pain is the beam that penetrates

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• you are not she by zipegs

  Fandoms: Outlander (TV)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/M, M/M, Multi
  • Complete Work

  26 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Jonathan "Black Jack" Randall/Mary Hawkins Randall
  • Alex Randall/Jonathan "Black Jack" Randall
  • Alex Randall/Mary Hawkins Randall
  • Jonathan "Black Jack" Randall
  • Mary Hawkins Randall
  • Canon Universe
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Episode: s02e12 The Hail Mary
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • Extremely Dubious Consent
  • Necrophilia
  • well... necrophilia lite
  • Incest
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Angst
  • fellas is it gay to finger your dead brother's mouth
  • Pregnancy Kink
  • kind of????
  • Cunnilingus
  • Vaginal Sex
  • Vaginal Fingering

  Summary

  “Alex would want you to feel good,” Jack says. “On your wedding night.”

  Jack and Mary consummate their marriage in McGilvrey's, where Alex's body lies.

  Series

  • Part 1 of pain is the beam that penetrates

  Language:

  English

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