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During a series:
I layed on my side watching a series, when I noticed my clit twitching and throbbing, i let out a moany breath while i switched laying on my back and spread my legs. Opening my legs made my clit even more excited. Enjoying my vagina twitching and letting out some breathy moans I thrusted my hip softly a bit up and down getting more and more aroused by the second. The need for a wee also making an appearance.
I got up and pulled out one of my diapers, the second my lips felt the cushion of the diapers i grinded against the comfortable filling. Moaning a bit louder now. Closing my eyes and enjoying the feeling of the arousal in my whole body. Goosebumps forming on my arms and legs. I stroked my arm with my right hand and everything feels so sensitive.
I went to my drawer and pulled out one of my small vibrator, put it on on the smallest setting and placed it directly between my lips on my clit. It was the perfect setting for a long night. It wasn't strong enough to make me immediately come, but the friction is just so perfectly delicious.
Shakingly I made my way back to bed, layed myself on my back, spread my legs and searched on my phone for a desperation story to read. I really had to held my hips back to not thrust the whole time, I just wanted to enjoy the small vibrator against my clit and the throbbing of my vagina and feeling the growing need to pee. But ever so often my hips just wouldn't listen ro me and twitched, my hands itching to touch the diaper and just grind down until I'm a panting mess, but I knew if I did that, I'd just be dissapointed that it was over so fast, so I really tried to concentrate on finding the right story.
Another idea popped in my head while finding the right story, I got on Twitter, searched for a porno in my saves, played it so I could enjoy the sex sounds and moans while searching for a story to read, but with the sounds and the vibrator on my clit and everything else, I often had to close my eyes to not just loose it all at one.
My hips started twitching even more than before and the urge to piss grew so fast with my arousal I had to cross my legs from time to time. But finally I found a story to my liking. While reading it, I stood up, the gravity pulling down the piss and I felt it right at my entrance. But thanks to my muscles down there I could stop a leak.
I grabbed my cigarettes and walked out in my garden to smoke, sat down enjoyed the quiet moaning of the video, the vibrator, the cigarette and continued reading the story. I let go of a bit of piss when in the story the person wet themselves or when they came. Controlling my own damn and only letting go of a bit.
After the cigarette was finished I got up to get to my couch, couldn't take the slow setting of the vibrator anymore and pressed it to a higher setting. I moaned so loud while putting it back between my lips and couldn't stop my hips from grinding into the diaper only stopping myself right before an orgasm would hit, pulling the vibrator which is coated in my thick juice and a bit of piss, out of my diaper, trying to calm down, while trying to calm myself my vagina throbbed and with every throb I felt small droplets of piss leaving, which only made me shudder even more. I continued with this motion for around half an hour, grinding - stopping right before the orgasm - trying to calm down but also trying to keep my piss in. After the third time I also got up and brought myself a bottle of wine and every time I tried to calm down, I'd drink a good chunk of it.
At some point I stopped all together, to make a bigger break, because thanks to my throbbing lips I just barely got away from the orgasm. So I pulled out the little toy, got up and immediately bundled up because my stomach cramped up which caused a big stream of piss to just bulk out of my bladder, I had to press my hand between my diaper so the piss would stay inside, but I just kept feeling the tingling sensation of piss around my lips and the diaper expanding, it took me a whole 10 seconds to stop the leaking since my stomach muscles betrayed me so much.
Another minute went by with me just standing there, enjoying the warmth of the piss and reminiscing in the feeling of the piss leaking. But I also didn't trust my bladder just yet to hold all the piss in, if I made a step. But after a while I got my control back, picked up another cigarette and waddled to my garden, sat down on a chair and crossed my legs, my stomach muscles are trying to push more piss out and every time they try a shudder goes through every part of my body, which makes me lose control of my piss even more and I feel the piss between my crossed legs squishing it's way to the front and between my ass cheeks. My whole body once again back to shivering from arousal, my vagina grinding against my crossed legs as a strong cramp made me lose all control and the piss just blasted out of me. My legs and arms went limp, the piss pooling at the front of my vagina, the stream of the piss kissing my clitoris just the right way which caused my orgasm while I filled my diaper with piss. I couldn't even moan, my mouth open with shock just heavy breathing and the stream of piss still leaving. My vision went blank and all I could hear was loud beeping inside my ears. I sat in that chair for a another whole 5 minutes just trying to get my life back inside of me, but slowly the dark spots disappeared and my hearing came back to me. When everything was back to normal, a big cheeky grin appeared on my face, totally satisfied with everything, a diaper full of piss and the ringking sensation of one of my biggest orgasm yet. And thankfully, everything happened before I lit my cigarette. So I sat myself back normally in that chair, lighting the cigarette and smoking it while being on cloud nine.
After the cigarette was finished I walked on shaky legs back inside, changed my diaper and cleaned my private area and continued watching the series with the comfortable diaper padding between my legs.
As everyone probably expects, I feel asleep.
After about an hour I woke up again, to the need to piss again. I guess we can all relate to this, after an orgasm you have to pee again.
So I relaxed everything down there, let the piss fill my diaper again and was disappointed when the stream died down pretty quickly. But at least I don't have to change immediately. I tried to go back to sleep, but without any success. I instead chose to continue watching the series.
After a few episodes I got hungry, but I didn't fancy anything I had at home, a quick change of clothes and I went outside to get to the store nearby, while waiting in line to buy my items, I once again felt the need to go, I tensed my muscles and let it go. I really had to hold back a moan, because pissing in a diaper with that many people around myself awakened another erotic feeling. The line moved up a bit, my stream still going while I took two steps, walking and peeing at the same time, also has a weirdly comforting feeling. I stopped the stream, to have a bit more for the way back. I payed everything and on the way back, I pushed a few streams out here and there. Feeling the diaper getting fuller and fuller.
At home I cooked and ate while still being in the pleasure of the perfectly fitting diaper. Feeling the gel in every move moving around.
I purposely drank as much as I could before going to bed so that when i wake up, the need to pee will hopefully be really strong. I had about 2 hours before I would want to go back to sleep so I took 2 bottles of coke out of my fridge , put on my pj's quick thought about putting on a fresh diaper or the one where i already pissed a bit in, but the diaper wasn't entirely full yet so i kept it on.
With the 2 bottles of coke I sat in front of my series from before and drank it all up.
And with a slight feeling of needing to pee I fell asleep.
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But when I woke up, it wasn't just a slight need anymore, it was pounding at the entrance like crazy and I couldn't even do anything It just slowly leaked out, a small slow stream went into my diaper, even though I tried to held it inside, with all my strength I tensed my muscles but it just kept going and going, at some point I had enough, with my right hand I went inside my diaper, searched for my clit and opened the gates of piss and while messing up my diaper to it's fullest I rubbed my clitories just the way I liked it, I moaned and pissed and was working through my way to my deserved orgasm. While my legs flexed, the orgasm was washing through me and the stream of piss went to a halt. I panted and my vagina throbbed once again.
After my body calmed down, I got up, took the diaper off me, threw it in the trash and went to shower. While enjoying the stream of the shower, my clitoris made me aware of another wish of hers and I took the shower head off the mount, set it to the one option with just 3 extremly strong streams and held it directly at my clitoris. I waited for the second orgasm this morning while moaning loudly in the shower, my hips trying to get in the shower head because they just couldn't get enough of the amazing pressure. Near the end I pressed the shower head against the wall with my hips and grinded against it until I reached the bliss.
Finishing the shower with a smile on my face, I changed for the day and put on a new diaper. I really needed this. Squishing the fabric of the diaper I couldn't wait for the next need to pee.