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Aizawa Shota felt himself thrown onto the shore, gasping for breath.
Once he had regained control of his senses though, he realized that this didn’t make sense. He didn’t remember going into any water. For that matter, he didn’t even feel wet. So what had just happened to him? He looked behind himself, and saw the pool that he had come out of. However, it was unlike any water he had seen before, reflecting a black, starry sky. His attention immediately snapped to what was next to him.
Standing on the shore next to Shota was a dragon, with a long, serpentine body. Its scales were colored black and white like an orca, though it also had prominent white antlers on its head, as well as deep green eyes, a green horse-like mane than extended from its head down to its tail, and a goatee. The dragon did not seem surprised to see Shota, simply observing him.
“My condolences.” The dragon said in a male voice.
“What? What do you mean…” Shota spoke, and remembered what happened; his front door getting kicked open, his cats hissing at intruders, his attempts to fight back only to be overwhelmed by his attacker’s numbers and weapons…
Shota froze, the reality of his situation hitting him.
“Is this…”
“No, it’s not heaven or hell, and I’m not an angel or demon. I just wanted to borrow you for a moment before you move on.” The dragon responded.
Shota blinked, glaring at the dragon suspiciously.
“Who are you and why am I here?”
The dragon started to hover in the air, coiling into a more comfortable position.
“My name is Isle. And you are here, Aizawa Shota, because I don’t get you.”
Shota blinked, but glared at Isle again. The dragon seemed unbothered.
“Excuse me?”
Isle leaned towards Shota.
“You’ve done a lot of good Aizawa, and have helped a lot of people. But you have also hurt a lot of people.”
Shota scoffed. Really? Some kind of celestial being pulled his soul from the afterlife so he could harp on him for what happened with his former students? Isle seemed unbothered by Shota’s behavior.
“Here’s the problem though;”
Isle pointed towards the pool. It rippled, an image rising from the water. With a grimace, Shota saw Bakugou’s vigilante spree, culminating in his act of mass murder.
“Normally, when I wanted to get a measure of a man, I would just follow his perspective in whatever world I’m observing.” Isle cocked his head towards Shota. “Your perspective however is rather…limited. I don’t think that we could really understand just what kind of an impact you’ve had just by following your life alone.”
Shota frowned, recognizing the barb Isle made at him for what he probably saw as stubbornness. It almost made him ignore the revelation that Isle could apparently view “his world” from this pool; did that mean that there were other worlds? A multiverse? Isle though lifted a finger, not letting Shota dwell on this thought.
“There is however, one time that I’ve found where you can truly grasp the effect a man has had on the world around him.”
Isle waved his hand, and the image above the pool changed to a cemetery, where a crowd of mourners had gathered. Suddenly, the image expanded, enveloping Shota and Isle. Shota looked around, and saw the coffin and tombstone that the mourners had stood in front of.
HERE LIES AIZAWA SHOTA
R.I.P.
Looking around, none of the mourners gathered had reacted to his presence or that of the dragon with him. Either this was all just a projected image, or Shota and Isle existed as no more than wraiths here.
“You brought me to my own funeral?” Shota asked Isle as the dragon landed back on the ground, offended that he was treating a part of his life as something to spectate on.
“Uncomfortable though this may be, it’s worth pointing out that this is the last chance you’ll get to see your family and friends, and the last time that anyone will have a chance to say anything to you.” Isle pointed out.
Shota considered Isle’s words for a moment, and sighed. He was not looking forward to seeing people cry over his body, though a part of him was curious as to what the people he had known would have to say to him. He sighed and simply stood next to Isle, watching as mourners came up to pay their respects.
Surprisingly, the first to come up was Eri, guided by Midoriya Izuku. Shota closed his eyes and frowned. He didn’t want to see the little girl he had been taking care of cry. In a way though, he felt that he owed this to her, to hear what she had to say, no matter what it was.
“M…Mr. Aizawa?” Eri’s whimpered, making Shota’s heart break a bit. “I…I just wanted to thank you for helping to save me…and for taking care of me when I first came to UA and I couldn’t control my Quirk yet…”
Tears were flowing from Eri’s eyes in earnest, and Shota wished so much that he could put a hand on her shoulder to know that it was okay.
“And…I want you to know that all of your cats are okay too…Mr. Yamada is letting me take care of Milo…and I promise that I’ll take good care of him…”
Even as Shota’s heart ached, it was warmed by this small consideration for something that was important to him. When Eri had visited his apartment, Milo, his youngest cat, had sought out Eri and had immediately cozied up to the little girl. He seemed to be good at noticing when people needed help. The thought that Eri would be taking care of Milo was a great comfort to Shota.
“I…I’m so sorry…I’m so sorry that this all happened to you…you were so nice to me…” Eri sobbed, putting her head in her hands.
“None of this is your fault, Eri.” Shota said, wishing that Eri would hear. Thankfully, Midoriya stood behind Eri and gave her a small hug, which she returned, letting him lead her away.
“We’re going to take care of her, Mr. Aizawa.” Midoriya whispered, though Shota could hear the young Gen Ed student just fine. “You don’t need to worry about her.”
Shota gave a small smile at this.
“Thanks, kid.”
Shota watched as Midoriya led Eri towards his mother.
“He’s a good kid. It’s probably better that he and his mother are taking care of her than me.”
“Hm.” Isle nodded. “Would you mind if I asked you something?”
Shota felt a little mollified towards Isle, grateful that he got to see Eri one last time.
“What is it?”
“If Midoriya got into the Hero Course, would you have accepted him?”
Shota looked at Isle quizzically.
“Look, like I said, he’s a good kid, but a Quirkless hero would have been a liability on the field. Besides,” he pointed towards Midoriya, giving Yamada a supportive smile from his seat, “he’s happy where he is. Why would you ask that?”
Isle shrugged.
“That question’s a bit of a coin toss when it comes to the different versions of you throughout the multiverse. I was just curious.”
Shota cocked an eyebrow. There were versions of him that accepted a Quirkless student in the hero course? He was about to ask about that when Shinso Hitoshi came up.
“…Hey, sensei.”
Shinso didn’t look good. Normally it was obvious that he had a bad case of insomnia (fueling a bit of a joke amongst UA’s staff that he was Shota’s secret lovechild), but now his eyes looked red, either from lack of sleep or simply irritation. Over the past year, he had managed to pack on a decent amount of lean muscle, but now he was stooped over, staring at his teacher’s coffin.
“Shinso…” Shota groaned at the state one of his favorite students was in.
“…You gave me a chance, sensei. You told me I could be a hero when everyone else joked that I’d be better suited as a villain. And you also got me to take my dream seriously when I hadn’t put any actual work into it.” Shinso admitted.
Shota remembered when Shinso first became a part of 1-A. He had managed an impressive showing, defeating Kendo of class B in the first round of the Tournament in the Sports Festival, but it had been obvious to Shota that Shinso was relying too much on his Quirk and hadn’t put in any actual effort into his physical training. As such, Shota knew that Shinso was going to need personal training to be brought up to the appropriate level for the hero course. He had run Shinso hard, making him push himself, as well as having him learn the finicky techniques of how to use his own capture weapon. It had been a tough fight for him, even tougher than Uraraka, who had transferred in from the same class, but Shinso had stuck it out and had made Shota proud to be his teacher. He just wished he had let Shinso know that.
“I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you…” Shinso grumbled, his hands balled into fists and digging his nails into his palms. “You were the best teacher I ever had…but everyone keeps on talking about how the students you expelled killed themselves, or became villains, or did something stupid like that!”
Shota wished he could put a hand on Shinso’s shoulder.
“Now you see why I hate the press, kid. They’re just vultures, they don’t know what they’re talking about. I told you, didn’t I? The world is unfair. It’s just something we have to deal with as heroes.” He huffed in frustration. “I’d like to think that won’t be a problem for you anymore, but it wouldn’t be rational to expect the media not to jump on you.”
“But they’re wrong…you were a great teacher…even though I hadn’t trained or done anything before I came to UA, you made me who I am. I promise, I’m going to show everyone that they’re wrong…”
Shota closed his eyes, sad to see his student so upset, but touched that he thought so highly of him.
“You did a good job with him.” Isle commented, getting Shota’s attention. “Even with all of his problems, he’s become a quite skilled and competent young man.”
“Hm. I suppose he has.” Shota said, nodding.
Isle curled his head towards Shinso as he walked away, following Shota’s gaze before looking back at the former hero.
“Tell me, what was Shinso like when you first met him?”
Shota inclined an eyebrow towards Isle.
“Wouldn’t you know already? Haven’t you been watching this world?”
“I’m not omniscient, Aizawa.” Isle explained as he shook his head. “Usually, I can only focus on one person’s perspective whenever I look at a world.”
Shota rolled his eyes at the absurdity of his current situation.
“He was a scrawny kid with a chip on his shoulder. Despite being so cynical about how people saw heroes, he had naïve expectations about how the course was going to go, and didn’t realize that there was a standard of character and effort that he had to put in. It was clear that despite wanting to get into the hero course at the start of his first year that he hadn’t properly trained or even exercised. His Brainwashing was a powerful Quirk certainly, but even with that he had a problem with lacking creativity in how he’d apply it and relied on it too much. He'd always approach problems with the same tactics; insult his opponents to get a reaction. Once his opponents realized how his Quirk worked, he floundered. I think he must have internalized things that people said to him when he was younger that discouraged him from really working at his goals.”
Despite voicing the frustrations he had with Shinso from last year, Shota smiled.
“Once Shinso had someone willing to put the work in for him though, he was able to put the work in for himself. He just needed someone to be in his corner. After he had actually gotten into the hero program, he began to understand how serious this job was. It’s not as if anyone could expect him to understand immediately after all, even after the USJ; he hadn’t been there, he hadn’t experienced that kind of danger. It just took some time for the responsibility to sink in. He was cowed at first by what was expected of him, but all he needed to get himself to put in the effort was a little encouragement. Shinso applied himself, he pushed his limits and got stronger, he learned to get more creative with his Quirk, and when the techniques he knew weren’t enough, he found Support Gear that let him compensate, or he found some other way to adapt. It took some time, but I think he turned out well.”
Shota turned away from Shinso, ready to see who would come next, only for his attention to be caught by a particularly bizarre image. Isle was standing there, but next to him, it seemed as if an invisible window had opened up in space, showing another Isle, both copies of the dragon giving Shota a flat look. Standing next to the second Isle though was another Shota, albeit one that looked embarrassed and angry. Shota looked at his doppelganger in bewilderment. The other Shota looked as if he was going to shout something, only for the Isle in the window to speak to the version standing next to Shota.
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.” Isle responded to his copy, and the other Isle closed whatever window he had opened in space. Shota blinked, confused.
“What was that?”
“Don’t worry about it.” Isle answered dismissively. Shota wanted to get a real answer out of the dragon, but sighed when the next mourner came up to his grave, Fukukado Emi.
In all the years Shota had known Emi, he had never seen her like this. Even outside of her hero costume, she’d wear bright, loud colors. Here though, like everyone else, she was wearing black. It didn’t look right on her.
“…Hey, Sho. I’d ask how you’re doing but…that would be in bad taste, I guess.”
Emi attempted a weak chuckle, but it came out more as a sob before she could get herself under control again.
“…I had fun with you Sho. You were a grump, but you were my kind of grump. And you were a good man. When we went out on patrols at the same time, I always knew you had my back. What was it…ten times you saved me and ten times I saved you?” Emi asked with a weak smile, which wobbled as she went on. “…I wish that I had been there for the tiebreaker. I’m so sorry Sho…you didn’t deserve this.”
Emi sighed, looking up at the sky with a pained expression before looking back at Shota’s grave.
“I know that you were never really interested in getting married, that was kind of the joke for me, but I can’t help but wonder if maybe I had actually taken it more seriously, I could have helped you to lighten up a bit. Maybe things wouldn’t have turned out the way they did.”
Emi wiped some tears from her eyes.
“I’m…I’m sorry Sho…I just…this…this isn’t funny…”
She became too choked up to say any more and walked away. Shota stared after her, a sick feeling in his stomach. For the first time in his life, he wished that Emi had told him a joke.
Several of Shota’s old hero or teacher colleagues came to pay their respects; the staff of UA, Sir Nighteye and the heroes from the Eight Precepts raid, Detective Tsukauchi, even Sky Crawler came over from the U.S. Eventually, his students from the previous year came to pay their respects. Most were pretty short, simply thanking him for protecting them at the USJ. It was a shame; he had hoped that he had made more of an impression as a teacher on them, but it was nice that they had come at all. The last of his students to speak was Yaoyorozu, who had waited to give a chance to her classmates first.
Shota had to admit it, he was proud of Yaoyorozu’s progress. He had noticed her lack of confidence after the first Sports Festival and her internship, and had specifically chosen her to go against him in her Final Exam to test her meddle, even going as far as to have her take the Final on her own. To his pleasure, she had persevered as he had intended, and since then, had grown by leaps and bounds as one of the most talented of his students. She had pestered him with petty concerns as the Representative of the class, but she would learn to streamline things with time.
“…Hello, sensei.” Yaoyorozu said. “There are…quite a few things I want to say here…some of which I’m not certain would be deemed appropriate at a funeral.”
Yaoyorozu chewed on her lip for a moment.
“I suppose I should start with thanking you for all of the times you fought to protect us. I don’t like to think of how many more of us would have died at the USJ or the Summer Camp were it not for you…”
“It’s what heroes are supposed to do, Yaoyorozu.” Shota answered as Yaoyorozu paused for another moment to collect her thoughts. She looked over at where Shinso was sitting, exhausted, before looking back at Shota’s grave, frowning.
“Again…I don’t know how much I should say of what I am thinking about…”
Shota simply stood and waited. It was like Isle pointed out, this was the last chance for anyone to really say anything to him. Eventually, Yaoyorozu sighed.
“Going into UA, I think I was naïve about how the world worked. I saw a lot of terrible things happen, and some of the people that I’ve known have gone to do terrible things. It’s made me think about our time with you as our teacher, and seeing how Tsuragamae-sensei does things differently. With everything that I’ve seen, I just have to say…”
Yaoyorozu hesitated, and Shota unconsciously leaned closer.
“You were a terrible teacher.” Yaoyorozu said, frowning. Shota's eyes widened at her sudden change of tone.
“At the beginning of our first year, you got upset at Mina for saying that the Quirk Assessment test was going to be fun, and threatened to expel whoever finished last, only to tell us that it was a ‘logical ruse’ at the end. I thought that it would be obvious that you weren’t serious. No teacher in their right mind would expel a student on the first day, without getting any chance to train or improve themselves, no one could be that cruel or senseless. Since then though, I’ve learned about your previous classes, and apparently you are.”
Shota frowned in response.
“You admitted you were naïve. I told you that life isn’t fair. I was simply giving you a taste of what it’s really like. If you couldn’t handle that, you had no place in my class.” He said.
Yaoyorozu went on, deaf to Shota’s words.
“I have learned about all of the students you have expelled, the black marks you put on their permanent records, and the damage that this did to them after they graduated.” Yaoyorozu frowned at Shota’s grave, a hurt and confused look on her face. “How…how could you do something like that? How could you be so callous?”
Yaoyorozu sighed.
“I was content living in ignorance for a while, trusting that as long as we worked hard and put in the effort to improve, you would teach as what we needed. Looking back though, I sadly can’t remember a single thing you ever taught us. You put us through training to improve the strength of our Quirks at the Summer Camp, but it was always up to us to learn how to actually apply our Quirks in a practical manner. You didn’t give us advice on how to improve our work-out regimes, you didn’t teach us hand-to-hand combat, anything. You didn’t explain any of our exercises, you just threw us into them and expected us to figure them out on our own, some of which could have been potentially lethal; recall the Survival Training?”
Yaoyorozu titled her head towards Shinso, who was with the rest of her class. Shota scowled, not believing that she of all people would have the gall to speak to him this way at his own funeral.
“What’s made worse is the fact that I know you could have taught us these things, because you taught them to Shinso. Don’t get me wrong, I’m quite happy for him, but you had nineteen other students who could have benefitted from this care, and I just don’t understand why you didn’t help the rest of us. Any time that we wanted to learn a new skill, we either had to learn it on our own, wait for an internship, or hope that Midoriya could help us.” Yaoyorozu shook her head in frustration. “Midoriya was a great resource certainly, but I can’t help but feel that it is shameful that we were taught more, and could talk about our problems more to a General Education student than our own homeroom teacher.”
Shota scowled at his former student.
“Three of your former students from my year are in prison now. Bakugou, Kirishima, and Mineta. Barring Kirishima, if there’s one criticism that I’ve heard towards the school that’s fair, it’s that we should have seen it coming. First, there was the cheerleader outfit trick they pulled on me, in an internationally televised event, no less.” Yaoyorozu scowled before shaking her head in frustration. “At least Kaminari apologized later on, but that was just one of the many disgusting things Mineta did towards myself and the other girls in our year. He stared at us, made inappropriate comments towards us, attempted to grope us, and even tried to peep on us while we were dressing! And you did nothing. It should have been obvious that as soon as he got out from your protection, he got arrested for sexual assault.” Yaoyorozu frowned at the grave in disgust, an expression that Shota returned. He couldn’t believe that she was still bothered by something so petty.
“And then there’s Bakugou. The fact of the matter is, UA failed in how it handled him. You failed in particular as his teacher. Bakugou was constantly aggressive with us, using force far in excess for what a situation warranted, both in and out of exercises. His behavior just got worse throughout the year; I caught him outright trying to assault Mina and Kaminari several times after the Summer Camp attack. I can only be thankful that Midoriya helped me to get stronger, if only for the fact that it helped me stand up to him. But Bakugou has shamed us; our school, and our class. He had been shaming us throughout the year. He’d insult everyone around him, refusing to give anyone the respect of their own name, he belittled his classmates and especially those in the other courses. I can hardly blame any of the other courses for thinking so poorly of us with the vitriol Bakugou was spewing. And yet the most I ever heard from you reprimanding Bakugou was telling him to ‘grow up’ after he had nearly sent three of our classmates to the hospital. You went as far as to saddle our class and our school’s reputation to one of the most abhorrent people that I have ever met. I’m still struggling to make everyone realize that we aren’t like Bakugou because of the way you represented him.” Yaoyorozu spoke morosely.
“There are more important things than your comfort, Yaoyorozu.” Shota spat. “We rely on our reputation; getting rid of Bakugou would have simply made those trying to tear down our school feel justified.”
“Are you saying that they weren’t justified, though?” Isle pointed out, though Shota tried to ignore him.
Exhausted, Yaoyorozu put her hand on her face.
“Why? Why didn’t you do anything? You’re our teacher and a hero, so why didn’t you stop either of them?”
Eventually, the girl sighed.
“Perhaps this isn’t what you wanted to hear, sensei, but I have felt a need to say this for some time now. I told you about what Bakugou and Mineta did, I brought up the struggles that the other students were having, and yet you dismissed me. I know I’m young and inexperienced, but I would have thought these to be serious issues.”
Yaoyorozu shook her head dejectedly.
“Tsuragamae might not be a hero, but he has been teaching us, he has been working with us, and I feel as if I can trust him. I wish I could say that I felt the same with you by the time you left UA.”
Shota glowered at the retreating figure of his former student, angry that someone he had thought so highly of would treat him with such scorn.
“I have another question.” Isle said. Shota didn’t look at him and tried not to acknowledge him, but Isle apparently wasn’t asking permission. “With your reputation of expelling so many students, why didn’t you expel Bakugou and Mineta?”
Shota tried not to look at Isle, clenching his fists. However, enough reporters and angry protesters had tracked him down to ask these questions enough times that he had enough.
“I admit, had I known what was going to happen, I would have been harder on them both. However, I’ve dealt students like them before. Students who had powerful Quirks and thought that gave them a license to act however they wanted. However, it was always something that they would grow out of. I had assumed that Bakugou and Mineta would have been the same. Had I been allowed to teach unmolested, I’m certain that they would have become good heroes.”
“How though do you think that this affected your other students though?” Isle asked, pointing at Yaoyorozu.
Shota rolled his eyes.
“Heroes need to be able to handle difficult circumstances, whether that be combating dangerous villains, or working with belligerent coworkers. This was just something that the students had to learn to deal with. They would have grown stronger from the experience.” Shota gestured towards Yaoyorozu himself. “Yaoyorozu even admitted that Bakugou’s presence motivated her to become stronger. It’s all part of how we drive our students to push themselves.”
Isle just stared blankly at him. Shota didn’t care to defend himself any further, instead watching as the next mourner approached, this one the light pink-haired Fuwa Mawata from the year prior to Yaoyorozu’s.
“Hey…sensei…” Fuwa said.
Shota sighed. Fuwa was amongst the students in his previous class that he had expelled two years ago, but once she had gotten “a taste of death” as he would say, she had applied herself, and had worked to earn her spot back in the hero course.
Fuwa hesitated, seeming unsure of what to say.
“You know…when I started my second year, I appreciated the reality check you gave me. I wasn’t taking heroics as seriously as I should have, and needed to make myself get stronger. Or…at least that’s what I used to think.”
Fuwa’s hands trembled, while Shota watched in confusion at her change in tone.
“At the beginning of this year, when the Ministry of Education talked to us, I found out what a black mark would have done to me and my classmates if it hadn’t been removed.” Fuwa stared at Shota’s grave, though somehow, it felt to him as if she was staring directly at him. “You gave black marks to so many of your other students…and it was a death sentence for them.”
Shota glowered. Could he not escape this even in death?
“I…I told my classmates that we should have been thankful to you…thankful!” Fuwa yelled, regardless of whatever scene she might be making before she lowered her voice again. “I wanted them to be thankful for an action that would have left us without a future, to go through years of back-breaking effort only to be rejected wherever we went to try to apply to an agency, to be made homeless, to become so desperate that our best options would have been to either commit suicide or join a group of terrorists trying to tear this whole rotten system down!”
Fuwa started breathe harder, crying in a panic.
“Hell, forget about waiting until we graduated, I found out that two of my classmates were kicked out of their homes when they got expelled! One of them had to live with relatives from across the precinct, and the other’s been living in a homeless shelter!”
Fuwa clenched her fists and shook her head.
“We got ‘a taste of death,’ sensei. And I don’t care what you think, There were other ways you could have made us take the class seriously. But you just dumped us without giving us a chance, even though we had earned our spot. I don’t care what you think, we did earn our spots, we were ready to take the class seriously, and even if we weren’t, nothing we did was worth putting our futures at risk so you could prove a point. The fact that I stood up for you is something that I am going to be ashamed of for the rest of my life. I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I can be grateful that our society collapsed, because if it hadn’t we would have been doomed, and it would have been your fault.”
Fuwa panted from her rant, fighting to regain control of herself. Once she had calmed down, she deflated, giving Shota’s grave a blank look.
“Goodbye, sensei.”
Shota frowned at the departing figure of Fuwa. If he was honest, he could understand her frustration towards him. Admittedly, he had never anticipated that a black mark could be so damaging to one’s career, though he had always seen it as simply one other obstacle that his students would need to work to overcome. It was upsetting of course that so many had failed to do so.
“Another question;” Isle spoke, making Shota groan. “If you didn’t expel Bakugou and Mineta, what exactly did Fuwa’s class do that made you expel them?”
Shota turned around, getting in Isle’s face, though the dragon didn’t flinch or change his impassive expression.
“When I had Fuwa’s class take the Quirk Assessment Test, they showed no potential. None of them were taking their work seriously; they weren’t putting in real effort, they expected to coast by on their Quirks alone. Bakugou and Mineta at least demonstrated a firm handle on their Quirks. But there wasn’t anyone in that class that was really pushing themselves, none of them were showing any kind of creativity with their Quirks. If I had sent them out into the field, they would have gotten themselves, and everyone else around them killed.”
“Probably.” Isle agreed. “If you had sent them out then. But isn’t that why they were in a school in the first place? They had three years to train to become heroes. Despite the talent and resilience that Yaoyorozu’s class demonstrated, it’s hardly reasonable to expect students to have the kind of mentality or the talent required of a hero.”
“That’s where you’re wrong.” Aizawa asserted. “I’m not a babysitter. If those students weren’t going to make themselves stronger off of their own initiative, me holding their hand wasn’t going to change anything. They were scrawny, untrained, unmotivated, uncreative, or relied on brute-forcing problems with their Quirks, or expected that they could rely on Support Gear that could fail in the field. They couldn’t adapt to problems. If they didn’t understand how serious hero work was, I knew that they never would, not unless I gave them a taste of death, and apparently for some of them even that wasn’t enough.”
Shota glared at Isle, convinced he had made his point. Isle though stared back before reaching out to the side of Shota. He grabbed at the air, and it seemed to bend around his grasp, before he pulled it towards him. In the space where the air had been, Shota could see himself speaking to another Isle, albeit with a happier tone. The other Isle glanced once at Shota and the Isle with him before standing next to the window that had been opened, watching the other Shota speak, staring in the direction that the mourners had walked off to.
“Once Shinso had someone willing to put the work in for him though, he was able to put the work in for himself. He just needed someone to be in his corner. After he had actually gotten into the hero program, he began to understand how serious this job was. It’s not as if anyone could expect him to understand immediately after all, even after the USJ; he hadn’t been there, he hadn’t experienced that kind of danger. It just took some time for the responsibility to sink in. He was cowed at first by what was expected of him, but all he needed to get himself to put in the effort was a little encouragement. Shinso applied himself, he pushed his limits and got stronger, he learned to get more creative with his Quirk, and when the techniques he knew weren’t enough, he found Support Gear that let him compensate. And when his Quirk couldn’t work in a situation, he learned to adapt without it. It took some time, but I think he turned out well.”
The other Shota turned to his Isle with a smile on his face, only to frown with a confused expression as he saw Shota and his Isle. Shota felt his eye twitch in anger as he realized what his Isle had just done. Before he could shout though, Isle looked to his past self.
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.” The Isle of the past said before Isle closed the window, turning back to Shota.
Isle looked at Shota, waiting for a response.
“Shinso had potential.”
“What makes you so certain that your other students didn’t, when they started off just as Shinso did? Your other students had actually demonstrated talent and skill from managing to get in through the Entrance Exam.” Shota was about to snap at Isle, but the dragon gave a sharp growl to cut off Shota’s rant before it started. “Yes, the Entrance Exam is biased towards powerful, destructive Quirks. That does not mean that it is incapable of being used as a metric for potential of at least some form. It shows the ability to remain calm in frenetic combat, to demonstrate power for practical purposes, to be able to move quickly through difficult terrain, to adapt when one’s Quirk isn’t exactly suited for a situation, and also has a hidden test for measuring an applicant’s willingness to put themselves in harm’s way to protect others.”
Shota tried to think of a counter to Isle, but could think of nothing that he hadn’t repeated before already. After giving him a moment to think of an argument, Isle continued.
“I would appreciate it if you could correct me, but if you can’t, this is what I am going to believe: You didn’t expel Shinso because he reminded you of yourself, having a Quirk that people didn’t like, that wasn’t ‘flashy,’ and so you gave him a chance. That is commendable. However, these other students managed to get into the Hero course through the Entrance Exam, having Quirks that were able to more easily handle physical threats, a test which you have often derided as biased. They got in, but were not at the level of proficiency or power as Bakugou or Mineta, and you realized that they needed more work to get to the point that they could be heroes.” Isle glared at Shota. “Shinso had the exact same problem, and yet you put the work in to train him.”
Shota couldn’t speak at first, but he was not going to back down so easily.
“Perhaps I did show some favor to Shinso, to someone who hadn’t gotten a chance before. That was my choice, though. I still maintain that it isn’t my responsibility to hold anyone’s hand, especially when they don’t show initiative.”
Isle’s gaze honed in to Shota that he had still ended up repeating an argument. However, Shota wasn’t going to surrender his pride as a teacher.
“What’s in your pocket?” Isle suddenly asked.
Shota blinked, caught off-guard by the question.
“What? Why do you want to know what’s in my pocket?”
“Humor me.”
Shota scowled, but reached into his pocket, pulling out two scraps of paper. He was surprised to see them, as they weren’t there when he died, though they did at one point belong to him. Isle plucked one of the papers and held it out to him.
“What is this?”
Shota frowned. It was just one of his paychecks.
“It’s one of my checks from UA. I already cashed it.”
Isle nodded in response.
“And why were you given this?”
“As payment for my job at UA.”
“That job, being?”
“…To teach students how to be heroes.” Shota grumbled.
Isle nodded again, and took the other scrap of paper from Shota, holding it in front of him, allowing him to recognize it as his heroics teaching license.
“What is this?”
Shota glared at Isle, unconsciously using his Quirk on the dragon, but Isle was unaffected and unbothered.
“…My teaching license.” He growled.
“What does your teaching license do?”
“It grants me legal permission to train students in the use of their Quirks.”
“Hm.” Isle looked at the license. “Why didn’t any of your students have one of these?”
“They weren’t legally qualified.” Shota answered, despite growing irritated at this exchange.
“Would any of their parents, teachers, coaches, or other friends have one of these?”
“…Not unless they were themselves, a hero.”
“So, to reiterate;” Isle held up the paycheck and the license, “Not only were you paid to teach these students, but you were one of the few people who legally could teach those students. Prior to meeting you, unless they were related somehow to another hero, or were using their Quirks illegally, they would not have the capability to train their Quirks, or really practice heroics in any context.”
Suddenly, the license and the paycheck caught fire, burning away to ash in Isle’s grasp, the dragon seemingly unbothered by the flames.
“You did a good job teaching Shinso, and possibly a few other select students, but as for all the others, who, by the way, all passed your school’s test to be part of the hero course, it seems that your quality as a teacher was rather poor, if not outright toxic.” The dragon said, looking down on Shota.
Shota had enough of this. Somehow even being dead, he could feel his eyes burning and his head throbbing as he stood his ground against Isle.
“I had the right to teach as I saw fit. You might have some tricks, but you are in no place to judge my capabilities.”
Isle maintained his glare.
“Perhaps I’m not,”
Before looking to the side.
“But he is.”
Shota looked, and saw the next mourner.
“Hello, Aizawa.” Nezu said, staring at Shota’s grave, his usual smile absent. Shota’s former boss had certainly seen better days. Despite keeping the black suit he wore for Shota’s funeral as pristine and crisp as anything else he wore, Nezu was showing fatigue for the first time Shota had remembered; wrinkles were showing up in the creases around his eyes, and some of his furs were turning grey.
“I wish I was here to recount the good times that we had; watching the students grow under your care until they were released into a dog-eat-dog world of heroics, working with you on missions, watching you and all of the other teachers run around like chickens with their heads cut off while I dropped some new element of chaos on all of you to push your capabilities as teachers.”
Nezu chuckled, but looked at the ground.
“The past year though has made me realize the folly of how I handled you and my school. Many former students washed up, dead, or driven to villainy, one of whom will forever be seen as the embodiment of why our system of heroics failed. It has been all I could do to prevent UA from getting shut down.”
Shota clenched his fists and felt his stomach roll at the reminder of his perceived failures and how they reflected on UA.
“Truly though, I am to blame for this. I hired you, I gave you permission to act as you saw fit without oversight, I allowed you to expel students based off of your own discernment despite the sheer quantity, and I trusted you to handle students like Bakugou. I was your supervisor, I should have not granted you so many freedoms when it was apparent that you were abusing them. You were not the only staff member who performed ignominious actions, but you were the one that I feel the most guilt about.”
Shota wanted to shout, to defend himself, but even if he could think of anything to say, no one but Isle would have heard him.
“This was an obvious failing on my part. I deemed the long term benefit of having access to your Quirk as worth what I saw as the short term issues of your expulsions.”
Nezu bowed and shook his head.
“I am intelligent, but perhaps not so wise. I trusted you to discipline Bakugou, rather than simply expel him myself when I noticed his abhorrent actions. I knew your expulsions were cruel, I even reveled in them. I simply told myself that as long as the students were able to graduate as heroes in the end, whatever mental scarring you inflicted would be irrelevant.”
Nezu pinched his brow.
“I admit it, I was caught up in my sadism. I found the struggles of the students amusing, and deemed their frustrations as insignificant hiccups as long as they could grow from them. I should have realized that the damage of your teaching style and your expulsions was far more caustic and left much more long-lasting harm than I had considered. Truly, by allowing you to act as you did, I not only failed as a principal, but doomed countless potential heroes to ignobility.”
Nezu sighed, giving a sad smile.
“Most of the public seems to think so as well. It’s actually a wonder that I have held out for as long as I have, but I wanted to try to keep the school afloat during these tumultuous times. I decided to resign while I still have some dignity left. It is apparent with my failings that I am not fit to lead UA.” Nezu lowered his head, a frown visible on his face. “…It’s quite depressing, I had been feeling quite invested lately in my sessions with young Midoriya.” Nezu lifted his head and sighed. “I shouldn’t feel too sorry for myself though. It’s not as tragic as if I will never see him again; we still stay in touch over video call and the school board still allows me to visit him when he’s available. Perhaps I can at least be a good teacher to him. Thankfully also, the police still wish to make use of me. Hopefully, I can atone for my sins.”
Nezu stared one last time at Shota’s grave, while Shota stared at his boss. This was how he was seen now? This was how Nezu would perceive his work as a teacher from now on?
“I have much to answer for. I wish that I had something better to say Aizawa, but for what I allowed you to do, what I did not incite you to do, and for what I highly suspect has led to your death, I regret hiring you as a teacher, and I am deeply sorry both for the people you hurt, and for yourself. I hope that you will at least finally get some rest.”
Nezu walked away, leaving Shota dumbfounded and humiliated. Isle made no comment on this, but Shota could feel the dragon’s judgement. It was almost a relief when the next two mourners came up, or it would have been, had Shota not recognized who they were.
“You can’t be serious…” he growled, glaring at the man and the woman. “These two…they were two of the people who killed me!”
Shota whipped around, about to shout out, only to remember that no one could hear him. He turned to Isle.
“Is this some kind of sick joke to you? Watching as my murderers come to spit on my grave?”
Isle glanced at Shota.
“As I said, this is everyone’s last chance to speak to you. I never said that it was just your friends.”
Shota groaned, glaring at the two, daring them to speak. The man came forward first. He was slightly on the chubby side, having hair that looked like the dappled coat of a corgi, of all things. The man glared down at Aizawa’s grave.
“I noticed that little girl paying her respects to you. She was someone you saved, right?”
Shota scowled back, vowing that he would find a way to come back from the dead if this man threatened Eri in any way. That was not the man’s intent, however.
“Let me tell you about another kid. His name was Imai Kouki. Do you remember him?”
Shota frowned, realizing that he could vaguely recognize the name. Imai…he was one of his old students; he had a dog Quirk similar to Inui’s. He was also one of the students that he had expelled and reenrolled in previous years. Shota had a sick feeling in his stomach as this, and the realization of why this man was here, hit.
“He was my little brother. He loved playing heroes, like everyone else. I loved playing heroes with him, even after I lost interest in becoming one myself. I was a little disappointed, to be honest; my Quirk just gives me an enhanced sense of smell, but Kouki could do a lot more. But he was always encouraging to me. Sometimes I felt jealous of him, but he was such a little ball of sunshine it was impossible to get upset with him, he was just that positive and friendly. He could tell when I was upset, and always did whatever he could to fix that. Eventually, I got into UA, in the General Education course. Became a cook. The year after I graduated, Kouki applied to the UA Hero Course. Got a great score on the Entrance Exam. And then he had you.” The man growled. “Orientation, you expelled him, saying he wasn’t taking things seriously.”
Shota remembered. That year, Imai was the only student he had expelled. None of the students were perfect, but Imai particularly grated him; he was like an even more hyper version of Ashido, getting excited about the friends he thought he was going to make there, clearly having no idea what he was getting into. Shota knew that he needed to put a stop to that kind of naivety quickly.
“See…that’s a thing about Kouki. He was a bit like a cartoon character sometimes. He was so cheerful and positive that sometimes he could come off as annoying, but the moment you felt like that, it would make you feel guilty because he was such a good kid. But that never meant he wasn’t taking things seriously. He worked hard preparing for UA, spent all of his time at the gym or studying. I could get you thinking that he wasn’t taking things seriously, but how the hell could you justify expelling a kid for something like that? Just because he acted positive and wanted to make friends? Do you know how devastating it was for him at home? It was the first time he ever really looked sad, acting like he let me down or something. The next day though, he talked to Yamada, who told him that he’d probably get reenrolled the next year. He was still down on himself for a bit after that, but he kept at it anyway. He did pretty well at the Sports Festival, but he couldn’t exactly make up for even the few weeks of training the students still in the hero course got with actual instructors, and couldn’t get to the Third Round. That was hard for him to deal with, even though it wasn’t his fault. You let him back in the next year, though everyone else judged him for getting expelled in the first place, for being a year behind everyone else. Still, he worked hard, busting his ass to get on the same level as everyone else.”
Shota maintained his belief that he had done the right thing. It was worth upsetting someone in order to get them to face a harsh reality, and regardless of what opportunities Imai lost out on because of his foolishness, Shota had seen it as another necessary challenge for him to overcome. However, his blood froze at the sheer venom in the elder Imai’s voice as he scowled at Shota’s grave.
“But you know, hero students really rely on those internships they get from the Sports Festival. The fact that he missed out on one alone made it hard for heroes to take him seriously, and that was without the black mark. Even though he ended his time at UA with good grades, he just couldn’t make up for how that missing year made him look. I saw how hard Kouki worked. You saw how hard Kouki worked. You must have, by the time he had graduated from UA, he was at the top of his class. He worked himself to the bone, to the point that he was a hard and cold shell of his former self, just to prove that he was worth it. I had thought that once he had a license though, he’d be alright, that he’d go back to the cheerful little brother I had. But that black mark…Kouki spent years applying to different hero agencies, trying to make a break, to find someone who’d give him a chance to be the hero I knew he could be. But it didn’t matter how good his grades were or how hard he had worked; that black mark was the only thing they saw, and everywhere he applied, they laughed him out. He even tried to go solo, but it didn’t matter, because no one would call on him, not the police, and not the HPSC. To them, he was some washed-up nobody who hadn’t managed to get a decent internship to his name. Eventually, it got to be too much for him. He couldn’t support himself, couldn’t make rent, couldn’t feed himself, and no one gave him a chance, because you stole it from him without a second thought. Throughout his time at UA, you saw how much he was struggling, and you never gave him any help that could have corrected for what you did. And the worst part about it all? I knew what was coming. I saw him, desperate, crying to himself, only to stop feeling anything at all, until one day when I tried to check up on him, I found his body dangling from the ceiling.”
Despite his self-assurances, Shota felt his blood run cold as he recounted what had happened to Imai. He had indeed improved by the end of his time at UA…though Shota had assumed that what had happened to him later had shown that Imai truly wasn’t ready for the duties of hero work. He had told himself that if he wasn’t strong enough to handle the pressure, he would have inevitably gotten killed in the field regardless. He kept telling himself that.
The elder Imai pulled a worn teddy bear out.
“I got this for Kouki when he was four. I was only eight, I didn’t know to put more thought into it, but he loved it. He said it helped him sleep. Sometimes, for years afterwards when he thought he was alone, I saw him holding it when he was upset.”
He put the bear next to Shota’s tombstone.
“If there is any justice in the world, I hope you can see this. I hope you can see something of the little brother I knew that you destroyed for inane reasons. I hope that you have to take this with you wherever you go. Burn in hell, you bastard.”
The man walked away, leaving without speaking to anyone else. Suddenly though, Shota felt something on his hand. He looked down, and saw that he was holding the same teddy bear. He yelped, dropping it. The bear’s button eyes stared up at him.
“Should I take it you don’t want it, then?” Isle asked.
Shota glared at the dragon in response, and Isle sighed.
“Well,” Isle lifted his hand, and the teddy bear was enveloped in a bubble before vanishing. “I suppose that I can at least try to make sure it gets back to that poor boy.”
The woman came up next. However, seeing her more closely, Shota realized that he knew her.
“Wait…” Shota looked closer at the young woman. “I recognize her…Sudou Kiyomi. But why would she be here? Why would she have been a part of this?” From what Shota could remember, Sudou had managed a decent career as the heroine ‘Matter Mask’ using her ‘Absorb’ Quirk, which allowed her to turn her body into any substance that she touched. She was a generally quiet girl though, in fact, the only time Shota remembered having any issues with her was with this one boy named…
“Ogawa Kippei.” Sudou said, unknowingly finishing Shota’s line of thought. “Do you remember him?”
Shota scowled. Sudou had complained to him about Ogawa acting inappropriately towards her in their first year. He had dismissed it as normal, inane high school banter. Sudou had been quite insistent towards him that Ogawa had been acting in ways around her that made Sudou feel threatened. Granted, Ogawa had been wasting time flirting with her, and Shota did have to tell him to focus on his work at times, but beyond that, Shota told Sudou that if she had issues dealing with something so simple, it put her capability to operate as a hero into question. Sudou hadn’t brought the matter up much after that. Shota remembered teaming the two together during some of the exercises to force them to deal with the problem. He rolled his eyes, remembering Kayama mentioning a rumor from a tabloid that the two were in a relationship after they had graduated.
“When I first started off in your class, Ogawa harassed me. It started off small, making comments about my costume, getting in my personal space, putting his hand on my shoulder even though he knew I didn’t like him. It was small at first, so I didn’t think much of it, but it still bothered me. And you saw it. I always hoped you would do something about it. As time went on, it got worse. He wouldn’t leave me alone. The things he said got cruder, the places he’d touch me got more private. He’d always seem to find me when I was alone. No matter how many times I told him to leave me alone, he’d just laugh and come back later. At that point, he was starting to scare me, and I told you about it. The most you’d ever do though was to tell him to focus on his work. Once he saw that was all you’d do, he got more aggressive. He’d wait for me outside the locker rooms or the bathrooms. He’d corner me against a wall and lean over me, making it look like he wasn’t going to let me go. He’d grope me in full view of the class and laugh it off like an accident. His friends laughed about it. You saw all of this, and did nothing. And when I tried talking to you about it again? Not only did you tell me to stop complaining, you put us together more often, as if it was my problem. You kept forcing me in close proximity with the boy that was becoming my abuser! But I knew that I couldn’t say anything to you by that point; you’d made it clear that at best, you’d just stick me around with Ogawa longer, at worst, you’d expel me. Sometimes I wish I had just transferred, but by that point, I had heard rumors about your expulsion record. I already knew what a black mark could do to someone; I had a cousin who was kicked out of his home for one. So I tried to ignore it. I tried to act like he didn’t bother me, or I’d try to hang out with my friends as much as possible. But it just got worse. At one point, he outright forced a kiss on me, and I used my Quirk to punch him. You gave us both detention, but you gave me twice the amount you gave to Ogawa! You said that I had overreacted and hitting someone with my Quirk was going too far for ‘just a kiss!’ That was sexual assault! I’d have thought that as a hero you’d know the difference! I tried to go to the other teachers, and while they were better than you, they just told me that I was your student.”
Sudou shuddered. Despite himself, Shota shuddered with her.
“So I tried to deal with it, not to let it bother me. But I wanted to be at UA, I wanted to be a hero, and when everyone was telling me that I was overreacting, I started to believe it. It just made things worse, because it let Ogawa know that he could go further, and I wouldn’t do anything!”
Sudou looked pale even as she glared at Shota’s grave.
“Things got worse when we did internships and work studies. He’d always take the same ones as me. The thing is, the heroes we worked with were bothered by what he was doing, but because of how he set things up, I’d always get blamed with him! They said that we were flirting, and Ogawa would laugh it off, making it look like I was the one who started it! The heroes took me less seriously because of what he would do. But we just kept getting paired together. It was just you at first, but when the heroes looked at our exercises, they followed your lead.”
“Then we graduated. I thought I was free of him. But he followed me, set his own agency up in my district. He didn’t fondle me in public like he would when we were at UA, but when he got me alone, and at that point I had forgotten how to fight back…”
Sudou started to shiver, tears trickling down her face.
“Despite everything that they did, I can’t help but be grateful to the League, because at least when Gigantomachia went on a rampage, he finally freed me of Ogawa. I hope it hurt.”
Sudou leaned closer to the gravestone with a disgusted look on her face.
“It’s only now that I’m free of him, and this whole disgusting system that you profited from that I really started to come to terms with what happened to me. It’s not as if therapists are easy to come by in this country at the best of times. I hope I can find someone and talk about what happened to me, but at least now I can hope that you’re here to listen to what you did. You were supposed to be a hero and my teacher. I should have been able to rely on you. But when I was getting hurt by another of your students, you just dismissed my concerns. No, you made things worse. I hope I get to talk to a reporter some day so I can let everyone know that Bakugou and Mineta were far from the only bastards you trapped your other students with. I hope you burn in hell, you son of a bitch.”
Shota was silent, absorbing the information that he had been given. He almost wished Isle would say something, ask another question, to mock him, anything to give himself a chance to defend himself, to try to justify his actions. All too soon though, the grave cleared out, except for one more person.
Though he had given the eulogy, Hizashi had waited for everyone else to say their peace before taking his turn. In fact, he had vanished at some point during the funeral while everyone else paid their respects, and had only shown up again around the end. He came up to Shota’s grave.
“…Hey Sho, sorry I’m late. I had to wait for everyone else to say their peace first. I…uh…I got to bring someone!” Hizashi said with an attempt at a smile before he gestured behind him.
Shota’s breath stopped in his throat. Approaching his grave, accompanied by several police officers, was the black-misted figure of Kurogiri. It was only over the past year though that Shota had learned the man’s real name.
“Oboro…” Shota whispered.
Shirakumo Oboro was not quite the excitable young man he once was, but he also wasn’t the cold, almost robotic Kurogiri that Dr. Garaki had turned him into. While still wreathed in black mist, Oboro’s facial features could be seen in the cloud that made up his head.
“…Hey, Shota.”
Shota could scarcely believe it. His friend that had been killed in a villain attack when they and Hizashi were still students was standing in front of him, and now Shota could recognize him and his voice. He knew from when they had interrogated Kurogiri after he had been caught the previous year that he was made from the body of Oboro, but Shota had all but lost hope that his friend could be recovered.
“You’re probably confused about why I’m here, right? Well…I guess a bit of me has been coming back ever since Shigaraki died at Jaku. All For One had linked himself to Shigaraki, he meant to take control of him, but when Lemillion killed him, there was some kind of backlash against All For One. He’s still alive…kind of, but he’s basically brain dead. I guess he tried to put too much of himself into the Quirk he gave to Shigaraki. But good news for me, I guess, because ever since All For One went catatonic and Shigaraki died, Kurogiri or whatever they made me to be has been dying with them.”
Oboro shuddered, and despite the stern expressions of the police guarding him, Hizashi put his hand on his friend’s shoulder to steady him. Oboro took a breath.
“These past years…it’s like I was sleepwalking …but…I was still there. I…I remember what I did. What I helped Shigaraki and All For One do…I…I…”
Oboro put his head in his hands and fell to his knees.
“Shota, I’m sorry…I’m so, so sorry…the USJ, I helped Shigaraki kill those two girls, your students…and I helped kidnap that boy from the Summer Camp, and all of those horrible things…it was such a relief when I finally got caught…”
Hizashi put his arm around Oboro’s shoulders and helped him back up, holding onto him until he could get ahold of himself.
“I…still don’t feel quite myself, but whatever Kurogiri was feels like he’s fading away. I’m not sure what I’m going to do from here…maybe I’ll try to see if I can help out with whatever this new system has turned into, it’s not necessarily that different from hero work, and I still want to help people.” Oboro looked at his stern-faced guards. “I hope I’ll get a chance, anyway.” He sighed, before looking back at Shota’s grave. “Sho…I’m sorry…I wish that you were still here, that I had started to regain my self sooner…I guess I can understand how you felt when I died.”
Shota couldn’t speak, he couldn’t even look at Oboro in the eye.
“Hizashi told me about how you became a teacher, and the things that have been happening lately.”
Shota’s attention became completely focused on Oboro. His friend’s death was why he had become a teacher in the first place, to try to prevent what had happened to him from repeating. With everything that had been said about him, Oboro’s opinion was the one he most wanted to hear. He wanted to hear him say that he was proud of Shota, that he had made the right calls.
“I’m sorry that you got hurt so badly by my death, that it made you so closed off, that it made you do the things you did. I wish that things hadn’t turned out this way.”
Shota felt his heart in his throat. Was that all Oboro could say about him? Words of pity and regret? Was he really that bad of a teacher that even his friend, his reason for becoming a teacher in the first place, though that he had done poorly?
Oboro sighed, closing his eyes.
“…I wish you were here.”
Oboro couldn’t say anything else, and backed away from Shota’s grave towards his waiting guards, who escorted him away. Hizashi was the only person left in the cemetery, looking down on Shota’s grave. He didn’t speak immediately, just standing in silence with Shota’s ghost. For his part, Shota was torn between wanting to hear his friend say something, anything at all, and the fear of being left alone once Hizashi had said his peace.
“This wasn’t how I expected things would go for us, you know?” Hizashi eventually said. “I know I always made myself sound like a ‘loud idiot,’ but part of why I did that was because we both know how quickly life can end, and I wanted to try to enjoy it as well as I could.”
Shota grimaced at the reminder of the insult he’d sometimes casually make to Hizashi, despite his friend never seeming bothered by it.
“It’s just…I always thought we’d have gone the way that we thought Oboro did, you know? Out in the field, trying to save lives, ready to have each other’s back.”
Hizashi grimaced, taking his glasses off and wiping his eyes with his sleeve.
“I’m sorry that I wasn’t there when you needed me, Sho. Not when you were killed, and not when you were hurting, not in the way that I should have. I wasn’t a good friend Sho. I should have confronted you about this stuff. Even if it meant losing you as a friend, I would have at least done something…”
Hizashi took in a deep breath to steady himself and let it out before looking at Shota’s grave again.
“We weren’t good teachers, Sho. I tried to be, but I let a lot of bad stuff happen to our students that I just ignored, thinking that it was just part of life, of being a hero. But a lot of it came from decisions you made. I should have done more, talked you down when I first saw what you were doing, making you realize that this wasn’t how to honor Oboro’s legacy. You explained why, and I get it, but hurting our students like that, taking away their chances, that was wrong, Sho. But I thought that I needed to trust you, that things weren’t as bad as I thought they were.”
Hizashi looked down at the ground.
“But they were Sho, they were so bad. Bad enough that some of our students got killed. Bad enough that some of the students you had ended up going and hurting people. I didn’t realize how bad it was, but I saw enough, I saw how so many of your students ended up missing a year of training, or ended up becoming depressed, or hurting each other without consequences, and I should have stepped in, told you that what you were doing was wrong.”
Hizashi looked back at Shota’s grave.
“…I’ve visited a lot of graves over the past year, when I got the chance. Some of our old students. I…tried to apologize…but it’s just too late, there wasn’t anything I could do to make it better for them, and I can’t get away from that. I tried to find whoever was still alive, but…well…none of the students from UA that you expelled wanted to talk to me or anyone from our school. I can’t exactly blame them. But I had to try to apologize. I hope you took the time to visit some of those graves, Sho. I know it would be hard to accept what you did, but…I hope you visited them.”
Hizashi shook his head morosely.
“Maybe things won’t be as bad for the ones who are still alive and aren’t in prison, since the Ministry of Education removed all of the black marks you’ve given in your career. Maybe they’ll be able to get into this new system. I hope some will, anyway. Some of the people that I talked to seem pretty bitter, both towards you and towards society in general, and they might not really want to do anything to help it. I can hope though that with time they’ll get better, that they’ll find some way to be happy now. Maybe they might be willing to let me apologize to them some time in the future.”
Hizashi stared at Shota’s grave for what felt like an eternity.
“I’m sorry. I wish I had something cheerier to say.” The man grimaced, turning to the side in thought before looking back at the tombstone. “I’m going to do the best I can to look after your students, Sho. I’ll keep an eye out for Eri, though I think she’s doing alright for herself. I ended up splitting your cats between her, Fukukado, and me, so don’t worry about them.”
Hizashi forced a hesitant smile on his face.
“For what it’s worth, I had some good times with you. Joking with you, being announcers for the Sports Festival, talking about our students. We had some good times too…” Hizashi’s smile fell away. “There’s…just a lot of things I wish I had done differently, though.”
Hizashi paused again before speaking once more.
“There’s so much that I feel like I should have said to you. Maybe it’s too late, but I feel that if there’s anything I should say, it’s this: Sho…you’re my best friend. Also…”
Shota was silent, not hearing anything else around him, just the last words of his best fri…
“…you’re the biggest asshole I know.”
Shota was left dumbstruck as Hizashi left on that note. Now, he was stuck in an empty graveyard as a ghost, with no one around but Isle.
“…I tried to do my best.” Shota said. “I was trying to help them. I was trying to make them ready for a career where men and women died young. I wanted to get rid of the things that would have killed them faster. Carelessness, indecisiveness, lack of creativity and effort. I was trying to keep them from dying.”
Shota finally looked at Isle. The dragon’s expression though was unreadable.
“I hear what you say, Aizawa Shota, and I want to believe that you’re a good man, but what I have seen is the consequences of your actions.”
“No…” Shota spoke in a hollow voice. “No…I was trying to protect them…I was trying…”
Shota mumbled, his voice slowly turning quiet as he ran out of things to say. Isle didn’t interrupt him, and didn’t speak until Shota looked at him again. He spoke once more.
“A tree is judged as good or bad by the fruit that it bears.”
The world around the two began to melt and fade away, and Shota faded with it. Eventually, Isle found himself back in front of the pool. He closed his eyes, and let out a breath from his nose, before looking back into the pool.
Notes:
Yep, I’ve decided to go ahead and write a side story detailing the perspectives of certain characters in my Best Case Scenario story. People kept on making suggestions about different perspectives that they would like to see in that storyline, and while using some of the ideas given such as looking more into the perspectives of Bakugou and Mirio made the story as a whole improve, I couldn’t as easily do this with many of the other characters that people suggested as they wouldn’t have as much interaction with Izuku. So, I decided to write this. However, there are a few things that I should bring up for these side stories:
First of all, when I started posting chapters on The Best Case Scenario, I already had a complete draft ready, which has allowed me to post on a weekly basis. With this though, I’m essentially starting from scratch, so I can’t guarantee when new chapters will get posted. Besides the simple difficulty of writing the story, there may be circumstances from my life that will have to come first, as well as the fact that I have other stories that I might want to work on as well, both fanfiction and otherwise.
Secondly, I can’t guarantee that a perspective that you might want to see will get brought up here, even if a lot of people have requested it. This could be for a variety of reasons. 1) I might find the situations of said character to be too depressing for me to want to write; a lot of people lost out in this storyline, after all. 2) I might not find the character interesting enough for me to want to write about them, or I might find it too difficult for me to write about them in a manner that I find interesting (notice for example that rather than simply write about Aizawa’s experiences throughout the storyline, I had him instead learn about the consequences of his actions.) I have some characters that haven’t been suggested as much as others that I have gotten more interesting ideas to work a chapter around. That being said, for some of these characters that I might not want to dedicate a chapter to, I may instead explore them through the perspective of another character; say, I may use Mina’s perspective to examine Kirishima’s character.
Now for some less serious notes: Since I went with the idea of using song lyrics from "It's Not Over" by Daughtry to name my chapters in the main story, I decided to carry over with that idea here, titling my chapters with songs. Some might work, others might not. With "What I've Done" by Linkin Park for example, the song's about looking back on your life and the consequences of your actions, though the tone is admittedly more hopeful than I would have meant for this story. My repertoire of music is kind of limited, to be honest.
Isle is what I would imagine using if I were to ever make a "MHA watches" story as opposed to dropping the characters into a movie theater as a means of giving the trope my own personal flavor, and I ended up using him for this chapter to give it a more interesting twist than just following Aizawa's perspective throughout the story like I did with Bakugou. Like he pointed out, I don't think that I would have really been able to give as complete a portrayal of Aizawa's effect on the story had I just focused on Aizawa's perspective.
This is sort of a reflection of my own issues with Aizawa. Not just with the things that he's done to indicate that he's a bad teacher, but with the variety of different ways he can be perceived. Some writers go the Dadzawa route, and others go with Aizawa Bashing, and in a way, there's some justification for either interpretation. I think that Dadzawa is technically closer to how Horikoshi meant for the character to be perceived, that being a stern, but legitimately good and caring teacher, but like with so many of his characters, Horikoshi unfortunately kept having Aizawa do things that contrast with this ideal.
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“This is your Hero Academia!” Vlad King shouted with a grin, proudly displaying Itsuka’s fifth place position in the exam, triggering a cheer from her and her gathered family. Itsuka leapt with her fists in the air, just as her little brother and sister glomped her.
“You did it, Big Sis!” Shoko and Yuki shouted, laughing as Itsuka used her Big Fist Quirk to envelope them in a hug.
She had done it. Itsuka had been confident that she was going to get in, but to get in fifth place in the Entrance Exam for the most prestigious hero school in the country, if not the world? She felt like she was on cloud nine, and was already imagining how much stronger she could get through the school.
Once most of the family had congratulated her, Itsuka’s grandfather and karate sensei called her aside to speak to her privately.
“Well done, Itsuka, well done.” He said, bowing to her respectfully.
“I couldn’t have done it without you, oji-san.” Itsuka replied.
“Hm.” The old man nodded. “With the kind of training that you’ll be going through, it wouldn’t surprise me if you could become my superior in a manner of years.”
Itsuka grinned bashfully, waving her grandfather’s words away, though she allowed herself a brief fantasy of engaging in epic battle with her formidable sensei, finally victorious.
“However, Itsuka, there is something that you will need to do when you start your training at UA.” He cautioned, getting Itsuka’s full attention. “You will need to get a rival.”
“A rival?” Itsuka repeated, and his grandfather nodded.
“You need to find someone who can push you to become stronger. I can help you as your martial arts sensei, but I cannot aid you in pushing your Quirk past its limits, or in whatever other skills you will need as a hero. Your teachers will be able to instruct you in these matters,” he grinned at her, “but I know that to be truly motivated, you need someone to compete against.”
Itsuka thought to herself, imagining herself squaring off against an unknown opponent of equal skill.
“Whoever you choose for your rival, it needs to be someone who has a mutual respect with you. Don’t simply pick whoever might be the strongest person is in the school without getting a measure of their character.”
Itsuka nodded as even the thought of a rival fueled her to want to get stronger. She was fifth now, but just like she had pushed herself to the top of her year in her family’s dojo, she was going to push herself the same way at UA!
The first exercise of the year had been Battle Training with All Might. Itsuka had gotten paired up with a girl named Yanagi Reiko as the “villain team” defending a faux explosive device, while two boys named Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu and Shishida Jurota were the hero team trying to tag the device to deactivate it. Yanagi’s Quirk “Poltergeist” allowed her to attack her opponents from a distance with telekinetically-thrown objects, but she was not able to contend with the durability of Tetsutetsu’s “Steel” Quirk or Shishida’s transformed Beast mode, resulting in her capture, and leaving Itsuka to handle the two on her own. Both boys tried to rush her at once as opposed to going for the easier target of the bomb (which was surprising considering what she had seen of Shishida’s intelligence before that point, but it seemed that “Beast” made him more feral the longer it was active.) Both were strong, with powerful Quirks…but Itsuka could see that they were fighting like brawlers more than anything else, and was able to dodge and parry their blows as well as counter with her own Big Fists.
In the end, Itsuka pulled a victory by trapping Tetsutetsu within her enlarged fist, and then using him batter Shishida until the timer ran out. When the buzzer blared through the arena, Itsuka dropped Tetsutetsu from her hand, the Steel Quirked boy staggering from being used like a roll of quarters.
“Tetsutetsu? Are you okay?” Itsuka asked. In her experience, exuberant boys like her could sometimes be sore losers, so she was tentative in her approach, but she wanted to be a good sport regardless.
To her surprise though, once Tetsutetsu had regained his balance, he shouted enthusiastically.
“That was incredible, Kendo! You took both of us on at the same time all by yourself! You’re super manly!”
“Uh…thanks?” Itsuka replied, a little weirded out by the comment, but recognizing it as a compliment nonetheless. She received a similar welcome from the rest of her class once she had rejoined them, with everyone impressed with her prowess. Tetsutetsu practically begged to spar with her later on, making her grin at his exuberance.
It wasn’t a big surprise to Itsuka when she was elected as her class’s Representative the next day. She had often found herself in a leadership position throughout her life, whether it was in tutoring other students at the dojo, or as her Junior High School’s class Representative. Her Vice Representative, Shoda Nirengeki was a good choice, he seemed like an amicable and reliable sort, and probably a bit less chaotic than some of their other classmates. Itsuka had already taken account of a few students; Tsunotori Pony was an exchange student from America who seemed to struggle with Japanese, though thankfully a few students were already seeming to help her. A few of the students such as Awase Yosetsu and Kamakiri Togaru seemed to have foul mouths, and Itsuka was making sure to keep an eye on Kamakiri considering how aggressive the boy was. Tokage Setsuna was already establishing herself as something of the class joker, though she was also possibly one of their most intelligent and Itsuka found herself liking her. Monoma Neito though was already giving Itsuka a headache with the high-jinks and their supposed rivalry with class 1-A he was trying to get them into (yes, she was looking for a rival herself, but the way he was going about it felt more like he wanted to cause problems than anything else,) though it didn’t seem to bother their homeroom teacher Kan Sekijiro, aka the Blood Hero: Vlad King, who actually seemed pleased at Monoma’s competitiveness even before they had gotten a chance to meet the other hero class. It seemed that competition was a major part of the curriculum at UA. Thankfully, it had been that way at the Kendo dojo as well. Perhaps that was part of the reason why Itsuka had been elected in the first place.
One of her first duties as Class Representative was to meet the Representative of 1-B’s sister class, 1-A. There, she met Yaoyorozu Momo and Iida Tenya, the Representative and Vice Representative of 1-A respectively. The meeting itself was quite simple; they merely introduced themselves, established a means of communication between the courses, etc. One aspect of the meeting that was a little unsettling was the warning Itsuka got from Yaoyorozu about a student from her class named Mineta, who apparently was already earning a reputation for being a pervert. It was all quite normal, but what stuck out from the meeting to Itsuka was Yaoyorozu herself.
Speaking to Yaoyorozu, it was clear that she was quite intelligent. She would have had to have been for her to have gotten into UA through the notoriously difficult Recommendation Exam, after all, which Itsuka later found out from talking to Honenuki and Tokage. Not to mention the fact that she seemed to be one of the few students amongst the hero course professionally trained in some kind of martial art, intriguing Itsuka even more. Her Quirk, Creation, allowed her to create any non-living structure that she could think of, granting her a potentially unheard range of power and variability, to which her entry through the Recommendation Exam additionally established her skill in its use. Intelligent, skilled, powerful, and able to gain the respect of her peers after only a few days…perhaps Itsuka had found the rival that she was looking for.
Itsuka could hardly believe what was going on. Villains had invaded UA, the top hero school in the country, and had murdered two of the students in 1-A. After the funeral had concluded, Itsuka went up to meet Yaoyorozu.
“Yaoyorozu, I’m so sorry.” Itsuka offered in an attempt at condolences.
It was quite clear that Yaoyorozu was shaken from the experience, barely having managed to pry herself away from the other girls in her class. She was still teary-eyed, barely managing better than the majority of her classmates, who still looked shellshocked or were openly sobbing.
“I just…I can’t believe it…UA is supposed to be one of the safest and most secure places in the country, and villains simply broke in and murdered two of my classmates…”
Itsuka put her hand on Yaoyorozu’s shoulder to try to steady her.
“Asui and Mongoose seemed like such good people…and now we’re never going to get to know them…”
As Yaoyorozu broke out into tears, Itsuka gave her a hug, holding her until she had calmed down. Thankfully, no one seemed to be noticing them, giving Yaoyorozu a chance to let it out without anyone bothering her.
Perhaps Itsuka should put her plans for a rivalry to the side for the time being.
It seemed though that not everyone in her class felt the same way.
“The entire class if filled with braggarts convinced at their own superiority. That loud-mouthed ruffian openly expressed his contempt for everyone there and his classmates hardly said a word to him!”
Itsuka felt her blood run cold as she happened to overhear what Monoma was saying while she was walking into the classroom.
“Pardon me, Monoma, what are you talking about?” she asked. A few of the smarter students were able to pick up on how Itsuka was feeling at the time and backed away. Monoma however seemed to lack this survival instinct.
“Kendo! Our esteemed leader! I wanted to see the so-called ‘survivors of 1-A’ for myself, to see if the stories of their supposed greatness was anything like reality.” The blond-haired boy scoffed. “Turns out that they’re nothing but a bunch of arrogant snobs who believe themselves above everyone else.”
“I’d like to see if that loudmouth could back up his ego.” Kamakiri, a boy with mantis-like features said, leaning against the wall as he listened to Monoma’s rant. “See if he talks so tough when I carve him up.”
“I see.” Itsuka said, hiding her headache behind a calm façade. “Was anyone else there?” Itsuka asked the rest of the class, her eyes scanning over each face to see if there was anyone with a guilty conscience or otherwise dumb enough to admit this like Monoma.
“I mean…I admit I was curious…” Tetsutetsu awkwardly spoke up getting Itsuka and Monoma’s attention, “but 1-A just went through something really awful, feels like it would be kind of unmanly to try to pick a fight with them after that…”
Itsuka gave Tetsutetsu a small smile, happy that a boy that she had originally seen as literally hard-headed as having at least that kind of sense. She was a little surprised to see a slight blush on the silver-haired boy’s face, but put that aside for the time being.
“Agreed.” The vine-haired Shiozaki commented. “Regardless of however one of their students acted, it is incredibly cruel and unloving to show that kind of disregard for our fellow students. We should be showing kindness and compassion, not antagonism.” Again, someone whose respect was rising in Itsuka’s eyes. Shiozaki could be a little zealous with her religion, but it was clear that she was legitimately kind and considerate.
“Nonsense!” Monoma loudly proclaimed. “I fail to see how I was being unkind, I simply wanted to set the stage for our upcoming victory!”
Itzuka had enough. Before Monoma could say something else embarrassing, she interrupted him.
“Monoma? Could you please copy Tetsutetsu’s Quirk?”
Monoma was caught off guard by the interruption, but went along with it.
“With pleasure, if you don’t mind Tetsutetsu?” Monoma offered his hand to Tetsutetsu, who looked warily at Itsuka, not realizing what she was about to do quickly enough before letting Monoma copy his Quirk. Monoma touched Tetsutetsu’s hand, and activated his copy of Steel.
“Now then, how may I…?”
Sekijiro-san wasn’t happy with Itsuka for the hole that she had made through one of the class walls, or by her sending Monoma to Recovery Girl’s office, but he was quite understanding given the circumstances afterwards.
Itsuka still had no idea how she had let Monoma talk her and the rest of the class into his plan to avoid getting anyone’s attention in the first round. In hindsight, intentionally underplaying their abilities in an event meant to show them off for the sake of prospective internship offers felt like they were shooting themselves in the foot. Thankfully, she and a few of her classmates managed to get to the Third Round of the Sports Festival. To her luck, the event was declared to be a fighting tournament!
This was perfect for her; she had actual combat training that lent itself perfectly to the rules of these matches and a powerful, direct Quirk that didn’t require that she have an opportunity for set-up.
This was unfortunately not the case for Yaoyorozu, as Itsuka observed that 1-A’s Representative was struggling when matched against someone with more pure power like Tokoyami Fumikage, as his Dark Shadow was pressuring her too much for her to get the opportunity to make a weapon that she could use to fight back. In a matter of seconds, Yaoyorozu was knocked out of bounds, and she walked off the field dejected.
Itsuka shook her head in pity. She could only guess how upset her counterpart from 1-A must be feeling at the time. It was a shame, as she had been hoping to get a chance to test her skills against Yaoyorozu in one of the next rounds of fights. Unfortunately, Itsuka didn’t have the time to try to comfort her as she had her own match to prepare for. Admittedly though, Itsuka wasn’t expecting much, as her opponent was a General Education student who had somehow managed to make it to the Third Round. Shinso Hitoshi clearly had never exercised a day in his life, looking like a scarecrow more than anything else. Even the way that he was standing was off; legs bunched together instead of spreading his center of gravity out, this honestly felt like a waste of Itsuka’s time before she could make it to the next match.
“So, are you going to go down as pathetically as the class A Rep?” Shinso taunted lazily, striking Itsuka’s nerve. “Or since you’re a B, should I not set my expectations as high?”
There was a time and a place to talk smack, but Itsuka wasn’t going to let an insult like that slide.
“Listen you, string-bean…”
“Aaaannnndddd, start!” The referee, Ms. Midnight shouted, and suddenly Itsuka felt as if all of her senses had been numbed.
“Turn around and walk outside of bounds.” Shinso said.
Itsuka felt herself turn around and walk towards the edge of the ring.
“No…” Itsuka frantically tried to fight whatever was going on, but she was completely disconnected from her body. “No…no, not like this!”
“Kendo Itsuka is out of bounds! Shinso Hitoshi advances to the next round!”
Itsuka felt herself regain her senses, only to realize that she was now standing in the grass outside of the ring. She turned around frantically, only to see Shinso lazily walking back into the gate on his side of the stadium.
“…Damn it…”
Itsuka and Yaoyorozu both surprisingly took an internship with the same hero, Uwabami. This was the only good thing about the internship. After her embarrassing loss in the Sports Festival, Itsuka had been hoping that this would be a way to make up for it, to learn something new, to grow in her skills, but when she and Yaoyorozu asked why Uwabami had taken them on, the heroine’s answer was “Because you’re both so cute!”
Cute. Itsuka had been called attractive quite a few times. If she was honest with herself, she found it flattering, but it was the last aspect of herself that she really cared about. She was disgusted by girls that were obsessed with their looks. She wanted to be known for her skill, her intelligence, or her character. And yet here she was, spending her internship helping to film a shampoo commercial.
After the filming was done, Itsuka and Yaoyorozu both went to their dressing room to collapse, both from having the hold a pose for so long (she had to admit, acting was physically straining in its own unique way,) but also the emotional exhaustion of being duped into doing something like this in the first place.
“I suppose that heroes do need to be able to advertise themselves….” Yaoyorozu offered hopefully.
“It’s what I’m trying to tell myself…” Itsuka groaned.
The two sighed. They really had wound up in the same situation; both had promising starts to the Festival, both were expected to give good showings for their respective classes, only to lose embarrassingly and wind up in an internship focusing on a field that neither was interested in. Knowing that Yaoyorozu was probably feeling the same frustration that she was got Itsuka to try to do something about it.
“We both lost. It was embarrassing. But that just means we try to learn from our defeats and get stronger for the next fight.”
Yaoyorozu managed a small smile at this.
“You’re right, Kendo. Feeling sorry for ourselves isn’t going to make things any better.”
The two were called up for another shoot. Before they left the dressing room though, Yaoyorozu turned to Itsuka.
“By the way, just call me Yaomomo, it’s what my friends in 1-A have been doing.”
Itsuka grinned back. She and Yaoyorozu would both get stronger, and Itsuka would be ready for when they finally clashed.
Itsuka couldn’t tell whether Iida’s funeral was worse than Asui and Mongoose’s.
The experience probably wasn’t as traumatic for 1-A, considering most of them weren’t present at Hosu the way that they were roped into the attack at the USJ, but Asui and Mongoose’s deaths didn’t carry the same scandal that Iida’s did. When Asui and Mongoose died, the school was mostly sympathetic towards 1-A. Now though, with the fact that Iida had intentionally sought out Stain in an effort to avenge his brother, his death was not treated with as much sympathy; many outright stating that what he was doing was stupid. Unfortunately, some were carrying this scorn over to 1-A. Monoma was amongst that number, murmuring to the rest of his class how arrogant Iida must have been to try to chase after the Hero Killer, questioning whether the rest of the class was going to pull a similar stunt. Normally, Itsuka would chop him on the back of the head to shut him up, but considering this was a funeral, she satisfied herself by twisting his ear to make it clear that he needed to be more respectful.
As before, Itsuka went up to Yaoyorozu after the funeral was done to check up on her friend and rival.
“…Yaomomo?”
Yaoyorozu was not as teary as she was last time, but rather just…shocked, staring out into space, unblinking.
“I…I just can’t believe what Iida did…I tried to talk to him when I had heard about what happened to his brother, but he just brushed me off and told me not to worry about it. He seemed okay…he just seemed quieter than usual. I thought that it would be best for me to give him space…”
“Yaomomo.” Itsuka interrupted, putting her hands on Yaoyorozu’s shoulders and making the girl look at her. “This isn’t your fault. No matter what anyone says, you’re not responsible for what happened to Iida, understand?”
Yaoyorozu blinked at Itsuka for a moment, until she sighed.
“…Thank you, Kendo.”
Yaoyorozu wasn’t smiling at all, but at the very least the dazed look had gone out of her eyes. Now she just looked…tired. In the short time that Itsuka had come to know her, Itsuka realized that Yaoyorozu wasn’t the most confident girl, and she didn’t like to think about how the nasty things people were saying about her class was going to affect Yaoyorozu. Itsuka could only hope that she’d be able to get a break from all of this.
As much as she had disliked the experience, it seemed that quite a few people had seen Uwabami’s shampoo commercial. To Tokage Setsuna’s glee, the Lizard Tail Splitter girl informed Itsuka that she had accrued something of a fanclub already amongst the students. Annoying perhaps, though Itsuka had to admit that she was somewhat flattered. She wondered if Yaoyorozu was experiencing something similar. She hoped so anyway, if only to lift the girl’s spirits.
Not too long after the internships, Itsuka and Shoda were called aside at the end of homeroom by Kan.
“Principal Nezu apparently has taken on an…apprentice of sorts.”
Itsuka couldn’t help but be concerned at the shudder that went through her homeroom teacher at that statement, though he grinned once he had gotten ahold of himself.
“His name is Midoriya Izuku, and he seems to have a good eye for Quirks and on improving how they can be utilized. Nezu assigned him to analyze footage of the hero courses training and come up with ideas that could help you out. He’s going to be giving advice to 1-A as well, so I want you and Shoda to take what he says seriously so we can stay competitive. If he’s smart enough that Nezu of all people will take notice of him, he’s clearly got some things to say.”
Itsuka approached the meeting with caution, both wanting to take this seriously, but also at her unease at Kan’s possible fear of what an apprentice of Nezu would be like. When she met Midoriya Izuku though, she couldn’t help but think that with his fluffy green hair, big eyes, stutter, and hyperactive mumbling he reminded her of an adorable puppy.
While some of what Midoriya said could get a little overwhelming, Itsuka had to admit that he did indeed know his stuff, managing to intrigue Shoda with the possible applications of his “Twin Impact” Quirk, such as adding a slingshot with different kinds of ammunition ranging from rubber pellets to steel ball bearings to his loadout; each ammo type being a different hardness to allow him to apply appropriate forces of impact. So, when he turned to her, Itsuka was cautiously optimistic. He started off giving some general observations of Big Fist, but even that was bringing up some interesting ideas.
“One of the things that I’ve noticed about Big Fist is that there’s a bit more to it than just your hands growing in size. The most interesting point that I can see here is the fact that while the rest of your body isn’t enhanced in any obvious way, when your hands grow, you aren’t noticeably affected in a way one would assume from an increase in weight in those parts of your body; you seem to be able to handle them as easily as you do with your hands at normal size, is that correct?”
“Mostly.” Itsuka agreed, lifting a hand up and growing it to the size of a bowling ball. “When I was younger and I was still getting a handle on my Quirk, I had issues with fumbling or accidentally knocking them into things because I didn’t realize how big they were, but I’ve never actually felt an increase in weight from them.”
“Despite this though,” Midoriya nodded, bringing up some pictures of Itsuka carrying a trapped Kodai Yui inside of her enlarged hand, “you are likewise not affected by any weight that you add to your hands, at least nothing beyond the weight of something that would fit in your hands while at a normal size. The only explanation that I can give for this is that your Quirk must incorporate some kind of gravity alteration to it; perhaps it has its own personal gravitational field that’s free from the force of the planet? It could be a good idea to bring in Uraraka Ochako from 1-A to see how your Quirks might interact. If it turns out that I’m correct, that could introduce another facet of your Quirk we could explore.”
Midoriya’s rambling could be a bit overwhelming, but at the very least Itsuka was interested in what he was talking about. Eventually though, he managed to calm down to talk about more immediate improvements.
“Now Kendo, I understand that you are a martial artist, correct?”
“Yep. Shotokan karate.”
Midoriya nodded in response.
“It’s quite clear that you’ve put a lot of work into it.” He commented in admiration. “And you’ve done a good job applying your Quirk to your style of fighting. However, I’ve noticed a potential issue with this: Most martial arts aren’t designed to incorporate Quirks into their regimes due to how unique they are.”
Itsuka grimly nodded. It was a problem she was already aware of: martial arts were all focused on training with a basic human form. Even if Quirks were ever allowed in martial arts competitions, the extra abilities that Quirks provided were oftentimes too unique to the individual to be easily replicated by someone else with a different Quirk. Now that Itsuka was on the path to being able to legally use her Quirk, she would have to essentially design her own form of fighting unique to her abilities. Had Midoriya already have some ideas on how to do this, though?
Midoriya flipped open the notebook he used to break down the Quirks he was analyzing.
“I found that Ojiro from 1-A had a similar issue, with there not being any existing martial arts that can easily incorporate his Tail Quirk. So, I suggested that he try to mimic the movements of animals in the wild that do have powerful tails such as crocodiles. I’m wondering if we might be able to do the same thing for you.”
Midoriya flipped to a page dedicated to Itsuka, which was covered with…drawing of crustaceans and insects?
“Crustaceans and insects are the closest real-life example to how your Quirk works, having extremely large appendages. While it might not be a perfect analogy, it might be worth your time to watch some nature documentaries on these animals; it might give you some ideas that I haven’t thought of yet.”
“Do you already have some ideas, though?” Itsuka asked, looking through some of the analysis that Midoriya had made on her.
“A few.” Midoriya responded before flipping a page, focusing on two animals; an ant with big jaws, and a shrimp with one oversized claw.
“I noticed that one of your super moves, ‘Double Jumbo Fist,’ involves you striking an opponent, expanding your hands just as they are about to impact to maximize damage. This gave me a few ideas.” Midoriya pointed to the drawing of the ant. “Trap-jaw ants have a similar ability to hit with a lot of force in a small space, exerting force up to 300 times their own body weight, creating a similar effect to your Quirk. Besides using this to attack enemies or prey though, Trap-jaw ants can apply this force in an interesting way; they can turn around, and hit the ground with the force of their bite. This actually creates so much recoil that it blasts the ants backwards into the air, a bit like All Might’s New Hampshire Smash.”
“So, you think that I could do something similar with my Quirk? Create a big impact against the ground and launch myself into the air?” Itsuka summarized, intrigued.
“That’s the idea.” Midoriya nodded in response, only to raise a hand. “That being said, I would recommend only testing this while you have teachers around; it might take you a while to figure out how to properly aim where you want to go with this technique, and you’ll want to be sure that you have a way to land safely.” Midoriya blinked, looking through his notes. “In fact, don’t try out any of these ideas until you’ve tested them in a controlled environment; you are working with a lot of kinetic energy, and if it’s not done in a safe way, you could end up hurting yourself or someone else unintentionally.”
Itsuka’s daydream of her blasting herself into the air with a Reverse Double Jumbo Fist was cut short by the image of her realizing that she was several stories above the ground with no way to direct herself. Hopefully she would be able to still cushion the impact of her fall with her hands, but she agreed that it wouldn’t be a good idea to bank her survival on that theory. Midoriya moved onto the picture of the shrimp with the oversized claw.
“This is a pistol shrimp. It’s capable of snapping its claw shut with enough force that it generates heat up to 5000 Kelvin and creates a shockwave powerful enough to kill small animals. I’m wondering if it might be possible for you to create a similar effect with your Quirk.” Seeing Itsuka’s face turn green, Midoriya backpedaled. “I don’t mean to use to kill anyone of course! But if you could learn to regulate the size of your hands and your power output, it could be a good potential ranged attack for you.”
Itsuka took a breath to steady herself, trying to consider the option.
“Okay, but how exactly would I do that?”
“I have a few ideas.” Midoriya said, flipping to another page with drawings of human hands in different positions. “You might be able to generate a shockwave simply by flicking your fingers against your thumbs. Actually,” Midoriya paused, looking at Itsuka, “Have you ever snapped your fingers when your Quirk was active?”
Itsuka shook her head.
“I’m worried about the possibility of damaging someone’s ears if I did that. I avoid clapping for the same reason.”
Midoriya nodded.
“That’s probably for the best. However, it might be worth testing how loud of a noise you can make with your hands at different sizes; we could figure out a safer range for you to operate at. There is however the issue of how to direct an attack like that, but I talked to the Support Department, and one of the students came up with an idea:”
Midoriya flipped to another page, this one showing a picture of a glove with strange grooves on its fingers.
“When I told them about my idea of you mimicking a pistol shrimp, they helped me work out this design for an alteration to your costume.” Midoriya raised his hand, cutting Itsuka off before she could point something out. “The design would use DNA-infused fabrics, so it would grow with your hands the same way that Mt. Lady’s costume grows with her.” Seeing Itsuka mollified, Midoriya pointed back to the grooves on the glove. “I’m not entirely sure how this works, but the idea would be that these grooves would allow you to channel sound in a specific direction, creating an effect similar to a pistol shrimp.” Midoriya looked back up at Itsuka. “Again though, this is something that you should only do once you’ve properly tested it. Majima-sensei told me that he wouldn’t let you keep this alteration to your costume until you’ve shown you can use it safely. That is, if you’re interested, of course.”
Itsuka was caught off guard by the possibility that she could have such destructive power, but the more she thought about Midoriya’s analysis, the more appealing it sounded. This was the kind of edge that she was hoping for from her internship!
“I’m definitely interested.”
Midoriya Izuku quickly became a popular figure amongst Itsuka’s classmates. Tetsutetsu was extremely grateful for the ideas of how he could take advantage of the specific properties of his Steel Quirk in a way that set him more apart from Kirishima’s Hardening Quirk, such as how he could magnetize his skin to climb up metal surfaces. Tsunotori appreciated the idea of attaching cameras to her horns so she could direct them even after they had left her line of sight (as well as having someone else who could understand English.) It was quite impressive to hear Awase praise Midoriya, even with his usual swears mixed in, calling Midoriya a f___ genius for pointing out that he could use his Weld Quirk to walk through walls. Even the normally taciturn Kamakiri respected Midoriya for giving him the idea to alter the angle of the blades he made from Razor Sharp to form armor or to act as makeshift spades to dig underground. Monoma was particularly exuberant whenever he saw Midoriya, seeing him as class 1-B’s ‘secret weapon’ (ignoring Midoriya point out that he was helping 1-A out as well.) Itsuka had to admit that for all of Monoma’s personal issues, he could be quite empathetic and supportive towards people he similarly identified as a “background character,” the Quirkless Midoriya fitting the bill in his mind.
This support, coupled with the news that Itsuka had heard that the Final Exams were simply going to set the students up against robots from the Entrance Exam (a rumor that Itsuka made sure to share with Yaoyorozu much to Monoma’s chagrin, who wanted to keep that bit of information away from their rivals,) allowed 1-B to head towards their testing grounds with confidence.
Itsuka should have paid more attention to her instincts when she felt that the smile Midoriya gave her class as they set off to the testing grounds seemed a little too…Nezu-esque.
She would have felt much more guilty for accidentally giving Yaoyorozu false information were she not caught off guard by the reveal that the hero classes were going to be tested against the teachers; actual, experienced pro-heroes. Oh, and she was teamed up with Monoma. Also, they were facing off against All Might.
To his credit, Monoma was actually handling the situation quite cleverly at first, pointing out that they needed to focus on escaping rather than confronting the No. 1 hero. As much as he put himself down about it in his more open moments, there were times when you needed to use tactics deemed unheroic, such as retreat, stealth, and subterfuge, none of which Itsuka was skilled in. Unfortunately, having managed to sneak their way to the street through which they could see the exit gate with just enough time, Monoma just had to break into one of his rants.
“Ha! Just wait until those 1-A braggarts hear about how we managed to get one over on All Might! Why, they’ll probably just try to bullrush him with their mediocre talent and…”
“TEXAS SMASH!”
Itsuka and Monoma found themselves both blown, swirling around in the air by a tornado.
“DAMN IT, MONOMA!” Itsuka shouted, barely managing to steady herself as she enlarged her hands to create wind resistance and break her fall. She landed without breaking her tailbone, but the sensation of being thrown onto the world’s most violent carousel was throwing off her balance too much, making her collapsed to her hands and knees and resisting the urge to vomit. Nearby, she heard All Might tisking in disappointment.
“Young Monoma, 1-A isn’t here. You should be focusing on your own test, not anyone else’s.”
All Might was chastising the unconscious blonde, suspended in the air by one arm. Just as All Might turned to Itsuka though, Monoma reached out and slapped All Might in the face, laughing like a maniac.
“HA! YOU FOOL! YOU FELL FOR THE OLDEST TRICK IN THE BOOK! NOW TO FINALLY SEE WHAT YOUR…why do I have a blank?”
Monoma’s face was stuck in his maniacal laugh, albeit twitching as he looked at All Might, right before the hero slammed him into the ground and knocked him out for real.
“Well, young Kendo, I’m sorry to say that I can’t simply let you run to the exit with so little time left, though it was a good effort…”
All Might was standing there, knowing that Itsuka had no chance of running the several blocks distance needed to make it to the exit behind her.
She had only one play left.
“TRAPJAW FIST!” Itsuka shouted, slamming her fists into the ground, just as she expanded them to their maximum size. The recoil blasted her into the air like a rocket. At the top of her arc, she could just see the exit. She only had a few seconds left, but she was going to make it!
“Impressive!” Itsuka’s blood ran cold as she heard All Might, having leapt into the air after her. “But you have no options in the air, Young Itsuka!”
Itsuka registered All Might’s hand inches away from swiping her out of the air. Not thinking at all, she pointed her right hand at the left side of his abdomen, grew her fist to its maximum size, and snapped her fingers.
Itsuka had only just managed to satisfy Majima with her capability to use the Pistol Gloves in time for the Final. She could feel the grooves on the inside of her the gloves snap against each other, funneling the shockwave into a blast directly into the left side of All Might’s sternum. It was only thanks to the fact that ear plugs were a required part of her costume with the gloves that she didn’t blast her hearing out, as the resultant snap shattered every window in the vicinity, knocking All Might out of the air and blasting Itsuka towards the exit even faster. It was also only by reflexively sticking her hands out behind her and activating her Quirk that she was able to cushion her impact when she hit the ground. A bell rang out.
“Kendo Itsuka has made it to the exit gate!”
“That was the manliest thing I’ve ever seen in my life!”
“I’m grateful that the Lord has granted you victory, Kendo.”
“You literally snapped All Might out of the air!”
Itsuka gave a slight chuckle, probably still in shock as she made it back to the classroom to the applause of her classmates. It was almost a relief when Kan called for the students’ attention.
“Well done. There’s still a lot of areas you all have to work out, but that is what the Summer Camp will be for. I’ve got to say, it makes me proud to be the teacher of a class in which nineteen of my students managed to pass in an exam against pro heroes…as opposed to twelve…” Kan added with a smirk.
Monoma, catching what Kan said and snapping himself out of his stupor for being the only fail in his class, cackled out loud.
“Twelve? Only twelve of 1-A passed? Hahaha! What…”
“Monoma, I swear I will pistol shrimp strike you from over here.” Itsuka said, managing to regain control of her sense and irritated by the blonde’s arrogant cackling. This shut Monoma up, eliciting a chuckle from the rest of the class for the two’s antics. Kan simply smiled fondly.
“Yes, yes, let’s not be too harsh. You’re all free to go to lunch, you’ve earned it.”
The class cheered and filed out of the room, everyone congratulating each other and still praising Itsuka for managing to get one over on All Might of all people. Now that she wasn’t in a hyper adrenaline-fueled state, Itsuka’s victory started to hit her. Sure, it wasn’t the kind of win she was used to, but this was something she had a right to feel proud of.
That being said, as Itsuka filled up her plate (she was really hungry,) she spied Midoriya sitting at a table with his classmates from 1-C, blushing as he was being talked to by 1-A’s newer students Uraraka and Shinso, followed by Yaoyorozu, Shoji, and several of the other 1-A members.
Itsuka was no fool. She knew that in a straight fight, she’d have never been able to handle All Might. She had passed her Final because of Midoriya’s analysis, and he deserved her gratitude.
Once 1-A had said their piece, Itsuka came to the 1-C table to say hers. Itsuka’s presence though, followed by many of her classmates, seemed to reignite Midoriya’s blush. In hindsight, maybe it would have been better to do this when Midoriya wasn’t already surrounded by people; for all of his intelligence, it was clear that Midoriya suffered from confidence and anxiety issues, so having the attention of so many people at once was probably overwhelming. It was too late to do anything about that now though, so Itsuka resolved to try to make this fast.
“Midoriya?” she said. The green-haired boy looked at Itsuka despite blushing like a strawberry from all of the attention he had been getting. At least he wasn’t completely overwhelmed. “I know you’ve been hearing a lot of this, but I wanted to thank you for the analysis you did for my class and me. I know that I wouldn’t have passed my Final were it not for you.”
Before Midoriya could get a chance to say anything, Tokage, who had come up behind Itsuka (maybe to thank Midoriya herself, followed by practically everyone else in their class,) spoke out loud.
“Oh, were those tricks you pulled at the end were Greenie’s idea?”
Itsuka grimaced as Midoriya looked like he was about to pass out. However, he managed to pull himself together to speak up for himself.
“Well…I mean, I gave her the idea for the ‘Trapjaw Fist’, but I don’t know what she did to dodge All Might in the air.”
Itsuka blinked, confused.
“Wait, weren’t you watching the footage of the exams?”
“I was…” Midoriya admitted, “but whatever happened in midair wasn’t caught by any cameras. What exactly happened up there?”
Itsuka smiled, hoping that she could make Midoriya a bit prouder of himself.
“All Might jumped after me and was about to smack me out of the air, so I used the Pistol Gloves to blast him in the stomach, knocking him off course.”
Midoriya blinked, for some reason looking worried.
“His stomach?”
“Well…” Itsuka was confused why Midoriya looked worried, but went on. “The left side of his abdomen, anyway.”
“Was…was he okay?” Midoriya asked.
Itsuka and her friends stared at the serious look of concern on Midoriya’s face for a second before they burst out laughing. It seemed to startle him even more, but Itsuka just couldn’t help it; Midoriya was just too nice.
“Midoriya…he’s All Might! Of course I didn’t actually hurt him!”
Shiozaki gave Midoriya a kind smile.
“You really are too kind for this world, Midoriya.”
Seeing how everyone was reacting, Midoriya gave a small, nervous smile.
“Yeah…yeah…I…uh…I guess I’m just being silly…”
Itsuka smiled, feeling that she had embarrassed Midoriya too much already and decided to leave him alone. As she was about to find a table though, she noticed Yaoyorozu sitting with her new Vice Representative, Shoji Mezo, and walked over to her.
“Yaomomo?” she said, getting Yaoyorozu’s attention. Itsuka felt guilty about what she was going to say, but went on. “I’m sorry, I didn’t realize that I had heard the wrong information about the Finals and might have made your class think that it was robots…”
Thankfully, Yaoyorozu smiled and waved her hand dismissively in response.
“It’s alright, Kendo, you were trying to help us, and I appreciate that.”
Considering how happy Yaoyorozu was, and the fact that she was one of the 1-A students Itsuka had seen thank Midoriya, she could at least be confident that Yaoyorozu had passed herself. Looking over at one of the tables though, Itsuka could guess at who hadn’t passed, considering how glum Kaminari, Ashido, Sato, Kirishima, and Sero looked, as well as how Bakugou somehow looked even angrier than usual. The occasional death glares he sent in Midoriya’s direction made Itsuka’s hands twitch. She didn’t know what problem Bakugou could have with someone as nice as Midoriya, but she’d be more than willing to try out another of his ideas on 1-A’s own blonde loudmouth; she had been itching to try out an idea she had gotten from watching a documentary on mantis shrimp…
“So…I take it the Finals went well for you?” Itsuka said, snapping herself out of it. Yaoyorozu gave a slight chuckle in relief.
“It did for me, at least. I ended up drawing the short straw and had to take my exam on my own against Aizawa!”
“And you got away from him?” Itsuka asked, impressed.
Yaoyorozu put her hand against her mouth to stifle a chuckle.
“One of Midoriya’s suggestions to me was to have equipment prepared ahead of time; Aizawa had me cornered in an alleyway, but I must have surprised him when I blinded him with a flashlight and clubbed him over the head with it.”
Itsuka snorted at the simplicity of it.
“So, I take it that your class got some good ideas from Midoriya as well?”
Yaoyorozu’s smile fell somewhat and she sighed.
“Most of us.”
Itsuka blinked, concerned.
“Did some of his ideas not pan out?”
“No…well…” Yaoyorozu thought for a moment, perhaps considering whether she should say anything, when Shoji spoke up.
“Ashido and Kaminari got paired off against Nezu.”
“Ooohhh…” Itsuka winced in sympathy. “Yeah…I guess there’s not much Midoriya could have done to help them there.”
Yaoyorozu shrugged.
“Midoriya was mostly just helping everyone with their Quirks and some strategies. The big problem was from the students who didn’t take his advice.”
Neither Itsuka nor Yaoyorozu looked at anyone in particular, but Itsuka could make a guess as to who one or two of those students might be.
“Hopefully this will be a learning experience regardless. Aizawa made it clear that he was going to be harder on the students at the Summer Camp that didn’t pass the exam…though he had actually told everyone that anyone who didn’t pass wasn’t going to go. Another one of his ‘logical ruses.’”
Itsuka couldn’t help but notice a slight tone of irritation and bitterness at that last point. Kan could be a bit much with how he sometimes pushed the class rivalry, but Itsuka found herself grateful that she had him as a homeroom teacher.
Part of Itsuka questioned why she was here. It wasn’t as if there was anything that she could actually do for her unconscious classmates, let alone her homeroom teacher in the ICU, but she at least wanted to be there if she could when her classmates woke up from Mustard’s gas. From what she had been told by Monoma when he was able to snap out of his shock enough to speak, Muscular had twisted Vlad King’s arms out of their sockets. Itsuka could only pray that her teacher was going to be okay.
So, this was what Yaoyorozu and 1-A had felt like after the USJ. Itsuka kept on reflexively clenching her fists, jumping at any loud noise that reminded her of a gunshot or the hiss of seeping gas.
This had been her first fight against a real villain, her first real brush with death. Mustard had knocked most of the hero students out of commission, using his Quirk to send out a whirling cloud of toxic gas. Thankfully, Itsuka and Tetsutetsu had come across Yaoyorozu, who had been able to give the two of them gas masks to contend with the threat. Despite this protection though, Mustard was still a dangerous threat, as his gas allowed him to sense any movement from within its vicinity, and he had a gun that he used with deadly accuracy.
As a rule, Itsuka hated guns; they chaffed against her sensibilities as a martial artist and seemed like a coward’s way of dealing with opponents rather than facing them with their own skill. She and Tetsutetsu were more disciplined and trained than the psychopathic middle schooler, and yet just with a simple pistol, Mustard was able to keep the two at his mercy.
But she had come out on top. She and Tetsutetsu had managed to figure out Mustard’s tricks and beat him; Tetsutetsu drawing Mustard’s fire while Itsuka blew the gas cloud away with her enlarged hands, giving Tetsutetsu an opening to smash Mustard’s ridiculous helmet in with a steel-covered fist.
Despite winning that battle though, it was a net loss for the hero courses as a whole to Itsuka. Besides her, Tetsutetsu, Monoma (who had been in the Remedial Lessons cabin during the attack), and Awase (who had helped an injured Yaoyorozu escape from one of the Nomu used in the attack,) the entirety of 1-B had been caught in Mustard’s gas attack and were being treated for overexposure, along with several of the 1-A students. Uraraka and Shoji were in the ICU with Kan, and Bakugou had been battered by Muscular and kidnapped by the League of Villains.
Tetsutetsu was sitting with Itsuka. While she was able to keep a straight face (it was a skill that she had learned through her experience at her family’s dojo; you had to learn to keep your head in a fight, after all,) he looked about how she felt. He was glaring at the floor with his jaw clenched, his leg tapping as he worried for his teacher and his friends.
Their school had been attacked again, and this time, their class had been caught in the middle of it. Like before though, they weren’t sure if they were going to get everyone back alive.
They should be stronger than this. They were heroes, they held the line against villains and kept them from hurting people, and yet here they were, just as vulnerable as anyone else, only just managing to survive by the skin of their teeth, if that. Itsuka just didn’t know how to handle this.
Their musing was cut short though when a familiar voice spoke up in front of them.
“Hey, Kendo? Tetsubro?”
The two looked up, and saw the spiky red-haired Kirishima of 1-A standing in front of them. Unlike his usual exuberant manner though, he seemed uncomfortable, his smile somewhat forced and noticeably sweating from nerves for some reason.
“Kiribro, what’s up?” Tetsutetsu asked, grateful to see the rival he had made for himself ever since their match in the Third Round of the Sports Festival.
“Actually…” Kirishima rubbed the back of his head, his eyes darting around as if he was on the lookout for someone. “I wanted to talk to you about something, Kendo.”
Itsuka stood up.
“What is it, Kirishima?”
“…I was…wondering if you could talk to Yaoyorozu about something.”
Itsuka blinked.
“Why do you need me to talk to her? Can’t you?”
“It’s just…you talked with Awase right, about what he and Yaoyorozu did during the attack?” Kirishima asked in a hushed tone.
Itsuka frowned at Kirishima. Something about this didn’t feel right to her.
“No…what are you talking about?”
The waiting room doors opened, and Itsuka saw Yaoyorozu enter. She smiled briefly when she saw that she had Itsuka’s attention, only to frown when she saw Kirishima, approaching behind him without him realizing.
“Well, I heard Yaoyorozu talking to the police about when they were attacked by that Nomu, and she…”
Yaoyorozu glared as she overheard what Kirishima was saying and grabbed him by the shoulder.
“Kirishima!” she hissed. “What do you think you’re doing?”
Kirishima was caught off guard by Yaoyorozu’s presence, but frantically tried to defend himself;
“Oh, come on, Yaoyorozu! They’re in our class, we can tell…”
“No.” Yaoyorozu said, cutting Kirishima off. “What you were about to do was outright illegal, Kirishima. What you wanted to do in the first place was bad enough, but I swear if I hear you talking about what I was saying to the police in confidence or your idea to anyone else, I will personally bring this up with Principal Nezu and have you expelled for endangering an investigation.”
Kirishima looked back at Ituska for a moment, perhaps about to try to talk to her again, but winced at Yaoyorozu’s rebuke.
“Go home. Now.”
Kirishima uncharacteristically glared at Yaoyorozu, but the heiress didn’t flinch, and the boy eventually cowered under her gaze before walking away.
“Yaomomo…what was that about?” Itsuka asked, concerned by the interaction. Yaoyorozu turned to Itsuka grimly and sighed.
“It’s nothing to worry about. Kirishima just happened to overhear something Awase and I did during the attack and was asking for something foolish. My guess is that he was about to try to ask for your help in convincing me to go along with his idea.”
Tetsutetsu looked after his friend in concern.
“Are you sure you need to be so harsh on him, Yaoyorozu? Kirishima’s a good guy, he didn’t deserve to be chewed out like that…”
It was impressive how quickly Yaoyorozu was able to get Tetsutetsu to cow under the same glare she gave to Kirishima.
“He did, Tetsutetsu. What Kirishima wanted to do was foolish, dangerous, and extremely callous to suggest to his class, who are all still recovering from a villain attack.”
Tetsutetsu didn’t push the matter any further.
“Are they…are all of you alright?”
Yaoyorozu withered somewhat at the question.
“A few of them are still in shock for one reason or another. Everyone who wasn’t seriously injured got sent home, hopefully they’ll be alright.” She managed a small smile nonetheless. “Thankfully, I found out a while ago that Shoji and Uraraka were both taken out of the ICU, and so I wanted to see if I could check up on them.”
Itsuka felt relief, but then realized something and stopped Yaoyorozu.
“Yaomomo, I hate to ask you this, but I’m worried about Kan-sensei, and I’ve got to know. I wasn’t able to get that much out of Monoma, do you know what happened with Muscular? Did he hurt anyone else?”
Yaoyorozu looked at Itsuka, surprised. A brief look of…pride(?) came across her face though despite her clear concern about everything.
“Thankfully, no. It seems that Ashido and Kaminari were able to defeat him so the police could take him in later.”
“Wait, Kaminari and Ashido?” Tetsutetsu repeated in surprise. Yaoyorozu nodded in response.
“They used one of the techniques suggested by Midoriya. They’re still both shaken up by what happened…” she added uneasily, “but I’m just glad that they’re okay.” She took a deep breath, steadying herself some more. “I’ll need to check up on them later. How about you two?” Yaoyorozu asked with a look of concern. “Do you have any news on your classmates?”
Itsuka and Tetsutetsu’s moods dropped.
“It sounds like everyone’s going to recover, but Kan is still in the ICU.” Itsuka responded.
“ARGH!” Tetsutetsu suddenly growled out. “I just can’t believe it! A bunch of villains got the drop on us, and most of us couldn’t do a thing to stop them! I just feel so powerless!”
Itsuka sighed. She was trying to keep a strong front, but honestly Tetsutetsu had a tendency to say what she was thinking. Despite this though, Yaoyorozu smiled to them encouragingly.
“It’s going to be alright. The heroes are going to handle this. They’re going to find the villains responsible and bring them to justice.”
“How are you so confident in this?” Tetsutetsu asked, still frustrated.
Yaoyorozu just smiled.
“Just trust me on this. Now, if you’ll excuse me,” Yaoyorozu dismissed herself, walking up to the visitor’s desk.
Yaoyorozu had been one of the students injured during the attack, and yet she had gotten back up and was watching out for her class. For someone who had been through all of that, she looked as if she was handling the stress a lot better than Itsuka was. Itsuka steeled her nerves, resolving to not let what happened bog her down.
Monoma had done quite a few things that angered Itsuka, his constant antagonism towards 1-A being at the top of that list, but this almost earned him another Big Fist chop with him copying Steel. She would have thought her frustrations at having been duped into Uwabami’s internship would have made it clear that she didn’t like this sort of stuff, but Monoma had gone behind her back and signed Ituska up for the U.A. Beauty Contest during the Cultural Festival. It was particularly frustrating as this meant that she wasn’t able to help in her class presentation (granted, she thought that their idea for the fantasy play “Romeo, Juliet, and the Prisoner of Azkaban: The Return of the Kings”, was completely ridiculous, but she wanted to support her class.) Monoma’s reasoning for this was that the commercial had earned Itsuka popularity, which if used for the Beauty Pageant could boost 1-B’s prestige, but she was pretty sure that he just wanted her out of his hair so he could mock 1-A without the threat of getting chopped in the back of the head. Thankfully, Awase volunteered to take her place for this (unsettling important) duty, though by the time Itsuka realized what Monoma had done, it was too late for her to drop out.
As much as she hated to admit it though, she did find herself getting excited, admiring the dress that Yanagi Reiko had designed for her. She was grateful that Reiko (Itsuka had gotten to know her classmates well enough that by this point she was comfortable referring to a few by their personal names) was the one helping, considering the fact that they had gone on the same work study together just a few weeks prior.
When Itsuka gave her performance, she was glad to realize that it was a different experience than her internship with Uwamabi, as besides simply looking pretty, she also got to give some practical demonstrations of her martial arts skills. She didn’t end up winning, but it was fun to do.
This was where things fell apart though, as just as 1-A was about to give their performance, the Festival was crashed by another villain appearing, this one Gentle Criminal. The teachers’ attempts to catch him, coupled with the upperclassmen Togata Mirio’s Quirk suddenly mutating and going wild, caused an abrupt and violent end to the Cultural Festival.
After Gentle Criminal and La Brava had been taken away and the police performed an investigation to ensure that there were no more villains in the area, the only thing that could be done was to clean up the wreckage. It was a particularly disheartening experience for the students to be forced to clean up the smashed remains of the sets, props, and costumes that they had spent so much time working on, only to have it all go to waste with no one to admire them because of some narcissistic internet celebrity.
As Itsuka was clearing up the wreckage with her enlarged hands, she overheard some of her classmates talking.
“Man…we worked so hard on this…”
“Everything’s ruined. I don’t think that any of the classes got to do anything.”
“Damn it…they didn’t even let us get a crack at that fancy asshole. I’d have sliced right through those stupid barriers…”
“I can’t believe class A…”
At Tsuburaba’s comment, Itsuka sharply turned her head towards the conversation and glared. He paled, immediately putting his head down and kept working with the other three boys. Itsuka sighed. It seemed that 1-A was getting blamed for this attack again. This might end up even worse for their standing within the school than before, considering how it affected everyone else. Once the class had salvaged what they could and threw away everything they couldn’t, Itsuka resolved to check up on 1-A.
Walking through the ruins of the Festival, Itsuka overheard more grumblings against 1-A, some muttered, some shouted.
“Wasn’t what that Iida kid did bad enough?”
“Why the hell are they even still here!”
“Shouldn’t they be able to handle this kind of stuff?”
Itsuka shook her head in disgust. It was boggling how selfish and petty people could be. When she arrived at where 1-A had set up, they were almost finished cleaning up the wreckage of their stage, sealing up what instruments and outfits that hadn’t been destroyed by the Black Whips or the panicking crowds. Each of the students had dark looks of anger or sorrow, many doing the best they could to avoid the gazes of any passerby. Itsuka found Yaoyorozu putting instruments and microphones back into cases.
“Hey Yaomomo.”
Yaoyorozu stood up from her work with an attempt at a smile.
“Hello, Kendo.”
Itsuka looked around.
“Do you need any help?”
Yaoyorozu shook her head.
“No thank you, we’re almost done.”
“…How are you feeling?”
Yaoyorozu sighed, frowning with her eyes closed.
“…Upset. I am quite upset. I had hoped that this song might be able to cheer people up and garner us some goodwill, but it seems that’s not going to happen.”
“If it makes you feel any better, if Monoma or anyone from my class says anything nasty or blames you all for this, they’ll answer to me.” Itsuka offered. Yaoyorozu gave a grim smile in response.
“Thank you, Kendo.” The heiress coiled up one of the cables as she spoke. “However, I’ve come to accept that some people simply aren’t going to show us sympathy. That’s just something that we’re going to have to deal with.”
“It…it just feels like your class keeps getting hit by stuff, you know? And this just seems like one more thing on top of everything else.”
Yaoyorozu stared blankly at where their stage had once been. Her attention was drawn to Bakugou shouting something at Kaminari and Kirishima, creating explosions in his hands; Kaminari simply trying to back away from the boy while Kirishima held Bakugou back, only to get an elbow in the stomach. At the same time, Mineta was causing a commotion, sounding as if he was trying to sneak a look beneath the girl’s dresses before they would have to get rid of them, only getting driven off by the girls yelling at him.
“HEY!” Yaoyorozu shouted, making the rest of her class jerk towards her, though she was only glaring at the two boys causing problems. “Bakugou and Mineta! If you’re not going to actually help us clear this up, just go back to the dorms and stop causing more problems!”
Mineta paled and scampered off, much to the relief of the girls he was harassing. Bakugou bared his teeth at Yaoyorozu, though the heiress met his glare without an ounce of fear. Eventually, the boy backed down with a snarl, walking away with his hands in his pockets. Kirishima looked as if he wanted to argue with Yaoyorozu, though the heiress turned her glare onto him and he shrunk in on himself before following after Bakugou. Yaoyorozu sighed in exhaustion before turning back to Itsuka.
“It is. But I’ve had to realize that crying about these problems won’t solve them or keep more problems from happening in the future. It’s like you said at our internship,” Yaoyorozu turned to roll up a cable, “we can only learn from our defeats and try to do better, even if it’s not a physical fight that we’re dealing with. We just have to keep moving forward.”
“Well, at least our teachers have our backs.” Itsuka pointed out. “I know it’s nice knowing that I can rely on our homeroom teacher whenever things get bad.”
Yaoyorozu didn’t respond to that at first, simply putting the coiled cable away.
“…That’s nice. But right now, the best thing I can do is finish cleaning this all up, hope that we might be able to use it next year, and be there for my class.” Yaoyorozu finished putting everything away, giving Itsuka a more sincere smile. “I appreciate your kindness nonetheless, Kendo. Hopefully the next time our classes get together for an event, it will be under better circumstances.”
As Itsuka watched Yaoyorozu head back to her classmates, managing to stop some tears and even elicit a few smiles, she marveled at the difference between how she was acting now and how she handled the aftermath of the USJ. Despite everything that she had gone through, she had become far more resilient than Itsuka would have expected. She grinned to herself. Neither had really gotten to compete against each other throughout their experience at UA, but Itsuka was excited for when she could finally test her mettle against someone as strong as Yaoyorozu.
Finally.
This was what Itsuka had been hoping for the entire year.
At the end of their second term, class 1-A and 1-B were put into a Joint Training Exercise, in which the respective classes would split into teams of four and be pitted against an opposing team from the opposite class, with the goal to capture all of the opposing team members. Of course, Monoma had to freak everyone out with his usual proclamations of 1-B’s inevitable victory, but privately, Itsuka felt just as excited, even more so when she realized that the team that she was assigned to lead was being matched against a team led by Yaoyorozu.
Finally. Itsuka had come to see Yaoyorozu as her ideal rival; intelligent, charismatic, strong, skilled, and tough enough to handle everything that her class had been hit with throughout the year. While the way that Itsuka saw her rivalry wasn’t like the toxic vision that Monoma had, she nonetheless was ecstatic to finally have a chance to test her mettle against someone she respected so much.
The first match had Shishida leading a team against one led by Shoji, though this ended in Class A’s favor, surprisingly with a clever move pulled by Kaminari, who had electrified the metal arena to the point that almost all of Shishida’s team got taken out at once.
The second match, Monoma managed to earn some of Itsuka’s praise against a team led by Uraraka. It was a close match though, as while Yui was able to gain an early advantage with the surprise addition of a shrunken, Sentai-esque battle armor from the Support Department, Ashido was able to disable it with her acid; Yanagi just barely managing to take the Acid girl out with a direct hit. Monoma was of course insufferable after his win, which almost made Itsuka grateful that 1-A shut him up by pulling another victory, this time with Shoji leading again due to his class’ uneven number. Actually, it was supposed to be Todoroki leading, but he was taken out quite quickly when he ran ahead of his team, only to lose to a combo-move between Honenuki and Tetsutetsu. However, none of them were able to handle Shoji’s overwhelming firepower that he brought to bear, reeling Honenuki out of the softened ground like a fish with a grappling hook, entangling Sen with a net gun, and even sharpshooting Tsunotori out of the air. Tetsutetsu did his best, but ultimately while steel skin granted him a defense against bullet attacks, it didn’t make it easier for him to escape a bola shot.
Itsuka felt pretty bad for the 1-A students in the fourth round that had gotten teamed up with Bakugou, as she couldn’t help but feel as if even a decent number of their own classmates didn’t want that team to win. Monoma could be a huge pain, but at the very least he was a team player. Bakugou on the other hand blasted directly at Setsuna’s team with barely an attempt to strategize with his teammates, making him easy pickings for Setsuna’s trap. Despite Jiro, Sato, and Sero managing to rescue Bakugou once, Setsuna was able to adapt her plan and overwhelm him with her own firepower that she had been adding to her costume, using her split pieces to fire capture weapons from the Support Department from multiple angles all at once. Itsuka noticed Midoriya, who was also viewing the exercise, grinning at the results; she wondered if that was completely in praise at Setsuna’s victory or if there was a bit of vindictiveness in him towards Bakugou for clearly not taking any advice from him.
Finally, it was Itsuka’s team of her, Komori Kinoko, Kuroiro Shihai, and Fukidashi Manga against Yaoyorozu’s team of her, Hagakure Toru, Tokoyami Fumikage, and Aoyama Yuga. The fact that this was the last match and a tiebreaker at that simply made Itsuka more pumped. She was confused and honestly, a little offended though from seeing Yaoyorozu spend so much time in the other matches on her smartphone. She would have thought that Yaoyorozu would be more interested in supporting her teammates, but Itsuka had a match to focus on.
Her team approved of her strategy of having a plan A and a plan B: she knew that Yaoyorozu would use Dark Shadow to scout ahead, so she’d send Kuroiro to use his Quirk “Black”, which allowed him to possess anything colored black, to possess Dark Shadow and use it against his own team. If that occurred, they would likely use Aoyama’s Navel Laser to counterattack, which would in turn inevitably give away their location in the industrial area that the exercise was being held in, triggering the rest of Itsuka’s team to initiate plan B; hone in on them and attack with Komori and Fukidashi’s long range Quirks; Mushroom and Onomatopoeia. Kuroiro cackled when Itsuka explained the plan and set out through the shadows.
Two minutes later though:
“Kuroiro Shihai has been captured!”
Itsuka was dumbfounded. Kuroiro was the stealthiest member of their class! It was almost impossible to catch him, especially in a zone like this that had so many shaded areas!
“Shitake!” Komori swore in her own unique way. “What happened to Kuroiro?” she asked, concerned for her friend.
“This is bad, Kendo. Both of your plans hinged on Kuroiro!” Fukidashi commented, the bubble that formed his head displaying ‘!!!’.
“We need to rethink the plan…” Itsuka, quickly trying to salvage their situation. After a few seconds of deliberation, she settled on something.
“Okay, we can’t play defensively here; Hagakure could sneak through any ambush we try to make. We still need to locate them. Fukidashi, do you think you can find them with that radar trick you’ve been working on?”
“I can give it a shot, but it’ll be tricky with all of these pipes and everything here…” Fukidashi gestured to the fixtures of their industrial battleground.
“It’ll have to do. We need to hit them before Yaoyorozu has too much time to plan.”
“Got it, boss!” Fukidashi answered before turning towards the direction Kuroiro had headed.
“PING!” he said, creating a speech bubble with the word inside, which burst, sending out a noticeable ripple in the air.
“PING! PING! PING!” Fukidashi repeated over and over, sending the radar ripples out, until the last one sent a ripple back to them.
“Move!” Itsuka ordered, with Komori and Fukidashi hurrying along behind her. “We need to hurry, they’ll know we’re coming and I don’t want to give them any time to prepare!”
Within a minute, the two teams made contact within an expanse of industrial pipes. In the brief moment that the two teams ran into each other, Itsuka noticed that for some reason, Tokoyami’s Dark Shadow Quirk was colored blue. However, she knew that Yaoyorozu could make better use of any time they had, so she immediately used her Pistol Gloves to blast shockwaves at the team, forcing them to scatter or be blown away.
“Komori, Fukidashi, do your thing!”
“DAMP!” Fukidashi shouted, the speech bubble floating in the air before the vicinity suddenly became covered with moisture, making it the perfect environment for Komori’s Mushroom Quirk, which she took advantage of to spread spores everywhere. Itsuka couldn’t spot Hagakure in the brief moments she had, but she knew that the spores spreading throughout the air would neutralize her invisibility. As the 1-A team was scattering for cover from the onslaught, Itsuka picked out Yaoyorozu, just a bit away from her teammates.
“Fukidashi, over there!”
Seeing Yaoyorozu, Fukidashi created a long string of kakatana to block Yaoyorozu off from her teammates, allowing Itsuka to jump after her in an isolated area.
This was the crux of Itsuka’s plan; she knew that Yaoyorozu was smarter than her and would act as the brain of her team. If they were cut off from her, they would be vulnerable. And if she was fighting Itsuka directly, it would be exactly like the fight against Tokoyami in the Sports Festival.
“It’s just you and me, Yaomomo! Let’s see what you can…”
As Itsuka rushed at Yaoyorozu, ready to overwhelm her with a Double Jumbo Fist, Yaoyorozu revealed that she already had a weapon in hand; one of her staffs, which she pointed at Itsuka. The end suddenly illuminated with a flashing strobe effect, disorientating Itsuka. Thinking quickly, Itsuka clapped her enlarged hands together, not wanting to give Yaoyorozu a chance to capitalize on her disorientation. She heard a thump and a groan, but before her eyesight could clear, she heard a sizzling noise. Blinking, she saw that Yaoyorozu had her arm cannon equipped, and was spraying acid that resembled Ashido’s to dissolve a hole through one of the walls of the enclosure. Itsuka chased after her, frustrated. She needed to keep Yaoyorozu on her toes, not give her any chance to make any new items that she could use to fight back. Thankfully, it seemed that with Itsuka standing between her and Yaoyorozu’s team, the heiress had panicked and was running in the direction away from where she could more easily regroup.
Itsuka leapt through the hole after Yaoyorozu, who tried to force her to retreat by firing a glue bomb, which splattered on the sleeve of Itsuka’s qipao similarly to her classmate Bondo’s Quirk. Itsuka tore her arm free from the sleeve still glued to the wall and responded with another shot from her Pistol Glove, forcing Yaoyorozu to retreat. The two continued to trade shots, Itsuka working to herd Yaoyorozu into a corner.
Finally, Itsuka managed to clip Yaoyorozu with one of her shockwaves, eliciting a shout from the girl. She’d have to apologize later; hopefully she didn’t cause too much damage, but it slowed Yaoyorozu down to the point that she was forced into an area more crowded with pipes, where the heiress staggered for breath.
“I’ve got you, Yaomomo!” Itsuka shouted. “You’re going to have to fight me head-on now!”
Itsuka leapt after Yaoyorozu with her hands wide and ready to capture the girl, only to hear a giant screeching noise like a car scrapping up against a metal railing.
“What?” Itsuka gasped, realizing that she hadn’t properly judged how much space she had in this narrow alleyway. Also, Yaoyorozu had a cattle prod ready, which she jabbed at the pipe that Itsuka’s hand was touching.
BZZZZTTT!
Itsuka yelped, the jolt travelling through her body. In that brief moment, Yaoyorozu pointed her arm canon at Ituska and fired another shot with a hiss of gas. Having her muscles seized up by the shock, Itsuka then felt her arms pinned to her side by the elastic bola Yaoyorzu had blasted from her cannon.
Itsuka gritted her teeth. She could get out of this, she just needed to…
“Komori Kinoko has been captured!”
“Fukidashi Manga has been captured!”
The brief moment of horror was all the distraction Yaoyorozu needed to distract Itsuka before jabbing her with the cattle prod and knocking her unconscious.
“Kendo, are you alright?”
Itsuka blinked herself awake and sat up, realizing that she was back in the viewing room with the hero courses and Midoriya. The only one not present was Bakugou, who was probably still in the nurses’ office after going against Kamakiri in his part of Setsuna’s plan. She looked around, and saw the rest of her teammates, looking dejected, along with the looks of frustration on the faces of the rest of her class and on Vlad-sensei.
“What…what happened?” she asked, turning to her teammates.
“We got curbstomped.” Fukidashi responded bluntly, his voice sounding raspy as if he had overused his Quirk. The effort to speak proved to be too much for him, sending him into a fit of coughing.
“It was a disaster!” Komori wailed. “They were all inoculated against my mushrooms from the start!”
“They had counters to all of us.” Kuroiro explained.
Itsuka turned to Yaoyorozu, who was looking at her apologetically. She didn’t like that, it felt too much like pity.
“How? How were you so prepared? Our training is kept separate, and most of my class didn’t get to do much in the Sports Festival, so you couldn’t have known enough about our Quirks to know from that!”
Yaoyorozu held up her phone.
“In all seriousness Kendo, we all need to be careful about what we post online. Most of your classmates had information about their Quirks on social media. It just took a bit of time to research.”
Itsuka and her teammates went pale, Fukidashi’s speech bubble displaying a ‘D:’ emoticon to display his shock.
“But…how…”
Yaoyorozu helped Itsuka stand up as she explained, pulling out some equipment that she had given to her teammates.
“Spray cans to neutralize Black…” she pointed to the particularly smug-looking blue colored Dark Shadow. “Fungicide and gas masks to protect us from Mushroom, and tear gas grenades to prevent Fukidashi from using Onomatopoeia. Even if I wasn’t there with my team, I was able to make sure that they were prepared for the threats that your team posed.”
“…You were intentionally leading me away from the teams…” Itsuka realized in horror.
“I guessed that you were going to try to fight me in a one-on-one fight, you are a martial artist after all.” Yaoyorozu explained. “But I knew that I couldn’t handle you in a straight fight, so I moved the battlefield to one in my favor, where the cramped spaces would make it harder for you to use your Quirk.”
The two classes stared at Yaoyorozu in amazement.
“Yaomomo pulled a Midoriya…” Setsuna said.
“What?” Midoriya looked at the girl in confusion.
“Of course class A would resort to dirty tricks!” Monoma proclaimed with an attempt at his usual smug demeanor despite how clearly angry he was at his class being denied the final victory. “Clearly the only way to defeat their superiors rather than going along with the spirit of the exercise!”
“Were they though?” Midoriya spoke up in defense of Yaoyorozu, getting everyone’s attention. “Heroes oftentimes have access to information on villains that they are trying to apprehend ahead of time, Yaoyorozu was just taking advantage of the time that she had.”
“Whatever the case,” Aizawa said, cutting off Monoma from making more of a scene, “Yayorozu’s team has secured a victory, making the Exercise 3-2 in class A’s favor.”
Class A cheered at the announcement, rushing to congratulate the flustered Yaoyorozu for securing the win, leaving Itsuka dumbfounded, Kan glowering in frustration, and the rest of the Class B students disheartened. Itsuka and the rest of Class B made their way back to their dorm rooms, where she collapsed on the sofa, numb.
“…Yaomomo played me…” she muttered out loud. “She played me from the start. She was a step ahead of me throughout the entire match…”
It was apparent that Itsuka had seriously underestimated her rival. Thinking about it, Itsuka wondered if she had been holding onto the image of Yaoyorozu struggling throughout the year, feeling pity for her, but not truly realizing how much stronger her rival had gotten throughout the experience. Itsuka turned to her three team members, bowing in remorse.
“I’m sorry guys. You failed because my plan didn’t work, and I let my ego get the better of me.”
“Hey…don’t be too down on yourself, Itsuka!” Komori said, patting her Class Rep on the shoulder. “I thought your plan was shroomtastic!”
“It’s not like any of us could have come up with anything better.” Kuroiro added.
“Class A’s Rep is scary…” Fukidashi said, a scared emoticon showing up in his speech bubble, “she’d probably have a plan to beat anyone…”
“Nonsense!” Monoma bombastically proclaimed. “You’re our Class Representative Kendo! You’re better than that smug heiress in every conceivable way!”
He was about to go on another rant when Setsuna detached her fist and made her own chop on the back of Monoma’s head in lieu of Itsuka, and sat down next to her.
“Like what Monoma was trying to say, don’t be too down on yourself, Itsuka. We know you’re going to pull yourself together and give ‘em a run for their money the next time you go against 1-A.”
Itsuka sighed.
“I just wish that I had a better showing…we were tied and I ended up giving Yaoyorozu a 4-0 victory!”
“Hey, I got to carve up that exploding asshole, so I’m happy with how my day went.” Kamakiri said smugly as he leaned against the dorm wall.
“I just wish Shoda had given me a chance to give that purple midget a nightmare…” Yanagi grumbled while Shoda chuckled awkwardly.
“Seriously Itsuka, it’s not the end of the world.” Setsuna said, her arm over Itsuka’s shoulders. “You win some, you lose some. Besides, regardless of whatever Monoma’s shouting at the time, a lot of the 1-A people are cool. Mina’s lots of fun, she even invited us to a party to ring in the end of the term!”
The class continued to give Itsuka reassurances, by this point over their overall loss to 1-A and more interested in hanging out with their sister class. Itsuka grinned back at her classmates, grateful to have their support. She just needed to do better next time. She’d work hard, get stronger, get smarter, and get another chance to test her meddle against her rival!
Itsuka turned the taps of the bathroom sink on, frantically splashing water into her face, but her heart was still beating too fast. She gripped the edges of the sink, willing herself to stay calm, but she could still hear it; Explosions. The sound of Gigantomachia’s footsteps as he rushed towards their desperate attempt to stop him. The maniacal laughter and shouting of villains as they threatened to overwhelm the heroes. People screaming as they were burned alive, drained of blood, crushed under the rubble of their own homes.
She fell to her knees, her hands clapped over her ears, pleading for the noises to stop.
“No…no…no…please…I don’t want to die…I don’t want to die…I don’t want to die…”
“Itsuka?”
“I’m sorry…I’m sorry…I…”
“Itsuka!”
Ibara’s shout snapped Itsuka out of it, bringing her back to reality. Her vine-haired friend was looking at her in fear and concern.
“It’s alright Itsuka, it’s over.” She said, kneeling on the floor next to her.
Itsuka couldn’t help it. She was already crying, and Ibara wasn’t going to judge her. She threw her arms around Ibara, clinging to her like a buoy in the middle of the ocean and sobbed.
“We were going to die…there were so many…I couldn’t do anything…”
Ibara hugged Itsuka back, holding her and rubbing her back to soothe her.
“It’s okay…it’s okay…it’s over, Itsuka, it’s over.”
Jaku had been nothing like Itsuka had imagined heroism to be. It wasn’t a single villain or a small gang set off against a hero whose skills far surpassed those of their opponents, destined to always prevail. It was an army of lunatics and monsters, driven by the ideologies of despots and a monster that wanted to tear the world apart. They were relentless, unforgiving, tearing apart anything that got in their way. The fights that Itsuka had watched on television growing up were nothing like this; the PLF were zealots ready to die for their cause of the complete and total destruction of everything that Itsuka held dear.
She had seen so many people die; heroes unprepared for the oncoming mass of violence, heroes doing their best to stand their ground and protect the people around them, or heroes fleeing for their lives, pushing each other out of the way in the vain hope that they could survive.
Somehow though, they had won. Togata Mirio, who people had already been touting as the next coming of All Might, had somehow managed to defeat Shigaraki and his pet monster Gigantomachia, albeit at the cost of his life. Though the PLF had been defeated, the damage that they had inflicted was severe. Itsuka and her class had taken days to sift through the rubble of the battle, hoping desperately to save whoever had been caught in the collapsing buildings. So many though hadn’t made it. Itsuka was going to be seeing bodies covered in black sheets in her nightmares for the rest of her life.
Ibara let Itsuka stay like this until she had cried herself out. When she pulled away, Itsuka saw that Ibara’s eyes were red and teary as well. She felt awful, realizing that she had probably made Ibara relive her own trauma from Jaku.
“I’m sorry…”
“It’s alright.” Ibara answered, rubbing the tears from her eyes. “Perhaps we both needed that.”
Itsuka scooted back, sitting against the bathroom wall, scared to let the rest of the class see her like this. Ibara sat down next to her.
“…What do you think is going to happen?” Ituka asked once she had managed to get ahold of herself.
“…I don’t know.” Ibara answered. “I can only pray for strength for whatever does.”
“…What do you think should happen?”
Ibara sighed, leaning against the wall and staring up at the ceiling.
“…I don’t know. The Bible says not to put your trust in man, in princes or generals, but those verses never really resonated with me the way that they have over the past week. I truly don’t know, Itsuka. I would have never thought that the ones who ran the system I was working to be a part of, to be a light to others, would be so corrupt.” She turned to Itsuka giving her a grim smile and shrugging. “My faith is in the Lord. I just hope everyone else can have peace of some kind.”
Itsuka looked back at her knees before sighing herself and standing, dusting herself off.
“Ibara, could you keep this between us?”
“If you want me to.” Ibara answered. “But I don’t think anyone would judge you for having a moment of weakness.”
“Just…please…” Itsuka repeated. She was still Class B’s Representative. She needed to be strong. They couldn’t know that she had fallen to pieces like this. She needed to be someone that they could rely on.
“I won’t tell anyone.” Ibara answered, raising her hand in promise. “But please, consider talking to Hound Dog about this, or if even not him, at least be willing to talk to one of us.”
Itsuka grimaced, but nodded.
The two left the bathroom and made their way to the kitchen. A few of their classmates were already there, waiting for the announcement, or perhaps just not wanting to be alone, as opposed to others still in their rooms, who didn’t want anyone to see them. Most were still dressed in their mourning clothes from the memorial service just an hour earlier. Itsuka saw Pony pacing around outside, talking on her phone in English.
“Please…they’re my friends…I don’t know what the Ministry of Education was doing here, but I’m sure it’s nothing…”
Itsuka tried to block it out, not wanting to eavesdrop.
More of the students funneled into the common room as the time for the Prime Minister’s announcement came closer. Monoma was the last to come in, for once not able to speak at all. The Prime Minister gave his announcement:
“Though the UN investigation is still ongoing, the findings it has brought to light so far have been deemed requiring immediate response. Due to the decision of the WHA to withdraw membership from Japan, and the reveal of how badly our hero system has failed to uphold justice and order, it is the decision of myself and of Parliament to dissolve the HPSC, and to integrate our pro heroes into Japan’s police force and emergency services.”
All of the air left Itsuka’s lungs at once.
“What…?” She wasn’t sure if she was the first person to speak, but it was quickly drowned out by the comments from everyone else.
“The HPSC’s getting dissolved? What does that mean?”
“Wait, so…does this mean that there’s no more heroes?”
“What the hell are we supposed to do then!? This is the hero course, we worked hard to get here, does all that mean nothing now?”
“He said that heroes were going to be integrated into the police force though,” Shoda hopefully pointed out in an effort to diffuse the tension. “It’s not like they’re not going to be there, they’re just going to be police now. That’s just…what we’re going to be, I guess…”
More people though kept on speaking up, getting louder and more frantic.
“But what does that mean for us? UA is a hero school after all, are they just telling us to go join the police academy? Is UA even going to exist as a school now?”
“What about all the other departments? I mean, I guess the Gen Ed course should be fine, but what about Support and Management? Heck, if they just close down UA, even Gen Ed won’t survive!”
“Okay, that’s enough!” Itsuka shouted, realizing that tempers were rising and people were getting more scared. “We’re all really freaked out about this, but panicking isn’t going to help anything. There’s a lot of what’s happening here that we still don’t understand, so I think that our best option is to just wait to ask Kan-sensei about this, and hope that he’ll be able to give us a clearer picture.”
Everyone was still confused, scared, or angry, it was clear, but they had at least stopped shouting. Eventually everyone filled back to their rooms, or to go outside to get some air. Ibara gave Itsuka a small smile in support before leaving back to her room, probably to pray. Itsuka wondered if she should join her.
The next day Kan called everyone to the common room, looking particularly grim. What worried Itsuka more though was that Tsunotori Pony was standing next to him, with her bags packed. Tears were pouring down her eyes, and it seemed like all she could do to keep it together.
“I have quite a bit to say, but I believe that it would be best if I let Tsunotori talk first.” Kan said, patting Pony’s shoulder. She stepped forward, her voice wavering.
“…My family is moving back to the U.S., and they want me to come with them…”
“What!? Why?” Komori shouted, starting to cry herself.
“They…they don’t think that Japan’s safe…and…” she sniffled, looking up at Kan, who gave her a kind smile, showing that whatever she had to say, it was no hard feelings, “they don’t think that UA’s a good school for me to go to anymore.” She picked her head up, forcing her to look at her friends, making her big blue eyes waver even more, “I don’t want to go…but UA requires my parents’ permission! I’m so sorry!” she burst into tears, unable to look at them, only to be immediately enveloped by the entire class in a hug. Many broke out into their own tears at the prospect of their friend leaving them, especially after what they had been through together, a few were offering what reassurances that they could; Itsuka was part of both groups despite her efforts to not make Pony feel worse. As the group broke up to let Pony say her individual goodbyes, she surprisingly started with Monoma.
“Monoma…” Pony hugged him, making the usually bombastic Copy user oddly flustered and quiet. “That’s for helping me to learn Japanese.”
This was followed though by a kick to his groin, eliciting a sympathetic wince from the other boys in the class while Monoma crumpled up on the floor, holds his goods.
“And that’s for all of the horrible stuff you tricked me into saying to class A!” she shouted angrily.
Some of the boys carried the scrunched-up form of Monoma out of the way while the rest of the class said their goodbyes. Itsuka was the last one Pony talked to. The poor girl was a mess by that point, openly sobbing as she hugged the taller Itsuka, who hugged her back just as strongly, unable to prevent her own tears from falling.
“You were so nice to me…I’m so sorry I’m leaving…I don’t want to leave you guys…”
“It’s okay Pony…” Itsuka said, rubbing the girl’s back, heartbroken that she was being forced to say goodbye to one of her friends. “We’ll be sure to keep in touch, and you can come back whenever you want…” she offered as hollow assurances, though this just made Pony hug her tighter and cry even more. Eventually, she let go, the UA bots helping her move her belongings to a waiting van outside.
Kan wasn’t able to give them much time to mourn the loss of their friend before he made his next announcement to the class.
“Now, I imagine that you are all wondering what is going to happen because of the government’s announcement yesterday.”
Itsuka and the rest of the class were silent, paying attention to their homeroom teacher as if their lives depended on it.
“The hero system is being dissolved, meaning that pro heroes are essentially being stripped of their professional identities.” He raised a hand to silence the class, sensing that many of them were about to yell and protest. “We’re still trying to figure out how this is going to work. However, the good news is that UA is still going to be operating as a school, it just means that the curriculum for this course is going to change a lot.”
Itsuka was already trying to figure out what kinds of changes this would entail, but Kan continued.
“Nezu has hired a new teacher who was part of the police force to help us determine this curriculum change. Right now, I don’t think that I could explain the details of all of this justice, but there are a few things that I need you all to understand.”
Kan fixed his students with a stern glare, making each of them pay attention, realizing how serious this was going to be.
“The new system that the government is trying to create is not going to be like the old hero system. There will be no ranks, no endorsements, no publicity stunts. I’m sorry to say that quite a bit of what we have been teaching you will no longer be relevant. What I am going to be trying to teach you all to become is something that you might not want to do. It would be best for you to try to understand this now and decide whether or not you want to continue in this course, because make no mistake, this is no longer the ‘Hero’ course.”
Several of the class B students became introspective, mulling over Kan’s words. There was still a lot that Itsuka knew she didn’t understand yet. She was likely going to have to talk more with this new teacher that was going to be joining UA. For now though, it sounded as if they were going to be doing the same kind of work, just in a different form, and as far as Itsuka could understand at the time, it was still what she wanted to do.
“…This brings me to another announcement.” He said with an almost angry expression, though his anger wasn’t directed at anyone obvious, but rather more himself. “Aizawa, the homeroom teacher of class A, is going to be…retiring from his position…as a result of the injuries that he sustained from Jaku.”
Itsuka knew that she was not the only one who caught onto how their teacher stumbled on those words. She knew that Kan had a rivalry with Aizawa, but the way he spoke about him now felt more hostile for some reason. Kan however didn’t mull over this, and continued speaking.
“Lastly, I need to apologize to you all for my failings as a teacher.” He said, bowing to all of them.
Failings? Itsuka thought to herself.
“I have failed you all in two ways. First and foremost, while I and the rest of the staff at UA had intended to keep you out of direct combat as much as possible at Jaku, you all nonetheless got forced into a conflict that none of us were prepared for. The HPSC had no idea that the PLF was that powerful. Had we known that your lives would have been put in jeopardy to that extent, I swear that I would have never made you go out there. Don’t get me wrong, you all made me proud with your conduct, holding your ground against overwhelming odds and gave it your all to defend others. That being said, you were all still children, and it is horrendous that you were expected to put your lives on the line with so little training.” Kan clenched his eyes in pain, a faint tear falling from his eyes. “I’m…I’m just so relieved that you all came out of that alive.”
Itsuka felt her heart warm at her teacher’s praise, healing some of the ache that she had carried from Jaku.
“Secondly…” Kan said with a more shame-faced expression, “after some investigation from the Ministry of Education, it has been brought to my attention that I have been fostering an unhealthy mindset in my methods of teaching.”
Itsuka, amongst several of her classmates, recoiled at this proclamation, but Kan continued before any of them could protest.
“One of the biggest issues that the WHA found in their investigations of Japan’s hero system was the particularly toxic attitude towards rankings and rivalries. Many heroes were discouraged from cooperating with each other or even went as far as to sabotage each other in order to get a better rank. This may have been one of the biggest issues the WHA and UN found with our hero system.” Kan closed his eyes and sighed. “It has come to my attention though that I have been encouraging a similar mindset in our rivalry with class A, which makes me fear has encouraged likewise toxic attitudes amongst some of you…”
“Sensei, you can’t be serious!” Monoma shouted out. “Our rivalry against those braggarts is fated, it…!”
“Monoma…stop.” Kan ordered with a tired expression, shutting Monoma up. “You are the student that I have failed the most in this regard, and we need to understand that we can’t act the way we have anymore. This…the way I’ve been acting, the way that I’ve encouraged you to act, is wrong, and we need to stop.” Kan sighed, glaring at the ground. Itsuka could just barely hear him mumble something: “Aizawa…wasn’t someone I should have been seeking a rivalry with in the first place.”
Itsuka stared down at the gun in front of her in distaste. It was a Glock 22, modified to fire multiple kinds of ammunition, including regular bullets, rubber rounds, and taser bullets. And she was expected to learn to use it.
Her dislike of guns went far back before her encounter with Mustard. She still saw them as ugly, cowardly weapons, a sign that one was not confident enough in their own abilities to fight their opponents directly. Thankfully, they were not being tasked to fire the weapons yet, but instructed by Tsuneyoshi Sugitani (formerly known as Snipe) to instead learn how to disassemble, clean, and maintain them. In a way though this felt worse, as if it was a tacit admission that Itsuka was going to be relying on this weapon from now on. Looking at her classmates, she could tell that she was not the only one, either. Kamakiri was scowling at the weapon in front of him, comparing it to one of his own blades, and Tetsutetsu didn’t look any happier. Komori looked outright afraid of the gun she was handling. Setsuna for her part was completely comfortable, which made sense as she had been working with similar gear ever since Midoriya made the suggestion to incorporate similar equipment into her loadout and strategy. Yaoyorozu and Shoji from Class A, who were joining the exercise with Class B, were likewise handling the weapons with experience. Strangely though, Itsuka noticed that Class A was absent quite a few members; Rin, Aoyama, Kirishima, and Bakugou were all absent, leaving the class with only fourteen students. Itsuka would have to ask Yaoyorozu about this later, focusing again on her own classmates. Ibara frowned at the gun with a similar aversion to Itsuka’s, but eventually sighed and started to take hers apart. Itsuka frowned, worried that Ibara was being forced to do something contrary to her personal convictions. She raised her hand, getting the attention of the teacher who was supervising the class along with Tsuneyoshi, Class A’s new homeroom teacher, Tsuragamae Kenji.
“Sir…is this really necessary? Why are we being made to learn how to use firearms when our Quirks are so much more effective?” Ituksa asked. Quite a few of her classmates gave approving nods at this sentiment.
“Are they, now?” Tsuragamae responded, the exchange getting the attention of the rest of the two classes, though Tsuragamae did not seem in any way bothered or even surprised by the halt to the lesson.
Itsuka refused to be cowed by the challenge Tsuragamae was issuing to her.
“I don’t mean to be disrespectful sir,” Itsuka said in an attempt at deference, “but Quirks are just more powerful.” Itsuka explained. “A gun like this is going to require maintenance, and even then it could still get damaged and jam. People don’t use guns anymore for a reason, don’t they?”
A few of Itsuka’s classmates grinned at what she said, though a few surprisingly winced. Tsuragamae though still did not seem offended in any way.
“Do you assume that power is what you are always going to need?” Tsuragamae pointed out. “Oftentimes, situations only need a small amount of force to quell. And do not your own Quirks require maintenance and care? Don’t your Pistol Gloves require that kind of maintenance? I can’t imagine that you can all keep your Quirks active for an entire day, while these guns could be ready whenever needed, as long as, yes, they are properly maintained.” Tsuragamae picked up one of the cleaned Glocks. “I can understand how some of you are uncomfortable with these weapons. That is not in of itself a bad thing; guns are dangerous and can hurt people very easily. However, you are all being taught how to properly use these as they have been shown to have proven effectiveness in situations where such force is necessary, particularly for those who lack reliable ranged options.”
Itsuka though couldn’t get over her distaste for the weapon in Tsuragamae’s hands; it went against everything she had come to believe in as a martial artist and a prospective hero.
“With all due respect sir, it just feels to me that some of my classmates might be uncomfortable using guns, and I question the point of using them when we’re already used to using our Quirks for the same purpose.”
Itsuka worried that she might have been pushing it, particularly as a few more of her classmates paled the more she challenged Tsuragamae, but again, the new teacher did not seem bothered. “Is that a sentiment that you are willing to test?”
Tsuragamae’s tone was polite, and he was maintaining a respectful distance from Itsuka, but still, she felt cowed by the authority he was bringing to bear. Despite this though, Itsuka was ready to stand up to her principles.
“I am, sir.”
“So, if I were to challenge you to fight me with your Quirk against my pistol, equipped with taser rounds, you would accept it to prove your point?”
“I would, sir.” Itsuka nodded.
“Very well. Please see me in the gym in five minutes.” Tsuragamae turned to the rest of the class. “For the time being, please put away your work, so we can all see this.”
Five minutes later, Itsuka was dressed in her hero outfit, standing off against Tsuragamae, still dressed in his suit, in one of UA’s fighting rings. Tsuneyoshi was acting as referee, while the rest of 2-B and 2-A were watching in anticipation.
“Um…sir? Is this legal?” Shoda asked Tsuragamae.
“Part of police training is having cadets experience what a taser feels like, so yes.” Tsuragamae responded.
For her part, Itsuka was starting to feel a little concerned about what she was doing. Tsuragamae had told them that he had retired; she didn’t want to hurt him just to prove a point. She decided that she would rush him as quickly as possible and simply use her Quirk to restrain him.
“And…start!” Tsuneyoshi shouted.
Itsuka’s body was tensed, ready to leap to the side to zigzag out of Tsuragamae’s aim, only to immediately feel an impact on her torso and her body seizing up before collapsing. As she convulsed for a few seconds on the ground, she saw that Tsuragamae had shot her from the hip, and her classmates were all watching with expressions of shock.
The school taser bullets weren’t meant to last for very long, so Itsuka was able get up rather quickly without any noticeable side effects.
“Would you perhaps like another chance?” Tsuragamae offered. “Just to prove that it wasn’t a fluke or to take me seriously?”
Itsuka winced as the teacher had predicted exactly what she had been thinking. However, that did not negate the truth of what she had been thinking.
“Yes sir, if you’re alright with that.”
“Certainly.” Tsuragamae responded.
The two set up again at their opposing sides of the ring. This time, Itsuka decided that she would use her Pistol Gloves the same time she started to dodge, negating Tsuragamae’s ranged advantage; she’d just have to be sure that she keep her hands somewhat smaller to limit the power of the shockwave.
“Start!” Tsuneyoshi shouted again.
Itsuka was able to dodge to the side, her hands growing and getting into position to snap, when she felt a bullet impact her right hand, seizing it up and preventing it from moving, along with the rest of her body. Once she had stopped convulsing again, Tsuragamae spoke up.
“I’m willing to give you one more chance, if that is what you want.”
Itsuka stood up. No more mister nice guy. Tsuneyoshi gave them the signal to start again, and she leapt into action, growing her hand to its maximum size to act as a shield; she felt a bullet impact her palm, but the thicker skin made it feel like a slight static shock.
In the next instant though, Itsuka realized that she had unfortunately blocked off her line of sight to Tsuragamae, which he used to step to the side and fire another bullet past her defense, hitting her torso and knocking her over. Setsuna and Ibara rushed to help Itsuka up this time while Tsuragamae spoke to the class.
