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Hwang Hyunjin. Male. Alpha. One would say he has an easy life,except it is not exactly his life. Even before he was born his whole life was planned.Which schools he is going to attend, what he is going to study, which kids will be his friends, what his job will be, and what person he is going to marry. Hyunjin has a very traditional family. His father is a dominant alpha who sees his words as law, his mother is one of the prettiest omegas in their social circle, and she never questions her husband’s authority. 

The day Hyunjin presented as an alpha his father threw a celebratory dinner for his sake. Most people assumed he was going to be a beta or an omega because he is so different from his father. Hyunjin never cared about any of that stuff. Except for the time his first rut hit, he never felt like an alpha. 

Hyunjin thought all of this was normal for a family except it wasn't, and he didn't know it till he started university and made friends outside of his family circle. He met Jisung, a friendly beta, at the cafeteria of the university. He saw Hyunjin's drawings and spent an hour complimenting everything about him. It felt nice since Hyunjin's family didn't approve of his passion for art. Then he met the rest of the group. Jisung makes music along with Chan and Changbin. They were both alphas like Hyunjin. They get little gigs here and there and live together in a flat where they turned one of the rooms into a studio. Hyunjin loves spending time with them. He feels  freer with them and they let him keep his art supplies there. He even helps with their songs sometimes. 

“This part needs adjusting, I think. I like the second verse.” Changbin says to Chan. They are scattered around the living room listening to a new song Chan made last night. Hyunjin is lying on the couch face down as he tries to focus on the melody. There are no lyrics as of now but Hyunjin can imagine it will be a very intimate song.

“Minho is gone for a week and you start making five new love songs.” Jisung says from where he sat on the floor beside Hyunjin. 

“No one complained about your tens of heartbreak songs after you broke up with your boyfriend.” Changbin answers instead of Chan as he is pacing around the room. He does that a lot while making songs. Hyunjin laughs at the face Jisung makes. He is easily offended and that makes messing with him more amusing. 

“Shut up, virgin boy.” Jisung jabs at him instead of Changbin. Yes, Hyunjin is a virgin. Not because no one has wanted to be with him. He is an attractive man and he is aware of that. His family being a part of high society is helpful too. But like everything else, the person Hyunjin is going to marry has already been planned. Her name is Hayeon. She is the daughter of his father's close friend and business partner. They are going to get engaged after their graduation. Hyunjin feels bad whenever he sees her. He doesn't love her, nor does he think she loves him. Both of them are just playing their parts in society. They will get married and make babies so their parents can finally let them live a little. “Hey, I was joking.” Jisung looks at him with worry. 

“Sorry. I just have a lot on my mind.” Hyunjin says and sits up. The university has given him the freedom he didn't have before. He can go to the parties and hang out with friends as long as his grades are not affected by that and he works hard to not lose that freedom. “We are graduating soon.” The room goes quiet with his words. They know Hyunjin's family and they know what will happen after graduation. 

“You can still come by whenever you want.” Chan offers but Hyunjin knows it is not possible. Hyunjin smiles at him and nods. 

“Should we order pizza? I’m hungry.” Changbin tries to change the topic and it works because they are always in the mood for pizza. They place their order then the door bell rings. 

“I don't think they are this fast.” Jisung says as Chan answers the door. The door swings open and Minho jumps on Chan with his legs wrapped in his middle, they start kissing each other. The sound their lips make echoes through the room as the others remain speechless before the dirty scene. Hyunjin turns his head as he starts to feel guilty about invading their privacy but he regrets it when Changbin opens his mouth. 

“Guys stop, you are tarnishing Hyunjin's innocent mind.” They break the kiss and Chan puts Minho down. Hyunjin feels his cheeks getting red. 

“What's up?” Minho asks them with a breathy voice. “Hyunjin, are you okay?” 

“Yes, I'm not a kid. I'm a virgin by choice.” Hyunjin tries to defend himself. There have been opportunities for him to have his first time but he didn't want to waste it on people he doesn't know. “I need emotional connection, okay?” 

“Sex is not that complicated. You get horny and you fuck, it is simple.” Jisung explains. 

“It is not simple to me.” Deep down Hyunjin knows this comes from the way he was raised but he won't admit it. 

“Someday you will meet someone so hot your virgin dick will explode.” 

Jisung’s words haven't left Hyunjin’s mind for the whole day. They follow him to his bed when he lays down to sleep. It’s made Hyunjin question himself. What if he regrets not trying it? Assuming he will eventually fall in love with Hayeon and they will have a perfect relationship would be too naive even for Hyunjin. Still he would feel bad doing something like this behind her back. They are both trapped in this cage. Then again, they are not exactly dating so it wouldn't be cheating. That doesn't mean Hyunjin will go around trying find someone who will have sex with him. But if an opportunity presents itself… maybe he should go for it this time? It is not likely he’ll find someone who is attractive enough to make Hyunjin toss everything aside so he shouldn't worry about that. 

Hyunjin walks down the stairs following the delicious smell. He sees his mother checking the oven and surprises her with a kiss on the cheek. The petite woman jumps and hits Hyunjin's arm with a towel. 

“I told you to not scare me like that.” Hyunjin sits down to have his breakfast. Hyunjin loves mornings as his father goes to work early and they can have a peaceful breakfast without worrying if they’re eating the pancakes in the wrong way and get a lecture about it. He looks at his mother's clothes. 

“Are you going somewhere?” He asks while stuffing his face with eggrolls. The woman turns to him and makes a face to show she doesn't appreciate the way Hyunjin eats.

“There is a charity event for the children in the orphanage. I'll go on behalf of your father. He is too busy these days. And it would be better if you dress up nicely every now and then, you know.” She points at Hyunjin's outfit. Hyunjin looks down. He is in a black band shirt and ripped jeans with chains. He sees nothing wrong with the way he dresses. “Your hair too.” Hyunjin touches his spiky hair he spent half an hour styling. He just shrugs and the woman turns back to the oven.

She opens the oven and takes out what she baked carefully. Hyunjin sees it is her famous chocolate tart when she puts the pan on the counter. “Someone moved in at Mr. Kim's house. We should welcome them. I have to go now or I’ll be late for the event when you are done with breakfast, give them the tart and tell them to contact us if they need anything.” 

The thing about his family is they are pretty pretentious. His mother didn't make that tart to be generous or does she really want to help their new neighbour if they need anything. But as a Hwang they have to act like they care. Especially to those ones who are above them in high society. And Mr. Kim is one of them. “Okay, I'll do it.” Hyunjin says with his mouth full. He doesn't have lectures till afternoon. It should be okay. 

“I’m going now. Don't forget to lock the door.” They say their goodbyes and she leaves through the garage door. Hyunjin sighs. He is used to her treating him like a child. That doesn't mean he likes it. He is 22 years old. To them that's old enough to get engaged, but not enough to live on your own. 

Hyunjin finishes his breakfast and cleans the table. The tart has gotten cold enough to hold without a towel. He gets his keys and locks the door as he promised, then makes his way towards the house next door. Hyunjin rings the doorbell and waits a little. It has been years since Mr. Kim and his family left this house and nobody has moved in since, so Hyunjin is curious about who finally did. When the door opens and reveals a young man with the most beautiful smile he has ever seen, Hyunjin feels his jaw dropping. The man has fluffy blond hair, big doe eyes that shine with the light, pink heart shaped lips and little dots scattered on his face like stardust. 

“Can I help you?” The man speaks and Hyunjin is surprised by the deep voice. It must look weird that he doesn’t utter a single word so Hyunjin clears his throat. 

“My mom made you this.” He offers the tart and the man takes it. “We live next door, you can come to us if you need anything.” And Hyunjin means it. He would like to see this face again. 

“How sweet of you. Actually, I have a problem with the faucet in the kitchen. Do you know someone who can help with that?” 

“I can do it.” Hyunjin says a little too fast. “I mean, I'm good at fixing things around the house.” That is one of those things his father sees as an alpha's job.

“I'd be thankful.” The blond man gives way for Hyunjin to come in. 

The door opens to the living room area. There were two cream colored couches across from each other and the kitchen is behind them separated by an island. Hyunjin walks between boxes. He gets hit by the sweetest smell of strawberry and vanilla. He licks his lips nervously as he isn't used to get affected by the smell of aj omega. 

“Sorry. I'm yet to settle. My friends were supposed to be here to help me but they are late. What's your name?” The man asks when they arrive at the kitchen and places the tart on the counter. 

“Hyunjin. What's yours?” Hyunjin asks back. 

“Felix.” The man answers and extends his hands. Hyunjin takes it. It is a simple handshake but for some reason it makes his heart skip a beat. He takes his hand back and clears his throat. 

“I'll take a look.” He explains and examines the faucet. 

“It keeps jiggling and the water is leaking.” Felix says as he watches Hyunjin. Feeling nervous, Hyunjin bites his lips. He needs to tighten the mouth of the faucet. 

“Do you have any tools? Something like a wrench?” Hyunjin asks. 

“I should have.” Felix goes to the boxes in the living room. He starts searching for the tool as Hyunjin watches him. His tight sleeveless shirt reveals his tiny waist. Hyunjin’s eyes go down to his round butt as Felix bends to get to the bottom of another box. Everything about this man makes Hyunjin feel like he is sent for him specifically. Jisung must be a medium. If there is anyone who can make Hyunjin's virgin dick explode it would be someone like Felix. 

“I found it.” Felix turns around to show Hyunjin the wrench and Hyunjin is a second too late to hide his staring.

“Great.” He says nervously as he avoids eye contact with Felix. The blond hands him the wrench with a smirk. Hyunjin takes the tool and starts his job. He fixes the leaking problem and goes under the counter to tighten the faucet so it won't jiggle.

“So Hyunjin, where do you work?” He hears Felix asking. 

“I'm a student. I'll graduate soon.” Hyunjin answers. He gets out of the cabinet when he is done only to find Felix staring at him. “It is done.” He gets up and opens the water to show Felix it is fixed. 

“Do you want some tea or coffee? I want to thank you.” Felix asks and Hyunjin thinks he doesn't have anything better to do anyway. 

“I can have some coffee.” He sits down on one of the high chairs beside the kitchen island and watches Felix as he makes coffee. 

“What's your department?” 

“Finance.” Hyunjin answers. He spent his high school days studying day and night so he can get to SNU like his father did. To study in a department he has no interest in so he can work at a job he doesn't want. 

“No way.” Felix looks shocked. “You don't seem like a finance bro at all.” Hyunjin looks at his clothes again. Does he look that different with them? Dressing like the way he wants is part of the little freedom he has. As long as he dresses fancy for the events and his grades are good. 

“What do you know about finance bros?” Hyunjin mocks Felix. He doesn't know the blond's profession but he is sure it has nothing to do with finance. Felix puts down the cup in front of Hyunjin and stands before him with his arms crossed. 

“You should respect your elders, kid.” Hyunjin laughs thinking Felix is making a joke but he looks serious.

“Elders? How old are you?” Felix smirks and tilts his head. 

“28.” 

28.

28.

Twenty Eight. 

The man who allured Hyunjin at first sight is six years older than him. Hyunjin thought they were around the same age. He could be even younger than Hyunjin with the way he looks. Now he has to accept the fact he has no chance with this gorgeous man. 

“What's your profession?” Hyunjin decides to change the topic.

“I'm a teacher.” Felix says proudly as he sits down with his own cup. “I teach little kids dancing. My studio is five blocks down from here.” Hyunjin smiles as he pictures Felix teaching little kids. “You must be wondering how I can afford a place like this.” Hyunjin didn't think about it but Felix is right. This place is expensive for a dance teacher. “My friend has offered to help me. This place belongs to his father so they made a generous discount for my rent.” Hyunjin nods. “What else do you do besides acting like a finance bro and fixing things around the house?”

“I have friends who are into music. Sometimes I join them to make songs and I paint.” Hyunjin takes another sip shyly.

“I knew it. You are totally the artsy type.” Felix snaps his finger. Hyunjin looks at his eyes shining even brighter. They are sitting close so he can breathe in his sweet scent easily. His hands are itching to touch soft blond strands. “Can I see it? Your art, I mean.” 

“I don't usually show them to other people.” Hyunjin says sheepishly. It makes Felix pout. 

“I thought we became friends.” He puts his hand on Hyunjin's arm and Hyunjin almost choked on his coffee. Thankfully the knock on the door saves him. Felix stands up and goes to open the door. Hyunjin tries to breathe properly. His brain is trying to figure out if that counts as flirting or not. Two men come into the house with multiple bags. 

“I didn't know you had company.” The one with black hair says. 

“This is my lovely neighbor, Hyunjin. And these are my friends; Seungmin.” He points at the taller one. “And Jeongin.” Hyunjin gets up and bows politely. He didn't see the two exchanging looks. When he straightens up they smile at him. 

“What a kind man.” Seungmin says. “We brought food. Do you want to stay for lunch?” Hyunjin looks at his watch and sees it is almost noon.

“I have to go. My lecture is about to start. Nice to meet you.” He says and exits the house with quick steps. The pair of friends turn to Felix. 

“Did he say the lecture?” Jeongin asks and Felix nods. 

“Yes. He is a university student.” Seungmin rolls his eyes. 

“I'd pay you to not make a move on him.” Felix takes a slice of carrot and bites it. 

“Why not?” He asks innocently.

“He is a kid. That's why. Then again you are not exactly an adult.” Jeongin laughs and Felix hits him. 

“He is cute, smells nice and fixed my faucet.” Felix counts with his fingers. 

“He is so gonna sleep with that boy.” Jeongin says as he sets the table.

“Poor kid.”

Hyunjin finds Jisung as soon as he is done with his lectures. They sit down at one of the tables next to the window at the coffee shop on campus. 

“Why did you drag me here?” Jisung asks, then takes a sip from his iced mocha. His big brown eyes are on Hyunjin. 

“I think you cursed me.” Hyunjin complains. Since the morning he has been thinking about Felix and Felix only. It is like his mind has been invaded and all of his other thoughts are trapped in a corner by the blond's soldiers. He doesn't remember a thing from any of the lectures. He was too busy thinking about Felix's smile, his hair, his smell, his freckles… Hyunjin is definitely cursed. 

