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“You wanna… date me?” he asks eventually, when the silence is starting to feel loaded. “I don’t date and even if I did, I definitely wouldn’t be interested in dating you. I’d say no offense, but… full fucking offense.”

Ashton snorts. “Don’t flatter yourself, pumpkin, I have no interest in dating you either. Actually, the thought alone is exhausting and a little nauseating.”

Clenching his jaw, Luke grinds his teeth and shakes his head. “Then what do you want from me?”

“Sex. I already said that.”

A story about wants and expectations branching out and evolving without the knowledge or consent of those they belong to.

Notes:

I’m back and I brought an AU with me this time😌 Many of the ideas implemented in this fic have been dancing around in my brain for several years, like I’ve been wanting to write a small town/countryside AU for nearly a decade, and I’ve also “always” wanted to write an FWB-fic and an enemies to lovers-fic of the lengthier variety, so here I am, throwing all three into one fic. I feel like I should’ve thrown in some fake dating and a third party love interest just to really round the fic out?

Well, anyway, I’ve been working on this since January and I’ve gotten stuck a number of times along the way, left the whole thing for several weeks at the time, hence why it’s taken me about four months to complete it. As has become typical for me, the fic was written so severely out of order that the editing process was a fucking nightmare. First scene completed? The first (and very long) scene of part four. Last scene completed? The second scene of part three. Everything else? Written whenever I felt like writing whatever particular scene. Chaos. Nightmares. Ulcer inducing stress.

I will put this disclaimer out there right now: This fic is 90% sex (some of it explicit, some of it not), angst and Luke being unable to get through a single conversation without rolling his eyes. And also, to put it in Jess’ words, the parts are thicc. Not insanely so, but they’re roughly 20k each. There were originally gonna be nine parts of about 10k each, but I decided at some point that the story flowed better with longer parts, so here we are. Five thicc chapters and one cute little prologue!

I have to give the biggest of thanks to Amanda, Jess and Emily for having let me rant and complain and talk about this fic for what feels like… a long time now (especially Amanda, ‘cause she’s listened to me talk about it since, like, January) and for encouraging me and reading little snippets I’ve sent along the way, and just generally being super supportive, super amazing human beings🧡

Okay, so, a couple of things I wanna say about the story itself:
1) Though this story is mainly set to a real place in NSW, Australia called Narooma, it’s a highly fictionalized version of it. Several creative liberties have been taken, and despite having spent a lot of time taking digital walks through Narooma, the town's geography won’t add up if you start looking too closely at it.

2) In light of this story being very much an AU, I’ve changed a few details about the real people it’s written about. For one, I changed Luke’s year of birth so that he and Ashton are the same age. (I changed Michael and Calum’s ages, too, but it’s not really noticeable at all.) A second thing I changed was details about Luke and Ashton’s families; neither of them have siblings in this universe, and their parents aren’t meant to be portrayals of the real people. A third thing I changed was that Crystal, while not being a big part of the story at all (unless I’m forgetting something, she doesn’t have a single line), is Australian rather than American. None of this really matters, per say, but I just wanna put it out there in case anyone starts raising eyebrows.

3) It’s not stated explicitly anywhere in the story but it takes place in 2020 (except for the prologue) but, as one of the story tags suggest, in a beautiful alternate version of 2020 in which Covid never existed. I’m sick of dealing with it in real life, guys, I’m not dealing with it in fic life, too.

4) The implied/referenced death-tag is not there because any actual characters die, but rather because the general concept of death comes up on occasion because of Luke’s profession. The characters whose deaths are mentioned are ones that have no or very few lines (or even appear in any way except for being mentioned by name).

Chapter 1: Prologue

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☆゚・:*:・。,★,。・:*:・゚☆
July 2019

 

No matter how many times Luke tries to tell himself that this wasn’t the plan, there’s a taunting voice in the back of his head that tells him that of course this was the plan. It always is.

He’s not entirely sure where he is, except that it’s in a bar in Batemans Bay, and that he’s within walking distance of his hotel. That’s the extent of his knowledge about his whereabouts, and as he throws back the remaining mouthful of his first, but probably not last, drink of the evening, he wonders how many drinks it will take before he forgets that he’s even in Australia. Leaning back in his chair, he swipes his gaze across the dark room, from the small table he’s seated at all by himself, to the pool table to his left, to the bar on his far right.

The music playing from the speakers isn’t loud, nor is it too heavy on the bass. It’s just there, adding to the background noise already present thanks to the numerous conversations taking place by the surrounding tables, by the pool table, by the bar. Closing his eyes for a moment, Luke draws a deep breath through his nose before he goes to buy himself another drink. A glass of white wine this time, because if he’s going to feel like shit in the morning anyway, why not try to beat his personal record of number of different alcoholic beverages consumed in one evening?

He’s just sat back down by his table and taken a sip of the wine, grimacing at the sourness of it, when a guy suddenly slumps down on the chair vis-à-vis his own. It’s a good looking guy, Luke concludes after a moment, so he plasters on his prettiest smile and leans forward, one elbow perched on the table.

