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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    Hundreds of times over, he reaches for this mask, a million times over, he reaches for this mask. Sometimes he sees the face behind it. Sometimes he touches the face behind it. Sometimes, he dies before he can do either of those things. The world goes black a hundred times, the world goes black a million times. His back torn open, his body twisted into a god’s. It happened here. It happened here. It happened here.

    He jerks away with a hiss. The reverberations linger, shards of a million lifetimes hanging in the air like an executioner’s blade. And at last, the swordmaster says, hoarse voice no more than a sigh:

    “My…deimos.”

    Mydei stares at him for a moment, then reaches out for the third time, and this time he slides the mask gently off the swordmaster’s face.

    “...Phainon,” he breathes.

    in the ruins of castrum kremnos, mydei finds a dying swordmaster in black and a million cycles of lost memories; the flame reaver receives one last memory of how it felt to be loved.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    r/NRC
    I just saw an RSA bastard on campus???

    many_questions: Can you give more info? What did he look like? What was he doing?

    lostinanewland: Diasomnia uniform and silver hair.

    another_helpful: That's just Silver lol. Got blinded by his beauty huh?

    lostinanewland: So he's really from NRC???? Isn't this fraud???

    silver_superfan_no9999: SILVER MENTION!! r/sleepingbeautyofNRC will hear about this!!!!

    lostinanewland: THERE'S A SUB ABOUT HIM???????

    A glimpse of a community of fans, by fans... of Silver Vanrouge.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    The Era Nova is here. Amphoreus is real, the Chrysos Heirs all survived, and Phainon remembers everything. He tries, he really does, but what use is a Deliverer to a world that's already been saved? So he flees, and before he knows it, five years have passed.

    Nothing changes. Amphoreus thrives but there's always another world that needs saving, and that's how Cyrene finds him one day. She hands him a note—coordinates to a sleepy town on a small planet.

    There, Phainon finds a library.

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    20 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    With few other options, Ryuga and Sento find themselves returning to a familiar house in the countryside.

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    11 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 82

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    Amidst the blossoming recent developments of their relationship, Feng Xin and Mu Qing are summoned to investigate strange new occurrences in an island shared between their two southern domains. They quickly realize that the island holds secrets which may be beyond even their comprehension: declining worship, broken arrays, poisons, a cult leader, an atheist governor, inter-sect conflict, political instability, a vibrant red-light district, a mangrove monster, ghostly interventions, and a secret history which cannot remain buried forever....

    Feng Xin knows that he and Mu Qing are something. But is it love, or is Mu Qing only curious about one thing? And can they clear up their misunderstandings, or is courting Mu Qing a bad idea from the start, doomed to fail like his last great love?

    Mu Qing doesn't know what he wants. He knows that Feng Xin is attracted to him, but will Feng Xin stay by his side once he gets what he's after? Is it worth the risk of opening up, or is he putting his cultivation--and their current relationship--in danger?

    Title is from Li Yu's poem, My Idle Dreams Roam Far (Gazing at the South).

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    04 Mar 2026