“I don't understand a thing. Explain this properly.” So Hyunjin does. He tells Jisung about his new hot neighbor and how he helped him and how his virgin dick is ready to explode for him. The first thing Jisung does is laugh. 

“How are you laughing at me when you are responsible for this?” Hyunjin makes Jisung laugh harder, he drinks his iced americano as he waits for the other to calm down a bit. Jisung wipes the corner of his eyes and takes a deep breath. 

“Hyunjin believe me if I had the power to spawn hot neighbors I'd use it for myself. You got lucky with this one. It is like the universe is trying to tell you something and you are refusing to listen to it.” Hyunjin looks outside from the window. “Let's just say I cursed you. Would it be so bad? Having a hot, older omega living next to you?” Hyunjin shrugs and Jisung leans on the table to get his attention. “You got yourself a hot mama, make your move, man.” 

“What am I supposed to do?” 

“Poor puppy, I told you, you get horny and you fuck. It is as simple as that.” Jisung says.

“I don't even know if he is into me like that.” Hyunjin sighs and takes another sip. 

“Lift your head from your thick books and read him instead.” Hyunjin frowns at Jisung's words. 

“How?” He asks innocently. Jisung put his hand on Hyunjin's. 

“Touch him friendly at first.” He moves his hand to Hyunjin's arm and draws circles with his fingertips. “If he doesn't react, get bolder. Slowly. Look at his eyes.” They make eye contact, Hyunjin has never seen Jisung this serious before. “You will see it in his eyes.” Hyunjin takes his hand back and wipes Jisung’s invisible touches. 

“Okay, got it. Don't use your tactics on me again, it was weird.” Hyunjin grimaces. 

“Don't hurt my feelings like that. We can try if things don't work with your hot mama.” Hyunjin makes vomiting noises and Jisung laughs. 

“I have to go. See you later.” Hyunjin gets his belongings and leaves the coffee shop. Jisung watches him walking away from the window.

“They grow up so fast.” He murmurs to himself. 

Of course, Hyunjin doesn't do any of the things he discussed with Jisung. It is not like he can just knock on Felix's door and say “hey let me touch you here and there to see your reaction.” It is weird and even the thought of seeing the blond again makes Hyunjin nervous. So no he didn't go to Felix's house the following days but on Friday a miracle happened. Hyunjin goes home early since his lecture gets cancelled. He makes his way to the kitchen to find something to eat. He sees a sticky note on the fridge stating his mother has club activities and he can eat the chicken soup after heating it thoroughly.

Hyunjin rolls his eyes at the detailed note. He takes the soup out and puts it on the stove. He is scrolling through social media as he waits for the soup to get ready. Then the doorbell rings. Hyunjin wonders who it might be. He hurries to the door and freezes after opening it. There it is. The most beautiful omega on earth. His hair is in a high ponytail, his pink lips shine with a hint of the gloss and he is in a pleated skirt and a short sleeved crop top.

“Hi.” He says cheerfully and Hyunjin nods like an idiot. “I brought brownies as a thank you for the tart.” Hyunjin recognizes their pan on his hands.

“Nobody's home right now.” He says, again, like an idiot.

“Should I come back another time?” Felix asks and finally the neurons inside Hyunjin’s brain are able to communicate. 

“No, sorry, come in.” He opens the door fully to let Felix in. The blond smiles at him and takes his shoes off. He observes the place as he goes to the leather couch in the middle of the living room. He places the brownies on the mahogany coffee table and sits down. 

“Your place is huge.” Felix says looking at the high ceiling then huge dinner table to the side and the arch next to it that opens to the kitchen.

“Do you want something to drink?” Hyunjin asks, he’s never had guests of his own. His parents don't like his friend group and they are not exactly fond of his family either. He meets the “friends” his parents like at events or dinners where his parents are included. 

“Anything cool would be good.” Felix says as he fans himself. Hyunjin smiles and goes to the kitchen. There is homemade lemonade in the fridge. He puts it on a tray along with two glasses and adds some ice cubes. Felix is still looking around when Hyunjin sits down next to him with the tray. Hyunjin pours their lemonades and gives one of them to Felix. “So, how is school going?” 

“Not bad. We have projects to do so it's a little stressful.” Hyunjin confesses and drinks a little to cool down. 

“I'm sure you will do great.” Felix takes one of the brownies and offers it to Hyunjin. “Here. To make you feel good.” Hyunjin takes the brownie and puts it in his mouth since they are bite sized and moans because of how delicious it is. 

“Oh my god. You should open a bakery. This is so good.” Felix laughs at his reaction. 

“You are like a little puppy. I can't handle the stress of owning a bakery, no thank you.” Hyunjin eats another one making noises to let Felix know how delicious he finds them. It amuses Felix. The blond sees a crumb in the corner of Hyunjin's mouth and wipes it with his thumb. Hyunjin freezes. He watches as Felix puts the crumb on his thumb in his mouth while looking Hyunjin in the eyes. He moans. “You are right. It is delicious.” This should be the sign Jisung is talking about. Hyunjin feels all of his blood going south and he starts sweating nervously. He drinks the rest of the lemonade trying to cool down a little but it doesn't help much.

“Why don't you show me your drawings?” Felix offers. 

“Great idea.” Hyunjin stands up and gestures for Felix to walk ahead of him towards the stairs. Which turns out to be a bad idea Hyunjin realizes as they climb the stairs. He can't stop staring at Felix's hips as they sway prettily along with the skirt and he gets caught again when Felix turns to him on top of the stairs. Hyunjin clears his throat and points at the door at the end of the corridor. Inside his room there is a queen sized bed in the middle, a huge wardrobe next to the door and his long desk with thick books across from the door. Felix sits down on the bed. “This is comfortable." he says as he caresses the silk covers. Hyunjin goes to his wardrobe. He opens it to get to the drawers inside. It takes a while for him to dig his stuff out. “This is like a treasure hunt.” Felix jokes when Hyunjin finally turns to him with a folder. 

“These are my old drawings. The recent ones are at my friend's flat.” Hyunjin explains then sits down next Felix, handing him the folder. Felix looks at his old drawings and paintings with awe. 

“You are so talented.” He says between his oohs and ahhs. “Such a romantic boy.” He adds when he stumbles upon a few couples kissing.

“Not really. I just love watching romance movies and using them as a reference.” 

“That doesn't sound romantic at all.” Felix jokes and puts the folder on the bed. He looks around the room. Hyunjin's eyes are on his hand resting on the sheets. Jisung's words echo through his mind and he can't shake it off. He has a gorgeous omega sitting on his bed if he doesn't make his move right now he will die from regret. 

So he puts his hand on Felix's. The blond turns to him but doesn't take his hand back. He just watches Hyunjin. If he doesn't react, get bolder. Hyunjin lifts his other hand and tucks a few strands of Felix's hair behind his ear. He looks at the omega in the eye to see something other than his own reflection. “What are you doing?” Felix whispers. He sounds breathy. Hyunjin's thumb follows his jawline and rests on his chin.

“I'm reading you.” Hyunjin whispers back and his thumb brushes over Felix's lower lip. He sees the blond’s gaze dropping on his lips for a moment then looking back up at his eyes. Hyunjin notices his smell getting stronger. 

“What do I say?” Felix asks softly. 

“That you want me.” Hyunjin answers and inches closer. His lips brush the heart shaped ones. The sweet strawberry vanilla smell fills the room as Hyunjin kisses Felix slowly. It is just their lips moving against each other but it makes Hyunjin's stomach flip. The sweet smell and soft lips are enough to make his head dizzy. He backs up a little to look at Felix a few minutes later. There, in the eyes of the omega, is a fire. The blond doesn't wait, he wraps his arms around Hyunjin's neck and kisses him again. The sweet smell gets even stronger. Hyunjin angles his face to deepen the kiss and opens his mouth to let Felix's tongue in. The blond lays back down dragging Hyunjin along. Their chests flush against each other, Hyunjin can feel the omega's fast heartbeat. He puts his hand on the dainty waist and moans when Felix sucks his tongue. He can feel himself getting hard at the tiny sounds Felix makes. One of his hands goes down to grab Felix's round butt. It draws a moan out of Felix that goes straight to Hyunjin's dick. He is about to position himself between Felix's legs when they hear the front door closing and his mother calling his name. 

“Fuck.” He gets up and looks around. “Okay, you go to the bathroom.” He takes Felix by the hand and opens his bedroom door quietly. The bathroom is next to his room so he drops Felix off there. “Come down in a few minutes.” Hyunjin whispers and Felix nods. He fixes his clothes and wipes his mouth to make sure it is not glossy. His dick has already gone down from the panic. “I'm here.” He says as he goes down the stairs. His mother is standing beside the coffee table. 

“Do we have guests?” She looks at the brownies and the empty glasses. Hyunjin hides his nerves behind a smile.

“Yes, Mr. Lee came over. He brought brownies as a thank you. He is in the bathroom now.” He gestures upwards. His mother raises her eyebrow at him but doesn't make a comment about the guest bathroom being on the ground floor. 

“How lovely.” She says. They turn to the stairs when Felix starts to come down. “Thank you for the brownies, Mr. Lee. You didn't have to.” The woman approaches Felix to shake his hand.

“It is nothing compared to your chocolate tart.” Felix shakes her hand politely. He looks completely normal. No one would suspect he had his tongue in Hyunjin's mouth minutes ago. “I should go now.” He says and turns to Hyunjin. “Thank you, Hyunjin. It was lovely to spend time with you. Let's do it again sometime.” He smiles at Hyunjin and the alpha can see the mischief behind those eyes. 

“Sure.” He says as he puts his hands in his pockets. Felix says goodbye to them and leaves.

“What's this smell?” His mother asks and goes to the kitchen. Hyunjin’s eyes open wide with the realization. “Hwang Hyunjin!” Hyunjin hears a shout behind him as he runs to his room. Needless to say, the chicken soup was heated thoroughly. 

Almost a week has passed since that day and Hyunjin couldn't muster up the courage to knock on Felix's door. The thought of just going there and asking for a fuck make Hyunjin want to bury himself alive. But he can't stop thinking about their kiss day and night. Whenever he lets his guard down Felix appears in front of him with his pink delicious lips begging Hyunjin to kiss him. At night it is worse because the blond follows him to his dreams and Hyunjin wakes up with an aching dick and needing to take the coldest shower possible. That's why he makes himself busy with school work instead. The project was a complete success, another thing for his father to brag about at events along with Hyunjin being on top of the rankings. His phone buzzes and Hyunjin answers it through the car's screen. 

“I'm on my way, mom.” He explains thinking his mother is worried about him.

“Hyunjin, can you stop by the grocery store? I need some sesame oil and curry.” Hyunjin makes a turn already heading to the market. 

“Okay, mom. Love you.” His mother hangs up after thanking him. 

It wouldn't take long for him to drop by the store but he regrets it when gets to the aisle of spices. There stands Felix in ripped jeans and sleeveless white button up shirt. Hyunjin's nose picks up the now familiar strawberry and vanilla scent. Felix must be aware of his presence because he stops examining the spices for a moment but doesn't turn to Hyunjin. The alpha starts looking for the things his mother asked. 

“You didn't come.” Felix says calmly a few minutes later when Hyunjin gets closer. 

“I was busy with school.” Hyunjin says. He finds the curry and takes one from the bunch. 

“It is okay. Looks like I read you wrong.” Felix finds what he was looking for but it is on one of the top shelves. He stands on his tiptoes trying to reach it. Hyunjin comes behind him and takes the spice for him. He buries his nose in blond hair and fills his lungs with the sweet smell. 

“You didn't read it wrong.” Hyunjin whispers.  Felix turns to him and snatches the spice from Hyunjin’s hand. 

“I was waiting for you to come, you know. I thought I did something wrong.” Felix doesn't say his worries out loud but Hyunjin can see he was overthinking it. 

“I'll explain it to you.” Felix crosses his arms in front of him. 

“Let's hear it.” Hyunjin looks around and sees a few people wandering in different aisles. 

“Not here.” He says and Felix smirks. 

“Oh, I can't wait to go home and get stood up by you again.” His face gets closer to Hyunjin's. “If you don't come tomorrow, don't bother.” He says and leaves Hyunjin standing in the middle of the aisle till his mother calls him again. 

Tomorrow is actually perfect for Hyunjin. He doesn't have any classes in the afternoon and no one will be home to notice his absence. That's why as soon as his last class ends Hyunjin finds himself standing before Felix's door. He’s rehearsed what he will say for the whole ride but he still feels nervous. He wipes his sweaty hands on his jeans and rings the door bell. It takes a while for Felix to open the door and he seems surprised when he sees Hyunjin. The blond makes way for Hyunjin to come in. 

“Sorry I didn't expect you this early.” Felix says as he tries to dry his hair with a towel. He has only an oversized white shirt on and Hyunjin is already having a hard time prying his eyes from Felix's legs. They sit down on the couch and Felix throws the towel behind him. “I'm all ears.” 

Hyunjin sighs and turns his body to Felix. He tries to remember what he has planned to say. “First of all I'm a virgin.” Felix laughs. 

“You are full of surprises aren't you? Go on.” 

“And I'll be getting engaged after graduation.” Hyunjin watches Felix's face fall. 

“You have a lot of nerve to kiss me while you're dating someone else.” He says coldly. Hyunjin has to get to the point faster before Felix kicks him out. 

“It is not like that. We are not dating. But we will get married in the future.” 

“How does that work?” Felix frowns at him. 

“It is more like marriage of convenience. Our fathers are doing business together. So they decided it is best for us to marry.” Hyunjin feels embarrassment explaining his family's traditions to Felix. 

“No way. Is this the same reason you are majoring in finance?” Hyunjin nods. “This is awful. In this age…” He can't finish his sentence and looks at Hyunjin. “Why did you kiss me? Do you want to lose your virginity so you can satisfy your partner better?” 

