He felt nostalgia rise in him and that once gentle voice graced the mob boss’s ears. “How could I forget?”

His eyebrows scrunched. “Good.” Shyness seeped through. “Are you enjoying this?” The dark room hides the intense blush covering Luo Binghe’s face.

He shook his head yes and continued eating. Maybe Wuxian was right…. Yuan figured that since the atmosphere has calmed he should bring up the pendent, but was interrupted before a word was said.

“Then why do you not drink some wine?”

“I don’t drink anymore.”

“Really. Why?”

“I had-” Shen Yuan turned his head to Luo Binghe. He realized he was facing the man who did that to him. Call it blind rage that made him stand up and smack him hard across his face. “You know why! I-I’m not doing this anymore!” All of the warmth disappeared in an instance. How could I fall for any of this? He doesn’t care!   He went for the door, but he was slammed down onto the coach.

“Let me go!” He struggled to get him off. “You have been…stalking me…LET ME GO!”

Luo Binghe used one of his hands to wrap around his throat and the other to hold Shen Yuan’s hands above his head. He wasn’t choking him, only using enough force to keep him in place. “Yuan relax.” A red mark was slowly appearing on his left cheek.

“I don’t need to do shit! I don’t care if you kill me at this point!” He really didn’t care, if he got killed at least his brother was safe.

“You shouldn’t talk like that….” He waited patiently for him to calm down.

He was breathing heavily by the time he slowed down his fighting. 

“Are you feeling better?”

Like Hell I am! “Get o-” His phone dinged in his pocket. 

Binghe let go of his neck to retrieve it and opened the message. Yuan didn’t want to know how he got his password. Binghe’s face went cold; his face didn’t even do that when he was hit. 

“You two seem really close….” He dropped the phone on the table. “If you are with him then say it.”

“What? I already told you that we are NOT together!”

“You never told me that about Liu Qingge.”

“Are you serious? No, of course not!” He was very disoriented; nothing was making sense. 

“Good, because it would end badly for him. Since we are on the subject, does Yuan like anybody?”

This is what you want to talk about!? “How is that any of your business?”

He smiled and positioned his body to hover on top of Shen Yuan. He started to struggle again, but when he moved his leg up it brushed against something big. He froze and the crime boss started to talk. “I just want to know. Is that so wrong?”

That can’t be his…..It’s not humanly possible! He found it hard to pay attention to the words being spoken to him. What….What was that saying?? Dick longer than the Heavens?? He felt two hands laid on his cheeks, moving the wired glasses skewed. With his hands free he pushed Luo Binghe back. “What are you doing!?”

Luo Binghe let go. “You were not paying attention.” He restrained his hands again and bent toward him when his phone ringed. Luo Binghe ignored it and said, “What has you distracted?”

No, no, no! What can I even say? You have a big cock! Is it real!?!   “Just let me leave!” 

“No.” Luo Binghe rapidly blinked for a few seconds for an unknown reason. “If you promise not to run I will get off of you.”

“Fine.” Setting back-up didn’t lessen the anger from his body. He demanded an answer from Luo Binghe, “Why would you do that?” 

“Do what?”

Is he playing dumb? “That night in the club you drugged my drink!”

“Oh yes.” In a matter-of-fact voice stated, “You were with another man.”

Standing up and slowly backing away. “Are..You are fucking crazy!” He refused to turn his back on this deranged man again. “Stay away from me!” 

“Yuan you still do not get it.” Moving in calculated steps.

Shen Yuan didn’t want to do this but had no choice, “I mean it!” He produced the small pocket knife from his back pocket. Flipping the blade out he pointed at Luo Binghe’s chest. Yuan was ready to get out. 

Luo Binghe grabs the knife without hesitation, “Or do you not care.” He squeezed the blade portion causing blood to drip between his fingers.

Shen Yuan didn’t think and pulled his arm back making blood run faster. He haven’t meant to do that, so dropped the knife to the ground in shock. 

Binghe looked at his hand with an unreadable expression, then kicked the weapon into the darkness. Yuan was convinced that he was dead at this point.

A loud knock thankfully caused a distraction. 

Shen Yuan tried to move away, but he was forced to stay still by Binghe holding tightly to his arm and unlocked the door. “What?” 

The hand gripping him bleed through his sweater, it made him shiver. 

A very tall man with a trained expression opened the door. “We have a problem.” His icy-blue eyes didn’t once glance Shen Yuan’s way.

“Speak.”

“The new shipment of Xin Mo is on fire.”

An eyebrow on his handsome face twitched, “Mobei-Jun is Shang with you?”

A small voice was heard behind the statue of a man, “Yes, I’m here sir.”

“Take Yuan to the car.”

Peeking his head between Mobei and the door frame,“Understood sir.” light-brown eyes show determination.

Before Shen Yuan was released he got a whisper in his ear. “I have to cut the evening short due to business….But I will see you soon.” Letting go, an obvious blood stain was on his clothing. “Follow him.”

Chapter Text

Closing the door behind himself to yet again put the chair against it, Shen Yuan let out a breath that he was holding the whole way home. 

He took a seat on the couch to go over what happened tonight. His head was a mess of emotions, but what made Yuan feel uncanny was that he did not have much fear. Due to Luo Binghe not immediately killing him for being threatened with a knife it seemed to dissipate, though not entirely gone.

If the man really wanted to do harm to him or his brother this doesn’t appear to be the right approach. He wondered what was the reason for inviting him to that restaurant. 

The moment he pulled out the knife, regret hit him. He was scared, Yuan didn’t know what Binghe wanted to do with him at that moment so wanted to protect himself. Binghe must just want to be friends again. Like in highschool…I can imagine that crime life doesn’t allow many close contact with others…. 

Realizing Yuan reached into his pocket to take out the small pouch disappointed in himself Damn it! .

Rubbing his forehead something didn’t sit right with him,  If he really wanted that, why be so..aggressive? He was acting less like a friend and more like a betrayed lo-

A rapid tapping noise made him jump up. Looking around for the sound he narrowed on the sliding glass door. He couldn’t see through the thick curtains to see what it was, except, Yuan didn’t need to guess when a hurried-hushed voice spoke, “Yuan…” Faster tapping. “Yuan, let me in hurry!”

What the actual fuck… He pushed the curtains open and let the panicked man in.

“D-Did you know your neighbor below you has a dog?!” Wei Wuxian put his hand over his chest to breathe. “I could have died from that yappy monster!”

Really? The pomeranian? Shen Yuan glanced over the balcony confused. “How the hell did you get up here?”

“I climbed. Hey, close everything we don't want anybody to see!” He hurried Shen Yuan inside.

“Climbed! I’m multiple-stories up!”

Wuxian shrugged his backpack off. “It was nothing. I climbed many trees in my youth.”

“Sure cause trees and buildings are the same…And why didn’t you knock on my front door?”

“To lessen the chances of being seen. Your fancy complex has cameras everywhere.” Wuxian went to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water. “But there are many blind spots outside when you get above two stories.” Chugging the liquid until satisfied he added, “It was the easier option and let’s not forget Luo Binghe tracking you.”