“Out of fairness, I am much more trained than what could be expected of an average criminal.” He conceded. “However, the main reason why I retired from the police was because my age was making me slow down. That is the advantage of these weapons though;” he said, holding up his Glock. “Many of you are used to fighting head-on, but in contrast, this gives me distance, and therefore time to better respond to threats.” Tsuragamae looked over to Itsuka, who had been helped back to the rest of her class by this point. “Not to mention, this allows me to use attacks more precise than the shockwaves your Pistol Gloves can produce.”
Itsuka looked at the ground, embarrassed by the experience, but Tsuragamae continued on with a graver tone of voice.
“I have been in an unfortunate position to see the old system’s tendency to make heroes be seen as invincible, including by themselves by virtue of their power, but ask yourself; how many of you would actually be able to handle getting shot like this?” he asked the class. Most turned green, looking at how messed up Itsuka had gotten, though Tetsutetsu raised his hand.
“My Quirk makes me bullet proof!” He declared, probably remembering his encounter with Mustard.
“Does it?” Tsuragamae challenged Tetsutetsu. “Are you really able to handle consistent impact from multiple bullet shots?”
The Steel-Quirk boy paled, perhaps remembering the encounter with Mustard more clearly; while he had been able to sustain his Quirk, it had been extremely difficult to keep it active while he was getting shot. Not to mention, as Itsuka remembered, the firearm Mustard had been using at the time was a simple pistol; hardly the most powerful gun available.
“And even assuming that you could resist multiple shots, there would be nothing stopping me from simply keeping my distance while you chased after me. Again, I can keep my distance, while you have to get in close.” Tsuragamae turned to the rest of the class. “Even those of you whose Quirks do allow them to fight at a distance have their limits; Fukidashi, Komori, Shiozaki, would you be able to reliably fight with your Quirks while surrounded by fire and smoke, for example?” The three students questioned recoiled at this proposed scenario. Tsuragame holstered his weapon. “I understand that what I am asking you all to adjust to is difficult, but I am trying to help you all, I am trying to teach you how to work in the field in ways that will keep you and others around you safe.”
Later as the newly dubbed “Emergency Courses” headed to lunch, Itsuka began to suspect that Tsuragamae expected someone to challenge him the way she did, considering how calm and prepared he had been; she had simply become an object lesson for the class. Still, the guns chaffed at her in a way that made her uncomfortable, despite Tsuragamae’s points.
“Ibara…” she said while in line. “Thanks for helping me up back there.”
Ibara nodded with a small smile.
“Are…how are you handling this?” Itsuka hazarded to ask as they sat at their table. Ibara paused, about to do her prayers but instead putting her hands on the table.
“…I think that Tsuragamae is right.”
Itsuka blinked in surprise.
“Really? It’s just that you seemed kind of uncomfortable earlier, that’s why I was saying what I did to Tsuragamae.”
Ibara sighed.
“Honestly Itsuka…I wish that you hadn’t.” She lifted a hand just as Itsuka felt offended, “I appreciate your concern for me, but Tsuragamae was right. I hadn’t even considered fire, but I know that there are plenty of circumstances where my vines would prove to be ineffective; if I was fighting against someone who could cut through them, if I was fighting against someone with a Quirk like Komori’s…” she shook her head, sighing. “I understand why you wouldn’t want to use a weapon like that, and I certainly hope that I never fight with the intent to kill, but if I find myself in a situation like Jaku…” she shuddered, but went on, “I don’t want to take the risk that my vines will fail me for some reason.” Ibara looked at Itsuka in the eye. “I hate to say this, but I have to question whether my pride or my personal reservations are worth the prospect of not being prepared for the kinds of situations that Tsuragamae brought up.”
Itsuka was surprised to see someone so normally dedicated to peaceful approaches to have changed their mind so much, as well as bothered by how much Ibara’s comments about pride made her question her own reservations about the lesson. She was so frustrated that she forgot to ask Yaoyorozu about her missing classmates until she remembered that Tetsutetsu had left for a quick phone call, only to come back to the cafeteria looking haunted and concerned. Worried for her friend, Itsuka went up to him.
“Tetsutetsu, what is it? What’s wrong?”
“…I called Kiribro, asking if he was okay, and he said that he dropped out.” He admitted with a morose look on his face.
“What!?” Itsuka exclaimed. She didn’t know much about Kirishima, but she hung out with Tetsutetsu quite often, and knew that he had a mutual respect for Kirishima ever since their match in the Sports Festival and their internship together. It was hard to believe that someone she understood to be so exuberant and determined would drop out of their studies. “Why would he do that?”
Tetsutetsu shook his head.
“He said that he wants to work to bring back the old hero system. It sounds like he’s going vigilante.”
Itsuka got worried at this. What Kirishima was doing was illegal and could get him in deep trouble if he wasn’t careful. That being said, she had heard that quite a few former pro heroes were doing essentially the same thing.
“So…what, is he trying to meet up with All Might and Nighteye or something?”
“Kendo…he’s teaming up with Bakugou.” Tetsutetu said contritely.
Itsuka winced at this. If there was one thing that Tetsutetsu didn’t like about Kirishima, it was his friendship with class A’s arrogant bully. Any time class B had been forced to interact with Bakugou, he had always been rude, aggressive, and dismissive towards them. This sheer lack of respect was a sore sticking point for Tetsutetsu’s friendship with Kirishima, who for some reason still hung around the boy. And now, he was operating as a vigilante with Bakugou; a boy who had been dragging down UA’s reputation ever since the Sports Festival with his abrasiveness, abusive behavior towards his classmates, and his blatant disregard for his teachers’ instructions. There was no way that this was going to end well.
As they were speaking though, Itsuka noticed Kamakiri watching them from the corner of his eyes. When he realized Itsuka had noticed him, Kamakiri looked away. She did not like the look of interest and excitement in Kamakiri’s eyes though. There was a limit to what she could do, but Kamakiri sometimes showed himself to be just as aggressive as Bakugou, and she didn’t want him to get any ideas.
A few days later though, Itsuka was taking note of Kamakiri in the cafeteria for another reason. Lately, he had been talking back to the teachers more than usual, being even more argumentative, and having to get reigned in more during their exercises as he went off and did his own thing. Now though, Kamakiri was looking at his phone, and he looked shellshocked.
“Kamakiri?” Itsuka asked, approaching the boy.
Kamakiri looked up at Itsuka, pale.
“Is something wrong?”
Kamakiri looked back at his phone, and without a word, turned it to face Itsuka. She read the headline:
“YOU CAN’T DO THIS TO ME, I’M A HERO!”
FORMER UA STUDENT KILLS 16
“…Oh my God…” Itsuka paled as she read the article. Her heart plummeted even more as she saw that Kirishima had been arrested with Bakugou as an accomplice.
“Tetsu…” she breathed, imagining how this must be impacting him.
“…I think he went to the bathroom…” Kamakiri numbly mentioned. “He looked sick…”
All throughout the cafeteria, everyone was looking at their phones, and Itsuka could hear them all talking about the same thing; their former classmate who had gone and done what so many of them joked that he would do one day. Yaoyorozu’s class was sitting at their table, looking as if they didn’t want to draw attention to themselves, though Yaoyorozu herself was talking to a few of her classmates who looked like they were on the verge of tears, offering them a hug or whatever comfort she could. Uraraka wasn’t sitting with 2-A, instead sitting at Midoriya’s table with 2-C. Just as Itsuka noticed her though, she ran out of the cafeteria with her hands over her mouth, with Midoriya following in concern.
“Well, Well!” the annoyingly familiar arrogant voice of Monoma cut through the din of the cafeteria as he sauntered over to Yaoyorozu’s table.
“No…damn it, Monoma, not now!” Itsuka grumbled, knowing what was coming and trying to go after Monoma before he said too much.
“It seems your Gold Medalist has shown his true colors! Though I’d imagine you’d have already known, seeing how much your class propped him up. ‘Worked harder than anyone else,' was it?’”
Yaoyorozu, for her part, merely looked flatly at Monoma as she dialed something into her phone and put it down as Monoma ranted.
“How does it feel knowing that one amongst your number was a worthless murder waiting to happen? Anyone else amongst you want to…”
“God damn it, Monoma, shut up!” Itsuka chopped Monoma harder than ever.
“Really Kendo?” Monoma grumbled on the ground, trying to pull himself up. “Even now, you still choose to defend them? Even after they’ve shown what rotten apples they all…”
“Stop blaming them for something one student has done! How do you think you make our class look when you’re constantly picking a fight with people who have done nothing to you!”
Itsuka grabbed Monoma by his collar to drag him away. She was about to apologize to Yaoyorozu, but the heiress was looking over Itsuka’s shoulder, frightened. Itsuka looked behind her, and saw Tsuragamae standing over her.
“Let him go, now.” He growled.
Itsuka let Monoma go, who looked as if he was about to scamper away before Tsuragamae fixed him with a glare.
“Both of you, follow me.”
Itsuka felt her heart sink into her stomach, conscious of all of the eyes in the cafeteria now on her and Monoma as they followed Tsuragamae out and into the teacher’s lounge. He went and spoke to Kan; “Yaoyorozu texted me that Monoma was harassing her class. When I arrived, Kendo here had just hit Monoma on the back of his head.”
Itsuka’s homeroom teacher looked grim and ashamed, sending Itsuka an almost apologetic expression, before Tsuragamae considered her and Monoma for a moment.
“One week’s detention, both of you.”
Monoma paled, but not as much as Itsuka.
“What…why me?”
“Did I not just see you assault your classmate in the middle of the cafeteria?”
Itsuka stammered.
“Wha…well…it’s the only way…I’ve…”
Itsuka’s instincts yelled at her to clam up. The more she thought about this situation, the more she realized how bad it looked. Sure, Monoma was antagonizing Class A, but assault would probably get her into more trouble than anything Monoma had done. If she tried to defend herself, Tsuragamae would probably be angrier at the fact that she had done this many times in the past. The former police chief stared down at Itsuka, and despite having shut her mouth, she was fairly certain that he knew that this wasn’t the first time that this happened. He then focused on Monoma again, who despite his efforts to appear confident and smug, quickly melted under the gaze of a man with experience in breaking down people’s defenses. “Monoma, harassing your fellow students, especially in such an awful way, is a clear violation of the student code of conduct. As such, both of you will be assigned a week of detention.”
“But…” Itsuka stammered even worse. She had never gotten a detention before. She had always been modeled as the perfect student. Was this going to go on her record?
“Frankly, with what I’m guessing about your prior behavior,” Tsuragamae said to the two students, “one week of detention is being extremely merciful. I am being lenient for now, as I assume that this behavior has not been addressed before now, but if I see you, Monoma harassing anyone else, or if I see you, Kendo assaulting anyone again, your next punishment will be far more severe.”
Itsuka felt her skin turn clammy. Despite her instincts telling her to shut up, she opened her mouth to protest at the same time Monoma was about to, only to be cut off by Kan.
“Monoma, Kendo…” Kan spoke up. “This is one of the ways that I have failed you and your classmates. I never addressed Monoma’s treatment of class 1-A, and my conduct even encouraged it. I had…” he looked nervously at Tsuragamae before continuing, “allowed you Kendo to handle the students misbehavior so that it didn’t go too far. However, I should have never allowed you to handle situations the way that you did. There are standards of punishment for this sort of thing. These standards were neglected before, but they will be addressed from now on.” He focused on Monoma. “Monoma, Tsuragamae is not exaggerating when he is warning you about harassing other students. If I hear about this again, I will be dropping your grade by a letter.”
This revelation left Monoma gaping like a fish, while Itsuka felt a mild temper brewing. She admittedly hadn’t told Kan about Monoma’s behavior that often in the past…generally handling the matter herself. However, part of her reason for this was because she guessed that if she had, Kan wouldn’t have taken her complaints seriously, considering how he had seen how Monoma had acted himself and hadn’t done anything about it, and neither had he done anything about her chopping Monoma on the back of the head before now.
Perhaps sensing what Itsuka was thinking, Kan turned to her next.
“Kendo, I should have addressed Monoma’s behavior myself, it is my responsibility to punish him, not yours. You should consider from now on though that it is my responsibility. You can chastise him, you can tell a staff member about it if another student is misbehaving, but you do not have the authority to administer punishments yourself, especially not using physical force.”
Itsuka let her head drop in shame, fighting the urge to cry from frustration.
“I will be seeing you both after school for the next week. You two may go back to the cafeteria now.” Tsuragamae said, dismissing the two.
One of the changes to the new curriculum was that the two emergency courses often performed their exercise at the same time. Perhaps this was to encourage more cooperation, or perhaps they had decided that it was expedient to do so with so many of the students having dropped out by this point. In fact, only one student had actively sought to join the new courses; Kagaya Taiyo, who filled one of the seven open slots in 2-A.
At first, this excited Itsuka with the prospect of interacting more with Yaoyorozu and the others from her class, but this had been turning to shame as of late.
They were going through a police-style obstacle course, filled with hostile and civilian targets. The goal was of course to take out the hostile targets while leaving the civilians unharmed within a certain timeframe, with the expectation that they would use their firearms. However, they were allowed to use their Quirks or whatever methods they had available to complete the objective.
Itsuka watched as Yaoyorozu blitzed through the course with blinding speed, achieving a perfect score and already acting like a professional SWAT officer, making good use of the training she had been developing using her equipment. When it was Itsuka’s turn, she had been pumped to meet or surpass Yaoyorozu’s time, which she did…but now she was facing Tsuragamae as he pointed out all of the pressure targets she had unintentionally triggered on some of the civilian targets that were too close to the hostiles.
“Kendo, this is why we want you to use your firearm. While you may be more used to your Pistol Gloves, I told you before that the shockwaves that they create are too imprecise for this kind of operation.”
Itsuka still found it distasteful to use a gun, so when she had been told that they could use their Quirks to complete the exercise, she had forgone it completely in favor of the techniques that she had been used to. She had been quick to blitz through the exercise, but even before her total had been tallied at the end, she had begun to realize another issue; using her Big Fist in the enclosed space of the exercise obstructed her view and made navigating difficult. A few of the pressure sensors had been set off not by her firing a shockwave too close to a target, but by her simply waving her hands around without seeing where she was going. It was a humiliating mistake, one that she had thought she had accounted for long ago when her Quirk was first coming in.
Kamakiri was next, and despite having a slower time, he had managed to only hit one civilian target, and he still seemed upset, albeit not in the snarling, angsty way he usually expressed frustration. He had still been off ever since Bakugou and Kirishima’s arrest.
“While you made a mistake and need to work on your time, I would say that this is an improvement over previous attempts, Kamakiri.” Tsuragamae critiqued. “Good effort.”
Kamakiri frowned for a minute, only to stop before he could say anything and sighed.
“Thank you, sir.”
He took a seat next to Tetsutetsu, who had a similar experience from his attempt at the exercise. The two had been seen together quite often over the past week.
Itsuka didn’t get the worst score, but in the end, she had been one of the worst, while Yaoyorozu was at the top of the rankings.
This wasn’t right. How could she be doing so badly? How could she call herself Yaoyorozu’s rival when she was performing this badly? In the midst of everything that had happened, this had always been what she had clung to in order to push herself forward; the knowledge that there was someone else pushing her to be better, and who might rely on her to push her in return. But if Yaoyorozu were to associate with her now, Itsuka would be more than likely to drag her down.
She went back to the dorms in a slump. Her second year had been nothing like her first. Granted, the Sports Festival had gone a lot more in her favor, though she had still lost against Yaoyorozu in the end, but hardly anyone even watched that event, and what victory she had achieved had felt hollow, particularly coming so soon after Jaku and the dissolution of the hero system. Ranking high lost a lot of the reward when there were no internships to earn from the achievement. That silver medal however had been Itsuka’s last real achievement. Ever since then, she felt like she just kept losing. The Emergency course curriculum felt almost as if it was skewed against her. In her first year, Itsuka had been praised for holding her own against Tetsutetsu and Shishida at the same time, for always facing the enemy without fear, for her simple, direct plans. Now though, the kinds of tactics she had used got her reprimanded, brought her into her opponent’s line of fire, or led to her constantly being outmaneuvered by opponents who took the time to plan out their attacks more. It was like the Joint Training Exercise at the end of their first year, and yet somehow she had never learned from it!
Itsuka went into her room and collapsed on her bed, not wanting anyone to see her having a pity party. However, she heard a knock at the door.
“Itsuka?” Setsuna’s voice came through. “It’s me, mind if I come in?”
Itsuka weighed the option of pretending that she wasn’t there, but knew that would just make her feel more pathetic, so she got up and let Setsuna in.
“Hey Setsuna, what is it?” Itsuka asked, forcing a smile on her face.
“You doing alright?” Setsuna asked with a worried expression.
Itsuka resisted the urge to grimace. Setsuna had finished second behind Yaoyorozu. Usually, Itsuka was up there in the rankings with her. Of course she’d be worried.
“I’m…alright. I don’t quite have my head in the game, I guess.” She admitted.
“Well…” Setsuna leaned against Itsuka’s wall, probably realizing that Itsuka wasn’t being as open with how upset she really was, but knowing enough to not push it. “I was thinking that maybe you might want to talk to someone to help you out with what happened.”
Itsuka forced a smile on her face again.
“Thanks, but I’ve got to deal with my own problems. I’m not sure if anyone could…”
“Look, you were at the top of the class a while ago, and you’ve been falling behind. I know that’s bothering you.” Setsuna said bluntly.
“Setsuna, please. I don’t want to talk about this” Itsuka replied even more harshly. She didn’t want to talk about her weakness to someone that she was supposed to be a leader for. Setsuna gave her a flat look and threw up her hands.
“Okay, sorry if I bothered you.”
Immediately, Itsuka felt guilty. However, Setsuna stopped at the door.
“But…seriously, talk to someone, even if it’s not one of us, okay?”
Setsuna left Itsuka alone with her thoughts.
She had to admit it, she didn’t want anyone to see her as weak. She felt that she owed it to her classmates to be strong. She didn’t want to talk to the teachers either and make them think that she wasn’t cut out for the new coursework, especially Tsuragamae. Sure, he’d probably give some good advice, but Itsuka just kept feeling awkward around him ever since her detention and her continuous failures in his class, though he kept on trying to push her towards the right direction. Besides him though, there was the additional problem that most of the staff were likely struggling with the new system just as much as her and might not be much help.
Itsuka didn’t want to talk to any of her classmates; she needed to be someone they could rely on, especially nowadays. She didn’t want to talk to any of the teachers for fear of looking weak either. But who else could she talk to? It wasn’t like any of the students from outside the Emergency course would really get what was going on…
Itsuka blinked, an idea coming to her. She pulled out her phone and looked up Midoriya’s contact information. She still hesitated for a moment; it felt weird to think about talking to a Gen Ed student about these kinds of problems, but if there was anyone who she didn’t mind looking weak in front of, it was Midoriya. He had helped her to become stronger, but she didn’t feel as much as if she had to be strong for him. He worked with them all the time and probably understood what the new curriculum of the Emergency course entailed. Setsuna and Yaoyorozu had mentioned in the past that a lot of the students already saw him as something of a therapist. Itsuka wasn’t sure still, but talking to Midoriya felt less intimidating than going to a teacher, so she gave him a text asking to meet, and he agreed within five minutes.
They met in the empty 2-C classroom like last time. Midoriya had his notebook out just like then as well. Seeing what she could, Itsuka realized that Midoriya had been expanding his analysis, taking into account different strategies, how the students could coordinate with each other, etc. Perhaps it would be worth picking his brain on how to better handle herself in addition to…whatever she was going to talk about.
“So Kendo, what can I do to help you?” he asked brightly. It was impressive; out of everyone Itsuka knew, Midoriya seemed to be the least bothered by everything that had gone on in the past year. It made sense, she supposed; since he was a Gen Ed student, he hadn’t been as rocked by the dissolution of the hero system as everyone else. That, and from what she had heard, Midoriya and his mother had sort-of adopted the little girl that Togata had rescued from the Eight Precepts the previous year. It was nice for him; Itsuka didn’t think that there were many other people who deserved nice things to happen to them as much as Midoriya. His positive demeanor and disarming presence made Itsuka feel a lot more comfortable talking to him. She steeled herself and took a breath.
“…You’ve probably seen how I’ve been doing with the Emergency course lessons, right?”
Midoriya nodded.
“I thought that you might be able to help me…and…well…not just with my Quirk.”
Midoriya blinked.
“Okay…what with, though?”
Itsuka grimaced. Before she could stop herself, she let out a torrent of frustration.
“It’s just…it feels like last year, I was doing great! I was at the top of the class, people respected me, I was able to handle all of the exercises just fine, I even survived an encounter with All Might! But now…with all of the changes that the new system has brought…how we do our work, how we’re supposed to treat each other, it feels like I’m always on the backfoot! It’s like all of the instincts that I had the previous year are holding me back now! Even my Quirk doesn’t feel as useful anymore, and there’s so many times when I try to use it, it backfires! How am I supposed to represent my class this way?” Itsukda groaned into her hands. Perhaps she had been allowing her frustrations to build up too much before now, but there wasn’t any point in stopping now. “And it feels like Yaoyorozu is just handling everything so much better…she’s still at the top of the class, she aces the exercises with no problem, and all of this despite everything that her and her class have gone through?” Istuka looked at the floor dejectedly. “We’re each other’s rivals, and I just feel like I can’t measure up.”
Midoriya stared at Itsuka before putting his hands together, thinking.
“Okay. First of all Itsuka, I understand why you’re so upset, but you shouldn’t be so down on yourself because you’re not doing as well as you’d like. A lot of students aren’t doing as well with the change to the curriculum, it’s to be expected with something like this, you’re not alone.”
Itsuka frowned, crossing her arms as she had to concede to this.
“I think that it’s particularly frustrating for you though, in part because your Quirk, abilities, and the way you thought suited the old system so well.”
Itsuka looked up at Midoriya, confused, but he simply went on;
“You’re a martial artist, and much of the philosophies of martial arts were the same as the old system: A focus on personal improvement, hand-to-hand combat, competition, and overall having a sense of honor in how you worked.” Midoriya ticked off the traits on his fingers. “However, with the new system, making yourself stronger is tangential to completing the mission, there’s more of a focus on long-range combat, following protocol, preplanning, and competition really has no place in it.”
Itsuka frowned. “And my Quirk?”
“While we’ve come up with ideas to apply it in different ways, it’s still primarily a close-combat focused Quirk.” Midoriya shrugged. “That being said, there’s still a lot of scenarios where Big Fist is still helpful with the new protocol; breaking down barricades, digging through rubble, restraining criminals, carrying civilians or equipment, and just because there’s more of a focus on long-range combat doesn’t mean that your close-combat skills aren’t important, they just shouldn’t be seen as your go-to solution anymore.”
“But we spent so much time perfecting my Quirk!” Itsuka burst out, pointing at Midoriya’s analysis. “You showed me so many different ways to apply it to different situations!”
Midoriya winced putting his hands up in apology.
“Yes, there’s a lot of different ways that your Quirk and others can be applied, but that doesn’t mean that it should be the end-all-be-all solution to every problem, not when there might be other tools that you can use that are a better fit for the job.”
Itsuka frowned, frustrated as she thought about lessons from the last year.
“It feels weird that we’re being expected to learn how to use so many different kinds of equipment, not just guns. We were always taught that it was better to rely on your own power, that was why we worked so hard to make our Quirks stronger…”
Midoriya frowned, looking downcast for a moment.
“I’m glad that I was able to help you in this way, but in retrospect, doing that, and the way that the teachers here put so much emphasis on Quirks, might have actually been stunting your growth.”
Itsuka blinked at Midoriya in surprise. He looked back up at Itsuka to explain.
“Don’t get me wrong, I still think Quirks are really cool and unique, but with the kinds of things Tsuragamae has been talking to me about, and looking at the mistakes that pro-heroes made in the past, I’m starting to think that it’s better to see them simply as tools. Powerful and unique tools for sure, but it’s become clear to me that our society kind of…idolized them.”
“ ‘Idolized’ them?” Itsuka repeated. “Have you been hanging around with Ibara, too?”
Midoriya chuckled, but tried to explain.
“Quirks have been how heroes oftentimes identified themselves, how they would always create a solution to their problems, to the point of neglecting all other options. However, there was a focus on certain kinds of Quirks, usually ones that are more physically powerful. This made problems though when pure power wasn’t the right solution for a situation.”
“How so?” Itsuka asked.
Midoriya shuddered as he thought of something.
“Okay…this is uncomfortable to me for many reasons…but do you remember the Sludge Villain incident?”
Itsuka grimaced.
“Yeah…Bakugou’s first public appearance…”
Midoriya took a breath through his teeth.
“Yes…however, that’s not what interests me here. People remember that because of Bakugou and Mt. Lady, but do you know why it ended up becoming so tense in the first place? Why it took so long to resolve?”
Itsuka shook her head.
“There were several heroes at the scene of the incident, but before Mt. Lady finally jumped in to save Bakugou, apparently the heroes were ‘waiting for someone with the right Quirk to come.’” Midoriya quoted with distaste. “They claimed that the fires were making it too dangerous to approach, or that the Sludge Villain’s body made him too difficult to handle. That event was touted as a success after the fact, but really, if Mt. Lady had rushed in just a few seconds later, Bakugou would have probably suffocated.”
Itsuka frowned, realizing the point that Midoriya was making.
“Heroes were trained to rely on their Quirks, practically to the detriment of everything else. A lot of them lacked the kinds of basic training that emergency responders required like first aid, hostage negotiation, or even the use of simple equipment. It’s like everyone was relying on a single tool, and too often that tool was a sledgehammer.”
Itsuka looked at her hands, upset at the comparison.
“But like I said,” Midoriya said, realizing Itsuka’s discomfort, “your Quirk is still really useful; you just need to learn which situations are better suited for it and which situations you’re better off using something else.”
Itsuka sighed, realizing that Midoriya was right, as she thought about all of the scenarios that Tsuragamae put her through that showed the limitations of her Quirk. When she looked up again, she saw that Midoriya was smiling at her encouragingly.
“Just because you’re struggling now doesn’t mean that you can’t adapt to the new curriculum; like I said, a lot of people are having a hard time dealing with the change, you just need to be patient with yourself.”
Itsuka though still felt downcast.
“…I can’t help but feel that I’m taking things harder than everyone else, though.” She explained. “I can see that I’m not the only one with problems, but everyone else seems to be handling those problems better. Tetsutetsu lost one of his best friends just a week ago, and he’s still handling the changes better than I am!”
Midoriya frowned, thinking to himself for a moment, before looking back at Itsuka.
“Part of this might go back to your background…like I said, the mentality that you were raised with as a martial artist was suited very well to that of the old hero system. But there’s something else about this that I’ve been wondering.” Midoriya looked at Itsuka with a bit of trepidation. “Kendo…maybe I’m projecting here, but when you were growing up, were you ever told that you couldn’t do something?”
Itsuka thought about the question. There were times where she had lost a match or otherwise an exercise, but there was always the promise of growth, of being encouraged to try again after the fact. Itsuka considered the way Midoriya phrased the question though. He was Quirkless, and had admitted to others that he had wanted to be a hero growing up. She winced at the thought of what that must have been like. With her, people had always praised her strength, intelligence, and charisma. But with Midoriya, not having a Quirk probably meant that if he ever had tried, people would immediately discourage him. It would be as if instead of being told to try again to break a board, he would have been kicked out of the dojo before he even got a chance to try. The thought of what that might have been like for Midoriya made Itsuka’s stomach turn.
“You clearly worked hard to achieve your skills, don’t get me wrong,” Midoriya explained. “but with your intelligence, charisma, skill, popularity, and your Quirk, I’d imagine that you were always encouraged in your pursuits, always told that you were ‘the ideal hero.’”
Itsuka’s mind slowly went to Bakugou, and recoiled at the comparison.
“Frankly, I imagine that a lot of the students here were treated the same. But with you, because you were encouraged so much, I imagine that it’s difficult for you to deal with what you see as a failing as much as you have.”
Itsuka tensed at what Midoriya said. In truth, she had felt this way before, when she lost against Shinso, and later again when she had lost to Yaoyorozu in their first year, but this, what she had been experiencing over the last few weeks, was like a consistent weight on her shoulder that she simply couldn’t throw off. After those defeats, there was always the promise that she could work harder, get stronger, and try again. Here though, the defeats just kept on coming, and as a result, Itsuka could feel herself crumbling. Again though, Midoriya smiled at her.
“Kendo, you are really strong, and I’m not just talking about your Quirk. I think you’re going to get through this, you just need to be patient with yourself. Think of it as if you’re learning a new style and starting off as a white belt; it’s discouraging because you see others who look like they’re doing better, but you just need to work at it, to learn these new skills.”
Itsuka sighed, trying to keep the weight of her frustrations from pulling her down too much.
“Which brings me to your concerns about your rivalry with Yaoyorozu.” Midoriya said, getting Itsuka’s attention again.
“Yaoyorozu has a lot of advantages in this new system.” Midoriya pointed out. “Her Quirk is adaptable, encourages pre-planning, and grants a lot of options for long-ranged combat when applied in the right way. In fact,” Midoriya looked at one of his other notebooks, “a lot of the suggestions that I made to Yaoyorozu with my analysis even in the previous year has still been applicable to the new system, so it shouldn’t surprise you that she feels as if she’s ahead of you; she essentially was able to start a term earlier than most using the kinds of doctrines Tsuragamae has been teaching you all.”
Itsuka frowned at this fact. It just seemed to highlight how far ahead Yaoyorozu was from her.
“But really, I don’t think that you should be concerned about a rivalry the way you are.”
Itsuka stood up at that.
“But my rivalry with Yaoyorozu is what’s pushed me so much throughout the past year! She’s always so intelligent and strong, and pitting myself against her has made me so much better!”
Midoriya raised his hands placatingly.
“I can appreciate that. If your rivalry is pushing you to be better, that’s great, but here, it also seems to be bothering you, because you keep on comparing yourself to her.”
Itsuka sat back down gingerly. Midoriya had a point. In the previous year, Itsuka’s rivalry with Yaoyorozu had felt great; she felt encouraged to be stronger, and she liked to think that she did the same for Yaoyorozu. Nowadays though, every time she thought about Yaoyorozu, she felt jealous towards her rival and upset at herself for not measuring up.
“Yaoyorozu has a lot of things that she does well. However, so do you.” Midoriya insisted. “She is intelligent, probably more so than anyone in her year, if not the school besides Nezu, and this with her Quirk lends her a lot of advantages. However, she doesn’t have the same instincts as you, and doesn’t do as well in the heat of the moment still.”
“She seemed to do pretty well the last two times we fought.” Itsuka sarcastically pointed out.
“Because she worked on those weaknesses.” Midoriya pointed out. “And honestly, she probably felt as if she had to push herself a lot more than was healthy in those regards in order to handle the stresses of what’s happened to her class.”
Itsuka sighed, upset at herself for not taking this into account.
“Trial by fire, huh?”
Midoriya nodded.
“You on the other hand are more naturally inclined towards the kind of mindset that Yaoyorozu is working towards. You’re a lot more adaptable in chaotic situations, and frankly, you have a lot more natural charisma; you’re good at encouraging your classmates. It could make you a really good strike team leader.”
Itsuka looked back at Midoriya, encouraged by his positivity, and that he still thought so highly of him.
“I’m glad that your rivalry has encouraged you, but I think that it would be better if you put your friendship with Yaoyorozu first. She probably wants to see you succeed as much as you do.”
Itsuka weighed Midoriya’s words even after she had left their meeting. She had a free period, and tried to start making some changes.
She went to the firing range, but found that she wasn’t the only one there; Tetsutetsu and Kamakiri were both practicing, their expressions morose, but focused. Neither of them looked like they were interested in talking at the moment, so Itsuka simply picked a booth next to them. She looked at the Glock in her hands and sighed, but went through everything she had been taught to make sure it was prepared to fire, and gave the signal that she was ready.
Itsuka, Kamakiri, and Tetsutetsu all remained silent, focusing on firing their rounds down range. When they had emptied their clips, the targets were pulled towards them, showing their progress. Most of Itsuka’s shots had clipped the outside, but she supposed that it was improvement. It was clear that she was going to need to practice some more. The three put their guns away, but stood in silence.
“…I’m not sure what to think, you know?” Tetsutetsu eventually said, breaking the silence. “Kirishima and I were so alike, it was practically a joke. At first I was annoyed by that, but then I started to think he was a really cool guy, and I liked hanging out with him. But then he goes and does this. What does that say about me? Would I do the same thing?”
“…I don’t know. You didn’t hang out with me until last week even though I was an asshole like Bakugou, so you’re not completely like him.” Kamakiri answered.
Itsuka wasn’t sure if she was supposed to laugh at that, but nothing really felt funny right then.
“But, yeah, I get it. I was basically here for the same reason as Bakugou. I wanted to fight, I wanted to be the best. I didn’t care what anyone else thought about me. I did the same thing as Bakugou, and even though I didn’t like him or want to hang out with him, he was basically what I wanted to be, what I thought was cool. Hell, I was ready to follow in his footsteps. But then he went and killed 16 people…What does that say about me?”
There was more of an uncomfortable silence as Kamakiri’s tone was more dejected than earlier.
“You’re not completely like Bakugou either.” Itsuka eventually said. She heard a scoff, but went on, “I think that Bakugou did care what people thought about him. He wanted acknowledgement, he wanted everyone to see him as better…you’re not like that, Kamakiri. I don’t think that you’re that insecure. You’ve got problems…but so do we all.”
Again, echoing silence throughout the firing range. Tsuneyoshi was probably still there, he had to be for safety purposes, but he was either not paying attention or was letting them have their moment. Maybe he had felt the same way after firing a few rounds.
“…We’re all still here.” Itsuka said. “We’re all still trying to do something that will let us help people. That’s got to count for something, right?”
There was a brief chuckle from the two, and by some unspoken agreement, they stepped out of their booths and left. Kamakiri said goodbye as he went back to his room to catch up on his homework, but Tetsutetsu hung behind to talk to Itsuka.
“Kendo…” he said once Kamakiri was out of sight. “I still think you’re manly…cool…I think you’re cool…” he stammered, blushing. Itsuka laughed, patting him on the shoulder.
“Don’t worry, I get it. I think you’re manly and cool, too, Tetsutetsu.”
Yaoyorozu was at her table. Itsuka still felt uncomfortable about this, but she swallowed her pride and went up to her.
“Kendo, can I help you?” Yaoyorozu asked.
“…I was wondering if you could help me out with some of the work for the emergency classes, I’m not quite sure if I’m getting it, especially the strategic doctrines.”
Yaoyorozu’s face lit up.
“Why certainly, I’d love to help you!”
Itsuka smiled gratefully and pulled out her book to start studying. This wasn’t what she had been hoping for two years ago, but this was still nice. She’d make this work.
Notes:
So, it seems that everyone except me got the memo about not expecting one of these a week. Usually, I just write one hour a day, but I may have gotten a little fixated on this one in trying to get it written by Saturday. It was still fun to write, but I think for my next chapter, I’m going to go for something a lot shorter.
Like how my perception of Yaoyorozu has been shaped a lot by NotBurgerKing’s Entropy: Fate of the Hero System, I kept on thinking of Imperium42’s version of Kendo from their Entropy story (which made it kind of awkward/amusing to write a scene of Kendo being so open about her insecurities with Izuku.) I guess I was weighing in a lot on Kendo’s pride here being a big motivator for her character, even if it’s a far more admirable pride than that of someone like Bakugou. Perhaps this chapter wasn’t as unique as Aizawa’s, but it was still interesting to write, so I hope you all enjoyed it.
As for the title; this is one of the problems with locking yourself down with a theme. My repertoire of music is kind of limited, so I’m not entirely satisfied with what I chose. That being said, listening to the lyrics for Eye Of The Tiger, I do feel that it kind of fits Kendo’s situation here; being a hard worker seeking to make it to the top, fueled by her dreams and fantasies of the Rocky-style glory, even though reality isn’t exactly what she expected.
Chapter Text
“All of you are fakes! The only hero worthy of killing me is All Might!”
Stain spat his vitriol at the fake heroes that had managed to corner him in the chaos of Hosu. His katana was still red with the blood of Native and that Ingenium pretender, but the chaos that Shigaraki’s pet nomus were causing had by coincidence forced him into the path of the Number 2 Hero, Endeavor, as well as a dozen other heroes he had been working with to destroy the nomus. With his back up against the wall and some nearby camera crews filming, Stain decided that he would make his last stand here, speak his ideals and then go down taking as many fakes with him as he possibly could. As he had spoken, his bloodlust had kept the heroes paralyzed. However, once he had finished, the fake Endeavor spoke up.
“What utter nonsense.” The Flame hero spat in disgust, returning Stain’s glare with his own. “There are monsters and villains everywhere putting civilian’s lives in danger, and yet you’ve forced us to waste time hunting you and listening to your tripe that we could have spent dealing with more significant problems.” As Endeavor saw Native and the hero student’s blood dripping from his sword, the already hot environment was raised by several degrees as his fire became hotter. “Even with all of your self-righteousness, you still see fit to murder heroes when they are most needed. I am ending this now, Hero Killer. Surrender peacefully, or face judgement here.”
Stain gave Endeavor one look of contempt before moving faster than the eye could track, his tongue hanging out of his mouth and his expression of mad fervor, ready to remove the greatest fake in the world. He ducked low, ready to cut Endeavor’s stomach open, only to feel two flaming hands trap his own. Endeavor stared Stain down in disgust, his hands clamped over Stain’s hands as he held his sword. Without flinching though, Stain flipped forward, thrusting his spiked metal cleats towards Endeavor’s neck…
And suddenly Stain felt searing pain throughout his body. He tried to force his way through the agony, only to realize that he couldn’t feel his hands or his feet any more. His body had stopped responding, and he felt himself drop on the ground, completely paralyzed as Endeavor’s flames burned through his skin. The last thing Stain saw was Endeavor glaring down on him in scorn while his sidekicks put him out with fire extinguishers.
Stain had received third degree burns over his entire body. His hands and feet though had received fourth degree burns; Endeavor’s flames having melted his sword and his cleats, the slag having scalded him all the way to his bone, requiring that they be amputated. Almost all of his skin had been burnt off, and even if his extremities hadn’t been surgically removed, the rest of his body had been damaged so badly that he would have been rendered paraplegic no matter what. Every waking moment was in unimaginable pain, but what disgusted Stain was that he had been brought low by such an abominable disgrace for a hero. Still, he had done his work, and spread his message, despite Shigaraki’s efforts to get in his way.
Once he was cleared enough to stand trial, his lawyer wasted a good deal of his time; trying to convince him to try for an insanity defense, to show remorse for his actions, but Stain could care less. He knew what he did. He had stuck to his conviction. That put him above all these corrupt bureaucrats and their disgusting system. His actions would inspire true change, true heroes. He didn’t care when the woman brought up what she saw as the ‘good’ that the heroes he had judged had done, the supposed ‘innocence’ and ‘naivety’ of that brat he had killed. None of them could face the fact that he worked for true justice, to spark reformation that would allow true heroes to rise from the ashes of this contemptible, decadent society. Despite making it clear that he would not denounce his conviction, Stain did eventually settle on making one request for the terms of his imprisonment, that he be allowed access to a television in his room. It was almost an afterthought for him, he didn’t think that such concessions would be allowed in a prison like Tartarus, which was granted to criminals who deserved worse than death, where villains were entombed from the outside world with no idea of anything beyond their own deteriorating minds. Despite Stain’s doubts though, his lawyer managed to secure this concession.
So, here he was, locked inside an impenetrable room and restrained to a bed; no arms, no legs, his skin burnt away, unable to move, to eat solid foods, or even relieve himself on his own. Locked within a metal tomb for forty-two life sentences, all while what parts of his body were still capable of feeling blared with agony. But despite all this, Stain grinned, both with satisfaction for his actions, and the means by which to see how society would change for the better.
Of course that convictionless brat would take advantage of his message, Stain thought to himself as he watched reporters share rumors that he had been allied with the League during the attack on Hosu. More likely than not, Shigaraki had simply sent his nomus out in an effort to either kill him, or to take attention away from him. This idea of pretending that Stain had been allied with the League was probably an idea brought up by whoever Shigaraki’s mentor was.
Still, Stain wasn’t too bothered. If League was going to claim to have been allied with him, they would have to adhere to his ideals in order to attract whoever had been inspired by Stain. Shigaraki saw him as a tool, but in reality, he was a tool for Stain in instigating the change that he desired in society.
The idea that there were villains inspired by Stain was something he felt repulsed by; his message was meant to make change to heroes, not to be some figurehead for disgusting villains who cared for nothing but destruction. However, bringing out more serious villains would still serve for Stain’s purposes; exposing the rot that pervaded society and allowing true heroes to arise from the contention that the League would cause. True heroes would hold the line against any threat. This conflict would only serve to weed out the fakes.
As Stain expected, Shigaraki had managed to recruit a group of criminals to his side. From what Stain could see of them, they were contemptible wretches more inclined towards mindless destruction than any true creed. That they would pretend to represent Stain was repulsive to him. Still, these villains were more competent than the riffraff that Shigaraki had recruited for his attack on the USJ, apparently having managed to ambush UA’s first year hero courses and the heroes guarding them while training at a Summer Camp held by the Wild, Wild, Pussycats.
Stain sneered as the reporter expounded on the injuries that the Pussycats had received during the attack, each of them either in the hospital or in the case of Ragdoll, kidnapped along with the Gold medalist from UA’s First Year Sports Festival. The reporter further talked about the Pussycats’ reputation for rescue work, the lives that they had saved. This changed nothing in Stain’s eyes. Had he not been more comfortable in urban areas, those four would have certainly been on his list; shamelessly catering to the commercialization of the corrupt hero system, not giving the title of heroism the respect and dignity that it deserved. The fact that they had been so easily felled by such a ragtag group simply proved their weakness and unworthiness.
As for the boy that the League had kidnapped, Bakugou; Stain remembered him from the Sports Festival. He had seen him as the embodiment of everything that was wrong with the system; arrogant, selfish, drunk on his own power. The fact that he had been allowed into UA in the first place simply showed how far the once prestigious academy had fallen. Perhaps that was why the League had kidnapped him in the first place. Supposedly, they were inspired by his ideals after all, and it didn’t take much to see how clearly unheroic the boy was. Targeting him could be their way of making a statement of how someone like him was unworthy to be allowed to pursue the noble position of hero. And yet All Might had been the one to hand Bakugou the Gold Medal at the Sports Festival. The pinnacle of heroism saw fit to reward someone like him? Was this his way of saying that anyone could be a hero? Stain shook his head. All Might was a true paragon to have faith even in someone like Bakugou, albeit naïve.
UA was still attempting to defend Bakugou though. When one of the reporters brought up the idea that the League may have kidnapped him with the intent of bringing him over to their side, the 1-A homeroom teacher claimed that there was no way that Bakugou would become a villain, as he ‘worked harder than anyone else to become a hero.’ Had Stain been able, he would have loved to have put that supposed conviction to the test.
However, the news switched over to a fight between All Might and an unknown villain. The presence that the villain exuded however, even through the television set, reminded Stain of the same presence that he had felt when he had heard Shigaraki’s sensei speak at the League’s headquarters. The fact that the League was there with Bakugou confirmed it.
And All Might was struggling. It was clear that he was worried about Bakugou and couldn’t afford to use the full extent of his strength. However, another hero appeared, knocking down the League members and pulling Bakugou out of the fight. Stain recognized him as the Provisional Hero Lemillion, who had won the Third Year Sports Festival and had fought alongside the Symbol of Peace to fight off an attack on I-Island. With Bakugou out of the way, All Might could unleash his full strength upon his foe.
All Might defeated the villain Stain recognized as the Symbol of Evil, but left in the crater the two had formed, the man standing over the villain was not the All Might Stain knew. It was an emaciated figure, basically a skeleton with skin hanging over him. And yet, he was wearing the tattered remains of All Might’s costume, raising his fist into the air and staring intently at the camera with the same conviction as the Symbol of Peace.
Stain understood now. This was All Might’s true form. This man had fought as the Symbol of Peace to the point that he had worn himself out completely. With this realization, Stain began to cackle in his bed.
“Yes…yes! Truly, this is what a hero is! You know what the true price of heroism is, All Might! You understand it! This is what should be expected of all who make the claim to be a hero! Any who fall short of this standard is a fake deserving to be culled!”
As sad as All Might’s retirement was, Stain accepted that it was necessary for society to change. While the system had focused the masses’ attention on All Might’s implacable image, it had allowed the rest of society to rot. The growing confidence of villains seeking to take advantage of All Might’s absence would further cull the fakes from society and allow the true heroes to arise.
Perhaps All Might’s disciple Lemillion could be such an example, as Stain observed the photograph the news station was showing of him defeating the monstrous villain Overhaul in defense of a little girl. The image showed Lemillion in a position of victory, his fist raised high over the villain, his smile reminiscent of the Symbol of Peace reborn. Stain had grown more invested in Lemillion with his growing appearances, wishing more and more for a chance to observe him outside of the lens of mass media and properly test him as a true hero.
Despite the media’s attempts to hail Lemillion as the new coming of All Might, the growing rot of society was nonetheless becoming more obvious in the wake of All Might’s retirement. Weeks earlier, news of the most recent Provisional License Exam results had been leaked, showing that Bakugou had failed, along with the spawn of Endeavour.
“Of course. The boy that forced All Might into retirement because of his own weakness and ego would never pass true muster.” Stain contemptuously said out loud. “And Endeavor’s spawn; he must share his father’s arrogance. Both of them, believing power to be absolute and understanding nothing of true heroism.”
Later, UA gained further notoriety from being invaded by the villain Gentle Criminal. He was an arrogant, frivolous fool obsessed with his own ego. And yet he had managed to break into UA during their Cultural Festival.
“So weak…” Stain growled. “Has All Might’s alumni fell so much that someone so pathetic can challenge them?”
There was at least one point that Stain agreed with Gentle on; prospective heroes must always be ready. They had no time to waste on such trivialities as a School Festival. Such a waste of time served no true purpose and helped no one.
Shortly later, the cracks in hero society grew larger in the midst of Endeavor’s fight against the nomu Hood. The fake destroyed the nomu, but could not summon the strength to stand after the fight.
“And that is why you fail. A true hero pushes through his pain and shows people that he is still there.” Stain hissed at the man that reduced him to this state.
It seemed that Stain was correct in allowing Shigaraki to live. As aimless and selfish as the brat was, the spark of conviction he had seen in the young man’s eyes in their confrontation had grown, and had allowed him to amass an army with which to challenge the heroes. Here, he was finally forcing the change to society Stain knew needed to happen. The news showed villains fighting against an army of fakes that the HPSC had amassed in an effort to put an end to the League, only to be confronted by forces they weren’t prepared for. The MLA had finally reared their ugly heads and become servile to Shigaraki, along with a monster called Gigantomachia that was easily able to topple skyscrapers. Shigaraki himself had undergone some kind of experimentation that had granted him the same powers as the Symbol of Evil, allowing him to easily bat aside the Top 10 heroes. It was only when Lemillion fought against Shigaraki that the villain stopped his rampage. His body battered, Shigaraki attempted to retreat with his High-End Nomus on the back of Gigantomachia, who was about to tear his way through another city, when Lemillion performed one final attack which destroyed the monsters, sacrificing himself in the process.
“Yes! Yes! You are worthy, Lemillion!” Stain roared at the broadcast. “To sacrifice yourself without a second thought, that is the essence of a true hero! That is what should have been expected of all those that take the title!”
The Battle of Jaku ended. Dozens of fakes died. Cities were left in rubble. Thousands of civilians had perished in the rampages of the League, the MLA, and Gigantomachia.
And it was all necessary. Barring the only true hero Lemillion, the others that had called themselves heroes had proven themselves to be weak fakes unable to hold the line when it really mattered. Any civilian that had died was a necessary sacrifice for a better world. It was only this way that society could be forced to wake up from its complacency.
But the aftermath…the aftermath was so much sweeter. The WHA and the UN had gotten involved, investigating the HPSC for scandals revealed during the battle, along with the fact that the HPSC had technically used child soldiers to bolster their ranks.
This last point was of no concern to Stain. As far as he was concerned, the moment someone, regardless of age, put on a hero costume, they took on a sacred mantle and should be expected to handle all of the responsibilities thereof. He had almost shown mercy to the brother of Ingenium despite this, but the boy’s persistence in his selfish pursuit of revenge showed Stain how futile that concept was. No, what was of greater interest to Stain was the revelations of how the HPSC had used the former hero Lady Nagant as their personal assassin. She had been made to assassinate villains too troublesome to simply arrest, or heroes too corrupt for even the HPSC to ignore, opting to make them into martyrs or nonpersons rather than come clean as to how deep the rot of their society really lay. This, on top of the revelation that Endeavor had forced his wife into a Quirk marriage, producing a child that turned out to be the mass murdering arsonist Dabi, various cover-ups of blackmail, sexual assault, institutionalized bigotry against heteromorphs, Quirkless, and other stigmatized groups…it was marvelous. Finally, finally, the rot of society had been revealed for all to see. There was no ignoring this now. Stain smiled serenely, even as his body screamed in pain, knowing that his actions, his conviction, had put all of this into motion.
The Prime Minister was holding a press conference. Stain wondered how he was going to try to wriggle his way out of this one, to pretend that nothing was wrong. It didn’t matter. Soon, the people would tear down the system, allowing them to start from scratch, where only the true heroes could persist.
“Though the UN investigation is still ongoing, the findings it has brought to light so far have been deemed requiring immediate response. Due to the decision of the WHA to withdraw membership from Japan, and the reveal of how badly our hero system has failed to uphold justice and order, it is the decision of myself and of Parliament to dissolve the HPSC, and to integrate our pro heroes into Japan’s police force and emergency services.”
“…What?”
Stain stared aghast at the television. Had he heard that correct?
The HPSC was being dissolved…along with the hero system in its entirety.
No more pro heroes.
No more heroes.
No heroes.
“No…no! NO!” This was not how it was supposed to be! There was supposed to be a purge of the fakes from the system, so only the true heroes remained! They weren’t supposed to remove the very foundations of heroism itself!
How could they just remove heroes? They were pure, they were the lights to society! They were what had pulled the country out of the dark ages! They were what All Might stood for! This was not supposed to happen! How could true heroes be allowed to arise when the country had outright banned them?
Stain writhed in his bed, yelling his lungs out to no avail. He was powerless to do anything, to stop this atrocity from occurring.
This…he didn’t want to see this.
“Guard! Guard!” He yelled, despite his voice going raw. Eventually, his guard, a man with orca-like coloration and white antlers opened the grate to his door.
“Saw the news, did you?” the man asked through the grate.
“Turn this off.” Stain said, laying his back on his bed in despair. “Or better yet, just get rid of it.”
“No.”
Stain looked up at the guard, who was watching him with a flat expression.
“I give up my right to this thing. Give it to some other prisoner, take it for yourself, I don’t care, just get it out of here!”
The guard cocked an eye at Stain with a disgusted look.
“I’m sorry, were you under the impression that this was given to you as a concession? This is part of your sentence.”
Stain felt his eyes bug out of his head.
“…What?”
“The judge knew that nothing good was going to come from what you did, and wanted to make sure that you knew it, so he ensured that your room would have a television set to an active news channel at all waking hours so that you could see the consequences of your actions. Granted, none of us expected something this drastic,” he said, looking over where the TV was, “but we knew that the only change you would inspire would come from other murderers and lunatics. Forty-two life sentences, and your legacy on display. I hope you’re comfortable.”
Stain had spent every last drop of sweat and blood he had in instigating the change he knew needed to happen on this world, and the result was something completely contrary to what he had intended. And he could do nothing to fix it. Stain glared at his imprisoner, the only representation of this corrupt system he could find, and turned all of his bloodlust upon the man. Even here, his extremities missing, his skin melted and molded like scarred clay, he still had his conviction. Someone would know his conviction for his ideals.
“Everything…everything that I did…was to bring about a better society…to remove the rot and corruption within a system that poisoned the meaning of heroism.” Stain hissed at the guard. “Look at what has been revealed and tell me that I am not right! That the system was not corrupt and the heroes not pathetic fakes!”
The guard again, just looked unimpressed at Stain, despite the bloodlust coming off of the Hero Killer, as if he had seen this time and time again.
“You are in no place to claim that what you did was noble.” The man spoke with contempt. “Sure, the system was corrupt. Maybe it produced heroes that were more interested in fame and fortune than helping anyone. But what good, exactly, did you think was going to come from murdering people? Some of the heroes you went after weren’t the best, but they were still people who tried to help others.”
“They were fakes! Filth that corrupted the name of heroism!”
“Like Ingenium?” The guard pointed out. “A hero that had been working for years, who had kept Hosu safe, who had managed to amass a team of sidekicks that people knew they could rely on?”
“He was a pathetic fake.” Stain growled. “If he weren’t, he wouldn’t have been felled.”
The guard rolled his eyes.
“Sure. And I’m certain that any hero that didn’t know exactly how your Quirk worked and how to counter it deserved to be mangled. Like that kid you killed.”
“I killed him because of his selfish pursuit of vengeance. He was never going to become a hero.”
“He was angry like any kid, like any human being would be after his family was crippled. What he did was dumb, but that’s how teenagers are as a rule, and when they get caught, they get punished for being dumb. Maybe he would have gotten expelled, but he would have been alive, and his family wouldn’t be in an even worse state because of you.” The guard leaned closer to the window, completely unbothered by Stain’s bloodlust. “How many heroes did you kill simply because they were human?”
“Heroes are supposed to be beyond human!” Stain shouted. “They put aside selfish concerns for the greater good!”
“Like being able to feed themselves? To care for their families? To be…I don’t know…compensated and recognized for performing a job where their lives are on the line?”
“True heroes work without reward!” Stain spoke his creed from the depths of his heart, but the guard looked at him not as some inspiring figure, but as the man whose bedpan he was paid to clean out.
“Why should they? Sure, I do this because I want to keep dangerous criminals from the rest of society, but if I wasn’t paid for it, I’d starve, and most people agree that it’s important for someone in my position to be healthy and alert.”
“All Might worked selflessly. Lemillion worked selflessly!” Stain spoke the names of the only true heroes he knew.
“They did. And now one’s dead, and the other is a walking skeleton.” The guard glared. “I’m glad for what they and all of the other heroes did to save people, but no one should be expected to destroy their own bodies. No one should be asked to face what that boy did on his own. And even if that were the case, what kind of ungrateful people wouldn’t show appreciation to someone who was working to save them?” The guard looked again at the TV in disgust. “Our people, apparently. But that just goes to show that the problem was a lot more complicated than just ‘down with the system!’.”
“Don’t speak to me as if I am some aimless child. I know more of this contemptible system than you could even comprehend! I know what heroes are! I know what inspires true heroes!”
The guard just stared at Stain. It was as if he was thinking about laughing, but found Stain to be too disgusting to bother.
“I don’t know about any heroes you inspired…” the guard turned again to the TV, which was airing more information about the ongoing recovery efforts in Jaku and on the captured members of the PLF. “But you certainly inspired a lot of people to follow in your footsteps.”
“Those people made their own decisions.” Stain growled.
“Maybe they did.” The guard agreed. “But who gave them the idea? Who made sure that the mangled bodies of heroes were the first things that people saw on the news, framed as if their murders were done as part of some kind of high ideal? The League outright took inspiration from you, and set out to perform even more depraved acts. Your message made the oppressed believe that violence was the only way that they could get noticed. And for anyone else who you duped into thinking that you had something important to say, all you did was make people more judgmental of heroes, despite so many of them wanting to do good. You inspired a legion of monsters, and turned the public against the heroes you supposedly idealize.”
“And what do you expect me to have done?” Stain spat. “Simply let things stay the way they were like the mindless sheep of society? Stay within the system, slowly letting my ideals fall away until the point that I became another fame-hungry leech pretending to be a hero?”
“There were plenty of other ways that you could have tried to address those problems.”
“I tried those!” Stain yelled, recalling his life after he had left hero school when he realized how corrupt heroism had become. He had made speeches on a street corner, trying to make people see the rot in the world around them, but no one listened.
“You stood unwashed on a soap box in the street like an insane man declaring the apocalypse.” The guard responded in contempt, knowing full-well about Akaguro’s past. “Did you actually think that anyone would listen to someone like that? Did you ever consider, I don’t know…taking your campaign online? Going into investigative journalism? Maybe even trying politics to try to change the system yourself?”
“And be a part of the problem?” Stain scoffed.
“Or at least try to make a change that didn’t involve murdering people?” the guard countered.
“Blood is the only thing anyone understands. It is the only message everyone hears.”
“Did anyone hear what you thought you were saying though?” the guard pointed to the TV. “You might have had the argument that ‘the end justifies the means’, but you seemed rather disappointed in the end regardless. And in the process, look how many have died that had nothing to do your gripes against the world. Elderly, children, the sick. Another gathering of helpless innocents forced into the grave. Do tell me how their deaths could ever serve this supposedly noble purpose you aspire to?”
Stain would not be spoken to like this. He had dedicated his life to this purpose. Years of training, fighting to become the blade needed to cut the tumor of corruption out of this uncaring society. He would be heard!
“This society…has become without conviction. No one believes in the true ideals of heroism anymore. The only way to instill this conviction…to force it onto this disgusting world…is to show my own!”
Stain shouted his beliefs, his creed, to the only person left to hear him. Looking at the guard though, it was apparent that he cared nothing for his ideals, simply looking down at Stain in disgust.
“‘Conviction.’ You throw that word around as if it’s the ultimate good. Those villains and terrorists certainly had a lot of conviction. The Nazis sure had a lot of conviction. I can tell that ‘conviction’ for you is just another excuse for your spite and bloodlust. You think that believing in your cause puts you on the same level as someone trying to stop these things from happening? Even if they’re scared, or they’re doing it as a means to support themselves or their families? Maybe the heroes that came from this system weren’t ideal, but they still did some good, as opposed to the staggering amount of harm you have caused.”
Stain’s body had almost given out by this point. He wanted to shout, to drag himself out of this bed and force the metal door down, to force this man to see, but the guard simply stepped away from the door, bored by the conversation.
“Whatever justifications you have, this is the result; thousands dead, countless lives ruined, dozens by your own hand, your image used as the standard by which psychopaths justify their depravity, and you, sealed inside a metal tomb, left to watch your world fall apart, unable to move, unable to eat anything that can’t fit through a straw, unable to even use the bathroom on your own. The idol you created for heroes torn down by your own hands. Regardless of your intent or ideals, that is the legacy you’ve created. This is the world you have to live in now. This is how your story ends, Akaguro Chizome.”
“No…no…you’re wrong! You’re wrong! You’re…!”
The guard shut the window, not caring to hear whatever rant Akaguro had for him, and continued his patrol.
Notes:
It took me a bit to figure out a song to associate with this chapter, but then I realized that there is a perfect song that encapsulates how I feel about Stain. Granted, “Legion of Monsters” is meant more to condemn the glorification of violence in media, but I think that it works well with Stain. It’s true that he is correct about a lot of things in his society, but I find it kind of contemptible when MHA treats him as if he’s some sort of noble figure. He murdered people who were trying to help others, and it’s clearly shown that his judgement was seriously flawed, and in the process inspired other people to commit even worse crimes.
I had considered adding a supplementary scene showing Gentle Criminal in another prison cell with a similar ironic punishment; having constant access to a television so he could see how his incredibly selfish attempts to get attention were so easily forgotten.
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“Where’s the Springer Hero Agency?”
“You’re not going to tell me?”
“Why won’t you tell me…?”
The man…monster…villain…cracked the wall above the girls with nothing but his fingertips, the implicit threat that the same would happen to the girls soon.
“Go…! I said, go!” A boy with black hair and sharp teeth yelled desperately to himself in his mind, and yet his body was paralyzed with fear.
Before the situation could escalate though, a pink-skinned, pink-haired girl with horns saw the predicament that her friends were in, rushing between them and the cloaked villain, pointing down the street.
“Turn that corner and then make a left at the big street! The agency’s about two kilometers down that street!”
“Thanks.” The monster replied, walking away, leaving Mina to collapse to her knees as her nerves caught up with her.
“That was so scary!” Mina wept.
“Mina, thank you!”
“Why…didn’t I go…?”
Mina was so excited to be at UA! Sure, their homeroom teacher was a grump, but no matter what he said, she wasn’t going to stop trying to make this a good time and make friends!
She had already convinced all the girls to share contact info; Yaomomo was so prim and proper and smart, but she wasn’t stuck up or anything like that, so Mina thought she was cool. Hagakure was basically a girl after Mina’s own heart, and she could already feel that they were going to become besties. Jirou acted all aloof, but she gave off major tsundere vibes and Mina was so going to tease her when she found her crush. Asui was hard to read, but she seemed nice and friendly in her own way, so she was cool too. She was really close to Mongoose (wasn’t that confusing…she looked like a snake but her family name was Mongoose? Didn’t mongooses eat snakes? Wasn’t that in that one book Mina read that one time with the weird name? Mina was going to see if she’d be okay with her just calling her Habuko faster than she planned with everyone else’s personal names), which was nice because she seemed so shy. Mina was going to make sure to be extra nice to her so they could all be great friends! Habuko even had fluffy hair like hers! They could start a Fluffy Hair Club! She was already getting a read on some of the guys. Kaminari looked like he was trying too hard to be cool, but he was also a goof like Mina, so they’d probably get along. Mineta…Mina didn’t like Mineta. Tokoyami gave off super emo vibes…but didn’t she see a girl with telekinesis at the Entrance Exam that gave off ghosty vibes too? Just file that in her shipping projects for later. Shoji was big, but seemed nice too, and heteromorphs have got to look out for each other, right? Oh, and Kiri got in too! That was the best! He’d always seemed so shy and unsure of himself, but lately, he had been getting super into self-improvement, even dying his hair to make himself look more like his personal idol, Crimson Riot! Mina was looking forward to what he was going to become! And then there was Bakugou…who just gave off “major asshole” vibes. Granted, Mina had dealt with bullies in the past, she’d even managed to get them to make up with some of the other students that they had picked on, but Bakugou…he just treated everyone like garbage and Mina wondered if he liked the idea of hurting people. Maybe she was wrong though, maybe he was just a little intense. Heck, that kind of guy could be fun to tease just to show what a big softie they were underneath!
Only, that wasn’t how Mina was feeling about Bakugou at the moment, as she watched as All Might chastised Bakugou for his actions in the Battle Trial. He didn’t seem that concerned, only giving the Explosion boy a talking to and taking his gauntlets, so her classmates probably weren’t hurt too badly…at least she hoped so. Still, the fact that Bakugou had gone and done something like that in the first place, releasing an explosion right at Rin and collapsing the entire building, and the fact that he seemed more angry at All Might than guilty for what he did, didn’t paint a good picture.
“Man, what a jerk!” Mina said out loud, though even that felt like she was underplaying it.
“It’s probably not that bad.” Kiri pointed out. “I mean, All Might doesn’t seem to be that upset, so maybe this kind of thing just happens? But man, that’s some serious power Bakugou has packing!”
Mina reluctantly shrugged in agreement, though she also noticed Kiri’s eyes were still as wide as they were when the class had first seen the explosion. She thought it was kind of weird that he was focusing more on Bakugou’s power than what he had actually done with it, but maybe that was just a guy thing.
Mina had felt numb walking out of the USJ. It was like that time she had tricked that giant villain into leaving her friends alone, only so much worse. There had been villains everywhere, that Kurogiri villain warped so many of them all over the place, and they had been trying to kill them. It was only because of Sato’s quick thinking that she hadn’t been warped too.
But it was done, it was over, All Might beat the villain like he always did.
It was supposed to be over.
But then Mina saw the police carrying two stretchers, covered with black sheets out of the building.
Every night afterwards, Mina saw those stretchers in her dreams, imagining Habuko and Tsuyu crumbling away or getting crushed by the monster the League of Villains brought with them. She’d wake up, screaming, sobbing, and only able to get ahold of herself when her Mom and Dad came in to give her a hug. Then she’d spend the rest of her night flipping through her phone, hoping to find someone to talk to. Sometimes she’d chat with Kiri if he was awake. Apparently, he had been warped with Bakugou somewhere and had tried to confront the villains on their own. Kiri would talk about how ‘manly’ Bakugou had been, charging at the villains without fear. Mina still thought he was a bully, but maybe she wasn’t being fair.
She questioned that idea though when Bakugou made them all look like huge jerks when the other classes came to confront them after the USJ, issuing a challenge to them (though admittedly, Mina was so mad that she wanted to slap the two boys who had made that challenge. Tsuyu and Habuko were dead, you stupid assholes! They got murdered, we had almost been murdered, and you’re coming to rub that in our faces! Go straight to hell!) and then again when the Sports Festival actually started, showing how he still thought that he was better than everyone else.
Mina herself managed to do pretty well in the Obstacle Race, but then they got to the Second Round of the Sports Festival, which turned out to be a Calvary Battle. At first, Mina was super excited about this! She thought fast, and got Sero Hanta to agree to team up with her, knowing that his Tape Quirk would be useful in slowing down the other teams. She then moved on to Kirishima; sure, it was mostly because they were friends, but that meant that they knew each other and would work together more easily! (Suck on that, Aizawa!) But it turned out Kirishima had also found someone to team up with…
“Oh, hey Mina! Serobro! Come team up with Bakubro and me!”
Mina did not like the idea of teaming up with a guy who would spend the match screaming abuse at them, and tried to pull her friend aside.
“Kiri, do you really want to team up with him?” she said jerking her head towards Bakugou. She’d worry about being subtle, but all his attention was focused on Todoroki, whom he was glaring daggers at for beating him in the Obstacle Course. Another reason not to team up with him; a grudge like that was just going to make things harder for the rest of them. Kirishima though just looked confused at Mina’s reluctance.
“Well, yeah, sure! Bakubro’s really strong, I bet we’d do really well!”
“He’s also a huge jerk.” Mina answered. “If we team up with him, he’s just going to spend the whole thing screaming at us.”
“Aw, c’mon, Mina!” Kirishima said with a pained frown. “I know Bakubro’s rough around the edges, but he’s actually a super manly guy if you give him a chance!”
Mina sometimes wondered what her friend thought the word “manly” meant. However, by that point, Ms. Midnight warned everyone that they only had one minute left to make their teams, and Mina accepted that she didn’t have any choice but to go along with Kirishima.
To Kirishima’s credit, being on Bakugou’s team did get them through to the Third Round of the Sports Festival considering how aggressive he was in taking other people’s headbands, but it was still a miserable time for them. Bakugou treated them all like idiots, ignoring anything that they said, and his tendency to not even use their real names, calling Mina “Racoon Eyes,” really grated on her. She didn’t try to talk with Kirishima about this any further since she was grateful to move on to the Fighting Tournament, but part of her couldn’t help but wonder why he was so insistent on hanging out with Bakugou. If Mina was being honest with herself, Bakugou acted more like the kinds of guys that would bully Kirishima in junior high, only he’d be even meaner about it. And yet Kirishima didn’t seem to care! It wasn’t that it didn’t seem to bother him being called “Shitty Hair”, but rather he didn’t seem to see anything wrong with it in the first place. That just…didn’t sit well with Mina, and it made her worry for her friend.
Mina’s internship was fun, even if she ended up sharing it with a bunch of other students since she had to choose from the 40 workplaces that had contracts with UA rather than get an offer for herself (heck, she had technically ranked 7th place overall. Maybe people found it hard to take her seriously, maybe people were being judgy to her for being a heteromorph, but whatever.) Unfortunately, it got cut short pretty quickly.
Mina wasn’t super friendly with Iida, him being a little too stuffy for her liking, but she thought he was a good guy. If she thought about it, he had probably saved all of their lives when he had run out of the USJ and had alerted the teachers to what was going on. It turned out though that he had tried to use his internship as a way to track down Stain and get revenge for crippling his brother, only to get murdered himself.
Why? Why did he do that? He seemed so much smarter than that! And why did everyone keep on blaming them for what he did?
Aizawa hadn’t taught them much (in fact, while Mina accepted that she wasn’t the best student, could barely remember her sensei really teaching her anything; he usually just dumped them in their exercises and told them to figure it out on their own), but she had to admit that he was right about the world being unfair. She knew three dead people her age, and they had all been killed in the last month.
Could that happen to her? Could that happen to one of her other friends? They kept on running into villains, so what were they supposed to do?
Mina’s Mom and Dad had sat her down after Iida’s death and talked to her, asking if she was sure if she wanted to do this, to keep being a hero. She had answered immediately ‘Yes!’, but it was something that she was still thinking about. Being a hero was dangerous. She needed to be prepared if something like this happened again.
Unfortunately, Finals were still coming, and if Mina wanted to stay in the Hero Course, she needed to score well. There were two parts to the Final that Mina needed to prepare for; a Practical, and a written exam. Mina had been doing pretty well physically; she did well in the Sports Festival and she was probably the most athletic girl in 1-A (dancing really paid off!) In most cases, she wouldn’t be too worried about the Practical, especially with the rumor that it was just going to be them fighting against robots. So yeah, it wasn’t as much the practical that she was worried about, but just…life, and whatever might hit them next.
Thankfully, Yaomomo announced that she and Shoji (their Class Rep and…new…Vice Rep) had been meeting with someone from Gen Ed who had been helping to analyze their Quirks. Apparently, whoever this Midoriya guy was, he was smart enough that Principle Nezu took him on as his personal student, which meant he must be super smart! So, when Mina got a packet with ideas about her Quirk, she made sure to read it carefully.
It was…kind of complicated stuff, and Mina had to reread it several times to make heads and tails of it, but a lot of the stuff Midoriya had written about sounded really cool! Like the idea of using a hose to spray her acid over long distances, or to store it in capsules for later use as grenades (there was a note there that Power Loader would only add those to her costume once she had proven that she could use them safely.) Some of it sounded kind of…ordinary, like the idea of using her acid as an antiseptic, but hey, she would have never thought to use it that way! It was kind of boggling to have someone point out all the different ways acids could be used; making fertilizers, making medicines, removing rust…honestly a lot of it went over her head, like how acids act as “reagents,” making Mina think that she should ask Yaomomo for help explaining all this stuff.
Which brought her to dealing with the second (actually the first) part of the Final, the written exam. Mina hadn’t been studying as much as she should have, considering everything that had been going on lately, so she knew that she wasn’t ready for this. However, once she and Kaminari (both at the bottom of the class) moaned about this, Yaomomo came in and offered to tutor them! Mina was right, Yaomomo was so cool! And when Mina asked her to help explain some of Midoriya’s notes, she made things so much easier! For once, Mina felt excited about studying!
It turned out though that it wasn’t just going to be her and Kaminari either. Ojiro and Jiro (ship?...Ojirojiro?...nah, no chemistry) had also asked to come along, much to Yaomomo’s delight. This gave Mina an idea, and she zeroed in on Kirishima walking up to Bakugou, who had followed Yaoyorozu back into the classroom. She paused for a moment, realizing that neither Yaomomo or Bakugou looked particularly happy. Of course, Bakugou normally didn’t look happy, but here he looked outright pissed, and Mina was wondering whether it was a good idea for Kirishima, let alone anyone else to talk to him. As for Yaoyorozu, though she still looked calm and composed, it was almost scary to see her of all people angry.
“WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT, SHITTY HAIR!?”
Bakugou’s shout jolted Mina. She was about to go and pull her friend away from the jerk, but Kirishima just kept talking to him as if nothing bad had happened. He didn’t seem bothered, so Mina kept her distance as Kirishima continued to talk to Bakugou, eventually walking away happy, though Bakugou had barely looked at him beyond first shouting at and insulting him. Mina felt uneasy about this for a moment before she shook her head and sought her friend out.
“Hey, Kiri! Some of us are going to be studying with Yaomomo, you should come!”
“Thanks Mina,” Kirishima answered, albeit awkwardly rubbing the back of his head, “but I already asked if Bakubro could help me study.”
Mina winced, and she was pretty sure that Kirishima noticed, as he frowned at her reaction. She needed to try to do some damage control; she really didn’t want her friend to be around Bakugou, not when he was like this.
“Are you sure? Yaomomo would probably love to help you, she seemed really excited to set a study session up for everyone. And she’s also the highest scorer and the Class Rep, so if there’s anyone who could help us with studying, it would be her. I was also thinking that she might be able to give me some advice on how to work with Midoriya’s analysis, you know, learn about different acids, how to use them, that kind of stuff. I bet she’d be able to help you a lot with your Quirk and the stuff that Midoriya has in his analysis for you, too!”
Kirishima didn’t look convinced.
“And…well…” Mina looked awkwardly at Bakugou and Yaoyorozu for a moment, “Yaomomo is just really nice. It might be better if you studied with her instead of Bakugou, you know, someone who isn’t as intense?”
“I want to study with Bakubro because he’s intense!” Kirishima answered. “I think he’d really get me to focus, you know?”
“Okay…it’s just…Yaomomo could probably help you to focus too, and she’d probably be nicer about it…”
“Mina.” Kirishima interrupted. “He’s my friend. I want to hang out with him. Actually,” Kirishima’s eyes widened in excitement, “how about you study with us! You could get to know him better and clear things up between you two!”
Mina backed off with her hands in the air. She seriously doubted that studying with Bakugou would actually help her, and she didn’t want to put her grade at risk just because Kirishima wasn’t listening to her.
“I’ll just stick with Yaomomo.” She answered in defeat. Kirishima actually deflated at this somewhat. Mina just couldn’t get it. Just looking at Bakugou now, he looked and acted like the slightest noise would get him to literally explode. He acted like a huge abusive jerk to Kirishima, and yet Kiri kept on acting as if he was cool. Kirishima kept on insisting that Mina just needed to give Bakugou a chance, but there was nothing to indicate that he was anything but a self-absorbed, abusive asshole. Mina knew that the way Bakugou was treating her friend was wrong, but she didn’t know how to get him to realize that.
“Just…if Bakugou does something that’s mean while your studying, don’t be afraid to call, okay?”
“He’s not going to do anything mean…” Kirishima answered with a frustrated exasperation. “I’m going to be fine! We’ll probably have a really great time!”
“…If you say so.” Mina said, turning around and sighing once she was away from her friend. She hoped that he was going to be okay.
Yaomomo was a great tutor…but there was soooo much material to go over, and Yaoyorozu just seemed to get it so much easier than anyone else. Mina felt like her brain was a wrung-out sponge…actually, that would be after a test. Mina felt like her brain was a sopping wet sponge…filled with glue. Thankfully, Yaomomo, bless her heart, was patient enough to repeat herself as many times as Mina and the others needed.
Oh, also apparently Yaomomo was rich. Like, super rich. Mansion and servants rich. Like, premium tea and French snacks during their breaks rich. For anyone else, Mina would think that they were flexing their wealth, but Yaomomo just seemed so happy to have them over that it was clear that she really didn’t know how overwhelming this could come off to anyone else, and Mina wasn’t going to do anything to damage her Class Rep’s innocent smile. Also, caviar was actually pretty tasty!
In addition to their study period for the written exams, Yaoyorozu set aside an hour to go over anything that had to do with Midoriya’s analysis. The way that her focus became so much more intense at this though made Mina wonder if she wasn’t the only one scared by what had been going on, and looking for any opportunity to get stronger. She gave Mina a crash course on everything that she knew about acids and how they were used. Surprisingly though, she asked Mina for a sample of her acid to analyze herself, as Midoriya had suggested that she might be able to replicate it. This was one of the few times that Mina ever felt serious about something, as she made it clear to Yaoyorozu that she needed to be careful; she didn’t want to create acid that she lacked a resistance to. While Mina was looking through some chemistry books that Yaomomo let her borrow, she was interrupted by Kaminari.
“Hey Ashido, can I ask you for help with something?”
Mina liked hanging out with Kaminari. He was a funny guy, and that felt important to have around in times like this. It was nice knowing that there was another goofball in the class.
“Sure, what is it?”
Kaminari brought out his own packet of analysis, along with his own science textbook.
“One of the big things that Midoriya’s analysis says is that I need to learn how to channel my electricity in ways that it’s not just blasting everywhere through the air, so I’ve been trying to learn about conductors. One of the things he mentioned was that acids are good at conducting electricity, and his notes say that I should talk with you about it.”
Mina chuckled awkwardly.
“Sorry…I’m still trying to figure all that stuff out myself…I always just used my acid to dissolve stuff and skate around, Midoriya was the first person to ever point out all the other stuff I could do with it…” Mina laughed, but she was actually a little embarrassed. Almost everyone else seemed to have a much better understanding of the ways that their Quirks worked. Jiro knew a lot about sound, Uraraka (one of the new students who had joined after the Sports Festival; she was bubbly and fun to be around) knew a lot about gravity, but she hadn’t actually bothered to learn that much about acid itself until now. She was trying to fix that, but she kind of felt dumb and a bit guilty that she couldn’t help Kaminari much. However, hearing this, he laughed himself.
“Yeah, I know what you mean…I always just blasted my electricity everywhere even though it always overloaded me and made me go ‘derp mode.’ I feel kind of dumb for needing someone to point out how electricity actually works.”
Mina grinned. For all the times that Kaminari worked hard to be cool, especially towards girls, it was refreshing to see someone else admit that they didn’t quite have it all together. Again, nice to know that she wasn’t the only goof in the class. Still, it would be best if they tried to help each other out.
“Well, hey! Let’s figure this out together!” she said, flipping to one of Midoriya’s pages of analysis, finding notes that she hadn’t quite gotten to yet.
“Acids are used as conductors in batteries; when they ionize water, they produce charged particles (ions.) The stronger an acid is, the more ions there are, and the more electricity they conduct. NOTE: Possible combo move with Kaminari? Create trail of acid towards target, force current through trail to electrocute. WARNING: Test in controlled environment first. Obviously, Kaminari should not directly touch acid; he should instead stick something into the acid that he can conduct it through, such as a bar of metal.”
“Oh yeah,” Kaminari commented, “Midoriya said that I need to include something that I can use to conduct electricity more easily in my costume; the Support Department got me these cool designs for a collapsible staff or a whip!” He showed off pictures of some of the equipment ideas Midoriya drew. “Do you think I should ask Yaoyorozu to give me staff fighting lessons?”
“Oh, totally!” Mina answered. “We’ll turn you into some electric ninja!” She opened up her own folder to show off. “He gave me ideas for hoses to spray my acid farther, and acid grenades!”
The two ended up spending a lot of time simply talking like this. It felt a bit like goofing off, but while they were talking about their studies, it actually felt a bit easier to understand stuff, simply by filling in the gaps that each other didn’t get, or encouraging themselves to look up the answers, like what kind of acid was best at conducting electricity, if it could be conducted through an acid mist (that was a bit of a mean idea that Midoriya had come up with, suggesting that Mina could create a cloud of acid mist to act as pepper spray,) or the kinds of foods that would be best for their Quirks. Apparently Midoriya recommended that both of them eat a lot more foods with electrolytes in them like avocados, bananas, citrus fruits, and milk. There was actually a weird amount of overlap between their Quirks that was fun to get into.
It was funny; if Mina said that she was going to study with Kaminari with all people, she would have thought that meant they were going to end up goofing off, but they ended up working well together, so much so that Yaoyorozu was really happy with their progress and praised them for their work. The whole thing ended up being so much more fun that Mina had expected, and she was so ready for the Finals!
Mina was so not ready for the Finals!
First off, they were not fighting robots, they were fighting their teachers!
Secondly, she and Kaminari were matched against Nezu!
Mina could still hear the principal cackling while all the buildings in the zone they were being tested in were crumbling like dominos.
She couldn’t tell whether it was better or worse that besides her and Kaminari, five other students had failed the Practical. It might have been depressing if it was just her but…no it was still depressing. Super depressing. It was a surprise to her though that out of everyone who was taking the exam, Todoroki and Bakugou, the two strongest students in the class, had failed. Sure, they were up against All Might, but…actually never mind, that kind of explained it. It was just weird; Mina didn’t like Bakugou, but she could see that he was a good student; he was strong, had a powerful Quirk, he worked hard, but he failed just as badly as she did. That was just…that actually made Mina feel a bit of petty pleasure, but it was still weird!
Bakugou was definitely still angry about failing though. His teeth were gritted, his fists were clenched, though he kept on making small “pops” with his explosions like they were a nervous tic; he just looked like an angry guard dog. Even Kirishima was keeping his distance from him.
Still, it was so depressing that she had failed…Aizawa had warned them that anyone who failed wouldn’t get to go to the Summer Camp! Everyone was going to have so much fun, making smores, looking at the stars, playing games…though it might be depressing for them to be missing almost half the class…and now Mina felt guilty on top of depressed.
Aizawa was giving his announcements on the results of the Final. Mina and Kaminari still finished the written exam at the bottom of the class, but they had passed along with everyone else! In fact, Mina had actually moved up a slot…but that was because Kirishima finished at 19th. Maybe she should have worked harder to get him to study with Yaomomo; it didn’t seem that working with Bakugou had been worth it.
“I told you all that anyone who doesn’t pass the Final Exam will not be allowed to go to the Summer Camp…” Aizawa was saying, before giving one of his shit-eating grins. “That was a logical ruse.”
Mina, along with Kaminari, Kirishima, Sato, and Sero all somehow groaned and cheered at this. They really should have seen this coming.
“If anything, the students that failed will be needing this training even more. However, to make up for your performances, you will be taking Remedial Lessons with Vlad King and me.”
Everyone who cheered just groaned at that, but something kept Mina from doing the same. She instead raised her hand.
“Do we need to bring anything extra for these lessons?”
Aizawa stared at Mina for a moment, and she wondered if he was surprised.
“No. That is all. You’re dismissed for lunch.”
Lunch was a bit depressing for Mina, as she sat with the other 1-A students that had failed the practical (except for Todoroki, who had gone off to eat on his own because he was edgy like that,) made worse when she saw her classmates who did pass go and thank Midoriya (who, if Mina was in a more cheerful state of mind, she would have definitely drafted into the Fluffy Hair Club.)
“We…really should have paid closer attention to what Midoriya wrote, Kirishima…” Sato said as he watched this.
“How can he expect us to run away though?” Kirishima gripped back. “A man faces his problems head on!”
Mina would have sighed, thinking that was an attitude that they all needed to get out of, when she noticed Bakugou staring daggers at Midoriya. Thankfully, the little Green Bean didn’t notice, but it put Mina on edge that Bakugou was glaring at Midoriya as if he wanted to run across the cafeteria and jump him. She tensed up as she saw Bakugou start to stand, only to freeze, this time looking at Yaomomo, who was glaring at Bakugou herself, almost as if she was saying, “try it, bitch.” Bakugou glared at her, and then at one of the security cameras, and scoffed, going back to digging at his food. Mina shuddered; she had never seen Yaoyorozu look so ready to throw down with someone, but it was nice to know that even if Kirishima and Aizawa weren’t taking Bakugou’s attitude seriously, someone was.
“So…Ashido?” Mina snapped out of it when Kaminari got her attention.
“Yeah, Kaminari?”
“I just noticed…you didn’t seem that upset when Aizawa said we were going to be getting Remedial Lessons. You know he’s gonna run us ragged, right?” he asked, studying Mina. She frowned for a minute.
“I don’t know…I guess I feel like I kind of deserve it…”
“Wait, really?” Sero asked, saying what everyone was thinking out loud. “I mean, good for you for not whining about this like we are, but you two were up against Nezu of all people. I could have handled Ms. Midnight a lot better, but honestly, I think it was kind of unfair for you two to have to go up against someone like him.”
“What, do you think we could have beat him?” Kaminari asked hopefully. “I can’t think of anything…”
“Well…no, I can’t think of anything right now…” Mina admitted, “but we didn’t exactly do anything helpful during the test either, did we? We kind of just ran around screaming like chickens with our heads cut off.” She said, making Kaminari deflate a bit as she realized her point. Everyone else was still looking at her as if they couldn’t believe what she was saying, so Mina tried to explain more;
“It’s just…” Mina looked at everyone awkwardly before looking down at the table. “You remember what Nezu said before the Exam, when he was explaining why we were fighting the teachers instead of robots? There’s a lot more villains now, and we need to be ready if we face them again. I guess I just feel like I need to get better, faster. Yeah, it sucks that we’re going to miss out at the Summer Camp…but I kind of want to make sure that I don’t do what we did when we fought Nezu again.”
The others stared at her. Mina knew that it didn’t make sense coming from her, after all; it wasn’t as if she ever acted like she was taking their lessons all that seriously the way Yaomomo or Todoroki did.
“That’s manly!”
The outburst made everyone flinch, but Kirishima stared at Mina with stars in his eyes nonetheless.
“You’re right, Mina! This is just an opportunity for us to make ourselves better! We can’t get stuck on this!”
If there was one thing Mina had to admit about Kiri, it was that he was a great hype man, as his exuberance managed to perk everyone up as they decided not to let their bad performances get them down.
“All students…the camp is under attack…Eraserhead has given permission to students to use their Quirks to defend themselves…”
Mandalay’s Telepathy came through to Mina and the other students at the Remedial Lesson cabin just a minute after the heroine’s nephew Kota had run in, claiming to have seen fire and heard loud noises off in the forest. Something seemed off about the message though, coming in and out. It sounded almost as if Mandalay was struggling to stay conscious.
“Aunt Shino…” Kota gasped, his eyes wide and frightened. Throughout Mina’s time at the Summer Camp, the young boy had treated everyone at the camp with anger and indifference, and had only barely tolerated his aunt, the Pro Hero Mandalay. Mina didn’t know what made him hate heroes so much, but whatever the case, what he was hearing now scared him. So much so that he would have darted out of the cabin were it not for Vlad King stopping him.
“Stop! I can’t let you go out there with villains on the loose!”
“Shino’s hurt! Something’s making it hard for her to use her Telepathy!” Kota yelled back, startling the students there with the confirmation of their fears.
“Kid, she sent us a message from Eraserhead, so he must be with her, she’ll be safe!” Vlad King attempted to reassure the young boy, putting his hands on his shoulders.
Kota glared at Vlad King, tears threatening to prick his eyes in fear, only just managing to keep himself from kicking the hero in the balls by the logic he had pointed out. All of a sudden though, a bright, hot, blue light blared through the windows of the cabin.
“What is it!?” Monoma yelped. Sero, who was closest to the window, looked, only to recoil.
“The woods…they’re on fire!”
Mina felt her heart beating in her chest. They were under attack. Bakugou bared his teeth and would have rushed out the cabin door were it not for Vlad King blocking the way. Todoroki also stood up.
“What do you two think you’re doing? I’m not sending you out there!”
“And what, wait for the shitty villains to fry us?” Bakugou snarled.
“I can put the fires out.” Todoroki pointed out. “We need to deal with them before they spread too…”
Todoroki’s point was cut off though, as the wall next to the door suddenly exploded. Mina felt herself flying through the air only to hit the ground in a tumble, barely able to make heads or tails of the situation. She had a brief moment to register that the cabin had been completely demolished in some impact, and the other students had been scattered. Todoroki lay nearby, unconscious with a gash on his head. The others, like Mina, were trying to pick themselves up from hopefully less-serious wounds. All around them were splintered pieces of wood and metal pipes from the cabin. Vlad King was the only one on his feet, having shielded Kota from the impact, recalling several tendrils of blood that he had used in his attempt to keep the students from being too injured.
“Muscular…” Mina heard Vlad King growl. Mina felt her heart stop as she saw the villain that had destroyed the cabin. Muscular was a tall, hulking figure, muscles literally rippling out of his body like worms. He had a savage grin on his face that relished the destruction and violence he was going to inflict, and his one prosthetic eye completed the image of a monster in human flesh. To Mina, it was like seeing that giant villain from years ago again, but unlike that time, Mina knew full well that this villain outright wanted to kill them all.
There was a brief halt though as Muscular took in everyone around him.
“Huh…is the brat we’re supposed to grab here? Where is he…?”
Vlad King used the lapse to shove Kota over to Sero, who was closest to him, the lanky teenager wrapping his arms around the boy, before Vlad used the brief period of distraction to generate a blade of blood from his gauntlet, aimed directly at Muscular’s good eye. Before Vlad King could hit the villain though…
“DIE!!!”
The shout and following explosions from Bakugou drew the attention of Muscular to the hero in front of him, as Bakugou blasted in between the villain and Vlad, who only just yanked his blade out of the way before he could skewer Bakugou. Just as Bakugou had thrown his hands in Muscular’s face though, the villain smacked him away with the back of his hand, launching him through one of the trees nearby, bending it at the impact.
“Bakugou!” Vlad King shouted, worried for the student, before feeling two hands grab him by the shoulders.
“SHOW ME YOUR BLOOD!” Muscular screamed.
The villain pulled, and Vlad King screamed as his arms were yanked out of their sockets. Mina almost vomited seeing his shoulder bones sticking out of the mess of writhing blood tendrils that the hero had only just managed to generate to prevent his arms from being ripped off completely.
“Oh, yeah!” Muscular grinned at the sight of gore. “You’re that Vlad King guy, right! I’d always wanted to fight someone who could do shit like that with their blood! Too bad you’re so weak, though.” The villain kicked Vlad King in the head, sending him sliding away.
“B…Bakubro…”
Mina looked over at Kirishima, who saw where Bakugou had been smacked into. He was trembling, unable to move. Everything felt like a nightmare; fire burning all around them, searing like they were in a furnace. The only adult there batted away like a fly, and a grinning, horrible monster that wanted nothing more than to hurt him.
“Wait…” Muscular stopped, distracted by Kirishima and looking over at Bakugou. “Was that the kid I was supposed to grab? Nah, couldn’t be, he was too weak.” He turned his gaze over all the remaining students. “How about all of you though, huh? How about you give me a good time!”
Mina took in everything in a second. She was standing a few feet away from Kaminari. Kirishima was trembling and staring at Muscular. Sero had his arms wrapped around Kota, the two just as unresponsive. Sato was crouched over Vlad King, but looked just as scared as anyone else. Monoma was blubbering to himself on his knees, a few feet away from the knocked-out Todoroki. Mina felt a pipe by her foot…
“Obviously, Kaminari should not directly touch acid; he should instead stick something into the acid that he can conduct it through, such as a bar of metal.”
Thinking quickly, Mina grabbed the pipe.
“Kaminari!” she shouted, throwing him the pipe, praying that he got the message. She had a brief instant of his eyes widening in realization before she turned to Muscular. The villain saw Kaminari holding the pipe and snorted, thinking that Mina had handed him a weapon to fight.
“Alright kid, looks like your girlfriend…”
Muscular’s words were drowned out by Mina, pumping more into her Quirk than she had ever tried before, to the point that she could feel the burn herself on her skin, spraying a line of acid directly at the villain’s face and around his feet.
“MY EYES!!! YOU BITCH, I’LL FUCKING…!!!”
Mina ignored the scream and sprayed the line of acid over to Kaminari and away from the trail of blood Vlad King had left. He lifted the pipe into the air and shouted:
“Everyone get down!”
Mina tackled Kirishima to the ground, hoping that Kaminari could focus his Quirk enough to not hit any of them. Kaminari jammed the pipe into the acid, which gave off a violent hiss before he exerted himself just as much as Mina. There was a loud cracking sound and a smell like burning fish.
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!”
Muscular’s grin was gone as he screamed, his flesh smoking and spasming like a mesh of snakes. Kaminari though didn’t let up, continuing to pour electricity into the pipe in his hands. Muscular seized up and collapsed, his body still spasming and screaming in horrific agony, making Mina clamp her hands over her ears to block out the sound.
Finally, it stopped, and over the sound of burning forest and her own whimpering, Mina heard the sound of a pipe hitting the ground. She looked up and saw Kaminari standing in the same position, slightly hunched over as he had jammed the pipe into the acid, though he was trembling. Mina crept over to him, her eyes glued to the still-smoking body of Muscular,
Oh God I killed him I made Kaminari kill him but what if he’s still alive we can’t do that again he’ll kill us he’ll kill us all oh God what do we do?
“…Kaminari?”
Kaminari didn’t answer, though she could hear a faint giggling coming from him. It wasn’t like the other times he had overcharged himself though, where he would mumble dumbly and stick his thumbs in the air. Here, he was giggling, but he was still staring at Muscular’s body, a faint trail of tears coming out of his eyes, his body shivering.
“Kaminari…” Mina felt her own body shake. “I’m…I’m going to help you over to Sero…okay?”
Mina put her hands on Kaminari’s shoulders as gently as possible. He let her guide him over to Sero where she sat him down. Sero was still staring at Muscular’s body, his eyes almost bugging out of his head, but seeing Kaminari and Mina, he blinked, managing to help Kaminari sit. Kota was also staring at Muscular. Thankfully, he didn’t seem as scared.
Next issue. Keep active. Don’t panic. There are still things to do.
The fire was threatening to spread further. They should be getting away from it, but that would be hard even if they didn’t have to carry Vlad King and Todoroki. Todoroki. He could put out the flames. But he was knocked out. Mina gaze fell on Monoma, who was gaping at Muscular in shock.
“Monoma…can…can you copy Todoroki’s Quirk and put out the fire?”
Monoma blinked at Mina for a moment before snapping out of it enough to speak.
“Yes…yes…I can do that…put out the fire, I can do that…” He crawled over to the unconscious form of Todoroki and tapped his neck. He put his right hand down and created a mass of ice that collided with the blue flames in a rush of hissing mist, but thankfully it was enough to put everything out.
Fires out. Immediate dangers done unless Muscular wakes up is he dead did they kill him should they hit him again…Mina shook her head, forcing herself back in the moment.
People are hurt. Do what you can for them.
She looked down at Todoroki. He was breathing, the only obvious wound a bruise and a small gash on his head. It didn’t look bad. Mina could only hope that it wasn’t bad, she didn’t know what else to do.
Vlad King was gritting his teeth and growling in pain, gasping through clenched teeth. Sato was supporting his head, but didn’t look like he knew what else to do. Mina wasn’t sure she knew much herself. She wasn’t sure that they could do much.
Set the bones. Right. They’ve got to set the bones so they don’t move around too much.
“S…Sato?” Mina whimpered. “D…do you think you can set his arms?”
Sato gulped, probably realizing how much this was going to hurt their sensei, but nodded.
“Yeah…yeah…I bake…I can keep my hands steady…I can do that…”
While Sato set about grabbing splints, Mina noticed a plastic cup on the ground that someone had been drinking from during the lessons.
Right. This was something else she could do. She picked up the cup and walked over the Kota, not seeing a cooler or anything else nearby.
“Kota? Could you fill this with water?”
Kota blinked, looking at the cup confused, but nodded and did what she asked without arguing. Mina held the cup in both hands as she made her way back over the Vlad King, scared to spill it.
“Okay…Midoriya said that just a drop or two of acid at the level of vinegar…”
Mina held her still-stinging finger over the cup, making sure she got the pH as close as possible to acetic acid before dropping one bead of it in, swirling it around to mix. Sato had managed to splint Vlad King’s arms as best as he could. Mina carried her concoction over, picking up a small stick.
“Vlad King…? Sensei…?”
She could see Vlad King’s eyes open just a bit.
“I…I’m going to disinfect your wounds…it’s going to hurt…so…just bite down on this…”
Vlad King opened his mouth, letting Mina place the stick between his teeth. As gently as possible, she poured a small splash onto his shoulders, anywhere he was bleeding. The hero growled like a bull dog, crushing the wood in his mouth, but held still long enough for Mina to treat him and for her and Sato to cover his wounds the best that they could.
What if I got the mix wrong what if I just made things worse is he going to be able to keep his arms is he even going to survive how far away is the hospital how are we going to get him help does anyone even know what’s going on?
Out of the corner of her eye, Mina saw movement in the woods. She prepared her acid again…only to stop as she saw Aizawa running towards them with Mandalay over his shoulder. He looked once at Muscular, but ignored him, for some reason going up to Mina.
Oh, right, she was the only person standing right now besides Kirishima.
“What happened?”
“…Villains…someone set a fire around the cabin…Muscular crashed through it…knocked out Todoroki, Bakugou, and Vlad King…Tried to disinfect Vlad King’s arms…”
Aizawa looked at the cup still in Mina’s hands, to Vlad King, and then to all of the students…
“Where’s Bakugou?”
“Muscular hit him into that tree…” Mina pointed, only to swallow her heart when she saw that Bakugou wasn’t there anymore. When this was pointed out, Kirishima looked at the tree, and then frantically looked around the woods.
“Bakubro? Bakubro?”
“Damn.” Aizawa cursed, placing Mandalay on the ground. Mina felt her stomach turn as she saw that something had hit her that had left long, jagged scars from her face down her torso; Aizawa had bandaged her face to the best of his ability with torn pieces of his costume.
“Bakugou! We’ve got to look for him!” Kirishima shouted, about to run into the woods himself before Aizawa snagged his arm to hold him back.
“I will find him. Stay here, keep out of sight as much as possible.”
“What!?” Kirishima yelped. “We can’t just…”
“There are still villains out there, and someone needs to look after the wounded. I am ordering you to stay here and only fight if you are attacked.”
Aizawa took the cup of makeshift disinfectant from Mina’s hands and smelled it, before sticking the tip of his finger in it.
“This will do. I need you to try to disinfect Mandalay’s wounds the best you can, but keep it out of her eyes.” He announced before running into the woods, following a trail that none of them would have been able to see.
“Aunt Shino…” Kota whimpered, walking up to Mandalay. He got on his knees, taking her by the shoulder, crying.
“Kota…let me treat her, okay?”
Mina knelt down, trying to block Kota’s view of Mandalay’s face the best she could before pulling off the makeshift bandages. She wanted the throw up; it was like Mandalay had been hit by multiple knives at once, almost peeling the skin from the right side of her face. The hero was breathing at least.
“Mandalay…I’m going to try to disinfect your wounds, alright?” Mina said, hoping that the hero could hear her as she gently poured small splashes of antiseptic over her wounds before replacing the bandages. Eventually, her cup was empty, and she had done all that she could.
“We…we’ve got to go after him…” Kirishima said, this time stopped by Sero.
“Not here, dude. Not like this. We don’t know what other villains are out there.”
Kirishima looked like he wanted to fight and argue, but Sero’s expression made it clear that he would use his Quirk to keep Kiri there if it came to that. With the two staring each other down, Monoma standing over Todoroki, either to protect him or to have access to the strongest Quirk possible, Sato watching over Vlad King, and Kota watching over his aunt in a panicked worry, Mina was left with nothing to do but pray that they weren’t going to get attacked again. Slowly, she sat down, hugging her knees to her chest, exhausted and terrified, but unable to calm for even a second for fear that someone else was going to come attack them. She felt movement next to her, and saw that Kaminari had picked up the pipe again. He seemed lucid enough, albeit terrified as her, but he stood next to her, giving her a glance as if to reassure himself that she was alright before looking back over the woods. Mina felt as if Kaminari was giving her a break, and finally, she allowed herself to start to cry.
They took him I let them sneak past he’s gone he might have been a jerk but they took him are they going to kill him are they still here how many others died where is everyone…
A few minutes after he left, Aizawa came back to let Mina and the other students outside of the wreckage of the Remedial Lessons cabin know that the League had escaped with Bakugou. It took hours for the police and paramedics to arrive, or at least that’s what it felt like to Mina. During that time, most of Mina’s classmates made their way back to the cabins. Aoyama brought back Hagakure and Jiro, both unconscious from the gas. Awase, a boy from 1-B brought back Yaoyorozu, who had been hurt by a Nomu. Aizawa came back, carrying Uraraka, who was covered in blood and so pale and she was hardly breathing, and all Aizawa could tell them to do was to keep her as warm as possible and keep her elevated and oh God was she going to die what happened to her? He came back later, carrying Shoji, but he was beaten up almost as bad as Vlad King, his arms and legs broken and he had trouble breathing. Tokoyami was with him, hurt by a bad burn that he had to keep a wet cloth on. He was conscious, but was hunched over, staring off into the distance, and didn’t want to be around anyone else. Despite wanting to just go home, to curl up under a blanket and cry, Mina busied herself making more antiseptic, treating whoever she could. By the time that Aizawa brought back Tiger and Pixie-Bob, both unconscious with bad head injuries, rescue workers had finally arrived and could start bringing in all the other students who had been knocked unconscious by one of the villains’ gas attack.
One of the rescue workers put a blanket over Mina’s shoulders while she sat, waiting for a car to take her out of there, the wounded taking priority. She saw them airlift Uraraka and Shoji away with Mandalay and Vlad King, wondering if that was going to be the last time that she’d see them alive.
Kirishima was fretting, unable to sit still, tapping his foot or pacing as he muttered to himself, trying to talk to any police officer or hero he could about what they knew about what happened to Bakugou. Kaminari had sat down next to her at some point, covered in his own blanket. She wished Kirishima would sit down with them and calm down, she just wanted everything to stop…
Eventually, Mina was taken aside to be interviewed by one of the police; actually the chief of police apparently, a man with a Beagle-like head named Tsuragamae. Mina told him what happened to her and the others at the Remedial Cabin. She wondered if she was going to get in trouble for what she did to Muscular, or for what she tried to do for Vlad King and Mandalay and the others; that wasn’t self-defense, after all. But she was too numb to really consider that, and just answered the man’s questions. He wrote everything down on a little notepad, which he closed once she had finished, Mina faced the ground, too tired and scared to lift her head.
“Ms. Ashido, there’s something you should know about how you acted tonight…”
Was what she did amount to a crime? Did she deserve to be expelled?
“You did everything right.”
Mina picked her head up. Tsuragamae’s expression was hard to read, but he placed a comforting hand on her shoulder.
“You were faced with an extreme situation, and handled yourself to the same standard that I would expect of a pro.”
“But…Muscular…” Mina whimpered, still remembering the man’s screams, the smell of burning flesh.
“You were given explicit permission to use your Quirk in self-defense, and considering the options you had available to you at the time, you neutralized an extremely dangerous villain in one of the few ways possible. As for you using your Quirk for first aid purposes,” Tsuragamae closed his eyes grimly before giving Mina as close to an encouraging smile as possible, “I can make no promises about what will to happen to those you treated, but your actions have given them the best chance possible. As far as I can tell, you did nothing wrong, and you did everything that you possibly could to protect yourself and others. I know that this had been an overwhelming experience for you, but I for one am proud of how you have handled yourself.”
Mina felt her throat tighten up. She didn’t want to cry in front of the chief of police, but everything had been so overwhelming, with the threat to her life and to her friends, that she couldn’t help it and sobbed into Tsuragamae’s coat. The man hugged her gently, allowing her to cry herself out a bit longer before he had to move on to another student.
Mina’s parents hugged her tighter than anything she had felt before when she got home, crying in relief that she was okay. She spent the first night clinging to her mother, wanting to stay where it was safe, where people’s lives weren’t depending on her after just a term’s worth of training.
Eventually, she was able to pull herself away, albeit wrapped in a blanket in her room. Her mom and dad were watching the news in the living room, but Mina didn’t want to listen to it; to hear her class and her school raked over the coals again for being attacked by villains. From the little she could make out, the news wasn’t talking about anything that she didn’t already know, though a lot of it was about Bakugou, as reporters theorized why he had been taken by the League. The information that she most wanted to hear about; how her friends were recovering, she could get from the Class A group chat. Yaoyorozu and Todoroki were cleared pretty quickly. Hagakure, Jiro, and the others that had gotten caught in the villain Mustard’s toxic gas cloud were still in the hospital, though it sounded like they were going to be okay eventually. Uraraka, Shoji, Vlad King, and Mandalay though were still in intensive treatment. Tokoyami’s life wasn’t in danger, but apparently he had to receive skin grafts for a burn that he had received from one of the villains that had attacked. Eventually, she got a message saying that Tokoyami was going to be cleared, and Kirishima suggested that they all visit him at the hospital.
Mina still felt sick, but she wanted to get out, and to see her friends for herself to make sure that they were okay, so she asked her parents to drive her to the hospital where everyone was being treated. She met with the other twelve of her classmates that were still able to move around in the waiting area, where her eyes locked with Kaminari. He sent her a nod, and she managed to smile back to him.
“Awesome, it looks like everyone’s here!” Kirishima exclaimed as Mina arrived. Immediately, Mina could tell that something was off about her friend. He seemed glad to see them all, but he felt shifty in a way that she couldn’t immediately identify. His eyes shifted to Yaoyorozu every now and then for some reason, which the heiress seemed to pick up on herself, looking back at Kiri with a worried and suspicious glance. Kirishima however didn’t explain until they had all gotten into Tokoyami’s room.
The crow-headed boy was sitting in a bed at the far end of the room away from the door, staring out the window, only sparing his class a glance. Mina could see a large portion of his torso bandaged over, but he was well enough to be sitting upright. He still seemed scared though.
“Tokoyami, how are you feeling?” Yaoyorozu asked gently.
“…My doctor says that I’ll be released in an hour.” He answered.
“That’s good.” Yayorozu smiled. “We were worried about you.”
Tokoyami winced for some reason.
“Is something wrong?” Yaoyorozu asked.
“…I hurt Shoji.”
“What do you mean?” Ojiro asked.
Eventually, Tokoyami sighed, closing his eyes.
“…I lost control of Dark Shadow. I saw that villain Moonfish attack Shoji…and I was angered…it…combined with the darkness of the forest and overpowered Shadow…he overwhelmed me, and I lost control. I couldn’t get Dark Shadow to stop destroying everything…and Shoji was hit.”
Mina put her hand over her mouth in shock. She had been worried about hurting her friends with her Quirk when she was trying to disinfect their wounds…but Tokoyami had something just like that happen to him. She noticed also for the first time that Dark Shadow himself wasn’t out, occasionally popping out from Tokoyami to cackle or comment on something. She wondered how the Quirk felt from all of this.
“I…I don’t even know if I can be a hero after what I’ve done.”
“Tokoyami…” Yaoyorozu sat down on the bed and put a gentle hand on Tokoyami’s shoulder. “It’s not your fault. You were overwhelmed.”
Tokoyami didn’t look any more convinced. Everyone settled into an uncomfortable silence, until Kirishima spoke up.
“Okay…so…there’s something that I wanted to talk about.”
Everyone in the room apart from Tokoyami looked to Kirishima.
“What is it, Kirishima?” Yaoyorozu asked.
Kirishima looked around, making sure that only his classmates were in the room. “I want to try to rescue Bakugou.”
Everyone in the room flinched. Kirishima looked at all of them expectantly, only for Sero to break the silence.
“…Kirishima…I get that you’re upset…” Sero tried to speak, “but I don’t think that this is something we can really do anything about.”
“But we can!” Kirishima insisted. “We managed to get through the Camp attack, didn’t we?”
Mina started to feel sick. She remembered the Camp attack. She didn’t even want to think about the Camp attack, but Kiri wanted them to go through something like that again?
“Kirishima, even if we could do something about Bakugou, we’d have no idea where to look first.” Ojiro pointed out. Him saying this calmed Mina down a bit, and she hoped that Kirishima wouldn’t talk about it anymore, but he kept going.
“But we do!” Kirishima proclaimed, turning to Yaoyorozu. The heiress’ eyes suddenly widened in fear at some realization she had made. “Yaoyorozu attached a tracker to one of the Nomu that attacked us, so we can use that to find out where the League’s hideout is!”
The class turned to Yaoyorozu in shock, but none of them looked as surprised as her. This surprise though was slowly turning to anger.
“Kirishima…what are you talking about?” she asked in an undertone, as if trying to keep the conversation from the rest of the class. Kirishima though didn’t seem to realize this and proclaimed even louder;
“I heard you talking to All Might and one of the detectives; you gave them a receiver to find the League’s hideout! You could do the same for us!”
Yaoyorozu was pale, but stood up and got in Kirishima’s face.
“Kirishima, that is sensitive information! You can’t just blab about that!”
“But we’re training to be heroes!” Kirishima argued, his hands out and pleading to Yaoyorozu. “Isn’t this our job?”
“We are not heroes!” Yaoyorozu hissed in response. “We are students who do not have license to use our Quirks, let alone interfere in an extremely sensitive and dangerous operation!”
“Guys, back me up here!” Kirishima said, turning to the others, making Yaoyorozu even angrier. “We can’t just leave Bakugou with those villains, who knows what they’re doing to him right now?”
“Kirishima…” Sato spoke, obviously disturbed at what Kirishima was suggesting, “Yaoyorozu gave the tracker to the heroes, what do you think we could do that they can’t?”
“I…” Kirishima stammered before shouting, “Look, I can’t just stay here and do nothing! We can’t just sit here!”
“What else can we do?” Sero asked. “Yaoyorozu’s right, if we do this, we’ll just be getting in the way of the actual heroes.”
“If we were lucky, we’d just get arrested for vigilantism.” Rin pointed out. “More likely than not, we’d end up getting ourselves killed.”
“But we’ve fought them already!” Kirishima said, pointing at Mina, making her flinch. “Mina and Kaminari took down Muscular! I saw them! He was one of the most dangerous villains there and they beat him! We could do the same!”
Mina felt her skin crawl as the others all stared at her. Their attention didn’t make her feel good though. They made her feel like she was back at the Remedial Cabin…
“Mina, please, back me up here!” Kirishima said, getting in front of Mina. “Bakugou’s my friend…won’t you help me?”
Bleeding screaming smoking burning I got acid in his eyes he’s going to kill us he’s going to kill us I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do…
Suddenly, Kirishima was shoved away from Mina, letting her gasp for air. When she got control of herself, she saw Kirishima staring in shock at Kaminari, who despite his usual dorky-trying-to-be-cool demeanor, was absolutely furious.
“What the fuck is wrong with you, dude?!”
“Wha…I’m just…” Kirishima stammered.
“Can’t you see how she feels about this?” Kaminari shouted, pointing at Mina. Yaoyorozu went to her and wrapped her in her arms, letting Mina crumple into her and sob as the memories came back. Kaminari just kept tearing into Kirishima.
“We only just managed to beat Muscular! And we almost killed him! We almost got killed! How could you ask us to go through something like that again?”
“But this is what heroes do!” Kirishima tried to argue.
“We’re not fucking heroes!” Kaminari shouted back. “We’re a bunch of kids who barely know what we’re doing half the time! Three of us have been killed this year alone! Two more…” For the first time, Kaminari stammered, noticing Tokoyami cringing, before he focused back on Kirishima.
“What do you expect me to do, then!?” Kirishima shouted.
“I expect you to let the heroes deal with it!” Yaoyorozu interrupted the argument, standing up and stepping between Kirishima and Kaminari. Kaminari backed away from Kirishima, still glaring at him, crouching down next to Mina, flinching for just a moment when Mina started clinging to him, though he hugged her back. She could feel him shaking, either from shouting at Kirishima, or remembering the cabin himself.
“Kirishima, did you invite all of us here so you could try to get people to convince me to make you a receiver?” Yaoyorozu accused Kirishima. The fact that he looked at the floor simply sealed his guilt. “Let me make something clear to you, Kirishima: I will not be doing that. Even if you do convince anyone else to back you up on this incredibly foolish idea, I will not help you. I am not going to send anyone out to do something so blatantly illegal and dangerous. Not after what has happened to us already.”
Kirishima opened his mouth to shout, but was stopped by Yaoyorozu pointing her finger at him.
“I hear one more word out of you, I swear I will bring this up with Aizawa.”
Kirishima gulped, looking once more to the rest of his classmates. Before they were simply unsure. Now however, seeing how what he had suggested had upset Mina so much, quite a few were scowling at him. No one was moving to defend him. He glared back at them and walked out of the room.
Yaoyorozu turned back and bowed to Tokoyami, who was likewise staring at Kirishima in shock.
“Tokoyami, I am so sorry that your injury was used as a justification for this. Truly, I hope that you will get better soon. I promise that I’ll keep you and everyone else up to date on any notices I get of Shoji and Uraraka’s conditions.”
Yaoyorozu and Kaminari helped Mina to stand back up, but she kept on clinging to Kaminari. He didn’t seem to mind anyway. Her parents were worried about why she was so upset when she finally left the hospital, but she didn’t want to tell them.
The next night, Mina still couldn’t sleep, and was trying to distract herself on her phone when she got a message on the chat. When she read it, she collapsed to the floor, sobbing in relief.
Yaoyorozu: I just got confirmation that Uraraka and Shoji have been taken out of the ICU; they’re going to be fine.
About an hour later, another notification, this one specifically sent to her:
Yaoyorozu: Mina, Vlad King and Mandalay are both out of the ICU. The doctors said that they probably survived because of how you treated them.
Mina’s parents heard her crying, and cried in relief themselves when she gave them the news. Her mom made her a mug of hot cocoa, letting her feel like a weight had been finally taken off of her shoulders. When she went to bed, she was ready to finally get some sleep when she got a call from Kaminari.
“Ashido? I just got the news from Yaoyozoru. How are you doing?”
Mina paused for a moment to get her thoughts together so she wouldn’t break down sobbing again.
“I’m better. It’s just…a weight off of my shoulders, you know?
“Yeah…it’s a relief…I was…I was pretty scared for everyone.”
Mina sighed. Even with everything that they had been through, in the end, this wasn’t as bad as the USJ, if only for the fact that no one died. She grimaced though as she reminded herself of Bakugou. He was still out there, still with the League. She tried to distract herself by talking to Kaminari.
“How…how are you doing?”
“…Okay…okay, I guess…” Mina heard something like drumming fingers in the background. “I’m…I’m really glad to hear that…that I didn’t kill him. I know he did a lot of bad stuff…but…”
“I know…” Mina said. “I know.”
“…We really need to thank Midoriya, don’t we?”
“Yeah…we do.”
The two were quiet for a moment. Mina felt so tired, but she was glad to have this distraction.
“You really stepped up, you know?” Kaminari said. “You came up with the plan to beat Muscular, you got Monoma to put out the fires, and you helped Vlad King and Mandalay. I just…after I hit Muscular, I was kind of useless for a while…”
“Hey, that’s not true.” Mina chided Kaminari, “You gave me a break after I helped Mandalay…I…don’t you remember getting the pipe back and standing next to me?”
“Kind of? I just kind of remember thinking that you looked like you needed help.”
Mina managed a small smile at this.
“Well…it was getting to be a bit much for me, so thanks for that.”
“You’re welcome, Ashido.”
Mina grimaced.
“Hey…just call me Mina, alright? It feels weird to be formal with each other after what we’ve been through.”
“…Okay…I…I guess it does. If you want, you can call me Denki, too.”
“Thanks, Denki.”
“Actually…I’ve also been meaning to apologize to you. I think that I might have gone a bit too far when I was yelling at Kirishima…”
“No.” Mina replied, cutting Denki off. “No…you didn’t.”
“…He really got to you, didn’t he?”
“Of course he got to me!” Mina burst out loud. “He was there! He saw what happened, what Muscular and those other villains did to our teachers! But we were the ones who actually had to use our Quirks in a way that could have killed someone!”
Mina had to take a breath, realizing that she had just shouted in Denki’s ear.
“…Sorry.”
“It’s okay…I get it.”
Mina had to take a moment to calm down after being reminded of how her best friend had acted.
“You two were friends, right? You went to the same middle school?”
“Yeah…yeah, we did. He was a little different back then. He was really shy and unsure of himself. He got picked on a lot. But in the year before we went to UA, he got really into self-improvement, making himself stronger. It was a good change. But lately…it just feels like he keeps making bad decisions. I still think he’s a good guy, but…”
“He hangs out with Bakugou.” Denki finished for her.
“Yes! And I just don’t get why!” she said, frustrated. “…Okay, I mean, I kind of get it. Bakugou’s strong and tough, so I guess that would appeal to Kirishima, but he’s also a huge jerk and a bully. He keeps giving everyone mean nicknames, he treats everyone like dirt, and the way he acts in our hero classes makes me think he likes to hurt people. And I just don’t get why Kiri doesn’t see that! I’m not saying that it’s good that Bakugou got kidnapped or anything like that, but I don’t get why Kiri is so fixated on him!”
Denki was quiet for a moment.
“…Well…if I’m being honest with myself, I’m probably not much better, with how I hang out with Mineta.”
“Hm.” Mina agreed wordlessly.
“I uh…I never apologized for the cheerleader thing, did I?”
“No…maybe you should do that.”
“Yeah…I think I will…once Jiro and Hagakure get out of the hospital, I’ll make sure I apologize to all of you. I mean…I’m sorry to you now, if that helps.”
Mina had to fight off a snort at how uncomfortable Kaminari sounded. Somehow, this boy had almost made her laugh even in the midst of everything that had happened to them. He was a good guy.
“It does, a little.”
“…Hey…I know I called to check up on you…but thanks for talking to me, Mina.”
“…Thanks for talking to me, Denki.”
The two hung up. Mina was tired, she didn’t want to go back to the USJ, or find that Muscular was there too. She was worried about what was happening with Bakugou, and what had happened with Kirishima.
Aizawa really was right. Life isn’t fair. But as Mina put her phone on her bedstand, thinking about Denki, she was glad that she had someone else who knew what she had gone through.
Bakugou got rescued, but All Might was forced to retire. Aizawa showed up at the Ashido house, and convinced Mina’s parents to let her live at the UA dorms. She didn’t want to, but she also didn’t want to give up her dream either.
She tried to look on the bright side of things, glad that she got to live with all of her friends, even if things were uncomfortable when they all arrived. Tokoyami was still shut off from everyone else, even more so than usual. Mina had been ready to talk to Kirishima. She thought that seeing that the heroes had the situation with Bakugou under control would have made him realize how crazy his idea was, but he glowered at the rest of the class when he showed up himself. As for Bakugou…for some reason, he was glaring specifically at Mina and Kaminari over most of the other students, which made Mina just want to keep her distance even more than usual. Uraraka acted happy…but Mina learned pretty quickly that whatever happened to Uraraka at the Summer Camp had left her jumpy, so Mina knew that she needed to be gentle with her. Shoji seemed fine once he had left the hospital, which was a huge relief. The worst that Jiro and Hagakure experienced was confusion as to what had happened to shake things up in the class so much. Eventually, Hagakure, or rather Toru at this point, sat down with Mina to ask what had happened. Mina had meant to try to give a bare-bones explanation, but Toru was someone that she had grown to trust, and after a few minutes, she was sobbing again as she recounted everything, though at least this time Toru was there to hug her.
After the Summer Camp, Mina had time to think. Her parents had seriously made her wonder about whether or not she wanted to be a hero. She still did, even if a lot of the glamor had been taken out of it for her, but it was really hitting her how dangerous being a hero was. Midoriya had given her good advice on how to better use her Quirk, but Mina knew that she needed to step up her game, fast. She had only just managed to survive the last encounter with villains, and she knew that it wouldn’t take long for something else to happen. At the same time though, she didn’t want to let all of this wear her down to the point that she couldn’t be happy at all. Denki called and talked to her even though he was probably feeling just as bad, so she needed to do her part too!
Mina managed to cheer everyone up a bit by suggesting they do a Room Showcasing competition. She got to show off her super cool, super pink room, she got to get to know her classmates a little better (who would have thought that Sero was so into the Asian aesthetic?), see Toru’s super-cute room, Aoyama’s super-sparkly room, Kaminari’s…well it was a room, play with Koda’s super-cute, super-soft pet bunny (which also made Uraraka a lot happier, making Koda one of Mina’s favorite people from then on, though he kind of already was,) and got to eat some of Sato’s chiffon cake! (Sato won the competition, even though Mina wondered if that might have been cheating, but she had sprung it on everyone, so he was probably planning on giving cake to everyone anyway; he was just literally sweet like that.)
Tokoyami stayed out of the competition, but thankfully a day later after talking to Midoriya, he seemed a lot happier. Interestingly, from that point on, he had Dark Shadow out almost all the time, so Mina got to get to know him more too. It was kind of weird how later on, she was one of the people that he had opened up to the quickest, but considering what she and Denki had gone through, it actually felt kind of nice to talk about. Looking back on her and Denki’s own meeting with Midoriya, she felt kind of embarrassed that she had basically spent half of their meeting crying on the green-haired boy, but she felt a lot better afterwards.
The next four days, Mina and the others spent their time training, perfecting new super moves. Ectoplasm helped Mina come up with a way to spray her acid farther, and she started working on some of the ideas that Midoriya had brought up, such as using her acid to fill special gas grenades. She still thought the idea of an acid mist was mean, but she wasn’t playing around anymore. She found herself working with Denki a lot too; apparently her acid mist was a lot easier to conduct acid through, so she helped make a few grenades for himself just in case he needed the extra conductor.
Kirishima, Bakugou, and Todoroki were off on their own throughout the training. Part of Mina really wanted to talk to her friend, but it didn’t feel right for her to be the one to make that effort when she hadn’t done anything wrong. She hoped that she’d be able to make up with Kirishima eventually though; she didn’t want to make it so that Bakugou was his only friend.
After their training, they went and took the Provisional License Exam, which was brutal. All the other schools ganged up on them at once, and it took everything Mina had to keep from getting tagged out during the first round. Despite this, and the fact that they were still only first years, Mina got through with the rest of her class…all except for Bakugou and Todoroki. Again, for some reason, he seemed to be specifically angry at her and Denki about this. This was especially weird because according to Denki, he had helped save Bakugou and Kirishima from getting taken out by a student from Shiketsu.
Mina got to find out a bit more of why Bakugou was acting this way the night after they came back from the exam. She and the girls were relaxing in the common room, congratulating themselves on passing, some of the boys including Denki were holding a video game tournament. Bakugou came into the common room and stood in front of Mina, startling her. When he got her attention, Bakugou turned and stared at Denki until he looked up, before looking back at Mina.
“Outside, we need to talk.” He growled before walking away.
Mina looked at the others, a little freaked out by what just happened. Yaoyorozu was glaring after Bakugou, Kirishima was looking at the situation unnerved himself. Denki looked after Bakugou too, since it looked like Bakugou was calling him out as well. Bakugou stopped by the door, glaring after Mina and Denki.
“Well?” he growled impatiently.
Mina responded with as much tact as she could muster.
“Um…no?”
“Yeah…no.” Denki added.
Bakugou rounded on them, though the girls rallied around Mina. Sero and Sato stood up for Denki.
“Raccoon Eyes, Dunce Face, outside, now!” Bakugou yelled.
“I said no, Bakugou.” Mina answered, her sass giving her a bit more confidence. “If you’ve got something to say, you can say it here. Though I might not pay attention, anyway.”
Mina heard Sero snort at this, though the girls grew more tense the harder Bakugou glared at them. Kirishima, speaking for the first time since the hospital, tried to diffuse the situation.
“Mina…I’m pretty sure he just wants to talk…” Mina frowned at her friend. Even if that was true, which she doubted, it was frustrating that he expected her to just go with him when he treated her like that.
“He looks like he wants to beat us up.” Denki spoke up. Kirishima frowned at him.
“Dude, not cool. Bakubro doesn’t want…”
“Shut the hell up, Shitty Hair!” Bakugou growled. Mina noticed that he didn’t say anything to suggest that Denki was wrong. She frowned at him, crossing her arms over her chest. With what she’d been through, Bakugou didn’t scare her. If he wanted a fight, she’d be ready, but she wasn’t going to let him push her around either. Denki went and stood next to Mina, glaring at Bakugou. Before Bakugou could shout at them again though, Yaoyorozu stood up.
“They said no, Bakugou. They’re under no obligation to talk to you if they don’t want to.”
“I said stay out of this, Ponytail! This is between me and these two idiots!” the Explosion teen shouted.
“I don’t think I will.” Yaoyorozu answered, standing between Bakugou and Mina & Denki. “If you try to make a problem with Mina, Kaminari, or anyone else here, you will either be dealing with me, or dealing with Principal Nezu.”
“Yaoyorozu, that’s a bit much…” Kirishima said, trying to step up to her, only for Yaoyorozu to give him a glare from the side of her eyes. Bakugou glared past Yaoyorozu and Kirishima as if they weren’t there to Mina and Denki. Mina just looked unimpressively back.
“You two think you’re so great, don’t you?”
“Well, we did get our Provisional Licenses today, I feel pretty good.” Mina smirked back, her sass just making Bakugou angrier.
“What, you think that just because you took out that shitty villain and pleased a bunch of extras at the License Exam that means you fucking matter? You think you’re better than me?”
“No, but us not calling people ‘extras’ probably helps.” Mina answered with a frown, annoyed to be reminded of Muscular again, but not wanting to give Bakugou the pleasure of knowing that it bothered her.
Bakugou’s temper started to show, popping sparks in his hands as he approached Mina and Denki.
“Listen here, you pink bitch, that stupid test means nothing. I’m going to be Number One, and the rest of you will be nothing but stepping stones.”
Mina rolled her eyes.
“Sure. That all you wanted to say? You really needed us to go outside for me to go through all the trouble of ignoring your temper tantrum?”
Bakugou didn’t take the sarcasm well though, as he stomped closer to Mina and Denki, shoving his way past Kirishima, only for Yaoyorozu to step in his way. Only then did he acknowledge anyone else in the room, glaring at the Class Rep, small pops coming from his hands. Yaoyorozu though was completely unfazed, glaring down at him. The two stared each other down.
“Well, Bakugou? What was it you were going to do?”
Bakugou gnashed his teeth at Yaoyorozu. The Class Rep showed no fear whatsoever, simply staring Bakugou down until he stomped his way back to his room. Kirishima looked overwhelmed, looking at Yaoyorozu, who was frowning in disappointment at him, to Mina and Denki, before running after Bakugou.
Mina sighed, deflating in her seat. She had been outright threatened, and Kirishima was still running after Bakugou.
Once the new semester started up, Aizawa brought in three upperclassmen that were called “The Big Three” to talk about Work Studies, which sounded like internships, just longer and more intense. One of the three was a blue-haired girl named Hado Nejire who was hyper even for Mina. Another was a boy with elf-ears named Amajiki Tamaki shyer than Koda. And the last was Togata Mirio, whom everyone knew at this point, even before he had rescued Bakugou (that last point being something that made Bakugou practically froth at the mouth at seeing Togata, especially when Togata tried to wave good-naturedly at him. It was pretty depressing seeing the sunny faced boy slowly wilt as he realized that Bakugou wasn’t happy to see him.) Togata took point in explaining what work studies were, claiming that they were what made the three of them the powerhouses that they were then. Some of the class questioned this in comparison to the internships, so Togata had all of them fight him at once. The one thing Mina could remember from the fight was Bakugou rushing at Togata, only to see the familiar sight of him getting backhanded away into the wall, and then three seconds of Togata slaughtering them.
Once everyone had woken up, disentangled themselves from each other, and pried themselves off of the floor, wall, and ceiling, Togata explained that in addition to a surprise Quirk Evolution he had experienced before his third year started, most of his talent had come from training through his Work Studies with Sir Nighteye.
Seeing Togata’s power and skill, this finally got Mina’s attention. This was how she could get stronger. It sounded hard, especially on top of all of the work that they had to do already, but when Mina had made the resolution to get stronger and smarter, she meant it!
The tricky part to this though was that in order to get a Work Study, you had to apply for one with a pro hero, specifically one that had made big accomplishments, meaning no one from the list of 40 heroes that UA did their internships would do. This certainly came off as unfair to Mina; if you couldn’t impress anyone in the Sports Festival enough to get a good internship, how could you get a Work Study? (Again, she had made it to the Second Round in the Fighting Tournament, why didn’t she get any internship offers then?) Hearing this, Mina was pretty sure that meant that she was out of luck. Still, she made sure to make an effort to at least try for a Work Study, sending out a few applications, thinking that was going to be the last she’d hear of it and that she’d be better off focusing on improving herself in school.
Which made it a huge surprise for her when both she and Denki found themselves in the office of the No. 8 Pro Hero Wash.
Wash had the most ridiculous costume that Mina had ever seen; he was literally wearing a washing machine. And yet the man was one of the Top 10 heroes of the country, above both Ryukyu and Gang Orca. And he had accepted both Mina and Denki’s applications to work with him. She couldn’t help it, she wanted to be sure that this wasn’t a joke:
“So…Wash…sir? I got to ask…why did you agree to take us on for a Work Study?”
“Well, you’ve both shown to be quite capable when you need to be. You’ve both got a lot of potential and have been working hard. I think that I could make some good heroes out of you!” The walking washing machine answered.
“…Really?” Denki asked. “Don’t get me wrong, I’m really grateful for this…” he said, waving his hands. “But everyone kind of says that we’re goofs.”
“Yeah? I dress up as a washing machine.” Wash replied. Mina couldn’t really argue with him on that. “But seriously, you’re both underselling yourself.” Wash moved the computer monitor around on his desk to face Mina and Denki, showing them footage from their hero exercises. “Sure, some of your work has been a bit…lacking…”
Mina and Denki winced at the footage of them running around screaming in their Final Exam.
“But it’s clear that you’re both working hard to improve.”
Wash changed the footage to the Provisional License Exam, showing Mina destroying several attacking balls with her Acid Veil technique, and Denki taking out the Shiketsu student holding Bakugou and Kirishima hostage with his weird “Meatball” Quirk.
“However, what really got me convinced to take you two on was how you handled yourself at the Summer Camp.”
Mina and Denki both tensed up and paled, remembering Muscular, the fire, Mandalay and Vlad King half-dead…
Wash stood up and put his hands on the two’s shoulders, bringing them back to the present. He was favoring them with a sympathetic look.
“I know that it was a traumatic experience, but when it really mattered, you both acted as heroes should. You followed instructions to the best of your ability, but when your instructors were incapacitated, you took charge, defeated an extremely dangerous villain, dealt with each of the dangers and threats you faced, established a safe zone for the other students to return to, and treated the wounded in a way that saved their lives. Goofballs though we may be, you two know when to take things seriously when the situation calls for it. So, you ready to work?”
Mina grinned. Yeah. She was ready to work.
Even if Mina hadn’t thought that someone as high-ranking as Wash would have taken her on, she had really been hoping for it. Wash had a reputation as someone who was a bit of a clown, but could be serious when he needed to be, which was exactly the kind of hero that Mina wanted to become. She didn’t want to get bogged down by everything that had been happening to her, and it was so nice to be around someone who had been a hero for a long time, who had seen the world at its worse, but could still find the fun in life. Wash’s Quirk “Clean Bubbler” gave him a knowledge of how to use different chemicals that was a lot of help to Mina’s own Acid Quirk, as well as just being a good crowd-control Quirk, which was one of the reasons why Denki had applied for Wash as well.
The fact that Denki was there too felt great for Mina as well. She appreciated all the times that he had stood up for her (he said the same thing for her) whenever Bakugou tried to get aggressive with them again. He had been going back to his dorky-and-cool self the same as her, and even if they worked hard, he made their Work Studies fun. It was particularly nice since Mina still hadn’t really spoken with Kirishima since the hospital. He had gone off on his own hero studies with Fat Gum, and Mina could only hope that he’d find a better role model with the hero than what he seemed to be trying to turn Bakugou into.
A few weeks into the Work Studies though, Mina got a distressing message about Kirishima from Uraraka, who was working with the Dragoon Hero Rykyu:
Uraraka: Kirishima got hurt during a raid we were doing. He’s alright, but he’s in the hospital.
Mina took the next opportunity she had to visit.
Kirishima was conscious, but wrapped up in bandages like a mummy with both of his arms broken. It almost looked funny, but considering what they had been through, how often their classmates had been hurt, and the fact that three of them had died, Mina didn’t feel like laughing.
Kirishima though seemed more surprised than anything to see Mina in his hospital room.
“…Mina?”
“Kiri? Are you okay?”
Kirishima blinked, shifting around as much as his bandages would allow him.
“Uh…yeah…I just got in a fight with this crazy guy named The Rappa…had to bust out ‘Unbreakable,’ but Fat Gum and me were able to take him down…How about you?”
Mina walked up to Kirishima’s bed, taking in how beat up he really was. Her concerned look made Kirishima wince.
“It’s…it’s been good with Wash…Denki and I took down a giant Snapping Turtle villain with him…”
For some reason, Kirishima frowned and looked away at that.
“That’s…that’s cool…sounds manly…”
Mina took a seat next to Kirishima’s bed, the two staying in an awkward silence, until Kirishima finally broke it.
“Mina…I’m…I’m sorry for what I did at hospital when Bakugou was kidnapped…it was really not manly of me.”
Mina sighed in relief. Better late than never, she supposed.
“It’s alright. Let’s just put it behind us.”
Kirishima nodded.
“Okay…thanks, Mina.”
There was more silence, and Kirishima coughed, breaking it again.
“Also…sorry that Bakugou’s been bothering you. I’ll…I’ll try to talk to him.”
Mina doubted that Bakugou was actually going to listen to Kirishima, but she appreciated the thought. Eventually, Kirishima spoke again, but Mina was shocked to see that as he stumbled over his words, there was a frustrated tear in his eye.
“Mina…also…I’m…I’m sorry I didn’t do anything…back when Muscular attacked.”
Mina blinked, trying to understand what Kiri was saying to her.
“What do you mean?”
Kirishima looked away from Mina, jaw clenched in shame.
“I just…when he attacked…I just stood there…he was going to kill us…and I just stood there, and you and Kaminari did all the work…you put your lives on the line…and I did nothing!” Kirishima shouted out loud, and his tears became more noticeable. As gently as possible, Mina put her arm over Kirishima’s shoulder.
“Kiri…I don’t blame you for that…what Denki and I did, that was just kind of a reflex, just something Midoriya’s notes mentioned that we happened to remember, we were just as scared…”
“But you moved! You did something, and you saved everyone!” Kirishima shouted, breathing hard. “You saved everyone…just like with that giant villain back when we were in middle school…”
Mina remembered that. The villain was dangerous, she was certain that he was about to kill her friends; she had just done the first thing she could think of and gave him wrong directions.
“Kiri…is that why you wanted to rescue Bakugou so much?”
Kirishima winced.
“Yeah…kind of…I just felt like I owed it to him…he’s kind of the man I’m trying to turn myself into.”
Mina winced at that.
“…Excuse me?”
“Whenever we’re in trouble, Bakugou never freezes up; he faces down any threat that comes his way without fear!” Kirishima grinned to himself, unaware of the look of shock and disgust on Mina’s face. “He says what’s on his mind, he sticks to his principles, and he pushes through to victory!”
Mina felt sick hearing this. She had beaten around the bush long enough.
“Kiri…I’ve been dancing around this for a while…but Bakugou’s not a good person.”
Kirishima looked at Mina in shock.
“What? How could you say that? Bakubro’s trying to become a hero just like all of us!”
“Kiri…” Mina buried her face in her hands before frowning at her friend. “I don’t know what kind of hero Bakugou is trying to be, but I don’t think that it’s the kind that you should be. Bakugou treats everyone like garbage, he threatens people all the time, and he keeps on running into situations the teachers tell him not to just to get into fights!”
“But that’s why he’s so manly!” Kirishima argued. “Look, Bakubro’s rough around the edges, and he could tone it down, but that’s just how he is! He’s never afraid of anything, he rushes in to fight threats head-on, like a real man!”
“Kiri, that’s exactly what got him kidnapped!” Mina said, making Kirishima wilt. “Heck, what do you think would have happened if you or me had tried to pick a fight with that giant villain? Do you think that I was being ‘unmanly’ by tricking him, or working with Denki to take down Muscular?”
“No! Not at all!” Kirishima tried to protest, wincing as he moved his arms around and making Mina calm down a bit out of concern for her friend. “It’s just that both of you faced your opponents without flinching, and that’s the kind of man I want to be! Someone who won’t back down, who’ll stand between villains and the people they want to hurt…and I’ve been trying to become that!” He looked at his bandaged arms. “I took Rappa’s punishment…I faced down a Blade Villain high on Trigger…I’m becoming more of a man…I can’t back down now!”
Mina inwardly groaned, realizing that arguing with Kiri was just going to upset him more. This was more than they had talked for weeks, and she didn’t want to make Kirishima isolate himself again.
“Just…Kiri…please…make sure you’re thinking about what you’re doing. If it’s not smart to run into something when there’s a better way to handle it, or when someone, even someone you think is ‘manly’ is doing something wrong…just…think about it…okay?”
Kirishima saw how upset Mina was and calmed down. Neither ended up happy, but at least they were talking again.
Midoriya might have been one of the nicest, coolest people Mina knew, but there were times where she had a bone to pick with him.
Namely, when they had combat exercises, and she was paired off against Yaoyorozu. Mina got a lot of good ideas from Midoriya, but ever since Yaoyorozu had met him, she had been basically kicking everyone’s ass in these fights, because she always had a plan to beat anyone in the class. The Sports Festival was the last time that Tokoyami and Dark Shadow had beaten her, as every other time they fought, she’d just create a flare, or flash her light at them, and Dark Shadow would have to retreat, leaving Tokoyami open for attack. Toru? Create a smoke screen and thermal goggles. Shinso? Create ear plugs and then shoot him with a bean-bag shotgun. Now Mina was fighting against her, and she was covered in some kind of powder that neutralized her acid, making her tap out.
Yaoyorozu apologized and gave Mina something to rub the powder off, while the two of them watched the other matches, leading to Denki get paired off against Todoroki. The Ice user wasn’t really popular in the class considering how closed off and dismissive he was towards everyone, but most of the class (especially Sero, considering what had happened when he had fought against Todoroki in the First Round of the Sports Festival’s Fighting Tournament) were looking at Denki in sympathy, thinking that the Electric-Quirk user didn’t stand a chance against someone with so much raw power. Mina though grinned, guessing what Denki had planned from his smirk and a wink he sent towards her.
“And…go!” All Might shouted.
Todoroki released a massive torrent of ice to envelope Denki as everyone expected. What people weren’t expecting was the surprise addition Denki had made to his costume; a small bit of filament on his shoulders facing outwards. They looked like Denki was just trying to look cool, but the shoulder pads were designed the same way as a high-powered camera bulb. All Denki had to do was pour a bit of electricity into them,
And suddenly Todoroki’s aim was thrown off by the flash of light Denki sent his way. Denki frantically sidestepped the oncoming ice, and threw out one of Mina's gas grenades, making Todoroki flinch again and giving Kaminari a chance to electrify him through the conductive cloud, making Todoroki seize up and collapse. All Might ran over to look at Todoroki before shouting.
“Todoroki is out, match goes to Kaminari!”
“Way to go, Denki!” Mina cried, running up to him as he left the ring, followed by a few of their friends, impressed at their class clown managing to beat the class powerhouse. Denki laughed, rubbing the back of his head in embarrassment.
“Yeah…Midoriya’s been working with that Hatsume girl from the Support Department to overhaul my costume. When she found out that I can act like a living battery she filled it up with so much stuff I’m not sure I can even remember it all…”
Mina chuckled, having a bit of a similar experience with her costume. Behind her though, she could feel a malevolent presence, one she bet others sometimes felt when she was around them. She knew Toru was smirking as she was talking to Denki, and Mina had to fight off a blush as she talked to her friend.
“Ashido, you and Bakugou are up!” All Might announced.
Well. That was a mood killer. Mina took her spot in the ring, while Bakugou was grinning like a maniac at her, popping explosions in his hands on the other side of the ring. The class all stopped what they were doing, watching the match in trepidation. Mina saw Kirishima watching her and Bakugou with a look of concern, making her sigh. If he knew Bakugou enough to be scared about what he might do in a match like this, why did he keep defending him?
“No running from me this time, Racoon Eyes…” Bakugou growled.
All Might frowned at Bakugou, making sure he was ready to end the fight the moment things went too far, but Mina wasn’t backing down from this. It was time to try out her own trick.
“And…start!”
Bakugou rushed at Mina full speed like a rocket. Mina though released a cloud of her acid mist, thick enough that Bakugou had to fall back, blinking his eyes in irritation. Mina skated across the floor on her acid, spraying another cloud of mist at Bakugou. The blond asshole blasted overhead, firing explosions at Mina and forcing her to continually skate away to dodge. He was faster and stronger than her, there wasn’t any question about that, but Mina had a plan. The mist was meant to do a bit more than hurt Bakugou’s eyes after all…
After a minute, Mina’s plan started to play out, as Bakugou was slowing down, his explosions getting weaker for some reason he couldn’t understand. This was a bit of a weird trick that Mina had worked out between Wash’s training and Midoriya’s analysis; she had altered her acid cloud to make the droplets congeal on solid surfaces. They were at a more neutral pH, not meant to seriously hurt anyone, just collect on someone’s skin like a greasy slime, which had been mixing with and diluting Bakugou’s sweat the more she sprayed out. Eventually, Bakugou couldn’t keep it up any longer and fell to the floor.
“What!? What the hell?”
Mina took her chance and used the momentum from her skating to punch Bakugou in the face.
“You bitch!”
Bakugou wasn’t a pushover without his Quirk, but he couldn’t keep up with Mina’s speed with her Quirk combined with her dancing, and the next minute was her breakdancing over Bakugou’s face, swinging her legs in wide loops that eventually kicked Bakugou out of the ring.
“Bakugou has been knocked out of the ring, match goes to Ashido!” All Might declared happily.
Mina’s friends rushed her the same way they did for Denki, congratulating the other class clown for beating the other class powerhouse.
“Well done, Mina! That’s quite the ingenious use of your Quirk!” Yaomomo praised her.
“Thanks! It’s something I picked up from Wash!”
Yaoyorozu smiled.
“The Work Studies certainly have been boon, haven’t they? Yoroi Musha has certainly been a big help for me.”
Denki laughed.
“You should really see her with Wash, he freaking loves her!”
“Aww, Denki, he loves you too!” Mina joked back, slinging her hand over Denki’s shoulder, again trying to ignore that smug look she knew was coming from Tooru, and the murderous look coming from Bakugou.
“That was a manly match!” Kirishima shouted out grinning at Mina. “You both were so intense!” Kirishima tried to give Bakugou the same grin, but the Explosion boy had already stomped off to rub Mina’s slime off his skin.
Unfortunately, while Tooru had to go up against Kirishima, Bakugou stomped up to Mina, shoving Denki aside and grabbing her arm.
“I’m not falling for some stupid trick like that again, Racoon Eyes! You owe me a rematch!”
“What the hell!?” Mina almost winced at the pressure Bakugou was putting on her arm. “Get off me!”
“Dude, what the hell is your problem!” Denki shouted, trying to grab Bakugou by the shoulder and pull him away, only for Bakugou to shove him off.
“I’ll deal with you later, Dunce Face!”
“Bakugou! Unhand Ashido at once!” All Might shouted out, just noticing what Bakugou was doing as he finished refereeing for the fight between Kirishima and Tooru, both who had frozen at the altercation, Kirishima watching with a concerned panic.
Bakugou let Mina go, but continued to gnash his teeth at her.
“Well, Racoon Eyes? I want my damn rematch!”
“Bakugou.”
Yaoyorozu’s voice cut through the gym, drawing the attention of everyone. She glared at Bakugou, the only person that he would tear his attention away from Mina for, just to glare at her harder. Yaoyorozu stepped up to the ring that Kirishima and Toru had just come off from.
“If you want a fight, I’ll give you one.”
Bakugou gave Yaoyorozu a murderous grin and blasted onto the ring.
“With pleasure, Ponytail. I’ve been wanting to do this for months.”
“As have I.” Yaoyorozu answered.
“Yaoyorozu…are you sure about this?” All Might asked in concern. Yaoyorozu gave him a glance and nodded before looking back to Bakugou with her arms folded. All Might looked between the two, Yaoyorozu completely impassive while the sight of the Class Rep completely unafraid seemed to just make Bakugou angrier. The former No. 1 sighed and stepped away from the ring.
“…Start!”
“DIE!!!” As before, Bakugou blasted towards Yaoyorozu, though the heiress stayed completely still, watching Bakugou with disinterest. Bakugou snarled and at the last minute readjusted his flight so that he was in the air behind Yaoyorozu, his hands priming a massive explosion at the back of her head. “TAKE THIS, YOU STUCK-UP…!”
FFFWWWIIIISSSHHH!!!
