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“I don’t wanna play the violin anymore why don’t your get it mum”,your mum looks at you a flash of sadness which was quickly replaced with anger she lashes back” YOU UNGRATEFUL BRAT DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I SPEND FOR YOUR LESSON DO U THINK YOU COULD JUST LEAVE IT AFTER PLAYING THE VIOLIN FOR 9 YEARS?!?THINK ABOUT MY FEELINGS, DOES EVERYONE HATE ME IN THIS FAMILY THEY DON’T CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS”….you look down not daring to tell the tears spill out of my eyes, you mumbled a sorry and went to my room and locked the door and cried.2hours later your mother comes and knocks at the door and tells you she is sorry for yelling and makes herself the victim as usual, you quickly take the blame wanting to end this conversation quickly as possible and make a mental note to never open up.
The next morning you get ready for school you look at the mirror and look at your eyes which were red and a bit swollen because you cried yourself to sleep last night. you go down to eat breakfast your mother ignores my red, swollen eyes, you quickly eat up and go sit in the car. your mother blames u for the fight last night for the entire ride, u got used to her doing it so u just numbed my thoughts but u still heard some bits of words which made u feel a pang of guilt. She drops u off at school and gives u a kiss on my cheek and waves a bye to u like she just did spend the entire car ride to school scolding u. You wave her a cheerful smile and waved her bye cuz she would scold u if u just left without saying bye and she would start a fight by saying something like she was a terrible mother for not teaching her child basic manners.
As soon as u enter school, u rush to one of the washrooms and rub my eyes u didn’t want anyone to see me cry. You are the happy friend in my friend group no one should see u sad or feeling any other emotion other then happiness. you quickly rub my eyes and hope none of your friends notice that you cried but its not like anyone has noticed in the past... I look at the mirror and plan how u should smile, and left for class before the bell rang.
Finally after 7 hours of torture u could finally leave school. u say bye to my friends and start walking home, but u feel an uneasy feeling like someone is watching me.You brush it off but after a while u look at your peripheral view to notice a Black van following you, you speed up your walking, u was almost home. As soon as u reached home u locked the doors.
u look out the window to notice the black van is now gone, u go up to yout room and lay down on your bed and look at the ceiling and mumbled to yourself how nice you room would be if u hanged something up. u brush the thought away and sit up and go freshen up for your math tuition (Cuz reader is sucks at math).u attend 2hrs of math tuition and u completed my homework. My mum calls me for dinner, so u go downstairs eat. u deiced to tell her about the van which was following u, so u started the conversation ”hey um mum?", "what’s wrong sweetie?”she replied back. "well um uh today on my way back home a black van was following me-”your mum cut me off before u could finish” ugh can u stop seeking attention "u forgot to read her expression and didn’t realize she was in a bad mood u ate your dinner quietly and mentally scolded yourself for not reading her expression after dinner u went upstairs to your room to sleep. But before u slept u peeked through your curtains, only to find the black van wanting outside your house u thought to its fine I am just am just seeking attention right? So u ignored the black van outside and went to lie down. But u kept tossing and turning u just could not get rid of that uneasy feeling like something bad was going to happen.
The next day it was the same mindless routine u got ready for school and on my car ride to school my mum just scolded you. After school ended u trusted my gut feeling that something bad might happen and didn’t go home alone, u asked one of your friends to tag along they lived just 2 minutes from your house so they agreed. u drop them of at their house and go towards the way to my home u thought nothing bad would happen your house was just 2 minutes away...Just as I was about to reach my home.
u heard a kitten crying. u turn my head to the source to the sound, and u realized it was coming from a dark ally beside your house. u thought to yourself nothing would happen right? I am close to my home its fine...u go into the dark alley and u spot the small kitten curled up in a corner, u crouch down to pet it.uI didn’t know how long u were with the kitten but u enjoyed the quiet silence, that was until u heard the sound of foot steps behind u. Something felt wrong, just as u was about to turn around a cloth was roughly kept over your mouth. u could feel your eye lids drooping down about to lose consciences . Then it went all black...