“I understand that.” He mentally noted to-up the balcony’s security. “I think the fire was too much Wuxian.”

“Yuan, I had no choice! I couldn’t get in and you didn’t message me to show that you were safe.” Putting the half empty bottle down, “That letter gave no clue on where he wanted you to go which gave me nothing to research beforehand!”

He observed his friend's dirty appearance. Wuxian looked like he rolled down a hill in the woods. The small bits of red leaves were stuck in his black hair. At least he wore all black to lessen the visible stains on his clothes.

When Shen Yuan told him about the letter, Wei Wuxian planned to secretly follow him. He waited in the bushes and when the stocky man opened the door for Yuan, Wuxian rolled under the car to hang-on. 

Handing Wuxian a rag to wipe his face Yuan said, “I couldn’t…Wait!” Patting all of his pockets he found they were empty. “Fuck my phone! I left it there!” 

Pointing, messy man said, “Yuan! Are you hurt?”

“No” Observing the large red stain on his sweater.  “That's not my blood..”

“That’s good.” Seeming to process the words, let out sentences each in a higher volume than the last, “Who’s it then? How did it happen!? What happened!!? I’m glad I caught that room on fire!!!”

He felt ashamed to admit it, “….Luo Binghe’s….”

“Now I have to hear what happened!” He made a proud face. “Did you use the knife I gave you?”

Yuan still hasn’t processed the events, “First you need to explain, why did you pick arson?” He needed some more time to get his feelings in order. 

Walking to the bathroom to thoroughly wash his hands. “It’s simple, I needed to do something to get Luo Binghe’s attention. I had to think fast, so I found the nearest building with important merchandise was two blocks away.”

It must be whatever Xin Mo is. “What was it?”

“Drugs.”

“Wuxian, what if he finds out!” Shen Yuan at no time dealt with drugs, but it didn’t take much knowledge to know destroying a supply would bring dire consequences.  

“Stop worrying, I know some tricks. Unless they bugged your apartment in the last three hours, he has no proof.” He dried his hands on one of the soft towels. “Now tell me what happened!”

“Well-”

Just as he was going to say the front door pushed against the chair with a strong force. Wuxian pulled a fighting Yuan towards the balcony promising to carry him down on his back.

A fist banging and Shen Jiu could be heard from the other side, “Yuan open this fucking door now!”

Jiu my savior! Yuan whispered, “Shit go hide!’

Wuxian collected his bag then pulled Yuan to stop. “Wait! Your sweater!”

Having no time before his brother broke the door down, he took it off and threw it at his friend, “Here take it and hide somewhere!” It left him shirtless.

Seeing some dried blood, he put his arm under the kitchen sink to clean himself while yelling, “Hang on Jiu I’m coming! Stop hitting my door!” Water drops splashed over the counter.

“I’m here.” Moving the chair. Giving him a key really sucks at times! “You’re going to disturbed the neighbors!” Taking off the chain lock. 

“I do not give a fuck right now. Open it Yuan!” The door finally opened and Shen Jiu had his arms crossed in disappointment. “Why are you shirtless?”

Crossing his arms over his chest to be more modest. “I was going to take a shower.”

He walked in looking around like he was searching for something. “This late?” 

“You have no room to talk coming over this late!” He looked for Wuxian and saw no signs of him. Good. Yuan hoped he hid well.

“Well if you would have answered your phone I wouldn’t have to.”

Oh…… “About that……. I lost it.”

“God Yuan how the fuck do you keep losing things?” 

“I don’t know…” 

Pinching his nose bridge with eyes closed shut he uttered the words, “You are a child. Did you try tracking it?” 

“I…I can't, it's dead.”

He huffed, “Figures.” Following him to the kitchen Yuan spotted the dirt-smudged water bottle and quickly hid it behind the rice cooker. “Hopefully someone will return it.”

“Yeah, yeah so what did you want? I need to shower so let’s make this quick.”

“Do not get mouthy brat.” Putting a green piece of broken jade on the island Shen Jiu said, “What is this Yuan?”

What how?! I checked every inch of that living room!!! “I don’t know?” 

“Yuan.”

“What?”

Jiu pushed it towards him with his pointer finger, “You know what that is.”

“I really don’t.”

“Oh really? Do I need to mention the fact that my vase has the wrong producer written on it?”

Fuck! Almost got away with it! “Fine! I’m sorry I knocked it over and  replaced it!”

“See, was that so hard?” He flicked his younger brother's forehead. “Now tell me how you knocked it over.”

Rubbing his where he was hit he said, “I bump into it.”

“Do not lie to me!” Stepping in-front of his little brother. “There is no way you could have done that or the rest would have fallen.”

“Well I..I”

Shen Jiu's face changed to concern. “What happened?” He lifted Yuan’s arm that was clean minutes ago. Yuan didn’t notice the bruises that Binghe gave him, it must have settled to appear at the worst time. “How did you get those?”

“I bumped into a door.”

“Those are finger marks!” 

“Jiu it-”

“No, I want to know who the bastard is!” Seeing this much hurt in his brother’s eyes pained Yuan. “I have been patient long enough! Who is it and do not think of fucking lying to me, please.” His voice broke at the last word. 

He had no clue what to say. He couldn’t tell the truth. How could that end well?

“You putting that chair there is unusual. I…I just want you safe.” He held Yuan by the shoulders. “Please, brother will handle it. I promise to not be mad.”

He wanted to cry, this was unfair to Jiu.

Before his brother could cause him to break Wei Wuxian fell dramatically from behind the balcony curtains.

The Shen brothers both looked down at him in shock. 

Wei Wuxian got up to wipe himself off. “This is awkward……” 

Shen Jiu, “..................”

Shen Yuan, “!?!?!?!?!?!”

He sighed at them, “We didn’t want you to find out this way.” Raised his hands for dramatics.

“WHAT!” Jiu was squeezing his fist so hard that his knuckles were turning white.

“I should go! To let you two talk this out.” He opened the glass door. “Oh yeah also Yuan wanted me to put those bruises on him.” He winked then processed to disappear over the mental railing.

“I will fucking kill him!” He was so mad he was going to give chase by climbing down after him but Yuan wrapped himself around Jiu, refusing to let go. ”Let me go! You fucking bastard!” 

Damn this was going to be a long night…. “Brother, please calm down! He’s already gone!” Shen Yuan may have been annoyed by Wuxian’s fake confession; it still made him relieved. Better this than the actual truth.

“Fuck you Yuan! I said NO MEN! He pulled his fan out of nowhere and started to smack his brother on the head. “YOU!” Smack! “WILL!” Smack! “NOT!” Smack! “SEE!” Smack! “THAT!” Smack! “BEAST!” Smack! “AGAIN!” Smack, smack, smack!! “That filthy heathen!!” Smack!

.......

Petting Little Apple Wuxian handed him a bucket full of mixed fruit. He insisted that she rather be fed by him. The point was proven by Little Apple rolling her eyes and turning away from her owner's attempt. Yuan was amazed that a donkey could do that.

