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It was the first day of Spring and for once the weather had been blessed with beautiful sunshine that beamed over the Scottish Mountains surrounding Hogwarts. However, it was not the golden light that awoke you from slumber, it was in fact the tickle of lips caressing your cheek and soft hair falling into your face.

“You can’t sleep forever darling” those precious lips mumbled against your skin, wondering lower to your exposed neck, the sensation making you moan as he eased over the spot that had your insides spiralling.

“Just five more minutes Siri”, you were finally able to whisper, hands finding their way out of the quilt that covered you and into the shoulder-length strands of hair on Sirius’ head, fingers idly stroking through.

Luckily today was also Saturday which meant that you were not being forced to be out of bed for lessons anytime soon and therefore, you were going to stay in bed for as long as possible before hunger called for you.

Sirius paused his movements, shifting his weight as he hovered above you on the bed, humming deeply as he pecked your lips once, then twice before rolling off the bed completely. “Don’t be too long, everyone is meeting for that picnic by the lake later”, Sirius reminded you as he walks towards the door, having already been up for a while and changed, as well as the other two in the room who was watching the interaction with soft smiles.

“I’ll be there!” you shouted after him, eyes still tightly closed as both arms relaxed back into the bed.

This didn’t last long however as a hand tenderly gripped your jaw, tilting your face to one side so James could give you a kiss must deeper to Sirius, both moaning at the sensation and from the wet drip on your forehead, you could tell his hair was still freshly wet from a recent shower. “Don’t forget you owe me a fly around later at the lake”.

“I think you’ll find I never agreed to that James” you reminded him with a smile, turning onto your side so you could bury your face into the warm pillow, listening to James chuckle as he too left with Sirius. The dormitory remained quiet after this as you waited for the last of the Marauders to come and say good morning but the minutes ticked by and you had the odd sensation that you were being watched causing a light sprinkle of goosebumps to graze over your skin.

Not wanting to wait anymore you finally peeked one eye open, looking around the room illuminated by the natural light beaming through the window. At first, everything looked normal and out of place and you even thought that maybe he had gone down earlier this morning and didn’t wait for you to wake.

Then as you inched forward across the bed, you finally caught sight of Remus behind one of the bed posts, leaning against the wall opposite to the bed you were in, his hands in his pockets, gaze softly mapping over your face. Instantaneously it felt as if there were butterflies tumbling in your stomach at the look he was giving you, even after all this time being with the Marauders, they still had you thoroughly wrapped around their fingers. A nervous smile stretched across your face as you lifted a hand out for him, wanting for him to come over and he immediately pushed off of the wall and took your hand, kissing it before sitting on the side of the bed.

Nothing was said, nothing needed to be said as he leaned in to sweetly kiss your lips, both releasing breaths you hadn’t even realised that you’d been holding. This moment you wish could have lasted forever but he was soon pulling away with one final kiss on your temple before leaving you to grin into your pillow, and attempting to have those few extra minutes of rest before the day began properly.

Another hour passed before you found the motivation to leave the warmth of the bed to shower and dress comfortably, even though it was sunny there was still a slight chill in the air. The school seemed more sparse people than usual as everyone seemed to be outside and enjoying the Spring air which you were looking forward to doing too but the plan was to meet everyone in the Great Hall first, make sure that everyone had everything ready for the picnic and walk to the lake from there.

You found yourself smiling once more as you could hear laughter coming from the Hall but as you entered and found your group of friends at the table, the happiness was soon replaced by a sour, hot sensation.

It had been happening for a while, a group of Ravenclaw girls had suddenly started mixing with the Gryffindors and usually it wouldn’t make you think twice but they seemed to have found a particular interest in James, Sirius and Remus. At first, you didn’t think anything of it, ignorance is bliss for you when it came to nice people but then others started pointing it out to you. The way they would lean too close to be friendly to the boys, laugh louder than anyone else at their jokes or always be wanting to hang around whenever they were out of the common room.

The boys didn’t think anything of it and you never voiced your concerns, hating the ‘jealous girlfriend’ act and not wanting to look like a crazy person when they hadn’t actually done anything wrong as of yet. You also trusted the boys more than you thought it was possible to trust another person and if anyone were to step over the line they would stop it but you were just worried about it getting to that point of someone going too far, not trusting these girls in any way.

Taking a deep breath, you were about to move further into the hall, ignoring the unsettled feeling and deciding to ignore it but then one of them, Dorma, let out an obnoxiously loud laugh at something Sirius must have said for her hand to be on his arm that casually. Your face warmed as anger swept through your body, especially as now you could see that the other two girls, Frances and Carly were also sitting way too close to James and Remus who were just trying to speak to one another but the girls were both looking with shit-eating grins as they spoke excitedly with them. The other Gryffindors seemed to be just as frustrated with the intrusion of the girls but too polite to tell them to go away.

