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Start Over

Summary:

“Wooyoung, I’m - ”

“If you try to tell me you’re sorry, I’ll jump into traffic right now,” Wooyoung interrupts. “We haven’t spoken in five years, I don’t think there’s a point in apologizing for history.”

San bites the inside of his cheek. History. Is that what they are? Something you’d read about in a book and say, “wow, that was so long ago, what a crazy time,” before closing the pages and shoving it back on a shelf to be forgotten and left to collect dust?

Maybe. Maybe they were just history to Wooyoung, or maybe he hated San now and would rather have never seen him again. But San is back - for his brother, for himself, for the boy he left behind when he moved home to take care of his family - and he wants to make them something more than just a story lost on a shelf.

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Choi San and Jung Wooyoung were completely, unforgettably in love...until they weren't. When tragedy strikes San's family, they break up so San can move home to take care of his mother. Five years later, they meet again by accident when San returns to Seoul. Is this their chance to fall in love again, or are the wounds too deep to move on from?

Notes:

Hello darlings! It's been a while (or at least it feels that way to me). I hope everyone is doing well! ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡

I've been trying to work on a few WIPs that have been on the back burner for a while, and this one specifically called out to me recently after I finished reading "The Pairing" by Casey McQuiston. I don't do a lot of second-chance romances, but there is a heartbreaking beauty that comes with the idea of the "right person, wrong time" trope. This story is a little more angsty than my norm, but I tried to still give it that same light hopefulness that I want to have in all of my fics! ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა

The title of the story comes from 5SOS's track "Start Over," which I listened to on repeat while writing this. I recommend giving it a quick listen if you can to get the full picture.

Let me know what you think! Kudos and comments are always appreciated (even if I am terrible about replying to anything, the notifications always make me super happy!) ૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა

Chapter 1: The Beginning - Wooyoung

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Have enough courage to trust love one more time and always one more time. - Maya Angelou

 

Wooyoung met Choi San on the first day of his first class during his first year at university. He walked into the too-big room, full of too many students with too big dreams, and locked eyes with a sweet-faced, thin boy sitting alone at a table in the back of the room. His black sweatshirt hung off his small frame, and a curtain of dark bangs brushed across his eyelashes, and when he saw Wooyoung across the room, he smiled like he’d been waiting for him. 

Wooyoung knew then that one day, he would love that boy. 

He was right, of course. 

It took four months of friendship, countless stolen glances when they thought the other wouldn’t see, and so many not-quite-platonic touches that Wooyoung started to forget where friendship ended and Choi San began. 

Then one night near the end of the first semester, when they were too tired from studying to actually sleep, San said in a voice that could almost have passed as the wind rustling the branches outside, “Youngie, I think I’m falling in love with you.”

And Wooyoung – confident, assured Wooyoung – replied, “I know I’m in love with you.”

And that was the start and end of everything.