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No One Asked You To Bleed Alone

Summary:

The wound in Kurama’s abdomen is healing.

The wound in his heart is not.

As memories of Kuronue continue to haunt him after the events of Poltergeist Report, Kurama finds refuge at Genkai’s temple, where Yukina and Genkai help mend his body.

Late one night, an unexpected visitor climbs through his window.

Hiei has never been good at comfort.

But some promises don’t need to be spoken aloud.

Notes:

This story takes place shortly after the events of Yu Yu Hakusho: Poltergeist Report.

After being forced to fight Kuronue—a friend he once cared for deeply—Kurama survives the battle but finds himself struggling with wounds that medicine cannot heal. While Genkai and Yukina tend to his physical injuries, the guilt and grief left behind prove far more difficult to overcome.

Fortunately, there are some people who never stray very far.

Even when they pretend otherwise.

As always, this is my interpretation of Hiei and Kurama’s relationship: complicated, stubborn, quietly devoted, and full of things neither of them would willingly admit.

I hope you enjoy. 😌

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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The night air was cool against the wooden walls of Genkai’s temple.

Everyone else had gone to sleep hours ago.

Kurama sat alone beneath the dim glow of a lantern, carefully unwrapping the bandages around his abdomen.

The wound had mostly closed.

Genkai’s medicine had done its work.

Yukina’s gentle healing powers had helped as well.

The flesh was mending.

The pain was not.

His fingers traced the scar.

For a moment, he saw not the wound itself but Kuronue’s face.

A laugh.

A grin.

A promise made long ago beneath a demon sky.

Then the memory shattered.

Kuronue’s eyes.

Empty.

Controlled.

Used.

Forced to become a weapon.

Kurama closed his eyes.

“If only I had been faster…”

The words escaped before he could stop them.

The room fell silent once more.

Yet another voice surfaced from memory.

A voice rough and impatient.

“There is no one who does not carry scars on his heart.”

Kurama smiled faintly.

“Hiei…”

“If there were someone in the world like that,” the remembered voice continued, “he would be a shallow soul.”

The smile faded.

Perhaps Hiei had been right.

Some wounds simply remained.

Outside the temple, hidden among the branches of an ancient tree, a pair of crimson eyes watched the lantern light flicker through the paper walls.

Hiei had been there for hours.

Watching.

Listening.

Making certain the fox survived another day.

He scowled.

Idiot.

The wound was healing.

Yet Kurama continued reopening scars that should have been left alone.

Eventually the lantern dimmed.

The temple grew quiet.

Only then did Hiei move.

A shadow slipped through the darkness.

A window opened without a sound.

Kurama looked up immediately.

“I wondered how long you would stand outside.”

Hiei landed lightly on the floor.

“Tch.”

“You knew.”

“I know you.”

The answer irritated him more than it should have.

Kurama returned his attention to the bandages.

Hiei’s gaze narrowed.

The fox’s hands were trembling.

Just slightly.

Enough.

“You are an idiot.”

Kurama paused.

“That’s not a very original greeting.”

“You keep torturing yourself.”

The words struck harder than any insult.

Neither spoke.

The silence stretched.

Finally Kurama lowered his eyes.

“It was Kuronue.”

“I know.”

“I couldn’t save him.”

“You couldn’t save someone who was already dead.”

Kurama flinched.

The truth was cruel.

Which was exactly why Hiei chose it.

“You blame yourself for everything.”

A bitter laugh escaped Kurama.

“Someone has to.”

“No.”

The single word cut through the room.

Hiei stepped closer.

His crimson eyes burned with certainty.

“No one asked you to carry every burden.”

Kurama looked away.

For once, he had no answer.

Hiei sighed.

A rare thing.

An exhausted thing.

“If you truly want to die over this stupidity, tell me now.”

Kurama blinked.

“Hiei—”

“I’ll do it myself.”

The words were cold.

Sharp.

Deadly.

Yet something in his voice betrayed him.

Something fragile.

Something afraid.

For the first time that night, Kurama truly looked at him.

And understood.

Hiei wasn’t angry.

He was worried.

The realization settled between them.

Neither knew what to do with it.

Hiei moved closer.

Close enough that Kurama could feel his presence.

Close enough that retreat was impossible.

His hand lifted.

Kurama expected a shove.

An insult.

Anything.

Instead, Hiei’s fingers brushed through his hair.

Gentle.

Almost reverent.

Kurama froze.

“Hiei…”

The fire demon touched his cheek.

As though confirming he was still there.

Still alive.

Still breathing.

“Tch.”

Hiei looked away.

“You really are hopeless.”

A soft laugh escaped Kurama.

The first genuine laugh in days.

Hiei’s gaze returned to him.

The distance between them disappeared.

The kiss was brief.

Quiet.

Without hesitation.

Without permission.

Without apology.

Yet neither of them moved away.

The temple seemed to disappear around them.

The wind beyond the window.

The whispering trees.

The distant sounds of the night.

All of it faded until only the two of them remained.

Kurama searched Hiei’s face.

For years he had known this demon.

Known his sharp tongue.

His impatience.

His violence.

His pride.

Yet somehow this moment felt more revealing than anything Hiei had ever said.

The fire demon looked almost irritated by his own presence.

As though standing here required more courage than facing an army.

“Hiei…”

The name escaped him softly.

Hiei’s eyes narrowed.

Not in warning.

Not in anger.

As if daring Kurama to misunderstand him.

As if daring himself to stay.

Kurama raised a hand and touched his wrist.