“On holiday here?” the guy asks before Luke gets a chance to say anything.

“Something like that,” Luke says, cocking his head to the side. “How did you know?”

The guy smiles, a barely-there tilt of his lips that carries a hint of smugness. “Depends on whether or not you go for guys,” he says. “If you don’t, I’ll say that you look far too out of place to actually be living here. If you do, however, I’ll say that there’s no way in hell I wouldn’t have noticed you sooner if you lived here. This town is too small for tall, leggy, broad-shouldered, blond guys with pretty faces to go unnoticed.”

Luke rolls his eyes. “Maybe I just moved here.”

“But you didn’t, because you just told me you were here on holiday.”

“No, I said ‘something like that’.”

“Which means…?”

“Which means I’m here for work and that I’m going back home tomorrow.”

“Perfect.”

“Why is that perfect?”

The guy shrugs his shoulders. “Makes you a perfect candidate for a one night stand, doesn’t it? If you’re into that.”

Luke leans back in his chair and nips at his wine. He’s slightly lightheaded, but not nearly so much so that he can’t think straight, and this guy really is quite good looking, not to mention incredibly self-assured, forward and honest. A part of Luke wants to smack him across his face, while another part thinks that riding him so amazingly that he ends up completely at Luke’s mercy sounds like fun.

“What’s your name?” he asks.

“Ashton. What’s yours?”

“Luke.” Grabbing his jacket, Luke stands up and quirks an eyebrow at Ashton. “You coming, then?”

A flicker of something surprised flies over Ashton’s face, but he stands up and follows Luke out of the bar and a couple of minutes down the street, to where Luke’s hotel is. With a familiar nagging doubt in the back of his head, Luke does end up riding Ashton. Seeing Ashton fall apart underneath him, rendered breathless and almost speechless save for a few, “You good?” while Luke sinks down onto him and starts to move, is just as satisfying as Luke was expecting.

The room is dark and Luke can barely see Ashton’s face, but he feels the desperate clutch Ashton has on his hips and he hears the gasping moans and the occasional mumble of, “Shit, you’re good,” and, “Jesus fuck…” Luke has no notion of how much time has passed by the time Ashton wraps his fingers around Luke’s cock and starts stroking him with slightly jerky movements, but he knows he doesn’t last for more than a minute or so after that. Digging his fingernails into Ashton’s pecs, he throws his head back and gasps loudly as he comes, barely registering that Ashton reaches his high with a groan and a string of curses, holding Luke down as his hips jerk.

Luke waits until Ashton’s body has gone still underneath him before he hoists himself up using his knees and flops down on his back next to Ashton. Closing his eyes as his breathing slowly evens out, he’s only vaguely aware of Ashton mumbling something under his breath and wiping his hand off on the sheets.

“That was fun,” Luke says, his voice cracking a little.

“Mhm,” Ashton agrees. "You okay?"

"Yeah, thanks. You?"

“All good.”

The room is completely quiet for about two seconds before the mattress shifts and the unmistakable sound of Ashton getting up prompts Luke to open his eyes and loll his head to the side.

There's barely enough light in the room for Luke to be able to make out Ashton’s silhouette going to the bathroom. He returns a few moments later, bending over to pick up his clothes. Frowning a little, Luke sits up and watches as Ashton puts on his underwear, socks and pants.

“You’re leaving already?” he asks.

Ashton stills for a moment in the middle of buttoning up his shirt. Chuckling a little, he asks, “What, you wanted me to stay for cuddles and pillowtalk?”

Luke rolls his eyes. “No, I was gonna kick you out, but I figured I’d be polite enough to let you catch your fucking breath first.”

“My breath is fine, so what’s the problem?” Ashton asks as he pats the pockets of his pants, presumably checking to make sure his belongings are still there.

Luke lets out a scoff, feeling a little incredulous at the entire exchange. “The problem is that it’s supposed to be my idea that you get out. If it’s your decision and I don’t get a say in it, it just makes me seem sad and pathetic.”

“I think we’re both already sad and pathetic, Liam.”

“It’s Luke.”

“Sure.”

“You’re rude,” Luke says sourly. “Has anyone ever told you?”

“And your plan of kicking me out wasn’t?” Ashton challenges. “Look, Luke, this was fun, but I’m leaving now, okay?”

“I— no, not okay,” Luke snaps. “I’m supposed to kick you out, you can’t just—”

“Should’ve moved faster then, yeah?” Ashton cuts in, a hint of something impatient edging his words. “Better luck next time.” Without another word, he turns on his heel, walks over to the door, opens it, steps out, then slams it shut without offering Luke as much as a goodbye or a second glance.

Luke sits there on the bed, staring slack jawed at the door for a full twenty seconds before he lies down and yanks the covers over himself so violently that the bottom halves of his legs end up bare. He doesn’t bother fixing it, too busy focusing on the anger and shock that’s coursing through him.

He has to up his game, clearly, because he’s not letting someone get one over on him like that ever again.