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Another failed misson, another attempt to put plans in motion complitely ruined by the U.A. brats. I don't understand, we follwed Sensei's plan, we acted the steps perfectly, but they somehow still stopped us. What went wrong? Oh right, I didn't manage to decay that load-bearing column before that Deku kid got to me and everything went to shit. I should have done it sooner, it was your fault, you failed.
You are a failure after all.
No! They where meant to hold him off it wasn't!
It was. They all did their jobs, except you. Little broken boy. Worthless little broken boy, useless hopeless broken mess. The pain was grounding, no blood on my nails, my neck didn't start bleeding yet. You wanted it to bleed? To leave a mark others can see like a drama queen? Fucking attention whore. You think they would care? The only one that ever cared about you in your life was Sensei. And you deserved all that happened to you. Your father? You deserved every beating, you deserved worse, you should've thanked him for only doing what he did, after all, the only way you could've been luckier was if your mother had a miscarriage. Sparing the world from having you in it. And yet Sensei, calm, smart, powerful, and wise Sensei took you in, tried to put you back together like a broken vase and make you a leader, a symbol of his power and of the rot of this world. And what did he get instead? A pissy, useless little kid in the body of a man that is no such thing as a leader to his followers, just a generic asshole with nothing under his belt besides failures and disapointments you piece of shit.
It's hard to see from the tears
What? Just from one eye, did the other shatter beyond repair? Looks like not even Sensei could fix you properly, just shows how fucking broken you are doesn't it~? Do not like my words? You don't like them because you know they are true! Feeling sorry for yourself?! Don't like to be insulted? It's a lot easier to blame a voice in your head than admit the problem is me isn't it?! It is all my fault! Sensei was so kind. So generous. Every Yen from his pocket. Every second of his time. All wasted on you, they would be better spent buying water and dumping it on the ocean. You do nothing but sit around and take like a leech. Like the damn parasite you are! At this point you are a failed investiment, nothing more. And yet you keep taking and taking without ever being capable offering anything back. You know what yoI had to do, you should have done it years ago but you just kept going and going making your debt bigger and bigger wasting more and more of his time and resources, on you.
Just put my fingers around my neck. Should be quick at least.
NONONO!!! It shouldn't be quick! You should have started on your feet and felt it all they way up! And even that is too quick. You should have cut yourself and wasted on a poll of your own disgusting blood! But that is too little pain before you pass out! You should've set yourself on fire! With mouth and eyes open till you see what you deserve!! Nothing. Singeing your lungs and burning your vocal chords until you can't scream anymore!! That! That is what you fucking deserve you worthless―! piece o