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The Mystery Shack is alive with celebration; lights strung haphazardly across the rafters, casting a warm, festive glow over the room. Laughter rises and falls like waves, Stanford and Stanley’s birthday party in full swing. Mabel flits around the room with her usual boundless energy, passing out homemade treats and colorful party hats with Waddles in tow, while Dipper quietly enjoys the chaos from the corner. Stan is with Soos, Melody, and a few other townsfolk, retelling an encounter he had experienced with the kraken while sailing in the Stan O’ War II. The air is thick with joy.
Bill Cipher, in his human form, stands near the edge of the festivities, drink in hand, eyes trained on Ford across the room. He watches as Ford talks with Stan, the dim light catching the streaks of gray in his hair. To everyone else, Ford seems like the same man—calm, collected, intelligent. But to Bill, every day with him feels like sand slipping through an hourglass, and it terrifies him. How long could he keep alive, knowing Ford’s time was running out? His heart was preparing for the inevitable.
Bill’s heart clenches, anxiety thrumming beneath his skin. He knows tonight can’t just be about the twins' birthday. There’s something else he needs to settle, something that’s been haunting him. Immortality. He has it. He can give it. But Ford... his Sixer won’t take it.
Bill approaches Ford quietly, tugging at his sleeve to pull him aside. "Hey," he says, his voice low, edged with a desperation he tries to mask. "Can we talk? Alone?"
Ford raises an eyebrow but nods. They slip into their shared bedroom, closing the door behind them to muffle the distant hum of the party.
Bill doesn’t waste time. He sets his drink down on the dresser, his fingers tapping against the wood as he speaks. "We’ve been through this before, IQ, but... this is me again trying to convince you. Please, just listen to me this time." His voice shakes as he gestures to the air around him, trying to put into words what feels like an abyss opening at his feet. "You know what I am. You know what I can give you. You don’t have to die—you don’t have to leave me, Sixer!"
Ford’s face softens, but he’s firm as he replies. "Bill, my muse, I’ve told you before. I don’t want that. We can’t just cheat our way through this. My life’s supposed to end, and I’ve made my peace with it. You need to make yours too."
Bill recoils as if struck. "Peace? How can you ask me to make peace with you dying?"
Ford steps closer, reaching out to touch Bill’s shoulder, but Bill flinches away. The rejection hurts Ford, but his voice stays calm and steady. "You’ll survive, my muse. You’ve survived so much already—lived trillions, met people from millennia ago. You’ll find a way to move on."
Bill’s frustration bubbles over. "Move on? You don’t get it, do you? I don’t want to move on! I want you—with me, forever!" His voice cracks, and something raw, panicked claws its way out of his throat. "Why won’t you let me protect you? Why won’t you—"
Ford interrupts, his voice firm but laced with sorrow. "Because it’s not living, Bill. I won’t trap myself in eternity just because you’re afraid."
The wineglass in Bill’s hand shatters against the floor, glass splintering in all directions. Ford barely flinches, but the look on his face twists into something Bill can’t bear—disappointment, hurt, and resignation all rolled into one.
"Fine," Bill spits, the venom in his words not meant for Ford but for the unbearable weight in his chest. "If you want to leave me that badly, then go! Run into your precious mortality and see if I care!" His voice is too loud, too sharp, and he knows it’s not what he really means, but it’s all he can manage.
Without another word, Bill storms out of the room, the door slamming behind him, leaving Ford standing amid the shards of broken glass. For once, he has no words left to stay.
Outside, the night air hits Bill like a slap to the face, cold and bracing. His breath comes in ragged gasps as he storms into the backyard, fists clenched at his sides. The stars above seem too bright, too distant, mocking him with their eternal glow. He screams into the forest, his voice hoarse and broken, cursing Ford for being so damn stubborn. The words are incoherent, a mess of grief and anger. "Why won’t you just stay with me? Why can’t you see how much I need you?"
But the forest remains silent, offering no answers.
Hours later, as the sky starts to lighten with the first hints of dawn, Bill finally relents. Exhaustion pulls at his limbs, and the fire of his anger burns itself out, leaving only the cold, aching hollow inside. He wanders back toward the shack, hoping—praying—that Ford hopefully changed his mind, and they’ll be okay.
Inside, Mabel, Dipper, and Stan are waiting. The party has long since ended, and now the shack is quiet—too quiet. Bill steps inside, his movements sluggish, and is met with the concerned glances from the family.
“Where’s Sixer?” Bill asks, trying to sound nonchalant but failing.
Dipper exchanges a glance with Mabel, their expressions filled with confusion. "Uncle Bill," Mabel says softly, “Grunkle Ford... Grunkle Ford died two years ago.”
Bill freezes. “No,” he insists, shaking his head. “We were just arguing last night. He ran into the forest, and I—” His voice cracks. “I was trying to get some sense into him. He’s just being stubborn.”
Stan steps forward, his eyes filled with worry. “Bill, you’ve been talking about him like he’s still here for months. You’ve been... seeing him again.”
Bill stares at them, panic rising in his chest. “That’s impossible! He was right here! We fought—there was glass! Broken shards all over the floor!” He storms back to the bedroom, throwing open the door, pointing at the shards still scattered on the ground. “How do you explain this, huh?”
Stan steps into the room behind him. “Bill,” he says gently, “you were drinking alone last night. I came to get you for the cake, but you were crying. You broke the glass yourself.”
Bill’s chest tightens, his breath growing shallower as reality begins to crumble around him. “No... No, that can’t be right. He was here. I saw him! We talked, we fought—he ran away, I swear!”
But as he stares at the broken glass, the truth seeps in. His memories, once vivid, blur into something else—moments of loss, of him alone, grasping at phantoms. He falls to his knees, hands trembling as they reach for the shards on the ground.
“No,” he whispers, tears streaming down his face. “No, no, no. I can’t lose him. Not again.”
Mabel steps forward, kneeling beside him. She places a hand on his shoulder, but Bill doesn’t acknowledge it. He’s lost in his grief, the weight of two years of denial crashing down on him. His screams of anguish fill the room, his pain raw and unrelenting.
His body trembles as he collapses forward, hands clutching the broken glass, tears spilling onto the floor. His grief swallows him whole as he lets out a guttural scream, his voice cracking in the stillness of the room.
The Pines family stands helpless, watching as Bill kneels in the wreckage of his love, shattered beyond repair.
