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Alicent
She had prepared herself for the worst.
That was what one did, when dealing with anything connected to Daemon Targaryen. One prepared for the worst, and then one prepared for worse than that. Daemon was chaos given human form, a creature of impulse and violence and terrible, beautiful charm that left destruction in its wake. His daughter—his youngest, most precious daughter, the one he supposedly kept close and protected above all others—would surely be the same.
A smaller chaos, perhaps. A more refined destruction. But destruction nonetheless.
Alicent had spent the days before Rhaena's arrival fortifying herself. She had warned her children — be polite, keep your distance, do not engage — and braced for impact. A loud girl, she expected. Demanding. Spoiled. The kind of girl who would create havoc for the thrill of it and leave ruins in her wake when she finally returned to her father's side.
One of Daemon's daughters would do that, certainly.
But it wasn't Rhaena.
The first time Alicent saw her — stepping out of that black car in her lavender wool dress, so small, so still — something in her chest had gone very quiet.
This was not what she had expected.
This girl moved like someone who had been taught to take up as little space as possible. She walked with her hands folded, her shoulders slightly curved, her eyes downcast until absolutely necessary. When she curtsied—curtsied, in 1968, as if she'd stepped out of a century earlier—it was with the automatic precision of someone who had been drilled in politeness until it became instinct.
Fear, Alicent's mind supplied. That's what that is. She's terrified.
But terror of what? Of them? Of the situation? Of—
Of being away from him, she realized. Of being away from Daemon.
How strange. How very, very strange.
In the days that followed, Alicent watched.
She watched Rhaena with Daeron — patient with his chatter, gentle with his youth, genuinely interested in what he had to say. She watched Rhaena with Helaena — not flinching at the strange comments, not trying to correct or redirect, simply accepting her daughter as she was. She watched Rhaena at dinner, eating with careful precision, answering questions with perfect politeness, never once complaining about the cold or the grey or the overwhelming newness of everything.
She watched, and she waited for the mask to slip.
Because it had to be a mask, didn't it? No one was this good. No one was this gentle, this considerate, this genuine. Underneath, surely, there was something else. Something sharp. Something dangerous. Something Daemon.
She waited.
It didn't slip.
The call changed everything.
Alicent had not meant to listen. She had been passing the study—just passing, on her way to the kitchen to check on dinner—when she heard Viserys's voice, low and urgent, and then silence, and then—
Crying.
Not loud crying. Not dramatic crying. The kind of crying someone does when they're trying very, very hard not to be heard.
Alicent stopped. She should have kept walking. She should have given the girl privacy, should have respected the boundaries she had carefully erected between herself and this unwanted guest. Instead, she stood in the hallway, just out of sight, and listened.
She heard Rhaena apologize for crying.
Heard Daemon — Daemon — tell her to never apologize.
Heard the raw, aching love in the child's voice, even muffled through a door, even though it was being filtered through a telephone line miles and miles away.
And she thought: Oh.
Oh, I've been wrong.
That night, Viserys came to their room with red-rimmed eyes and a soft, wondering expression she hadn't seen on his face in years.
"She wants to call me Kepus," he said, sitting heavily on the edge of the bed. "In High Valyrian. Kepus. Uncle."
Alicent set down her brush. "That's—"
"I know." He rubbed his face with both hands. "I know. It's just—she's so small, Alicent. And she misses him so much. And he—" He stopped. Shook his head. "I heard them talking. Daemon. He's—he's not what I thought. Not entirely. Not with her."
Alicent said nothing. She had heard it too, through that door. She knew.
"Daemon told her he'd always come back to her." Viserys's voice was thick. "He said she was his pearl. His heart. He said—" He laughed, wet and surprised. "He said there's not a second of the day he's not thinking about her."
Alicent crossed to him, sat beside him, took his hand. It was instinct—comfort, connection, the habits of twenty years of marriage. But her mind was elsewhere, turning over what she had heard.
Daemon Targaryen, who had never loved anything in his life, loved that girl.
Loved her completely. Desperately. Fiercely.
And that girl—that small, gentle, impossibly polite girl—loved him back.
How? Alicent wanted to ask. How can someone like him inspire love like that?
But she knew the answer, even without asking.
Because Rhaena had never seen the monster. She had only ever seen her father.
She started noticing things after that.
Small things, at first. The way Rhaena always asked about her parents during meals — How is Muña today? Do you think Kepa is eating properly? — with genuine concern, not the performative kind. The way she gravitated toward warmth, toward kindness, and also towards those who needed those very things she craved herself. The way she bloomed under Viserys's attention, like a flower finally finding sun after too long in shadow.
The way she was, despite everything, exactly who she appeared to be.