Bakugou’s cursing was drowned out by the sound of fire extinguisher fluid spraying out the back of Yaoyorozu’s head. With his explosions cut off, Bakugou dropped to the ground in a heap. As he scrambled up, Yaoyorozu created something on her leg, turned around, grabbed Bakugou by the collar, and drove a steel-padded knee into his crotch.
Asshole though he was, the sight of Bakugou getting a hit like that, crumpling to the ground with his hands over his goods, mouth open as if he was trying to scream but was in too much pain to do so, earned him a sympathetic “ooohhhh…” from the boys of the class.
“Bakugou!” All Might shouted in concern, coming over to the boy’s side, wincing at his state. “I’d…better get some ice from the first-aid…”
“No need All Might.” Yaoyorozu said, creating a large bag of ice in her hands, which satisfied the former hero enough to back away. Bakugou though was trying to reach out towards Yaoyorozu as if he wanted to strangle her.
“You…bi….”
His voice was cut off though as Yaoyorozu dropped the bag of ice directly on his crotch, making him recoil even worse.
“If you attack our classmates like that again, the next knee pad I make will have spikes on it.” Yaoyorozu warned before walking off the ring, a few of the boys edging away from her in fear.
Kirishima meanwhile helped Bakugou stand up, while the blond boy had the ice bag clenched over his groin. Mina would have been fine with this; she accepted that Kirishima had chosen to be friends with Bakugou, and helping him after he had gotten his balls busted was something that a friend would do. Still, it hurt her to see Bakugou immediately shove Kirishima away as a thanks for helping him.
Denki noticed how Mina was clenching her arm and called out to Yaoyorozu:
“Hey, Yaomomo? Could you get Mina some ice?”
Yaoyorozu’s demeanor switched from “Mama Bear” to “Mother Hen” mode as she noticed Mina’s arm, making a cold compress for her. Mina managed a smile towards Denki before he had to run off for another match. Once he had gone, Kirishima went up to Mina.
“Hey Mina, are you alright?” Kirishima asked in concern.
Mina frowned and pulled her ice bag off, showing five finger-shaped bruises where Bakugou had grabbed her. Kirishima recoiled at the sight.
“Oh…did…did Bakugou do that?”
“Yes, Kiri, Bakugou did that.” Mina snapped. Kirishima stammered in response.
“Oh…well…I’m…I’m sorry…I guess he just got a little passionate there…”
Mina was already angry, and here she started to lose her temper.
“Passionate? Kiri, is that what this looks like to you?” Mina asked, pointing at the bruises on her arm. “This is not okay, Kiri! This isn’t him being ‘passionate,’ this is abuse and bullying! This is him being a sore loser and hurting me because of it!”
“Mina…” Kirishima’s voice warbled as he looked at Mina’s arm, “I’m…I’m sure he didn’t mean to…”
Mina had enough, groaning out loud.
“That’s it! I’ve had it! I am sick of you making excuses for him, Kirishima!” she shouted, leaving Kirishima standing alone to sit next to Toru. Quite a few of their classmates heard this exchange and favored him with similar glares. Eventually, he cringed away from them all and sat on the same bench as Bakugou, only for him to snap at Kirishima again and make him scoot further away.
Smug jerk though he was, Mina had to admit that Monoma did pull off a good plan with his team in their Joint Training Exercise. Mineta had been taken out by Shoda (Mina kind of wanted to give him a high-five for that), and Rin and Uraraka had been captured as well, leaving Mina the last member of her team standing. A big part of that though was the freaking Megazord Kodai had somehow managed to grow out of an action figure, smashing through their test site, easily weathering Rin’s scales and being too heavy for Uraraka’s Quirk to affect directly. Even Uraraka’s new tungsten weights had failed, considering how difficult it was for her to pilot the drones carrying them to drop on Kodai’s giant armor in the midst of battle, particularly with Monoma, Yanagi, and Shoda still active. Mina had been forced to hide while the four 1-B students were on the lookout for her.
This reminded her too much of her Final Exam the previous term. Mina was not going to have a repeat of that. For the time being, she had managed to find a place to hide amidst some crates while Kodai’s giant armor was searching for her. She didn’t know where everyone else was.
“What a joke! I would have expected more from the infamous Class 1-A, but it seems that their boasting is all hot air!”
“Monoma…keep your voice down…”
Well, that helped things out a bit.
Mina pulled out one of her gas grenades, pulled the pin, and flung it over the crate she was hiding behind. The next second, she heard Shoda and Monoma coughed and retching on her makeshift tear gas, giving her the opening she needed. She threw herself over the edge of the crate, noticing Monoma’s back was turned to her, and dropkicked him in the head, knocking him out. Shoda was only just able to open his eyes in time for Mina to swing a hook into his temple, taking him out. Quickly, she used capture tape to restrain them.
“Monoma Neito and Shoda Nirengeki have been captured.” The intercom announced. Mina though didn’t have time to celebrate, as she spied Yanagi flinging pipes and industrial equipment at her with her Poltergeist Quirk, making enough noise to get Kodai’s attention; the giant, red, head-finned armor turning towards the two and stomping over to them.
Thinking fast, Mina started skating to avoid Yanagi’s projectiles, pulling the pin on another gas grenade and flinging it at Yanagi, only for the grenade to freeze in midair and burst out a cloud of mist in the next second. However, it provided Mina enough cover to get out of Yanagi’s line of sight. Kodai though was still heading towards her. Mina’s instincts told her to run away, but she knew that she was running out of time and refused to go down the same way she did to Nezu. She pumped more acid out of her feet, skating through the wreckage and hoping she’d be able to dodge anything Yanagi could throw at her. Kodai’s armor reached forward, trying to grab Mina. She used one of her hoses to spray the most caustic acid she had available to dissolve through one of the fingers of the mech before it could close on her, giving her an opening to jump through.
Mina moved too fast for Kodai to grab, and she skated right between the legs of the giant armor, spraying more acid on one of the ankles of the mech.
“Timber!” Mina cried out as her acid ate through the metal of the leg, forcing it to crumple to the ground. Not wanting to give Kodai any chance to get back up, Mina tossed more acid globs all over the armor, which started to burn holes through the suit. Eventually, a panel on the armor’s back opened up, revealing Kodai…an uncharacteristically angry Kodai. Huh. Mina knew though that she couldn’t give Kodai a chance to recover though, and used the momentum she had built up to swing around and throw herself onto the armor’s back. Kodai’s eyes widened, and she desperately reached for her belt for something else to grow with her Quirk. Mina knew she needed to be a bit mean here, and tossed a glob of acid as Kodai’s hands, making her wince. The acid wasn’t strong, but it was strong enough to sting and make it too hard for Kodai to use her Quirk on anything, which gave Mina an opening to kick Kodai in the head and knock her out. She only just managed to tie Kodai’s hands together and get a capture announcement when Yanagi showed up, finally finding Mina through the maze of the testing area. Both frowned at each other. Their two teams were tied with three captures by this point, which meant if the timer ran out, it would be a draw. Neither was willing to accept that.
Mina made the first move, skating towards Yanagi. The ghosty girl was better at range, but Mina was confident that she was physically stronger, and could take Yanagi down if she got in close. Yanagi opened a pouch on her costume and sent a massive net towards Mina, which she cut through with a swing of her arm. Yanagi tried to send more junk at Mina, but she simply skated around it or burnt through it with her acid. She grinned, confident. Yanagi might have a spooky Quirk, but her acid could deal with anything she threw at her!
The 1-B girl threw open another pouch, revealing a handful of ball bearings which she sent towards like shotgun pellets. Mina threw up an Acid Veil, dissolving them all. She made it to Yanagi, whose eyes were wide at the sight of the more athletic girl about to punch her out…though for some reason one of her fingers was pointed behind Mina, only to flick towards herself just before Mina could reach her. Mina felt a harsh, painful impact on the back of her head, knocking her to the ground in a daze, and realized that Yanagi had sent one of her ball bearings out behind Mina when she had blocked her sight of the girl with the last Acid Veil. Stunned, Mina felt capture tape around her wrists, and heard the last announcement;
“Ashido Mina has been captured. Team Monoma wins.”
“Ugh…you got me.” Mina groaned. Yanagi was apparently a good sport though and helped take the capture tape off of Mina’s wrists.
“Perhaps, but you were quite the challenge. I was only just able to stun you at the end.”
Mina pouted, frustrated that she hadn’t won.
“Well…good game anyway.” She said, offering her hand for Yanagi to shake.
“Indeed.” The ghosty girl answered. “Though…I should warn you…you have probably earned Yui’s eternal ire…” Yanagi said, looking over at the fallen giant armor. “She’s quite enamored with Sentai shows, and was very fond of her ‘Megazord.’”
Oh. So that was what that was about. Mina was more caught off guard by Yanagi’s way of speaking, which reminded her of something incredibly important.
“Hey…have you met my classmate, Tokoyami?”
Yanagi looked at Mina quizzically.
“No?”
“I’ll need to introduce you two after the exercise is done.” Mina answered, hiding a smirk as one of her shipping projects was about to come to fruition. It allowed her to distract herself from her loss, until she got to the viewing room with everyone else, where her class suddenly mobbed her.
“Mina, that was incredible!” Tooru squealed, bouncing.
“You took down three of those guys all by yourself!” Sero said with a wide grin.
“And one of them had a friggin’ Megazord!” Denki shouted. “That was seriously the coolest thing I’ve ever seen in my life!”
Mina blinked at the praise, but decided to roll with it. Sure, it was a loss, but it was still better than the Finals. Everyone seemed happy, so Mina decided to be happy. Even as Yaoyorozu left with Tokoyami, Tooru, and Aoyama, Denki was still chattering about her fight and how cool he thought it was. Mina couldn’t help but grin, remembering Denki’s match, and how he had managed to use one of the gas grenades she had lent him to fight against Shiozaki’s vines, as well as set up a trap that made it easier for him to use his electricity to take down Shishida’s team.
As Mina was talking to Denki though, she noticed Kirishima watching her out of the corner of her eye, looking as if he wanted to talk to. Seeing him though reminded Mina too much of their last talk, and she intentionally looked away. Doing this made her feel like a jerk, but it still frustrated her so much that he was still hanging out with Bakugou even though the bully never called him or anyone else by their real name, would push him around so often, and yet Kirishima kept on making excuses for him. It was just something that Mina didn’t want to have to deal with.
Mina kept up Acidman, the Super Move she had based off of Kirishima’s Unbreakable form, powering through Dabi’s flames as she was leapt in the air towards Gigantomachia’s head. Just as Acidman gave out, she had made it through the flames. Mt. Lady had pried the monster’s mouth open, ready for Mina to throw the jar of sedative into his mouth.
“Wasting my time on these insects is worse than taking a detour.” The monster spoke. “I must do this for Master.”
Mina’s eyes went wide.
“That voice…” she thought.
Mina remembered that day.
“You’re not going to tell me?”
“Why won’t you tell me…?”
She flinched, letting go of the jar just a moment too soon before she could build up any momentum. Gigantomachia grabbed Mt. Lady by the head and flung her off. The jar was suspended in the air above Mina, just out of reach, just below Gigantomachia’s quickly descending hand. She was going to die. She was going to die. She had failed everyone, and she was going to…
Mina felt herself being batted out of the path of Gigantomachia’s strike. She saw Kirishima in his Unbreakable form, braced against the monster’s hand as he was slammed into the ground. She felt herself flung away, rolling on the ground. When she stood up, it was just Gigantomachia’s hand, flattened against the earth.
“KIRISHIMA!!!”
Mina tried to reach for Kiri, the friend that she had abandoned, but was held back by Tetsutetsu. She had failed. She had to be saved by Kirishima. He was dead. It was her fault. She choked up, everyone was going to die, she let everyone down and Kirishima died thinking that she hated him…
“My name is…Red Riot!!!”
Mina’s eyes went wide at the shout.
“I won’t let anyone behind me get hurt!”
Kirishima was climbing up Gigantomachia’s arm, challenging the monster that had scared him so long ago, another jar of sedative in hand. His jar was destroyed, but he caught Mina’s, and threw it into the monster’s mouth.
“…You did it…you did it, Kiri…” Mina thought to herself.
It was probably the most heroic thing Mina had ever seen. Whatever her issues with Kirishima, Mina knew that he was a hero.
Sadly though…it wouldn’t be the happy ending Mina had hoped for.
Mina had gone through the past few weeks in a haze; trying to rescue and treat the heroes caught in Gigantomachia’s rampage, finding Ms. Midnight’s body, hearing about Todoroki’s death amongst so many others, hearing about all of the corruption revealed by the UN and WHA investigations, the funerals, the announcement of the dissolution of the hero system; it all seemed to build on itself, a new tragedy every minute, hour, and day. The USJ, the Summer Camp? Those were nothing compared to the horrors that Mina saw at Jaku. And yet, there was always something else added on top of it. There was no rest, no opportunity to go into a corner and cry, because there was always another horrible thing being revealed. When the Prime Minister announced the dissolution of the hero system, Mina almost felt a perverse pleasure, because it felt to her that at least things couldn’t get any worse.
It was only when Tsuragamae announced that they really weren’t going to become heroes that Mina felt as if she could breathe again. It was like being shaken awake from a nightmare to face a world that was just as tough. At least here, it felt like she had some control over her life, that she had the choice to just go home to her parents, curl up on her bed, and never leave again.
“These are transfer papers to the other courses of UA. If you decide that this course isn’t for you, there is absolutely no shame in transferring to something that would make you feel happier and safer. If you have doubts about whether this is the right path for you, I would encourage you to talk to me as soon as possible.” Tsuragamae said. Mina tried to think about it, and realized that she couldn’t. She had been through so much to try to become a hero, and now that it wasn’t an option any more, was there any point to staying? The thing was, the heroes were still there, still trying to protect and help people, but what did all of that mean with these changes? Mina knew that she wasn’t going to be able to understand all of this in one day, and left the class, thinking that her best option would be to just try to get some sleep, hoping that she’d be able to think more clearly later. She’d talk to Tsuragame, she’d talk to her friends, she’d talk to her parents, and hopefully someone would be able to explain to her what this all meant now. Maybe for the time being she was only staying because she didn’t know what else to do, but she didn’t think she wanted to leave just yet, not with how unsure she was now.
As she was about to head to her room though, Mina noticed Kirishima walking by, carrying a stuffed duffel bag with an excited grin on his face.
“Kiri?” Mina asked, getting her friend’s attention. The fact that they had made up was the only good thing that had come out of the past few weeks. Mina stayed away when Bakugou was around, but she didn’t want to leave Kiri’s life completely. “What’s going on?”
Kiri looked sheepish for a moment, looking at his duffel bag before putting his big grin back on.
“Well…I’m leaving UA.”
Mina’s eyes widened.
“You’re…leaving UA? After everything?”
“Yeah…I mean, Tsuragamae said that we’re not going to be heroes anymore…” he said with a frown, before glaring again with renewed fervor. “But Bakubro and I are going to change that! We’re going to bring back heroes!”
Mina felt her heart drop into her stomach.
“Kiri…what…what does that mean? What are you and Bakugou doing?”
“We’re going to go out and be heroes, even if the HPSC’s gone!” Kirishima shouted excitedly. “We’re going to go out and help people, and stop the villains that have been showing up!”
In some circumstances, Mina might have seen the appeal in this; heading out and fighting against all of the chaos outside rather than just staying behind the walls of UA, but if Kirishima was going out with Bakugou…nothing good was going to come out of that.
“Kiri…I don’t think that’s a good idea…”
Kirishima just shook his head in response.
“I can’t just stay here, Mina. I’ve got to do something!”
Mina felt her heartbeat race, and she tried to keep herself from panicking.
“Kiri…why not just stay here? Why not work with Tsuragamae? I know it’s probably going to be different…but if you want to help people, I’m pretty sure we can still do that. But if you go out like this, you could get in trouble…especially if you’re going with Bakugou…”
Kirishima grimaced, hanging his head before speaking again.
“Mina…don’t get me wrong, the police are manly, but I don’t think that they can do the kinds of things heroes can.” He put a grin back on his face and walked away, shouting over his shoulder. “Don’t worry though! I bet Bakubro and I will be back before you know it! Once we show everyone how manly heroes are, UA will be back to normal and we can all be heroes together again!”
“Kiri…Kiri…don’t do this!” Mina panicked, running after Kirishima, but he had already jumped into a moving van, waving goodbye to Mina out of the window.
“I’ll keep in touch!”
“Kiri!!!” Mina yelled, but the van had already gone away, taking Mina’s friend with her. She was left shaking on the sidewalk, before collapsing to her knees. She heard some footsteps behind her, staring after the moving vans that were taking Bakugou and Kirishima away.
“They’re…actually leaving?” she heard Denki say.
“…I hope they know what they’re doing…” Yaoyorozu said.
Mina doubted that. She seriously doubted it.
Bakugou and Kirishima were not the only ones to leave the Hero Course. Aoyama and Rin’s families both pulled the two and moved back to their home countries, with Mineta soon following. About a week after Kirishima had left, Uraraka tearfully announced to the class that she was transferring back to General Education.
That left just twelve students still in 2-A. They had lost so many; Tsuyu, Habuko, Iida, and Todoroki had all been murdered, Kirishima, Bakugou, Rin, Mineta, and Aoyama had all left. Uraraka and Shinso had joined up early the previous year to fill the class up again, only for Uraraka to be dropping out now. The dorm room and the 2-A classroom felt so empty; it was a relief to Mina that they were spending so much time as a class combined with 2-B. Sitting in a half-empty classroom just didn’t feel right. Sometimes she wanted to just be with everyone, to just hold them together so none of them would leave or die, and there were other times where she just wanted to sit in her room alone. It made it hard for her to focus on the lessons Tsuragamae was trying to teach them.
For the week after Kirishima left, Mina was worried sick. She called Kirishima, begging him to rethink what he was doing, but he’d always shut down after a certain point, reassuring her that he was fine before hanging up to go on some other vigilante spree with Bakugou. She ended up getting more information out of his parents, where he and Bakugou were staying at the time, but everything that she heard from them just made her feel worse. Frankly, they were scared of Bakugou, and tried to talk to Kirishima to make him see sense, but he’d feed them the same lines that he had fed Mina and everyone else, insisting that Bakugou was “manly” and that he was dedicated to bringing the hero system back. However, Kirishima’s mother would tell Mina in conversations that eventually devolved into panicked crying about how Kirishima would often come back bruised or with burns on him, as if he had been taking some of Bakugou’s explosions. Every day he came home, he’d come back a little more scared. He insisted that it was because of how rough society was getting, but his parents noticed that over time he had become more timid around Bakugou and on edge, as if he was picking up on his temper more. Eventually the police started dropping by to try to talk to the Kirishimas. According to the police, Bakugou and Kirishima had been getting into fights far more brutal than anything Mina knew Kirishima would bring himself to do, with some of the victims of these attacks wanting to press charges against the Kirishimas for harboring two people so dangerous. It got to be too much, and Mrs. Kirishima sobbed to Mina that her husband had enough of the two and had one last argument with his son, telling him that he had to either break off his partnership with Bakugou or get out of the house and not come back.
About half a day after that call, on the same day that Uraraka announced that she was going back to General Education, a notification came up on Mina’s phone while she was eating dinner with the class. She looked at what had come up on her feed, and felt her heart stop.
“Mina? What’s wrong?” Tooru asked.
“Mina?”
“Mina? What is it?”
People were talking to her, but Mina couldn’t hear them. She just put her hand over her mouth to stifle the sobs, collapsing to the floor as she saw the image of Kirishima being pushed into a police car.
“…Why?” Mina asked weakly.
Kirishima was sitting on the opposite side of some plexiglass in a prison uniform. He couldn’t look at her in the eye.
“…I thought he was manly…” he mumbled. “He was…he was the opposite of who I was in middle school…” Kirishima picked his head up, his face pale and his eyes hollow as the realization of what he had done was hitting him. “You…you were always so tough…stopping bullies that I couldn’t…stopping Gigantomachia…and I couldn’t do anything…I wanted to be someone equal to you…But…” Kirishima’s eyes filled with frustrated tears. “I…I just wasn’t good enough! I had thought I had gotten better…but when Muscular attacked, I was just as spineless as I was before UA!” Kirishima bent over, his hands over his head, moaning. “I thought…if there was anyone who could make me…change me from the weak coward that I was…it was him…"
“Kiri…” Mina whimpered, “You were a good person…you might not have been that brave…but you knew a bully when you saw one…you tried to stand up to them…why couldn’t you recognize Bakugou as one?”
Kirishima could barely pick his head up.
“I thought…he was training to be a hero…”
That was it, wasn’t it? Heroes were just good. It didn’t matter what they did, as long as they were a hero. It was only in the past year that they had begun to realize how wrong that was.
“Mina…I’m sorry…”
Mina couldn’t take it anymore, and she ran away sobbing. She could barely see anything as she walked out of the prison and rode on the train back to UA. She tried running to her room, but was caught by several pairs of arms hugging her. Somehow, this just made her cry even harder.
“Just let it out, Mina." Toru sniffled.
“We’re here for you.” Yaoyorozu said.
“I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HIS FRIEND!” Mina wailed. “HOW COULD I JUST LET HIM HANG OUT WITH BAKUGOU LIKE THAT!? HOW COULD I JUST LET HIM GO!? ”
“Mina…” Denki spoke softly into her ear, surprisingly being the first one to hug her, “it’s not your fault…you tried to talk to him so many times, you tried and did everything you could…it’s not your fault.”
Mina fell to her knees wailing, still feeling the warm presence of her friends hugging her, letting her cry again, like so many times before.
Notes:
Last night I was working on this story, and I realized "Oh darn, I won't be able to finish Mina's chapter by tomorrow. Oh well, I'll just have to post it next week..." and then I actually looked at what I had written, and realized that Mina's perspective was already SIXTY PAGES LONG. Seems like a good idea to split this one up.
Yes, after dancing around it in the comments for a while, I decided to just confirm that Kota survived the Summer Camp.
Chapter Text
After Tsuyu and Habuko’s deaths, it was hard for Mina to pull herself out of bed. At this point though, having to discipline herself so much to keep up with the hero course, getting dressed, eating breakfast, and getting ready for the day just felt like an automatic process for her. It was hard, there were times where she would find herself in a daze, requiring that someone get her attention to snap out of it, but that happened less often as time went on. Tsuragamae was pretty understanding to her about it, though he had to keep reminding her not to lose her focus. There were a few times that he noticed Mina spacing out, and had her sit out their firearms training. After the period ended, he’d send her to Inui, or he’d talk to her himself. The fact that Mina had met Tsuragamae before he had started working as the teacher made her a bit more comfortable around him, more willing to open up…even to the point that she’d break out crying randomly again.
Tsuragamae was certainly an interesting teacher. In some ways, he was actually stricter than Aizawa was. While Aizawa would clamp down on anyone being too loud or joking too much in class, Mina came to find that he usually didn’t care what his students were doing as long as they performed well enough (which might have explained why Bakugou and Mineta had gotten away with so much.) Tsuragamae though expected the students to be professional whenever they had their uniforms on. If they were joking around or misbehaving in his class, especially when firearms were involved, they’d get an immediate detention and made to sit out the class. The exercises were intense, and while Tsuragame copied some of what the heroics teachers did as far as getting the students to use their Quirks, he put a lot more focus on physical fitness, including without the use of Quirks. Unlike Aizawa though, Tsuragamae at least made his exercises clear. There were no “logical ruses” with him; every exercise had a set objective and a way that they were expected to handle the situation. In fact, before anyone would go through an exercise whether it was target training, running through an obstacle course, or a simulated rescue, he’d usually spend a period, sometimes several, explaining the protocol on how to handle the exercises. These involved tests, which if you couldn’t complete on paper, you weren’t allowed to perform the actual exercise.
There was also the fact that they were being trained to handle guns, which Mina didn’t like, but Tsuragamae had made a good point when Kendo had protested. That was hardly the last time Tsuragamae honed into them how they couldn’t see their Quirks as the catch-all answer to any problem. Some of their assignments were to detail scenarios where their Quirks either wouldn’t work or could be hazardous. Thankfully, this was something that Midoriya had detailed in his notes on Mina a while ago; water could dilute her acid, so she was less effective in the rain, she needed to be careful around electrical hazards, and there were certain chemicals that she could either explode or create toxic gas if she let her acid get in contact with them.
That wasn’t to say that they were told not to use their Quirks at all, but they had to consider whether they were really the best options depending on the situation. Sure, Mina could throw or spray her acid with the right support gear, but compared to the guns that they were being trained with, she couldn’t make her acid move as fast or as accurately as a bullet. Not to mention, while even nonlethal rounds still hurt, they didn’t leave the targets with potentially nasty burns.
Compared to a lot of her classmates, Mina had a bit of an advantage considering how versatile Acid could be; it gave her mobility, range, could be dispersed in different ways, the pH could be altered to fit a situation, could eat through most obstacles, and even had medical uses. Others had to focus more on learning how to handle situations in the same way that they did before the Dawn of Quirks. However, this did not give her a way out of the same exercises as everyone else, which meant a lot of weight training, calisthenics, obstacle courses, and so, so, much running, which was how Mina and Denki found themselves collapsed on the sofas in the common room after one session.
“…Ugh…” Denki moaned with his face buried in a cushion.
“…Ugh…” Mina answered.
Mina was exhausted, but she was actually a bit better off than most of the other students; she was already pretty physically fit because of her dancing, but it was still brutal. The two ended up lounging on the couches while everyone else left to do their own thing. Pretty soon, Mina knew that she and Denki would have to get up and handle their homework. A few minutes after they were the last ones in the common room though, Denki spoke up.
“Mina, could I ask you a question?” Denki asked.
“Sure, Denki, what is it?”
Denki sat up, looking at Mina in the eye, unsure for a moment.
“Why did you want to become a hero?”
Mina stared at Denki, but she wasn’t really looking at him. Maybe she wasn’t the smartest person in her class, but Mina knew that there were certain answers people expected from that question. “I want to help people,” “I want to protect people,” “I want to make the world a better place.” A lot of people probably really did think this, at least partly. Mina did at least. However, she didn’t want to say that. Maybe it was because Uraraka had been so open with all of them, and the fact that she had gotten so down on herself for wanting to become a hero to make money for her family, even though her reason was still really sweet, especially in comparison to what Mina was thinking. Or maybe it was because it was Denki and Mina knew that he wouldn’t judge her, since she wouldn’t judge him.
“I thought it would be fun.”
Denki gave a relieved laugh, rubbing the back of his head.
“Yeah…huh…I just thought it would be cool. I mean, sure, I do still want to help people, but I know that if Stain had ever met me…”
“Fuck Stain.” Mina said out loud, making Denki stare at her in surprise. “Fuck him, and Spinner, and anyone else who judges someone who helps people when they won’t lift a finger themselves, or goes out and kills people and acts like that makes them better.”
Denki stared at Mina for a moment before frowning and nodding his head.
“Yeah. Fuck Stain.”
The two sat across from each other, though Mina knew that they were probably thinking the same thing. Denki was the one brave enough to ask it out loud.
“…Do you think that this is still fun or cool?”
Mina had to think about that. Growing up, she had thought heroes were cool, and she thought that it would be cool to be a hero; to go and fight bad guys, wear a cool costume, use incredible powers, all to the cheers and praise of everyone around. Thinking about it gave her the same rush as she got from dancing to a really good tune, maybe even more. She did want to help people, of course, but the idea of doing it in such an exciting way? The fact was from what Tsuragamae had gotten them to understand, what they were training to do now wasn’t the same.
Part of Mina wanted to cry when she realized that she wasn’t going to get to wear her costume anymore. She couldn’t even get it recolored, everything was being remade. Mina had seen her costume as a way to express herself, but now, she was wearing essentially the same dark blue uniform as everyone else; hers was just acid-resistant to let her use her Quirk freely.
If they kept going on this, people weren’t going to cheer them. With the way Tsuragamae talked, there was a good chance that people were going to be as judgmental as ever to them, to see each of them as a cog in the machine. It might be even worse since they’d be carrying the stigma that had attached itself to UA and a lot of the heroes still working with the reveal of the HPSC’s corruption.
Did she really want this? To work what sounded like a thankless job, throwing her life in harm’s way just as much as she had before, to just be seen with the same respect people gave a janitor? Was Mina selfish for questioning whether she wanted to do this?
“…No. I don’t.”
Denki wilted, looking at the coffee table between them.
“…Yeah. I don’t either.”
So…did this mean that Mina wanted to leave? Maybe go to Gen Ed with Uraraka and Midoriya and find something else? Maybe Mina could open up a dance studio, that could be fun. Or maybe she’d learn a new language and just get out of Japan entirely, to put all of this behind her.
Thinking about that though made Mina feel sick.
Uraraka had left, but she had a good reason, and no one in the hero course felt like they could blame her. Them, on the other hand? They didn’t have that. Apart from the fact that this had all just been dropped on them all of a sudden, they had all nearly been killed themselves, had seen people die, had people constantly criticize them both in and out of the school, and yet people were still asking them to put their lives on the line. This wasn’t just going to not be fun, it was going to be harsh and dangerous and unforgiving. But why couldn’t she say she wanted to leave?
“So…what do you want to do?” Denki asked.
Mina leaned back in her seat on the sofa. She thought about what she wanted.
“I want to be able to have fun. But…that’s the thing…” Mina leaned forward again, looking at the table. “I don’t think that I could have fun. I don’t think that anyone can really have fun the way things are.”
Mina and Denki looked out the window towards the UA wall. When they had started their previous year, the wall was just a fixture of the campus, something that was just there. Now though, it was a constant reminder of what was outside, their first defense against what everyone else, including their friends and family, were dealing with.
“…I don’t think that anyone is going to be able to have fun for a while. And the longer we don’t fix things, the longer it’s going to take before we can have fun again.”
Mina glared at the wood. This wasn’t fair. They were a bunch of kids, and all of this had gotten dropped on them. It wasn’t even the ‘unfair’ that Aizawa had talked about at their QAT. At least then, they could just walk away. Now? Unless they were willing to leave the country, they were stuck with this.
“I think…I want to try to make it so we can have fun again.” Mina said, looking up at Denki. He stared at her, and slowly a small, tired smile came to his face.
“Yeah…that sounds like a good idea.”
The two leaned back on the sofa, taking just a single moment more to relax before Denki broke the quiet again.
“Do you want to get work on our math assignment?”
Mina blew out a loud raspberry.
“I guess…” she said with an overdramatic exaggeration. As she stood up to get her books though, Denki stopped her again.
“Mina?”
Mina turned to look at him. Denki was rubbing the back of his head again.
“I’m just…” Denki blushed a bit before smiling at Mina, and for some reason, this made her blush. “I’m…really glad that you’re still here.”
Mina smiled, almost feeling a tear in her eye.
“I’m glad you’re here too, Denki.”
Settling on her decision of what she was going to do helped clear Mina’s mind a lot. There was something that she had been putting off. Once she had finished her homework with Denki, she pulled out a sheet of paper and started to write:
Dear Kirishima,
I can’t imagine what you’re feeling right now, but I want you to know that I’m still here for you.
I decided to stick with the Emergency Course; someone’s got to, right? Maybe we’re not going to be heroes, but we’re going to do what heroes do.
I think Tsuragamae’s a good teacher. He’s just as strict as Aizawa, but doesn’t pull any of those ‘logical ruses.’ Kind of nice knowing exactly what we’re supposed to do before we get thrown into an exercise. We’re being taught a bunch of different stuff, not just how to use our Quirks, but how to use guns and things like that. I know you probably wouldn’t have liked that, but you’d have done really well with all the physical conditioning that we have to do. It’s one of the few times where I got a higher score than Yaomomo!
I hope that this letter helps you feel a bit better. For what it’s worth, even if you made some bad choices, I think that you’re still a good guy. I’ll try to make sure to visit you when I can.
Don’t give up, Kiri.
Love,
Mina
Dear Mina,
You’re a better friend than I deserve. I’m glad that you’re sticking with UA. I wish I had. Tsuragamae sounds manly. I know a lot of people left the class after me, but I hope you’re all doing alright.
Mom and Dad visited me yesterday. I made them cry a lot. I feel like shit.
I’m not really sure what I can do anymore. Don’t worry about me though. I think I deserve what I’m getting right now.
Love,
Kiri
Mina sighed reading the letter. She guessed that this was better than Kiri not writing back at all, but it made her feel bad that he was thinking of himself this way. She’d have to make sure that she continued writing, trying to keep his spirits up.
The bell rang and Mina put Kirishima’s letter away, knowing to start paying attention. Today though, Tsuragamae was standing in front of the class with a student that looked kind of familiar; he was tan and blond…wasn’t he from Gen Ed?
“Everyone, this is Kagaya Taiyo. He’ll be part of our class from now on, so I expect you to make him feel welcome.” Tsuragamae turned to Kagaya. “Would you like to introduce yourself?”
Kagaya grinned, bowing to the class.
“Hey! Some of you might recognize me from 2-C. Midoriya’s talked about you all a lot, so I’m excited to get to work with you! So, my Quirk is Sunshine, which lets me create sunlight,” Kagaya lifted his hand up, which glowed yellow (Dark Shadow winced a bit.) “It’s not a really strong Quirk, but I’ve been finding out a lot of different ways I can use it lately with Support Gear. I’m a little behind you guys, but I promise I’ll work hard!”
Mina smiled at Kagaya, glad to have a literal ball of sunshine joining them.
“He’s cute…” Mina heard Toru said, which probably made her really happy when Kagaya took a seat next to her. Mina grinned, noticing the bright smile Kagaya gave Toru when she introduced herself and her friend’s excited motions. Another shipping project? Depends on if Toru reacted if she teased her.
Kagaya got to know more of the class at lunch, where Yaoyorozu took the lead talking to him.
“Kagaya, if you don’t mind me asking, how exactly does the transfer process into the Emergency Course work?”
Kagaya leaned back in his seat.
“Well…to be perfectly honest, it wasn’t that hard.” A few of the others lifted their eyebrows at him, but he went on. “That’s not boasting, by the way. I think that it would be pretty hard for me to get into the Hero Course through the Sports Festival like Shinso and Uraraka did. Tsuragamae just had me take a test and run through an obstacle course, and that was it.”
“That’s it?” Denki asked.
Kagaya shrugged.
“I don’t think I had the best score, but I kind of got the sense that as long as you can meet the cutoff, you can get into the course now.”
Mina grimaced. Tsuragamae wasn’t kidding when he explained how much less popular the course was compared to the old Hero course. Honestly, the fact that Kagaya had even wanted to get in at all made him seem like a pretty good guy.
As the year went on, Mina got to know a few more people besides Kagaya. Midoriya’s mother moved in to the school, working as a nurse, and she was just as sweet as her son was. The Midoriyas took in Eri, the little girl that Uraraka had helped rescue from the Eight Precepts, and Mina was glad to get another chance to get to know the adorable little unicorn girl after the mess that the Cultural Festival ended up as (especially without Mineta around.)
Perhaps the most exciting thing to happen during this time though was when she visited the library with the rest of 2-A to meet the new librarian. Yaoyorozu and Shoji had apparently helped the Midoriyas move Ms. Ippan Josei into her new apartment, and had suggested that the rest of the class introduce themselves to make her feel welcome.
When they arrived, they were met with the sight of a very tall, blue-green furred fox heteromorph woman talking to Midoriya.
“Oh, Yaoyorozu, Shoji!” the woman greeted the two as they came in with the rest of the class. “It’s good to see you! Is there something I can help you with?”
Yaoyorozu was introducing everyone, but Mina’s attention zeroed in on a few key details of the scene in front of her.
Midoriya’s light blush. The stammer and fidgeting even worse than usual before they had arrived. Ippan’s perked ears and playing with her hair in a way that she didn’t seem to notice while she had been talking to him. The higher pitch to her voice as soon as she had noticed someone approaching. All small details, but there. That, and the tiny green statue of a bunny on her desk.
“Interesting…” Mina drummed her fingers together.
“Um…Mina?” Denki asked in a murmur as Yaoyorozu was talking with Ippan. “Why are you smiling like that? You look like you’ve thought of a plan to steal Christmas.”
Mina turned to Denki, realizing the grin that had shown up on her face.
“Oh… it’s nothing…”
Mina hung back as everyone dispersed after greeting Ippan. Before Midoriya could run away though, Mina spoke up to the two.
“Soooo…how did you two meet?”
Midoriya’s blush grew even brighter.
“Oh…well…” Ippan answered, her own cheeks blushing a bit, looking to the floor bashfully, but with a smile on her face. “Midoriya actually saved me from some thugs…”
“Oh…I…all I did was distract them while my Mom got the soldiers…” Midoriya tried to deflect, not looking at anyone in the eye, perhaps aware of the dark aura emanating off of Mina as she smelled romance.
“You still saved me, Midoriya.” Ippan said fondly, smiling towards Midoriya and making him fidget even more. She turned back to Mina. “After that, Midoriya and his mother…” Ippan blinked before sighing and smiling, “Midoriya and Inko befriended me, and eventually convinced me to apply to this job.”
“Really?” Mina said, taking a step closer to Midoriya and savoring his panic. “That’s such a great thing for you to do, Midoriya! I bet Ippan here really appreciated that!”
Ippan chuckled nervously. Mina decided to back off for the time being.
“Well, you two looked like you were talking before we walked in on you, so I’ll just let you get back to it.” She said, walking away towards a table where she could just so happen to observe the two from a distance. Even after she had left, the two stayed together, talking for several minutes.
“So…” Toru said, sitting down next to Mina with Kagaya and Denki. “We ship?”
“Oh…” Mina drummed her fingers together, savoring the plans she had, “We ship, Toru, we ship.”
Kagaya and Denki were left staring at this scene, unconsciously scooting away from the two girls and the malevolent aura emanating from them.
“…Should I be worried for Midoriya?” Kagaya asked.
“Shshshush…let us have this…” Toru said, waving her hand to the boy.
Eventually, Mina and Toru got to actually studying, but Mina had a content smile on her face. This was nice. She missed this sort of thing.
Hey Kiri,
Things have been pretty normal for us at UA, and I mean actually normal, not normal for the Hell Class. It feels weird to just do regular schoolwork with what we’ve been through; we’re not going on internships or work studies, and UA is still the safest place in the country right now, but it doesn’t feel like it’s really sinking in that we don’t have to expect to fight villains while we’re here.
Midoriya’s mom (Mamadoriya) is working with Recovery Girl as a nurse; she’s really nice. And you know something else? Do you remember Eri? That little girl that got rescued from the Eight Precepts raid? The Midoriyas have adopted her! (Sort of. I think she’s still ‘Aizawa Eri’, but she’s living with the Midoriyas.) She’s a lot happier nowadays, and she’s got such a cute smile! (I just got to remember to never watch a movie with her again…I mean, technically what she’s watching is for kids, but I’m still having nightmares of being turned into a mouse and chased around by witches.) She started going to school and made friends with Tsuyu’s little sister Satsuki. We got to meet her last week. It was kind of awkward, but Eri seems to be good for her, and Yaomomo made sure that it was a good visit for her.
We got a new student who transferred into the Emergency Course from Gen Ed; his name is Kagaya Taiyo. I think you’d like him, he’s a really nice and cool guy. Toru sure thought so. I heard her say she thought he was cute and made the mistake of teasing her about it. Once. I got to tease her ONCE. She just huffed at me, marched over to Kagaya, and got him to agree to go on a date! The traitor! (They’re actually really cute together though.)
Something really cool happened while they were training together; turns out that if Toru absorbs enough light, she turns visible! She’s so pretty! She was crying happy tears for a week. She found out how to keep visible without Kagaya, but they’ve been all over each other anyway. Seriously, Denki and I feel like third wheels whenever we’re around them.
UA has a new librarian named Ippan Josei. She’s really nice and super cute. Apparently, she and the Midoriyas became friends a few weeks ago before she started working at UA, so she visits him and his Mom a lot. Toru and I are pretty sure Midoriya has a crush on her.
The Cultural Festival is coming up soon; we’re thinking of trying the concert we were going to do last year. Fingers crossed!
You mentioned you’re still trying to keep up your studies, how’s that going? I know that it’s probably rough in there, but is there anyone you can hang out with or talk to? I hope you’re careful, but I hope that you’re doing alright.
Love,
Mina
Dear Mina
I’m glad you’re safe. What we went through was pretty messed up, so it’s good to know that you’re all not going through that again.
I’m really glad to hear Eri’s got people taking care of her; she was a mess when Togata rescued her from Overhaul. Midoriya’s a real man for taking her in. I wish I had hung out with him more. I hope things work out well for him. It’s pretty cool that you guys were able to make Asui’s little sister happy. Even if you’re not pro heroes, you kind of are still heroes.
Kagaya sounds cool. I’m glad that Hagakure’s doing so well, too.
Studies are okay. Sometimes it’s hard for me to push myself the way I used to. It’s weird; it’s not as hard as the stuff at UA, but sometimes I just fall behind. I’m trying to keep at it, anyway.
I’m mostly keeping to myself. There are a few guys here that I feel safe around.
I hope the concert goes well.
Love,
Kirishima
Preparing for the concert was hard, much harder than it was in their first year. They had half of the students that the song originally called for, they didn’t have the special effects that Uraraka, Todoroki, and Aoyama could provide, and they didn’t even have Bakugou to be the drummer.
And they still killed it!
Jirou had been so anxious about singing after what had happened last time, but she was incredible! Denki and Tokoyami were great on the guitars! Yaomomo was great with the piano! Dark Shadow really stepped up replacing Bakugou on the drums! Kagaya and Toru made some really pretty special effects with the light show that they put on! And Mina had so much fun herself directing the dance team and performing for everyone. Maybe the best part of it of all for her though was seeing Eri and Satsuki cheering on Ippan’s shoulders.
Ever since the previous year’s Sports Festival, Class A had been the target of so much mean gossip, since everyone had been blaming them for what had been happening. The Cultural Festival that year had been meant as a way to get people to treat the class fairly, only for that stuck-up Gentle Criminal to ruin everything. They had to live with the same awful looks and whispers behind their backs for an entire year, but now, as Mina saw everyone cheering for them, it felt like they were finally being given a fair chance.
Mina and her friends went through the rest of that day happier than they had been in a long time. They got to eat carnival food, watch 2-B’s hilarious play, but best of all, they got to go to 2-C’s cat café! So fluffy! So cute! One of the kittens ended up sleeping in Mina’s hair!
Clean-up was so different from the previous year. Back then, they just wanted to get everything done and go hide in their dorm. Here, they couldn’t get any work done because people kept coming up to congratulate them! When they finally got everything packed and returned to the dorm rooms, Mina of course threw another party and invited Uraraka, Midoriya, and 2-B. They may have gotten chewed out for making noise and were completely spent by the end of the day, but it was worth it.
By the end of it, Mina found herself spread out on the couch. Denki was in basically the same position on the opposite couch.
“Ugh…” Denki said.
“Ugh…” Mina eloquently responded. Still, she picked her head up and grinned over at Denki. “We did it.”
“Yeah.” Denki picked his head up and returned the smile. “I guess we did.”
The two stayed like this the same way that they were at the beginning of the year, and like then, everyone had gone back to their rooms. And just like that time, Denki broke the silence.
“…Mina?” he asked, pulling himself together so he was sitting upright, for some reason sounding nervous.
“Yeah?” Mina sat up herself.
“…You did a great job directing the dancing.”
“Thanks, Denki. You were great on the guitar.”
Still, for some reason, Denki seemed nervous.
“You were…really great out there.”
Mina blinked, catching on that something was up.
“I just thought I should say…you’re really cool.”
“…Thanks, Denki.” Mina said with a smile even though she felt a weird sense of anticipation. “You’re really cool too.”
“And…” Denki stammered, blushing but unable to stop whatever it was he was doing, “And you’re really fun, and brave, and strong…”
Mina felt her cheeks flush.
“You’re really smart, and really pretty…”
Was…was this actually happening? Mina prayed that Toru wasn’t in the room.
“And…hero, police officer, whatever…I think you’re going to be really good at it.” Denki went on, the blush in his face rising, but not stopping him. “You’re really nice, and I…” Denki closed his eyes and took a breath. “Do you want to get some bubble tea sometime?”
Mina stared at Denki for just a second. The boy that she had first started out seeing as a fun friend to be around, to someone who had always and would always have her back. He’d been with her against people as tough as Nezu and Muscular, had been with her against things as simple as studying for their Finals, and had even jumped in when her best friend was pressuring her. He’d stuck with her, and the fact was, she had come to love him for that. So, she jumped at him and kissed him on the lips.
Yeah, she felt Denki was the guy she wanted to be with.
Hey Kiri!
The concert turned out great! Even with just thirteen people (fourteen counting Dark Shadow, and we really should since he was the drummer), everyone loved it! There’s even a recording on Youtube! Eri and Satsuki loved it and were smiling so much! It was so awesome!
It’s been so long since I’ve gotten to go to an actual School Cultural Festival, I forgot how much fun they could be! Midoriya’s class did a cat café, and that was loads of fun too! They were so cute! Apparently kittens like playing with fluffy hair like ours. I wanted to steal them for myself!
Something else really big happened afterwards. Denki talked to me and invited me on a date to get bubble tea, and now I guess we’re a couple! Thinking about it, I kind of wonder why we didn’t get together sooner. There was all the life-and-death stuff that we’ve gotten into and the Work Studies with Wash, and the fact that we’re kind of the two goofballs of the class. We kept on ending up working together on stuff, and I guess at a certain point we both got the idea that we wanted to be a bit more. I feel like he’s the kind of guy I can rely on, and I just feel really happy about this.
There isn’t that much we can do since it’s tricky to get permission to go outside UA, but that’s not as much of a problem with the UN soldiers around nowadays. There’s a lot of people still angry about them, but we couldn’t go outside the UA walls before, and now we can, so honestly, I think people should stop complaining. I guess in a few years we’ll be doing their job anyway, so we might as well make the most of the time we’ve got before that happens!
How are things with you? How are your studies going? Your Mom and Dad seemed better when I last called them.
Love,
Mina
Things still weren’t really not crazy in the country, but at least with the UN soldiers, it was easier to go outside UA, which was why Mina and Denki were taking advantage of whatever time they had off to have a double date with Toru and Kagaya.
“Okay, I’ve had taro bubble tea, raspberry bubble tea, but I haven’t had the matcha green tea bubble tea, so I’ll have that!” Mina decided.
“I didn’t like the black milk bubble tea that much, so I’ll go with honey dew.” Denki said his order.
“Ooh, that’s a good one.” Kagaya said. “It’s sweet, but not too sweet. I’ll go with thai flavor.”
“Peach for me!” Toru squealed.
The four picked a table outside. Summer had come and gone, but it wasn’t too cold yet, so they wanted to enjoy being outside as much as possible. Mina sipped on her tea before swirling it around to let the tapioca pearls mix in more.
Hmm… “Green tea.” It was almost too bad that Mina was set on her Midoriya x Ippan ship (though it was frustrating that she couldn’t actually push anything until Midoriya turned 18 so it wouldn’t be creepy and get Ippan in trouble,) since she could have seen Midoriya and Uraraka getting together too. Another world, maybe…
“Hey, Mina?” Denki asked.
“Yeah, Denks?”
“You sent Kirishima a letter a few days ago, right? Have you heard from him?”
Mina sighed.
“Not yet, but usually I get something from him around now.”
There was a bit of an uncomfortable silence that made Mina stop sipping on her tea.
“Is…this an uncomfortable topic for you?” Kagaya asked.
Mina blinked, realizing how that came off.
“No, no! It’s fine, I’m glad that I can keep in touch with Kiri, it’s just…I’m not always sure if I’m writing the right thing…” Mina looked down at the table. “I can’t usually think of what else to write about other than my life, but I sometimes wonder if that’s kind of insensitive; talking about the things that I’m getting to do while he’s…there.” Mina shrugged in frustration. “But he’s said he wants to know how my life it going, so I tell him.”
“Huh…” Kagaya commented. “I can get why that would be frustrating.”
“Don’t get too down about it, Mina.” Toru said. “There’s not much else you could really talk about, and Kiri might not want to talk too much about jail anyway.”
“Yeah…” Mina sighed.
“Sorry.” Denki apologized with a wince. “It was dumb of me to ask.”
Mina shook her head.
“Denki, sweety, it’s fine. Look, things with Kiri were rough, but he was still our classmate and he’s still my friend. You guys probably saw him that way too, at least at one point.”
Denki and Toru frowned, but nodded. Before anyone could say anything else though, Mina got a call. Looking at the ID, she smiled.
“Oh hey, it’s Kiri’s Mom! Maybe you guys can talk to her yourself!”
Mina answered the phone and put it to her ear, ready to put it on speaker.
“Hey Mrs. Kirishima, how…”
Mina’s face suddenly froze and paled, startling the other three students present.
“What did you say he tried to do?” she whispered.
The guards guided Mina into the prison hospital, where Kirishima was under surveillance. Since he was a non-violent prisoner, they allowed her to be there without much more supervision. His parents had already visited him, and from what Mina could see of them, they were a mess. They practically begged Mina to talk to him, but seeing him lying on the bed with a line of dark bruises around his neck, unable to look at her in the eye, Mina was at a loss for what to say. She wanted to cry, she wanted to scream, she wanted to go Kirishima a hug, and she wanted to slap him. She settled on standing by his bedside and glaring at him.
“…Why?”
Kirishima didn’t answer or look at Mina, making her even more scared and angry.
“Kiri, I know that this is tough, but you still have a chance to get out on parole, why would you throw that away? I know you’re not happy, but if you were feeling this upset, why didn’t you say something in your letters?”
Still, Kirishima couldn’t look at her.
“I…I just don’t understand, Kiri! Did I say something in my last letter? Was it that I wrote that made you do this? Are you upset that you weren’t at the Festival? Should I not have talked about what was going on at school? You never said that you were bothered by any of that before.”
“…No. It wasn’t that.” Kirishima admitted, barely loud enough for Mina to hear. She lowered her voice, not wanting to shout at her friend after what he had gone through.
“What was it then? The only thing other thing I talked about in the letter besides the concert at the Festival was Denki and I…”
Suddenly, Mina’s eyes went wide. Kiri couldn’t look at her.
“…Denki and I?”
Kirishima didn’t respond, but he shuddered.
Mina took a step back, looking at her friend in a new light, realizing how he saw her.
“Kiri…you…had a crush on me?”
Kirishima couldn’t look at her, but he spoke, tears dripping from his eyes onto his lap.
“…You were brave…you were strong and jumped in when I didn’t…you were…you were everything that I wanted to be…I just…I wanted to be worthy enough to stand with you…” Kirishima mumbled, sounding as if he was choking on his tears.
Mina closed her eyes and sighed. She wondered, if Kirishima actually looked at her like that, why did he hardly ever seem to take what she said about Bakugou seriously? She doubted that his desire to be ‘manly’ was just because of his apparent feelings for her, but it could make sense if it fueled his sense of desperation, if he saw how she had been progressing throughout the previous year and felt as if he was being left behind.
She didn’t know what to say though that wouldn’t make Kirishima feel worse. In a way, Mina did love him, but as a friend, maybe even like a little brother. There were things about him that she loved; his desire to improve himself, the courage that he had grown over time, but there was also a lot about him that Mina knew she wouldn’t have been able to live with. How Kiri wanted Mina to love him was something that she felt reserved for Denki, and the man that he had grown to be.
“I know that I was being selfish and dumb for thinking about you that way, especially while I was in here…I…” Kirishima looked at Mina and winced, “I know that you…wouldn’t have seen me that way…it’s just…when I read your letter…that’s when it really hit me…there’s nothing left for me out there. Even if I get my GED in here and get out on parole…what can I even do?”
“Kiri, there’s plenty you can do…”
“Mina…” Kirishima interrupted, “One of Aizawa’s former students is my cell mate.” Mina paled, realizing where this was going. “He told me once that getting a black mark in Japan is like having a prison record in another country; he couldn’t find any work, and had to resort to robbery in order to survive.” Kirishima picked his head up to look at Mina, an absolutely miserable expression on his face. “What hope do you think there is for me with something like this on my record? Let alone the fact that I was an accessory to murder? I’ve ruined everything for myself. If I somehow get out, I’ll just be stuck living homeless until I die. No one is going to give me a chance. I’ve cut myself off from all of my friends…”
“No. Not all of them.” Mina glared. “I’m still here, Kiri.”
Kiri winced again, looking at Mina before turning away. She took a breath and sighed again.
“…You’ve wrecked a lot of options that you could have had if you hadn’t done this. But there are options.” Kirishima was about to interrupt, but Mina continued. “I don’t know what all of your options are, but you do have them. You’re alive, you were smart enough to get into UA, and even with what you’ve done, I think you are a good man.”
“I’m not a man…” Kirishima muttered.
“Yes, you are.” Mina said over Kirishima’s protests. She sat down next to Kirishima and took him by the shoulders. “You saved my life, Kiri. You put yourself on the line for others even against someone as dangerous as Gigantomachia. You’ve made some bad choices and followed the wrong person, but I know that you have always wanted to do the right thing even if you didn’t know what it was.”
“I…I…” Kirishima sobbed. “But I’m still a coward…I saw everything Bakugou was doing, and I did nothing…hell, I supported him…”
“…You were a coward.” Mina said. “But you don’t have to stay the way you were. You worked to change yourself once, and you can do it again. I know that you can be a good man, Kirishima.” Mina gently hugged Kirishima, resting her head against his. “Please…give yourself another chance. Please, try to make yourself someone better.”
“I…I already tried though…” Kirishima whimpered.
“Then try again. But listen to your friends this time. Think about what you’re doing. Please Kiri…you are my friend…please…”
Tentatively, Kirishima hugged Mina back, sobbing into her shoulder.
Mina got in touch with anyone that she thought would care about Kirishima to suggest that they add a letter to her own. Thankfully, despite isolating himself from his classmates through his association with Bakugou and how he had tried to convince his class to go on an illegal rescue mission, there were quite a few people who still cared about him. Tetsutetsu kicked himself for not thinking to write his old friend and rival more often when Mina brought it up and promised to not lose touch with him again. Sato and Shoji, who had worked out with Kirishima quite often, along with Sero and Jiro, who had hung out with Kirishima a few times if only to hang out with Mina added their letters. Even Denki and Yaoyorozu, who had been bothered the most by what Kirishima had done, added their own letters, not wanting to abandon someone that they had once seen as a friend, and wanting to try to rebuild what bridges they could.
About a week after Mina and her friends had sent the bundle along with what gifts and mementos they could, she got a letter back from Kirishima:
Mina
Thank you for talking some sense into me. I’m sorry that I did something so selfish and unmanly. I’m scared about what I’m going to do in the future, but I promise that I’m not going to let it overwhelm me again. I’m not sure if I really have a right to say what “manliness” means, but I do think that if I am going to try to be a man, then I need to try to make something of myself.
Thank you so much for being my friend,
Kirishima
FORMER PRO HERO MIRKO HOSPITALIZED
Mina read the report on her phone, upset at the story. Mirko was one of her inspirations, she was an inspiration to practically every girl in the country that wanted to be a hero. She had always seemed so tough, even after the Battle of Jaku where she had lost an arm and a leg and had them replaced with prosthetics, she kept fighting as a vigilante. But based off of what this report was saying, it sounded as if she was never going to walk again.
Mina looked down at her legs and shuddered. She couldn’t imagine a life like that, being unable to run and dance. If someone as strong and experienced as Mirko could go down like this, Mina knew that she was no different.
The bell rang and Mina put her phone away, though the article stayed with her. As Tsuragamae began his lesson, Mina resolved to try to make sure that what happened to Mirko didn’t happen to her.
“Sensei?” Mina asked once the class had been dismissed.
“Yes, Ashido?” Tsuragamae said. Mina held up the article on her phone for him, making him grunt in familiarity.
“Do you know anything about what happened?”
Tsuragamae sat and gave a tired sigh.
“I don’t know many details, just that Mirko pushed herself too far and was badly hurt in a fight.”
“How though?” Mina asked. “Mirko’s handled stuff like this before and she was fine.”
Tsuragamae shook his head.
“No one’s invincible, Ashido. Mirko had a reputation for being a lone wolf, but the fact is, she relied on others whether she knew it or not. All heroes had the support of doctors, police intel, support gear maintenance, and as much as she claimed that she didn’t need anyone’s help, simply the existence of other heroes to take the load off probably helped Mirko far more than she would have ever admitted. With the HPSC dissolved though, all of that support is gone.” Tsuragamae shook his head. “I hate to say it, but this was probably inevitable. The police had tried to get Mirko to work with them, but she was too stubborn about how she did things, and it seems that it has come back to bite her.”
Mina looked at her phone sadly.
“This is why we’re trying to teach you a new curriculum.” Tsuragamae explained. “Mirko was certainly skilled, but she also in a way represented many of the problems with the old system: An insistence on diving head-first into fights without a plan, dismissing the concept of teamwork and coordination in favor of relying on one’s own strength, and perhaps a degree of blood hunger. Even talented heroes like Mirko would give out eventually, just to fuel a flux of more people that fed into the same ideology.”
Mina absorbed the words of her teacher.
“…Would that have happened to us?”
Tsuragamae considered Mina for a moment in silence.
“…There’s a reason why so many heroes are forced to quit in their first year, Ashido. The fact that heroism was so popular ensured that there would always be replacements, but it was rare that someone would stay in the fight for even as long as Mirko did. I think that most of you would have the talent to stick it out for a while, but there are very few heroes that are active after they turn thirty. I think many of us simply accepted these statistics as part of life without ever really considering them. It makes me very glad that I am getting a chance to rectify these issues that I have noticed.”
Mina swallowed nervously, but bowed in respect. It put a lot of the lessons that they had been learning in context; taking down threats as quickly and efficiently as possible, coordinating with other officers; almost all of their exercises were done in teams. Mirko was one of Mina’s idols, but she certainly didn’t want to end up like her.
“Thank you, sensei. I’m glad that you’re teaching us.”
Dear Kirishima
I wish I had something better to write about, but I thought you should know before this gets on the news. Aizawa-sensei was killed yesterday. The police don’t know much more than that it seemed like it was a bunch of people.
We’re going to have a funeral for him next week. Is this the kind of thing that they might let you visit for?
I’m not entirely sure how to feel about this. I mean, I’m sad, because I feel like we owe Aizawa for saving us…but I also know about what happened to the students of his that got black marks, and I can’t help but think that I would have been his biggest target if he ever felt like expelling any of us. It’s scary to think about.
Love,
Mina
Dear Mina,
Sorry, but I won’t be able to go. You can only get a furlough if you’ve served a sixth of your sentence. Maybe I can try to send roses or something like that.
I know what you mean though. Remember that I told you that my cell mate was one of Aizawa’s former students? I never told you about anything that he told me, but it’s seriously messed up. I thought that Aizawa was manly, protecting us the way he did, running in to face all those villains at the USJ (though maybe that wasn’t as manly or smart as I thought; Bakugou and I did the same thing and turned out really bad…,) but…let’s just say that it’s not that much of a surprise that something like this has happened. I think that he was good for us for the most part, but there are a lot of people like my cell mate who ended up like us because of him.
I’m not sure if I should be writing this about Aizawa since he just died, but I’m not sure if he was a good teacher. I have to take responsibility for my own actions, I mean, basically everyone else saw Bakugou for what he was, but honestly, one of the things that I thought whenever you or someone else pointed out that what Bakugou was doing was wrong was that “Hey, our sensei doesn’t have a problem with this, maybe everyone’s just overreacting!”
I’m really glad that you have Tsuragamae. He sounds like a good teacher. If I can get parole, one of the things that I want to do is apologize to him; maybe if I had given him a chance and stuck around, I would have realized how manly he was and wouldn’t have wrecked my life like this.
Love,
Kiri
Mina finished her second year with the rest of the class, though at the end of the term, Sato announced that he was going to be transferring to Gen Ed as well, having come to the conclusion that his Quirk made him more of a liability on the field than anything else, and wanting to pursue a career in baking instead. She and the rest of the class could tell that Sato felt guilty about this, but when he made this announcement, they congratulated him and were only upset that he wasn’t going to be part of their class any more. That being said, the class realized by this point from all the time that they still got to hang out with Uraraka that this wasn’t as huge a separation as they would have thought. (Mina at least was hoping that; she really loved Sato’s chiffon cakes, she couldn’t go back to store-bought stuff!)
Mina noticed something weird though, it wasn’t something that she could easily put into words in her letters to Kirishima as it happened over time, but it felt as if the walls between the classes had been fading. Maybe it was because they liked to hang out with Midoriya and Uraraka, and Kagaya had friends with the other Gen Ed students, and Tsuragamae had the two emergency courses working together more often. Perhaps the big reason for this though was that there was not as much of a sense that the former hero courses were to be considered the upper echelons of the school, the people that everyone wanted to be but only a few could. Now, they were just going to be public servants on the same level as anyone else.
It was only once the year had concluded that it really hit Mina, along with basically everyone else in her class; there had been no villain attacks. They were not called in to deal with a disaster, to fight against a massive army or cult, they had just finished a year of high school. Part of Mina was waiting for the other shoe to drop, but the fact was, their only responsibility had been dealing with their schoolwork. There was almost a sense of numbness to this that made them feel surreal.
Which meant that Mina and Denki had to throw a party to give everyone a chance to let their feelings out. People seemed to appreciate that, even if Mina got a little blood-hungry with the DDR tournament. Wimps.
Dear Kiri
Eri is finally “Midoriya Eri!” She is so happy now! I think she smiles a bit more every time people call her “Midoriya.” I’m so jealous of Midori, getting such a cute little sister.
This brings me to something else. Apparently, Amajiki and Neijire are getting married. Who would have known? It’s not like Amajiki isn’t in contact with you, RIGHT? I mean, he must have been lying to me about how he’s been writing to you too, because I know you wouldn’t have kept this tea from me, RIGHT?
Love,
Mina
Dear Mina
That’s so great to hear! I remember when we first saw Eri, and she couldn’t even remember to smile. I’m so glad that she’s got a good family after everything she’d been through.
I’ve passed my subjects for my second year of class, so I’m on track to technically graduate at the same time as you guys. It’s all thanks to you, giving me the encouragement that I need to keep working hard. The Sports Festival is coming up, right? Any idea what you’re going to be doing? It’s not going to be televised like it was in the past, and you’re not doing internships, so I’m guessing the events are going to be really different. I wonder if this is going to change anything for the other classes? Since the Festival isn’t going to be about getting heroes to notice the hero students or giving the other courses a chance to transfer in, maybe it will be more fun for them? Maybe it’ll just be like those extra activities they had for the students that didn’t move on to the Tournament?
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Amajiki might have mentioned he was going to propose. Please don’t hurt me.
Love,
Kirishima
Mina and Denki clashed their giant swords together in an epic duel, neither able to get an edge over the other. To increase her speed, Mina sprayed acid out of her feet, using it to skate around the platform the two were on, landing blow after blow. Denki however, saw an opening. He held his hand over the stream of acid and unleashed his Quirk, electrifying the trail Mina had made to herself, making her muscles seize up and fall on the edge of the platform.
“POWER!!! UNLLLIMMMITTTED POOOOWWEEER!!!!” Denki yelled as he zapped Mina. She writhed around on the ground, barely keeping hold of her sword.
Denki held his sword to Mina’s neck.
“Now, join me Mina, and we will rule the galaxy together!” Denki clenched the fist not holding his sword and held it into the air.
“I’ll never join you!” Mina yelled in defiance.
“Don’t be a fool! Obi-Wan never told you what happened to your boyfriend…” Denki said in a murderous voice.
“He told me enough! He told me you killed him!”
“No Mina, I am your boyfriend!” Denki dramatically declared.
“No…that’s not true…that’s impossible!” Mina denied. It had to be a lie! It had to!
“Search your feelings, you know it to be true!”
“Noooooo!!!!!” Mina clung her sword to her body, wailing in agony!
“Okay guys, I’m glad you’re having fun, but seriously, we need to get the next match rolling.” Awata said as she refereed.
“Oh, okay!” Mina cheerfully replied before kicking out one of Denki’s legs with a breakdancing spin, landing on her feet behind him while he was off balance and smacking him in the head with a soft ‘pomf’ sound from the foam sword she was using, knocking him to the floor below.
“AAAAAAaaaaaaahhhhhhh…”
Mina sighed, looking at the card that she had gotten. There wasn’t any new hero merchandise being produced nowadays, but that still left a bunch of stuff that had been made, but not sold yet. Unfortunately, the market had dried up with the dissolution of the hero system, with so many heroes’ reputations being destroyed in the aftermath. There were a few stores that had outright thrown the merchandise away. Thankfully, Midoriya was able to get Mina in touch with a store that still sold a few items, such as the Crimson Riot birthday card in her hands. She had brought it into the common room with the intention of asking for anyone interested in signing it, but had gotten bogged down by her thoughts.
“Are you alright, Mina?”
Mina looked up and saw Yaomomo standing over her with a worried expression.
“I was just thinking about Kirishima’s birthday coming up. It’s on October 16th.” She explained.
“Oh, would you like me to sign that card?” Yaoyorozu asked, noticing the birthday card in her hands.
“Yeah…I was thinking I could get people to sign it and write something for him before I sent it.”
Yaoyorozu paused, noticing Mina’s tone.
“Why is this making you upset though? Are you worried that people won’t want to sign it?”
Mina looked up at Yaoyorozu with a frown.
“He’s turning 18, Yaomomo. And it’s going to be while he is in prison.”
Yaoyorozu’s eyes widened and she frowned sadly as these words sank in. Most of the class had turned 18 already; of those remaining, only Tokoyami, Koda, and Shoji hadn’t made that turn yet. Yaoyorozu had only turned 18 roughly about a week ago. For each of them, the day had been a huge milestone, the day where they would become legal adults. It was something that their lives had been building up to; all of their successes and failures, their joys and traumas, it had all led to turning them into the men and women that society now saw them as. And for all of them, no matter how hard the work was that they had to handle, how exhausting the or challenging the exercises Tsuragamae put them through, they made sure to make time to celebrate it, whether it was going out clubbing for Mina’s birthday, going to an arcade for Denki’s, or going to a classical concert and renting out a fancy restaurant for Yaoyorozu (Mina felt kind of guilty that Yaomomo had been the one to pay for everyone else to go, rather than them paying for her, but she had just been so happy either way.) After that day, everyone looked at them differently, gave them a respect that they didn’t have before. It was one of the few times that Tsuragamae would specifically call out a student to congratulate them on something personal.
Kirishima though? He was going to spend his birthday the same way he had spent the last year and a half, waking up to a concrete ceiling, eating the same slop, stuck in the same building with people who were not predisposed to be kind to him. And even if he could get parole, he was still going to have to spend the next few years of his life the same way. Mina couldn’t even send him a cake; just this card and a CD for a band that they liked.
Mina felt Yaoyorozu sitting next to her and hugging her, and it was only then that Mina realized that she was crying. Eventually, she felt Denki and Toru join them. She calmed down enough so that she didn’t need the entire class supporting her again. Each of them took turns signing the card or sitting with Mina in case she needed the support again.
Dear Yaoyorozu
I’ve got a lot of letters that I should have sent out before now, but yours’ is one that I have owed you for a while.
I’m sorry for what I did after the Summer Camp; trying to guilt you into helping me with my stupid idea to rescue Bakugou. I was so dumb and careless; you were right, it was illegal, it would have gotten us all in huge trouble no matter what happened, and would have put anyone who joined in huge danger. When you chewed me out for that, you were looking out for our friends more than I was, and I want to thank you for that, especially when I tried to push Mina into it.
There’s a lot of other things that I need to apologize for, mostly from how I kept on defending Bakugou. He hurt our classmates, he made us all look bad in front of the school, but I kept on supporting him, even when doing that made it more difficult for you to deal with him.
You held us all together and brought us through some of the worst times in our lives. If there was ever someone who was manly, it’s you Yaoyorozu.
From,
Kirishima
Dear Tetsubro
Happy Birthday, bro!
Congratulations on becoming a man today! You were already super-manly before today, but now the whole world gets to see you that way.
It’s so crazy, people always joke about how similar we are, but we even share the same birthday! I wish I could be there, and that we could celebrate this together.
You really are a manly guy, you stand up for your friends, you’re willing to put yourself in danger for their sakes, and you’re willing to call people out when they do something wrong. You were, and still are, a really manly friend to me. Though this is something I need to apologize to you for; I should have given you more of my respect and my time than I did. I should have seen you as my best friend, a guy that I can admire, that made me better and that I wanted to make better too. Instead, I went with Bakugou; a guy that insulted you and everyone else to their face, that always put himself first, that fought because he liked to hurt others instead of wanting to protect anyone. I had so many people in my life who would have been better role models; Fat Gum, Amajiki, Mina, but especially you. I’m sorry that I wasn’t a better friend to you, but I’m also glad that it sounds like you’re trying to make yourself better than I was.
Congratulations on getting together with Kendo, by the way. I know you keep on doubting yourself around her, but trust me, you are a manly guy and I bet she’s happy to have you as her boyfriend.
Your friend,
Kirishima
Dear Kaminari
I know that it’s weird that I’m sending you a letter, but this is something that I should have done a while ago.
I’m glad that Mina’s got a guy like you as a boyfriend. You stood up for her against villains, and you even stood up for her against me. I was supposed to be her friend, but you saw what I was ignoring and were a real man.
I don’t have a right to ask for a lot, but please, take care of her.
From,
Kirishima
It was Christmas, and Class A was holding their party together with Class B, along with whoever wanted to show up, including of course, Midoriya.
Mina knew that he suspected something with all of the suspicious glances he sent her way, but she just smiled and waved. Eventually, he left, probably thinking that he had imagined everything. Setsuna walked in after him, sending her a clandestine thumbs up to show that she had accomplished her part of the plan.
All of the pieces were in place, and now it was only a matter of letting them fall where they may. Mina went out of earshot of everyone else and made a phone call to the mastermind of the operation.
“Setsuna and I have done our part, so Izuku and Ippan should be heading to the spot right now.”
“Excellent. I’m glad I could rely on you, Mina.”
Mina couldn’t help it, she had to say something.
“Listen, I’m all for this plan, but I’m surprised about how gung-ho you were about it…”
“Izuku and Ms. Ippan keep making sparkly eyes at each other whenever they see each other, and I’m sick of nothing happening! This needed to be done Mina, for my big brother’s sake!”
“If you say so, chief.”
Mina hung up, looking over at the library where they had manipulated Izuku and Ippan to go. She wished she could see the magic happen, but she had to settle on not being there and making sure that there were no cameras to protect their privacy; she respected the two too much not to. And that was the thing, the mistletoe that they had hung up was in an out-of-the-way place, and Izuku and Ippan didn’t have to kiss. They were both consenting adults, whatever happened was their own choice. At least that’s what Mina would say if anyone found out what she had been doing.
It was the Final Exam, and they had to protect the “Prime Minister” from a terrorist attack. As a robotic mannequin gave his speech, the terrorists launched an all-out assault with what seemed like over a hundred robots against a little over thirty Emergency Course students. Yaoyorozu and Setsuna were acting as commanders, Tetsutetsu and Kendo were transporting the Prime Minister, and Mina and Denki were chasing down a group of terrorists.
“Shoji, Denki and I are chasing our group down the alley from Second Street, do you copy?”
“Copy. There’s only two ways into that street. Shoda and I have the other end covered. Over.”
“Let’s go.” Mina said to Denki, the two continuing to run after the group with their weapons drawn. They followed them past a giant sewer line, and heard gunfire up ahead.
“They must have come across Shoji and Shoda.” Denki pointed out.
“Then we’ve got them!”
The two rounded a corner and saw that the terrorists were out in the open, and got to cover, only to freeze. One of the robots had another in a repairman’s uniform in its grip, holding a gun to its head.
“Drop your weapons or he gets it!”
The two exchanged a quick glance, and nodded. With the terrorists keeping their own weapons on them, Mina and Denki slowly lowered their own to the ground. However, acting as if he was just bracing himself against the pipe he was next to, Denki activated a function of his glove, using his Quirk to discharge a current through the metal and magnetizing it. Before the terrorists could realize what was happening, their weapons were ripped from their grasp and clung to the metal. Denki and Mina each drew second, non-magnetic weapons and shot out the terrorists, saving the hostage.
“We’ve got our group down.” Mina called over the radio after confirming that the hostage was safe (and not a terrorist in disguise.) Just as Shoji was about to move on, they received a call over the radio from Yaoyorozu.
“Squad Beta, I have a Level A threat targeting the extraction team. Conventional weapons do not seem to be affecting it, we need assistance!”
Mina and Denki ran off to the extraction point, finding the robot acting as the Level A threat.
Whatever the robot was, it was big. About the size of a monster truck, and it was approaching the armored vehicle that Kendo and Tetsutetsu had put the P.M. in. Its size and the power it showed as it easily pushed aside cars in pursuit of the armored vehicle Kendo and Tetsutetsu had loaded the Prime Minister into.
“Show me your blood!” the robot shouted in a recording of a familiar voice.
Mina and Denki both felt a familiar jolt, but they turned to each other and nodded.
“I’ll get his attention.” Denki said, and Mina started to skate towards the robot. As Mina was getting in close, Denki opened fire with his gun, splattering the head of the robot with paint rounds. Normally, this would count as a takedown, but the heavy armor on the robot made such an attack ineffective. The robot turned towards Denki and started to stomp towards him.
However, it did not get far, as Mina had used Denki’s distraction to get in close enough to spray some of her most caustic acid at the legs of the robot, making it stumble to its knees.
“Clear!” Mina shouted at Denki, which he used as a signal to electrify the trail of acid Mina had left, electrocuting the robot and making it crumble completely, its eyes turning black to indicate a defeat. There were no more terrorists active, no disasters or fires to contend with, and the Prime Minister was safely extracted.
“Mission clear: All hostiles neutralized, all civilians accounted for. The Final Exam has concluded.” Tsuragamae announced over the intercom.
“Yes!” Mina and Denki shouted, giving each other a high five.
It was actually happening. All those years of work, panicking about tests and wondering if she was even smart enough to be in this school, let alone the trauma of everything that had happened in her first year, and Mina was graduating. She went up to the podium, took her diploma from Tsuragamae, gave the biggest smile she could for the camera, and took in the cheers of the crowd along with her mother’s crying. Granted, it was nothing compared to what Mamadoriya was doing, but Mina appreciated the sentiment.
Yaoyorozu gave her speech, and she gave her final words;
“It is my greatest pride to be able to stand with all of you today, and to face whatever it is outside of these walls, in the hope that we will make this a better society. Thank you all.”
And it was done. Mina cheered, jumping into Denki’s waiting arms, letting him spin her around as the two laughed in joy.
“We did it! We did it!”
“Mina, Denki!”
Toru joined in on the hug, followed by Kagaya, the two of them literally glowing in joy.
Mina looked at them, and all around them. They had made it. Through the tragedies of their first year, and all the trials of an elite high school education. Her joy was tempered though as she looked at the portraits of Tsuyu, Habuko, Iida, and Todoroki, and she thought also of her dear friend Kirishima, who couldn’t be there. He had completed his own high school education online, and Mina had praised him for that, but when she had come to UA, she had been hoping to leave it with her friend.
She sighed, not wanting to let this mar her happiness now. As she looked at her friends though, she happened to spy a certain couple in the back.
“Guys…look!”
Toru turned, and barely held in a squeal with Mina. Denki and Kagaya, though not as adamant about this as their girlfriends, nonetheless grinned, gripping their fists together as they watched Midoriya stumbling over his words.
“C’mon…c’mon, Midoriya…” Kagaya said under his breath.
“You can do it, dude…you can do it…” Denki said.
They all held their breathes when they saw Ippan’s ears perk up at something Midoriya asked. For a second, Midoriya backpedaled, only for Ippan to kneel down to Izuku’s level, give him a kiss on the lips, and say something that made Izuku hug her with joy.
“THE SHIP HAS SAILED!!!” Mina shouted with glee.
Dear Mina
Congratulations on graduating! I wish I could be there with you guys.
How has your first week on the job been going? How’s everyone handling the change? How are things with Kaminari? I hear a bit about this kind of stuff from Amajiki and Mom and Dad, but there’s only so much I know about how average people are doing nowadays.
I’ve been splitting my time between trying to figure out how to get parole and what I could do to support myself if I can get parole. It’s going to take a while before I can actually think about parole, but mostly it comes down to behaving and showing that I’m trying to learn from my mistakes. I think a few of the guards feel bad for me, so I think that as long as I don’t do something stupid in here, I might have a chance. Finding work is going to be a bit harder, but I think that my next best step is to try to build up as many skills as I can, learning things like carpentry and welding.
Try to take care of yourself, alright?
Love,
Kirishima
Dear Kiri
Congratulations to you too! I’m proud of you for sticking it out.
I’m not sure how different things are for us compared to what they were like for Amajiki, but I can definitely tell that the police are changing all the time. I think that for Amajiki, Nejire, and anyone else that was about to graduate before the hero system was dissolved, they weren’t expected to act that differently from before; there was only so much that they could be expected to change, after all. I think that as long as you followed orders, the brass didn’t get too upset with former heroes if they did things that broke protocol. I think that there’s a bit more expected of us. Our chief is this guy named Gori, who knew Tsuragamae, so he knows that we’ve been trained on police protocol that the heroes before us didn’t, so he expects us to follow it the same as any of the other police. We are a bit different I guess; more like SWAT officers than regular beat cops, but we still do a lot of the same work. Most of us got started off with handing out parking tickets, though I did get called in to help deal with a riot (don’t worry, it was just a few dozen people, and all I had to do was spray a bit of acid mist at them and they dispersed pretty quickly.) Things are probably just going to keep changing, since they’re still trying to figure out what to do with us.
…Okay, I admit, it’s not as simple as I’m making it out to be. I was told afterwards that the riot was a small one, but if that was what the other officers considered small, I don’t want to know what it was like right after the system fell. They just don’t prepare you for how angry people get; I don’t even remember exactly what they were complaining about, and I’m not sure if they even knew. Someone just threw a brick, and suddenly what started as a protest turned into all of them rushing us at once. No one got really hurt and it was over pretty quickly, but I guess it’s still kind of affecting me. It wasn’t as bad as the PLF War or Muscular, but it’s still scary seeing people lose control like that. I think this is why Tsuragamae drilled us so much; when you’re scared like that, you do the first thing that comes to your mind. Since we had been drilled in these kinds of situations so often, it wasn’t as much that I knew what to do as much as I just…did it. You switch to your training and keep going. Chief Gori talked to me afterwards and told me that I did a good job, at least.
Denki and I haven’t gotten to do that much together, but we do our best to hang out when we can; have lunch or coffee together, that sort of thing. Our schedules can get kind of hectic, so we’re still trying to figure out how to make that work, but I’m glad that he’s still there.
I’m proud of you for how hard you’re working. I promise you, I’ll do whatever I can to help you to get parole, and to help you afterwards. Just keep working, Kiri.
Love,
Mina
P.S.-Midoriya and Ippan got together. They’re soooo cuuuutttee!!!
The next few years were difficult. Mina realized that it was pretty normal for new officers to be assigned to parking duty; it was a way to help get used to wherever they were stationed. The fact that she and others had been called in to help with matters as big as a riot in their first week showed how badly stretched thin they were.
There was still an issue of the lack of public interest in emergency services. Oddly enough, Mina’s year had managed to inject a decent number of new officers into the system. After them though, the numbers seriously floundered. Thinking about it, it made sense; a lot of them wouldn’t have gone into UA and other hero schools had they known that things were going to turn out this way. Most of them had simply chosen to stick with it. Now though, there was the issue of finding people willing to start the Advanced Emergency Course training again.
The presence of the UN soldiers helped; they were hugely popular with a lot of the police, realizing how sunk they’d be without them. There was only so much extra manpower could do though when trying to police a population that had become so distrustful of the people in power, so convinced that they were being manipulated the same way that the HPSC had manipulated them, but also so unwilling to actually do anything to help protect others themselves. It wasn’t as simple as the police dealt with problems whenever they came up; they had to work to get people to trust that things were different, that they could be safe and trust the men and women working to keep them safe. The government had to focus a great deal of their resources into campaigning for enlistment support, and it looked like it was going to take a while before their efforts would bear fruit.
Mina though did everything she could to keep positive. If there was anything she had learned from Aizawa, it was that while life was unfair, she didn’t want to end up with the same attitude that he did. So, as long as it didn’t interfere with her duties, she set out to be as much of a social butterfly as she ever was. She made connections with the other officers, she made a list of everyone’s birthdays and made sure that they were celebrated, she kept track of office romances (she was thinking about setting Yaomomo up with one of the UN soldiers,) and she made sure to keep in touch with all of her friends from UA.
Sato ended up working in his family’s bakery, so Mina made sure to bring everyone she could to visit, making it something of a new hotspot for police officers. Uraraka had moved back to Mie with her parents, but because of the advantages that her Quirk offered as well as having connections to the Yaoyorozu conglomerate, her family’s business became successful enough to start taking contracts in Mustafu, which made it a lot easier for her old classmates to visit her. Kagaya, Ojiro, Shinso, Jiro, and Toru got assigned to a different precinct, but they made sure to hang out whenever they could. Midoriya was working in the intelligence department, and Mina liked to keep track of how his new relationship with Ippan was going. Koda had gotten assigned to a rescue division in the country, but on the rare occasions that Mina and whoever else she could wrangle could head out there, he was able to point them to good camping spots and nature trails.
Mina stared up at the stars with Denki lying on the picnic blanket next to her.
“…We missed out a lot when we had those Remedial Lessons, didn’t we?” Denki said, taking in the sky above them.
“Yeah…” Mina said. She was glad Uraraka was there to see this with them; she was fun to talk about space with.
The camping trip was probably more difficult to arrange than it had to be, but when Koda brought up the idea of camping together, Mina thought back to her experience with the Summer Camp attack. When it occurred to her that this could be a good way for her and Denki to confront their fears and what had happened to them, she got the idea to invite other people for the same reason.
Practically everyone in the two hero courses had a bad time during the attack, but there were a few people that Mina knew she had to give the chance to come if they wanted to. So, in addition to Denki, her, Koda, Midoriya, and Ippan (the last two had a more open schedule than most of the other people Mina had talked to,) Sero, Sato, Uraraka, and Tokoyami had also come along as well; Tokoyami even managed to bring Yanagi along, whom he was dating (yes, Mina took credit for that one.) A camping trip with ten people (eleven counting Dark Shadow) was tricky, but Mina was determined to make it work.
Almost absentmindedly, Mina felt Denki place his hand on hers, and she took it, appreciating his warmth. Everyone was having a moment of quiet, enjoying the starry sky. It felt cathartic, to be able to reclaim a bit of their piece of mind that they had lost from the Summer Camp attack all those years ago.
Eventually, Mina and Denki started to feel antsy, and walked back over to the camp. They were quiet, realizing that some of their friends might want to just enjoy the silence a bit longer. Midoriya and Ippan, who were enjoying the sight themselves, but did not have the same experience from the Summer Camp, noticed the two and helped them set up the movie projector they had brought along.
The group stayed quiet until the end credits for Alien: Romulus started rolling, and let out a collective breath.
“Revelry in the dark.” Tokoyami and Yanagi said at the same time, their eyes wide and shuddering from the experience.
“That was…a surprisingly profound movie.” Ippan said, looking impressively to Mina, who had brought the movie. “It’s not something that I would have expected from this franchise.”
“I know, right! I love all the movies in the series, but Romulus was the only one to be as good as the original two!” Mina squealed. “This might be the scariest one since the first movie!”
“I liked how they went a lot more into how space would affect moving around.” Uraraka said. “All the scenes where they had to deal with gravity and how it would affect them, and the fact that the main characters were all just working-class people trying to find a way to make a better life for themselves…”
“It really leaned into the symbolism…” Midoriya observed. “All the recurring imagery of the she-wolf that mothered Romulus and Remus, the themes of rebirth, but also of the competition between the brothers…”
“And the overarching conflict of what aspects of humanity we value.” Ippan added onto her boyfriend’s line of thought, “What parts of humanity, either in which individual humans we value, or what parts about our own identities we see as things we should either keep or abandon.”
Mina smirked at how the two complemented their conversations. She was about to tease them and call them lovebirds when Denki spoke up.
“I liked the call-back to the second movie Andy made.” Denki said. “That, and his jokes. He was a funny guy.”
“You know dad jokes are supposed to be bad, right?” Mina said to her boyfriend. He gave her a smirk back.
“Well, who knows? I might need some dad jokes someday.”
Mina blushed at the implication, purposefully avoiding the smirking faces of Midoriya and Ippan, along with everyone else (Don’t give him a thumbs up, Sero!) Darn it, she was supposed to be teasing them, not the other way around!
Whatever the case, they all had their fun, went to sleep, and left the next morning. Mina felt her phone buzz with a notification once they were back in an area with service.
“Oh, hey, it’s Toru!” she exclaimed to the others. She paled though when she saw the message.
Toru: Ojiro was killed. I’m sorry. Call me when you can.
Dear Kirishima,
I have some bad news. Ojiro died in the field yesterday.
From what I can tell, he ended up in a fight against some criminals that had him cornered. It sounds like he didn’t pull his gun. I think what happened was that he ended up in a stressful situation, and fell back on his training, just not the right training. He was able to take them all down, but one of them got a lucky hit in.
I don’t know what to say. Ojiro was tough. He was a good guy and he deserved better than this, but there are still a lot of bad people who’re taking advantage of all of the problems we have right now. Toru and Kagaya are taking it pretty hard; they were close to him.
Love,
Mina
Dear Mina
Shit. I’m sorry to hear that. Ojiro was manly.
I know that it’s tough out there, and your job means you have to put yourself on the line, but please take care of yourself. Stick with your partner, and don’t do something like I would that would put yourself in a situation where you’re going to get hurt.
Love,
Kirishima
Ojiro’s death stayed with all of the UA alumni for a long time. He was the first of them to die in the field after they had graduated. It just showed them that despite the League of Villains being defeated, there was still a lot of danger in what they did.
There was a reminder of the importance of following protocols; don’t leave your partner behind, practice proper combat doctrine, etc. This was something that had unfortunately happened before, especially in the early years of the new system where the former heroes that had joined the police force unfortunately tended to revert to their old styles of handling emergencies. It was tricky, even (perhaps especially) for the more experienced heroes such as those from the Top 10 that had joined the force. So, the lessons were pounded into them with every meeting the police had. Many of the former pro heroes started cycling back into training in an attempt to fix this issue.
Mina mourned with her friends, and they did their best to move on. Ojiro’s death showed Mina how important it was to hold onto her loved ones as much as possible, to make the most of every opportunity that they had.
One day, Denki pulled Mina aside where no one could hear them.
“Okay, Mina,” Denki said with an attempt at a serious face, “I need you to not freak out about this, alright?”
“What is it?” Mina whispered.
“…Midoriya is going to propose to Ippan.”
A block away, several dogs winced at the high-pitched squeal that assaulted their ears.
“FINALLYFINALLYFINALLYFINALLY!!!” Mina hopped up and down. Denki realized how pointless it was to interrupt her and let her get it out of her system.
“…You good?”
“Yes, I’m good.” Mina said with as much poise and dignity as she could muster.
“So, the reason why I know is that he’s actually asking for my help with this; he wants to set it up as a double date so Ippan is surprised when he springs it on her.”
“Oooohhhh!!!” Mina squealed again. “I like that! That’s good! I’m all for it!”
They arranged to meet with Midoriya and Ippan on the next day off that they all had. It was going to be a simple date; they eat at a decent restaurant with outside seating, visit a bookstore, and then go to the park where Ippan would get to read a book Midoriya had been planning to gift her.
The restaurant was pretty nice, a bit fancier than what Mina and Denki would usually go to, but not at the level of something that Yaoyorozu would invite everyone to, so the four of them were dressed in clothes that were kind-of nicer than normal, but again, not super fancy.
“So…Ippan,” Mina began, wanting to keep the conversation seeming as natural as possible while they ate, as well as trying to keep her excitement in check. “How are things at UA?”
“Pretty good.” Ippan answered, taking a bite of her salmon. “Satsuki’s big brother Samidare has started his first year in the Emergency Course.”
“Oh, good for him!” Denki said proudly. Considering how unpopular the emergency course had become, the fact that Samidare had gone out of his way to apply for it showed a lot of character on his part.
“What’s the Entrance Exam for the Emergency Course like nowadays, anyway?” Mina asked.
Ippan leaned back a bit in thought.
“Well…the school has a bit of an issue with that course, in that they can’t make it as competitive as it used to be since there aren’t as many people applying for it anymore, but they also don’t want to make it so easy that just anyone can get in. It’s mostly just a physical exam and an aptitude test, along with the same test the General Education students take.”
“That’s it?” Mina asked, feeling a bit miffed at having to go through something so much harder.
“Part of the reason why the Entrance Exam for the hero course was so difficult was because there were so many applicants. Heroism really was a competitive field from the very start.” Midoriya pointed out, eating his own salmon.
“Right.” Ippan nodded. “Now it’s more a matter of determining if people are physically and mentally capable of handling the stresses for the job. Even then, students can still take the exam throughout the year if they want to try to transfer in. That’s not to say that the test is easy, though. You still need to be very fit to get through it.”
“Do Quirks play into it at all?” Denki asked, eating a bite of sashimi.
“Some can.” Ippan answered with a shrug. “But it’s not really a competition like the old exam; getting the best score could really be the same as the lowest score as long as they pass the threshold. Samidare’s Quirk gave him a good score since it made him so much more mobile, but there were a few students who got in with mental Quirks or emitter Quirks that didn’t give them any kind of physical boost.”
Kaminari looked at his hand, letting off a few sparks. He and Mina remembered his experience in Aizawa’s Quirk Assessment Test; Electrification was a powerful Quirk, but it didn’t help Denki at all with those tests (at least back then; he had since learned how to use his Quirk to stimulate his muscles for short bursts of energy), and he had to rely on what physical ability he possessed at the time.
“Do you think Shinso would have gotten in if he had taken this exam?” Mina asked with a smirk, remembering how scrawny Shinso was when they first met, despite being cocky enough to challenge 1-A before the Sports Festival (and after the USJ; it had taken the class a while to forgive Shinso for that.)
“Not with how he was at the start of his first year.” Midoriya admitted. “But even if you can’t get into the Emergency course, that doesn’t mean that you can’t become a police officer, you just go in through the same program that any of the regular cops do. The Emergency Course is more like specialized training for elite units like you two.”
“The school’s also changing that test all the time; trying to figure out how to incorporate different Quirks that could be useful for emergency work.” Ippan explained. “The focus right now is on police and rescue work, but they also want to get some programs specialized for healing purposes or mental Quirks like Tsukauchi’s.”
“That’s good.” Mina said, nodding. As melodramatic as Shinso had been at the start, he wasn’t wrong that the old system favored certain Quirks. She had to wonder how someone with a healing Quirk like Recovery Girl had even gotten her hero license in the first place considering how much focus was on combat in the old system.
“Honestly, with what Josei and my mom have told me about the exam, it’s completely possible for a Quirkless person to get into the program.” Midoriya pointed out.
Ippan looked down at Midoriya for a moment before smiling.
“ ‘Detective Midoriya.’ I could see it. You could have become Tsukauchi’s apprentice.”
Midoriya laughed, rubbing the back of his head. Ippan though was still looking at him.
“Izuku, is something wrong?”
Midoriya blinked.
“What? What do you mean?”
“Your scent has been off since we met this morning.”
“Oh…I’m…I’m fine…” Midoriya took a long drink from his water to avoid talking again. Ippan’s eyes narrowed in suspicion, but was startled by Mina slapping her hand on the table.
“Hey, how about we get our check? We don’t want to be late for the book store!”
“I’m…pretty sure that it’s going to be open for six more hours…” Ippan said.
“Right! And we want to be sure we have plenty of time!” Mina said, doing what she could to get Ippan’s suspicions off of her soon-to-be fiancé. Thankfully, Ippan was distracted as soon as she got into the store, giving Midoriya a bit of breathing room. Mina found an aisle on alien books, where she could keep an eye on the couple, but still talk to Denki.
“Hey Denki, I was wondering, why did Midoriya ask for your help with this?” Mina asked, curious.
Denki blushed for just a minute before he laughed it off awkwardly.
“Well, it’s weird, because it kind of started off with me asking him for help first, since I was trying to think of something nice to do for you for a date, and I know you like our double dates. That led to him telling me about his plan, and we kind of worked things out from there.”
“Really? Why did you go to him in the first place?”
Denki chewed his tongue for a moment before answering, giving Mina a small smile.
“Well…I know that Midoriya’s not my best best friend, but I feel like I owe him with you, since he’s kind of why we got together in the first place. I don’t just mean with the ‘saving our lives’ bit, it was just that those notes that he wrote about the two of us, and how it got us studying together…I guess it was kind of when I first started thinking about you like this.”
Mina put her hands over her mouth and felt tears gather in her eyes.
“Denki, that’s so sweet! I hadn’t really thought of it that way before!”
“Yeah, so, I just thought that it would be a good idea to ask for Midoriya’s help with this date. And another thing, the whole point of going on dates is to have fun, and I know that you always love it when you get to watch other people’s love lives. I knew this wasn’t something you wanted to miss, and I thought that it would be special for you.”
“Oh, Denki…” Mina took her boyfriend’s hands in her own, touched that he was being so considerate for her. “I promise, I’ll make this up to you later…”
Suddenly, Mina noticed Ippan coming towards them.
“Hey, Izuku’s buying our books. Do you want us to wait for you?”
“Nope! I think we’re good!” Mina said, excitement building up in her for what was coming next. Thankfully, Ippan was wearing her ear muffs, so she shouldn’t have heard anything that Mina and Denki were talking about, but it was clear that she realized something was going on with the way that she looked at Mina.
“…Are you planning something?”
Mina just laughed. She had years playing off people’s suspicions on this sort of thing.
“No, why would you say that?”
Ippan still didn’t seem convinced.
“Hey, let’s not keep Midoriya waiting!” Denki said, taking Mina by the hand and walking around Ippan, eventually getting her to follow after. Mina and Denki hanged back from Ippan and Midoriya as they headed to the park, though Midoriya was deflecting a lot of Ippan’s questions the closer that they got. Eventually, they settled onto a park bench while Mina and Denki found a spot close enough to watch, but far enough away to be out of mind. Bursting with excitement, Mina pulled out a camera and started recording for prosperity.
“…Okay, what are you doing?” Ippan asked, her eyes narrowing at Midoriya.
“What are you talking about?” Midoriya asked innocently.
“Don’t play coy with me, Izuku.” Ippan said, folding her arms over her chest. “I know you’re up to something. I can smell it on your sweat. You’re planning something.”
To his credit, Midoriya actually managed a decent poker face, and just shrugged in response.
“Maybe I am. You’ll just have to wait and see.”
“Hmph.” Ippan huffed, sticking her nose in the air. “Alright, be that way. Just remember, I’ve got my eye on you, mister!”
“Josei…” Midoriya shook his head in bemusement. “Don’t worry yourself so much. It’s a beautiful day! Let’s just enjoy the moment.”
Ippan squinted at Midoriya, even as she opened the book Midoriya just bought for her. Midoriya opened up his own book, seemingly unbothered by Ippan’s expression. The moment she relaxed enough to look down at her book though, she gasped, her eyes going wide. Her eyes started going teary, and she put a hand over her mouth, stifling her happy whimpering as she picked up the diamond ring Midoriya had placed inside of her book.
“Ippan Josei,” Izuku said, getting down on one knee in front of her, “will you marry me?”
“Oh…Izuku!!!” Still holding the ring, Ippan knelt down next to Midoriya and hugged him. “Yes! I would love to!”
“Yes! Yes! Yes!” Mina chanted under her breath, feeling her face about to split with her grin. When Ippan, soon to be ‘Mrs. Midoriya’ placed the ring on her finger, still crying in joy, Mina couldn’t take it anymore.
“Congratulations, you two!” she shouted.
Midoriya and Josei turned smiling to Mina. When she looked at Mina though, Josei smirked, folding her arms over her chest. Mina blinked in confusion.
“Huh? Why is she looking at us like that?”
Probably hearing her, Josei jerked her head to gesture to something behind Mina.
“Denki? Is something wroooooAAAAAHHHH!!!!”
Mina had made the mistake of recording everything, even up to that point. Which meant that when she turned around, she pointed the camera at Denki, who was down on one knee, holding up his own box with an engagement ring. It got to be too much for Mina, and the camera tumbled out of her hands, rolling into just the right position that it caught both the flustered Denki and the sobbing Mina who had fallen to her knees in front of him.
“W…wait…is that a no?” Denki asked in a panic.
“It’s a yes! Of course, it’s a yes, you jerk!” Mina shouted, unable to do anything but cry from being overwhelmed.
“Mina, are you going to be okay?” Denki asked.
Midoriya and Josei both came into view, with Josei still smirking down on Mina even as she was still recovering from the joy at her own engagement.
“Well, look who can dish it out, but can’t take it.”
“WAAAAAHHHH!!! YOU GUYS ARE MEAN!!!”
Dear Kiri
I hope you’re doing alright.
All my girl friends at the station that had babies warned me that maternity leave wasn’t going to be a break, and they weren’t lying. I can’t believe how fast Daia learned how to walk! Seriously, this has to be her Quirk manifesting early or something, because there is no other way she could move so fast!
Part of the reason why I’m writing to you thought is because I wanted to admit that something has been bothering me lately:
On one hand, I love being around Daia, even with how crazy she gets. Denki and I should really have known that our baby would be a little ball of energy, but I love that about her. I love playing with her, cuddling with her, reading to her, being with her. On the other hand, I know that the police still need help. If they didn’t, the UN soldiers wouldn’t still be here. I keep thinking about Ojiro and the others that died in the line of duty. Denki is smarter and stronger than anyone realizes, but I keep worrying that he won’t come home one day. How would I explain that to Daia? I want to be out there, but then I think, what if that happens to me? What if Denki has to explain that to Daia? What if it’s both of us?
I’m sorry to be unloading this on you, but the thought’s been hanging with me for a while. I’ve talked about it with Denki though, and he gets it, even if he doesn’t have an easy answer either. The most that we can say for ourselves is that if something did happen to us, I know that our friends would be there for Daia. Writing about it makes me think of something else though; how exactly did heroes ever have kids? I know that there were plenty that did like the Ingenium family and Rock Lock, but it’s just hard for me to imagine how they would have delt with the idea that they might not come home to their kids, and their babies would be left alone. Sure, they might have had other heroes for friends, but…well…I can’t help but wonder if heroes could really trust each other with that sort of thing. With the way things are now, we’re all in this together. When one of us gets hurt, we all get hurt. We all serve the same purpose, and we all know better than to try to do things to get the spotlight. With heroes though? They needed the spotlight. They actually needed it; it was how they made their living. Remember the Sports Festival? One of the first real things that they taught us was that we are all in competition with each other; for rank, for sponsors, for everything. So how could a hero ever trust another to take care of their babies if they died? They would just be something that the heroes would have to split their attention on, and I bet a lot of them felt as if they couldn’t afford that. There were exceptions of course, like Kota and Mandalay (even though she was still family,) but I can’t help but feel like a lot of heroes couldn’t trust each other like we do.
Maybe I’m just being overemotional since I’m taking care of Daia and getting stir-crazy. I’d like to think that I would be there for my friends and their kids no matter what. I think I could have trusted you too.
Anyway, thanks for reading my rant.
Love,
Mina
P.S.-Daia said “Hi, Unkie Kiri!” (Squeals!!!)
Dear Mina
Hearing (reading) what Daia said made my day. Let her know that Unkie Kiri said “Hi!” back! She sounds adorable and I hope I get to meet her in person one day.
As for your what you were writing about…that’s pretty heavy stuff. It wasn’t really something I had ever thought about when I was still at UA. I get what you mean though about dealing with someone you know dying; it makes you think. I think that in your case, even if it scared you, and I wish it didn’t, you didn’t let it paralyze you and you made yourself strong enough to face it. Maybe that’s just what you need to do again? Writing that though, I’m not sure. Maybe you’ve got the better idea; make sure you rely on your friends. I know you’ll protect them, and they’ll protect you.
The bit about heroes having kids and being able to trust each other is pretty heavy too…I don’t think that it was even first at the Sports Festival that you had to worry about competition; it was right at the beginning before we even got into the school. At the Entrance Exams, we were competing with hundreds of other teenagers for 36 spots. We had team exercises where we had to rely on each other, but there was always the matches, the class rankings, the internships and work studies we had to fight over. It’s like even though a few heroes like All Might told us not to worry about rankings, the fact was they were also kind of telling us from the start to look out for number one. There were a lot of heroes who still had kids like you pointed out, so maybe it wasn’t as bad as you thought? Or maybe most of them never thought that they would die. Sometimes when I was using “Unbreakable,” I felt like nothing could hurt me, and I think that a lot of our classmates and other heroes thought the same way; we kind of just told ourselves that we were invincible.
You’re right though; you’ve got your friends to rely on. We both know them, and we know that they have your back. I’m glad that you trust that I would to. If I can get parole, I promise that I will.
Love,
Kiri
Mina was in the midst of epic battle with her daughter, as the two fought over her high score for DDR. Denki had been spent a while ago, and was sprawled out on the couch in exhaustion, but neither mother nor daughter would surrender to the other just yet. In the end though, experience won out, and Mina kept her rank.
“Aww…” Daia pouted, making Mina giggle. Daia had inherited her mother’s pink skin and yellow eyes with black sclera, but her father’s spiky blonde and black-streaked hair, which she wore in a ponytail. Her Quirk “Electric Slime” allowed her to create an electrified slime which could electrocute objects, or drain their electricity on contact.
“Better luck next time, sweetie!” Mina rubbed her daughter’s head.
“Can we have a rematch?” Daia asked, staring up at her mother, almost managing to get her with her adorableness. It was a look that Mina had to develop a bit of resistance to over time to avoid spoiling Daia.
“Sorry sweetie, but you’ve got homework to do.”
“Aww…” Daia pouted again, but cheered up a bit from a hug from Mina.
Raising a child as two emergency officers had been difficult, but Mina and Denki loved being parents. They were talking about potentially having another baby now that the country had settled down a bit. The UN soldiers had left a few months ago, and things seemed to have settled down in the country since then. All around their home were pictures of their friends and the couples that had formed from them; Itsuka and Tetsutetsu, Tokoyami and Reiko (What can I say except, You’re Welcome!), Kagaya and Toru, Midoriya and Josei being a few. They had their kids, they hung out with each other, and it had delighted Mina that Daia said that she “liked” Issho.
As Daia started off on her homework, Mina put together a fruit salad for dinner (they all had similar dietary requirements for their Quirks), while Denki went to get the mail.
“Hey Mina, you got something from Kirishima!” Denki announced, handing the letter to Mina.
“Ooh!” Mina said, tearing it open. When she read it though, her eyes went wide.
“Mina?” Denki asked, scared. Mina though grabbed Denki by his shoulders.
“Denki, Kiri’s eligible for parole! He’s going to have a meeting in a month!”
Denki stared at Mina for a moment before nodding.
“Alright. Let’s start getting ahold of people.”
Normally, a parole meeting was done in a smaller room, just in front of a board of people that sat behind a long desk to judge the possible parole, including the prison warden. In this case though, due to the number of people speaking, it was held in a more standard courtroom.
Kirishima was not the same man he once was. His hair had gone back to its usual black, lank style. While he had done his best to stay in shape while in prison, his body wasn’t as strong as it was when he was a hero student. Personality wise, he had reverted to his more timid, reserved self from junior high, only just managing to keep himself looking the parole officers in the eyes, who viewed him with a sort of bureaucratic detachment. This put his case in a tricky spot; being associated with such a publicly infamous crime, giving parole to him had the potential to be an extremely unpopular move, and the board could very easily deem it more expedient for their careers to deny his request.
Thankfully, Mina had done her best to bring as many character witnesses as she could to support her friend. Besides her, Tetsutetsu, Toyomitsu Taishiro (formerly known as Fat Gum), Amajiki, Midoriya, and a few other officers that were former classmates of Kirishima’s had shown up. She hoped that having the word of so many members of the emergency services would help balance out the negative stigma Kirishima had.
Kirishima also had a decent lawyer, pointing out that despite being party to Bakugou’s actions, Kirishima had never directly participated in his crimes during the week-long rampage, and had actually gone as far as to call for an ambulance on certain occasions, preventing Bakugou’s victims from receiving permanent damage. The woman further pointed out that Kirishima was only a teenager at the time of the crimes, and considering how he was still in the process of maturing at the time, it was unfair to saddle him with a punishment so heavy.
Some of the parole officers still seemed unconvinced, making Kirishima noticeably sweat. Thankfully, Mina had a secret weapon. She nodded towards Midoriya, who spoke to the lawyer.
“My client has another witness that would like to speak in his favor.” She announced, calling them in.
Mina had to repress a smirk as the parole officers gasped as the lanky, emaciated, but still famous figure of All Might hobbled into the room. Despite all of the scandal that the hero system had gone through, the name of All Might was still held with reverence, particularly with the older generation (such as the parole officers.)
“A…All Might?” the warden stammered. The former hero simply raised his hand.
“It’s just Yagi right now; Yagi Toshinori, though I would like to speak in young Kirishima’s stead from my experience as a hero and his teacher.”
“Well…” the warden did his best to pull himself together, gesturing towards the front of the courtroom. “If you would like to give testimony to the prisoner’s character, you may certainly do so.”
Yagi took his spot, giving Kirishima a tired, albeit encouraging smile. Kirishima for his part was staring at the former Number One hero aghast, looking back once to Mina for answers. Mina just grinned and pointed her thumb behind her towards Midoriya who smiled and waved. Both knew that didn’t really answer anything, but hopefully, they would be able to talk to him later.
“When I was young Kirishima’s teacher, I was struck by his zeal and drive to become a hero.” Yagi began. “He was always dedicated to improving himself as a person and a hero, and was always ready to put himself in harm’s way for the sake of others. I believed that he had the spirit of a true hero.”
Yagi sighed.
“He was not perfect, of course. He had a tendency to jump into situations without thinking, and his zeal could drive him to take actions that were foolish.”
Kirishima cringed somewhat at the criticism.
“He was also loyal to a fault.” Yagi went on. “He stuck with Bakugou despite all of the criticism the boy received. At the time, I admired that; heroes are critiqued all the time, and I thought that it was refreshing to see someone who would stand up for their fellow heroes rather than jump at a chance to belittle a rival. However, it was only after Bakugou was arrested that I realized that the criticism Bakugou received was well-deserved, and a warning to what was to come. Bakugou never relented of his behavior, and because of how his teachers, including myself, never properly reprimanded him, but rather outright stood with him, it sent the wrong message. Kirishima’s association with Bakugou, while foolish, is something that I, and his other teachers, should have taken responsibility for. Had we properly disciplined Bakugou, we could have prevented the atrocity he committed, as well as kept him from making his class such a hostile learning environment. Even if Bakugou wouldn’t have listened, it would have at least set a precedent for Kirishima and the other students; it would have made it clear that what Bakugou was doing in how he was so quick to resort to violence and consider others beneath him was wrong. By standing by and doing nothing, we not only gave Bakugou license to continue his abhorrent behavior, we also set a very dangerous precedent to Kirishima and the other students that such behavior was acceptable, if not encouraged, considering how often we allowed Bakugou privileges, such as granting him the right to give the First Year’s student pledge and giving him the Gold Medal in the Sports Festival, despite his behavior clearly indicating that he did not deserve these privileges.”
Yagi turned to Kirishima.
“Young Kirishima, I should have spoken to you a long time ago. I should have told you that the way Bakugou behaved and the way he treated others, especially you, was not how a hero should act. My complacence set the wrong example to you, and I am sorry for my failures to you as a hero and as your teacher.”
Yagi completed his testimony by bowing in apology to Kirishima, leaving both him and the parole board stunned. Mina grinned; if there was anything that could help Kirishima here, it was that. It almost made her part seem unnecessary, but she had a few things that she wanted to say herself. Once Yagi had moved to a seat next to Midoriya, Mina stood up in his place. Once the warden had regained his composure, he motioned for Mina to give her testimony.
“Officer Kaminari, you may give your testimony.”
Mina turned to Kirishima and smiled. The young man seemed to perk up somewhat at the sight of his friend being there for him, and Mina turned to the parole board.
“Back in middle school, Kirishima wasn’t very confident. He had issues with his Quirk, and he got picked on a lot. However, I could tell that he still wanted to do the right thing. Even if he got hurt, he’d stand up for people that got picked on by bullies. Sometimes, it was because of him that I’d be driven to stand up to bullies myself.”
Kirishima grimaced at the reminder of his embarrassing past in middle school.
“Around the end of middle school, he started working to improve himself, to try to become more of the man he wanted to be. He worked so hard that he was able to get into UA despite thousands of other kids applying to the hero program. I admired that; I thought it showed that he was growing up.” Mina frowned and sighed. “But then he met Bakugou.”
Kirishima shrunk in on himself at the reminder of the far more shameful part of his past.
“I didn’t understand why Kirishima would hang out with Bakugou; he was already a huge bully back then, and he just seemed to get worse throughout the year. However, when I was finally able to get Kirishima to realize the kind of person Bakugou was, he admitted that he was a lot more ashamed of his past than I had realized. He wanted to get stronger, to be braver, to not back down from threats. I guess that shame, along with all of the horrible things that happened to our class throughout the year, made him cling more to Bakugou, seeing him as the opposite of who he used to be.”
Mina hung her head.
“I wish that I had talked to him more about it, that I had convinced him to talk to someone like our school guidance counselor.” She shook her head. “Kirishima should have known better. We can’t escape that. But it’s hard to know what to do when there’s so much confusing and scary stuff that we had to deal with."
Mina looked back to the board.
“Despite hanging out with Bakugou though, I know that Kirishima was still a good man, even back then. He’d still put himself in harm’s way to protect others; he did that working for Fat Gum, fighting at the Eight Precepts raid, and went as far as to face down Gigantomachia at the Battle of Jaku. If he hadn’t done that, I would have died.”
Mina looked again to Kirishima.
“Kirishima made some bad decisions and took the wrong path. However, he is a good man, and I think that he can do good things if he’s given the chance, even if he has to take a few steps back to remember the kind of person that he wants to be.”
Kirishima’s eyes started to fill with tears as Mina completed her testimony and sat back down. The parole board spoke to each other for a few minutes, and then had Kirishima stand.
“Kirishima Eijiro, you were given a life sentence for being party to an act of mass murder. Bakugou’s conduct should have been obvious to you as a hero student long before he went as far as he did. Despite not directly participating in his acts of murder and brutal assault, you were still party to them.”
Kirishima gulped, and Mina along with all of the others that had spoken in her friend’s stead started to panic.
“However,” the warden continued, “in the light of the mitigating circumstances; your young and impressionable age at the time of the crimes, the neglect of your teachers,” the warden looked nervously towards Yagi for a moment, who simply nodded in response, “and the stress and untreated trauma from the previous year, we are considering leniency. We have heard testimony from several witnesses of surprising standing from within the Ministry of Law Enforcement as to your character, and this coupled with your good behavior and your desire to make amends for your actions throughout your sentence, it is the decision of this board to grant you parole.” The warden slammed his gavel down, eliciting cheers from the witnesses and tears from Kirishima.
A bit later, Kirishima was finally out of his prison fatigues, back in normal clothing, being embraced by his mother and father, the small family sobbing in joy at finally being reunited. With them were an assortment of Kirishima’s former friends, classmates, and heroes that he had worked with before his arrest.
“Mina…” Kirishima bowed in a dogeza to her, “thank you…thank you…” he whimpered. Mina pulled him upright and pulled him into a hug.
“I’m so glad that you’re out, Kiri…”
The people gathered let the two friends have their moment. Eventually, Kiri pulled himself away.
“…Thank you…all of you…”
Kirishima sighed, looking up at the sky.
“Well…now I just need to figure out what to do next…” He said this with the pleasure of finally being freed, but the resignation of knowing that he was going to be facing an uphill battle. In his letters to Mina, Kirishima had admitted that he still wasn’t sure how he’d be able to get a decent job, if there was anyone who would give him a chance at all. As far as he knew, he’d be lucky to get a job washing dishes, if that, considering the unfortunate infamy he had gained. He didn’t want to mooch off of his parents, but he wasn’t sure what else he could do for a next step.
“About that…” Mina said with a grin. She had been in contact with quite a few people in the time leading up to the parole meeting. Most of them she had contacted to get character witnesses, but there was one that she had a long talk with for this purpose.
Someone handed Kirishima a tool belt. He took the equipment, confused, before seeing Uraraka Ochako standing in front of him.
“I want you on site in three days. Do you think that’s enough time to get settled in?”
“Uraraka…you…you’re offering me a job?” Kirishima asked, his voice wavering.
Uraraka shrugged.
“You’re not the only person who’s had a tough break that my family has helped out. I talked to my parents, and I convinced them that you’re a good guy. So, do you want the job?”
Kirishima couldn’t answer. He fell to his knees, crying quietly.
“Kiri? Are you alright?” Mina said, kneeling next to him.
“…I…you all…you keep talking about me as if I’m a good guy…that I’m manly…but…I went along with Bakugou…I went with him even though I knew he was hurting people…I hurt you guys…I don’t…I don’t think that I’m the man you’re acting like I am…”
Mina rubbed Kirishima’s back.
“Kiri…the man that you were when you left UA upset me. But I remember the boy I used to know…he was scared, but he realized he needed to change, and he dedicated himself to becoming a better man. I think you can be like him again, and start over again.”
Kirishima picked his head up, tears flowing from his eyes, staring at Mina.
“…I’ll try.”
Notes:
Well, I guess being Somebody That You Used to Know is better than being somebody you never knew at all.
I would highly recommend seeing Alien: Romulus, but if you talk about it in the comments, please avoid spoilers.
Chapter Text
This was not how Yu had hoped her first day as the Pro Hero “Mt. Lady” to go. It had started off great, with her beating the giant villain with her “Canyon Cannon” attack, which the crowd ate up, especially when she started flaunting her assets for the reporters taking pictures. Sure, Kamui Woods was sulking that she had stolen his win, but Yu had to take what opportunities she could get!
Now though, she was stuck. A villain with a Sludge Quirk had taken a boy with an Explosion Quirk hostage in an alleyway and was threatening to kill him if the heroes didn’t back off. The kid was thrashing around madly, sending explosions everywhere, making an even bigger hazard for all of the bystanders.
If she could reach the villain, she could help the kid, but the alley was too narrow for her to fit through with her Gigantification Quirk. The explosions that the kid was sending off wildly with his Quirk had set a fire that kept Kamui Woods from getting too close. The villain’s liquid body was too amorphous for Death Arms to do anything, either.
“It’s no good! We have to wait for a hero with the right Quirk to come! C’mon kid, just hang in a bit longer…”
Death Arms said this, but the thing was, as far as Yu could see, they were the only heroes there, and the blond kid that the Sludge Villain was holding hostage was being suffocated NOW. Hell, forget how this made them look, a kid was dying in front of them!
For years afterwards, Yu would question why she did what she did. All she knew was that she had to do something or the kid was going to suffocate to death. She shrunk down, forced her way through the crowd, and ran at the villain.
“What are you doing, newbie! He might kill the hostage if we get too close!” Death Arms yelled after Yu, as if the villain wasn’t in the process of killing the hostage right then and there.
“Stay back, hero!” the Sludge Villain swung a tendril at Yu from the side. She wasn’t used to fighting at this size, but for some reason, at that moment she thought back to times in her youth when she played baseball. She slid beneath the tendril, and just managed to reach the hostage. Yu wrapped and arm around the kid, trying to pull him away from the villain.
“Fine, I’ll take you too!” the villain cackled, reaching for Yu’s face. The sight of sludge about to shove itself into her mouth and nose made Yu react by instinct, immediately activating her Quirk. She had enough foresight to scrunch her body up as much as possible and to bring the arm holding the kid closer to her body as her Quirk took effect and the space between her arm and body naturally shrunk.
Yu felt her shoulders bang into the rooftops of the surrounding buildings, as the stone and brick were blasted away. However, she could just barely feel the squirming form of the kid in her hands.
“She did it!” one of the onlookers cried.
Yu looked down and saw the kid retching as if he were going to vomit, clearing his airway of whatever sludge the villain had forced down his mouth. The villain meanwhile had been blasted away in a massive splatter that the other heroes were working to contain. Not understanding what happened immediately, Yu handed the coughing kid off to the policemen watching over the crowds.
“Is he alright?” she asked in concern.
Eventually, the boy got himself under control, taking deep breaths. For some reason, he looked angry at her.
“I…had that…shitty villain…under control!”
He seemed fine. Yu looked back at what was left of the Sludge Villain, hearing him groan as the heroes worked to scoop him up into air-tight containers. It took a minute for it to click, but Yu realized that when she used her Quirk, the force of her growth must have been enough to blast the villain away, almost like an airbag.
Yu was just able to repress a hiss as she saw what she had done to the surrounding buildings, having created giant cracks and destroyed entire portions of the walls. That was going to cost her. However, seeing that the villain had been defeated and the hostage rescued, the crowds suddenly broke into cheers, chanting her name.
“Mt. Lady! Mt. Lady! Mt. Lady!”
Yu heard the familiar sound of camera shutters clicking, and by an instinct perhaps more impulsive than whatever had driven her crazy idea to run straight into the midst of a dangerous villain and explosions, she smiled, placing her hands on her hips and flicking her hair over her shoulder.
“Thank you! Thank you! That’s another win for Mt. Lady!”
The crowds ate it up. Yu could only hope that the publicity that she’d garner from this would cover the costs of the damages that she had made.
Before Yu could shrink down to better interact with the gathered reporters though, she saw what was behind the adoring public; the boy that she had rescued was being put into an ambulance. He was alive, but the paramedics still seemed concerned for him, eventually driving away without anyone besides her noticing.
It was only through the self-control that she had developed in keeping a straight face to the public that Yu was able to keep herself from dropping her smile. She was sure that if the kid was able to walk and talk, he’d be fine, but still, if he had been hurt enough that he still needed to go to the hospital, how bad would he have been if Yu hadn’t moved when she did? Would he have died because she was too worried about the limitations of her Quirk? Yu remembered the smell of that villain’s sludge; would that have been how that kid would have died? She kept her smile and poses up for the public, but she couldn’t help but think about what could have happened throughout the entire time she was milking the event.
Death Arms was giving her a stink eye after he and the other heroes had finished cleaning up the villain, but Yu knew that he wasn’t dumb enough to try chewing her out for ignoring what he said in front of the cameras. Kamui Woods though was standing by, watching her as she talked with the reporters. She hoped that he wasn’t going to start critiquing her for the damages she caused or for stealing his win that morning, she just wasn’t in the mood. At this point, she just wanted to go home and collapse in her bed. As she feared though, the Arbor Hero walked up to her as soon as the crowds had dispersed. She sighed, bracing herself for a lecture, but to her surprise, the hero was bowing to her.
“I apologize for not helping you there. My hesitation almost cost that boy his life, but you acted as a hero should and rescued the hostage.”
Yu was ready to just walk away and ignore whatever Kamui Woods was going to say, but being legitimately praised threw her off-guard.
“Oh…well…” she couldn’t exactly admit that she was operating by the seat of her pants without any real idea of what she was doing, but answered as best she could. “It’s alright. The fires made it too difficult for you to use your Quirk, anyway.”
“The confined space made it too difficult for you to use your Quirk, but you still acted.”
Yu winced, seeing the construction workers that had arrived assessing the damage Yu had caused with her stunt. Yeah. This was going to cost her.
“That damage can be repaired.” Kamui Woods noted, observing the construction. “But if we had been even a second slower, that boy could have died. I am grateful that you were there.”
Okay, now Yu just felt bad. Kamui was a bit uptight for her liking, but the way he was putting himself down just felt wrong.
“Hey, it’s fine.” She said, patting the man on the shoulder. “We did what we had to do. Hey, how about we start over? I’m Takeyama Yu, also known as Mt. Lady.” She said holding her hand out to Kamui. The man looked at her for a moment before regaining his composure.
“Nishiya Shinji, Kamui Woods.” He replied, shaking Yu’s hand, but at the same time his back was twitching as if he wanted to bow again in reflex. Yu had to repress a laugh at how formal he was acting, noticing that a few bystanders were noticing the interaction and filming it. She might have stolen his win from earlier, but Yu didn’t want Kamui to embarrass himself.
“Well, Nishiya, I hope we work together again some time.” Actually feeling guilty for what she did to such a forthright guy, she added in an undertone that the bystanders couldn’t hear; “Uh…sorry about taking your win earlier.”
This at least managed to get the guy to chuckle.
“It’s alright…but…um…perhaps we can make the next one a team effort?”
Yu laughed. Nishiya seemed like a decent guy to be around.
“Sure thing.”
Yu stood, unable to look at her chief in the eye.
“Five million yen. That is what the repairs on that roof will cost.” Gori said bluntly.
“I’m sorry sir.” Yu answered, wincing at the realization that the police insurance wasn’t going to cover nearly as much as her old insurance did.
Chief Gori sighed, the stress of the times clearly getting to him, not made any better by what Yu had done.
“Takeyama, I’ve told you several times, we can’t just brush off these expenses the way that you used to. If it were a matter of life and death, I could understand, but if you couldn’t handle that mugger with your firearm, you’d have been better off calling for backup.”
Yu repressed the urge to groan. She had been trying to chase down a mugger with a rhinoceros Quirk for assault when she had cornered him in an empty warehouse. She had tried to force him to surrender, but he had chosen to instead fight back. Unfortunately, Yu still fumbled whenever she tried to use her sidearm, missing five shots, and a sixth only managing to graze the mugger. Left with no other option, Yu had resorted to using her Quirk. She was able to easily beat the mugger, but in the process had punched a giant hole through the roof of the warehouse. Five million yen in damages, to take down a mugger that had stolen a wallet with seven thousand yen in it.
Gori continued with his lecture, both of them having heard this before and both sick of it.
“Takeyama, you were a good hero, but the police have to operate off of a different system. There are protocols in place that need to be followed. Your Quirk is powerful, but it is not practical for the kind of work that we do. I appreciate the effort you’ve put in, but this is not something that I can ignore. You need to figure out a way to handle this.” Gori slid a sheet of paper towards Yu. “I’m putting you on administrative leave for a week. If you cause damage like this again, I will have no other choice but to dismiss you.”
Yu put her badge and sidearm down, managing to keep a straight face, and bowed respectfully, walking out of the office.
A few of the other officers saw Yu as she was leaving Gori’s office, but didn’t bother her. Most had probably guessed what had happened anyway. She didn’t know what was worse; the sneers of people who thought that she was a mindless bimbo and were glad to see her cut down a notch, or those that looked genuinely sympathetic towards her, having grown to respect her from her conduct as a hero from the past year. Either way, this was particularly humiliating for Yu, as she was essentially the only officer who had to be reprimanded this way. Even with the arrival of the UN soldiers, the police needed whoever they could get. So, the fact that Yu was being told not to go to work was just shameful.
Yu ended up heading home to Shinji’s apartment; they had started living together the previous year. Getting into a relationship with Shinji wasn’t something Yu would have expected when they first met. She had first seen the idea of partnering up with Kamui Woods as a means of avoiding stepping on each other’s toes like she did with her debut. However, the more Yu worked with Shinji, whether it was in acting as additional security for the UA Sports Festival, joining the Kamino Raid against the League of Villains, or even in their final true acts as pro heroes in the Battle of Jaku, she had found him to just be a good, reliable hero that she had grown to love. He said that he had come to see her the same way. On days like this Yu hoped that he meant it.
Yu turned on the television to try to distract herself, and immediately regretted it. Sasaki Mirai, the former hero “Sir Nighteye,” was speaking at a press conference, with an image of the warehouse she had busted on display in the background.
“This is the state of our current law enforcement.” Sasaki claimed. “It should be quite obvious that the police are not up to the task if this is what we have come to expect from them…”
Yu shut the report off after only a few seconds, not wanting to hear what the former sidekick was saying, not wanting to be reminded of how her mistake was making things harder for everyone else on the force when they needed public support the most. She just shoved her face against a pillow and groaned to herself.
Shinji came home earlier than normal. Yu didn’t know whether to feel touched or guilty that he must have asked to leave early for her sake.
“…Hey Yu. How are you doing?” he asked, sitting on the couch next to where she had sprawled herself out.
“…Five million yen.” Yu said, her voice muffled as her head was against the pillow. “Five million yen, and a week’s suspension. Gori said that if I cause damages like that again, he’ll have to kick me off of the force.”
Shinji winced.
“Well…it’s just for a week. Just brush up on protocol, maybe take some time practicing shooting, and you’ll be back in no time.”
Yu sighed, sitting up.
“I’ve done all of this though, Shinji. I’ve read the manual, I’ve gone through training, but none of it sticks. I keep on resorting to my Quirk, and something like this keeps happening.” Yu threw up her hands. “It was what I was trained to do! It’s what we were all trained to do. Heck, our Quirks were always supposed to be the go-to answer for any of our problems, even if using them made more problems than they solved.” She added bitterly. “Let’s face it, the only way that I would be able handle this would be if I went all the way back to basic training and learned everything from scratch. That would mean taking time off while you and everyone else is trying to hold it all together.”
Yu couldn’t help it; she was jealous of Shinji and how easily he had integrated into the police force. His by-the-book nature and the range and mobility his Quirk offered gave him a leg up over her and many other heroes in this new system. When he dealt with threats, he took them down quickly and efficiently, and did so without causing large amounts of collateral damage. Her though? Yu had learned a long time ago that she couldn’t use her Quirk without the threat of causing damage. Her size simply prevented her from operating in certain areas. Shinji didn’t have that kind of limitation.
However, Yu couldn’t find it in herself to be resentful to Shinji as he put a hand on her shoulder in an attempt to comfort her.
“Yu, it’s going to be okay. We’re going to find a way to deal with this. You are a great hero. You were the one to stop the Sludge Villain, you came up with the idea to beat Habit Headgear and save the family he was holding hostage, and you were one of the heroes chosen for the Kamino raid after only being active for a year and a half!”
Despite Shinji’s efforts, Yu didn’t exactly feel encouraged by those points. While the Sludge Villain had convinced her to take her job more seriously, the incident was unfortunately marred by the fact that the hostage she had rescued later murdered 16 people and tanked the pro hero movement. At the Kamino raid, the most she had managed to do was bust open a warehouse before getting smacked aside by some supervillain, and from there all she could do was try to protect the bystanders from the shockwaves sent out from the fight between him and All Might. Habit Headgear, a villain she and Shinji had taken down on the same day as the USJ attack, essentially boiled down to her distracting the villain long enough to give Shinji an opening to pull the family away from him. At least that had given her a brief thumbs up from All Might though, who had shown up just as they had delt with the villain. (She and Shinji had been the subject of a meme for months afterward: “ALL MIGHT APPROVED!”) Still, she had at least helped a few people. She just wished that she could keep doing that now.
Yu sighed, forcing herself to stop her pity party and hugging Shinji. Maybe she could try to clean out the apartment while she was on leave, if only to do something for him.
“Hey,” Shinji said, getting an idea, “I was actually planning on meeting with Ibara tomorrow for lunch, do you want to come with us? I’m sure she wouldn’t mind.”
Yu frowned at Shinji for a moment. Shinji’s cousin Shiozaki didn’t have the best opinion of Yu when they first met, her religious views making her not approve of them living together without marrying, as well as disliking Yu’s showboating. However, the vine-haired girl had mellowed out a lot over the past year, and even had a friendly conversation with Yu when she had volunteered to give interview experience to the students at UA.
It wasn’t as if she had anything better to do.
Thankfully, Shiozaki didn’t seem bothered at all by Yu’s presence, and welcomed her warmly when they met up.
The three met at a new restaurant that had come into business with the repeal against the ban of public Quirk use. The owner had a plant Quirk that allowed them to accelerate the growth of Ivy, creating a luxurious, but still naturalistic outside eating area that Shinji and Shiozaki seemed to appreciate.
“So, how are you and your classmates handling the change, Ibara?” Shinji asked. Despite not feeling the best, Yu’s attention was caught by the question; she was curious how the curriculum for the former hero courses had changed.
Shiozaki sighed.
“It is…challenging.” She admitted. Yu felt pity for this girl. Like so many girls her age, she had gone into this job full of idealism. Unlike others though, whose idealism had most likely been stripped away by the realization that they would need to compromise their images in order to be able to support themselves in this field, her idealism had been violently smashed to pieces.
“Oddly enough, it is not as much the new curriculum that I find trying, but rather the constant reminder of how so much of what I was taught and thought was for our betterment was truly detrimental. I admit that I have been guilty of pride, believing myself outside of the sins that pervaded our society…but it feels as if every day I find how hypocritical I was in my attitudes. I had seen heroism as a way to express my faith, to be a light to the darkness, but many of the behaviors I had adopted have been shown to me as something that would have gotten myself or others killed.”
Yu tried to unpack what exactly Shiozaki was saying, even if she felt she was getting the gist of it.
“What exactly do you mean by that?” she asked. Shiozaki sighed.
“I was reprimanded for praying during one of the exercises.”
“Wait…that doesn’t sound right…” Shinji said, alarmed. “Are you saying that Tsuragamae said you couldn’t pray?”
“He didn’t take issue with me praying, but rather, kneeling and closing my eyes during active combat.” Shiozaki responded, looking away awkwardly. “He pointed out that while I was doing this, one of the civilian bots was hit…it was a rather sobering and humbling experience.”
“…Ah…yes…that’s probably something you should stop…” Shinji said just as awkwardly.
“What was strange though was that I was not the only one with that issue during the exercise.”
“Your classmates were praying too?” Yu asked. She knew Shiozaki was working to convert everyone, but this sounded impressive. Shiozaki shook her head though.
“As much as I would love that, no. Most of my classmates were reprimanded for similar dangerous behavior; posing after what they saw as a victory, gloating, laughing, the end results were the same.” Shiozaki bowed her head contritely. “I fear that I as much as I have judged others for displays of pride and vanity, I had fallen into the same trap; using my praise of the Lord as an expression of hubris.” Shiozaki bowed towards Yu at this. “I must apologize to you for judging you for this in the past, Takeyama, I’ve come to realize how hypocritical I have been.”
Yu waved her hands awkwardly.
“It’s alright, Shiozaki, I probably should have toned it down...”
She said this, but thinking back, Yu questioned whether she could have afforded to tone it down. She had to pose, she had to gloat and say innuendos, she had to flaunt her body; it was the only way she could get the press and coverage that she needed to stay in the black, even though Yu had found herself far too close to the exact kind of scenario that Shiozaki had described in her class exercises.
“Is it hard for you to learn how to use guns? I’ve been worried how you’d handle that.” Shinji asked. Shiozaki shuddered in response, but nodded.
“That has been uncomfortable, but Tsuragamae made the necessity of learning how to use guns quite clear.”
“Wait…” Yu interrupted. “I know that there’s a lot of pressure to learn how to use guns, but do you really need that? Shinji hasn’t been pressured that much, and your Quirk works pretty similarly to his.”
“It is true that in most exercises, my Quirk still suffices.” Shiozaki agreed. “However, Tsuragamae made a very compelling case on why we all need to be prepared in case we need to use more…extreme force.” Shiozaki wilted, her hands folded together as if in prayer, but her eyes open, albeit tired. “The apostle Paul warned that those in authority do not carry the sword for no reason. I had always taken that as a warning to obey those that Lord had put into power…it has only recently occurred to me the responsibility of being the one holding the sword.”
Yu frowned. Even if she had initially found Shiozaki a bit judgmental when they had first met, it hurt to see a girl so innocent having to carry such a heavy burden. Shiozaki sighed and recollected herself, turning to Yu and Shinji again.
“How are the two of you handling this burden?” Shiozaki asked.
“We’re in a bit of an intermediary stage, Ibara. Most of us don’t need to learn the entire book of police protocol…” Shinji started to explain.
“You did.” Yu pointed out wryly, making Shinji blush.
“…True, but the police understand that they can’t expect heroes to immediately be able to adapt to the system. For the most part, as long as a hero is able to remain effective, we’re given more leeway in how we operate. Quite a few of us still use our hero costumes to let us use our Quirks like Yu here. In my case, I still haven’t quite learned how to use a firearm, but our superiors aren’t pushing me as much as others to learn how to use one, as my Quirk allows me to handle apprehending criminals with just as much efficiency.” Shinji flipped his hand up, shrugging. “Eventually, I will have to get that license, but for now, they want me to focus more on working out in the field.”
Shiozaki nodded.
“I see. I suppose that is expedient of your superiors. How about you, Takeyama?” Shiozaki asked, turning to Yu, who grimaced.
“Well…I’m one of the people that have had to learn how to handle a gun, since my Quirk’s not really…practical for a lot of what we do…”
Shiozaki blinked, looking at Yu in concern.
“Are you alright, Takeyama? You seem a bit distressed.”
Yu looked at Shiozaki. Despite their differences, she really was a good girl. Shinji looked like he wanted to step in and change the conversation, but Yu didn’t want to have to rely on him defending her. “I’ve been having problems with the transition, if I’m being honest with you. Same sort of stuff…” Yu admitted, “but the biggest problem is that I can’t just brush collateral damage under the table anymore. Before, I could handle accidentally stepping on a car as long as I got enough attention and sponsorships, but those are gone now. I’ve been trying to do things more by the book, but it’s hard when so much of what I was taught to do is the opposite of what I’m expected to do now.” Frustrated, Yu rested her elbow on the table with her head in her hand. “I’ve caused so much damage that I’ve been put on administrative leave for a week. If I mess up again, they’ll have to kick me off the force.”
Yu felt Shinji’s hand hold hers under the table, trying to comfort her however he could. Shiozaki though looked thoughtful for some reason.
“…I might know someone who could help you, Takeyama.” Shiozaki said, getting Yu’s attention.
“Really? Who?”
“There’s a General Education student named Midoriya Izuku who has been helping the emergency courses with their Quirks. Many of my classmates have vastly improved thanks to his help.”
Yu’s enthusiasm dampened somewhat. She appreciated the sentiment, but she doubted that a kid still in high school would be that much help to her.
“Ibara, do you really think someone still in high school would be cut out to help with something like this?” Shinji pointed out.
“Perhaps I should mention that Midoriya is Nezu’s personal student.” Shiozaki responded flatly.
Well, that certainly shut Yu and Shinji up.
“Midoriya has been blessed with an incredible ability to analyze Quirks and find different ways that they can be applied. His analysis has made many of us far stronger and given us different ways to apply our Quirks.”
To demonstrate, Shiozaki wrapped her vines around her arm in a way that mimicked human muscles.
“Wait…your ‘Arm of Sampson’ move?” Shinji realized. “That was Midoriya’s idea?”
“Indeed.” Shiozaki answered with a smile, retracting her vines again. “Though for a better example, do you two remember what Yaoyorozu was like at last year’s Sports Festival?”
Yu grimaced. She remembered that girl’s performance, just not for the nicest reasons. She, along with a lot of the other heroes, felt disappointed that someone touted as a Recommendation student went down so easily in the first fight of the Tournament. Somehow though, she had gained a lot of confidence in the year since, being one of the leaders to come up with a plan to try to defeat Gigantomachia; though unfortunately the plan had failed, and Yu hadn’t been much help herself.
“She started meeting with Midoriya, and ever since then, she became so powerful and skilled that by the end of the term, only three students in our year would ever intentionally seek out a match against her in our lessons.” Shiozaki raised three fingers in turn; “My Class Representative Itsuka, who saw Yaoyorozu as an iron with which to sharpen her own iron, Monoma, who is the embodiment of the sin of Envy…and Bakugou.” Shiozaki finished with a grimace that matched Yu and Shinji’s.
“So…Midoriya is really as good as you say?” Yu asked, wanting to refocus herself. Shiozaki smiled serenely
“The Lord did not bless Midoriya with a Quirk, but the blessing of his profound mind has proven to be just as, if not more valuable. From what I have heard, he has been helping Tsuragamae to design the curriculum which my classmates and I have been learning. Would you like for me to see if he’d be able to meet with you, Takeyama?”
Yu sat in her office, or rather in front of the desk covered with bills she needed to pay where she kept her computer, considering her options for interns. She had known that as a new hero, she needed to build up her reputation quickly, and realized that being a mentor to one of the UA students could gain her some acclaim both with the school and the public that had just watched the Sports Festival. So, she volunteered to be on the list of 40 agencies that UA students who didn’t receive an internship offer could pick from. This did not mean that she didn’t have some control over who she got as an intern, as there could still be multiple students applying for the same agency. In this case, she had two options, both of which appealed to her for different reasons.
The first, Minoru Mineta; had a decent Quirk good for mobility and capture. However, his behavior during the Festival, particularly when he used his Quirk to hang off of Yaoyorozu Momo during the Obstacle Course, had likely sealed his image as an unrepentant lech for the rest of his life. Yu knew that a kid like this would only pick her because of her sex appeal. Which for her, would be perfectly fine, because she intended to show Mineta very quickly who the boss was. Her apartment was a pigsty, after all.
The second option though was Kodai Yui, Quirk: Size, which allowed her to alter the size of any inanimate object she touched. Kodai had likely picked her as an option with the belief that Yu’s Gigantification might give her a better understanding of how to use her own Quirk. Yu wondered how much she could really teach Kodai. Sure, having someone like her around could help Yu out a lot, having someone who could provide her equipment that she otherwise wouldn’t normally have access to, but from what Yu could tell from Size, it was applied in a completely different manner. Yu almost chose against Kodai, thinking that it might be better for her to go with someone more experienced, but when she was about to select Mineta as her option, she paused. Who else could Kodai turn to for help with her Quirk? Yes, the application would be different, but Yu was the only hero whose Quirk related at all to size alteration.
So, Yu had to make a choice. She could go with her sense of spite and accept Mineta, knowing that she would just use him to clean up her apartment and handle random chores and paperwork, or she could do something that would actually help a student grow and pick Kodai. The greedy part of Yu kept on pushing her to go with Mineta and get the advantage of free labor, but the part of Yu that had pushed her to save Bakugou, to approach Habit Headgear more carefully when he had taken that family hostage to allow Kamui an opening to rescue them, told her to go with Kodai. She grumbled to herself, realizing that this was likely going to give her more work, but in the end, Yu realized she couldn’t ignore this, and selected Kodai.
IN MEMORY OF KAYAMA NEMURI: MS. MIDNIGHT. BELOVED HERO AND TEACHER
Yu sighed, looking at the plaque set up on the wall of UA, commemorating the woman that she had come to see as a rival.
“I wonder how you would have handled all of this, Kayama. I doubt you could have gotten away with the dominatrix persona, but you were good at what you did. I bet you would have done well. Or do you think that old habits would have died hard?” Yu asked wistfully.
“…Mt. Lady?” a quiet voice spoke behind Yu. She turned, recognizing the voice, and saw a girl with straight, shoulder-length black hair and blue eyes.
“Kodai?” Yu smiled. “Hey kid, how are you…oof!”
Yu felt the wind knocked out of her when Kodai locked her in a hug.
“Kid…this is real nice and all but…”
Yu was about to ask Kodai to let her go when she realized that the girl was shaking, and she could feel wet spots against her chest.
“Kodai…Are you okay?” Yu asked. Kodai didn’t answer; she wasn’t much for conversation anyway, but Yu got the message, and let Kodai hold onto her for a bit longer. Thinking about it, Yu realized she should have tried to contact Kodai sooner; the last time she had seen her intern, both from the post-Sports Festival internships and the Work Studies, Yu had nearly gotten her neck snapped fighting against Gigantomachia. Kodai had been helping her, providing her with weapons to fight, but ultimately, they couldn’t stop the monster from barreling past them towards Jaku. The poor kid had probably blamed herself for her mentor getting hurt, maybe wondering if Yu was even going to survive her injuries. This girl, who was barely approaching her seventeenth birthday, had to be put in a fight for her life and the life of so many people. It was really sick the more Yu thought about it. Kodai might not talk much, but it didn’t take much imagination for Yu to think about how her old intern must be feeling right now.
“Kodai…it’s alright…I’m alright…” Yu gently rubbed the girl’s back. “I’m sorry. I should have tried to get in touch with you sooner.”
From the corner of her eye though, Yu realized that they weren’t alone, and saw a boy with a curly head of green hair standing surprised at the sight of the two. He held his hand up and gestured with his thumb into the room Yu was supposed to meet Midoriya in. Yu smiled, realizing Midoriya was giving her and Kodai a bit more time. She wondered how often he must have seen the former hero course students break down like this.
It took a bit for Kodai to calm down and to pull away from Yu. While Kodai’s face was usually rather blank, Yu had gotten to know her well enough to know that the girl was still upset.
“You feel better?”
“Mm.”
“Alright. Hey, I’ve got something I’ve got to do now, but give me a text later if you want to hang out, okay? I’m on leave right now, so I’ve got a lot of time.”
“Hm.” Kodai responded, walking away. Yu sighed and went into the room for her meeting, seeing the curly green-haired kid from earlier.
“Sorry about that, Kodai was my intern last year, and I guess she needed to let some things out.”
Midoriya just smiled and waved his hand.
“Don’t worry, I understand, Ms. Takeyama.” Once Yu had taken a seat in front of Midoriya, she saw that he had an open notebook in front of him, displaying a drawing of her in her old costume, dated to the day of her debut.
“Now then, my name is Midoriya Izuku.” Midoriya introduced himself more formally. “Shiozaki told me that you needed some help?”
“Yeah.” Yu answered, deciding to not beat around the bush. “I’ve been having trouble using my Quirk for work now that the hero system doesn’t exist anymore. Before, I had my issues, but I could still use it to fight villains. Now though, it’s not as forgiving when I accidentally damage public property. Honestly, most of the time I’m trying not to use my Quirk at all, but since I don’t have the training the even the lowest ranked cops do, I’m behind everyone else. And when I do snap and use my Quirk…well…” Yu threw her hands up, “the chief has to give me a lecture. Some of the other former heroes are having an easier time, but the way I’ve always done things doesn’t fit with the new system at all.”
Midoriya nodded his head.
“A few of the emergency course students here have been having the same problems. Everyone’s been taught to do things a certain way, but now you’re all expected to switch to a new system that operates off of principles that are counter to what you’ve been taught in the past.”
“Yeah. That’s the idea.” Yu agreed. “So, do you think you can help me?”
“Well, I’m definitely going to try!” Midoriya said brightly. “You did a lot of good as a hero, and I’d love to help you handle the switch if I can!”
Oh gosh, he was adorable.
The first thing that Midoriya and Yu did was to test Gigantification in a controlled setting, that being one of the school’s training grounds.
“Okay, starting out, we need to understand the limitations of your Quirk.” Midoriya said, writing in a new notebook a safe distance away from Yu. “First of all, have you ever grown to an intermediary stage between your normal size and your expanded size? I’ve only ever seen you use the two.”
Yu shook her head.
“I can only grow to my maximum; I can’t do anything in between. I was able to make myself grow bigger through school by pushing my Quirk, but I’ve never been able to do anything else.”
Midoriya frowned at this.
“I see…that is a bit of a problem.” He tapped his pencil against his chin in thought. “Have you ever tried deactivating your Quirk before you reached your maximum size?”
“You mean, stop my Quirk mid-growth? Yes, but when that happens, I just immediately shrink back down.” Yu explained. “It’s how I found out that I couldn’t grow to anything in between; it’s either all the way, or nothing at all.”
“Do you think you could show me?” Midoriya asked in interest.
Yu shrugged and did what he asked. She activated her Quirk, letting herself grow for just a fraction of a second, only to cut off the command just as she was at half her size. Just as she did this, she felt the familiar, unpleasant feeling of air being let out of a balloon, and felt herself snap back to her regular size.
“How does that feel?” Midoriya asked.