They walked out to the backyard after going over what Shen Yuan experienced. Well minus the accidental dick touching part. Plus the donkey was braying to see her favorite feeder. 

Wei Wuxian got a little smug when Yuan agreed with his off handed remark about Luo Binghe just wanting to talk. He explained that Yuan could use that to his advantage. Wuxian suggested trying to pry more answers out of Luo Binghe to finally end this peacefully.

“Don’t worry about the knife, I got more. I’ll give you another one.”

Shen Yuan was not surprised at this point. 

“So should I go into witness protection?” He seemed amused.

“Probably, Jiu will never let this go.” Giving the happy donkey another pear. “It took a lot to sneak here.” Tired lines deepen under his eyes.

“Aiyoh! I’m not that bad!”

“All men are to Jiu, but you he hates especially.”

He put an offended hand to his chest. “Damn I definitely made it worse.” Scratching between the donkey’s ears he added, “Oh well just another person that wants me dead, nothing new.”

Hmmmm……. Okay….. Maybe a little surprising….

“Before I forget.” He handed Yuan a bag, “Here, the blood is completely off.”

Holding it up impressed; he was just going to throw it away. “You did great.”

“Not me, Xuanyu. I don’t know how he does it, but he has a gift for this type of thing.” Becoming more serious Wei Wuxian had to tell Shen Yuan something important. “Yuan I need to leave town for a few weeks.”

Saying in a concerned voice, “Is everything okay?”

“I won’t lie, no…. I have a friend that needs some help… She only trusts me to do it…” Sounding upset, “But I don’t want to leave you with this mess by yourself..”

“No go and before you argue, remember what I told you about last night?” Yuan wanted to purposely distance Wuxian away, afraid to get him hurt with that arson stunt he pulled. “If stabbing him didn’t kill me then I don’t know what will. I’m also planning on finding a resolve to this.”

“Do you want me to get a burner phone so we can stay in contact?” 

“No, focus on your friend. Get that situation fixed.” Little Apple nudged his hand demanding more food. Besides, you did enough already. “Besides, my brother will be trying to get you. I think it’s best to let him calm down.” Unlikely! Jiu bugged me for HOURS wanting to know where Wuxian lived.

“True.” He was still unhappy. 

“And Luo Binghe may find a way to track that too.”

Wuxian hated to admit it. “True…” He still couldn’t understand how he was tracking without leaving a trace. 

“When are you leaving?”

“This weekend I need to give my job notice. Good thing for all of my unused vacation time.”

Damn five days of watching Jiu at work…. “Is Xuanyu going?”

“Yes I’m not leaving him with the poor old neighbor lady.” Taking a dandy brush. “Granny is too sweet to deal with that drama queen for that long.” He picked the old hairs that Xuanyu should have cleaned out of it. “Leaving him by himself is out.”

“What about Apple?” The donkey huffed, seeming to want to know herself.

He started to brush the spotted girl, “Granny will feed her.” She moved her tail in a happy motion.

“Gege!” Xuanyu came running up to them. “Gege! Gege there’s a hot guy standing in front of our house!” He made one hop before fully stopping.

Putting his hand on top of the teenager's head. “I told you to leave the mailman alone!”

Ducking down to avoid the hand, Wuxian bent down to continue to annoy him. “No! Not him! This guy is a model!” He covered his face, giggling, “He has beautiful curly hair, he’s tall, and I bet he has an eight pack!”

Shen Yuan's whole body was covered in a cold sweat. No it can’t be! This soon!? Here!!!

Wei Wuxian was irritated at his little cousin's wild-shameless frame of mind, until he saw Yuan’s reaction. He told the teenager to go inside and not come out. Xuanyu was upset but listened when hearing his older cousin’s serious tone.

Seeing no point in dragging out the inevitable, Wuxian moved to the front of his house to greet his unwelcome guest. Acting uncharacteristically would not prevent suspension.

What are you doing????? When he made it to the front Yuan saw Luo Binghe leaning against the fence. 

“Hello stranger.” Wuxian's cheery voice rings out. “Can I help you with something?”

A frown was on his face when Wuxian addressed him. “I am here for Yuan.”

Turning a smiling face to Yuan he asked, “A friend of yours Yuan?” 

Shen Yuan was going to speak until Luo Binghe interrupted, “That is none of your business.” 

“That’s rude of you.” Something with this guy felt unhinged, Wuxian would know a thing or two about that. 

“Oh really? You know what is rude?” He stepped through the gate. “Burning thousands of yuan in supply.” The speculation was not hidden from his voice.

Not good! I knew this would bite him in the ass! Shen Yuan wanted to stop this but kept getting interrupted.

Keeping up the ignorant act Wuxian said, “That’s a weird analogy.” He swung an arm over Shen Yuan’s shoulders causing Luo Binghe to glare at the gesture. Interesting… “Yuan?”

He was more scared for Wuxian than himself and wanted to lessen the tension. “Yes, I know him…. He’s a friend.” Yuan needed to believe that Binghe had no proof, so only guessed. He had to pretend to know nothing.

Binghe visibly relaxed hearing Yuan acknowledge him. “You heard him. Now you can leave Wei Wuxian.”

He really thinks that scares me. “You even told him my name.” He gave a friendly smack to Yuan’s back. “You two must be close.” 

The taller man stood right in front of them. “Are you going to leave?”

Standing his ground. “You are on my property, so no. Unless Yuan wants me to?”

Shen Yuan knew he was waiting for confirmation on what he wanted to do. “You can go, I'll text…. See you later.”

“Okay!” He turned his attention to the trespasser. “Nice to meet you…” Luo Binghe was not showing any signs of telling him his name, so Wuxian huffed. “Whatever. Bye Yuan.” Before opening the door glanced back to see Luo Binghe’s attitude completely change. Unhinged seems right.

Once the sound of the door closed he said without missing a beat, “Why are you here?”

“Me…Why are you here?”

“I wanted to see you. I said I would see you soon.”

“I just didn’t expect this soon.”

“Is that a problem?” Binghe's mouth made a sneer. “Is it because of him?”

“No it-”

His voice was cold, “I could kill him.” Like a human life didn’t matter.

Shen Yuan didn’t like that at all, his hairs all stood-up. He pulled Binghe out of Wuxian’s yard. “You will not do such a thing!” Yuan turned to look up at him and firmly said, “You can mess with me but no one else in my life.”

“I will if Yuan wishes.” 

FUCKING WHAT!!!!!! Shit, shit, shit…. “Not.” Sighed heavily, “You can’t do that either.”

Taking his hand, “It is either you or all the ones you hold dear, your choice.” He smirked at him like it was a fun hobby to pick on Yuan.

This absolute….Child… He was going to pull away, but saw Binghe bandaged hand wrapped around his. A blush was threatening to spread over his cheeks. “I will only agree if you never hurt any of my friends and family.” 

“Agreed.”

“Good.” Shen Yuan was getting nervous with the close contact. “Do you have my phone?”

