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“When will you be back?” I asked, not wanting to see him go.
“ I just have to talk to Carlisle before our hunting trip tonight.”
He turned to face me, his beautiful bronze hair sitting perfectly messy as it usually did. His eyes were almost coal colored with thirst. He needed to hunt tonight.
“You can just stay here and I’ll be back in about an hour. Alice and Jasper should be here soon, and will be able to keep you company if I'm not back in time.”
He opened the door to his Volvo, preparing to depart from me and the house.
I was slightly nervous about being on my own in the Cullen’s mansion of a home. Although I knew I was welcome with open arms, excluding Rosalie's of course, I had never been in Edward's home without him.
“ I think Emmett and Rosalie are home, I’m sure Emmett will gladly keep you company,” He said.
I gave him a half smile as I tried my best not to look nervous. I loved Emmett as a big brother. He was always cheerful and teasing. Rosalie on the other hand was a different story.
“I'll return to you as soon as I can my love. I hate leaving you here, but I must talk to Carlisle alone.”
He leaned in to kiss me. His breath caressed my face, and his lips met mine gracefully as our mouths melded together as one.
His lips were sweeter than honey. I pulled him into me for a hug and all the physical contact I could get. His touch always left me longing for more. Just before I could grasp it he always pulled away, leaving me with unfettered desire and wetness pooling in my panties. He leaned backward, pulling himself away.
“I'll return to you as soon as I’m able. I love you, Bella Swan”.
He turned and lowered himself into his car.
“ Make yourself at home Bella, you belong here”.
He then gently shut the door and powered the car on. I turned away to start what would feel like an eternity without my vampire boyfriend.
I walked up the steps to the secluded Cullen home. Esme’s architectural genius never ceased to amaze me. Everything was so bright and open; a sanctuary where they didn't have to hide who they were from the world. I went to sit on the enormous couch on the main floor in front of the newest model of seventy-five-inch flat screen TV that Emmett no doubt had made the family purchase.
Emmett!
I rose from my seat, remembering Edward said he should be home. I didn't hear or see him anywhere though, he must be in his room. I moved to start ascending the massive, marble staircase.
I got off on the second floor and moved up the hall to where he and Rosalie shared a room. In my excitement, I moved to open the door forgetting to knock. I twisted the ornate doorknob to the right to open it. I push the door ajar nearly three inches, and my mouth immediately drops.
My eyes are met with the sight of Rosalie’s bareback, her beautiful, blonde waves flowing down her back. My eyes move down to see the full picture. A nude Rosalie was straddling an equally nude Emmett.
My eyes widen as I see Emmett bucking his hips into Rosalie’s. I could see his cock thrusting in and out of her perfection. It was gigantic, to say the least. Suddenly, Rose let out a moan of pure ecstasy as she began to ride the wave of an orgasm. In the most alluring, breathy voice she lowers her head down to his face and tells him, “You fuck me so good baby.”
I snap back to my senses, I'm standing here watching my boyfriend's family members fuck!
With the doorknob still in hand, I retract my hand toward my body. I shut the door as quietly as I can, not that it will likely do much as they have vampire hearing. They have vampire hearing! Oh my god! Did they hear me? Did they know I was standing there? How long was I standing there?
I snapped out of my reverie and moved to get out of that situation.
I wound up sitting atop Edward’s bed. How could I just stand there and peep on them like that? Did they know? But at the same time, I couldn't get the image out of my mind. Emmett’s girthy cock, sliding in and out of Rosalie’s perfectly pink pussy. With every thrust just before he leaves her empty, he pushes all of his length back up into her causing her to cry out in sheer bliss; Inviting him to repeat the motion, which he does willingly, and hungrily. I had never seen anything like it.
At that moment I realized that it was everything I wanted. I yearned for Edward to make me moan and cum like that. There simply could be no greater pleasure than the ecstasy I would receive feeling Edward push and pull and let go inside of me like that.
“Bella?”
I snap my head up to see the love of my existence standing in the entryway of the door. His eyebrows were furrowed, and his countenance was concerned.
I quickly thanked whatever anomaly I had that prevented Edward from hearing my thoughts. There was nothing I could do to get those images out of my head especially the new ones of Edward and I completely together in every way. I had to have it.
“Edward you’re back earlier than I thought you’d be…”
I immediately stood up and strode across the room to meet my lover with open arms.