“It’s like when you stop yourself taking a breath when you’ve just run a long way; my body just wants to complete the breath and forces itself back.”
“Are you able to stop your Quirk, and then activate it again?”
Yu did what he asked, growing to half her size, letting her Quirk deactivate, only to restart it before she was back to normal. When she finished though, she felt exhausted.
“It’s like I said…” she explained, panting. “Stopping and restarting my Quirk is like stopping my breathing after a marathon. My body just wants to be one way or the other.”
Midoriya nodded, writing some extra notes down.
“Okay, I understand that this might be difficult, but have you ever tried doing this while you were moving?”
Yu grimaced, realizing that this wasn’t going to be pleasant. Once she was well enough, Midoriya had her run laps and do jumping jacks in an empty area of the testing ground, but while she was trying to keep herself in an intermediate stage of her growth. Besides being exhausting, it led to her tripping herself up a lot; trying to change your size midstride was a lot like trying to climb an extra step on a fleet of stairs after you had reached the top or forgetting a step in the middle of a flight, and Midoriya was having her do this constantly, alternating between sizes. It was good that the school still had Cementoss to fix damages, as the testing grounds now carried the impression of Yu’s face on multiple spots along the track.
“Okay…I think that’s enough!” Midoriya called out in concern for Yu after faceplanting for the sixth time. He ran up to her to try to help her up. “I’m sorry, do you need me to take you to the nurse?”
“I’m fine…” Yu grumbled, trying to pull herself together. “I get better durability at a bigger size. But why were you having me do that in the first place?”
Midoriya gripped his notebook anxiously.
“One of the emergency course students has what could be considered a pseudo-growth Quirk, just centered on her hands. One of the ways that we’ve been working with that is by taking advantage of the force of the expansion itself to create stronger impacts.” Midoriya looked over the damage to the area in trepidation. “Unfortunately, I don’t know how practical this would be for you, as no matter what, you’re still working with a large amount of mass, and trying to change your size in the middle of movement seems like it would be just as likely to hurt you as it would anybody else.”
Yu looked down and sighed in disappointment.
“But don’t worry!” Midoriya said anxiously. “That just shows that I was looking at your Quirk the wrong way! I just need a bit of time to go over the data you let me gather, and I’m sure I could find ways to apply your Quirk in a way that works better for the new protocols!”
They ended the session there, with the promise of another meeting the next day to discuss more. Yu however had nothing else she could do and decided to check up on her old intern and the other emergency course students; Tsuragamae had allowed her permission when she had asked to come to UA, after all. Part of it was out of a desire to see how Kodai and the other students that Yu had worked with in the PLF War were faring, but she also wanted to see more of how the students were being trained. Maybe she could get some ideas herself.
Tsuragamae greeted her with a nod as she came into one of the viewing rooms. It seemed that she had come in at a good time, as Kodai was participating in a group rescue exercise, working to dig people out of a collapsed building. Kodai helped her group by providing them with equipment that would have otherwise been too heavy to easily carry; handing a girl with a brown bob-cut a miniature set of the Jaws of Life to pry open a car that had been buried beneath the rubble, while she worked to shrink the rubble around survivors to make it easier for her classmates to pull them out. Yu smiled, happy to see how well Kodai was doing, though she still looked shaken up.
She wished she could say that she had taught Kodai some of this.
Yu realized pretty quickly that the Sports Festival wasn’t a good showcase of Kodai Yui, or rather “Rule’s” abilities. The Festival was held in an empty arena void of any rubble, vehicles, or objects that heroes would have naturally found on the field, and didn’t allow for students to bring their own equipment. Once she was actually out working though, Yu found that Kodai’s Quirk was extremely useful. On their first day on the job, the two had come across a collapsed bridge. Yu had managed to arrive and pull up the section that had fallen on the road beneath the bridge and anyone that happened to be beneath it, but from there Kodai had actually been the most effective hero. Her Quirk let her shrink pieces of rubble, making it much easier to dig survivors out, and in one case where a woman was trapped inside of her car and the doors had jammed shut, Kodai had come up with a makeshift jaws of life; jamming a pebble in the crack between the door and the car and making it grow, popping it open and allowing her and Yu to pull the woman out. Though there were a lot of injuries, miraculously, no one died, and the press were eating it up.
A meaner part of Yu felt threatened by the fact that an intern had done so much of the work, but she also remembered the insecurity of starting out, realizing how important it was to make a good image for herself quickly or risk going into debt and obscurity, so she decided to help give Kodai a bit of a boost.
“Everyone, let’s hear it for my intern, Rule!” she said, gesturing towards Kodai as she was just noticing the oncoming reporters.
This move both worked and didn’t work; while Yu managed to get some attention on Kodai, the girl didn’t seem to know what to do with it, standing there like a deer in the headlights as the reporters snapped pictures of her (or maybe she was fine and just didn’t realize that’s how it could look to everyone.) Either way, Yu realized that she needed to jump in again, or the reporters were going to make their own story for Kodai, one which the girl might come to regret later. Yu could see a few of them that tended to follow her around with lecherous looks in their eyes, starting to get a little too close to Yu for comfort. Looking at Rule’s costume and the obvious “Ultraman” inspiration she had drawn from, Yu got an idea. She went up to Kodai’s side and whispered in her ear, making the girl’s eyes widen in excitement.
“Ready?”
Kodai nodded, and the two stood on opposite legs, sticking their arms out in a classic “Sentai” pose. The photographers went crazy with the image, while a few small kids started cheering. Yu personally thought she looked ridiculous, but Kodai seemed to be enjoying herself as they continued to pose, essentially replacing Yu’s usual flaunting of her assets. Yu would have to work to regain her own image, but she thought it would be worth it to help Kodai establish an image on her own terms. Yu even went as far as to activate her Quirk and let Kodai pose on her shoulder as if she were some kind of Megazord the girl was about to pilot before the two had to head back out on patrol.
“…Thank you.” Kodai said as they managed to walk away from the bridge collapse.
“No problem.” Yu grinned at the memory of her pretending to be a giant robot. “You don’t get a Quirk like mine without learning a bit about the classics, after all.”
Kodai nodded with a small smile, helping to brighten up Yu’s day a bit more.
“…Do heroes have to deal with photographers a lot?”
Yu almost did a double-take, as she had assumed that the answer to that question would have been obvious; heroes and photographers went hand-in-hand! Though, she took just a second to think about it, wondering if Kodai might have been referring to some of the photographers who might have been getting too close before Yu stepped in.
“Yes.” Yu answered simply. “If you want to be a hero, you’re going to need to get used to getting your picture taken, and you’re going to need to learn how to project the image that you want early on.” Yu slowed down for a moment to mutter to Kodai.
“Mm.”
Yu was still getting the hang of what ‘Mm’ meant when speaking to Kodai, but she assumed that it was just her thinking.
“Here’s the thing;” Yu explained, “Pro-heroes have a reputation for being rich and famous, but it’s not as simple as that. We do get paid by the government, but that pay on its own is really just as much as an average office worker makes, and it varies a lot depending on how well you do; how many captures you make, rescues you do, incidents you solve, you get the idea.”
Kodai blinked at this, and Yu nodded grimly.
“Yeah. It’s enough to live off of, supposedly, anyway. At least if you work hard enough.” She added bitterly. “The problem though is when you factor in all of the other expenses;” Yu started counting down on her fingers, “Costume repairs, support gear maintenance, injuries…” Yu gave Kodai a look at that point, wanting to make sure she started to understand the dangers of the job, “That’s a big one, since they can add up so quickly. For me, the big expense is in property damage. Even if you have a Quirk that doesn’t cause a lot of damage, a lot of heroes find themselves in situations where their fights still wreck someone’s car. If I didn’t have Villain Insurance, I wouldn’t be able to be a pro hero. That being said, you really don’t want those premiums to build up, trust me.” Yu said as she shook her head. “Being an office worker doesn’t let you make a lot of money, but at least it doesn’t cost a lot of money. Being a hero though does. That is where those photographers and the advertisements come in.”
Yu stopped and pointed to a television displaying one of Uwabami’s shampoo commercials, featuring two of the girls from the Sports Festival.
“This might not always be fun, but the fact is, heroes DO need to be popular. Our image is how we pay for all of these expenses. So, you either work to make the kind of image that you want to portray,”
The camera zoomed in on the faces of Yaoyozozu and Kendo, both smiling as they held up bottles of Uwabami’s shampoo. They both looked cute, but Yu could only hope that she was one of the few people watching who could pick up on how uncomfortable those two looked.
“Or the media makes that image for you, and you hope that it’s something that you can use to support yourself.”
Kodai was staring at the television screens and her Class Representative. Though her expression was blank, her posture had become stiff. Yu patted her on the shoulder to snap her back to reality.
“I think you’re going to be okay. You might have not gotten to do that much at the Sports Festival, but you made a good impression today. If you just keep building on that and are as good of a hero as you were today, you’ll have sponsors lining up for you.”
Kodai nodded, managing to tear herself away from the television sets. Yu smiled at her intern, glad that she had made the right pick. Kodai was going to be a great hero.
Yu stared at the field while Kodai worked, performing much like she did on her first internship. The difference here was that there were no photographers, no reporters, and no sponsors to worry about. She could just focus on helping people.
“…Did I even teach you anything worthwhile?”
Yu came back the next day, only to see Midoriya looking like he hadn’t slept the night before; his hair was even messier than normal, his eyes looked bloodshot, and he was slumped over in his seat. The way he looked at Yu when she came in though was most concerning to her; he looked like a guilty puppy.
“Midoriya, are you okay?”
Midoriya grimaced, pushing his notebook forward.
“I…had some problems with your analysis. I think that there are a lot of things that you could do to help the new system, I mean your Quirk is really powerful and offers some unique utility and you’re a great hero, I’m sure that you’d be able to get the hang of this all with enough time, I’m sorry that I didn’t do as much as I should have with your analysis, maybe if you come in tomorrow I’ll…”
“Midoriya!” Yu shouted, making the green-haired boy stop his panicked word vomit. “Please…just give it to me straight.”
Midoriya looked at Yu nervously.
“…Your Quirk is extremely strong and useful…but as it is now, it’s situational.” Midoriya admitted, opening up his analysis. “There are circumstances where your Quirk would be advantageous; working with operations on tall buildings…as long as you don’t have to go into the building itself, working in deep aquatic environments, working in the wild away from populated areas…but…there are a lot of situations where your size could prove to be hazardous to current police protocol.”
Yu stared at Midoriya, feeling her stomach sink at having the facts laid out to her like this. Midoriya couldn’t look at her, probably thinking that he had failed her.
“But…I…I don’t think you should give up.” Midoriya said with a degree of fervor, handing Yu the analysis he had done so far. “Please, take what I’ve got so far, and I’ll keep working on this.”
Maybe it was just her leftover instincts from being a hero, but Yu could barely look at what Midoriya had handed her out of concern for the boy.
“Midoriya…I appreciate what you’re doing…but I think you should get some rest…”
Midoriya recoiled, and looked down.
“I know…it’s just that…this is how I’ve found I can help people…I can’t just leave you alone when you need help…”
Yu sighed. Midoriya was a good kid, but it was good that he wasn’t a hero; Yu had a feeling he’d burn himself out in a week.
“So…would it be better for us to meet later when you’ve had more time, or…?”
“No, I’m sure we can…” Midoriya moved to get up, only for his legs to accidentally hook into his chair, making him trip and fall on his face, directly onto another desk.
“Midoriya!” Yu shouted in alarm, helping to pick the kid up from the ground. He was wincing, holding his hands over his nose, which was bleeding from him hitting his face on the desk falling down.
“Midoriya, watch my finger.” Yu held a finger up and waved it in front of his face. His eyes followed fine, so she was able to breath a sigh of relief that he hadn’t given himself a concussion at least. “C’mon, let’s go to the nurse’s office to get you patched up.”
“Oh…I’m fine! I’m fine!” Midoriya said, pulling his hands away from his face, only for a bigger torrent of blood to pour out.
“No, you’re not.” Yu answered simply, putting an arm over Midoriya’s shoulder and helping to guide him towards where he knew the nurse’s office was. Oddly enough, he seemed more anxious the closer he got. When they arrived, Yu realized why, as one of the nurses was a shorter woman who looked very similar to Midoriya.
“Izuku!” the woman cried out, taking him from Yu’s arms. “What happened!?”
“Just an accident, I just slipped and hit my nose on a desk, I’ll be fine, Mom.” He said in a way that was clearly meant to deflect his mother’s concern, though it didn’t seem to work, as Mrs. Midoriya’s eyes narrowed in suspicion.
“Are you Midoriya’s mother?” Yu asked.
“Yes, I am Midoriya Inko.” The woman replied.
“I think your son might have overworked himself last night trying to do analysis. He seemed a bit tired when I met him today.”
Midoriya tensed up as Yu realized she had ratted him out to his mom, while Mrs. Midoriya looked angrily at her son.
“Izuku, I told you, no writing in your notebooks after midnight!”
Midoriya winced and curled up on himself while his mother looked him over. After giving him some tissues and a hug, she walked off to do some paperwork.
“Um…sorry about that…” Yu said, remembering how unpleasant it could be to get the ‘I’m not mad, just disappointed’ talk.
“No…it’s alright…I might have deserved that.”
The two sat in an awkward silence. Yu could probably leave now that she knew that Midoriya was okay, but she thought of something that she wanted to ask.
“Again, I appreciate what you’re doing, but why did you work yourself so hard for my sake? It’s not as if you’re being graded for this.”
“You looked like you needed help.” Midoriya answered with a shrug. “Also, I think you were a good hero, and I want to help you so you can keep helping others.”
Yu looked at the analysis Midoriya had given him. Though there was a lot of detail, there wasn’t more than what Midoriya had already explained to her.
“Do you think I can, though? Do you think that it’s really possible for me to help in this new system?”
“I do!” Midoriya said, pulling the tissues away from his nose with fervor. “I think that if you want to help people like this, you should!”
The way that Midoriya said this, coupled with having such detailed analysis, made Yu pretty sure that he was a hero nerd. His attitude was endearing, though Yu privately wondered if she would really want to keep doing this work if she kept having these problems.
“How does a kid like you get so much into analysis, anyway?” Yu asked, fishing for a conversation topic.
“Well, growing up, I wanted to be a hero.” Midoriya answered. “I always thought that heroes were cool, and the idea of making people smile was something that I had always wanted to do.” He shrugged. “But then I found out that I was Quirkless. I spent a lot of my life fantasizing about becoming a hero anyway, even though everyone told me that it was impossible.”
Yu winced.
“Geez…that sounds rough. But what does that have to do with this?” she asked, holding up the notebook.
“Just because I didn’t have a Quirk didn’t mean that I didn’t think that they were cool.” Midoriya said, smiling as he looked at his work. “I liked breaking down the different ways that heroes used their Quirks and thinking about how they could be improved.” He shrugged. “Maybe it was escapism at first, but after I put my old dream behind me and came here, my teachers pointed out how my analysis could be useful to heroes, so I started working with the hero courses to help improve their Quirks.”
Yu smiled.
“Well, from what I’ve heard about you and what I’ve seen of how those kids have grown, I’d say you did a good job. Kodai was already pretty good when I took her as an intern, but she was something else when I took her on for a work study.”
Midoriya suddenly brightened up.
“Oh, yeah! Kodai’s Quirk is really impressive! It offers a lot of utility, especially when you add in Support Gear!”
“Hey, was the whole ‘Megazord’ Battle Armor your idea?” Yu asked with a wry smile. Midoriya rubbed the back of his head, awkwardly chuckling.
“Well, I just thought that it made sense; Kodai could carry heavy equipment onto the field without it weighing her down, and it fit into her ‘Super Sentai’ theme.”
“Yeah, she was really excited to test it out in the field with me. I think she got a bit of a fan club going for her for a bit.” Yu chuckled, remembering the outing that the two of them had, followed by their poses after a particularly tricky battle against a giant Rose villain. She smiled to herself, remembering how proud she was of her student.
Yu stood up with Midoriya’s analysis, satisfied that he was alright.
“How about we pick this up tomorrow after you’ve gotten some sleep, alright?”
Midoriya gave a nervous smile but nodded.
“Alright.”
Once she got back to Shinji’s apartment, Yu began to read over Midoriya’s analysis. There were some interesting ideas; using the force of her growth like a spring to propel herself or as a method of attack, including references to the girl that Midoriya was talking about, whom Yu recognized as Kendo Itsuka. There were ideas about using her taller size to get a better lay of the land (nice idea, but one of the issues that Yu had with Gigantification was how easy it was to lose track of normal-sized objects and people.) Midoriya had written about Yu’s enhanced durability, noting how she was one of the few heroes at the Battle of Jaku able to take direct hits from Gigantomachia, who was able to punch holes through mountains. (Yu thought that might be high-balling things a bit, but it was an impressive idea…albeit one she wasn’t interested in testing.)
However, Yu frowned at a note that kept on popping up in the analysis:
“Possible danger for collateral damage:”
Yu working to apprehend a suspect on a high rise? She’d need to watch her feet even as she was trying to focus on what was going on at her eye level. Working around collapsed buildings to try to dig out survivors? Yes, she could dig out a lot more rubble than most, but shifting so much material ran the risk of hurting whoever she was trying to rescue in the first place. Even working away from populated areas, Midoriya had included notes of potential ways that she might destabilize the landscape or damage ecosystems.
Considering how encouraging Midoriya had been to her earlier, Yu was pretty sure that he had forgotten that he had even included so many notes, probably getting so caught up in the analysis that he wasn’t thinking about how Yu might take it, and simply spitting out logical facts. What bothered Yu though was that this analysis went back a lot further than the few days that she had been talking with Midoriya, all the way back to her debut. He had brought up a lot of positive points about her; great power, talent in showmanship, fanservice (Yu smirked at this; again a note that Midoriya had probably forgotten that he had put in there), but the concerns about collateral damage kept coming up.
Yu closed the notebook. She knew that she needed to be careful with Gigantification; learning to always make sure her area was clear of civilians was something that she had engrained into her thinking long before she had even gone to hero school, and there was of course her ongoing Villain Insurance expenses she had to pay for the damages she had caused to property. On a whim, Yu went to a filing cabinet she had brought from her old apartment and started to flip through her files. While she was messy, her finances were one of the things that she knew to keep organized.
May 10 22__: 1.5 million yen expense for crushed car
October 30 22__: 500,000 yen expense for cracked brick wall
January 23 22__: 4 million yen expense for damaged semi, storefront, etc.
These expenses always hurt, but they were something that Yu hadn’t put that much thought into because of her insurance (if she had allowed herself to stress about it too much, it would have given her a heart attack.) Even with as much she had to pay her insurance, it was ultimately a small number compared to what the actual damages cost. Thinking about it though, Yu realized that this was a lot of money the HPSC was funneling specifically into her. Sure, she managed to earn back a decent amount with her sponsorships, but Yu had to wonder how much her work might have negatively affected the average citizen. Not to mention the fact that this was just her, not taking into account all the other heroes who might have similarly destructive Quirks. This kind of put what a lot of the eggheads on the news were talking about with how the HPSC had been driving the country towards an economic collapse even before its dissolution into context. No matter what, villain fights cost money. More specifically, they cost taxpayers money.
While Yu was looking through her old paperwork, Shinji arrived.
“Hey Yu, what are you looking at?”
“Some of my old bills.”
“Oh…did you miss a payment?” Shinji asked tentatively, knowing that Yu still had her current expenses to deal with.
“Not as far as I know.”
“What are you worried about then?” He asked, sitting next to Yu. She was quiet for a moment as she though about what she was going to say.
“It’s just starting to hit me how much damage I did as a hero.”
“Hey…” Shinji scooted closer and put an arm around Yu’s shoulder. “I was there a lot of those times; you did your best to avoid causing collateral, and when you did cause damage, someone’s life was usually on the line.”
“Sure, for a few of these…” Yu admitted. “But even then, with the way we’re operating now, it keeps getting honed into me how a lot of those times the damages would have been unnecessary if we did things then the way we do now.”
Shinji tensed up a bit. Yu idly read over Midoriya’s analysis and her old bills, the same message reading over and over for her.
“You know…it feels strange for me to say this, but I think that you understood a lot more about being a hero than I did.” Shinji said. Yu rolled her eyes in disbelief at him, but he kept on speaking. “I’m serious. Besides all the times you were willing to face down threats we weren’t always prepared for, there were a lot of things you understood about the hero system that I was naïve about. You realized how much of our success was tied to our popularity. When we first met, I thought that you were a show-off, but the fact was, you were just doing what you had to do in order to be a hero. It took me a while to really appreciate that.”
“I know I had to be a show-off.” Yu agreed. “A lot of heroes did. But we don’t do that anymore, and this just makes me wonder if there’s really a place for me in the new system.”
Shinji held Yu’s hand in his.
“Yu, you are a wonderful woman. I’m sure you’re going to figure this out, and I will be there for you.”
Yu sighed and leaned into Shinji, glad that there was someone who could still make her feel like a hero.
The next meeting unfortunately didn’t work out any better. Midoriya had ideas for how her Quirk could be used, and ideas for exercises that they could do, but he ended up devolving into nervous mumbling to the point that Yu realized that he didn’t think that he had anything really helpful, which she pointed out to him.
“…I’m sorry.” He said dejectedly. “I didn’t think to call you ahead of time to let you know that I didn’t have anything really good.”
Yu sighed.
“It’s alright, kid.” It wasn’t as if she had anything better to do at the time, anyway. “Just…do you think that you’ll be able to think of anything at all, or would it be better if we just stopped this? I don’t want to keep you focused on something that’s not going to pan out.”
“No, no…There’s…there’s got to be something we can do…” Midoriya said. “I just…I just keep on coming across the same problem; your size makes it hard to avoid collateral damage, and there’s not really an easy way to counter that.” He admitted.
Yu frowned, but did her best to avoid looking too upset so as to not make Midoriya feel worse.
“How about you just call me if you come up with anything, alright? Don’t worry so much about me.”
This didn’t seem to cheer Midoriya up that much, and he left in a slump. Yu shook her head sadly. Midoriya had worked with a lot of people, but it seemed as if she was the first person he couldn’t help. With the meeting coming to a bust, Yu couldn’t do anything else but sit in the middle of the hallway, trying to think of what to do next. Try as he might, Yu didn’t think that this was something that Midoriya could help her with. She could try to go back to work with the police once her leave of absence was done, but she could only see one of two options for that: she’d either eventually slip up and use her Quirk again when it wasn’t safe and get fired, or she’d keep a lid on it, but flounder around trying to do a job she wasn’t properly trained for until she got killed in the line of duty. Maybe she could just try to go back to basic training, but the idea of taking so much time for something so basic chaffed at Yu, not to mention the fact that she would still be in massive debt. Maybe she was being selfish and stubborn, but the more she thought about it, the more she realized that this just wasn’t going to work.
“Mt. Lady?”
Kodai had come upon Yu again without her noticing. Yu tried to give her a smile.
“Hey kid, how’s training going for you?”
Kodai didn’t answer, and was still staring at her.
“You’re upset.” She said.
Yu thought about denying it, but sighed. Trying to hide how she felt wasn’t going to get anywhere, especially if she was going to just drop out of the police one way or another. Might as well let Kodai know now.
“I’m thinking about quitting the force. My Quirk causes too much damage, and even if I don’t leave on my own, sooner or later they’re going to have to dismiss me anyway. I just…I’m sorry, Kodai.” Yu closed her eyes in frustration. She had such high hopes for herself starting out. She had dreamed of the fame and fortune of a celebrity lifestyle. But she knew now that she had taken for granted just how dangerous, as well as how important being a hero was. People relied on her to keep them safe. The weight of that responsibility hadn’t left her even after the system had been dissolved, and she had stayed with the police to try to continue carrying it. Now though, she was throwing that responsibility away, in front of a girl that she had in turn had high hopes for, that might one day have become her sidekick, and maybe become an even greater hero…
“Oh. That’s a relief. I was thinking about quitting the Emergency Course. I was worried that you’d be upset with me.”
Yu jerked up in shock, not believing her ears. Kodai however was giving her a small, relieved smile.
“Wait…Kodai…you want to quit? What’s wrong?”
Kodai shrugged.
“I wanted to become a hero because I thought that it would be a fun way to help people. The change in the system took out a lot of the charm, unfortunately. I know that being a police officer, especially now, is really helpful, but one of my classmates left because he realized that his Quirk could be more useful in science. That made me wonder if I might be able to help more people outside of police work. With the economy doing so badly, maybe my Quirk could be helpful in transportation? Moving more material around more easily? I’ve just been wondering if I might find that work more fulfilling and helpful.”
Yu blinked, amazed both at hearing Kodai say so much, and that she was so blasé about it. She didn’t want to make Kodai think that she was disappointed in any way though considering how much this decision must have worried her, so she fumbled out a response.
“Well…I’m happy for you Kodai. If this isn’t what you want to do, you should do what makes you happy.”
“Thanks Takeyama. Do you know what you want to do?”
Again, Yu blinked. What did she want to do?
“…I’m not sure yet.”
Kodai shrugged.
“I’m sure you’ll find something. Let me know if you need help, though.”
Yu nodded her head numbly.
“…Okay. Thanks Kodai.”
Kodai nodded and walked off, leaving Yu to her thoughts alone.
Back at Shinji’s apartment, Yu was laying on the couch, still thinking about what Kodai had talked to her about. What did she want to do?
Growing up, becoming a hero was all that Yu wanted to do. She hadn’t considered much else. Most kids her age probably hadn’t until they determined whether or not becoming a pro hero was an option for them.
Of course, now becoming a hero wasn’t an option for anyone. So, what other dreams did people want to pursue? Police and rescue work were the closest fields to heroism, but Yu could definitely see now how it wasn’t for everyone. That being said, part of her still hurt at the idea that she was planning to leave the force. When she had first started the course in her own hero school, Yu was simply drawn in by the spectacle. However, over time, she began to realize how serious her work was, how so many people relied on her. It was hard, dangerous work, but the main reason why Yu was one of the heroes that had integrated with the police was because she didn’t feel as if she could abandon people in need at that time.
Kodai pointed out though that there were other ways of helping people other than being a hero or working in the police. If neither of those was an option for Yu, what could she do that would still help people?
She looked over Midoriya’s most recent packet of analysis: Gigantification was mainly useful for exerting a lot of force when there was a lot of space available. Midoriya mentioned that it could be useful for working in the wild, in deep water, or around tall buildings (as long as Yu could make sure she didn’t push them over.) Maybe she could go into construction work? Work at a dock? In a wildlife park? Yu shot out the ideas, but none of them felt right for her.
Yu groaned to herself, frowning at the analysis. Midoriya really put the problem into words: Gigantification was too situational to be practical for most jobs. It worked well for the old system because it was powerful and good at getting people’s attention, but it could only be profitable in a society that was conditioned to ignore collateral damage.
Suddenly, Yu blinked, looking at the analysis. Why was she so fixated on her Quirk? Midoriya was helping people, and he didn’t have a Quirk. Maybe she needed to think about this from a different direction.
When Shinji came home, Yu asked him a question.
“Shinji, how do you think I’ve helped people?”
Shinji blinked, caught off by the question.
“Well, there were all the people you rescued.” Shinji pointed out. “You stopped quite a few villains, and even when circumstances were beyond you, you still did what you could to protect people.” He took a seat next to Yu. “Why do you ask?”
“…I’m starting to think that I’m not really cut out for police work, and I’m trying to think of what else I could do.” Yu admitted. Part of her was worried that her boyfriend would be upset with her for just giving up. Shinji however put his arm around Yu and hugged her.
“You’ve helped a lot of people, Yu. I wish that you could stay with the police, but I also understand where you’re coming from. I’ll do what I can to help you.”
Yu smiled and kissed Shinji, thinking some more.
“…Maybe the question I should be asking then is how I helped people outside of being a hero. Just…what kinds of things do you think I’m good at?”
“Hmm…” Shinji thought for a moment. “That’s tricky, since most of what I’ve seen you is as a hero.” Suddenly, he snapped his fingers. “Oh! One thing Shiozaki told me was how good you were at teaching her and her classmates how to do interviews!”
Yu cocked an eyebrow at him.
“Really? Shinji, I’m trying to think of something outside of commercialism…”
“Why though?” Shinji asked. “Even if it’s something heroes have been judged for, being able to talk to the press is really useful. Gori and Kamihara are always talking about how the force’s biggest problem right now isn’t that we don’t have enough officers, it’s that there aren’t enough new people who want to join. We need people who can use the press to our advantage!”
Yu blinked, realizing the point Shinji was making.
“You think I should go into PR work?”
“You’d be good at it!” he said.
Yu sat back, thinking about the interview lesson she had given at UA:
“Alright everyone, I’ve talked to Kodai a bit about this already, but learning how to talk to the press and how to use the media is one of the most important lessons you can learn as a hero. This is how we project our image to the public, and how we support ourselves with sponsors. Some of you might think that you’ll never be in this position, that you’ll never talk to a reporter, and that’s fine, but you’d better be ready then to be living off of minimum wage and for any civilian you talk to not recognize you or take you seriously. So, show me what you got!” Yu said to the two gathered first year hero courses.
Most of the lesson wasn’t that difficult, just teaching the kids to focus and to be careful about what they say and how to make the image that they want. Yu thought that the majority of the kids would be fine; they seemed positive and confident, and for the most part, that would be enough to carry them through their first interviews. There were however a few that would have problems.
The first were any of the students with heteromorphic traits. It wasn’t fair, but heteromorphs were often treated more critically by the public, being quicker to judge a fight as being too aggressive or to see them as lacking intelligence. That made this lesson all the more important for them.
Shoji could get grilled pretty hard, but Yu was happy to see how respectful and open he was. He didn’t seem like the kind of guy who’d get angry or flustered easily.
Ashido had the right idea, leaning into her “Alien Queen” persona. Some bigots would judge her no matter what, but her cute aesthetic would win over a lot of people. She’d just have to be careful to take things seriously when she needed to, or people might assume that she wasn’t that bright. She did well with her mock interview with Yu though; she was engaging, friendly, and when Yu asked her questions about her Quirk, she showed she was a lot smarter than her bubbly appearance would seem to suggest with the knowledge of how she used it.
Koda was tricky considering how shy he was, and Yu had to work harder with him. Thankfully, Yu was able to get him to open up by talking to him about the animals that he worked with, making him a bit braver. She told him to try to focus on his interests and what motivated him, and use that as a way to connect with whoever he was talking to.
Bondo would likely have similar problems to Shoji, though he seemed a bit easier to fluster. Yu had him do a few breathing exercises before they started, reminding him to stay calm. Panicking would never be a good idea in an interview.
Tsunotori would need to work a bit more on her Japanese, but if she could find a similar niche the way Ashido did, she’d be alright.
Kamakiri was tough, and his physical traits, foul mouth, and generally rude demeanor would turn a lot of people off, but fortunately some heroes could pull off the ‘edgy’ persona.
The tougher students were the ones with attitude or behavioral problems. The first, and perhaps most obvious, was Mineta, who spent the whole interview slobbering over Yu’s bodysuit. Any time he was coherent enough to answer a question, he’d say something that would ensure he’d get cancelled on any decent media platform. Yu’s advice to him was to never show up in front of a camera in the first place. (Granted, this ensured that he would be forced to quit hero work without sponsors, but Yu saw this as multitasking on her part.)
Todoroki showed little interest in the exercise, answering any questions in a curt monotone, making it clear that he saw this as superfluous. In his case, Yu thought that going with the cold, curt, detached image might work for him, considering how well his father pulled it off. For some reason though, when Yu brought this up to Todoroki, it angered him.
Shinso Hitoshi acted as if he didn’t need to do the exercise as he was working to become an Underground hero, clearly modeling himself after Eraserhead and having the same dismissive attitude towards the exercise. Thankfully, Ms. Midnight and Nezu were both there to point out to Shinso how this attitude ended up coming back to bite Eraserhead when his inexperience had led to him being torn up during the interview after the Summer Camp attack.
Then there was Monoma.
“Kid, I’ve got no problem with this grandiose persona you’re making for yourself, it’ll certainly get people’s attention. What you can’t do is constantly insult other heroes and try to make them look bad because you’re jealous.”
“Oh, come now. I’ve seen your interviews with Ms. Midnight!” Monoma tried to argue.
“True, and maybe it’s hypocritical for me to say this stuff to you, but I can get away with that because it fits into my persona. When I or Midnight make jabs at each other, people just say we’re being ‘catty.’ If anything, it gives us more press because it feeds into the images we’ve been making for ourselves. The thing is, we never try to make anyone doubt each other’s effectiveness as a hero, because we know that is a huge faux pas. In your case, people are going to see that you’re just being petty and disrespectful, and it’s going to turn them off. Not to mention, it will make yourself a big target for criticism for both other heroes, and the press, which I guarantee you, will take anything you say about other heroes, and turn it back on you when you make the same mistake.”
And finally, there was Bakugou.
Yu had gone into this practice interview with mixed expectations. On one hand, she wasn’t ignorant of all of the bad press that Bakugou had been gaining for himself lately, whether it was for his conduct in the Sports Festival, or in getting kidnapped by the League of Villains, which admittedly wasn’t fair to blame him for. On the other hand, Bakugou was the first person Yu had rescued as a hero. That was part of the reason why she joined the Kamino raid. For whatever his issues, Yu felt a connection to him.
The feeling it seemed, was not mutual.
Bakugou was rude, insulting, and abusive. He dismissed any attempt Yu made at connecting with him, or any suggestion that she made for him to connect with other people, and yet the moment he thought that the attention was off of him, he’d explode in affronted anger. By the end, Yu had enough.
“Bakugou,” she said, pinching the bridge of her nose in frustration while her other arm holding the microphone was dangling at her side, “Heroes can be a lot of things. They can be abrasive like Mirko, they can be intimidating and cold like Endeavor, they can even be shameless exhibitionists like Midnight and me.”
Watching the mock interview from the side, Ms. Midnight didn’t even seem insulted by the slight towards her, as frustrated as she was by Bakugou’s behavior. Yu glared at Bakugou, who wasn’t even looking at her, acting as if he was bored and wanted to get this done.
“What they can’t be though is someone who treats others like garbage. You'll destroy any trust from civilians you're trying to help, and alienate yourself from any potential sponsors. So, as a hero, my advice to you Bakugou, is that you shouldn’t become a hero.”
“WHAT!?” the boy shouted, popping explosions in his hands. Yu didn’t know if he was throwing a temper tantrum or if he was trying to threaten her, she didn’t care.
“Heroes need to show at least some level of respect towards other people, Bakugou. We need to at least be able to acknowledge that we need the support of others in order to do our jobs. You though don’t seem to get that.”
“Screw you, you damn hag! I don’t care what some useless extras think about me! I don’t need them to show I’m the Number One hero!”
“You do, actually. But I’ve had enough.” Yu nodded towards Ms. Midnight, who dragged Bakugou off the stage before walking up next to her.
“Sorry about that…”
Yu shrugged.
“If he doesn’t learn now, he’ll have to learn in front of real cameras. All the power in the world isn’t going to help him if he scares off any sponsor that might give him a chance.” Frustrated as she was though, Yu smiled as she looked at the other students that she had gotten to work with.
“It wasn’t all bad though.”
Kodai had opened up over the past year, and had managed to deal with a lot of her communication issues. Tokoyami and Dark Shadow had a surprisingly endearing relationship that Yu encouraged the two to work off of. Despite having a poor showing early in the year, Yaoyorozu had come off as confident and reliable in her interview. Hagakure was engaging and bubbly, and despite not being visible, she had a great energy that would serve her well in interviews in the future. Shiozaki was learning to express her faith in a way that didn’t alienate people from her. There were some good kids here.
“I can see why you like this job.”
Yu remembered how that had felt, the satisfaction that she had managed to pass on something to those kids that she knew would be helpful to them in the future, to prepare them for the harsh world of mass media in a way that they’d come out on top.
It had been especially gratifying to Yu considering she knew how harsh things had been for them over that year. They had been exposed to the cruel reality of villains, but also the cruel reality of opportunistic media, ready to tear apart any perceived mistake they made, no matter how new to the game they were. But despite the system being gone, the stigma still remained. People were still judging them, even though they were just trying to help.
“…You’re right…” Yu realized, staring off into the distance. “We really do need help…I…I think I could do that!”
Shinji smiled.
“We might not be pros anymore Yu, but that doesn’t mean we can’t find ways to be heroes.”
Yu made one last meeting with Midoriya to thank him for his help. When they met, he had his notebook out and looked antsy, as if he wanted to try again to help her with his analysis, but Yu though stopped him before he had a chance.
“Midoriya, you’ve been really great to me, but I decided to do something else. I’ve decided I’m going to leave the police force.”
Midoriya looked at if he was going to protest, before Yu stopped him again.
“Don’t be upset, alright? I just realized that where I am isn’t going to work, and there’s something that I can do that would let me help more people.”
Midoriya closed his mouth and looked down at the table dejectedly for a moment. Thankfully, he smiled easily enough.
“I understand. I’m sorry that I wasn’t more help.”
“You were plenty of help, trust me.” Yu said.
“So…what are you going to do now?” Midoriya asked.
“Well…I am probably going to have to go back to school or college for this, but I was thinking that I’d like to do PR work.”
Midoriya’s eyes brightened at this.
“That’s actually a really good idea! You were really talented at working with the media, and I bet you could help a lot of people that way!”
“That’s the idea.” Yu said with a smile, though it was a bit limited.
“Is something wrong?” Midoriya asked.
“Well…” Yu grimaced to herself, “You shouldn’t worry about this, it’s just something that I’m going to have to deal with. I still have a lot of fees that I need to pay for, along with whatever schooling is going to cost.”
“Actually,” Midoriya said, flipping to the front of his notebook where he pulled out a business card to hand to Yu. “There was one other thing that I wanted to talk to you about as a favor to one of my classmates…”
“You wanted to talk to me, Takeyama?” Gori asked once Yu closed the door to his office.
“Yes sir. I’ve decided that it would be best for me to leave the force.” Yu answered, wanting to just get the awkwardness over with.
Gori considered Yu for a moment before nodding.
“I understand. I’m sorry that we couldn’t make this work for you Takeyama. For what it’s worth, even if you had trouble with the protocol as a police officer, we appreciate the work you did as a hero.”
“Thank you, chief.” Yu answered, bowing in respect. “Oh, by the way, this should cover the warehouse expense.” Yu handed Gori a check. The numbers on it made him raise his eyebrows.
“Where did you get this money so quickly?” He looked closer at the check, shocking him again. “The Yaoyorozu Conglomerate?”
“They bought out the company that used to make my costume.” Yu explained. “They’re converting it to make clothes for people with transformation Quirks like mine that could damage normal stuff. Turns out they needed a model, and they gave me a down payment once I signed the contract.” She said with a smile. “This is just going to be a part-time thing for me right now while I study for a degree in PR work, but it’ll keep me afloat. There’s also one more thing that I would like to do before I leave though.” Yu held a finger up.
“That being?”
“The police need to do a statement on that warehouse I destroyed, right?”
Yu stood behind the podium in front of the police station in front of the crowds of reporters. It was a strange feeling; this would be her last time speaking to the press as a member of law enforcement, but she planned to speak to reporters as part of her career from now on. The fact that she felt so calm in the face of so many cameras made her feel more at peace with her decision.
“I would like to apologize for the damage to property that I have caused in my time as a member of the police force. I have taken efforts to compensate those who owned the property. Furthermore, after some reflection on my conduct in the force, I have decided that it would be best for me to resign from the police force.”
There were a myriad of shouted questions and camera flashes from the reporters, but Yu raised her hand to calm them and continued speaking.
“I would like to address some comments made by Sasaki in the pro hero movement in regards to the damage that I have caused. First of all, I am not leaving the police out of any sense of frustration with the force, but rather my own inabilities to perform the duties I’ve been asked to do. I am grateful for the time that I’ve gotten to spend with my fellow former heroes and the men and women who work to uphold our law, and I want to make it clear that I believe that they deserve our respect.”
“Ms. Takeyama,” one of the reporters with a dolphin mutation spoke up, “The former hero Sir Nighteye has repeatedly made the claim that the police are unfit to handle the responsibilities of law enforcement alone. How do you think the damages that you admit to reflects on the police?”
Yu fought the urge to scowl. She really should have spoken with the media about this beforehand. Perhaps it was good though that she was doing this now that she had a clearer head.
“It is true that I caused the damage to that warehouse, along with other damages to public and private property while working as a member of the police force, but that damage was a result of my own decisions and training received as a former hero, not because of any failings of the police.”
“Ms. Takeyama,” another reporter with green skin spoke up. “Are you blaming the hero system for your damages even though it has been dissolved?”
“As I have said, the damages are a result of my decisions.” Yu repeated. “However, looking back on my time as a member of the police and as a pro hero, it’s made me realize that a lot of the practices that myself and other pro heroes were trained or encouraged to perform caused more harm than good. I was primarily trained to use my Quirk to handle problems, even if it wasn’t the best answer for the job. Our Quirks were how we marketed ourselves, how we made our living, and how we attracted sponsors. Most of us haven’t received training in the more mundane, but still vitally important practices used by the police; hostage negotiation, medical training, quite a few of us hadn’t even received real combat training. While I’ve been attempting to acclimate to this protocol, my instincts have unfortunately led me to repeatedly use Gigantification, even in circumstances where it would cause more harm than damage.”
“Ms. Takeyama, why do you claim that you’re having so many issues using your Quirk now compared to when you were a hero?” Another reporter asked.
“I would argue that I have been having the same number of issues.” Yu answered. “Looking at my record as a pro hero, despite my best efforts, quite a few of my patrols resulted in collateral damage. The only difference is that now, we do not have Villain Insurance to pay for these damages. Even that though in hindsight wasn’t a good practice, because ultimately it still came down to taxpayers paying for the damages that I caused.”
“Ms. Takeyama,” a reporter with white antlers spoke up, “considering your claims, and the arguments made by Sir Nighteye in the pro hero movement, are you saying that the movement is misguided in their efforts?”
“I am.” Yu answered bluntly. “The fact is, the hero system failed, because it didn’t work. It encouraged practices that I’ve come to see were needlessly dangerous both to heroes and to civilians, caused a drain to our economy that we’re only realizing now due to the absence of the HPSC’s attempts to cover up, and turned law enforcement into a popularity contest that doomed a lot of prospective heroes to fight over exposure. The men and women in emergency services should not be made to worry about their image when we have to do so much dangerous and unglamorous work. I am grateful for my time working as a pro hero; the people that I helped, the friends that I made amongst my colleagues, and even the people that I apparently inspired as a hero. However, the system itself was not a good one.” Yu gestured to the precinct behind her. “These are the people working to put our country back together, and they deserve our support. While I am not going to be a member of law enforcement any more, I still intend to support them however I can.”
By the time that Yu finished answering the reporters’ questions, it was the end of the shift, and Shinji was waiting for her on the sidewalk. The two hugged, and walked home in each other’s arms.
Notes:
It took me a bit to figure out what song title to go with for this chapter. At first I was going to go with "In the End" by Linkin Park, since it felt like looking back on a bad relationship, sort of like how Yu is looking back on her past experience as a hero, but that didn't fit the tone. "Move Along" by All American Rejects was too excitable for my tastes. Thankfully, I came across "Peace of Mind" by Boston, which I think both fit the tone and the 'rat race' mentality of the hero system.
Mt. Lady was an interesting character to write about. In a lot of stories, she's depicted as an example of what's wrong with the hero system, but we see from her conduct later, particularly how she stayed with the hero system after the Battle of Jaku that she became a genuinely heroic individual. I think of her as a good hero for the system that she's in; she understands what she needs to do to make a living, but still does her best to help people; it's just that the system itself is a bad one.
This chapter took longer than I expected, so fair warning; I might not be able to get the next one out by next week as it covers a longer span of time. Also, it gets dark.
Chapter Text
The hoodie-clad figure sat in a dark corner in the back of the church. Outside, the sun had long ago set, and there were few parishioners remaining. The figure kept his head down, but was paying attention to whoever else happened to be there. It was only after the last parishioner left, and the church was close to closing, that he finally moved, going up to the confession booth and sealing himself inside. Only once the door to the booth was closed did the figure lower his hood, revealing a young man with a somewhat feminine face, blue eyes, and well-styled blond hair.
“…Is someone still there?” he asked the other side of the confessional.
“I am still here, my son.” The priest answered.
The young man, Aoyama Yuga, hung his head in exhaustion.
“…I’m…not actually Catholic…”
“That does not mean that I do not want to help you.” The priest replied. “While I cannot grant you absolution, I can at least hear what you have to say and pray for you. Do you still want to give a confession, or at least talk?”
For just a moment, Yuga hesitated.
“…Is it true that you can’t talk about anything I tell you here?” he eventually asked.
“Yes.” The priest answered. “Even in cases of grave criminality, I am required to keep absolute secrecy.”
Still, Yuga hesitated. What he was going to say could get him and his family killed, but he had held this in for years, the guilt weighing him down day by day despite how much he tried to deny it. It had gotten to the point that it was too much. He had to tell someone.
“…Have you heard of the Quirk Thief?” Yuga spoke in a voice barely above a whisper, still fearing the villain as his personal boogeyman since he was a child.
“Are you talking about All For One?” the priest replied, almost making Yuga recoil in shock at how nonchalant the man sounded. “The last villain that All Might defeated? Yes, I am familiar.” The priest replied. There was absolutely no fear in the man’s voice. He may as well have been talking about a bit of bad weather. Yuga stared at the priest’s side of the confessional before hanging his head.
“…When I was young…” Yuga spoke in a hollow voice. “My parents…made a deal with him.”
Yuga paused, his courage failing him for a moment, and he leaned back towards the screen.
“Are you certain that you will not tell anyone what I say to you?”
“What you say will not leave this confessional.” The priest answered.
Yuga didn’t want to talk of this. But he had nothing else to do.
“In exchange for granting me a Quirk…I would act as his spy…I would spy on UA.”
That alone would normally explain all of why Yuga was here, the priest could likely guess as to what this had led to, but now that he started, Yuga couldn’t stop. Not to mention, there were details that led Yuga to coming here that he needed to explain.
“I got in…but the day that I arrived…I met a young man in my year.”
He got in. It was going to be fine. He had used Navel Laser to pass the Entrance Exam, and had secured a spot in the Hero Course. He had even managed a decent position in the Quirk Assessment Test (Yuga did not trust Yaoyorozu’s assertions that Aizawa was lying about expelling whoever finished last; he would need to watch himself there. He couldn’t afford to get expelled. The demon had made it clear what would happen if he didn’t get into the Hero Course.)
But it was fine though. What exactly could Yuga tell All For One, anyway? He was just a student, after all.
Really, despite the threats All For One had made, the deal favored Yuga, if he thought about it. He got a powerful Quirk. He got into UA. He could pursue his dream of becoming a hero, all in exchange for some piddling information. It was fine.
The classes were admittedly more than what Yuga had expected though. Three students needed medical care on the first day of classes. Granted, Bakugou seemed abnormally savage, but considering the fact that he hadn’t received much more than a slap on the wrist, perhaps that kind of behavior was more common than Yuga would have thought.
Yuga was heading towards lunch when he heard crumpling paper beneath his foot.
“Wait!...Oh…”
Yuga looked down and realized that he had stepped on a sheet of paper that had spilled out of a notebook that a boy his age was trying to pick up.
“Oh! My apologies, mon ami!” Yuga carefully pealed the paper from his shoe, realizing that it was a drawing of the newer hero, Mt. Lady. For some reason though, the page looked somewhat burnt, along with the rest of the students’ notebook. Whatever the reason, the student looked distressed. Yuga put on the best smile he could, even subtly releasing a bit of glitter to brighten up his image.
“My! You are quite the artist, it seems! Perhaps one day you will be drawing a picture of moi!” he said, handing the sheet back to the student, who seemed flustered, but took it gratefully.
“Oh…uh…thank you!” he stammered. “Are…are you part of the hero course?”
“Oui! You are looking at Aoyama Yuga, the future hero, ‘I can not stop twinkling!’” Yuga declared in a pose.
The student stared, blinking at Yuga for a moment, clutching his tattered notebook closer to his chest.
“Oh! Um…congratulations on getting into the Hero Course! You’re one of only forty, right! That’s pretty impressive!”
“Merci. And what is your name, if I might ask? I don’t remember seeing you at the Entrance Exam.”
“Oh…I…” the student rubbed the back of his head nervously. “My name is Midoriya Izuku…I…didn’t actually apply to the Hero Course…I just went into General Education.”
“Oh. Did the Hero Course not intrigue your fancy?” Yuga asked.
“Well…it used to.” Midoriya said. “I always wanted to become a hero…but…” Midoriya grimaced. Something about the way that he acted felt familiar to Yuga; hunching in on himself, being unsure of his words as if afraid to say something that could attract aggression…
“Well…I’m Quirkless…” Midoriya admitted.
Yuga felt his stomach sink as if he had overused Navel Laser. He realized now that looking at Midoriya reminded him of looking at himself in a mirror long ago when he was young, before his parents had made their deal with All For One to rescue him from a lifetime of discrimination.
“I guess I’m…still trying to figure out what to do with myself.”
What exactly could Yuga say to Midoriya? He had gotten into UA, sure, but Yuga guessed that this was partly done by the school to make it seem as if they were progressive. Most likely, Midoriya was going to find himself struggling along while he became the new scapegoat of whatever pecking order existed here. If he could make it to graduation, he’d probably find himself in a society that would be drawn in by his degree from a top school, only to be immediately dismissed as soon as they saw his Quirk status. They’d make an argument that he was overqualified, or lacked experience, despite him having to apply to beginner level jobs or unpaid internships just to get that experience, and forced to work a menial job if he was lucky. Sooner or later, he’d be the victim of a hate crime, or society’s collective dismissal of Midoriya would eventually drive him to put himself out of his misery.
Yuga grimaced at these thoughts; on nights where he felt particularly overwhelmed, he would make the mistake of feeding into his anxiety and going down the rabbit hole that was statistics on Quirkless in society, reading stories about the nightmare he could have faced. Maybe it was just a perverse, masochistic fascination, or Yuga’s way of reminding himself why he had to take the deal that his parents had made for him.
“Ah. Well, regardless, I hope that your experience here is a good one. Au revoir!” Yuga said, leaving Midoriya behind. He sincerely hoped that the young Quirkless boy was going to be okay, but he also tried not to think about him harder than he had to. He didn’t want to be reminded of his past, of what could have been.
Yuga stared at the wood floor of his booth.
“Back then…I pitied Midoriya. I saw him as a scared, bullied boy that had only just managed to get into UA through a stroke of luck. I was happy that he had gotten in, that he had managed to achieve as much as he did, but I believed that would be the high point of his life.”
“God gives each of us talents.” The priest explained. “They’re not all Quirks. We all have a role to play, no matter how insignificant it may seem.”
Yuga had to repress a snort, not just because he doubted the words of the priest, but because what Midoriya had accomplished since Yuga had first met him hardly seemed insignificant. He grimaced though. What he would say next would probably be the hardest part of his confession. He could only steel himself and go on:
“The next day…I was told to take a picture of the teacher’s schedule during a distraction. I didn’t think anything of it…but it…” Yuga choked out a sob. “…It…it ended up the worst thing that I have ever done…”
This…this was too much for Yuga. He couldn’t keep his composure. At least he was already at a funeral, and no one would suspect him for burying his face in his hands. He spent the entire memorial like this, not wanting to look at anyone; not the teachers, not his classmates, and especially not the families of Mongoose and Asui.
All he had done was send a picture of the class schedule to All For One. How could he have known that this was going to happen?
(What else could he had wanted the schedule for, you fool? You know what kind of man, what kind of demon he is. You let a monster know where a bunch of children were going to be when they were too far away for the school to protect them. Those crying parents? Those crying children? That is your fault. Your fault. Your fault.)
NO! No, Yuga couldn’t have known this was going to happen!
What could he have done, anyway? All For One would have killed his parents in front of him and then killed him himself if he hadn’t done what he had been ordered.
All Yuga could do was remind himself of this, over and over, blocking out all other sound, whether it was All Might and Nezu’s apology to Asui and Mongoose’s families, the students for failing them, or the sound of crying all around him.
Yuga stayed like this for what felt like hours, every passing minute another reminder of the blood he now had on his hands. When the funeral finally ended and Yuga was exiting the auditorium, he happened to see Midoriya leaving just ahead.
That’s right. Remember what would have happened to you if you hadn’t done this. You would have been made society’s scapegoat, doomed to be misused and thrown away at their convenience. Whatever the cost, it was worth it.
Yuga told himself this, but it was hard to believe when he knew that Midoriya, even if he was Quirkless, didn’t carry the weight of murder on his shoulders.
“…I don’t know if the other people from 1-A still see those two girls. I still dream about them. I still see them in dark corners.”
The priest didn’t say anything. Yuga wasn’t sure if he was too disgusted to, or if he was just waiting for Yuga to go on. He did say that he wouldn’t say anything even if what he heard was criminal, so maybe he had heard from other murderers.
“I suppose that I just kept going after that. Even though I kept seeing those two in my dreams, and I was scared of what All For One would get me to do next, I kept on going. Somehow, I got decently far in the Sports Festival, even if I didn’t do a good job. I just barely passed the Obstacle Course, finishing below even a student from Gen Ed who could create sunlight. I don’t even remember what had happened in the Calvary Battle because I was mind controlled by another student from Gen Ed along with two other hero students. They dropped out afterwards under the pretenses of honor. I didn’t have that. I knew that if I wanted any chance of being a popular hero, I needed to take whatever opportunity I could get. I probably should have dropped out anyway…I lost in a pretty humiliating manner in the first round.”
Yuga realized that he had already given this priest enough information that if he wanted to, he could look up Yuga’s name from past Sports Festivals. He figured he might as well drop the pretense.
“…I was in the same class as Bakugou Katsuki. The things he did and said, coupled with what Iida did to get himself killed…it made us rather unpopular with the rest of the school. I suppose that was just one more thing I had to carry; putting a target on my class like that, on top of everything else that I had already done.”
Yuga sighed, ashamed at himself.
“I tried to justify it to myself. I thought of everyone as privileged, and this was just things evening out for people like me. I would tell myself that I did what I had to do to survive in this world. Something happened though that made it so I couldn’t as easily justify that mindset:”
Despite Yuga not being contacted by All For One since the USJ, it did not prevent more people from dying. While many of Yuga’s classmates were still crying at Iida’s funeral for his death, there was also a sense of nervousness as more of the school’s attention was focused on Class A. Being at the center of a second villain attack, coupled with Bakugou’s antagonism towards the rest of the school, did not make things easier for the class to be accepted by others, and it did not make things easier for Yuga, as he constantly felt as if he had to be on guard against his suspicious schoolmates.
This of course was on top of handling the coursework for the most grueling heroics program in the world. Most days, Yuga went home feeling as if someone had hit him in the stomach with a sledgehammer due to how much he had to overexert a Quirk that his body wasn’t designed for. Even at his best, Yuga could only ever manage to rank in the middle of the class, if that.
Everyone else had grown up with their Quirks. They knew how they worked, they had bodies that were suited for them. They had been praised, told that they were shoo-ins for hero work. It was easy for them to handle the exercises. Yuga though didn’t have that advantage. He had been ridiculed, told that he was worthless by everyone except his mother and father. There were days when Yuga’s inner thoughts were particularly bad, reminding him of his murders, forcing him to see Mongoose and Asui’s bodies. When those days came, he’d fix his soppy, fake glimmering smile on his face, while internally imagining how his classmates would see him if they knew he was once Quirkless as a reminder of why he had to take the deal that he had. All of them would look at him like some sort of mistake that didn’t belong in polite society. All of them would…
“Everyone, I have some good news!”
Yaoyorozu was making an announcement to the class during their study period, cutting off Yuga’s inner thoughts. Her and the new Vice Representative Shoji were holding a stack of folders.
“Principal Nezu had us meet with a student from the General Education course who analyzed footage of us in our training and at the Sports Festival, and he’s given us some advice on how to improve our Quirks that I believe would be very helpful!”
The two began to pass out folders to each of the students.
“Merci.” He said to Yaoyorozu. In his mind though, he continued to think about how Yaoyorozu would see a Quirkless person. She always acted courteous, but Yuga knew that someone with her wealth, her position, and her powerful Quirk would treat someone like him like dirt if she knew how he had been born.
Yuga was seated in the front row, which meant that he overheard what the newer student Uraraka was saying as she read the analysis given to her.
“Take up swimming to get used to operating in zero gravity and take ginger to counteract motion sickness…” Uraraka read out loud, “wait a minute…this handwriting looks familiar…you said that a student from Gen Ed wrote this?” she asked Yaoyorozou, who nodded.
“Yes, actually. I forgot that Midoriya is from the same class you were in.”
Yuga blinked. Midoriya? He had written this? Yuga looked at his folder and remembered the notebook Midoriya had been carrying with him when they had first met. That was impressive enough that Principal Nezu had taken him on as a student? There was no way that Nezu hadn’t known that Midoriya was Quirkless, and yet he was given that kind of respect?
When Yuga opened up his folder, he had to admit that he was impressed at the extent of Midoriya’s work. He had calculated the heat that Navel Laser could generate, as well as the physical force of impact, and the duration of time that Yuga could keep his Quirk active. There were a variety of suggestions on potential Support Gear, varying from deployable mirrors and prisms to redirect or amplify Navel Laser, or a scoped version of Yuga’s glasses that could be aligned with the angle of his laser to increase his range. Intrigued, Yuga read more, but stopped at a particular note:
‘Aoyama’s struggle with Navel Laser seems odd for a Quirk for this generation. While others do require support gear in order to use their Quirks, the backlash he experiences seems particularly severe, especially considering how the energy from Navel Laser leaks out without his belt. When did it manifest? It almost seems as if it is incompatible with his body considering how much it hurts him.’
Yuga felt his heart freeze in his chest. Midoriya’s questions seemed far too specific. Did he suspect something? No, impossible! Most people had never even heard of All For One, and the majority that had saw him as an urban legend. But still, the way that he was dissecting Yuga’s Quirk and its drawbacks…what if he was on to something? Looking around the room, Yuga overheard many of his classmates absorbed in the analysis that Midoriya had made of them; he was clearly much smarter than Yuga had given him credit for. How smart was he though? Could he figure out that Yuga hadn’t been born with this Quirk, but was rather given it?
Yuga needed to know how much Midoriya knew. If he suspected something, or even went as far as to make an innocuous statement to Nezu about what he saw as the incompatibility of his Quirk, the chimera could get suspicious.
Thankfully, Yaoyorozu told everyone that if they wanted more in-depth analysis, they could schedule a meeting with Midoriya. This gave Yuga an excuse to meet with him.
A few days later, Yuga met with Midoriya for the first time since the beginning of the year in the empty 1-C classroom. The way that the Quirkless student appeared compared to their first meeting was vastly different. He wasn’t averting his gaze from Yuga, he was sitting up straight, and rather than clenching his notebook close to his chest so as to protect it from damage that others would want to inflict on it, he was putting it on proud display, giving Yuga a bright smile.
“It’s good to see you again, Aoyama! What can I do to help you?”
Yuga weighed his words carefully.
“Bonjour, Midoriya. You’ve brought up some intriguing ideas on how to make my Navel Laser even more dazzling, though I noticed some of the things that you wrote about its drawbacks. Would you care to explain?”
“Oh…um…” Midoriya rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly. “Well…I noticed that you get stomach cramps when you use your Quirk for too long. I could understand having difficulty keeping Navel Laser active, but it seems to cause you rather severe pain. I apologize if what I wrote came off as insensitive, if that is what you are asking about…”
Midoriya didn’t seem to be fishing for information, as far as Yuga could tell. Still, he needed to head off his line of thinking before he came across any ideas too close to the truth. Yuga waved his hand dismissively.
“Think nothing of it, mon ami.” Yuga answered. “It’s nothing more than a simple tummy ache. I just thought that it would be best for me to dissuade your concerns. In case you were curious though, I was a late bloomer; my Quirk only came in when I was eight.”
This certainly got Midoriya’s attention, as his eyes stopped moving a mile a minute over his analysis or bugging out in fear of offending Yuga.
“Oh…wow…so…for quite a bit of your life…you thought you were Quirkless?”
Yuga could tell that Midoriya was fishing at this point, but not necessarily for information. There was a familiar sense of…connection Yuga could see in Midoriya’s eyes, of understanding how someone felt and what they had been through.
“…Yes.” Yuga admitted. “But I wasn’t. I just needed to wait a bit.”
“R…right…” Midoriya immediately backtracked, seeing how uncomfortable Yuga was with the topic and likely understanding why. Yuga realized that he might have come off as too terse.
“I…apologize if me saying that comes off as inconsiderate considering your own Quirk status…”
Midoriya blinked in surprise, only to smile contently.
“It’s alright. You don’t need to worry about anything.”
Yuga looked back up, surprised at how calm Midoriya seemed.
“I spent a lot of my life hoping for the same sort of thing that happened to you; that one day, I would wake up, and I would have a Quirk! That I could go and become a hero, that the kids at school would stop bullying me."
Yuga remembered that same dream. Waking up, hoping against hope that he’d get some kind of miracle. He held onto the childish practice of wishing on stars or four-leaf clovers far longer than he would have liked to admit, praying that he’d get something that would put him on the same level as everyone else, that he wouldn’t be mocked and excluded from all the other children for lacking something that they saw as so fundamental.
Midoriya smiled, perhaps realizing what Yuga was feeling and wanting to connect with him. Yuga though did not want that. He didn’t want to be reminded of those desperate, hopeless days. He didn’t want to be connected to Midoriya this way. It took all his effort to keep his vapid expression up. Midoriya looked down at his notebook, still smiling.
“Ever since I started coming here though, I’ve found that even if I couldn’t become a hero, I didn’t need a Quirk to have a good life. Most of the people here are actually pretty nice and don’t judge me for being Quirkless. I’ve gotten to work with Principal Nezu, and he’s helped me to hone talents that no one had ever given me credit for before. For what it’s worth, I’m glad that you got a Quirk and that you get to pursue your dream of becoming a hero, but…I’m starting to feel happy just where I am.”
Yuga kept his mask on, pretending to praise Midoriya for his achievement. He did not think that Midoriya suspected anything unusual with him, but inwardly Yuga tasted bile on his mouth.
“I couldn’t believe it. It had only been about a month since I had last seen Midoriya, and he was happy. He had the same dream as I did growing up, one that he couldn’t chase anymore, and he was happy. People respected him. I couldn’t understand it. I didn’t want to understand it. I didn’t want to know why I was the one forced into a Faustian bargain in order to have that same chance at happiness.”
Yuga buried his head in his hands.
“I didn’t have long to think about that though, because All For One called me again, and made me tell him where our Summer Camp was going to be.”
Yuga let his hands fall to his knees.
“This…this wasn’t like the USJ. I knew what the League did now. I knew that we were going to be vulnerable, and that All Might wasn’t going to be there to protect us.”
When the attack started, Yuga was with Yaoyorozu during a test of courage. She realized that they were being hit by a gas attack and started handing masks out to whoever she could, leaving Yuga behind to watch over the unconscious Jiro and Hagakure, who had been hit first by the attack. As soon as she left, Yuga curled up, wrapping his arms around his knees, and tried to block out the noise of screaming, gunfire, explosions, and his own whimpering. He told himself that he wasn’t going to be attacked; the villains knew where Bakugou was, and once they got him, they would leave. He told himself that Bakugou was a horrible person and that if he was going to sacrifice anyone, it might as well be him. He tried to ignore the fact that there were seven other students at the Remedial Cabins, along with Vlad King and a child.
Later, Yuga would realize that the attack was actually quite short: the League knew where to find Bakugou, kidnapped him, and left. To Yuga though, it felt like it would never end. Once he was sure that the villains had left, he carried Hagakure and Jiro back to what remained of the Remedial Cabin. Every passing hour revealed some new horror though.
Vlad King nearly had his arms ripped off. Mandalay had been slashed across the head. One of the villains had nearly exsanguinated Uraraka. Shoji had been nearly crushed. Many of Yuga’s classmates were still out in the woods, unconscious from the gas attack by the time that the police arrived and got the wounded out.
How many were going to die? How much more blood was on Yuga’s hands? What were the League going to do with Bakugou?
The police questioned everyone. Their questions were simple. Yuga only needed to say what had happened at the time of the attack, not anything before. They brought him back to the city where his parents picked him up, hugging him tightly and crying about how worried they were for him.
The ride home was quiet. Once they arrived, Yuga’s mother sat him down on the couch so she could heat up some hot chocolate for him.
“It’s over Yuga.” She tried to say soothingly, placing a blanket over his shoulders. “It’s over, and you don’t need to worry about anything else.”
But it wasn’t over, was it? This was only the second time All For One had enlisted Yuga’s help, and the Aoyamas knew it would hardly be the last. Yuga wasn’t even sure how badly everyone had gotten hurt, or who would even be going back to UA after this.
“…My friends got hurt.” Yuga said, making his mother freeze as she was walking away. “Some of them might die…”
“…I’m sorry to hear that.” Yuga’s mother said without turning around. Yuga stared after her, disturbed that she was so dismissive.
“Mama…how…how are you okay with this?” Yuga asked, for once allowing some of the desperation to leak into his voice.
Yuga’s mother turned to him, her expression cold.
“Yuga, have you ever heard of a book called ‘Those Who Walk Away from Omelas’?”
“No?”
Yuga’s mother walked over to him, standing between the couch and the window.
“It’s a short story about a utopia called Omelas, where everything seems perfect every day. It’s a city of great culture and sophistication, so ordered that it has no kings, soldiers, priests, or slaves.”
Yuga’s mother looked out the window, glaring out at the city. The Aoyamas were quite wealthy, giving them a beautiful view of the landscape; its majestic skyscrapers, its architecture merely a year behind that of I-Island. When this was all one saw, it was easy to imagine that this was all that there was in the world; just prosperity and safety.
“However, for some unexplained reason, all of Omelas’ prosperity is dependent on the misery of a single child, locked away in a dark, filthy room, where he is only fed enough to survive, where no one speaks a kind word to him. He is denied light, love, or any kind of comfort, and his life is nothing but misery, pain, and loneliness.” Her gaze turned to Yuga and became sad, giving him a chill. She turned her gaze back towards the advanced, gleaming city with a glower.
“There is always one child. When he or she dies, another takes their place, and is made to be the sacrifice for Omelas’ happiness. Sooner or later all of the citizens of Omelas learn of this child. Some walk away from the city, never to return. Most though…” Yuga’s mother practically growled, “simply accept this child’s misery as necessary to their own happiness.”
Yuga felt sick, immediately realizing the parallel that his mother was making, imagining himself in that dark, filthy room.
“When I read that story, I was disgusted by the city of Omelas. To live in utopia at the cost of an innocent child? Such a city would deserve to be razed to the ground! But Omelas exists, doesn’t it?” she asked, turning back to Yuga, her body framed by the image of the gleaming city. “Our society projects the image of perfection, of everyone always being safe and happy, to the point that we laugh at any kind of danger and it becomes a spectacle. But our society also has its sacrificial children, doesn’t it Yuga?”
Yuga curled in on himself, not wanting to answer his mother’s challenge, but she merely went on.
“People like you are treated as if they are less than human in this society. Hardly anyone talks about it, but they know it and accept it. Unlike Omelas though, there is no reason why people like you should be treated that way. There’s no reason why someone without a Quirk shouldn’t be allowed the same chances as anyone else.”
Yuga looked at his mother, but at this point, she was scaring him. There was a manic look in her eyes as her voice became louder.
“When I found out that you were Quirkless, I thought about ‘Those Who Walk Away from Omelas’. I thought to myself, ‘What mother would ever let their child live like that?’ I swore that I would not let you face that kind of fate, even if I had to make a deal with the devil to do it. With what you would have gone through if you had been made to grow up Quirkless, I believe we are justified in doing whatever we have to do to prevent that, and if it comes at the cost of such a rotten society, I say all the better! If a world like this would treat an innocent child as its sacrificial lamb for no reason, then I think it would be better off being burnt to ashes, and I will gladly dance among its ruins!”
Yuga’s mother finished her rant, panting in anger, only now realizing that Yuga was staring up at her with tears in his eyes.
“I’m…I’m sorry Yuga…I’m sorry…”
Gingerly, she pulled Yuga into a hug, letting him weep on his shoulder.
“It’s going to be alright Yuga. It’s going to be alright.”
“A few days later though, All Might defeated All For One.” Yuga recounted, feeling the faintest glimmer of satisfaction as he remembered weeping in joy with his parents as he saw All Might finally put an end to the demon on television. “I thought that I was free, that my family was free, that the demon couldn’t hurt us anymore. I thought I could life the rest of my life in peace. I thought that it was over.”
The flicker of joy was smothered though as Yuga thought of what happened a few days later, and he realized the consequences of the Summer Camp.
“But it wasn’t as simple as that.”
A few days after All For One’s defeat, Yaoyorozu called up the class, letting them know that Uraraka, Shoji, Vlad King, and Mandalay were going to be released from the hospital. They were going to be fine. It was going to be fine. There were going to be no more deaths on Yuga’s conscience. Yuga gladly agreed to visit them. For the first time, he could talk to his classmates without the knowledge that he may be responsible for their deaths in the future. He could just live and pursue his dreams of becoming a hero with them.
Everyone was far more excited to visit the hospital this time than what had happened previously. Yuga nearly had a heart attack when Kirishima had suggested that they try to rescue Bakugou themselves, knowing personally how much of a suicide mission that would be. Kirishima himself still seemed angry towards the rest of the class for this, but Yuga was sure he would get over it. They had the future now; they had two and a half years to make up with each other. It didn’t feel as if anything could ruin Yuga’s mood.
This sentiment was soured though once Yuga saw Shoji and Uraraka. Shoji himself seemed alright, and was happy to see everyone visiting him, though it was clear that Tokoyami still felt uncomfortable, barely able to look at, let alone talk to the boy that he had injured. Uraraka’s condition was far more worrisome. She was no longer pale and corpse-like now that she had a blood transfusion, but she was quiet, stiff, a far cry from the cheerful, bubbly girl that had transferred in from 1-C.
“Hey guys.” Uraraka said with an attempt at a smile.
“Uraraka…” Ashido whimpered. “We’re so glad that you’re alright!” she shouted before throwing herself at Uraraka, or rather, she would have, had Yaoyorozu not noticed Uraraka’s eyes widening in fear and reflexively flinch away, causing Yaoyorozu to grab Ashido by the shoulder before she could reach Uraraka.
“…Sorry…” Uraraka said as she noticed her classmates’ alarm at her behavior, as well as the look of horror and regret on Ashido’s face at seeing how scared she had made Uraraka. “Just…kind of sudden…” she mumbled.
“Uraraka…” Yaoyorozu gently said. “May I sit next to you?”
“Oh, sure! Sure!” Uraraka answered, perhaps trying to overcompensate for her earlier panic. Yuga couldn’t help but notice her slight tensing as Yaoyorozu sat down.
“We’re here for you, Uraraka. If you need anyone to talk to, we’re here for you.”
For a second, Uraraka looked as if she was going to cry.
“…Thank you, Yaomomo. I’ll be fine.”
Yuga tasted bile in his throat again. This girl’s pain, her fear, her trauma, her near-death experience, it was all his fault. All of this was his fault.
“Um…would it be better if I came back later?” a familiar voice spoke from the door. “I wouldn’t want to crowd Uraraka…”
Yuga turned, and felt his stomach turn at seeing Midoriya. His classmates though all seemed to brighten up at seeing the Quirkless boy.
“Oh, Midoriya!” Uraraka said with a forced cheer. “Please, come in!”
Yuga and the others back up to give Midoriya space as he came into the room, carrying a small box.
“Hey Uraraka, I’m glad to see you’re better. I got something as a get-well present!”
Midoriya handed the noticeably frosty box to Uraraka. She opened it, and gave a far more sincere smile.
“Mochi!” she cried. “Thank you, Midoriya, I’ve been dying for some mochi!”
Midoriya chuckled.
“I wasn’t sure if you had any restrictions on what you could eat, but I figure since you’re going to be leaving today anyway…”
Midoriya’s mumbling trailed off as Uraraka took a bite into one of the mochi, hospital rules be damned, while practically crying tears of joy. For a moment, it seemed as if Uraraka had forgotten her trauma, giving everyone in the room an appreciated relief from the tension they had originally been carrying. Each of Yuga’s classmates were smiling gratefully at Midoriya, as one that they had since unofficially welcomed into their world.
Midoriya wasn’t even one of the hero course students, and yet he had achieved this kind of acceptance. He didn’t need a Quirk. He didn’t need to be training to become a hero. He didn’t need to have secretly gambled their lives and betrayed their trust to a monster.
Yuga needed to get out of here. He made an excuse to Rin, who was standing next to him, that he needed to excuse himself to the bathroom and left. Once he was a far enough distance away from Uraraka’s room, he leaned against a wall, trying to take deep breathes, trying to tell himself that it was going to be okay. Uraraka and Shoji were going to be okay. They survived, they’d get better, they’d be okay.
Again though, Yuga heard crying. He opened his eyes and realized that he was standing next to a door that hadn’t been properly closed. Yuga thought he recognized some of the voices coming from inside of the room. His morbid curiosity got the better of him, and he peeked through the window.
The Pussycats, including a heavily bandaged Mandalay, were crowded around the bed of Ragdoll, who was sobbing into her hands while her friends were embracing her.
“Tomoko…it’s going to be okay…it’s going to be okay, we’re here for you…”
“It’s gone…he took Search…he took my Quirk…” Ragdoll sobbed. “I…I can’t be a hero anymore without my Quirk…”
Yuga recoiled from the door, running away to find a trash can to vomit into.
The League had kidnapped Ragdoll with Bakugou. All For One had stolen her Quirk.
Yuga had doomed Ragdoll. The same fate that he had escaped from, he had inflicted upon an innocent woman who had been nothing but kind to him. No matter what her friends said, Ragdoll was going to live a miserable life from now on; looked at with scorn and pity, treated as less than human.
As a price for his Quirk, on top of everything else, Yuga had inflicted his own fate onto someone else.
He had made someone else the sacrifice of Omelas.
“After that…I started to see Ragdoll, or as she would have to be known from then on, Shiretoko Tomoko in my dreams. She’d be clothed in rags, starving and locked inside of a lightless room, scratching her fingernails off at the door. Sometimes I didn’t even need to be asleep to see her or Asui or Mongoose. When the Pussycats visited my class to check up on us, I thought that I was having a hallucination of Shiretoko.”
Yuga felt his stomach ache as if he had overused his Quirk. The story that his mother had given him as a way to justify themselves had ended up becoming the framework of his nightmares. He shook his head, partly to expel these thoughts, partly out of exhaustion.
“It should have been easier by that point. All For One had been defeated, the League was on the run and cut off from their resources. No one had died. Any injury that my classmates had received at the Summer Camp had been treated and healed. I got my Provisional License and was able to pursue my dream of becoming a hero. I should have been able to take my mask off and been able to actually talk with his classmates, to get to know them and make real friends. However, we did not account for what All Might’s absence meant. Villains started to get bolder. When Gentle Criminal invaded the Cultural Festival, it started to hit us how dangerous things could get.”
Yuga scowled, angered at how his class had been treated for being victims of villain attacks. His temper was quelled though at the knowledge of why they had been victims in the first place. “When the Festival got cancelled, everyone blamed our class for attracting villains. I suppose they were right though; I was the one who had attracted the worst villains. Not to mention, I was the one who forced All Might into fights that drained his health to the point that he had to retire, and gave Gentle Criminal the boldness he needed to attack UA. I tried to ignore it, to convince myself that it was going to be okay. I went to classes, I got a good work study, I was pushing through the fear like everyone else.”
(“Aoyama…”
Yuga was hiding in the bushes at the USJ. He would not look. He would not lifted his head. That did not stop him from feeling hands on his ankles, clinging desperately to him like a life raft.
“Aoyama!”
Yuga’s eyes snapped open. Asui’s face was decaying in a clump of bloody dust in front of him, while Mongoose was crawling, her spine snapped and her legs dangling uselessly behind her as blood poured out of her mouth and nose…)
Yuga snapped awake, panting and drenched in sweat. Perhaps reflexively, he hadn’t screamed out. He buried his head in his hands.
Why?
Why did he still see them in his dreams every night?
Yuga should have been happy. He had a work study with Yoroi Musha lined up (Yaoyorozu had apparently decided to work with Majestic rather than continue her own study with the hero,) and his team had done well in the Joint Training Exercise against 1-B, arguably having the best showing of all the teams in his class.
Ever since Endeavor’s fight against Hood though, the specters of Yuga’s past had been coming back to haunt him. The League had proven themselves to still be a threat, somehow having access to All For One’s resources despite the villain himself being in Tartarus. His nightmares hadn’t stopped. Everything just coalesced in horrific imagery; Mongoose, Asui, Uraraka, Shiretoko, all bleeding, crumbling, broken, starving, under the shadow of a grinning demon reaching out to Yuga to impart a curse on him.
Sometimes, he’d be stuck in a spiral like this and would excuse himself from the common room to take a walk throughout campus in an attempt to clear his head; “attempt” being the operating word. Being alone, along with the judgmental looks of the other students as they recognized a student from the cursed class 1-A did not help Yuga’s mood. He probably would have continued spiraling had his attention not been abruptly snatched.
“Hello, Aoyama!”
Yuga froze in the middle of the hallway, taking in the bizarre sight in front of him: Midoriya Izuku was dressed in a frilly green neko outfit in the middle of the afternoon, waving and grinning cheerfully at Yuga.
“Um…Bonjour, Midoriya…that is quite a daring fashion statement…” Yuga managed to get out.
Midoriya just chuckled, rubbing the back of his head with an oversized cat mitten.
“Yeah, my class held a cat café for Eri to help cheer her up, and I’m just heading back to my dorm after walking with Togata-senpai to drop her off at her room.”
“Oh.” Yuga vaguely remembered the little girl Eri from the Eight Precepts raid that Kirishima and Uraraka had participated in. She seemed like such a timid girl back when the two had introduced her to the rest of the class. “How did that go?”
Midoriya’s eyes lit up.
“Really well! Eri had a lot of fun, and we got her to smile!”
Yuga smiled and nodded, because that was what he was supposed to do in this kind of circumstance.
“Merveillex. I am glad to hear that you were able to cheer her up after the Cultural Festival. I will not distract you any longer though, as I would imagine that you would want to get changed, am I correct?”
“Yeah, probably.” Midoriya chuckled some more, though he was so happy that he did not seem as anxious as Yuga would have expected from such a shy person in this circumstance. “It was nice to see you, Aoyama!”
Yuga nodded and walked away, only to hear more people accosting Midoriya.
“Okay Midoriya, I’ve got to ask…”
Yuga looked behind him and saw that Midoriya had been stopped by Kendo Itsuka, Tetsutetu Tetsutetsu, Shiozaki Ibara, and Tokage Setsuna of 1-B. Midoriya just smiled and shook his head.
“Cat café.” He answered, perhaps not wanting to go into too much detail that he had only just explained earlier.
“Oh…and you’re still wearing this because…” Tokage asked, looking as if she was trying to stifle her giggles.
“My class kind of held it for Eri, and I was walking her back to her room with Togata-senpai.”
“Wait…that little girl from the Eight Precepts raid?” Tetsutetsu asked. “You held that for her? How’d it go?”
“How about I just show you;” Midoriya responded, pulling out his phone and showing it to the four 1-B students. Their expressions immediately melted at the image; the three girls cooing at whatever he was showing them.
“Oh my gosh, Greenie! That is so sweet!” Tokage squealed, any thought of teasing Midoriya for his outfit completely gone.
“To show such kindness to an innocent lamb…” Shiozaki wiped tears from her eyes. “You are truly a saint, Midoriya.”
“Midoribro…somehow you made dressing up in a Neko outfit one of the manliest things I’ve ever seen…” Tetsutetsu said. “Kiribro told me how worried he was that Eri hadn’t smiled, and you did what all of us hero students couldn’t do!”
“I can’t take all the credit, my entire class got together for this…” Midoriya held his hand up to quell some of the praise.
“You’re the one in the picture, Greenie.” Tokage pointed out.
“Midoriya…” Kendo said, shaking her head. “You might not be part of the hero course, but you certainly know how to make people smile like a hero.”
Yuga ducked behind a corner, not wanting anyone to see him.
Hero. People saw Midoriya as a hero. He was helping people smile like a hero.
What had Yuga done? He was middling in his class, at best. He had the blood of two of their classmates on his hands. He had participated in an attack that had traumatized his classmates and had rendered a kind woman crippled.
Who was he kidding?
“You speak of this Midoriya quite a bit.” The priest pointed out. “It seems that despite not interacting with him that often, he made quite the impression on you.”
Yuga stared at the floor of the confessional.
“…I think I hate him. But I hate that I hate him, because he is a good man, who has never done anything to hurt me, or as far as I know, anyone else. I kept trying to ignore him, to forget about him, but he kept coming back up. A constant reminder of what I could have been.” Yuga took a breath to steady himself. “There’s more though.”
“I understand. My apologies for interrupting.”
Yuga had to take a moment to collect himself. The next memories were ones that he did his best to block out, but they came back to him unbidden; an army of lunatics, a giant that crushed entire cities, and the demon reborn as an omnicidal maniac.
“At Jaku…it was the first time I ever truly admitted to myself that it wasn’t worth getting a Quirk. Maybe I’m a coward for saying this, but I would have given it up, had I never had to see what I saw there…”
Yuga shook his head, his heart beating furiously, his brow drenched in sweat.
“I had always wanted to be a hero…I romanticized it like every boy my age; riding out to battle as a knight in shining armor, prevailing against a horrible dragon, rescuing the princess locked in the tower. I always saw myself as the one wielding Excalibur, triumphant in the end, just like everyone else believed about themselves. I didn’t think about how much blood a knight would have to deal with…or how terrible and unstoppable a dragon could really be. My Navel Laser…it could do nothing against something that terrible…”
Yuga felt the urge to throw up in panic, the feeling of the walls of the confessional closing in on him, the sounds of Gigantomachia roaring and stomping towards him…
“My son…breathe.” The priest said in a calm voice. “You are safe here. Whatever you went through, it’s over. Just breathe.”
Yuga did what the priest said, taking in gasps of air. Eventually, he felt his heart settle, and he was back in the quiet of the wooden booth of the confessional.
“Are you alright? Do you need to take a break to get some water?” the priest offered.
Yuga shook his head, even though the priest couldn’t see him.
“…No.”
“If you say so. Please continue when you are ready.”
Yuga took a moment to let the quiet seep in.
“…By the end of the battle…a lot of people were dead, including one of my teachers, and another of my classmates. We did our best to help whoever was left…but there was so much…” Yuga grimaced, pushing the memories aside. “Eventually, we went back to our school…but then we started finding out what was revealed during the Battle.” Yuga turned his head towards the priest. “…You probably remember what happened when the UN and the WHA investigated the Japanese HPSC...and what that led to the prime minister doing.” Yuga paused, letting the priest remember. He had probably seen where Yuga’s story was heading in the first place. “The day that the hero system was dissolved, my parents came to UA…”
“Yuga…there are two things that we need to tell you.”
Yuga stood in front of his mother and father in a private room. He was still reeling from the events of the day; both the funeral for Togata, Kayama, and Todoroki, and the prime minister’s announcement that the Japanese hero system was being dissolved.
Everything he had done. All the effort he had put in; fighting for a spot in the top hero school in the world, the betrayals, the deaths, the lives he had ruined…all of it was for naught. He couldn’t be a hero. No one in the country could.
“First,” Yuga’s father explained when he was confident enough that his son was paying attention, “our sources in Tartarus have confirmed that when Shigaraki was killed at Jaku, All For One’s brain shut down.”
Yuga blinked, a single hope flickering in him.
“Do you mean he’s…?”
“Technically, he’s still alive.” His father explained with a grim smile. “However, he is effectively brain dead. He is completely unresponsive to all stimulus. Apparently, his body is already in the process of shutting down. It will be slow, but the doctors believe that his body will eventually just crumple away in a few years.” He put his hands on Yuga’s shoulders and bent to look at him in the eye. “He’s gone, Yuga. He’s actually gone this time.”
Yuga choked out a sob, and his parents hugged him.
“He’s gone, Yuga. He can’t hurt us anymore.”
The three stood there like that for some time; a family that had made a deal with the devil that had come at a terrible cost, finally free. Eventually, Yuga’s mother and father pulled away from him, their expressions more stern.
“However, we have decided that we need to move back to France.”
Yuga felt himself go pale.
“We’re…leaving?”
“Essentially the entire League has been captured, Yuga.” Yuga’s mother explained. “The government has access to Dr. Garaki’s computers and whatever information that demon gave to the League. That means that they might know about our connection to him!”
Yuga had no response to this. He was speechless, the realization of what this meant hitting him.
“We’ve managed to use our connections to secure you a spot in Miraculous Academy in Paris, so you’ll still be able to become a hero like you wanted. You need to pack your things back at UA, Yuga.” His mother said. “Say goodbye to your classmates if you must, but our flight leaves tonight.”
Back at the dorm, Yaoyorozu and Shoji managed to corral the remaining members of 1-A when Nezu told them that they needed to meet in the common room. Nezu nodded to Yuga, a sad, regretful look visible even on his rodent-like face. Yuga looked at Nezu for just a moment. How could things have been different if he had told Nezu the truth from the beginning? Could it have been possible that the chimera, touted as one of the world’s smartest beings would have sympathy for him, that he could have worked out a plan to rescue Yuga, his parents, and prevent all of this from happening?
It was pointless to think about that now. No good would come of confessing by this point.
“I…” Yuga stammered, staring at the seventeen students gathered in front of him, taking in their shellshocked faces; staring off into the distance, perhaps reliving a moment from the Battle of Jaku, or still taking in the realization of the prime minister’s announcement. “My parents have decided…to move back to our home country. I will be pulling out of UA and transferring to a hero school in France.”
How? How was it that even with everything that Yuga had done, everything that his classmates had been through already, how was it that baring Bakugou, Yuga’s announcement still seemed to shock and pain them? Why were they reacting with such horror? Why were they suddenly crying even more? Yuga wasn’t their friend. He was a traitor. Surely they could have realized that on some level? No one acted the way Yuga did, there had to be something that they realized was off about them?
No. They did not notice. They simply ran up to Yuga and hugged him, sobbing.
“Aoyama…why?” Mina moaned.
“I’m sorry…I wish I had hung out with you more…” Uraraka cried.
“I’m going to miss baking with you…” Sato groaned.
“You were so helpful to me figuring out how to make my Quirk and Light Refraction work!” Hagakure whimpered.
“We’re going to miss you, pal…” Dark Shadow said while Tokoyami could only clench his eyes in sadness.
No…this wasn’t right. Why were they making this so hard? Why couldn’t they be horrible people that Yuga could justify betraying? Why did they have to be like this? Why did they have to treat him like one of their own?
Eventually, they pulled away. The only one left was Yaoyorozu, standing with a solemn grace despite everything that had happened on top of Yuga’s announcement. Yuga remembered what she was like at the beginning of the year; prim, proper, naïve to the truly ugly side of the world, but still respectful and courteous towards others, with a truly great mind. Over time, she had hardened from her experiences, becoming wiser to the world, but showed herself to be so incredibly strong, capable of holding them all together in the midst of so much pain. A queen in the making.
“Well…at least you’ll still have a chance to become a hero.” Yaoyorozu pointed out with a tearful smile.
Yuga felt his heart break. This was not worth it. He had taken so much from everyone already, but now he was stealing their dreams, while he was the only one who could chase a fantasy he never deserved in the first place.
“Yeah, you’re going to be great!” Kaminari shouted.
“You’ll never Stop Twinkling!” Kirishima added.
(Stop…)
“Can’t Stop Twinkling!” the class started to chant, some with tears in their eyes, but all smiling proudly towards Yuga, not knowing that every word they said was another knife in his heart.
“Can’t Stop Twinkling!”
(Stop…)
“Can’t Stop Twinkling!”
(Please…)
“Can’t Stop Twinkling!”
(I don’t deserve this…)
Yuga was trembling, unable to look at anyone in the eye, but he could still hear their chanting, praising him even though he never deserved to be in their presence in the first place, let alone their admiration.
He felt a hand on his shoulder.
“Yuga…” his mother said. “It’s time to go.”
She did not give Yuga any more time. She and Yuga’s father turned him around, away from the people he now knew were his friends, truer than any friends that he could ever make. And he had betrayed them all, leaving them to a crumbling nation.
“…It feels like everything that happened that year served to give me a new nightmare. I remember my classmates cheering for me as often as I see Asui, Mongoose, Shiretoko, or Todoroki. They…they were good people…they were the closest thing that I had to friends in my life…I don’t even think that they would have cared if they found out if I was Quirkless…They were kids like I was…each of them chasing the same dream as me…but I was the only one who got to pursue it…instead, they got left behind to deal with a country going to ruin.”
Despite feeling so empty, Yuga felt tears trickling down his face.
“I made them deal with so much; I killed their friends, I stole their dreams, I put them in situations that they’ll have nightmares about for the rest of their lives…”
Yuga sighed.
“My parents were able to get comfortable jobs with the government, and keep their wealth and the lifestyle that we were used to. I got to go to a hero school here and keep chasing my dream. However…I kept on hearing about what was going on in Japan, the investigations, the scandals, the riots…I got to see how the rest of the world saw Japan, and it was not a good impression. Most wouldn’t say anything when I was in earshot since they knew I was half-Japanese, but I heard. The derision, the contempt; all the heroes that I used to admire were seen as corrupt or incompetent from the fallout of the Battle of Jaku. This extended to the rest of Japan as a whole the more people heard; the country was seen as selfish, vain, prejudiced, and cowardly.”
Yuga scowled for a moment, thinking about the anger he had felt at how he would hear people talk so derisively about the country of his classmates, people that he knew to be good and noble…only for his scowl to break as he remembered how he had responded to what people said.
“To protect myself…and to try to make my guilt go away…I did everything I could to forget about my old classmates. I wouldn’t talk about them. I wouldn’t think about them. When they tried to send me messages or letters, I ignored them. Even when they were fighting to do something about everything that had happened to their country, they made the time to check up on me, to try to stay in touch…and I ignored them. I couldn’t take the guilt…so I tried to forget about them…about it all…everything that had happened in Japan.”
Yuga’s hands clenched at his knees.
“But I kept on hearing about them.”
“Did you hear? That insane student from UA who won the Sports Festival murdered over a dozen people!” Claudette, one of Yuga’s classmates whispered.
Yuga could just overhear the sound of his classmates gossiping about the latest news from Japan. It seemed that they did not notice that he was there, or perhaps they did and wanted to see his reaction.
“Can you honestly say you’re surprised?” another girl, Dahlia scoffed. “He acted like a rabid dog. They literally had to chain and muzzle him! Of course, he was going to go and do something like this!”
Gavroche, one of Yuga’s friendlier classmates, looked uncomfortably towards him.
“Yuga…maybe I’m presuming here, but you would have known that Bakugou kid better than we do…was he someone you were close to?”
“No.” Yuga answered abruptly with a painted-on smile. Gavroche blinked once before sitting back down.
“Ah. I see.” He said, shutting up and not pushing the subject any further.
Was Yuga being a coward for denying or belittling any connection with Bakugou? He didn’t think so; he was willing to bet that most of his classmates were doing the same thing. UA would likely be doing the same thing had they not already gambled so much of their reputation on the hope that Bakugou would become a successful hero. Maybe the school simply deserved this.
Then, weeks later:
“Japan’s prime minister is calling for UN assistance. It seems things have gotten so bad in that country that they can’t even police themselves.”
“Are you kidding me?” a boy named Jondrette scoffed, looking at the article. “Why are we wasting resources on a lost cause? They did this to themselves, let them handle their own problems.”
“It doesn’t look like they want to.” Another boy named Grantaire pointed out, gesturing to images of Japanese civilians protesting the soldiers. “They don’t want help, but they’re not willing to put the work in to police their own country. It says here that they are still criticizing the heroes that quit.”
“It’s hard to blame them for quitting if this is the thanks that they get for the work that they did do.” Jondrette growled. “Such ungrateful wretches. And look at this!” he said, bringing up another article of Sir Nighteye critiquing heroes that were joining the police. “They even criticize the heroes that are staying! This feels like the definition of a ‘failed state.’”
Yuga was eating lunch at a table nearby and did his best to act natural, as if the news had no effect on him whatsoever. It wasn’t his fault that people were acting this way. All he had done was give All For One news on UA; he had no control over what the entire country did. He simply shoveled his ash-flavored lunch into his mouth.
At the end of his second year, Yuga heard another bit of news.
“Yuga…” Gavroche asked, “wasn’t this man your teacher?”
Yuga saw the new headline:
FORMER UA TEACHER FOUND MURDERED IN HOME
He swallowed, unable to keep the unease out of his face.
“Sorry, were you close?” Gavroche asked, realizing Yuga’s unease.
“…He was just my teacher for a year.” Yuga explained, attempting to dismiss the question, all the while remembering Aizawa after the USJ attack; so battered that he had to be bandaged like a mummy.
“I heard it was some of his former students who did the deed.” Dahlia said snidely, not looking at Yuga, but clearly fishing for a reaction. “It seems he had expelled over a hundred students and gave them black marks that ruined their lives.”
“Okay, that’s a bit much…” Gavroche frowned, trying to get Dahlia to shut up. “No school in their right mind would keep a teacher that insane…”
“No, it’s true!” Claudette squealed, waving her own phone at Gavroche, “There’s official data and everything!”
Gavroche read Claudette’s phone, his eyes widening before looking back at Yuga.
“Like I said, he was just my teacher for a year.” Yuga said, shrugging.
“…Right…sorry…” Gavroche said, clamming up, though the conversation that Claudette and Dahlia started could still be heard.
“Geez, if they hired teachers like that, no wonder that country went to the dogs.”
“Did you see what happened to those kids he expelled? Half of them committed suicide because no one would hire them afterwards even though they graduated from what’s supposed to be the ‘top school in the world!’ What a load!”
“Heck, I can’t blame whoever killed that man, sounds like he earned it…”
This didn’t concern Yuga. Like he said, he had only been at UA for a year. He had no real connections with anyone there. His classmates were acquaintances at most. It didn’t matter that he kept getting letters from them, messages on his social media. Yuga had decided that they were not a part of his life anymore.
(“Can’t Stop Twinkling! Can’t Stop Twinkling! Can’t Stop Twinkling!”)
It was the only way he could live with himself. He simply moved on. He went to his classes, mingled with his classmates, and made new connections.
He didn’t make friends. He made connections. He had worn a mask for too long to be truly open with anyone. The showy persona he had made for himself in UA as a cover to his guilt…he simply couldn’t drop it anymore.
This was fine though. Heroes had personas like Yuga’s. This was normal. He could live with this.
He just wished he could sleep again.
“Eventually, I graduated. I became a professional hero, just like I always wanted. I assume my old classmates went and joined the emergency services. I don’t know what the change was like for them, but I heard enough about the state of the country to know that things were going to be very difficult for them. In fact…that was about the last time that I heard about any of them.”
Dubbed the “Hell Class” by the media, Yuga’s old classmates were never able to truly shake the reputation that had attached itself to them ever since the USJ, at least while they were at school. Perhaps thankfully though, once they entered the police force, their presence in the media simply vanished, as they became just another face in a uniform. It made it easier for Yuga to try to forget about them.
“After that, I did everything I could to forget about them, to forget about what I did. I threw myself into my work, indulging in all of the luxuries of the business. I used my parents’ connections to get valuable sponsorships, and was able to artificially inflate my rank by putting my image everywhere. I became associated with glitz, glamor, everything that the hero system is being criticized for.” Yuga gave a small, humorless chuckle. Ever since the Japanese hero system fell, many other countries had begun investigating their own hero systems for similar corruption. Most was not made public, but Yuga knew that they found something, as subtle changes began to happen in countries across the world in how they handled their heroes. It was possible that Yuga would eventually lose his sponsorships as several countries were changing their hero systems to something more state-run, with overseeing agencies to monitor heroes for their conduct.
“If I’m being honest, I’ve just indulged in my fantasy as much as possible, using the glamor of my profession as a way to ignore my past.”
Yuga shook his head.
“It doesn’t work though. I still dream about my classmates, both alive and dead. It’s them that I hear chanting behind every cheer I get. But…I suppose I’ve just learned to live with it. I got my dream. I told myself that counted for something.”
Yuga closed his eyes.
“This morning though...I got a letter.”
Yuga was in a building he felt was familiar. Unsure of what to do, he went to the nearest door, which opened up to a flight of stairs leading down into darkness. He couldn’t see a light switch anywhere. For some reason, he decided to go down the stairs, using his cell phone to light the way. The stairs went down what felt like several flights, leading to somewhere deep underground.
Finally, his feet found level ground. His light shined onto another door at the end of the room he had found himself in. The door had a small grate, which Yuga opened and shined his light into.
With a gasp, he recoiled, as his light shined upon the body of Shiretoko, sprawled out on the floor, her body emaciated and starving, her eyes faded white. As soon as the light hit her, she threw herself at the door trying to reach through the grate for the only source of light she had seen for years. She tried to speak, but her throat was too dry from disuse and she could only gasp feebly.
Desperately, even as Shiretoko’s flailing threatened to claw his eyes out, Yuga tried to open the door, but it was locked, and no amount of pulling or kicking would loosen it. He heard several other grates slam open all around him, and as he shined his light around in a panic, he saw that there were several other doors, all holding his former classmates. They were moaning in pain, gasping for breath and desperately trying to claw their way out of the miserable holes that they had been left in.
Ashido’s skin had turned from pink to gray, her hair falling out. Kaminari was biting at the bars of his door like a rabid animal. Shoji was trying to stretch his arms through the grate of his door, but was so feeble that he could barely stick his fingers through. Yaoyorozu, once so tall and beautiful, had been reduced to barely a skeleton as if she had been made to use her Quirk until it had started eating away at her muscles.
Unable to help them, unable to scream, Yuga ran out of the room, trying to shut out the sound of his former friends banging on their doors, begging to be let out, to be able to see just a bit of the light of the city he had come from. Yuga needed to leave. He needed to get out of this city and never come back. But at the top of the stairs, the demon was waiting for him, grinning. He reached his hand out to Yuga;
“There’s no walking away from Omelas for you.”
Yuga snapped awake with a shout, gasping for air and desperately fumbling for the light switch to his room.
Being jolted from his sleep so suddenly, Yuga was almost blinded by the usual glimmer that came from all of his crystal fixtures throughout his room as the lights turned on. It was essentially an expanded version of his room back in UA; complete with suits of armor, disco balls, mirrors, and whatever sparkling knickknack that caught Yuga’s fancy.
Yuga took a moment to catch his breath before getting dressed with as much flair as he could manage. He stood in front of one of his mirrors, staring at his reflection.
He was the hero “Can’t Stop Twinkling!” He couldn’t let himself be bogged down by some fantasy in his dreams, he had an image to keep up. He was a hero. He had achieved his dream by his own efforts. He dazzled crowds, he struck down villains, he had endorsements from several high-end clothes lines and jewelry outlets. He was the subject of multiple stories of interest in regards to his rendezvous with female heroines or socialites. He was a hero.
“I am a hero. I am a hero. I am a hero.”
Leaving the room, Yuga did his best to ignore the sight of Asui and Mongoose staring out at him from the shadows as soon as he turned off the lights.
As Yuga had his morning coffee, his maid got his attention.
“Monsieur Aoyama, here is your mail.”
“Thank you, Fantine.” Yuga replied, beginning to sort through the letters. Most of it was junk, there were a few sponsorship offers, a magazine subscription, but at the bottom of the pile was a letter with a name that made Yuga’s blood run cold.
‘To: Yuga Aoyama’
‘From: Izuku Midoriya’
Yuga knew he should just destroy it. He had put Japan behind him. He had put Midoriya behind him. He threw away any letter he had gotten from his old classmates, after all. But whether out of morbid curiosity, or the lingering fear that Midoriya had found out about his secret, Yuga tore open the envelope. Inside was a picture of an older Midoriya, being embraced by a very tall heteromorph woman with teal fox traits, Midoriya hugging the woman’s arms as they wrapped around him, the two laughing joyfully at the camera.
‘You are cordially invited to the wedding of Midoriya Izuku and Ippan Josei’
Yuga stared at the invitation, his coffee forgotten.
Midoriya looked so happy. He even looked a bit stronger since Yuga had last seen him. And he was getting married? There was a true joy in the eyes of Midoriya and his fiancé, a kind that Yuga had never gotten in any of the liaisons with vapid heroines or supermodels that he took as status symbols more than any companionship that they offered.
What had happened to Midoriya in the last few years? How had he managed to look so happy in a country that seemed as if it was falling apart?
Yuga should have left the matter there. He should have sent an RSVP saying no, that he was too busy. He had only known Midoriya for a year after all, if that. They weren’t even in the same class. He just happened to work with them sometimes, that’s all.
But he couldn’t. The same morbid curiosity that had driven him to open the letter led him to go back to his room and open his laptop, searching through social media until he found one of Midoriya’s social media accounts. The first thing to show up on Midoriya’s feed was an announcement of his engagement to Ippan Josei.
Yuga knew that he would find nothing that would make him happy, not wanting to revisit what had happened to the classmates that he had betrayed and abandoned, but he decided to look back from the point at which he had left Japan. It seemed that Midoriya had met Ippan about halfway through his second year. Even before they had started dating, it was clear to Yuga that Midoriya had an attraction to Ippan, considering how often she showed up in his feed; chatting with her, sharing stories with her, and displaying pictures of Ippan having meals or watching movies with the Midoriyas, which at some point started to include the little girl Eri from the Eight Precepts raid.
Starting in Midoriya’s third year, Eri was officially adopted into the family, commemorated with a picture of a beaming Eri being hugged by Midoriya and his mother while the little girl held an ID with the name “Midoriya Eri” on it. Midoriya included pictures of Eri celebrating her birthday, going on hikes, events at school, and showing Eri with the new friends that she had made.
Yuga felt his heart stop as he saw that one of Eri’s friends was Asui Satsuki; the younger sister of Asui Tsuyu. He had forgotten about her, but the memories of that little girl sobbing her eyes out with her broken father, mother, and brother at Asui’s funeral hit him like a truck. Yuga did his best to ignore any more links that showed Eri, but she kept coming up; it seemed that Midoriya was as happy and proud to have Eri as a sister as she was to have him as a brother.
There was another picture of Midoriya at a Halloween party held by Class A with Eri, Satsuki, and Ippan. The fact that everyone was dressed up as heroes merely drove the point home to Yuga that they could only use those costumes at these points in the year, and that Asui was dressed in the same outfit as her older sister highlighted how she would never wear that costume again. The girls of the class dressed up as the Wild Wild Pussycats, reminding Yuga even more of the state that he had left them all in.
Yuga scrolled frantically until he got to a video posted by Midoriya’s mother showing his salutatorian address at the graduation.
“When I was younger, it was my dream to go to UA. Of course, like everyone else, it was my dream to become a hero. Eventually, I had to give that dream up. For a while, I was at a loss for what to do with myself. You don’t spend fourteen years chasing a dream only to lose it and come out fine. However, I did my best, and tried to put myself back together. I wanted to help people however I could. Thanks to the support I got from my teachers and friends here, I found a way that I could do just that.”
Midoriya acted as if losing a dream was hard for him, but the way he talked, the happiness and pride Yuga could see in him, it hardly seemed to faze him.
“In a way, I’m very fortunate. Even if it was hard to give it up, the change in my life was simple and without much drama. Not long after this happened though, it seemed that the rest of the country went through a similar end to their dreams, and the results were far more tragic.”
Yuga shoved his fist into his mouth to stifle a moan of regret.
“UA has been hurt. Heroics, the field that had originally given UA its reputation, no longer exists as a career. It’s painful, because becoming a hero was such an amazing dream. To keep people safe, to be someone that inspires others and makes them smile. For many, UA was a fulfillment of that dream. It was certainly how I saw this school before I came here. So, I know what it can feel like for some of us for that dream to end.”
Yuga bit down on his hand hard enough to draw blood. He had destroyed those dreams. He had stolen their smiles. He didn’t bother listening to the rest of the video, instead scrolling on. There were more pictures of Midoriya, most with Ippan as they became an official couple and grew closer; holding hands, dancing, kissing. There were other birthdays, other holidays, festivals where they dressed in yukatas and admired fireworks, days where they worked to cook together, even laughing over the burnt remains of their attempt at a souffle.
Those weren’t the only pictures though; there was more with his new little sister Eri, each following picture showing her having grown a bit bigger. There were perhaps as many pictures of Eri as there were of Ippan. There were pictures of several of the former students of Class A, all welcoming Midoriya into their world; going to office parties, celebrations, inviting him to double dates with Ippan. Besides pictures and stories of Midoriya’s life with his family and friends, there were a few snippets of his analysis, which had quote streams pages long as others discussed his work with him. Yuga even recognized a few names from other French heroes, all of whom he realized had become far more successful and effective after their communications with Midoriya.
There were a few other posts on Midoriya’s page that Yuga took notice of, as they referenced him; his work as a hero. Midoriya had kept up to date on Yuga, as well as Rin and Tsunotori after they had made their debuts as heroes. Midoriya was praising him, analyzing him still, even making notes on advertisements that Yuga had been involved in; Midoriya had bought a diamond necklace that Yuga had endorsed for Ippan on the anniversary of their hooking up. Midoriya had nothing but praise for him.
Him. A coward, a liar, a traitor, a murderer, a thief. Midoriya praised a man that was responsible for the murders of at least two people, the theft of a Quirk of a beloved heroine, and the destruction of the dreams of an entire country, much less those of people who had seen themselves as Yuga’s friends. All of this, for a faulty Quirk given by the hand of a demon. All to live a life of vanity, indulgence, and hedonism fueled by his desire to drown out his guilt. All of it, empty and unfulfilling.
And what had Midoriya accomplished in comparison? A career where he appeared to be one of the leaders in the field before he’d even turned twenty-five, the continued respect of his peers, a loving and adoring family, and a beautiful fiancé who seemed to truly love and cherish him. All without a Quirk.
Yuga had pitied Midoriya when they had first met, had used him as a visual justification for his deal with the devil, someone that he had believed would fall to ruin just as Yuga would if he had remained Quirkless. And yet Quirkless, Midoriya had achieved so much more, had become so much happier.
Despite Yuga’s efforts to put his past behind him, it all hit him; these images, these stories of the past, of a life that he could have had, or had at least strived for. Could he have had a life like this? He didn’t have Midoriya’s intelligence certainly, but he still had his parents’ connections and their wealth. Could he have not used that somehow? Work in investments and live a comfortable life? Become a fashion designer? Or perhaps even use his family’s resources to go into politics and try to actually make things better for other Quirkless people like himself? Wouldn’t that be a more noble goal that indulging in his ego and his stolen Quirk for the masses? Look at how many people Izuku helped as an analyst over the average hero! Look at how happy he was! Look at how much good he had done! It made a dream of becoming a hero so paltry in comparison, and what good was a dream of becoming a hero when the price was that Yuga turn himself into a villain?
All of this, a vapid, pointless waste on a coward like him, for a price that he had forced everyone else to pay.
He did not deserve to be a hero.
He did not deserve this Quirk.
He did not deserve this praise.
He did not deserve this life.
And that was it. Yuga had said all that he could. He didn’t know how to feel now.
“…You poor young man…” the priest eventually said, breaking the silence. “I am so sorry that you went through this…”
Yuga couldn’t bring himself to react. He supposed that sympathy was better than condemnation.
“I can’t deny that by doing what All For One told you to do, many horrible things happened, and you should have tried to talk to someone sooner. However, considering the threats you faced it would have taken an exceptionally brave man to do this, far braver than a boy your age should have had to be.”
That was just it, wasn’t it? Yuga thought to himself. How exactly could he have said no? His life and those of his parents were on the line.
But there was also the fact that Yuga had access to All Might. He had one of the few people who could have helped him interacting with him on a regular basis, and he had done nothing, still paralyzed with fear over the belief that no one could help him.
“That being said, I can also see how much your guilt has hurt you, and my advice to you is the same as I would give anyone else here; you must confess your sins and ask for forgiveness before man and Christ, especially towards those who were most directly hurt by your actions.”
“What good would confessing now do?” Yuga asked in defeat. “All For One is dead, and it’s not as if I can bring back the people that I killed. It’s been years since I’ve last seen any of them. All I would do is destroy my life, destroy my parents’ lives, and open up old wounds.”
“From what you’ve been telling me, your life is in the process of being destroyed because of your guilt.” The priest pointed out. “As for your parents, they made their own choices. While I understand that you love them, bringing a child into a deal with a man so blatantly evil is abhorrent. As bad as they might have believed it would have been for you to live without a Quirk, you have seen for yourself how much more pain it ultimately caused you. They should have known what they were doing and what it could have meant for you. They should have realized how much more pain you were in than you could have been otherwise and done something to help you. It is not your job to protect them from the consequences of their actions, particularly when you have been bearing the brunt of those consequences. And what good you ask would confessing do now? You’re already confessing to me. Why not to the people that you actually wronged? Do you not think that you owe them this? Even after, or perhaps especially after so long?”
Yuga couldn’t answer. He wouldn’t answer. The priest was quiet for a moment, and spoke up again.
“It seems that the story your mother told you has had a significant impact on your thinking, with how often you relate your circumstances to it and how often it comes up in your dreams. Perhaps it might be helpful if I frame your circumstances through that lens:”
Yuga looked quizzically through the screen, but the priest went on;
“Now…I believe that Those Who Walk Away from Omelas was meant as an analogy for how societies are often built off of the suffering of others, but in your case I believe we can take the metaphor Omelas presents a bit further. The ones that walk away from Omelas are meant to be seen as the more moral of the characters, but are they really? Even if they are not an active part of Omelas, they have still abandoned the child to their suffering. The fact is, if they lived in Omelas at all, they have caused this child’s pain. Do you not think that they owe it to this child to do something about it? To rescue them if it is within their power? Your own mother pointed out how unjust the society of Omelas was. I believe that it is clear that the child’s suffering should be stopped, even if it would mean an end to that utopia…or perhaps in your case, to the comfortable life that you live.”
Yuga leaned back from the screen and hung his head.
“That being said, even if a former citizen were to rescue the child of Omelas, the child would have still spent most of their lives in misery because of them. That citizen cannot make up for what they have done, they cannot give the child back the years that were stolen from them or truly answer for the torment inflicted on them. All they can do is to beg for forgiveness for their horrible sin, and to offer what penance that they can to the child and to God. It is difficult and requires a great deal of courage, strength, and humility, but this is what is owed.”
Yuga was silent, understanding what the priest was pointing out to him.
“Like an ignorant citizen of Omelas, you were granted the ability to live in luxury. However, you know now that you should have walked away when you saw what this luxury required of you, that you should have tried to find some way to prevent the horrors that happened to your class. You did not though. You remained in Omelas. I admit that it would have been hard for you to leave, but you still allowed people to be sacrificed. Worse, when All For One was defeated, you still did not say anything. You did not acknowledge those that had been hurt. They were owed your apology. They still are.”
Yuga was hollow, the priest having detailed everything that he had been feeling. Still though, what he was being asked to do felt both pointless and insurmountable.
“It is true there is no taking back what you have done. You can’t restore those two girls back to life, you cannot give that woman back her Quirk, and you cannot remove the trauma from the lives of your friends. That is something that they, and their families, will have to live with from now on. However, they are owed your repentance, your acknowledgement of your part in the pain that they have experienced. I cannot guarantee that your guilt will leave you, but if you do not confess to what you have done, your guilt will only grow.”
Yuga stared at the wooden floor of the confessional. He had heard what the priest had said. He even acknowledged that there was a truth to their words. However, in his heart, he felt nothing.
“…It’s like you said though; it takes a far braver man than me to do this.” He eventually replied.
Yuga opened the door of the confessional and walked out. Before he could make more than a step though, he felt a hand grasp him around his forearm, holding him back. He looked, and saw a black-scaled and white-clawed hand reached out from the priest’s side of the confessional stopping him.
“Wait…please…” the priest begged, loosening his grip on Yuga’s arm enough so that he could pull himself free if he wanted, but still firmly enough to hold him in place.
“I cannot force you to join the Faith, to confess to God or anyone else. But I can see how much your guilt weighs on you, I believe I know what you intend to do…and I beg you, don’t do it. It is not the right way to deal with your guilt; it is just another feeble attempt at running away. You know that it is wrong. You know that doing this would hurt those who care about you. Please.”
“…I fear, father…” Yuga stammered, “that running away is all I can do.”
Yuga pulled away, walking out of the church. He knew he was a coward. The fact was, he had only wanted to tell someone his story before he ended it.
Notes:
Well, this one took a lot longer than I had anticipated. It’s not even as physically long as some of my other chapters, it just took a while for me to figure out how I wanted to frame this and characterize Yuga.
I know that I mentioned in one of the comments from last week that I was going to name this “Control” after the song by Halsey, but I am a huge symphonic metal fan, and when I was listening to Within Temptation last week, “Hand of Sorrow” stuck out to me. “Control” would have been more fitting if I had focused on the mask that Yuga wore as a mole, but I feel like “Hand of Sorrow” fits Yuga more, both in his actions, his guilt, and his overall more dramatic persona. (If you don’t know what Within Temptation is, I personally recommend their songs “See Who I Am”, “Jilian (I’d Give My Heart)”, and “Sinéad” as my personal favorites.)
I’d like to thank DrWalpurgisnacht for giving me the idea to reference "Those Who Walk Away from Omelas" in this chapter, referring to the original story as a “reverse Omelas” in one of their comments. That made me think about how someone in the Aoyamas’ position would see their society and how they might justify their actions.
My current plan for the next chapter should be a bit shorter, though I don’t want to give a guarantee that I will have it out by next week. I will say though that my current plan for its title is another Within Temptation song, “The Truth Beneath The Rose.”
Chapter 8: The Truth Beneath the Rose
Notes:
I'd like to dedicate this chapter to NotBurgerKing; you've presented an intriguing perspective on the world of MHA, and it has been fascinating to get into discussions with you in our comments.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Momo, I want to show you something.” Momo’s father called to her. She came up to him, and he picked her up in his arms, pointing to some buildings in the distance.
“Do you see those buildings there? Those are called slums. People live there.”
Momo frowned at the sight, confused. The buildings her father was pointing at were short, dirty, and crowded; nothing like the mansion that she lived in.
“People live there? Why?”
“People live there because they can’t afford anything better. They don’t have as much money as we do. In fact, most places that people live in aren’t much bigger.”
Momo looked at her father in shock. He smiled before putting her back down on the ground and looking at her.
“Momo, let me ask you something; before I inherited the conglomerate from my father, what do you think I did to earn it?”
Momo blinked. ‘Inherited’ to her understanding implied that it had been given to him.
“I don’t know, father, what did you do?”
“To be honest?” he shrugged. “Not that much.”
Momo’s father smiled at her expression.
“Don’t get me wrong, I did have to go to college and work hard to show that I could handle my father’s businesses, but there were a lot of people who work just as hard, if not harder than me, and don’t get as much.”
Momo frowned at this statement. Something about that didn’t feel right to her. Her father seemed to notice and went on.
“Let me ask you another question, Momo. What did you do to earn the right to live in a mansion, when other people have to live in those slums?” he asked, pointing over to the dirty buildings.
Momo felt nervous being put on the spot, despite her father’s kind, patient expression.
“I…I don’t think that I did anything, father…”
“One more question then; did you do anything to earn your Quirk?”
A matryoshka doll popped out of Momo’s head in a nervous reflex, making Momo’s father chuckle, much to her embarrassment.
“I…I don’t know?”
Momo’s father patted her on the head calmly.
“It’s alright, Momo. The answer is really the same as it was for me; We didn’t really earn most of what we have. We have to work hard to be better at handling our businesses, our wealth, and our Quirks, but for you, your mother, and I, we happened to be in a position in life where we got things that others don’t.”
Momo’s father kneeled down to her level.
“I’m telling you this because I want you to understand that you have a lot of luxuries that most people don’t have, Momo. Most people aren’t going to get the advantages that we have because of circumstances outside of their control.”
Momo looked over the slums again, frowning.
“How does that make you feel, Momo?”
“It…it makes me feel sad.” She said. “It doesn’t feel fair. I have a lot of stuff that I could give that I don’t need.” She looked up at her father. “Couldn’t we help those people?”
In response, Momo’s father hugged her warmly.
“I’m so proud of you.”
Momo was confused, but enjoyed the hug before her father patted her on the head again.
“We could help those people, and we generally try to when we can.” He pointed to a building being constructed behind them that said ‘Community Center.’ “Your mother and I are trying to make it easier for the people in this neighborhood to live by setting up jobs and opportunities that could help them to make their homes nicer.”
Momo’s father looked down on her again.
“Call it fate, call it God, we were given wealth and opportunities that others don’t have. And like you, I believe that we have an obligation to use what we have to help others.” He put his hands on Momo’s shoulders and frowned. “Not everyone thinks this way though, Momo. A lot of people just want to keep what they have to themselves without using it to make anything better. I want you to do your best to make sure you don’t turn out that way, alright, Momo?”
Momo nodded fervently. Seeing the difference between the way she lived and how others lived made her want to help those that weren’t as happy as she was.
She wondered though how she wanted to help people. Looking up at what her father was building, she supposed that she could just help him and her mother with their businesses, but that didn’t feel quite right to her. Something made her want to help people more by her own hands and talents. She picked up the matryoshka doll that she had created by accident, thinking.
Suddenly, she heard a cheer break out from the front of the community center, and saw something that made her heart soar.
“I AM HERE!”
“It’s All Might!” someone shouted out, followed by a chorus of others running towards the giant, muscled, caped Number One hero. Momo’s father brought her up to meet him. Ultimately, the man didn’t stay very long; just long enough to give his own endorsement for the Yaoyorozu conglomerate’s work on the community center. However, it struck Momo the sheer difference in how people looked and acted when All Might arrived. Everyone was smiling and excited, it felt for a moment that the problems around them weren’t even there; as if All Might’s presence simply made everything better.
Still excited to have gotten to meet All Might, Momo got an idea as she looked at the doll.
TEN YEARS LATER; THE WEEK AFTER THE HOSU INCIDENT
Momo had gotten the chance to pursue her dream. She had gotten into UA, and after the first day, her classmates had recognized her skill and intelligence and made her the Class Representative with Iida Tenya as her Vice. Despite the pressure of these responsibilities, Momo felt confident that she could handle them. Besides, she knew she could rely on her teachers if there were problems, they were heroes, after all.
That was before three of her classmates were injured in the first day of classes overseen by All Might. Before she realized she had a sexual predator in the making in the form of their classmates Mineta. Before Tsuyu and Habuko were murdered at the USJ. Before losing in a matter of seconds against Tokoyami at the Sports Festival. And before she was used as a prop by Uwabami in an internship Momo had hoped to learn something valuable from in response to all of their struggles.
So many terrible things had been happening despite the presence of her teachers, the reassurances of heroes, and her own talents that she had been spending years honing. It was overwhelming, and it felt as if horrible things kept hitting Momo and her class that they weren’t equipped for. When Aizawa asked to talk to Momo before class could start, she was about to try to open up to him about this, to try to get some assurance that things could get better, that they would be safe and that she would be able to pick herself back up…
“Yaoyorozu, you’re going to need to select a new Vice Representative.” Aizawa said to Momo.
“Oh…how…?”
“It just needs to be done by the end of the day.” Aizawa answered bluntly. “You can pick one yourself, or hold another election, it doesn’t matter.” The man sealed himself back inside his sleeping bag, leaving Momo with nothing else.
This was not a good time to hoist such an important task on Momo. This was the first day that 1-A had come back to UA since Iida’s death, and that was without taking into account how poorly Momo did in the Sports Festival and her utterly worthless internship with Uwabami. In truth, she was questioning whether she should be the Class Representative at all, and she was expected to make a decision like this?
Still, it made sense to handle the issue as soon as possible; they did need a Vice Representative after all, so Momo didn’t try to argue and simply took her seat in the back of the class.
Momo tried to consider her options as each of her classmates filed into the room. It felt jilting for her to not see Iida being one of the habitually early students alongside her and Todoroki. However, Momo’s mind kept wandering to a conversation that she had overheard after Iida’s funeral. She was going to the bathroom to wash her face off when she opened the door and heard some students talking.
“I swear, her parents must have bought her way into the school. How else did someone who lost in just a few seconds get a Recommendation?”
“I know right? She must see being a hero as some sort of publicity grab. Why else would she intern with Uwabami of all people!”
“I don’t care what her Quirk is, if that’s why she’s here, she’d be better off just becoming an empty-headed model. Hell, it’s people like her that got Stain going crazy in the first place!”
Momo felt her throat close up. This wasn’t something that she wanted to hear after losing one of her friends, and she walked away, trying not to focus on it. However, those words, and similar conversations she had heard kept repeating in her head.
Was this how people saw her? She had worked so hard to get her Recommendation, had fought against dozens of applicants with incredible skill, and everything she was doing was being dismissed?
Should it? She still felt personally humiliated by her loss to Tokoyami, and far more so at being made to model for Uwabami when she had hoped to have gained something of value from the heroine. It seemed as if her decisions kept digging her into a deeper hole, so how could she expect to make decisions for others?
“Yaomomo?” Momo heard a whisper and saw a floating uniform.
“Hagakure?”
“Could I ask you a question?”
Right, she was still the Class Representative. It was a miracle that they hadn’t voted her out by this point.
“Certainly, what is it?”
“Do you know how to get to Hound Dog’s office?” she whispered.
For a moment, Momo looked quizzically at Hagakure, until she realized that information wasn’t something that the class would automatically know about unless they were like her and had memorized the layout of the building. In hindsight it was an extremely bad idea for Aizawa to not have them attend orientation in favor of his Quirk Assessment Test; this was the kind of important information that they had missed.
“I believe that Inui-san’s office is room 103, three rooms down from the cafeteria.” She explained. “But may I ask why you are whispering?”
By the faint movement of Hagakure’s uniform, Momo believed she was tilting her head towards Aizawa’s sleeping bag.
“…I’m not sure how Aizawa would react if he knew that I wanted to talk to Hound Dog…”
Momo wanted to chastise Hagakure for thinking so little of their teacher…but when she had brought up her frustrations about Mineta and Kaminari tricking her and the other girls of the class into dressing up as cheerleaders, he hadn’t exactly been sympathetic, and was more critical towards her for falling for that trick in the first place. Perhaps it wasn’t inaccurate to doubt their teacher’s concern for their emotional well-being.
Speaking of which, Kaminari came up to Momo next, rubbing the back of his head awkwardly.
“Hey…Yaomomo…”
Momo was admittedly still angry at Kaminari, but he seemed anxious.
“What is it, Kaminari?”
“I was wondering if you knew anything about how we can reserve gym time…I was thinking that I might want to try to increase how much voltage I can put out…”
Behind Hagakure and Kaminari though, Rin came up next. He looked pale, as if he hadn’t been sleeping properly.
“Yaomomo…my parents were wondering if UA’s going to be doing anything to improve its security with what happened to Iida...”
Then Ojiro,
“Yaoyorozu, I’ve been kind of nervous…”
Then Sero, then Sato, then Jiro.
Everyone was scared, coming to her. They were bringing their usual concerns to her, but Momo could see panic in their eyes. It felt as if they were talking to her not just to ask questions, but to assure themselves that there was still some sense of normalcy to their lives, that there was someone that they could rely on when things were going so bad. They were afraid, but were coming to her for some sense of hope.
Why?
Why would they come to her, of all people?
Why did they expect her to be able to fix everything?
Couldn’t they just go to…
Oh. Right. Aizawa was sleeping.
But still, there had to be…
…
…
Was…
Was it really just her?
Was there no one else?
True, she was the Class Representative…but surely there was someone else who could help everyone with their concerns…
Who though?
Aizawa wasn’t going to help. Iida was dead. The more powerful students in the class who would normally be the ones people would flock to, Bakugou and Todoroki, didn’t seem to actually care about others.
So that just left her.
Could she lead though?
…
Did she have a choice?
Was she really going to leave everyone when they were asking for help? Maybe Momo wasn’t as put-together as she thought she was at the start of the year, but there were still people looking to her to act as the leader here.
Momo still thought about what people were saying about her, the ways that she had humiliated herself, but she needed to put that aside for now. Crying wasn’t going to solve anything. She answered everyone’s questions and tried to calm them down the best she could before going back to her own task, trying to figure out how to pick a new Vice Representative. She could simply hold another election, but noticing how nervous several of her classmates were, Momo thought that it might be more prudent to ask people if they wanted the position first, rather than have everyone hoist the position on them. The exceptions being people like Bakugou or Mineta, who would either misuse the position or were otherwise unfit. She began to look over her classmates again. Eventually, she came to a decision, and walked to the middle of the classroom.
“Excuse me, Shoji?”
The Dupli-Arms student turned to her.
“Yaoyorozu?”
“Would you be interested in being the Vice Representative?”
Shoji blinked in surprise.
“Me? Why do you pick me?”
“I’m just asking if you are interested in the position,” Momo answered, holding up a hand to placate Shoji and to let him know that this was his choice, “but I feel out of everyone, you seem the calmest about what has been happening, and likely one of the most mature and patient of our classmates. I think that you would be good for the position.”
Shoji leaned back, blinking again in thought.
“I know I’m asking a lot…” Momo admitted, “and if you’re not interested in the position, that’s fine, but I just feel that out of our classmates, you would be one of the most reliable.”
Shoji looked at Momo, considering what she was saying, before nodding.
“Well…if you think so, I could be your Vice Rep.”
Momo smiled gratefully.
“Thank you, Shoji. If you want, I can talk to you during lunch about what the duties entail before I confirm this with Aizawa.”
Later that day, when Momo told Aizawa about her choice for the new vice representative, he gave them an assignment to talk to a student from 1-C that Nezu had been working with.
PRESENT DAY:
“I’ve lost sight of the target!”
“Cordon off the area, now!” Gori’s voice called over the radio.
Momo used a grappling hook to swing to the top of a nearby roof. Thankfully, the police had mapped off the area that Giran and Toga were meeting in ahead of time, and were able to get officers and UN soldiers in position to head off anywhere that Toga could escape from. The problem though was that the area was a small, but busy market with plenty of people that Toga could grab as hostages or more likely use her Transform Quirk to hide amongst and escape, a trick that she had used in the past few years since the Battle of Jaku in the rare occasions that the police encountered her. It wasn’t an ideal place to confront Toga, but it had been sprung on them and they needed to act fast or risk giving the last remaining free League of Villains member a chance to escape and kill again. They had managed to catch Giran, but Momo knew that they had a matter of minutes, if not seconds, to catch Toga before she was in the wind.
“Alpha Four, I’m in position, over.” Tsutsumi’s voice called over the intercom.
Momo quickly set up her own sniper rifle overlooking the market.
“Alpha Five, I’m in position, over.” Momo announced.
“Alpha Five, be warned, I do not have visual on you, over.” Tsutsumi warned.
“Copy, Alpha Four, over.” Momo responded. She and Tsutsumi were on their own where they were while the other officers began canvassing the crowd. Momo began to scan over the area. She knew where Toga had escaped from, but at this point she could be anywhere.
The police had been hunting Toga for years ever since Jaku. Being the country’s most wanted criminal, a good deal of the police’s scant resources were devoted to tracking her down and apprehending her. Ever since Momo had started to make a name for herself in the police and had begun training under Tsutsumi, the former “Lady Nagant”, she had devoted herself to studying Toga’s psychological profile; her strategies, her behaviors, her tics. Toga was perhaps the greatest actor in the world, but even she had behaviors that Momo had trained herself to seek out.
Shaving cut on the man eating a burger. No unusual behavior around him.
Toy vender selling red teddy bears for Valentine’s Day. No one is veering off to observe.
The woman sitting on the park bench just got a paper cut. No one has noticed.
Momo scanned through the entire area in less than a minute. In that time, she realized that Toga wasn’t there. She saw a faint red light in her visor.
“Squad, I think I see something.” Momo shifted her rifle, her eye focused down the scope. “Position six.”
The instant Momo said this, she sprayed a cloud of knockout gas from the back of her neck, eliciting a small gasp behind her. In the instant the officer behind her flinched from the sedative before she could back away or strike back with the knife in her hand, Momo slammed the butt of her rifle into the woman’s solar plexus, forcing her to gasp and breathe in more of the gas. The woman choked, her eyes narrowed onto Momo like pinpricks, fumbling one more time with her knife before Momo slammed her rifle into her mouth, breaking several of her teeth and finally knocking her out, her disguise melting away to reveal a naked woman with blond hair in messy buns.
“Alpha Five, what is your status?” Tsutsumi frantically called over the radio.
Keeping her rifle trained on Toga, Momo answered the radio.
“This is Alpha Five, Toga is neutralized. Request assistance with restraints on my position. Code: White. Over.” She added, confirming that it was really her and not Toga managing to steal one of their radios.
Momo could almost hear the sigh of relief over the radio.
“Good job, Alpha Five.” Gori said.
It wasn’t ideal, but Momo managed to drag Toga (now clothed) towards an armored vehicle bound in a straightjacket and mouth guard. In most cases, Momo would be disgusted treating someone like this, but Toga was a danger that warranted the caution. Her Quirk had evolved before the Battle of Jaku to allow her to use the Quirks of those that she transformed into, requiring that she be restrained in a Quirk-resistant straightjacket. Besides preventing her from being able to ingest more blood that she could use to fuel her Quirk, the mouth guard also prevented Toga from sinking her remaining fangs into anyone, which she had used to kill people in the past. It gave Toga the indignity of looking like an animal, but in Momo’s opinion, Toga had shown herself to have the mentality of a rabid animal regardless.
“You heroes killed my friend! I should kill you too! I just wanted to live my life the way I wanted! I wanted to love the way I wanted!” Toga ranted, spitting blood through her mouth guard and writhing around badly enough that a weaker woman than Momo would have had difficulty controlling her. Momo did not respond to Toga. They had made the mistake of trying to reason with Toga in the past, and that had allowed her the opportunity to escape during the Battle of Jaku.
Some of the civilians managed to see who Momo was dragging, and by the time that Momo had gotten Toga to the armored car, there was already a crowd cheering for the capture of the country’s most wanted villain. Momo did not stop to show off though, as the soldiers held back the crowds while she shoved Toga into the car where other officers locked her in. Toga was still writhing around in a manner similar to Bakugou at the Reward Ceremony at Momo’s First Sports Festival. Along with blood from Momo breaking some of her teeth, there were a few tears trickling down Toga’s eyes at the realization that she had been finally caught.
Momo wondered if something was wrong with her for feeling nothing at this. But then she remembered all the people Toga had killed and what she had done to Uraraka. Momo remembered Toga’s twisted way of showing “love” to people by cutting them open, and the sob story she gave at the Battle of Jaku over Hawks killing her friend Twice, an action that most realized by this point had prevented thousands more deaths. Truly, any pity Momo had for Toga was spent by this point, and she only glared at Toga as she slammed the doors shut, letting the car take Toga away to Tartarus.
There were people still cheering, shouting questions at Momo, trying to take her picture, but she kept her helmet on and went to her squad car without stopping. The police would be holding a press conference later to announce what had happened and answer any questions people had. While communicating with the public was still important for Momo as a member of the police, it didn’t have the same celebrity-like carousing of heroics. As Momo was leaving though, she frowned as she noticed a familiar figure amongst the crowd watching her, wearing a white suit, triangular glasses, smoothed down dark green hair, and bright yellow eyes. Sasaki Mirai was still unpopular with the police for how he had opposed them through his pro hero campaign, though he had been oddly silent about his attacks for the past few months. Still, she thought it was too much of a coincidence for him to show up now of all times. It would be best to warn Gori just in case.
Momo held the phone to her ear, waiting for it to pick up.
“Hey, Yaomomo!” Uraraka’s cheerful voice cried out from the other side of the line. “How are you doing?”
“Uraraka…” Momo decided not to dance around why she called. Uraraka was probably too busy at the time to have noticed the stories that were already circling online before they could give the press conference. “We got her. We got Toga.”
There was silence on the other end of the line.
“It’s over, Uraraka.” Momo told her friend calmly. “I just got confirmation that she’s been locked up in Tartarus pending her trial, and there is absolutely no way that she isn’t going to be spending life in prison. She’s not going to hurt you or anyone else.”
Momo heard a faint choked sob from Uraraka.
“…You got her?”
“We did.” She answered, smiling. “We’re about to give a press conference announcing this, but I convinced Gori to let me tell you now.”
“…Thank you, Yaomomo.”
“You’re welcome, Uraraka. Would you perhaps like to meet up with us some time? It might be nice to see you in person.”
“…I think that would be nice.” Uraraka answered, still sounding like she was sniffling. “I’ll make sure to make time for you all. Thank you, Yaomomo…just…thank you.”
Uraraka hung up, and Momo sighed in exhaustion. She still remembered coming to at the Summer Camp, only to see Aizawa carrying Uraraka’s nearly bloodless body to the cabins after getting attacked by Toga. Toga’s attack was something that Uraraka saw in her nightmares for the rest of her life, giving her a fear of blood that she was still struggling with to Momo’s knowledge. She hoped that Toga’s arrest would give Uraraka the closure that she needed.
“Officer Yaoyorozu?”
Momo turned from the stairwell that she had been calling Uraraka from to see her boss, Chief Gori.
“I need to talk to you in my office, please.”
Momo nodded and followed. As they walked through the station, her fellow officers grinned at her, a few even applauding. Momo blushed and gave a small smile, but kept focus on following Gori. The two entered his office with Gori closing the door, when Momo recognized a third person waiting in the room.
“Mrs. Nishiya! What are you doing here?” Momo asked the former Ms. Takeyama, aka the former Mt. Lady, who pushed herself up from her chair to shake Momo’s hand. Honestly Momo wished that Nishiya hadn’t; she was supposed to be on maternity leave right now, with her swollen belly obviously straining her.
“Something came up that I needed to come over for, Yaomomo.” Nishiya answered. “Gori will explain it.”
“Is something wrong?” Momo asked Gori in concern as they all sat down.
“Not necessarily…” Gori said, turning his computer screen towards Momo. “But it’s something that we’re going to have to deal with.”
FORMER HERO STUDENT YAOYOROZU MOMO ARRESTS TOGA HIMIKO; LAST MEMBER OF LEAGUE OF VILLAINS BEHIND BARS!
Momo’s eyes narrowed at the headline. Arrests were supposed to be anonymous to protect the identities of the arresting officer, one of the differences between the current system and the old.
“Someone recognized me at the market…” Momo theorized, before an idea occurred to her. “Could Sasaki…?”
“Maybe.” Nishiya answered. “Though this would be a bit weird for him; bringing positive attention to something the police did. It could be this is why he’s been quiet for so long; trying some kind of new strategy.” Nishiya remarked about the man currently seen as her personal nemesis as the PR specialist of the police force. “That’s why I’m here; we want to be prepared if anything comes up that could blindside us.”
“Whatever the case,” Gori explained, “Your name is now associated with this arrest, and the public is going to want answers specifically from you.” The chief leaned forward. “Now understand, you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to, but it could be helpful if you are the one to be answering the questions during our announcement.”
Momo frowned.
“I dislike the idea of taking credit for an arrest that required all of us working together…but if my name is already in the public conscience, they might not be satisfied unless they hear from me. Besides, if I’m the one acknowledging the forces’ work, it might be best.”
Gori nodded.
“Thank you, Officer Yaoyorozu. Nishiya will run you through everything you need to know before the press conference this afternoon.”
Momo vaguely remembered her lessons on interviewing with Nishiya back when she was still “Mt. Lady,” though what she was doing now was admittedly more stressful. She was not just representing herself, but the entire police force. It should be a simple announcement; explain what happened during the arrest and that would be it, but Momo knew from experience how one’s words could get twisted.
Not to mention, while Toga was generally reviled across the country for her crimes and for her association with the League of Villains, there were many who still harbored sympathy for the woman. As a girl, Toga developed a blood-based Quirk that gave her a fixation on blood. Her parents though were horrified, seeing Toga as a monster and forcing her to repress her urges, which eventually boiled over and lead her to attack a classmate and drink his blood with a straw. Toga’s parents attempted to deflect blame onto their daughter, though this backfired on them when her past was revealed and showed how abhorrent their behavior was, leading to them being sued by the families of several of Toga’s victims. (Thankfully Toga’s siblings were put into foster care with their association with their parents and with Toga being erased, so hopefully they would have a chance at a normal life.)
“Remember, stay calm, stick to the facts.” Mrs. Nishiya coached Momo. “Some of them might try to bring up Toga’s parents, but make sure you control the narrative. Don’t get emotional and make this about you or your old classmates.”
Momo took a breath nodded, realizing that Nishiya probably knew she was thinking about Uraraka.
Gori approached the two.
“Are you ready?” he asked. Momo nodded, and Gori led her and Nishiya out in front of the station, where a crowd of reporters were waiting. Gori allowed Momo to take the podium where the microphones were while he and Nishiya sat behind her. The moment Momo stepped up to the stand, she was deluged by camera flashes. She took a breath and spoke:
“I would like to thank you all for coming. I am Special Officer Yaoyorozu Momo of the Mustafu Police Department. At approximately 9:00 AM this morning, we received confirmation from one of our sources that the broker Okuta Kagero, better known as ‘Giran’ would be meeting in the Utapu market area with Toga Himiko. The MPD attempted to ambush the two in a sting, managing to arrest Okuta immediately. While Toga Himiko escaped the initial ambush, the MPD, in cooperation with UN soldiers managed to cordon off the area and arrest Toga as well. As has been rumored online, I was the arresting officer. I would like to emphasize though that the hunt for Toga was a combined effort requiring the cooperation of various officers, forensic and psychological profilers, and the assistance of the UN soldiers.” Momo recited what facts about the arrest she was cleared for before moving on to Toga herself: “Toga Himiko first committed assault was seven years ago, after which she murdered 19 people before joining with the League of Villains. In the year that the League was active, Toga murdered dozens more and was a major leader of the Paranormal Liberation Front, which was responsible for the deaths of thousands of lives. Though the PLF was defeated, Toga escaped for five years and continued to attack and kill people. While we are still investigating crimes she is suspected to have committed, we can confirm that Toga Himiko murdered at least 76 people. It is with great relief though that I can say that Toga has finally been brought to justice, and I hope that this news will comfort the family and friends of her victims.”
Most of the reporters were busy writing down what Momo said, though she noticed a few eagerly watching her still, recognizing the kind of reporter looking for blood in the water.
“I can now take questions from the press.” She announced, undaunted.
A man with vibrant blue skin stood up.
“Officer Yaoyorozu, why are you the one giving this announcement?”
“An unknown source identified me as I was escorting Toga to one of our vehicles to transport her to Tartarus and posted my involvement. I was told that reporters wanted to get my perspective on the events, and I agreed to do so.” Momo turned from the man to the crowd at large. “I would like to say though that whoever posted this information was not acting in my best interests or that of my fellow officers. While I understand that this is not the practice that we are used to, with pro heroes often being given accolades for their arrests, personal information about the police should be kept confidential as much as possible, and we must request that the public do not practice this.”
A woman with green, slime-like hair stood up next.
“Officer Yaoyorozu, Toga was seen being dragged by you to an armored vehicle restrained with a muzzle and straightjacket. Do you believe this kind of treatment appropriate, even for a criminal like Toga?”
“That straightjacket was designed with Quirk-resistant fibers.” Momo explained. “Considering Toga’s Quirk allows her to use the Quirks of those that she transforms into, it was deemed necessary to prevent her from escaping. A facemask was applied for the same reason, along with the fact that Toga has attacked people with her teeth in the past.”
“Pictures taken from the incident show that she was bleeding from the mouth during her arrest.” The woman went on. “How exactly did the confrontation between you and Toga go? Do you believe that the amount of force you used in your confrontation was appropriate?”
“I was monitoring the market from one of the rooftops, as we had assumed that she had escaped into there and was using her Quirk to blend in. However, I had a motion tracker set up behind me that alerted me to Toga’s presence. She was disguised as an officer, but prior to the sting, we had code words and protocols set up to counter her usual strategies. I did not hear a call sign, so I used my Quirk to release knockout gas behind me and hit her in the solar plexus while she was caught off guard, and again in the face when she tried to attack me again. As for whether I used the appropriate force; I only had seconds to react when Toga attacked me and did what I needed to do to defend myself and neutralize Toga. Had I could, I would have simply shot her with a tranquilizer dart.”
A blond man stood up next.
“Wasn’t your class the one primarily targeted by Toga and the other members of the League? Was this a personal matter for you?”
“Toga did attack my class, so I did feel personally motivated to catch her.” Momo admitted, before adding, “However, every member of the team formed to capture Toga was psychologically evaluated on a regular basis, including myself, and I was cleared as fit for this mission. I was on this team as I was deemed one of the most capable officers to catch her.”
A woman with a jaguar mutation spoke up.
“Can the police guarantee that Toga will not escape this time?”
“Toga is currently being held in a maximum-security cell in Tartarus at the same level as All For One. Every available contingency is in place to ensure that she will not escape and will face trial for her crimes.”
A reporter with technicolor eyes stood.
“Do you feel any pity for Toga?”
Momo had considered this question long before this conference. In the aftermath of the Battle of Jaku, when Dabi revealed his motivations, there were several investigations done into the background of the other members of the League of Villains. Spinner had been a victim of heteromorph discrimination, Twice suffered from severe mental illness and had been unjustly fired from his job, but Toga’s history was subject of particular scrutiny, perhaps because it gave the public specific targets to vent at in the form of her parents. It was difficult for Momo to feel sorry for Toga admittedly considering the trauma and pain that she had inflicted on Uraraka, but in her calmer moments, Momo recognized that Toga was victimized in her own way. That being said, Toga’s stated goal was to live “how she wanted”, which meant committing acts of wanton murder. Even if Momo could sympathize with Toga and the other members of the League, it was inconsequential in the light of their crimes.
“What happened to Toga as a child was abhorrent and cruel, and I can’t imagine what it must have been like for her growing up being told that she was a monster by her parents and being denied a supplement she needed. However, since her first attack, she showed no effort to stop her crimes or seek help. In that time, she had murdered dozens of innocent people who had nothing to do with the abuse inflicted on her, all for the purpose of satiating her own desires or out of spite. As bad as things were for her, there is no justification for her crimes and she must now face the consequences of her actions.”
The reporters asked a few more questions, but this was as close as it got to anything getting under Momo’s skin. Thankfully the conference only lasted about a half an hour before it concluded, and finally Momo was able to go back into the station to her desk and breathe.
“Good job, Yaoyorozu.”
Momo looked up and saw Sakamata and Shoji standing next to her desk. She smiled at her senior, but especially at Shoji when she saw that he had brought a paper plate with a French cruller on it.
“I thought you might want this and made sure to save it for you.”
“Thanks, Shoji, you’re a lifesaver.” Momo said gratefully, enjoying the sweet softness of a police station doughnut, giving her lipid reserves a tiny boost after the day she had just gone through.
“In all seriousness though, well done on your first press conference.” Sakamata said. “I’m willing to bet that you’ll be giving quite a few more of those in the future.”
Momo gave Sakamata a quizzical look.
“You make it sound like you expect me to become the new chief in the next ten years or so.”
Sakamata shrugged.
“Don’t doubt it, you’re well on your way already.” He leaned towards Momo conspiratorially, “And between the three of us, Gori’s told me that he wouldn’t mind retiring either.”
“What about you?” Momo suggested.
“UA’s actually approached Sakamata about becoming a teacher.” Shoji said. “I think they’re fishing for someone that could become the new principal in a few years.”