Putting his other hand over Yuan’s to in-close it and answered, “Yes.”

“Can I have it?”

“You do not need it.” Binghe made a thinking face then declared, “I will take you home.”

Ugh… What does it matter? I’ll just get a new one. He turned his head sideways to not see the intense gaze directed at him only. “My brother is probably looking for me and is upset right now.” 

The familiar green-color peek from the man of his affections hair. “I do not mind.” His heart fluttered. 

Squeezing the bag in his empty hand, “Please another time.”

Bending his body playfully towards face and said, “Is that an invitation?”

To what!?!? “Sure.”

“Okay I will see you Saturday. I was thinking around seven.” His starry eyes glimmered from the setting sun. “I know you are not working that day.” 

Of course you do……. “Oka-” His brain short-circuited when strong arms wrapped themselves around his smaller body. He stayed frozen on the spot, the sage scent lingering in the air from where Binghe was.

Luo Binghe walked down the street to an unmarked car without saying another word.

Meanwhile Wuxian and Xuanyu watched from the cracks in the curtains until the two disappeared. What … Is that man planning? Wuxian has been through a lot in his life, been through some enemies and never seen anything like that.

Xuanyu whined, “Ooooh man. I can’t believe my luck!” He slumped back onto the couch.

“What is it?”

“Are you blind Gege!” The teenager gave him a pointed look, “They’re in love! Whyyyyy is every hot guy in my life either straight or taken!” He curled into a ball accepting his loveless faith.

His eyes widened, recent events involving the two started to make more sense from that perspective. “I need to tell Yuan.”

“Oh no you don’t!” Standing up with his hands on his hips, “You need to let it happen naturally! Yuan is in so much denial that he might run away!”

Wuxian thought, Luo Binghe was still a threat….If he really feels that way it could end really good or bad. Only one way to find out!

Wuxian has never been in a relationship at this point in his life; so sue him for not knowing love if it hit him in the face. All he could brag about was getting a kiss from an unseen girl when he was a teenager. 

“Xuanyu, are you one-hundred percent sure he loves Yuan; and Yuan loves him back?”

Determined, the teen grasped his red jacket. “Gege, I have never been so sure of something in my whole life.” 

Chapter Text

The room was dark, only a bluish-light coming from the curtains’ edge slightly illuminated the area. The sound of light tapping of rain was hitting the window. A steady tempo of quiet music was going on in the background, perhaps the TV left on in the living room. 

Shen Yuan was wrapped in multiple layers of heavy winter blankets. The autumn season was oddly colder this year. 

He blinked a few times reaching for his now cold sage tea. Wondering what time it was Yuan went for his phone, but remembered that he doesn’t have a new one yet.

Rubbing his blurry eyes he chose to stuff his face back into the pillow, effectively drifting off.  

His breathing became steady, even when the bed dips next to him.

The fingertips brush through his hair, down the curve of his neck, and gently move underneath the many layers of cover without losing their patients.

Shen Yuan twitched when warmth incased his hip. When the hand slide down the back of his sleeping bottoms it made him aware that he wasn’t alone.

Struggling against the weight above him, Yuan was about to scream when the person sealed his mouth shut with a deep kiss. It was so intense that it was getting hard to breathe as a tongue was shoved down his throat.

He twisted his face away then a smooth voice said, “Yuan I am here. I want to see you.”

“B-Binghe! Get off!” Yuan put his palms against Luo Binghe’s bare-toned chest. He realized the bigger man was not wearing any clothes.

Kissing down his neck. “You would not want that.” Pushing the blankets off the bed. “I know you will enjoy this.”

With no glasses it made it hard to see, but he could feel a large appendage touching his hip. “Stop!” Why is he so strong! A mess of limbs and dodging still ended up with Yuan’s clothes ripped to shreds leaving him naked. 

Binghe layed on top of him twirling Yuan’s now messy hair. “You say stop even though I can tell you are reacting to my touch.” Reaching between them with his other hand Yuan moaned in jolt of pleasure.”See, now just relax I will take care of you.”

“I-huh-st-stooop-i-it!” It was wrong, he should not be doing this with another man; It's shameful. Binghe let him roll around into his stomach. Yuan started to crawl off the bed except he was pulled back by his ankle.

Shen Yuan’s hair was grabbed and forced to look at Luo Binghe’s face. His honey-sweet voice said, “Yuan know you want my cock. You thought about it before…” A warm breath brushed the side on his face, Yuan shivered. “How about I enter you? Would you like that, Yuan?”

Seeing a red flash in Binghe’s eyes before he moved back to hold his waist Yuan tried to twist out of his grip. “Wait!” In one quick thrust sent his entire member completely in. Yuan gripped the sheets in rapture, his face was pushed to the mattress by the younger man. He muffled a, “Aa-aa-hhh, Haah.” 

Leaning to whisper the inner thoughts in his ear, “Just let go.” Pushing himself in more. “You have been wanting this…….Yuan.”

“Mfffphh, ummmm.”

(Crrraaack! Booooom! rumple……)

Shen Yuan opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling listening to the storm outside. Wandering the rivers and lakes is lonely. He laid there with a blink expression having to process what was just dreamed.

Not tied to a boat to go and return, The laptop was sitting on the bed next to him playing soft music to help him sleep. even though heaven and earth are in rebellion.

Dawn would be approaching soon though it didn’t matter due to the approaching storm. Finally, with all this. How can I cut the dust of the past? Holding a cu- Yuan closed the computer, stopping the melody.

He went to the multicolored fan to smack his forehead of the intrusive thoughts. What Is Smack! Wrong With Smack! Meee?! Smack!!! “Were the fuck did that come from!?!”

Slapping his hand to his lap a sharp pleasure shot through his lower region. Yuan became stunned and curled in on himself. Aahh fuck! 

Lifting the heavy blankets, “What the-” He was shocked, he never in his life got a boner. What was he supposed to do about it!  The…dream….now this!

Sifting out of the bed Yuan stood there looking down at his problem. Maybe it will go down if I don’t move… A few minutes went by. Why isn't it working!!?!? If only I didn’t have that dream… Mortified that the dream was what caused this, he walked wide legged to the bathroom.

I must be sick! How could I think of Binghe like that? Avoiding the hard area with his sleeping pants Yuan took off all of his clothes. I heard a shower will make it go away! Turning the water to a comfortable temperature he stepped in.

When the water spray hit his erection it made him shiver. I thought it was supposed to leave, not feel…. 

He moved more to stand under the showerhead to enjoy the sensation. It was hard to prevent his mind from wandering. 

It wouldn’t go down. He didn’t want to give in, but Yuan needed to leave for work in a few hours. He also read from some webnovels how touching it will get rid of it.

Taking an experimental hand he squeezed the shaft. Hmmmm…. Without thinking he moved his hand delicately up then down. “Haah.”

Continuing his slow pace, sinful thoughts of last night went through his mind. His imagination created new things Binghe could do to him. It made Yuan wish Binghe was right here in the steamy shower.

