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  1. Rec 28

    after all by for euijoolovebot

    Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)  

    18 Sep 2026

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    "I don't know how you do it sometimes."

    "Do what?"

    "This. All of this. Living abroad. Speaking a foreign language. Acting as if it doesn't bother you that we'll never really fit in here."

    or: five times euijoo struggles with his sense of belonging, and the one time he doesn't have to

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    28 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 32

    i feel it, i feel it, baby by

    Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)  

    16 Jul 2026

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    Euijoo is just your regular, run-of-the-mill idol, trying to live his life in an orderly, predictable, and logical fashion.

    Enter Nicholas, who's as chaotic and unpredictable as they get! Nicholas and his unfairly sexy hip thrusts have somehow managed to occupy most of Euijoo's waking (and sleeping) thoughts, and Euijoo simply cannot compute!

    Will Euijoo be able to make sense of it all? Or will he be forced to live out the rest of his days trying desperately not to masturbate to his fellow group member (again)?

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    12 Aug 2026

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    come back to me (like you would if this was a movie) by

    Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)  

    26 May 2023

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    It’s like this: once Nicholas started seeing Euijoo, he simply couldn’t stop.

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    17 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

    my small heart (and the good things in it) by

    Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)  

    16 Jun 2024

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    It’s true that Euijoo learned Japanese off of almost nothing but animated films, elementary school practice handbooks, and the members, but Mandarin is different. Mandarin is quick, sharp, and precise. Nicholas speaks his native language like he dances—he holds that intensity in his fingers and carves it into refined accuracy, fluidly welding together sentences like he rolls his body under the glaring stage lights.

    It’s different, Euijoo wants to tell him. Like our native languages. Like us.

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    13 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 47

    fourth time's a charm by

    Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)  

    20 May 2025

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    Harua simply hums noncommittally. It’s not like the two of them haven’t ever discussed attractive people together before, but… something about voicing his attraction to their own bandmate feels wrong.
    “What’s that lukewarm reaction?” Maki nudges him. “I thought you quite liked Jojo.”
    Harua blanks for a moment.

    Or: four first kisses Harua shares with the other maknaes.

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    06 Feb 2026