No mask. No hidden dagger. Just a girl who had been loved so well, so completely, that she had grown into someone capable of loving others the same way.
It should have been impossible. Daemon Targaryen did not do love — not real love, not the kind that nurtured and protected and grew things. Daemon Targaryen took what he wanted and burned the rest.
And yet.
And yet.
Two weeks after Rhaena's arrival, Alicent found herself in the kitchen at an ungodly hour, unable to sleep, unable to stop turning things over in her mind.
She was not alone.
Rhaena sat at the small table by the window, a cup of tea before her, staring out at the dark garden. She turned when Alicent entered, and her face—that perfect, gentle face—lit with something like surprise.
"Aunt Alicent? Are you alright?"
"I couldn't sleep." Alicent moved to the stove, put the kettle on. "The same to you."
Rhaena hesitated. "I was thinking of home."
Of course she was. She was always thinking of home. Of her mother, her father, her sister. The life she'd left behind. Alicent made her tea slowly, giving herself time to think. Then she carried her cup to the table and sat across from Rhaena.
"Tell me about them," she said. "Your parents. Your sister. Tell me about your home."
Rhaena's eyes widened—surprise, maybe, or wariness. But after a moment, she began to talk.
She talked about her mother's gardens, the way Laena would sing while she worked, old Valyrian songs passed down through generations. She talked about her father's study, the way he would sometimes let her sit with him while he worked, not talking, just being together. She talked about Baela—fierce, impossible Baela—and the way they had once been so close, before they grew old enough to understand how different they were.
"My father," Rhaena said softly, "he's not—he's not what people think. I know what they say about him. I know he's done terrible things. But he's never been terrible to me. He's only ever been—" She stopped, searching for the word. "He's only ever been mine."
Alicent's throat tightened.
"He loves you," she heard herself say. "That's obvious."
Rhaena looked at her with those enormous lilac eyes. "Is it?"
"Yes." Alicent set down her cup. "It's obvious to anyone who's paying attention."
Rhaena was quiet for a long moment. Then, so softly Alicent almost missed it: "Do you think he's alright? Kepa? Do you think he's—"
"I think," Alicent said carefully, "that your father is doing whatever he needs to do to come back to you. And I think—" She paused, weighing the words. "I think that's a powerful motivation. Perhaps the most powerful there is."
Rhaena's eyes filled. She blinked rapidly, trying to hide it, but Alicent saw.
And for the first time since the girl had arrived, Alicent reached across the table and took her hand.
"You're safe here," she said. "Whatever happens out there—whatever your father is doing—you're safe. We won't let anything hurt you, you are with family."
Rhaena stared at their joined hands. Then, slowly, she turned her hand over and clasped Alicent's.
"Thank you, Aunt Alicent."
Alicent nodded. She couldn't speak.
After that night, something shifted.
It was subtle—so subtle Alicent almost didn't notice it at first. But Rhaena began to seek her out. Not constantly, not obviously, but in small ways. A question about the household. A comment about the weather. A hesitant request for advice on a book she was reading.
Small things. Tiny openings.
And Alicent, who had spent twenty years building walls around her heart, found herself stepping through them.
She started noticing other things too.
Viserys, for instance. The way he made time for Rhaena now—real time, not just the distracted attention he usually gave their own children. The way he asked about her day, her thoughts, her feelings. The way he listened, truly listened, in a way Alicent had almost forgotten he was capable of.
And then, slowly, the way he started doing the same with their children.
It began with Helaena.
She walked into the drawing room one afternoon and found Viserys sitting on the floor.
This was unusual enough on its own. But he was sitting on the floor with Helaena, surrounded by her collection of pressed flowers and insect specimens, listening with apparent fascination as she explained the difference between two nearly identical beetles.
"—and this one has spots, see? But this one has stripes, and that means they're different families entirely, even though everyone thinks they're the same because they're both small and brown, but they're not, they just look that way if you're not paying attention—"
"I see," Viserys said, and he sounded genuinely interested. "So the spots and stripes—they're like a language? A way of telling who's who?"
Helaena beamed. "Yes! Exactly! Oh, Papa, you understand."
Alicent stood in the doorway, frozen.
Viserys glanced up and caught her eye. Something passed between them—surprise, maybe, or hope—and then he smiled, small and uncertain, and turned back to Helaena.
Later, in their room, Alicent asked.
"She reminded me," Viserys said quietly. "Rhaena. She asked about Helaena—what she likes, what she's interested in, how to be a good cousin to her. And I realized I didn't—" He stopped. Swallowed. "I didn't know the answers. I didn't know my own daughter well enough to tell someone else how to love her."