An intense pressure never experienced started to build. Legs trembled causing him to use one arm to press on the wet wall for support. He couldn’t understand why he wanted to feel the other man’s body against his.

Bending forward with labored breaths he quickly released. Sliding down to his knees the warm water washed the cum from Yuan’s hand. 

He watched the mess fade into the water while coming down from his lust. 

It will only be two more days before Binghe comes to get him. After doing this Shen Yuan doesn't know if he has the face to meet him. He wanted to blame being a virgin for causing himself to be this pent up. Though was that really an excuse?

Shen Yuan seems to be coming to understand that he may not be as straight as says; or is Binghe just an exception? He wasn’t even sure if Binghe was attracted to men.

Whatever the case may be he can not ever let anybody know. It made him want to run away. Disgust ran through Yuan hating that he felt this way to a man that drugged him and is actively stalking him; Hell was even part of a criminal organization. Let’s not forget the ways Binghe threatened his loved ones.

But out of all of that he still held onto the shy young teenager that needed someone’s affections and would sometimes see little instances of them now. 

Looking down at the last few drops on his hand, in a small voice said the words, “I’m so fucked up.”

.......

That same night deep in the woods a gunshot sound was drowned-out the roar of thunder. 

Sha Hualing stayed silent to the side as Die-er’s body fell to the muddy ground, her blood started to pool into the earth. 

“Useless, she could not simply do her job.” Luo Binghe put the gun back onto his waist holster. “Get rid of this.”

“Will do.” She hesitated, “Luo, may I bother you with a suggestion?” Hualing knew her boss's temperament wasn’t the best when his employees failed at their task, and wanted to word this carefully. 

“What.”

“I think we should check all sources active that night.”

“We are.”

“There was one that was not checked.”

Lighting flashed overhead. “Your point?”

She started to hesitate. She feared saying the wrong thing. “Shen Yuan may have been with you, but we should not count him out.”

He smiled, “Why is that?” Moving towards the body going cold on the ground. 

She Hualing internally gulped the lump down her throat. “To tie up all ends.”

Luo Binghe examined the bullet hole in the corpse's head. “Hualing, I have a suggestion for you.” Making sure she was looking in the eyes and said in a voice teetering on staying sane, “If you value your life never mention him again.”

“I meant no offense!” She found it strange that Luo Binghe seemed to be obsessed with the seemingly random man Hualing drugged. At the time she figured it was one of her boss’s schemes for revenge. Going to the private room to tell him it was done, it surprised her to overhear Luo Binghe ranting at Mobei-Jun that he was going to kill the man that came to the club with this Yuan.

Later she subtly asked Mobei-Jun for some information on the two. He only told her it was Luo Binghe’s personal business and to leave it be.

“Well you have.” Taking a pristine Flynch cap toe shoe Luo Binghe kicked the limp body over. “If you have another misstep, Die-er have someone to meet in the afterlife.” 

She tried to avoid directly looking into the foggy dead eyes. “Understood.” Cold chills rundown her spin.

Small raindrops hit his body signaling to wash up and go to sleep. “Now I must rest. No disturbances unless it is urgent.”

She stayed bowed until he closed the double doors. 

Luo Binghe moved to sit on his massive bed; he saw no point in finding the culprit of the fire. The loose ends he cared about were his people being inefficient. Die-er had no valid excuse, which made her suspicious. How could someone make their way inside undetected?

One slip up and it ended their lives, they know that when joining. Luo Binghe didn’t want to end up like his father; trapped in prison for life. Serves him right for being lenient. 

Picking up the familiar red ribbon, the same ribbon that he had no willpower to throw out years ago. Relief hit Luo Binghe a few months ago when he found it hidden in a dusty container.  He would never forgive himself for trying to forget the person that meant so much to him.

Laying it on the empty pillow beside him, he thought it would do him right to grow his hair back out. Why get this special gift and not use it? 

Flipping through his phone's picture album he stopped at one of his favorites. It was Shen Yuan and his pests called friends sitting in a tea shop unaware Luo Binghe was one floor above him. Yuan held a cup in his hand with a mid-word smile; a few long locks fell over face. The tranquil expression deepened as his closed eyes looked to be in meditation. 

Luo Binghe remembers when he acted at him like that, he would do anything to get that back. One day I will. 

He had to take it slow for Yuan to let those walls down, even though his patience was wearing thin. In the end I will not give my Shizun a choice to refuse. Closing out the picture a malicious grin appeared on his. 

Before he went to clean up, Yuan’s phone on the dresser dinged. Luo Binghe opened it to read the message. 

Hey it’s Ming Fan I’m not sure if you still have this number. But if you do please answer me back. I would like to talk to you.

Luo Binghe was delighted he almost forgot to deal with this issue. He sent back a, Hello It’s been awhile.

Chapter Text

It was Friday and Shen Yuan was relieved. It was the last day to prevent his angry brother from killing Wuxian. His pestering got worse when Yuan snuck out to see Wuxian; Jiu wanted to know where he lived thankfully he couldn’t find where.

He thought telling him that his friend was leaving for a while would make it better, Yuan was sorely mistaken. It made Jiu think Wuxian used him for his body and was skipping town like a coward.

He would rather listen to his big brother’s long lectures on men being scum then admit the truth. Yuan must not break! 

The day he “caught them” Jiu was watching him like a hawk each day at the school and started randomly coming to his apartment for check ups. Thankfully today Jiu had to attend a school meeting so couldn’t send death stares at the barista. 

“So he wants to rip off my dick. I don’t blame him considering I apparently hit it and quit it.” Wei Wuxian satdown for his lunch break. They have not seen each other without Jiu following close behind all week.

Taking off his glasses he put a hand over his face to cover his shame. “Break up with me when you get back…. I can’t do this much longer!”

“But we haven’t gone on our first date yet.” He reached out to touch his shoulder. “You're missing out.”

Smacking him away.  “I will live with that.”

“Your lost.” Observing the circumstances this way made him want to see if his cousin was right. It is the best time to get evidence. “What if you go on a date with a woman to shut Jiu up?”

Yuan sounded uninterested in the idea. “Maybe, if I have some time.” 

Hmmmm…. “Really even if it will appease him?”

“He might get over it when you break up with me.” Taking his sticky pad to note down some reminders. “In front of him mind you.” I miss my phone!

“That sounds unfortunate for me…” A realization hit Wuxian, Yuan never complained about being thought as gay. Getting closer to quietly ask, “Have you thought more on why Luo Binghe wants to see you? Not just what I said.”

“I think it has to do with us being friends in highschool. He was a lonely shy kid that wanted some attention, so I gave it to him.”

“Did it annoy you?”

“No, Bin-Luo Binghe was sweet, he would make me lunch every day at school to practice.”

Raising an interested brow, “Oh?”

“Yeah I didn’t need to bring my own anymore. He was excited when I gave him feedback.” It would be untruthful to say his mind wasn’t drifting back to the school days in the garden. They shared so much but at the sametime held secrets. How could he blame Binghe for not telling him the lifestyle he was born into.