After a few deep breaths, the feeling didn’t pass, in fact, it only increased to a wave of nauseous anger that had your fingers clenching into fists to hide the subtle shake. You always thought jealousy was such an ugly emotion, never having experienced it as much as you had these last few weeks and it was becoming draining. You trusted them and knew they would do anything for you, but when these girls touched your boyfriends you wanted to attack like a vicious animal which was not in your nature at all.

“I’ve tried to get them to move but somehow they’ve invited themselves to the lake with us. Do you want me to tell them to find something else to do?” Lily asked as she too entered the hall, stopping next to you to stare at the girls that she hated just as much as you.

At first, you contemplated saying yes, knowing that Lily had more courage to stand up to the girls than you did, something you wish you could do but your nerve always stopped you from doing so. But once again, the girls technically hadn’t done anything wrong thus far, even if they did annoy the hell out of you.

Releasing a heavy sigh you shook your head, turning to look at your red-headed friend, “no it’s fine, they’re harmless… I think”. Glancing back over to the girls, you noticed that Carly had now shuffled closer to Remus and was trying to read his book, looking way too comfortable and it almost took your breath away with how angry you felt.

Lily noticed your shift in behaviour, lowering her voice as she spoke, “honey it’s fine, I really don’t mind telling them to get lost”.

Shaking your head, you turned away from the table, not being able to look at them anymore with your uncontrollable emotions, even embarrassed to say that you could feel tears starting to sting your eyes as you held back your jealous anger. “No it’s fine - I actually forgot my bag, I’ll be right back” you quickly muttered, moving to walk away and take a minute to gather your bearings but Lily placed a gentle hand on your arm.

“Don’t go because of them, don’t let them ruin your day”.

“I’m not I just hate feeling like this. I hate being jealous when I know they haven’t technically done anything wrong yet, they’re just trying to be their friends. I’m fine, I just need a few minutes of fresh air, I’ll meet you by the lake”. You began to move, not waiting for her response, surprised that you’d been able to keep your voice steady.

As soon as the sun was gracing your skin as you stepped outside you took a much-needed deep breath, trying to keep your emotions at bay, not stopping in your walking until you had arrived at the tree line that surrounded a lake. Taking a seat, you tried to let nature distract you, watching the soft waves lap against the pebbles and the rustle of tiny creatures hidden in the bushes.

It only worked up to a point though before their stupid laughs echoed through your head again, your hand twitching to grab your wand and blast a nearby tree to release some anger but the snap of a twig from behind you was enough to draw your tension to the approaching animal.

A laugh bubbled in your throat as Sirius approached as Padfoot, trotting in his dog animagus animal form, tongue hanging from his jaw as he happily came towards you and began licking your cheek. You didn’t hold back the laugh now as you scratched behind his ear, more than thankful for his company and glad that he was by himself.

“I haven’t seen you for a while”, you commented to Padfoot as he lay his head on your lap, the weight comforting as you continued to stroke his surprisingly soft fur.

When you would be having a particularly sad day, Sirius tended to not know what to say and was quick to find that Padfoot was a good comfort for you, so would often shift and let you cuddle him until you calmed down. You wanted to ask how he knew you were upset and felt anxious at the thought of him knowing that you had been jealous but you knew you wouldn’t get many answers from him whilst he was like this but you were thankful to him either way.

Another ten minutes had passed as you both sat in comfortable silence before his ears twitched and he stood on his paws, giving one more lick to your cheek and then disappearing into the forest. You were confused for only a second before you heard the approach of everyone else for the picnic.

Standing up, you briefly wiped your clothes of any flecks of dirt that your clothes might have collected from sitting on the floor, but quickly your feet were off the floor as James as rushed forward, wrapped his arms around your middle and spun on the spot.

“Why are you here? We were waiting for you!” he shouted happily, placing you back on the floor, cupping your jaw and dropping his lips to yours in a soft kiss that had you smiling against him.

The giddy feeling soon vanished from your body as Carly’s screech of a laugh seemed to surround your peaceful reunion, causing you to pull back and frown. Dropping your head against James’ chest so he couldn’t see your reaction, you tried to think of an excuse, “sorry, I thought we were meeting down here and I couldn’t be bothered to walk all the way back to the castle when I saw that none of you was here”.

James cupped the back of your head as the rest of the crowd walked past, moving to the edge of the water to lay down blankets for everyone to sit on. Looking up at the hazel eye boyfriend, your stomach twisted seeing the worry on his face that had been there since you had pulled away from the kiss. “What’s wrong?” he asked quietly so that the others couldn’t hear.

“Nothing’s wrong! Sorry I just wanted some fresh air before everyone got here, it’s such a nice day today”, you tried to convince him you were fine by changing the subject but you knew he wouldn’t be that easily distracted.

It didn’t help matters when Dorma shouted, “Sirius there you are, I was looking for you!” The flush returned to your body, angry that another girl was looking for your boyfriends and before you knew what you were even doing, your hands were gripping James’ hair and pulling down so that he was within reach for you to kiss fiercely.

