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"Do you trust me?" Dean would honestly trust the devil over his partner right now. They were currently hiding out in a rundown motel. Seth wrapping up his bloody knuckles as he looked at Dean.
"Dean I asked you a question, do you trust me?"
Dean sighed, what were they doing here, why did he allow Seth back. Why did he even think Seth changed.
"DEAN"
Dean quickly nodded his thoughts chased away due to the tension now in Seth's voice. "Yeah man I trust you" Dean looked at Seth.
Seth smiled softly as he grabs his bag, the bag that stared this whole shit show. "Remember Dean, trust me, I'm doing this because I love you"
"that's a lie" Dean thought
Seth quickly checked his phone and then the bag. "I love you dean; we got this ok" Seth stood up fast.
"As long as you love me"
"Everything will work out"
With that Seth smirked and left the room, leaving Dean alone with his thoughts.
a day ago
dean sighed, the text Seth sent him being left on read, he knew responding to this could go two ways, either A, Seth actually wants to work on them and was a dumbass for leaving dean or B, Seth is just very fucking desperate. dean looked at his phone and re read the mesged in his head.
"Dean we need to talk please, meet me at the park please"
dean knew he should tell him we are over; he made his choice when he decided to join roman and get mixed up in the bloodline. dean didn't care Seth enjoy smoking weed and sold sum for extra cash, BUT he didn't trust the bloodline or roman and was heartbroken when Seth left him when the bloodline told him to. but now Seth is sorry? that's a first. dean texted back a sure whatever before placing his phone down, "I'm going to fucking hate this" he thought as he pulled on his hoodie and left.
as he walked to the park, he kept thinking to himself, this is a stupid idea, he just using you again, turn around go back home, maybe he's actually sorry, what no he's not. dean knew going back to Seth was a problem, but he always went back
He fucking hated it
Dean arrived at the park around 6, he saw people walking dogs, jogging, happy couples Taking those stupid sunset photos. He wished that him and seth could be normal couple. Taking those stupid pictures, being happy, not back and forth hating each other all cause of Seth love for his fix.
His fix
The one problem Seth had was his drug use. He wasn't a full-on meth head or doing crack, but his weed addiction was a problem. Dean didn't care if he wanted to light up to relax but doing it all the fucking time got to him. Date night? High as a kite, meeting his friends? So fucked up he couldn't think straight. Sex? passed out leaving Dean feeling like a cheap hookup instead of his lover. If it wasn't for the fucking bloodline pushing Seth to try new shit or double up his intake his lover would have been normal.
Dean slumped over to a random bench under a tree, away from all the happy couples and families, Incase Seth was too fucked up to have a normal conversation he wouldn't ruin anyone life. He waited for a couple of minutes slightly hoping Seth was to gone to remember he begged to meet him here till he heard his voice,
"Deanie?"
Dean tensed up at the nickname, damn it he made it for once yah him, I guess. dean looked up and saw Seth, his black/blonde hair tied back in a bun, he wore a grey hoodie that dean gave him for his birthday, blue jeans and a worried but relived face. "This can't be good dean thought". Seth smiled weakly as he pulled dean into a one-sided hug, "fuck i missed you Deanie" Seth whisper softly like he meant it, dean pushed him off, "what do you want Seth" dean asked coldly. Seth face looked slightly hurt as he looked dean up and down like it was the first time they saw each other. "What can a boyfriend not see his lover and miss him?" Seth asked with a hint of bitterness on his tongue, dean scoffed "you left me remember, what do you exactly miss?" dean jabbed a finger at Seth chest, he wanted nothing more than to punch him, slap him, break his fucking nose, do something to make up for the hurt he felt for Seth leaving without a reason.
but he couldn't bring himself to do it
Seth sat down on the bench looking down at the grass, "look I know I messed up by just leaving you, but I-" "but what Seth, your sorry for leaving? sorry for choosing drugs over your boyfriend?" dean shot back, his voice harsh and cold, "you left me Seth, and now you're trying to play the victim" Seth stared at the ground, his face unreadable, "please ill make it up to you I swear" Seth looked up at him with those puppy dog eyes he always gave when he was sorry or full of shit.
