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I feel, and i feel. I go around every day and feel everything from everyone and everything around me. I feel my own emotions so deeply, that i want to crawl under my skin, and stay there. I want to stay there. Where my own brain and thoughts can’t hurt me. Where i’m safe, even if it’s just for a moment. A moment of that is better than staying in my own brain and torturing myself with my own thoughts. I feel and i think. That’s just what it is. A pathetic little life, that i have to live every day. The moment where i finally crawl under my skin, is the moment i finally find peace. Until that moment, i just have to stand with this pathetic life.