James seemed frozen for a moment by the sudden show of affection, it wasn’t like you were ever opposed to light kisses, hugs or hand-holding but whenever one of the boys had tried to do anything any heavier, you were usually too embarrassed to continue so when your tongue swiped against his bottom lip, he was more than shocked but then quick to reciprocate the affections.

You knew you were acting possessively, head tilting to kiss deeper, knowing that everyone was staring as your hands moved to grip his collar, holding him close, needing the girls to see that James was only yours and not theirs. It was only when Frank whistled and shouted, “get a room!” did you both pull away, cheeks warm to the touch, lips slightly swollen and trying desperately to catch your breaths.

Still holding onto his collar, James dropped his forehead onto yours, eyes flicking between your own as his hands cupped your cheeks. “What’s gotten into you? Whatever it is…I like it”, he grinned as you visibly showed your embarrassment, pulling away from the embrace, internally cursing yourself for letting your emotions get the better of you once again. “Don’t get embarrassed now love, maybe we should go behind a tree” James jokingly suggested, wiggling his eyebrows.

“Maybe we should” you found yourself saying surprising not only yourself but James as well whose eyes widen for a second before he chuckled, thinking you were joking as well as he tenderly kissed your forehead.

“I’ll make it up to you later you little minx”, you laughed at his words, moving to turn and head towards everyone else but his hands held onto your waist, keeping you in front of him. Looking up at him with a confused expression, you saw that he had his eyes closed in concentration. Opening your mouth to ask what was wrong, you were quickly cut off as he shifted closer an inch and you felt his very noticeably tented erection rub against your abdomen that he was trying to hide from everyone else. Covering your mouth with your hand you held back a laugh as he muttered, “I just need a minute, need to think about Dumbledore naked that usually gets rid of it”.

You couldn’t hold back the laugh, feeling your skin warming for an entirely different reason now at seeing how much you’d affected him by merely just making out with him. You even attempted to glance down to look at James' affliction but he could sense you staring as he remarked, “don’t look at it, it knows you’re looking”, and at that moment his cock twitched in his trousers.

Once again you tried to hide your laugh, biting your lip to stop from making any noise so that James could spend the next few minutes sorting himself out in peace until finally he opened his eyes and declared that he was ready.

The two of you walked over to the crowd which mainly consisted of people in your year, a lot being from Gryffindor… and also the three unwanted Ravenclaw girls but you were trying not to look or think about them. Deciding instead of distracting yourself with your friends, laughing at James as he showed off with the Golden Snitch that he’d somehow managed to steal, and eating the snacks that Sirius had managed to get from the kitchen.

“What was wrong earlier?” Sirius’s voice made you jump as he sat next to you, arms resting over his bent knees as he looked at you with a worried expression, one that similarly matched James’.

Trying to hide your own emotions behind a smile you ignored his question and asked your own. “How did you know I was out here earlier?” you referred to him finding you as Padfoot.

“I saw you leave the Great Hall, and Lily told me you might need some company”, you internally cringed that he had seen you strop away from the Hall earlier, and also thankful that Lily had said something as it was nice spending those few moments alone with Padfoot before everyone else arrived.

“Nothing is wrong Sirius but thank you for coming to find me” leaning your shoulder against his, you once again tried to smile and hide your true jealous emotions which he seemed to believe for now.

“Try and have fun darling”, Sirius stands, stretching his arms high above his head, his shirt raised a couple of inches revealing the thin strip of hair beneath his belly button that caught your eye but also the one of Dorma which you noticed her looking almost immediately. Sirius looked down at you as he dropped his arms down, “I might go for a fly over the lake if anyone wants to join” he teased, knowing that you would say no.

However, your eyes were still on Dorma who looked more than overjoyed at Sirius’ open question, opening her mouth quickly and before you could think about your answer, you blurted out, “I will!”.

Sirius looked taken aback by your answer, not quite believing you until you stood, feeling satisfied when Dorma’s face dropped at missing her opportunity to go flying with Sirius. “Wait are you serious? You want to go flying with me?”

“Yeah of course!” you replied happily, trying not to think about the repercussions of your answers.

It was James now who caught both of your attention as he had heard your answer, “what the fuck? I’ve been asking you to go flying with me for months! And you’re going with him? I’m seeker why wouldn’t you come with me?”

“Stop being a crybaby Prongs” Sirius teased, picking his broom up from the pile of things that had been bought with everyone and taking your hand.

To say this was one of the biggest regrets and decisions you’d ever made was an understatement. The moment your feet were off the solid ground you were adamant you were going to die, even though Sirius flew slowly and only a few feet high, your fear was unparalleled.

You were sure Sirius was trying to talk you through the flight to try and calm your anxieties as you clung to his middle from the back of the broom like your life depended on it, almost certain that you were bruising his middle but you didn’t care. Needing to have that hold, eyes sealed closed and mouth thoroughly shut for fear you were going to throw up if you were to open it.

