childofthenight2035
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ishan feels the difference a few days in.
when his psychiatrist suggested cutting his dose in half to taper it off to a stop by the end of the month, his heart thumped unpleasantly. he didn't say a word, though. didn't tell her he was afraid to. she was so pleased with his progress, so happy that he was able to cope with his issues better. why burst her bubble?
maybe it would be okay this time around. maybe he wouldn't go round and round in circles like he did eight months ago, the first time they tried lowering his dose.
he could try.
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you feel like home (abhishman flashfics) by childofthenight2035, silvernitrate04
Fandoms: Cricket RPF
29 Jul 2026
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a collection of chaotic abhishman fics based on textposts, videos and vibes.
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the guilt burns through me; i'm falling to pieces by childofthenight2035
Fandoms: Cricket RPF
27 Jul 2026
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yashasvi has moved on.
it's a lie he's told himself for the last eight months. a lie that keeps him sane, that keeps his name out of his mouth when he's in bed with dhruv. the lies don't chase the guilt away, though. that part is still real. still true.
that's what stays when the sight of shubman across the room at this party, catches his heart in its fist. the lies run away. leave him exposed and aching all over. yashasvi can't breathe.
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or, yashasvi discovers the corrosive nature of guilt.