No interest in women, strike one! Not saying you’re upset about apparently fucking a guy, strike two!! Having fond memories of a man who is stalking you, strike three???... He wanted so badly to straight out ask if he likes men, but heard Xuanyu in his mind say to let it happen naturally. Whatever that means. “You two seemed to have gotten close back then.” He rubbed the back of his head trying to think of how to get more answers. “Do you still hold those same feelings for him from back then?”

Yuan fidgeted with his cup in one hand while jotting down words with the other. “It…It’s different now.”

“From him being a criminal, stalker, or both?”

Shen Yuan thought without immediately saying anything. He should say that man was disgusting for what he has done. The dream and what he did in the aftermath made him feel conflicted. “I don’t hate him….Just disappointed..” It wasn’t the full answer unbeknown to himself.

Strike four???? “You….” Wei Wuxian couldn’t give any answer, which made him internally sigh. Love was not in his expertise. 

“Hiiii Shizun and Kafei shi!”  Ning YingYing came over with Liu Mingyan and Gongyi Xiao by her side. Yingying talked the couple into visiting her on a fun Halloween weekend that the school was hosting. 

Wei Wuxian let go trying to correct the name; instead chose to give her one of his own. “Mianmian seems excited.”

“I am!” She sat between them. “Are you both going to the party?”

Both of them said in unison, “No.”

Putting her hands out in a display motion. “But Mingyan and Xiao are here. You haven’t seen them in a long long looong time!”

He said in an understanding tone, “It is no problem with me, if Mr. Shen is busy I would hate to bother him.”

Nodding at her boyfriend's words. “I feel the same.”

“You two aren’t helping!” The wine in her voice matched that of her younger teen years.

Wei Wuxian laughed. “I need to go out of town for…my birthday! It’s on Halloween.”

“Ah! You’re a Scorpio, I knew it!”

“Oh no you’re an astrology girl?!” A headache was coming on from when his cousin proclaimed he wanted to marry an Aquarius man. He stated how they were the best in bed, then he was banned from reading more into it.

Shen Yuan prayed that Yinying wouldn’t want to go into detail about Wuxian’s horoscope. He had to endure it when she discovered the magical world of astrology. If he had to hear that his Virgo traits were showing one more time! A virgin! Really!?! What even is that for a sign!?!

Mingyan pulled out her tiny notepad to write the information down. She has other reasons for being here thanks to her brother giving the scope with these two. This pairing just didn’t feel right, so she wanted to get to the bottom of it.

Xiao took a peek at her notes, New concept: Astrology. Ask if Scorpios and Virgos are compatible! Though confused he saw nothing strange with it thinking it was one of her writing projects. 

“First off happy early birthday, second off Scorpios are are water signs which mean-”

Oh fuck… Yinying please no. Shen Yuan actually forgot his friend’s birthday. It made him feel bad because he got a free coffee for his birthday from Wuxian. I will make it up to him. He looked at the cute couple standing to his side. “How have things been? Has Qingge been giving you a hard time?” It was the best time to catch up as seeing Yinying was going to be awhile.

Mingyan closed the pad and brushed her long hair to her back. “Good, brother knows better.” Holding her boyfriend's hand. 

Xiao smiled at her and she presumably smiled too, it was hard to tell with wearing that face mask all of the time. “He has not. If he was, I would understand.” 

Awe. “As he should. Seeing as Qingge is getting closer to hold a spot in the Olympics I see no reason for him to have the time.”

“Brother thinks him and Feng Xin will get the last two reminding spots.”

“That seems likely.” Shen Yuan had no clue how football worked, so bullshited his way through conversation mentioning it. 

“What about you? Any special person in your life?” She spoke with an air of interest. 

Yuan knit his brow. “Not as of recently.” It didn’t say anything to….JIU!!! “Did my brother say anything?”

“No, my brother did.”

Seriously, when did Jiu and Qingge become gossipers?! Oh GOD Qingfang probably knows to! “Well I-I it’s…Qingge shouldn’t be talking behind my back.” What killed him was he couldn’t deny it right now. It might be good that he had no phone at the moment.

“Oh will you look at the time!” Looking at Yuan with gesturing eyes. “My lunch break is over! Talk to you guys later!”

Glancing at his digital watch noticed Wuxian had ten more minutes. Must want to get out of this conversion.

“Wait, I wanted to tell you how love will find you soon!” Yinying huffed. “Shizun, why can’t you come?”

“I Have plans.”

“What plans?”

“Yeah, what plans?”

Hearing Jiu’s voice from behind Yuan turned. I need to work on reading signals. “Nothing to note, just wanted to stay home and read.” 

Putting his hand on the back of Yuan’s chair he bent down slightly. “On a Saturday? By yourself?”

Interesting, interesting….. Mingyan quickly writes something down.

He rolled his eyes at Jiu, which didn’t go unnoticed. “Of course.” You chatty hen!

Shen Jiu crossed his arms to stop himself from beating the grown man in public. “Then I will join you. I have no plans for myself that day.”

Shen Yuan got the feeling his brother may have doubts that Wuxian was leaving. He probably thinks we are sneaking around! How can he get out of this? Pretend to go grab the mail that night and suffer the consequences when returning? 

He still had no phone. When going to get another one the store worker said the number could not be transferred to another phone due to the owner putting up passcodes. Passcodes Yuan didn’t know, even his I.D. was insufficient. 

Binghe must've really thought he didn’t need a phone. Yuan threw away the thought of getting a new number thinking it would just lead to the same conclusion. He lied to Jiu and told him that they did not have a phone he liked. His brother called him a spoiled brat and damned to get soon for safety. 

If he were to disappear with no way for Jiu to contact him it would get his parents and the cops involved. What was a man to do but simply wing it. “You know Gege I should get out more. I will go to the party.” 

“Alright!” Yingying happily announced. “You should dress up!”

An eye twitch was directed at his disrespectful little brother. “I will go too.” 

W H A T ! ? You don’t like social gatherings!!!!  He was close to slamming his head on the table. Life truly wasn’t fair. 

She tugged on the older Shen’s jacket. “That will be great Gege!” 

Shen Jiu smiled at Ning Yingying and Shen was internally crying.

.......

Shen Yuan wanted to annoy his brother so bought both of them a set of robes. One being light green with a white under layer, and the other a darker green with a tan under layer. Each patterned with the same bamboo embroidery on the belt. 

Shen Jiu refused, not wanting to wear something so childish as a costume at his age. But his brat of a brother begged him and promised to never ask such a request again. It also helps that Yuan said he would do any favor for him without question. He saved that favor for a later date.

Shen Yuan wanted to give him the red demon mask while he took the white cat one. A smack to the hand was the result, Yuan took the demon. 

Jiu brushed out their hair and complained that if they were going to wear this at least not get lazy on the hair. Both of them having long hair finally paid off with a half-up half-down style. Yuan commented how they looked like twins.

Picking up his fan to tuck it in his belt he smugly said, “Aren’t twins supposed to be the same height?”