It almost felt like a lifetime before you were vaguely aware that Sirius had shouted over his shoulder that they were going to land. Much to yours (and everyone who was watching), you didn’t collapse straight to the floor when your feet made contact with the ground, somehow finding the energy to keep your knees from buckling, taking a few steady steps towards the group before collapsing onto a blanket and releasing a heavy breath to try and regain your nerves.

“You ok darling?” Sirius asked as he stood over you, but you were still too nervous to speak or open your eyes so instead raised a shaky thumbs up to him which only made him deeply chuckle and return back to his broom.

Another few minutes passed by and eventually, your body began to feel normal once more, the uneasy sickness sensation easing away until you almost felt as you had before getting onto the broom. This was when someone decided to sit next to you, lifting your head so that it now rested on their thigh and from the aftershave that filled your senses, you didn’t need to open your eyes to see that it was Remus.

His fingers idly massaged over your scalp, helping to ease any remaining tension. “What was all that about?” he asked under his breath as you heard the flutter of a page-turning and you knew he must be reading as well.

“I’m not sure” you managed to answer, happy that you could finally risk talking with vomiting everywhere.

Remus’ fingers faltered slightly and you knew that he wasn’t happy with your answer. “I think you do Love. You’ve got nothing to be worried about you know. They’re harmless”. Your heart began to beat a little quicker as he acknowledged the girls and it finally dawned on you that of course your jealousy had been obvious enough for them to notice.

Taking a deep breath to try and steady your nerves, you opened your eyes to look up at Remus who was looking down at you, the book held in front of your face to hide from others around, giving you a slither of privacy. “I’m sorry, I know they’re harmless and I hate feeling like this and I’m not usually a jealous person but they’re pushing all of my buttons recently. Every time I see them I want to both cry and rip their hair out”, you admitted with a quiet voice.

“They’re just trying to be friendly Love” Remus responded and your face instantly heated up with anger at his blasé answer.

“You’re not ignorant Remus, you know that’s not what they are doing” you sat up with your snappy answer, regretting it a second later. “Sorry I didn’t mean to call you that, I know you aren’t”.

Mentally you were cursing yourself, hating what jealousy was turning you into. Risking a glance up at your boyfriend, you were shocked to see that he had a small smile on his handsome face.

“It’s ok, you know I kind of like this snappy side of you, I feel so protected” he joked, putting down the book and giving you his full attention, one hand lifting to stroke against your cheek.

You rolled your eyes at his quip, pushing away his hand with a smile before looking around at the others before Remus continued his talking in a slightly more serious tone.

“Do you want to leave? We can go to the Shack, it’s not that far away and gives us all some privacy?” he offered and even though you would have loved to do that you shook your head in decline, everyone seemed to be having a really nice afternoon, you didn’t want to spoil it for them.

This sentiment did not last long however as you looked across to Frances who whispered something to Dorma and Carly, a sick smile spreading onto each of their faces before she stood and began to approach James. An unsettled feeling overcame your body as you watched closely, jaw clenching with each step that she took until finally, she stood before your boyfriend, much too close to be friendly.

“Want to go swimming Jamie? I’m getting really hot in these clothes and the water looks so cool, what do you say?”

You weren’t sure what overcame you next, one moment you were watching as Frances began to unbutton her shirt, and the next white-hot anger was pulsing through your veins and you were suddenly stood between the both, vaguely aware of James shouting ‘what the fuck are you doing Frances?’ before you finally snapped with all the restraint that you had been holding back for weeks.

“Get the fuck away from my boyfriend!” you seethed, teeth clenched as your wand was being drawn and aimed at her head, shaking slightly from your emotions. Everyone seemed to go quiet now, watching tensely, Remus having followed after you, attempted to grab your wand, not wanting you to do anything drastic but you shoved him away. “I need you, and you two other bitches to fuck off right now before I hex you, and if ANY of you speak to my boyfriends again, I swear I will make you regret it”.

Frances’s reaction only angered you further as she openly laughed before straightening up, “who do you think you’re speaking to like that?”

Your wrist began to move before you fully understood what you were doing, but Remus was quick to snatch your wand from your grip, bending his head low to whisper, “it’s not worth it love, let’s go and walk it off”.

Trying to gain your composure, you glanced around, seeing Sirius and James behind you with unreadable expressions, Lily too approached and you were more than thankful for your friend as she also stood up for you. “Well you heard her, fuck off, no one wants you here”.

The three girls now looked somewhat embarrassed but were quick to brush it off, stepping closer to you, as Frances spat out, “no one wants your leftovers anyway whore”.

They had hit the perfect low blow, having had the word “whore” whispered around for the duration of your relationship, it had taken way too long for it to not bother you so much but hearing it said with such venom, you almost saw red.

Lily had also stepped forward hearing that word but you beat her to it, you didn’t need your ward to cause damage as you clenched your fist and punched it directly into the middle of Frances’ face, her nose and your hand clicking on impact.