“No, it is not like that. I am not going around kissing people. If I was I'd have lost my virginity a long time ago.” Felix inches closer. “You are the most beautiful omega I've ever seen, Felix. There is something about you that makes me feel like an alpha. Which is funny cause I thought this stuff didn’t affect me. But ever since we kissed I crave more.” Hyunjin searches Felix's eyes for an answer. The blond doesn't seem confused anymore. 

“Let's set things straight. I don't do relationships but I will accept giving you more. We can have our fun then you can be with whoever you want. Do you accept?” Hyunjin nods. “Good.” Felix throws one of his legs over Hyunjin's and makes him lean back. “Let's start our first lesson.” 

Felix kisses Hyunjin with more passion than before. Hyunjin's hands go to his ass but the blond swats them away. “Patience.” He says sternly before going back to kiss Hyunjin. His tongue licks the roof of Hyunjin's mouth. Then he sucks Hyunjin's tongue and bites his bottom lip playfully. Hyunjin's dick twitches with every move and every little sound that comes from the omega. His scent is getting sweeter by the second. His tiny fingers roam around Hyunjin's shoulders and chest. Hyunjin is itching to touch him but he can't risk getting Felix mad so he grabs the cushion instead. Felix pushes back a little, smiling mischievously. “Open your mouth.” He says to Hyunjin and the alpha obeys. Felix gathers his spit and Hyunjin watches him as he slowly lets it drip into his own mouth. The omega closes Hyunjin's mouth with his hand. “Swallow.” Hyunjin does as he says and Felix's smile gets bigger. He pats the alpha's head and says “Good boy.” Hyunjin feels heat rising in his body. “You liked that one didn't you?” Felix continues to pat his head. Then he takes one of Hyunjin's hands and guides it behind himself under his shirt. 

His rim is already wet from his slick. When Hyunjin inserts his finger with Felix's guidance, the sweet smell gets more intense and makes Hyunjin feel dizzier than before. Felix moans at the sensation and lets go of Hyunjin’s hand to hold onto his shoulders. “Move.” He orders Hyunjin again. The alpha feels the hole sucking his finger in. He takes it all the way out then pushes all the way in past his knuckles. He repeats the motion and watches Felix’s face. He wants to kiss his lips again. To feel the softness and wetness of that sweet mouth. He inserts another finger when Felix asks for it and listens to his moans getting louder. The omega is pushing himself back onto his fingers so Hyunjin thrusts them in faster. His slick is dripping from Hyunjin's fingers and staining the white couch. Hyunjin's dick is hard as a rock and it starts to feel painful. But he can't take his eyes away from Felix's face full of pleasure. He adds another one and goes even faster. Felix doesn't complain about his lack of obedience. There is a wet patch in front of the blond's shirt, his dick must be leaking. He must be close, Hyunjin thinks and he wants to give Felix a release. He bends his fingers on purpose and makes Felix scream with pleasure. He repeats the motion till the blond starts trembling and his hold on Hyunjin's shoulders gets tighter. A few thrusts later he comes with a loud moan and puts his head on Hyunjin's shoulder. Hyunjin waits for him to compose himself. Felix straightens up after he can breathe properly and takes Hyunjin's hand out of his hole. The alpha's fingers are glistening with his slick. Felix looks Hyunjin in the eye and starts licking his fingers clean. Hyunjin gulps and starts praying for his dick to not explode on the spot. Felix licks Hyunjin's hand till there is no slick in sight then goes straight to kiss him. Hyunjin feels himself growling as he tastes Felix. His dick is about to burst and he needs a release so bad. The omega doesn't break the kiss and starts palming Hyunjin through his jeans. It only takes him a few strokes and Hyunjin feels his dick wetting his underwear. Normally he would feel embarrassed but with Felix it is a miracle he can hold himself this long. The blond breaks the kiss and looks down. “I think our lesson is over for today.” He smirks at Hyunjin. “Come again when you are ready for another one.”

Hyunjin’s cravings have gotten worse ever since that day but he has to wait for the right time to go to Felix again. He can’t risk his parents smelling an omega on him. He spent hours in the bathroom washing himself thoroughly after coming back from Felix and poured almost an entire bottle of perfume on himself. Still he had his hand in his pocket just in case his parents could smell the sweet strawberry and vanilla. Hyunjin continues his cold showers every morning too. He is starting to feel like an animal who thinks about nothing but sex.

Jisung has been pestering him, asking what happened, if he lost his virginity yet. But Hyunjin just answers with no and doesn't give details. He survives another day running away from Jisung. Hyunjin parks the car in front of the house and sees his mother coming out of the door dressed in a fancy dress. Hyunjin gets out of the car and whistles. 

“You'll make all the omegas on the block jealous again. Where are you going?” His mother laughs and playfully hits Hyunjin's arm. 

“We will have tea at Mrs. Yoo's flower garden.” She answers as she puts the keys in her purse. “Your dad said he will be late too. There is food in the fridge and don't open the door to strangers.” 

“Mom, I'm a grown man.” Hyunjin complains although he knows it won't change a thing.

“You are still my baby.” The petite woman pinches Hyunjin's cheeks and walks away after saying goodbye. Hyunjin watches her till she disappears from his sight. This is the perfect opportunity he has been waiting for and to his delight Felix appears at the opposite end of the street with bags in his hands. Hyunjin hurries to Felix’s side and gets the bags from his hands. 

“What a polite boy you are.” Felix compliments him and Hyunjin just smiles since they are outside.

Felix opens the door for him with his keys. Hyunjin goes to the kitchen and puts the bags down on the floor. Felix is behind him. Hyunjin silently waits as the blond puts the items he bought where they belong. He checks Felix out from head to toe without feeling any shame. The blond's body proportions are perfect and Hyunjin can live glued to that plump ass. He is in a simple tank top and jeans but Hyunjin is salivating while looking at him. 

“Do you want something to eat?” Felix asks Hyunjin when he is done with the items. Hyunjin doesn't answer and simply pulls Felix by the waist and kisses him with a hunger he didn't know he had. He licks the omega's lips to get him open up and when he does Hyunjin shoves his tongue inside the sweet cave and moans with the taste. He lifts Felix and makes him sit on the counter as his hands slip inside his pants and grope his ass. Hyunjin swallows Felix's moans and sucks on his small tongue. Smacking sounds get louder as Hyunjin deepens the kiss and Felix half lays down on the counter holding onto Hyunjin's shoulders. 

“I want to eat you.” He whispers briefly before going back to kiss the omega. After Felix's first lesson where he kissed Hyunjin with his slick on his tongue the alpha wants to taste more of it. He breaks the kiss and waits till their breaths go back to normal. Felix looks him in the eye. 

“You are serious.” He says when he sees Hyunjin waiting patiently. The alpha nods and bumps their noses together. Felix cups Hyunjin's face and pecks him on the lips. “Such a good alpha you are.” Felix says knowing the effect it has on Hyunjin. He hops down from the counter then turns around and leans on it. 

Hyunjin gets on his knees without wasting any second and pushes the jeans down,leaving  Felix only in his black panties. He bites the omega's ass and sniffs his scent through the fabric. His big hands give it a good massage before pulling the panties down. Felix bends a little more and Hyunjin separates his buttocks to come face to face with his hole glistening with slick. The smell becomes more intense than ever; he licks a stripe through the ass crack and swallows the sweet taste. Then he starts sucking on his rim and more slick gushes out,wetting his mouth and chin. His hands hold Felix in place as the omega squirms and moans with every sucking motion. All of the sounds coming out of him go straight to Hyunjin's dick. He loves the feeling of satisfying Felix. 

“Use your tongue.” The blond says between his moans. Hyunjin obeys and inserts his tongue in Felix's hole. He goes in and out a few times then sucks the rim then goes back to the motion. Felix puts his head on the counter and holds onto it with his dear life as his dick starts leaking. His moans get mixed with Hyunjin's sucking sounds. The alpha can feel Felix getting close with the way he pushes his ass back to his face and more and more slick comes out of his hole. Hyunjin does everything not to waste a single drop. His hand goes to Felix's dick and starts jerking him off as his tongue invades his hole again. The omega's legs start trembling and he comes in Hyunjin's hand while screaming into his neck. Hyunjin keeps sucking the slick out of him till the blond comes down from his high. The alpha wipes his mouth with the back of his hand and waits on his knees for the omega to turn. 

Felix wipes the tears and drool from his face and turns around to find Hyunjin looking up at him with an obvious tent in his pants. He wants to tease but the sight makes him smile softly instead. The omega takes one of his legs out of the clothes pooled around his ankles. He puts it on Hyunjin's dick and applies a little pressure. 

“Do you want me to help? I can suck you off.” Hyunjin's dick twitches with excitement but he is also scared of coming in his pants with the sight of Felix while on his knees so he gives himself a few minutes to calm down before getting up. Felix gets the message and ties his hair in a ponytail with the elastic band he has on his wrist and goes down to his knees. He palms Hyunjin's dick a few times while looking up at him and the alpha hopes he doesn't look constipated with the way he is holding himself back from coming then and there. 

Felix pulls his pants and underwear down in one motion and his dick sprung free. The omega looks impressed by the size. Hyunjin's dick looks huge in his tiny hands and the alpha likes it. Felix gives it a few pumps and puts it on his cheek while looking at Hyunjin. “Do you want to take a souvenir photo?” Felix jokes and Hyunjin would laugh if he wasn't painfully hard. The blond licks the tip and makes it bounce on his tongue a few times. He takes the tip in his mouth while his hand pumps the base. Hyunjin holds the counter behind him to stabilize himself. The look on Felix's face is so obscene he is sure it won't leave his dreams for a long time. Felix places his hands on Hyunjin's hips and starts deep throating him. The warm, wet mouth makes Hyunjin feel delirious. He holds Felix by the hair and starts thrusting. Felix lets him. His eyes look glassy because of the tears and his lips are glistening with Hyunjin's precum. The alpha doesn't stand a chance and with a few thrusts he reaches his climax as he holds Felix in place and spurts his come down his throat.

Hyunjin helps Felix get up when he realizes what he has done after coming down from his high. 

“I'm sorry. Are you okay?” He holds Felix's face by the chin. The omega laughs. 

“Don't worry little puppy, it is just a blow job. I'm good.” Hyunjin kisses Felix and tastes himself on his tongue. It should feel disgusting but it doesn't. Felix makes everything sweet. The omega breaks the kiss. “Let's have some real food. I'm starving.”

Real food ends up being instant noodles. Felix says it is not a big deal since he usually has instant food in his workplace, feeling too lazy to order food or go out to eat. They sit down on the couch. Felix puts his legs on Hyunjin's lap and they watch an old episode of Running Man. It is the peak of entertainment in Felix's opinion. Hyunjin can't say if it is funny or not since he mostly watches Felix and laughs whenever he does. His eyes catch the clock on the wall for a moment and the magic disappears. 

“Shit. I have to go.” He gets up and drops Felix's legs. The blond gets startled but follows Hyunjin to the door. Hyunjin turns to Felix and kisses him one last time since he doesn't know how long he has to wait again. “I'll come again.” he promises and opens the door. 

“I can't wait.” Felix says as he waits for Hyunjin to put on his shoes and they wave at each other before Hyunjin goes to his home to spend hours in the bathroom so his parents don't smell Felix on him. 

Hyunjin is, in fact, still a virgin. He never takes an issue on that till he meets Felix. Now he can't stop thinking about how it would feel when they finally have sex and he feels nervous about it. What if he comes in a few minutes and embarrasses himself? Are there exercises to make you last longer? Even if there are, Hyunjin would feel pathetic trying to search it up and he already does feel pathetic, spending his lectures thinking about what he wants to do with Felix instead of listening to what his professors are saying. Is he becoming a sex addict? Why is he acting like a teenager? He shakes his head hoping the thoughts would disappear magically. But no matter what he does his mind goes back to Felix again. He appears in front of his sight with his sparkling doe eyes decorated with long lashes, soft blond hair resembling the sun and his pink plump lips forming a pout whenever he speaks. How can someone be this alluring and cute at the same time? This omega is an anomaly. The professor dismisses the class and Hyunjin hopes he didn't give any critical information during his lecture. 

Hyunjin is going out to get lunch when the idea pops in his head. He really wants to see the omega and the omega mentioned he just eats instant food for lunch. If Hyunjin takes Felix out to have lunch he can see him and Felix will have a nutritious lunch. That's two birds with one stone. Hyunjin is a genius. 

He makes way towards the parking lot with hurried steps and Jisung appears around the corner. “I was coming to get you. Let's have lunch together.” 

“Sorry, Sung. I have other plans for today. Let's have it tomorrow okay?” Hyunjin says without stopping and Jisung follows him. 

“Are you running from me?” He asks. Hyunjin can see the parking lot from where they are. 

“No. Why would you say that?” Hyunjin asks back knowing very well why Jisung would say that. 

“Is this about that omega?” Hyunjin sighs at the question. They enter the parking lot and stop by his car.

“I'll see you at Chan's tomorrow, okay?” Hyunjin says and opens the car's door. Jisung watches him with suspicious eyes but waves at him when Hyunjin takes off in his car. 

After spending half an hour trying to find the place Felix works, Hyunjin spots a dance academy and goes inside. He talks to the guy in the reception and, thankfully, he lets Hyunjin in after practically  begging him for a few minutes.

The guy said Felix is in a class on the top floor. There are only two doors so it is easy for Hyunjin to spot Felix through the tiny window in the door. He is in gray leggings and an oversized baby blue shirt that has slipped off one shoulder. He is talking to the children with a big smile on his face and it is reflected on Hyunjin's face too. A warm feeling spreads in his body and tingles on his skin. 

The bell rings a few minutes later and Hyunjin gets out of the way of children running out of the classroom. He goes inside and clears his throat. Felix looks surprised to see him there. 

“What are you doing here?” 

“I came to see you.” Hyunjin says as he puts his hands in his pockets. 

“How did you even find me?” Felix asks with a laugh. 

“I followed your smell. It is a really strong one.” Hyunjin jokes, Felix doesn't seem convinced “Okay. I walked around the block a few times before finding it. We should exchange phone numbers.” He confesses. He feels better seeing the omega again. 

