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A Dimming Kaleidoscope

Summary:

Apollo eyes changed over the century. This has nothing to do with you.

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A breakdown over Apollo's eye colour through the centuries, and why Zeus had e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ nothing to do with that.

Notes:

My secret santa was See_252327 who gave me three prompts.
- The light gone from your eyes
- Apollo and Chiron talk
- Mortality and immortality
I chose the first one, but slightly more literal ♡

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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Apollo’s eyes were always a marvel. Originally gold, they always unsettled you, the way they seemed to radiate sunlight onto his face. You tried to ignore how much they reminded you of your father. Leto would not be happy if you hit him with your lightning bolt, and you hoped to have her around for a while yet.

 

It was surprising how quickly Apollo had managed to vanquish Python. Of course, you expected him to take revenge for his mother, but he was four days old. Even if it wasn’t as easy as Apollo made it sound, he hadn’t finished developing his powers yet. Python was a strong opponent. It was unnerving, how much power Apollo had displayed. The feeling was compounded by the green sheen that had appeared in his eyes.

 

It wasn’t truly your fault that he got accidentally hit by your lightning bolt. He had surprised you, and his gold eyes reminded you of your father. It’s why your eyes are sky blue now, after all. He got the hint after a few surprises.

 

His eyes were blue now, though a darker blue than yours. They kept the green sheen from Python though, and had a gold highlight now, no matter how bright the surrounding light was. Apollo had painted a sun around one of his eyes, a way to keep him connected to his domain. He heard that he was still appearing with gold eyes around the mortals, but that was okay. Mostly.

 

You thought he would have retired his gold eyes by now. The gods weren’t well known here, gold eyes would immediately draw attention. Yet he still was finding a way to utilise them, from identifying himself to halfbloods to wooing his latest prospect. You considered smiting him again, but you felt that would only cause distrust. It was fine, there was no need to worry yourself about it.

 

It wasn’t your fault that he got hit. With your father reawakening, it was no surprise you were distrustful of anyone who had gold eyes. There was no need to have gold eyes anyways, especially since his have a golden highlight anyways.

 

He stopped using them completely. Even the highlight had dimmed a bit. Kronos must have spooked him enough, seeing him through a mortal’s body. It was unnatural, to say the least, seeing such power in a fragile body. Demigods should not be able to threaten gods, they should bow down to you, grateful that they get to see you at all.

 

At some point during the Greek-Roman schism, Apollo had lost his green sheen in his eyes. You knew it was important, but you were busy. You had to stay strong during the Roman-Greek schism, to keep everything from falling into chaos. The twins, for example, must stay on Delos.

 

You remembered now why the lack of green sheen in his eyes was bad. While unsettling, it proved that he had taken control of Delphi from Python. Without the sheen, it meant that Python had reclaimed the Oracle of Delphi. Apollo must have known, gods can always sense the loss of a domain and power, but he failed to inform you. He should have. 

 

You hated to take these measures, especially in this age, but you had to. Apollo had disobeyed you three times over. Once, by appointing Rachel as the new Pythia and accelerating Gaea’s awakening. Twice, by emboldening the augur that caused the Greek and Roman camps to have a war, incapacitating the gods. And thirdly, he had failed to inform you about Python retaking Delphi.

 

You had to consider which form Apollo would most despise. He was vain, and took great pride in his clear skin and obvious muscle. You added flab and acne. Where his golden curls once were, they were now a much darker brown or black. Apollo enjoyed being just taller than the demigods, so he would be average if not slightly shorter. You gave him much paler skin, so that he would burn if he stayed in his domain for too long without protection.

 

The mortal body needed some identification, as mortals always seemed to demand it. His name was easy enough. Lester didn’t have any obvious connection to the beauty that seemed to fuel him, and Papadopoulos was a ridiculous last name that you could claim was noble. You paused, searching for the right age. Sixteen years old, to remind him of the prophecy that he had accelerated. Birthday, April 8th? To remove any sevens, of course.

