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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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29 May 2026
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For a short while I toyed with the thought that, maybe, just maybe, the two of us could really find compromise. I could help him with his work; I could handle the nasty gossiping and scheme to strengthen his social status; I could become his support and aim to nurture the Empire’s might. But now that I stand here, in the center of Vers, alone and in shame, my pride shattered to shambles, I realize there will be no future to this union.
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15 May 2026
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In this brutal war take no prisoners, they say. Here, there is only place for death... and trophies. Like mine.
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15 May 2026
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“Are you the stage manager?” Lestat de Lioncourt asks.
His accent is lighter in real life than it is on the recordings Louis has heard. That’s the first thing Louis notices. The second thing is that he, with his long blond hair, blue eyes and square jaw, is quite possibly the most handsome man Louis has ever seen in real life.
“Ah, no,” Louis replies, when he realises he’s staring. “Viktor…I mean, I…” He feels tongue-tied, and suddenly a lot more sympathetic towards Claudia.
“I see.” De Lioncourt nods like Louis is making perfect sense. “You are Viktor’s…what’s the word?”
“Photographer,” Louis puts in, at the same moment De Lioncourt suggests, “Situationship?”
“What?” Louis squawks.
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02 May 2026
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My submissions for JonMartin week 2025
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