“For the record, I don't have sex in classrooms.”

“I'm here to take you out for lunch.” Hyunjin says. Felix seems conflicted but he hides it quickly. 

“Okay. Let me change my clothes then we can go.” Felix is about to pass him when Hyunjin grabs him by the waist and kisses his lips. 

“Someone could see, you know.” Felix says in a whisper but his eyes are on Hyunjin's lips.

“It is so hard to be away from those lips.” Hyunjin brushes their lips against each other. Felix pecks him on the lips. 

“Wait for me at the entrance.” Felix says and exits the classroom. 

It takes them ten minutes to walk to the place Hyunjin booked for them. It is a chinese restaurant that specializes in dumpling dishes. They order different kinds of dumpling soup and wait. Hyunjin comes here whenever he has a fight with his parents; the warm soup gives him comfort. 

“This place is so lovely.” Felix says while looking around, observing the decoration. “Is this where you take your girlfriend?” Hyunjin clears his throat. 

“We don't go on dates. We usually see each other at events or dinner parties with our parents, of course.” 

“That sounds depressing.” Felix confesses. The waiter arrives with their food so they start eating instead. Hyunjin is glad because he doesn't want to talk about what's going to happen to his life in a few months. Ignoring it won't change anything, but that's the best he can do. 

“I usually don't like alphas. They are all about breeding this, breeding that. But you are different. It actually amazes me how pure you remained.” Hyunjin coughs at Felix's last words. Nothing about him has been pure for the past few weeks. Felix gives him a napkin from on top of the table. 

“Thank you.” Hyunjin takes it and wipes his mouth. “Breeding alphas usually go after female omegas. They shouldn't bother you.” Hyunjin says. Female omegas are the ones who can get pregnant most of the time. A male omega who can get pregnant is very rare. So Felix shouldn't be bothered by that. 

“It wouldn't if I wasn't a rare omega.” Felix says casually and Hyunjin chokes on his food again. He takes the napkins himself and drinks some water after wiping his mouth. “Don't worry I'm on pills.” That isn't the reason Hyunjin choked but he nods anyway. 

“Good.” He pleads his mind to not give him thoughts. “How long have you been dancing?” Hyunjin changes the topic. 

“For as long as I can remember. I was actually on a dancing team. We were attending competitions but I got injured pretty badly in one of them. Then I had to stop competing, but dancing is the only thing I’ve known my whole life. So I decided to be a teacher instead. Not a very ambitious story.” Felix says shyly and tucks his hair behind his ear. 

“I think it is admirable to see that you  didn't give up on dancing.” Hyunjin smiles when he sees Felix's cheeks getting red. He feels proud of himself for achieving it. 

They start walking back to the dancing academy after their lunch is over. Felix buys them coffee as a thank you although Hyunjin says he doesn't need to. They walk side by side and Hyunjin watches their hands as they keep brushing against each other. He would love to end their suffering and hold Felix's hand but he can't. “Thanks for the lunch. I enjoyed it.” Felix stops in front of the academy. 

“It was my pleasure. And before I forget…” Hyunjin takes his phone out. “Can I have your number?” 

“You are a fast one.” Felix jokes and types his number in Hyunjin’s phone. “I'll see you later.” He winks and goes inside. 

In the Hwang household the dinner is eaten in silence except when parents ask you something. Hyunjin is eating his meal pretending he doesn't exist as long as his father doesn't want to acknowledge him. School is going great, he is probably going to graduate with honors and his marriage and his job are already waiting for him. So there is no issue to address. Until his mother causes one. 

“Mrs. Park said she saw you coming out of Mr. Kim's house the other day. Are you friends with that omega?” Hyunjin freezes at the question. He knows why his mother chose this exact moment to ask him. He can't avoid his father. 

“Not really. He had a problem with his kitchen faucet and I helped. That's all.” Hyunjin tries to play it off, hoping the explanation would be enough. 

“An omega moved in there? Is he living by himself?” His father asks. 

“Yes, apparently he is friends with Mr. Kim's son, but no one knows anything about his family. I heard he is a teacher.” Hyunjin didn't know his mother and her friends were talking about Felix. So that explains why they plan tea parties every week. 

“If he has an issue he should call Mr. Kim. People don't have manners nowadays.” His father shakes his head as he cuts the steak with a knife. 

“He is a kind person, actually.” Hyunjin can't hold himself back. He is used to his parents judging other people, but he doesn't want them to do the same thing to Felix. “He brought us brownies as a thank you.” 

“Yes. They were delicious. I should ask for the recipe.” His mother agrees. His father, on the other hand, studies Hyunjin's face as the latter acts as nonchalant as possible. 

“Why don't you invite him for dinner?” He turns to his wife. “We should get to know our neighbor, right?”

“I should do that.” His mother agrees. Hyunjin doesn't know why his father suddenly starts acting friendly about  someone like Felix. Someone who doesn't have connections or money or anything that can benefit their family and he feels nervous about it. 

“I have to study.” He excuses himself and goes to his room. 

Hyunjin locks the door as he always does when he studies but this time he throws himself on the bed instead. He takes his phone out of his pocket and calls Felix. The omega picks up in a minute. “Hello?” His deep voice reaches Hyunjin. 

“I have news for you.” 

“Hyunjin? Hold on, I'll save your number.” Hyunjin hears click sounds then Felix speaks again. “What were you saying?” 

“One of my mother's friends saw me coming out of your house and told my mother. Now they are planning to invite you to have dinner with us.” Hyunjin explains calmly. 

“Aren't we going too fast?” Hyunjin laughs at Felix's joke. “It is okay just don't picture me naked.”

“That's a hard task.” 

“You are a pervert. I should dress modestly so your parents will think I'm a virgin just like you and we do bible studies whenever you come over.” Hyunjin laughs again. 

“That could actually work.” 

“Okay, let me borrow clothes from Seungmin. Don't worry they'll love me, I'm actually a very lovable person.” Felix jokes again but Hyunjin answers seriously. 

“Yes, you are.” He hears Felix clearing his throat. 

“What are you up to other than picturing me naked?” Hyunjin gets up from the bed and looks at his books. 

“I have to study. My finals are coming up, so I'm a little stressed.” He goes to the window and watches Felix's house. The blond chooses that moment to enter his bedroom and starts searching through his wardrobe. 

“Poor thing. It is a shame middle aged women watch my house like a hawk or else I'd show you how to manage your stress.” Hyunjin watches as Felix gathers his clothes and takes underwear from his drawer.

“Are you going to shower?” 

“Yes, I'm a– how do you know?” Felix asks, then looks around and sees Hyunjin waving at him from his window. “So middle aged women aren't the only ones.” He says looking at Hyunjin. 

“Do you want me to join you?” Hyunjin jokes. He would if it was possible but for now he can't. 

“You wish, don't you? I'll let you scrub my back one day. Bye.” He ends the call and sends Hyunjin a kiss before closing his blinds. 

Hyunjin arrives at Chan's place after his classes just like he promised. Everyone is already there when he enters the living room and sits down on the floor leaning against the leather couch. Jisung sits in front of him and looks him in the eye. “We are listening.” 

“We?” Hyunjin looks at the other boys. Changbin is playing on his phone but he eyes Hyunjin and Jisung constantly. Chan is sitting on the armchair with Minho on his lap and they turn to each other when Hyunjin looks at them. Hyunjin sighs. “So you told them.” 

“Of course, I did. What else did you expect?” Jisung answers honestly. Hyunjin should've known. Jisung can't go two days without oversharing. 

“What else do you want to know?”

“Everything. Did you lose your virginity?” Jisung asks eagerly but Chan warns him with a stern look. 

“I didn't. Not yet.” Hyunjin answers shyly. 

“Oh my god, did I really put a curse on you? Did your dick explode?” Almost, Hyunjin thought to himself.

“My question is, why him? You waited till your senior year. There were omegas interested in you, but you didn't answer their advances. What makes this one special?” Minho gets straight to the point. Hyunjin thinks about it a little before answering. 

“I can't give you something reasonable. It is almost instinctual, the day I saw him I knew I wanted him. Good thing he was also interested in me. Whenever I'm with him there is electricity running through my body and I feel alive.” 

“I'm telling you, this is some soulmate shit. And I'm your cupid.” Hyunjin laughs at Jisung. He wishes it was that simple. “You have to bring him here. We want to meet him.” Hyunjin looks at the other boys and they seem intrigued. 

“I want to show him my paintings. I'll ask him.” He says and Jisung cheers. 

“Also you have to tell us when you lose your virginity so we can throw a party.” Changbin says and Hyunjin throws one of the cushions at him. 

He spends hours with the boys listening to songs they made and drawing what comes to his mind. It is mostly Felix. When he arrives at home the sun has already set. He thinks about Felix meeting his friends. Wonders if they'll love him or if Felix will find them cool. It feels like making your boyfriend meet your parents. Hyunjin admitted a long time ago that the boys feel more like a family to him than his own. It is sad, but it is the truth. 

On Saturday night Felix comes for dinner as his mother requested. As a Hwang she made her best recipes, took out her high quality porcelain plates and dressed in silk. His father is in another one of his black suits with his hair slicked back as always. 

Hyunjin, on the other hand, is dressed differently from his usual band tshirt and jeans look. Hyunjin wants to look good for Felix. He puts on a white button up shirt with his sleeves rolled up, black dress pants and a black tie tucked in the gap between the buttons. His spiky hair is parted from the side and slicked back. He completes the look with glasses that make him look intellectual. 

When he goes downstairs at the sound of the doorbell his mother and father are already by the door. Mr. Hwangs takes a look at his son’s clothes but doesn't comment on it. Felix comes inside when his mother opens the door. He is in  white dress pants and a long sleeved blue button up shirt. Felix gives the flowers he brought to Hyunjin's mother. He shakes hands with Hyunjin's parents and they move to the dinner table. 

Hyunjin's father sits at his place at the head of the table. Hyunjin sits next to his mother on the left so Felix can sit on his father's right. They start eating. 

“So Felix, I can call you Felix, right?” Felix nods. “I heard you are a teacher. What do you teach?” Felix swallows his bite before answering. 

“I teach dancing. We have lots of classes, we offer classes that range from classical to modern, and we even have folklore classes.” He explains as Hyunjin's father nods. Hyunjin can tell by his face he isn't impressed by any of that. To his parents, dancing is considered wasting time just like drawing or other enjoyable things. 

“Do you live alone?” 

“Yes, my mother and sisters live in another city.” Felix answers politely again even though he knows he is getting judged. 

“What's your father's profession?” The questions start to feel invasive and Hyunjin hates that he does nothing but watch. 

“I don't know.” Felix chuckles. “He left us when I was five so I have no idea.” Hyunjin didn't know that and he feels worse knowing his family is judging Felix for this, again. 

“How old are you?” His father doesn't stop with his questions. Felix is answering the man more than he eats. 

“28.” He says and it gives Hyunjin  dejavu. 

“Are you planning to marry?” Hyunjin wants to bang his head on the table from embarrassment; he should've found a way to cancel this dinner. 

“Not now, no.” Felix answers politely again but Hyunjin can tell his patience is running thin. 

“Family is important. Look at our Hyunjin.” His father gestures to the alpha with pride. “He is graduating soon and he will get engaged with a beautiful omega from a respectful family. A father can't wish for more.” Hyunjin curses internally. It is like his father knows what's going on between him and Felix. 

“Congratulations. But I will wait for someone right. I don't want to marry just for the sake of it.” Felix smiles forcefully and drinks some water. Hyunjin watches his father's face fall. 

“It is generous of Mr. Kim to let you live there.” His father says. 

“I pay rent.” Felix answers. 

“Not the whole amount, right? It is impossible to pay that much money as a mere dance teacher. Unless… There are other benefits you can give.” Hyunjin is about to stand up when Felix stops him with a look and turns to Mr. Hwang. 

“I'm not familiar with your ways, Mr. Hwang. I hope you don't expect special benefits from people around you as a family man.” Hyunjin hears his mother gasping. Felix wipes his mouth with a napkin. “I should  go. Thanks for dinner.” He says and leaves the table. Hyunjin follows behind him. 

He catches up to him outside of the door and grabs him by the arm, but Felix hides his face from him. “I'm sorry. I should've known.” Felix uses his other hand to free his arm. 

“You didn't do anything. Let's talk another time.” He walks away without looking back but Hyunjin can see him wiping his tears from behind. Hyunjin goes back in with a rage he hasn't ever felt before. He finds his father continuing his dinner like nothing happened. Hyunjin stands by the end of the table and pulls the table cloth, sending everything on the floor while looking at his father. 

“Is this how you treat your father?” Mr. Hwang releases his pheromones as a threat but Hyunjin couldn't care less. 

“Is this how you treat your guests?” For the first time in his life Hyunjin shouts at his father. 

“That omega wasn't a guest. I know omegas like him. He is here to find himself a victim to suck dry and you are dumb enough to fall for it.” His father says calmly and lights a cigarette. Hyunjin clenches his fists. He tries to think of a way to make his father pay for this that doesn't include physically harming him. 

“You don't know anything about him.” His father chuckles. 

“How can you be so dumb? I raised a lamb instead of a wolf. I don't care who you fuck but you are getting married soon.” His father gets up and stands in front of him. “Be an alpha.” His father goes upstairs. In the end Hyunjin does nothing but clean up the mess he created. 

Hyunjin can't sleep. Knowing Felix cried because of him keeps haunting him. He wants to make sure the omega is doing okay but he doesn't answer his messages or phone calls. Hyunjin paces in his room trying to come up with something. He tries to get a peek from his bedroom window but the blinds are closed. There is no light either. If only he could make sure Felix is okay. 

Hyunjin decides there is no other way but to show up at his door. He assumes the middle aged women should be asleep by now. Even if they aren't he doesn't care. He will see Felix. 

He tiptoes through the house and goes out as silently as possible, crosses  their front yards and  is in front of Felix's door in no time. He knocks a few times and waits. He is surprised when the door opens in a few seconds and reveals Felix’s tear soaked face. “Hyunjin?” Felix asks with a small voice that shatters Hyunjin's heart. The alpha goes inside and closes the door behind him. He wraps his arm around the small body and lets him bury his face in his chest.