“Hm.” Momo smiled at Sakamata. “I could see it.”
Sakamata chuckled before giving Momo a warmer smile.
“You did good work today, Yaoyorozu. We all worked to track Toga down, but not a lot of us could have handled ourselves as well to Toga’s ambush. You stopped a very dangerous person today, and you should be proud of yourself.”
Momo smiled at her senior. It had been a long time since they had first met, but she was glad to have made such an impression on him early on;
Momo threw herself behind some rubble to take cover from the shots of Gang Orca’s sidekicks. Shoji was next to her.
“How many?” she asked.
Shoji grew an eye stalk that allowed him to peak over the rubble without giving away their position.
“Six. Three bunched up 30 meters, sixty degrees. The other three are spread out in a triangle in front of them.”
Momo nodded, creating a foam grenade from her hand. Shoji pulled out two net guns to show he was ready. Momo lobbed the grenade over to the group’s position. The instant it set off, she and Shoji stood up while the other three sidekicks were distracted and took them out with their own weapons. With the immediate threat of the group attempting to flank their medical tents dealt with, Momo called into the main base.
“Lizardy, this is Creati. Tentacole and I have taken out the group to the east.”
“That’s great Creati, but we’ve still got the big guy heading towards us, and we haven’t heard from Glacier or that wind guy from Shiketsu.”
Momo repressed the urge to groan.
“Right, Tentacole and I will check on them.”
Momo and Shoji moved to a higher position above where the Number 10 Hero Gang Orca was acting as a surprise villain for the Rescue portion of the Provisional License Exam. When he had revealed himself, Todoroki and a student from Shiketsu with a powerful wind Quirk named Yoarashi Inasa had gone off to confront him. However, from Momo and Shoji’s position, they could see that the two weren’t doing very well, their attacks interfering with each other or even putting themselves and other test-takers in harm’s way, making them easy for Gang Orca to defeat with his hypersonic waves.
“Darn…we’re too late…” Shoji leaned against some cover with his weapons ready as Gang Orca and his sidekicks began to work their way towards them. If they couldn’t stop Gang Orca here, he was going to destroy the camp that the students had set up to protect the actors they were supposed to rescue for the exam.
Shoji was looking at her, expecting a plan. Momo took a breath and calmed herself. Quirks had weaknesses; she understood that by this point. What was a weakness of Orcinus that she could use?
She remembered a time in her youth when her parents took her to an aquarium, where dolphins were swimming around in a pool. There was a sign warning not to bang on the glass...
“Cetaceans don’t like loud sounds…” Momo said out loud. She turned to Shoji and handed him a flashbang. “I’m not sure if this will be enough to knock out someone as tough as Gang Orca, but it might be enough to buy us some time…” Momo muttered as she began to create some equipment, mentally reminding herself to thank Jiro and Hatsume for helping her to learn so much about acoustic technology.
“What’s the plan?” Shoji asked, managing to stay calm despite the oncoming rush of faux villains on their location.
“I need you to cover me,” Momo explained as she finished creating an acoustic foam panel with a handle on the back. “I can shield you from Gang Orca’s sonic attack, but if he comes in close, use the flashbang on him.” Momo said, unable to explain anymore as the faux villains were upon them, but Shoji nodded, trusting Momo as they leapt out from their cover and started to head towards Gang Orca’s team. The sidekicks noticed them and were about to fire on them with their cement guns, but they were not prepared for the overwhelming firepower Shoji was packing, stretching his arms and eyestalks around Momo’s shield and firing dozens of nets and taser bullets in a second.
Gang Orca furrowed his brow at the oncoming first years.
“It seems that this year’s full of overconfident students!” He remarked as he unleashed a hypersonic wave at the two. Momo braced herself against her acoustic panel, feeling her bones shake, but the foam did its job, allowing her to protect Shoji while he continued to take down Gang Orca’s sidekicks, and while Momo held a small recorder outside of the shield…
“Hmph.”
That was the only warning the two got before Gang Orca stopped his sonic attack and rushed them. Shoji was quick enough to lob his flashbang at the hero, making him recoil for just a moment before fighting through the pain and attempting to rush the two. The suddenness of the hero’s attack and his imposing size looming over them actually made Shoji flinch, but Momo had already dropped her shield. In her hands was a directional megaphone attached to the recorder, which blasted Gang Orca’s own hypersonic waves back at the hero. Gang Orca recoiled and shouted in pain, so overwhelmed that he collapsed on the ground, writhing around as Momo continued to blast his own sound waves back at him. Shoji recollected himself and continued to fire on any of the sidekicks that tried to reach their boss. Gang Orca was left cringing on the ground, covering his head, which Momo used as an opportunity to secure his wrists behind his back with a pair of sturdy titanium cuffs.
Finally, an alarm blared, announcing the end of the Rescue portion of the Provisional License Exam. Up to this point, Momo had been staring down Gang Orca, ready to blast him with sound waves if he tried to get up, but as soon as the exam ended, she realized that she was giving a death glare to a pro hero that looked as if he had been hit by a truck.
“Oh…um…I can…take those cuffs off, Gang Orca…” Momo stammered as she made a key and unlocked the hero’s shackles. Despite getting hit by an amplified version of his own sound waves, the man was able to get up without any real issue, though he was frowning at Momo and Shoji.
“Gang Orca, I apologize if I went too far…” Momo began, only for the hero to interrupt her.
“No. You have nothing to apologize for.” Momo looked up, only to see the hero bowing respectfully to her.
“I should be the one to apologize. I obviously underestimated you.”
“Oh…well…” Momo turned awkwardly to Shoji. “I couldn’t have beaten you on my own, not without Shoji covering me…”
“It was your plan, Yaoyorozu.” Shoji said, perhaps a bit starstruck in the presence of his personal favorite hero.
Momo felt Gang Orca’s attention focused on her at Shoji’s comment, and she forced herself not to twitch nervously.
“You two should be proud of yourselves, managing to take down a top 10 hero. I must admit though,” he said, looking at Momo, “how is it that you went from fumbling in your fight in the Sports Festival to what you’ve done here? How did you get so strong in a matter of months?”
Momo’s awkwardness left her, and she was left with an almost resigned sense of numbness.
“We haven’t had any other choice, sir.”
Gang Orca blinked and frowned contritely.
“I suppose that was insensitive for me to ask. I apologize.” He said, bowing again. “Still, you almost make me regret that I volunteered to teach the Remedial lessons after this; I would have loved to have taken you two on for a Work Study.”
Momo and Shoji both blushed at the praise, and Momo felt pride as some of the doubt that she had been carrying since the Sports Festival fell away.
“I suppose though that I can drop a good word for you with some of my coworkers.” He said, though he added with a grimace; “Shishido’s never going to let me hear the end of this…” He shook his head ruefully before smiling at the two of them. “You two are going to be great heroes someday.”
Finally, Momo finished her paperwork for Toga’s arrest and headed out. She wondered for a moment where Tsutsumi was, having not seen her since the arrest, but she wasn’t too concerned. Tsutsumi preferred to usually stay out of sight anyway. Momo walked down the steps of the station, only to stop when she realized someone was watching her and turned towards him.
“Well done, Creati.” Sasaki Mirai congratulated Momo formally.
“…I haven’t been called Creati in a very long time, and only for a year, at that.” Momo answered, ignoring the brief sense of joy she had felt at being called her old hero name. “Should I take it that you were the one who leaked my involvement with Toga’s arrest, Mr. Sasaki?”
“Should people not receive credit for their accomplishments?” Sasaki responded, tactfully not directly answering the question. “You’ve finally put an end to the League of Villains. As Lemillion’s former mentor, I just wanted to express my gratitude to you.”
Momo considered grilling Sasaki for more information, but doubted that she would get anything out of the man that he did not want to give.
“May I ask what you wanted to talk to me about?”
Sasaki considered Momo for a moment before responding.
“Why did you want to become a hero in the first place?”
Momo was caught off guard by the question, but kept her expression neutral as she thought back to her youth.
“…I suppose my parents made me realize how many more advantages I had over most other people. I was born into wealth, I had easy access to basically anything I wanted, and I had a powerful and versatile Quirk. It made me feel as if I had an obligation to give back, to use my gifts to help others who didn’t have the same advantages I did.”
Sasaki nodded.
“That’s quite noble. You certainly do have a number of advantages, but you also have worked to hone your skills and your talent at leadership. To my understanding, you’ve already established yourself as quite the inspiring figure amongst your fellow officers. One has to wonder how that would have translated over to heroics.”
Momo continued to look at Sasaki, trying to understand what he wanted.
“…What are you actually here for?”
Sasaki took a step closer to Momo, looking her more firmly in the eyes. For a moment, Momo thought that he might try to use his Quirk on her, though that would have earned him a quick baton strike to the temple; public Quirk use was allowed, but only when consensual.
“I believe you can restore the hero system.”
“You want me to join your pro hero movement?” Momo reiterated. Was this why Sasaki hadn’t made any attacks on the police recently? Was this just a means of gaining access to the Yaoyorozu conglomerate’s resources?
“I want you to lead the pro hero movement.” Sasaki replied. At Momo’s surprised look, he continued; “Simply put, Creati, I believe you have the potential to be the Symbol that this country needs. Rather than being a faceless cog in the machine, you could be someone that people look to, recognize, and feel safe.”
“…You want me to become the next All Might.” Momo responded flatly. For just a moment, Saskai frowned.
“…I do not believe that anyone could truly replace All Might. Not anymore, at least. However, I believe that we need a Symbol that we can rally around, the way that Lemillion was working to become before his death.” Sasaki gestured towards the police station. “It took the police five years to capture Toga, and there is still so much tumult in the country, so much so that we require the assistance of foreign troops simply to police ourselves. It reminds me of when I was a child, before All Might’s debut. No assurance of safety, not knowing who could be trusted, just chaos, day after day.” Sasaki closed his eyes, lost in thought before turning back to Momo. “I believe that it is only with the help of another Symbol, someone that represents the essence of heroism, that people can rally around and put their faith in, will hope be restored to this country.”
Momo was not inclined to trust Sasaki, not with his record against the police, and not with her suspicions about what had happened between him and her old teacher Awata. However, she could not deny that her job as a member of the police force was exhausting, oftentimes stressing her physical and mental limits, only to continually contend with what felt like insurmountable obstacles, particularly with how uncooperative the public could be. She wondered if there was some merit to what Sasaki was saying, if it would be helpful if people had a figure that they could look to and instinctively trust.
“Yes, the previous system was stained by the corruption and incompetence of those in power.” Sasaki admitted. “We made mistakes. However, that’s no reason to throw out the baby with the bathwater. By abandoning the hero system, we’ve abandoned what made our country great, what gave you that dream.”
Momo kept her face impassive, not wanting to risk Sasaki being insincere in some convoluted plan to undermine the police. However, he was right that this was not the dream that she had as a child. The fact was, despite what Sasaki had been doing, many of the police would often wistfully talk about the good old days of heroes. Granted, the police weren’t highly respected back then, but they weren’t exactly respected right now either. Momo would get as hooked as anyone else listening to the stories of her older coworkers of the interactions they had with heroes on arrests or patrols, and the sense of being starstruck and grateful that they got to work with them. It was the life that Momo had imagined for herself and her friends.
“Maybe you wouldn’t be the same as All Might. But your intelligence, the power and versatility of your Quirk, and the charisma you have developed could make you into the kind of Symbol we need to restore this country.” Sasaki pulled out one of his business cards and handed it to Momo. “If you are willing, I could help you become that Symbol.”
Despite this image Sasaki was painting, Momo did not completely trust his sincerity. He had gone to working closely with the police in his investigations to publicly maligning them in an effort to restore, what Momo believed, his idealistic view of heroes. However, if he was indeed offering Momo an opportunity to act as a leading figure, perhaps she could use that; make changes more quickly than she could in her current position. Perhaps she could use that position to help build a system that wasn’t corrupt, that had proper oversight, where the police were given more respect, and where heroes used tactics that wouldn’t cause the same harm that they did in the previous system.
Momo took Sasaki’s card without saying anything, and the former hero walked away similarly silent. Before Momo could think more about Sasaki’s offer though, she flinched at the sound of a finger snapping in her ear.
“Bang.”
Momo’s hand immediately went to her sidearm, only to stop as she saw the Tsutsumi standing behind her with a frown. Contrary to her usual indigo and pink-striped hair, Tsutsumi instead had her hair died black and covered with a police cap. Technically, it was public knowledge that Tsutsumi, the former Lady Nagant, had been released from her sentence in Tartarus due to her offering valuable information to the UN and WHA investigations regarding the HPSC’s corruption (along with being incarcerated for a crime she didn’t commit without trial,) but her assassination work had also been made public knowledge, and Tsutsumi usually only went out in public in disguise.
“I would have thought that being able to catch Toga sneaking up on you meant that you’d be better prepared for that. Looks like you need to keep working on your situational awareness, Yaomomo.”
“R…right…” Momo replied with an embarrassed blush, realizing that Tsutsumi had probably overheard her conversation with Sasaki.
“Lost in your thoughts, maybe?” Tsustumi suggested, looking at the card in Momo’s hands. Momo twitched, almost thinking of hiding the card away, but it was just a business card, she shouldn’t have to hide something like this.
“I was just having a conversation with Sasaki.”
“Hmph.” Tsutsumi responded, staring Momo down before jerking her head to the side. “Let’s get a burger.”
“What?” Momo asked after her mentor as she began to lead her down the street.
“I’m hungry.” Tsutsumi responded blithely. “My treat.”
“Uh…you don’t have to, I could pay for us…”
“Yeah, well, I still have a bunch of reimbursement money to eat through and there’s only so much mahou shojo merchandise I can fit into my apartment.” Tsutsumi responded without a hint of shame, walking Momo down five blocks until they arrived at their destination.
The restaurant Tsutsumi took Momo to resembled the sort of “greasy spoon” diner that was prevalent in the U.S. in the 1950s, with the name…
“Burger…Queen?” Momo repeated.
“The owner must have been lazy in avoiding copyright.” Tsutsumi said with a shrug, though her mouth practically watered as she opened the door. “The burgers though are to die for.”
There was a decent selection of options on the Burger Queen menu, though Tsutsumi simply called out two orders of burgers and fries to the chef (Momo was curious about one option called a “NotBurgerQueen”, which was apparently a veggie burger.) The two took a booth, and Tsutsumi leaned back in her seat before fixing Momo with a look.
“So. What did Mean and Green want to talk to you about?”
Momo was pretty sure that Tsutsumi heard, or at least guessed what Sasaki wanted to talk to her about, but she figured she might as well play along.
“He wanted to recruit me for his pro hero movement.” She responded. “He was impressed with my work.”
“Huh.” Tsutsumi took a sip from her soda. “Anything else he talk to you about? Offers he might have given?”
“…He…suggested that I could be a new Symbol…” Momo mumbled, the idea sounding farcical even as she said it, knowing that Tsutsumi would point out how Sasaki was probably using that as a hook. Tsutsumi didn’t say anything, but the look she gave Momo while she was idly sipping on her soda said it all.
“Look,” Momo said in an attempt to defend herself, “I know that you don’t like the old hero system…” Momo shuddered as Tsutsumi’s look got closer to a glare; ‘don’t like’ hardly covered how Tsutsumi felt, “But I do have to wonder if Sasaki has a point. The old system didn’t work,” she admitted fully, remembering the HPSC’s corruption and all of the ways Tsuragamae pointed out how dangerous the old hero protocol was, “but did we really have to end the system entirely? Couldn’t we just…apply the protocol we use now so heroes would be operating more safely, have an agency that acted as oversight for whatever could replace the HPSC?”
Tsutsumi still didn’t look impressed, continuing to drink her soda without further acknowledging Momo’s arguments. She certainly had a talent for communicating without words.
“I admit, part of my thinking is just…this isn’t what I had planned to do with my life. This isn’t what any of my classmates had planned. I’m proud of my work, I’m glad that I’m helping people still…but there are still times where I wish I could be Creati. Sasaki did have a point; heroes did help people feel safe, they inspired people to be better! They inspired me, at least. Tsutsumi, you inspired me!”
Momo realized she had crossed a line again when her mentor glared at her. It probably wasn’t wise for her to say that she was inspired by Tsutsumi when she was essentially acting as the HPSC’s personal assassin. Thankfully, the waiter brought their food and the two were able to distract themselves with eating. Eventually Tsutsumi sighed, looking up at the ceiling and putting her burger down.
“Yaomomo, heroes, by their nature, have to be popular. They’re made to be popular. They can’t just be another uniform like we are now; they have to stand out. They get treated differently. Paid differently. Seen differently. They’re a class that gets advantages over everyone else, and whoever would be in charge of them would be motivated to keep it that way. Think about it; what exactly would the difference be between this system you imagined and what you do now, other than the fact that the heroes are still given more credit and more money for doing the same work compared to those wearing a blue uniform? That wealth and fame would just be a way that heroes could be manipulated. Made more popular, and therefore, more profitable. Maybe it would be by the agency that they work for, maybe it would be through their sponsors, but do you really think heroes could remain impartial when they’ve got a leash like that on them?”
Tsutsumi gave Momo a look that was half critical, half pitying.
“The system wasn’t going to change. Even if you tried to bring it back, it would have devolved back into the state that it was before Jaku. No matter what good intentions anyone would have in trying to change things, the core of heroics would ultimately stay the same; law enforcement and rescue work based off of popularity, and you know that’s not a good idea, not with the kinds of things we have to do. A lot of times, our work is boring. Sifting through data, checking licenses, doing paperwork; it’s boring, but it’s also necessary. Sometimes our work is ugly. But we still have to do it. We wouldn’t be able to do our work if we had to worry about whether we look good.”
Momo frowned, thinking to herself as she ate. Tsutsumi leaned back in her seat and sighed.
“I can tell you’re not quite convinced, so let me paint a scenario for you; imagine for a minute that you are in an alternate timeline where the hero system didn’t fall. The UN and the WHA don’t come to Japan and investigate the HPSC, no one points out that they used child soldiers against an army counted in the thousands. There are still some scandals that get revealed; Endeavor abusing his family, Hawks working as an agent of the HPSC, and people are still angry at heroes for how things went so badly at Jaku,”
Momo stopped eating as she remembered the way people criticized the heroes, outright rioting over what they saw as their perceived incompetence, the wave of resignations that followed, and the criticisms towards the heroes that then resigned.
“But for whatever reason, there’s no real international response to any of this, at least nothing of substance. Maybe there was still a shake-up of HPSC, maybe some people were still arrested or fired,” Tsutsumi leaned towards Momo, “though you should probably know that they had plans in place for something like this; employees whose express purpose was to be scapegoats who knew just enough to get them in trouble, but lacked any real authority, that the president and all her executives could point fingers at and send to jail in their place. Heck, we’d be lucky if the government did any real investigation. Anything that they uncovered would have revealed another scandal that would make the country look bad at best, or implicate them as complicit at worst.” The former hero shrugged. “Maybe not. Maybe I’m just being paranoid after all. Maybe we came up with a new organization, maybe even with a new name. Most likely, it ends up getting staffed by people from the old HPSC, because who else would be qualified? We’ve got to have some organization providing oversight for the heroes, after all. In this world, you and your friends all went back to UA and you stayed in the same hero course.” Tsutsumi’s eyes narrowed on Momo, almost making her squirm in her seat. “Here’s something to think about though; how exactly would people see you at this point? Sure, you’ve worked with some pretty prestigious heroes, but how exactly did the general public see you before Jaku?”
Momo paused for a moment. She had done some work with Majestic and Yoroi Musha, but her most prominent public appearances…were still the Sports Festival and her internship with Uwabami.
“A shampoo commercial and an early loss in a gladiatorial contest that UA used as a metric to show students’ potential, even though that kind of combat hardly ever occurs in the field.” Tsutsumi illustrated. “And that’s just before Jaku. Afterwards, what do you think the difference would be? Heroes were already scrambling to salvage their reputations, but how did people look at what you and your classmates did? From what you’ve told me, things had gotten so desperate that they had to rely on you, a teenager with only a year’s worth of education, to try to come up with a plan to beat a monster that required someone with the power of All Might hitting with a suicide attack to stop.”
Momo grimaced, fighting the urge to curl up in herself. She remembered hearing new whispers directed towards her on top of everything else about her supposed failure in stopping Gigantomachia with her concentrated sedative. She had not anticipated just how long it would take for the sedative to take effect, or how much damage the monster could inflict before it reached Shigaraki.
“It was ridiculous that anyone would expect that of you, but they did, and results are what matter to the public. You, an heiress of one of the wealthiest families in the country, one that had their own finger on the heroics industry, who had gotten a Recommendation to the top Hero school in the world, and what would the public have known you for?”
Momo frowned in shame at herself and anger at Tsutsumi for opening up old wounds. Her mentor simply watched her with an impassive expression.
“I know I wasn’t the most popular.” Momo answered. “I had the entire school reminding me of this quite often in my first year, criticizing me for my failures, blaming my class, and especially me as their representative for all of the villain attacks and for Bakugou’s behavior. I had accepted that. But I wasn’t going to stop fighting then, and I wouldn’t have stopped fighting in your imaginary scenario.”
“Well, good for you!” Tsutsumi gave Momo a thumbs up and a toothy, All Might-esque grin. “Such incredible resolve in the face of adversity! What stick-to-itness! No matter what comes your way, if you work hard, you’ll persevere, right?” Tsutsumi’s exaggerated grin dropped into a flat look. “Except, that’s not how the hero system actually worked.”
Momo returned Tsutsumi’s flat look in response to her sarcasm, but Tsutsumi simply took another bite of her burger and went on.
“So, you come back to UA, you and your friends lick your wounds and try to go back to normal. Then, you have another Sports Festival. One of two things happens:” Tsutsumi held up one finger, “You get into the final round, which is always a combat tournament of some kind, and you lose to someone like Tokoyami again.”
“Hold on,” Momo held up her own finger. “I won my second Sports Festival. I even managed to beat Kendo at the end, and she has a powerful Quirk just like Dark Shadow.”
Tsutsumi shrugged and held up a second finger.
“That’s the second option. Both of those lead to you getting no internship offers though, at least nothing of value.”
Momo blinked a few times.
“…Excuse me?”
“Your Quirk is powerful. It might be one of the strongest and most useful Quirks imaginable. However, do you remember how well that worked for you in your first Sports Festival?”
Momo frowned, annoyed at being constantly reminded of that.
“Here’s the problem; your Quirk works best when you have time to prepare, time that any opponent you came across in that kind of fight wouldn’t give you. It’s like I said though, hardly any fight in the field is like that. Usually, you have time to prepare, and you’re not stuck in some open arena with set rules about things like ring outs. But that’s how the public and heroes judged your potential, so you’d always be at a disadvantage. Even if your school didn’t realize it, and I’ve got to question how they couldn’t after so long, the way that heroics was presented favored certain kinds of Quirks; big, flashy, and powerful. Heck, if Nishiya had ever gone to UA, she’d have slaughtered the competition there, but we all realize by this point how impractical Gigantification is in the field.”
“Except, again, I did do well in the Second Sports Festival.” Momo countered.
“A festival that no one was watching, and there were no internship offers at stake.”
“Maybe, but doesn’t that prove I could have done well in this scenario of yours?” Momo asked.
“Do you remember how you won that festival?” Tsutsumi asked in response.
“I distracted Kendo with a flashbang and shot her with a taser bullet while I was outside the effective range of her Big Fists.” Momo replied simply.
“A good, simple, effective way to handle a close-range threat.” Tsutsumi said, nodding her head as she ate. “Also, a way that would have made the public revile you.”
Momo simply stared at Tsutsumi with an annoyed frown.
“Why? What problem would people have with that?”
“First of all,” Tsutsumi started counting down on her fingers again, “Japanese people don’t like guns.”
This, Momo had to agree with. She and Shoji had agreed to learn how to use firearms early in their careers at UA at Izuku’s suggestion out of practicality, but she was surprised at how obstinate a lot of her other classmates were in their reluctance, if not outright refusal to handle guns. It was a culture that had existed since before the dawn of Quirks, and it was only with the dissolution of the hero system that people were starting to come to terms with the fact that guns were simply one of the most effective ways of neutralizing a target, particularly when they had an unknowable superpower.
“In fact, that culture has kind of extended over to a lot of support gear.” Tsutsumi added. “I don’t think that All Might was trying to dismiss their use entirely, but he went on record saying that he didn’t like to use support gear, saying that it was ‘unreliable’, and that’s an attitude that was reflected and reinforced by the hero system at large.”
Again, Momo recalled similar statements being made by Aizawa, and her discomfort at having to ignore such attitudes when she was working with Midoriya and Hatsume so much to learn how to produce her “Buster Cannon” and the other equipment she used to mimic her classmates’ Quirks.
“Not to mention, long-range combat in general, which your Quirk favors, was something that was looked down on in the old system. You know from Tsuragamae that the old system emphasized close-combat because it put on a better show for the public. The students that did the best in the Sports Festival were often the ones with those kinds of Quirks and attitudes; the nature of the competition was reinforcing those attitudes. The tactics that work best are often the ones that bore people the most.”
“Now hold on,” Momo interrupted, pointing at Tsutsumi, “You’re a long-range specialist, and you had a good rank…”
“Because it was artificially inflated by the HPSC.” Tsutsumi said, cutting Momo off. “They put my face everywhere, convinced companies to give me sponsorships, and made sure that media outlets were always talking about my accomplishments. That was one of the ways that they were able to manipulate me early on; it was hard for me to question what I was doing when everyone everywhere was singing my praises.”
Tsutsumi finished her burger while Momo was processing what her mentor was saying to her.
“Basically, if that were a normal Sports Festival, people would malign you for bringing support equipment into a match, even if you made it with your Quirk, and their previous bad impression of you would make them say that you were cheating, that you were using cheap tactics, and that it would show that you weren’t strong or noble enough to do heroics the ‘right’ way.”
Momo didn’t want to believe it, but that didn’t sound too far off from how she had seen the public act in the past; using an unrealistic standard to judge someone for something that they didn’t understand themselves. It wasn’t that different from how Hawks had been maligned for killing Twice. People had the belief that heroes didn’t kill, but Tsutsumi had taught Momo that was not the case.
“From the start, hero students end up in a rigged system that favors certain kinds of Quirks. Sure, they could get stronger with experience from internships and work studies after the Sports Festival, but most of the time UA students could only get those from performing well. The students that do well, get the internships, get more experience, and do better in the next Festival, and get better internships. You see the problem?”
“Wait…” Momo thought of something else to counter Tsutsumi’s arguments: “But people did acknowledge me! In my first year, I got a work studies offer from Yoroi Musha, and he was in the top 10!”
“Oh, Yoroi Musha?” Tsutsumi repeated. “You mean one of the highest ranked heroes to publicly retire and admit that he was motivated by fame and fortune? Yeah, I’m sure that was a great hero for you to be associated with.”
Momo paled again, imagining how people jeered Yoroi Musha at his announcement and how his actions may have reflected on her. She had also gotten to work with Majestic…but he had died in the Battle of Jaku, meaning that the people who had the best knowledge of her capabilities would have been gone.
“Still…I managed to get people’s attention once, why couldn’t I do it again even if I had to work from scratch?” Momo asked.
Again, Tsutsumi nodded.
“You did. But that was before Jaku. Afterwards, with everything else that would have piled up; what people perceived as your failure, an association with a disgraced hero, your association with your family…”
“Excuse me? What does my family have to do with this?” Momo asked, incredulous.
“Let me show you something;” Tsutsumi pulled her phone out and selected a social media app, flipping to roughly five years prior, after the Battle of Jaku. “Read some of these posts.”
Reluctantly, Momo looked at Tsutsumi’s phone.
“Why the hell hasn’t the government gone after the Yaoyorozus? They’re got just as much a hand in the HPSC as anyone else!”
“They’ve probably bribed everyone in the government and the UN investigators to get off of their backs. I guess the law doesn’t apply to you if you’ve got money.”
“Just look at the way their daughter acted in UA. They bought her way in so she could flaunt herself in commercials, even though she lasted less than ten seconds when it really counted! It’s just business as usual for them!”
Momo read through line after line of vitriol. She hadn’t spent that much time on social media, feeling closer to her friends and the people that she could speak in person to, so this was the first time that she had read anything like this. She knew that people had ridiculed her at the beginning of the year, but to see the sheer amount of venom directed towards not just her, but her parents by association made her feel disgusted.
“This is ridiculous.” She responded flatly.
“It’s not just this page though.” Tsutsumi flipped to several other outlets and their posts around the same time, and whenever they mentioned the Yaoyorozus, it was with the assumption that they had a hand in the corruption of the HPSC.
“Why though?” Momo asked incredulously. “My family’s never been involved in anything like this!”
Tsutsumi shrugged.
“Let’s be honest with ourselves, Yaomomo.” Tsutsumi said, picking up a fry. “Most of the wealth in this country is in the hands a few families. It’s been that way since before Quirks. Which means that most of how money gets spent here is decided by those families. Even if people are wrong about your family, it’s not that much of a stretch to believe that the HPSC was working with some of the others. That makes it easy for people to throw blame at you.”
“But this is ludicrous!” Momo shouted out loud. “My family has done nothing but help this country! All of the money my parents have given to charities, that we’ve donated to reconstruction efforts, all of the jobs we’ve created and saved, does that mean nothing to these people?”
“That’s probably why you only noticed this now.” Tsutsumi answered. “People might be dumb enough to blame your family for their problems, but they’re not dumb enough to do that when you’re one of the few people offering jobs to anyone.”
Momo reflected on what Tsutsumi said. It was true that the Yaoyorozu conglomerate had been invested in the support industry, and with the dissolution of the hero system, they had taken a hit due to the loss of those businesses. However, they were wealthy enough and had enough stocks in other industries that they were able to weather such losses. If anything, Yaoyorozu conglomerate had flourished after the fall of the hero system, as this had caused so many of their competitors to fail or move their businesses outside of the country, leading to them being the main investor and employer for the small businesses that were trying to fill in the gaps (such as the case when Momo brought the Uraraka’s construction firm to their attention.) They were likewise quick to take advantage of the legalization of public Quirk use and the opportunities that they provided, reworking their hero-associated interests to fit more mainstream production, such as buying out companies that made hero costumes and remodeling them to make clothes for people with transformation and mutation Quirks. In hindsight, much of the prosperity that Momo’s family had gotten over the years was because of the fall of the hero system. However, seeing what people were saying about her family made Momo wonder how she and her parents would be seen if that fall had not happened.
“Like I was saying,” Tsutsumi went on, taking her phone back, “you would have had to have dealt with basically the perfect storm of bad media. You were the victim of a system slanted against you, scrutinized as a Recommendation student, demonized for your failures, and associated with a family that many would assume to be corrupt.” Tsutsumi shook her head. “Even if there were heroes who respected you, it would have been too dangerous for their careers to take you on for an internship or as a sidekick when you graduated, and the same would go for any of your classmates that graduated with you. Unless they wanted to destroy their own reputations, they would have to avoid you.”
Momo glared at Tsutsumi, her mentor making an assumption about her friends that she did not appreciate.
“So, say you try to strike it out on your own; you’ve got another problem.” Tsutsumi said as she worked through her fries. “Nishiya talked to you about sponsorships, right?”
Momo paled, realizing where her mentor was going with this.
“Our society liked to spout the message that ‘if you work hard enough, you can accomplish anything!’ But that just isn’t true. Heroes needed the support of others, they needed people to give them a chance. They needed people willing to make support gear for them, they needed other heroes willing to patrol and cooperate with them, they needed police willing to share intel with them, and they needed to be someone that people would automatically think, ‘Hey, this guy will solve all my problems!’ for better or for worse. But people weren’t going to give a chance to someone with so many scandals associated with them, no matter how true they were.”
Tsutsumi gave Momo one more flat look.
“The fact is, if the hero system hadn’t been dissolved, you would have been stuck in mediocrity as a sidekick or a hero in the three hundreds at best. At worst, you would have a hero license that wasn’t worth the paper it was printed on, and stuck meandering along, the public never acknowledging your true potential, always seeing you for what they perceive as your failures or associating you with the corruption of the hero system, all the while they would be complicit in a part of it.” Tsutsumi swirled some ice cubes around at the bottom of her drink. “Most likely, after a few years, you would break. Maybe it would be like me. Maybe it would be like Mirko. Maybe you would just end it yourself.”
Tsutsumi was about to sip a bit of the water that had melted from her ice cubes when she also added:
“Oh, and by the way? In this world, I’m still in Tartarus, because there was no way in hell that the HPSC or the Japanese government was going to let me see the light of day with my knowledge of their dirty laundry. So, you can imagine why I would personally not want that kind of alternate timeline to come around.”
Momo stared aghast at how nonchalant Tsutsumi was in describing that scenario. In the past, she wanted to believe in the inherent goodness of people, to believe that they would do the right thing and be fair. However, the contempt people showed for her and her classmates in their first year, and what they showed towards heroes and law enforcement after the fall of the HPSC had long since demonstrated to Momo how petty, selfish, and short-sighted they could be, and it made that alternate timeline Tsutsumi spoke of seem all too possible.
“If this could have happened if the HPSC hadn’t fallen…why didn’t it happen here?” Momo asked.
“Because while there’s still a lot of things wrong with the way things are, at the very least, popularity doesn’t matter.” Tsutsumi answered. “The fact is, people had to accept you when you joined the police because you were one of the few willing to do so.” The former hero rolled her eyes in disgust. “Everyone was so used to someone else solving their problems for them that they’d grown too lazy and selfish to do it themselves.” She shrugged. “Good for you, I guess.”
Momo mulled over her mentor’s words, weighing the scenario that she depicted against the one that Sasaki had painted for her, and eventually spoke.
“Even if I’m unsure of whether things would have gotten as bad for me in this imaginary timeline as you assume, I can agree that it probably wouldn’t have allowed me to reach my fullest potential.” Momo closed her eyes and sighed. “I remember enough of how people could be so callous towards me simply in the school in my first year, and I suppose it makes sense that such toxic attitudes would have been reflected in our society as a whole. I’m certainly not proud of what I’ve seen in the populace so often when they show their true colors; being so quick to abandon and blame the people who were trying to protect them, to show such selfishness, bigotry, and prejudice, and yet do nothing about the problems they complain about themselves.” She opened her eyes and glared at Tsutsumi, challenging her. “I do not believe though that everyone would be as callous as you seem to think. I have faith in the people who believed in me, especially my friends, and I do not think that they would just abandon me to such an ignoble fate.”
Tsutsumi’s expression did not change, though Momo knew her well enough to know that she would doubt that assertion.
“I know you think that I’m naïve for believing that. Maybe they wouldn’t always know that I needed help or what was going on was wrong…I certainly remember the problem with our approaches to Bakugou and Mineta, but I think that if I needed help, they would provide it.” Momo looked down at the table.
“Though…it wouldn’t have just been me struggling though, would it? Even if I doubt some of the details of your world, everything that would happen to me could happen to someone else. Even if I took Sasaki’s offer to become the new Symbol or otherwise things would have been good for me…my classmates would probably suffer from similar issues, if not worse.” She admitted. The fact was, in their first year, 1-A had very few public victories. The USJ had put them in the spotlight in a way none of them wanted to be associated with, Bakugou painted them all as braggarts at the Sports Festival, there was the chaos of the Summer Camp attack, Iida’s foolish attack on Stain, Gentle Criminal crashing their concert at the Cultural Festival, all culminating in them being perceived to have failed against the League and Gigantomachia at Jaku.
“I can think of several of my classmates who would have been sidelined for vapid or foolish reasons despite having such great potential;” Momo started counting down on her fingers, “Sero has excellent mobility and capture capability that has suited him very well in the force, but was humiliated in the Sports Festival just like me. Hagakure has essentially become the backbone of our information network, but was almost always ignored for what people saw as a simple Quirk. Shoji…Shoji is one of the strongest, most effective officers I have ever met, with incredible sensory abilities, and is almost unbeatable in short and long range, but I’ve seen how people respond to him often enough to know that despite deserving to be in the top 10, people’s prejudice would always keep him at a low rank. There are just too many cases where we wouldn’t get the support we need because people would see us as unimpressive, unattractive, or incompetent because of a situation taken out of context."
Momo glared at Tsutsumi, not letting her comments about her friends abandoning her go.
“But I would have done what I could to help them. I think they would have done the same for me. Maybe I’m being naïve, but I trust them. As awful as things were for us the year before Jaku, I am grateful that I got to know all of them, that I got to have real friends for what was the first time in my life.”
Tsutsumi considered Momo for a moment.
“And what exactly do you think you could have done if they needed help? If the system hurt them that way?”
“Then I would have destroyed the system myself.” Momo answered.
Tsutsumi and Momo stared at each other for a moment before Tsutsumi grinned.
“Heh. I knew there was a reason why I agreed to take you on as my student.”
Momo smirked back before taking Sasaki’s card out. She sighed before tearing it into pieces and throwing it away in the garbage.
Perhaps it wasn’t accurate to say that “it was finally over,” at least from Momo’s point of view, though everyone was acting like it as they celebrated their graduation. The former Class A were drinking, talking, and laughing in relief, celebrating that they had made it through their three years at UA. Momo celebrated with them, enjoying their company, but she also knew that this was probably as easy as it was going to get for them. Soon, they were going to be starting their new jobs as members of the country’s emergency services, expected to be the backbone of Japan’s security fresh out of high school. No, Momo knew that things were not over, not by a long shot.
Still, she didn’t want to sour anyone’s evening, and she kept those thoughts to herself, letting herself enjoy the party with all of her friends. In the middle of the party though, Dark Shadow suddenly called out.
“Everyone! I’ve got a toast!” The Quirk lifted his drink, getting everyone’s attention. “We’ve…well, we’ve been through some shit.”
Everyone’s look became somber, though Dark Shadow continued.
“But from the start of our time here, even at our worse, we’ve had someone who’s been there for us. She held us together, she was the shoulder we could cry on, and she led us through the best and the worst times of our lives.” Dark Shadow turned to Momo with a grin. “This one’s for you, Yaomomo!”
Momo felt herself almost cry in appreciation as everyone cheered for her and she toasted Dark Shadow back.
These past few years had been hard. They had gotten scars that they were going to have to carry with them for the rest of their lives, all for a life different from the dream that they had put so much effort into. However, looking around at her friends, Momo felt grateful nonetheless.
The future was going to be hard, but it was there, and they were all going to fight for it together.
Notes:
I know people are probably sick of hearing rants about the ending of MHA, but I’ve got a specific one to make in regards to Lady Nagant, so SPOILERS:
From what I’ve read in the wiki, it seems that after the Final Battle, Tsutsumi went back to prison. According to Hawks though, she could have left, but chose to remain in prison out of fear of how people could misuse her talents again. There is so much about this that doesn’t make sense to me. Let’s walk through a few points here: Tsutsumi was sent to Tartarus, a prison that’s supposedly so bad that death is preferable, and she chose to stay there. Someone, please get this woman a therapist. And for that matter, if it was determined that she could leave, would she even be allowed to stay in prison? That sounds bizarrely illegal. Here’s something else that confuses me about this; I read on the wiki that Tsutsumi killed villains and corrupt heroes. I have heard though that Tsutsumi also apparently killed civilians that the HPSC considered dangerous. This however brings up another confusing point about this ending; I could understand being granted leniency for being a government contract killer as long as she just killed criminals, but if she killed civilians, why would she be allowed to leave in the first place? I have to make it my personal headcanon that Tsutsumi only killed villains and corrupt heroes, because otherwise this ending makes even less sense! Either just have Tsutsumi sent back to prison (this would feel like an unfair ending for her, but it would at least make sense), or have Tsutsumi leave Tartarus with a few stipulations like what I’ve got, and establish that she hadn’t actually killed anyone innocent.
Anyway, shout out to NotBurgerKing for providing a lot of the inspiration for Tsutsumi’s arguments through their “imaginary timeline” from Entropy: Fate of the Hero System, and I hope you liked the pun in your honor!
I’m starting to understand the joy that Flapjack09 gets in teasing the next chapter of his All It Takes is One Good Friend series and having the commenters try to guess who it’s going to be focused on. In this case, get ready to rant about how Mom and Dad just don’t get you, because the next chapter will be Just Like You by Three Days Grace (unless I change my mind about what character I’m doing, though I feel like that’s unlikely.)
Chapter Text
For as long as Ayane could remember, there was the Rule.
Of course, she had to follow the same rules as everyone else; don’t lie, don’t steal, brush your teeth, etc. However, there were rules, and then there was the Rule.
For a while, Ayane didn’t realize that there were was the Rule, though she knew that there was something different about her family. Her mother wouldn’t go out with a hat, no matter the weather, her father wore colored contact lenses, but mostly it was something that she picked up on how they acted whenever they were in public and when they were at home. There was a tensity that most people never noticed around them whenever they went out in public, as if they could only breathe when they were back home, or with the Midoriyas. Then there was the fact that her parents always left Ayane with the Midoriyas once a month to go out on a “special trip.” Ayane loved being the with Midoriyas; she loved Aunt Inko’s hugs and her cooking, she loved how pretty and nice Eri was, she loved it when Josei let her ride on her shoulders, but she really, really loved Izuku, who always had a fun story to tell Ayane about the days of heroes, or a cool action figure to show her from his collection, one of which was a prized possession from her fourth birthday party. Ayane would always look forward to this time of the month…if it wasn’t for the fact that so often when her parents came back from their special trips, they seemed tired and sad. Sometimes, Ayane’s mom would just hold her in her arms for an hour, crying for a reason that she couldn’t explain to Ayane.
It was only when Ayane’s Quirk came in that she began to learn what the Rule was, why they existed, and why Ayane must never, ever break the Rule.
It happened when Ayane and her parents were at the beach with the Midoriyas, including Auntie Inko, Eri, Izuku, Josei, and baby Inori. Ayane was building a sand castle, mostly to entertain the giggling Inori (who, despite only being one year old, was already Ayane’s size,) when her hands started to itch. There was a spark, a flare of green light, and a loud “Pop!” that startled everyone. Ayane felt the itch in her hands again, but the pop frightened Inori, who began to cry. Josei quickly picked her up and began to rock her back and forth, as well as placing a pair of ear muffs on the baby’s head that muffled any noise.
“Ayane…what was that?” Izuku asked, kneeling down next to Ayane. For some reason, as frightened as Ayane was by the explosion, and especially by the fact that she had upset Inori, she couldn’t help but think that Izuku knew what it was from the start, as if he recognized what Ayane had done. There was also however almost a sense of fear she could see on her Mom and Dad.
“I…I don’t know…I just…my hands…” she looked frantically at the bawling Inori. “I…I didn’t mean to…”
“Hey…hey…” Izuku said soothingly, placing his hands on Ayane’s shoulders to calm her down. “It’s alright…Inori just got frightened by the loud noise, she’s going to be fine.”
Josei’s rocking quickly soothed Inori, and the tall fox woman gave Ayane a kind, reassuring smile while Inori was looking curiously back at Ayane again.
“Do you think you could show us what you did?” Izuku asked. “I think it should be alright now that Inori’s wearing her ear muffs.”
The adults and Eri were all standing around Ayane expectantly. Nervous, she pointed her hands out towards the water, and felt something in her hands flex; another pop and a flash blared out, this time colored blue. She did it again, and the pop flashed red, yellow, orange, purple, and back to green. Now that she was wearing her ear muffs, Inori giggled at the pretty flashes of light and color.
“I got my Quirk!” Ayane shouted in joy, immediately feeling a hug from Izuku.
“Congratulations, Ayane, it looks like a great Quirk!”
“ ‘Yane!” Inori squealed, probably not understanding the situation but excited that everyone was so happy nonetheless.
“That’s a really cool Quirk, Ayane!” Eri said.
“Good for you, sweety.” Aunt Inko said, giving Ayane her own gentle hug.
“Mama, Papa, I got my Quirk! I can make fireworks!” Ayane shouted, running up to her parents. Oddly enough, despite how big of an event this felt to Ayane, her parents seemed to be the least excited. They hugged her and patted her on the head, but neither were smiling. They actually seemed…scared.
“Mama?” Ayane asked.
Mitsuki and Masaru stared at their daughter for a moment, before looking over at the Midoriyas, who oddly weren’t that surprised by Mitsuki and Masaru’s reactions. Izuku and Aunt Inko gave Ayane’s parents sympathetic looks.
“Mitsuki…it’s going to be okay.” Aunt Inko said for some reason, her hand on the shoulder of Ayane’s mother.
“Do you want us to be with you when you talk to Ayane?” Izuku asked.
“…No…” Mitsuki finally responded. “I think we need to handle this on our own at first.”
The Haradas went home, where Ayane’s mom and dad sat her down at their kitchen table, sitting across from her.
“Is…is my Quirk bad?” Ayane asked, the question wearing on her conscience ever since she noticed how her parents had reacted.
“No, sweety.” Her father said, patting her on the shoulder. “There’s nothing wrong with your Quirk, and we’re sorry about how we’re acting.”
“Why do you two seem so scared, though?” Ayane asked, upset.
Her mom and dad looked at each other, and pulled out a photo album.
“Ayane…” Mitsuki said, taking Ayane by the shoulders firmly, her eyes digging into her. The way her mother was looking at her made Ayane feel as if she couldn’t move, and she was scared. Her father, usually more patient, had the same look on his face. “We need to tell you something. However, for your own good, you cannot tell anyone else but the Midoriyas, because they already know. It needs to be a secret kept between all of us. Do not talk about this to anyone else. Don’t talk about this when anyone but us or the Midoriyas can hear. If you say anything about this and someone else hears about it, it could lead to you, your father, and I all getting hurt. We could lose our jobs, our house, and our friends. I wish that you didn’t have to deal with this secret, but we can’t avoid it. You cannot talk about this to anyone else, do you understand?”
Ayane nodded her head, feeling her heart in her throat.
“Yes, Mama. I won’t talk about it.”
Mitsuki sighed, giving Ayane a gentle hug to try to comfort her before opening up the photo album.
“Ayane…you have a brother.” Mitsuki explained, opening it up and displaying it to Ayane. In it were several pictures of a boy that looked like Ayane’s mother when she wasn’t wearing a hat; with wild blond hair, red eyes, his face usually showing a cocky smirk or an annoyed scowl, oftentimes flashing explosions in his hands like the ones Ayane has made, but only in the color yellow. Looking at the pictures, Ayane realized she recognized the boy from a framed photograph in her mother and father’s room. She had always asked who the boy was, but hadn’t received an answer until now. One picture was of the boy at the doctor’s office, where he was gleefully blasting off explosions while holding a Quirk Registration emblazoned with “Bakugou Katsuki-Quirk: Explosion.”
“Bakugou Katsuki…” Ayane read out loud (she could read two years ahead of everyone else in her preschool.) “Wait… ‘Bakugou’ isn’t our last name.” she pointed out, though this made her parents frown more.
“…It used to be.” Masaru answered wistfully. “We changed it to ‘Harada’ before you were born.”
“Why?” Ayane looked at the picture of her brother again, noticing the date on his Quirk Registry was eighteen years ago. “Why haven’t I met him?”
Mitsuki and Masaru frowned as they looked at each other before looking back at Ayane.
“…Katsuki’s in prison, Ayane.” Mitsuki answered.
Ayane felt her skin go cold.
“You mean he…what did he do?”
Mitsuki and Masaru grimaced.
“…Something bad, Ayane. Something really bad. We’ll tell you when you’re older, but he did something really bad.” Masaru said.
Ayane knew that she wasn’t going to get anything out of her parents after that, and didn’t try to press them.
“That’s where we go when you spend the day with the Midoriyas once a month, Ayane.” Mitsuki explained. “We still try to visit him whenever we can to make sure that he isn’t lonely.”
“We were planning on telling you about when you were older…” Masaru said uneasily, “but because your Quirk is so similar to his, we realized that you needed to know now.” Ayane’s father put his hand on her shoulder. “We had actually considered not telling you at all, not wanting to make you have to carry around a secret this big.”
“But…why do we need to keep this secret?” Ayane asked.
For the first time in Ayane’s life, she saw her father angry. He scowled, clenching his fists and closing his eyes in barely-restrained fury as he thought back to an unpleasant time in his life. Ayane recoiled beneath his gaze, which made Masaru realize he was scaring her, so he calmed down and gave her a hug. Ayane’s mother for her part just looked ashamed, defeated almost. That scared Ayane just as much.
“Sorry, Ayane. I’m not angry at you, it’s just…bad memories.” Masaru sighed. “Do you remember when we explained to you how some people think Josei is a villain just because she’s a heteromorph?”
It was Ayane’s turn to scowl, remembering a particularly unpleasant memory of when Izuku and Josei were taking her out to a restaurant, and some mean men started shouting at Josei and throwing rocks at her (Izuku took their picture and had them arrested for assault.) The thought made Ayane clench her fists together, and she felt her new Quirk activate unconsciously. The second that she started creating ‘pops’ in her hands though, her mother immediately stood up.
“Ayane, stop!” she said sharply, startling Ayane with how angry she had gotten. Mitsuki glared down on Ayane. “Never do that again! Never use your Quirk like that just because you’re angry!”
Ayane flinched at the sound of her mother yelling, making her want to cry. Masaru put a gentle hand on his wife and his daughter’s shoulders to try to calm them down. Mitsuki noticed how upset she had made Ayane and sat back down.
“…I’m sorry for scaring you.” She said. “It’s just that’s one of the things that Katsuki used to do; using his Quirk when he was angry and not controlling himself…you can’t use your Quirk that way.”
“Mitsuki…she’s not Katsuki.” Masaru reminded his wife, making Mitsuki look down at the table in shame.
“…I’m…I’m sorry…” she whispered to Masaru and Ayane.
Ayane’s father took another breath to calm himself and went on.
“Anyway, like I was saying about how people will judge Josei because of how she looks, or how people might judge Izuku because he doesn’t have a Quirk, there are a lot of people who will judge others because of their family.”
Ayane looked up at her father, frowning as she started to understand what he was saying.
“When Katsuki got arrested…” Masaru grimaced as he remembered those days again, “we got harassed a lot. People blamed us for what he did…”
“Maybe they were right…” Mitsuki muttered.
“Mitsuki…” Masaru interrupted his wife, squeezing her shoulder gently before turning back to Ayane. “People shouted at us, painted insults on our house, and threatened us. We used to run a different fashion business, but we lost all of our clients because of the scandal of what Katsuki did. We couldn’t leave the house without someone harassing us, and some of the stores where we went to wouldn’t serve us. We received death threats in the mail. It got to the point where we had to move and change our family name so that people would leave us alone. It’s why I wear colored contact lenses and why your mother always wears a hat in public. As far as anyone except the Midoriyas know, the ‘Bakugous’ vanished a few years ago.”
“We eventually were able to find new clients because of all of the changes in the economy,” Mitsuki explained before adding bitterly, “but considering how unfair people can be, we’re pretty sure that if anyone found out who we used to be, they would start attacking us again.”
The expressions of Ayane’s parents became fearful, and they each put a hand on her shoulders, holding her in place as if they were afraid of what might happen if they let go.
“That’s why we’re scared Ayane. What Katsuki did made a lot of people very angry and sad. If they drew a connection between him and you, they would treat you badly. A lot of people will treat others unfairly for dumb reasons, and if you accidentally revealed that Katsuki is your brother,” Mitsuki looked down at Ayane’s hands, “or if they even think that your Quirk is similar to his, they’ll judge you. You need to be careful.”
“O…Okay…” Ayane stammered. “I’ll be careful. I’ll keep it a secret.” She promised.
Mitsuki saw how scared her daughter had gotten. Feeling ashamed of herself for her outbursts and for scaring Ayane, Mitsuki pulled her into her lap and hugged her.
“You are a good girl, Ayane. You are a good girl. I’m sorry I shouted at you, that was wrong. Will you forgive me?”
Ayane nodded, relieved that her parents seemed to have calmed down. Unfortunately, they had also planted a new fear in her heart.
A fear, and a curiosity.
For a while after Ayane’s parents told her their secret, things didn’t feel that different. They had never talked about Katsuki before, at least not when Ayane was around, and Ayane was smart enough to know that he was still something that they were upset about, and not something to bring up. She hadn’t talked about him before, and she didn’t after, at least for a while.
The bigger matter for Ayane at first was her new Quirk. She was as excited about it as anyone else was; it was a new ability unique to her! However, her parents warned her about showing it off too much, stressing about how it might cause people to make the connection between her and Katsuki.
Thankfully, Izuku was there to help Ayane and her parents come to terms with her Quirk. A few days after Ayane’s parents had their talk with her about the Rule, he sat her down and made sure she understood that she shouldn’t be afraid of her Quirk, something which she had honestly been feeling after the talk, and which her parents later apologized for after Izuku explained that to them.
Izuku was a big help for Ayane in learning how to control her Quirk. Apparently, he had known Katsuki when they were younger, and had written a lot of notes on it that helped Ayane understand it. Really, her Quirk “Fireworks” was the exactly same as “Explosion”, just with the added effect that it used compounds like sodium, magnesium, and iron along with other substances that Ayane could consume to change the color and effect of her bursts. This ended up becoming important as it was just enough of a difference that by focusing on it, Ayane and her parents were able to pass Fireworks off as being unrelated to Explosion. That being said, there were a lot of other rules that Ayane had to follow in regards to her Quirk, though they were mostly common sense; you wouldn’t want to set off fireworks indoors or around fire hazards obviously. This meant that Ayane had to read up a lot on safety precautions such as fire safety, potential chemical hazards that could have bad reactions with her Quirk, but this wasn’t that difficult either. Most fire hazards were labeled with big, bright signs that you didn’t even have to read to notice; what kind of idiot would set off an explosion around something as clearly labeled as a propane tank, anyway?
While Ayane had a lot of fun with Fireworks when she first got it, as the years went by, it felt less like a big deal to her. She certainly liked it; it was a fun way to entertain Inori, and later Issho, along with her classmates, but that was basically all she could do with it, or rather wanted to do with it. Izuku had given her a bunch of ideas about the different ways that it could be used, even helping her to figure out a way to propel herself through the air with it, but it was hard work, and ultimately what she wanted to do with her life didn’t really have anything to do with her Quirk. Perhaps if hero work was still an option, Ayane would have been more interested in making Fireworks stronger, but since that wasn’t an option, she didn’t see much of a reason to work on it beyond what she would use for basic exercise. It was basically a nice toy, but not much more than that.
Then came the day that Ayane found out what “really bad thing” her brother had actually done. She was playing with some of her classmates in the playground when they started a game of “heroes and villains” (though it sometimes changed its name back to “cops and robbers” or “heroes and robbers”, etc.) Even though she didn’t like playing the role, Ayane volunteered to be the villain to be fair, which seemed to excite her classmates.
“Oh!” one of them cried out. “You could pretend to be Bakugou Katsuki!”
Ayane went pale.
“…Huh?”
“You know, Bakugou Katsuki!” the boy said. “Japan’s Last Villain! My mom and dad watched a documentary about his old middle school last night!”
“Oh yeah!” another boy added. “My parents saw that too! They told me about how Bakugou killed a bunch of people!”
“He…killed?” Ayane repeated.
“Yeah, he killed sixteen people, including a police officer.” A girl said. “My mom said that he used to be a hero student, but was so mean and so bad that the League of Villains tried to recruit him.”
“Why didn’t he join them if he was a villain though?” One of the boys asked, unaware of how Ayane’s heart was beating in her throat.
“Maybe he wasn’t strong enough.” Another boy answered, shrugging.
The game went on from there, with some of the other kids volunteering to be civilians that were killed by Bakugou, with Ayane pretending to blast at them (she refused to use her Quirk despite the others wanting her to, pointing out how unsafe that would be, but mostly feeling as if she couldn’t bring herself to use her Quirk at the time.) Eventually, Ayane found herself getting chased by the kids pretending to be police officers, who later made her sit in the jungle gym that they were using as a jail. By the time that the game ended, Ayane felt so sick that she had to ask the school nurse to call her mom to take her home. Only then did she finally break down crying, with her mom rubbing her back in an effort to soothe her.
“I’m sorry Ayane…I should have told you…I didn’t think you’d find out so soon…” Mitsuki said contritely.
“He killed them…he killed them…” Ayane whimpered, still remembering the feeling of being in the position of her brother, imagining what it would be like to lose control of one of her Fireworks and burn all of her friends, only to be caught by the police and locked in a jail for the rest of her life.
Maybe it was a result of Bakugou being put in the public conscience again by the documentary, or maybe it was only just then that he was truly brought to Ayane’s attention, but after that game she started to hear about her brother everywhere. He’d be referenced by politicians as a critique of the old hero system, used as a joke by comedians, or caricatured in drawings of graffiti as a monster. Every time he was brought up, Ayane felt a chill at the reminder that she was related to a man that had murdered over a dozen people, who was given the title of “Japan’s Last Villain”, and accredited as the one who killed the hero system (something that made Ayane’s mom angry. According to her there were a whole lot more people causing problems besides Bakugou; he just happened to be one of the most noticeable targets.) Ayane began to imagine how people might treat her if they knew she was Bakugou’s little sister; to be related to someone who had brought such shame on the entire country, and to understand the need for the Rule. Playing the game and hearing about what Katsuki had done made it clear to Ayane why the Rule was so important; she didn’t want to be seen as someone who would suddenly snap and kill over a dozen people.
Thankfully, Ayane’s tendency to not use her Quirk that often out of safety concerns outside of putting on a short show in safe areas and her different application of it kept most people from making any kind of connection between her and the Quirk of “King Explosion Murder.” Those that might consider the connection would usually dismiss it after looking at Ayane. She wore her hair long in a ponytail, and while she liked to roughhouse and run around with other kids, she came off as demure enough when she played with other girls that it would seem to be a big leap to connect her with a boy that had to be chained like a dog at the Sports Festival. Masaru was inconspicuous enough in his appearance that he could go out in public without anyone recognizing him as the father of Bakugou Katsuki. In Mitsuki’s case, the other parents that she interacted with had a tendency to misjudge her age to be far younger than she actually was due to her Quirk keeping her skin from getting noticeable signs from aging. If anyone noticed that she looked similar to Japan’s “Last Villain”, they dismissed it easily enough with the assumption that she was too young.
Keeping the secret of Ayane’s connection to Katsuki wasn’t easy, at least mentally, but it was something that she got used to. It just became a taboo that Ayane knew not to bring up in public. When she got older, Ayane realized that as worried as her parents were for what might happen if people found out that Katsuki was her brother, the secret, or at least having a family secret wasn’t that unusual. Everyone had something to hide, something that they had to carry. It was just something that they learned to live with.
That didn’t mean that she didn’t hate it though. She hated carrying this secret around with her, having such a perpetual fear over something that she hadn’t done, the idea that people would see her as someone who would go and do something so horrible. She wondered why her brother would have done such horrible things, what could have driven him to do that, and perhaps, in her darker moments, what could drive her to do something like that.
After Ayane’s parents first told her about Katsuki, and the shock of what he had done had passed, Ayane began to realize that not talking about him simply made her feel worse. She felt that her parents not talking about him made them feel worse too, so she started to ask about him again. While Mitsuki and Masaru were first startled by this, they slowly opened up, and were a lot more open about Katsuki when it was just the three of them. They showed her pictures of Katsuki in their photo album, talked to her about what he was like when he was younger, showed Ayane his old collection of All Might merchandise (which was cool, but it wasn’t as good as Izuku’s,) even growing to have fond expressions as they reminisced about better times. As disturbed as Ayane was by what her brother had done, she was glad that he had at least left their mother and father with some good memories; she felt better when they were happy. Through these conversations, Ayane began to feel a connection with her older brother; she got ideas about how her Quirk could be used, she learned his favorite All Might movies, and heard about his successes. Granted, he sounded like an egotistical jerk and his successes clearly went to his head, but his successes were there. He had gotten into UA, having obtained the highest score in his year, and won the Gold Medal in his Sports Festival (again, Ayane could have done without him insulting everyone at the student pledge, using excessive force against his opponents in the Battle Tournament, or otherwise acting so violently that he had to be chained and muzzled like a dog to be given his medal.)
Along with having a similar Quirk, Ayane realized that had also shared her brother’s love of heroes. She loved looking through his old merchandise, imagining herself wearing a costume and fighting villains, all to the cheers of an adoring crowd. Of course, heroics was no longer a possible career. She could potentially join the police, which Izuku told her was what happened with most heroes anyway, but that wasn’t really what she wanted to do. She was still enamored with the idea of heroes from the movies that Izuku showed her, the collections of action figures, models, costumes, and even what she knew of her brother’s time in the Sports Festival. Perhaps if more time had passed without Ayane finding direction in her life, she would have simply shrugged and chosen to pursue work in Emergency services anyway. However, Ayane found her muse not long after she got her Quirk.
As her parents had explained to Ayane, they had managed to rebuild their fashion business after changing their name, but this meant that they were working essentially from the ground up, which required that they bring their work home with them instead of leaving it to an employee. This was how Ayane found herself climbing up onto her mother’s lap one day while she was busy drawing.
“Mama…is that a hero costume?” Ayane asked, staring in awe at the drawing of the fancy red dress that her mother was working on.
“Hm?” Mitsuki remarked before chuckling. “No, this is just an idea for a new lineup. What made you think it was a hero costume? It’s just a dressing gown.”
“Look at it!” Ayane pointed out. “It looks just like what Ryukyu used to wear!”
Mitsuki looked closer.
“Huh.” She remarked. “I guess you’re right. It does look like her old qipao.”
“Oh!” Ayane pulled out another drawing of a blue and red ensemble. “And this looks like Edgeshot’s robes! And this is the same pattern on Majestic’s costume!” she pointed out an outfit with a bizarre mismatch of different fabrics and patterns that Mitsuki had been trying to pull together. Mitsuki picked up the drawings Ayane had pointed out, looking at them more critically.
“…Have I really just been copying hero costumes?” Mitsuki remarked, looking at the clothes Ayane pointed out.
“Why do you act like that’s a bad thing?” Ayane asked. “They look cool! Could you show me how to make these?”
Mitsuki looked at her daughter in surprise for a minute before laughing.
“Well, I suppose if it works! Sure, let me show you…”
Talking to her mom and dad about their work quickly became one of Ayane’s favorite pastimes, something that they were happy to oblige her with. Eventually, this grew into a desire to make clothes herself; she wanted to try to capture the same feeling of awe and excitement that she got when she looked at pro heroes. That wasn’t to say that it was easy; learning to sew was hard and involved a lot of pricked fingers. Some of the designs that Ayane drew up were either garbage or too obviously copying a different idea, something that felt lazy to her. However, getting to spend time with her parents, looking at all the different and bold styles that heroes wore, and figuring out how to turn them into something that people could wear for everyday use quickly became a passion for her, and no matter the setbacks, she kept on working. Over time, she felt as if she was getting better, and her parents were praising her work. For Inori’s fourth birthday, Ayane managed to make a sweater that was inspired by Mt. Lady’s old costume, and the little girl loved it.
As Ayane grew up and started to approach her ninth birthday, the connection she felt with her brother through her parents’ stories led to her wanting something. Perhaps seeing the way that some of her friends and classmates had siblings made her want a deeper connection with Katsuki. Perhaps she just didn’t like the idea of being afraid of him, of herself, or of what other people might think if they knew of their connection, and wanted to put those fears to rest. Maybe she just didn’t like having the Rule hanging over her head. Whatever the case, one day, Ayane made a request of her parents.
“Can I visit Katsuki with you guys?”
Mitsuki and Masaru paled. They looked at each other, almost as if they were having a silent conversation, before turning to Ayane.
“…Are…are you sure you want that?” Mitsuki asked after a moment’s hesitation.
“Well…yeah! I know he’s done bad things…” Ayane admitted. “But he is my brother.”
Mitsuki looked at Ayane for a moment, her expression softening despite her worry.
“Ayane…” Mitsuki said, putting her hand on her daughter’s shoulder, “Katsuki…can be very difficult. He can say and do some awful things, and I’m not sure if you would like it if you met him. There…there have been a few times where I’ve left him crying. There have actually been a few times when we weren’t allowed to see him because he tried to break out of prison. He…keeps acting as if he shouldn’t be there.”
Ayane frowned. She knew that this probably wasn’t going to be pleasant, that her parents might argue that she wasn’t old enough, but then her father spoke up.
“Sometimes Katsuki doesn’t want to see us, Ayane, but there have been a few times when I think he was glad for the company, even if he wouldn’t admit it. How about this; we’ll ask him the next time we see him if he wants to meet you.”
“And if he says yes, I can visit him?” Ayane asked hopefully for reasons even she didn’t quite understand.
“If he wants to, and if you’re sure.” Mitsuki answered. “Just…remember, sometimes he doesn’t want to talk even to us, so he might not want the company. Maybe something else you could do too would be to write a letter?” Mitsuki suggested. “You could write a bit about yourself to let him know about you. We could give it to him the next time that we meet, and see how he feels about the idea of meeting you.”
“Thank you, Mom and Dad!” Ayane said, smiling as she gave her parents a hug. They returned it, though they looked at each other warily. Ayane could feel their concern. She even felt it herself a bit, but she had decided that this was something that she needed to do.
Ayane sat down in her room and started working on her letter…and stopped. What exactly could she write? There were a lot of things that she wanted to talk about, but she had enough sense to recognize that “Why did you kill those people?”, “Why didn’t you just become a police officer?”, and “Why do you keep making Mom cry?” weren’t appropriate to put down. What exactly could she write to someone whom she had never talked to before, and who had murdered 16 people?
Ayane shook her head. She couldn’t think of Katsuki that way, she couldn’t think of him as a murderer. She needed to just treat him as her brother. She got to work:
Dear Katsuki
I haven’t gotten to talk to you, but Mom and Dad told me about you a few years ago, and I thought that it would be nice to try to get to know you. I’m Ayane, your little sister. I’m eight now, but I’m almost nine.
I’d like to visit you. Would you mind that? I’d like to talk to you and get to know you more. I’ve only ever heard stories from Mom and Dad…and other people, but I thought that it would be nice to meet you face to face. Mom said that I should send you a letter so you can get to know me a bit before we meet.
Mom and Dad told me that you really liked heroes, and even got into UA! I saw an old recording that we had of your Sports Festival, and I thought that you were really cool! I thought that your fight against Uraraka was the best (it sounds like you were being harsh on her, but Mom and Dad tell me that’s just how you fought.) I think that heroes were really cool and I wish that heroes were still around. My favorite hero’s All Might, but I also really like Ryukyu and Edgeshot because of their costumes and their Quirks. (Also, dragons and ninjas are just cool.)
I hope that I’ll get to see you soon!
Love,
Ayane
The next time that Ayane’s parents left her with the Midoriyas to visit Katsuki, she spent the day in nervous anticipation, waiting to hear back about a time that she could finally meet her brother. When Mitsuki and Masaru picked her up though, they looked at her with sad expressions.
“Sorry, Ayane…” her father explained, wincing as he struggled over what to say, “but…he wasn’t interested in meeting you yet.”
Ayane frowned, her excitement fizzling out like a deflated balloon.
“Why not?”
Mitsuki and Masaru exchanged worried looks, and Ayane knew that whatever their answer was going to be, they weren’t going to be telling her everything.
“He’s…just like that, sometimes.” Mitsuki explained. “He’s really stubborn. It’s hard to break through to him.”
Ayane noticed that didn’t really answer the question, but her parents looked upset and she chose not to push the issue.
“Did…did he get my letter, at least?” she asked.
“He did.” Masaru said, nodding his head. “Don’t worry, he did.”
“Do you know when he might write back?”
Again, Ayane’s parents grimaced.
“We’re not sure.” Mitsuki answered. “He doesn’t usually write back himself. But, hey!” she remarked, kneeling down to Ayane’s level. “Don’t let this get to you. You can always send him more letters and we can try again next time!”
Ayane huffed, realizing that this was the best that she was going to get for now, but resolved to try again. She wrote another letter, and sent it…to no response. After this, she thought that it would be better to just wait until her parents went to visit Katsuki to write another letter and try again to meet with him. She waited a month, with her parents carrying another letter, only for them to come back with the same response.
While Mitsuki and Masaru wouldn’t say as much, Ayane got the sense that Katsuki didn’t like her. Maybe she was being paranoid, but she wished that he would say something. There were a lot of times that she thought that it wasn’t worth getting worked up over a brother that she had never met. However, despite his apparent disinterest in her, and despite what he had done to end up in prison in the first place, he was still Ayane’s brother, and she persisted.
A few months after Ayane’s first attempt to connect to Katsuki though, something different happened. Her parents dropped her off with the Midoriyas in the early morning like usual, where she would be stay until the late afternoon. This day however, Mitsuki and Masaru came back in midday. Both looked even paler than usual as they pulled Ayane aside.
“What’s wrong?” she asked.
The two sighed.
“Katsuki tried to escape again, so the visit got cancelled. It’s going to take a while before he’ll be allowed visitors again.” Masaru answered. Mitsuki seemed on the verge of tears, and Ayane quickly hugged her mother, trying to comfort her.
“It’s…not all bad.” Mitsuki sniffled, trying to put on a cheerful façade for her daughter. “We can still write letters, and we should be allowed to visit again in a few months…”
“Yeah!” Ayane said out loud, recognizing that her mother was trying to grasp onto whatever silver lining she could find. “Maybe we could all write him a letter together!”
“That…that would be nice!” Mitsuki said, rubbing Ayane’s head, still trying to keep a happy face up. “Let’s…let’s see if Izuku and Josei have some paper we can borrow!”
The three ended up spending the day at the Midoriyas’ home. Izuku and Josei made sure that they had some space to write in private, and after which the Midoriyas did all they could to make Mitsuki and Masaru feel welcome; they prepared a big meal, watched movies, played games, it should have been a great day. It didn’t change the fact that once Ayane’s parents took her home, she could hear her mother crying in her room.
It was six months before Mitsuki and Masaru could visit Katsuki again. In that time, Ayane still didn’t get a response from any of the letters that she sent, though neither did her parents. When they came back from their visit though, they sat her down again at the table.
“Ayane…Katsuki said that he’d like to meet you.” Mitsuki said with a nervous smile.
“Really!?” Ayane said excitedly.
“I mean…not in as many words, but sometimes you have to tease out what he actually means.”
“So…I can finally visit him?” Ayane asked.
“Next month, you can, if you want.” Masaru said, though he reached out to put a hand on Ayane’s. “But Ayane, we want you to make sure that you actually want to do this. We’ve warned you that talking with Katsuki can be difficult, and if you decide later that you don’t want to visit him, you don’t have to.”
Ayane heard what her father said, but she had made a decision that she was going to talk to her brother one way or another, and she was going to do it. If she had to wait until she was 18, she would have. The next month she spent in nervous anticipation, wanting to finally get to see someone that she had never talked to, and yet still had such a huge impact on her life, even if it wasn’t in the best way. The next few weeks, she was plagued by everything that could go wrong; what if Katsuki changed his mind? What if he tried to break out again and they couldn’t visit? What if he tried to attack them? (Ayane didn’t think that he would, but some of what people said about him suggested the opposite.)
Finally though, the day arrived. Despite going to a prison of all things, Ayane was dressed nicely, wanting to make a good impression. Izuku and Josei both visited Ayane’s family before they set out, giving her a hug and wishing her luck.
Ayane didn’t account for how long the trip itself would take, requiring that the family take a bullet train for four hours. Once they arrived at the bridge to Tartarus, Ayane was feeling understandably antsy. This however was only the beginning, as it took another hour simply to go through all the procedures to check in. There was a stack of paperwork that Mitsuki and Masaru had to fill out, their pockets had to be emptied, they were each questioned, and they were put through several scanners to check for contraband before being put on an armored shuttle. As they crossed over the five-kilometer bridge over crashing waves to the prison, it started to weigh on Ayane just how dangerous of a place this was.
“Tartarus used to be a lot worse, apparently.” Masaru mentioned idly as he noticed Ayane shivering. “When the HPSC fell, the UN did an investigation of the prison and had to overhaul it for human rights violations.” He spoke, perhaps just saying the first thing that came to his mind in an effort to distract his daughter from her fear. “It’s a lot nicer now…at least for the upper levels. Katsuki’s able to exercise, talk with other people, use the library…” He mused, grimacing. Ayane though still looked at the approaching prison in fear.
“There was some debate over where Katsuki should be sent.” Mitsuki explained bitterly. “We tried to get a lawyer who could send him to a nicer prison, but all the media attention he had gotten really screwed him over. Not to mention, the fact that he keeps trying to break out kind of proved the prosecution’s point…”
The shuttle entered a garage in the prison, where a heavy metal door sealed behind them. Ayane clung to her parents as they went through another series of scanners, questions, and bleak, empty white hallways. Finally, Ayane and her parents reached a reinforced door. Before they entered though, Mitsuki and Masaru bent down, looking at Ayane.
“You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.” Mitsuki said. “We know that this is scary.”
Ayane though shook her head. Maybe she was just being stubborn, but she was here, and she wasn’t backing down now.
“Alright.” Mitsuki whispered as she and Masaru took Ayane’s hands and guided her through the door.
Ayane found herself in a big white room, or at least half of one, as the room was split by a big pane of glass. Ayane’s parents guided her to one of three chairs on their side of the room. On the opposite side sat Katsuki.
Ayane had seen pictures of her brother when he was younger; he resembled Ayane and her mother the most, the main difference being that Mitsuki had encouraged Ayane to grow her frizzy blonde hair out more. Before his arrest, Katuksi was slightly taller than most people his age, but with far more noticeable muscles. Now though, he was taller than both of his parents and had a physique that resembled Endeavor’s. He’d certainly look like a hero were it not for his orange prison fatigues, scars all across his knuckles, and a contemptuous scowl he was currently directing towards Ayane.
“Hey Katsuki.” Mitsuki said, smiling despite her son’s apparent disinterest in her.
“Hey, son.” Masaru added. His and his wife’s smiles faltered though when they noticed how Katsuki was looking at Ayane. She repressed a gulp and spoke up.
“…Hi, I’m Ayane. I’m your sister.”
Katsuki glared at Ayane for a moment.
“…Katsuki?” Mitsuki asked warily.
“What’s your Quirk?” Katsuki suddenly barked.
Ayane blinked, caught off guard by the question.
“My…Quirk?”
“What, you fucking deaf or Quirkless? What’s your Quirk?”
“Katsuki, what the hell?” Mitsuki growled. “Don’t talk to her like that!”
Katsuki thought kept on ignoring everyone but Ayane. Something about him; his arrogance, his dismissal of their parents, and even something about the way he focused on Ayane’s Quirk of all things rubbed her the wrong way. She supposed she should have expected something like this. However, Ayane wasn’t going to let someone like this intimidate her, no matter who they were.
“…Fireworks. I can make colored explosions from my hands.”
“Show me” he ordered.
“Indoors? With these guards around?” Ayane pointed out.
“Sounds like the dollar store version of my Quirk, anyway.” Katsuki answered, looking away, bored.
“Katsuki…” Masaru spoke up, showing a rare display of anger, “this is your sister. She wants to get to know you. The least you can do is try to meet her halfway.”
“I don’t really care about it that much anyway.” Ayane said, almost as a challenge. “It’s nice to show off to my friends, but that’s about it. It’s not as if I could really use it to do what I want to do with my life anyway.”
Katsuki gave Ayane a contemptuous look.
“Yeah? What do you want to do, then?”
“I want to become a fashion designer, like Mom and Dad.” Ayane answered with pride. Katsuki though just looked bored.
“Tch. What a waste. They have you as a replacement and you can’t even be bothered to make something worthwhile with your Quirk.”
Ayane recoiled from her brother’s comment.
“Katsuki, how the hell could you talk to your sister like this?!” Mitsuki shouted, standing up from her chair while Masaru held Ayane’s hand. “I would have thought that out of all of the people you’d show respect for, you’d at least do it for her!”
There was silence from Katsuki, either out of being cowed by his mother or not caring enough to answer. Mitsuki and Masaru were both tensed, and Ayane could tell that they were close to leaving. She tried to start again.
“What exactly do you think I should be doing then? There aren’t any more heroes, so I couldn’t use my Quirk for that, and I’m not really interested in becoming a police officer.”
“They’re just quitters.” Katsuki scoffed. “They’re extras who joined that worthless new system or gave up. They just dropped everything and let it die.”
“So, what, you think I should become a vigilante? Isn’t that what got you here in the first place?” Ayane challenged, angry at the insult towards Izuku’s workplace, ignoring the squeeze her father gave her shoulder in warning not to provoke her brother.
“If people had just let me do my thing, we wouldn’t be in this mess!” Katsuki shouted. “So a bunch of extras got in my way, big fucking deal! Heroes separated the chaff from the wheat, the people that mattered from the extras!”
Ayane leaned back, finding it hard to understand how her brother thought and realizing with every passing second how little she wanted to be there right now. She wanted to try one last time though to make a connection…or at least try to defend the people she cared about.
“I think heroes are great.” She agreed. “But they aren’t all there is. My godfather Izuku works with the police and he…”
“Deku?” Katsuki suddenly asked, staring at Ayane.
“What?” Ayane asked, confused. She thought for a moment that ‘Deku’ could be a shortened form of ‘Dekiru’, but considering who she was talking to, she realized pretty quickly that he meant ‘Dekunobu.’ “No…I said ‘Izuku.’”
“I know who fucking Deku is.” Katsuki growled standing up, the guards behind him readying their batons.
“Katsuki…” Mitsuki growled, and for the first time, Katsuki actually looked at her, albeit with a disgusted expression.
“You made that worthless Deku her godfather? You trying to pull the same shit you did with me?”
“His name is Izuku.” Ayane growled, standing up from her chair and glaring at the jerk on the other side of the glass. “And he’s not worthless. Izuku’s the coolest person I know! He’s the one who taught me how to use Fireworks!”
Katsuki stared incredulously at Ayane through the glass for a moment before shouting back.
“The fuck!? You let Deku tell you how to use your Quirk!? No wonder you’re so weak! Deku’s a worthless, Quirkless pebble, and if he had any sense, he’d have taken a swan dive when I told him to!”
Ayane went pale. His brother had told Izuku to kill himself?
“Fuck you, asshole!” Ayane shouted back, angrier than she had ever been in her life. “He’s more of a hero than you!”
“Say that again!” Katsuki shouted stepping right up to the glass. “You say that again, you little…”
“That’s enough.”
Masaru’s voice somehow cut through the tumult, drawing the attention of the rest of his family as he stood up and took Ayane’s hand and the guards grabbed a hold of Katsuki on his side.
“I’m not going to let you talk to your sister like this or make her listen to your sick views, Katsuki.” He said, glaring at his son in anger and disappointment. “We’re done. Goodbye.”
Masaru turned Ayane and Mitsuki around and walked out, not looking behind him again.
Ayane’s family didn’t head straight out of the prison though. Instead, they headed to a waiting room. It was still almost as austere as the rest of the prison, but there were a few token efforts to make it feel more welcoming; a stack of old magazines, some leather furniture. Ayane wanted to just leave, to not even bother with the train and run the whole way back. However, as soon as her parents had her sit in one of the chairs, she realized how exhausted she felt, trembling as if she really had run that distance. Her parents both enveloped her in a hug.
“We’re sorry, Ayane…” Mitsuki said. “We should have made sure that he wasn’t going to say those kinds of things…”
Ayane didn’t answer immediately. It wasn’t her parents’ fault. She knew the kind of person her brother was; she had heard about what he had done, how he acted in school, she had seen how he had behaved in the Sports Festival. What else was she expecting?
“I…I thought that maybe…he wasn’t like how everyone said…I thought…if he was trying to be a hero, maybe that showed people were wrong…”
Ayane felt her parents hug her tighter.
“Everyone thought that Ayane, it’s not your fault for wanting to think better of him.” Mitsuki said.
“He…did…did he hurt Izuku?” Ayane whimpered. She felt her mother shiver before she pulled away and made herself look at Ayane.
“…Yes. He did. We didn’t know until after he had gotten arrested. No one at their school ever said anything…but we should have known better after Izuku stopped coming over, and Katsuki started calling him that awful name.” she admitted. “When Katsuki was young…he wasn’t like this, but he could still be selfish and arrogant, and liked to start fights. We were happy that Izuku was friends with him, we thought that he’d be a good influence…” Mitsuki said with tears in her eyes. “We should have noticed…we should have done something…” she was stopped from crying more by Masaru’s hand on her shoulder.
“When we visit…we don’t usually talk about Izuku. This is the first time that he’s come up in a while.” He explained. “We hoped that over time, Katsuki would realize that he was wrong to treat Izuku like that, that he was wrong about Izuku, that he might realize why we wanted him to learn from Izuku. I suppose that even after all this time though, he’s held on to his views on Izuku the same that he has on…everything else.” Masaru admitted, lowering his head contritely.
Ayane looked at her hands. She could feel her Quirk beneath her skin, ready to spark and burn. She remembered watching how Katsuki had used his Quirk on others in the Sports Festival. He was skilled with it, more adept than most of his classmates. People weren’t allowed to use their Quirks in public, which would have made training them difficult, and yet Katsuki for some reason had no issue with that, already knowing how to use his Quirk in combat…almost as if he was used to using it on other people.
Ayane remembered going to the beach with the Midoriyas, and seeing strange, faint marks on Izuku’s skin. She had always thought that they looked like hands.
Would her Quirk have made a burn like that?
Her parents didn’t say anything, but they seemed to be able to sense how upset Ayane was, and they hugged her again, grounding her. After a moment, she felt brave enough to ask another question.
“Mom, Dad? Am…Am I a replacement?” Ayane asked.
“No.” Mitsuki answered immediately, taking Ayane’s head in her hands. “If we were trying to replace Katsuki, we wouldn’t still be visiting him.”
The point made Ayane pause for thought, and she felt her father put his hand on her shoulder.
“We had you because we wanted to, Ayane. We wanted to raise another child, and so we had you.” Masaru explained. “Even with as bad as things got with Katsuki, we still love him. But we love you for who you are too, and we wouldn’t have you any other way.”
Ayane felt tears prick her eyes. Her parents hugged her again, and she returned it this time.
There was a knock on Ayane’s door.
“Ayane? It’s me. Can I come in?” Izuku’s voice spoke from the other side of the doorway. Ayane had been lying on her bed, staring up at the ceiling when she heard her godfather. She had thought that she wanted to be alone for a bit with her thoughts, but she didn’t want to ignore Izuku. She walked to the other side of her room past her collected hero memorabilia and some of the fabric patterns that she had been working on before opening the door.
“Hey, Izuku.” She said with wane enthusiasm.
Izuku smiled despite her lukewarm greeting.
“Would you mind if we sat down so I could talk to you?”
Ayane could guess what this was about. While it had been better that she had talked to her parents immediately after leaving her meeting with Katsuki, she still carried some baggage with her that she couldn’t easily explain to anyone. She nodded anyway and walked back over to the bed, where Izuku sat down next to her.
“So, how are you feeling? Your Mom and Dad told me that your meeting with Katsuki didn’t go very well.”
“I’m okay, I guess.” Ayane answered dismissively.
“Okay.” Izuku said. He didn’t look completely convinced, but didn’t try to push it either. If he had, Ayane might have gotten defensive, but ironically his quiet presence made her want to talk more.
“…Izuku…you knew my brother when you were younger, right?” she asked hesitantly.
“I did.” He answered. “We were friends when we were younger, we had the same homeroom in elementary and junior high, though we stopped seeing each other by the time that we went to UA.”
Ayane stared at Izuku, and he sighed.
“And…he was my bully.” He admitted, without elaborating on it further.
Ayane clenched her fists together nervously. What she was about to ask could make her godfather uncomfortable, but if she had asked him this earlier, it might have made her first meeting with Katsuki easier.
“…What was he like when you knew him?”
Izuku looked up at the ceiling.
“Well…he was probably the most determined person I have ever met. He had a lot of natural talent, both with his Quirk, and with a lot of other things in his life, but he didn’t just sit on his laurels, and spent as much time as he could on making himself stronger. He was strong, confident, and seemed like the kind of guy who would always win. In a lot of ways, he seemed like the ideal hero.” Izuku explained almost wistfully before he looked at Ayane, and frowned. “Some of that might have been me wearing rose-tinted lenses though. When I got to UA, I got to know other people who worked just as hard, if not harder, but for reasons other than themselves. While Katsuki was certainly tenacious in his pursuits, that had less to do with improving himself and more with making sure he was better than everyone else.” Izuku leaned forward, resting his chin on his hands. “Honestly, that was probably his driving motivation through most of his life. I admired his determination to win, but that sometimes came at the expense of other’s well-being…usually mine.” He admitted. “Katsuki loved to lord what he saw as his superiority over others, and it made it so that when he saw people who were more talented than him, like when he got to UA and met people like Yaoyorozu, or when he thought that someone was trying to improve themselves so that they could compete with him…like with me…I guess that made him feel insecure, and led him to lashing out, trying to put others down.”
“…He sounds like he was a jerk.” Ayane pointed out. Izuku sighed again.
“Yeah. He was.”
Ayane looked down at her clenched hands, working up the nerve to finally talk about what had been bothering her.
“Izuku…am I like Katsuki at all? It’s just…” Ayane gripped her hands together nervously. “Mom and Dad warned me that if people found out that Katsuki is my brother, they might see me the same way they see him. Sometimes though, I hear about something Katsuki did, and it makes me wonder if I’m like him.”
Izuku smiled.
“To answer your concerns, no, you are not like your brother, Ayane.” He looked around the room, noting the fabric patterns that she had been working on. “You have his determination to succeed, but in your case it’s to push yourself to be better, not better than others, but to just be better, whether it’s a better student, a better designer, or just a better person, and it’s something that I really admire about you.”
Ayane blushed, still not entirely sure of herself, but Izuku went on;
“You have a similar Quirk, but you don’t see that as something that really defines you.” He shrugged. “I have seen you get angry like him, but it’s for good reasons, like when you saw Josei getting attacked by those thugs.”
Ayane pouted at the dig at her temper, but Izuku just smiled.
“But one of the biggest ways you’re not like your brother? He would never open himself up like you are now. He would have seen this as being ‘weak.’ So, you’re definitely a lot more mature than he is.”
Ayane snorted in laughter at the thought that Izuku saw a ten year old as more mature than a twenty-eight year old man. It gave her the courage to look up at Izuku and take in what he said. Seeing her cheer up a bit, Izuku gave her a hug, which she eventually returned.
“Izuku?”
“Yes?” He asked, pulling away to look at Ayane. She looked at the floor, nervous.
“Would…would I be bad if I didn’t want to see Katsuki again?”
“No.” Izuku answered firmly, putting his arm over Ayane’s shoulders. “Your brother hurt you, and you shouldn’t have to put yourself in a situation where he could hurt you again.”
Ayane peeked up at Izuku once, only to look away again before mumbling another question.
“…Would it be bad if I did want to see Katsuki again?” Ayane asked, worried that Izuku would think that she was being stupid.
“I don’t think so.” Izuku said with a shrug, much to Ayane’s surprise. “Sometimes I wonder if I should visit him myself.”
Ayane looked up at her godfather in shock.
“But…he hurt you. He said awful things to you. Why would you ever want to talk to him?”
“Well…” Izuku though before answering. “Obviously, I’ve got a lot of reasons not to want to see him. He was my bully. He hurt me, and made me feel like I was worthless. My life improved when he was no longer a part of it.” He admitted. “It’s just…do you remember that true crime documentary they did on Aldera?”
Ayane looked down at the floor, grumbling.
“It made me realize that…I don’t think your brother ever actually had friends. He had lackies, and they turned on him as soon as he stopped being someone they could benefit from.” Izuku looked up at the ceiling. “Maybe I’m arrogant for thinking this, but even if I realize now that he wasn’t my friend…I think that I was probably the closest thing your brother had to a friend, and that just makes me feel sad for him. Besides me, it’s just your parents who were actually concerned about him.” Izuku looked back at Ayane with a sympathetic look. “So, I think I understand where you’re coming from. He was unkind to you, but he’s your brother. I can’t blame you for wanting to try to have a closer relationship with him and being worried for him. At the same time though, just because he is your brother doesn’t mean that you have to talk to him.”
Ayane folded her arms over her chest, confused about what she wanted to do.
“Here’s what I think;” Izuku said. “I don’t want you to be put in a situation where you’re going to get hurt for no good reason, and Katsuki doesn’t deserve your company if he’s just going to abuse you. However, the fact is, he did eventually agree to see you. Even if he wouldn’t admit it, he’s probably lonely.”
Ayane frowned. As awful as Katsuki had shown himself to be, she still pitied him, being stuck in such a depressing and foreboding place as prison. Ever since she had visited, she wondered, and even had nightmares of what it would be like to be trapped in a building like that; nothing but grey concrete and steel or blinding white rooms, never able to get out, never able to see the outside, stuck in there until the day that she died.
“So, how’s this for an idea? You start over from scratch.” Izuku suggested. “If you still want to have a relationship with Katsuki, you make sure that he knows that he can’t treat you like that again. You write him a letter telling him that you might be willing to visit him again, but only if he makes sure to respect you when you do.” Izuku frowned and shrugged. “He might not respond, but I think that he needs to be willing to humble himself if he wants to have a connection with anyone. Katsuki doesn’t show respect easily, but he needs to learn to. If he’s not willing to go that far for you, then I don’t think you should see him.”
Ayane thought about what her godfather said. She had been struggling with conflicting emotions ever since she had met Katsuki. On one hand, she wanted to be able to spend more time with him, on the other, she wanted to be as far away from him as possible. Was this normal for sibling relationships? Thinking about it though, starting over felt like the best idea.
“That sounds like a good idea Izuku, thank you.”
Izuku smiled and ruffled Ayane’s hair.
“Actually, there was something else that I wanted to talk to you about.”
“What is it?” Ayane asked.
“Well…” Izuku smiled with a hint of mischief. “I made a friend last week, and invited him to our barbecue. Your parents have met him before, but I think you would like to meet him, too. When I told him about you, he sounded interested, especially with how much you love heroes.”
“Who is it?” Ayane asked, her interest peaked.
“Oh…I’d rather keep it a surprise…” Izuku said, grinning. For some reason, he was looking at Ayane’s All Might action figures.
Notes:
I got quite a few different ideas for this chapter from various commenters, so if you brought up something, I would like to thank you.
Like with the original story, I'm not entirely certain about my depiction of Bakugou, but my reasoning is that growing up would mean accepting that he has committed mass murder, and that everything that he has come to believe about the world is false. Even in his case, it's easier to live in denial and stick with his toxic mindset.
I should note that as usual, what I write here is tentative, both in the subject material and when I can publish it:
The next character I'm going to be focusing on turned out to be a bit of a surprise for me. A lot of people want to know what happens to them in this story, but I didn't really have a concrete plan on what happened to them beyond what I had already written. I also had a different suggestion for something that happened in the story that I could explore in a chapter; not necessarily a character perspective, but one that I felt could still be entertaining. When I was originally thinking about how to explore it, I was planning on just creating an OC to be the impetus of it. However, when I was thinking about this a day or so ago, I realized that the character that I was originally not going to do anything with would be perfect for this. I know that's kind of vague, but as a hint for what the chapter will be about, I currently intend to name it after "I Don't Care" by Fallout Boy.
Chapter 10: I Don't Care
Notes:
I’m not entirely certain about how I have formatted this; I’ve tried to put narration, as well as anything said from the documentary in the past in italics. Hopefully any discrepancies won’t be too bothersome to anyone.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The television screen displayed the famous image of a stopwatch counting down before shifting to its featured reporters.
“I’m Lyle Sander.” A man with a white and black scaled dragon mutation with green hair and white antlers spoke, followed by;
“I’m Shanti Deva.” A woman with a white lion heteromorph Quirk.
“I’m Ryan Inspir.” A man seemingly composed of computer code.
“I’m Solomon Bass.” A man with an elephant trunk.
“And I’m Ellen Inaerum. Those stories and more tonight on 60 miniutes.” A woman with red hair and no obvious Quirk said.
The program opened to another shot of the stopwatch counting down, before shifting to Lyle Sander, wearing a black suit with a white shirt and dark green tie, sitting in front of an image of the title card for what looked like a slasher film. The card was labeled Aldera: Middle School of Japan’s Last Villain, depicting an average Japanese middle school leaking blood from its windows, while an image of the now infamous Bakugou Katsuki stood upon the school, chained and muzzled from his “victory” in the Sports Festival. Lyle spoke, completely nonplussed by the tasteless image in the background.
“Ten years ago, Bakugou Katsuki started what would be his first and last year at UA, once considered the best hero school in the world. During this time, he gained infamy worldwide for his conduct during the Sports Festival and for his kidnapping by the League of Villains. A year later, following the collapse of Japan’s hero system, Bakugou gained infamy once more when he murdered 16 people after dropping out of UA when the school revamped its hero course. Bakugou’s arrest was a scandal that many blame for quelling the efforts of Japan’s Hero movement to reinstate the hero system, and led to Bakugou Katsuki as being seen as the symbol of why the Japanese hero system failed. One year ago, a documentary called ’Aldera: Middle School of Japan’s Last Villain’ aired, investigating Bakugou’s former middle school and his time there. This documentary was the brainchild of television producer, Monoma Neito.”
The screen shifted to Lyle shaking hands with a blond, smug-faced man before sitting down in a tasteful room to talk.
“What drove you to create this documentary in the first place?” Lyle asked.
“People always have a fascination with how things went wrong.” Monoma replied with a smirk, flaunting his hand in the air. “Bakugou acted as if he was the second coming of All Might, only to become quite literally ‘Japan’s Last Villain.’ I thought it would be fitting to get an idea of where such a barbaric person learned to be so barbaric.” Engrossed in his subject, Monoma leaned forward, as if trying to draw Lyle’s attention even more. “Most people know about Bakugou’s time in UA; his conduct in the Sports Festival, his abusive behavior towards his classmates, and the teachers’ coddling despite his actions. I wanted to look further back, to see where ‘Japan’s Last Villain’ truly began to develop into the monster he became, that being, his old middle school Aldera. Thankfully, there were quite a few people willing to share their experiences,” Monoma’s smirk somehow became even larger, “but I hadn’t planned for what else those former students would reveal.”
The screen switched to footage of Monoma’s documentary, displaying one of the people Monoma had interviewed, along their name on display at the bottom of the screen;
“That stuff he said at the Sports Festival? The way he beat on everyone? That was nothing new. Bakugou always acted like that.” A man with shoulder-length gray hair said, his name listed as ‘Imari Tengo.’
The documentary began to display footage of Bakugou’s time at Aldera; attacking other students, snarling at them, starting fights, using his Quirk to intimidate or assault others.
“You think you’re tough?” Bakugou shouted as he rammed his fist into the stomach of a student who had his hands up in a futile attempt to placate the bully.
“Die, freak!” A heteromorph with a hyena mutation became his next target, blasting him down a hallway while onlookers laughed.
“Get the f___ out of my seat.” Bakugou snarled, his swearing censored by the network as he kicked an unassuming girl off a bench at a lunch table.
The screen went back to Lyle’s interview with Monoma.
“How did you get the footage from Aldera used in the documentary?” Lyle asked.
“It wasn’t that difficult to get ahold of.” Monoma smirked. “Despite Aldera not being very forthcoming with sharing information about Bakugou’s time as a student there;” the man rolled his eyes, “they made the claim that due to a filing accident, all of their records on Bakugou had been lost, it wasn’t that difficult to find evidence of Bakugou’s crimes. People record everything nowadays, after all. Everything that I needed to prove what people were saying had been posted and saved on social media. It’s really quite surprising that no one else had taken advantage of it before now, considering what a spectacle Bakugou made himself out to be. But then again, perhaps the people who had taken that footage realized in retrospect that filming it showed themselves to be complicit in Bakugou’s crimes. Why, practically all of Bakugou’s crimes were recorded, from the very start of his reign of terror!”
Monoma spoke gleefully as the footage switched back to the documentary, as Monoma was interviewing one of Bakugou’s old classmates, a man with spiky black hair named ‘Tanaka Kaito’:
“What was the first thing you remember Bakugou doing in Aldera that made him stand out?” Monoma asked.
“The first thing I remember? It was his fight with a guy named Wani Mizu, a guy in his last year in Aldera when we were in our first. Looking back, Bakugou treated that school the same way he would going to prison. The first thing he did was find the toughest guy there and started a fight. Wani was the biggest guy in the school, had this Crocodile Quirk that made it so that he could barely fit through his class doors.”
The screen changed to cell phone footage, apparently taken at the incident just outside the school. It showed Bakugou as a twelve-year old glaring at Wani, who was almost twice his size, with his gakuran stained with some kind of drink.
“What the hell, you jerk!? I was drinking…”
Wani didn’t get another chance to shout, as the next instant his muzzle was rocked to the side by an explosion-powered left hook from Bakugou. The older boy clutched his muzzle in pain only for Bakugou to shove him to the ground, pin him down, and start blasting at him with his explosions.
“You think you’re hot s___, freak? Who said you had the right to talk to me that way!?”
As Wani was getting attacked, noticeably no one was trying to stop the fight, either teachers or students. Many of the students in fact were excitedly cheering on the spectacle. Eventually though, one student ran in. He was a plain-faced boy with green hair and freckles, and he frantically tried to take Bakugou by the shoulder and plead with him.
“Kacchan, stop! He didn’t do anything to…!”
Bakugou answered this interruption with an even bigger blast, knocking the boy to the ground, his uniform smoking. It was only at this point that Bakugou finally got off of Wani, who frantically pushed himself upright and ran away, while Bakugou was distracted angrily shouting at the boy that interfered with his assault, his rage-filled eyes glaring down at the trembling green-haired boy.
“You stay the hell out of my way, Deku! I was busy teaching the extras their place and a Quirkless waste of space isn’t going to stop me!”
Bakugou finished his rant by kicking the boy in the stomach before stomping off, the gazes of all the other students watching him filled either with awe or fear.
“That fight, if you could call what Bakugou did a ‘fight,’ kind of set the tone for the next three years.” Another former student, a man with what looked like a giant clothes-pin for a head, his name listed as ‘Suzuki Botan’ spoke.
“Some people thought that, ‘hey, this guy’s beating up the school bully, that’s great!’ But then he showed he was an even worse bully.” A bald man named ‘Yoshida Isamu’ said as the program switched to his quote, before shifting to a red-haired woman named ‘Nakamura Fumiko.’
“You know, now that you mention it, I don’t think Wani ever actually did anything. I mean, yeah, he was big and scary, and there were rumors about him being a bully, but I don’t actually remember him doing anything to anybody. It probably didn’t matter to Bakugou.”
The footage switched back to Monoma speaking to Lyle;
“I had actually managed to find Wani Miku, but he declined to be interviewed about his time in Aldera. The poor man had to deal with discrimination his entire life, so I can’t blame him for not wanting to be reminded of his time there. He seemed to be doing well enough for himself though; he went and joined the coast guard, even.” Monoma shook his head. “Who knows how many other people that ruffian had victimized throughout his life, though? We may never know. It gave me quite a good deal of pleasure to bring his sordid past to light.”
The footage changed back to clips from Monoma’s documentary. “Everyone knew not to challenge Bakugou, or he’d blast at you.” Tanaka said.
“He’d use his Quirk on other students?” Monoma asked.
“All the time! Hell, I bet most of us still have burns or bruises!”
“Did the teachers know? Did they ever do anything?”
“Hell, no! At most, they’d tell Bakugou to ‘settle down.’ He never got punished for anything that he did. He’d destroy school property, he’d destroy our property, he’d beat people up, and this was usually in full view of the teachers!”
A new face came up; a glasses-wearing woman with black hair named ‘Ito Keiko.’
“The teachers would never punish Bakugou for anything; they saw him as their meal ticket. They always talked about how ‘incredible and heroic’ his Quirk and his drive were, and I’d hear about them brag about how he would bring up Aldera’s reputation. If they ever punished him for anything, it would have hurt his record, which would have kept him from looking like the ‘perfect student’ to UA. They’d write off anything he did, or they’d blame it on someone else!”
Yoshida came up next.
“It’s ridiculous that he got into UA, now that I think about it, but it shouldn’t really surprise me. The a__hole would have had a perfectly clean record.”
“What were his grades like?”
“Perfect.” Yoshida answered with a scoff. “He worked pretty hard to make sure that his grades were top of the class, but honestly, with the way the teachers favored him? Who’s to say what his grades were actually like?”
The camera switched back to Nakamura answering Monoma’s questions.
“You could never be too good with a subject that Bakugou was taking. If you were, he took that as a challenge and wouldn’t leave you alone. He’d put all of his focus on you, which meant that you’d be the target of everyone else as well. He wouldn’t sabotage you, at least outright, but getting shoved around or threatened for thinking that you were ‘better than him’ did basically the same thing. I could have been getting better grades, maybe even got into a better high school, but underperforming was the only way to survive in Aldera.”
The footage switched back to Monoma as Lyle was interviewing him.
“It really makes you think, doesn’t it? How much license certain individuals get in this country depending on whether or not they can convince others that they are the ‘main character.’” Monoma scoffed with distaste. “I actually had the displeasure of knowing Bakugou personally when I went to UA myself. Considering Bakugou’s behavior didn’t change in his short tenure, it seems as if UA didn’t treat him any differently from his old middle school. One has to wonder if Yoshida’s suggestion could have held weight for the esteemed academy as well.” Monoma smugly suggested.
“Were you able to get any evidence of this kind of tampering with Bakugou’s grades, or is this just assumption?” Lyle asked.
Monoma blinked before shrugging.
“Who’s to say?”
Tanaka’s image came up next.
“So, here’s the thing; the school had rules like anywhere else, but those rules only applied to certain people. It was sort of a sliding scale of figuring out how much someone could get away with. One example was how Bakugou would always put his feet up on his desk like an a__hole, and the teachers never did anything about it. But then you had someone like Midoriya, and if the teachers got bugged by him mumbling in class…I don’t know, it was a thing he did, they’d smack him upside the head!”
To illustrate Tanaka’s point, more footage was shown of Bakugou insulting, shouting at, or attacking other students in full view of his teachers, who outright ignored his behavior. The screen changed to Nakamura’s interview;
“That was just how the school hierarchy worked; if someone had a powerful Quirk, something that people would say was ‘heroic,’ the teachers would give them more leeway since they wanted to be on better terms with the ones that they thought had the most potential. If you had a weaker Quirk, the teachers would harp on you more if you did something wrong, or more often than not, ignore when you were pushed around by someone with a stronger Quirk.”
This time, Suzuki’s voice was heard narrating over phone footage of some of the students hanging around Bakugou…including Imari Tengo, laughing at some of the students he pushed around.
“The only way you could avoid getting pushed around if you had a weak Quirk was if you latched onto someone with a stronger Quirk. There was this one kid, Imari, whose Quirk just let him extend his fingers, who’d have been right at the bottom with Midoriya if it weren’t for the fact that he was Bakugou’s lacky. Imari probably realized that by talking up Bakugou’s ego enough, the a__hole would let him hang around, which kept him from being a target. Also meant he got to pick on others more easily. Guy was a total loser; wasted all his time in the arcade, smoked outside the school, tried to flirt with high school girls; it was pretty messed up.”
“I like to think that this was emblematic of our society in general; those with powerful, flashy, ‘heroic’ Quirks were, and perhaps still are, lauded and praised even if they were barbaric in their behavior.” Monoma pontificated and glared even as he kept up his smug grin, his fists noticeably clenching in anger. “Those with weak or unappealing Quirks, or those without, were treated like second-class citizens. And people like Bakugou certainly worked hard to maintain that status quo.”
“Bakugou never called anyone by their real name. He’d always pick some trait about people and call them by that like ‘Squid Eyes’ or ‘Rock for Brains’ or ‘Glasses.’” Ito spoke from her interview, irritably adjusting her own glasses. “It just went to show how little he cared about anyone but himself. I don’t even know if he knew anyone’s real name. I don’t know what would be worse: That he didn’t care to even find out, or that he knew people’s names and intentionally called them awful stuff just because he thought that they didn’t deserve them. And that was the big problem; whatever he’d call you, it was usually one of the most insulting things he could think of, whatever trait just stuck out the most. This got really bad for anyone who was a heteromorph.”
“Hell, we’ve got it bad enough, but the fact that Bakugou would call people those names, and everyone would follow suit meant that I never felt okay in school. People would always draw attention to my head, point out how weird and how freaky it is. I grew up hating myself because of that stupid ‘Clip-Head’ Bakugou gave me.” Suzuki spoke bitterly.
The camera showed Lyle speaking to Monoma again.
“What was your reaction when you noticed some of the people that you had been interviewing referencing each other?”
Monoma shrugged.
“I suppose I should have seen it coming. I had merely meant this documentary to explore Bakugou’s past and what led to him developing into the abhorrent thug we know him as today. However, it should have been obvious that his ego would have been fed by sycophants for it to be so overblown. It was the same story in UA, as far as I was able to gather.” The man tapped his fingers together in thought. “This did actually bring up one question that I had been considering as I learned about what kind of environment the staff at Aldera were fostering in regards to how they equated one’s Quirk to their value:”
“If you don’t mind me pointing this out, but some of the ideologies that the teachers seemed to encouraged sound very similar to that of the MLA. Do you think that there might have been some connection?” Monoma asked several of the former students in his documentary.
“Was Aldera a secret MLA cell? I don’t know, maybe.” Tanaka said in his interview.
“No one ever said anything about the MLA outside of classes, but with the way the teachers propped up people with strong Quirks, it wouldn’t surprise me.” Ito answered.
“Nah. They always taught us how crazy those MLA people were. It would have been kind of dumb anyway for them to try to teach us something like that, only for us to talk about it at home and get kids’ parents all worked up.” Suzuki replied when he was asked the question. “Aldera didn’t care about any kind of creed, they just wanted to boost their image. It just so happened that they ended up teaching us the same thing, anyway.”
The camera focused back on Lyle’s interview, as Monoma thought of something with a smirk.
“As I was trying to get a complete picture of Bakugou’s time at Aldera, there was a specific question that I had been curious about, considering it was the first time that Bakugou was first exposed to infamy:”
“What was Bakugou’s last year like? If I recall, that was the same year that he had that humiliating experience with the Sludge Villain. How did he take that?”
Imari shook his head incredulously.
“It was probably the worst after that Sludge Villain took Bakugou hostage and had to be rescued by Mt. Lady. I was smart enough not to bring it up, but the moment some idiot did, asking if he was alright, the a__hole exploded, pinned the guy against a locker, and set explosions off right next to his ears. That’s what happened when you treated Bakugou the same you would with anyone else; he got insecure and started treating everyone even worse.”
The focus changed again to Ito.
“We all talked up Bakugou in his last year, if only to satisfy his ego, but I think a lot of us were just trying to get through it, and we were glad to finally not have to deal with him anymore. I seriously feel sorry for Midoriya for having to go to the same school as him, but at least they were in different classes.”
Monoma’s expression became grimmer and more serious.
“One of the things that I had not expected from my investigations though was that I would personally know one of the people that Bakugou had hurt. I also knew Midoriya in UA, I think quite highly of him, and it was quite distressing to hear that he had to spend so much time in close proximity to the boy that would become ‘Japan’s Last Villan.’” Monoma’s eyes narrowed in a glare. “Perhaps that might have been what motivated some of my…editing choices, in regards to how I portrayed his former classmates.”
“Throughout Bakugou’s reign at Aldera, he victimized dozens of other students. Through our investigations though, we found that there was one boy who was most often the target of Bakugou’s abuse.” Monoma’s voice narrated as the footage changed back to show the green-haired boy attempting to stop Bakugou’s assault on Wani, followed by several other clips of Bakugou attacking him.
“What the f___ did you say, Deku?” The clip opened with Bakugou backing the boy into a wall.
“I…I didn’t say anything!” The boy pleaded.
“I f___ing heard you, Deku! You think you’ve got a right to mouth off to me?” Bakugou snarled before releasing several small explosions next to the boy’s ear.
The next clip showed the same green-haired boy walking down the hall, only to be roughly shouldered aside by Bakugou.
“Get the f___ out of my way, loser.”
The shove caused the boy to trip and fall into a trashcan, which poured out refuse on him, much to the laughter of the other students watching. A final clip showed Bakugou holding an assignment that the green-haired boy was clearly worried for, attempting to grab it back, only to be kicked in the stomach by Bakugou.
“K…Kacchan…wait!”
“You think you’re hot ____? You think a Quirkless freak like you could become a hero? Get a f__ing life, Deku.”
Bakugou callously scoffed before setting the assignment on fire. Again, the other students laughed at the boy’s pain and humiliation.
“There was one guy that Bakugou just seemed to really hate. His name was Midoriya Izuku, but everyone called him Deku. Apparently, he just really seemed to hate Quirkless people.” Yoshida explained.
“ ‘Deku?’” Imari said, replying to a question about the insult. “It means ‘useless.’ When he was a kid, Bakugou misread the kanji on his name as ‘dekunobu’, and the name stuck, especially after everyone found out that he was Quirkless.”
“Once Bakugou started calling him ‘Deku’, everyone else joined in. Heck, some of the teachers started calling him by that name.” Tanaka added to Imari’s explanation in the next clip.
“Midoriya didn’t have any friends. He was Quirkless, so in Aldera, that meant he was at the bottom of the barrel.” Ito spoke, her face downcast as she was reminded of her old classmate.
“He did this weird thing where he’d fixate on someone’s Quirk and start writing about it in these notebooks he’d carry around, mumbling to himself. It was annoying, but he was a nice enough guy. Too bad everyone treated him like s___.” Nakamura said, miming writing with her hands before shrugging. “He seemed like a good guy. I hope he’s doing okay.”
Suzuki came up next.
“He was a pretty nice guy. He tried to be, anyway. It’s kind of amazing that he could be with what he went through. He tried to keep to himself mostly, but for some reason Bakugou really had a hard on for him and always seemed to seek him out.” Suzuki said, shaking his head in pity.
Yoshida’s image came up again, narrating his own experiences with Midoriya.
“Deku wanted to be a hero even though he was Quirkless, and he got made fun of a lot for that. He gave up on that in our third year though and got into UA’s Gen Ed program. I don’t really know what happened to him after Aldera.”
“Did Bakugou leave him alone after he was forced to give up on his dream?” Monoma asked.
“Tch. Hell no. Bakugou was just looking for an excuse to beat up the Quirkless kid. Even when Deku stopped trying to be a hero, Bakugou would just make up a new excuse, acting as if Deku was ‘thinking above his station’ or something like that.”
Ito came up again, getting more frustrated as she recounted her experiences.
“I couldn’t get why Bakugou wouldn’t leave that guy alone. Looking back, he was a perfectly nice guy. He didn’t bother anyone, he tried to help people whenever he could…but everyone treated him like garbage because he was Quirkless. Bakugou though? For some reason Bakugou just hated Midoriya.”
Imari spoke next, shaking his head as he talked.
“Bakugou was always talking about how Midoriya was ‘looking down’ on him. I have no freaking idea where he got that from, since that guy was almost always just keeping to himself.”
Monoma shook his head sadly as he recounted what he had learned of Midoriya’s past to Lyle.
“Sadly, I learned through my research into the school that Bakugou was hardly the only thorn in Midoriya’s side. I had gone into this project with the intent of revealing Bakugou’s sordid past and what turned him into the deranged psychopath he was by the time he had left Aldera, but I had my suspicions that he would hardly be the only bad apple in the bunch. If Aldera had truly been the ‘welcoming and safe learning environment’” Monoma made air quotes with his fingers as he scoffed, “that the school had claimed, then it wouldn’t have produced someone like Bakugou in the first place.” Monoma shook his head with a scowl. “No…it takes a village to raise a child, and I knew that there were plenty of others who would share Bakugou’s views, who would flourish in such a contemptible school. There’s never just one shark in the water, after all.” Monoma frowned as the television switched back to clips of the documentary, where Monoma asked Nakamura another question:
“What were the other students like at Aldera?”
“Not much better, to be honest.” Nakamura replied, shaking her head.
The documentary continued to show various clips of phone cam footage, only this time instead of focusing on Bakugou, it was several of the former students that Monoma had been interviewing;
A clip from a girl’s bathroom where the owner of the phone shrieked at a pair of eye stalks peeking into the room, followed by laughter at the girl’s resulting shrieks.
Nakamura cackling as she and several girls threw water balloons filled with fluorescent green paint at another crying girl.
Tanaka running up like a bull behind an unsuspecting student with his Quirk active, battering them into the school pond with a noticeable cracking sound, laughing with glee towards the camera as he ran away.
Imari dumping a rubbish bin over the head of Midoriya Izuku.
“Bakugou wouldn’t usually do anything to you as long as you weren’t in his way, or if you were Midoriya, but the other guys? They’d go out of their way to find weaker people to pick on.” Ito said.
“The students were all like sheep. If Bakugou started beating on someone, they’d all start beating on them.” Suzuki answered when he was asked.
“It’s like I said; the rules were on a sliding scale. If you had a strong Quirk, the teachers would let you get away with anything.” Tanaka said, shaking his head ruefully, just as the footage ironically switched to him tripping Midoriya as he tried to carry his lunch through the cafeteria, leading to a teacher coming up and chastising the Quirkless boy for making a mess.
“There was this one kid; Tanaka Kaito.” Yoshida explained as the focus was put back on him. “His Quirk let him grow rocks on his body. He sometimes talked about being a hero himself, at least when Bakugou wasn’t around. He’d pick fights with people, actually broke a few bones, but he’d always say he was just joking around and lost control of his Quirk. His Quirk was barely strong enough that the teachers must have seen him as a decent back-up or someone that would have ended up in a C-grade hero school and let him get away with it.” The bald man scoffed, shaking his head in disbelief.
“There was this boy, Yoshida Isamu, whose Quirk let him stick his eyes out on stalks. He was a total creep. Sometimes, I’d see his eyes peeking through the door to the girl’s locker rooms. Again, the teachers hardly ever did anything.” Ito said with a look of disgust.
“Bakugou wasn’t the only one who’d pick on Midoriya. There was this other kid named Suzuki Botan; had this creepy mutant Quirk that turned his head into a giant clothes pin. He’d break Midoriya’s stuff with his head when Midoriya wasn’t looking, just to mess with him.” Imari recounted, the screen changing to show footage of Suzuki nonchalantly walking up next to Midoriya’s desk, swiping the calculator off it, and crushing it in his head before the green-haired boy could notice, leading to several of the students who had watching stifling their laughter at the boy’s confusion and frustration.
“There was this girl named Ito Kaito, who moved to Musutafu in our first year. She didn’t really do anything at first, but on Valentine’s, she sent Midoriya this really messed up letter, talking about how his head looked like he had some sort of fungus growing out of it. One of the guys found it and pinned it to the wall, and Midoriya got to be called “Fungus Head” for a few months before everyone got tired of it and went back to calling him ‘Deku.’” Nakamura said.
“Another girl named Nakamura pulled this really mean prank on Deku, telling him to meet her behind the school after class; she and a bunch of other girls ended up dumping a bucket of ice water on him. Posted a video of it and everything!” Tanaka said, the screen changing to camera footage of the same event, ending with Nakamura and her gang of friends cackling at the boy’s humiliation.
“It would take a year to go over everything that everyone did to Midoriya. Honestly, looking back? I can’t believe he didn’t go postal at some point.” Suzuki said.
“Did the teachers ever do anything about these other students?” Monoma asked.
“No. Those guys were nothing but lazy bums.” Suzuki replied bitterly. “You could get away with anything as long as the person you did it to had a weaker Quirk, or if they were like me and were a heteromorph.”
Suzuki’s voice continued to narrate as the footage changed to Bakugou walking next to Imari while Tanaka was streaming the three of them walking; Imari and Tanaka smirking while Bakugou hardly seemed to notice that they were there.
“Bakugou had these two lackies that would follow him around; Imari and Tanaka. Imari and Tanaka were two of the guys with weak Quirks that would latch onto Bakugou so people wouldn’t make them their victims. I could kind of get it, but then they’d use that to be just as huge bullies themselves.”
“Imari and Tanaka would be the guys who held whoever Bakugou was beating in place, and then kick them when they were down.”
Yoshida scowled, obviously from personal experience.
“Imari would use those creepy fingers of his to flick at my skirt. Tanaka once tried to pin me against a wall…” Ito recounted, looking sick.
“I once saw Bakugou suicide bait Deku.” Tanaka recalled as the perspective switched to focusing on him. “It was the same day that our teacher talked to us about what tracks we wanted to apply to after middle school. Deku had applied to the hero course for some reason, but that pissed off Bakugou. After class, he cornered Deku and threatened him not to apply to UA at all. He burned up this notebook he used to write about people’s Quirks and then threw it out the window. Deku was all worked up, but when Bakugou dared him to say anything, Deku was too scared to.”
As Tanaka spoke, the documentary began to alternate between him and Imari as they recounted their perspectives of the same incident.
“Just before Bakugou left, I remember he turned and grinned at Deku, and said ‘If you want to become a hero so bad, take a swan dive off a roof and hope for a Quirk in your next life!’” Imari shook his head in disbelief. “It was freaking messed up, man.”
“Imari just laughed about how Deku couldn’t speak up for himself, but I thought it was kind of messed up. Heck, it was one of the few times I was brave enough to say something to Bakugou; I mean, he and Deku knew each other when they were kids, but when I pointed that out, he didn’t seem to care at all. He was a freaking psycho!”
“I remember Tanaka tried to cheer Bakugou up afterwards, talking about trying to pick chicks up at a bar. I mean, what the hell, man? We were freaking middle schoolers!”
“People treated him horribly…I treated him horribly.” Ito admitted, looking away from the camera as a few tears showed up in her eyes.
“…Midoriya was a good guy. He didn’t deserve that. I’m glad that he got into UA, anyway. Glad he didn’t have to be in the same class as Bakugou.” Suzuki said, barely able to pick his head up in shame.
The camera focused back on Lyle’s interview with Monoma, as he scoffed at the memory of his talks with the former students.
“Isn’t it quite something how people will try to make others look worse in order to make themselves look better? It’s quite pathetic, isn’t it?”
“…Quite.” Lyle responded with a flat voice that Monoma didn’t seem to notice.
The perspective switched to the final part of the Aldera documentary as Monoma’s voice narrated:
“But what of Midoriya Izuku? What happened to him after escaping Aldera to join UA’s General Education program? We managed to track Midoriya down and speak to him, but when asked about his own experiences with Bakugou and Aldera, this was all he had to say:”
The footage showed Midoriya Izuku as a grown man, standing in the doorway to his house as he spoke to whoever was trying to ask him questions.
“Bakugou isn’t a part of my life anymore. He’s best left as someone to put behind me.” Midoriya said calmly before closing the door to his home, and Monoma’s documentary ended.
Back in the interview between Lyle and Monoma, the reporter asked a question:
“Is it true that was the only thing that Midoriya said to you?”
“Yes.” Monoma answered, nodding his head. “Quite the mature response, I must admit. It seemed the perfect way to close out the documentary, if not how the country should look at Bakugou in general.”
Lyle held a finger up, “If that was all that Midoriya said, did you get his permission to use the footage of him saying it the same way that you did with the other former Aldera students?”
“Oh…” Monoma waved his hand dismissively. “Midoriya and I go back quite a bit. Just a single line like that was nothing to be concerned about.”
“I see.” Lyle said, looking at Monoma critically. “And…how did Midoriya respond to all of that footage of him being used in your documentary?”
Monoma froze in place, unconsciously rubbing the back of his head, looking behind himself for a moment as if he expected to see someone there.
“Oh…I haven’t seen him since then. I’ve been rather busy and I imagine that he would have been as well.” He attempted to answer dismissively.
The camera focused on Lyle as he was staring at Monoma with a frown. The blond man quickly attempted to correct himself.
“But this whole experience feels like something that Midoriya has overcome!” Monoma said, waving his arms wide. “The ultimate underdog, finding success in life where his once hated tormenter is finally banished to ignobility! How could I pass up on such an opportunity to tell such a tale!”
Again, the camera focused back on Lyle, who was still giving Monoma the same flat, disappointed glare. The footage of Lyle’s interview ended, and switched to the reporter narrating as the staff of Aldera attempted to dodge questions from a crowd of reporters and protesters shouting outside the school.
“Just weeks after Monoma’s documentary aired, Aldera was put in the spotlight and heavily scrutinized for the crimes the documentary brought to light, along with the former students that were interviewed for documentary. Likewise, it seems that it did not occur to the men and women that Monoma interviewed that their former classmates might have unflattering things to say about them.”
The program began to display headlines from newspapers and online comments detailing the infamy that the former Aldera students that Monoma interviewed were subjected to:
“I can’t believe that we were working with such a huge bigot!”
“I should have known better; that Yoshida guy was such a disgusting pervert.”
“I thought Ito was such a nice woman, but to hear that she did something so cruel to that poor Midoriya kid is awful.”
“Takeo Industries does not condone Imari Tengo’s behavior. There is no place in our company for that kind of prejudice.”
“Several of the people interviewed expressed outrage at the studio that they had given interviews for, accusing them of slander. However, because of the contracts that they had signed when they agreed to be interviewed, including agreeing to display their faces unobstructed, they could not pursue legal action against the studio. Just a few days after the documentary aired and their parts in participating in Bakugou Katsuki’s bullying, including his suicide dare were made public, Imari Tengo and Tanaka Kaito were both fired from their jobs.”
The television showed footage of Imari and Tanaka glaring at each other as they walked into a courthouse.
“Unable to sue Monoma, Imari Tengo and Tanaka Kaito instead chose to sue each other for slander; the case was thrown out of court when the judge pointed out that they only had themselves to blame for admitting in the first place that they were present at the time of the alleged suicide dare. Them mentioning each other’s names in their interview didn’t actually weigh that much on the damage to their reputations compared to the fact that they knew about the event at all.”
“Mr. Monoma, how did you feel when you first learned how the former students that you interviewed ended up?” Lyle asked back in the interview.
Monoma laughed.
“I found it hilarious! So many people sucked up to Bakugou, thinking that he could lead them to greatness, only to be completely forgotten as he obviously intended. Bakugou certainly never hid his disdain for others; it should have been obvious that nothing good would have come from associating with him. And even if they weren’t directly associating with him, it certainly seemed to me that they were enjoying the toxic environment of Aldera and taking advantage of how uncaring the staff were towards similarly abhorrent behavior. No, I find it quite satisfying. After all, who doesn’t like to see awful people face consequences for their actions?”
“Many of Aldera’s former students have faced consequences, certainly, but one has to wonder just how severe such consequences should be for something someone did at a time when they are still growing up.” Lyle narrated. “I managed to find several of the students that Monoma interviewed to hear their perspectives on what they have been going through in the aftermath of the Aldera documentary:”
The screen switched to several different interviews with the former Aldera students. Several of them were extremely distressed. A few looked disheveled, as if they were struggling to find work:
“It was freaking middle school, for crying out loud! Everyone acted like a jerk back then! I lost my job…my company dropped me when they were ‘downsizing.’ They said it had nothing to do with the documentary, but I don’t buy it. They just wanted to distance themselves from someone with a reputation like mine.” Imari ranted, begrudgingly wearing a garbage collector’s outfit.
The next clip showed Suzuki, who was talking in the street while wearing a ruffled coat with holes in it.
“I’m not proud of what I did, but I was a kid back then. I was just trying to get through middle school; I wasn’t thinking about being good or bad, I was just trying to make sure that I wasn’t the one being targeted.” Suzuki said, so ashamed that he could barely look at the camera. “Bakugou treated me like garbage. He treated everyone like garbage. I still remember that awful nickname he gave that stuck with me all these years, and I thought that this would be my way to finally speak out.” Suzuki said, hanging his head low. “Kind of pointless now that he’s in prison, anyway. And I know that I was being a hypocrite agreeing to talk for that interview in the first place, making Midoriya go through stuff that was so much worse that anything that I went through. I’m sorry, but this…this just isn’t fair…”
“After they saw that documentary, my family has stopped talking to me. They pretend that I don’t exist. My brother won’t let me talk to my niece; he and his wife say that I would be a ‘bad influence.’” Ito said, tears trickling down her eyes as she was on camera in her apartment, alone.
“People started throwing stuff at me on the street. For something I did ten years ago.” Tanaka growled, wearing a janitor’s uniform.
“Yes, I was awful, I get it! I don’t need people rubbing it in my face all the time!” Nakamura ranted as she sat at a kitchen table in her grimy apartment. “As far agreeing to be a part of that documentary in the first place…I just…I was angry, I guess. Aldera really was a crappy school. The teachers let so much rotten stuff go, and I guess I wanted to hit back at them for that.” The red-haired woman grimaced to herself. “And I have to admit, I only realized that I was just as bad as anyone else years after I had left.”
“I was an idiot, I admit. When that Monoma jerk gave me an opportunity to be on TV, I thought it would be cool. See my face up on the screen. I should have known better than to trust that scummy a__hole, I admit it!” Yoshida ranted in dirty clothes as he sat on a bench in the street.
The footage switched back to focusing on Lyle as he walked down a neighborhood street in Mustafu, Japan, as his voice continued to narrate.
“Monoma’s documentary went at great length detailing the abuse Midoriya experienced in Aldera at the hands of Bakugou and the other students. Viewers were only given a brief window into Midoriya’s ultimate fate after he left Aldera, with him only giving his one line about his experience there. I had learned much about how the Aldera documentary affected those that Monoma interviewed, but I wanted to understand how it affected Midoriya Izuku and his perspective on it.”
Lyle knocked on a door to a house, where Midoriya greeted and welcomed him inside, and the two began to talk, the narration continuing over their conversation.
“I was able to get in touch with Midoriya Izuku, and he agree to answer some of my questions. The first: What was he doing now that he had graduated from Aldera and from UA?”
The footage switched to that of the Musutafu Police Station.
“Well, he works here now. Not as an officer, but as a Quirk analyst.”
“Midoriya has been one of our greatest assets in the past few years.” The gorilla-headed police chief Gori spoke. “His analysis has been a great boon both in improving the Quirks of our officers, as well as dissecting the Quirks of the criminals we deal with.”
“Midoriya might be one of my greatest personal students.” The short, white, mustelid-like Nezu, former principal of UA spoke. “His homeroom teacher brought his analysis to my attention in his first year, and it is a matter of great personal pride that I have been able to help him cultivate his talents.”
“Midoriya has saved lives with his work, even before he joined the police force.” The raven-haired, tall heiress Yaoyorozu Momo spoke. “His analysis helped my class stay alive during the year that the League of Villains were active. His kindness and willingness to listen to our problems and help us has always been a great comfort, and we are grateful to him. In his own quiet way, he is just as much of a hero as any other pro hero was.”
The camera switched back to Lyle and Midoriya talking at the Midoriya family table, his tall wife sitting next to him in support of her husband while Lyle continued to narrate.
“It would seem that despite his daunting experiences, Midoriya has managed to put his past behind him and live a successful and happy life. Considering his reluctance to be interviewed for the Aldera documentary, I was concerned that Midoriya would be reluctant to talk to me. However, he agreed, on the condition that I help him get in touch with his former classmates whom Monoma interviewed.”
“Middle school was an awful time, but it was ten years ago. I don’t want something that far back to determine how I feel or how I live my life. The things my classmates did were wrong, and our teachers should have made them answer for it, but it should have been done back when we were teenagers and needed to have their behavior corrected then. Maybe this isn’t the best attitude, but how petty would I be to hold it against them for something that long ago, especially when we were just kids at the time?” Midoriya shrugged. “We were all still growing up. I was still growing up. There are a lot of things that I did or thought back then that I know are wrong now, just like anyone else, and I don’t think that it’s fair for those people to be blamed for something that they did back when they were still students.” Midoriya frowned, shaking his head. “Sure, I wish that they would have apologized to me, but the kinds of things that I’ve heard that have happened to them; losing their jobs, getting harassed on the streets, even being disowned by their families? That’s just wrong. You wouldn’t punish them that way back when they were still students; why are they being punished so much worse now?”
The program showed footage of Midoriya meeting with Ito and Suzuki as Lyle continued to narrate. When Midoriya met with Ito, she attempted to bow in apology, only to be stopped by Midoriya, allowing the two to talk normally. The next shot showed her and Midoriya meeting with her brother’s family, who thankfully all greeted her without issue. The next shot showed Suzuki, wearing a business suit as he exuberantly shook Midoriya’s hand, having apparently just been allowed back into his old job, as well as awkwardly handing Midoriya a brand new calculator. The last shot showed Midoriya talking with Nakamura in a much cleaner apartment. While it was obvious that Nakamura still felt awkward, she was smiling gratefully as she interacted with Midoriya.
“Ever since Midoriya had heard about what has been happening to his former classmates since the Aldera documentary, he has been trying to get in touch with them, as well as their former workplaces and the families and friends that they have been cut off from. Part of his agreement to talk to me was predicated that he be allowed to express to the public how disproportionate the consequences that his former classmates have experienced are.”
The screen displayed several more articles talking about the Aldera documentary.
“While Midoriya was grateful to be able to reconcile with some of his former classmates and to help them reconcile with their workplaces and families, he is still worried about how the public will see them. Japanese society is sadly notable for shaming those who have experienced scandals, and he can only hope that displaying his forgiveness towards his former classmates and expressing his own frustration with how they have been treated will protect them from disproportionate retribution from a judgmental society.”
“Perhaps it was appropriate then that as I completed my interview with Monoma Neito, I asked him a question that we may all want to consider ourselves:”
Lyle narrated as the perspective switched one last time to his interview with Monoma.
“If someone made a documentary about you and how you acted back in middle or high school, what kinds of things do you think your classmates would say?”
Monoma’s smirk twinged.
“…I believe that this interview is over.” He said before standing up and walking away.
Notes:
To make sure I’m giving proper credit, I took the name of “Imari Tengo” from the Sleeper Hit series, though VillainFan42 has informed me that he in turn got the name from Green Hero, Black Rabbit by JKaner1005 (also a wonderful story; shame it hasn't updated in such a long time.)
Let’s be honest with ourselves; I think that all of us said or did some rotten things when we were teenagers. I had some fun in elementary school, I cooled down and actually had some good memories in high school when I got into drama, but middle school was honestly just a rotten experience. It wasn’t because there was anything wrong with the school, and I think that the teachers were fair enough, but I think that people at that age can just be awful to each other.
Writing this story has been quite interesting to me, as a writer. Before this, I would always write simply from beginning to end. Here though, I’ve been working on this piecemeal. I’ll write down lines or other bits of the story at random points, shift them around, and then work to combine them all into something cohesive. So, it’s less like stacking blocks, and more like putting together a jigsaw puzzle. Are there any other writers reading this who handle their work this way?
I'm really excited for my next chapter, one of the reasons being that I'm naming it after one of my favorite songs: "Unknown Soldier" by Breaking Benjamin.
Chapter 11: Unknown Soldier
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Tsutsumi Kaina stood at the end of the bridge to Tartarus on the mainland.
What had just happened?
It felt as if one moment, she was sitting in her prison cell, trying, as usual, to not let the isolation get to her, when suddenly she was escorted to a room where some men in suits were waiting. These men introduced themselves as representatives from the UN, who wanted to ask Kaina some questions about her time working at the HPSC’s personal hitman while she was still operating as a hero. She scoffed at this notion at first, even when she learned about a massive data breach that had occurred as a result of a battle between heroes and villains, revealing the true circumstances that led to her incarceration.
To the rest of the world, she had been seen as the ideal hero for most of her life, praised and adored by the public for her heroic actions as the hero “Lady Nagant,” until one day for some reason she had gone crazy and killed her hero partner in cold blood, and sent to Tartarus as punishment for her crime.
Oh, if they only knew.
These UN representatives told her that they mostly just wanted her testimony to verify how accurate their findings were.
Sure. These were actually UN representatives. They knew she was innocent of the crime she had been accused of. They actually wanted to get her out of here. That was actually going to happen. Right. Kaina had just assumed that this was a means for a new regime to take over the old HPSC, or more likely the old regime to take on a new name to satisfy the public. Sure, they told her that they were lawyers, that they wanted to secure a release for her wrongful incarceration, but she had heard that kind of song and dance before. She had nothing better to do though, and figured that she might as well take the off chance that she could actually screw over the HPSC’s president that had her sent to Tartarus in the first place, so she just told them the truth: she had gone on black ops missions for the HSPC, assassinating villains deemed too problematic for the HPSC to allow to run free, along with corrupt heroes whose crimes the HPSC didn’t want the general public to know about. At first, as a naïve hero student, she had been convinced that she was “doing this all for the greater good,” “that she was doing a necessary public service,” “maintaining the sanctity of heroism.” She was killing actual bad people; these were villains who were about to commit acts of terrorism, fake heroes that brought shame to the name of heroism and were using their positions to increase their own wealth and fame at the cost of innocent lives. She had bought those lines for a while, but the fact was that each death weighed on her conscience more and more, to the point that when an adoring fan ran up to her while she was out patrolling, saying that she wanted to be just like her, Kaina could practically see the blood on her hand after she had shaken the girl’s hand. Finally, when the HPSC president ordered her to make two corrupt Heroes “go missing,” she openly questioned for the first time whether she was doing the right thing, if the lack of transparency towards the public was akin to brainwashing. When Kaina refused the order despite the president’s insistence, he gave a veiled threat that she might be the next one to go missing. That was when she had actually snapped, killing not a fellow hero in an argument, but the fat sack of human waste threatening her life, painting his office with the splatter from his head as she blew his brains out with her Rifle Quirk.
The “UN representatives” didn’t seem that surprised by Kaina’s story, and thanked her for her time. She just rolled her eyes, expecting to be led back to her cell. Instead, to her greater confusion, her handcuffs were unlocked. She almost gave into the instinct to take the opportunity to make a break for it, when she was handed a new change of clothes, a suitcase of 300 million yen for reimbursement for wrongful imprisonment, and an apology on the behalf of the government of Japan. She was escorted outside, over the bridge to Tartarus, where she was dropped off at a bus station. Kaina hadn’t moved from where she had been left.
There were guards, but they weren’t paying her any serious mind. There was just an open expanse of road leading to the city. No walls. No bars. No prison fatigues. Even if this was somehow just an elaborate hoax, it felt like a huge, needless risk to just leave her out in the open like this.
Okay, that was oversimplifying things; there were actually quite a few people there, much more than one would expect at the nearest bus stop outside of one of the most secure prisons in the world. There was a massive, growing crowd of people gathered outside the bus station. Thankfully, none of them seemed to notice Kaina. Wearing sunglasses and a black ball cap that concealed her indigo and pink-streaked hair, any passerby probably assumed that she was an off-duty prison guard and paid her as much attention. Instead, the crowd of civilians was gathering in anticipation for something.
Only a few minutes after Kaina had been dropped off at the station and the fact that no one was trying to force her back into the prison began to hit her, the reason for the gathered crowd made itself known. An armored prison vehicle drove up to the gate to the bridge, where heavily armed riot-officers held back the crowd that began to shout at whoever the truck was bringing into the prison.
Kaina recognized the type of truck, used to transport high-profile criminals. Whoever was being sent into Tartarus was someone that could possess connections that warranted being driven around in a tank. There was still a window that Kaina could see through though, allowing her to recognize the prisoner.
It was the current HPSC president. The one that had replaced the president that Kaina had killed, and who was responsible for sending Kaina to Tartarus to prison in the first place. The blond, mid-aged woman locked eyes with Kaina, apparently not believing what she was seeing. The president, normally so confident, clean, and domineering, was pale, as if she had just come out of the hospital, only to be dragged here. Somehow, past all of the chanting and jeering protesters, the president happened to see Kaina. As she was being escorted into Tartarus. From where Kaina had just left. Possibly even to the same holding cell.
Kaina’s mouth twitched.
“He…hehe…”
The window was apparently soundproof, but Kaina could see the president glare at Kaina and suddenly scream and beat at the glass as the vehicle drove her away. And for the first time in over a decade, Kaina laughed. She laughed so hard that she couldn’t breathe, but she had enough presence of mind to make sure that she was still staring at the former “madam president”, ensuring that this would be the last thing she’d see before the cow would spend the rest of her life inside a steel tomb. Kaina kept laughing even as the armored vehicle drove away over the bridge. A few of the crowd edged away from her, thinking that she had lost her mind, but who cared about them. Kaina was outside Tartarus, she was going to make the most of this.
Finally, Kaina managed to get ahold of herself. The crowd was starting to disperse.
So…
That was it?
Her imprisonment was just…over?
People actually found out the truth and she was allowed to walk free?
It was that easy?
There was a bus arriving, set to head off to a city. Which one? Did it matter, as long as it wasn’t here? And yet, Kaina didn’t take it. She didn’t trust it. She didn’t trust that she was really free yet.
When an animal is caught in the wild, only to be released later, it won’t immediately rush out from the crate it was carried in when the door is open. It doesn’t trust that it won’t be hurt the moment that it steps out of the crate. To the animal, the crate is a place to hide, a narrow area where big predators can’t easily reach in and try to grab it. In these cases, the people (maybe they’re researchers, maybe they’re wildlife vets, maybe they’re interns,) will have to sit and wait for the animal to finally feel safe enough to finally leave. You can imagine how those people will feel confused, and perhaps a bit annoyed that this big, dangerous animal that they had caught isn’t just leaving. Perhaps that was how the prison guards felt as they watched Tsutsumi Kaina staring off into the ocean, ignoring the bus as it was departing, the next one not set to come for another two hours.
Kaina stood outside the bus station, staring out at the ocean. She could breathe in the air. Smell the salt water. Feel the sun on her face. She was out.
Kaina didn’t even think to take the bus. Maybe she was paranoid about being tracked, and wanted to throw anyone off that might try to follow her, to force her back into the grisly, “necessary” business of killing. Maybe she just wanted to run. Either way, without warning, she suddenly broke out in a sprint down the road. No one stopped her.
It had been a long time since Kaina had been allowed such free use of her legs, so she was obviously cramped by the time she had stopped running. However, her discipline had never left her, and when she did finally collapse on a bench at the next bus station, she was dozens of miles away from Tartarus. It was only here that Kaina bought a ticket to the next town over, booked a room in a hotel, showered for an hour (wasting as much water as she damn well pleased, even being able to fill up the tub and just soak,) ordered a pizza with the works and a liter of soda, and turned on the news as she wolfed her food down.
The battle that the UN representatives told her about? It was real, but it was far more damaging than they had described. Thousands of people; heroes, villains, and civilians, had all died at Jaku, which had been essentially reduced to rubble from the rampages of Shigaraki and Gigantomachia. Technically, the heroes won, but only due to the sacrifice of a young man not even yet out of high school. In the chaos afterwards though, innumerable scandals of the HPSC and hero society came to light; Endeavor forcing his wife into a Quirk marriage and abusing or neglecting their children, blackmail, bribery, assassinations, institutionalized discrimination, sexual misconduct, and lastly, what the HPSC had forced Kaina to do. The PLF’s attack on the HPSC headquarters, followed by the investigations of the UN, had revealed everything; how Kaina had been directed to kill villains and corrupt criminals deemed too risky to be allowed to walk freely, how Kaina killed the previous HPSC president when he had threatened her to continue her work, and how she had been framed for a crime that she had not committed and thrown into Tartarus. It was all there, all made public.
This had been growing for the past few days, with new revelations being made of the underlying corruption of hero society, to the point that Japan’s membership in the WHA had been rescinded. By the time that Kaina was up to date on everything that had been happening, the prime minister made an announcement:
“Though the UN investigation is still ongoing, the findings it has brought to light so far have been deemed requiring immediate response. Due to the decision of the WHA to withdraw membership from Japan, and the reveal of how badly our hero system has failed to uphold justice and order, it is the decision of myself and of Parliament to dissolve the HPSC, and to integrate our pro heroes into Japan’s police force and emergency services.”
Kaina stared at the screen, not hearing anything else, whether it was the shouted questions of frantic reporters towards the prime minister, the wails of people in the rooms adjacent to Kaina’s, or the shouts and cries of people outside in the street as they began to riot.
The hero system had been dissolved? It was gone? Actually gone?
Kaina had learned about the corruption of hero society when she had been made a tool to enable it. When she finally refused, when she fought back and was arrested, she had harbored bitter feelings in herself, going into Tartarus in the hopes that one day, everything that the HPSC had worked to hide would come to light, that people would realize what a rotten façade the hero system was. It had been her dream, something that she would hold onto in the moments when her isolation within the steel tomb of Tartarus felt like too much. She’d think about a day where the rose-tinted lenses that everyone wore would finally be shattered, and they would see the rivers of blood that ran beneath their shiny utopia, where that sanctimonious, hypocritical sow of a woman who ran the HPSC would be dragged out of her office before the public and shown as the criminal that she was.
That didn’t mean that Kaina had ever actually thought that would happen. She had sworn off her naivety when she had killed the previous president, and she realized how false the idea that the heroes were good guys, the villains were bad guys, and goodness would always win. She realized at that point how farcical those ideas were, and by extension, how the corrupt organization that had controlled Kaina for her entire life had sunk its claws so deep into society that it was never going to be excised.
But it just had. The HPSC’s corruption had been revealed, people could see the inherent failures of the system, the prime minister had dissolved the hero system, and Kaina had seen the HPSC president being dragged into Tartarus.
It had happened. Everything she had dreamed for. The system that she had grown to despise was done. And she was free.
She should feel happy. She should be laughing, crying in joy, dancing around in her room despite the clear shock and horror everyone else in the country was probably experiencing. In truth though, Kaina didn’t know what to feel. All of this…it just felt too good to be true.
“Lady Nagant! Lady Nagant!”
Kaina was on patrol, when she was stopped by a group of kids, excitedly running up to her.
“It’s really you!”
“You’re so cool, Lady Nagant!”
“I want to become a hero just like you!”
“Just like you!”
“Just like you!”
Nagant saw herself in the kids, wearing her school uniform, grinning wide and excited to be able to live the dream of becoming a hero. She saw them, growing up, their hands stained with blood, just like her.
Kaina snapped awake, hyperventilating.
It didn’t take her long to calm down. She had this dream before. It was the same procedure as usual: Realize it was a dream, calm down, try to go back to sleep since there wasn’t anything else to do in prison, and nothing she could do to stop kids from chasing after a devil’s bargain disguised as a dream come tr…
Oh.
There weren’t going to be any more girls chasing that dream any more. And Kaina hadn’t woken up on her hard, cramped cot in a steel cube; she was in her new apartment. She had a nice bed with clean sheets, in an open room, and if she wanted to, she could turn the light on. She could just keep the light on instead of it being controlled by the prison. In Tartarus, the lights would come on or be shut off at set times, putting everyone on the same schedule. Now though, Kaina could wake up, stay up all night, and if she wanted to, turn off the lights during the day, close the shutters, and sleep while the sun was up.
She settled on turning on the lamp that was next to her bed. The light illuminated her bedroom, showing it to be pretty austere. The apartment was furnished with what Kaina needed to sleep and store what few clothes she was able to carry, but not much of anything else.
The barren apartment reminded Kaina too much of her blank, colorless cell in Tartarus. It wasn’t as if the guards would have let her decorate. Now though? It began to hit her that this room was hers, and she could do anything she wanted with it.
Several hours later, Kaina was out again with her hair dyed black to ensure no one could recognize her, splurging on whatever cute merchandise she could find. Plushies, mahou shojo merchandise, adult-size onesies, she took whatever she could carry back to her apartment, only to immediately leave to go on another shopping spree. Some people might find it odd that a government assassin would be interested in this kind of stuff, but she just liked cute things, ever since she was a girl, and she wasn’t a hero or a government assassin any more, so who cared what anyone thought about the grown woman openly lugging around Sailor Moon posters?
