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  1. Public Bookmark 90

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    Buck hadn't started the day with murderous intent — honest! But suddenly, the prospect of slowly choking the life out of one Ravi Panikkar and methodically dismembering his limbs becomes far too enticing. Maybe, Buck thinks, he had the right idea with that chainsaw 4 years ago.

    Because Ravi opens his mouth and declares, "Never have I ever hooked up with an ex." And he has the gall, the audacity to look straight at Buck expectantly, mouth turned up into a half-smile, eyebrows wiggling. Buck has half a mind to singe those brows right off.

    And to his right, boring holes into the side of Buck's head with the intensity of his gaze, is Eddie. His brow scrunched and head tilted, like he's trying to piece a puzzle together. Probably the who, when, where, why and how of Buck sleeping with an ex.

    Or; Trapped in the firehouse during a blackout, Buck suggests that the 118 play Never Have I Ever. They learn a little more about each other than he expects.

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    12 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    “Tomorrow at 7:00. That Italian place Maddie gave you her leftover biscotti from?”

    Their first date is supposed to be perfect, and then Eddie gets stood up. He’s so stupid for wanting this, and even more stupid for thinking he can have it.

    Their first date is supposed to be perfect, and then Buck gets T-boned in an intersection at 6:48 PM.

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    “I know you’re on your way to me. I’m sorry I doubted it.”

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    11 Oct 2026

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    In the aftermath of the lawsuit, the 118 is fractured while Buck struggles to find his place among them. But when a violent confrontation with Eddie’s estranged parents turns into a life-or-death situation, Buck proves once again the depths of his loyalty and sacrifice.

    Gravely injured while protecting Christopher, Buck’s near-death forces Eddie and the rest of the 118 to face their unresolved guilt, anger, and love. The future of the 118 teeters on the edge— will it crumble under the weight of tragedy and heartbreak, or become stronger with trust and love?

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    10 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    The first time the 118 is called to Theo’s school, Buck doesn’t recognize the address until they pull up. Buck pales when he gets out of the engine seeing the school. Eddie squeezes his bicep in reassurance.

    “Cap, what do we know?” Eddie asks, shouldering his med beg. 

    “Dispatch said a kid locked himself in the bathroom stall," Chimney says.

    Buck looks at Eddie. “Oh, God, it’s Theo.”

    “It’s not Theo.”

    It is Theo. 

    or Five times the 118 is called to Theo's school to rescue him + one time they think they're safe

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    10 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    ‘’No Buck, that’s not what I’m saying. I’m saying that you as a parent can and need to set some boundaries in order for either of you to not get hurt, or worse. That’s not restricting him in anything, it’s support. You’re not abandoning him, you’re creating safe space for him,’’ he pleads.

    He really needs Buck to see that the 118 – and Eddie – are not his enemies in settling boundaries while raising Theo.

    Buck spins on the soles of his feet and sighs annoyingly. ‘’Great. Listen, I know I’m not a father figure Eddie, we’ve already established that. I’ve never been. That’s why nobody ever…’’ He shakes his head trying to get rid of intrusive thoughts bubbling just underneath the surface. ‘’Not important, I get what you’re saying.’’

    Eddie takes a step towards him, determined, his voice calm and collected. ‘’No Buck, I don’t think you do.’’

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    Or: 10x01 spec fic from that Buddie hospital still and last night’s article about Buddie friction and tension.

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    10 Oct 2026