“I'm sorry. I'm just a coward. I'm sorry.” He keeps whispering Felix's ear and rocks them slowly. Soon enough Felix calms down and lifts his face to look at him. 

“What are you doing here?” 

“I couldn't sleep.” Hyunjin confesses and kisses Felix's forehead. “I have to make sure you are okay.”

“Your father is an asshole.” Felix puts his head on Hyunjin's shoulder and nuzzles his neck.

“I know.” 

“Seriously, how do you live with him?” Felix feels anger on behalf of Hyunjin too. He can't imagine what a pure soul like Hyunjin is going through in that house. 

“I'm used to it.” Hyunjin confesses. When you don't know a life outside of yours you don't look for something else. But it gets harder the longer it goes on. 

“You smell so nice.” Felix buries his nose in his neck a little more. Hyunjin hugs him tighter. “You should carry me to my bed as compensation for what your father did.” 

“Of course, ma'am.” Hyunjin smiles and picks Felix up. The blond wraps his arms around Hyunjin's neck. Hyunjin climbs the stairs carefully and goes inside of Felix's bedroom for the first time. The room is dimly lit but Hyunjin can distinguish the red sheets on the bed. It smells like Felix everywhere. He puts the omega down at the foot of the bed. But the arms on his neck stay. 

“Did you dress up for me?” Felix asks as one of his hands roams on Hyunjin's chest. He has the same clothes on minus the glasses. 

“I did yes.” He whispers. 

“I liked it.” The omega lifts his head and looks Hyunjin in the eye. His hand comes up to Hyunjin's cheek. “My little puppy.” Hyunjin thinks the omega looks more like a puppy while looking up to him with his big brown eyes, but he doesn’t get the chance to make a comment as Felix closes the distance between their lips. Hyunjin’s hands go to his waist and pulls their bodies flush against each other. Felix tilts his head to deepen their kiss and Hyunjin wastes no time to shove his tongue inside Felix's mouth. His whole body is tingling with anticipation.

Small fingers untie his tie and drop it on the ground then continue to work on the buttons of his shirt till the  front is open, Hyunjin feels the coldness of his fingers on his hot skin. He draws a moan from Felix when his hands go lower and starts kneading his ass. Every part of Felix feels like it is carved for Hyunjin. Their lips fit like puzzle pieces, his hands can almost circle his waist, and Felix's ass can fit in his palm. They start humping each other as they make out. The room is getting hotter and Hyunjin feels himself getting sweaty. He sucks on Felix's bottom lip then continues kissing his jawline and neck. The omega makes tiny sounds and releases the sweetest smell that makes Hyunjin's head spin every time. 

They are both aware where this is going. Soon their clothes are gone. Hyunjin has dreamt about it so many times but nothing compares to the real thing as Felix lies down in his naked glory. Hyunjin wants to worship him till he drops dead. Hyunjin starts with kissing his feet, then he puts one on his shoulder and kisses down his leg till his knee, licks a stripe to his thigh and sucks a spot close to Felix's groin. The blond moans and bites his lips when Hyunjin continues with kisses this time going up from his stomach. He circles his tongue around one of his  nipples, his finger does the same around Felix's rim and he inserts it while his mouth is sucking on the nipple. Felix's hands are in his hair, getting it messy, feeling the pleasure. Hyunjin goes to the other nipple to give it the same treatment. He inserts another finger in Felix and hears his moans getting louder. His slick is dripping from his hole and makes the sweet smell more intense. Hyunjin positions himself between Felix’s legs and takes his  fingers out. He sucks on his own fingers tasting the omega's slick as Felix watches him with half hooded eyes. Hyunjin gives his already hard dick a few pumps before entering Felix slowly. He kisses the heartshaped lips making Felix taste himself. They moan in unison when Hyunjin bottoms out. He takes himself almost fully out then thrusts back in slowly. They don't break the kiss. Felix has his arms around the alpha's neck and his legs are wrapped around his waist. His hole, wet and warm, makes it harder for Hyunjin to hold himself back. He needs to go slow in order to not come in a matter of minutes.

The room is filled with their wet sounds. Their bodies become slippery from all the sweat. Their saliva gets mixed with each other. Hyunjin was right all along. Sex isn't simple to him. It is about becoming one with a person. The way Felix hugs him so tightly makes Hyunjin want to merge into him and never leave his side. He goes a little faster with the thought. They break the kiss and Felix's moans get louder. Hyunjin's dick twitches at the sight of Felix with messy hair, red plump lips glistening with saliva and tears in the corners of his eyes from pleasure. 

“Nnngghhh… Faster.” Felix commands and, as always, Hyunjin obeys. He undoes Felix's arms and legs around him and straightens up then puts his legs on his shoulders and starts pounding into Felix. The blond holds on to his pillow. The bed starts creaking underneath them. Their pheromones fill the room. Hyunjin can feel himself getting close and from the look of Felix's leaking dick, he is too. Hyunjin bends a little to put his hands on the sides of Felix and  pounds harder. He watches the omega's eyes rolling back and mouth hanging open as he paints his own abdomen white. Hyunjin follows with his climax not long after and collapses on top of Felix. They listen to the sound of their heavy breathing for a few minutes. Hyunjin gets on his elbow and looks at Felix's face. The blond looks back at him with a smile. 

“Not bad for your first time, puppy.” He says while caressing Hyunjin's hair. Hyunjin would love to stay in his arms for the rest of the night but he can't. 

“I have to go.” He whispers and Felix pecks him on the lips. 

“I know.” The omega wipes the sweat from Hyunjin's face. “I'll probably smell like you for a few days.” 

“Don't go near my father.” Hyunjin jokes. He gets up and starts dressing. Felix turns the side and watches him. 

“I will pay him a special visit.” Felix says back with an evil smile. Hyunjin goes to him and kisses his temple after dressing up.

“Good night, angel.” He whispers. Felix wraps himself with a cover and closes his eyes. 

“Good night, puppy. Don't forget to close the door.” Hyunjin smiles at the adorable sight and silently leaves the house. As he walks back to his home he is thinking about two things: sex is great and he might have fallen in love with Felix. Fuck. 

Hyunjin spent the next days hiding from his father as much as possible. He ditched dinners saying he has to study and left the house before his parents were up. Hyunjin doesn't want to see them or talk to them in any way. But he eventually has to. They will be having dinner with Hayeon's family this weekend and he can't avoid that. 

On the other hand, things with Felix are going great. They hadn't met after the sex but they have been texting each other and sending videos they’ve seen on the internet. Sometimes Felix doesn't get the humor behind the videos Hyunjin sends him and Hyunjin tells him it is because he is millennial, which Felix replies with he is not that old. Hyunjin enjoys messing with him and even more when he sends pics of himself pouting. He is absentmindedly drawing Felix's pouty lips on his book when Jisung slams his bag on the table and startles him.

“You lost your virginity.” He points his index finger at Hyunjin. The latter panics. 

“Wait, how did you–? I didn't even–”

“Hah, Minho was right. It worked.” Jisung sits down happily and puts his hands under his chin. “Tell me more.”

Hyunjin needs new friends. Friends that aren't involved in his sex life. “I'm not telling you how my first sex went, Jisung.” He rolls his eyes dramatically.

“Come on. I told you mine.” 

“And I'm still traumatized.” Jisung pouts at Hyunjin. 

“You are cruel. Are you a real alpha now? Did your voice get deeper? I still don't know how this all works with alpha, omega folks.” Hyunjin sighs and closes his book.

“I can't help you. We didn't have time so there was no knotting. It was all so sudden. You should ask Chan and Minho, they will happily tell you.” Jisung grimaces. 

“That’s like hearing your parents have sex. Yuck. You and a hot mommy on the other hand…” Hyunjin gives him a warning look. “Okay, okay. I got it. When will we meet with him though? I want to see what made you change your mind so fast.” It is a good idea actually. After everything went downhill with his parents, Hyunjin can make Felix feel better. He can meet the boys and Hyunjin can show him his paintings. 

“You know what, that's a great idea, Jisung.” Jisung straightens up and smirks. 

“Of course it is.” Hyunjin texts Felix right away and the blond accepts the offer.

“Tell the boys to be ready tomorrow. I don't want any funny business.” Hyunjin says before getting up to go to his next class. 

“Aye aye captain.” Jisung says behind him. Whatever happens it can't go worse than his family dinner.

They are in the elevator, going to the top floor. Felix is in a white shorts and tank top with a flowy yellow button up over it. He has two braids tied half up and half down. Hyunjin watches as he picks at his skin at the side of his nails nervously. He puts his hands on Felix's to stop him. 

“It will be okay. They are nothing like my parents.” Felix smiles at him. 

“I just hope they don't feel weird about me. You know, I'm older than all of you.” Felix confesses. 

“They don't mind it. They can ask weird questions though. Just don't answer them. Especially if it involves my dick.” Hyunjin warns him as they get out of the elevator. 

“Why? I love your dick.” Felix jokes but it makes Hyunjin’s heart flutter a bit. They stand before the door. 

“Just don't.” He says as he rings the door bell. They hear someone shouting in the background then the door opens by a panting Jisung. 

“Welcome.” He says and opens the door wide. Hyunjin can't believe his eyes when they go inside. The boys never leave clutter around but this time everything is so clean Hyunjin can almost see himself on the floor's surface. 

“What happened here?” He asks dumbfoundedly. 

“Chan and Minho happened.” Jisung whispers and goes to stand next to the others. They are standing in line and waiting for Hyunjin to introduce them to Felix. Hyunjin has never seen them behave this well. He clears his throat.

“Felix, these are my friends: Jisung, Changbin, Chan and Minho. Guys, this is Felix.” They shake hands one by one and say their nice to meet yous. 

“Are you hungry? We prepared lunch for you.” Chan says and points at the coffee table. On the table there are lots of dishes Hyunjin loves and it makes the alpha emotional. He couldn’t  be more grateful to his friends. 

They sit down, Hyunjin practically glued to Felix as he folds one of his legs under himself and throws the other one behind Felix making him half caged. The blond doesn't mind it and he peacefully eats and compliments the food. The boys tell him how they met Hyunjin and how he was so stuck up in the past but later they found out about his artistic spirit and were quite impressed by him.

“He draws really well.” Jisung says. 

“Sometimes he helps us with song production. He is really creative.” Chan continues. 

“He is good at cooking too.” Minho adds then elbows Changbin who is busy eating. He looks around to see the other boys waiting for him to say something.

“Ah, yes. He would make a great boyfriend.” He says and Hyunjin slaps his forehead internally. Felix laughs at Changbin's words so he feels relieved. 

“Actually we were planning to throw a party. You see, Hyunjin’s virginity is an important topic to us, but we didn't have enough time.” Jisung says sadly and Hyunjin’s desire to slap his forehead comes back. He notices Felix's empty bowl. 

“Are you done? Let me show you my paintings.” He gets up quickly and takes Felix by the hand. He turns around to give the boys a warning look as he leads Felix to the room at the end of the corridor. 

“I'm sorry for that. They mean well.” Hyunjin says when they are inside the room. It is a small room with a tiny window. The boys store their equipment here. Hyunjin made himself a corner with his art supplies right in front of the window. It feels more like a closet than a room, but it was enough for Hyunjin.

“It is okay. They seem really fond of you. And after the dinner with your father I'm quite pleased.” Felix says as he looks around the room. Hyunjin leads him to the canvas and pulls off the cloth that lies on top of it. 

“This is my latest creation.” It is a painting of a sunset with lots of pinks and purples. Felix runs his fingers over it. 

“It looks so pretty.” He says in awe and points at the others behind Hyunjin on the floor. “Can I see them too?” Hyunjin sits on the stool and shows every painting he made one by one. Watching Felix's face light up with each of them. “You are so talented, Hyunjin. You shouldn't waste this.” Hyunjin just shrugs and puts the paintings in their places. “What's this?” Felix asks, holding Hyunjin’s sketchbook.

“Some drawings I made when I was  bored. You can take a look.” He says and watches Felix handle them with tenderness and care. There are portraits of people, couples on the street, and lots of flowers. But in the last pages Felix sees a familiar figure. There are drawings of his eyes, lips, freckles, collarbones and his legs. All drawn by Hyunjin from memory. His sketchbook is a reflection of his mind since Felix hasn’t left his mind for weeks so the books’ pages ended up filled with him. 

“Did you like them?” Hyunjin asks shyly. He is scared of Felix finding them weird. Felix closes the sketchbook and puts it next to the others. Hyunjin gulps when he looks at him with a serious face. Felix comes to him then sits on his lap. 

“I think it would be more accurate if you used a model. I can find one.” Felix says. Hyunjin places his hand on Felix's waist and brushes their lips. 

“Does he work nude?” He starts planting kisses on Felix's jawline and neck. 

“He can make an exception for you.” Felix answers. His chest rises up and down as Hyunjin keeps licking and kissing his neck. The alpha goes back to his lips. 

“You look like a pretty daisy, today.” One of his hands comes up to Felix's cheek and caresses it. The distance between their lips closes slowly and they start kissing. Even from a kiss Hyunjin feels his stomach flipping. They waste no time to deepen the kiss. Hyunjin uses his tongue to taste more of Felix and make him whimper. The omega breaks the kiss. 

“Do you think your friends mind if we have sex here?” Felix says, panting. Hyunjin tries to understand if he is joking or not. They both turn to the door when it swings open. 

“Chan wanted me to ask you if you want condoms?” Jisung asks but they hear Chan's warning shout from the living room. “Joking. We are planning to watch a movie. Do you guys want to join?” Felix gets off of Hyunjin's lap and fixes his clothes. 

“Of course. Can I use the bathroom first?” He asks and Jisung leads him the way leaving Hyunjin behind. 

They binged the latest SpiderMan movies then had a discourse about which one is the best with only Felix thinking the Andrew Garfield one is the best and accusing them of being tasteless when none of them agreed with him. It was chaotic and funny and made Hyunjin feel like they were really dating and Felix had met his real family. They left with promises of coming back again. 