He met my embrace and leaned in to kiss me atop my forehead. No man could ever compete with his perfection.
“Carlisle and I didn't have as much to talk about as I thought.”
He said and then proceeded to kiss my forehead once more.
“ You know you didn’t have to wait for me in my room. You could’ve watched the television or something.”
God, I wished I would’ve just stayed on the couch and watched the TV!
How long would it be until Rosalie came to kill me for intruding on her and Emmett? Now there was utterly no hope for her to ever accept me into this family. What have I done?
Just then Edward cradled my face in his hands and guided my chin up to look upon him.
“Bella, are you alright? You look worried…”
Do I come clean and tell him what happened? No, of course not that’s way too embarrassing!
“Yeah, I’m fine! I just missed you is all”.
The words flowed out of my mouth too fast to be believable.
When he raised his sculpted left brow at me, I could tell he didn’t swallow my whole story. Thankfully, he chose to move off the topic and hugged me tighter.
I inhaled his scent, it was like a pristine lake on an alpine mountaintop. Nothing could beat how beautifully masculine it was. It was him. It was home. At that moment I remembered how desperate I was to turn the fantasies swirling in my head into a reality.
I moved up onto my tiptoes to kiss him on his full lips. He was always hesitant and gentle. Too gentle. I needed something more, and at this moment, I had to receive it.
I placed my right hand on his chest and trailed down to the top of his immaculately chiseled abdominals.
I wanted to feel his bare skin. There was too much clothing in the way. Hopefully, he’d allow me to change that. I pulled away from him and looked up at him through my lashes, “I love how you feel under my hands, Edward.”
He broke eye contact with me, swallowed hard, and took a deep, steadying breath. If he felt any semblance of what I was in this moment, I had a decent shot of getting what my brain and throbbing pussy wanted. I took this moment of his distraction to my advantage.
I grabbed his hand and led him toward the massive bed that sat dauntingly in the center of his room.
To my surprise, he followed where I’d led.
I turned to face him, lowered myself onto his golden bedspread- Esme’s choosing no doubt- and stared into his magnificent eyes.
“ Bella, what are you doing. . .?”
His expression was confused.
It was at times like this that I felt my close to no sexual experience swallow me whole. I felt the heat of embarrassment rise into my cheeks. Why couldn’t he just take the hint, strip my clothes off, and make love to me right here and now? I swallowed,
“I just want to be closer to you.” I said.
I let my gaze fall to my eye level. He stood before me, my eyes level with his stomach. I cast my eyes downward slightly to see the bulge that somehow was making itself more known now. I yearned for it so badly.
He once again cupped my face in his hands and guided me to look into his eyes.
“Bella you already have me. I’m yours. Forever and always.”
He didn’t take the hint. Why was this so hard? He loves me it’s right for us to do this; just like Emmett and Rose.
I moved my right hand up to his shoulder, my left around his back, and pulled him down onto me. He naturally positioned his hips between mine. Where they belonged.
I kissed him with a fervor I didn’t know I possessed. He was hesitant but reciprocated nonetheless. I placed both of my hands on his shoulders and communicated my need with my mouth. Subconsciously my hips rose to press into his.
All too soon he pulled himself up and took a step back from me.
“Bella you know we can't. . . I could-”
“Edward” I interjected “You’re overthinking things. Besides, I don't think you could hurt me.”
His expression instantly got dark
“Bella I could kill you way too easily. I don't even want to think about it.”
Ugh, not this conversation again!
“Edward you don’t give yourself enough credit. The fact that I’m here right now shows how strong your control is.”
I realized I had just lost this battle. His resolve would not waiver tonight. Would it ever? Was I destined to spend my life a sexually frustrated virgin? God, I hope not. I wasn’t sure how long I could continue like this.
“Edward, please. This is all I want. You and I belong together, right? Well, that applies in every sense.”
I had to try one last time. I was not going to give up on this.
Edward was quiet for a second. I reached my hand out and placed my hand just above the waistband of his Calvin Klein jeans which fit him perfectly.
I looked up at him through my lashes hoping I could convince him with my eyes. He stepped back and turned his gaze down upon me.
“Bella, we're not having this conversation tonight.”
I let out a defeated sigh, another time I suppose.
“Besides Alice and Jasper are back now. We should go visit with them.”
He had a point. I needed to talk to Alice. Maybe this all-boys hunting trip this weekend was a blessing in disguise.