You hadn’t even heard a reaction before somebody was picking you up and throwing you over their shoulder and walking in the opposite direction. Their grip was firm so you weren’t able to wiggle away and it only caused you to become desperate as you shouted that you wanted to go back but the only response you were given was a calm voice telling you that ‘it’s over'.

It took more time than you’d like to admit before finally succumbing and collapsing in the hold, muscles relaxing as your arms dangled down Sirius’ back, only now just realising who had picked you up. The adrenaline also began to wear off as your hand began to increase in pain, noticing the cut between your knuckles had bled enough to drip down your fingers and the skin across all your knuckles had begun to swell from whatever internal damage you had caused.

Finally, it dawned on you, that you’d actually hit someone. Something you had never done before, ever in your life. In fact, violence was something you were always slating, not understanding why anyone would ever stoop that low and here you were, punching Ravenclaws in the face for flirting with your boyfriends.

“Please put me down” you managed to ask, your voice sounding defeated. Sirius stopped his walking and you could now see that James and Remus were also with you both.

“Do you promise not to run back to them if I put you down?” he asked over his shoulder to you.

“I promise”. Sirius stopped walking for a moment and you thought he was going to place you down but then he carried on walking causing you to release an annoyed huff.

“We’re nearly there Pup, you’ll have to wait”. You could hear the humour in his tone and the four of you continued the way through the forest, eventually catching on that they were taking you to the Shack, at least it was away from everyone else in the castle.

Checking the coast was clear, the boys made the quick walk down the path to the Shrieking Shack and then finally you were all inside the old decrepit building. However, Sirius still refused to put you back onto your two feet until up in the bedroom that the four of you used on occasions of recovery from the full moon or if you wanted the special alone time with them.

Gracefully, he eased you onto the lavish centre of the bed, carefully cradling your head as he lay you back as the other two walked around the room. James filled up a bowl of warm water from his wand and Remus looked through one of the cabinets for one of the salves that were kept there for wounds and cuts that were used during the full moon.

Losing any confidence you simply just lay there, staring at a spot on the ceiling, trying not to glance at any of them to see if they were annoyed. Sirius was the first to talk as he too shuffled onto the bed, sitting between your legs and picking up your injured hand to inspect it as he spoke. “If I knew you had a right hook like that, I’d be begging you to join me in being a beater for the Gryffindor quidditch team”.

James snorted, “you know Padfoot, I was thinking the exact same thing”, he confessed whilst walking over with the bowl of water and balancing it on the bed and sitting to your right, smiling down at you. “If I knew I had such a protector of girlfriend, I would have been snapping you up for the team months ago, the perfect beater to protect the seeker”.

You initially weren’t sure how to react, still trying to look away and knowing that they were attempting to make you laugh but the embarrassment still forced down the laugh that was bubbling in your throat.

Remus was the last to join you all on the bed, the clear bottle in hand as he sat to your left. At the same time, Sirius and James began gently cleaning and inspecting your injured hand, cleaning away the blood and checking that you were able to still move your fingers which thankfully you could.

“I’m not sure as to why you are being so quiet”, Remus finally spoke, catching your attention and glancing over to him with a slight frown.

“I hurt her” your voice croaked as you spoke, sounding defeated.

“Hmm, you did but she also hurt you, I was half tempted to give you back your wand”, he held up the object to show that he still held it, a sly smirk on his scarred face as his hair fell into his eyes as he moved. You weren’t sure how to respond, deciding instead to swallow harshly, keeping back the grunt of pain that was threatening to spill as James had to wipe over the cut.

“He’s right you know, my protective, jealous little pup” Sirius joked, the nickname causing your insides to twist uncomfortably. “I knew those girls have been a nightmare for the last few weeks and half the time I wanted to tell them to fuck off myself but much like you, they hadn’t done anything wrong as such. But the way they spoke to you? They deserved every punishment you and Lily had to give”.

Now your frown deepened, looking towards Sirius as his hands now rested on your thighs positioned on either side of his hips, eyes focused completely on your face. “What do you mean what Lily had to give? What did she do?”

A proud laugh erupted from James as he spoke about his friend, reaching across at the same time to grab the salve from Remus to begin lathering it onto the affected area. “Well after Padfoot picked you up, our lovely Lily took matters into her own hands by hexing them all into the lake. Of course, if any of the others asked if something happened they would all agree they didn’t see anything”. You felt relief ease the muscles throughout your body, glad that Lily wouldn’t get in trouble but also thankful that you had such an amazing friend, half wishing that Sirius hadn’t picked you up so you could have watched.

“How does it feel now?” James asked after another minute of comfortable silence.

You’d been so lost in the imagination of watching the three Ravenclaws being thrown into the lake that you hadn’t even noticed that the pain in your hand had decreased tenfold as you looked at the already less swollen injury. Moving your fingers even caused significantly less pain than before, whatever Madam Pomfrey had created was a miracle worker.