Most people didn’t take notice of her anyway. While Kaina was gleefully spending her reimbursement money from her wrongful imprisonment, she was still watching her surroundings, always ready to drop whatever she was carrying and fight anyone who might try to drag her back to the hellhole of Tartarus or the hellhole of her past life as a hero. Most people that she passed on the street or working in the stores that she visited though seemed too shellshocked from the announcement of the dissolution of the hero system of the day before. They barely seemed to notice Kaina, or really, anything else, walking around like zombies, their eyes hollow and empty as they took in the collapse of their dreams. They were either in a fugue state, or they were twitchy, looking around as if they were preparing themselves for someone to attack them, or perhaps to attack someone themselves.
On her second trip out for the day, Kaina managed to find a place to stop for lunch, a diner called “Burger Queen.” It had been over a decade since Kaina had eaten a burger. She wasn’t even necessarily a huge fan, it was just that now she had a chance, and she was going to take it. The burger didn’t disappoint though; Kaina swore it was like eating the burger from the end of The Menu. So, of course she ordered two more. Yeah, it was probably going to make her sick, but it was hard to have impulse control when she was finally free to eat whatever she wanted, whenever she wanted, and how much she wanted after having her meals regimented at set items, set times, and set amounts. As she was eating her third burger though, Kaina noticed something outside.
“Fake heroes! Fake heroes! Fake heroes!”
Kaina heard chanting, and saw a crowd gathering down the street. Vaguely, she could recognize a figure that they were gathering around.
“Hakamada?” Kaina said to herself, recognizing Best Jeanist’s iconic ‘jurtle.’ The ‘Fiber Hero’, or perhaps the ‘former Fiber Hero’ had his hands raised, trying to calm the crowd over whatever it was that they were getting worked up about, but his presence seemed to make everything worse, as the people were suddenly riled up like a swarm of wasps, running around in a frenzy, shouting, throwing garbage and rocks everywhere; at Hakamada, through windows, at each other. Hakamada’s attempts to quell the riot only seemed to make everything worse, as his attempts to bind the rioters once they started to get violent only led to a different group of people breaking out in a rage further down the street.
“Um…ma’am?” the cook spoke up to Kaina, his only customer at the time. “I think you should get away from the windows…”
Kaina did what the man asked, the chef even allowing her behind the bar for added protection as they waited for the riot to calm down. Meanwhile, Kaina watched as Hakamada desperately tried to keep people safe.
Kaina had become a hero around the same time as Hakamada, so they were relatively familiar with each other, and there was a time in which she had even considered him to be something of a friend. By the time that he had broken into the Top 10 and started to get the kind of clearance that gave him an idea of the kinds of things that the HPSC had Kaina do, it was also around the same time that she was starting to have questions about the hero system. She had tentatively started to share her concerns with him; that perhaps they were hiding too much from the public about the kinds of things that heroes did behind closed doors, that the way that the HPSC set up the ranking system was unfair, that perhaps one day, these sorts of problems would boil over and the public might get angry about it. He simply patted her on the back and told her not to worry, that the HPSC wouldn’t do anything nefarious, that they could trust that they were in the right as heroes, and that if people did ever find out about their black ops missions, even if they would be shocked at first, they would understand and be forgiving towards them.
Oddly enough, seeing Hakamada struggle, Kaina didn’t feel like going out to say “I told you so.”
“Sweet little bumblebee, I know what you want from me,
Dubi dubi du dah dah
Dubi dubi du dah dah
Sweet little bumblebee, more than just a fantasy,
Dubi dubi du dah dah
Dubi dubi du dah dah”
Kaina unashamedly listened to the bubblegum dance music, her sense of awkwardness gone even disregarding the fact that she was alone in her apartment as she was cooking. That morning, she felt like getting pickles, and decided to use that as the impetus to learn how to make Polish ‘Zuppa Ogórkowa’, or ‘Dill Pickle Soup.’
After eating out, it hit Kaina that rather than force herself to eat whatever bland fare a guard would bring her, she could choose what she wanted to eat. She could go to a restaurant and pick something, or better yet, make something herself. So, one of the first things she used with her free time was to take up cooking. In Tartarus, Kaina would have to eat the same bland fare a prison guard would slide through her door every day. There was little to no variation, just enough to keep her alive. It didn’t matter if she didn’t like it or if she wasn’t hungry, she’d have to eat it, or she wasn’t going to get anything else. Now though, she could choose whatever she wanted to eat.
She knew how to cook before she went to Tartarus, or at the very least, she knew how to work a stove, but there had only ever been so much time she could make something for herself when her job required her to be ready to leave at a moment’s notice. Now though, she had time to learn. She made pancakes in the morning, topping them off with whatever fruit or candy she felt like. She spent an entire week learning how to perfect a tsukemen dish that she would get from a 24-hour restaurant in her hero days. There were times where she’d get the faintest niggling of a desire for a particular dish that she didn’t have in the kitchen, only to immediately go and pick up the ingredients for whatever met her fancy at the time, even if she had only just gotten groceries the day before, or she couldn’t realistically fit everything in her fridge. If she didn’t have enough room, she could just dump it, after all.
As Kaina was cooking though, she saw a shadow swoop by from the corner of her eye. The instant that she had activated her Rifle Quirk and pointed her gun arm behind her, she heard a scream from the apartment upstairs, followed by a faint crunching noise from the ground below. Kaina moved to the window and peeked down, seeing a body in a business suit on the pavement with a slowly growing pool of blood.
“Tetsuo! Tetsuo!” a woman’s voice cried out from above in despair as a few bystanders gathered around the body.
Slowly, Kaina edged away from the window. There wasn’t anything she could do about this. She generally avoided efforts from her neighbors to get to know her, realizing that it would probably put them on edge to know who she actually was. However, her experience in reading people and situational awareness had allowed her to pick up on a few things from the apartment regardless. She knew that the man from the apartment above her used to have an administration job in a Support Gear company in the city. Of course, with the dissolution of the hero system, that had meant that his livelihood was gone.
This wasn’t a rare occurrence. There had been a rash of suicides on top of the rampant crime, riots, and general social unrest ever since the collapse of the hero system. Quite a few people who had committed suicide weren’t even related in any obvious way to the hero system the way Tetsuo was; there were only so many ways the mind could cope with a change so overwhelming. Kaina had made sure to stay up to date on current events, partly to be informed, partly in the hopes that she might be able to satisfy some sense of spite for seeing the world that betrayed and used her fall to pieces.
This didn’t feel particularly satisfying.
Kaina went back to her soup and turned her music up, singing along to drown out the sound of sobbing from upstairs.
The news had been getting repetitive, and most people were recommended to stay indoors unless they absolutely needed to go out. Kaina felt reasonably confident that she could handle herself in the face of any riot or thug taking advantage of the country’s weakened law enforcement, but wasn’t interested in getting into a fight either. She had gotten enough food to last for a while, and it wasn’t as if she had any family or friends to visit, so she decided to just spend the day binging on mahou shojo anime.
Today, she was marathoning the entirety of Madoka Magica, technically a bit of a departure from the cutesy stuff that she usually watched. The characters were still cute, but there was a nuance to their circumstances missing in other anime, a dark undercurrent to the system that the magical girls fought under. Kaina remembered when she had first watched this series when she was younger; she admired Madoka’s heroism, kindness, and optimism, her desire to save everyone. Now though, watching Madoka and the horrors that she experienced, Kaina felt numb, and saw how naïve Madoka was, even if she admired her goodness. She wondered how Madoka would fare in the world of pro heroes; if she would be able to maintain her belief in a happy ending, if the corruption of the system would wear her down, or if she would simply end up destroying herself in a futile act.
Kaina sighed wearily as she slurped up some tsukemen. Maybe someone like Madoka could have been a true hero, but she had yet to ever meet someone like that in real life. And even if someone like that existed, the system would have taken advantage of their image and used it to draw in more idealistic fools to be made more cogs in an ever-growing abomination that wore the façade of heroism. Heck, that was practically what they had done to All Might.
…Maybe it would be good to switch to watching Pokémon for a bit.
Kaina’s thoughts were interrupted by her door bell buzzing. This immediately put her on edge. She didn’t talk to the neighbors, she didn’t have any friends or family who would want to visit, and she hadn’t ordered anything. She started to bend her arm into its rifle form when she paused and took a breath.
“Keep it together, Kaina. Just because someone you don’t know is at the door doesn’t mean that they’re someone you’re going to need to shoot.”
Still unwilling to completely abandon caution, Kaina crept noiselessly towards the door and looked through its peep hole. She immediately pegged the man standing there as a government employee, but not someone who would be used to carry out the kinds of work that she did. He was scrawny, with thinning hair and thick glasses, and clearly in need of a break considering how heavy his eyebags were and how nervous he seemed. He was a pencil-pusher, not a triggerman. That begged the question of why he was here. Even if he wasn’t looking for her for any malevolent purpose, Kaina knew better than to trust anyone from the government.
“Ms. Tsutsumi?” he asked, knocking again. Kaina weighed the option of not saying anything in the hopes that he would just go away.
The man knocked one last time.
“Lady Nagant?”
That got her teeth on edge. She didn’t want to take the risk that one of the neighbors might hear.
“What do you want?” she growled through the door, making the man flinch, though he did his best to regain his composure.
“Um…I’m a representative of the new Department of Emergency Services, and I was wondering if I might be able to come in and have a word with you?” the man said, speaking towards the peep hole.
“No.” Kaina answered. Unless the man had a warrant, she was under no obligation to speak to him.
The man froze awkwardly.
“Uh…it’s just…we’ve been trying to locate former heroes. We’d like to offer you a chance to join the Emergency Services…your skills would certainly be invaluable…”
“Lady Nagant, we need you! You’re the only hero who can do this kind of work! I know that it’s a bit grimmer than the hero work that the public knows about, but that makes it all the more necessary! We need the public to trust that our society is strong, and these…deviant elements would throw that trust into question! I just need you to…make them disappear.”
“I said no.” Kaina growled again.
The man blinked, his mouth hanging open as he stammered.
But he still wouldn’t leave…
“Ms…Ms. Tsutsumi…please…we need your help…the country needs your help…I know that the HPSC betrayed you but…!”
Kaina gave no answer beyond cocking her rifle arm, making sure that the bespectacled worm on the other side of her door could hear it. This finally gave the man the picture as he paled, stepping back in fear.
And yet, he still didn’t leave.
Kaina readied her rifle arm, ready to fire a round through the thin wood of the door and the man’s skull.
“I’m…I’m sorry for bothering you, Ms. Tsutsumi!” The man stammered, followed by his rapidly retreating footsteps. Kaina kept her Quirk ready for a minute more. When she looked through the peep hole again, she was able to confirm that no one was there anymore.
She had gotten complacent. Of course they wouldn’t leave her alone. With the country as bad as it was, who else did they have left to clean up their messes? They would lure her back in with sweet-sounding promises, telling her that she was “serving society,” “performing a necessary duty,” and “protecting the people from behind the scenes,” only to have her fill up a new graveyard. And the moment that she started having doubts, or started to get old and slow, they would make her and all mention of her disappear.
No. She wasn’t going to let them do that.
They knew where she lived. She had to get out of there.
Perhaps she should leave the country altogether? Start over somewhere completely different, far away from the HPSC. Kaina shot that idea down pretty quickly. The instant someone found out about her, whether it would be a foreign government or a criminal organization, they would try to force her to work for them. Japan was the only country that didn’t have a hero system currently after all, and it would be easy for the government of the U.S. or China to claim that they were strongarming her for ‘the greater good,’ that they were ‘giving her a chance to make up for her past misdeeds.’
So, no point in moving. She just needed to figure out a way to protect herself where she was. She needed to take some time to think, to plan, to prepare herself for the next time someone tried to visit her, to force her back into becoming a murderer. Kaina took a breath and retracted her Quirk. She felt her arm tingling though, and looked down. She was shaking. Why was she shaking? She had killed so many before…
She was about to kill that man. Even years later, the reflex was still there. It was so easy. Too easy. This shock brought Kaina back to the present.
“What the hell am I doing?” Kaina asked herself.
She was about to kill some scared office worker. And for what? It was clear that he had nothing to threaten her with. The HPSC was gone, she had seen the president heading into Tartarus. They didn’t have the resources any more to force her to do anything. The Japanese government didn’t have the resources to do anything; they were floundering so much that there was talk of asking for UN assistance just to help police their own country.
What was wrong with her?
Actually, that was pretty obvious. She had been gaslit into becoming an assassin under the guise of a hero for over a decade, and had spent another decade inside a prison meant to be a punishment for someone who deserved worse than death. Maybe it would be better to ask what was right with her.
So, what was she supposed to do about this? Who exactly could she talk to? A psychiatrist? That would have been hard enough in this country even before it started turning into the set of a Mad Max movie. Family? All dead. Friends? Most probably dead, terrified that Kaina would want to kill them, or otherwise be someone that Kaina actually would want to kill.
…Maybe she could start with taking a walk to clear her head.
The general public had been encouraged to stay indoors while what accounted for Japan’s law enforcement attempted to restore order to the country, so the streets were mostly barren. Kaina wasn’t overly concerned though; she was probably the most dangerous thing in the city at the moment, and she needed the fresh air after cooping herself up for so long.
That being said, it wasn’t improving things too much for her mental state.
They’re going to come back for you. The next time that they visit you though, they won’t send some pencil pusher. There will be men in tactical uniforms, assassins with undetectable Quirks, ready to drag you into an unmarked van. So what if the HPSC has been dissolved? Do you really think something that ingrained in the culture could be so easily removed? You know that the suits in the government will just form something under a different name with the exact same purpose.
Kaina took a breath, trying to calm her inner thoughts. Her surroundings though didn’t do much to cheer her up though. Contrary to the hustle one would expect from a city as active as Musutafu, it was mostly barren, with the majority of its citizens too scared to leave their homes or businesses. A lot of said businesses were clearly struggling though. It seemed as if every other building that Kaina passed on her walk had a ‘FORECLOSED’ or ‘OUT OF BUSINESS’ sign, the windows covered up with plyboard, or smash by some vandal. A city this big, with so few people out, with entire streets absent of people, felt to Kaina as if she was walking in some apocalyptic wasteland.
One of the buildings Kaina walked past was an obvious former hero agency, considering the eyesore of architecture it was; with a stylized black-and-yellow striped caution band wrapped around it, labelling it as the “Death Arms Hero Agency.” The style choice confusedly matched the additional, official caution tape wrapped around the building by police, marking the building as a crime scene from the various acts of vandalism done to it after the hero quit. The windows were smashed, the walls had graffiti covering them saying ‘QUITTER!’, ‘FAILURE!’, ‘WORTHLESS FAKE!’, etc., and a scorch mark on the wall indicated that someone had attempted to set the building on fire at some point.
Musutafu had been a popular city for heroes, perhaps because of UA being located there, so there were numerous other hero agencies that Kaina passed as she walked, but almost all of them were in a similar state as the former Death Arms Agency. A few were in the process of being vandalized as Kaina walked by them, with grimy figures spray-painting lewd images or phrases on the agency walls, only to scamper away like rats the moment they saw Kaina observing them, as if they could sense that she was a former hero.
The streets weren’t completely abandoned though, as Kaina could hear shouting in the distance in a few locations of Musutafu, as people chanted slogans similar to the ones that she had read spray-painted on the walls of hero agencies. Perhaps protesters were moving from building to building, finding new targets of their ire depending on which agency buildings had been abandoned yet or not. Kaina could hear more protests around areas of the city that she knew had government buildings; probably a more consistent target of people wanting to find something to be angry at. UA seemed to be a major focus of protests as well; perhaps because there was a possibility that the school might still have someone that would shout back.
Eventually, Kaina stopped, trying to find a quiet place to herself, but even with as empty as the streets were, and as much as she avoided the sounds of shouting, she could still hear the echoes of riots and vandalism resonating through Musutafu.
It was strange. In a way, this was what Kaina had hoped for over the last decade of her life; an end to the façade of the hero system. No more HPSC, no more children being duped by flowery promises of fame and noble purpose, no more hypocritical or naïve slogans gaslighting everyone into ignoring the rot of their society. Everything had been laid bare, the people that had hurt and manipulated Kaina into killing people were in prison, it had all just come to a crashing halt.
Looking around Musutafu though, a city empty of anything but vandals and bits of litter rolling around like tumbleweeds, it felt like a hollow victory to Kaina. Yes, the hero system was gone, but in its place was…this.
Kaina shook her head, hoping that finding something nicer to distract her. She ended up wandering towards the wealthier part of Musutafu. Yes, she knew that a lot of those buildings were constructed from the largess of the hero system, with deluded fools dressed in spandex making money for a select handful of bureaucrats, but it would be like walking through a museum. Yes, the stories of how everything got there were usually ugly, but they were nice things to look at, at least.
However, most of the buildings in the ritzy part of Musutafu weren’t doing any better, with some being vandalized as much as the former hero agencies, and a few with active angry mobs shouting outside of them. In hindsight, Kaina realized that she should have known better; most of the businesses in the country had gotten successful because of the hero system. Without the system, a lot of the owners of the businesses would be suffering, in addition to being another target of the ire of public opinion.
The last building Kaina came across was the Todoroki estate. She was surprised to see it mostly untouched. Even though she knew that Endeavor wasn’t actually in his home, but had been transferred to the Fujiya Hospital, and his remaining children should be seen more as his victims than complicit accomplices, she honestly expected the general public to not care and target them as well, if only to pick out someone else to blame for their problems. Small favors, she supposed. Just as she observed this though, she saw someone leaving out the front door of the building. He was blond man with golden-brown eyes, wearing a respirator mask, and weakened nubs of red wings sticking out of his back. As he walked out, the man sighed, exhausted and coughing.
“…Takami?” Kaina spoke out loud in surprise.
The former No. 2 Hero Hawks, now known just as Takami Keigo, froze in place before turning towards his old mentor.
“…Tsutsumi?”
Kaina had heard about what had happened to Takami; working undercover as a double agent with the League of Villains in an effort to subvert the group, tipping the heroes off to the League’s operations in taking over the MLA and to their location, allowing the heroes to launch a surprise attack, culminating in the defeat of the newly christened ‘Paranormal Liberation Front’. Of course, because of the actions of the villains Dabi and Skeptic, the majority of the public only knew about his assassination of the villain Twice, framed as Hawks toying with a mentally unstable man before stabbing him in the back.
Kaina however knew Takami from much further back than that. Like her, Takami had been brought into the HPSC at a young age, albeit for him it was far, far younger. He had been practically sold to the HPSC by his deadbeat mother, and like her, trained as a hero, but also in the arts of infiltration and deception. She had been one of his teachers. At the time, she hadn’t thought much of training a child for the purposes that she had been, she had just told herself that the HPSC had done the same thing with her and she had turned out alright. When she had been arrested though, one of her greatest regrets was the fact that she knew that Takami would be put to the same use as her.
“Tsutsumi?” Takami asked again, his voice sounding raspy through his mask, his injuries a result of Dabi’s retaliation against the hero for killing Twice. Despite his pain though, he took a step closer to Kaina.
Kaina expected quite a few emotions from Takami; fear of her reputation as an assassin, anger towards her for participating in his training, but his voice carried more confusion, and daresay it, happiness, at seeing her?
“What are you doing here?” He asked.
This was probably the first conversation Kaina had with a human being in the past month apart from her nearly shooting that government representative. She decided to put aside her confusion for the moment.
“I wanted to go for a walk.” She answered. “What are you doing here?”
Takami looked towards the Todoroki household.
“…Just checking up on someone, I guess.”
Kaina looked towards the house. She remembered back when she was first training Takami, in the moments that he allowed himself to be more excited, to act more his age, he had expressed an admiration towards Endeavor as the man that caught and arrested Takami’s father, a wanted murderer. Considering what had been revealed about Todoroki Enji and how he treated his family, this was probably hard on Takami, especially with the issues he had with his own father. However, that begged the question of who Takami would have to visit here. From what Kaina knew about the Todoroki family (who had unfortunately been put in the spotlight by the tabloids following Dabi’s reveal of Endeavor’s abuse,) the only person who lived here was Todoroki Fuyumi, the only daughter of the Todorokis, a school teacher just about Takami’s age…
Kaina felt the faintest hint of amusement at the thought that occurred to her, but she had enough sense not to bring it up in the light of their current circumstances.
“So…how are you?” Takami asked.
“I’m fine.” Kaina answered with a shrug, not wanting to talk about her nightmares, her paranoia, her fear that she was going to be forced back into killing people, or the missing last decade of her life. “How about you?”
“Fine.” Takami answered with his own shrug. Kaina though stared at his respirator, along with the nubs of his wings on his back. “I got beat up at Jaku, but the doctors said that I should recover with time. A few days ago, I couldn’t even speak, had to use a text-to-speech app on my phone just to talk to anyone.”
Takami’s voice got raspier the longer he spoke, having to cough as he finished speaking.
“Do you need me to help you get back to the doctor?” Kaina asked in concern. Takami waved his hand dismissively.
“I’m fine…” he said while he got his breathing under control. “It’s just a problem when I’m out walking. I’ll be able to take this off and breathe more normally once I get somewhere to lie down.”
Kaina frowned at that statement.
“Do you have somewhere to lie down?”
Takami froze in surprise, as if he had only just considered that question himself, before going back to his relaxed voice, likely hoping that Kaina wouldn’t notice.
“I’ll be fine, I’m just going to be getting a hotel.”
Kaina thought for a moment. When she was working with the HPSC, they had added her living accommodations to her agency; in hindsight, it was another way to control her, by being the means through which she had housing. They likely used the same methods with Takami. However, considering the hero agencies were all being shut down, that probably meant that Takami had lost those accommodations. She looked again at the nubs of Takami’s wings, and listened to the distant shouts of people looking for anything and anyone to blame for their problems. The former No. 2 hero, in a severely weakened state, on his own without even a safe place to live would be the ideal target.
“…How about you come with me and crash on my couch for the time being?”
Takami stared at Kaina.
“You…want me over at your place?”
Kaina shrugged.
“It would make me feel better to know that you were somewhere safe.” Takami still seemed hesitant, so Kaina added, “We could make fried chicken!”
The offer of his favorite food finally got to Takami.
“Alright teach, you got me.”
“Giga Drill is gone.” Kaina said to her handler over the phone.
“Wonderful.” The man said in the same tone he had used to congratulate Kaina since she was a child. “You’ve done an excellent service to society Lady Nagant, you should be proud of yourself.”
Kaina did not feel proud. Giga Drill was scum; a hero who used his position to take advantage of teenage girls from hero schools through internships that he had offered. However, when one of the girls had told the HPSC about what the hero had done, they had dismissed the case. True, they had made Giga Drill face consequences for his actions, but there was no acknowledgement of what those girls had gone through. As far as the public knew, Giga Drill was just going on an extended leave of absence. After some time, the HPSC would tell the story that the man had ‘valiantly died in the line of duty.’ He would still be seen as a hero by the rest of the world, possibly even given a plaque or a statue honoring him in his old hero school, one that the girls that he took advantage of would have to see every single day.
“Lady Nagant…is something wrong?” The handler asked over the phone. Kaina hesitated. Perhaps this was a chance she could say something, maybe she could suggest an actual change.
“Sir…I think that we should come clean about what Giga Drill did. Those girls he hurt aren’t going to get justice if people still see him as a hero.”
“Nagant, Nagant, Nagant,” the handler tsked. “You know we can’t do that. Don’t you see what kind of an egg that would put on our face? People need to know that they can trust heroes after all.”
“But sir,” Nagant pleaded, “what if someone else tries to take advantage of girls like that again?”
“Oh, don’t worry about that!” the handler said, “We’ve already issued payments to the families of those girls, there’s no harm done!”
No harm done?
No harm done!?
“Although, now that you mention it…one of the girls hasn’t been quite cooperative. We’ll need you to make her go away.”
Kaina felt her heart stop in her chest.
“…What?”
“Kill her, Tsutsumi. That’s an order.”
“N…no!” Kaina shouted. “How could you ask me to do something like that?” she had never been given an order like this before! How could they think something like that would be justified?
“Are you refusing your order?” the handler asked in a dangerous voice.
“Yes!” Kaina shouted again. “I’m not going to kill someone innocent!”
“That’s too bad.”
Suddenly, Kaina was hit by a massive explosion that tore her room apart. As Kaina hit the floor, a massive wooden beam fell on her, pinning her down. Everything was spinning, she couldn’t see or hear anything but ringing, but the moment her hearing came back, she saw the cracked screen of her phone that the handler was still talking through.
“It is quite unfortunate, Lady Nagant, you were very useful to us.”
Pinned beneath the debris, Kaina heard approaching footsteps.
“Fortunately, there will always be those willing to do what’s right for their society.”
A hand roughly grabbed Kaina by her shoulder, holding her down. She looked, and saw the face of the girl that had wanted to shake her hand, her hand glowing red and pointed between her eyes.
Kaina snapped out of it, grabbing and twisting the hand holding her down, kicking the debris off of her and twisting her attacker’s arm around, activating her Rifle Quirk in the same move to point at the back of their head.
“Wait, wait, Tsutsumi!” Takami’s voice cried out.
Kaina blinked. She wasn’t in her old agency, she was in her apartment. She hadn’t kicked debris off of her, it was her bed sheets. And it was Takami whose head she currently had pinned to the wall with her Rifle arm.
Shaking, she pulled away. Carefully, his hands in the air where she could see them, Takami turned around.
“…You were screaming in your sleep. I guess I just made things worse, huh?” he tried to joke.
Kaina was still panting. Takami looked down, and Kaina realized that her Quirk was still active. She quickly retracted it, and Takami took the opportunity to leave.
Kaina didn’t sleep for the rest of the night. She had nearly killed a man that she had known since he was a child. She could still remember when Takami first met her, and the innocent joy in his eyes as he realized that he was going to have a hero of such acclaim teaching him…
Kaina wretched, doubling over the side of her bed as she barely fought off the urge to vomit. Eventually, she calmed down enough that she was able to crawl out of bed. Much to her surprise though as she walked into the living room, she saw Takami was still there, lying on the couch as he flipped through the news on his phone. He looked up and shot her a smile.
“Morning!” he said as if he was pretending that she hadn’t nearly killed him the night before. “Sleep okay? Sorry I scared you like that, dumb move, I know.”
Kaina stared at Takami, unable to believe it. He was still there?
Thinking about it though, Kaina remembered that Takami didn’t exactly have anywhere else he could go. She had initially only intended to have Takami sleep on her couch for a night before he could find somewhere more permanent. He had certainly tried to find somewhere else, not wanting to impose on his old teacher for too long (that was just what he said to her. The real reason they both knew was what they both knew about the things that the other had done. In a bizarre way, they were the only ones who could understand each other…but the difference between them was that Kaina was one of the people who had helped put Takami in the position where he would go and do those things. Obviously, an uncomfortable arrangement, for Kaina at least.) However, finding an apartment for Takami was a lot harder than they had anticipated. Besides the general issue of finding housing in the turmoil of society at the time, the moment anyone recognized who Takami was, they immediately turned him down. No one wanted to be associated with the HPSC hitman that had murdered a man with a mental disorder in cold blood. (One landlady was dumb and entitled enough to say this to Kakami’s face, and Kaina had to fight the urge to feed that woman her own teeth. How the hell could anyone judge Takami for what he did? He risked his life every single day he was spying on the League, gave the heroes the window of opportunity that they needed to attack, and took out one of the greatest threats in the League before he could unleash a literal, ever-growing army on the country. And people rewarded all of this by treating him like the plague. Fuck those worthless, ungrateful peons.)
“Y…yeah…” she said, not wanting to think about the previous night herself. She pointed her thumb towards the kitchen. “Hey, you hungry? I was thinking of making chicken and waffles.”
That was a lie; Kaina was going to eat cold cereal out of the box while she watched Tokyo Mew Mew. The offer though surprised Takami so much that he couldn’t muster the will to say no.
“Really?” he asked.
“Yeah, my treat.” Kaina asserted, immediately getting to work with the meal. Working though made her feel sick, staring blankly off into the distance as the chicken fried.
Here she was, giving Takami a bribe so he wouldn’t think about the horrible thing she had just done. How much had the HPSC rubbed off on her?
“Takami…I’m sorry…” she eventually managed to work up the courage to say out loud.
Takami finished folding up the blankets on the couch to make it look nice when Kaina spoke.
“I’m…I’m so sorry…” Kaina repeated again.
Takami stared at Kaina for a moment before sighing.
“It’s okay. I get it.” He answered with a more sincere smile.
And didn’t that just make her feel worse? Takami didn’t seem to be bothered though as he gratefully dug into the food. Despite his issues with finding housing, Takami had been improving steadily since Kaina had invited him to her apartment; his wings were growing back, and he hardly needed the respirator mask anymore. As the two were cleaning up the dishes, Takami spoke up again.
“Hey…so…” Takami said. “I was wondering…”
In the time that she had gotten to know him, Kaina had found only one thing that got him to speak with that hint of fear, and despite the events of the previous night, she felt the urge to smirk.
“See…Fuyumi’s brother is going to be coming over for dinner tonight, and she invited me to spend it with them.”
“Aww…” Kaina teased, actually managing to illicit a blush from her old student. “You’re getting to know the family…”
Ever since Kaina had started letting Takami sleep in her apartment, she had noticed that he had been making a lot of calls to the daughter of the Todoroki family. He excused it as just wanting to check up on the family of the hero that had once inspired him so much, wanting to make sure that they were okay after going through so much turmoil, but Kaina could tell there was something a bit more there.
“Haha…right.” Takami tried to ignore the teasing and continued; “The thing is, I was wondering if you wanted to come with me.”
Kaina stopped scrubbing her pans.
“It’s just…you know,” Takami went on, “you might like to spend some time with people. I mean,” Takami shrugged, “I get it if you want to want to binge Pokémon again, it’s your choice how you want to spend your time, but…” Takami shrugged, “it might help you to calm down if you had someone to talk to.”
Kaina repressed the urge to wince at Takami’s verbal jab, choosing not to respond as she continued to clean. Takami took advantage of the fact that she didn’t say no, though.
“Fuyumi knows who you are, by the way, so she’s not going to judge you.” Takami shrugged. “I mean, we’re all kind of in the same boat, aren't we?”
Kaina wasn’t particularly enthused about the idea, but she couldn’t argue with Takami’s logic. There was only so much time she could spend cooped up in the apartment, after all.
“…Okay.”
Several hours later, the two were making their way back to the Todoroki mansion.
By this point, Takami’s wings had grown back almost to the point that he could use his Quirk without hurting himself. That being said, Kaina was glad that she was walking with him. From what she had heard, Takami’s old hero agency had been attacked by arsonists, even though the building itself was supposed to be repurposed. She didn’t like to think how someone would react to seeing him walking around. Unfortunately, even though she had let Takami borrow her hair dye and he was wearing a coat to cover up his wings, it wasn’t a perfect disguise.
Such was the case when the two were cutting through an alleyway as a shortcut, only to bump into a man that smelled of liquor as he accidentally swayed into Takami, knocking his coat loose. The man immediately noticed Takami’s wings.
“Hey…it’s you! You’re Hawks! You killed that Twice guy!”
Takami sighed.
“Look, man, I’m just out for a walk…”
“How the hell are you not in prison?” the man demanded furiously, anger growing on his face and supplanting any confusion he might have had from his intoxication. “Why the hell haven’t they executed you?”
“Buddy, I got questioned by a UN panel, and they all agreed that I did what I had to do to stop the League from killing even more people than they already had…”
“Oh, sure, the guys from the government said that.” The man said contemptuously. “But we all saw what you did! We saw you kill a man with a mental disorder when he was just trying to run away!”
“He was about to unleash an army of clones on everyone…” Takami tried to explain.
“I don’t care what your damn excuses are!” The man started to back away, but kept his aggressive expression. “Let’s see what everyone else thinks when they hear you’re here!” The man cupped his hands over his mouth, “HE…Gack!”
The man had attempted to shout out, only to painfully gag as Kaina shoved her Rifle arm into his mouth. She had hit him so aggressively that she had pinned him against the brick wall of the alley by the back of his throat.
“Tsutsumi!” Takami tried to get Kaina’s attention, to try to calm her down, but she had enough of this.
“You shut the hell up, you worthless piece of garbage.” Kaina growled to the man as he frantically coughed and gagged on the rifle shoved into the back of his throat. “If this man here hadn’t done what he had, you and everyone you know would be dead. Don’t you act as if the League were filled with noble people when every single one of them knew that they were working for a psychopath who had murdered two children and was planning on murdering everyone else.”
Kaina leaned her head forward until he was face to face with the man, who was frantically crying, hands shaking over the arm ready to execute him, but too scared to touch it for fear of setting the former hero off.
“You have no idea what he had to do, how much he put at risk to help you ungrateful bastards. You say a goddamn word to cause trouble, and I’ll pop your head like a zit, you understand?”
“Yyygggmmmpphhh!!! Yyygggmmppphh!” the man answered, frantically trying to shake his head up and down. Finally, Kaina pulled her rifle arm out, and the man, spitting and coughing blood from the force of her attack, ran crying out of the alleyway.
“…You didn’t need to do that, Kaina.” Takami eventually said. “I could have just flown away.”
“…You didn’t deserve that, kid.” Kaina answered. She shook her head, exhausted. “I’m sorry, I don’t feel up to talking to anyone else tonight, I’m going home.”
Takami sighed.
“Alright. I should be able to fly back without any issue. You take care of yourself, Tsutsumi.”
The two departed, and Kaina took to wandering aimlessly through the city, still cautious of distant echoes of protests, along with the faint glow of another fire being set. She sighed, disgusted by what she was seeing. Were these the kinds of people that she had been fighting to protect? Was this the real face of the society the HPSC duped her into serving?
Finally, the day came where Takami’s doctor cleared him, and his wings were confirmed to be back to their full glory. He celebrated by lapping the city of Mustafu a few times, grateful to finally be able to fly freely without being couped up anymore. Kaina tracked him in his flight, bemusedly smiling at his exuberance before heading back inside; he had mentioned that he had a few errands to take care of for the rest of the day.
Once Kakami came back to the apartment, he did something somewhat confusing to Kaina; he put on his old hero costume. When he noticed her watching him, Takami gave Kaina a grim smile.
“Feeling nostalgic?” Kaina suggested, even though it had only been a bit over a month since Kagami had last worn it.
“Just making sure everything still fits the way it should before I go on patrol again tomorrow.”
Kaina blinked in surprise.
“Patrol?”
Takami shrugged.
“Yeah, the police aren’t really sure what else to do with the heroes that are trying to integrate with them, so they’re mostly just having us try to do the same things we did before until they figure out how to change things up.” He looked wistfully at his aviation jacket. “I’m kind of wondering if they’re going to just have me stick with this since its probably the best thing to wear with how fast and high I move. Maybe they’ll give me something in blue to match everyone else eventually.”
“Wait…you’re joining the police?”
Takami looked at Kaina quizzically.
“I mean…yeah? The government’s trying to keep all the heroes they can, so I’m just going to try to make the most of whatever it is they’re going to try to do with me.”
“Ms. Tsutsumi, I promise you, you are going to be a great service to society. Your skills are exactly what we need, and there isn’t anyone better for the work that you do!”
Takami was apparently able to pick up on the apprehension Kaina was feeling, as he tensed up as he looked back at her.
“…What is it?”
“…I don’t think you should do this.” Kaina answered.
Again, Takami blinked.
“Why not? I’m not a pro hero anymore, but this is the closest thing that we’ve got right now…”
“Takami…” Kaina interrupted, feeling her heart beat in her chest, trying to tamp down the thoughts that were screaming at her, reminding her of how she was the one who had trained him for this purpose, to make him into a government agent, to fulfill whatever duty they deemed necessary. “You already got out from the HPSC’s thumb. Don’t crawl back under a new one now that they don’t have the power to put you back under again.”
Takami stared at Kaina.
“…Tsutsumi…the HPSC’s gone…”
“Do you really think that whatever is going to replace it is going to be any better?” she snapped. “What do you think they’re going to have you do?”
“…The same stuff I did before?” Takami tentatively answered.
“Exactly.” Kaina said, stomping up to her old student, pleading with him not to fall back into the same trap that he and her had been caught in. “They’ll send you out on the same missions, to do the same stuff, to hide the same bodies. You know what you were trained to do. What I was trained to do. People aren’t just going to let those skills go, especially not if you’re just going to give them a chance to abuse them again.”
Some of the confusion left Takami’s face as he began to understand what Kaina was getting at, replaced with…pity?
“Kaina…they need my help.” He gestured to the window outside. From their view, the two could see a swath of vandalized businesses and homes. In the distance, the two were even able to see the blackened remains of one of the buildings that had been set on fire during a riot. “Someone’s got to do something about this.”
“Why?” Takami snapped again. “What do you owe to anyone out there?” she got up into Takami’s face. He did not retreat, and he just seemed upset that she was acting this way, which just made her angrier. “You lost your childhood because of people like the ones asking you to put that costume back on. You lost your innocence. You put everything on the line, and how do people thank you? They hate and fear you, even though you’re one of the biggest reasons why they’re all still living. You can’t even show your face in public without someone starting a riot trying to lynch you. Why would you want to help them?”
“Well, what else can I do? I can’t just sit back and watch everything burn.”
“Why not?”
Takami, normally so calm and composed, noticeably recoiled from Kaina’s statement. She felt bile in her mouth as she spoke, but forced it down and kept on with a rant that she had been holding in for years.
“Why shouldn’t we just watch it burn? Why not just let this rotten society face the consequences of their actions?” Kaina walked back to her living room with her arms spread wide. “I’ve got everything I need to live my life! Why shouldn’t we just let those rotten, ungrateful bastards fix their own problems?” She gestured towards the wide-eyed Takami. “Why shouldn’t you? Why go back to the same kinds of people that made us hated in the first place? You know as well as I do that they’re not going to trust you. You know that kind of reputation doesn’t go away.”
Takami stared at Kaina as she panted from her shouting. Eventually, he bowed his head and spoke in a quiet voice.
“…I want to keep kids from thinking that no one is going to save them.” He said in a quiet voice.
“I…I thought that heroes didn’t exist. I thought that my mom and I were never going to get away from that man, but then Endeavor showed up and finally stopped him! He showed me that heroes exist, and I want to be a hero like him!”
Kaina winced at the memory of Takami still as a wide-eyed, innocent child, though Kagami didn’t notice with his head down.
“Look…it does piss me off how people treat me.” Takami admitted. “Twice…I wish I could have convinced him to drop out from the League, but he was going to help them kill a lot of people, and I wish that people could realize that, and that the footage Dabi showed was taken out of context. I wish that I got something out of nearly getting burned alive.” Takami threw his hands up in frustration. “So, yeah, people are being assholes to me. And yeah, it sucks that the HPSC used me the way that they did. I had hoped that if I worked hard enough, I might be able to change them from within, make them less corrupt, but looking back, I really should have realized how much they played me.” He looked up at Kaina before wincing and looking away. “I can’t help but wonder if they were going to have me start to take someone else under my wing the way you did. Maybe whoever comes to power next is going to try to use me the way the HPSC did, and I’m not going to lie, I’m going to be on my toes to try to keep that from happening to me or to anyone else again.”
Takami sighed before looking back at Kaina.
“The fact is though, people still need help. Maybe they’re not saints, but neither am I. Look…I’m not All Might. I don’t have clean hands. But considering Endeavor is still in the hospital…I am probably the most skilled person in the country for this sort of thing, and I want to use what I’ve got to help them.”
He shook his head and shrugged.
“Things aren’t going to get any better unless we do something.”
Kaina couldn’t look at Takami in the eye, but he gently patted her on the shoulder.
“I don’t blame you for not wanting to get involved with any of this again, but this is my choice.”
Kaina idly slurped up some cup ramen. It would have tasted better, and maybe even made her feel better if she had gone through the effort to make it herself, or maybe make some tsukemen, or gyoza, or anything that took more effort than popping a cup in a microwave, but she didn’t have the energy to.
Takami had left about a week ago. While he hadn’t found any apartment willing to take him on as a tenant still, Todoroki Fuyumi had invited him to move in. Takami confided when he explained this to her that while he and Fuyumi both felt they might be moving a bit fast, it was ironically something that her brother and mother had encouraged, not feeling comfortable with her living alone, especially not with the stigma that had attached itself to the Todoroki name (though they were going to be legally changing their family name to Himura for this reason.)
Kaina didn’t realize how much she had appreciated Takami’s presence in the apartment until he was gone. He was someone she could talk to, someone who understood part of what she felt, someone that she understood. Watching anime on her own wasn’t the same as having Takami there, even if she sometimes had to compromise on what they watched (she did have to admit that Uncle From Another World was pretty funny, even if some of the references were seriously out of date.) Even though he had left, he still made sure to call her every few days. She always pretended that he was going to mooch off of her food again, but privately knew that he was checking up on her, knowing that she didn’t have anyone else to talk to.
Worse, she couldn’t get what he had said when he had told her that he was joining the police. There were times when she wanted to shout at him, when she wanted to beg him to stop, to not make the same mistakes she did, and then there were times where she just felt so proud of him.
She still checked up on the news. She still didn’t get any satisfaction from what she read about society falling apart.
Things finally came to a head when she was watching the news about a new riot breaking out in Mustafu.
“We’re getting reports of riots breaking out in separate locations of the city all at once. Each riot started in a major political, commercial, or transportation hub. It’s clear that these riots are far more organized than in the past.” The reporter frantically spoke to the camera on the scene at the Musutafu courtroom as a crowd of people wearing skull masks were trying to force their way through the police’s attempt to hold off. Kaina could make out some of the chants the masked rioters were shouting:
“Reject the Creatures of our society!”
“How many other Spinners are we supposed to put up with?!”
“CRC forever!”
The Creature Rejection clan. Of course. Kaina was familiar with them, even though the HPSC had never deemed them a significant enough threat to send her after them, though in hindsight, Kaina thought that some of the HPSC officials might sympathize with their anti-heteromorph views. Frowning, Kaina flipped through the news feed on her phone, getting live updates on each of the locations the CRC was rioting at:
One mob was rioting through the streets of Takoba, a poorer district where a lot of heteromorphs had to live. Another was trying to force their way into a hospital. Another into the National Bank. The last location chilled Kaina, as a crowd was rampaging through the metro station, cornering a group of heteromorphs that had sealed themselves inside a subway car that had been force off of the tracks. Police were there at each site, but it was clear that they were being overwhelmed. The only help the police had at each location was a single former hero attempting to combat the most violent rioters.
Kaina watched as Sakamata Kugo, formerly Gang Orca, who despite being one of the most targeted individuals at the courthouse he was trying to protect, still stood his ground as he wrestled with a Clan member with a Muscle Enhancement Quirk.
Yamada Hizashi, formerly Present Mic, was in Takoba, using his Voice Quirk to try to repel rioters, though he struggled as they were attempting to rush at him from multiple angles, forcing him to back up as he tried to fight.
Hakamada Tsunagu, formerly Best Jeanist was helping the police reset their breaking cordon by entangling rioters forcing their way through it.
Katamari Kuri, formerly Enigma was attempting to block the CRC’s attempts to ram trucks into the National Bank with her Mass Expansion Quirk that turned her into a giant black blob.
Kamiji Moe, formerly Burnin, one of Endeavor’s former sidekicks, had stationed herself on top of the subway car the CRC was trying to break into, holding her ground against the bigots and forcing them to step away with handfuls of fire.
Each of these former heroes were fighting odds far beyond what they should be expected to handle, but all without the praise that they had previously known. Several of them had been victimized in their own way by the society that they had fought to protect: Sakamata, despite being acknowledged enough to become the No. 10 Hero of the country, still had his physical appearance lambasted by the general public, being ranked third among “Heroes who look like villains.” Katamari had been treated even worse, being attacked as a villain even back since her early days as one of Ingenium’s sidekicks. Others were reviled by the public for their failures, or their perceived failures, despite working just as hard: Hakamada was seen as an example of the hero system’s decadence, despite having abandoned his fashion business in order to focus his efforts on helping the police. Yamada was demonized along with his other colleagues from UA for never reigning in the now infamous Bakugou Katsuki. Kamiji was blamed for the familial abuse her boss had committed, even though there was no way she could be blamed for what Endeavor did in his personal life.
All of these people, leftovers from a broken system, sometimes even victims of it, still trying to help the society that villainized them.
“I’m getting reports that the former No. 2 Hero Hawks is attempting to assist, but is caught in an aerial battle with several CRC members!” the reporter announced.
“Takami…” Kaina breathed as she saw phone footage of her former student skillfully swooping past skyscrapers in combat with his own opponents; some having grown wings of their own, some propelling themselves like rockets, and other attempting to ensnare him with wires or tentacles. Though he was far more skilled than any of them, it was clear that the CRC had accounted for his interference and was coordinating in a way that he couldn’t immediately respond to.
“…Screw it.” Kaina said before running out the door.
Keigo rolled out of the way of a torrent of flames that a masked CRC member was blasting at him while using it to fly. Normally, he’d have no problem with this, but another Clanist with a Wind Manipulation Quirk was making it difficult for him to direct his feathers. Suddenly, he felt a tendril hook onto his leg.
“Got him!” a Clanist shouted, having ensnared Keigo’s right leg with a transformed tentacle as he attempted to dodge past a skyscraper. He heard what sounded like an oncoming missile and braced for impact.
BANG!
The CRC member that could turn his limbs into jets shouted in pain, clutching the sputtering remains of his right leg as he suddenly careened out of control, ramming into another Clanist with a Limb Extension Quirk, causing the two to topple to the ground. Keigo recognized the sound of the gunshot, and felt his heart soar at the realization of what had just happened. The Wind Manipulation member suddenly fell out of the air with another Bang, giving Keigo the opportunity to finally make use of his feathers, which zipped out, snaring several of his distracted opponents and slamming them into the ground as more CRC members were sniped out of the air. With the skies clear, Keigo noticed a flashing light from a distant building signaling him to come over.
His old mentor was waiting for him, her Rifle Quirk active.
“Get me somewhere high.” She ordered, to which he obeyed with a grin.
Hero society, particularly Japanese Hero society, had always looked down on guns, something which Kaina realized in retrospect would have made it difficult for her to achieve acceptance without the HPSC’s manipulations. The fact remained however that no matter how strong you were, a rifle shot, even when Kaina used nonlethal ammunition, could usually take anyone down. Using Takami’s feathers to take her to a better vantage point, Kaina was able to take out most of the strongest threats that the other former heroes were facing. Coupled with Takami’s speed, the two were able to quickly neutralize the CRC’s attempts to run amok. Sakamata was in combat with the Brute CRC member when he was suddenly knocked out by a bullet impacting the back of his head, allowing him to use his sonic waves to paralyze the rest of the rioters at the bank. The trucks that Katamari was getting battered by had their tires shot out. In the open area of train station, Kamiji found that her opponents were all forced to run for cover to avoid getting sniped, allowing her to get the trapped passengers to safety. Hakamada was joined by Takami, who took down the rioting Clanists before they could react. Yamada was finally given a break as red feathers hitting from multiple angles flanked the Clanists trying to outmaneuver the Voice Hero.
But for some reason, when all was said and done, Takami brought the other former heroes to Kaina’s location. He just shrugged and grinned under her annoyed glare.
“They wanted to thank you.” He explained. When Kaina kept glaring at him, he walked up to her and put a hand on her shoulder. “They know who we are, and what we’ve done. At this point though, considering the mess that we all got ourselves into with the HPSC, we’re just glad for whatever help we can get.”
“Tsutsumi…” Hakamada said, stepping forward, his head bowed in remorse. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I didn’t take what was happening to you seriously. I…I had just assumed that we were heroes, that the people we worked for would do the right thing…”
Sakamata stepped forward.
“You saved a lot of people, Tsutsumi. We are sincerely glad that you came to help, despite what we had been led to believe about you.”
“Endeavor never went that far…” Kamiji said grimly, “but I kind of understand now what it’s like to realize that the organization you were working for wasn’t all something to respect.” The woman flashed Kaina a smile. “It’s nice to be reminded that I’m not alone and there’s still some stuff left fighting for.”
“…It’s been hard lately.” Katamari said. “We don’t get much support, and now that the hero system’s gone, it feels as if I’m seen as a villain more than ever.” The young woman grimaced before smiling at Kaina. “I was scared that this was going to turn out a lot worse than it did. Thank you for helping us.” She said, bowing in respect.
Yamada spoke up, looking exhausted.
“I thought that was going to be it, you know?” the man said, slumped over. “There’s…there’s a lot of things that I feel like I’ve got to make up for, and I’m glad that I’ve got a chance to keep trying to do that, thanks to you two.”
Kaina looked at the former heroes spread before her, expressing their gratitude to her, treating her as a hero again. She’d be lying if she said that it didn’t make her feel a bit better about herself.
“…You’re welcome.” She answered simply.
“Ms. Tsutsumi…” Sakamata said, standing up straight. “We understand if this was something you chose to do merely on a whim, but I believe that I speak for all of us that if you chose to lend your aid with the force, we would be grateful.”
This was something that Kaina still doubted. Sure, these six former heroes might welcome her, but they could hardly speak for every other police officer. Then again though, this was a lot more people than she had in a while rooting for her.
The other heroes were giving Kaina her space, but Takami was looking at her expectantly.
Kaina couldn’t deny it; going out into the field, actually fighting for something, or at least someone that she believed in, it felt good. It felt good to fighting for anything at all. She felt how she did before she had met the HPSC, when she believed she could do some good in the world.
“What do you think?” Takami asked.
Kaina took a breath.
“…You’re right. I want to help too…but you know me, Takami.” Kaina pointed out. “You’ve seen the kinds of things that I’ve done, the ways that I’ve snapped. I’m not sure if I can help others when I need help myself.”
“I think we all need that kind of help.” Yamada pointed out grimly.
“We’re all just trying to sew ourselves back together.” Hakamada added. “Trying to take what we have and sew it into something good, and to try to not make the same mistakes we did in the past. One thread at a time.”
Kaina groaned, even as she had to repress a snort, remembering Hakamada's clothing puns. She looked again at Takami.
“If you still don’t want to do this, or if you need more time…”
“No…I think I’ve spent enough time cooped up.” Kaina admitted, looking out at the wreckage left over from the riots. “I need to do something now.”
Two years later
Kaina and Takami watched from a window in the upper floors as the new recruits came into the building, standing in a line as Chief Gori called them to attention.
“That them?” she asked, pointing to the crow-headed boy and the solid shadow sticking out over his shoulder from his navel.
“Yep. Tokoyami and Dark Shadow.” Takami responded. He seemed calm, but even as talented as he was in masking his true feelings, Kaina had trained him and knew his tells, the faint dilating of his pupils, the straightening of his wings as if tensing for takeoff; he was nervous.
“You sure you want to do this?” she asked.
Takami shrugged as if the challenge didn’t bother him.
“I’d rather us not hover around each other awkwardly until one of us snaps. If they’ve got a problem with me, I’d rather them air it out now.”
As Gori was talking to the recruits, Kaina noticed one of them, a tall, black-haired girl that Kaina realized was the heiress of the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate, observing her and Takami from her peripheral vision, her eyes widening in a brief moment of surprise and recognition before refocusing on Gori without anyone else noticing.
“Not bad situational awareness…” Kaina noted.
Once the new recruits had gotten familiar enough with the layout of the station and had a break before having to go out on duty, Kaina and Takami went down to the mess hall. The two saw Tokoyami and Dark Shadow on their own as they were leaving the locker rooms, and Takami took his chance. Kaina hung back, wanting to give her old student the privacy he needed to talk to his old students, but also wanting to be around in case things might get ugly. Takami wasn’t sure how Tokoyami and Dark Shadow would take seeing him again. He had taken them on for their Work Study back in their first year, but that was before he had become a pariah for his work for the HPSC and the assassination of Twice.
“Wish me luck!” Takami said to Kaina as he approached Tokoyami and Dark Shadow.
Kaina could see Takami greeting the two, who reacted in shock and surprise as expected. What she didn’t expect was the two would then throw themselves around Takami in a hug, exclaiming his old hero name excitedly, before realizing that they were in a public area and immediately trying to recompose themselves, blushing. Takami laughed it off, clearly relieved before inviting the two to talk. Kaina smiled, letting them have their privacy.
About an hour later, Takami met Kaina back in the mess hall, his unease gone.
“So, it went well?”
“Pretty good.” Takami answered, nodding with a grin. “They seemed glad to see me. It’s not all roses and daisies; they were pretty shocked to find out what the HPSC had been doing like everyone else, but they don’t seem to hold that against me.” Takami sat down, a faint glum look momentarily coming over him. “I almost feel like they should a little more, but I guess they were more concerned about me getting injured by Dabi. I kind of feel guilty for not talking to them since then.”
“Well, better than you expected, at least.” Kaina pointed out. “You three were talking for a bit, were you just catching up?”
“Yeah.” Takami sported a smirk. “Turns out they got a girlfriend when they were at UA.”
“Wait…you mean Tokoyami has a girlfriend, they share a girlfriend, or…”
Takami shrugged.
“I…think we’re just saying that Tokoyami has a girlfriend, but she also likes Dark Shadow…I don’t know, it’s something they’re figuring out.”
“Huh. So, you going to go back to teaching them?”
“If they’ll let me.” Takami said as he took a bite out of his chicken. “I’d certainly like to. I’d like to teach them what I know. Make sure that they don’t make the same mistakes I did.” He added wistfully.
Kaina smiled, though the comment made her think. She wished that she had been better at teaching Takami not to make her mistakes.
Perhaps it was hearing about Takami’s excitement about his mentorship, but Kaina decided to ask another question.
“So, besides this girlfriend of his, did Tokoyami and Dark Shadow mention any other students of note?”
Takami probably realized what Kaina was fishing for, but didn’t push it.
“Well, there’s two that they talked about now, the same two that they talked about the most back when they were doing their Work Study;” Takami pointed towards a green-haired young man sitting with the former members of the Hell Class, though unlike their uniforms, he wore a simple dress shirt and tie. “If I’m right, that guy over there? His name’s Midoriya Izuku, sounds like he’s working as one of our new analysts. Those two baby birds told me that he’s one of the biggest reasons why they’ve got such a good relationship. Also…” Takami paused uncomfortably, “Nezu took him on as his personal student.”
Okay, a bit too scary for Kaina’s liking.
“And the other one?” she asked.
Takami pointed over towards Yaoyorozu. In the brief moment that Kaina observed her, she noticed how the other members of the Hell Class interacted with her; deferring to her, giving her a look of respect that Kaina would only ever see in soldiers towards a trusted general.
“Yaoyorozu Momo. Apparently, she’s kind of the leader of their little group. Those two really make her sound impressive.”
Kaina continued to observe Yaoyorozu, resolving to keep an eye on her. She didn’t make any immediate decisions, instead wanting to get a handle on the girl, along with the rest of the new recruits. Despite several of them showing talent over the next few months though, it really was apparent that Yaoyorozu had earned the respect of Tokoyami and Dark Shadow, along with the rest of their peers, and eventually the rest of the police force. She was extremely intelligent and methodical, but also demonstrated a surprising ability to adapt to changing circumstances, able to handle threats that took Kaina years of training under the HPSC to deal with. Eventually, she decided that she wanted to cultivate this talent.
On the day that she decided to talk to Yaoyorozu, Kaina observed Yaoyorozu at the firing range until she decided to approach the young woman. Even with her safety goggles and ear protection on, Yaoyrozu was able to realize someone was approaching her and turned.
“Sergeant Tsutsumi.” the girl corrected herself, bowing to her superior. “It’s good to finally meet you. May I help you?”
Kaina took a look at the target sheet that Yaoyorozu had pulled in.
“Good grouping.” She observed. “But I think you can do better.”
Yaoyorozu looked at Kaina, curious.
“Do you think you could show me how?” she asked.
Kaina smiled, looking at the Glock that Yaoyorozu was practicing with.
“From what I can tell, you’ve accounted for distance, bullet drop, and wind direction, but you haven’t taken your heartrate into account.”
“What do you mean?”
Kaina activated her Rifle arm, pointing it out to Yaoyorozu.
“When you’re aiming at something from far away, even a small jolt can make a big difference, including the jolt your heart makes through your arm when it beats. The trick is to shoot between heartbeats.” Kaina deactivated her Quirk and looked at Yaoyorozu. “So, start with listening for your own heartbeat. Close your eyes, and block out any distraction.”
Yaoyorozu frowned, but did what Kaina said, closing her eyes and trying to block out any noise. Thankfully, it seemed that she was patient, as she didn’t wince or complain that it was too hard, simply standing still and listening. Kaina stayed quiet, letting the heiress work.
“…I’ve got it.”
“Good.” Kaina said, sending another target sheet down range. “Now, pick up your gun, find your heartbeat again, and fire between the beats.”
Again, it took a moment before Yaoyorozu fired, but it was shorter than the first time before she fired. She took another moment to find her heart beat again, fired, took another moment, and fired. Each subsequent shot took a little less time.
Kaina pulled the target sheet back. Each shot was a bullseye.
“Wow…thank you, Sergeant…” Yaoyorozu said as she observed her work.
Kaina looked at her a moment longer.
“Would you be interested in anything else I could teach you?”
Yaoyorozu stared at Kaina with wide, excited eyes.
“Absolutely! Thank you, Sergeant!”
Kaina sighed, but smiled. Yaoyorozu was enthusiastic, like she was when the HPSC recruited her. Kaina would make sure to give her student the guidance she needed.
The former Lady Nagant still had nightmares. She still sometimes saw blood on her hands. But she had people with her now who understood that, people who wanted to help her, and people she could help. It was likely that in the job that they had, there would be more occasions that would give Yaoyorozu her own nightmares, if she did not have them already. Perhaps it was inevitable. Kaina didn’t think that she could stop that. She could however be there for Yaoyorozu and the next generation when they were awake, to help them deal with their pain, and pass on what she knew to them.
Notes:
As much as I dislike Lady Nagant’s ending in canon, it did give me ideas on how to characterize her and her fears here. Like with Kendo's chapter, I was thinking a lot about how Nagant was portrayed in Imperium42's "Entropy," especially just as she was leaving the prison, so you can imagine how gratifying it was to me for her to watch as the HPSC president was taken into Tartarus.
Weird thing about this chapter; I kept on misspelling Hawks’ civilian name: I started off with Takami, then for some reason switched to Tagami, and then to Kagami. It was only after I had almost finished that I caught my mistake and had to go back to revise everything.
Again, I only just managed to finish this chapter last night. I appreciate everyone who assures me that if I need to take my time they won’t be bothered. I’m hoping that the next chapter won’t take as long for me, but I hoped the same thing for this one as well, so we’ll see. No exact promises as to when it will be published. As for the title, there are probably better songs I could use, but most of the ones I could think of had titles too obvious for the character in question or otherwise weren’t in my repertoire, so I’m using this as an excuse to use a Nightwish song, “Wishmaster.” I’ll be interested to see what theories you all come up with as to who it will be centered around.
Chapter 12: Wishmaster
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Cathleen’s phone rang. When she picked it up, she saw a number that she recognized and gasped, immediately answering.
“All Might?”
“Hello, Young Cathleen.” The familiar voice of All Might spoke over Cathleen’s phone. She flinched though in concern, recognizing the sorrow in her old mentor’s voice. All Might had been through a lot over the past few months; failing to rescue his two students at the USJ and another of his students being killed by the serial killer Stain. The peace that All Might had built in his country seemed to be coming apart at the seams as he had been appearing more sporadically lately, just as the League of Villains had been on the rise.
“…What’s wrong, Master?”
“…I don’t suppose that you’ve heard about what’s happened with David Shield, have you?”
Cathleen closed her eyes in frustration. She knew. The whole country knew. Probably the whole world knew. David Shield, All Might’s former sidekick, had attempted to steal a piece of technology called the “Quirk Amplification Headset” (which, to be fair, he had invented) from the technological marvel, I-Island, which had been deemed too dangerous by the island’s sponsors. His plan, from what Cathleen knew of the court proceedings, was to hire a group of actors to pretend to be villains to keep the island occupied while Shield and his assistant Samuel Abraham could steal the device from the I-Island tower and refine it for proper use. However, Samuel had instead hired real villains, who in turn betrayed Sam and David, almost managing to make off with the headset were it not for the efforts of All Might and his new pupil, Lemillion. Unfortunately, while David Shield had never meant for anyone to get hurt, wanting to use the headset to help people, his plan still led to him being tried and convicted for treason, despite All Might testifying in his favor, resulting in him being incarcerated in federal prison in the U.S.
“…Yes, I have heard.” Cathleen responded. The thought of someone so close to All Might carrying that infamy was staggering to Cathleen. She had known David Shield; he had been instrumental in the design of much of the technology that the U.S. Airforce used, which her brothers-in-arms used, and she felt indebted towards the amazing inventor. She could only imagine how All Might himself would be feeling at the time.
“…I was unable to prevent my friend from facing consequences for his actions, despite his intent.” The hero sighted wearily over the other end of the line, and Cathleen’s heart went out to him. “However, there is another problem this brings up; David’s daughter, Melissa Shield, who I have come to see as an adopted niece of sorts.”
Cathleen grimaced. Along with David Shield, she also knew his daughter Melissa, who even at the age of 17 had been showing herself to be just as talented an inventor as her father, if not more so.
“Melissa doesn’t have anywhere to go right now. I wish that I could take her to Japan with me, but with my duties as a hero, a teacher, handling my new protégé, on top of all of the villain attacks that have been occurring, I don’t think I would be able to keep her safe.” Cathleen could practically hear All Might dragging his hand across his face in frustration. “She is almost 18, practically a young woman, but I’m scared for her; both for how people might try to take advantage of her mind, and for people who will see her as the daughter of a traitor. So…I was wondering if I might be able to ask for your help in watching over her?”
“Absolutely!” Cathleen answered immediately. She was practically kicking herself for not thinking to do something for Melissa Shield sooner. “You can count on me, Master, I’ll make sure she’s safe!”
Cathleen heard a welcomed sigh of relief from All Might.
“Thank you, Young Cathleen, I promise that I will pay you back someday…”
“Nope.” Cathleen firmly responded. “You already did when you saved me and my sister and inspired me to become a hero myself. Just…” Cathleen added in concern, “Just…take care of yourself, alright, All Might?”
“…I will do my best.”
It took a bit of wrangling, but Cathleen was able to convince one of the military commanders in charge of her air base, Timothy Agpar, to take Melissa on as an intern as she worked towards her college degree in engineering. This gave Cathleen the opening she needed to let Melissa stay in one of the spare rooms of her house.
Once they were finished bringing in all of Melissa’s stuff (she had a lot of tools), the young blonde woman nervously approached Cathleen.
“Ms. Bate…thank y…”
“I’m going to stop you there.” Cathleen said with her hand out. “It’s going to get really awkward if you call me ‘Ms. Bate’ here, just call me Cathleen, or better yet, Cassie.” She said with a grin. “We’re housemates now, after all!”
Melissa managed an awkward smile in response.
“Okay…Cassie…thank you for taking me in.”
“No problem, Melissa.” Cathleen answered warmly. The poor girl was still clearly struggling with her father’s conviction, looking as if she was going to break into tears again, and Cathleen couldn’t blame her. She patted Melissa on the shoulder, thinking of something to cheer her up.
“Hey!” she suddenly pronounced. “How about we go get some breakfast?”
About an hour later, Cathleen had brought Melissa to the mess hall of the Arlington Air Base. Here, Cathleen introduced Melissa to Vince, the head ‘crepe chef,’ a heteromorph with a Whooping Crane mutation that Cathleen had built a repertoire with, and in exchange, Vince was willing to be a bit more liberal with how he made Cathleen’s crepes:
“So…you have gummies in your crepes?” Melissa asked, noticing the specific topping Kyle gave to Cathleen.
“I don’t have a problem.” Cathleen said, pulling her plate closer to her body and starting to eat.
“…I didn’t say that you did…” Melissa said bemusedly, before getting enamored with her own crepe.
“You’re going to love it here.” Cathleen assured Melissa as they ate. “This might not be I-Island, but this is where a lot of the country’s aviation research goes, and a lot of it isn’t even for military purposes. Weather monitoring, wireless communications, computer technology, you’ll fit right in.”
Melissa gave Cathleen a bit more of a sincere smile as she ate, hopefully bolstered by the crepe and the promise of the work that she’d get to do.
“Cassie…” she said, putting her plate to the side. “Seriously…thank you. It’s been really hard for me lately, and I wasn’t even thinking about how people might look at me because of what my father did. There was a good chance that most colleges wouldn’t have accepted me were it not for your intervention.”
Cathleen frowned as she saw a few tears gather behind Melissa’s glasses and she thought about some of the conversations that she had with the brass when she was arguing for Melissa to be given this internship. While Timothy had her back like usual, most of the other commanders saw Melissa as a political liability that would be better to keep away from. Thankfully, Cathleen knew how to throw her own political weight around and made it clear that she was going to be supporting Melissa Shield regardless of what anyone else said.
“You don’t deserve to be treated that way.” Cathleen said. “And I’ll make sure everyone knows that. You’re going to do some great things, Melissa. I’m just glad that I’ll get to be there to see them.”
Melissa took her glasses off and rubbed her eyes, smiling at Cathleen before looking at one of the television screens on display and frowning. Cathleen turned and saw that UA was giving a press conference in response to the Summer Camp attack and Bakugou Katsuki’s kidnapping.
“I can’t believe these people…” Cathleen muttered. “Blaming a school for getting attacked by villains…”
The two watched as Aizawa, the homeroom teacher for the class that had been attacked the most by villains, as well as being Bakugou Katsuki’s homeroom teacher, stood up to defend Bakugou Katsuki from the question of whether the League might have tried to kidnap him in order to recruit them to their side.
Cathleen thought of something.
“Melissa…are you okay watching this?” she asked. “From what I know, the Gold Medalist of the Sports Festival gets to go to the I-Expo, so it just occurred to me that you might have known Bakugou.”
Melissa admittedly did look uncomfortable, but not necessarily scared.
“…I met him…”
Cathleen blinked, taken off guard by Melissa’s response.
“…What was he like?”
Melissa stared at Cathleen for a moment.
“I…didn’t spend that much time talking to him…but, do you want me to be honest?”
Cathleen blinked again, nervous about what she was getting into, but wanting to settle something that had been bothering her for a bit.
“If you’re comfortable with it.”
Melissa sighed.
“Honestly…I kind of got the impression that Bakugou was a bully.”
Cathleen winced. She had been watching the 1st Year Sports Festival with her bros, and the impression a lot of them had gotten from Bakugou was not good; the way he disrespected all of his classmates during the Student Pledge, his aggressive and violent behavior, including nearly attacking the other finalist, Todoroki Shoto, after he had been knocked out, culminating in him having to be chained and muzzled during the Awards Ceremony (and boy, was that in of itself disturbing to watch…) However, All Might had smiled and proudly handed Bakugou his Gold Medal (having to put it in his teeth when he refused to hold still,) proudly proclaiming him as the winner. The respect that All Might had shown made Cathleen hold her opinion of Bakugou in abeyance. She trusted All Might, and she trusted UA; if they were standing by Bakugou, she chose to trust that he had the potential to be a hero that they claimed. However…it was disconcerting to hear the opposing opinion expressed by someone who had actually met the boy.
“What gave you that impression?” she asked in trepidation.
“Well, that violent behavior he showed at the Sports Festival wasn’t an act, for one.” Melissa said as she was counting down on her fingers. “When the villains attacked, he actually seemed excited by the prospect of hurting people. He was otherwise extremely dismissive towards practically everyone around him, to the point that he didn’t even give them the dignity of referring to them by their own names, instead using names that…frankly just sounded insulting or otherwise demeaning, as if he didn’t care enough to learn the names of his own classmates. And…well…” Melissa frowned in discomfort, “This admittedly never came up, and maybe I’m not being fair about this, but he’s the kind of guy that I’d think twice about revealing my Quirk status to.”
Cathleen glowered. She had to deal with a wide array of villains and otherwise awful people as a hero. In her experience, she could actually sympathize with a lot of people who had been called ‘villains,’ but she had absolutely no pity for bigots who victimized others based off of their physical traits, beliefs, or Quirk status. This was another reason why she and All Might wanted to make sure that Melissa was safe; there were a lot of people who would use the fact that she was Quirkless as a justification to hurt her. Cathleen took a breath; she trusted Melissa, but didn’t want to make a judgement off of someone that she didn’t actually know.
“The weird thing though…was that his classmates mostly didn’t seem to be that bothered by his behavior.” Melissa said, frowning at her plate. “At first, I thought that I was missing context that showed he wasn’t as bad as I thought, but some of the things that he did just made me uncomfortable. He had this one friend with him who kept on laughing off everything that he did even though Bakugou gave him the nickname ‘Shitty Hair.’”
Melissa looked up at Cathleen and must have realized how uncomfortable she was getting, as she stopped talking again and focused on her crepe. Cathleen likewise didn’t want to focus any more on the UA press conference.
“So…were there any students you did like at the I-Expo?” Cathleen tentatively asked.
Melissa blinked.
“Oh, I actually liked most of them!” she said, putting her hands up as if to quell Cathleen’s concerns. “I got to meet Lemillion, and he seemed incredible! But I actually got along really well with Yaoyorozu Momo.”
“Wait, that girl who lost against…what was his name…Tokoyami?” Cathleen asked.
“Yeah! She’s actually extremely smart and her classmates have a lot of respect for her.” Melissa answered with a smile, apparently able to ignore the televisions for the time being. Curious, Cathleen tried to fish for more information.
“Really? She’s that impressive? It sounds like she wasn’t really able to show her stuff at the Sports Festival. Honestly, the only thing I knew about her was that shampoo commercial she was in.”
Melissa winced at the comment.
“Ugh…that was not the experience Yaoyorozu had meant to sign up for. It almost sounds like she and that other hero student were brought there under false pretenses. Trust me, I saw how she acted during the attack, and she was probably one of the most competent people there. I’m really glad that she’s working to become a hero, I was actually thinking of sending her a few Support Gear design ideas that she…” Melissa’s eyes widened as she looked at the television screens again. “Uncle All Might…” she whispered.
Cathleen’s head whipped around as she saw why the news report had gotten her attention again; All Might was in combat with a villain.
For the next few minutes, the entire base was silent as they watched on various screens the historic battle in which the Symbol of Peace fought what might have been his most daunting opponent to date. Most did not know who All Might was fighting, but those with the proper clearance, such as Cathleen, realized that the masked figure was probably the ageless villain All For One, and the real stakes of this fight. It was perhaps the only time in anyone’s life that they actually saw All Might struggle against an opponent, to the point of actually being on the backfoot several times. Cathleen almost felt her heart stop as she saw her mentor reduced to a skeletal form, All For One boasting to the world that this was All Might’s true form, only for the hero to finally muster up the power that he needed to finally crush the villain with one last Smash.
All Might, his skeletal form revealed to the world, lifted his finger to the camera.
“You’re next.”
The base broke out in cheers at All Might’s victory, Cathleen and Melissa joining, but both only really did so as they were caught up in the excitement, as both were still horrified at what they had seen and the daunting realization of what this meant.
All Might’s time was done.
Cathleen stood on the X-66 jet of her squad flying hundreds of miles above the city of Manila, ready to leap off. She, her squad, and a cadre of WHA heroes had been asked by the government of the Philippines to aid in a mission to take down the villain Nine and his gang. Weeks earlier, Nine had made his presence known when he had nearly destroyed Nabu Island in Japan with a massive storm. The idea of a villain with such a powerful Weather Manipulation Quirk would have been frightening, but seen as manageable by the Philippine heroes, were it not for additional information that the WHA had found out about Nine in the aftermath of the disaster. Apparently, Nine had somehow stolen the Quirk of a young boy named Shimano Katsuma, ‘Cell Activation.’
The ability to steal people’s Quirks. That meant All For One was involved somehow. A double agent planted within the League of Villains had managed to divulge that Nine had been granted a weakened copy of All For One’s Quirk, allowing him to steal a maximum of eight more Quirks on top of his own. Nine had stolen Cell Activation to counteract the physical strain Weather Manipulation had on his body, and the heroes had confirmed that Nine had managed to steal ‘Air Wall,’ ‘Scanning,’ ‘Bullet Laser,’ ‘Hydra,’ and recently stolen the Quirk ‘Power Boost’ from the hero ‘Carabaoman,’ culminating in a villain with power that the Philippine heroes weren’t properly equipped to handle. All of this in the hands of a Darwinist supervillain seeking to create a new society where the strong ruled over the weak. Obviously, an extremely dangerous individual, and someone that Cathleen personally wanted to snap in half like a chicken bone.
Moments ago, the heroes were finally given an alert by one of their undercover agents that Nine and his gang were seen around the Manila Humarise temple, and put their plan into action.
Normally, with a mission like this, Cathleen wouldn’t be in costume as Star and Stripe, probably instead wearing a black tactical uniform, knowing that the presence of such a world-famous hero would immediately tip off Nine and lead to him fleeing, or worse, instigating a confrontation and putting thousands of people living in Manila at risk. However, there was a snag with this; one of Nine’s Quirks, ‘Scanning,’ allowed him to detect the Quirks of people around him, along with their strength. Someone with a Quirk as strong as Cathleen’s New Order would definitely tip him off, no matter what precautions they took. This was why Cathleen was currently flying hundreds of miles above the city, out of range of Nine’s Quirk.
The plan to neutralize Nine and his gang was rather straightforward, and generally unlike most operations heroes would undertake. The taskforce would corner the gang, give them one chance to surrender, and if they made a move to fight, shoot them with snipers set up on the surrounding buildings. Not generally the ‘heroic’ approach, but considering the sheer strength of Nine and his allies, it was agreed that they posed too great a threat to dance around with. Guns were often seen as ineffective against Quirks in this day and age, but Cathleen had been around enough military hardware to know how facetious that idea was. Unless someone had a Quirk that granted them a specific resistance to such an attack, a bullet could kill a villain or a hero just as easily as it could anyone else. Nine’s Scanning wouldn’t be helpful for locating any snipers in a city if their Quirks weren’t any stronger than anyone else’s. Cathleen was really there as a last resort; no one wanted two powerhouses to get into a fight in the middle of a crowded city, All Might’s fight against All For One still fresh in everyone’s minds.
Unfortunately, things went FUBAR pretty quickly, as an explosion went off within the Humarise temple.
“Alpha team, Nine and his gang are fighting with the Humarise cultists, there’s bodies everywhere!”
“Damn. Take Nine’s group out now!”
“I’ve got a confirmed kill on Mummy, over.”
“Bravo team, we’ve got Chimera subdued.”
“Command, this is Delta, I’ve got Slice in critical condition; it looks like one of the cultists she attacked got a lucky hit in…”
“For Humanity’s salvation!”
Cathleen heard a shout from over the radio, echoed several times by other cultists.
“Sir…the cultists are attacking us! Skycrawler got a knife in the leg, I only just got him out!”
“Star and Stripe, we need you here, now!” the commander barked.
“Roger that.” Cathleen said over her radio. She activated her second order of her Quirk on herself before leaping from the jet, using a specialized pair of goggles to help her locate her target as she plummeted through the skies. With the few miliseconds she had, she picked out a spot free of people or buildings and slammed to the ground, the first order she habitually had active granting her the resilience she needed to withstand the impact without issue. Just her luck, Nine was walking out from the massive hole he had blasted in the Humarise temple just as she landed. The villain stared in awe at Cathleen;
“New Order…with that Quirk I’ll be invincible!”
Cathleen didn’t give him any more time to think, launching herself towards the villain, too fast for him to counter with his ranged Quirks, but just slow enough that he had time to reach out and grab Cathleen’s arm.
“Yes! I…”
Nine’s look of exultation vanished as his face paled. Cathleen grinned as Nine felt the effect of the order she had set before jumping, altering reality on whatever target she made physical contact with:
“Cathleen Bate can disable other people’s Quirks through physical contact.”
In the next instant, Cathleen wrapped her hands around Nine’s head;
“Nighty, night!”
And slammed her forehead against Nine’s skull, likely cracking it and knocking the villain out cold.
With Nine defeated, the other heroes quickly moved in and restrained Nine, ensuring that he wouldn’t be able to break free even with all of his Quirks. Considering the scope of his crimes and the incredible threat that Nine posed, he was probably going to be executed. Cathleen didn’t mule over that any more than she needed to and proceeded to assist the other heroes rescuing those caught in Nine’s explosion, but also to deal with the hostile Humarise cultists. It seemed that the moment that the heroes stepped into the temple, the remaining cultists took offence to that and rushed at them, requiring that Cathleen knock them out.
As Cathleen thought about the situation, it made sense that something like this would happen. Humarise was a Doomsday cult that held the Quirk Singularity Theory, the belief that Quirks would eventually grow too powerful for humans to control, as their religion and thus hated Quirks, while Nine and his gang were Quirk supremacists. It was inevitable that Nine’s first target after gaining the Quirk he needed to stabilize his body would be to target Humarise. Now, if only those that were still alive would stop attacking the heroes trying to rescue them.
It was a good thing that Cathleen had a way to neutralize Nine so quickly, she realized as she observed the damage the villain and his gang had caused in their brief rampage. Many of the cultists had simply been crushed or buried beneath the rubble from Nine’s explosion, while others had been torn or sliced apart, frozen, nearly-vaporized, or electrocuted.
Finally, Cathleen and the heroes reached the bottom floor of the temple, where, of all things, they found a lab.
“…What am I looking at?”
At the center of the lab was a black box with a glowing red light in the center.
“Stand back…” a hero ordered, stepping closer to the box before his eyes shined as he used his Quirk, allowing him to analyze foreign substances. As soon as he did though, the hero paled.
“My God…what in the world were they doing here?”
“What is it?” Cathleen asked. The hero kept his eyes on the box as if he expected it to bite him as he turned his head towards the other heroes.
“It’s a bomb…filled with a modified version of Trigger in gaseous form. If my analysis is correct, the Trigger gas would be so powerful that anyone who breathed it in would have their Quirks boosted to the point that it would destroy them. A dose like that would turn practically any Quirked person into a living bomb.”
The sound of rocks shifting was the only warning the heroes got. A robed figure that the Philippine heroes recognized at the temple’s leader pulled himself out of a pile of rubble and sprinted towards the Trigger Bomb.
“For Humanity’s Salvation!”
“Nope.”
Cathleen blitzed faster than the eye could see, grabbing the man by the neck before he could slam his hand down on a big red button they could only assume was the trigger for the bomb.
“Get your hands off of me, you diseased filth! You have not right to trespass on our sacred grounds!”
“Hey, Agilaman,” Cathleen said to one of the Filipino heroes present, “What’s this guy’s name?”
“Multo Butangero.” A hero with eagle-like traits answered.
“Alright…well, considering we have a WMD here and this guy just tried to activate it, I think that I have enough probable cause to use my Quirk on him.” Cathleen announced before activating a new order; “Multo Butangero will truthfully and completely answer any question he’s asked.”
“I will do no such thing!” the cultist shouted. “I will not so easily…”
“Why do you have this bomb here?” Cathleen asked.
“The Humanity Salvation Device is meant to be used to kill all heroes that will be lured to Manila by a secondary device, along with all others in major cities around the world by the will of Flect Turn.” Multo answered, his eyes widening in horror as he realized what he had done. In a frantic move, he attempted to shove something in his mouth, only for Cathleen to grab and pull out the cyanide pill.
“No.” she said, barely able to restrain herself in her fury from popping this man’s head like a zit. “We are going to be having a good, long talk.”
One week later, Cathleen was in Otheon, participating in a simultaneous worldwide endeavor to invade the Humarise temples and disable their Trigger Bombs, with her mission being the most important, due to the cult leader Flect Turn being the only one capable of activating the bombs. Thanks to their fortune in finding out about Humarise’s plot, they were able to surprise Humarise just a week before they would have instituted their plan. Now, the only problem left was dealing with Flect Turn himself.
“I will not be swayed from my sacred duty by such diseased filth!” the glowing blue man shouted as he reflected one of Cathleen’s hits back at her, following up by using his Quirk to shred the stone floor around him and blast it towards her like shrapnel. On top of this, Cathleen had to contend with the Humarise base’s turrets firing on her, slowly wearing down even her prodigious strength. She responded by clapping her hands together, creating a shockwave the destroyed most of the turrets, but again was reflected back at her by Flect Turn’s strange Quirk.
“Your efforts are useless! Even I cannot control my curse! No matter can touch me!”
Well…that was clearly wrong, considering the fact that the man was wearing clothes that weren’t being blasted off of his body. But, it was helpful for him to explain how his Quirk worked so she could beat him. Cathleen smirked and activated a new order:
“All of the air in front of me is sleeping gas.”
To Flect Turn’s horror, the air became pink and hazy. He attempted to use his Quirk to blast it away, only to realize too late that he also blasted away all of his oxygen, forcing him to collapse to the ground, gasping for air. By that point, it was a simple matter for Cathleen to wait a minute while she simply stood still with her gas mask (the heroes had taken precautions in case they were exposed to the gas themselves.) After gasping and attempting to sputter out some more platitudes, Flect Turn finally lost consciousness and Cathleen cancelled her order, allowing her to arrest Flect Turn with the other heroes that had joined her. She breathed a sigh of relief as the mainframe controlling all of the Trigger Bombs worldwide was safely shut down.
That evening, after the mission had been completed, Cathleen began to wonder how things were going in Japan. Humarise had their own temple there, after all, so she gave All Might a call.
“Young Cathleen?”
“Master, how are you? Did the heroes have any problems in Tokyo with Humarise?”
“No, no, they did fine.” All Might answered. “The temple was cleared out and the bombs disabled. You did a fine job, Young Cathleen. Your actions have likely saved thousands, if not millions of people.”
Cathleen frowned, hearing her mentor’s voice. While he was praising her, he sounded even more tired than when he had asked her to take care of Melissa.
“Master…are you okay?”
There was no answer at first, making Cathleen even more worried.
“There’s nothing to worry about, Young Cathleen. Just…problems that I can’t do anything to fix.”
It hurt Cathleen to hear her mentor, the Symbol of Peace (and she still saw him as that even if Yagi Toshinori wasn’t an active hero anymore,) speak so lowly of himself.
“Is there anything I could do to help?” she asked. “I could take some time off to visit.”
All Might gave a weary sigh.
“I’m afraid not, Cathleen. This isn’t the sort of thing you could help us with. I wouldn’t want to bother you anyway; you’re likely going to be very busy cleaning up Humarise.”
That point was sadly true, much to Cathleen’s consternation. While they had taken out Humarise’s leadership, the WHA wanted to make sure that the organization wasn’t going to threaten anyone else again, and the fact was that a global cult like Humarise simply took a lot of effort to deal with. Cathleen didn’t want to just leave her mentor like this though.
“Master…whatever the problem is…you can talk to me about it. You’ve done so much for me, and for everyone else.”
“…You’re doing plenty for me already, Young Cathleen. I appreciate you taking in Melissa. Please…just make sure to keep watching out for her.”
“…I will, Master. You have my word. Please…take care of yourself.”
Cathleen hung her phone up and sighed. Somehow that phone call was so much more draining than her fight against Flect Turn. She just hoped that All Might could catch a break…
Cathleen was all but ready to scramble the jets herself and blast over to Japan, regardless of the trouble it would get her in, when she saw what was going on in Japan, and it was only because of Timothy talking her down that she avoided getting court-martialed for breaching international waters with military hardware. Still, she had her costume on and ready as the military announced a state of DEFCON 3 as the destructive potential of the PLF was revealed; the League of Villains having managed to take control of a restored Meta Liberation Army, a massive bioweapon named Gigantomachia, and their leader Shigaraki, enhanced to a monstrous level by being granted the Quirk of All For One. The Japanese heroes were all swatted away like flies, being crushed and torn to pieces by the overwhelming force.
Perhaps what was most horrifying to Cathleen and Melissa, who had been watching with her in the mess hall, was the fact that the UA students were fighting alongside the heroes against the PLF.
“Those kids…” Cathleen spoke in horror. “Some of them are just sixteen years old…how in the world could the HPSC send them out to fight something like this?”
It was worse for Melissa, having personally met some of those students, watching as they were being expected to somehow come up with a plan to defeat the monster Gigantomachia, or watching as Lemillion confronted the abomination that Shigaraki had been turned into. The news reporters could only film the fight from so far away, but they could see enough, as Lemillion and Shigaraki blitzed around each other, hitting each other with impacts that sounded like cannon blasts. Eventually, the weakened Shigaraki was picked up by the arrival of Gigantomachia and the rest of the PLF’s leadership. Lemillion appeared as a flickering light, before releasing a mass of black tendrils that grabbed the heroes and most of the villains apart from Shigaraki and flinging them away. He vanished for just a few seconds, only for a beam of light to jet out of the ground, impaling both Shigaraki and Gigantomachia. There was a shout that could be heard even as far as the reporters;
“POWER!!!”
And an explosion enveloped Shigaraki, Gigantomachia, and the swarms of Nomu. When the camera finally stopped shaking and refocused, Cathleen and the rest of the world saw what was left. Stubs of Gigantomachia’s limbs were sticking out of the ground, the rest of his body vaporized, a haze of black mist blowing away where Shigaraki had been on the monster’s back. Spearing through them both was a vapor trail that extended all the way into space.
“Togata…” Melissa whimpered, collapsing to her knees. “No…”
There was silence in the mess hall, until Cathleen raised her hand to her head in salute to Lemillion, All Might’s last disciple, a move followed by every soldier present.
“Godspeed, bro.”
“In a stunning move today, the World Heroes Association has rescinded Japan’s membership. As such, Japanese heroes are no longer allowed to operate outside of Japan.” A reporter announced on the television that Melissa was watching while she idly picked apart some gizmo she was working on. Cathleen was working in the kitchen, but was paying just as much attention, even if she would rather not be hearing it.
“I’m afraid that the situation is a lot more dire than that, Diane.” Another speaker with striped skin interjected. “While officially, that is all the WHA has authority to do in regards to Japanese heroes, WHA membership is granted to all UN member states. The only countries that aren’t granted membership are those that have used their hero systems to commit crimes against humanity, oftentimes to prop up an authoritarian regime.”
“Anthony, are you saying that Japan is on the same level as something like North Korea?” Diane asked. The other speaker, Anthony, nodded.
“We’ve seen that the HPSC drafted teenagers into a battle against an army numbered in the thousands, not even counting whatever biological monstrosities the League had been using, you cannot compare the kinds of street crimes that hero students are supposed to be training against with a force of that magnitude. The use of child soldiers is a crime against humanity, so I can only assume that is how the WHA sees it. We really have to question now, just what else were Japanese heroes getting up to in their own country, let alone the rest of the world? The investigations have confirmed that the HPSC used Lady Nagant to assassinate some of their own heroes, but what else? Could the HPSC have been performing assassinations in other countries? Kidnappings? Could they have been instigating disasters themselves? Can we really trust anything that the Japanese heroes have done? Can we trust that they were operating as heroes at all?”
“Melissa, could you please shut that off?” Cathleen asked, finally fed up. Melissa complied with her own glower towards the television.
Japan’s problems hadn’t ended at Jaku. Even disregarding the footage that found its way to news outlets abroad from Japan of Hawks killing Twice, and of Dabi revealing himself as Todoroki Toya, a child born from a Quirk Marriage his father Endeavor forced Todorki Rei into, once the UN saw that the HPSC had drafted child soldiers to fight an army, they and the WHA sent investigators to the country.
It was almost a relief to Cathleen that she wasn’t allowed to assist the investigation, considering how her relationship with All Might could have biased her. Each day after the Battle of Jaku though revealed some new crime, another act of corruption perpetrated by the Japanese HPSC, another stain on the reputation of Japan’s heroes.
“Cassie?” Melissa spoke up from the couch, putting her work down.
“Yeah?” Cathleen answered. It was only when she responded that Melissa turned to Cathleen with a conflicted expression.
“…Do you think that the WHA made the right call in rescinding Japan’s membership?”
Cathleen heaved a frustrated sigh, before sitting down next to Melissa.
“…I hate this. I hate what the WHA’s actions say to the world about the heroes of my master’s homeland.” Cathleen grimaced, bowing her head. “I also hate that I can’t disagree with them. What the HPSC did, just what we know already, using heroes like that…” Cathleen turned and gave a hard stare at Melissa. “Look…heroes have killed. Sometimes we have to. But there has to be transparency to it. What the HPSC did, covering up this stuff, pretending that the country operated off a perfect justice…that couldn’t work. And that’s not counting everything else they’ve gotten into.”
“Like using child soldiers.” Melissa pointed out, glowering, still horrified that friends that she had made, younger even then her, had been forced into a conflict so deadly. Cathleen groaned, leaning back in her seat.
“…Technically speaking, the ICC defines the use of ‘child soldiers’ as the enlistment of children under the age of 15 into combat, and all of the hero students were at least 15 by that point. Really though, when you’re dealing with a force of that scale, and the fact that many of those kids had only just completed their first year of training, the difference is kind of moot, especially considering the WHA’s standards. So yeah, frankly, that is horrifying, and the HPSC should be removed from power after what they’ve done. With what we know now, the WHA can’t allow heroes under the authority of an organization like that to operate outside of their country.”
Melissa’s gaze fell back to her work, without really looking at it. Cathleen tried to smile and get Melissa’s attention.
“Hey, it’s going to be alright. Japan’s going to have a rough time for a bit, but once they get people they can trust running the HPSC, or whatever new organization they’ll come up with, Japan can reapply for membership. This is just something that has to happen. It’ll be tough, but they’re going to come out of this better.”
Melissa looked back at Cathleen, unconvinced.
“Cassie…Uncle All Might wouldn’t have known about any of that stuff, right?”
“Of course not.” Cathleen answered, putting a hand on Melissa’s shoulder in an effort to comfort her. “All Might would never let these things happen on his watch. You know that he would never condone the HPSC using heroes as assassins.”
“I can believe that…” Melissa said. “But…there was also what Endeavor did…It’s just…” she chewed on her lip before looking up at Cathleen. “Do you remember what I told you about how the UA students acted around Bakugou?”
Cathleen paused in thought about what Melissa was saying.
“Yes?”
“I can’t help but wonder if maybe…my uncle might look at Endeavor the same way, saying that because he’s a hero, he can’t be a bad guy, even if he hurt his wife and kids.”
Cathleen frowned in thought. This was an unfortunately legitimate point. Though she loved Japan, she loved Japanese heroes, and loved when she got to visit the country when she went to All Might conventions, every now and then she picked up the cultural dissonance that existed between Japan and her country. She loved how polite and courteous Japanese people were, how they didn’t have the “me-first” mentality so prevalent in the U.S., but there was also the flip of that collectivist mindset, which meant that if certain individuals couldn’t fit in, say, if they were Quirkless like Melissa, they could find themselves ostracized.
“I don’t think so.” Cathleen answered after a moment. “If All Might had known, the League would have mentioned that, to try to discredit him and the heroes more.”
Melissa nodded, accepting the logic of that point, but neither she nor Cathleen could shake the question of ‘what if?’ Eventually, Cathleen sighed and looked at her watch.
“Hey, it’s almost time. Do you mind if we turn the TV back on and hear what the prime minister has to say?
Melissa nodded, allowing Cathleen to turn the TV back on to a news station present at the Japanese prime minister’s announcement.
Yes, Cathleen thought to herself, this was something that needed to be done. It was horrifying that this revelation only came about in the wake of a battle that killed thousands of people, but hopefully they could learn from this. Japan could start over, rebuild its hero system, and people’s trust in…
“Though the UN investigation is still ongoing, the findings it has brought to light so far have been deemed requiring immediate response. Due to the decision of the WHA to withdraw membership from Japan, and the reveal of how badly our hero system has failed to uphold justice and order, it is the decision of myself and of Parliament to dissolve the HPSC, and to integrate our pro heroes into Japan’s police force and emergency services.”
Cathleen and Melissa stared aghast at the screen, barely able to comprehend what the prime minister had just said.
“Cathleen…” Melissa spoke up. “Does…does that mean what I think it means? Japan’s just…not going to have heroes anymore?”
Cathleen couldn’t answer, not immediately.
“This is a temporary thing.” She asserted. “Maybe they just need time to restructure their hero system. Clear it out completely to remove all of the corrupt elements, and start over.” She stood up, refusing to accept what she had just heard, not then. “The prime minister was probably forced to do this to bow to public pressure…but people will eventually see that they need heroes.”
Cathleen said this, but it was as much to herself as it was to Melissa. Wanting to keep busy, to keep herself focused on the next step, she pulled her cellphone out.
“Let’s give All Might a call. I want him to know that I’m standing with him, no matter what…”
Cathleen rang, but her mentor did not answer. That was okay. It was to be expected, with Togata’s funeral being that day, followed by the weight of this announcement. Cathleen understood. She would be there for All Might, just as he had been there for her.
“Introducing our guest to talk about her perspective on the pro hero movement in Japan, please welcome, Star and Stripe!”
Cathleen walked onto the stage, waving and beaming at the cheering audience, striding over to the talk show host, Lyle Sander before sitting in the proffered chair.
“So, Star and Stripe, what’s your take on the situation in Japan?” Lyle asked.
Cathleen shook her head in frustration.
“It’s tough for them right now. They found out that the commission that they trusted to run their hero system was corrupt, and they're feeling the effects of that. I can only imagine what it must be like to try to rebuild after all of that.”
“But you disagree with the measures that the Japanese government has taken in response to these revelations?” Lyle asked.
“I disagree with one of the measures that they’ve taken, that being to dissolve the hero system entirely.” Cathleen responded. “There are a lot of measures that they have taken that I do agree with; trying to give more funding and manpower to the police and other emergency services, for example. However, I believe that dissolving the hero system completely is a bad idea.” Cathleen explained, laying out her points; “Yes, the HPSC was corrupt, and it is good that Japan took measures to ensure that those that participated in that corruption are brought to justice, not to mention the heroes that took advantage of that corruption and profited off of it.” She admitted. “However, there were also many heroes who were not corrupt, who did what they could to help others. There were thousands of heroes that showed their courage and dedication against the PLF; the villains there were only stopped because of the heroes present! All Might and Sir Nighteye,” Cathleen adamantly persisted in referring to those in the pro hero movement by their hero names, “are correct; removing the hero system in its entirety is insulting to the memory of those that died at the Battle of Jaku. And just look at the state of the country now that the system has been removed!” Cathleen held her hand out as if she was gesturing towards the country. “The economy is in shambles, they’ve lost a huge portion of their law enforcement, and from what we can glean about the mental state of the average Japanese citizen, they’re in shock! Changes need to happen, certainly, but not like this.”
“How did you react when you learned about everything that was revealed in the aftermath of Jaku?” Lyle asked.
Cathleen sighed.
“I was shocked. At first, I didn’t believe it. In general, you’d want to question the words of terrorists,” she spoke with contempt before admitting, “but when so much was confirmed to be true, I was just shocked. I couldn’t believe that the Japanese HPSC would ever do half of the things that they did. I might have not known Endeavor personally either, but I was certainly horrified to hear that he had forced his wife into a Quirk marriage…it’s just…disgusting…disgusting and pitiful.” Cathleen grimaced in distaste before looking back to Lyle. “Heroes should not be motivated by competition, and I would have thought better of a hero of such renown to be so insecure that he would have a Quirk marriage just to give birth to a hero stronger than All Might out of spite. I just…I feel so sorry for his wife and his children, to be forced into that kind of environment.”
Lyle shook his head in sympathy.
“It really is saddening to hear. And it’s like you said, Japan is dealing with a lot of struggles right now. So many people died, their economy is in shambles, and whatever direction they take as far as heroes go in the future, their law enforcement is probably one of the areas that they’re struggling the most with. It sounds like Japan has been having a hard time encouraging enough people to join its emergency responders, which has been making the problem worse; they just don’t have people enforcing laws or helping with rescue work.”
The reporter turned to Cathleen with a frustrated, albeit wary look.
“This actually is related to something else that has been concerning me about how people perceive Japan right now: Some have suggested that Japan’s problems in reinvigorating their police and rescue forces is indicative of societal apathy in the wake of the hero system; that people have grown so used to heroes protecting them that the average citizen doesn’t know or care enough to do it for themselves or for anyone else. What is your response to that?”
“I’m personally annoyed by those kinds of accusations.” Cathleen pointed out, frowning. “We don’t know what it’s like for people going through this right now, and it’s unfair to assume that there is something morally wrong with the people of Japan just because they are struggling. I maintain what All Might has said in the past; that anyone can be a hero. It’s hard, but I believe that there will always be people willing to stand up to save each other. This is exactly why we need heroes! I know I’m biased, but heroes inspire us and make us want to become better, to put our lives on the line for the sake of others.”
It wasn’t by Cathleen’s intent, but her statement elicited applause from the live audience, making Cathleen grin. She could only hope that this would lend All Might and Sir Nighteye the public support that they needed to bolster their movement.
Cathleen stood in front of Timothy Agpar in one of their meeting rooms. Though she wasn’t in any kind of trouble, there was a definite tension in the air.
“How are you, Cathleen?” Timothy asked.
“…I’m fine, sir.”
Timothy didn’t seem convinced though, giving Cathleen a sympathetic look.
“…You know, Cathleen, you can talk to me, if you want. I like to think that I’m not just a work colleague, after all.”
Cathleen tried to maintain her composure, not wanting to dwell on what had happened the day before in Japan, but eventually she groaned in frustration, pinching the bridge of her nose.
“That kid…” Cathleen growled. “A kid who All Might gave a Gold Medal to on national television, that All Might was willing to give up his career to rescue, that stood by him and supported him no matter what doubts anyone had for him…went and killed sixteen people.” She summarized before slamming her fist on the table. “Heroes don’t act like that. They’re not selfish, they don’t hurt people for fun, and they don’t act entitled and throw a temper tantrum when they don’t get what they want!” Cathleen shouted. Timothy simply stood patiently, giving Cathleen the chance to let it all out. “All Might put so much stock into that boy, UA put so much stock into him, and what does he do? He goes out and proves everyone that was trying to pull UA down right! Six…sixteen people…” Cathleen bowed her head in mourning. “Sixteen people…”
Eventually, Cathleen pulled herself back together.
“Because so much stock was put in that boy, that UA and All Might were basically holding him up as a future hero, that is what people are thinking of when they see the Japanese hero system.”
Cathleen hung her head contritely. She had dealt with villains with genocidal might, halted natural disasters, and yet somehow, the actions of an angry teenager felt more devastating to her.
“This…this is going to hurt my old master. There’s no walking around it. He sunk too much of his support into Bakugou, and people are going to judge him for it now.”
Timothy sighed.
“I’m sorry, Cathleen. I wish that I had something encouraging to offer you.”
Cathleen shook her head.
“There’s nothing I can do about it now, but I’ll keep supporting All Might no matter what.”
“I won’t say no,” Timothy replied, “but be careful. You don’t want to end up linking yourself too much with something that could lead to another scandal.”
“Hmph.” Cathleen smirked defiantly. “When has something like public approval ever stopped me from doing what I thought was right?”
Timothy shook his head fondly.
“Anyway, was that all you wanted to talk about?” Cathleen asked.
“I don’t think that it’s anything that you need to worry about,” Timothy replied, “but the investigations that happened in Japan? They’re going to be happening here.”
Cathleen looked at Timothy quizzically.
“Really? Are people that paranoid?”
“More like they’re being introspective.” Timothy answered. “We want to make sure that we don’t have the same kinds of problems with our own hero system, but if we do, that it won’t cause the same kind of scandal.” He shrugged nonchalantly. “I doubt that you have anything to worry about in that regards…unless you decide to run off and start an international incident.”
“I make no promises.” Cathleen answered with a smirk. She walked away more confident, but as she considered Timothy’s warning, she had to wonder; what Bakugous, Endeavors, and Lady Nagants might be hiding in plain sight in the hero system of her country?
Cathleen sighed in frustration as she read another article on her phone, this one announcing that Sir Nighteye’s sidekick ‘Bubble Girl’ had left his agency, and by extension the pro hero movement. Normally, this would be beneath the notice of the international press, but considering the attention that Japan, the pro hero movement, and Sir Nighteye had on them right now, it meant that the most minute details of his and All Might’s life were on display, including the rumors surrounding Bubble Girl, or rather, Awata’s departure. Admittedly, Cathleen didn’t know Sir Nighteye that well, but she balked at the idea that someone so close and trusted by her mentor would be guilty of half of the ridiculous rumors being thrown out on social media. Seriously, a ‘Tickle Machine?’ Really? There was no way that someone who acted that dignified, who had managed to rebuild his relationship with All Might, would ever do something so ridiculously invasive.
Right?
Cathleen shook her head, forcing herself to get back to focusing on her patrol. Checking the news nowadays was always frustrating, even if Cathleen knew that it paid to be informed about current events. Despite efforts to keep the results of internal investigations from blowing up on the media, quite a few heroes and the officials within the U.S.’s own hero system had become the subject of scandal as Internal Affairs began to dig up America’s own share of misconduct. Some had taken bribes, some were guilty of embezzlement, excessive force, evidence tampering, drug use, some had shown a pattern of profiling based off of race or Quirk, and in the wake of the reveal of Endeavor’s familial abuse, the spouses and children of many other prominent heroes and public figures began to talk about their own experiences being abused, or even being the victims of Quirk marriages themselves.
It was frustrating, Cathleen had to admit, as she leapt from building to building, scanning for any possible problems, but ultimately, she believed she should be glad that this was happening; it wouldn’t do for these kinds of crimes to go unpunished. In her case, as Timothy pointed out, she didn’t have much to worry about, but the way in which her work was scrutinized made her feel uncomfortable. Not that investigators were looking too close for comfort, but because they barely glanced at her, merely acting excited to be in her presence, almost dismissing the idea that she could be guilty of anything at all. Granted, it was encouraging to know that she had that kind of faith from the public, but she had to wonder if heroes like Endeavor had similar faith, the assumption of ‘this is one of our top heroes, there’s no way that they could be involved in anything nefarious!’ In contrast, some heroes like Captain Celebrity who had been the subject of multiple scandals in the past were placed under much heavier scrutiny both by investigators and the public. (Which was particularly upsetting to Cathleen because she knew and respected Christopher Skyline quite a bit. Yes, he had a reputation for being a skirt-chaser in his earlier years, but most of that was an act more than him performing any actual impropriety. In the years since his visit to Japan, he had worked hard to change his image to be a good father and husband.)
Cathleen had to admit that this was a weakness of the hero system; image played a big role in their work. Impropriety, or even the suggestion of impropriety, had a much bigger impact on one’s job and their ability to perform their job unimpeded when they were a figure in the public spotlight.
Coincidentally as she was thinking of Captain Celebrity, Cathleen picked out one of his sidekicks navigating through the streets on his own patrol, one which, as soon as Cathleen saw him, she immediately developed a desire to talk to.
“Skycrawler!” Cathleen greeted, landing on top of one of the buildings that the former Japanese vigilante and a teenage girl in a hero costume were taking a break on. Skycrawler perked up and grinned, waving at America’s No. 1 Hero, while the girl, whom Cathleen could see had blonde hair, blue eyes, and horns sticking out of her head, stared at Cathleen starstruck.
“Star and Stripe! What brings you here?” Skycrawler responded with thickly accented English. Cathleen could remember when the man first arrived in the U.S. and could barely speak the language at all, but thankfully he had applied himself and did his best with the contentious reputation he had unfortunately carried over from Japan.
“Just wanted to check up on my fellow heroes. And who might this be?” Cathleen turned towards the blonde teenager, whom, now that Cathleen could see more clearly, looked somewhat familiar to her.
“This is my…well…Captain Celebrity’s intern, Rocketti. He asked me to show her around. He’s busy with a gang he doesn’t want interns around for.” Skycrawler explained.
“St…Star and Stripe…” Rocketti sputtered out, shaking in her boots.
“Well, nice to meet you, Rocketti!” Cathleen greeted the teenager. “Hey…actually, I was wondering, you look kind of familiar…”
This statement caused Rocketti to stop shaking, only to grimace uncomfortably along with her mentor, and Cathleen immediately realized she had made a mistake. Rocketti tried to smile in response, though she couldn’t look at Cathleen in the eye.
“My family just moved back to the U.S. this year…I transferred from UA.” She explained.
Cathleen’s eyes widened in shock as she realized what this meant; she had probably seen this girl when she was in the previous year’s Sports Festival, but also possibly in footage from the Battle of Jaku. Cathleen was probably just the latest in a series of people reminding this poor girl of the most horrifying day of her life. In an attempt to comfort the girl, Cathleen put her hand on Rocketti’s shoulder and smiled.
“I’m glad you’re here. I wish you hadn’t gone through all of that, but standing strong as you did, I can tell that you are going to be a great hero.”
Rocketti smiled more sincerely before wiping a few tears from her eyes. Cathleen still felt guilty for opening up old wounds though and wanted to make up for it, putting her plan to talk to Skycrawler to the side for the time being.
“Hey, how about I patrol with you two?”
This thankfully perked up Rocketti, who practically bounced on her feet in giddiness at the chance to work with her home country’s Number One Hero.
“Well, who am I to say no to that?” Skycrawler answered.
The two attempted carjackers sprinted for their lives, trying to get lost in the crowds. There was no way that they were going to get into a fight with Star and Stripe of all people. Were they not hyped up on adrenaline, it might have occurred to them that there was no realistic way that two street thugs like them could ever manage to outrun a hero that could move at hypersonic speeds, but somehow, they had run out of sight of the hero, making the crowds part in front of them by flashing their Quirks threateningly.
“I think we lost her!”
“I can’t believe it! We…GACK!”
Both thugs suddenly felt themselves getting snagged around their collars and thrown against a brick wall, a pair of horns pinning them there.
“Nice job, Rocketti!” Skycrawler praised his intern, who had positioned herself in an ambush point after Star and Stripe scared the two towards her. The crowds cheered for the teenager, especially when Star and Stripe caught up and gave Rocketti her own praise. Most of the day passed by in this manner, though Skycrawler had Rocketti spend a lot of time helping with him in smaller ways; helping old people cross the street, giving people directions, helping to change a flat tire; it was a trait that Cathleen respected about Skycrawler and appreciated that he took the time to instill those kinds of values in Rocketti. It was probably quite surreal for people watching Star and Stripe following the two as they picked up litter, while she was carrying a dumpster on her shoulder. It was simple work, but exhausting, so Cathleen treated the two to lunch, picking up some hot dogs from a street vendor and finding an empty rooftop to eat in peace. As the three ate, Cathleen couldn’t help but still be curious about Rocketti, or rather Pony Tsunotori as she learned.
“Rocketti…would you mind if I asked you some questions?”
The girl looked up at Cathleen and nodded.
“Sure!”
“How are you handling moving back here?”
Rocketti frowned, looking away from Cathleen for a moment, worrying her that she had crossed a line again.
“…It’s tough.” She admitted in a quiet voice. “I just…I left my classmates so soon after Jaku…” she admitted, her voice quavering.
Cathleen put a comforting arm over the girl’s shoulders, letting her know that she was there. Rockett managed a smile at Cathleen’s gesture.
“I’m…still trying to deal with it. Moving, trying to fit into a new school. Just…” she winced, “what I’ve been through…but…” Rocketti took a breath to steady herself. “I’m doing my best to deal with it. My parents were able to find me a good therapist. She’s been helping me deal with…with Jaku.” She spat out, before frowning. “That, and…” she looked at Cathleen anxiously before looking away.
“Is there something wrong?” Cathleen asked.
Rocketti sighed.
“Most of my new classmates have been pretty nice.” She explained, “But sometimes, I hear them talking about my friends from UA.” The normally innocent-looking girl scowled. “They keep on acting like everyone is like Bakugou, Mineta, or Endeavor. And it really bugs me because there’s plenty of people in my new school who act just the same as them!” The girl sighed wearily, her anger leaving her in depression. “I miss my friends. I wish that I didn’t have to move, even if I couldn’t be a hero over there. I guess part of what’s driving me now is becoming a hero so I don’t let them down.”
“Have you heard from them at all?” Cathleen asked cautiously, worried for the sake of the students All Might fought to protect.
“Well…” Rocketti spoke, her expression a little less morose, thankfully. “Most of my friends from my own class sound like they’re doing alright. They’re safe in UA, at least.”
“Ah, that’s good to hear.” Cathleen nodded, deciding to risk inquiring a bit more, “Do…they talk about how their curriculum has changed?”
Surprisingly, Rocketti rolled her eyes and snorted.
“Sorry…” she chuckled awkwardly at Cathleen’s expression, “It’s just that some of them keep calling me for advice on how to use guns, but I’ve never used a gun before! They just think I would because I’m American!”
“They’re learning how to use guns?” Skycrawler repeated in concern.
“Yeah, it’s part of the new curriculum.” Rocketti explained. “They’re putting a lot more focus on ranged combat. Basically everyone has to learn. There’s a lot of stuff that they’re learning, actually.” The girl admitted, leaning back in thought. “They’re focusing a lot more on squad tactics, safety protocols, one of the new teachers is actually a former police chief.”
“How are they taking the changes?” Cathleen asked. Rocketti frowned, wobbling her hand back and forth before shrugging.
“Well…it sounds like it’s really hard for a few people, but they mostly seem to be doing okay. My Class Representative Itsuka was having a hard time, but she’s been working to improve.”
Cathleen nodded in relief.
“That’s good to hear. Any of that interest you?”
“Honestly…” Rocketti considered the question, “A lot of what they’ve been learning sounds pretty useful. It sounds like the teachers are working to make sure that everyone’s going to be a lot safer.” As she said this, she frowned. “Now that I think about it, with the kinds of things that they talk about, the things that the new teacher’s been telling them…it makes me wonder about how I’m being taught here.”
That certainly got Cathleen’s interest.
“Huh. Maybe I should look what they’ve been doing. See if I might want to make some suggestions for us.”
The three spent the rest of their day doing the same thing, by which point, Rocketti collapsed on one of the couches in Captain Celebrity’s agency from the constant patrolling. He and Cathleen let her rest while they went outside, taking in the view of the city.
“Star and Stripe?” Skycrawler spoke up. “Thanks for patrolling with us. Pony really liked that.”
Cathleen gave the sidekick a thumbs up, and answered in Japanese to give the man a chance to speak more comfortably.
“Hey, no problem! There was no way I could leave that girl looking so down! But there was actually something that I wanted to talk to you about, Skycrawler.”
“Yeah?” the former vigilante answered in his own language, turning towards her.
“Do you ever think about going back to Japan?”
Skycrawler frowned and sighed.
“Sometimes, I wish that I could. I’d be lying if I said that I wouldn’t mind going back, or that I wasn’t concerned about how things are going there right now, but I’ve already made my new life here. Why do you ask?”
“I guess…” Cathleen began tentatively, worried about how people might take the idea that she had been considering for some time. Though the two weren’t extremely close, Skycrawler’s past made Cathleen feel that he would be one of the least judgmental towards her for considering this. “I guess…I was thinking about going over to Japan myself for a bit.”
“You mean, join the UN soldiers?” Skycrawler suggested.
“I was thinking more joining with the pro hero movement. Maybe lend my hand and show them how heroes can still help people, you know?”
Skycrawler stared at Cathleen for a moment.
“You sound like you’re talking about becoming a vigilante.” He pointed out.
“Well…” Cathleen shrugged. “I just feel like I could do more to help All Might’s movement out, you know? Try to get people to realize that Bakugou wasn’t emblematic of everyone who still wants heroes. Don’t get me wrong, I’m glad that they’re trying to bolster their police and give them more respect, but I still feel like it was wrong to just abandon the system altogether.”
“…Are you asking me since I used to be a vigilante?” Skycrawler asked after a moment of contemplation.
“I’m not advocating for going out and throwing my weight around.” Cathleen explained. “I just want people to see the good that heroes did, even if I can’t get official recognition for it.”
Skycrawler sighed, looking up at the sky for a moment before answering.
“I don’t think that it’s a good idea.”
“What? Why not?” Cathleen asked, confused. “I would have thought that you would be all for the idea.”
The former vigilante gave Cathleen a frustrated look before settling himself.
“For one…and I know that this sounds hypocritical coming from me, but I don’t think that it would be a good idea to encourage vigilantism.”
Cathleen gave Skycrawler an incredulous look before the former vigilante held his hands up to defend himself.
“Look…when I first started out, I was really only a vigilante in the loosest of terms. I just wanted to use my Quirk to help people. I wasn’t interested in making a statement, or anything like that. All that business with the Villain Factory, Queen Bee, all that? I kind of just wandered into it by accident. I only stayed and fought because…” Skycrawler shrugged. “I was there, and there was something that I could do. If that was all vigilantes did, I’d be fine with it.”
“And all of that was good stuff.” Cathleen pointed out. “Even if you weren’t called a hero, you acted like one.”
Skycrawler held up a finger to interrupt Cathleen.
“Here’s the thing… ‘vigilantes’ come in all flavors. Like I said, starting out? I was only a vigilante in the sense that I used my Quirk without a license. I wasn’t looking for people to fight. Sure, there’s probably plenty of people like that, who just want to help…but then you have people like Knuckleduster, or, if you want a modern example, Mirko. Not bad people…but the way that they did things, they were, and most likely will, get hurt, and they won’t have a support network to fall back on. And then,” Skycrawler glared, “you have people like Stendahl, or Lord Explosion Murder. People who start off as vigilantes, only to eventually snap and become full-on psychopaths.” Skycrawler shook his head. “I don’t think it would be a good idea to encourage people to go out like that. You don’t know what kinds of people you might inspire.”
“Okay…you have a point.” Cathleen admitted, before going back on the attack. “But I don’t want to act as if I’m judge, jury, and executioner. I just want to help people see the good that heroes can do if people give them a chance again.”
“Which brings me to my second point.” Skycrawler interrupted before looking at Cathleen in the eye. “Do you want to replace All Might?” he asked.
“What!? No!” Cathleen responded in shocked affront. “Why would you…I don’t want to replace All Might!”
“Well, that’s probably what my country would want.”
Cathleen stepped back, confused.
“Excuse me?”
“I think that if you went to Japan, people would just want you to fill the void that All Might left. To be the figure to let them know that everything’s alright, and they don’t have to worry.”
“And that is a bad thing because…?”
Skycrawler looked up at the sky with a tired expression before looking back at Cathleen.
“Look, All Might was a great hero. The best hero. I wanted to be just like him, just like everyone else. I wanted to help people. The problem though is that people got the wrong message from All Might. They got the idea that a hero was going to fix their problems, that a hero was going to fix other people’s problems. That it’s not their problem. I don’t think that All Might ever meant for that, but looking back…that’s how people took it.”
Cathleen felt uncomfortable as Skycrawler said these words, how similar they sounded to so many of the criticisms she had heard towards Japan, only this time to come from a native of the country.
“Listen…one of the things that I realized being a vigilante was that there wasn’t anyone around to do the little things, you know? Help a cat out of a tree, give someone directions, that sort of thing. There were a few heroes who would step in and do that stuff, but most of them were focused on taking care of the incidents that would earn them prestige. But because everyone was so used to heroes being the ones to help people, all of that little stuff was just left undone. You just…accept it as part of life, that if a hero isn’t going to fix it, then it’s not a problem worth anyone’s time anyway. Not having someone, even if it’s a stranger,” the man chuckled humorlessly, “heck, especially if it’s a stranger, willing to help you with that kind of thing…it does things to you, you know? It messes with the way people think and treat each other.”
Cathleen felt sick at the picture that Skycrawler was painting as he continued to speak.
“And honestly? I think that it made it hard for anyone to do anything even if they wanted to help. For most of my time as a vigilante, I was just doing that kind of stuff, the small stuff. But according to the law, I was a criminal. There wasn’t a distinction made between me, or someone like Stendahl or Lord Explosion Murder.” Skycrawler shook his head forlornly as he counted down on his fingers; “It was either you were a hero, and you got to help people, at least if it got you attention. You were an average citizen, going about your life, and any problems that you saw weren’t your responsibility. Or you were a villain, but unfortunately, that last category had a lot of people roped under that umbrella, including me.” Skycrawler gave Cathleen a grim smile. “The fact that I was treated that way at all kind of says a lot about that system, doesn’t it?”
Cathleen frowned, disheartened to hear her idea shot down.
“…Do you not think that Japan’s hero system should be restored?”
Skycrawler sighed one last time.
“I just don’t think that it’s as simple as removing all of the bad people. I think that if you try to bring things back, to start over from scratch, but with the same idea, you’ll get the same result.”
This brought back another fear for Cathleen. She uncomfortable as it was, she felt like she needed to voice it.
“Do you think that our system has similar problems?”
“Sometimes. Sometimes it has its own problems.” The man responded bluntly, making Cathleen flinch. Skycrawler just shrugged. “Let’s be honest with ourselves, Star and Stripe. I’m a former vigilante. People don’t look at me here as badly as they did in Japan, but it’s a reputation that I’m not going to be able to shake, especially not with what that Bakugou kid did. The fact that I’m Japanese myself doesn’t help much either in the eyes of the public. People have been challenging me with everything that has been going on in my home country far more than I am comfortable with.” The former vigilante glanced at the building behind them. “If it wasn’t for Captain Celebrity, I don’t think that I’d be able to find anyone in this country willing to give me a chance.” Seeing Cathleen’s horrified expression, the sidekick attempted to adopt a more cheerful expression. “It’s okay though; it’s not as big of a problem for me since I’m a sidekick, and I still get to help people like I’ve always wanted.”
Any further musing was interrupted by Skycrawler’s phone ringing. He smiled as he looked at the contact before answering.
“Hey Kazuho!...Huh?...Yeah, I was with Star and Stripe…Tsunotori did fine, she’s just a little tired from working all day…yeah, I can ask her…Sure, I can ask them both!...Thanks, I love you too. See you when I get home!”
Skycrawler turned to Cathleen with a more exuberant expression.
“That was my wife, letting me know that she wanted me to invite Pony over for dinner. Do you want to come too?”
“Uh…sure!” Cathleen awkwardly accepted, though she questioned if she’d be able to eat anything with how sick she felt after the conversation, her frustrated contemplation at odds with Skycrawler’s easygoing attitude.
Cathleen had found herself watching the news on Japan with Melissa as a regular part of their morning, wanting to stay abreast of the situation in All Might’s home country. They were hardly the only ones in the country, or even the world, who had adopted a similar habit. This day, they watched as the former Mt. Lady, Takeyama Yu stood behind the podium in front of the police station in front of the crowds of reporters. Cathleen had to admire Takeyama’s ability to stay calm in the face of the press, particularly after the damages she would be addressing here.
“I would like to apologize for the damage to property that I have caused in my time as a member of the police force. I have taken efforts to compensate those who owned the property. Furthermore, after some reflection on my conduct in the force, I have decided that it would be best for me to resign from the police force.”
Cathleen sighed. Despite being criticized for pandering to fan service, Cathleen respected Takeyama’s work as a hero, and felt that it was a shame that she was dropping out of the field, even if it wasn’t heroics anymore.
“I would like to address some comments made by Sasaki in the pro hero movement in regards to the damage that I have caused. First of all, I am not leaving the police out of any sense of frustration with the force, but rather my own inabilities to perform the duties I’ve been asked to do. I am grateful for the time that I’ve gotten to spend with my fellow former heroes and the men and women who work to uphold our law, and I want to make it clear that I believe that they deserve our respect.”
As this, Cathleen winced, while Melissa frowned, both upset at the reminders of Sir Nighteye’s apparent campaign against the Japanese police force, including any heroes that had joined with them, as opposed to those that he and All Might were attempting to rally under the pro hero movement. This tactic of Nighteye’s made Cathleen glad that Skycrawler had convinced her not to head over to Japan herself; as much as she would have liked to support All Might and Nighteye’s efforts to restore the hero system in Japan, she could not stand disrespect towards other men and women in uniform, especially as a member of the U.S. Airforce. She had even gone as far as to try to call All Might about his former sidekick’s behavior, but she could only suppose that he was busy as he hadn’t returned any of her calls.
“Ms. Takeyama,” one of the reporters with a dolphin mutation spoke up, “The former hero Sir Nighteye has repeatedly made the claim that the police are unfit to handle the responsibilities of law enforcement alone. How do you think the damages that you admit to reflects on the police?”
Having been in the media spotlight before, Cathleen could pick up on details in interviews and press conferences that others could miss, and she could see that Takeyama was repressing the urge to scowl. In a way, this made Cathleen respect Takeyama a bit more, the former hero still having respect for her fellow officers.
“It is true that I caused the damage to that warehouse, amongst various other damages to public and private property while working as a member of the police force, but that damage was a result of my own decisions and training received as a former hero, not because of any failings of the police.”
Cathleen frowned at this, while Melissa leaned forward, interested to hear Takeyama’s reasoning for this statement.
“Ms. Takeyama,” another reporter with green skin spoke up. “Are you blaming the hero system for your damages even though it has been dissolved?”
“As I have said, the damages are a result of my decisions.” Yu repeated. “However, looking back on my time as a member of the police and as a pro hero, it’s made me realize that a lot of the practices that myself and other pro heroes were trained or encouraged to perform caused more harm than good. I was primarily trained to use my Quirk to handle problems, even if it wasn’t the best answer for the job. Our Quirks were how we marketed ourselves, how we made our living, and how we attracted sponsors. Most of us haven’t received training in the more mundane, but still vitally important practices used by the police; hostage negotiation, medical training, quite a few of us hadn’t even received real combat training. While I’ve been attempting to acclimate to this protocol, my instincts have unfortunately led me to repeatedly use Gigantification, even in circumstances where it would cause more harm than damage.”
Cathleen paused for thought. She had been a hero for many decades, which allowed her to see many of the mistakes that less experienced heroes often made. What Takeyama was saying; heroes using their Quirks in scenarios that didn’t fit the situation, was one of the most common causes of injuries and deaths, both among the heroes themselves and among bystanders.
“Ms. Takeyama, why do you claim that you’re having so many issues using your Quirk now compared to when you were a hero?” Another reporter asked.
“I would argue that I have been having the same number of issues.” Yu answered. “Looking at my record as a pro hero, despite my best efforts, quite a few of my patrols resulted in collateral damage. The only difference is that now, we do not have Villain Insurance to pay for these damages. Even that though in hindsight wasn’t a good practice, because ultimately it still came down to taxpayers paying for the damages that I caused.”
Melissa looked questioningly towards Cathleen, who had to pause for thought again, but motioned to Melissa that they could talk after the conference.
“Ms. Takeyama,” a reporter with white antlers that looked like Lyle Sander spoke up, “considering your claims, and the arguments made by Sir Nighteye in the pro hero movement, are you saying that the movement is misguided in their efforts?”
“I am.” Yu answered, making Cathleen flinch at how blunt the former hero responded to the question. “The fact is, the hero system failed, because it didn’t work. It encouraged practices that I’ve come to see were needlessly dangerous both to heroes and to civilians, caused a drain to our economy that we’re only realizing now due to the absence of the HPSC’s attempts to cover up, and turned law enforcement into a popularity contest that doomed a lot of prospective heroes to fight over exposure. The men and women in emergency services should not be made to worry about their image when we have to do so much dangerous and unglamorous work. I am grateful for my time working as a pro hero; the people that I helped, the friends that I made amongst my colleagues, and even the people that I apparently inspired as a hero. However, the system itself was not a good one.” Yu gestured to the precinct behind her. “These are the people working to put our country back together, and they deserve our support. While I am not going to be a member of law enforcement any more, I still intend to support them however I can.”
The conference ended, and Melissa turned to Cathleen.
“…Cassie, how much of that do you agree with?”
Cathleen folded her arms over her chest, thinking.
“…She has some good points.” Cathleen admitted. “From what I’ve seen, one of the biggest causes of injuries and deaths among heroes, especially younger heroes, is finding themselves in situations where their Quirks are ill-suited. A lot of times, a hero’s Quirk is just their go-to solution for any problem, even if it can’t help.” She shrugged in frustration. “My Quirk is pretty versatile, since I can literally alter reality with it, so there aren’t that many scenarios where it wouldn’t fit. The best heroes know how to adapt their Quirks for different situations, but even then…” Cathleen struggled to admit to Takeyama’s point.
“It’s like trying to use a sledgehammer to unscrew a bolt.” Melissa concluded.
“I suppose so.” Cathleen nodded.
“How much damage do hero fights cause?” Melissa asked hesitantly.
Cathleen had to pause for thought again.
“…I’m not really sure, on average.” Cathleen admitted. “I’m probably not the best example. In my case, I’m usually able to deal with villains too quickly for them to be able to cause major problems, and, again, my Quirk is versatile enough that I can use it to solve disasters in a way that doesn’t cause damage. I’ve seen quite a few occasions though where heroes end up causing more damage than what they are trying to prevent…” Cathleen wilted as she added, “and yeah, those kinds of damages are ultimately paid through taxes.”
Melissa frowned at Cathleen’s admission.
“But hey,” Cathleen interjected, “sometimes disasters are just expensive. Sometimes, a hero has to make a judgment call between saving someone’s life and causing property damage. I can tell you about a lot of times where collateral damage would have gotten a lot worse if a hero hadn’t been there, even if the police were.”
“I suppose so.” Melissa nodded. “There are some problems that could only be solved by a powerful Quirk. However,” the college student turned back to the television as the reporters were stalking about Takeyama’s speech, “this does make me think that we need to put more focus on our other emergency responders for the situations that don’t require such an extreme response.”
Cathleen nodded in agreement, despite this coming from a speech that challenged so much of what she believed in. It wasn’t as if she could argue against the police getting better funding and training after all.
“Do you think that Takeyama was right about popularity though? Melissa asked.
This, Cathleen could not deny, not after getting to know Skycrawler better.
“Yeah, I have to agree with her on this. A lot of times, I can’t help but feel like heroes have to focus way too much on image. Heck, Skycrawler might be one of the best heroes that I know, and I think that he should really be able to go pro, but he can’t seem to shake that mess he got into in Japan, and I just can’t see him ever managing to get the support that he needs without Captain Celebrity’s help.” Cathleen frowned. “And then you’ve got the opposite problem, where there are people who are called heroes, who act more like stuck-up celebrities, more concerned about their popularity than actually helping people. I don’t have to worry too much about that stuff because I’m already the Number One hero…but I do have to wonder.”
Cathleen and Melissa sat in an uncomfortable silence. What Takeyama said was probably just meant to defend the police, but Cathleen wondered how many people were going to take what she said seriously, to do some introspection as to how they handled heroics in their own country.
Over the next few days, it seemed as if that wasn’t the case. People certainly saw Takeyama’s speech and talked about it, but it was used as more of another indictment of Japan’s former hero system, as something else for the rest of the world to thumb its noses at what they saw as the corruption and incompetence of the fallen nation’s heroes.
Perhaps if that was where things had ended, that would have been all anyone got from Takeyama’s speech. However, just a few days later, while the speech was still fresh in everyone’s minds, Cathleen heard a call over the hero comms of a Dragonfly villain robbing a bank in DC. She was just about the jump over there herself when the Volt Hero: ‘Rizzbizz’ called that he had the villain in pursuit, and no one needed to worry. Cathleen simply shrugged and redirected herself on her own patrol. Rizzbizz had been lagging in the rankings recently, but he was powerful and could easily take down this villain. About half an hour later though, Cathleen happened to be checking her phone when she saw an alert pop up; normally she just relied on the hero comms for that, but sometimes civilians would pick up on things first, so she made sure to keep an ear out for them as well. What she saw though was frustrating, to say the least.
Rizzbizz was still chasing the Dragonfly villain. As she changed her course back towards DC, Cathleen tried to get more information about the situation. Sure, the villain in question was fast and agile, but Rizzbizz could turn himself into a bolt of electricity and travel through power lines, making him one of the fastest and most mobile heroes in the country, so why was he having such a hard time with a villain like this? The villain didn’t even seem that dangerous, he had just waved around what had now been identified as a toy gun and left the bank with a single bag of money. As Cathleen acted off of a hunch though, when she looked up social media, she saw that the reason the villain hadn’t been caught yet was because Rizzbizz was continually posting selfies of his pursuit as they passed by several monuments, clearly stretching the fight out to draw in more attention. Several bystanders were excitedly filming his chase, Rizzbizz zipping ahead of the villain to head him off, only to obviously let the robber escape to draw the spectacle out more. Cathleen rolled her eyes in frustration and made a call over the hero comms:
“This is Star and Stripe, I am heading over to assist Rizzbizz.”
“What? No, I’ve got this, I…Hey! Where do you think you’re going!?”
Cathleen sped up, not wanting to take the chance that someone was going to get hurt because Rizzbizz chose to act immature. With her speed, she would be able to reach the current location of the chase within a minute.
It wasn’t fast enough.
Just a few seconds before Cathleen would have made it, she saw a massive flash of light around the Washington Monument indicative of one of Rizzbizz’s final moves; it looked like the hero had panicked and attempted to end the fight before Star and Stripe could get there and potentially hog the glory.
“There are civilians there, you idiot!” Cathleen growled to herself.
When she arrived at the scene, Cathleen took note of everything: The villain had one of his wings blasted off, and had likely broken several bones once he had impacted with the ground, though he was thankfully alive. Rizzbizz was grinning and waving to the gathering crowd of people, most of whom were cheering, but as the seconds passed and they saw what Cathleen saw, their cheers turned to looks of horror, seeing the smoldering base of the Washington Monument, which now had a hole blown out of it.
The Volt Hero noticed what everyone was staring at and turned, his cocky expression turning pale.
“I…I thought that marble didn’t conduct electricity…” Cathleen could hear Rizzbizz faintly say to himself.
There would be a time to chew out Rizzbizz later; as Cathleen noticed the monument was cracking and immediately got to work stabilizing it, strengthening its base with an Order before it could tip over like a chopped tree. She shouted more orders to Rizzbizz to help evacuate the monument and the surrounding area until construction crews could come and do what they could to save the historical building.
The civilians were all safely evacuated, and the Washington Monument stabilized, but a great deal of damage had been done. For recklessly damaging a national memorial, Rizzbizz was stripped of his hero license. Investigations into his actions showed that Rizzbizz could indeed have apprehended the Dragonfly villain within a minute of their first encounter, but because of his lagging rank, the former hero had allowed the chase to go on longer than was necessary for fear of potentially losing his agency. When Star and Stripe had indicated that she was coming to end the spectacle, Rizzbizz panicked and in a last attempt to make it a good show for the public, used one of his more destructive moves, only to make a move that could have not only led to dozens of people getting hurt, but blasted a historical monument.
Mistakes happen. The incident could have occurred at any other time, and while it would have still been a career ender and frontpage news for a time, that is likely as far as it would have gone in the public conscience. With Takeyama’s speech relating to this exact issue still fresh in everyone’s minds though, it got people thinking. How often had this, what the former Mt. Lady talked about, actually happened? How often had heroes used attacks of disproportionate force to deal with a problem? How often did one’s rank negatively affect how a hero performed on the field? How much did damages like this cost taxpayers? Lawyers, reporters, opportunistic politicians, and curious civilians began scouring through the records of hero activity, finding more and more data that supported Takeyama’s speech. A new political movement began to gain traction, calling for a change to how heroes and the hero system operated.
Several months later, the news of Mirko’s hospitalization and subsequent crippling was spread worldwide. Perhaps the U.S. HPSC wanting to take the initiative this time and avoid another scandal, as soon after, Cathleen and many other heroes were informed of a new set of rules and protocols to dissuade heroes from engaging in practices that could similarly injure them.
It is said that if you love what you do, you will never work a day in your life. Cathleen certainly loved being a hero. She loved bringing hope to people, the power that her Quirk gave her, the rush of launching herself through the air, but she sometimes was at a loss for what to do when she wasn’t on patrol (and convinced to take a break.) Sometimes she would just hang out with her bros in her flight squad and go out for a beer, watch a movie, watch a football game, play a football game, etc. In the past year though, Cathleen had been changing up a lot more of her hobbies by hanging out with Melissa. The brainy girl favored museums, symposiums, or clothes shopping, and Cathleen was more than happy to oblige, even if some of what Melissa talked about went over her head (though that wasn’t actually that much; you couldn’t be a member of the Airforce and be dumb, after all. There were actually a few things about aeronautics that Melissa was happy to learn from Cathleen.) There were also unfortunately the difficult meetings Melissa had visiting her father in prison. Melissa always told Cathleen that she didn’t need to worry, that she could go on her own and Cathleen didn’t need to waste her limited time off escorting her, but Cathleen knew that Melissa appreciated having the shoulder to cry on after the visits.
This night, Cathleen was in her civilian clothes at Melissa’s college watching a video presentation being given by a Dr. Makabe Hanako, a woman with blue, carapace-like skin, as she used her Quirk to modify a chunk of palladium for a very unique purpose:
“As you can see, by using my Quirk to artificially alter the density of the palladium, it indeed has shown the capability of absorbing hydrogen and its isotopes, long believed to be impossible. By forcing the hydrogen atoms so close together, we were able to make them fuse and generate energy.” Dr. Makabe stood up, waving her arm in an arc to display the small, but clearly powerful reactor she had set up. “My esteemed colleagues, I present to you the first fully-functioning cold fusion reactor.”
For a brief moment, the audience, along with several others that Dr. Makabe was presenting to at colleges and labs throughout the world, sat in stunned silence before breaking out into applause. Many rushed to type in questions and requests of Dr. Makabe on their own computers, while business representatives rushed out of the auditorium to call their bosses of what they had just learned. Eventually, Cathleen and Melissa left the auditorium after the presentation ended, Melissa still excitedly jabbering on about the implications of this.
“It can actually work…people had given up on it for centuries, even before the rise of Quirks, and someone actually found a way to make it work!” Melissa said out loud, her eyes wide. “This is going to change everything! Clean, plentiful energy, fossil fuels are going to be a thing of the past!”
Cathleen wasn’t as vocal about it as Melissa was, mostly grinning in amusement at how hyper the girl had become, but she was certainly stunned by this revelation herself, and she knew that this was going to become a major talking point even among the Airbase. Eventually, once the two arrived back at Cathleen’s home, and Melissa had stopped scribbling the ideas of how she might be able to implement this technology in her notes, the college student paused.
“…I think that they’re going to have to allow free public Quirk use like Japan has done.” She said out loud.
“You really think so?” Cathleen asked. She questioned this assertion herself; allowing for free public Quirk use in Japan was a criticism that she often heard towards the country’s prime minister by the officials of U.S. hero system. It would be almost impossible to police a country that allowed that freedom, and opened it up to a lot of property damage if people were allowed to use their Quirks without restraint. Melissa though just stared at Cathleen shaking her head.
“Cassie…I don’t think you understand…They won’t have a choice to not allow free Quirk use, even if only so that they can get access to this technology. Forget about what happened to its hero system, Japan is going to become the new Mecca of science!” Almost in a frenzy, Melissa started pacing around the living room. “Quirks usually seem to be bound by principles that we can understand. Usually. But then there are Quirks that the current state of science simply doesn’t have the ability to understand.” Melissa whipped her head towards Cathleen, caught up in her own excitement. “Do you remember Tokoyami Fumikage’s Quirk from the Sports Festival, Dark Shadow? Do you have any idea how that’s possible? A sapient being composed not of energy, but of the absence of light. That makes no sense whatsoever, but he exists, and there’s a country now where people can study Quirks like that!” Melissa paused, staring at Cathleen. “What if we studied ‘New Order?’ What if we found a way to replicate it? The ability to artificially reprogram reality itself!”
Cathleen blinked.
“That…sounds kind of terrifying.”
Melissa laughed and shrugged.
“I suppose so. But do you get what I’m saying now? If scientists aren’t allowed to study what Quirks can do in their own countries, they’ll travel to Japan to do so. It could lead to a global brain drain, and once the government realizes that, they’ll take whatever measures they need to stop it.” The girl chuckled to herself, shaking her head ruefully. “Heck, if I had a Quirk I could study, I’d move to Japan myself.”
Cathleen whistled impressively to herself, musing over Melissa’s point, wondering how likely it was that the measures taken in Japan would take off anywhere else. The idea seemed like a good one; allow people the ability to explore their Quirks and their potential. Dr. Makabe had a relatively simple Quirk; the ability to alter the density of objects, and yet she had achieved what might be the greatest scientific discovery in modern times. Who knew what else people could do? And then there were the stories about the different ways that people in Japan had managed to find work for themselves after their economic collapse, taking advantage of the repeal of the ban against public Quirk use to create small businesses. Such a move could help a lot of people in the U.S. as well. However, Cathleen knew that there would be pushback; large businesses might lobby to limit public Quirk use to prevent competition, while others might have more legitimate concerns of how such a move could result in mass vigilantism, increase the number of Quirk-related accidents, or maybe even create a caste system for society based off of one’s Quirk, forcing individuals into certain roles regardless of their personal desires.
As for her and what she wanted?
…Cathleen wasn’t so sure. She frowned as she lay back in her bed, trying to consider what something like this meant for her. The fact was that this change was a result of the hero system falling in Japan. What did that mean about the hero system that Cathleen was a part of?
Melissa took her turn on the stage in front of the various professors, businessmen, and military commanders judging her for the exposition. Granted, this wasn’t on the same level as the I-Island Expo, but she had still found herself at a prestigious event for gifted engineers and college students like herself from across the U.S., an event that could make or break their careers. The doubtful, suspicious looks many people gave her did not instill confidence. Many still saw her as the daughter of a traitor, despite all of the effort that she put into her work.
Thankfully, her eyes focused on Cathleen, visiting the expo as Star and Stripe, who flashed her a grin and a thumbs up. She then focused on a small web camera, through which she knew that the inspiration for her invention was watching and also supporting her. The support of these two gave Melissa the courage that she needed to smile confidently and begin her presentation.
“What is the biggest obstacle in determining what kind of equipment is given to soldiers and emergency responders?” she asked the audience. “Sadly, the answer, too often, is money.”
This certainly got quite a few people’s attention, as several previous skeptical audience members unconsciously leaned forward at the mention of the magic word.
“For those working in the military, emergency services, or even the hero system, much of their work is dependent on having the right tool for the job, and as the duties of these individuals have become more complex as time has gone on, they have required more tools. Thus, we have an issue; either those working in these fields are overloaded with equipment, some of which is for extremely specific circumstances. In this case, just properly equipping an emergency responder or a soldier can cost around $20,000 a year.”
Cathleen and Melissa could feel the winces of several of the audience members who had to shoulder those costs despite their attempts to maintain their stone-faced exteriors.
“The alternative though is to not properly equip emergency responders, thus making their jobs more difficult and dangerous, if not impossible to perform.”
Melissa opened up a case and picked her invention out of it.
“As such, I have created a device meant to simplify and negate the costs of equipment into a single object;” Melissa displayed the support item to the audience, a red gauntlet. “I present to you, the C-tool, or more completely, in honor of its inspiration, the Creati-tool.”
Melissa pressed a button on the gauntlet, which folded off of her arm to form a small shovel.
“The Creati-tool is meant to be an all-purpose piece of support gear meant to fit any circumstance, whether it be digging through rubble,”
The tool shifted into a fireman’s axe,
“Chopping trees or through barricades,”
To a large pair of bolt cutters, a large saw, and a crowbar.
“Or any other obstacle you can think of.”
Melissa folded the C-tool back into a gauntlet, only for it to partially fold back into itself for a smaller set of tools, including a screwdriver, wrench, and even a frying pan.
“The Creati-tool is meant for practically any scenario;”
The C-tool flattened out an extended, forming a…blanket? The audience looked at Melissa’s invention quizzically, only for her to continue to deftly show the different forms that the C-tool could take, including a sleeping bag, a stretcher, and a signaling flag.
“Designed with carbon fibers and insulating materials, the Creati-tool can also be used to protect the user against the cold, extreme heat, to carry loads exceeding 3000 lbs,”
Melissa morphed the tool again into a shield, before placing it inside of a now-revealed reinforced fiber-glass box, also revealing a large sniper rifle with its barrel pointed inside the box.
“Or to withstand impacts from high-caliber rifles.”
Melissa smiled confidently towards the disbelieving audience before firing the rifle, which left the shield completely undamaged, as Melissa demonstrated by pulling the C-tool out and cycling through its various forms before returning it to its gauntlet shape.
“The Creati-tool can take over 120 different forms, weighs only ten pounds, and costs $100.” Melissa barely repressed a smirk in response to the audible gasps she had heard from several of the audience. “Sure, an axe or a shovel would cost less on their own, but considering the dozens of other applications that the Creati-tool can handle, that is saving roughly $10,000 worth of equipment that an emergency responder would otherwise have to use.”
The attendees were shocked. Many of the other presentations that they had seen were technically flashier, but the sheer variability the C-tool provided, coupled with the realization of how much money could be saved through the replacement of so much other equipment made it clear that the C-tool was arguably the most practical piece of support gear that they had seen so far. One audience member raised their hand to ask a question.
“How is it that the C-tool is so durable?”
For a moment, Melissa’s smile turned somber.
“The same technology that I designed the Creati-tool with was the same that I used to create a piece of support gear for All Might.” She explained, bringing up some footage of a strange red band being displayed by the now-famous Lemillion as he practiced some punches with it, impressed at the gear’s durability. “It was meant to be a way to allow him, or in this case, Lemillion, to safely access the use of their Quirk without drawbacks, and was able to handle three hits at 100% before being destroyed. I simply incorporated similar techniques to construct the Creati-tool to allow it to be as durable as possible to avoid malfunctions in the field.”
The revelation that Melissa could create technology capable of handling forces of that magnitude floored the audience again until another attendee raised their hand.
“Why did you design it in the form of a gauntlet?”
“The Creati-tool was originally meant for hero work.” Melissa explained, morphing the C-tool into various forms of clothing, including a cape, a sash, and even a crown. “I have noticed in the past that heroes often neglect to bring simple tools into the field as they clash with their personal themes, so the Creati-tool was meant to be modifiable to fit an individual’s personal style and be easily incorporated into their costumes.”
Finally, Melissa finished answering everyone’s questions, and bowed to the audience, thankfully to some enthusiastic applause. Cathleen breathed a sigh of relief as she added her own applause, grateful that the investors seemed to be able to see past the reputation Melissa’s father had made and to recognize her true potential. The college student practically had a line of people wanting to continue to talk to her about her technology, as well as potentially offer future investments.
Cathleen gladly let Melissa enjoy her time in the spotlight before the college student was finally able to tear herself away from everyone and run up to the hero, hugging her joyfully.
“I did it! I actually did it, Cassie!” Melissa squealed excitedly.
“Way to go, Melissa, I told you, you were going to be great!” Cathleen responded with her own bear hug.
Out of breath, Melissa laughed.
“I couldn’t have done this without you, Cassie. If it weren’t for your support, I don’t think I would have been able to get my foot in the door, let alone have all of these people take me seriously.”
Cathleen patted Melissa on the shoulder.
“This is just the beginning, Melissa. Just you wait, the lives your tech will save is going to dwarf my own numbers in the future, I can tell.”
Melissa beamed at Cathleen before her smile became somewhat somber.
“What’s wrong?” Cathleen asked in concern.
“Nothing…I just…” Melissa sighed. “I wish Dad could be here. Or Uncle All Might.” She admitted.
Cathleen frowned, understanding her frustration. Thankfully, Melissa managed to perk up pretty quickly.
“Oh! I forgot to call Yaomomo! It’s probably in the evening where she is, but she still made the time to watch over the internet!” she remarked before pulling away with a wave to Cathleen to make a phone call.
Cathleen smiled happily after her housemate and friend, only to notice a small group of military commanders idly talking to each other nearby, including her friend Timothy Agpar. Curious at to how they were feeling about the presentation, Cathleen sidled over without them noticing.
“Okay Tim, I admit, good call on convincing us to let Melissa intern at the base.” A commander reluctantly said.
“The young lady has a fruitful career ahead of her, that’s for sure.” Timothy agreed with the general speaking.
“That is if she doesn’t take after her father…” another general spoke in an undertone, only to flinch at the look that Timothy gave to him.
“You shouldn’t speak like that. Ms. Shield has done nothing wrong, and has given no indication that she intends to do anything wrong.” Timothy said. The general in question raised his hands as if to calm Timothy down.