The ride back home is silent except for the sounds coming from the radio. The streets look lively as evening falls and the last ray of sunshine disappears behind them. Hyunjin stops the car in front of Felix's house. 

“I had a good time. Thank you.” Hyunjin takes his hand and kisses the back of his palm. “Do you want to come inside?” Felix offers and Hyunjin looks at his own house to see the blinds moving. 

“I'd like to but I can't.” Felix nods and undoes his seatbelt. 

“I get it. You are always welcome to come knock on my door. Like you did that night.” Felix smiles at him and kisses Hyunjin's cheek. “See you later.” Hyunjin takes a deep breath to experience his sweet smell one last time before Felix gets out of the car. 

Hyunjin doesn't want to go to that dinner, he doesn't want to live the way his parents want and he doesn't want to marry someone else. But he doesn't know how to get out of this. He is already in a suit, sitting in a restaurant with his soon to be fiance and her family. He is just listening to them talk about his future and nodding whenever they turn to him. He looks at Hayeon eating her food peacefully and resents her for not sharing his anger. Although the omega is innocent and has nothing to do with Hyunjin's own issues.

The alpha would rather be anywhere else than be here. He is tired of pretending and being treated like a product instead of a human. He loosens his tie to breathe a little easier.

“Perfect. I also expect grandkids early on. We are not getting any younger, are we?” The whole table erupts with laughter. Hyunjin feels like he is going to vomit.

“We are just 22. I think kids can wait a little.” He talks for the first time since they sit on the table. 

“Hyunjin.” His father warns him. The others seem uncomfortable. 

“I also don't think it is a good idea to get engaged right after graduation. Don't we deserve a little relaxing? Maybe some vacation?” He ignores his father's gaze full of anger. “What do you think, Hayeon? Maybe you want to do something before getting married? Explore new places, meet new people?”

“I… I didn't think about that.” The omega looks confused. 

“Do you like me, Hayeon?” Hyunjin asks and the omega hesitates again. “Do you even know me?” 

“Enough.” Her father hits the table with force. “What are you trying to say, Hyunjin?”

“Nothing. I'm just curious when you will leave us alone? Don't you think planning kids for us is too much? Let's all live in a house together. That way you can play with us like some puppets.” 

“Hyunjin. Go home.” His father says and Hyunjin throws his napkin at the table. 

“Whatever you say, Father. Don't forget to inform me about the wedding date.” He hears his father saying he is probably stressed about everything and his rut is close as he walks away. 

Hyunjin feels a bit better when he makes it to the car. His parents can take a cab to return home so he doesn't care as he speeds down the road. He throws his tie on the passenger seat and unbuttons his shirt. He rolls the windows down to fill the car with chilly night air. His heart beats like it is about to come out of his chest and his breath quickens. The road gets blurry because of his eyes getting teary. He hits the steering wheel with his hand a few times and curses himself for being so weak. 

Hyunjin parks in front of the house and wipes his face with his sleeve. He has calmed down on the way here. He gets out of the car and makes way to the front door. Then his eyes catch the sight of Felix's shadow behind the blinds and he changes his mind. Hyunjin finds himself in front of Felix's door again knocking harshly. The blond opens the door and Hyunjin steps inside, lifts him up and leans him against the door after closing it. Their lips crash into each other and the omega swallows everything he was about to say. Hyunjin licks the roof of his mouth and sucks on his tongue. His moans feel like a melody Hyunjin can never get tired of listening.

“What has gotten into you today?” Felix asks, breaking the kiss and Hyunjin buries his head in the omega's neck and fills his nostril with the familiar smell. 

“I just wanted to be with you.” He confesses. Felix goes down slowly and takes Hyunjin by the hand. 

“Come with me.” They climb the stairs and enter Felix's bedroom. Felix turns on the night lamp and goes to Hyunjin. He takes off Hyunjin's clothes slowly. First the jacket goes on the floor, the shirt follows right after, then the pants go down. Leaving Hyunjin in only his underwear. He makes him lie down on the bed and lies on top of him as their lips find each other again. They kiss passionately till Hyunjin's mind is filled with only Felix. His every cell is chanting Felix's name. He is pretty sure he is cursed. He lets Felix take the lead in the kiss as the blond's tongue invades his mouth. His hands go under Felix's top and circle his waist. Felix breaks the kiss and looks at Hyunjin with lustfilled eyes. 

“Tell me what you want. I'll give you everything.” He whispers.

“I want you. All of you.” He confesses. Felix sits up and takes his clothes off then goes back to kissing Hyunjin. Hyunjin's hands travel down  his naked body and knead his ass. His moans get swallowed by Hyunjin. The blond starts going down leaving a kiss trail. He kisses Hyunjin's dick through his underwear while looking at him directly. One of his hands pulls it down and frees the already hardened dick. He kisses the tip then licks a stripe before taking him in his mouth. It makes Hyunjin moan and throw his head back. The urge to just push the blond's head all the way down is strong but he fights against it. He watches as Felix makes his throat relax and takes more and more of him, never breaking eye contact. His hand pumps the part his mouth can't reach. Hyunjin can  smell his slick and it makes his dick twitch and his mouth water. Felix bobs his head up and down a few times before releasing his dick with a pop. He spits on it and spreads the spit and precum with his hands. The omega gets up on his knees and places himself above Hyunjin's groin. He puts one of his hands on Hyunjin's abdomen while the other holds Hyunjin's dick as he slowly sits down, making Hyunjin penetrate him. 

A moan escapes his lips when Hyunjin's dick completely fills him. The alpha watches as the omega grinds down on him. Felix starts bouncing when he gets used to the feeling and Hyunjin helps to keep him steady by the waist. Felix's every move and every moan makes Hyunjin more turned on. The omega tortures him with pleasure. He makes Hyunjin close with a quick rhythm and then stops and grinds slowly. He repeats the cycle a few times before Hyunjin decides he has had enough and flips them over with one swift move. He slams into Felix fast and hard making the omega arch his back and scream with pleasure. Their bodies rock together as their hands roam. Hyunjin feels himself getting close. The pleasure starts to pool around his dick, getting ready for a release. He kisses Felix's jaw.

“Let me knot you.” He whispers in Felix's ear. He wants this more than anything. Felix holds his shoulders to steady himself. He is having a hard time talking with his climax getting close too. 

“Say… please.” He commands Hyunjin. 

“Please, Felix let me knot you.” The blond just nods and Hyunjin's rhythm gets faster as they both chase their climax. He thrusts a few times before going deep in Felix and releasing his semen at the same time as the omega. He swallows Felix's moans with a kiss and leans on his elbows so not to crush Felix with his weight as he feels the tip of his dick getting bigger and making a place for itself inside Felix. The omega grimaces a little. 

“Does it hurt?” Hyunjin asks innocently. 

“I'm okay, don't worry. But we are stuck like this for a while.” He tries to fix Hyunjin's hair with his hand. “Your hair makes you look like Togepi.” 

“What's that?” Hyunjin’s question makes Felix gasp.

“Don't tell me you don't know Pokemon.” Felix complains and Hyunjin shrugs.

“I heard about it but never watched or played.” 

“Oh my god. I can't believe I let someone who doesn't know about Pokemon knot me. What has my life become? Where were you when people were hunting pokemons on the street?”

“In middle school.” Hyunjin answers honestly and Felix groans.

“Tell me you played Beyblade at least.” Hyunjin shakes his head. “If you hadn't knotted me I would've thrown you out of my house right now.”

Hyunjin opens his eyes to an angel sleeping right next to him. Felix looks so peaceful, Hyunjin feels bad when he accidentally wakes him while trying to tuck his hair behind his ear. Felix smiles at him when he sees Hyunjin next to him. “Good morning, puppy.”

“Good morning.” Hyunjin smiles back. “How are you feeling?” He pulls Felix by the waist and massages his ass. 

“A little sore, but nothing I can’t handle. Glad you stayed the night.” Hyunjin had decided it is better to sleep here than go back home smelling strawberry and vanilla after what he pulled at dinner. He will deal with that issue later. “When is your rut?” Felix asks out of nowhere. 

“In a week. Why do you ask?” Felix holds his cheek and looks at his eyes. 

“Spend it with me.” He whispers seductively. Hyunjin never spent his ruts with anyone. Ever since his first rut he takes suppressants when his pre rut comes and rests in his room. He never had an issue to this day. Although spending it with Felix sounds amazing, he is afraid of ruining things. “It will feel good I promise.” Felix answers his worries like he heard them. Hyunjin goes on top of him and kisses his lips to not say anything stupid that includes the L word. 

“Okay, I will.”

The following days Hyunjin tries to come up with an excuse to stay away from his home for a few days. He just hopes his parents won't pick up on his rut approaching and make him stay at home. Then, by some miracle, his father announces that he is going to Japan for a business trip. Which makes everything easier for Hyunjin. 

“Mom, please, the guys prepared everything. It is just for three days.” He is following the woman around the house as she dusts. 

“Your finals are next week, Hyunjin. You should study.” She gives Hyunjin a stern look before going downstairs with him on her tail. 

“I'm already studying. I will be done with the subjects by the weekend. I'll just relax a little before finals week destroys me. I never ask for anything and I'm a top student.” Hyunjin looks at his mother with sad eyes and pouty lips. The woman tries to ignore it but she has a weak heart for her son. 

“Okay, but your father better not hear about this. You know how he feels about those rascals.” Hyunjin jumps and hugs his mother tightly. 

“Don't worry, he won't. I will be back before he comes back from his trip.” Hyunjin climbs the stairs two at a time to pack his essentials for the “camping trip” he will have with the boys. He can't wait to start the weekend with ̶h̶i̶s̶l̶o̶v̶eFelix. 

Felix welcomes him with an apron and a sweet smile. Hyunjin closes the door behind him and kisses Felix right away. He doesn't know if his pre rut has kicked in but the smell feels sweeter and the taste on his tongue becomes even more addicting.

“Are you moving in with me?” Felix jokes when they break the kiss. Hyunjin puts his bag down. 

“I'm supposedly on the way to camping with my friends.” He escaped when his mother went to another one of her tea parties. 

“Aren't you too old to lie to your parents?” Felix asks on the way to the kitchen. Hyunjin follows him. 

“If they didn’t refuse to hear the truth I wouldn't be lying.” He eyes the dishes Felix put on the plates. The meat looks good, but the noodles look a little soggy. Felix looks at his face. 

“You will eat it and be grateful or you will spend your rut with your hand.” He warns Hyunjin with a raised eyebrow. Hyunjin straightens up. 

“Yes, mommy.” Felix freezes in the middle of taking his apron off. “Sorry. It was a joke.” Stupid Jisung and his stupid words invaded his brain for a second. 

“It is okay.” Felix says with an amused face. “Let's eat. Then we will start your education.” Hyunjin clasps his hands and starts eating right away. 

To his disappointment the education doesn't involve sex. Instead Felix puts fucking pokemon on and makes sure he learns every little creature's name by pausing and make him repeat them. Letting Hyunjin knot him once without knowing is one thing but he can't let it happen twice, as he said. Looks like Felix has a thing for threats. He loves threatening Hyunjin and looks like it goes both ways because whenever Felix gives him that serious look using his deep voice all the blood in Hyunjin's body rushes to the south. The more the show goes on the more relaxed they feel. Hyunjin puts his head on Felix's chest and the omega starts playing with Hyunjin's hair. Hyunjin gets that feeling again where he pretends they are dating and this is how they spend their evenings. 

“So this thing is what you called me?” He points at the little star shaped pokemon in an eggshell. It hurts his ego a little. “You know I'm an alpha, right?” 

“You are a cute alpha.” Hyunjin lifts his head to look at Felix. The blonds hold his face with both hands and squish his cheeks together. “Look at you. Cute little puppy alpha.” He doubles down on his claim. 

“I'd like to see you calling me that when you are under me.” Hyunjin warns him. He nuzzles in the omega's neck and breathes his scent in. The air around them starts to get hot. No, it wasn't the air, it is actually Hyunjin's body that's burning like fire. Felix puts his hand on the alpha's forehead.

“You are burning up. Do you want to take a shower? It might help.” Felix says and Hyunjin nods. He feels nauseous and his head is feeling heavy. Is this how he supposed to feel when his rut is coming? The omega leads him to the bathroom upstairs. He gives Hyunjin a towel and leaves him to take a shower. Hyunjin turns on the water to the coldest temperature but his body doesn't seem to cool down at all. Hyunjin swears he can see the water evaporate when it touches his skin. At least it helps to release the tension that's building up in his body, his head feels a little better. He gets out of the shower. It doesn't take long for his body to dry with the help of the towel. He puts his underwear on and leaves the bathroom. 

Hyunjin feels weird. His head is dizzy. He follows a certain trail leading to the bedroom. A trail Felix's smell left behind. And Hyunjin doesn't know what to do when he sees Felix in a pink see-through babydoll with laced collar decorated with a tiny bow in the middle. The blond has his back to Hyunjin. He is brushing his hair looking into  the mirror in the corner. Giving Hyunjin the view of his perfectly shaped ass and legs. Hyunjin feels an animalistic hunger that he hasn't felt in his life. His senses are  heightened in the worst way possible. He feels like a predator watching a prey. His vision is getting blurry from the sides, only focusing on Felix. He can even hear his breathing. And the smell drives him insane. He is scared to move cause all of his instincts tell him to catch Felix. The blond stops and turns around like he sensed Hyunjin. His scent gets stronger too. 

“Hyunjin.” He says the alpha’s name like a plea and Hyunjin picks him up and kisses his lips in a second. The omega's legs go around his waist immediately and their kiss turns into an eating session. Hyunjin throws Felix on the bed and climbs on top. He leaves open mouthed kisses on his neck and collarbones. He takes his time on the scent glant but holds himself back at the last minute to not leave a mating bite. 