Blinking the second contact lens in, retorted, “You’re only nine centimeters taller than me. I don’t see much of a difference….” Yuan hated when he would point that out, though act as if it wasn’t a big deal. 

Jiu ignored him while walking out the door. “Short brat let us leave.”

Ugh… I’m making him walk!

It was the eve of Halloween. The campus was filled with students in all assortments of costumes, decorations filled the grounds and spooky music played on the load system. It was for the students to have some fun after going through midterms. The theme consisted of traditional masks, but not everybody chose to do that. Popcorn smell filled the cold air along with crisp fall leaves. 

Dragging him around to every game and food booth to hopefully tire him out wasn’t working. Yuan would purposely stop every one of his students to make small talk with them knowing Jiu hated that. When he suggested going dancing, Jiu told him to go have fun while moving to sit. It was better than nothing, so went to it.

It was getting close to the time he had to meet Binghe. It was a pain in the ass to come up with an excuse to leave. He thought of saying he felt sick though Jiu might want to stay over to take care of him. 

Searching around the crowd he saw Jiu talking to Qingyuan without a custom on one of the picnic-benches the school placed for the event. I could leave really quickly to explain to Binghe the situation? He mig- Ning Yingying grabbed an unexpecting Yuan to dance in the cluster of people. Aahh! Fuck not this again! 

She giggled at his stiff movements and said, “Loosen up Shizun! Here follow me!” She swung to the beat of the fast paced song, the cat tail she wore matched her movements.

Shen Jiu saw them and calmly went back to his conversation. 

Noooooo please!! “Yingying, I'm not good at dancing.” He moved to leave, but she held on to him. “YingYing.”

“Shizun, please just this song!” Her cat makeup makes the pout more cute. “I’ll let you go after!”

“Fine, but I’m moving slow.” As time was running out he had to leave and take the chance.

They happily moved back and forth, she at one point lifted the mask to compliment how pretty he was in the custom. It gave him an idea. “Did you see Gege’s custom?”

“Really, he wore something also?” 

The music was changing to a dark timbre. “Yes, go to the food area, I will meet you there when I get back from the bathroom.”

“Okay! See you over there!” Yingying’s cat ear hair clips flopped every which way as she stepped off.

Finally! He turned quickly to make a break for it when he collided with someone. Before he could apologize and leave a pair of firm arms wrapped around him. “!!!!!!!!” Gaping up a man in willowy black robes and a sinister mask over his face, he was perplexed.

“Found you.” The dark eyes reflected the string lights overhead.

The voice could not be mistaken. “L-Luo?” Glancing to see where his brother was, he could not find him with Binghe’s body in the way. Afraid Jiu would show up at any time he said, “Wait here.”

Luo Binghe tightened around Shen Yuan, not letting him go. 

“I’ll be back.” Thinking for a moment. “I’ll take you somewhere if you let me do something first.” To his surprise Binghe released him. 

Walking over to the fire pit he bent down. “Mingyan.”

Turning away from listening to Xiao’s conversation with his old football friend, she said in a questioning voice, “Yuan?” Her voice was muffled behind the peking opera mask she was wearing. 

He pulled his own mask away. The heat of the fire hit his face, warming up his chilled cheeks. “Can you cover for me real quick? No questions asked?”

Mingyan nodded her head. “Sure. Is everything okay?” 

Yuan glanced back to see Binghe being surrounded by women all seeming to want to be the center of his attention. “I am, I shouldn’t take long.”

She followed his eye line and saw a tall mysterious man, it intrigued her. Mingyan wondered if this was another person in Yuan’s love life. This could make more content, if only she had her notes on hand. “No problem, have fun.”

Not having time to think about what she said, he hurried back. Getting closer he heard the girl in a bee outfit say, “Can I see your face?” Another girl with a flower crown added, “I bet he's handsome!” The others giggled. 

Luo Binghe saw Shen Yuan and parted though the girls without a care in their protesting. Double checking to see that Jiu was distracted with Yingying and Qingyuan he gestured for Binghe to follow. 

They weaved their way around the cowards towards the building, seeing the main floor packed, Yuan chose to take him to the lecture room on the second floor. If Mingyan fails he needs a place where Jiu would not go first. Unlocking the door to let them inside, locked it behind him, and went to the large window where Binghe was standing.

It gave an easy view of the area, so Yuan could see his brother still in the same spot. Seeing Binghe take off his mask Yuan became uneasy thinking of what he did. He tried to distract himself by fidgeting with the demon mask in his hands.

“Did you not want to see me?” His face showed no restraint in displeasure. “We had plans.”

He did and didn’t at the same time. Yuan knew he could control his freaky feelings, but what if he couldn’t. “No. I-I was just heading home.” 

Sounding unconvinced. “Are you sure?”

“Yes I am. I just needed to get away from Jiu. He has been difficult recently.” The tension was heavier than the last few times being alone together. The fear of talking to a dangerous man was still there, Yuan wasn’t that stupid. He didn’t know how to bring up the fact that he knew Binghe’s career or when the man would tell him. Should it even be addressed? He seemed to not hide it very well or did he not care?

“Why?” Running his long fingers over the window seal. 

Yuan eyes followed those graceful fingers. What was he supposed to tell Binghe? Oh yeah Jiu thinks me and Wuxian are dating? “Nothing important….. Can we do this another time?”

Stopping the digits dead, his voice showed no room for arguments, “I see no point when I am already here.” He took the mask from Yuan’s hands and tossed it on the table. 

Yuan turned to face him moving back from their closeness. “What did you have planned?” Thinking talking more would help. 

“I made a dish for you.” He walked closer while Yaun moved back. “I wanted to catch up with what you have been doing our years apart.” His butt hit a table stopping him in place and Binghe placed both hands down on the wooden surface boxing his Shizun in. 

This wasn’t good, Yuan was hit by Binghe’s Sage scent, the fantasies wouldn’t stop coming to mind. He placed a hand on the taller man’s chest trying to push him back for more space; he would not move. “T-that’s nice of you but…Sorry we need to do that later. Please understand.”

His hands balled into fists steadily losing control. Luo Binghe’s grip on patience was harder to keep a hold of with each passing day without Shen Yuan. Admiring from afar was not good enough anymore. When his Shizun looked up into his eyes with those enchanting light green orbs, his slender hand caressing his chest, the ylang-ylang aroma hitting his nose, control was lost.

Shen Yuan was shocked by the sudden action, his mouth was captured in a kiss. When he opened his mouth to object a tongue slid in. He started to move his head away, but Binghe placed a hand on the back of his head and pushed their faces together. 

The kiss was passionate even with Yuan not adding much into it, Luo Binghe’s lips and tongue knew what they were doing. His other hand ran slowly down Yuan’s back to place itself on his soft ass where it was squeezed then lifted into the table.

He gasped, lost in the moment of the sensations. A thought sprung to Yuan’s mind, He’s gay!?!? Almost coming to his senses when a knee was placed between his legs touching him on the crotch. “Mmmftt.” He couldn’t hold in the noises. 