“Better, thank you”. James nodded his head, satisfied with your answer before waving his wand once more, the now stained red water vanishing and a bundle of bandages replacing them which he began wrapping over your knuckles. Looking between the three boyfriends, you really took in their expressions, still half expecting to see ones of anger or disappointment but instead, they were only looking at you, almost pridefully. “So… you all aren’t angry with me?”

Sirius let out a laugh so fierce that he had to grab his chest to catch his breath, rocking back and forth on the bed before coming to his senses. “Angry? Why would we be angry with you? You stood up for the people you loved Darling. I mean - these two always protect me”, he nodded his head towards Remus and James before continuing. “But knowing now that you would go out of your comfort zone, not only to protect us but to prove you're our girlfriend by doing things you usually wouldn’t like flying or even making out with Prongs, it made me feel very prideful”.

“And seeing you jealous kinda turned me on a little bit I can’t deny” James admitted with a cheeky smirk across his handsome face as he lifted your now thoroughly wrapped hand to kiss the back of it.

“It-it did?” you asked under your breath, feeling your own sort of pride warming your chest.

“More than you could possibly know”, Sirius insisted, shifting forward on his knees, hand landing next to your head so he could lean his weight easily over you and drop his lips to yours for a slow kiss. It almost stole your breath away the hidden emotions he was putting behind the movements, the usually heated kiss was now methodical as if he was scared to hurt you more.

It was so unlike Sirius that you attempted to lift your head off of the bed to deepen it, instinctively reaching to grab onto his shirt to pull him closer but gasping when a dull ache flared across your injured hand.

Sirius moved back to look down at your hand, making sure that the cut hadn’t reopened before shaking his head playfully, his brunette hair softly flowing around his face. “Even though seeing you jealous did awaken something deep inside of me, I can’t deny that you punching Frances in the face is the only thing I will be replaying in my head for the foreseeable future. But now, I need you to promise me two things”.

Sirius delicately held both of your hands, again a touch that you hadn’t seen him be so careful with before, it was almost endearing and had the corner of your lips twitching upwards as you nodded your head for him to continue.

“One, I need you to promise that next time you are feeling the way that you were this morning when you entered the hall and then left, you need to talk to us instead of shutting us out, ok?”

“Ok, promise”.

“Good. And second, I need you to promise to let us do anything we want to you without you feeling the need to repay us. We need you to lay back and let us praise you, sweetheart”.

Your eyelids fluttered, thighs instinctively trying to rub together but not being able to do so with Sirius in the way so after taking a second to find the right word, whilst nodding you responded with a simple, “I promise”.

“Good girl” was all Sirius whispered before shifting back on the bed. The other two shifted as well, almost working in unison to help take off your clothes, something that with each passing item of clothing that was removed, your heart began to beat harder in your chest with anticipation until finally, you were stark naked between your three boyfriends.

“Now remember your second promise, I want you to just lie there and let us take care of you. No touching!” Sirius muttered as he began lifting your left leg, pushing it as far up as your flexibility would allow and then Remus who was still sitting to your left began to hold your leg in place, his hands warm against your chilled skin. Then Sirius began lifting your right leg, repeating the motion until James was holding you up as well, the movements feeling extremely intimate.

Here you were, in the centre of the bed, surrounded by your three boyfriends, all of which were still fully clothed as they held up your legs to leave you completely exposed to them, their warmth that was radiating from their bodies helping to keep you from being cold.

Biting your lip in anticipation, you watched Sirius’ movements closely as he seemed to be contemplating what to do first. “As much as I want to take my time, I don’t think I can wait before being inside of you”, he finally decided and you were thankful for this, your cunt was already clenching, desperate to be filled.

The three of you watched as Sirius eased from the bed, removing his clothes so now the two of you were naked but you weren’t concentrating on that, no your eyes were focused only on the thick, eager cock, ready for attention at the base of the thing strip of hair that you’d caught sight of earlier.

Climbing back onto the bed, he pushed his hair behind his ear, keeping it out of the way as he traced a single finger from the very top of your mound, over your clit that had you trying to buck your hips but the firm grip that the other two had you in, you weren’t able to do so. Lower he moved, and from the cool air brushing over your core you could feel just how wet you were, which was also what Sirius was collecting on his finger, coating it thoroughly before wiping it on his tip and kneeling forward.

With one hand at the base of his cock, he lined himself up whilst you were watching him closely, mouth hanging open, eyes unblinking but he didn’t push forward. Not until he leaned his weight over you, resting on his other hand and then his mouth was on yours, tongue delving into your open mouth and this was the moment that he inched his cock inside of you.

His tongue covered the deep moans you wanted to release as you could feel him stretching your soaked cunt as inch after inch moved deeper and as your hips finally met, your ears were met with the beautiful sound of James cursing in arousal at the sight of Sirius cock disappearing into your pussy.

The sensation made you breathless, as well as the heated kisses, not realising how much you actually needed this, needing to be close to them, wanting to feel them all over your body. Sirius pulled back from the kiss as he eased his cock out of you, now drenched in your juices you on instinct tried to reach up to cradle his face and keep him close but he halted your movements.