Felix is pliant under him, watches his moves and tries to close his legs because his slick keeps leaking out of him. But Hyunjin doesn't let him. He pries his legs open and gets the slick with his two fingers to put it on his mouth. He moans with the taste and inserts his two fingers inside Felix. The omega moans and pulls Hyunjin by his neck to kiss him. Their teeth clash as they try to devour each other. Hyunjin doesn't want to spend any more seconds outside of Felix so he quickly takes off his underwear and enters him in one move, making Felix scream his name and arch his back. He almost folds Felix in half as he pounds mercilessly chasing his climax. The omega whines and moans and tries to hold on to the bed that's creaking under them. His own dick is leaking on his stomach and all the pheromones releasing from Hyunjin make him dizzy and keep him wanting more. The sheet is already wet with his slick. He watches Hyunjin's sweat dripping down on his body with hungry eyes. His hand goes to Hyunjin's neck to pull him down and lick his wet neck. Tasting his sweat and moaning at the taste.

“Let me knot you.” Hyunjin says as he feels himself getting close. “Please.”

Felix betrays his own body as he refuses Hyunjin. “Not now, puppy.” He makes Hyunjin stop by wrapping his legs around him and pressing down his heels on his waist. “Come now.” 

“Please, Felix.” Hyunjin tries to convince him with tiny kisses. “I want to knot you, so bad. Please.” He is on the verge of crying, his dick is pulsing with want. It is almost painful. Felix flips them over with force. 

“I will let you knot me. When we are done having fun.” He bends down to kiss Hyunjin and makes him come after grinding on him a few times. “Good boy.”  He pats Hyunjin's head and continues grinding as the alpha's dick didn't go down after the release. “You are mine to enjoy tonight.”

They spent the entire weekend having sex on every surface possible in Felix’s house including the kitchen and bathroom. They mostly ordered take out to not waste time with tedious tasks. Hyunjin learns that his rut is making him insatiable and having an omega like Felix is making it worse. He is turned on by his every move. He talks with pouty lips, Hyunjin gets hard. He picks up something from the floor, Hyunjin gets hard. He ties his hair up, Hyunjin gets hard. He leaves his hair down, Hyunjin gets hard. There is no escape from it and Hyunjin is starting to question his sanity. 

In the morning of the third day Hyunjin's head feels much more clear. The symptoms of his rut are wearing off so he can act more like a human instead of a hungry animal. He turns around and sees Felix sleeping soundly on his stomach. Hyunjin watches his naked figure and feels his dick coming to life again. Forget about being human, he is an animal. He kisses Felix on his cheek and leaves a trail of kisses down to his ass. The blond stirs but he doesn't wake up. His hands separate the asscheeks and plant a huge kiss on the rim. His eyes never leave Felix's face as he continues kissing and licking his hole. Felix frowns but doesn't open his eyes. He sucks on the rim and draws a whimper from the sleeping omega. The alpha decides to go even bolder and inserts his tongue in Felix. It takes a few thrusts before Felix slowly wakes up and his hand goes automatically behind Hyunjin's head. Presses him down on his ass and moans into the pillow. Hyunjin continues his job to pleasure Felix. He has a sudden urge to make him come just with his tongue in the ass. His own dick is hard as a rock. He grinds down on the bed to get friction. Felix keeps pushing his ass back to Hyunjin. His moans get louder and he oozes more and more slick. Hyunjin knows he is getting close so he goes faster and keeps sucking his rim in between.

Hyunjin watches Felix's legs tremble as he comes and his slick bursts out of his hole inside Hyunjin's mouth and his face. He swallows and wipes his face with his hand. He looks down as he came with Felix when the latter squirted on his face. Felix sits up after coming down from his high and pecks Hyunjin on the lips. 

“I think this is why people get themselves a younger lover. You have crazy stamina.” Felix says the word lover so casually when it almost made Hyunjin go into cardiac arrest. 

“You are not even thirty.” He says back instead. 

“Come to my age, then I'll see how you feel while we have sex.” A glint crosses Hyunjin's eyes. 

“I'll fuck you good even if I need crutches to stand up.” He crawls on Felix as the omega backs up and lies down. Hyunjin brushes their lips against each other. “Let's go one more, before I leave.” 

One more takes them another two hours as Felix lets Hyunjin knot him this time and their shower becomes another quickie. They dress  and have breakfast together although it is almost two in the afternoon. 

“I have to clean this house thoroughly before someone else comes.” Hyunjin laughs and kisses Felix on the cheek. 

“Thank you.” He simply says and the blond smiles at him. Hyunjin doesn't want to leave the house. He doesn't want to go back to his life and deal with his problems but he has to. After breakfast he takes his bag and kisses Felix one last time. “I don't want to go.” He confesses. 

“You can come back whenever you want.” Felix doesn't know what he means by that and he isn't going to question it. They are by the door when there is a knock. His friends step inside as soon as Felix opens the door and they are surprised to see Hyunjin standing next to him. 

“I'll see you later.” Hyunjin says to Felix and goes out hurriedly. Felix closes the door and clears his throat.

“I told you to not disturb me this weekend.” He avoids looking them in the eye. Seungmin crosses his arms in front of him and Jeongin holds his nose. 

“Today is Monday and you haven't answered any of our messages or calls. We thought you died but it looks like you were busy whoring out. Jeongin, please open a window. I'm about to pass out.” Jeongin starts opening the windows one by one. 

“Stop acting like my mother.” Felix rolls his eyes and goes to sit on the couch. He hugs one of the cushions. 

“Then stop acting like a teenager.” Jeongin comes back and eyes the couch. 

“Is this clean?” He asks Felix. 

“If you are asking if we did it on the couch, yes we did.” Seungmin pinches his nose. 

“Good thing we came over before you blow up this place with your pheromones.” He drops his hand and bends down in front of Felix. 

“What's your relationship with that guy? Be honest with me.” 

“We are just fucking around.” Felix murmurs under his breath. Seungmin gets up cursing.

“Bullshit. You spent the weekend together because he was in rut, wasn't he?” Seungmin asks. 

“What about it?” Felix tries to defend himself. Jeongin sits on the edge of the couch and holds Felix's hand. 

“Lix, you’ve never spent a rut with an alpha you didn't care about.” Felix feels tears pooling in the corner of his eyes. “You said he will get engaged. What will happen to you then?” 

“I don't know.” Felix is running away from this fact as much as he can. He doesn't know when he fell for Hyunjin but it was fast and hard. And it hurts so much. “What am I gonna do?” He looks up to Seungmin with teary eyes. He usually knows what to do, but this time he looks as lost as Felix. That's why he kneels down and hugs Felix tightly. Jeongin joins him too. They don't have the answer to protect his heart but they will be here when it breaks and god will it break hard. 

Hyunjin drops his bag at his room and goes to take his exam right away. Good thing they are using scent blockers in exams to not distract anyone because he is sure there is no way for him to get rid of the smell of Felix no matter how long he stays in the shower. The exam goes well and Hyunjin spends the rest of his time with the boys at Chan's flat. They don't ask questions but from the look they exchange between each other Hyunjin knows they are up to something so he asks instead. 

“What's it?” He closes his sketchbook and looks at them. 

“Nothing.” Jisung answers suspiciously. He sits next to the coffee table to study but he has done anything but that. 

“I know something is up. Tell me.” Hyunjin instists. Chan clears his throat. 

“We were just wondering about the nature of your relationship with Felix.” 

“What's there to wonder about? You already know everything.” Hyunjin feels confused. 

“We know what you told us Hyunjin. But what we saw is telling a different story.” Changbin tries to explain but it only makes Hyunjin more confused. Minho decides to take the matter in his own hands. 

“What they are trying to say is that you and Felix kept giving each other heart eyes when he visited us.” Hyunjin tries to understand what Minho said. He knows his own heart. He is in love with Felix, he knows that. He doesn't understand the part about Felix. The omega doesn't do relationships. He set everything up from the start. Hyunjin doesn't want to get his hopes up then make a fool out of himself. 

“Are you sure?” Jisung bangs his head on the table and groans. When he gets back up there is a red mark on his forehead. 

“You can be really dumb sometimes. That omega was watching your mouth the whole time he was here. He looked behind you like a kicked puppy when you went to the bathroom alone.” Jisung shouts at him, making Hyunjin lean back on the couch. He wants to believe them. It would be so easy to do so. He would just run to Felix and confess his love, but he can't do it. Not before he deals with the mess he created. 

“It doesn't matter. I'll get engaged soon.” The silence falls on them like a curse. They don't try to argue. They have done it countless times in the past and it never worked. “I should  get going.” Hyunjin stands up and gets his bag. His heart feels heavier than ever. He drags his feet to get out of the flat. He has to face real life and leave the fantasy behind. He won't spend another rut with Felix. They are not dating. He won't argue with him about which super hero is better. He won't eat his soggy noodles and act like it is the best thing he had. He won't sleep on his chest while the blond plays with his hair. None of this will happen because Hyunjin bound himself with other people and he doesn't have the courage to break it. 

When Hyunjin gets home he sees his father’s car in the driveway. He tries to not panic but he has a bad feeling about this. He opens the door with his key and tries to act normal. His father is standing in the middle of the living room with his anxious looking mother. 

“Father? I didn't expect to see you till next week.” He tries to play it off. But  before he can react the alpha comes rushing to Hyunjin and slaps him across his face. Sending him backwards with a burning cheek that gets red immediately. 

“You dumb fuck. You ruined everything I've built for you.” His eyes notice the scent blocker and rips it from Hyunjin's neck making him hiss with pain. “You think people won't find out? After what you  did at dinner Mr. Yoo decided to get to know you better and they found out you're fucking with another omega. They called the wedding off.” Hyunjin turns to look at his father with his eyes full of anger. “Don't look at me like that you ungrateful piece of shit. I've given you everything you want. I gave you a life most people can't even dream of but what did I get in return? Having my son get fooled by a gold digger. You are a fucking joke.”

“Are you done?” Hyunjin asks with no emotion. Some things get clear for him. There is no future for him in this house. There never was. He was just fooling himself by believing his father will start caring for him if does everything he wants. 

“Are you talking back?” He tries to hit Hyunjin again but the boy holds his wrist this time. 

“Are you done?” Hyunjin raises his voice and looks directly into his fathers eyes. He sees fear for a second but it gets masked quickly. 

“Get the hell out of my face.” The man takes his hand back and lights a cigarette. 

Hyunjin runs to his room and gets the bag he has dropped in the morning. He takes everything that he can truly call his. His band tshirts, ripped jeans, poetry books, drawings… He leaves luxury items, designer clothes and everything that belongs to his father. Hyunjin hears the door creaking but doesn't turn around. 

“Your father meant well. You know we want the best for you, baby.” His mother touches his shoulder and makes him stop for a moment. “We love you, Hyunjin.” Hyunjin turns to see his mother's face wet with tears. He takes her hands and looks her in the eye. 

“You can come with me but I can't stay in this home any longer.” 

“We are your family Hyunjin. He is your father.” The woman's voice becomes sharper and Hyunjin sighs in defeat. He can never make his mother agree with him about his father.

“That man isn't my father. I'm sick of being his puppet.” He takes the bag and hugs his mother one last time. “Don't worry. I will do anything to survive.” It wasn't a warm hug but he feels obligated to say goodbye to his mother. “Take care.” He says and leaves the room. When he goes downstairs his father stops him. Hyunjin thinks he won't let him leave but the old man just extends his hand and asks for the car keys. Hyunjin hands them to him. 

“Don't forget, the moment you walk out of this door, there is no going back.” The alpha says with a commanding voice. 

“I know.” Hyunjin says back and goes around his father to open the door. He hears his mother's cries behind him but doesn't turn back. Taking the first step is the hardest. It hurts deeply but Hyunjin feels freer than ever. He walks alongside the sidewalk thinking what his next move should be. He looks at Felix's house but moves past it quickly. He can't drag him into his mess. It wouldn't be fair. He needs to think things through first. 

It has been almost two weeks since the incident. Hyunjin has spent this time trying to come up with a plan. He has to start over and build his life from the start. He didn't take his final exams; he couldn't care less about a degree he didn't even want. The boys let him stay with them for the time being. Hyunjin sent a message to Felix informing him that he is having a difficult time right now and will explain things when the time comes. It is unfair to the blond but he is the biggest reason Hyunjin has to figure a way out. He spent his days lying down on that old couch staring at the ceiling imagining a future with Felix. In the end he couldn't come up with an answer. He made a plan but that plan doesn't involve Felix no matter how much Hyunjin wants it.

That's how he ends up in a coffee shop waiting for the omega to show up so he can end things between them. It pains him to do it and he is so close to just running away without saying anything but if he wants to build his own life he has to learn to be brave. Felix comes in through the door and Hyunjin forgets what he is going to say. He looks like a pretty flower in his pink silk shirt and jean skirts. The blond rushes to his table and sits in front of him. His small hands hold Hyunjin's bigger one tightly. 

“I was so worried. I heard what happened with your father. How are you?” His voice is trembling with worry and it makes Hyunjin feel worse. 

“How did you hear about it?” Hyunjin asks to gain some time. The words start floating on his mind and won't cooperate. 

“Your mother came and asked if I knew where you were. She looked devastated.” Felix explains. He tries hard to make eye contact with Hyunjin but the alpha's eyes don't leave their joined hands. 

“She still thinks we are a perfectly fine family.” Hyunjin says sadly. “She worked so hard for that illusion.” Felix caresses his hand. 

“What are you gonna do now? You can stay with me if you don't have a place. I know the boys' flat is crowded.” Every word coming from Felix sinks into Hyunjin’s heart like a knife. How easy it would be to live with Felix. 

“I can’t. I can’t stay here, Felix.” Hyunjin gathers his courage and looks at the blond. He tries hard to not fall into his deep brown eyes. “I know my father. He will do anything to make me come back so he can prove I'm nothing without him. I have to leave Korea if I want to achieve my dreams.” Hyunjin watches as Felix comes to the conclusion of what all this means. 

