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    “Shane says I am like magician, I can always help children sleep.”
    Five times Ilya Rozanov is exactly what a kid needs, and the one time he’s terrified he won’t be.

    AKA, the Baby Whisperer!Ilya fic.

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    27 May 2026

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    When he looked in the mirror, all he could see was his father. The way his hair is thinning. The way his wrinkles are showing. The way his eyes are drooping.

    He wishes he remembers what his mother looked like.

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    5 times Ilya feels like he's not a good father +1 time he realises he's enough.

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    27 May 2026

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    A two-column poem, Stratt and Grace's perspectives of his last moments on Earth.

    yes, i relive that day when i close my eyes. // i can't do it
    you cried // you're murdering me
    and i condemned // a sacrificial lamb
    with clear-eyed cruelty // to the slaughter

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    23 May 2026

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    “There’s not some convoluted number of times we’re supposed to fuck every month. It’s personal.”

    Jake blinked up to meet Bradley’s eyes again. His heart thrummed with a soft relief.

    “Sounding like a fucking sex therapist, Bradshaw. Maybe you should consider a new career field."

    Bradley snorted and rolled his eyes. “I’ll look into it.”

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    19 May 2026

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    Ilya's worry was quiet, internal, and settled deep in his bones. It was every time Ekaterina got sick that Ilya would sleep on the floor of her room, just to be sure she was okay. If she was quiet for a few days, he hovered on the off chance she'd decide she needed one of them. When the crying went on just a little bit longer than what seemed normal, he was there. At the time, it was reactive — a trauma response of his own, maybe. Or an insatiable need to be the parent he'd had never had.

    But when she got older, when bad days started to morph into something hauntingly familiar to what he'd grown accustomed to, when suddenly his medication bottles weren't the only ones on the kitchen counter and his darkness wasn't the only shadow hanging around the house — the fear inside of him only sharpened.

    Having enough love for their Ekaterina had never been the problem, but knowing their love alone couldn't make whatever hurting she was going through stop, was.

    Ilya Rozanov had learned, the hard way, what it meant to burn and take everything with you. He’d caught fire to Shane more times than he’d like to admit.

    He will not let their daughter do the same.

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    19 May 2026