Alicent said nothing. She couldn't.
"She looked at me," Viserys continued, his voice rough. "Rhaena. With those eyes. She didn't say anything—she would never—but I saw it. Disappointment. Just for a moment. And I thought—" He laughed, a broken sound. "I thought, how many years have you been disappointed in me, Alicent? How many times have our children looked at me like that and I just didn't see?"
Alicent crossed to him, took his face in her hands. "Viserys—"
"I want to be better." He caught her wrists, held on. "I want to try. For them. For you. For—" He shook his head. "I don't know if I can. I don't know if it's too late. But I want to try."
She kissed him then—soft, gentle, the way she hadn't kissed him in years. And when she pulled back, she was crying.
"It's not too late," she whispered. "It's never too late."
He tried.
God help him, he tried.
He started having breakfast with Daeron, just the two of them, learning about his studies and his friends and his endless, cheerful opinions on everything. He sat with Aegon in the evenings—Aegon, who usually avoided him like the plague—and asked about his day without judgment, without lectures, just listening. He sought out Aemond in the library, discussing books and history and the things that lived behind that one watchful eye.
And Helaena. Always Helaena. He made time for her every day, even if only for a few minutes, even if all they did was sit together in comfortable silence.
It was awkward. It was painfully awkward. Viserys had spent so many years being a distant, affectionate presence—warm but unavailable, loving but distracted—that he didn't know how to be anything else. He stumbled. He fumbled. He said the wrong things and had to backtrack.
But he kept trying.
And slowly, almost imperceptibly, their children began to respond.
Daeron started seeking him out instead of the other way around. Aegon's sneers softened into something almost like tolerance. Aemond's watchfulness became less cold, more curious. And Helaena—sweet, strange Helaena—started calling him papa again, the way she had when she was small.
Alicent watched it happen, and she thought: Rhaena.
All of this, because of Rhaena.
A girl who had walked into their house terrified and alone, who had asked simple questions about people she didn't know, who had looked at Viserys with disappointment she never voiced—
That girl had changed everything.
The second call came three weeks after the first.
Viserys took it in his study, as before. But this time, when Rhaena emerged, she was not crying. She was pale—paler than usual—and her hands trembled slightly, but her eyes were dry.
Alicent found her in the hallway, standing very still, staring at nothing.
"Rhaena?" She approached carefully. "Are you alright? What did your father say?"
Rhaena blinked, focused on her. "He's hurt."
Alicent's heart stopped.
"He said it's not bad," Rhaena continued, her voice too calm, too controlled. "He said it's just a scratch. He said—" She stopped. Swallowed. "He said not to worry. But I could hear it in his voice. He's tired, Aunt Alicent. He's so tired. And he's hurt, and I'm here, and I can't—I can't do anything—"
Her voice cracked. Just once.
Alicent reached for her, pulled her close, held her the way she held her own children when they were small and scared and needed someone to make the world feel safe.
"Tell me," she said quietly. "Tell me what happened."
And Rhaena, trembling in her arms, told her.
Viserys told her the rest that night, after Rhaena had finally fallen asleep.
"Daemon's been hunting them," he said quietly. "The family who threatened her. He's been burning through their operations one by one—ships, warehouses, contacts. Corlys is helping, using the Velaryon network to cut off their supply lines. They're winning. Slowly. But it's costing him."
"The scar," Alicent said. "Rhaena mentioned a scar."
Viserys nodded. "A knife. Across his chest. The man who gave it to him—" He paused. "He mentioned Rhaena. Said something about what he'd do to her when he got his hands on her. Daemon—" Another pause. "Daemon killed him. Slowly. And then he burned the building he was in. With everyone else inside."
Alicent was quiet.
"He's not done," Viserys continued. "He won't be done until every single one of them is dead. He's not being careful anymore, Alicent. He's just—" He spread his hands. "He's just destroying. And I don't know how to tell her that. I don't know how to explain to that sweet, gentle girl what her father is doing in her name."
Alicent thought about it. Thought about the man she had always considered a monster, a disgrace, a stain on their family's name. Thought about the way he had sounded on that phone, raw and aching and terrified of losing his little girl.
"He's still a monster," she said slowly. "What he's doing—it's monstrous. There's no other word for it."
Viserys nodded, waiting.
"But." She paused. "He's a monster for her. That's the difference. That's what I didn't understand before."
"Is there a difference?"
"I don't know." Alicent met his eyes. "But she loves him. Despite everything—despite what he is, what he's done—she loves him. And he loves her. That's real. That's not a mask."
Viserys was quiet for a long moment. Then: "She reminds me of someone."
Alicent waited.