Binghe gave back a satisfied, “Mmmm.” 

Breathing was getting harder so Yuan moved his head to the side causing their mouths to disconnect. A line of silva trailed over his cheek when he moved down to lazily kiss the side of Yuan’s face. 

Both of them were in a haze, letting their desires do all of the work. Binghe pushed his body weight over him causing them to lay on the table. It creaked under the combined weight on top of it.

Yuan opened his eyes, not noticing he closed them, they were starting to gain focus on the window. The solid body above felt nice and it felt comfortable. The hard object rubbing against his thigh did not strangely freak him out this time. He held a tight grip on the front of Binghe’s clothing. 

The tall neckline was pulled down so Binghe could suck on a tender spot. He gasped loudly encouraging the man to suck harder. He took his hand from the soft backside to part the front of his Shizun’s robes.

Before he could close his eyes again something outside caught his attention. Jiu was standing around a bunch of onlookers as someone was pointing at him. Focusing more Yuan noticed it was a woman he had never seen before. Qingyuan was standing in front of Jiu looking like he wanted to calm the situation down. Snapping back to his senses he needed to go. It was serious.

Twisting around he shouted, “I need to go!” 

Luo Binghe stopped, thinking they were caught but seeing no one grabbed a wobbly Shizun. He tried to move away even while being held tightly. “You can not!”

“I need to, my brother’s in trouble!” He glanced at the window where Luo Binghe saw what was going on. 

He unwillingly let him leave. An anger burned in his chest as his Shizun ran without looking back. Standing in place to calm his body down; Luo Binghe let out an amused huff as he put the mask back on. Picking up the forgotten mask he thought he might as well see what happened. 

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Stumbling through the exit in a hurry, he fixed his loose robes to cover his bruised skin. Shen Yuan took his long sleeve to wipe the wetness off of his heated face. The cold air cooled down the humiliating problem in his nether regions, he couldn’t believe that happened. How could I let that happen! Yuan smacked his forehead multiple times to get himself together. Binghe’s gay so I accidentally gave him the wrong impression! I don’t like men…I don’t!!! 

The yelling of a young woman brought his attention back to the present. “JIU YOU BASTARD!!”  

Pushing to the front of the crowd he saw Shen Jiu standing in the middle face devoid of emotion, the cat mask hanging from his fingers. Yue Qingyuan stayed slightly in front of his brother to intervene. The woman shouting seemed to be his own age, her long nails dug into her presumed friend's arms. 

“STOP PRETENDING TO NOT KNOW ME!” She jerked forward while her friend held tight to her waist. The stream of black tears ran down her delicate snow-white face to the neckline of her red cheongsam.  

The chancellor stepped closer to her with his hand held up. “There are no aggressive actions allowed on the campus, you need to leave.”

She ignored him to spat, “NOW YOU ARE ALMIGHTY? HA! DON”T MAKE ME LAUGH!” 

The friend apologized to the chancellor and took responsibility for inviting a friend who wasn’t enrolled here. Adding that she had some alcohol in her system so was acting uncharacteristic.

This isn’t right, Jiu would never anger a woman to this degree. He treated them respectfully and that was out of character to Shen Yuan. This crazy person must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed. He moved to his brother to say, “Come on Jiu let’s go home.”

“IS THAT A FAMILY MEMBER OF YOURS?” She looked at them wide eyed, fury shaken her voice, “MAYBE A BROTHER EVEN?” How could it be mistaken when they look so much alike.

Glancing at Jiu made Yuan upset, he could tell this was causing him to have an internal meltdown. It was really affecting Jiu and Yuan wasn’t going to stand for this. “What is your problem? He did nothing wrong to you.” Jiu flinched under Yuan's gentle shoulder touch. “Jiu?”

“MY PROBLEM!! WHO ARE YOU TO-”

Her friend said in a pleading voice, “Haitang please calm down!” 

Haitang slipped one arm free to point an accusatory finger. “HE KILLED HIM! HE KILLED MY FAMILY!! YOU’RE A MONSTER!” 

“Liar! He would never do such a thing!” Ning Yingying made her doubts known, Jiu had treated her and the other girls well. She would agree that boys were not his preferred choice of company, but would not actually kill someone. 

Appalled that Shen Jiu has people defending him. “SHUT UP! YOU KNOW NOTHING!” Shifting her attention back on the target. “WAS IT REALLY ALL WU YANZI?! I SEEN YOU! I SEEN YOU!” 

Yue Qingyuan clapped his hands hard, getting everyone’s attention. “That is enough!” He turned to address Shen Yuan, “Get him out of here.” Directing his voice loudly to the growing crowd. “Everyone else, go back to your activities! Nothing more to see!”  

The students shot confused glances at the one-sided arguing pair while dispersing. A few staff members helped a berating Haitang with her embarrassed friend to leave the other direction.

“Okay.” He walked his stiff brother to leave when a certain person caught his attention. They locked eyes for a split second; Yuan made no indication that he noticed him, but felt Binghe knew regardless. “Come on Jiu.” 

The car ride home was quiet, neither said anything to each other. Shen Yuan knew to let it play out in Jiu’s head or it would push him to closeup. 

Noticing the Yuan was following him to the door he said in a tired voice, “Go home brat…” He wanted to be left alone right now.

“Are you s-”

“Go home!” He slammed the door in his face.

He sighed, pulling out a spare key. Shen Yuan refused to let him suffer in despair. Yuan didn’t know what was true given that he was very young when Jiu disappeared and later came home. 

Their parents wouldn’t say any details on it; no names, no places, or locations to search. Even searching his brother’s name gained nothing. He wanted to know to better understand his brother’s difficulty though selfishly wanted to stay ignorant out of fear of the details. Shen Yuan was left in the dark by everyone around him. 

He couldn’t be that way anymore especially with the unforeseen circumstances that emerged tonight. Maybe if he wasn’t so sheltered in his youth he would have seen Binghe’s red flags in highschool. 

Whatever the truth may be he was not going to bring it up, not now. Only ordering food and turning on a movie for the both of them, to cope with the situation. He will not think differently of his brother if he did the things she said, coming to the conclusion from what he could gather with Jiu showing signs of being abused, it was justified. 

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“Sir he has been captured.” Sha Hualing presented her accomplishment in the foyer of Luo Binghe’s home. 

He threw the black robe at her to catch. “Well done. Where is he now?” 

“In the disposable room like you requested.” She stayed still, not daring to move; her boss wasn’t supposed to be home by himself. He said no one was to bother him when bringing that Shen Yuan back for unknown reasons. 

Hualing knew snooping could get her killed but did it anyway. She asked the prisoner vague questions about Shen Yuan; it gave her a clearer impression by connecting the dots of her findings with their relationship, though she knew not to mention Luo’s name to the bound man in the basement. She did not have a death wish.

Seeing no Shen Yuan come up the walkway with Luo Binghe made fear the worst, the hope was telling him some good news would lessen the wrath.

“The supplies are laid out?”