“Come on, Tim, there’s no need to be like that…”
“I believe on principle that there is need to defend people from harmful rumors.” Timothy interjected. Cathleen grinned, glad that she could rely on her friend to back her and Melissa up.
“My issue is; Did she have to call it the ‘Creati-tool?’” one of the generals asked skeptically. “It’s not good optics to associate ourselves with the Hell Class. That Aizawa…” the general shook his head in frustration, “I’m not saying that the man deserved what he got, but considering what we know about what his teaching did, it kind of throws the capabilities of his students into question.”
“Ms. Shield insisted on giving her friend credit.” Timothy pointed out, shrugging. “She seems to think quite highly of the Yaoyorozu heiress’ skills, despite the reputation UA has for itself right now. In any case, the fact that Ms. Shield has the backing of Star and Stripe renders optic issues moot, don’t you think?”
“I suppose so.” The general admitted with his own shrug. “If that technology is really as effective as she makes it out to be, it will certainly made a tidy profit. Our HPSC has been thinking about incorporating more support gear into their heroes’ loadouts as it is, so smart of that girl to get a start on catering to heroes from the start.”
Another general cut in with his own blunt statement:
“Look, let’s just be honest with ourselves here: With what Ms. Shield has shown herself being capable of, our focus should really be on having her work for us for as long as possible until I-Island wises up and poaches her back.”
Cathleen grinned to herself, noticing Timothy wink at her as the other commanders laughed to themselves. As she walked out of the hall to make her own phone call, her mood became more somber as she dialed All Might’s number, only for the call to go to voicemail.
“Hey, All Might…I know that you’re probably busy, and you’re having a hard time nowadays, but it would be good if you returned Melissa’s calls. She’s worried about you…I’m worried about you, master…I…I could really use your advice nowadays…”
One year after the collapse of hero society in Japan, the country seemed almost unrecognizable. Thankfully, with the help of UN soldiers, the country was able to start stabilizing its law enforcement and its economy, but it was by no means a positive picture. The populace still seemed shellshocked from the loss of their heroes, and there was continuous social upheaval as citizens and politicians argued about which direction they should take their country. Law enforcement began to take a new form, as Japan’s police and rescue workers began to implement new protocols. There was no focus on showboating or image, there was an expectation that emergency responders would work as a unit rather than attempt to take the glory for themselves, and the way that they worked was expected to be done in a manner that minimized danger to themselves and to bystanders. The economy slowly began to build up from the collapse of its main foundation partially thanks to the implementation of public Quirk use inciting a spread of small businesses. There were issues of course; more public Quirk use without a proper framework or regulation led to many accidents and injuries, and while the Yaoyorozu conglomerate had managed to prevent a total collapse of the Japanese economy, it would take many years before the country could build itself up from the base of a smattering of small businesses. That being said, the signs finally made it seem as if Japan would be able to build itself back up again with time.
The U.S. though was also changing, along with practically every other country in the world, even if the changes weren’t as drastic, immediate, or noticeable at first. The scandals of Japan’s hero system led to the governments of the world quietly looking into their own affairs and trying to root out similar corruption before they would likewise come back to bite them. While Japan had earned a great deal of ire, it also earned the attention of the world, being seen as something of a test of how a country without a hero system could operate, as people began to consider what ideas would work and what wouldn’t. The U.S. wasn’t the only country to start making changes to its protocol, though it was quicker considering the lesson it learned from the Rizzbizz fiasco. Collateral damage was not as easily forgiven, cooperation between heroes and other emergency responders was expected, as several states began to institute seniority rules, such as heroes having to obey the orders of higher-ranking police or rescue workers. Hero schools began to emphasize safety and practicality over spectacle, which, whether heroes realized it or not, slowly led to a greater focus on long-range combat.
Most of these changes were in the background though; there was still a ranking system that was influenced by a heroes’ popularity, requiring that heroes learn to balance greater nuances to their duties.
The successes Japan gained in its economy and its scientific community also gained people’s interests. Long-simmering resentment over having to repress one’s Quirk found an outlet as people had a specific example to point to as to how such a practice could be beneficial. Such sentiments started off small at first, but grew as time went on and Japan began to rebuild itself, becoming a new issue for American politics to debate over. At the time, those that had such desires were still in the political minority simply for the fact that such a big change could be difficult for people to swallow. However, support for Quirk use legalization was growing, and Cathleen suspected that eventually the country would start to see such measures to allow this freedom. Probably not everywhere at once, obviously, but perhaps state by state, likely starting off in areas away from crowded urban centers where free Quirk use could lead to hazards, or in controlled environments where scientists would be granted a bit more freedom to see what benefits could be derived from more free Quirk use, at least at first.
These growing movements though were countered by opposing parties. As Cathleen had predicted, part of the opposition to free Quirk use came from those in power who could stand to lose profit or power from the legalization of such measures such as large businesses. Others pointed out how dangerous public Quirk use could be, using many of the examples of accidents in Japan and wanting to avoid similar fiascos.
Changes to the hero system likewise faced opposition. Money was a factor certainly; many businesses relied on hero endorsements just as much as heroes relied on the endorsements themselves, and as such balked at the talk of completely decommercializing heroes. There were also heroes who found themselves frustrated at being expected to balance the new protocols they were expected to adopt when they directly conflicted with their ability to make a profit from their admittedly dangerous professions. How could they be expected to do their jobs in this kind of environment? They still had to find a way to be popular in order to get the support they needed for their work, but suddenly they were being bogged down by new regulations that could run counter to how they had been handling their work for decades, and how they were able to make a living off of heroism in the first place. Rules were implemented, pulled back, and re-implemented as the hero system attempted to adapt to arguments made from different sides.
One of the problems that came with politicizing these sorts of issues was the extremes that could result from such debates. There were a few points that most people could agree with; taking away harsh penalties for Quirk use under duress or ensuring that heroes operated in a manner that minimized collateral damage for example, most could agree on these simple measures. There were others though that would either say that the hero system should be ripped apart in one fell swoop or those that would say that the hero system should remain exactly as is, insisting that it was already perfect. This became a problem for Cathleen when Melissa came into the living room while she was reading, looking at her phone in concern.
“Um, Cassie? You might want to see this…”
Cathleen took the phone and scowled, seeing a tweet made by Kevin Colt, the leader of a notably toxic branch of the pro hero movement, showing a photograph of himself giving a thumbs up to the camera while standing next to Cathleen, smiling at something off camera.
Kevin Colt-‘Star and Stripe showing her solidarity!’
Cathleen remembered this; it was a charity event that some Congressmen were hosting that Cathleen had come by to offer her own support. When she had found out that Colt was at the event, Cathleen had gone out of her way to avoid talking to him, though it seemed that he had managed to take this picture without her noticing.
Cathleen groaned, before pulling out her own phone, annoyed that she would have to do damage control to avoid being associated with someone so toxic.
“Thanks, Melissa. Hopefully this will take care of the problem.”
Star and Stripe-‘I did not agree to have my picture taken, and I do not support Colt’s party. I support pro heroes, not those that try to use them as talking points, and not those that would deny measures that could ensure the safety of pro heroes.’
“There.” She said, putting her phone away and hoping to forget about the issue. Five minutes later though, Melissa had to interrupt her again, this time with a more incredulous expression.
“…Cassie?”
“Is Colt throwing a hissy fit?” Cathleen asked without concern. “Don’t worry about it.”
“…It’s not him.” Melissa answered, turning her phone towards Cathleen. Cathleen read the new tweet, her eyes wide as she saw who wrote it.
“…You’ve got to be kidding me.”
Sir Nighteye-‘I would have expected more of America’s No. 1 Hero. But it seems that she is unable to support the hero system in her own country, let alone that of Japan’s. If she is willing to allow the heroes of her country to fall the same way that so many of ours has, it would seem then that All Might and I are the only ones truly committed to the cause of restoring heroism.’
Cathleen stared aghast at Nighteye’s comment. She should have been mad, but she was honestly more confused as to why Nighteye was attacking someone who had been helping them.
“Has…has he gone nuts?” Cathleen asked out loud. Forget about the fact that Nighteye was misconstruing her words, he had just isolated a lot of people who would have otherwise supported his movement; she was the Number One Hero in the U.S. after all; with All Might retired, she was probably the strongest and most popular hero on the planet, and Nighteye just attacked her for not siding with an extremist.
“I can’t believe it…” Melissa said, sitting down and starting at her phone incredulously. “This makes no sense…could there be something wrong with him?”
“I can only assume so…” Cathleen responded, shaking her head in disbelief. “Maybe the stress is just getting to him…”
That was about as good of an excuse as Cathleen could come up with. Despite All Might and Sir Nighteye’s best efforts, and Cathleen’s own best efforts to offer support, the Japanese pro hero movement had been seriously floundering. Ever since Bakugou’s arrest, it seemed as if the movement had been taking hit after hit; Takeyama’s speech decrying Nighteye’s attacks (which in of themselves had been isolating quite a bit of support the movement could have otherwise had,) Awata and Moashi (Nighteye’s former sidekick Centipeder) leaving the movement, along with the rumors and scandals associated with their departure. Cathleen could only assume that Nighteye was feeling oversensitive about anything that might be considered a betrayal in his eyes. She groaned, putting her head in her hands in frustration, hoping that this wasn’t just going to cause more problems for her former master.
Cathleen wanted to put the matter aside; it was just an online debate over tweets after all. However, a few days later, after Cathleen had managed to stop a terrorist cell from attacking a children’s hospital, it seemed that many of the reporters weren’t interested in checking whether the sick children were safe, the motivation of the bombers, or even that interested in the fact that Cathleen had literally twisted the terrorist leader like a pretzel. No, that wasn’t what they were interested in:
“Star and Stripe, is it true that you no longer support the Japanese pro hero movement?”
In the midst of the reporters’ questions, Cathleen felt a migraine coming at the sheer stupidity of the situation she had found herself in.
“I still support Japan’s heroes. My beliefs have not changed in that regards since I first made them public on the matter a year ago. What that has to do with what’s going on now is another question…”
“But Star and Stripe, the co-leader of Japan’s hero movement, Sir Nighteye, seemed to interpret comments that you made in response to Kevin Colt’s own comments as meaning that you are doubting your earlier stated support…”
“I have made my stance and support clear.” Cathleen said, staring down the offending reporter. “Now if anyone doesn’t have any questions related to the matter at hand, I’ll be…”
“But Star and Stripe,” another reporter attempted to shout, “Just how exactly do you think the hero system should change?”
Cathleen though had already leapt away, attempting to ignore the question. However, she still heard it, and couldn’t help musing on it. Despite Nighteye’s criticisms, Cathleen still believed in heroes, whether they were American, Japanese, or any nationality. The past year though had highlighted issues that she didn’t know how to address: Rizzbizz’s collateral damage as a result of his desperation, Skycrawler’s struggling to find acceptance because of scandal, the question of whether Quirk use should be legalized or not; the world was changing, and Cathleen didn’t know what direction to go. She eventually found herself on a stretch of road that seemed to be absent of traffic at the moment, and leaned against a tree to take a moment to breathe and think.
Cathleen heard her phone buzzing, and she was tempted to let it go to voicemail. If it was important, she’d hear it over the hero comms, and she just wanted to have some time to herself to think. Regardless, when she looked at the contact, she gasped, and immediately answered.
“Master?”
“Hello, Young Cathleen.” The wizened voice of Cathleen’s mentor spoke over the phone. He sounded more exhausted then ever, but he was there, talking to her. Granted, All Might had at least called Melissa on her birthday, and Cathleen was able to give a brief greeting to her old mentor back then, but to be called by him eased a pain she didn’t know she was carrying.
“All Might…how are you?” she asked, scared that he was going to hang up before they could have a proper conversation. “It’s been such a long time since I last heard from you…”
“Yes…I suppose it has been.” All Might admitted. “Too long, and I wish that I had the freedom to speak to you more often, or to speak to you about more pleasant things.”
Cathleen clenched her phone in worry.
“Is something wrong?”
“No…nothing’s wrong…” All Might spoke, though Cathleen wasn’t convinced, but her mentor continued to speak. “I am calling because I owe you my apology for the things Sasaki has said. I don’t know what he was thinking when he sent out those tweets critiquing you for simply defending yourself from an attempt to misappropriate your image.”
“All Might, it’s fine, you don’t need to apologize…” Truthfully, as annoyed as Cathleen was by the reporters, at this point, she didn’t really care.
“I do.” All Might asserted. “Sasaki has been acting foolishly, and it can be very difficult for me to reason with him…I fear that despite his desire to honor Young Togata’s memory, his zealotry may simply create more problems than it will solve.”
“All Might…you don’t need to worry about me, I’m fine!” Cathleen said, though her stomach twisted with guilt. There was so much that she wanted to talk to her old mentor about, but she didn’t know where to begin. How was she supposed to be a hero in a society like this? What was the answer? At the moment though, hearing her master, Cathleen felt that she needed to put that to the side, being so much more worried for how All Might was faring. “Just…how are you? It feels like your movement has been having a lot of problems, and Melissa and I have been worried for you. We…we wish you could talk more often…”
“…I wish I could too.” All Might answered wearily. “But…I owe this to Young Togata. I need to keep fighting for his sake…for my mentor’s sake…I can’t let this all end here. I’m sorry that I haven’t made more time for you two, but I need to do this.”
“All Might…” Cathleen chewed on her lip for a moment, not wanting to chastise the former hero when he already seemed so down on himself. “This isn’t…” she sighed, unable to think of the words to say at the moment. “Please…take care of yourself. I understand you have an obligation, but you are important to Melissa and I, and we don’t want you to tear yourself up. If you need to take a break, or if you need to talk to one of us, you can always call. We might have our own stuff, but we’re here for you.”
“…I appreciate that, Young Cathleen, I really do. It gives me hope knowing that there is a hero like you in the world.”
Cathleen grimaced, bothered by All Might’s words on top of her already present confusion.
“I’m sorry that I can’t talk more, but thank you for your kindness.”
“…You’re welcome, master.” Cathleen said before All Might hung up.
TEN YEARS LATER
“Approaching the target area, decreasing speed.”
The pilot announced as they slowed the draft down from hypersonic speed. On their visors, Star and Stripe & Rocketti were able to see a feed of their mission area; a vast swath of the California wilderness that had been set ablaze by the Fire Quirk user ‘Smoky.’
Once the XL-166 craft had slowed enough, Rocketti undid her seatbelt and stood up, walking to the door of the plane. The former UA student was one of the examples of how the hero system in the U.S. had changed over the past decade. She ended up taking after Cathleen by joining the Airforce. Like Cathleen, she was still a registered pro hero, but took on missions for the U.S. military as needed, lending support for the WHA on their missions, or in the case where the Airforce was assisting the wider effort to contain the disaster set off by a particularly powerful criminal (they were told to avoid using the word ‘villain.’) In a sense, it was similar to what had happened to Japan’s hero system, albeit with the difference that heroes still kept their unique identities, as long as their conduct and equipment fitted the requirements for whatever unit they were a part of. In Rocketti’s case for example, she had abandoned a great deal of the ‘horse’ aesthetic that was emblematic of her original costume in favor of something more streamlined and practical; a flight suit equipped with goggles, attachable oxygen mask, and a helmet molded to her horns to allow her to better handle the stresses of flight. The only element she retained from her original costume was the stylized image of a horse over her chest which was used as her personal logo.
Not all heroes were like this, in fact the majority still operated off of the old system. This was just one of the ways heroes were encouraged to adapt. In this case, Rocketti wasn’t as beholden to the need to cater to public image through spectacle, instead answering more to the branch of emergency services she had joined with. In Cathleen’s opinion though, the twenty-eight year old was skilled and popular enough in her own right that she could operate independently of the Airforce if she wanted to.
“This is Cumulus, we have managed to clear a safe zone from the fire at location Delta-Three, ready to receive civilians.” Another hero announced over the radio.
“Roger that, ready to drop.” Rocketti announced. When she was given the go-ahead, the bay door opened, allowing Rocketti to leap from the plane, only to detach her horns and telekinetically direct them to carry her by her feet through the smoke. She then proceeded to scour through the skies over the burning force, finding civilians caught in the blaze, using more horns to snag and carry them over to the safe zone. Meanwhile, Cathleen stayed on the plane as it carried her towards the small town that Smoky was attempting to hold hostage.
“This is Beta Squad, releasing extinguisher drones.” Another pilot announced, Cathleen using her feed to watch as the squad released a massive swarm of drones designed by Melissa Shield. These drones functioned as extreme insulators, able smother fires more quickly than the time that it would take for planes to put them out by dumping water on them. This gave Cathleen the opening that she needed.
“Star and Stripe, we are over Target Alpha, you are clear to drop.” The pilot announced, giving Cathleen the signal to leap out of the plane herself, Melissa’s fire-proof suit protecting her from the flames and smoke as she plummeted through the sky until she impacted the ground in a massive plume of dirt. In the brief moment that she took to catch her bearings, she saw that she had hit exactly where she had wanted to, directly in front of Smoky. The charcoal-skinned criminal had been blasted away by her impact, the dirt she kicked up managed to smother most of the flames that he had ignited on himself. Before the man could speak or cause more problems, Cathleen blitzed over and knocked him unconscious with a single blow.
“Target Alpha is down.” Cathleen announced, proceeding to restrain Smoky with fire-proof bindings before allowing another plane to pick him up and transfer him to prison.
Thankfully, Cathleen, her squad, and the other heroes had managed to work fast enough that despite Smoky’s reckless power, the only damage to human life were a few burns. Once the fire had been extinguished and the civilians rescued, Cathleen and Rocketti were picked up by their jet and blasted back over to the East Coast. The ride took them 10 minutes. Landing in the Arlington Air Base, Cathleen and Rocketti were greeted by Melissa Shield.
“How did it go?” she asked.
“We managed to stop Smoky before he could actually kill anyone.” Cathleen answered with a grin, patting the side of the XL-166. “Your girl here got us and everyone else there just in time.”
“Good to hear.” Melissa said, walking around the jet to check for any damages before turning to Rocketti and Cathleen. “The suits hold up?”
“Why do you even ask us, Melissa? You know they work fine.” Rocketti cheekily answered as she retracted her helmet into a collar on her costume. “We could breathe just fine, I didn’t feel any heat, and the heads-up display let me find everyone just fine.”
“Well, sure.” Melissa answered with a shrug. “But I can always do better.”
Cathleen chuckled and clapped her two partners on the back before taking them out for a drink. The three had to lightly disguise themselves in order to avoid being swarmed by fans, but over the years it was a skill that they had each managed to pick up. The risk was worth it for the bar in question though, being one of the businesses owned by someone who had managed to wrangle a license to use their Quirk for work, in this case the ability to alter fermentation rates. The three had a good drink, some good talk, until Cathleen happened to notice the television playing a report on the mission that she and Rocketti had just completed.
“Smoky’s rampage started at 5:00 pm. During that time, he engulfed several acres in flames, including a popular hiking trail and nearby town, threatening to spread the fire even further if a ransom was not paid or if any of the local heroes attempted to intervene. The only hero capable of taking Smoky down without the danger of collateral damage was Star and Stripe, who was on the East Coast at the time of the attack. Despite this, she was able to arrive twelve minutes after the rampage started with fellow hero Rocketti, defeating Smoky within seconds. The people of this town can only be thankful that their Number One hero was there to save them!”
Cathleen didn’t want to bring the mood down, so she looked away before she could accidentally draw Pony and Melissa’s attention. It was infuriating to her though that she was the only one being given credit for such a huge endeavor; Pony had saved dozens of lives in the minute that it took Cathleen to take down Smoky, and Melissa’s technology was the whole reason why they were able to arrive there and extinguish the fire so quickly in the first place. At least they were giving Pony some credit. But Cathleen wondered how often this had happened in the past, how often she had unintentionally overshadowed other heroes. And another question: How much did her country rely on her? How much had it trained itself to rely on her?
Was this how All Might saw his relationship with Japan?
Cathleen was 54. She still had a good few years left in her, but every now and then, she began to notice herself slowing down slightly. Not enough that anyone but her noticed it, but it was there. She didn’t feel old persay, but as the next July 4th got closer, she was reminded more and more that she was approaching the age that All Might retired. Cathleen felt pretty confident that she’d be able to keep going on as a hero for quite some time, but hearing the news reporter sing her praises, she couldn’t help but wonder how her country would take it when she would inevitably have to step down herself. Would America react the same as Japan did, trying to act as if everything was fine before it collapsed on itself, or had things changed enough that it would remain stable?
About an hour later, Melissa and Cathleen helped Pony get back home safely (she was a bit of a lightweight when it came to drinking.) As they left, Cathleen stopped Melissa.
“Melissa…” Cathleen said as they were walking down the street back towards Melissa’s car.
“What is it?” she asked.
Cathleen hesitated, sighing.
“I’m…sorry that the news didn’t mention anything about your tech.”
Melissa looked at Cathleen for a moment in confusion before smiling.
“Cassie, it’s fine. Why do you seem so worked up about this?”
“I don’t know…” Cathleen said, running her hands down her face. “Your father wasn’t as well known as All Might and people still gave him credit as All Might’s sidekick, I feel like you should be given credit too!”
“Then let people know at your next news conference.” Melissa answered with a shrug. “I’m getting plenty of credit as is, you don’t need to worry about me so much anymore.”
This was a legitimate point. Over the past ten years, Melissa Shield had managed to advance the technology of the U.S. Air Force to the point that it was considered two generations ahead of practically every other country in the world. With the funding provided to her by the U.S. government and Cathleen’s own support, Melissa had been creating new inventions every day that were continually saving lives all over the world: Practically indestructible armor that hardened in response to impacts. Portable sonic weapons capable of taking down individuals with extreme physical enhancement Quirks. Armors equipped with jet boosters for accelerated movement or heavy impacts. ‘Anima’ drones had become a staple for the army, police, and rescue workers for their use in scouting, transporting equipment, and even redirecting energy to power additional equipment. At this point, Cathleen’s commanders were simply trying to make the most of the time that they had Melissa under their employ before she would return to I-Island, taking the role ignobly lost by her father, though it seemed that Melissa’s own name would soon eclipse that of her father’s.
Cathleen smiled at how much more carefree Melissa had become since she had first taken the young woman under her wing, back when her father’s arrest and the suspicions people had towards her still stung. Nowadays, Melissa had the respect of people the world over, and was saving lives with her technology just like she always wanted. Before Cathleen could say anything else though, Melissa’s phone rang. When she looked at it though, she froze in shock.
“What is it?” Cathleen asked in concern.
“…It’s Uncle All Might.” Melissa answered breathlessly before frantically answering the call. Cathleen hung over Melissa, not wanting to intrude in the conversation, but also not wanting to miss the opportunity to hear from her old mentor for the first time in years.
“Uncle All Might?...I’m fine, but don’t worry about me, how are you!? I haven’t heard from you in years!”
Melissa blinked, looking over at Cathleen.
“Yes, actually, Cassie’s with me now. Let me put you on speaker.”
“Young Cathleen?” All Might’s voice, more wizened then ever croaked from Melissa’s phone.
“Yes master, it’s me, how are you?” Cathleen asked frantically.
“I’m…” All Might hesitated. “I’d rather tell you both in person. If I came over, would you two be willing to talk? I have a lot to talk to you about…a lot to apologize for.”
Cathleen and Melissa looked to each other in concern before Melissa answered.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about exactly, but I think we’d both like to talk to you.”
All Might arrived just three days later. While Cathleen had continued to watch the progress…or honestly, lack of progress, of the pro hero movement in Japan and had seen her old mentor’s public appearances, it didn’t give justice to how withered the former hero looked. He was more emaciated than ever, his formerly blonde hair gray and lank. He stood awkwardly in front of Melissa and Cathleen, who were both too stunned to say anything. The former hero managed a hopeful smile towards the two.
“…I am very glad to see you two again.”
Still, Cathleen and Melissa were still. There was probably a lot that they couldn’t put into words. Eventually, Melissa managed to break the tension by rushing over to her honorary uncle so quickly that he flinched, though she calmed down enough to give him a gentle hug.
“…I missed you…I missed you so much…” she murmured into his shoulder.
All Might patted Melissa’s back shakily, though his smile became more genuine, perhaps more genuine than Cathleen had seen in years.
“…There is…a lot that I need to say to you.”
The three went back to the privacy of Cathleen’s house, where All Might sat opposite the two on Cathleen’s kitchen table. There was so much that Cathleen wanted to say to All Might; concerns about how he looked, how he had been doing, joy at finally seeing him in person again, confusion as to why he was here, but she settled on;
“All Might…what the hell?”
The former hero looked down at the table ashamed, likely realizing what Cathleen felt, but that didn’t stop her from saying it, and neither did Melissa stop her, likely feeling the same frustrations herself.
“It’s been years since we’ve last heard from you! You barely give Melissa a call a year anymore! You’re basically her only family left! And you’re my mentor! Why haven’t you been returning my calls? Do you have any idea how worried we’ve been about you?”
All Might sat and let Cathleen give her tirade over him, waiting patiently for her to finish. Once Cathleen had finally settled down, he looked up at the two with a contrite expression.
“…I have much to apologize to you two for. I have been negligent towards you in checking on your well-being.”
“I’m more concerned about your well-being, Uncle All Might.” Melissa pointed out. “You don’t look well.”
The former hero gave a grim sigh, looking at his bony hands.
“No…I suppose I don’t. If I’m being honest with you, I haven’t been doing well for quite some time. I’ve only recently been willing to admit that to anyone.”
“Master…what’s happened to you?” Cathleen asked.
All Might looked up at the two and took a deep breath.
“There is a lot to explain. I suppose it would be best to start with a story of two brothers…”
For over an hour, All Might talked to the two women about his life. He explained the origins of his Quirk, One For All, the battle against the villain All For One that had been going on for generations, only to be stopped by him, at the cost of his health. He explained being introduced to Togata Mirio by his former sidekick Sir Nighteye, and being convinced to pass One For All onto the young man, only to realize over time that the Quirk was killing him. He talked of Togata’s death, and his remorse at being the cause for it. Of attempting to reinvigorate the fallen hero system in the hopes that he could make Togata’s death mean something, to honor him and his own mentor Nana Shimura. Of his despair of his floundering efforts, of Nighteye’s growing instability and controlling behavior, his realization at the corruption of the system he had unintentionally propped up, his belief that he had failed everyone that drove him to isolate himself and throw himself further into his work. Of his attempt at suicide, only to be stopped by a Quirkless man that he had met fourteen years earlier, whose dreams that he had once shared at his age, only to ruthlessly stomp on them, only for Midoriya Izuku to finally break through to him, helping him see the good that he had done despite what he had seen as the collapse of his world.
“While you are both free to continue to refer to me as All Might if you wish, I am hanging up that identity and leaving the pro hero movement.” The former hero explained. “I am just Yagi Toshinori, a mortal man trying to rebuild what bridges I can with the people that I love. You two have every right to be angry at me for what I’ve done, for ghosting you two for so long, but if you are willing, I would like to try to rebuild what connections I can…”
Yagi looked up at Cathleen and Melissa, only to be taken aback at the tears in the women’s eyes. Glaring and crying in frustration, Melissa nonetheless stood up, walked over to her uncle, and embraced him.
“Why…?” she sniffled. “Why didn’t you say anything to me? Why didn’t you tell me you were feeling like this? How could you even think about killing yourself? Do you have any idea how much that would hurt me? How much it would hurt Cassie? Everyone? You are so important to me…you’re the reason why I was able to come here in the first place, why I was inspired to make support gear…”
Yagi gingerly hugged Melissa back.
“I’m sorry, Young Melissa. I was being foolish. I hope you can forgive me.”
Cathleen couldn’t take it any longer and joined in on the hug, fighting her emotions to not lose control and hug her old mentor as tight as she could. The first chance that she could, she was going to go over to Japan and thank Midoriya Izuku personally. She would then go and give Nighteye a kick in the crotch.
“Master…you are the last person who should ever think badly about themselves. You are the last person who should ever see themselves as a failure. If you are, then what do you think that means about everyone else?”
Yagi gave a weak chuckle.
“You really think too highly of me…” he coughed, but still smiling, “but I can accept that I’ve been too hard on myself.”
Eventually, the three broke apart, relieved to finally let go of so much tension and to see their loved ones alright.
“I would have contacted you sooner, but I’ve been trying to reconvene with some of my other old friends.” Yagi smiled. “I was worried that Tsukauchi would be angry at me for what Sasaki had been saying about the police, but really, he was more angry that I hadn’t spoken to him at all over the past few years. He was very grateful to finally talk to me again. I had a bit of a talk with Nezu to catch up, he destroyed me in chess…” Yagi chuckled, shaking his head fondly, before looking to the two women, “but I was thinking that I would like to spend a bit more time here to catch up with you two, if you’re okay with that and you have the time…”
“I’ll make time.” Melissa immediately said. “I’ll take a day off. I’ll take a week off. Whatever you want to do, Uncle All Might, I just want to spend time with you again!”
The former hero beamed at the prospect before turning to Cathleen.
“And you, Young Cathleen? I understand if your duties keep you busy, but I have a lot that I would like to catch up with you on.”
Cathleen looked at her mentor, finally here, and knew what she wanted to say, even if it scared her. She turned to Melissa.
“Melissa…there’s actually some things that I wanted to talk to All Might about privately. I can wait for another time, but would that be okay with you?”
Though Melissa was certainly loathe to separate herself from her uncle for even a minute, she nonetheless stepped away from the two of them.
“Take whatever time you need. I’ll start making plans for things we could do. I can’t wait to show you everything that I’ve been working on, Uncle All Might!” Melissa said excitedly before leaving the two alone.
“What’s on your mind, Young Cathleen?” Yagi asked.
“So…are you really doing it? Abandoning the pro hero movement? Putting it behind you?”
Yagi looked at Cathleen in concern for a moment before nodding grimly.
“I am. While I still wish to honor Young Togata’s memory, this is not the way to do so. I wish that I could bring back heroes somehow, that I could let them be the inspiration to others that they were to me, but…” Yagi groaned. “The way Midoriya explained it to me, I don’t think that the system I was trying to rebuild would have stayed so idealistic.”
“…What about my system?” Cathleen asked.
Yagi paused again in concern, but Cathleen continued:
“Some of the things that have been going on in your country have been going on in mine. Some of the problems that were in your country, I also see in mine. I want to stand with heroes, it’s what you inspired me to be, but every now and then, I keep seeing the same problems. I wonder if I’ve been making the same mistakes you have, propping up this system. We’ve been trying to examine it, to see if there’s the same kind of corruption, and we’ve been trying to make it so that we don’t have the same problems, where it doesn’t focus so much on competition and image, and actually helping people, but I don’t know how far is enough. How do I tell if I am being naïve to the faults of the hero system myself?” Cathleen threw her hands up in frustration. “Am I doing the right thing? I want to be a hero, I want to help people, but with what we’ve seen over the past few years, the problems that went on in your country, it makes me wonder if I’m fighting for a good cause.”
Yagi considered Cathleen for a moment more.
“…This has been weighing on you for a while, hasn’t it?” he said.
Cathleen collapsed in a chair, her head in her hands.
“Yes…” she almost moaned. “I’ve wanted to talk to you about this…but you always had so much on your plate. I guess I was looking for the reassurance that we were fighting for something good, despite what so much of the world was saying, but now I just don’t know.”
Yagi sighed, sitting in a chair opposite Cathleen himself, thinking.
“To be honest, Young Cathleen, I don’t know myself.”
Cathleen looked back up at her old mentor, who was frowning that he wasn’t able to give a better answer, but he went on;
“For one thing, your country’s hero system is not the same as mine.”
“Maybe not,” Cathleen conceded, “but it’s pretty similar.”
Yagi shrugged.
“In some ways.” He conceded. “I have to wonder how many of the problems of my hero system were unique to my country and the issues already emblematic of it.” Yagi held his hand out to Cathleen. “Perhaps you might be noticing some issues with the hero system unique to your country.”
Cathleen sighed and frowned. She certainly had picked up on issues like that over the years, such as how heroes could oftentimes openly argue with each other in public, to create schisms among their fans for inane reasons, for one. Yagi picked up on Cathleen’s mood, patting her hand.
“Don’t make the same mistake that I did Cathleen and get lost in your self-doubt. I’m only just coming to terms with these kinds of issues myself.” He held up a finger. “Here’s what I think though; If you are helping people, you are doing a good thing. First, just focus on that. Now, if the system you are working for that is meant to make it easier for you to help people isn’t doing that, or doing something that prevents you from helping people, then there is a problem with it. Some of it might not be obvious.” Yagi winced, adding. “Some of it might only be obvious in hindsight. Perhaps we wouldn’t have the problems that we do now if we were willing to pay closer attention, to be more honest with our faults, and to be willing to listen to those that point out these problems. I will say this in favor of your country; your people are willing to at least talk about these issues much more easily than mine were. You are trying to take measures to address these issues.”
“We are…” Cathleen said, before frowning again, “but sometimes I feel as if we’re stuck in a deadlock, arguing between what changes need to be made, to the point that we don’t get anything done.”
Yagi sighed, folding his arms over his chest.
“…As much as I hate to say it, you might just have to wait for people to see the consequences of failing to act. It’s what happened with my country, at least.” Yagi said, shaking his head slowly. Cathleen winced, being reminded of the Rizzbizz fiasco. Yagi though smiled again. “On the other hand, maybe it’s better that some of these changes happen more slowly in your country. When they happened in mine, they were quick, drastic, and caused a lot of turmoil. If possible, I would have rather avoided all of that.”
“Master…” Cathleen said tentatively, scared for the answer to the question she was about to ask. “What if it turns out that we shouldn’t have heroes at all? That we need to find a way to do without the system entirely? What will that mean for me, and all of the other heroes who work here?”
Yagi mulled over Cathleen’s words for a moment before answering.
“Young Cathleen, I want to believe in heroes, but we may also have to accept that there isn’t a good way for us to have a hero system.” The old man shrugged with a more hopeful smile. “Or maybe there is. Maybe your country will find a way to make it work. I just don’t know for sure.”
Cathleen didn’t feel completely satisfied by this answer, and Yagi seemed to realize this, so he went on.
“Here’s something that I’ve come to notice ever since I talked with Young Midoriya and was able to take a clearer look at my country now that I’ve dropped out from the pro hero movement: Even if there aren’t pro heroes anymore, there are still heroes. There are plenty of people willing to sacrifice themselves and their time for the good of others. We’re still trying to figure out how to do so, but they are there, and they are working. That is in essence, what I wanted; for my country to feel safe, for people to be able to be happy, and trust that someone is there for them. So really, what do we have to complain about?”
Yagi raised his finger towards Cathleen.
“So, here’s my suggestion to you Young Cathleen; don’t worry about being called a hero. Maybe your country might keep the title of hero, maybe they won’t, but they will still need people who are likewise willing to help others, even if it is under a different name. In Japan, the heroes became police officers and rescue workers, but they still help people the way heroes are supposed to. Maybe even more so. I worried that putting heroes in those kinds of uniforms would take away too much of their identify, that they wouldn’t be able to inspire others the way heroes did, but my country has been managing to build itself back up, to get to the point where people are trying to help each other.”
Yagi smiled ruefully.
“Maybe some day in the future, we’ll figure out a way to make heroes work. Maybe your country will. I don’t know. We’ll just have to see what works, to be conscious and ready to deal with the problems, and to be humble enough to admit when something doesn’t work. For now, don’t worry about being called a hero. Just focus on being heroic. If you are still called a hero, maybe we’re on the right track.”
Cathleen looked at her old mentor and sighed, but smiled. Perhaps it was not the conclusive answer she had been hoping for, but it at least helped her have an idea of how to move forward.
“Thank you, Master.” She said.
“It is my pleasure, Young Cathleen.”
Notes:
Good grief, this one took a while. I kind of wish that I had split it in half, but this is what I've got. I'll admit, "Wishmaster" is a bit a stretch for this one, but I was mostly going off of how Cathleen's power is literally reality warping, so the title seemed appropriate enough for me.
I was originally going to have Isle be the crepe chef that Cathleen talks about her issues to, but realized that the conversation that they would have had worked better with Skycrawler, being someone more familiar with the particularities of the Japanese hero system, and I think that it's best to save Isle for situations that a canon character wouldn't otherwise be able to give perspective on.
I actually forgot to mention this when I first posted, but I would like to give NotBurgerKing credit for my portrayal of Melissa Shield, similarly to what I did with Yaoyorozu, or at least at the hints at what could have happened had the hero system not collapsed.
For my next perspective, I intend to give it the title "Hurt" by Johnny Cash (yes, I know Nine Inch Nails did the original song, but I know it from Johnny Cash.) Granted, that could be related to a lot of characters in this series, so if it helps, I was also considering the song "Land of Confusion" by Genesis.
Chapter 13: Hurt
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Shuichi missed a lot about the world outside of prison. Granted, there were a lot of things that weren’t that different. Sure, before he became a villain, he could technically go outside his home…though that put him at risk at getting harassed by his neighbors. He could buy and make his own food…though he mostly just lived off of cup ramen (if he was honest with himself, prison food was probably an improvement over what he used to eat.) He wouldn’t be forced to live around people who wanted to hurt and kill him…actually, no, he still would. However, he could pick his own clothes instead of wearing the same orange fatigues every day. His apartment door locked when he wanted to. If he ever wanted to, he could have taken a walk in the woods (something he rarely ever did, but wished so much he had done more of.) He could control when his lights turned off, when he went to sleep, there was actually a lot that he still had control of his life. Not to mention he didn’t have blood on his hands. There weren’t people who had a legitimate reason to want to kill him personally.
He also sometimes missed being able to play video games; the escapism into an alternate world where he wouldn’t be judged for his appearance, and he could imagine the characters he’d fight, shoot, and stab in his first-person shooters or dungeon crawlers were the jerks in his neighborhood who’d attack him with bug spray for the crime of taking a walk. Though then again, getting so lost in those fantasies, especially the violent fantasies, probably wasn’t that good for him.
Perhaps that realization in retrospect was the reason why he only missed playing video games sometimes. Granted, escapism would have been nice in a place like Tartarus, but at least they let him use the library.
At the time, he was reading The Count of Monte Cristo. He had to wait quite a while to be able to reserve the copy for himself; the fantasy of being wrongfully convicted, only to get a lucky break and escape to a personal island of riches beyond measure, and the chance to take revenge on the people that wronged him was obviously a popular one in Tartarus. Though at the part that Shuichi was at in the story, when the titular Count was observing the consequences of his revenge, and the numerous innocents caught in his schemes, felt a bit too personal to Shuichi, and he had to put the book aside, sighing.
It was almost a welcome distraction when he heard a knock on his door.
“Prisoner Iguchi?” a voice Shuichi recognized called out to him. He stood up and went to the bars of the door, seeing the young prison guard Shishikura. Shishikura was one of the most unpopular guards in Tartarus amongst the prisoners. He wasn’t corrupt or cruel, but he was a stubborn, obnoxious, hypocritical taskmaster, the son of the Warden of Tartarus, and had one of the most disturbing Quirks Shuichi had ever seen, ‘Meatball,’ which let him control raw flesh. Prisoners that got into fights, tried to escape, or otherwise cause problems under his watch would often find themselves turned into shapeless lumps of flesh. He had also however, saved Shuichi’s life several times, and treated Shuichi like a human being, referring to him by his actual name instead of a number or something more insulting and creative like some of the other prisoners might do. (Shuichi heard a rumor that Shishikura supported Stain, which might explain why he treated Shuichi well enough, but the last prisoner to suggest that out loud spent the next hour getting chewed out by Shishikura.)
“Yes, guard?”
“I have some news you should know.” Shishikura announced, before his authoritative, overly-dignified tone became a touch softer, “Toga Himiko died last night.”
Shuichi felt his throat close up for a moment, his skin going numb.
“…What happened?”
“It seems that between guard shifts, she bit through her wrists.” Shishikura explained, sounding the faintest hint apologetic.
“…Oh…” Shuichi said, taking a few steps back away from the door, wanting to give himself some space. Shishikura gave him a moment before continuing.
“It seems unlikely that any friends or family will claim her remains, so she will be buried in the Tartarus Cemetery. I can see what I can do about allowing you to visit her funeral.”
“…thank you…” Shuichi answered numbly before sitting back down on his bed.
A week after Shuichi’s conversation with Shishikura, he was standing in the bleak, enclosed field where Tartarus buried its dead. In a way, Shuichi was lucky that Tartarus had its own cemetery; it was likely impossible that a prisoner with his reputation, being a member of the most infamous terrorist organization in Japanese history, one that had killed thousands and had completely upset social order, would have been granted a furlough if Toga were buried elsewhere. Despite managing a decent reputation with his behavior though, Shuichi was only allowed to be present during the funeral fully restrained and with Shishikura and another guard (Shuichi had heard that he was the one that watched over Stain) watching over him.
The Tartarus Cemetery was cold and barren, basically a flat expanse of land where the only distinguishing features were the flat stones marking the prisoners’ graves. Supposedly, some of the other League members were buried around here; Dr. Garaki, Muscular, Moonfish, and a few of the original leaders of the MLA. Shuichi had heard that Dabi’s body had been claimed by his mother, despite everything he had done to hurt his family. He wondered if there was anything done for Shigaraki, though there wasn’t anything to bury after Lemillion’s suicide attack. Most likely, Shuichi would be buried somewhere here when he died. His family had disowned him, and he didn’t have any friends outside of the League. It was a sobering thought; to just become one more stone in this empty field.
Surprisingly though, Shuichi and his guards were not the only ones present. A small family of four was also there, though Shuichi was kept away from them while they went up and paid their respects to Toga. At first, Shuichi was confused; he knew that Toga’s parents had disowned her. The two elderly parents here though didn’t look anything like Toga. It was when the children…if they could be called that, with one young woman who looked to be about eighteen, and a boy of about fourteen, stepped forward that Shuichi guessed who they were. These two had Toga’s blond hair and golden eyes, the eighteen-year old looked like a more neatly groomed version of Himiko. Toga didn’t talk about her family that much when Shuichi was getting to know her, but she had slipped once that she was the ‘eldest’ daughter of the Toga family, so she must have had siblings.
The daughter seemed uncomfortable, only going up to Toga’s grave to say something short before stepping back to what Shuichi assumed were her foster parents. The boy stepped forward and stayed in front of Toga’s grave for longer. At some point, he turned towards Shuichi. He must have realized who Shuichi was, because he stared at him for some time before going back to stand next to his sister, after which the family left. Finally, the guards let Shuichi come to pay his respects. They allowed him to take a few steps away from them; enough to give the illusion of privacy if not the real thing, and to place a small bouquet of red roses on her tombstone.
“…Hey Toga.” Shuichi said when he was finally able to get his throat working again. “Were…were those your brother and sister? I kind of guessed you had siblings, but you never talked about them. I can understand not wanting to talk about your parents…they sounded awful.” Shuichi glared before moving on, “But at least your brother and sister came. It’s kind of a hassle to get to Tartarus, so they must have cared about you.”
There was no answer obviously, but the guards were respectful enough to stay completely quiet, and Shuichi could pretend that it was just him talking to his old friend.
“I…uh…” he gestured to the roses he left at the grave. “I hope you like those. I had been saving up my money…so I’m glad that I was able to spend it on something worthwhile.”
Shuichi stayed quiet, imagining the things Toga might say to him. Despite himself, he couldn’t help but to start crying.
“…I’m so sorry, Toga. I’m sorry that all of these awful things happened to you, that your parents treated you that way and made it so hard for you to live. I know you did some bad things…but you were good to me…you were kind to me, and that’s a lot more than anyone else ever did.”
Shuichi barked a laugh, the irony of the situation practically mocking him.
“Heck…I knew you for less than a year, and you were one of my best friends. You were nice to talk to, to practice knife-fighting with. Knowing you made things feel worthwhile. Like I wasn’t just in the League to kill people, that I was there for someone, and there was someone there for me…I hope that you realize how much that meant to me.”
With his hands restrained, Shuichi couldn’t wipe his eyes, but he tried to shake the tears out of them.
“I wish we could have known each other before all of this…maybe we could have helped each other, to stop each other from doing the things we did…I don’t know if they’ll let me…but if I can, I’ll try to visit you again.”
Shuichi felt the presence of the guards behind him, and let them lead him back into Tartarus.
About two weeks after Toga’s funeral, Shuichi got another knock on his door.
“Prisoner Iguchi.”
Shuichi stood in front of the door as he always did.
“You have a visitor.” Shishikura announced.
Shuichi blinked in surprise. Who would visit him? His family had disowned him, the only friends that he had were from the League…so by this point dead (he didn’t know what had happened to Kurogiri after he had been arrested.) He supposed that this would at least be something different, so he let Shishikura lead him to the visitor’s rooms, an area he hadn’t been to before. It was a bright, white-tiled room that made Shuichi’s eyes hurt just being in there, with an unbreakable glass wall separating Shuichi from the visitor’s side. He sat at the table in the center of the room and waited. After a few minutes, Shuichi’s visitor was allowed in.
It was the boy from Toga’s funeral that Shuichi assumed to be Toga’s brother. Seeing him outside of his mourning clothes let Shuichi glean a lot more about this boy: He wore a loose, rumpled hoodie, jeans with holes in them, and red shoes. His skin was pale, indicating someone who spent too much time inside. Shuichi would have been worried for how he was being treated at home were it not for the fact that he didn’t look outright sick or unfed. The boy wore his rugged clothes with defiance rather than shame, glowering at the world around him.
All in all, baring the red shoes, the boy reminded Shuichi a lot of how he used to dress and act before he joined the League, albeit perhaps being better taken care of.
Though the boy had a dark look in his eyes, his expression changed once he sat in the seat opposite the glad wall from Shuichi, looking at him almost with…reverence. It was a look that made Shuichi uncomfortable.
“It’s you, isn’t it?” the boy asked. “You’re Spinner.”
The boy spoke Shuichi’s former villain name with a sense of awe, rather than the contempt Shuichi so often heard from other prisoners when they referred to him.
“…I used to be.” Shuichi admitted. “I saw you at Toga’s funeral two weeks ago. Are you her brother?”
“Yeah. My name’s Kento. Jitaku Kento.” The boy scowled in contempt. “Of course, I used to be Toga Kento, but I don’t use that name anymore.”
That certainly made Shuichi worried, but considering how he had seen Toga turned out, it shouldn’t surprise him that her siblings would have had their own issues with their parents.
“Well…for me, it’s just Iguchi Shuichi now.” Shuichi explained, making Jitaku frown. “Why did you ask to see me? Did you want to talk about your sister?”
Jitaku blinked, hesitating, apparently thrown off by the direction Shuichi was taking the conversation. Most likely, Shuichi realized, the boy probably had some sort of fixed idea of how this was supposed to go, and wasn’t prepared for anything different. What exactly he thought he was going to get out of this, Shuichi didn’t know, but he guessed he was about to find out.
“I mean…” Jitaku said once he regained his focus, “I suppose so. My sister, Akemi, and I tried to visit her a few times…” Again, Jitaku glowered. “But the guards always canceled our visits. They would always say that Himiko had tried to escape when we tried to visit.”
“Hm.” Shuichi answered. “That does sound like something Toga would do. I’m sorry for that. Were you close to her?”
Jitaku frowned, sitting back in his seat as he thought to himself.
“…Not really.” He admitted. “I don’t think that I really ever knew her growing up. Our mom and dad were always on her for some reason. They didn’t talk about it, and I only figured it out when I was older, and I learned how her Quirk needs blood, and that freaked them out. They were always on pins and needles whenever they were around her, like they were waiting for her to snap. She just made herself act ‘normal’ like they wanted.” Jitaku’s eyes almost became clouded in thought. “When she was living with us, it was like she was just…hollow. Like a robot. But I realized that she probably did that just to keep our parents from shouting at her.”
The boy scowled.
“Akemi didn’t get it. It took her a while to realize how messed up our parents were. I wouldn’t have got it myself if…”
Jitaku clammed up for a moment, looking at Shuichi for the first time in fear.
“What is it?” Shuichi asked.
“…If…I wasn’t Quirkless.” He admitted.
Shuichi blinked and nodded, getting a bit more of an idea now of why Jitaku seemed so withdrawn and bitter.
“…Was that rough for you?” He asked.
“It’s awful.” Jitaku spat. “It’s bad enough at school, getting pushed around, having people call me names, acting like I was unevolved or stupid, but at least there, if I kept my head down, people would usually leave me alone. My parents though?” The boy’s fists clenched in anger. “I couldn’t escape them. They wanted things a certain way. They wanted us to be a ‘normal’ family.” Jitaku spoke the word with a similar contempt that Shuichi had often heard when Toga spoke it. “It was like…they expected me to represent the family, to be the ideal son, to excel and get a good job…but they also looked at me the same way as everyone else. Like I was unevolved, like I was a burden to them. If I ever came home late because I was beaten up, they’d lecture me about how I was giving them a bad reputation.”
Jitaku laughed sardonically.
“You know…it’s funny. Were it not for the way I was treated, I probably would have never understood Himiko. I probably wouldn’t have cared, just lived that perfect life of a productive, ‘normal’ son that my parents wanted, not noticing and not caring that Himiko had basically reduced herself to a doll.” The boy shook his head in frustration. “But even back then, when I was only seven, I knew something was wrong with Himiko, that she was hurting. Even if I didn’t really know her, I was probably the closest to understanding her, how she was acting, and imagining how that must have hurt her. Wanting to be something else, to fit into our parents’ ideal.” The boy looked down at the table, slowly shaking his head. “But when she snapped, I was just a kid. There wasn’t anything I could do for her. I only really started to understand how she would have felt when she joined the League.”
The boy’s eyes became fervent, staring off into space, but Shuichi could see how angry he was getting.
“Feeling trapped…that no matter what she did, it was never going to be enough. Feeling like each day you lose a bit of yourself until you finally snap.” Jitaku looked up at Shuichi, almost beholding the heteromorph with a reverence that made Shuichi uncomfortable. “But then…she found you guys…people who saw how sick everything was, people who wanted to change it, to just…tear it all down.”
Shuichi sat numbly as he listened to Jitaku’s rant, his words feeling all too familiar to how he thought when he was younger. Not to mention, hearing about what Toga was like when she was living with her family was sobering, to say the least. Having to constantly repress her true self for years, living life with a mask. It almost made Shuichi’s troubles feel minor by comparison; he couldn’t hide what made him different, but the effort that it apparently took to hide something like that could break someone.
“…What was she like?” Jitaku asked, his voice softening a bit, looking to Shuichi with less anger, and more sadness and regret. “Back when she was with you and the other people in the League, what was she like?”
It almost felt wrong for Shuichi to answer this. This boy had lived with Toga for years, but had never actually gotten to know her. Shuichi meanwhile had only known Toga for a few months, and yet had more of a connection. It felt almost as if Shuichi had robbed this boy.
“…She was…” Shuichi hesitated for just a moment. “Passionate. She was always enthusiastic and full of life.” Despite everything he had been through, and everything he and Toga had done, Shuichi had found himself smiling. “She cared a lot for us…I don’t think that anyone else in the League cared about everyone else as much as she did. The way she cared was…different, but she did. I didn’t always understand her or agree with her, but we cared about each other, regardless.” As Shuichi mused on happier times, he started to deflate, looking down at the table as he remembered what it had all led to. “It’s weird…when I joined the League, I did it because I was told that it followed Stain’s ideals, and Toga was the same way. By the end though, that didn’t really matter. I realized by that point that wasn’t the actual purpose of the League, but none of us cared. We weren’t fighting for any kind of ideal, we were just fighting because we were all that we had.”
Shuichi looked back up at Jitaku. The boy was staring at him, his mouth open as if to speak, but for the moment unsure of what to say. It was so unlike the angry tirade that he had unleashed just a moment ago. He looked vulnerable.
“…I wish that you could have gotten to have known her.” Shuichi offered as a condolence. “I think that she would have been a good sister. If she could have afforded to express herself, I don’t think that she would have cared that you are Quirkless.”
The boy looked down at the table in though, his temper quelled for a moment as he thought of the relationship he could have had with his sister had things turned out differently.
“How are you doing nowadays?” Shuichi asked. “I’m guessing that school is still hard, but how about your home? Those two adults that I saw with you, those were your foster parents, right? The Jitakus?”
Jitaku shrugged, still stuck in his own little world and not really paying attention to Shuichi.
“They’re alright, I guess.”
Shuichi couldn’t help but feel a little irritated at Jitaku’s blasé response. Whoever the Jitakus were, they were willing to adopt children who likely carried some of the worst stigma in the country. They were caring for Kento’s needs as far as Shuichi could tell, but were also kind and understanding enough towards him and his sister that they were willing to go to Tartarus to allow them to pay respects to Himiko, one of the most infamous criminals in modern times.
“Well…they seem to be taking good care of you. And I hate to point this out, but I’d imagine that not a lot of people would have been willing to take you and your sister in after all everything that happened with your family.”
“I guess.” Jitaku shrugged again, more frustrated before looking back at Shuichi. “Look, that’s not really what I wanted to talk to you about.” Jitaku said, his gaze again becoming more fervent. It was again, something that Shuichi had seen in himself a while ago.
“Okay…” Shuichi answered hesitantly. “What did you want, then?”
“I just…” Jitaku looked nervously over at the guards on Shuichi’s side of the room and leaned closer. “I wanted to meet you. I wanted to meet someone from the League of Villains.”
Shuichi unconsciously felt himself leaning back, not liking where this conversation was going more and more.
“You’re like my sister…you get what it must have been like for us, don’t you? I learned about you, about how people in your hometown treated you like garbage because you’re a heteromorph. You joined the League to change things.” Jitaku lowered his voice to the point that only Shuichi would be able to hear him. “…Maybe they could have.” The boy looked back up to Shuichi. “You and the League were able to change a lot, you were able to show everyone what hypocrites heroes were, but besides that, nothing’s really changed.” Despite Jitaku’s earlier attempts to be subtle, he went back to ranting, not noticing how disturbed he made Shuichi.
“Heteromorphs like you and Quirkless like me are still treated like dirt. Everyone’s still selfish, awful hypocrites. Whoever’s in charge still hasn’t made things better for anyone. They still look down on people like us.” Jitaku grumbled at the table, taking a moment to get control of himself. “There’s still so many problems. So…” Jitaku looked back at Shuichi and lowered his voice. “…I was wondering…if you might be able to…give me some advice.”
Shuichi blinked, starting at Jitaku for a moment, finding it hard to believe that he would just openly rant about all of this. Hearing this, realizing how Jitaku saw him, and likely what he wanted to get out of Shuichi, it made him mad.
“What exactly do you see me as?” he asked, glaring at Jitaku, making the boy flinch at Shuichi’s abrupt change of tone. “An idol? Do you see what I did, and think that it’s something that you should copy? Maybe you’ve got your own ideas about how you could do the same things? That I should be some new symbol the way Stain was?”
Jitaku recoiled, staring at Shuichi, his bravado gone as the former villain raised his voice.
“Well, I’m not.” Shuichi said bluntly, making Jitaku recoil even more. “You want my advice kid? Don’t do what I did. What your sister and I did didn’t help anyone. All it did was make things worse.”
Jitaku had almost scooted his chair away from the table with what Shuichi said. After a moment though, he glared back at Shuichi.
“How can you say that?” He asked with a hushed voice. “With everything that you’ve been through, everything that you fought for? You…you…” he stammered, trying to find his voice. “You represented heteromorphs everywhere! You were fighting for them, for people like us, to give us a better future!”
Shuichi stared at Jitaku blankly.
“Is that what you think? That I represented heteromorphs? Do you really think that I made things better for people like me in any way? Do you believe I was even thinking about other heteromorphs when I joined the League?” Shuichi leaned forward, glaring at the pale Jitaku. “I joined a group whose first public action was to murder two heteromorph girls. I was a leader in an army that murdered thousands of people at Jaku, including other heteromorphs.” Shuichi ran his hand through his hair in frustration. “When I joined the League, I became famous in the worst possible way. People posted my face everywhere. They saw a heteromorph working with a group that murdered and kidnapped children, that created monsters from human corpses, and destroyed entire cities. How do you think people interpreted that?” Shuichi challenged Jitaku, who gaped like a fish as the former villain gestured over his shoulder towards Shishikura.
“Do you see that guy over there? The one with the tiny eyes?”
Jitaku nodded numbly, while Shuichi ignored the annoyed scowl Shishikura sent his way.
“He’s saved my life five times. Do you want to know who he’s saved me from?”
Jitaku blinked, looking down at the table in thought for a moment before frowning and looking back up at Shuichi.
“Bigots, right? I bet there’s a lot of people in here who still look down on you because you’re a heteromorph. I bet that they hate you more because of what you mean to other heteromorphs.”
Shuichi scoffed, shaking his head.
“Good guess, but no. I know enough to keep my distance from guys like that in here. No, the ones I have to look out for are other heteromorphs, like me.”
Jitaku paled in surprise and confusion.
“What? Why? Why would they want to kill you? With everything you did for them…”
“Did you not hear what I just said to you?” Shuichi shouted, making Jitaku flinch again. “Do you want to know what I did for heteromorphs like me? I gave everyone another reason to be scared of people like me!”
Shuichi gestured to his stomach.
“If I didn’t have a minor healing factor, and that guard didn’t have a way to replace lost tissue, I’d have a nice, big hole in my gut from six months after Jaku. The guy who did it was a shark heteromorph. He had a little sister with the same Quirk. He told me that she was a sweet girl who worked hard to make people feel comfortable around her. She had actually managed to make some friends. But after I rampaged through Jaku on Gigantomachia’s back, I undid all of her work, and everyone became afraid of her. It got to the point where she accidentally startled someone, and they cracked her skull with a wrench, killing her. Her brother killed the guy in return, and ended up in Tartarus. When he saw me, he put a shiv through my gut, letting me know how I got his little sister killed.” Shuichi bitterly shook his head. “Two months later, another heteromorph who lost his parents in a riot tried to beat my head in with a rock, since the neighborhood they lived in used to be safe until the local hero agency closed. Ten months after that, well, the guy who stabbed me in the back wasn’t a heteromorph; it was his grandson that he had raised, but his grandson had lost his business when customers became too scared for him to serve. Six months after that;” Shuichi gestured towards Shishikura again, who was watching the talk grimly. “well, if it wasn’t for him again, I would have lost an eye!”
Leaning forward again, Shuichi challenged Jitaku with his glare.
“Tell me. What good did I do? How do you see things improving for heteromorphs in any way that is connected with what I did? Can you tell me anything? Because I would love to know.”
Jitaku was silent, shrinking in on himself. Eventually, he spoke, mumbling just loud enough that Shuichi could hear it;
“You had to do it. You all had to do it. The only way that you could have changed people was if you made them. If the heroes hadn’t preempted you, if they hadn’t woken Gigantomachia up…”
“Are you listening to yourself speak?” Shuichi asked, shutting Jitaku up again. “We were killing people who had nothing to do with the things that happened to us. Killing people who were trying to stop us from killing people.” Shuichi shouted, pointing at himself. “We were the ones who organized an army of suicidal zealots. We were the ones who rode on Gigantomachia’s back as he was rampaging through the city, and who tried to stop the people, including children trying to stop him.”
Again, Shuichi leaned forward, making Jitaku look at him in the eye.
“I gave the exact same excuses you did when all that was going on, but do you want to know why I’m the only League member who wasn’t on death row? It’s because my lawyer made me look through the pictures of the deceased. Children, sick, elderly, and again, other heteromorphs. She talked to me about what personal information she could get on them. Those people weren’t just mindless sheep kid, they were people who had their own lives, families, friends, and problems just like me. So, tell me again that all those people dying, people just like you and me, tell me that was necessary, and what that would have even been for?” Shuichi folded his arms, remember another point. “Oh, and want to know what else my lawyer told me? It turned out the whole point of what Dr. Garaki was doing to Shigaraki was to let All For One take control of his body through his implanted Quirk.” Shuichi paused, satisfied to see the sick expression on Jitaku’s face. “If we had won, all I would have accomplished would have been having one of my friends, granted a psychopath that gleefully slaughtered thousands of people, be taken control of by an immortal megalomaniac who could care less about people like us!” Shuichi groaned, clenching his head. “My lawyer managed to get me to feel and admit remorse for what happened because she made me realize how stupid and cruel it was. Now, I have to live my life regretting it.”
Jitaku sputtered, grasping for something to say.
“You…you said that they were your friends though.” He eventually got out. “They were the only ones who cared about you. How can you be okay with the heroes and the government killing them like that? What about what happened with Twice?”
“I’m not okay with that!” Shuichi shouted, jumping up from his seat in rage, the guards getting closer to keep him from losing control while it was all Jitaku could do to not fall over in his seat. Shuichi glared at the boy, panting in anger before he calmed and sat back down, looking at the table dejectedly.
“Twice…he was a good guy. He shouldn’t have been a villain. He didn’t want to hurt anyone. He just wanted to find a place to belong when everyone else rejected him. He wasn’t like the rest of us. We had our own problems, we had been hurt too, but we also wanted to hurt others. I don’t think that ever crossed his mind. He should have had better friends. We should have been better friends to him. Kept him out of situations where he could have gotten hurt like that, where he would have had to hurt people. He was a good guy, a good friend, but I was a bad friend to him. If I had really cared about him, I would have wised up and realized what could have happened to him.”
Shuichi looked back up at Jitaku, the memories of his fallen friends sobering his anger, though he was no less determined to make Jitaku understand his mistakes.
“Just tell me, if you knew someone like that, someone who was hurt by the system, but didn’t have any real desire to hurt anyone, would you make him do things like what we did? Maybe we didn’t force him, but we didn’t give him any other options either. Would you tell yourself that it’s for the greater good, that this guy has to do horrible things for that idea of what you think is a better world?”
Jitaku averted his gaze in shame. At least he was thinking now.
“To be fair, for some of us, we just didn’t have anywhere else to go. People didn’t give Twice a chance. Your sister wasn’t given a chance. I don’t think that she ever thought that there was anyone she could turn to for help.” Shuichi shook his head in frustration with himself. “I used to see myself the same way. People wouldn’t give me a chance. People wouldn’t accept me. But my circumstances weren’t the same as them. I could have moved. I could have found other heteromorphs and made friends with them. There were plenty of other people like me, people who could have helped me, who maybe could have used my help.” Shuichi sighed, closing his eyes in frustration. “I don’t know what exactly happened to Shigaraki to make him the way that he was. I know he lost his family and got taken in by All For One.” Shuichi scowled, wondering if All For One had anything to do with that point. It would have been oddly convenient for him, after all. “But he still chose to do what he did. He chose to kill people. He enjoyed killing people. Dabi…” Shuichi scowled harder, feeling sickened at the memory of someone that he had once seen as a friend, someone he had once even admired. “Well…everyone knows about him. I can’t imagine what it was like for him growing up. But the fact was that he didn’t really care about changing the world for the better. He just wanted to spite his father by murdering his little brother.” The heteromorph barked a laugh and shrugged. “Hell, maybe he was just the honest one among all of us. For all our talk of remaking the world into something better, we sure as hell enjoyed destroying everything.”
“Well…why shouldn’t you?” Jitaku spoke up, earning Shuichi’s glare again, though the boy had gotten his resolve back. “You all got hurt, and no one answered for what happened to you until after you started fighting back. My parents only got in trouble once Himiko made everyone find out what they did to her. Maybe it wasn’t good that so many people got hurt, but what else could you all do by that point?”
This time, Shuichi and Jitaku both glared at each other, daring the other to speak. Eventually, Shuichi did.
“You’re not here because you think I’m some sort of ideal, noble revolutionary. You’re here because you think that I can give you an excuse to hurt people.”
Jitaku jumped up from his seat, glaring down at Shuichi.
“You don’t know me. I thought you knew me, but you don’t.”
Shuichi though was completely unintimidated and stared blankly back at Jitaku.
“When I was your age, I was just like you. Angry at the world for mistreating me. At first, I wanted to do something good, to make something of myself. Heck, I wanted to be a hero when I was younger, I wanted to help people, but people shot that idea down pretty quickly. I grew up angry and bitter, but unable to do anything about it. It didn’t matter if I tried harder to be good to prove people wrong; they were convinced that I was a freak. If I ever fought back, I would always get the blame for it. So, I retreated into my own little world and became a hikikomori. It made me feel like I was hollow, without purpose, just sitting in my room all day playing video games and wanting to escape the world. But then, I heard about Stain, and his drive to remove fake heroes, to change the world. I got caught up in it, and changed myself to try to be just like him.”
Jitaku tried to continue glaring at Shuichi, but the heteromorph could tell that he was letting his guard down at all the things Shuichi mentioned in common with him.
“But you know something that I realize now? There were probably plenty of ways I could have tried to change the world. I could have used what happened to me to drive me to help other heteromorphs, to try to campaign for them, or to just volunteer somewhere where I could help them. But I didn’t. I latched onto the first ideology I heard that let me hurt people. As much as I ranted about carrying on Stain’s will, making the world a better place, I think in the end, I was just looking for an excuse. When I attacked that Summer Camp and hurt Pixie-Bob and Mandalay? Those were good heroes who worked to help people. They were protecting children from us, a group that included Muscular and a freaking cannibal for crying out loud! But that didn’t matter to me. The fact was, I just enjoyed hurting them. It felt good, like I was finally hitting back at a world that did nothing but hit me.”
Shuichi could see the mention of blood intriguing Jitaku, no matter how much the boy tried to deny it, and he pressed his attack.
“The League had practically nothing to do with Stain. Shigaraki didn’t care about Stain’s ideals, hell, he hated the guy! But I still stuck with him. I guess that goes to show just how much those ideals really meant to me. How much do the ideals that you were talking about really mean to you?”
Jitaku looked away in shame, getting the picture.
“Fighting back against the people who hurt you sounds good when you’re thinking about it. But it’s really easy to switch around in your head who’s actually hurting you. It starts off as your bullies, then it’s the people around you who don’t do anything when they see you getting bullied, even though if you’re honest with yourself, it would be hard for you to jump in yourself. Then it’s the people who are supposed to protect you, like heroes, but didn’t, even though they never met you before and would have no idea what happened to you. Then it’s anyone who gets in your way, no matter how much of a reason they have to stop you for all of the people you’ve hurt. Then it’s just…anyone. You don’t know them, but they probably did something to deserve it. It gets easier and easier to hurt others, easier to justify. But then, when you’re alone, or asleep, you think about it, and you realize how far you’ve fallen, to the point you’ve done things worse than anything done to you, to people who had nothing to do with what happened.”
Jitaku cringed more, unable to look at Shuichi in the eye.
“Your parents hurt you and your sister. Someone should have stopped them. Someone should have helped you. But that doesn’t excuse all the horrible things that Toga did. It doesn’t excuse what I did. It wouldn’t excuse you.”
Shuichi morosely shook his head.
“Don’t do what I did, Jitaku. Don’t kid yourself. Nothing good was ever going to come of what we did. I get that you look up to your sister, that you empathize with her, but that doesn’t make what she or any of us did good or smart. If you do, it will just make things worse.”
Finally, Shuichi lowered his voice, speaking more gently.
“Look, I get it. I get feeling like no matter what you do, no one will acknowledge you. Give you a reason to be proud of yourself, to think that you’re worth anything. I get hating the bastards that treat you like that, and latching onto something that makes you feel like you can fight back. But I’ve got to tell you, what you’ve been thinking about, it’s not worth it.”
Jitaku couldn’t look back at Shuichi. He stood up, and walked out of the visiting room.
A month later, Shuichi was brought back to the room, and Jitaku came in again.
“Why are you back here?” Shuichi asked.
Jitaku grimaced, looking down in embarrassment.
“…I didn’t realize that my foster parents were watching our conversation.” He admitted.
Shuichi gave the boy an exasperated look. Did Jitaku actually think that they would let a minor in here without some kind of supervision?
“…They liked the things you told me. Even suggested that I come back.”
“Okay.” Shuichi responded, somewhat surprised. “That’s why they wanted you to come back, why did you?”
Jitaku still didn’t look at Shuichi.
“You’re right, okay? What you said about me. I hate how people treat me, and it makes me hate them. I just…I feel so powerless, and I want to fight back, to make things fair, is that so wrong?” Jitaku finally looked at Shuichi with a pleading look in his eyes.
“I’m not sure.” Shuichi answered. “If you’re just defending yourself, I think you’ve got a right, but I also know how easy it would be for people to put all the blame on you…I’m not sure if there’s a way to make things fair for people like us.”
“…If you don’t think that I should do what you and my sister did, what should I do? Are you telling me that I should just let the people at school pick on me? That I should just accept it if I can’t get a job, and I just end up living homeless for the rest of my life?” He asked, challenging Shuichi, who looked down at the table in thought before answering.
“I don’t know, but I can at least say that you could really do anything and it would turn out better than what your sister and I did. Your foster parents seem to be pretty nice to you, maybe talk to them? Ask them to talk to your school? Maybe have them threaten legal action? If you really want to help other people like you and me, maybe you could try to become a police officer to protect us. Maybe become a lawyer. A politician. Try to make laws that stop discrimination.”
“Do you actually think that people would let me try to do those things?” Jitaku asked bitterly.
“It would be worth a shot to try.” Shuichi answered. “You’d at least be putting your effort towards something worthwhile. You could volunteer with support groups for heteromorphs, or for people who have problems with their Quirks. It would be hard for anyone to turn you away for that.” Shuichi pointed out.
Jitaku looked at the table, musing over what Shuichi said. He didn’t seem particularly enthusiastic. Shuichi perked up as he came up with one last idea.
“There is one thing you could do that your sister and I did.”
This caught Jitaku’s attention as he looked back up at Shuichi.
“Find someone else like you, someone who gets pushed around, who people don’t give a chance, and be there for them. Find the weirdos, the people that don’t fit in.” Shuichi smiled softly, remembering the days where he was with the League, not when they were fighting heroes or other villains, but the rare moments where they were just resting, and could appreciate each other’s company. He had a lot of regrets, but making friends with Toga and Twice wasn’t one of them.
“These problems you have?” Shuichi pointed out to Jitaku. “You know you’re not the only one who has them. I think that if we had just one person who reached out to us, we wouldn’t have become villains in the first place. I can’t guarantee that they’ll always accept you, or that you’ll always get along, but I think that if you can be there for just one other person, you’ll at least make a difference for them.”
Shuichi watched as Jitaku mulled over his words, and faintly, the boy’s expression seemed to soften. After a moment, he spoke again.
“…Would you mind if I visit you again?”
Shuichi smiled, glad with the realization that even with a life spent either in emptiness or bitterness, the only people who had ever valued him dead ignoble deaths, but at least here, he could still do something good. He could help Toga’s brother avoid the same mistakes that they made.
“I’d like that.”
Notes:
Writing about these different characters has certainly made me look at them a different way. I used to really empathize with Iguchi, being someone who feels like he was probably very similar to Izuku, having a desire to make the world a better place but ostracized by society, only to give into his bitterness. I’ve lost a lot of my sympathy for him though over time considering the fact that he more or less abandoned his initial ideals to follow people he knew just wanted to commit mass murder simply for the fact that they have “conviction.” I suppose that it’s a tragic representation of how broken people can be drawn into such toxic ideologies in real life, but I take serious issue with canon for depicting Iguchi as noble at the end, still admiring Shigaraki to the point that he wants to write a book about him to spite heroes despite the mass slaughter that he had just committed. Seriously, Izuku telling Iguchi Shigaraki’s last words to him reminds me of Green Goblin’s last request to Spiderman in the original movie; these are people who do not deserve that kind of respect, especially when it allows such toxic ideas to be perpetuated. It’s just another issue I have with the prevailing theme of “conviction” being what matters over what is actually right and wrong, something that you probably picked up on here. That being said, thinking about Iguchi’s perspective did help me to restore a lot of my sympathy for him. Quite a few of the villains didn’t exactly have anywhere else they could go, so it kind of makes sense that Iguchi would abandon his initial ideals simply out of loyalty to his friends. By that point, what else did he have left? I still maintain that he and the League had to be stopped and should face consequences for their crimes, but I’m glad to be able to see a bit more of his humanity again.
I got a few ideas for my depiction of Jitaku (Toga) Kento from a story suggested in the comments a while ago called Villains Aren’t Born by blaszczu2500. The premise is that Izuku had a Quirkless friend growing up who later joined the League as a result of the bullying he received, all the while fighting against Izuku as he continues his journey to become a hero. There are a few interesting ideas presented there, such as how the story deconstructs how easily Bakugou’s behavior is forgiven and dismissed, the heroes’ toxic positivity, and the general sense of morality in MHA. That being said, I take issue with how the main character and his friends in the League are portrayed, with the story seeming to frame them as being in the right even though they do the same horrible stuff that they did in canon, putting the blame for the mass slaughter on the heroes even though they were the ones committing the slaughter and holding Gigantomachia’s leash in the first place, so you could see this as my deconstruction of that mentality. That being said, I didn’t read the whole story, so I’m fairly certain that I’m missing some important context, and it didn’t have as much of an impact on this chapter as I had originally planned.
Next chapter…I think is going to be pretty tough. For one, while I have a bit of an idea of an outline, it’s something that I only just came up with a few days ago, so it might not be as formed as I would like (though then again, I think that a few of these I’ve mostly just been writing off the cuff.) Beyond that though, I think that this one might be one of the more emotionally difficult chapters to write, even taking “Hand of Sorrow” into consideration. However, while I was looking at my iTunes library for inspiration, I listened to “Forgiven” by Within Temptation, and it just felt like it clicked for me. I don’t want to make guarantees in case I have finally found something that I can’t write, but for now, “Forgiven” is what I’m going with.
Chapter 14: Forgiven
Notes:
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No.
No.
No…
Rei’s mind couldn’t accept it.
Her eldest son Toya, whom she had thought burned himself to death in his effort to push his flames past his limit so as to earn his father’s approval, was alive. However, in his reveal, he had murdered his little brother Shoto.
Rei’s baby boy, who wanted to be a hero like All Might, who had gone to Rei crying when he was upset about how cruel his father had been to him and to her, who Rei had encouraged that he could become the kind of hero he wanted to be, but whose last interaction Rei had with was when she had snapped from the stress and fear that he was going to turn out just like his brother as Enji had pushed him, and had poured boiling water on his face.
He was gone. Burned to ash by Toya in his desire to spite his father for ignoring and replacing him. He was dead, in part because he had sworn off the fire side of his Quirk to spite his father for sending Rei to a psychiatric hospital and had tried to fight his then-psychotic brother with half of his power. Rei had lost her chance to ask for Shoto’s forgiveness.
No, she would have given that chance up, if only he were okay, if he were still alive. She’d carry that guilt for the rest of her life if it meant that he was still alive. She knew she deserved to be taken away, to be separated from Shoto after what she had done, but had she known that Shoto was doing something so foolish as to intentionally hobble himself, she would have sold her soul for the chance to beg him to stop, even if it meant that he wouldn’t forgive her.
But he was dead, the only part of him left to bury being what ashes Enji had managed to grasp.
Rei stood over Shoto’s grave. She was not sobbing and wailing like Fuyumi and Natsuo were. She just stood there in shock, the only hint that she was not a lifeless statue the fact that there were tears streaming down her face. Dr. Higurashi’s hand on was her shoulder, the wolf heteromorph having come along in an attempt to support Rei at the funeral. However, Rei couldn’t feel her. All she could see was her son’s tombstone.
Sixteen years.
Shoto had only been alive for sixteen years, and so much of that was spent either being brutally trained by his father, or living in bitterness. How often had he been allowed to just be happy? To have the simple pleasures that any boy growing into a teenager could have had? Birthdays? Festivals? Hanging out with friends? Did he ever get to have a crush? Was there anyone he had liked?
Rei didn’t want to accept it. She just stared at the stone, the rest of the world fading away around her, not noticing Dr. Higurashi’s hand tensing on her shoulder in alarm…
“Mrs. Todoroki! Mrs. Todoroki!”
There was a sound of paparazzi shouting, suddenly bursting through the thin defense the police had managed to put up around the Todoroki family cemetery to protect the funeral, only to stampede like hungry rats over to the grieving family. Suddenly, they were crowding around the three Todorokis, waving microphones in their faces, pressing in on them, shouting questions, wanting to draw more blood from their tragedy.
“Is it true that you participated in a Quirk marriage with Endeavor?”
“How many other children did you have?”
“What happened to Toya to turn him into Dabi?”
Rei was barely aware of any questions that the paparazzi were shouting at her, not even bothering to act sympathetic. She was however, faintly aware of the sound of scared whimpering and crying from her daughter, and the shouts of Natsuo as he tried to shield her sister from the horde. Rei’s children were scared an in danger.
Suddenly, Rei unleashed a torrent of ice, engulfing the paparazzi, spearing through their cameras and recorders. Those who weren’t caught up in the attack recoiled in fear, dropping their own equipment as they stared at the furious figure of Endeavor’s wife.
“Leave my family alone.” She ordered. “I am already in a psychiatric hospital. Do you think I care what happens to me if you harass my children again?”
The paparazzi backed off, cowed long enough for the police to rush in and drag them out. Rei stood between her children, the grave of Shoto, and all the onlookers, allowing Natsuo to pick up Fuyumi from the ground and offer what comfort he could.
Rei felt the hand of Dr. Higurashi on her shoulder again.
“I think we should go, Rei.” She said.
Rei didn’t want to leave. She didn’t want to leave her baby alone again, but there was nothing else to do. Having pulled themselves together, Fuyumi and Natsuo embraced her, the mother who had failed them. They had no words, overwhelmed by either the grief of Shoto dying, Toya being the villain who murdered him, or of the burden of pressure that they now realized was going to be on their family. Rei had failed them, but she was still their mother. She hugged them back, her tears mingling with theirs in some futile effort to comfort them. It was enough though to get them to keep moving, Natsuo helping Fuyumi get into a car driven by Endeavor’s sidekick Burnin, a woman who carried almost as much shame as the Todorokis themselves had, but chose to help them regardless out of shame or duty. Seeing her children safe, Rei allowed herself to be steered into another car by Dr. Higurashi. The wolf heteromorph was silent as she drove away.
“…I’m sorry…” Rei offered as an attempt at an apology. Using her Quirk on so many people, losing control of her emotions…
“What for?”
The doctor’s voice cut through the haze of Rei’s thoughts as she looked up at Higurashi. The doctor gave Rei a small smile.
“You were defending your family. I will not hold that against you.”
Higurashi put her focus back on the road, aware of how dangerous things could get with the turmoil in the midst of the Battle of Jaku and the reveal of so many scandals of the hero system, knowing the need to be aware of her surroundings. Her smile left her as she spoke more contritely.
“…I’m just sorry you had to leave like that. I don’t know when we can visit again, but I’ll see what can be done, if you want.”
Rei was inclined to thank her doctor, wanting to go back…but to do what? She had almost lost herself in her grief again. Could she face her son after her failure?
“Rei…” Higurashi spoke up, “I understand how difficult this must be for you.”
Rei doubted that. She sincerely hoped that Higurashi had no idea how she felt.
“Back there…before the paparazzi attacked us, I noticed you were dissociating. What you’re dealing with…I can see that it’s quite overwhelming for you. I think though that it might be better if you’re allowed some time to process everything, to come to grips with what has happened.”
Rei didn’t answer. She had no idea how she could even begin to think about accepting what had happened.
“You’re going to get through this, Rei. You are a strong woman.” Higurashi assured her.
Rei had lived for so many of the past few years in a haze after what she thought was Toya’s death and when she scalded Shoto. In her more conscious moments, she realized that it was her way of escaping, to not have to face the horrors of her reality. It was very tempting to slip into that mindset after Shoto’s death. However, Rei noticed that she wasn’t the only one to do that anymore.
Many of the doctors, nurses, and visitors to Fujitani Hospital seemed to carry the same blank expression that Rei had so often seen on herself in the mirror. According to Fuyumi and Natsuo, practically everyone was like that; as if they had shut down all but the essential parts of their minds, moving around on autopilot; eating, drinking, working, even talking to their coworkers, but without actually thinking about it. Natsuo and Fuyumi weren’t like that, at least when they visited Rei, and she was cognizant enough to be grateful for that, even if it is was clear to her that they were struggling as much as anyone else. She could see how much angrier Natsuo had gotten, how he now reflexively had his hands clenched into fists, a faint sheen of frost appearing in his hands when he thought no one was noticing, how Fuyumi seemed to have gotten paler and thinner, as if she was forgetting to eat.
And she couldn’t help them. She was stuck in the hospital, not fit to be their mother. This was often a topic of her sessions with Dr. Higurashi. Contrary to the usual mental image one would have of a psychiatrist sitting on a chair, writing down notes while their patient lay on a couch and stared up at the ceiling, Rei’s sessions with Higurashi usually took place with the two of them sitting across from each other over a small coffee table. Dr. Higurashi would sit on the same level as Rei, usually with some tea or water ready, and she would forgo writing anything for the sake of simply talking to Rei as an equal.
“…When I came here…” Rei admitted, “I felt that I was a danger to Shoto, to my children. I had hurt him in such a horrible and cruel way…and I was barely even conscious of what I was doing when I did it. I believed that I didn’t have a right to have a relationship with Shoto or any of my children after what I had done.” Rei felt numb, but as the thoughts of what had happened to Shoto, and what had driven him to act the way that he did that contributed to his death, she clenched at the hem of her dress in pain. “However…I found out that over the years…Shoto had been refusing to use half of his Quirk to spite his father, because he blamed his flames for what I did…he practically crippled himself…I…” Rei stammered, barely able to hold herself together, “I know I didn’t have a right to have a relationship with him after what I did…but I wish that I could have spoken to him, to try to stop him from hurting himself…”
Rei buried her face in her hands.
“I failed my son so much…I hurt him when I was around him, and I made him hurt himself when I was away…I wasn’t able to stop Toya from hurting himself, from hurting others, and now Fuyumi and Natsuo are hurting too…I just…I can’t do anything…”
Higurashi gave Rei a moment to vent, handing her some tissues to try to dry her tears.
“…There’s not an easy answer to what’s happened to you and your family, Rei.” Higurashi said, looking down at her cup of tea in thought.
“There are things that should have been done for your family. Toya should have had someone explain to him that his father’s approval wasn’t a measure of his own value. Dare I say it, he should have realized that his father wasn’t someone to emulate. Shoto should have been told that his burn and you coming here wasn’t because of his Quirk or that of his father’s. However, there is a question of just how much you could have done to help. Perhaps you could have tried to take your children out of your husband’s influence…but considering his connections, it is unlikely that you would have succeeded, either in divorcing or gaining custody of them, or reporting his abuse to the authorities. It sounds as if he could have easily negated any effort you could have made on that front.”
Rei sighed, recognizing the truth of this. While it might have been possible for Rei to get Fuyumi and Natsuo out of Enji’s influence due to his indifference towards them, he was never going to let Shoto go.
“We also can’t be sure if anything you would have done would have reached your sons. You tried to stop Toya, you tried to get your husband to acknowledge him, but both rejected you.” Higurashi continued, making Rei wince at the memory of her pleading to Toya to stop hurting himself with his Quirk, to Enji to just talk to Toya.
“It’s possible that Shoto would have been similar. Children greatly desire to become heroes growing up, but with Toya, being the son of such a prestigious hero, being fed those dreams so much more fervently, to be told that he shouldn’t be a hero, to be denied the dream that would have felt within his grasp for so long…” Higurashi sighed in frustration. “It was already an unhealthy obsession in our society. I think that it would have been exceptionally difficult to be freed from that desire in your case. Most likely, Toya required professional help, the kind that is very hard to find in our society.”
Higurashi put her cup down and spoke in a manner that was surprisingly blunt for what one would expect for a psychiatrist.
“Your marriage was built on a conditional relationship, based off of Todoroki’s ambition and spite. It was a marriage that probably shouldn’t have existed in the first place. However, considering your circumstances, I don’t think that you would have been able to deny your husband’s proposal. The fact is, you were in a situation that was beholden to the whims of a selfish, prideful man. You and your family were all greatly hurt by your husband’s abuse, both emotionally and physically. In an ideal world, you would have had access to help, both to protect you from your husband’s abuse, and to help you heal from the psychological damage he inflicted on you, but I don’t know if that help was available to you.” Higurashi shook her head sadly. “In your case, there was only so much you could do to make the most of your circumstances. You’ve accepted the responsibility of what you did to Shoto, but the responsibility of what happened to your family is hardly on your shoulders alone. Your husband, Toya, and even Shoto made their own choices with their own consequences. This is something that you’re going to have to come to terms with, Rei.”
“But…I could have done more…” Rei protested, her guilt weighing heavily on her. “I could have reached out more to Toya…I could have kept him from doing what he did…”
“Could you have?” Higurashi asked. “As difficult as it would have been, Toya could have listened to you and chosen a different path. After he had recovered from burning himself so much, he could have come home. You had shown that you loved him, but he rejected it. In the end, becoming a villain, dedicating his life to spiting Endeavor, killing so many people, including his own brother, that was his choice, and the consequences are his to carry.”
“But Shoto…” Rei whimpered, only for Higurashi to interrupt her again.
“You were here, Rei. You weren’t in a situation where you could have talked to him. You needed help, and that isn’t your fault. Even with that in mind though, there were plenty of people who could have helped Shoto, but didn’t. His teachers, who were themselves heroes, should have realized that Shoto was hobbling himself, and pulled him from the Hero Course when it was obvious the kinds of risks he was taking. Your husband could have pulled him, were he not so fixated on his own ego. Maybe you could have reached Shoto, but you’ve already told me about the inordinate degree of control your husband had over Shoto’s life, which would have made that difficult.” Higurashi shook her head.
“It’s not healthy for us to focus on ‘what-ifs’, Rei. The best thing you can do is to instead focus on what you can do now. You still have a son and daughter who care a great deal about you, and whom you care about.” The doctor pointed out.
Rei hesitated, staring down at the table between her and Higurashi, weighed down by her guilt and her self-doubt. It hurt her to see her children struggling after experiencing so much pain, but did she even have a right to be their mother?
“Your children still want to be a part of your life, Rei. They still want you to be a part of theirs’.” Higurashi said, as if sensing what Rei was thinking.
Rei did her best to take Higurashi’s advice, and made the most of whatever opportunity she had when her children visited. Usually they’d be together, sometimes on their own due to Natsuo’s studies or Fuyumi’s struggles in finding a new teaching job. Those times were precious to Rei, but they were also difficult for her. There was only so much she could do for Natsuo and Fuyumi. She talked to them, she tried to be there for them, to comfort them in their troubles, but it was clear that the public reveal of their father’s abuse, Toya’s reveal as a villain, his murder of Shoto, and the stigma that was now attached to their family name was a heavy burden to bear. Shortly after Jaku, Natsuo had his family name legally changed to Rei’s maiden name of ‘Himura,’ and after Fuyumi was dismissed from her current teaching job for the scandal that had attached itself to her, she had been forced to make the change herself if she was to have any hope of continuing her career. Rei couldn’t blame them, either for Natsuo’s hatred of his father and what he had done to his family or for Fuyumi’s necessity. She had always hoped that Natsuo would be able to forgive Enji one day, but it seemed that would never happen.
Some time after the Battle of Jaku, Natsuo was unable to visit due to complications with his schoolwork, leaving Fuyumi to visit without him. She was not visiting alone, however.
Once Fuyumi had hugged Rei, she gestured to the winged man who was standing awkwardly in the doorway of Rei’s hospital room.
“Mom, you remember Keigo, right?”
Rei certainly did remember Takami Keigo, the former No. 2 Hero Hawks. She remembered seeing his body burnt so badly by Toya that the man’s wings had been reduce to stubs and he was forced to wear a respirator mask. She remembered bowing in remorse towards the man for what Toya had done, just one more act of cruelty he had performed in his malice and desire to spite his father. Thankfully, the young man seemed to have mostly healed by this point, no longer requiring the mask and his wings almost restored to their original health.
Rei experienced a brief moment of shock though as she realized that Fuyumi had referred to the young man by his personal name, but it was perhaps a more welcome shock than usual.
“Yes, I remember him.” Rei answered, bowing respectfully to the young man. “I’d like to thank you for escorting my daughter.”
“No problem.” Takami answered, nodding. He stayed by the doorway, likely wanting to give Rei and Fuyumi their privacy, but he seemed the faintest bit awkward watching the two.
“So…um…I’ve got some good news, Mom!” Fuyumi announced, appearing slightly more cheerful than Rei had seen her over the past few weeks. “I was able to get a new teaching job!”
“Fuyumi, that’s wonderful!” Rei exclaimed, hugging her daughter in happiness and relief. “Where will you be working? How did you get the job? When are you going to be starting?”
“I’ll be working at Musutafu Elementary…close by UA, actually.” Fuyumi explained. The two women were silent for a brief moment, the reminder of Shoto’s alumni sobering them before Fuyumi continued. “One of my previous students’ mothers was able to get me in touch with the school board there. I’ll be starting with everyone else at the end of summer.”
“I’m so glad, Fuyumi.” Rei said warmly, glad that things seemed to be going well for her daughter for once. Fuyumi smiled in return, though her demeanor turned somewhat sober as she thought out loud.
“…It might be a little hard for the kids starting out…They won’t have been to school for an entire term, and that’s not even taking into account how they’ll all be handling everything that has been going on lately…It sounds like they were in need of teachers with all of the chaos going on…” Fuyumi scratched her chin nervously at the reminder to herself how difficult teaching had gotten recently. She was hardly the only teacher who hadn’t been able to do her job; in the wake of the collapse of the hero system and the loss of so much of the country’s law enforcement, schools had been closed for children’s safety. It was only with the arrival of the UN soldiers managing to restore some semblance of order that anyone was able to think about sending their children to school again. Seeing her daughter getting lost in her thoughts, Rei patted her hand.
“You’re going to do great. I think that you’ll understand those children much more easily than anyone else.”
Fuyumi smiled, though her expression became even more stressed as something else occurred to her, as she nervously looked over at Takami.
“Fuyumi, is something wrong?”
Fuyumi clenched at her blouse.
“…Keigo told me something that I think you should know.” She explained. “It’s probably going to be made public knowledge soon anyway, and I think that it would be better if you hear it from us.”
Rei looked over at the former hero, who sighed, looking at Rei.
“They’ve set Toya’s execution date.” He admitted. “It will be at the end of the year.”
Rei felt her heart freeze. Her eldest son. Her once wonderful, cheerful little boy, now an embittered, scarred young man, was going to die. She was going to experience it all over again, possibly even worse so than before.
“…Oh.” She answered. What else could she say? Plead to the judge to spare Toya’s life? As much as the thought of losing her son hurt her, Rei knew that there was no way that anything she’d say would change Toya’s fate. He had murdered Shoto. He had murdered so many other people by his own hand, to say nothing of the fact that he was a leading member of a terrorist organization that had razed an entire city.
Rei supposed that she was aware that this was going to happen, but in the midst of Shoto’s death and everything else that had happened, she hadn’t truly processed what consequences Toya’s actions would lead to for himself.
Rei felt a hand squeezing hers. She looked up, and saw Fuyumi looking at her, tears streaming down her face. Her daughter hugged her, offering what comfort she could, all the while likely feeling her own heart being torn open. Perhaps it was this knowledge, the reminder that Fuyumi was also hurting, that she needed help, that allowed Rei to fight through the fugue that was threatening to overwhelm her and to hug Fuyumi back. The two simply held each other for a few moments more before they eventually released each other.
“…Thank you for informing me, Takami.” Rei said, making herself look at the young man who was brave enough both to face down her son and to face her. She had heard of what Takami had done, as well as the vitriol he now faced as a result of it. He was possibly just as, if not more reviled than Endeavor, and yet he still continued to work to protect and help people. He still took the time to come here, to watch over her daughter, and to deliver difficult news.
Takami didn’t make any response, likely thinking that saying ‘You’re welcome’ would be in poor taste. Eventually, he cleared his throat.
“I’m not sure if this is the best idea, but I also felt like I needed to tell Endeavor what I learned. I’ll just leave you two alone…” the winged man moved to leave, but was stopped by Rei.
“Wait.” She stood up. “I should come with you.”
“…You really don’t need to.” Takami said apologetically to Rei.
“I think that it would be better if he heard it from me.” She answered.
Takami stared at Rei, shocked at her fortitude.
“…Are you sure about this?”
“I am.” She affirmed, before walking out the door with a reluctant Takami and Fuyumi following.
Enji’s room was on the other side of the hospital. When he had been brought there to be treated for his injuries from the Battle of Jaku, it was the wing specifically dedicated to heroes. Even with the dissolution of the hero system though, Enji had stayed in the same room, and had not left it since he had first arrived months ago. Rei and Takami had a quick conversation with Enji’s doctor, who reluctantly allowed them in.
When Enji had been brought in from Jaku, his body was badly battered from his fight both with Shigaraki and with his son, but he still had the same imposing frame he always had, somehow matching even All Might in his bulk. Now though, after months of constraining himself to his room, Enji was a shell of the man he once was. His muscles had atrophied, his skin was going pale from a lack of sunlight, he was even going bald. It was his eyes though that struck Rei the most. What were once intense, vivid blues were now cloudy, staring at the opposite wall. It was a look Rei had seen far too often in herself, especially when she had first arrived.
“Enji?” Rei spoke up, trying to get her husband’s attention. There was a response, at least a faint one. Just barely, as Rei spoke, she could see Enji wince at the sound of her voice. Worried how he was going to take the news, Rei nonetheless sat down on the chair next to her husband’s bed and took his hand in hers.
“Takami has just told me something you should know. It’s going to be difficult, but it’s best if you hear this from us.” Rei held Enji’s hand, managing to stay calm even as she felt her heart tear open. “Toya’s execution date has been set. It’s going to be at the end of the year.”
To the frowning Takami and the quietly crying Fuyumi, who were standing at the door, no reaction could be seen at first. Rei though felt Enji’s hand go limp in hers, and she felt a faint tremor in his skin. A tear came out from his eye, followed by a tremor in his hand. Recognizing what was coming, Rei gently held Enji’s head against her shoulder as she felt a greater tremor through his body, followed by a hoarse sob. Enji didn’t have the strength or the will to move his arms, and could only sob into Rei’s blouse, moaning in agony.
Rei stayed with her husband for quite a while. When he had finally calmed down, she was surprised to see that Takami was still there, standing patiently as he beheld the former No. 1 hero.
“Fuyumi needed some time alone in the bathroom.” He explained. Rei nodded, understanding how overwhelming this could be. Though she had spent what felt like an hour sitting, she felt drained. Still, she wanted to make the most of the time she had with her daughter and elected to sit on a bench outside of the bathroom. Takami sat down next to her, but he seemed to be having trouble looking at her in the eye.
“Is something wrong, Takami?”
Takami didn’t look at Rei and didn’t answer immediately. When he spoke, he was facing the floor.
“I’m the son of a villain.” He said. “Growing up, I didn’t believe in heroes. I was stuck in a house filled with trash, where my mom and dad would shout and threaten me all the time. One day though, right as my father was going to go too far…” Takami hesitantly looked at Rei. “Your husband showed up. He saved me, and took my father away. He was the one who made me believe in heroes.” Takami looked away as he continued to speak. “I admired him. I admired that he was basically the only hero trying to chase after the Number One spot. He was a good hero. Maybe he wasn’t working as a hero for the best reason, but he saved so many people. How could I hold his motivation against him with what he had done?” Takami’s expression became morose. “But then at Jaku, I found out that he was abusive towards his family just like my father.” The young man shrugged. “I can’t hold that against him too much, I guess. He still saved me, regardless. But…it’s still kind of galling to know. And now…here I am, sitting with the woman that he abused. That he forced into a Quirk marriage, and drove into psychiatric care.” Takami looked up at Rei apologetically. “I don’t know what I should say. I’m sorry for what he did to you and your family, but part of me still can’t but help to look up to him, to be grateful to him for what he did for me.”
Rei though smiled.
“I don’t hold that against you. He was a great hero, and I was always proud of the work that he did.” Rei looked at the floor herself and sighed. “When we got married…I didn’t really think that much of it. That was hardly the first time that the Himuras were involved in a Quirk marriage, after all.” Rei spoke with distaste before shaking her head. “I just saw it as how things were done with my family.” She smiled though as she remembered happier times. “Despite why Enji married me though, he was actually a caring man at first. I think that he wanted me to be happy. For a while, I was. I think that there was a good man in him. Maybe there still is…even if he's wrestling with a giant.” Rei turned back to Takami. “He did a lot of good. I’m glad that you recognize that.”
“Yeah…” Takami frowned, folding his arms over his chest. “I think that a lot of people could see that though. The problem though was that we kept on refusing to believe that he could do anything bad. I think that we had that problem with a lot of people. There’s what happened to that Bakugou kid…what happened to me…”
Rei frowned, not appreciating that Takami was speaking so lowly of himself.
“Takami…what is your intent with my daughter?”
The previously morose young man suddenly flinched at the question. Takami didn’t try to edge or look away, meeting Rei’s gaze even as he struggled to speak.
“…We’re still trying to figure that out, to be honest.” He admitted. “When we first met after Jaku in the hospital, I just saw her as Endeavor’s daughter, someone related to someone I admired, going through a hard time, and I talked to her, wanting to help her deal with everything that was happening to her.” Awkwardly, Takami looked away from Rei as he continued to speak. “I guess we kind of just became friends after that. We were both in the media’s crosshairs and were the subject of big scandals and family issues, and it felt like she was one of the only people I knew who wasn’t a former hero who wasn’t judging me, and I wasn’t going to judge her.”
The man mulled over his words some more before looking at Rei in the eye again.
“…I care about her. That’s as much as I really know right now. I want her to be okay…and it feels nice when I’m with her.”
Rei continued to hold Takami in her gaze for a moment before smiling.
“I’m glad that Fuyumi has a good man that cares about her. I appreciate you watching out for her.”
Rei finally looked away.
“…I should be doing that myself.”
Rei made the most of what time she had left with Fuyumi, who had managed to settle herself after seeing her father. They talked about Fuyumi’s upcoming job, Natsuo’s studies, Natsuo’s girlfriend, books that they had read. It was a welcome respite, even with the overhanging specter of Toya’s impending execution. As difficult as this meeting had been to her, Rei truly regretted seeing Fuyumi leave. She was afraid for her, her safety in this uncertain and oftentimes cruel society. It was comforting to see Takami walking closely with her though.
After Fuyumi’s visit, Rei had another session with Higurashi.
“Before she came, Fuyumi talked to me about what she planned to discuss with you today in regards to what is happening with Toya.” Higurashi explained. “How are you feeling right now, Rei?”
Rei didn’t answer immediately, clenching her hands together on her lap.
“…I don’t know how to process this.” She admitted, her voice shaking. “It’s like you said…there are consequences to what Toya has done…I knew it was coming…so I suppose in a way I’m almost relieved to have a specific date instead of letting it lie in abeyance…but…” Rei felt tears coming to her eyes, and didn’t bother to wipe them away. “I don’t want Toya to die…I want Shoto to have justice…but I also don’t want Toya to die…Am I a bad person for wanting him to live after what he did? To my son, to his brother?”
“You love your sons. Both of them.” Higurashi responded, handing Rei some tissues to wipe her eyes. “I would argue that the fact that you still love Toya even after what he did to be the mark of a good mother.”
Rei doubted that. As much as Dr. Higurashi tried to encourage her when she felt down on herself, she never felt as if she could shake her guilt, and now her guilt was compounded. Higurashi waited for Rei to calm down before speaking again.
“Rei, there’s something that I would like to talk to you about.” Higurashi said. Rei was curious, and nodded.
“I am going to be getting a new patient. She won’t be staying here like you…” Higurashi paused for a moment in thought, “At least as far as we know right now. Her circumstances are very similar to yours.” Higurashi explained. “I was wondering if you might be willing to talk to her when she visits. I think that you two could get along, perhaps you might be able to help each other.”
Rei blinked, wondering what the circumstances of this woman could be like to be similar to hers. Perhaps she was also a victim of abuse? Even with what Rei was dealing with at the time, if this woman felt the way she did, Rei wanted to help her.
“If she is willing, I would like to.”
The woman guided by her husband and Dr. Higurashi into the sitting room that Rei was waiting in was someone that she had never met before, but whose identity Rei was able to realize pretty quickly. Bakugou Mitsuki hadn’t been on television as much as her son had been, but in the wake of all of the scandals he had been involved in, her face, particularly as similar as it was to her son’s, had unfortunately been in the crosshairs of the media.
Mitsuki was only barely more cognizant than Enji was, having to be gently guided along by her husband in order to move and staring off into space with a blank expression. When she sat down and registered that Rei was sitting in front of her though, the cloudiness seemed to fade from her eyes as she focused on Rei in recognition.
“Bakugou Mitsuki? My name is Todoroki Rei. Higurashi is my doctor and she thought that it might be good for us to talk.”
Mitsuki didn’t respond verbally, but there was at least some awareness in her eyes that encouraged her husband and Higurashi as Rei spoke.
“You’ve…probably heard about what my son, Toya did. So, I can understand what you’re going through right now. I know that you might not want to talk about it, but if you are, I would like to listen. I hope that you wouldn’t mind listening to what I have to say either.”
Mitsuki stared at Rei, only for tears to start to trickle down her face. Her lip trembled, and she was forced to look away as she quietly sobbed. Regardless, she nodded in response to Rei.
Rei spent the next few weeks talking to Mitsuki, helping her to break out of her shell. At first, she would just sit with the woman, and the two would find something on TV to watch together. Sometimes her husband or Dr. Higurashi would join them and talk. It was a slow process, but Mitsuki was slowly responding to Rei in a small, quiet voice that seemed so uncharacteristic of her more aggressive appearance. At first, it was just short, one-word answers to Rei’s questions about what she wanted to watch, if she wanted anything to drink, or how she was feeling, but slowly, Mitsuki began to make progress in opening up to Rei and to Dr. Higurashi.
That wasn’t to say that their meetings were necessarily pleasant though. The fact was, the two spent time together because they were possibly the only two people who’d have any idea how the other was feeling, who wouldn’t judge the other. Rei could see Mitsuki wince whenever her son’s name was casually thrown around on television, and Mitsuki would quietly take hold of Rei’s hand on the occasions that Toya’s impending execution was brought up in the news.
One day, after noticeably struggling with something for several minutes while she and Rei were sitting down, Mitsuki finally spoke up.
“…Where did we go wrong?” Bakugou asked, her voice hoarse from a lack of use. Rei looked at the woman, startled to hear her speak.
“I…I know that I messed up badly with Katsuki. I shouted at him, hit him, and I know that was wrong now, even if at the time it seemed to be the only way to get my son to listen. I should have made him realize that he couldn’t treat people the way that he did, that his Quirk didn’t make him better than everyone else. But you though… You seem like a good person…your children have a lot of respect for you, they seem to think that you’re a good mother. Why did our sons do the things that they did?”
Rei faltered at being asked something that she had been asking herself for years, but had never been able to properly answer herself.
“…I don’t know.” She responded honestly. “I made mistakes…not trying to fight Enji as often as I should have, not taking Toya to get professional help, not getting professional help myself…but Dr. Higurashi has told me that it’s not as simple as whether I did something right or wrong.” Rei clenched at her dress, internally writhing at her failures. “But there were things I couldn’t control; what my husband did, the decisions my son made regardless of my attempts to get him to stop hurting himself…Dr. Higurashi sometimes points out how our culture was so inundated with heroes that it was very hard for Toya to consider doing anything else on top of how Enji has built him up so much when he was younger.” Rei shuddered, a tear coming out of her eye as she remembered Shoto as a young boy, lamenting all the years she had lost with him because of her weakness. “I hurt Shoto, I made him think that the fire half of his Quirk was the problem…” Rei took a breath to steady herself. She didn’t like talking about this, but perhaps she had grown attached to Mitsuki, sympathizing with her, especially as her son had been the same age as Shoto, and felt that she needed to do this.
“But Dr. Higurashi also pointed out that Enji could have changed how he approached Shoto. His teachers could have realized that he had a problem and kept him from going out into the field where he could hurt himself. The HPSC could have realized that Shoto’s power, his relationship with the Number One Hero, and the optics his presence in Jaku could provide weren’t worth sending an emotionally damaged teenager out into a battle.”
Rei made herself look at Mitsuki, who was pale from Rei’s revelations of her sons.
“Maybe you could have treated your son differently. Maybe you could have checked more on how he behaved in school. Maybe there was a different way that you could have punished your son when he did bad things that would have worked better. I don’t know.”
Mitsuki looked away from Rei, feeling guilt at the reminder of her own failures. Rei though wasn’t done.
“Did you ever do anything that encouraged him to see himself as better than others because of his Quirk?”
“No…” Mitsuki moaned, grimacing. “I have a Quirk that moisturizes my skin, for crying out loud! I knew what it was like to be judged for having a weak Quirk, and I didn’t want Katsuki to judge others that way!”
“Did you encourage him not to think about others?”
“No…I…whenever he was in the house, I’d always be on him for not using people’s names…”
“Did you make him see heroism as a way to hurt others without consequence?”
“No!” Mitsuki wailed, putting her head in her hands. “I knew he focused too much on the idea of beating up villains, so I’d always try to point out to him the people that All Might and other heroes saved, I tried to encourage him to be friends with people who cared about others…but he wouldn’t listen to me!”
Seeing Mitsuki overwhelmed, Rei gently hugged her, letting the woman cry herself out. She had hit too close to home, for both of them. She had tried to be a good mother too. She had tried to get Toya to stop hurting himself, to find something that made him happy even if he couldn’t be a hero. She had tried to get Enji to acknowledge Toya, to stop hurting Shoto. She and Mitsuki had tried.
“You made mistakes, Mitsuki.” Rei whispered as Mitsuki whimpered on her shoulder. “But you tried. I think that you did your best to help your son when you saw his problems. But maybe there was only so much that we could do. It doesn’t sound as if the teachers at UA really addressed our son’s problems, that they made them realize that they needed to change. It sounds like a lot of people were encouraging your son to do the wrong things. I don’t think that’s your fault.”
Mitsuki didn’t speak the rest of the day, but that was okay. She needed time to let grief out that she had been struggling with for months. Things weren’t perfect for her after that conversation; she still needed to talk to Dr. Higurashi, and she was still down on herself, but it became easier for her to talk after that point.
Through Mitsuki’s visits, Rei got to know Mitsuki’s husband, Masaru. He seemed like a good, kind man. Even with everything that his family had been experiencing, he still clearly cared for his wife and felt relieved to see her improve, earning Rei his thanks.
One day though, he wasn’t the one to escort Mitsuki to the hospital, but instead, it was a shorter, green-haired woman. Rei just happened to be going for a walk past Dr. Higurashi’s office when she saw Mitsuki walk in, accompanied by the new woman. The green-haired woman gave a satisfied sigh before sitting down on a bench opposite Higurashi’s office, pulling out a book to read. Something about this woman seemed strange to Rei; she had an air of tranquility Rei hadn’t seen on anyone since before the fall of the hero system. It was truly surprising that anyone could be relaxed nowadays. Just as the woman was about to start reading though, she happened to look up and noticed Rei watching her. Not wanting to make the woman uncomfortable with her staring, Rei was about to leave when the woman spoke up.
“Excuse me, are you Todoroki Rei?” the woman asked.
Rei hesitated. Her name carried a certain stigma that made being recognized risky; some people might be repelled by what her son and husband had done, some might look at her with pity.
“Yes, who might you be?”
The green-haired woman stood up and beamed before bowing to Rei.
“My name is Midoriya Inko. I’m so glad to meet you, I wanted to thank you for how you’ve helped my friend, Mitsuki.”
“Oh…” Rei was caught off-guard, not used to people being so glad to see her. “You’re welcome, it’s my pleasure. I’ve liked spending time with her.”
“I’m glad to hear that.” Inko said, a slightly tense look on her face. “I was scared for Mitsuki…after what happened with Katsuki, I wondered if she was ever going to be the same again, but just a few weeks after talking to you, she started talking to me again, taking care of herself, she’s even started working on her designs again…It’s just…such a relief.” Inko beamed at Rei, grateful tears gathering in her eyes. “I was worried that I had lost one of my oldest friends.”
Rei didn’t know how to respond to such positivity, but remembered herself enough to smile.
“I’m glad that I was able to help.” Wanting to spend more time with such a friendly person, Rei gestured towards the bench Inko had been sitting on. “Would you like to sit and talk while we wait for Mitsuki’s appointment to end?”
“I would love to!” Inko proclaimed, the two women sitting next to each other.
“You mentioned that Mitsuki is one of your oldest friends, how long have you known her?” Rei began.
“Back since high school.” Inko explained, smiling wistfully at happy memories. “We both had our sons close to the same point as each other, and since we were friends, Katsuki and my Izuku became friends.” Inko’s smile faltered. “Or, at least that’s what I thought.”
Inko looked back towards Higurashi’s office dolefully. Rei frowned, imagining how Inko must be feeling at that point, wondering how a boy she had known as a child would grow up to become so violent.
“I still remember how Izuku and Katsuki used to want to become heroes together.”
“Oh, is your son a hero student?” Rei asked.
“No…” Inko spoke morosely, almost with a touch of guilt, only for her mood to slowly become more cheerful. “No…he’s in UA’s General Education course. He’s doing quite well, actually.” Inko smiled proudly. “He does Quirk analysis for the hero…well…the Emergency courses, and has been very happy with it.”
Rei smiled at this, though it made her think of something.
“You said that your son used to want to be a hero. What changed?”
At this, Inko frowned for a moment, worrying Rei, though Inko answered easily enough.
“Well…Izuku doesn’t have a Quirk.” She answered. “He still wanted to be a hero for quite a while though…” Inko grimaced, looking towards Higurashi’s office again, which gave some more unsettling implications to Rei about how the relationship between Mitsuki and Inko’s sons might have changed over the years. “I wish that I had been more supportive of him. Growing up was difficult…probably more difficult than he let me realize.” The green-haired woman sighed. “One day about a year before he would have applied though, he told me that he had changed his mind and wanted to apply to UA’s Gen Ed course. He didn’t tell me exactly why…maybe it was something that was just building up for a while, but he told me that he realized that there were other ways he could help people.”
Rei felt guilt for bringing Inko’s mood down.
“You said though that he’s happy now, right?” she asked in an effort to restore Inko’s good cheer.
Inko blinked, but smiled and nodded to Rei.
“Yes. Ever since he started going to UA, Izuku has been the happiest I’ve ever seen him.”
“Then I don’t think that you should feel upset.” Rei explained. “Your son is happy, safe, and it sounds like he’s going to be doing a lot of good in the future.” Her gaze fell to her lap. “…While I don’t know what struggles your son has gone through, I’m glad that he didn’t experience what Shoto’s class went through…”
Rei’s voice faltered. She wondered if Enji ever considered pulling Shoto out of UA after it started getting attacked by villains, or if his pride prevented the idea from occurring to him. Before she could lose herself too much in her regret though, Rei felt a gentle hand on her shoulder. Inko was looking at her in concern, but wasn’t pressing her for details, likely knowing what she was thinking about. Rei smiled, and the two fell into a comfortable silence. She was about to ask more about Izuku, wondering if her son had ever interacted with the kind Quirkless boy, wondering if they could have ever been friends, but thinking about Izuku’s past made Rei pause for thought again.
A young boy with big dreams, perhaps the same dream that everyone else had, only for a doctor to end up telling him that his dreams were unattainable because of his genetics. Though Rei didn’t know what Inko’s relationship with her husband or her life at home was like, she could guess at how she might have felt raising a son with a dream broken so young. She wondered if Izuku had ever felt despair at this shattered dream, though according to Inko it had taken him ten years to give up on it. She wondered if Izuku tried to push himself, to push his body to the point that he got himself hurt. She wondered how Inko felt watching this, watching his despair, his chase towards a dream that hurt him, all the while watching someone else close to him seem to be set on that dream.
She wondered though as well what Toya could have done if he had chosen a different path. If he had dedicated his talents to something worthwhile. If he could have found a way to live a happy, meaningful life. Maybe he could have realized how hollow Enji’s praise would have really been. Maybe he could have understood and comforted Shoto in a way that Rei couldn’t.
“Mrs. Midoriya…”
“Please,” Inko interrupted with a smile. “Just call me Inko. I know that we’ve just met, but I would like to be friends with someone who has helped my friend so much.”
Rei blinked and smiled in return.
“Then please call me Rei.” She replied with Inko nodding as she waited for Rei’s question. Rei though took a moment to think of what to say.
“Inko, would you be willing to answer a difficult question?” Rei began hesitantly.
“What is it?” Inko asked.
“What would you do if your son did something like what my son Toya did?”
Inko froze, gaping at Rei in surprise at the question. As she thought though, her eyes seemed to become distant, and a look of horror passed over her face.
“Inko?” Rei asked in concern when Inko remained speechless, worried that she had gone too far. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have…”
“It’s…it’s alright.” Inko answered, shaking her head. “I just…thinking about that possibility is a little…overwhelming. I want to just immediately deny that it would ever happen…but if I’m honest with myself…I can almost imagine a world where my son did something just like that.” Inko admitted. Noticing Rei’s shocked expression, Inko backtracked. “Don’t get me wrong, Izuku is probably the most good-hearted person I have ever known, and I’m not saying that just because I am his mother. It really is astounding how much he just wants to help people…especially with what he went through…” she added somberly. “With the way people treated him, and the fact that it took so long for him to receive an actual acknowledgement of his abilities…it’s actually surprising to me that Izuku stayed as sweet and kind as he is. I don’t know everything about him, but he’s never expressed any kind of resentment or real anger towards the world. I can imagine though a world where he would give into resentment, to use his mind, and his ability to reach people to strike back. I can imagine that much more easily than I would like to admit. Imagining that…it’s awful…imagining my son being so bitter that he would go as far as to hurt people.” Inko’s eyes were distant as she spoke before refocusing on Rei. “If I have to answer, I would still love Izuku, I know that, but it would be painful. I would probably blame myself like Mitsuki did, wondering what I could have done differently, feeling like a failure.”
Rei deflated. She remembered Toya’s exuberance as a child, his desire to become a hero just like his father, only for the joy to get violently sucked out of him when they had explained to him that his Quirk hurt himself, to be replaced with desperation to prove himself to his father, bitterness towards his family for not supporting him, culminating in his spiteful insanity as Dabi.
“However…” Inko said, interrupting Rei’s train of thought, “Izuku didn’t let resentment get the better of him. Despite everything that he went through, despite my failures towards him, Izuku didn’t become resentful and chose to find a way to help people even if it wasn’t what he originally planned to do.”
Inko looked at Rei in the eye, making it clear that she wanted Rei to hear this.
“Ultimately, that’s because of his choices. He chose not to give into resentment. He chose to find a way to help people despite not being able to chase his dreams. I made mistakes, some of which could have hurt Izuku, but he’s always forgiven me for them, and reminds me of how I’ve tried to support him. Regardless, it was still his choice to let me love him, even with all of my failings.” Gently, Inko squeezed Rei’s hand. “I think that it’s the same with your son. I believe that you loved him, that you worried for him, and that you tried to help him. Regardless of whatever mistakes you made, whatever his father did or didn’t do to him, what he did was a result of his choices.”
Rei…didn’t know how to feel. She wanted to argue back at Inko for blaming her son for what happened…but she couldn’t deny the facts as the green-haired woman laid them out. Her instincts made her dwell on what she could have done…but as Inko had pointed out, she had tried to help Toya. Every time she saw him trying to train a Quirk that was hurting him, he tried to get him to stop, but he refused to listen. She had tried to get Enji’s help, but he refused to have anything to do with Toya as he refocused his efforts on Shoto.
As Dr. Higurashi had pointed out, there was only so much that she could do.
Inko patted Rei’s hand again.
“What happened to your family is horrible, Rei, and I just don’t know how to answer your question. It’s probably why I wasn’t able to reach Mitsuki the way that you were. The best I can answer is that I would try to still be there for my son how I could.”
Rei was quiet, and Inko gave her the time that she needed to think. When Mitsuki was done with her appointment, she, Rei, and Inko happily began a new conversation, with Mitsuki expressing interest both in Inko’s son Izuku, but also a young girl that Inko had been fostering named Eri.
Inko had initially meant to just help escort Mitsuki to the hospital because Masaru was busy trying to restart their fashion business, but after talking with Rei, Inko became a more regular presence at the hospital, visiting Rei along with Mitsuki when she had the time available from her nursing job at UA. Talking with two other mothers, regardless of their circumstances…it felt nice to Rei. An aspect of motherhood that Rei hadn’t been able to partake in when her own children were growing up, perhaps out of shame for the situation in her own family. Mitsuki and Inko though knew what Rei’s situation was like and didn’t judge her for that. They didn’t always understand each other, but it was soothing to have women who were simply willing to be there.
Hearing about how Mitsuki was trying to visit her son in prison, and the impending end of the year, Rei became convinced more and more of something that she needed to do, which she one day broached upon with Dr. Higurashi, Fuyumi, and Keigo.
“You want to visit Toya?” Higurashi repeated in trepidation.
“Yes.” Rei answered simply.
“Mom…are you sure about this?” Fuyumi asked in concern. “Toya…you know what he did…he…he…”
“I know.” Rei interrupted. “He…he murdered Shoto.” Rei winced, feeling the stab in her heart at the reminder. “But…he’s still my son.”
“Rei…” Keigo spoke up, his fear for Rei’s sake obvious in his voice. “Dabi…Toya…isn’t like how you used to know him…I interacted with him for months undercover…and while I know that you don’t want to hear this…he’s a monster. Everything he did was for the purpose of hurting Endeavor and his family. He cared for nothing else.” Keigo grimaced, closing his eyes in memory for a moment. “I remember…when I killed Twice, he was enraged, but not out of pain for the death of his friend, but for the loss of what he saw as a useful tool for his spite.” Keigo looked directly at Rei, who met his gaze. “If you visited him, he’d just use that as an opportunity to hurt you more. He doesn’t deserve the right to speak to you.”
“…I appreciate your concern, Keigo,” Rei responded, “but I know him better than you believe. I saw his anger and his spite as he was growing up. He attacked Shoto as a baby with his flames while I was holding him, so I have no reservations that he feels love for me. Nonetheless, I still want to see him.” She turned to Dr. Higurashi. “Please doctor…please let me see him…”
Higurashi considered Rei for a moment, her heteromorph traits making it hard to guess what she was thinking.
“…I’ll see if I can arrange a visit to Tartarus, but I want to be there with you.”
It took some time to arrange the visit. Out of the living League of Villains members, Dabi was likely the most dangerous, arguably having the highest body count. This, coupled with the fact of his impending execution, made the executives of Tartarus paranoid about the possibility of Dabi managing to escape. Thankfully though, Higurashi was just able to get the warden to agree to let Rei visit, albeit under heavy guard.
The white visiting room that Rei met Toya in was split in half with a thick sheet of glass. Toya’s side was equipped with vents that could spray a cloud of carbon dioxide within a matter of seconds, quickly dousing any attempt he might make at creating flames. Such an attempt would be quite difficult already with his body heavily restrained with flame-retardant bindings. Seeing Toya face to face though, none of this seemed to bother him to Rei. He seemed indifferent, only showing the slightest bit of amusement when his mother sat down on the other side of the glass.
“Well. I’m surprised to see they let you out of the psych ward. Here to say goodbye to me, Mom? You didn’t get a chance with little Shoto.”
The fact that this was how her son chose to greet her hurt possibly even more than the jab at Shoto’s death. Rei frowned and took a breath.
“Toya…why?”
“ ‘Why’, what?” Toya asked with a self-satisfied smirk. “You’re going to have to be more specific than that.”
“Why do all of this?” Rei asked, finally getting out the question that had been plaguing her for almost a year. “Why devote yourself to spiting your father? Why kill your little brother? Why…why didn’t you come home, if you were alive?” she asked, pleading, but Toya showed no sympathy for her, keeping the same smirk on his face.
“Why not?” He responded, making Rei recoil in horror. “It’s the same thing that I had always been doing, proving that I was worthy to dear old Dad. That I was superior to that half-baked puppet you two replaced me with…”
“Shoto was your brother.” Rei interrupted, feeling anger in the midst of her sorrow. “And he had been hurt by your father just as you were. Enji pushed him, abused him, made him train to the point that he could barely move, took away his childhood, and didn’t even let him get to know you or Fuyumi or Natsuo. How can you not feel any pity for him?”
“Oh, what?” Toya asked sardonically. “Was the replacement not up to snuff? Couldn’t take the pressure?” The boy that Rei gave birth to, cared for, and played with leaned forward as far as his restraints allowed him. “Do you expect me to feel sorry for the perfect little brat Endeavor made to shut me out? It was such a pleasure to see little Shoto to get incinerated. Seriously, you thought someone that pathetic would be up to snuff? He just kept on blasting that worthless ice of yours even as it was getting evaporated. You should have seen Endeavor’s face when he saw his little science project turn to ash. It was fucking hilarious.”
Had Rei not seen Toya’s speech revealing himself, dancing amidst the ashes of the hundreds of people he had cremated at Jaku, she wouldn’t have been able to believe that he could be so sadistic and cruel. That did not mean that it didn’t hurt her to see in person.
“Oh, by the way, I was wondering…” Toya leaned back as if struck by a thought. “How did little Shoto get that burn on his face? Didn’t look like Endeavor’s handiwork.”
The circumstances of Rei’s hospitalization weren’t made public, though it wouldn’t surprise her if Toya had somehow knew already. Either way, Rei wasn’t going to run away from this.
“I did.” She admitted, ignoring Toya’s laugh. “His left side made me think of what happened to you, and after you had died, I was so desperate that I splashed him with boiling water.”
“I bet Endeavor didn’t appreciate you tarnishing his masterpiece. I’m surprised that he didn’t just dump the damaged goods and have you squeeze out another replacement.”
Rei was tired, and done playing Toya’s games. She should have known that nothing he would say would satisfy her desire to understand what she could have done differently.
“Toya…I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I couldn’t get your father to acknowledge you. I’m sorry that I couldn’t get you to see that there were other ways you could be happy. I’m sorry that I couldn’t give you and your siblings a family where your value wasn’t determined by whether you could become a hero or not.” Rei picked up her gaze and glared at Toya.
“However, what you have done is despicable. As bad as I and your father failed you, nothing justifies killing your brother. Nothing justifies killing all those people.”
“Oh, please.” Toya scoffed, only for his face to split open in a grin. “Do you think I care about those sacks of flesh? All I was doing was showing the world what Endeavor created.”
Rei could barely react to this. She could only look at Toya.
“Was all of this really just for your father? All of this pain you put yourself through, that you put others through, just out of spite?”
Rei closed her eyes in shame and shook her head.
“…Your father was not a good man. He could have been, but he wasn’t. He was not someone worth emulating. Neither was he worth dedicating your life to destroying. I am sorry that he didn’t acknowledge you when you were so desperate for it, but none of that makes what you’ve done worth it. You haven’t just destroyed Enji and Shoto, you destroyed yourself. There were so many other things you could have done with your life, even after you burned yourself like this. There were so many other things you could have done that could have made you happy if you had just let go of your resentment. Now…the only pleasure you seem to get is in causing pain to others.” Rei frowned at her son “Well, you did it. Your father is a broken man. What exactly does that accomplish for you though, Toya? What do you gain from this?”
“Proof.” Toya hissed, jerking forward in his restraints as if he wanted to bite Rei’s throat out. “Proof that I was better. Better than him. Better than your half-baked puppet.”
Rei felt so ashamed, she couldn’t even feel angry anymore. Just pity.
“Fine. You got to prove yourself like you wanted. Along with a scarred body, and a death sentence. Do you really think that it’s worth it?” Rei sighed. “I failed you, Toya. I admit that. But I tried to help you. I wish you had let me.”
Rei had enough and stood up in response to Toya rolling his eyes.
“I love you, Toya. Even with everything you’ve done, I still love you.”
As she was walking away though, she turned once more to her condemned son.
“…He liked soba, by the way. Shoto liked it prepared just the way you did. I thought you should know that.”
Rei didn’t know why she said it. Perhaps she just wanted to have Toya acknowledge the most basic aspect of Shoto’s humanity, that he was a person and not just a replacement. Perhaps she was so desperate that she imagined Toya flinch faintly just as she turned away from him.
When Toya’s execution came, Rei was the only member of his family who witnessed it. Natsuo considered the Toya he knew to be long dead, and Fuyumi just didn’t want to face him after murdering Shoto.
He was made to stand on a platform with a noose around his neck. Tartarus must have had some kind of measure in place to keep him from using his Quirk, or maybe the reason he wasn’t fighting back was because he realized by this point that there wasn’t really anything else he could do to spite his father any more besides dying himself.
As Toya beheld the witnesses to his death, his face was impassive, only sneering once as he saw Rei amongst the crowd. As his eyes passed over those present though, his expression changed. His eyes continually jerked back to his mother, looking at whoever was next to her as if he was frantically searching. Rei could just make out his voice as the officers read out Toya’s crimes and his sentence.
“Where is he…Where is he? Where is he?!”
Rei felt tears well up in her eyes at the realization of what was disturbing her son so much. Toya’s head noticeably jerked as he searched through the crowd, his murmurings became frantic shouts, ignoring everything that the warden was saying to him even as he asked for his last words.
“Look at me, Dad! Look at me!” Toya desperately shouted as the warden shook his head in frustration, only to turn and nod to the executioner, who pulled the lever to drop Toya, his shouts only stopped only by his neck being snapped.
Toya lived his last moments the same way he always had; desperately yearning for the gaze of his father, all the while ignoring the offered gaze of his mother.
Toya’s grave was originally in the Todoroki family plot, an empty site that they had buried his jawbone in; the only piece of him that they were able to collect from the fire that they had believed he had died in as a teenager. However, with Shoto buried there now, it didn’t feel right to bury his murderer next to him, even if he was still Rei’s son, and Rei had Toya’s old tombstone removed. Instead, Rei brought Toya’s remains to Sekoto Peak, where he, Enji, and Shoto would go to train, where they had originally though Toya had died, and had his body buried there, away from the public eye where his gravesite would undoubtedly be vandalized.
Rei, Fuyumi, and Natsuo were silent as they stood in front of Toya’s grave. What could they say? The Toya they thought they knew they had already mourned for. The man he had become had done everything in his power to torment them. They pitied him, knowing what he had gone through, the child he once was, but it was too hard to reconcile with the monster he had become.
In the end, Rei could only say one thing.
“Goodbye, Toya. I love you. I always will.”
Once Rei and her children had made it to the bottom of the peak, she stopped, trembling before Fuyumi and Natsuo.
“Mom?” Fuyumi asked tentatively. She flinched as Rei looked at her and Natsuo with tears in her eyes.
“I…I know that I haven’t been a good mother to either of you…I know I’ve failed you, Toya, and Shoto…I hurt my son, and I left you two with Enji. I…I know that I don’t have a right to be your mother after what I’ve done…but…” she choked on a sob, “I…I’m scared for you two…I’m scared for how everyone sees our family…and for what happened with Shoto because of what I did and how I wasn’t there to help him. I just…I want to be there for you two…I want to be a part of your life again…I know it’s selfish, but I…”
Rei was cut off as Fuyumi and Natsuo both embraced her, their own tears mingled with hers.
“This isn’t your fault Mom…” Natsuo said, hugging Rei tightly. “What happened with Shoto…that was Endeavor’s fault. He kept Shoto isolated. He is the reason why Shoto wouldn’t use the fire side of his Quirk. He is the reason Toya went crazy. He is the one that forced you into a Quirk marriage in the first place. Hell, Toya could have come home whenever he wanted and we would have helped him! He’s the one who chose to become a monster, you didn’t turn him out that way. You didn’t deserved what happened to you, to be locked up for something that bastard did!”
Rei held her son close, so sad that he had been filled with so much resentment towards his father, even if he deserved it, but so proud of him for finding a way to live his life regardless. Fuyumi spoke through her own tears.
“You were a great mother, you did the best you could. What Toya did wasn’t your fault; we tried to get him to stop hurting himself all the time, but he didn’t listen to us.” Fuyumi sniffled, resting her head on her mother’s shoulder. “I…I always hoped that we could have had the normal life we used to have, back when Toya was training with Dad, and we were happy…but that’s just not going to happen. It never was…not with the way Dad treated us. That wasn’t your fault, either.” Fuyumi pulled her head back so that Rei could see her face, tears smudging her glasses that she hadn’t been able to pull off. “I miss you Mom…I miss you so much…I want you in my life again! And…I am scared too, Mom…Keigo has helped me a lot, but I’m still scared…I want you home again…”
Rei felt her heart break at her daughter’s pain, and she held her close as well. Fuyumi had held up so well, doing what she could to fulfill the role that Rei should have, being forced to grow up too fast for a thankless job.
Rei swore that she would do whatever she could to be there for her children.
As soon as Rei got back to the hospital, she brought up her request to Dr. Higurashi; to be able to go home. To her surprise, Higurashi quickly approved of this request.
“I was quite impressed with how well you handled meeting your son in prison. Despite his attempts to hurt you, you held up quite well and didn’t regress as I feared you might have. I do not believe that you are currently a threat to yourself or to others. Also…” Higurashi looked uncomfortable for a moment, “As the person who admitted you here is now himself, a patient, and with the revelation of his abusive behavior towards you and his family, what he says about your mental state is rather moot at this point.” Higurashi gave Rei a proud smile. “While I have to make a stipulation that you continue your sessions with me so I can continue to monitor your emotional and mental well-being, considering how your son and daughter have made it clear that they want you back in their lives, I can only imagine that you returning home to them would help both them and yourself to recover.”
Hearing Higurashi say these things made Rei happier than she had felt in a long time. She stood up taking Higurashi’s hand in hers.
“Thank you, Doctor…thank you so much...”
Dr. Higurashi simply smiled and patted Rei’s shoulder.
“I told you Rei, you are a strong woman. I’m glad that you’re finally able to go home.”
Rei came back to the Todoroki estate. Fuyumi and Natsuo threw a party for her. Mitsuki, Masaru, Keigo, and Inko were all there to congratulate her. Natsuo was finally able to introduce his girlfriend to her, to which he added that she was actually his fiancé now. Rei was so happy for him, so glad to meet such a wonderful young woman that Natsuo was going to spend his life with. It was a happy time.
Waking up the next morning in her old bed was almost a frightening experience for Rei. Perhaps it was startling not to see Enji there, or maybe she was scared that he would have been, but it took only a moment for her to remember that he was now living at Fujitani Hospital. Fuyumi had made Rei breakfast, which was wonderful, though Rei privately griped that she hadn’t woken up early enough to make breakfast for Fuyumi; she wondered if she was going to get into a friendly competition with her daughter over this, though it was likely going to be in Fuyumi’s favor for quite some time. She felt exhausted coming home from the hospital, and ended up spending a lot of her time just sleeping. It was so wonderful to have so much time to spend with her daughter and her boyfriend; to be able to talk freely, to be able to cook meals together, to read together, to watch TV together, the only time limit being on when the two had to go to work. It was so much easier to see Natsuo now, though out of respect to her son, Rei would often instead visit him in his new apartment, as he confided in her that he simply didn’t feel comfortable in the Todoroki mansion anymore. Actually, once Rei had come home, he suggested that she change her family name back to ‘Himura’ herself, though he backed down when Rei pointed out that she didn’t have any particular loyalty towards the Himuras either, being the ones that sold her into marriage in the first place.
Of course, it wasn’t all a cheerful time for Rei. Now that she was back home, she also had to contend with the absence of Toya again, this time joined with Shoto’s absence. Fuyumi had set up a Buddhist shrine in Shoto’s old room in the same vein that Enji had for Toya (Toya’s shrine was still present, they just didn’t change the picture.) This made her son’s absences easier to bear for Rei; their rooms weren’t something to avoid or be afraid of, but places where she could sit and quietly honor their memories.
Oddly enough, it wasn’t the melancholy that was hardest for Rei to bear, but the boredom. She treasured every moment she could spent with Fuyumi, Natsuo, and even Keigo, whom Rei was excitedly waiting to become an official part of the family, but they all had their own jobs and lives, which meant that Rei was often the only person left in the Todoroki household. For a while, it was nice to have privacy that would have been impossible at Fujitani, but Rei found herself looking forward to her appointments with Dr. Higurashi, less as a patient and more just to have another friendly face to talk to.
Rei wasn’t in a position to get a job, having lived as a housewife for most of her life, followed by living in a psychiatric hospital for over a decade, and being the wife of one of the most infamous people in the country, though thankfully due to the fortune Endeavor had built up, she wasn’t in any real need of a job either. Regardless, she had so much time on her hands that she didn’t know what to do with. Going for walks through Musutafu could sometimes clear her mind, though as paparazzi caught wind of her departure from the hospital, the stares and whispers she noticed from strangers as she walked by could be disconcerting.
Thankfully, Rei still had her friends Mitsuki and Inko to talk to. They would often meet for lunch or visit each other’s houses to talk. Rei finally got to meet Izuku and the newly christened ‘Midoriya Eri,’ who were both such a pleasure to talk to.
All things considered, Rei’s life after leaving Fujitani was nice. It just felt like there was nothing she could really do with it. This would change one day though when Rei met with Mituki and Inko in the Todoroki household. Mitsuki had just announced that she was pregnant, making Inko and Rei squeal with joy and hug their friend. Just as Mitsuki had to leave to go back to her new business though, Inko stayed behind, a somewhat hesitant look on her face.
“Rei, I wanted to ask you about something.”
“Sure Inko, what is it?” Rei asked, curious.
“…I have a friend at work who has been struggling with a personal issue for quite some time. She only recently opened up to me about it, and it’s clear to me that it’s weighing on her a lot. You were such a big help to Mitsuki, that I was wondering if you might be willing to meet with my friend?” Inko asked hopefully. Rei certainly had no reason to say no.
That weekend, Inko brought her friend over from work. The friend in question was one that Rei was only vaguely aware of due to a scandal associated with her from the previous year, rather than her hero work, as the blue-skinned Awata Kaoruko was only a sidekick of Sir Nighteye’s for a short period while Rei was in the hospital.
“Rei, this is my friend from UA, Awata Kaoruko.”
“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Awata, I heard that you might be interested in talking to me?” Rei said, offering the younger woman a seat in her living room. Awata sat down awkwardly, clearly nervous about what she was there to talk about.
“…If you’re willing to listen.” She said. Rei nodded in response, giving Awata the time to start speaking on her own initiative. “…I heard about…the way your husband treated you.” She stammered out.
“Yes?” Rei answered, slowly getting an idea of why Awata wanted to talk to her.
“What happened to me really isn’t anything like what you went through…” Awata said, obviously trying to downplay whatever it was she was going to say, though Rei smiled and patted the young woman’s hand comfortingly, encouraging Awata to trust her. The former sidekick proceeded to explain her history with her former employer Sir Nighteye; how she was originally so excited and honored to be working under such a prestigious and efficient hero, only to find out how he’d treat her when she didn’t meet his standards for ‘humor’; forcing her into a ‘Tickle Machine’ in an experience that sounded downright traumatic to Rei. By the end of her explanation, Awata had broken down sobbing in shame, with Inko hugging her for support.
“The thing is…I don’t think that there was ever a sexual component to any of it for Sasaki…he literally just saw it as a way to force people to laugh. I kind of understood that, so I made it an excuse for what he did, that it wasn’t as bad as it seemed…but it was just so…degrading…and I didn’t feel as if I could ever say anything against him. The Tickle Machine was right in the middle of his agency! People saw it all the time! People saw me and Moashi in it, and while they were weirded out, they’d hardly ever say anything! So…I just figured that it was something that I needed to accept…that it wasn’t as bad as I sometimes thought it was…But when Sasaki’s pro hero movement started to fail, he became more erratic, more volatile…it got to the point that I just couldn’t take it anymore and I left…” Awata’s voice rose as she became more distressed until it broke, and she had to wipe her eyes, gratefully holding Inko’s hand.
“It’s only after working at UA…getting to know Inko to the point I felt I could trust her that I really started to come to grips with how disturbing what Sasaki did to me was…” Awata looked up at Rei pleadingly. “Is…is there something wrong with me? That it took me this long to realize?”
Feeling such sympathy for this young woman for what she went through, Rei gently took her by the shoulders.
“Awata…none of this is your fault.” Rei sighed, remembering how her family sold her into a Quirk marriage with a man she hardly knew, how Enji had hit her when she had tried to get him to acknowledge Toya or to not train Shoto so hard, and the acceptance that there was nothing she could really do about it. “I think that when we’re exposed to this sort of thing for so long, we just come to see it as normal, to try to find the good in the people who are hurting us, even if it’s wrong.” She smiled ruefully as she admitted, “That was how it was for me as well.”
Admitting the abuse that she had been subjected to in the past was difficult for Awata, but it was clear that she was grateful to have someone else that she could be open to about it, and after the three women talked for a little while longer, Awata thanked Rei and left, hoping to talk to her again some time.
“Thank you, Rei.” Inko said.
Rei smiled, glad that she was able to help someone else who had experienced that kind of pain.
“Thank you for bringing her.” Rei replied to Inko. “She was a very nice young woman. I can understand why you care so much about her.”
Inko stared out the window, frowning.
“…It’s upsetting, really. What you went through is perhaps the most obvious, but I’ve come to realize that there is a lot of pain and abuse that we came to see as normal, and it’s only after we’ve had such a huge jolt that we’re realizing how much of what we had come to accept was wrong.”
“I suppose so.” Rei agreed with her own frown. “Hopefully people can get the help they need like I did.”
Inko turned to Rei again.
“Rei…I’m grateful that you were willing to talk to Awata, especially if it involved opening up some of your old wounds.”
Rei shrugged and smiled.
“The wounds are there, Inko. Pretending that they’re not there wouldn’t help anyone. I am truly glad that I was able to help Awata. I hope that she’ll be willing to talk to me again.”
“I’m sure she will.” Inko replied. “You certainly did a good job getting Mitsuki to open up.” The green-haired woman seemed to be struck by another thought.
“What is it?” Rei asked, curious.
“…Well…if you actually are interested in helping people like this…and if I knew someone else with similar problems, would you mind talking to them as well?”
Rei considered her situation. Talking to Awata, even if it was difficult, made her feel satisfied, as if she wasn’t just living in an empty house, waiting for Fuyumi and Keigo to come home from work. It felt like she was actually using her life and her experiences for a good purpose.
“I would love to.”
Ten Years Later
Inko took Rei’s answer very seriously, as did Mitsuki, and several other people who came into Rei’s life. Inko introduced Rei to Uraraka Ochako, a former classmate of Shoto’s who had transferred out of the Emergency Course, only to feel guilt at what she saw as abandoning her friends, not made better by the jeers and judgmental looks she received from a few other students. Soon after, she got Rei in touch with Asui Beru, the mother of Eri’s best friend Satsuki, and the mother of one of the students who died in Shoto’s class. Later on, Inko’s coworker Hizashi Yamada introduced her to his friend Fukukado Emi, who struggled with the loss of her friend Aizawa Shota, whom she had feelings for, but also the realization of how many lives he had inadvertently ruined as a teacher. Rei got to know another of Inko’s coworkers Ippan Josei, a heteromorph woman who was dating Inko’s son. This was followed by some of Inko’s friends from her previous job got her in touch with Usagiyama Rumi, the former hero Mirko. Rumi didn’t like to talk about her issues, mostly just hanging out with Inko and Rei because she could, but over time she admitted her regrets at her actions that had led her to be confined to a wheelchair, and her shame at having regrets at all.
Over time, Rei met an ever-growing group of women who had either been abused, who lost people they loved over the course of the past few years, who had made choices that they regretted, or were judged by others for forces outside of their control. They were grateful to Rei, to talk to other people that wouldn’t judge them about their issues, who could understand what they were going through. Rei treasured the connections that she made, and was grateful for the opportunity to help other women who had experienced similar problems. It wasn’t as if they had regular meetings; they just met when they could. However, on the twelve-year anniversary of the Battle of Jaku, a bulk of Rei’s group of friends had managed to make the time to all meet together in Rei’s living room.
“I don’t know.” Rumi was saying to Kaoruko and Rei. “With how serious things were at the time, I still don’t think I had any other choice but to dive in headfirst to try to catch Garaki or to try to take out Shigaraki...” the former hero shrugged, looking at her prosthetic arm and leg. “Maybe if I had learned to do things a different way beforehand, I could have had someone with me who could have taken those two bastards out earlier, but honestly, with all of the things I did wrong in my life, I can’t say I regret what led to me losing my arm and leg.”
“Maybe that’s what Togata was thinking.” Kaoruko admitted, forlornly looking into her wine glass. “With what Shigaraki had turned into, I don’t think that there was really anything else he could have done…”
The former Bubble Girl felt a pat on her shoulder, turning to see Emi.
“He saved us, Kaoruko.” Emi said. “It was all I could do to keep my students safe, and I only managed to keep them from dying because of the heavy hitters like Togata and Rumi.”
Rumi sighed, turning to Rei.
“I’m sorry I wasn’t faster though, Rei. That I wasn’t able to stop the League before your sons met each other.”
“Rumi,” Rei answered, shaking her head. “You fought so hard you literally lost an arm and a leg. It would be ridiculous for anyone to say that you didn’t do enough.”
The former hero gave a grim smile to Rei before noticing the time.
“Well…” she grunted, wheeling herself towards the exit. “I’ve got a different party I’ve got to go to.”
“Me too…” Ochako said, stopping by Rei. “Thank you for inviting us, Mrs. Todoroki.” She spoke softly, though Rei patted her on the shoulder, knowing how uncomfortable she probably still was being around the mother of the only classmate of hers to die at Jaku.
“I’m glad you came, Ochako. It means a lot.”
Rei felt a pat on her back from Rumi as she wheeled past her with Kaoruko and Emi in tow, the three former heroines going to the same memorial where they would be meeting with other former heroes to commemorate their sacrifices.
“Keep in touch, Rei.”
“Thanks, Rumi.” Rei answered.
Kaoruko approached and spoke in an undertone to Rei.
“Are…are you going to be visiting…”
“I’ll be visiting Enji later today, Kaoruko, yes.” Rei answered without fear. Rumi glowered, but didn’t try to argue with Rei on this, the older woman having made her point clear already about her relationship with her former husband. The other women left, either to celebrate the country finally becoming self-sufficient apart from UN support, or to meet with colleagues to honor their fallen brethren. It was much the same for Rei, though she had made the decision to spend at least part of the day with Enji, not wanting him to spend the anniversary of their son’s death alone.
It had been a long time since Rei had last visited Fujitani Hospital as a patient; Dr. Higurashi having determined that further sessions weren’t necessary a few years ago. However, Rei still visited often to see Enji. Their marriage had been annulled, though Rei still kept the Todoroki name. Maybe it was out of loyalty towards Shoto and Toya, maybe it was spite towards the Himuras, maybe she had just grown used to it.
Arriving at Enji’s room, Rei was reminded as she so often was of how she must have looked when she lived at Fujitani; pale, clammy skin, prominent eyebags, clothes hanging loosely off of her body, her eyes staring vaguely at the wall. Enji had adopted a similar look, but for him it was worse, perhaps because of his once intimidating presence. It was like seeing a lion at the zoo that had grown old and close to death.
“Enji?” Rei spoke gently. “It’s me.”
Sitting on his bed, Enji gave a slight start in surprise. Rei suspected that he always wondered when she would stop visiting him.
“…Rei. Thank you for coming.”
“Of course.” Rei took Enji’s hand, and walked with him and his doctor out of the hospital. If there was one good thing about Enji’s emaciated state, it was that there was no way anyone would recognize him. Many still held the name ‘Endeavor’ in contempt, seeing him similarly to Bakugou Katsuki, as one of the major reasons for why the hero system failed.