"Aemma." He said the name softly, carefully, like it might shatter. "She reminds me of Aemma."
Alicent's breath caught. In twenty years of marriage, Viserys had spoken of his first wife perhaps a handful of times. Never casually. Never without pain.
"She doesn't look like her," he continued, almost to himself. "That's all Laena. But the way she is — the way she makes people want to be better, want to try — that's Aemma. Aemma didn't burn like the rest of us. She burned like the sun—fierce and dangerous when she needed to be, but mostly just... warm. She was the person who led others through darkness. Losing her was like—" He stopped. Swallowed. "Like letting a torch drop in a river."
Alicent took his hand.
"I didn't realize," she said quietly. "I didn't realize how much he needed that light. Daemon."
Viserys nodded. "He's been in the dark his whole life, Daemon, he loved Aemma but didn't have enough time with her to properly know he, not like I did. I thought he would never know the feeling of that specific warmth, but he found his own sun, in spite of mine. In Rhaena." He looked at her, and his eyes were wet. "She's his torch. His sun. And he sent her here because keeping her safe was more important than keeping her close. Do you understand what that cost him?"
Alicent understood.
She understood that Daemon Targaryen, the monster, the disgrace, the chaos incarnate—had done the hardest thing a father could do. He had let his daughter go.
For her safety. For her life.
And now he was out there, burning the world down, getting himself carved open with knives, because some men had threatened to take her from him.
If Rhaena were hers—
If Rhaena were hers, she would do the same. She would burn cities. She would kill without mercy. She would become a monster herself, gladly, if it meant keeping that girl safe, it it meant keeping any of her children safe, any of them, but the girls, Helaena and Rhaena, if they were the ones being hunted...
The thought should have horrified her.
It didn't.
The next morning, Rhaena came down to breakfast looking sick but composed. She ate her toast in small, precise bites, answered Daeron's chatter with gentle patience, and smiled at Helaena when she announced that the spiders in the garden had woven a message just for her.
After breakfast, Alicent found her in the library, staring at a book she wasn't reading.
"Rhaena."
She looked up. Those eyes. Those enormous, heartbreaking eyes.
"Your father," Alicent said carefully, "is going to be fine. He's survived worse than this. He'll survive this too."
Rhaena nodded slowly. "I know. I just—" She stopped. Looked down at her hands. "I hate that he's out there alone. I hate that I can't—that there's nothing I can do to help him."
"You are helping him." Alicent sat beside her. "Do you understand that? You are the reason he's fighting. You are what he's fighting for. Every time he's tired, every time he's scared, every time he wants to give up—he thinks of you. And he keeps going."
Rhaena's eyes filled. "How do you know that?"
"Because I heard him." Alicent met her gaze steadily. "On the phone. I didn't mean to, but I heard. And I know — I know — that you are the most important thing in his life. You always have been."
A tear slipped down Rhaena's cheek. Then another. Then she was crying, quietly, helplessly, and Alicent was pulling her close, holding her, murmuring words she hadn't said to anyone in years.
"You're safe. You're good, Rhaena. Whatever your father is, whatever he's done—you're good. And that matters. That matters more than you know."
Rhaena cried against her shoulder, small and shaking, and Alicent held on.
That night, alone in her room, Alicent thought about Aemma.
She had never met her — Viserys's first wife had died years before Alicent entered the picture. But she had heard stories. Heard about the warmth, the light, the way she had held their fractured family together with nothing but kindness and strength. Heard about the way Daemon had loved her like a sister, however flawed and wrong his love had been.
And now, looking at Rhaena—at this girl who had inherited none of Aemma's blood but all of her light—Alicent understood.
Some people burned like torches. They led others through darkness, not by fighting, but by shining. By being so undeniably good that everyone around them wanted to be better.
Rhaena was like that.
And Daemon, who had spent his whole life in the dark, had found his first and only true light in his own daughter.
No wonder he was so desperate. No wonder he was so fierce. No wonder he had sent her away, even though it was killing him.
If Rhaena were hers, as Helaena had always been—
If Rhaena were hers, she would never let her go.
But she wasn't hers. She was Daemon's. She was Laena's. She belonged to a family Alicent had spent two decades resenting, fearing, keeping at arm's length.
And yet.
And yet, here she was, in Alicent's library, in Alicent's arms, calling Viserys kepus and Helaena cousin and slowly, quietly, becoming part of their lives in a way no one had expected.
Alicent closed her eyes and let herself feel it.
The warmth. The fear. The desperate, terrifying love she had never wanted to feel for this girl.
If Rhaena were hers—
But she wasn't.
She was just theirs. For now. For as long as she needed to be.
And that, Alicent realized, had to be enough.