“You are leaving?” He asks with hesitation and Hyunjin nods. Felix looks around and licks his lips nervously. “Hyunjin, you can't leave. I… I don't want you to leave. I…” 

“Please don't make this harder than it already is.” Hyunjin says but his voice cracks at the end. A word from Felix will be enough to make him ditch his plan and stay. “I'm gonna apply to an art course that takes place in Paris. It is an international programme and they choose the students by examining their talents. I think I have a chance. I won't ask you to wait for me. I don't know if I will be back.” A single tear drop rolls down Felix's cheek.

“I understand.” There is nothing else to say. They are late to make things work and Hyunjin can't be selfish enough to ask Felix to drop everything and come with him. Maybe he is scared of Felix saying no. They leave the coffee shop and walk down the street. Their hands brushing against each other. It doesn't make Hyunjin’s heart flutter this time. It only makes his pain worse. They stop at the crossroad. 

“I'll go this way.” Felix points behind himself. Hyunjin's way is straight ahead. “I guess this is where we separate." Hyunjin nods. He is about to say his farewell when suddenly Felix grabs him by the collar and makes their lips meet. His body immediately reacts as his hands go to his waist and his mouth opens. The kiss tastes bittersweet now. When they break the kiss Felix puts their foreheads together. 

“I don't care how long it takes. I will wait for you. Just come back to me.” He says with his eyes closed. Hyunjin knows it is wrong to promise when his future is so unclear but he has always been weak to Felix's commands. 

“I will.” He finds himself whispering. The blond opens his eyes and smiles at him. 

“Take care, Hyunjin.” 

“Good bye, Felix.” Hyunjin takes a step back and goes his own way. He clenches his fists to hold himself back from looking back. He is afraid he will run to Felix if he does. The omega watches Hyunjin's figure get smaller and smaller till he no longer sees him. A few rain drops fall on his face and he looks up hiding his tears between them. 

3 years later

It is chaotic like every time they gather together. Hyunjin hears Minho hollering, Chan cursing, Changbin complaining and Jisung screaming all at once. But he doesn't mind it because this is what was missing in his life for the past three years. He is back in Seoul and has rented his first apartment with his own money. His time in Paris was great. He met so many new people, learned different art styles, worked in fashion and art events but it never felt like home. This is what feels like home to him. Having his friends around in his home and arguing about whether twenty balloons are enough or not. 

“We are all adults, we don't need that many balloons. Also my cheeks are hurting.” Hyunjin massages his chin. They are throwing a housewarming party on behalf of him. And Hyunjin doesn't know why they are decorating the place when it is going to be just them. 

“Okay, you can stop with the balloons and help Jisung hang the banner. He is having a hard time because of his height.” Hyunjin laughs and Jisung shouts “Hey.” all offended. 

Hyunjin takes the banner and hangs it on one side. “You know you didn't have to get another apartment. You could stay with me and Changbin since the traitors left the house.” Jisung shouts the last part for Minho and Chan to hear. The couple decided to get their own place and Jisung didn’t appreciate it. 

“Weren’t you the one complaining about our pheromones and the walls being thin all the time. We saved you from the trouble.” Minho says as he passes by. Hyunjin comes down and goes to the other side to hang the banner from there. 

“I wasn't saying that for you to leave. We could've all moved to another place.” Hyunjin steps back and looks at the banner and feels satisfied when it looks evenly. 

“Don't worry, Sungie. You and your new boyfriend can hang out in our place before you ditch me for him.” Changbin jokes and Hyunjin turns to Jisung.

“Talk about traitors. You got a boyfriend and you didn't tell me.” He takes a cushion and throws it at Jisung. The latter bends down to avoid it and the cushion hits the flower vase instead. Chan saves it at the last minute. 

“It is all new. I wanted to tell you when we are face to face.” 

“Okay, we are face to face. Spill.” He corners Jisung but Minho gets between them. 

“Less talk, more working.”

It takes them around an hour and half when they are finally done with decorations and ready to celebrate. Minho brings the alcohol and Hyunjin is about to make an emotional talk when the door bell rings. They look at each other with confused faces except Jisung. “This must be for me.” He says and rushes to open the door. 

Hyunjin feels like time has stopped. His eyes catch the sight he knows by heart. His blond hair shines like the sun, his lashes brush his cheeks as heart shaped lips form a polite smile. His freckles have gotten a little darker since the last time he saw them but the most surprising part is the sadness behind his dark brown eyes. Felix greets everyone and stands in front of Hyunjin to hand him his gift. Hyunjin gets hit by the smell of strawberry and vanilla. His brain gets flooded by the images that have been haunting him for the past few years. Hyunjin only realizes he has been staring when Changbin elbows him by the ribs. He takes Felix's gift and thanks him. Then he notices Felix doesn't come alone and his two friends are with him, one of them is busy sucking Jisung's face. 

“I'm so confused right now.” He confesses. This all feels like a fever dream to him. Jisung breaks the kiss with his new boyfriend and hooks his arm around Felix. 

“Nothing to be confused about. Lixie and I became besties when my bestie ditched me to go to Paris. Honestly man, you all are just leaving me. Anyways then I met Jeongin at Felix's place and we started spending time together then he confessed. That's all. Oh, I invited them to this party. I thought it would be more lively like this.” Hyunjin looks at Felix and gulps. 

“Okay let's make a toast.” Minho pours a few more drinks and everyone turns to Hyunjin with glasses in their hands. He feels so nervous under their gazes. Especially Felix's. 

“Thank you for being here and thank you for supporting me. I couldn't have done it without you guys. And it is good to be back again. To friendship!”

“And love!” Jeongin adds while looking at Jisung and the beta blushes. 

“And becoming a family!” Chan says Minho looks at him with a smile. 

“Cheers!” Changbin shouts and they raise their drinks before taking a sip. Hyunjin feels so nervous he just drinks the whole glass and pours himself another one. 

He spends the whole night running away from Felix as much as he can. He feels guilty about abandoning the omega. That's the reason why he didn't try to make contact with Felix although it has been two weeks since he returned. He is also afraid of the possibility of Felix having someone else in his life. Yes, the blond promised to wait for him but three years is a long time and Felix is a gorgeous omega. Hyunjin is sure lots of people tried their luck and who knows maybe one of them succeeded. 

“We’d better get going. Come on, Jeongin.” Seungmin says as he gets up but Jeongin doesn't move with a drunk Jisung snuggled in his side.

“You go, I'll take Jisung.” He says back. Seungmin narrows his eyes at Jeongin. 

“The betrayal. Okay, I'll go alone then.” Changbin clears his throat. 

“I can give you a ride if you want.” He offers, Hyunjin saw him trying to impress the omega with his muscles the whole night. He kept opening new bottles of champagne, pointing at random places or acting like he was thinking about something putting his hand on his head. The omega looked uninterested though. 

“Okay, let's go then.” Or maybe Hyunjin is wrong. Changbin raises his fist in the air with triumph when Seungmin turns his back to them. The boys wish him luck in silence. 

The others start to leave one by one too. Jeongin takes a very drunk Jisung on his back and goes. Chan and Minho offer to help him clean up but Hyunjin refuses. They wish him luck for his new mural project and leave the apartment. When the door closes Hyunjin knows only one person remains with him right now. The one he is scared of being alone with. He slowly turns back and sees Felix sitting on the couch while watching him. “Do you want another drink?” He asks nervously. 

“No, I'm good. Why don't you sit down?” Felix offers and Hyunjin sits on the other end of the couch. 

“Are you scared of me?” Hyunjin wipes his sweaty hands on his pants.

“No. Why would you think that?” He hears Felix scooting closer. 

“Look at me then.” He is next to Hyunjin now and the alpha takes a quick look at him before turning his face forward. “Why can't you look at me Hyunjin? I waited for you, you know. I went to Chan's flat every week so they could tell me what you were up to. I spent so many hours in that painting room. You left your stuff there, I held them close to feel something. My first heat was the worst. Suppressants don't work for sorrow. I felt like there was a hole in my chest. It hurt so much but I told myself you will come back to me. I moved out of Mr. Kim's house and changed the jobs because of nasty rumors Mr. Hwang started. I didn't care, I just wanted you to come back. And you came back. But you didn't even tell me. I wouldn't be here right now if Jisung hadn't told me. I'd probably be at my home, wearing one of your shirts that you forgot and wondering if you'll be back. So you should be scared of me, Hyunjin. Because I'm fuming right now.” Hyunjin gathers his courage to turn to Felix. The omega’s eyes are glistening with tears. 

“I’m sorry. I didn't want to hurt you. It was hard for me too. I spent lots of nights crying myself to sleep, wishing you were beside me. But that is the pain I had to endure so I can become the man you deserve.” Felix's eyes open with surprise. “I love you Felix. I have been in love with you since the moment I saw you.” 

“Why didn’t you tell me you came back?” Felix whispers as he inches closer. 

“I was afraid to see that you moved on.” Hyunjin whispers back. Felix grabs his collar and looks him in the eye. There is a fire burning behind those eyes. 

“You can be so dumb sometimes, Hyunjin.” He crashes their lips together. Hyunjin pulls the omega to his lap right away. His hands are itching to touch his skin. His lips are on fire and his whole body is burning with desire. Felix is no better. His small hands unbuttons Hyunjin’s golden shirt and starts roaming on his naked chest. They moan and whimper as they kiss desperately trying to make up for the lost time. Felix's tongue tastes as sweet as Hyunjin remembers. His hands find the omega's round ass and knead it. It draws a deep moan from Felix. The blond breaks the kiss for a moment. 

“Have you slept with anyone else?” Hyunjin shakes his head. “Kissed?” Hyunjin shakes his head again. “Did anyone catch your eye?” Hyunjin laughs at the question and Felix holds his chin firmly. “Answer me.” Hyunjin takes Felix's hand on his chin and kisses his palm. 

“Come with me.” Hyunjin gets up with Felix and drags him to his bedroom. He turns on the light and makes Felix stand at the foot of the bed. There is an art piece he made above the bed frame. It is a white canvas with brown dots on it. At first it looks like a different type of constellation but looking closely one can see those shapes don't look like stars at all. The biggest give away is the heart shaped one on the up left corner. “I painted this by memory.” He says when Felix turns to look at him. His hands find the omega's waist. “You bewitched me, Felix. And I'm crazy about you. There can be no one else.”

Felix makes Hyunjin sit on the bed and takes his own blazer and tank top off. Then settles on his lap again. “You think you can get away with a few pretty words, puppy? I'll torture you.” He goes back to kissing Hyunjin and starts grinding down on his groin. “You will beg me to forgive you.” He whispers in Hyunjin’s ear.

“I'm at your mercy.” Hyunjin says eyes filled with lust and love. Felix gets down on his knees in front of Hyunjin and takes his half hard member out. He gives it a few good pumps then spits on it and spreads it with his hand. Felix takes him in his mouth and starts bobbing his head. Hyunjin tries to hold his hair for him but the latter swats his hand away. The alpha throws his head back when Felix starts deep throating him. He is going so fast and at this rate Hyunjin is going to come in minutes. 

“I’m close.” He announces but Felix doesn't stop. On the contrary he starts going faster and makes Hyunjin moan loudly. Hyunjin is about to climax when Felix suddenly releases his dick with a pop and holds it, placing his thumb on top. 

“Not so fast.” He says and kisses Hyunjin while holding his dick firmly, making Hyunjin taste his own precum. After the kiss he takes off his and Hyunjin's clothes quickly. Hyunjin lies down on the bed as Felix commands and the omega sits on his abdomen not long after. He ties Hyunjin's hands together above his head with his panties. “If you behave I'll let you knot me.” 

Thus starts Hyunjin's torture. Felix kisses him, licks his neck and body, plays with his dick, makes him hard but never allows him to come. Not even when he sits on top of him. Fingers himself good and takes Hyunjin's dick in. Not even when he comes trembling with Hyunjin's hard dick still inside him. The alpha is having a hard time resisting. He is sure his dick turned purple by now. So when Felix bends down and whispers in his ear that he can knot him now he wastes no time. He rips the panties around his wrists and flips them over. The omega screams when Hyunjin folds him in half and slams his dick in and out of him with speed. Their moans and the creaking sound the bed makes are the only things that can be heard in the house. Hyunjin is so close to his release. His rhythm becomes erratic. He feels the familiar pull in his abdomen and reaches his climax with a loud moan. Felix follows him as his knot starts forming inside the omega. Hyunjin collapses on top of him and decorates his face with kisses. 

“Am I forgiven now?” Hyunjin asks cutely. Hoping it will work on Felix. 

“I'll think about it.” 

“I memorized every pokemon.” Felix can't help but laugh. 

“That'll help your case.” Hyunjin nuzzles Felix's neck and starts scenting him. He couldn't even eat strawberries for the past three years because it made him miss Felix so much. 

“I wanna bite you.” He licks the scent glant. The urge to mate Felix is stronger than ever. Felix gulps and looks Hyunjin in the eye. 

“Do you mean that?” He asks. It is hard to believe Hyunjin wants to mate him after everything. 

“I want to spend the rest of my life with you.” Hyunjin bumps their noses against each other. 

“Do it. Make me yours forever.” Hyunjin kisses Felix first then his mouth goes downward to his neck. He licks the space then bites it hard making Felix hiss. A heat surrounds both of their bodies as they whimper with the sensation. Hyunjin lifts his head and looks at the bite mark sitting prettily on the space between Felix's neck and shoulder. He licks it one last time. Then he exposes his own neck to Felix who bites down hard and unannounced. The pain makes his eyes water but the warmth coming after it eases it. He is sure Felix drew some blood there as he sucks the space then licks it. “Now you are mine forever too.” They kiss to seal their unbreakable bond. The marks on their necks symbolizes a future together. Hyunjin has learned his lesson. There is no other place in the world he wants to be more than Felix's arms. 

“I also got you a beyblade as a present.” Felix says while they are waiting for Hyunjin’s knot to go down. “I can't date someone who doesn't know how to play beyblade.” Hyunjin laughs and pecks Felix on the lips. 

“I love you.” Saying the words with ease makes Hyunjin feel good. 

“I love you too, my little Puppy.” Hyunjin buries his face in Felix's neck. Deep down he loves being Felix's little puppy, although he would argue there is nothing little about him.