A simple gesture.

Yet it stopped the world.

For a long moment neither spoke.

Neither looked away.

The years between them seemed to collapse.

Every battle.

Every argument.

Every impossible rescue.

Every unspoken feeling.

Everything settled into the silence.

Hiei’s hand found the side of Kurama’s face once more.

Not because Kurama needed comfort.

Not because he was wounded.

Simply because Hiei wanted to.

That realization struck deeper than the kiss itself.

Kurama leaned into the touch.

A small movement.

An honest one.

And for once Hiei did not retreat.

The distance vanished.

Not in passion.

Not in urgency.

But in understanding.

The kind built over years.

The kind forged in blood and battle and loyalty.

The kind that existed long before either of them knew what to call it.

Moonlight spilled across the floor.

Pale silver against dark wood.

Their shadows merged there.

Neither seeming eager to separate.

Kurama felt something loosen inside his chest.

A knot he had carried since Kuronue.

Since loss.

Since regret.

Since all the countless things he could never change.

Hiei said nothing.

He did not offer comfort.

He never had.

Instead he remained.

And somehow that was enough.

More than enough.

The fox lowered his forehead against Hiei’s shoulder.

A gesture of trust so rare that no one else would have believed it possible.

Hiei went completely still.

Then, after a brief hesitation, one arm settled around him.

Awkward.

Protective.

Certain.

The world outside continued turning.

The night continued passing.

But neither paid it any attention.

For the first time in days, Kurama no longer felt alone with his grief.

The pain remained.

The memories remained.

Kuronue remained.

Yet the burden no longer belonged solely to him.

Somewhere during those quiet hours, words gave way to silence.

And silence gave way to something deeper.

Something neither fox nor fire demon would ever discuss aloud.

The room grew quieter still.

The lantern burned lower.

Moonlight became the only witness.

Hiei’s hand drifted toward the bandages wrapped around Kurama’s abdomen.

The wound that had brought him here.

The wound everyone believed was the problem.

Both of them knew better.

The injury beneath the bandages had never been the deepest one.

Carefully, Hiei rested his palm against the healing scar.

Kurama drew a slow breath.

Not from pain.

From understanding.

Warmth spread through him.

A familiar demonic energy.

Controlled with a precision few would ever believe Hiei possessed.

It moved through damaged flesh.

Through exhausted muscles.

Through wounds that had not yet fully closed.

Steady.

Patient.

Protective.

For a demon who rarely gave anything freely, the gesture felt almost impossible.

Kurama covered Hiei’s hand with his own.

Their eyes met.

No words passed between them.

None were necessary.

Outside, the night continued.

Inside, the distance that had existed between them for years quietly disappeared.

The hours slipped away unnoticed.

Wrapped in shared silence.

Shared warmth.

Shared understanding.

The kind of intimacy that had nothing to do with desire alone and everything to do with trust.

The kind built over countless battles fought side by side.

The kind earned.

For once neither had to pretend.

Not that they were merely allies.

Not that concern was irritation.

Not that loyalty was obligation.

Not that affection did not exist.

The moon crossed the sky.

The temple slept.

And somewhere in the darkness between midnight and dawn, two demons who had spent years protecting one another finally allowed themselves to be protected in return.

When exhaustion eventually claimed Kurama, it was not the restless sleep that had haunted him since Kuronue’s death.

It was peaceful.

Safe.

The kind of rest that came only when someone else stood guard over your heart.

Hours later, pale dawn began to gather beyond the mountains.

Kurama slept soundly.

For the first time since Kuronue’s death.

Hiei stood beside the bed.

Watching.

The scar on Kurama’s abdomen had faded considerably.

The transfer of demonic energy had completed its work.

Idiot fox.

Always making things difficult.

Hiei turned toward the window.

Before leaving, he glanced back one last time.

His expression softened.

Only slightly.

“Don’t hurt yourself anymore.”

The sleeping fox did not answer.

Hiei continued anyway.

“I won’t forgive anyone who hurts you.”

For a moment he stood there.

Watching.

Guarding.

Then the fire demon vanished into the darkness.

By morning, only the open window remained.

And a warmth lingering beside Kurama that had nothing to do with healing.

Notes:

Thank you for reading. 💛

This story was heavily inspired by an old Hiei/Kurama doujinshi titled “Silent Night.”

Many years ago—probably around fifteen years ago now—I came across a video uploaded by a YouTube user named Kanname1 that featured pages from that doujinshi. I still remember how beautiful the artwork was. The atmosphere, the quiet intimacy, the way Hiei and Kurama looked at one another—it stayed with me long after I closed the video.

And yes, I have to admit one very specific thing.

The artist drew Hiei taller.

Much taller.

And I absolutely loved it.

To this day, part of me still wants to believe that somewhere in Makai, twenty years after the end of Yu Yu Hakusho, Hiei finally had his growth spurt.

Maybe he’s taller now.

Maybe Kurama teases him about it.

Maybe he pretends not to care while secretly enjoying every second of proving everyone wrong.

Most of all, I like imagining them exploring Makai together after all these years.

No tournaments.

No world-ending threats.

No obligations.

Just two ancient demons wandering through a world that finally belongs to them.

Perhaps that’s why I wrote this.

Because while Poltergeist Report gave Kurama one more loss to carry, I wanted to imagine a future where he didn’t have to carry everything alone.

Thank you for joining me on this little journey.

Until next time.

 

Gi Suoh Ryu
~Ashes and Vines, Forever~ 🥀♥️🐉