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The Life After

Summary:

A box. It's strange how such an innocent object could change everything.

Oliver Queen left to battle Ra's al Ghul two weeks ago, and no one has heard from him since. In one moment, Felicity's life goes from what she knows, to everything that comes after. Who is she now? Who will she become?

Spoilers through 3x09

Notes:

This story started as something completely different. Then, it took on a life of it's own. If you can't tell, the midseason finale kicked me in the gut, then it kicked me again and again and again.

If you are looking for fluff, I suggest you turn back now. Yes, there are moments of humor, but this path is long, and twisty and it's not very well lit. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, it's just a really long tunnel.

If you want to post a rec on Tumblr, please do! Just follow me (ladybast), and tag me and we'll be all good! Yay for new friends!

None of these characters are mine, but I wish they were. Many thanks, as always, to JennyGirl7 for reading my stuff and telling me if I am insane, insanely cruel, or should go back to my other hobbies (none of which are puppy kicking, which you might suspect after getting through this).

Chapter 1: Prologue

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The night that Oliver leaves, sleep doesn't come easily. She's sure that she isn't the only one who can't stop staring at their phone. Willing it to ring, for the comforting ping of an incoming text, any sign of life, of his life. She knows he has to travel, he didn't tell them where. Not knowing when or where this fight, this trial, was happening was eating her alive.

Four hours.

Five hours.

The time drags on. It's not a countdown, it's a count-up, which isn't as fun, as there is no anticipated end. There is no expected point of completion.

Her last recollection of the time was nine and a half hours. She fell asleep some time after that.

Felicity dreams of falling, she's so cold, and there is a sick sense of nothing, of emptiness, surrounding her. The light around her seems to swell, and just as suddenly it fades. It fades into darkness. She sees nothing, but feels it when her body slams into hard stone.

She wakes in a sweat, the first rays of sunlight are pouring through her window, lighting the space. Filling the darkness. Dancing across her face.

Oliver has been gone for eleven hours and twenty-seven minutes. According to her dream dictionary, this falling dream means she's either letting go of something or holding on too tight. Right this minute, she isn't sure that she's not doing both.