 

Eye colour was the last thing you needed to do. You considered giving a very boring brown, something that was surely too common for Apollo. A green colour might give him an idea to deal with Python, but it might make it harder for you to deny his divinity if he was still being disobedient. In the end, you decided on a sky blue for his eyes, similar to yours. You didn’t bother with a golden highlight. It would look too unnatural, obviously.

Notes:

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Hehe I'm SO proud of this!! This was my first time writing for this fandom and I was nervous about working with a deadline but I did well! I got a fic AND art! It was also my first time working in second person, but I found it worked well with this fic
I read all of your comments on tumblr and they make me very happy! Feel free to put more in the comments here I quite enjoy reading them and I try to reply to most of them (give me the motivation pls)

Details and Ramblings

-Zeus NEVER acknowledges his abuse as his choice. It's always Apollo's fault, Apollo made him do it! (No babe, you're paranoid and traumatised and using that as an excuse to physically and psychologically abuse your child)
-The first two time Zeus refers to Kronos, he uses "[his] father". This is because Apollo strongly reminds him about his *relationship* with him (his gold eyes), and is lashing out at any reminder of him. The next and last time, he uses "Kronos". This is because he has successfully convinced himself he's just an enemy, and not someone he is related to
-Zeus used to have gold eyes but got rid of them (to sky blue eyes) because he doesn't like being reminded of his father
-This means if he is quite upset his eyes flash gold! Unintentionally this works in Zeus' favour because guess who has anger issues and takes it out on his children! Guess who sees that and makes the connection that gold = pain bringer!!
-Apollo indeed stopped using his gold eyes completely after the event of TLO, but before that, if it was just him and Artemis (which wasn't too often) he would go back to gold. This is because Sun and Moon symbolism was ingrained in his very being, whereas gold and pain was forced into his brain! Not a good way to explain it but y'get the point
-Apollo chose a deep sapphire blue instead of sky blue because he knows what his father wants and how to get away with defiance! Yes Zeus wants blue but who says it has to be the same shade!
-This means when Zeus chooses sky blue he is actively removing his defiance! It is is not stated but that's what makes his decision! The removal of his defiance is more important than choosing a "bland" eye colour
-Apollo considered going for green but was worried that he would be punished even more for that
-Artemis saw him change from gold to blue and somewhere inside her something pinged but she ignored it because he was just being a diva (he said he wanted to try gold makeup but didn't want it to "clash" with his eyes)
-The eye headcanons for Apollo were stolen and adapted from FireAlder2005 and I think she got them from someone else
-The Zeus eye headcanons were me choosing between the Epic the Musical depictions of him and canon PJO Zeus where I went "Why not both?"
-The line where Zeus chooses Lester's bday is a reference to a gods very vague prophetic notions, an idea I took from Keyseeker's God's Eye View series (which you should check out! It's completed!)
-I am also VERY pleased with how I came up with the justification for Apollo describing himself as "caucasian" (white). I was thinking between my sun-tanned/bronzed Apollo headcanons and him describing himself as white and I was like !!! Zeus did that so he couldn't stay in his domain for too long!!! The casual cruelty of that man knows no bounds
-If you look VERY closely at the 3rd and 4th panels of my art you can see tiny lichtenburg scars
-The very first Apollo has the most layers of golden lighting (3 layers), while the 4th Apollo only has the least (1 layer). The 2nd and 3rd both have 2 layers of lighting
-Lester only has the has no lighting on his face, only the shadow
-The shadow is Zeus but I felt drawing a human-ish shadow would detract from everything else + I *really* wanted to put Apollo's eyes in shadow. Something something about the sun god losing all his light or something idk :3
-There are burns on Lester, to reperesent sunburns without being overwhelming
-I was originally only going to do an art piece for this prompt with 2 panels (Apollo 3 and Lester) but then I was like, hmmm this doesn't hit as hard without writing. So I wrote this. Then I added the other panels to match the eye colour changes in the fic

If anyone read all that thank you so much. Please comment about it so I can ramble more to you