Taking each of your hands, he gave them to the two other men so that they now carefully held a leg and a hand each, James being careful to hold your wrist so as to not further injure your hand so now you were thoroughly held now.

Sirius smirked at your small pout as you dropped your head back onto the bed in defeat, wanting to touch him. “Now now, no stropping, you did promise this sweetheart, don’t forget that”, he reminded you as he began rolling his hips, causing your brows to pinch together as the beautiful feeling spread throughout your body.

You were shocked to see some restraint in Sirius as he usually liked to fuck you without reserve, moving so quickly that his cock would be a blur between your legs but today, he was taking his time. Making sure to thoroughly warm you up with his cock, his hands caressing over your abdomen and perking your nipples to attention before looking down your body to where his cock was disappearing into your cunt.

You were thankful for this change in dynamic, feeling completely overwhelmed already by the day's events that you hadn’t realised you needed this softer side of the boys. It also meant that you could truly listen to your body more, feel the tightening in your abdomen, the tingling in your thighs that seemed to travel to your toes and the way your eyes closed so that all you could think about was the thick member pleasuring you completely.

This self-restraint only lasted for a few moments however as you could feel your climax building, needing it with each passing thrust until you couldn’t hold back anymore and began begging. “Sirius please, I…I need to cum, please make me cum”.

“That’s a good girl, cum for me, you’ve done so well Darling” he encouraged whilst also thrusting more eagerly, his thumb dropping just above where your bodies met and he gently pressed against your clit, rubbing in delicate circles.

Usually, you would need more stimulation but already being so close, it all but took a second before you were attempting to buck your hips as orgasm pulsed through your core, clenching in bursts around his cock so tightly that he had to stop his thrusts to hold back his own orgasm.

Taking a few deep breaths to slow down your breathing and get your bearings, you opened your eyes and looked up at the three Marauders, seeing how flushed they all seemed to be from watching you and it was like something snapped in you.

“Please don’t hold back anymore Siri, I need this”. Your beg had Sirius's eyes darkening as he fell on top of you, leaning his weight now on both forearms on either side of your head, hands cradling your head so that he could kiss you deeply. All the whilst his hips began moving with emphasis, hips slapping yours so harshly that the bed creaked and it was just what you wanted.

James and Remus continued to watch you get fucked by Sirius, if you’d opened your eyes you would have noticed them trying to move their hips to try and ease the discomfort of their contained erections still in their trousers. But your thoughts were only on the man thoroughly pleasuring you.

His kisses and cock were making you dizzy, lost between wanting to breathe, scream and kiss him. With the added sensitivity of your recent orgasm, it didn’t take long for that second one to build in tension, especially as his hips were meeting yours so perfectly that each slap of his hips was directly pounding against your clit.

This time you weren’t even able to give a warning that you were about to cum but Sirius could feel it from the way your cunt was gripping his cock in a vice-like state. “Cum for me”, was all he was able to grunt before you came.

You were vaguely aware that Sirius had stopped his thrusts, then as you began to regain your composure, you could feel his hot cum dripping out of your cunt, only now releasing that he had cum with you.

With one last kiss to your temple, he began to move off of you, leaving you to feel exposed once more and gasping slightly as he eased his cock out of you, only causing his cum to drip further out of you. In an unspoken conversation, the trio above you glanced between each other before Remus made the next move, releasing your leg which fell straight without the support and he quickly began undressing until he was only in his dark boxers.

You frowned in a needy way seeing that he hadn’t exposed himself but as Sirius replaced where Remus was to your left by holding up your leg once more, your moans of disapproval were soon quietened by two fingers being pushed into your mouth.

Eagerly you accepted them, sucking on them, wishing that it was one of their cocks and by the smirk on Remus’ face, he knew that was what you were thinking. “That's my good girl” he praised, which only caused your cunt to clench and more of Sirius’ cum to ooze out.

He noticed this and moved further down the bed, this was when you realised his place, having assumed that he was going to fuck you but Remus had other ideas as he lowered his face in between your spread legs. Keeping strong eye contact with you, he stuck his tongue out and with one swoop, both licked up Sirius’ seed and any of your juices, drinking it down hungrily, all without blinking.

The deep moan you released around his fingers vibrated from the depths of your chest. The sight before you was one you wanted to memorise, seeing Remus lick every beautiful nerve of your pussy, his tongue then pushing as far as it could into your hole to try and flick every part of it before returning back up to play with your clit. Steady rotations around the bundle of nerves, causing your hips again to attempt to buck but still being held down steadily by the other two.

Still sucking on his two fingers, you watched every movement that Remus did, feeling yourself becoming increasingly wetter, not that you thought it was possible but then Remus was quick to lick up the evidence.

Remus much like Sirius did, to begin with, took his time. Getting to know the right spots that were making you moan louder than others. Even going as far as to edge you a few times, much to your displeasure at feeling so close to cumming before he pulled back and blew cool air over your cunt, waiting until he was satisfied the moment had passed before going back into it.