"How do you plan on making it up to me Seth?"
this is fucking crazy dean thought as he waited in Seth's car, he drove them to his dealer house and told him to wait while he ran in to "grab something" dean wasn't stupid he knew what Seth was grabbing and he didn't feel safe being alone in the car and in some parts he didn't like the idea of Seth in the bloodlines house. dean's leg bounced as he looked out the window, what was he doing? buying more shit, collecting his share? finally telling roman he was done with this shit and was leaving with his boyfriend to live a normal life? HA, yeah right dean knew Seth would never give up weed but it didn't hurt to think about.
dean was lost in thought when he heard yelling and what sounded like gun, "what the hell: dean looked out the window only to see Seth running as fast as he could to the car, he was limping sightly and he saw blood on his hand. dean's eyes widen as he saw the fear and panic on Seth face when he reached the car and by God nearly took the door off opening the car. "What the fuck!" dean cried out, Seth stared the car and drove fast, tries screeching as they raced out of the block, thru the review mirror dean saw the bloodline racing out to the street and aiming their guns at the car. dean ducked low in his seat. "Seth what the hell did you do!" Seth didn't answer, he was breathing heavy and had blood dripping down his knuckles. "We are fine, trust me" Seth eyes didn't leave the road as he reached his hand over and placed it on dean's thigh.
"We are going to be ok i promise just trust me"
*Rundown motel at the outskirts of town*
"Everything will work out"
dean knew that was a fucking lie, but he didn't want to say it out loud. once they made it to some shitty rundown motel and made it safe inside Seth finally spilled what happed in the house. Seth being Seth walked in and told roman he needed his cut from the drugs he was selling for roman, but roman found out Seth wasn't selling them just keeping the drugs for himself and still getting paid. "uce this man has been stealing from us right under our feet and you're not going to make him pay?" his cousin Jey who acted as his right-hand man didn't like nor trust Seth and figured out everything. roman seated at the head of the table looked down at Seth, " you think you can steal from us for months?, then crawl back to us wanting money?" roman chuckled darkly standing up, "you forget who we are and I think it's time to cut contact with your sorry ass" roman reached for his pocket and before he could do anything Seth lunged and tackled him, striking him hard twice before quickly running out. he heard the roar of romans voice as jimmy and Jey followed him. leading them to their predicament right now and of course is in the wrong place at the wrong time.
"They won't find us we are safe here" Seth stood up and looked out the widow" "how do you know that" dean looked up at him worried and fear filled his eyes. Seth paced back and forth as he checked the locked door, the gun on the table and then dean, "I just do" Seth said as he finally sat down on the bed. he sighed and placed his hand on dean's thigh, "look, I know you won't believe me but I'm sorry dean, I'm sorry for everything I have done to you, to us" his voice cracked slightly, "I should have tried harder I should have listen I should have-" dean took Seth hand and squeezed it, "its ok, I forgive you, just promise me your changed please, I can't lose you anymore I can't" dean voice sounded broken as he gripped Seth hand, "I love you so much I can't imagine what I would do without you" Seth kissed deans forehead as he choked back a cough, maybe they could fix it, maybe they could move on and start ne-
"ROLLINS"
roman voice boomed thru the locked door, Seth jumped up quickly grabbing the gun off the table, "Seth?" dean voice was barley a whisper as he looked at Seth with fear raging in his eyes. Seth quickly kissed his lips as he made his way to the door. "Just stay here I got this they don't know you're with me," Seth went to open the door" "Seth don't please" dean begged. "it's ok baby, I'll be right back" with that Seth opened the door and stepped out shutting the door tight behind him. dean quickly went to peak thru the blinds on the window, he could see roman, Jey and jimmy in the parking lot, standing near a black suv looking pissed. he couldn't hear anything, but he saw romans pissed off face, the twins pacing and nodding, and Seth moving around and talking. dean backed away from the window and sat on the bed. he tried think maybe Seth could talk to roman, pay off the debts and then he could leave them alone, maybe they could get out of here alive and safe.
before dean could think about anything else he heard Seth scream in pain, dean shot up and quickly thru open the door and rushed out. his blood ran cold, roman was standing over Seth body kicking and punching him, "STOP" dean cried out rushing to the aid of his boyfriend only to be grabbed by the twins. dean struggled and cried as he watches roman hurt and beat his boyfriend. the twins voice shouting and laughing and romans grunts and talk about its just business rang in dean's ears as he watched hopelessly. after what seemed like hours roman stopped dropping Seth like dead weight and nodding at the twins to let dean go, dean rushed to Seth seeing him bruised and bloody, dean cried as he held Seth in his lap. roman and the twins laughed as the got in their car and left.
dean sat in the parking lot holding his weak and bloody partner as he cried, Seth coughed as he felt blood drip from his mouth, "dean, dean baby I'm... I'm sorry, please forgive me" Seth panted as he looked up at his lover. dean clutched him tightly as he buried himself in his lover chest. and for the first time since their fright dean knew Seth was truly sorry for everything.
"As long as you love"