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Haunting by noticeablenotpretty
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel (Comics), Black Widow (Movie 2021)
22 Aug 2023
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Natasha Romanoff is absolutely fine. Of that, she is certain. She has convinced herself that she is absolutely not addicted to self-harm, convinced her team that the Red Room and all its horrors are in the past, convinced her brain that the things she experienced weren't really that bad, and convinced everyone around her that she is absolutely, undeniably, 1000% fine.
But delusions only last so long, and hers begin to shatter as her past returns, piece by fateful piece. When you grow up in a burning house, you tend to set your world on fire for a sense of familiarity. It's only in recognizing our trauma that we can learn to live in piece. Eventually, she will have to make a decision. Does she wants to continue the pain and suffering she's learned to use as her only form of control or will she take the risk to see if there's something better on the other side?
**CURRENTLY UNDERGOING EDITS**
TW: self-harm, eating disorders, abuse (physical, mental, sexual) as a child and adult, torture as a child and adult, rape as a child and adult, light mentions of alcoholism, self-hatred/self-blame/etc. (basically the author is trauma-dumping)
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On chapter 15
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