Just as you were about to bite his fingers as he edged you once more, he finally eased them out of your mouth. Now completely soaked and your jaw aching slightly, he moved them down to your hole and pushed them in, all the whilst forming a seal around your clit and sucking.

Without the restraint of fingers in your mouth, you were able to cry out Remus’ name, begging him to keep going, pleading for him not to stop, needing this release.

Remus knew exactly what he was doing as he curled his fingers into that beautiful, sensitive spot within, as he simultaneously moved between circling your clit with his tongue and then sucking it into his mouth. It only took a few seconds before you were screaming out your orgasm, beads of sweat now coating your body as Remus didn’t relent with his actions, tugging his fingers all the way through your orgasm until you were releasing small squirts of juices into his mouth.

Finally, he eased off, removing his fingers and licking them just as eagerly as you once had before sitting up. In your half-aware state, you noticed that where you expected to see a very erect cock trapped in his boxers was now a half-limp outline and a very noticeable darkened patch from where he had cum, untouched.

The sight had you almost dribbling, wanting nothing more to lick his own juices but you weren’t given the opportunity as James rushed to swap places with Remus who now held up your right leg.

James thankfully wasn’t wearing clothes in only a few seconds before he was climbing onto the bed. He looked like he going to go straight into fucking you but seemed to hold himself back, now being the one between your legs, he looked over your body, seeming to know you better than you do yourself.

“Please James!” you begged, wishing for him to begin fucking you already but James looked like he was contemplating something, hands running up the back of your thighs as he looked at your now slightly swollen cunt.

“Shh love, I’ll fuck you don’t worry, I just don’t want to hurt you, I know you’ve got to be quite sensitive at the moment”. You didn’t believe him in your horny state of mind and he could see this so to prove his point, he gently brushed the back of his finger very delicately over your clit. You hadn’t realised just how oversensitive you were until that moment as you cried out and tried to move back, completely overwhelmed by the sensation. It seemed the multiple orgasms and fucking with oral had caused more sensitivity than what you had realised but you still wanted James.

Your cunt was pulsing to be filled again as James finally decided his tactic, trying carefully to not touch your clit as he lined up his cock that was dripping with precum. The moment he penetrated you, your whole world seemed to freeze as you once again shouted in pleasure, you were totally overwhelmed, your walls clamping down on his cock that had him closing his eyes in concentration.

Dipping his head down, his lips sealed around one of your nipples whilst his fingers played with the other, both stimulations causing your cunt to once again constrict around James. Subtly, he began shallowly thrusting, only moving back an inch or two before pushing in again.

“I don’t think I can last any longer James” you somehow managed to gasp out, feeling already on the verge of cumming, much like you had when Remus had edged you.

James smiled against your breast, pulling off your nipple with a ‘pop’ as he looked at your flushed expression, loving how utterly cock drunk you looked right now. “That’s fine love, I wasn’t counting on you being able to last long, you’ve already done so well taking both Padfoot and Moony, just need one more orgasm for me. Do you think you could do that for me, baby?”

You didn’t trust your voice anymore so simply nodded eagerly, not taking your eyes off of him as he sat back on his knees, with a proud smile, both hands still teasing your nipples.

With each thrust, an overwhelming sensation was building, slightly different to your orgasm until you couldn’t hold it back anymore and trickles of squirt began coating James and the bed. “Fuck!” James shouted as he picked up his pace, hips now slapping against yours, both bodies coated in your juices as you couldn’t stop squirting, eyes rolling back as your orgasm completely took over.

You were almost certain you had passed out from holding your breath as one moment you were screaming out James’ name, and the next James wasn’t between your legs but was on the floor, digging through his clothes pockets.

Sucking in as much air as possible, you watched him through half-lidded eyes as he returned with his wand. A smile was on his face when he saw you were awake, “thought we lost you for a second there love, I’m just going to clean you up, ok?”

He waited patiently for you to nod before he began to have warm water pour out of the tip of the wand, carefully cleaning you. It was now that you noticed that there was a noticeable sticky white patch across the sheets, that looked as if James had pulled out and had his own orgasm across the sheets.

James made sure to be soft and tender as he moved, the bed sheets becoming utterly soaked as he moved but after he was satisfied with his clean-up effort, another simple wave of his wand and the bed was magically dry.

The next step was easing both of your legs down. Sirius and Remus had been massaging your muscles the entire time to make sure that you didn’t get any form of cramp but your joints were still mildly stiff as you lay them flat.

You were exhausted as the trio helped you to move up the bed so that you lay on the pillows, a slight tremor running through your body from the thorough fucking had you smiling in satisfaction. James brushed a hand over your cheek gently, “get some rest love, I’m just going to go and see if there was any leftover food at the picnic and we’ll have our own little picnic in here, how's that sound?”

“Amazing” you responded tiredly, eyes already closing before he had shifted off of the bed to get changed.