About an hour later, Rei, Enji, and his doctor were at the Todoroki family grave. Rei gave Enji a stick of incense, and they approached Shoto’s tombstone. Rei brought out a small bowl and filled it with cold soba as an offering to Shoto before she and Enji each lit a stick of incense to burn over the grave.
Rei felt calm. It wasn’t to say that she didn’t feel sadness or pain here, but she had made peace with it. It felt easier to handle her past mistakes here or at the shrine she kept of Shoto in the Todoroki home. Enji wasn’t handling it as well, trembling as he had his hands clasped together in prayer.
“I’m sorry…I’m sorry…” he whimpered under his breath as he wept. Rei laid a hand on his shoulder to try to steady him.
The two stayed like this for about an hour before Enji reluctantly stood up. Fuyumi and Natsuo were going to be here with their families to pay their respects to Shoto and he didn’t feel as if he had a right to be around them.
“…Thank you, Rei.” He said.
“You’re welcome, Enji. I’m glad you came.”
Stiffly, Enji nodded, walking back towards where his doctor was waiting to escort him back to Fujitani.
“Enji?” Rei called, stopping her ex-husband, wanting to say something that was on her mind. Enji stopped, but did not turn all the way to face Rei again, perhaps too ashamed of himself to look at his son’s grave any more.
“…I know that this is hard for you…but you should start thinking about what you’re going to do when you leave Fujitani. You can’t stay there forever, and having a goal could help you heal.”
Enji was silent, until he looked up at the buds of a nearby cherry tree.
“…If I ever feel that I can face myself…I would like to get a job here.” He answered. “I’d like to be a groundskeeper here, or maybe at another cemetery where heroes are buried. I’d like to tend to these graves…make sure that they are kept clean…that people can remember them. I feel that I owe it to all of them…and to Shoto…at least that much.”
“I think that’s a good goal.” Rei said, smiling at her ex-husband. Enji looked at her for one more moment before leaving with his doctor, leaving Rei alone. She turned back to Shoto’s grave.
“Hello Shoto.” Rei said out loud. “…I hope that you’re doing alright.”
Rei was not ignorant of the fact that her son was dead, but talking as if he were sometimes felt comforting; even if he wasn’t there anymore, she still cherished him as part of her life.
“I hope that it wouldn’t upset you for your father to be here. It sounds like the way you saw him wasn’t that different from Toya.” Rei frowned, looking at the ground. “I couldn’t exactly blame you for feeling that way. I wonder if it was possible for me to have given you the kind of life I would have wanted for you. Despite the circumstances of our marriage, there was a time where I could believe that your father was a good man. We were happy. I wish that you could have seen those times.”
Rei sighed, looking up at the sky.
“You know, people are always talking nowadays about how it’s a good thing that the hero system fell. I wonder how you would have felt about all of this. If it wasn’t for that ranking system, I think that your father wouldn’t have treated you the way that he did. Maybe you could have seen more of the good man I had. On the other hand though, being a hero was the only thing you were ever interested in. I think that there could have been a lot of other things you would have liked though. Maybe you could have been a chef. Maybe you could have been a painter; you always seemed so introspective; I think that you could have made something beautiful.”
Rei heard the sounds of children laughing, and turned to see her grandchildren led by Fuyumi and Keigo; Natsuo was probably not far behind with his wife and son. From far off, Rei heard little Shoto laugh about something, only to fly off into the air after a moth he had startled, his ice-like wings allowing him to easily catch the insect in his hands, his mother only half-heartedly calling him down. His sister Rei joined in on the fun, seeing another moth and chasing after it on her own flame-like wings. Rei smiled, glad that her grandchildren were able to enjoy this small pleasure.
“Your nephew though wants to take after Keigo and become a police officer. Maybe you would have done the same. You wanted to make people feel safe like All Might after all, so maybe it wouldn’t have mattered to you whatever you were called, whether it would have been a hero or a police officer.”
Rei knelt down, lovingly rubbing the top of Shoto’s tombstone, imagining that she was rubbing his hair.
“I love you, Shoto. I always will.”
Notes:
When I was thinking about a title for this perspective, I originally considered a song called “Frozen” by Within Temptation, but that song was about a mother killing her abusive husband to protect her child, and the lyrics wouldn’t have fit very well for Rei’s circumstance. I felt like “Forgiven” just related more to what Rei goes through in the story.
This chapter was a bit tricky for me in how I see two characters. First of all: Endeavor. Endeavor is one of the more hated characters in MHA, for good reason. However, I actually really like his arc, being someone who is something of a representative of the corruption that exists in hero society, but who slowly becomes a better person, trying to atone for his sins. Really, it feels like out of the characters who have done terrible things, Endeavor is the only character to have this proper development; he realizes and openly acknowledges that he did terrible things, tries to make amends for what he did, accepts that there are things that he can’t fix, but still tries to do the right thing nonetheless. There are so many other characters who either don’t acknowledge that they did something wrong, don’t feel as if they really develop, or don’t face any real consequences for their actions (and thus, give the audience no real reason to believe that they have changed in any meaningful way.) Then, there’s Toya. Out of all of the members of the League of Villains, I find Toya to be the most reprehensible. Don’t get me wrong, I can sympathize with his past; being raised to be the greatest hero, only to find that dream is impossible, and to be ignobly replaced by a sibling, all the while his father outright ignores him. That being said, he’s an absolute sadistic monster. One of my gripes with the Final War Arc was how Dabi just wouldn’t freakin’ die. In all seriousness, considering the scope of his crimes, I feel as if he doesn’t deserve the dignity of what happened to him in canon, so I made sure to make his death appropriately ignoble here.
Now for the next chapter, I currently intend to call it “When I’m Gone.” I’m finally using a 3 Doors Down song!
Chapter 15: When I'm Gone
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The hospital staff wouldn’t let Kota see his Aunt Shino, as she was still in intensive care. However, the people who would normally watch over Kota when Shino wasn’t available were also indisposed. Chatora Yawara (‘Tiger’) and Tsuchikawa Ryuko (‘Pixie-Bob’) were both in the hospital as well from severe head injuries they had sustained at the hands of the League of Villains. No one even knew where Shiretoko Tomoko (‘Ragdoll’) was, having been kidnapped by the League during the Summer Camp attack. This left Kota in the care of a cat-headed police officer who had volunteered to watch over him while they waited at the hospital. Kota thought that his name was Sansa; but that was all he could process at the moment, despite the officer’s attempts to talk to and reassure Kota.
Kota was the son of the Hero duo ‘Water Hose.’ Two years ago though, they had been murdered by the villain Muscular, and Kota was put in the care of his only living relative, Sosaki Shino. This would normally have been bad enough were it not for what people said to Kota after his parents had died; praising their work, claiming that ‘they died as heroes.’ As if that somehow made things good. As if it was good that Kota was alone now. Being abandoned, and the callous attitudes of people towards his situation, made Kota hate heroes, which made his relationship with his aunt, also known as ‘Mandalay,’ the leader of the Pussycats, tense to say the least.
This night though was making Kota rethink how he looked at his aunt and her friends. Just hours prior, Kota had come face-to-face to with the very villain who had murdered his parents. Muscular had smashed through the cabin that the Remedial UA students were housed in, nearly ripping off the arms of the teacher that had been watching over them. Just as it looked like Kota and all the UA students were going to be slaughtered by the villain though, two of the students; Ashido Mina and Kaminari Denki, attacked Muscular, somehow combining their Quirks in a way that completely overwhelmed the seemingly unstoppable villain, leaving him a writhing, smoking wreck on the ground. For just a moment, Kota could feel a sense of relief and joy that the monster that had destroyed his life had been defeated. That peace lasted only a few seconds though, when the other hero course teacher Aizawa brought back Kota’s Aunt Shino, barely clinging to life. Though Ashido tried to block off Kota’s view of his aunt as she attempted to treat her injuries, Kota saw what had happened; his aunt had received massive, jagged scars down the left side of her face. Ashido probably didn’t notice as she was treating Shino, and the other hero students were too shellshocked from the attack and the revelation that one of their number had been kidnapped in the chaos, but Kota could only stand there numb, unsure if Shino was even alive.
He still didn’t know. She had managed to use her Quirk ‘Telepathy’ to send out an alert to the hero students, and Kota reasoned that neither Ashido nor the doctors would be bothered to treat Shino if she was dead…but seeing her face nearly sheered off…was she going to make it?
As Kota sat in silence, it began to hit him.
Shino might die.
His last living relative might die. He might be left alone, completely alone.
Shino had been nothing but kind and patient towards him, and the last thing that he remembered saying to her…really, the only kind of thing that he had ever said to her was continuous insults and bitterness. That might be his last memory of her. Almost mockingly, Kota remembered his last interaction with his parents:
“Goodbye Kota! We’ll see you after daycare!”
“Have a great day, kiddo!”
“I will Mom and Dad! I love you!”
It was so simple, something he had said time and time again, but yet he had never done something so simple to Shino.
As angry as Kota felt about heroes…he began to realize how awful he had been, and just what he might lose.
Kota felt a tap on his shoulder, as Officer Sansa got his attention and smiled.
“Good news, Kota, Tiger and Pixie-Bob have woken up and it sounds like they’re going to be okay.”
Kota felt resentment if anything towards Sansa, making him think for a moment when he mentioned ‘Good news!’ that his aunt was going to be okay, that she was going to survive, and that he’d have a chance to start over with her, but he didn’t let it show on his face. If he were in a more rational state of mind, it might have occurred to Kota that at the very least he’d be around familiar faces rather than someone he had only just met.
When Kota was allowed to see Chatora and Tsuchikawa, both of them had heavy bandages over their heads, and sober expressions.
“…Hey, kitten.” Tsuchikawa said with a grim smile, as much as she could bring herself to try to be hopeful for Kota’s sake.
“…Is Aunt Shino going to be okay?”
Tsuchikawa’s smile fell, and she put her hand on his shoulder.
“Hey…it’s going to be fine. Everything’s going to be fine.”
That was a load of crap, and they all knew it. Despite Tsuchikawa and Chatora’s attempts to help Kota stay positive as per their duty as rescue heroes, that same experience probably made them realize how grim the outlook was, and Kota? He’d been here before. He knew what this could mean.
Tsuchikawa and Chatora got a hotel room nearby where they could hear progress on Shino’s situation, and where they could keep abreast of the heroes’ efforts to track down Ragdoll and the League. Being heroes part of the investigation though meant that they had to take turns watching over Kota.
Kota could admit that his aunt’s friends cared about him. They checked up on him, made sure he was fed, that he was healthy, and tried to lift his spirits to the best of their abilities, but he wasn’t their main priority. Though the two attempted to keep Kota out of the loop, he could tell when they were off speaking to each other privately, wondering just what they were going to do with him if Shino didn’t make it.
The night passed without any news on Shino, good or bad. Chatora offered to take Kota to a pancake restaurant for breakfast, but he didn’t answer. The cold cereal that they all had instead tasted like ash.
Hours passed. How could the doctors not know whether or not Shino was going to make it? What were they even doing to her? What could they do after getting hit the way she was?
Finally, Chatora got a call and left the room. Tsuchikawa had her hands on Kota’s shoulders as the two looked at the door he left through, as if to prepare herself to comfort him. Chatora was in the hall for only a moment, but what felt like an hour. The relieved grin on his face as he came back into the hotel room made Kota’s heart feel as if it was going to explode.
“She’s going to be alright.” He announced, making Tsuchikawa cry and hug Kota to her chest in relief. “That Ashido girl...the doctors say that if it wasn’t for her they don’t know if Shino would have made it. She’s going to have to get some stitches and stay in the hospital for a bit, but she’s going to make it.”
“Can…can we see her?” Kota forced himself to ask.
“We’ll need to wait a few days.” He explained. “The doctors say that she’s going to need some rest first.”
That wasn’t quite what Kota was hoping for; right then all he wanted was to run to his aunt, to see with his own eyes that she was okay and to apologize for being so awful to her. Chatora and Tsuchikawa knelt down to his level and smiled as if they knew what he was thinking.
“It’s going to be okay. We’ll visit her as soon as we can. In the meantime, I’m still hungry for pancakes, so how about we try that restaurant, okay?” Chatora offered.
Thankfully, the next day, Shino was cleared for visitors, which meant that seeing her was the first priority of Kota, Chatora, and Tsuchikawa.
When they came into the room, Shino was already awake, her head jerking towards the door, and her gaze immediately zeroing in on Kota.
“Kota! Are you alright? Did you get hurt? What happened to you?”
Shino moved to try to pull herself out of bed, ignoring the clear pain it made to her head were it not for a nurse gently holding her in place long enough for Kota to come up to her.
“I’m…I’m fine…” he said. “The hero students…they stopped Muscular…”
“Muscular attacked you?” Shino repeated incredulously, grabbing Kota by his shoulders.
“Yeah…but…I’m fine…I’m…”
Kota choked up, unable to speak any more.
“Kota? What’s wrong?” Shino asked.
“…I’m sorry…” Kota whimpered, facing the floor. “I’m sorry…I was so mean and bad to you…I’m sorry…”
Any further words were smothered by Shino gently pulling Kota into a hug, at which point he couldn’t take it anymore, and all of the fear and anxiety he had been holding over the past few days came out at once, sobbing into his Aunt Shino’s hospital blouse.
“It’s alright…” she whispered, rubbing the back of his head, “It’s alright…I’m here…”
After a moment, Kota stopped crying, though he still held onto Shino, afraid to let go, allowing her to look up to her two friends, who had been waiting patiently for Kota to get out his greeting.
“Ryuko, Yawara, how are you? I remember that Magne villain hitting you two, what hap…”
Shino stopped, looking at the two and realizing something was off as Chatora and Tsuchikawa were avoiding her gaze.
“…Where’s Tomoko?”
Though Chatora and Tsuchikawa still had the hotel room paid for, no one was really using it, as the two were devoting all of their efforts to the heroes’ mission to rescue Shiretoko and Bakugou, and Kota stayed by his aunt’s side for as long as he could. Granted, she had to spend most of her time sleeping, but that didn’t matter to Kota, as nervous as he was for something else to happen to her.
“How long are you going to have to keep those on?” he asked, pointing at the bandages across the right side of her face, making her look like half a mummy. Shino just shrugged in response.
“A few days. They’ll have to give me stiches afterwards, too.”
Kota was confused by how nonchalant Shino was about being mutilated.
“…Are you going to have scars?” he asked.
“Maybe for a while, I don’t know.” Shino answered. Noticing her nephew’s discomfort, she smiled. “A lot of heroes get scars, Kota, it comes with the job.”
A job that nearly killed her. That killed Kota’s parents. He wanted to scowl, annoyed at how his aunt didn’t seem to care about her pain, but even as young as he was, Kota had enough sense not to talk about that now.
Despite not saying anything, Shino seemed to pick up on how Kota was feeling, and put a hand on his shoulder.
“I’m sorry to have scared you so much.” She said. Kota didn’t answer, but it didn’t seem to bother Shino.
“…What would have happened if you had died?” Kota eventually asked.
Shino seemed to recoil at this question, her smile fading as she considered it.
“…Kota, you don’t need to…” she began, trying to perk herself up, but the fearful look of her nephew clammed her up, being struck by the fact that she was in fact Kota’s last living relative.
“Well…” she eventually began, “I’ve talked about this with the other Pussycats, and if something were to happen to me, they’d take care of you like they usually do when I’m not available.”
“But what if something happened to all of you?” Kota challenged. “You’re always working together, after all. All of you got hurt at the Summer Camp.”
Shino’s attempt at optimism faltered.
“If something were to happen to all of us, I have it set in my will…”
“You have a will!?” Kota exclaimed loudly in shock, making Shino wince, in turn making Kota force himself to calm down.
“Yes, I do.” She considered Kota for a moment, and sighed. “Death is something that we have to be aware of as heroes. This is a dangerous job, but it’s one that needs to be done.”
Kota wanted to argue about this, but was worried about exasperating his aunt’s condition and stayed quiet, for the time being.
“I have it in my will that if something were to happen to all of us, a man named Toyomitsu Taishiro would take care of you; we knew him when we were in hero school, and he’s someone that has a lot of my trust and respect. You might know him as ‘Fat Gum.’ I was hoping to introduce you to him one day. Whatever the case though, whatever happens to me, I promise you that you will be taken care of.”
This assurance did not make Kota feel any better, as he looked away from his aunt, scowling. He didn’t want his aunt to die. He didn’t want to be left alone, left in the care of more people who were probably going to die themselves. He felt Shino place her hand gently on his shoulder. Normally, he would bitterly shrug it off, he wanted to do the same here, and it took all his willpower to resist that urge.
“Kota…” Shino spoke so gently that she was able to get Kota to look back up at her. She looked at him sadly.
“I’m sorry…I’m sorry that I’ve scared you so much. I’m sorry that you’re in this situation.” Slowly, Shinso hugged Kota. “You are so precious to me. My job is dangerous, but I promise you that I will do everything I can to make sure that I come home to you.”
That wasn’t what Kota really wanted to hear. He wanted to know that this wasn’t going to happen again, that he wasn’t going to be left alone. He didn’t want Shino to be a hero and go out and do stupid stuff that would eventually kill her. However, he was smart enough to know that this wasn’t a battle that he was going to win anytime soon. He could only hope that his aunt would be bedridden long enough that he could think of some way to argue with her.
Shino looked at a clock on the wall.
“Would you mind if we turned on the news?” she asked. Kota shrugged. Most of what went on in the news was hero junk that he wasn’t interested in.
Shino turned the TV to a report of UA’s staff talking about the Summer Camp attack. Kota though could tell that watching this upset Shino, as she tensed up in her bed as she listened to the reporters shout their questions at the teachers.
“Why do you want to watch this?” he asked. “You don’t look like you want to.”
Shino turned to Kota and frowned, sighing.
“I suppose that on some level it’s not healthy for me to torture myself, reminding me of what I failed to do…”
Kota frowned in response to this. It was the villains that had attacked the camp; that wasn’t his aunt’s fault.
“But this is the best way that I can stay up to date on the situation with Tomoko and that Bakugou kid.”
Kota huffed, understanding at least that much of his aunt’s concern, worrying about her friend. Suddenly though, the report changed, announcing a fight breaking out between All Might and a villain in a black suit and helmet while the Bakugou kid was trying to fight against the villains that had attacked the Summer Camp.
“Tomoko…where’s Tomoko?” Shino muttered out loud, staring in fear at the report, her teammate nowhere to be seen.
Now, Kota might have not been a huge fan of heroes, but he would have had to have been living under a rock to not know how powerful All Might was. And yet, against this unknown villain, All Might was struggling.
Could All Might die here? Was that a possibility? The kids at Kota’s school had always taken it as a given that he would win every fight; the possibility of him ever dying the way Kota’s parents had never occurred to them. Kota though, perhaps a bit wiser than them in this regard, knew that wasn’t the case. Still though, it was frightening to see All Might show obvious pain from the hits he was taking.
It was only when a new, strange hero popped out of nowhere, battering the League aside and jumping out of the area with Bakugou in tow that All Might was truly able to let loose, eventually defeating the unknown villain with a single blow. Merely a few seconds after the fight ended, and both Shino and Kota were in shock, Shino got a phone call.
“Ryuko?” she spoke into her phone. After listening for a minute, she broke out in relieved tears. “Tomoko…thank God!”
Hours later though, as the rest of the country was celebrating All Might’s miraculous defeat of the unknown villain, Shino and her teammates were finding it hard to be cheerful.
Even as heavily bandaged as Shino was, she was with Tsuchikawa and Chatora, crowded around the bed of Shiretoko, who was sobbing into her hands while her friends were embracing her.
“Tomoko…it’s going to be okay…it’s going to be okay, we’re here for you…” Shino said, trying to reassure her friend.
“It’s gone…he took Search…he took my Quirk…” Shiretoko sobbed. “I…I can’t be a hero anymore without my Quirk…”
Kota stood awkwardly against the wall of Shiretoko’s hospital room. While he had been antagonistic towards the Wild Wild Pussycats even at the best of times, he had gotten to know them well enough to know that Shiretoko Tomoko was normally such a cheerful, bubbly figure, fully embracing the cutesy theme of her team. To see her so distraught, so broken, was frightening to Kota, and he had no idea what to do here. All he could think to do was to stay out of the way while his aunt tried to comfort her friend.
Kota looked at his hands, unconsciously feeling moisture gathering on them from his Quirk ‘Water Gun.’ It wasn’t a particularly powerful Quirk, only able to shoot as much water as a garden hose, and Kota had only had it for roughly a year by this point, so even in normal circumstances he would have questioned just how attached he would have been to it. Considering how enthused other kids his age were about their Quirks, excited about using them to become heroes, he was even less enamored by Water Gun. The way that Shiretoko was crying though made it clear that she did not see ‘Search’ the same way.
It took some time for Shiretoko to calm down. Kota stayed by the wall, while Shino and her teammates stayed embracing Shiretoko. When she did stop crying, Shino took her by the hands and looked at her in the eye.
“Tomoko, it’s going to be alright.”
“Yeah, you’re still one of us, Tomoko!” Tsuchikawa proclaimed, swinging an arm over her friends’ shoulder. “You’re still one of the Pussycats!”
“No matter what, we’ve got your back!” Chatora added, patting Shiretoko’s shoulder.
Shiretoko sniffed, wiping her eyes off, and managed a watery smile.
“…Thank you, guys. I’m so glad you’re my friends…”
Once the four were finally able to pull themselves from another, Shiretoko stared at her bedsheets and sighed.
“I have to start thinking though, what do I do now?”
Shino put her hand on Shiretoko’s shoulder.
“We do mean it, you know.” Shino said. “No matter what, you are still one of us. You are still a Pussycat.”
Shiretoko looked up wearily at Shino.
“But what does that mean now that I don’t have Search? As much as I hate to admit it, my days as a hero are over.”
Shino thought for a moment.
“Well…it’s not the most glamorous option,” she admitted, “but if you feel like you can’t be a hero, that doesn’t mean that you can’t still work at the agency.”
For the first time, Shiretoko seemed to perk up, if only a bit.
“I suppose so…we could always use an office lady…”
Shino though spoke up again.
“However…are you sure you don’t want to try to be a hero still?” Shino suggested. Shiretoko gave her an incredulous look, but Shino was not intimidated, and kept speaking: “Just look at me; my Quirk doesn’t really offer me any kind of physical boost. Yeah, it’s useful for getting in contact with people, but since I can’t receive messages back, it’s kind of limited. In our line of work, I could basically be replaced with a megaphone. We’ve all received rescue training, and it’s not all reliant on our Quirks. I’m sure that there are ways you could make it work.”
Shiretoko blinked at Shino. Kota was thrown off himself; heroes had Quirks, he didn’t know of any that didn’t. He didn’t know anyone who didn’t have a Quirk, actually.
“Our Quirks make our work easier, but people have been doing rescue work long before Quirks existed.” Shino explained. “I’m not saying that it would be easy, but it is an option, and we would stand with you if it was what you chose to do.”
Shiretoko looked amazed at Shino, and towards Tsuchikawa and Chatora nodding at her.
“…I’ll think about it.”
By the time that Shiretoko and Shino were finally released from the hospital, Shiretoko had a lot of time to think about what Shino had suggested. Her response though deflated her teammates somewhat:
“Guys…I think that I’m just going to work in the agency office.” She announced to them outside of the hospital. The three other adults looked at her sadly, though perhaps not unexpectantly as Kota watched. Shino put her hand on Shiretoko’s shoulder.
“Tomoko, if this is what you want to do, we’re fine with it, but are you sure?”
Shiretoko smiled in response.
“Shino…I appreciate your faith in me, I really do…but if I go out in costume without a Quirk with you guys…I’m just going to hold you back more.” Just as the three other adults were about to protest, Shiretoko raised her hand to interrupt them; “I don’t just mean physically. You all went from rank #32 to #411. You need public support to do your job as heroes, and if I try to force myself to be a part of the team…I’m not sure if the public would support us.”
“If we need the support of bigots to be #32, then frankly, we’re better off where we are!” Chatora growled.
Shiretoko though just put her hand on Chatora’s shoulder and turned to the others.
“Guys…I appreciate you standing by me, but I’ve made my decision. I still want to help you, but I think that I will be better off working in the agency.”
The three sighed, upset, but embraced their friend nonetheless.
The weeks after Shino and Shiretoko returned from the hospital might have been some of the best times that Kota could remember. Though Shino had been dismissed from the hospital, she had not been cleared for hero work, and was told to take it easy. For just a little while, she was not Mandalay of the Wild Wild Pussycats, but just Sosaki Shino, Kota’s aunt, and he was finally ready to treat her that way.
It almost came as a surprise to Shino to find Kota being so much more considerate to her, wanting to actually spend time with her, but it was a welcome surprise nonetheless. With the doctor’s orders to take it easy, she and Kota spent the next few weeks relaxing in their home, watching movies, playing board and card games, or drawing. Kota was a little disturbed when his aunt almost cried when he asked her for help with his homework, but she was happy to help him work through his problems. Really, with how much he kept to himself at school, Shino was perhaps Kota’s first real friend.
It was with some regret and trepidation then that once Shino had her last appointment with her doctor and had her bandages removed that she sat down with Kota at their dinner table.
“Kota…the doctor’s cleared me to go back out into the field.”
Kota flinched at this, feeling the familiar pressure behind his eyes that for most kids would signal tears, but which he had since forced to drive his anger. Here though, he stopped himself from scowling or shouting at his aunt, but just barely.
“…Why, though?” he asked, pleading. “Why do you want to go back to doing this stuff?” He pointed at the scars on the right side of his aunt’s face, sheering down even past her hair line. “Just look at what happened to you!”
Shino absentmindedly ran a finger down her scars.
“Yes. I can see what happened to me. But this kind of thing could happen to other people, and I want to try to keep them from feeling the same pain.” Shino knelt down to Kota’s level and hugged him gently. “I know you’re scared. But I’m giving you the same promise that I gave to you back at the hospital; I will do everything that I can to make sure that I come home to you.”
Kota couldn’t take it anymore and turned away from his aunt, not wanting to see her, not wanting her to see him about to cry.
With his aunt back out in the field, Kota found himself either wandering around the woods again when he came home from school, or hanging out in the Pussycats agency office whenever she wasn’t at home. Normally, the office was either a hub of activity as the Pussycats handled office work; logging data on computers, checking on hero communications for ongoing emergencies, taking phone calls, or it was completely absent as the Pussycats went out into the field. Nowadays though, Shiretoko was a constant presence in the office, allowing the Pussycats to stay up to date with whatever new information or calls the team got, and to handle the backlog of paperwork.
Kota wasn’t on good terms with any of the Pussycats, but the possibility of his aunt’s death may have given him a new appreciation of the rest of her teammates as well, which made him a bit more personable. A bored child with nothing better to do, Kota often found himself in the agency office; drawing or watching TV as long as the Pussycats didn’t need it for anything. For her part, Shiretoko would throw him a kind word every now and then, managing to engage Kota in conversations as she worked. The work seemed to be good for her, as it was clear that she was antsy now that she was no longer a pro hero, but Kota could notice her occasional looks of frustration when she thought she was alone, and brief periods of time where she seemed more morose after the remaining three Pussycats left the agency to go handle some disaster.
One concerning behavior that Kota noticed from Shiretoko was a tendency to suddenly jerk her head around as if she was looking for something, growing more concerned until she blinked. She would then sigh and get back to work, deflated. At first, Kota thought that Shiretoko saw some threat that he didn’t, but after this happened a few too many times, he just went up and asked her.
“Shiretoko, why do you keep doing that? Looking around like that?”
Shiretoko looked at Kota in surprise, probably not realizing that anyone had noticed her, before frowning.
“Sorry Kota…sometimes I just forget that I don’t have my Quirk anymore.” She explained. “I’ll wonder for a moment where someone is and look for them, and it’s scary not seeing them on Search. It used to be that I could always know where your aunt and our teammates were, even if they were miles away, and now that I can’t see them…” she grimaced, embarrassed, “I…get worried that they’re not…there.”
Kota paled getting the implication. Shiretoko just shrugged.
“It’s just something I’m going to have to get used to. Getting upset about it isn’t going to change anything.”
Kota continued to stare at Shiretoko even after she got back to work, her original fear and anxiety seemingly gone. Before talking to her, Kota had thought that Shiretoko had been struggling with the loss of her Quirk and her old job, but now that she had put that thought into his head though, Kota wondered how she could seem so cheerful at all.
“Is something wrong, Kota?” Shiretoko asked, noticing him staring at her. Kota looked at his feet awkwardly.
“Are you…are you doing okay?” he asked.
Shiretoko looked at Kota for a moment and gave him a small smile.
“I think so. I won’t lie and say that I’m not upset about my Quirk getting stolen and not being a hero anymore, but everyone still makes me feel like I’m part of the team, and I’m glad that I’m still doing things that are helping people.”
Kota looked shyly up at Shiretoko, begrudgingly impressed. The former hero rubbed his head before explaining further.
“Maybe it’s boasting, but you have to be made of stronger stuff to be a Rescue Hero. We always do our best to save as many people as we can, but we learn early on that all you can do is make the most of whatever situation you’re in.”
Kota trembled at the comment.
“Do you mean…when people die?” he asked in a small voice.
Shiretoko recoiled for a moment, before frowning, perhaps recognizing how much of the darker side of the world Kota had come to see compared to the average kid his age.
“I’m afraid so, kid. We all dress up in silly costumes as a way to cheer people up, but dealing with death is part of the job.”
Kota frowned, remembering how Shino had something similar when thought of something.
“…Was that how it was for my parents too?”
Shiretoko closed her eyes and sighed.
“Yes. They were Rescue Heroes, so they had to deal with the same things your aunt and all of us do. Sometimes, things can get bad, kid. Sometimes, people can get hurt and we aren’t able to help them in time. It’s a tough job.”
Kota clenched his fists, frustrated at the reminder of how dangerous his aunt’s job was, how dangerous his parents’ jobs had been.
“…Why? Why do you guys do this? Why become heroes in the first place if it’s so awful?”
Shiretoko leaned back in her seat as she spoke to Kota
“It’s for different reasons. Some people do it for fame…Others do it because we just like seeing people happy and safe. Some do it because they were inspired by another hero, maybe one that saved them or someone that they knew.” Shiretoko paused for a moment, considering Kota again, as if she was wondering how much she should say, before her usually cheerful and soft features subtly hardened. “If you’re asking though why we keep doing this…a big part of it is just that we know what can happen if we don’t help.”
Kota paled at the implications. He remembered Muscular’s attack on the cabin. Ashido and Kaminari’s defeat of the villain, and Ashido’s care of his aunt. Shiretoko noticed Kota’s unease and patted his shoulder.
“It’s not all bad. It helps that we have fans who support us. It can be a lot of fun getting into the characters that we make for ourselves.” Shiretoko grinned. “You should have seen your aunt when we knew her in college; she was so shy! Going with our cat theme really brought her out of her shell. And…well…” Shiretoko’s smile warmed. “It’s nice to know that we’ve got each other. It really means a lot how your aunt and our friends have been supporting me. It makes me want to keep helping them, however I can.”
Kota withdrew from Shiretoko for a bit to think about what she had said.
A few weeks later, Kota came with the Pussycats to visit UA. He made sure to thank Ashido and Kaminari for what they did. They seemed to appreciate that, and as annoyed as Kota was to be around the hero students, it made him feel better that he had thanked them. The students meanwhile introduced Shiretoko to a friend of theirs’ from UA’s General Education Department who happened to be Quirkless. As excited as Midoriya was to meet the Pussycats, Shiretoko in particular seemed to be encouraged talking to him, learning about the ways that he had been supporting the hero students.
Shino and the other Pussycats weren’t saying anything around Kota, but he could tell that this day wasn’t going to be the same. The way that they looked at each other, the way that they would only talk to each other about work when they were out of earshot of Kota, he had known that something was coming. That was all but confirmed when Shino hugged Kota far longer than normal one afternoon before she, Chatora, and Tsuchikawa were about to get in a car to take care of hero work, but somewhere that they wouldn’t tell Kota.
“Kota…” Shinso said as she hugged Kota, “You take care of yourself, alright? Be good for Tomoko.”
Kota nodded numbly, the enormity of the situation starting to hit him. Shino took him by his shoulders, looking at him straight in the eyes.
“I promise you, just like I did back in the hospital, I’m going to do everything I can to make sure that I come back home.”
“Aunt Shino…” Kota could barely speak out as his aunt stood up, got into the car with Chatora and Tsuchikawa, and drove off.
Shiretoko knew something about what was going on, but she was being extremely close-lipped about it. Whatever it was though, Kota could tell that it worried her, as she gave into her nervous tic of looking around in an attempt to use Search on her friends several times that evening.
Kota wouldn’t find out what had unnerved his aunt so much until the next day, when a news report came in from Jaku of a massive hero operation that seemed to involve heroes from across the country, fighting against a literal army of villains. At first, it seemed as if the heroes had an advantage, until the Jaku Hospital was suddenly destroyed in a massive wave of Decay, revealing the now-infamous figure of Shigaraki, the leader of the League of Villains, standing triumphant over the unconscious bodies of Ryukyu and Endeavor. Shigaraki was quickly engaged by the Provisional Hero Lemillion, but as this fight was going on, the League, or the Paranormal Liberation Front as they were now calling themselves in conjunction with the Meta Liberation Army, revealed another horrifying weapon; a massive monster called ‘Gigantomachia’ that proceeded to crush every hero and civilian in his way as he went on a rampage towards the city of Jaku.
Kota and Shiretoko could only watch in horror as they saw this destruction, knowing that Shino, Chatora, and Tsuchikawa were all there somewhere, and pray that they could get away. The destruction on display was like nothing they had ever seen, even with Shiretoko’s experience as a Rescue hero working in disaster zones in the midst of tsunamis, floods, and earthquakes.
Finally though, just as Gigantomachia reached Jaku, Lemillion released one final attack, obliterating Shigaraki and Gigantomachia, putting an end to the battle. Moments later, as the leaders of the PLF were announced to be captured, Shiretoko got a phone call.
“It’s Shino!” she yelped, putting her phone on speaker. “Shino, are you alright? How are Chatora and Tsuchikawa?”
“We’re…we’re okay.” Shino said in an exhausted, almost numb voice over the phone. Kota had never heard his aunt so shellshocked, but she was alive. “Kota…are you there?”
“I’m here, Aunt Shino!” Kota yelped over the phone, grabbing it in his hands.
“I…I’m okay…I just wanted to let you know that…It’s…It’s going to take a while for us to deal with this…but we’re going to be okay…”
Kota felt Shiretoko hug him, the two crying in relief.
When Shino was able to finally come home to the Pussycat agency with Chatora and Tsuchikawa, the first thing that she did was to wrap Kota in a crushing, almost desperate hug. Kota welcomed the gesture, though he was unnerved to feel his aunt trembling, and he wondered just how bad Jaku really got for her. She, Chatora, and Tsuchikawa all looked terrible; their costumes torn, their bodies bruised and dirty, and they were so exhausted that the only thing they could do was collapse on chairs in the agency. All of them looked as if they just wanted to sleep, but were too scared to do so. Shiretoko, who had been beside herself for being unable to help her teammates, immediately set about making some tea for her friends. The three were unable to speak for some time. Once they had drunk their tea, Tsuchikawa simply fell asleep on the spot. Chatora laid a blanket over her before finding a quiet corner to sit down in, his head in his hands. Shiretoko and Kota looked to Shino in fear, the only active Pussycat who looked as if she still had it together.
“…It was bad.” She admitted. Kota and Shiretoko sat down on either side of her, being there for her even in her silence.
The three pro heroes were barely able to push themselves any further the next day, which was made worse as they were still on call, the revelations of Dabi being the offspring of Endeavor as a result of a Quirk Marriage and Hawks’ assassination of Twice leading to people acting erratically, leading to more accidents and requiring that the Pussycats still be available to help. Things became more concerning when the news announced that Japan’s HPSC was now under investigation by the WHA and the UN.
Jaku and the revelations made by the villains were constantly being talked about on the news, with Hawks being condemned for killing Twice. Shino though had been frustrated by this, explaining to Kota that the PLF had intentionally misrepresented what had happened in that altercation, pointing out how many more people would have been hurt had Hawks not stopped Twice there. Kota wasn’t entirely sure how to take that, but he remembered Muscular. From what he knew, Ashido and Kaminari hadn’t killed Muscular, but from the way that villain had been screaming, it had been a close thing. Either way, Kota knew that if Muscular hadn’t been stopped there, he would have killed Kota and everyone else at the cabin, so he chose to trust his aunt’s word on this.
What had happened between Endeavor and Dabi was more difficult to understand though.
“Shino…what’s a Quirk marriage?” Kota finally brought himself to ask during one of the brief breaks that Shino had in her work. His aunt tensed at the question, but sighed.
“A Quirk Marriage is when someone forces someone else to marry them in the hopes that any child they have will inherit some stronger combination of the Quirks of their parents.”
Kota frowned, trying to understand this. Shino had explained to him that babies were born when a man and a woman loved each other, even if she didn’t go into many more details beyond promising that she would explain when he was older.
“So…Endeavor did that?” He asked.
Shino grimaced, clawing at the couch that she was sitting on but not answering immediately.
“I’m…not entirely sure.” She admitted. “I wasn’t there at the confrontation between Endeavor and Dabi, so when I first heard about it, I was more inclined not to believe the words of a villain, especially not one who had just killed a child.” Shino scowled bitterly before deflating. “But…with what the news has been saying, and what they’ve found out about the Todorokis…it sounds like it’s the truth.”
Kota scowled at this. He might not understand all the particulars about marriage, but he could tell enough from his aunts’ reactions and those of the people on the news that forcing someone into a marriage was pretty despicable. And all that just to force a child to become a hero? It was everything that he despised about the hero system.
“What’s going to happen to Endeavor then?”
Shino shook her head sadly.
“I don’t know, Kota. There are a lot of details to consider; how the marriage was instituted, how he treated his wife and children; Quirk marriages can be hard to prosecute, especially one so long ago.”
Kota glared at the television. It just went to show how dumb people could be about heroes, acting as if they could do no wrong. It reminded him of how that jerk Bakugou or that pervert Mineta acted at the Summer Camp, only no one really seemed to be that bothered, even when Mineta tried to peep on the girls as they were bathing. Now it seemed like everyone was freaking out about this.
Shino was able to force herself out of her own funk as she noticed Kota’s mood, patting him on the shoulder.
“It’s going to be alright, Kota. People know what he did now, and he’ll face consequences for it. At the very least, this means that his career as a hero is over.”
“And Hawks?” Kota pointed out, referencing the scandal he had gotten involved in.
“Well…” Shino looked with trepidation towards the news report talking about Hawks’ case at the time, before saying confidently, “What Hawks did is under investigation right now. Sometimes this sort of thing just happens. It’s not pretty, but I think that whatever was going on, Hawks did what he had to do. I think that once the investigators look into his circumstances, they’ll probably rule in Hawks’ favor.”
A few days later, after Hawks had been questioned by the UN, his actions were deemed as necessary for his duty just as Shino predicted. Unfortunately, what Kota could tell of the public’s opinion towards Hawks, a lot of people still saw him the way that the League painted him, calling him a murderer and an agent of the corrupt HPSC. Shino and the Pussycats sympathized with the No. 2 Hero, having lost so much of their own support after dealing with their own scandal of the Summer Camp attack, but even as tired as she was, Shino kept on reassuring Kota that things would settle down soon.
Except they didn’t. Each day, the news would report on a new finding of the UN and WHA’s investigations, revealing a new crime that the HPSC had done or some hidden scandal within Japan’s hero system; blackmail, bribery, something called ‘sexual harassment,’ and cover-ups that the HPSC did of several other heroes’ crimes. Each new revelation seemed to strike Shino and the other Pussycats with more horror. The worst revelation came though when Kota saw a picture of a woman with indigo and pink-streaked hair being talked about on the news. Kota had no idea who this woman was, but seeing her picture caused Shino and the other Pussycats to pale worse than any reaction he had seen them make before now; Shiretoko outright dropped a stack of papers when she listened to the report. The reporter talking about the woman seemed himself shellshocked, barely able to keep himself together as he spoke;
“In perhaps the most damning revelation made so far, the UN investigation into the HPSC has found that Tsutsumi Kaina, the former Lady Nagant, who had been incarcerated for killing a fellow hero in an argument, was in fact innocent of the crime. Investigators have found that Lady Nagant actually performed over 87 assassinations of villains and corrupt heroes under the orders of the previous HPSC president. The former president was not in fact killed in a car accident as the HPSC originally reported, but was instead killed by Tsutsumi when he threatened her in response to her desire to stop her work.”
“They…they did what?” Tsuchikawa gasped out loud.
“The HPSC…87 kills…” Chatora murmured.
“Is…is this true?” Shiretoko asked frantically. “It can’t be true, right?”
“…I think it is.” Shino said in response, staring numbly at the screen. “It really is.”
“We’ve…who have we been working for?” Chatora asked out loud. “We’ve never done assassinations…but do you think the HPSC had any other heroes do that?”
“Maybe…but those…those are villains…” Tsuchikawa attempted to reason. “Villains and corrupt heroes…so…”
“Ryuko.” Shino interrupted Tsuchikawa loud enough to get the attention of her teammates. “…Even if the people the HPSC ordered killed committed crimes…and I have to question what their justification would have been regardless…they still hid this all from us. If these were people that deserved death…why not just be transparent?”
Shino’s question silenced the team, until Shiretoko spoke up in a quiet voice that could nonetheless be heard by them all;
“…They wanted everyone to think that they were always in control. They wanted society to think that we are perfect and can do no wrong. They didn’t want anyone to know about the ugly side of the work that we do…”
The Wild Wild Pussycats were all staggered by the realization, unsure of how to comprehend this information and what it meant for them and their work. Kota had been watching the report from a hidden corner, and turned away.
He had been right. He had been right all along. Heroes, this whole system…it was just an ugly lie. Everyone he knew talked about how heroes were the good guys, that he should like them and be like them…but that wasn’t true. Had his parents been involved in anything like this? For a moment, he considered this possibility, but his rationality stamped down the idea; they were Rescue heroes, they wouldn’t have done crimes like this. He could remember them well enough to know that they cared about people. They cared enough to put their lives on the line against Muscular. But still…like Tsuchikawa pointed out…who else had the HPSC used for missions like this? Who else had gotten involved in something like what Endeavor had done?
The next day, the news showed an announcement from a WHA representative:
“The Japanese Hero Public Safety Commission has been shown to have misused its influence, covering up deficiencies in hero society to exude the veneer of justice. This façade has been maintained through systematic corruption and intimidation, acts which it was its duty to fight against. This corruption furthermore has been subtly spread to almost all aspects of life within Japan, from its top government to its education systems, encouraging a systematic prejudice against heteromorphs, individuals with Quirks deemed “villainous,” and individuals with weak or no Quirks, all the while granting license to those with powerful Quirks to act with impunity. The WHA has regretfully concluded that the Japanese HPSC is corrupt on a fundamental level, and cannot justify supporting such a regime. It is the decision of the World Heroes’ Association that Japan’s membership be suspended.”
This announcement floored the Pussycats as much as the revelation of Lady Nagant’s assassinations did.
“Japan’s WHA membership is…suspended?” Shiretoko repeated in a disbelieving voice.
“How can they just…how can every Japanese hero be blamed for what the HPSC did?!” Tsuchikawa shouted out loud.
“What else could the WHA do, though?” Chatora asked with his head bowed. “They don’t know just how much influence the HPSC has had over us, so they can’t afford to take the risk that we might be acting under their orders abroad…”
Kota could understand what was so bad about the reveal of Lady Nagant the previous day, but he didn’t understand why the Pussycats seemed to worked up about this announcement. He turned to Shino, who was sitting next to him.
“Aunt Shino, why is this such a big deal? You guys talked about the WHA before, but what exactly do they do?”
Shino tore her gaze away from the television to shakily explain to Kota:
“WHA membership lets heroes work in other countries. Without it…it means that Japanese heroes can’t operate outside of Japan.”
“That’s only part of the problem though.” Tsuchikawa interjected, scowling at the TV. “Rescinding our membership means that that WHA sees all Japanese heroes as inherently untrustworthy. They’re acting like we all knew about what the HPSC was doing!”
“I have a pen-pal in the U.S.” Shiretoko whimpered. “What’s she going to think of all of this?”
The last indignity came just a week later in an address given by Japan’s prime minister, just as the country had finished mourning nationwide for the heroes killed at Jaku.
“Though the UN investigation is still ongoing, the findings it has brought to light so far have been deemed requiring immediate response. Due to the decision of the WHA to withdraw membership from Japan, and the reveal of how badly our hero system has failed to uphold justice and order, it is the decision of myself and of Parliament to dissolve the HPSC, and to integrate our pro heroes into Japan’s police force and emergency services.”
Unlike earlier announcements which led to the Pussycats shouting and grumbling, now they were speechless. After a few minutes of watching reporters shout questions at the prime minister only to receive the same answers restating what he had already said, Shino shut the TV off. Tsuchikawa left the break room to be alone. Chatora walked outside, followed by the sound of heavy impacts against a boulder as he slammed his fists into it. Shino just lowered her head, staring at her lap. Shiretoko was just as shocked initially by the announcement, but perhaps because she was no longer a hero already, she recovered enough to sit next to Shino and put her hand on Shino’s shoulders. She couldn’t think of anything to say, but she tried to show that she was there.
Kota meanwhile was just as still as his aunt, even if he wasn’t as floored by the news, at least for the same reasons.
It was over. The hero system that had led to his Mom and Dad getting killed, that had nearly killed his Aunt Shino and had led to Shiretoko losing her Quirk, was done. It seemed that people had finally come to the same conclusion that he had made after the deaths of his parents, and realized how stupid this whole system was.
Seeing his aunt so distressed, Kota added his own comforting hand on her shoulder, but inwardly, perhaps almost vindictively, he felt satisfied. It was over.
Except it wasn’t.
The next morning, the Wild Wild Pussycats, or perhaps now the former Pussycats, gathered in their meeting room and sat at the table. Kota had been here before a few times, though Shino warned him not to interrupt when they were talking, and there were a few occasions when he wasn’t allowed in due to the Pussycats discussing confidential information. He sat on a chair separate from the table, watching as Shiretoko handed Shino, Chatora, and Tsuchikawa a packet of papers each before sitting down in her usual spot.
“This is the new job description that the Ministry of Law Enforcement has sent to all pro heroes.” Shino explained to Chatora and Tsuchikawa. “It’s pretty tentative for now, just what they were able to put together on such short notice, but for the time being, it’s their request that we agree to become employees of Japan’s regular Rescue services. For the most part, our duties would be the same, it’s just that our benefits would be different.” Shino frowned, taking a deep breath before continuing. “The ranking system has been abolished, obviously, though this means that our merchandising deals have also been dissolved. I’m not sure how we’re going to handle any repairs or replacements that we need to our support gear, but Tomoko plans to get in contact with our usual supplier, or find a new one if they are no longer available.” Shino laid her hands on the table and looked at Chatora and Tsuchikawa. “The short summary of all of this is that they want us to do the same work, but without the pay that we’ve been expecting. Right now, the Ministry wants to pay us the same as they would any Rescue worker, just with the added benefit of us being trained to use our Quirks.” Shino clasped her hands together and grimaced. “I can’t lie to you, this is going to be pretty rough. I think that if the amount of hate mail and angry phone calls we’ve been getting since Jaku is any indication…”
The three heroes looked uneasily towards Shiretoko, who sighed, being the one who had handled most of the abuse from people looking for someone to shout at in the midst of Jaku.
“We can expect people to be even more belligerent with us. Considering the state of the country, I think that it’s fair to expect that we are going to be working even more than usual, with less support from the public, for less pay, and less, if any acknowledgement for our work. I just want you two to understand this, and I wouldn’t blame you two if you don’t want to…”
“You’re staying, aren’t you?” Tsuchikawa interrupted with a rather blunt, rhetorical question and a grim smile. “I appreciate you laying it out for us Shino, and I’m not going to say that I’m looking forward to what we’ve got facing us, but I’m sticking with you.”
“Pro heroes or not, the Wild Wild Pussycats stick together!” Chatora roared.
Shino blinked, but smiled.
“Rock on with these sparkling gazes!” she said, sticking her hand out in the middle of the table.
“We’ve come to lend a paw and help!!!” Tsuchikawa said, placing her own hand on top of Shino’s.
“Coming out of nowhere…” Chatora rumbled in his deep voice, adding his hand to the huddle.
“Stingingly cute and catlike!” Shiretoko said, putting her own hand on top.
“Wild, Wild Pussycats!!!” The four former heroes shouted…only for a loud banging sound to jolt them out of their camaraderie. It took Shino only a moment to see Kota’s empty chair and the sound of the band, the door to the meeting room slamming shut.
Kota ran outside, frustrated tears in his eyes, stopping in the middle of the woods outside of the Pussycats’ Agency. One might wonder if they were going to call it that anymore, since the Pussycats and heroes as a whole were now finished, only it seemed as if Kota’s aunt and her friends didn’t get the message.
Kota only stopped when he felt a hand holding him back by his shoulder.
“Kota, what’s wrong?” Shino asked, having finally caught up with her nephew, only for Kota to round on her.
“Why are you doing this?!” he shouted.
“Doing what?” Shino asked in confusion.
“This!” He pointed to her costume. “Heroes are done now! Everyone realizes how dumb they were, but you’re still planning to go out and do the same stupid stuff! The way you talked about it makes it sound like it’s going to be even worse than before!”
Shino sighed in frustration.
“Kota…people still need help, I still need to…”
“No, you don’t!” Kota yelled, tears in his eyes. “You almost died, again at Jaku! Why do you have to do this? Why do you have to go and do the same stupid stuff my Mom and Dad did?!”
Shino waited and let Kota shout himself out. Once he was calm enough, Shino sighed.
“…You were right.” she said quietly, making Kota flinch as her aunt spoke in a bitter voice he had never heard from her before. “I admit it, you were right about the hero system. The way people saw us…the things that the HPSC did to make us look the way we did, only to abandon us if we couldn’t be used anymore.” Shino laid her hand over her face in frustration. “It used to be that people would cheer for us whenever we showed up, even if we weren’t there to help anyone. After Jaku though…with so many heroes dropping out, you’d think that people would be more grateful for the heroes who remain, but it feels like all we hear whenever people see us, even if we’re there to help them, is criticism for not stopping Gigantomachia, for letting things get so bad, accusing us of getting involved with criminal activity like Endeavor and Lady Nagant.” Shino gave a sardonic laugh. “And the thing is, we should have seen it sooner. It was rubbed in our faces after Tomoko had to retire and I got these scars on my face; we used to be ranked 32nd, only for us to drop out at #411.” Shino shook her head bitterly. “We’re grateful for the fans that we had who kept supporting us, but for us to drop almost four hundred ranks after we experienced such a loss? It really shows us just how much loyalty and gratitude people had for us.”
Shino fixed her own teary gaze on Kota.
“For the first time…I think that I really understand how you felt about how people talked to you after your parents died. People just took them for granted, acting as if that’s just part of being a hero without considering how it made you feel. It really feels as if people expect us to risk our lives without any real gratitude.”
Kota felt his heart sink as Shino’s words hit. However, his aunt put her hands on his shoulders.
“The thing is though, Kota…I’m doing this for the same reason I always have. Even if it’s dangerous, people still need help. I know that it’s going to be harder and more dangerous, but if anything, that just shows how much more we’re needed. As bad as things get, that doesn’t change that people are going to need help.”
“But why…?” Kota was about to cry, only for Shino to interrupt him.
“Kota…what would have happened to you if Ashido and Kaminari weren’t there at the Summer Camp? What would have happened to me?”
Kota’s breath was stopped in his throat as he choked on his answer.
“…I…I don’t want you to die…”
Shino just hugged Kota to her chest.
“Kota, I’ve told you before. I’ll always do my best to make sure that I come home to you.”
Kota didn’t hug Shino back, but he had enough of shouting at her, and he let her hold him as he cried, scared for her sake in a world that was going to get a lot harder.
Even with the bombshell that was the dissolution of the hero system, the news continued to report on more revealed scandals in the system, though most people had become numb to the new revelations in the light of the more immediate concerns of society falling apart. However, soon after there was one more story that got people’s attention, as Bakugou Katsuki gained infamy by killing 16 people after going on a week-long vigilante spree. The former Pussycats felt sick at this story, having lost so much already from their earlier efforts to help and protect the young man. Kota was startled at first by the news, but quietly realized that he wasn’t that surprised, remembering what the hero student was like at the Summer Camp. He kept it to himself though as he trudged along to another day at school.
School was a strange experience for Kota nowadays. While many schools across the country were closed to the dangers of children being out without the protection of heroes, Kota’s school was in a rural area where crime wasn’t as big of a concern. School had never been pleasant to him, as difficult as it could be for him to get along with other kids his age, especially those that seemed to have no interests beyond heroes; playing heroes, talking about heroes, or dreaming to become heroes themselves. It wasn’t something that Kota was ever interested in, knowing how heroism was just a stupid way for people to get themselves killed. Only now with all of the scandals of the HPSC revealed, everyone seemed to realize that. This revelation didn’t cheer Kota up as much as he might have thought in the past though.
In fact, nowadays, Kota’s fellow First Graders hardly spoke at all. Kota would walk into the classroom, and rather than seeing the other students loudly running around the room and talking to each other, making a din that required their teacher at least five minutes to settle down, they were all quiet, keeping to themselves, hunched over, nervously or bitterly looking at their classmates. Kota preferred the quiet, but this just felt unsettling.
The students were silent and sullen throughout most the day, though at some point Kota noticed that a drawing of Endeavor that had been hung up in the room had been torn to pieces. When the teacher noticed she merely sighed, picked up the pieces and threw them away without another word.
Kota remembered the previous year in kindergarten, after the Sports Festival. The other kids were excited to see all of the hero course students competing, and for a period they would see them as heroes the same as any pro. The kids would try to mimic moves that they saw the students do, like how Yukito would use his ‘Snow’ Quirk to try to create a big glacier like Todoroki did, or Kazuma would use her winged feet to try to zip around like Iida. Of course, many of the students had been excited by Bakugou’s matches, loving how loud and impressive his explosions were. Quite a few kids ended up with scuffed knees and elbows in their attempts to recreate his ‘Howitzer Impact.’ Considering how they had all likely heard about what Bakugou had done though, Kota knew that it wasn’t a coincidence that the kids who had scrapped their knees the most mimicking that attack were the ones who were the sullenest.
Normally during recess, Kota would find some corner of the playground to be alone, maybe go on the slides or the swing if there wasn’t anyone there to bother him. Now however, all of the usual places that he would go to keep to himself were occupied with kids that would scowl at him if he approached. No one was bugging him to play a game, but neither was anyone playing a game. It felt…wrong. Kota could understand why everyone was acting like this, upset as they were to find out about all of the awful stuff that the heroes did, but to actually see what it was like when people started thinking the way that he did…it actually made Kota wish that they would act normally, that there would be noise, people being happy. This though? Was this how he came off to everyone? Kota shuddered at the thought, not appreciating how this reminded him of how he felt when Shino was in the hospital, and he realized what a jerk he had been.
It was a relief to come home from school, but the only person present at the agency when Kota was dropped off was Shiretoko. Shino, Tsuchikawa, and Chatora were all still out working, apparently.
Shiretoko though didn’t seem any cheerier. As Kota came into the office, he overheard a conversation:
“Ma’am, unless you have an actual emergency to report, I must ask that you not call us again.”
“I have every right to let you know what failures you…!”
Shiretoko didn’t listen to the call any further and hung up. Her frustrated expression made it clear that this wasn’t the first time she had received a call like this that day. As Kota waited in the agency for Shino to come back, Shiretoko had to answer several more phone calls just like this.
Finally, the three former Pussycats returned to the agency, though not looking much better than they did from Jaku. They were filthy, their outfits torn, and Tsuchikawa was even sporting a black eye. Seeing her friends, Shiretoko closed the office down for the day and set about trying to put a meal together to help her friends recover.
“Hey, Aunt Shino…” Kota greeted his aunt in an attempt to be welcoming. Shino though could barely lift her head and smile.
“Hey, Kota.” She managed to get out. Though she was smiling, her behavior concerned Kota. Normally, Shino was so cheerful and friendly, wanting to know about how Kota’s day went even when he was scowling at her.
“Tough day?” Shiretoko asked, putting plates of food in front of her friends.
“I saw maybe one ambulance.” Tsuchikawa groaned as Shiretoko gave her an ice bag for her eye. “One. That was how much support we had for dealing with that landslide. We had one ambulance to deal with thirteen people injured. I ended up having to use my Earth Beasts to carry most of the wounded ten miles to the nearest town…”
“One ambulance?” Shiretoko repeated in disbelief. “Why so little?”
“Everywhere else was swamped.” Chatora explained, managing to make his limbs move enough to start eating. “That was all that could be spared at the time.”
Shiretoko looked in concern back at Tsuchikawa.
“…And your eye?”
Tsuchikawa laid back in her seat, not wanting to answer. Shino eventually did it for her.
“At the landslide, some of the people who were stuck in their cars got angry at us. Maybe they were being impatient that their commute was stopped, or maybe they were just angry at heroes. They started throwing things.”
Shiretoko glared in response, doing what she could to comfort her friend. Kota stood to the side, silently fuming himself. He could understand people being angry, but actually attacking his aunt and her friends? It was one thing for them to go out and do stuff that could get them killed, it was another for people to be so ungrateful.
The next few days unfortunately passed the same. The former Pussycats were overworked, just like every hero that tried to stay and help in the system, the country’s meager and underfunded police and rescue forces barely able to keep up with the demand. Of course, this led to people complaining even more, being even more uncooperative with the former heroes, and making their jobs even harder.
When Shiretoko had to retire from hero work, she was at first obviously frustrated, but Kota was impressed with how quickly she had managed to settle into her new life; finding pleasure even in simple office work as long as it was helping people. Now though, having to deal with another backlog of paperwork, along with sorting out the calls from people looking for someone to complain to from the actual emergency calls, it was clear that Shiretoko had her hands full. This was nothing compared to her friends that had to keep going out in the field though; taking the brunt of both handling so much work on their own and the disdain of the public. Each day Shino, Tsuchikawa, and Chatora came back to the agency physically and emotionally drained, wincing from straining themselves or even snapping at each other after having to deal with so many irritable, ungrateful people, if they came back during the day at all. Kota often found himself helping Shiretoko just trying to support her friends, making meals, preparing coffee, or getting blankets for them when they collapsed on the sofas. Shiretoko was clearly distressed to see her friends in such a state but being unable to help them further. Perhaps that was why Kota often overheard her talking to Midoriya from UA over the phone; wanting to talk to someone who might understand her situation.
With the Pussycats so busy, and people at school not being anyone that Kota would want to hang out with, he had unfortunately fallen back into his old habit of wandering through the woods on his own, oftentimes to his secret hideout on a small mountain overlooking the woods. He sat on a rock, uncaring that it was damp from an earlier rain, idly tossing rocks off the mountain.
Shino had kept her promise and had kept coming home, but Kota had to wonder each day how much longer she could take working like this.
“Why? Why are you doing this?” He asked out loud. “Why help people who are such jerks? They’re just making everything harder for you. Haven’t you done enough? Aren’t you worried that you’re going to turn out like Mom and Dad?” He scowled, thinking more about how in the past, Shino and the others would look forward to getting mail, sometimes reading it out loud to each other. Nowadays, whenever Shino read a letter, it just seemed to depress her before she had it shredded. “Those people don’t deserve your help. They’re just mean to you, they just…” Kota blinked, before deflating, remembering how he used to treat his aunt just as callously.
Kota sighed, wondering if he should go back to the agency by now, maybe see what that package for Shiretoko from UA was and why she seemed so excited about it. He wondered how the former hero students were doing at UA. So many of them had died; those two girls from a year ago, the Iida kid killed by Stain, Todoroki by Dabi. He wondered if any of them had wised up and left. There was also that Midoriya kid that Shiretoko liked to talk to. Maybe he sent that package? Kota was pretty sure that he wasn’t in the hero course, but what was he doing now? Maybe Midoriya had more of an idea of how Shiretoko was doing; his friends suddenly brought down to his level, but probably worried for their well-being.
Kota was bored by this point and decided to head back to the agency. The second that he jumped off of the rock though, he felt the ground beneath him shift. He heard a loud cracking noise, and then suddenly everything just collapsed.
“...ta?”
“Kot...?”
“Kota?”
“Kota, can you hear me?”
The sound of his aunt’s voice being projected into his head jolted Kota awake, only to make him feel an intense, crushing pressure on his body, but especially around his right leg, which he felt was being painfully pinned by something. He couldn’t see. There wasn’t any light, but he could feel dirt in his eyes. He couldn’t hear anything but Shino’s voice being projected through her Telepathy.
“Kota, if you can hear me, say something!”
“Shi…” Kota tried to whimper out, only to cry as speaking hurt too much. He realized what must have happened. The rain from earlier must have weakened the mountain on his secret base, and he had been caught in a landslide. He was buried alive right now.
Kota couldn’t call back to his Aunt. Her Telepathy only allowed her to project messages, not receive them.
“Aunt…Shino…”
He had been around the Pussycats long enough to have heard of some of the stories associated with people getting caught in landslides. Unless rescuers could get to them in time, the ones who got crushed quickly were lucky. Otherwise, they’d be stuck buried in dirt and mud, and either suffocate or starve.
He had never told anyone about his secret base. He had wandered off without telling anyone where he was going, like always. He was going to die here.
Kota couldn’t help it, he started to cry from fear and despair. He was going to die. He was going to be stuck here, and no one would be able to find him. Shiretoko didn’t have her Search anymore; there was no way to know where he was.
“Kota, wherever you are, we’re going to find you, okay?”
Shino’s voice echoed in Kota’s head. He clung to it, the only comfort he had, praying that somehow she’d find him.
“I promised you that I’d always do my best to come home to you, now you need to do the same, got it? You’ve got to be strong like your Mom and Dad!”
Kota whimpered, holding on to the memory of his Mom and Dad, unable to move or to do anything else.
“Tomoko’s got a drone up…she sees a heat signature on the mountain…the cave up there collapsed! Are you there, Kota?”
They…they found out where he was? Perhaps reflexively, his body refusing to let him give up, Kota writhed around, trying to do anything that might get someone’s attention. The only part of him that wasn’t trapped though was his left arm, which he just waved around in an empty space by his head that was giving him air.
“There’s movement…is that your arm? Kota! Just hang on, we’re coming!”
“Shino…” Kota cried in relief, praying that his aunt was going to get there in time. Shino continued to speak to him, reassuring him, just being a voice for him so that he wasn’t alone.
After the fact, Kota would realize what a comfort his aunt’s Quirk was for people in his circumstances. She continued to talk to him, to calm him down and to get his mind off of his circumstances and his fear. If she hadn’t been there, Kota knew that it would have felt like hours before he’d be rescued. Instead, she was able to help him keep stock of the situation; she and the other Pussycats reached him within a matter of minutes. Tsuchikawa cleared the dirt away, while Chatora was able to mold his body through the constrained space and safely pull Kota out, handing him over to Shino, who gently held him as they brought him to the hospital.
All things considered, Kota got off pretty lucky; just having a few bruises and a broken leg. What was more concerning to Kota was how his aunt was clinging to his bedside, sobbing.
“I’m sorry…I’m sorry…I should have been there, I should have kept a closer eye on you…I haven’t been around…”
Shino’s friends did their best to console her, but it was only when Kota got her attention that she was able to look up.
“…Thank you for saving me, Aunt Shino.” He said, barely holding in his own whimper. He looked to the other three adults standing behind her, who all made time to check up on him, as if they saw him as part of their family. “Thank you all…I’m sorry I was so mean to you all…you saved me…”
“You should really thank Tomoko here!” Tsuchikawa said, patting Shiretoko on the back. “She’s the one who figured out how to make that drone from UA work so fast; she was able to see that the mountain had fallen apart from the sky and see your heat signature!”
“…Drone?” Kota repeated, wiping his eyes off. “What are you talking about?”
Oddly enough, the other former heroes seemed to be as confused as Kota was, looking to Shiretoko for an explanation.
“Tomoko, why did you have a drone sent from UA in the first place?” Chatora asked.
Shiretoko sighed, smiling.
“Well…I wanted to get a few chances to test this out first before I would say anything to you guys…but I want to go back into field work with you all.”
Shino finally stood up next to Kota’s bed.
“Well, you’ve definitely got a place in the team if you want it, but are you sure, Tomoko? You seemed so settled in your office work, do you really want to get back out there when it’s this bad?”
“Absolutely.” Shiretoko answered with utter resolution. “The fact that it’s this bad is why I want to go back out. We can hire new office staff, but I’m one of the few people in the country who has actually been trained in rescue work. I wasn’t as concerned about that back when I lost my Quirk, but there were other heroes back then. Now though?” Shiretoko shook her head in frustration. “No one’s applying to the rescue services. We need all the help we can get. That’s why I’ve got those drones from UA!” Shiretoko explained, brightening up. “I had been talking to Midoriya about ways that I might be able to replicate my Quirk, and he told me about a friend of his who dropped out of the hero course who used those drones with her gear. He pulled a few strings and had them sent to me to see if they would work!” The woman shrugged. “It’s not Search, but it’s close enough. Right now…I just really want to help you guys.”
The other three stared at Shiretoko for a moment before suddenly enveloping her in a hug.
“Tomoko, it’s great to have you back!” Shino cried.
The four friends laughed, but once they were satisfied that Kota was safe and happy, they left him alone with Shino.
“…I think I get it now.” Kota admitted as he was hanging his head. “I needed help. Even if I was mean to you. I needed a hero…or at least someone.”
Shino gave a watery chuckle.
“I guess we were both right and wrong about a few things, huh?”
Having a broken leg, Kota obviously wasn’t going to be active for a while. Shino ended up taking time off from her field work to watch over him. A while ago, this would have made Kota ecstatic. Now though he had a better idea of what this meant he was taking her away from, even if it was wearing her down.
Still, he made the most of their time together, talking, playing games, or just enjoying each other’s company. Shino took over what office duties she could do at home from Shiretoko as the former Ragdoll worked to find her niche in what rescue work was turning into.
On the day before Kota’s cast was due to come off, he asked his aunt a question as they were sitting in their living room:
“Aunt Shino, why did my Mom and Dad become heroes?”
Shino smiled wistfully.
“For both of them, it was All Might. Both of them were huge fans; it was actually what got them into a relationship in the first place, joining one of All Might’s fan clubs, talking about how they wanted to follow in his footsteps; one thing led to another, and they decided to partner up both as heroes and as husband and wife.” She smirked at Kota’s expression at her simplistic answer. “I know it doesn’t sound like much, but you really don’t understand what it was like before All Might, Kota. It felt like the whole country was spiraling out of control; villains caused disasters every day and no one was able to stop them.” Shino jerked a thumb over her shoulder outside the agency. “Even as bad as things can get out there, it was nothing like how it was before All Might. One day, there was this huge fire at a hospital, and everyone just assumed that it was going to be the worst disaster of the year, they had accepted that all those people were as good as dead. Suddenly though, this giant guy showed up laughing, and saved all of the people who we had written off for dead. All Might’s debut, seeing someone standing against incredible odds, it did something for us. It made us feel as if we could have hope, that not everything was as insurmountable as we thought it was. He got people like your Mom, Dad, and me thinking that we could do something, that we could make the world a better place. There was just something comforting, knowing that there was someone there for you when things got bad.”
“Why did everything get so bad again though?” Kota asked. “Why did the HPSC get so corrupt?”
Shino didn’t flinch away from the question, but sighed out of frustration .
“I’m not sure. I guess that somewhere along the line, we got something wrong about how we handled heroism. Maybe people just stopped seeing heroes as human. They started seeing them as something apart from them, instead of people who had their own needs and problems, and all of the problems that heroes dealt with as something apart from their daily lives, something that they didn’t need to think about.” Shino shook her head slowly. “I think that things are still going to be hard for a while. We need to make it so that people can trust that when there is trouble, someone is going to be there for them. But people also need to wake up and realize that we need to be there for others as well. It’s something we’re just going to have to figure out.”
Kot mulled over his aunt’s words, and slowly came to a conclusion that he hadn’t considered since his parents were alive.
Nine years later…
Perhaps it was inevitable, who his family was, what his aunt had done for him, and who had surrounded him for so much of his life, but Kota was at UA, ready to follow in the footsteps of his parents and his aunt. Granted, it wasn’t the hero program, and there was even talk of removing the Emergency Services course at UA in favor of making such courses college-based, but it was just talk for now, Kota was going to take advantage of this opportunity.
Not too long after Kota had been rescued from that landslide, Japan’s prime minister called for UN assistance, which, while was an extremely unpopular decision with the general public, was a huge relief for former heroes like the Pussycats working with the rescue services. With the arrival of the UN troops, Kota was finally able to see his aunt relaxed, and it no longer felt as if she and her teammates were close to breaking from stress.
The Pussycats ended up retiring their hero costumes for regular rescue fatigues. It was a bit of a somber moment for the four, putting aside their dresses, cat ears, and mittens, but the fact was that while alterations had been made to make the costumes rugged enough for their rescue work, they weren’t as practical as the basic uniforms other rescue workers wore. They didn’t get rid of them though; sometimes Kota would see the Pussycats wear them for parties, or just if they were feeling nostalgic (or in the case of Tsuchikawa, when she was flirting with the UN soldiers.)
Kota remembered the costumes that his parents wore as the Water Hose duo; he wondered if when he went into Fire and Rescue how similar his uniform would be. The thought made him smile.
“Excited?” Shino asked, getting Kota’s attention. He turned to his aunt and the other former Pussycats, who had taken the day off from their work to see him off on his first day at UA.
“I was thinking about Mom and Dad.”
The answer made Shino tear up and hug Kota…in front of all the other new students. Thankfully, Shiretoko, though laughing herself, gently pulled Shino off before she could kill Kota from embarrassment.
“They’d be so proud of you.” She said, brushing the side of his face.
To heck with it. Kota hugged his aunt back, prompting the other former Pussycats to join in. Finally, they released Kota, but before he could walk off, Shino stopped him one more time with a slightly concerned look.
“Kota…I know that it’s going to be a while before you’re involved in any actual rescue work…but could you promise me something? I trust that you’re going to do your best to help people, but please…promise me that you’ll do your best to come home safe.”
Kota nodded.
“I will.”
Notes:
Wow, a lot of you thought this was going to be Mirio. Looking at the song, I can certainly understand that, but here's my reasoning: When they talk about this song, 3 Doors Down specifically says that "When I'm Gone" isn't just about dealing with loss through death, but just being separated, such as the case of someone working in the armed forces (who the band often dedicates the song to,) or in this case, being involved in dangerous rescue work. I saw this as more unique to Kota and Shino's situation, in which Kota by this point in the story recognizes how cruel he was towards his aunt and comes to value her, but also has to reconcile this with his frustration of her continuing to do work that puts her in harm's way so often.
I also have an announcement to make: I will be starting a part-time job soon in addition to my current job. While I'm excited about this as it will give me a way to get experience in a field that I have been trying to get for a very long time, obviously this may also cut into my time for writing and may make it so that my updates become more sporadic. I don't know how many more of these chapters I will be making, but there are two in particular that I really want to get out before the end of the year (other than the next one. I will likely try to write a few others, but those two are just the ones that I really want to get out.) My Mom was impressed with how well these stories turned out, and gave me a challenge to actually try to publish one of my own original stories in an attempt to make a profit out of it, so I've decided to make that my New Year's resolution for 2025, which will in turn cut into time that I would devote to writing fanfiction. I have an idea for another fanwork that I would like to write, but it will not be prioritized as much.
Anyway, for the next chapter, I'm going to do something a little different. For one, I will not be saying what song I will be basing the chapter on, as I want that to be more of a surprise (as a hint though, the song is one sung by an artist already featured among the titles.) Secondly, I am actually going to be trying to make it into more of an outright musical chapter as opposed to previous works which just used themes from the songs. This chapter will be putting a bit more focus on Isle, along with a myriad of other characters going through a...let's call it a similar experience.
Chapter 16: The Man Comes Around
Notes:
I noticed a change in AO3's policy on song lyrics, stating that you can't post the entirety of a song. To avoid coming into conflict with the Terms of Service, I've removed the lyrics that were in the original version of this chapter. I hope that this will not bother people too much, but I don't want to risk this story getting removed because I overlooked something like this. (Though if I am wrong about this, please let me know.)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Isle looked over the pool, watching multiple perspectives in the timeline leading to the same outcome. For many of these, he had been physically present in his duty as a Tartarus security guard, but he felt that it would be best to simply record these all at once.
He sighed, feeling no pleasure in knowing what was coming for each of these poor souls. Perhaps a while ago, he might have felt a grim satisfaction, believing that each of them was simply reaping the consequences of their actions, and that was undoubtedly true, but he was older and wiser now, and knew the true horror of what awaited them. Nonetheless, he had a job to do.
As a Watcher, Isle was allowed to grant an identity of sorts to the timeline under his purview. In his case, Isle had always leaned into his love of music. Sometimes the song he’d give wouldn’t fit the situation perfectly, but it was a way to organize the perspectives. For what he was watching now though, there was only really one song he could think of.
The situation, as grim as it was, called for an appropriate dignity, so Isle decided to simply play the song himself, pulling out an acoustic guitar from his collection as he looked once more over the various perspectives on display in the pool.
There was an undeniable tragedy to many of these souls. As abhorrent as their actions were, one could always have wondered how things would have been different if someone had helped them when they needed it, if the fox had shown up for any of them instead of Midoriya. Really, Isle could follow each of them and find a story worth telling, just as he had for so many others in this timeline. However, there was only so much tragedy he was willing to stomach.
Isle thought to himself as his claws hooked into the guitar’s strings. Sometimes, the most important lesson one could learn from a perspective was a reminder of everyone’s ultimate fate. Sometimes, the only thing a Watcher could do was to be a herald. He spoke out loud:
"And I heard, as it were, the noise of thunder, One of the four beasts saying, 'Come and see.' and I saw, and behold a white horse"
And Isle began to play, watching as each soul approached their end:
All For One hung half-dead restrained in the most secure room of Tartarus. When Lemillion destroyed Shigaraki, he had destroyed the main part of All For One’s soul, or what was left of it, that had been transferred into Shigaraki in an effort to control him. The backlash had not just damaged All For One’s brain, but had weakened the control he had over the Quirks he had stolen over the years to the point that their vestiges were now free to torment what was left of All For One’s conscience, a nightmare he could not wake up from. He had spent years in this state, his will broken from the death of not just his original Quirk, but that of One For All, and the remaining vestige of All For One’s brother Yoichi, all the while the vestiges of those he had wronged doing all they could to enact vengeance on what meager sliver remained of All For One’s soul.
Slowly though, the howling vestiges stopped tearing into All For One, as they realized his body was finally weakening to the point that it could no longer hold them. There was no point in remaining; no satisfaction could be gained from taking another pound of flesh from this withered husk, and they finally moved on.
All For One though felt fear, driving him to speak out loud for the first time in years since the conclusion of Jaku, yelling for the Quirks he had stolen to return to him, crying out to Yoichi to save him.
Though Isle felt no pleasure seeing this man, or what passed for a man as he was dying, he felt no pity for him either; the dragon could not help but to scoff at the villain’s goal of thwarting humanity. No true plan, no real motive beyond a vapid fantasy, not even a real name. Just greed and ego with no purpose. Styling himself as a demon lord as if he would be granted a position of authority amongst the demons out of respect to his great evil; clueless to how completely antithetical to life, existence, and thought hell was, how utterly incomprehensible and horrifying true demons were, and how pathetic they would see what he viewed as his ‘great evil.’
Dr. Garaki Kyudai, a man who had gone by many names over the years, was perhaps the most tragic in what he could have been. Granted an incredible mind and a singularly unique Quirk that doubled his lifespan, giving him the chance to benefit the world for literal ages, only for his initial research to be rejected. Ostracized from society, he gleefully offered his services to All For One, kidnapping and mutilating people in unspeakable ways for the benefit of a blatant evil.
As he was being led to the gallows though, Garaki still maintained his belief in the just cause of his work, pushing his research beyond the restraints he had once been constrained by, regardless of how cruel and utterly useless to humanity his work had ultimately become. In the guise of a Tartarus guard, Isle listened to the once respected doctor pontificate about the greatness of his work and the cause he had aspired to in serving All For One. While most guards felt rage at the man’s bragging, Isle felt only contempt.
Chisaki Kai, later known as Overhaul, had the unfortunate circumstance of growing up in in an orphanage. After reading of a theory of how Quirks first came to be from a virus carried by mice, he came to believe that Quirks were a disease. He was shown kindness though, taken in by the Boss of the Shie Hassaikai. Chisaki grew to idolize his surrogate father and the yakuza, but this was ultimately secondary to his ego and obsession to rid the world of Quirks. Though he would claim that everything he did was to bring honor to the yakuza and to the Boss who had taken him in, Chisaki repaid the Boss’ kindness to him by taking the granddaughter of the Boss and use her as a guinea pig to create a formula that could erase Quirks, in the process tormenting her endlessly, using his own Quirk to break apart and restore the innocent little girl to obtain his samples. Chisaki further showed his hypocrisy and arrogance by using his Quirk to force his surrogate father into a coma, planning to bring him back when the Shie Hassaikai was restored to its original glory and show what he had done for the Boss.
Isle had seen many different worlds, and had been exposed to many horrendous evils, but so few individuals had earned his hate more than Chisaki, so few had tempted Isle so sorely to interfere in the matters of a world to enact his own catharsis on the man; to use his power to trap Chisaki in a time loop of endless torment. There was simply no sentence that existed amongst humans that could come close to properly punishing a man that had tormented an innocent child the way he had. Isle restrained himself though, knowing that it was not his place. As Chisaki’s life went on, he would face the failure of his endeavors when he was beaten to a pulp by the hero Lemillion, his limbs removed by a vengeful League of Villains, and imprisoned for the rest of his life. After Jaku, doctors would manage to restore the old Boss of the Shie Hassaikai to health, who made a point to visit the armless Chisaki in Tartarus, and spell out how utterly disgusted he was by Chisaki’s actions, and his intention to take him to task for his disgrace until the wretched man would finally go to hell. Chisaki was forced to live with his dreams crushed, his body crippled, and the man that he had come to see as a father holding him in utter contempt.
What could Isle say about Shimura Tenko, or perhaps the name he had accepted of Shigaraki? Which name carried more pain? A young man whose descent into villainy was practically engineered by All For One and his abusive father? A boy conditioned to hate All Might, heroes, and everything that they stood for? Just how much agency did he have?
It was true; in his last moments, there was a crying child calling out for help from within Shigaraki just as there was in the prime timeline. Part of Isle hoped that the child would be shown mercy. On the other hand, around the child was a hateful, sadistic man who had murdered scores of people simply because they had hope, and would have gleefully murdered scores more had he not been stopped. He made his choices. Perhaps had he known that the downfall of hero society would have been brought about by his actions, he would have felt pleasure. However, Isle knew that there was no pleasure, not even the hope of a memory of pleasure awaiting Shigaraki.
Akaguro Chizome. What more could be said about him that Isle had not said to the man’s face? Disillusioned by the legitimately true problems of the hero system, only to become so embittered and zealous that he mutilated or murdered heroes that didn’t meet his standards, all in the name of ‘conviction.’ Despite being kept in a sterilized room, Akaguro inevitably contracted sepsis, his body too weakened to fight off the infection. One might be tempted to admire Akaguro’s determination to keep living, holding on for as long as he did, but Isle saw the man during this time; raving nonsensically and straining his body in an attempt to escape. A man with no limbs, no skin, unable to even eat on his own. What use was conviction then? What purpose did it serve? There was nothing to admire; a bitter man dying a pathetic death for a nonsensical purpose.
Todoroki Toya had been raised to be the Number One Hero by his egotistical father, only to be rejected when it turned out that his Quirk hurt him, to the point that Enji refused to even talk to him, despite Toya’s outright begging to do so. Driven to the point of destroying his own body to prove himself worthy of his father’s love and praise, he would have earned Isle’s sympathy had he not in turn become so driven by spite that he had attempted to murder his brother Shoto as a baby, scorned the love of his mother, murdered countless other people to bring shame to his father, and finally succeeded in murdering his even worse abused brother. While Shigaraki had been manipulated for almost his entire life, Toya had options available to put his spite aside, to accept the love of his other family members, to live a life different from a father he should have realized didn’t deserve his respect, but had chosen, time and time again, to be selfish, to be cruel, to harm others merely for his own ego. A pathetic child in the guise of a man, crying for his father’s attention.
So often when Isle observed Toga Himiko, he could not help but to shake his head in pity. So many timelines where someone, quite often Midoriya, had come to rescue her, but so many others where her path remained the same as the prime timeline: abused by her parents who repressed her to the point of completely breaking her, driving her into the League of Villains. However, as with Shigaraki, her development did not change the outcome of her actions, nor the twisted young woman she had grown up to become; condemning the heroes for killing her friend Bubaigawara and preventing her from living the life she wanted, all the while ignoring the scores of people she murdered, rendered friendless, and would have tormented for her to live her ‘normal’ life, to enact her ultimately selfish idea of ‘love.’ A sad girl, but one who like all her friends, had to deal with the consequences of her actions.
A year after her capture at the hands of Yaoyorozu Momo and the police, Toga was almost as braindead as All For One. She had spent months clawing at the walls of her prison cell, trying every trick she could think of to break out, but to no avail. Toga began to realize that there was no getting out; the guards were too careful around her, the walls of Tartarus too thick, and any friend that she might have had that could have broken her out was dead by this point.
Perhaps her actions were a conscious decision; weighing living in this steel tomb for what was left of her life, or going out on her terms. Maybe the iron supplements that the guards provided for her with her meals, which would have satisfied the needs of her Quirk when she was younger, simply didn’t feel equal to what she had come to see as the beautiful sight of red blood, a sight that, as she considered her wrists, she just wanted to see one more time.
Imasuji Goto, better known as Muscular. A man driven purely by sadism. Ultimately, nothing more. Imasuji had lived his life taking pleasure in the murders he committed, up until his encounter with Mina and Denki at the Summer Camp. The police and heroes did not tell the two this, but while their attack did not kill Imasuji, it did leave him both blind and experiencing horrible nerve damage. He was in so much agony that the once proud villain was begging to be put out of his misery. It took several months for that request to be granted, though Isle knew that he when he finally saw what awaited him on the other side, he’d be begging to go back to the pain he knew in Tartarus.
Bonito Akari, better known as Moonfish. This one, Isle didn’t really know that much about. He was, as he had told Aizawa, not omniscient, so there were certain details that eluded him about this timeline. What drove him to become who and what he was, a cannibal more animal than man? Was he like Toga, forced to repress an unusual urge until it overwhelmed him? Was he like Bubaigawara, struggling with a mental disorder in a society that was hostile to such conditions? Was he like Muscular, and simply chose to indulge in his sick desires and had no interest in being helped? Isle simply didn’t know. In the light of his crimes, perhaps the ‘why’ was inconsequential. Maybe that was how it was with all of those Isle was watching now. The end result was that Bonito had killed countless people, and needed to face the consequences of his actions.
Kemuri Gaku, known as Mustard for a span of one day. Isle did not need to look too far into Kemuri’s past to know him. He was at one time, enamored by heroes like every boy his age was. However, he was mocked and feared for his Gas Quirk and the limitations of it. He chose to latch onto the figure of Stain as an excuse to indulge in his spite and jealousy, to murder teenagers given the chance denied him, arguing that such lucky children were what was wrong with the world. His arrogance earned him a shattered jaw and a stint in juvenile hall.
Being fourteen at the time of his arrest, he had a good chance of being eventually released. Isle wondered what a life like that might have looked like; perhaps looking back on himself and realizing how pathetic he was, maybe getting a chance to rebuild his life. However, Kemuri’s pride was always greater than his sense, his arrogant attitude and his refusal to shut up quickly earning him enemies in juvie.
Sako Atsuhiro, better known as Mr. Compress, once a thief, but so casually sliding into the role of kidnapper and murderer, all to honor the legacy of his great, great, grandfather the Peerless Thief; because a Robin Hood-esque burglar would have loved to have been associated with a band of mass murdering terrorists. It was truly amazing to Isle the kinds of mental hoops people would jump through to equate their atrocities to their original motivations.
Sako likely saw himself as going out in a blaze of glory in his effort to allow the League of Villains to escape from Jaku by compressing part of his torso to escape the grasp of Best Jeanist, believing that he would forever cement his legacy as the heir of the Peerless Thief.
Yotsubashi Rikiya, otherwise known as ‘Re-Destro’ might have been one of the individuals happier with his life compared to the others that Isle was watching, having technically achieved the goal of his ancestor Destro to create a society where meta-abilities could be used freely. As people in Japan began to find ways to make a living off of their Quirks, to be able to use what they had been repressing their whole life, and possibly preventing further cases like what Toga and Twice from occurring as easily again, it could be argued that it proved that what Yotsubashi had wanted was ultimately good.
However, this was not what he really wanted, not what could truly satisfy him. As Re-Destro began to resort to more extreme methods of protest, of ‘liberation,’ the MLA had slowly attracted the more extreme members of society, morphing the MLA’s ideology to further extremes. A goal that had once been to allow for the free use of Quirks had slowly morphed into a veneration of Quirks, of seeing them as the mark of value in humanity; ‘Liberation’ now ironically coming to mean the domination of Quirks. Perhaps if Yotsubashi had truly been concerned for the allowance of free Quirk use as his priority, he wouldn’t have picked a fight with the League of Villains, a group that had no real bearing on their mission. Maybe he would have been more patient, allowing the MLA’s influence to spread through society and making their position more secure when they finally revealed themselves. There might have not even been a need for the prophesized ‘Meta-Liberation War,’ if he had simply allowed society to come to that conclusion on their own. But no, when his life was on the line in the face of the greater power of Shigaraki’s Quirk, he quickly capitulated. The stronger would lead, that was all. That was what Yotsubashi’s ideology had devolved into.
So, Yotsubashi sat his cell in Tartarus, legless from his fight with Shigaraki, his execution impending, feeling no true pleasure. Meta-abilities had not been truly ‘liberated’ as he had imagined. The obstacle of heroes had been removed, yes, but the rule of the leaders of government had not been changed, mostly unrelated to their meta-abilities. The only hope he had was that liberation might occur in the future, and people would come to accept the ways of Destro, but even that seemed unlikely. His actions had only further galled the general public against Destro, further demonizing him.
As Yotsubashi was wheeled towards the execution chamber, his attitude was the same as any zealot, believing that the sacrifices he had made for his ideal world had been worth it, his only disappointment being in having failed, and his confident hope that people would see things his way in the future.
Flect Turn, a zealot driven by the theory of a madman and his own self-hate. Stopped in his quest to commit a global genocide. Even in defeat, he maintained his fervor, looking on the Quirked guards leading him to his execution with contempt. At the same time, Nine, another zealot driven by his pride, similarly stopped, similarly maintaining his fervor. Both men despised what the other stood for, seeing themselves as martyrs to their cause, thinking of the lives that they destroyed in their pursuits as necessary sacrifices for better worlds, ones of course ruled by them. Who else would be worthy, to have the proper wisdom? History would vindicate them in the years to come, or so they claimed as their last words, believing that future generations would look on them as icons.
Kengen Hokori, the former HPSC President, had been in Tartarus for some time, mostly so that the authorities would have enough time to comb through all of the evidence at hand of the HPSC’s corruption. With the damage Skeptic had done to their network and the HPSC unable to cover their tracks, there was quite a bit to sort through; blackmail, embezzlement, coercion, assassination. The prosecution eventually concluded that Kengen had committed more crimes than almost any other villain alive beyond All For One and Dr. Garaki. Despite this, Kengen maintained her composure. Everything she had done had been for the sake of an orderly Japan. Control needed to be established; power needed to be in the right hands. Sacrifices had to be made; there were simply disparate elements in society that needed to be brought to heel or removed It wasn’t her fault that people hadn’t been able to handle the truth.
This sentiment particularly galled Isle as he listened to it, both as a guard and in his true form observing the events in the timeline. ‘Conviction’ was a word that he had come to hate when he first started watching over this world, but ‘sacrifice,’ or rather, the way that people used it, was one that particularly riled him long before then. True sacrifice was noble, selfless, loving even. The ‘sacrifice’ that Kengen used, in the same vein as Dr. Garaki, Re-Destro, and so many other villains, was only ever used in the context of sacrificing someone else, someone that they would see as ‘not mattering,’ completely subverting what sacrifice meant in the first place.
Of course, it was different when Kengen did it. She was in charge of the heroes. She was the ultimate force for good in the world. She decided what was good. Others, they were too naïve, too narrow-minded, too emotional to do what needed to be done. Another sentiment she shared in common with the other villains.
This was the attitude that Kengen maintained throughout her incarceration, claiming to still possess authority that Isle and the other guards needed to respect. She was able to reassume what she called her dignity as she was being escorted to her execution chambers, maintaining the same self-righteousness she had throughout her life.
Fourteen souls walking towards the end of their lives.
Akaguro dying of sepsis, his heart finally failing, the prison’s doctors unable to prevent the inevitable.
Sako, decompressing his abdomen to slip out of Best Jeanist’s bindings in an attempt to give his compatriots a chance to escape, the blood loss proving to be more than he expected. The once smug showman feels his skin get clammy, confused as to why his heart was beating so slowly.
Shimura Tenko, exhausted from his fight with Lemillion, allowing his sensei to take the reigns of his body, wondering what the hero is doing as he sinks into the ground. With his enhanced senses, he is able to perceive Lemillion blasting out of the earth in a beam of light, through Gigantomachia and through his chest, his last thoughts rage at the realization that he will not be able to destroy this world.
Kemuri not realizing that he is walking into a spot where the guards couldn’t see him, not realizing that a boy that he had insulted earlier and his friends are watching, hardly believing that Kemuri is so arrogant as to make such an obvious mistake, but making sure to take advantage of the opportunity. The young man that had felt strong and dangerous enough to join with a group of terrorists is caught off guard by a sock filled with batteries swinging into the same spot that he had been hit by Tetsutetsu, knocking him on the ground and giving the other boys the opening that they need to rain blows down on him. Desperate, Kemuri attempts to release his gas to defend himself, but his attackers have dawned face scarves to mitigate the effectiveness of his Quirk, and when a particularly brutal blow breaks one of Kemuri’s ribs and punctured his lung, his gas proves to be more dangerous to himself, causing him to choke to death on his own Quirk.
The guards assigned to watch over Toga realize that they have made a mistake in their patrols and rush to check on her, only to see her slumped against the wall, her bloody arm hanging limply by her side. Blood drips from her grinning, chesire-like smile, tears streaming down her face in either exaltation or sorrow.
After years of living a crippled life within the prison of Tartarus, subjected to the regular lambasting of his former Boss who expresses his shame for him, Chisaki finally breaks and swallows his tongue.
Isle and several other guards watch as All For One gives one final, desperate scream for his brother as his body crumples into dust.
Garaki, Todoroki, Kengen, Yotsubashi, Bonito, and Imasuji are led to the execution chambers of Tartarus on separate days. In the case of Nine, the UN rules that he is given a lethal injection specifically designed to bypass any resistances his Quirk possess, and Flect Turn is ruled to be gassed to death; the sheer scale of his crimes warranting the unusual method.
Imasuji is almost grateful to feel the noose around his neck. Bonito doesn’t seem to notice, too entranced by the smell of flesh around him. Toya likewise doesn’t seem to notice, but only because he is searching for his father among the witnesses to his death, desperately still seeking the same presence he always had, and as always ignoring his mother watching, who loves him even unto his death. Garaki, Kengen, Yotsubashi, Nine, and Flect Turn are all impassive as nooses are placed around their necks, or in the case of Nine and Flect Turn, strapped into a chair. Their final words are all affirmations of the nobility of their work.
Garaki, Kengen, Yotsubashi, Bonito, and Imasuji all drop, their necks snapping. Nine’s injection and Flect Turn’s gassing both pass by without complications; the two falling unconscious before their hearts stop beating.
Not a single soul that Isle watches show any remorse for the lives that they have destroyed in their last moments.
People have a lot of different reactions when they realize that they are about to die, when they start to think about what comes after.
Some are convinced of their innocence, claiming that they cannot be blamed for their actions with what has been done to them.
Some face it with defiance, ready to challenge whoever judges them, ready even to accept condemnation, believing that their conviction will remain even beyond death, that it still somehow gives a shield and a justification for their actions.
Some face it spitefully, as they did to life, believing that just as they faced everything with the same callous dismissal, they will do the same to whatever they face afterwards.
A few welcome hell as they are about to die, knowing and relishing their own depravity, believing that they will fit right in and exalt in their vision of what it will be like, rejecting what they see as the bland, constricting, hypocritical view of heaven.
So many different attitudes going in. Isle though, knows what they face. He knows that there is no pleasure that they could have enjoyed in life, no excuse that they could make, no goal they could have pursued, no ideal that they could have adhered to, that any soul would ever see as worth it the moment they realize what their actions have earned them.
"And I heard a voice in the midst of the four beasts, And I looked, and behold a pale horse, And his name that sat on him was death, and hell followed with him"
Isle chose not to dwell any further. He sighed, putting aside his guitar when he received a notice from a future version of himself, prompting him to look at a point roughly fifty years after the Battle of Jaku.
“Well, I’ll be…” Isle remarked.
Fifty years after the Battle of Jaku:
Katsuki lay in the prison hospital bed, dimly hearing the regular beeping of the heart monitor. The regularity of the beeping was something he had learned to be thankful for in recent days, after having a major heart attack that required him to be resuscitated by the prison staff…The fourth time this year.
His body, which he had taken such painstaking care to keep strong, was slowly withering away from age, the multiple fights he had gotten into over the years, and the heart issues he had been struggling with. He could hear the black-scaled doctor talking to two visitors just out of sight:
“We’re not certain how long we can keep his heart beating; sooner or later he’s going to have an attack he’s not going to be able to get up from. I’ll give you time to talk to him.”
Two people came into Katsuki’s line of view. The first was Ayane, the closest living relative that he had today now that their mother and father had died a few years prior. Her, and her son, though he had almost graduated college by this point. While it had taken him a while to admit it, Ayane had grown up to be a beautiful woman, as well as having the kind of world-wide success to the fashion business she had inherited from their parents that Bakugou knew he never would have been able to achieve as a hero.
It had been a long, difficult relationship for Ayane ever since she and Katsuki had first met, but two years afterwards he caved and asked to meet her again. It took him a long time to admit it, but the fact was that she was one of the few relationships he could have, something that he desperately craved. He had destroyed everything else before he had been arrested, and it wasn’t as if he was popular in prison either.
Standing next to Ayane was Midoriya Izuku. It was the first time Katsuki had seen him since UA. Despite being old enough that his green hair was graying and one of his grandsons was getting married, Midoriya actually looked to be in pretty good health. The contrast between Katsuki and Midoriya was not lost on the former.
It took Katsuki a while to understand why Midoriya always seemed to be in his thoughts. True, he had grown to view Midoriya with contempt, but for someone he had always looked down on, it was strange and frustrating that he could not help but to think about Midoriya, thinking about how he wanted to be a hero despite not having a Quirk, how he had held his hand out to Katsuki when he had tripped into that stream when they were kids, how he had gone to live a happy life without Katsuki. It took a very long time, but perhaps age, and the dawning realization that he was going to die gave Katsuki a different perspective: Midoriya was probably his only real friend. Sure, Katsuki had been popular before he went to UA, but even back then he knew that all those people were nothing but bootlickers, wanting to either earn his favor so that they could beat on others or so that Katsuki wouldn’t beat on them. Midoriya was someone who looked up to him like everyone else, sure, but he also was willing to call him out when he was doing something wrong; he actually wanted him to be better. Even Shi…Kirishima…his name was Kirishima, though he came close and was probably a good guy, wasn’t the friend that Katsuki needed. It was too bad that he had rejected that friend for so long, and it was only on his deathbed that he was finally willing to swallow his pride and ask for Midoriya to see him.
Katsuki spoke with Ayane first, repeating essentially what the doctor had already said. She hugged him with tears in her eyes. Tears. For him. An awful brother who had shamed and insulted her. Katsuki didn’t know if this was something unique to Ayane, their parents raising her differently, or Midoriya’s influence, but he couldn’t understand how he could be related to someone so good and kind. Finally, Ayane stepped back.
“…Midoriya.” Katsuki said, giving his old friend the benefit of his real name for the first time since they were toddlers.
“Bakugou.” Midoriya replied with a solemn nod. Katsuki didn’t realize how much it would hurt for Midoriya to not call him ‘Kacchan’ like he used to, but he knew that he didn’t have a right to ask that of him.
“…Thank you for coming.” He said.
“Of course.” Midoriya answered, sitting next to Katsuki’s bedside. He said nothing else, but what could he say? He had rightfully cut Katsuki out of his life for the past fifty-one years, and practically everything before that was Katsuki doing everything in his power to beat Midoriya down.
“…I’m sorry.” Katsuki choked out. “I’m sorry…for everything…”
It was so pathetic. Fifty years. It took fifty years for Katsuki to apologize for tormenting the only real friend he had ever had. Katsuki didn’t know what would be worse; if Midoriya even remembered anything, and Katsuki was so pathetic that he could only bring himself to apologize after the fact, or if he had hurt Midoriya so much that he still remembered the awful things he had done.
Midoriya sighed.
“I forgive you.” He answered. “What you did hurt, and I wish that you had been kinder to me, but I forgive you.”
There was so much Katsuki should say, so much to apologize for, so many regrets that he had, too much for him to speak about with what time he had left. Heck, Midoriya wasn’t even the one he had hurt the worst. He had hurt so many people over the years, he had murdered sixteen of them in his hubris. How could he even begin to try to make amends with the people he had hurt? There was so much he should have done, that he should have used his time for that he instead wasted ranting and raving after a fantasy.
“You were my friend.” He admitted. “Even if I wasn’t a friend to you.”
“I wish that we could have been friends.” Midoriya answered, hanging his head. “I wish that we could have graduated together, worked together, and seen each other’s families.”
Katsuki felt a burning sensation behind his eyes.
“Do you…have any pictures of your family?” he asked.
Midoriya smiled and pulled out his phone, flipping to his photo collection. He showed a picture of his wife; a tall heteromorph woman with teal, fox-like traits. His children as babies, elementary school students, UA students, coworkers with Midoriya (his daughter apparently joining him in his analyst work while his son working under the Dupli-Arms student Katsuki faintly remembered). His daughter at her wedding, his son at his, and pictures of their own children.
For a moment, Katsuki let himself imagine still being a part of Midoriya’s life. Working together as police. Perhaps Katsuki could have gotten married and had his own kids. He’d have introduced them to Midoriya’s children like his parents had.
Katsuki couldn’t help it. What pride did he have left worth pretending that he wasn’t in pain?
“…I’m dying, Izuku…I’m scared…” he whimpered, tears trickling from his eyes.
Midoriya didn’t seem surprised to see Katsuki finally showing weakness, likely accepting that he was as fragile as any other human being.
Katsuki remembered slipping off of the log as a child into the creek. He remembered Midoriya running in after him, offering his hand to help him up, concerned that he was hurt.
Midoriya was holding his hand out to Katsuki now. Katsuki took it.
“It’s alright.” Midoriya told him. “I’m here for you, Kacchan.”
Notes:
To give credit where credit is due, I kind of got inspired by RarepairKai22's first chapter of Being Realistic Means Differently For Others, with the whole focus on death and judgement, just with my own spin on it. Also, I borrowed the name for the HPSC president from Imperium42's Entropy, being one of the most developed, and personally hated versions of the character.
As I will be spending time with my family next week, and my next perspective is one that I really want to get right, do not expect a chapter next Saturday. Because this one is so important, I can't guarantee it will come out the week after as well, particularly as I will be starting my new job during that time. Hopefully, I will make the wait worth it for a chapter inspired by Breaking Benjamin's "So Cold."
Chapter 17: So Cold (Part I)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
When Mirai was a child, life was chaotic. Villains ran rampant with no one able to stand in their way, and all of society suffered.
There was no guarantee that the trains would arrive on time, that the grocery store would be open, that he would have school that day, or that the train station, grocery store, or school would even be there, along with any of his friends or neighbors. Sometimes, it felt just as likely that the train station, grocery store, school, or his neighbor would become a casualty in some villain attack.
There were heroes, of course, at least a few of them, but never enough, and hardly ever good enough to handle the threats that they fought. The ones that Mirai knew about were either always inevitably overwhelmed not too long into their careers, would flee when confronted by a threat too intimidating for them, or were in league with the criminals that they ostentatiously fought against; taking bribes to look the other way from their activities or outright participate in them.
There was never any certainty, any promise that life would be the same the next day. In Mirai’s elementary school, practically everyone had lost a sibling, a parent, or their own life, and if you hadn’t, it was accepted that it was only a matter of time until you did.
Mirai’s Quirk Foresight didn’t help matters. The ability to see into the future, even if only once a day, seemed like a godsend, a way to prepare for whatever bad thing could happen, but it didn’t help when bad things were all that Mirai ever saw, and no matter what he did, they would always occur. No warning given to whoever’s future he looked into, even when he used his Quirk on himself by looking at his reflection, could change what he saw.
This may have contributed to why Mirai was so neat and tidy compared to other children his age.
Mirai’s bed is made, the covers sticking over the mattress by 3 inches on either side.
Mirai’s toothbrush is placed in the fourth slot of the stand, the one most directly facing the sink.
Mirai has three pens on his desk; black, red, and blue, three inches away from the edge.
Mirai learned that people who learned about his habits would mock him for them, so he kept them to himself. Perhaps it was symptomatic of obsessive compulsive disorder, but it was a way for him to find peace in the midst of the chaos that went on in the rest of society. It was his life, his world, and a way to make sure that things were under his control at least in his own room.
Except, the outside intruded on his world.
One day, he came home to see that his apartment had been crushed in a giant villain attack. His parents had been out at the time, thankfully, but his home, where he could at least pretend he was safe, was gone. They had to find a room in a hotel. Mirai wrapped his arms around himself, rocking on the edge of the bed, not even bothering to correct the sheets, or the position of the pens on the table, what was the point? Nothing was certain. He and his family could just as well die in the next minute.
Mirai’s father tried to steady him, but he couldn’t hear what was being said. Eventually, the man sighed, turning on the television in an effort to distract Mirai.
It didn’t help. There had been another villain attack, one that set an entire hospital aflame.
Even the sick and the dying weren’t safe, Mirai thought to himself bitterly. There was absolutely no respite. No hope for anyone.
Suddenly though, a figure leapt into the blaze. For a moment, Mirai’s brain stopped. Was that man insane? Flames could be seen flowing out of every window in the building. To go in there was suicide. However, in the next second, the figure leapt out, supporting several hurt or unconscious people at once.
And he was laughing. As if there was nothing to be afraid of.
“It’s fine now. Why? Because I am here!”
The man placed the people down, and leapt right back into the building. He came out with more people, and leapt straight back in. In a matter of minutes, this man, this hero, had saved over a hundred people. All of the spectators stood unbelieving towards the hero who identified himself as ‘All Might.’ They looked to him with an expression that Mirai hadn’t seen on anyone, but knew intuitively to be hope.
For just a moment, Mirai forgot about his destroyed world. He looked to All Might, and believed that things really were going to be fine.
The Sasakis moved into a new home, and Mirai continued to keep abreast of the exploits of All Might. In a matter of days, he was hardly the only one. It seemed that almost overnight, All Might was cutting crime in half, stopping villains in their tracks, and rescuing people from disasters that most would have assumed meant the doom of all involved. His power was practically limitless, his mere presence brought hope to the innocent and dread to villains.
For so long, it felt to everyone that evil and chaos was an insurmountable force that would eventually crush everyone. Now, the insurmountable force was on their side, and those that took advantage of the innocent were the ones who were being crushed. When Mirai used Foresight, his predictions stopped being constant omens of disaster, and when they did bode for ill, Mirai could still believe that things were going to be alright, that there was a point in preparing for these events. Mirai found a tranquility that he could once only find a sliver of in his OCD practices by taking on a new hobby of collecting All Might merchandise. Each new action figure, poster, trading card, DVD, bed cover, alarm clock, and wrist watch made Mirai feel more as if he was in his inner sanctum when he was in his room; the temple to his savior.
As Mirai watched as All Might single-handedly brought peace to Japan, he felt hope. In addition to this though, he felt fervor. He wanted to be a hero like All Might. No, he wanted to work with All Might, to be a part of the hero’s efforts to bring peace to the country.
It wasn’t quite that simple, though. There was the first obstacle of becoming a hero himself, and so Mirai relentlessly trained his body and mind, honing himself into someone who could become a hero despite the once-a-day limitations of his Quirk. That was the easy part though; Mirai was nothing if not meticulous, and fitting a workout and combat regimen into his day was simple, allowing him to quickly develop gains to his fitness. While his Quirk was quite limited, his discipline put him on a level above his peers who tended to rely on more powerful Quirks, allowing him to gain entry to a hero school and to continue to excel. The hard part was convincing All Might to take him on as a partner.
His first attempt was when he applied as an intern for All Might’s hero agency, only to receive a respectful, but firm negative, as the hero explained that he was not interested in taking on any partners. Frustrating, but Mirai was pragmatic enough to realize that it was a long shot to expect the top hero in the world to take on an intern while he was still in high school. And besides, he got a response from All Might! He added it to his ever-growing collection of memorabilia dedicated to the hero. Mirai was nonetheless determined, and continued to send applications at every available opportunity. When that didn’t work, he showed up at the agency in person, waiting for hours for the chance to talk to All Might in person. The hero was surprised, but gave him the same polite, albeit firm response he had given in paper.
Mirai though knew what he wanted and would not budge. He continued to apply, to find places that he could talk to All Might, to plead his case, challenging him to give him a shot. Eventually, perhaps simply annoyed and wanting Mirai to stop pestering him, All Might gave him a chance. He led Mirai to a room filled with filing cabinets, explaining that with all of the time he spent as a hero, he was behind on his paperwork. He challenged Mirai to both fill out all of the paperwork and to use the paper trail to locate a particular villain that he had been struggling with. Considering the weight of the work, All Might likely didn’t expect much. Mirai however was not intimidated, only grateful to finally be given a chance to prove himself. A few days later, he had sorted through the entire room, and had narrowed down the identity, address, associates, likely targets for further crimes, and favorite restaurants of the villain ‘Oilslick.’
Mirai’s efforts impressed All Might, who at that moment, fulfilled the dream that Mirai had had since he had first seen All Might’s debut, and made him his sidekick.
At first, despite being impressed, All Might clearly kept Mirai, or as he was then known as, ‘Sir Nighteye,’ at arm’s length, continuing to give him cases like Oilslick’s to sort through. As time went on though, and Mirai’s work continued to impress All Might, the hero began to open up to his sidekick. He listened to Mirai, took his advice on where a villain would likely show up, and improved his already prestigious record. The hero’s trust grew, eventually convincing All Might to divulge his real name; Yagi Toshinori. He shared his history, having been trained by the hero Titania, or rather Shimura Nana. He introduced Mirai to his mentor’s friends Gran Torino, Recovery Girl, and even the enigmatic Nezu. Their partnership grew into something that Mirai had dreamed of but never expected, and All Might became Mirai’s greatest friend. Soon after though, All Might shared his deepest secret; his Quirk, One For All, and its origin with the villain All For One. Having grown to trust Mirai’s intelligence and dedication, All Might asked for Mirai’s help in finally putting an end to the villain who had plagued Japan since the Dawn of Quirks.
Those were the best days of Mirai’s life; he was working with his idol to bring peace and order to a chaotic society. They were ushering in a new era of heroes, and All For One’s mysterious influence was waning over the country in the light of All Might’s strength. Their ultimate victory was assured.
However, after years of sifting through data, All Might and Mirai were able to track All For One down, only for All Might to flounder for the first time that Mirai had ever seen him. He had underestimated just how powerful and vicious All Might’s nemesis was, having always been confident in his hero’s invincibility. Mirai couldn’t believe that All Might was only a mortal man.
In the end, All Might finally killed that disgusting abomination; reducing his brains to pulp, but at the cost of being grievously injured. A hole blown in his side, Mirai wondered if All Might would live at all. His idol, his hero, his friend, the indestructible herald of an Era of Peace, lying on a white hospital bed, barely breathing as Recovery Girl desperately operated.
After hours of surgery, Recovery Girl announced that All Might would live, but her prognosis prevented Mirai from celebrating. All Might had lost his stomach and one of his lungs, and the damage had made it so that All Might wouldn’t be able to use One For All unimpeded; he was limited in how much he could use it each day. She estimated that once he recovered, he would be able to use it six hours a day, and that limit would drop as time went on.
Mirai despaired; this couldn’t be. After all of their work, all of their effort to create an Era of Peace, and just as they were on the cusp of making it permanent, just as they were about to remove that final obstacle…that victory was snatched from them.
Mirai was allowed to see All Might, but his friend was too weak to register him at first.
This wasn’t right. The Symbol of Peace, Mirai’s friend, couldn’t be reduced to this. Their dreams couldn’t be reduced to this.
All Might would recover. He’d maintain hope. He had to.
He had to.
Wouldn’t he?
But what if he didn’t?
All Might’s eyes were only half-open, probably not aware of Mirai’s presence.
Mirai had learned a long time ago that people didn’t like his Quirk. The ability to see into the future, even to the limited extent that Mirai could was useful, but it could also be traumatic. No one liked to be told that an unavoidable trauma was heading their way. They would always fight it, refuse to believe Mirai’s predictions, determined to prove him wrong, only for what they feared to inevitably befall them, and with no one else to blame, they would curse Mirai. So, Mirai would only ever use Foresight on people who gave their permission, or on criminals.
But he had to know.
Mirai placed his hand on the shoulder of the semi-conscious All Might, locked eyes, and activated his Quirk, his pupils turning purple.
A villain, standing over All Might, delivering a final blow to him, giving the crippled hero a gruesome end.
Frantic, Mirai took in as many details as he could. The vision would occur between six and seven years. He could not tell where this was taking place, just that it was surrounded by rubble, with a white and black fox scampering among the ruins; irrelevant information.
All Might was going to die. There was no stopping it. Mirai felt the earth open up beneath him.
“M…Mirai?” All Might’s eyes blearily opened.
Mirai stared down at the hero. He couldn’t afford to be emotional now. He knew what the future held. As Recovery Girl explained to All Might the extent of his injuries, Mirai did all he could to take control of himself.
If there was ever a time for him to try to change destiny, it was now, but even if that was still impossible, preparations needed to be made. All Might needed to find a successor for One For All, someone who could carry on his legacy and maintain his vision for peace.
However, it quickly became apparent to Mirai that All Might didn’t see things this way, pushing himself out of bed, only stopping at Mirai and Recovery Girl’s desperate pleas. Despite his injuries, All Might was determined to continue his work, even if it killed him. As much as the idea repulsed him, Mirai begged All Might to retire. Even if he as a hero could not persist, his legend could. All Might, as admirable and foolish as ever, refused to abandon the world. Nezu, who arrived after Mirai had used Foresight, thankfully agreed with Mirai, pointing out that he needed to pass One For All to a new holder. He offered to help; giving All Might a chance to view possible successors at UA. Mirai begged All Might to listen to reason and go with Nezu’s suggestion.
Again, All Might refused, pointing out how vulnerable society would be if the Symbol of Peace retired in his efforts to find such a successor, that even if All For One was gone, more villains would take advantage of his absence.
No matter what arguments they made, All Might refused to see sense. Desperate, Mirai made it clear to his partner that if he went on this path, he would not support him. Surely this would work? Surely All Might would realize what an asset he’d lose this way on top of everything else? Yes, it was a tough ultimatum to deliver on top of All Might’s existing condition, but this was the only way that All Might’s legacy could persist!
However, when All Might looked at Mirai, his expression was not intimidated or shocked, but one of realization.
“You used your Quirk on me, didn’t you, Mirai?”
Mirai was cowed, but only for a moment. He backpedaled, trying to plead again, to beg All Might to trust in the other heroes that had been inspired in the wake of the Symbol of Peace to ward off the villains while he searched for a successor. All Might though became irritable, frustrated that Mirai had used his Quirk on him without consent. Desperate, Mirai blurted out what he saw, of All Might being killed by a villain in six or seven years, hoping that confronted with the certainty of death, All Might would finally agree with them. However, furious at Mirai’s breach of trust, All Might picked himself up from the bed and walked away.
“How long that time would be until I could find a successor, it would be a period of fear. I cannot abandon people who would need my help during that time.” All Might spoke without looking at Mirai, hobbling away.
Mirai was distressed at All Might’s refusal to see reason. He did not want to see his friend die. When he had regained control of his emotions though, he attempted to console himself with the hope that with time, All Might would realize how foolish he was being and they would be able to talk again.
That fight was five years ago.
All Might had dissolved his partnership with Mirai, forcing him to go independent from his friend and set up the Nighteye Agency. It was not ideal, but Mirai continued his work to the best of his abilities, managing to maintain the respect he had accrued as All Might’s only sidekick. In addition to his duties as a hero though, Mirai dedicated himself to trying to find a worthy successor to All Might’s power, hoping that if he could only show the Symbol of Peace someone worthy, that would be impetus enough for the hero to realize that he could pass the torch of One For All on without fearing for society’s fate.
The search was more arduous than Mirai had been prepared for, though it should have been expected. He was looking for someone with the same heroic spirit, the same presence, the ability to make people feel safe, and the power to always come out victorious that All Might possessed. Unfortunately, such a figure was rare indeed. Oh, a few individuals caught Mirai’s attention; heroes and hero students who excelled over others, who seemed to be able to inspire others, but for five years of searching, every single individual that Mirai considered proved themselves unworthy in some manner. They were vain, empty-headed, boastful, used their image as a means of covering up for the greed or lechery, or simply incompetent in the face of real adversity.
Each year that passed added to Mirai’s fear of his vision of All Might’s death. He still hadn’t found a worthy successor, and All Might still hadn’t contacted him. Time was running out. By the timeline established by Mirai’s vision, All Might was going to die either the next year or the year after.
Mirai forced himself to stay calm though as he continued the same measures he had always taken in this search, leaving the operation of his agency to Centipeder and Bubble Girl (after giving the younger sidekick a session in the Tickle Machine to make sure she understood the importance of humor in hero work) while he watched the UA Sports Festival. As the premier hero school, one with the advantage of being run by one of the few beings in the world who knew about One For All, the students’ efforts to gain the attention of pro heroes for internships was also the ideal means through which Mirai scouted for possible successors to All Might’s Quirk. In five years, Mirai had not found any of them worthy, but if he was going to find anyone worthy of the Symbol of Peace’s mantle, it would be in the Symbol’s alumni.
The First Year Festival showed no one worthy of mention; simply a bunch of children meandering around with Quirks that they barely understood, albeit puffed up like peacocks and expecting the world to kiss their feet. Were Mirai not trying to be thorough, he would have simply skipped the Second Year Festival in favor the Third Years so as to locate students who showed actual discipline and properly developed power. However, as the Festival began, Mirai’s attention was grabbed by a student from 2-B.
There was a young man standing at the front of the crowd of students as they were about to force their way through the narrow tunnel. He was taller than the others, with a blonde head of hair, beady blue eyes, and a muscular physique. So much of his appearance was similar to that of All Might’s, Mirai noted as he focused his attention on the young man. Sure, there were a few details that were different, but more than anything else that the hero student had in common with the Symbol of Peace was the presence he seemed to possess; his constant, hopeful grin, the way he patted his more timid, elven-eared classmate on the back in an attempt to cheer him up. The energy he gave off seemed infectious, as he said something to his other classmates and eliciting a chuckle. Whoever this boy was, he seemed to recognize the value of humor.
Perhaps Mirai should have been looking at the other students in addition to the one that caught his attention, but he had the Festivals recorded; he could look back on them later. For now, he chose to focus on this young man.
The instant the bell rang, the young man burst out of the starting line with a grace that befitted his muscular form. Mirai noted though that the boy wasn’t using a Quirk in a noticeable way just yet; perhaps it didn’t offer a physical boost or was more subtle. This was a bit of a mark against the young man; it would have been better if he had something that could potentially ease him into One For All. Still, Mirai kept his focus on the young man. To his credit, even if his Quirk didn’t offer any obvious physical benefit, the young man was strong and agile enough that he was able to bob and weave through the obstacles ahead of many students that did possess such enhancements.
It wasn’t until a later part of the Festival in which the young man, announced to be named ‘Togata Mirio,’ found himself in combat with another student that Mirai was able to see what his Quirk was. Togata’s opponent sprayed a jet of concrete at him, and despite his best efforts to dodge, found his foot snagged on the sticky material. Just as the Concrete Quirk user was about to seal his victory, Togata suddenly vanished…leaving behind his clothes?
The next instant, Togata seemed to pop back into existence, launching himself through the air…over the head of his opponent. To the untrained eye, it would have looked as if the young man had teleported, but in the brief period of events that transpired, Mirai was able to see that when Togata appeared to have vanished, he had instead been sinking into the ground, and in the moment that he had reappeared, he had blasted directly out of the ground, just not in the direction of his desired target…and naked. Not teleportation…phasing of some kind…the Quirk though only seemed to affect Togata, and not whatever he was touching, including his own clothes. A fascinating, albeit obviously finicky Quirk, but one that Togata wasn’t able to control, as the referee Ms. Midnight was forced to disqualify Togata for indecent exposure. Mirai had to close his eyes in frustration; Togata seemed to be so full of promise, only for him to humiliate himself like that…
However, Togata did not seem to be mortified as one would expect, merely crouching to hide his private parts while he laughed good-naturedly, rubbing the back of his head in embarrassment while his opponent handed his pants back to him. Once he was properly clothed, Togata gave his opponent the same confident smile, offering his hand in congratulations. Despite being thrown off by Togata’s mishap, the Concrete Quirk user seemed to be unable to resist the urge to return Togata’s gesture, even laughing at whatever Togata was saying to him.
Even though Togata had humiliated himself, he kept the same smile, the same energy which even his opponents couldn’t seem to resist.
A constant smile.
The ability to spread hope and persevere no matter the situation.
This was it. This was the essence of the Symbol of Peace. This was the one who would carry on All Might’s legacy!
Mirai had seen enough. He immediately set about writing an internship offer. He was not going to lose this opportunity.
Togata Mirio stood before Mirai in his office, subjected to a gaze that had reduced grown men to sweating, nervous husks. In a bizarre way, despite being surrounded by All Might merchandise, the exacting angles Mirai had arranged everything apparently had an intimidating effect all on its own; everything was perfectly arranged in Mirai’s world, and woe to him that did so much as tilt a poster frame. Togata though showed no signs of being intimidated, only keeping his same cheerful grin, excited and grateful to have been given an internship offer from such a prestigious hero.
Good. Confident and hopeful no matter the circumstance. More evidence to Mirai that he had made the right choice.
“Why do you want to be a hero?” he asked, betraying none of his excitement. Togata happily spoke up:
“When I was younger, I fell into a river. I was just goofing off, having fun by the shore, but it had rained the day before, so the river was a lot deeper and quicker than usual, not to mention how slippery the edge of the river was, so I slipped and fell in.” Togata’s expression became pensive, though his smile only dropped a small amount as he continued to recount his story. “The thing is, a few of my friends were there, but no one helped me. Maybe they were scared, maybe they thought that I didn’t need the help, but I was in pretty big trouble, and I couldn’t keep my head above the water.” Suddenly, Togata’s expression changed, and his already blinding smile became even bigger, his blue eyes shimmering as he spoke. “But then, a hero named ‘Mayfly’ saved me! She pulled me out of the river, checked up on me, made sure I was alright, and talked to me.” Togata sighed wistfully. “I think that last bit was what really helped me; there were a lot of people who could have helped me; she could have just pulled me out of that river, and I would be fine. The thing is though, even after I got pulled out, I was still scared;” Togata shook his head. “That kind of thing…it sticks with you. I thought I was going to die, I was so scared. But Mayfly, after she had helped me, she took the time to talk to me, it really went a long way in making my panic go away. The way she cared about me…I still remember how scared I was back then, but now, when I think about that time, I don’t think about how I almost died, I think about that hero.”
Togata raised his fist into the air in excitement.
“When Mayfly saved me, that was when I decided that I wanted to be a hero like her! I thought about all the other people who needed a hero like I did, and I wanted to be a hero to them! Not just someone who helps them, but keeps them from getting scared the way that heroes do! But…uh…” Togata lowered his fist and rubbed the back of his head, laughing awkwardly, “you probably saw from the Sports Festival how hard it is for me to control my Quirk. I feel like if I could get a handle on it, it could be really useful, but I haven’t quite figured it out yet.”
Despite recounting what might have been one of the most embarrassing moments of his life, Togata nonetheless continued to speak confidently.
“But I’m not going to let that get me down! I’m going to become a hero, no matter how hard I have to work!”
“Hm.” Mirai noted, not letting his face betray any emotions, though he appreciated the way that Togata understood the difference between a hero and other emergency responders. He looked at the information on Togata’s file. “Why call yourself Lemillion?”
“Ah!” Togata lit up in excitement. “Well, that’s sort of a challenge to myself. I know that there’s a limit to what I can do, I know that I can’t save everyone,” Togata admitted, “but I don’t want that to stop me! I want to save as many people as I can, and so, I called myself ‘Lemillion’ as a challenge and a goal, to save a million people!”
Despite himself, Mirai couldn’t repress a small smile, nodding towards the young man. He had one more question though.
“What do you think of All Might?” he asked, as if his office wasn’t the greatest and most expansive collection of All Might merchandise in existence (it was; Mirai had checked, and it was a title that he held on jealously to.) Again, Togata lit up in excitement.
“He’s the greatest hero ever! He’s exactly the kind of standard that I want to hold myself to; someone who can save the kind of ridiculous number of people that I want, and way beyond!”
Mirai took note of this enthusiasm and Togata’s goal, satisfied that when he was offered One For All, he would take it and carry on the legacy of the Symbol of Peace.
“If your goal is to become a hero like All Might, then I would like to help you achieve that goal.” Mirai announced. Togata’s eyes lit up.
“Do you actually think you can do that?”
“If you are willing to do what is necessary.” Mirai answered.
“Absolutely, Sir!” Togata saluted the man. “I’m ready to put my grindstone to the nose!”
Oh yes. Togata would do very well.
The young man was as enthusiastic and hard-working as Mirai could hope for. His Quirk, Permeation, required some work, but it was certainly within Mirai’s capabilities to understand. They spent the internship figuring out some of the nuances of the Quirk; Permeation rendered Togata impermeable to matter, including air and light, which meant that Togata could not breathe or see while using it…at least when he was using it on his eyes or his respiratory system. Thankfully, the Quirk could be specified to certain body parts. It could allow Togata to phase through objects, including obstacles and opponents, but the second it was deactivated, Togata would be immediately expelled from said object due to Mirio’s mass being incapable of overlapping with existing mass. To use this ability practically, Mirai realized that Permeation required a meticulous, step-by-step process, rendering different parts of Togata’s body impermeable at a time, and then deactivating his Quirk in a similarly specific order to ensure that Togata’s mass was being expelled in a direction that he intended. There were numerous other nuances that Togata had to work through; Togata needed to make sure to have at least one foot remaining permeable to support his weight if he didn’t want to sink into the ground, he needed to be able to measure how much air he could hold in his lungs to determine how long he could remain impermeable as well as consider how the frenetic environment of hero work could affect his breathing, and Togata needed to get used to the sensation of falling while still managing to maintain his sense of equilibrium and spatial awareness. The work was long, repetitive, and Mirai required that Togata perfect movements down to the most minute details to an obsessive degree. And yet, over the course of the week, Togata persevered, trusting that Mirai’s methods would produce results, even if it took an entire day to get even the smallest maneuver down. When he made any progress, no matter how minute, Togata took it as reason to celebrate, and whenever he had a setback, he simply saw it as a reason to work harder and persist.
By the end of the week, Togata had gotten a handle on Permeation to the point that he could use it practically, and considering how useful the Quirk was, Mirai predicted that it would put him a level above his classmates. For his part, Togata was ecstatic and immensely grateful to Mirai, being unable to keep himself from continuously expressing his thanks to the former sidekick. Mirai took this gratitude in stride, glad that he was able to get off on such a good start with the next Symbol of Peace. There was still work to be done of course; Togata was still a long way from mastering Permeation.
Ideally, Mirai would have preferred for Togata to have mastered Permeation before moving onto the next step of his plan, but he believed that Togata would need to have a Work Study with him to perfect it. More importantly though, they did not have enough time; All Might had only one to two years left at most according to Mirai’s prediction. They needed the Symbol of Peace to pass One For All as soon as possible.
Mirai wasn’t confident that All Might would respond to his call if he attempted to get in contact with him, so he decided to resort to an intermediary, and once Togata’s internship had been completed, he called Principal Nezu.
“Why, Sir Nighteye, what a pleasure!” The chimera’s voice spoke out from Mirai’s phone. “I don’t suppose that you’re calling about your internship with young Togata? The young man certainly had great things to say!”
“That is good to hear.” Mirai answered. “While Togata is part of the reason why I am calling, I was hoping that you might be able to do a favor for me.”
“And what might that be?”
“I was wondering if you could arrange a meeting between All Might and myself.”
There was a brief pause over the other line as Nezu considered Mirai’s request.
“Well, I can certainly try. Though, I must ask myself, Togata was the first student you’ve ever taken on for an internship, considering how much of your time you’ve been focusing on finding a potential successor for All Might. Am I to believe that these two points are related?”
Nezu’s voice was playful and cordial as usual, but there was an uncomfortable edge to it that despite Mirai’s experience dealing with the worst villains imaginable, made him shudder.
“They are.” He admitted. “I believe that Togata’s drive, his powerful Quirk, and his heroic spirit make him an ideal candidate for One For All, and I want to introduce All Might to him as a potential successor.”
“Hm.” Nezu mused for a moment before speaking jovially. “Togata does certainly have a lot in common with All Might. A cheery disposition, a great deal of charisma that draws people to him, he even looks like a young All Might in some ways! Why, I dare say that you may have picked one of the most similar people on the planet to suggest to All Might!”
Again, Mirai felt uncomfortable, despite his confidence in his actions.
“Those are hardly marks against him.”
“Certainly not!” Nezu answered in a cheery voice. “I just hope that you are careful with respecting the ways in which young Togata is not like All Might.”
“I will.” Mirai answered, though he privately did not see many attributes of Togata that he did not share with All Might. “So, will you help me?”
“I will see what I can do about arranging a meeting between the two of you, just be aware that this is All Might’s decision to make.”
Thankfully, Nezu pulled through, and soon, after years apart, Mirai was finally in the same room as his idol. With the subject of their last conversation still fresh in their minds though, the mood was awkward, to say the least. All Might was in his withered state, wearing an oversized baggy white shirt and green pants.
“…I’m glad to see you again, All Might.” Mirai eventually opened up.
For his part, All Might didn’t seem outwardly angry at Mirai, and was at least looking at him in the eye.
“…I suppose that it has been a while.” He admitted.
“How are you doing?” Mirai asked. “The last I checked, you’ve only been able to be active about three hours a day.”
All Might frowned; perhaps it wasn’t the most tactful idea to bring up his diminishing time as a hero, but Mirai was hoping to make a point to his hero.
“…It’s true.” All Might admitted again. “It seems that I keep pushing myself, helping whenever I see someone in trouble, and it’s been making my available time decrease faster than I would have liked.”
To Mirai’s surprise, All Might lowered his head in sadness.
“…I…made a mistake recently. I accidentally allowed a villain to escape my grasp, allowing him to put a young boy in danger, just after I had used up my available time for the day.” All Might closed his eyes in frustration. “That young man would have died were it not for that new heroine, Mt. Lady…”
Mirai recalled that event, having noted All Might’s presence in Musutafu that day, as well as his pursuit of the Sludge Villain. He could only hope that he was the only one to notice that despite having been seen chasing after the villain earlier that day, All Might wasn’t the one to capture him. All Might put his head in his hands.
“So much from that day…” he lamented, “not just in my physical failures…I have to wonder if I have lost my way as a hero…”
Mirai became concerned as a far-off look passed over the face of his idol.
“What do you mean?” he asked.
All Might didn’t look at Mirai in response, continuing to face the floor.
“…It’s not important.” He answered with a sigh before leaning back in his chair.
“Well…” Mirai began, somewhat flummoxed by his idol’s behavior but choosing not to let it bother him, “I may have a way to help you with one of these issues.”
All Might sat up straight, looking at Mirai.
“Recently, I took on an intern…”
Things had been going according to Mirai’s plan so far; Nezu had gotten him in touch with All Might, and All Might was willing to hear out Mirai’s suggestion and meet with Togata. In their first meeting, Togata seemed as starstruck by the emaciated form of Yagi Toshinori as he would have been his true heroic form. All Might (though Togata did not know him as this yet) actually seemed taken aback by Togata’s enthusiasm to know more about him, not just for what stories he might have about the Symbol of Peace as All Might’s ‘secretary,’ but about him as a person; a sentiment that All Might seemed to appreciate, allowing conversation to go by naturally between the two while Mirai watched over them. In turn, All Might asked Togata similar questions to what Mirai had asked him on the first day of his internships, as well as how his classes and friendships were progressing. Mirai couldn’t help but to feel a bit touched as All Might spoke to Togata on the importance of having friends as a support network, of having people that he knew he could rely on. There was only so much time that Togata had available though, and he had to leave to head to his morning classes for UA.
“So, what is your opinion on him?”
All Might sighed in thought.
“I can certainly see why you think so highly of the young man.” All Might admitted. “He certainly has a bright future ahead of him as a hero, particularly thanks to you.” The hero grinned proudly towards Mirai, though this was not quite the response the former sidekick was fishing for.
“Certainly, but imagine the kind of hero he could be as your successor.” Mirai pointed out. This statement made All Might frown.
“…I’m not quite sure.” All Might said, infuriatingly. “I can agree that he has a great deal of heroic potential…but I don’t feel as if I can just make someone my successor without getting a proper feel for them. There’s only so much I can glean about his heroic nature from a single conversation…”
“I’m not asking you to give him One For All immediately,” Mirai said, though he had hoped for that as the best case scenario, “but I would encourage you to continue to get to know Togata; try to spend some more time gauging his potential for yourself.”
All Might leaned back in his seat in thought.
Mirai was rather…thrown off by how All Might decided to spend time with Togata, but his intern was certainly taking to cleaning up Dagobah Beach with enthusiasm. All Might had invited Togata to spend time with him after school clearing trash from the area, giving the young man the challenge to clean it completely by the end of the school year. He explained to Togata that in addition to the physical training it offered in exercising multiple parts of his body with the varying sizes of garbage, it was also a reminder of the importance of giving back to the community as a hero. For his part, Togata threw himself into the work with the same passion that he had in training his Quirk.
As unorthodox of a way to get to know Togata as Mirai considered the exercise, it was producing the kind of result that the Foresight hero was hoping for. Togata was quickly growing attached to Yagi Toshinori, appreciating both the workout cleaning the beach gave him and the values the secret hero was instilling in him. In turn, Mirai could see his idol growing attached to Togata, the young man’s enthusiasm slowly winning him over. While All Might stayed in contact with Nezu as he continued to look for possible successors amongst the students of UA, it was clear to Mirai that most of his attention was focused on Togata. Beyond that, it encouraged Mirai to see his idol smiling so much after spending time with Togata.
Despite the progress that Togata was making in his relationship with All Might, it took all of Mirai’s restraint to not pester his hero any more than he already had. Time was running out. It was getting closer to the earliest estimate of Mirai’s prediction for All Might at six years.
Finally, as February came to pass, All Might confided in Mirai that he had been convinced. He invited Mirai to see the fruits of Togata’s work at Dagobah. As frustrating as it was to Mirai to have to wait so long, he had to admit, the sight of the now-pristine Dagobah Beach was quite lovely; and almost poetic end to the culmination of his hard work. Togata was standing on the last pile of garbage, staring out at the ocean, standing with his fists in his side and his elbows out; one of All Might’s poses.
“Young Togata, you’ve certainly exceeded expectations.” All Might announced, letting Togata know that he and Mirai were there. The young man jumped off of the pile, grinning ear-to-ear.
“It’s all thanks to you two. I wouldn’t have gotten this far if you hadn’t been there for me. I’d just be flopping around with a Quirk that I couldn’t control, and the best I would have been able to hope for would have been to brand myself as ‘Lemillion: The Streaking Hero!’”
“Young man…” All Might put his hand on Togata’s shoulder. “We may have given you opportunities, but you are the one who put in the work, and that is something that you should be proud of.”
Togata rubbed the back of his head bashfully while All Might continued:
“Getting to know you over these past few months have made them some of the best times of my life. Knowing that there’s going to be a hero like you gives me hope for the future.” All Might’s expression became grimmer, worrying Togata. “For a while…I was worried about the state of the hero system…so many people become heroes for fame or fortune, and neglect the main point of bringing hope to people.” All Might patted Togata’s shoulder. “I am so glad that Sasaki introduced you to me, showing me that I was wrong about the future, and that it is in good hands.”
“Wow…” Togata spoke awkwardly, but grinned. “Thanks! I promise that I’ll do my best to make you proud, both of you!”
All Might nodded.
“Actually, that brings me to something that I wanted to talk to you about…”
“Perhaps it would be better if we discussed this in private, away from such a public area?” Mirai interrupted.
All Might blinked, looking around and suddenly noticing that the beach was already attracting visitors.
“Ah…yes…I believe that would be wise.”
A little less than an hour later, the three were back in Mirai’s office, with the doors locked and away from where his sidekicks might overhear.
“Is there a reason we’re being so private? Is someone going to ask me to choose between a blue pill and a red pill?” Togata joked.
“Something like that.” Mirai answered as he lowered the blinds on his windows, eliciting a nervous laugh from his intern. Finally, he nodded to All Might. The emaciated hero turned to Togata, and without preamble, shifted into his true, muscled form.
“I AM HERE!”
Togata stared at the now-revealed All Might, his grin fixed on his face.
“…Huh?”
All Might simply laughed, patting Togata on the shoulder. Togata’s eyes widening made Mirai realize that despite All Might clearly holding back his true strength, Togata could still feel the power behind the hero’s hand, letting him know that this was in fact the real All Might.
“A bit of a surprise, I know, but I, Yagi Toshinori, am in fact All Might.” The hero explained. “You know that injury I showed you a while ago?”
Togata nodded, still dumbfounded by what he was hearing.
“The one that took out your lung and stomach?”
“Right.” All Might answered. “That injury caused me to lose control of my Quirk. Since then, the amount of time that I’ve been able to be active has diminished. Right now, I can only maintain this form for about three hours.”
“Three hours?” Togata repeated, a look of horror passing over his face. At least he understood the severity of the situation.
“Indeed. The fact is, my time as the Symbol of Peace is slowly coming to an end. Society has come to rely on me to maintain the peace, and I fear what will happen when I finally run out of time.” All Might explained gravely before lifting his head back up and grinning at Togata. “However, there is hope. While I might not be able to carry on as the Symbol of Peace for much longer, it is possible for someone else to.”
All Might held his open hand out to Togata.
“Young Togata, will you take my Quirk, and become my successor?”
Togata stood speechless for a moment.
“…Uh…I’m going to need a little more of an explanation…you want me to take your Quirk?”
“Yes.” All Might answered, before going on to explain his Quirk, ‘One For All.’ He spoke of its origin as a Quirk accidentally created by the Quirk Boogeyman, with its original possessor discovering that it could be transferred from successor to successor, growing in power until it was handed down to All Might, who used it to become the Symbol of Peace that he was in the modern day. Though Mirai had heard this story before, it was as if he was listening to a sacred scripture.
“And thus, I wish to offer One For All to you, young Togata. Will you accept it?”
This was it. This was finally it. After years of worry, pleading with All Might to pass on his Quirk so that his legacy could live, it was finally here. Now, all that Togata had to do was to accept it…
Only he wasn’t.
Mirai blinked in confusion as he saw that Togata was still standing there in front of All Might, looking at his hand and unsure of himself. He looked over at Mirai, his expression one of uncertainty, before looking back at All Might.
“Um…wow…that’s…um…that’s a big offer…”
Togata was trying to keep a smile on his face, though it was clear that he was reluctant to answer.
“Do you…do you mind if I have some time to think about this? Maybe talk with Sir some?”
“Absolutely.” All Might answered, pulling his hand back with a patience and understanding that Mirai did not think appropriate for a situation that required haste and decisiveness. “I can certainly understand that this is a big commitment. Ultimately, the choice is yours. I’ll give you and Sasaki some time to talk.” The hero exited the room, leaving Mirai and Togata alone.
It took all of Mirai’s self-control not to round on Togata and berate him for being so foolish. They were so close! He couldn’t afford to let all of the time that he had invested in Togata go to waste! Still, Mirai forced himself to stay calm, recognizing that losing his temper was more likely than not to drive Togata away, and with him All Might. He would need to be rational, and simply lay out the facts to Togata.
“May I ask why you didn’t accept his offer just yet?” Mirai asked.
“I’m just…not sure if this is a good idea…” Togata answered, frowning for the first time that Mirai had seen him.
“How so? You told me that you wanted to save a million lives, to help as many people as possible. With One For All, you could meet that goal easily. Think of the good that you could do!”
“Well…yeah…” Togata stammered, “But…it’s just…being a hero to me isn’t only about letting people know that someone is there to help them, it’s about inspiring them to do the same, to let them know that they can do it too, just like Mayfly did to me.” Togata phased his hand through the wall of Mirai’s office before pulling it out and looking at it. “Permeation isn’t really a strong Quirk, not really any stronger than anyone else’s, but I swore to make it strong enough to use it to become a hero. Mayfly’s Quirk wasn’t really that strong either; it just gave her a set of insect wings. But she was still able to help me with it. She was able to show me that if I worked hard enough, I could become a hero and save people the way she did. If I take One For All though, wouldn’t that just subvert that idea? Instead of my power coming about as a result of my own effort, it was instead given to me, and it’s not something that someone else that I might help and want to inspire could realistically achieve for themselves. It just…doesn’t feel right.”
Mirai stared at Togata. He refused to let a foolish sentiment like this get in the way of what they had been working for. Togata needed to understand what was at stake.
“Togata…” Mirai said, placing his hands on Togata’s shoulders, “The situation is much more dire than All Might made it out to be.”
Togata recoiled slightly at this proclamation, though Mirai held him in place as he proceeded to explain;
“When All Might was getting treated for his injury, I used my Quirk on him. I saw a vision of him, dead on the ground as a villain stood over him. When I had that prediction, I estimated that it would come to fruition six to seven years in the future. That was five years ago.”
Togata paled, the resolve he had shown when explaining himself earlier evaporating away. Good. He was beginning to understand now.
“Society needs its Symbol of Peace, Togata. It needs someone to keep it from falling apart. All Might is running out of time. If he falls without passing on One For All, it will lead to society collapsing. Everything that we have been working for will be for naught. The peace that All Might created? It will die with him. People will lose hope, villains will regain their confidence, and we’ll be back to the situation we had before All Might.” Mirai glared at Togata, making the intern sweat. “You might have not had to have lived through anything like that, Togata, but I have. My family lost our home. My neighbors lost their lives. Every day, the only constant was that things were going to get worse, and no one could or would do anything to stop it.”
Togata cringed at the heat in his mentor’s words. Mirai toned himself down some to better ease Togata into making the right decision.
“I understand your reluctance,” Mirai fibbed, “but you are the best possible successor. You are the only one that All Might has been convinced to consider to pass One For All onto. We can’t take the chance that he won’t find someone else before my vision comes to pass.”
Togata pulled away from Mirai’s grasp, the weight of Mirai’s words hitting him. He did not look happy, his prior reservations clearly still bothering him, but he was also seeing the reality of the situation, so Mirai knew that he had done what was necessary. After a moment, Togata sighed.
“Alright. I’ll do it, Sir.”
Mirai put a hand on Togata’s shoulder in an attempt to comfort him.
“You’re doing the right thing, Togata.”
Togata looked back up at Mirai and smiled. It was not as genuine as what Mirai would have liked, but it would have to do for now. He went and fetched All Might back from the waiting room, and he stood before Togata in his office.
“I’ll do it, All Might. I’ll be your successor.”
All Might considered Togata, his gaze passing over to Mirai in unease for just a moment before he looked back to Togata and nodded.
“Very well. If that is your choice…” All Might plucked a hair from his head and held it out to Togata.
“Eat this.”
“…Huh?”
After Togata ate All Might’s hair, they traveled to UA to wait for One For All to manifest and to test it in a controlled environment. Nezu greeted the three, and Recovery Girl was on standby in case of emergencies, with All Might explaining that the two were also in the Circle of Trust in regards to One For All. From there, it was all a matter of waiting in one of UA’s training rooms.
“All Might, how will I know when One For All has settled?” Togata asked as the adults all observed him.
“Trust me, young Togata, you will know.” All Might, now in his skinny form, answered.
“Okay. How do I use it when I get it?” Togata asked.
“Quite simple.” All Might explained, Togata leaning towards the hero in interest, Mirai finding himself mirroring the action.
“Clench your buttcheeks and yell, ‘SMASH!’”
Togata laughed uproariously at All Might’s joke. For some reason, his reaction left All Might confused.
“Ha…ha…oh…” Togata wiped a tear from his eye from how hard he had been laughing. “That was a good one, All Might! But seriously, what do I do?”
“Uh…I was being…”
“Wait!” Togata shouted out, interrupting All Might, “I think I feel something!”
Mirai, All Might, Nezu, and Recovery Girl all watched with abated breath as Togata braced himself. Suddenly, blue flashes of electricity started to arche off of Togata’s body.
“That…that never happened to me or Nana…” All Might noted in trepidation.
Mirai watched, fascinated and enthralled to see their plans come to fruition. Whatever energy Togata was giving off was like being next to a roaring lion; he saw the energy sparking off of Togata, but he felt it more, as if his stomach was shaking from the power.
Something was wrong though. Togata was grimacing, and Mirai could hear him grunting with effort.
“Young Togata, are you alright?” All Might asked in concern.
“This…is…intense!” Togata grunted out, grimacing more. “It’s so much…I’m not sure I can even move!”
“All Might, what do we do now?” Mirai asked. “How does he control One For All?”
All Might seemed to shrink in on himself as the gazes of Togata, Mirai, Nezu, and Recovery Girl all focused on him.
“…I…I told you…clench your buttcheeks and yell ‘Smash!’”
There was a moment of silence, which was then interrupted by Recovery Girl smacking All Might on the head with her cane.
“You numbskull!”
Mirai pinched the bridge of his nose and turned to Togata.
“Perhaps just try moving with it, Togata?” he suggested.
“All…Alright!” Togata shouted back. He took a step forward…and then sank into the ground before getting spat out screaming. All Might thankfully acted quickly, shifting into his muscled form and leaping after Togata, catching him in the air and safely landing with him. The hero though was pale as he and the other adults noted Togata’s condition; his pant leg (infused with DNA fabrics to allow him to use Permeation) had been completely shredded by whatever force Togata had put into his movement…but apparently his leg wasn’t in much better shape, as it was twisted and mangled in a sick purple color, and it was clear that it was taking Togata all his effort not to shout out in pain as he winced.
“Put him down gently!” Recovery Girl ordered, administering her Quirk. Thankfully, Togata’s leg quickly reknit itself and the bruises faded away, though the Quirk’s effect was too much for Togata to handle and he passed out.
“Damn…” All Might cursed out loud. “Even after cleaning up that beach, Togata’s body still isn’t strong enough to handle One For All…”
“At least not to its full extent.” Nezu observed.
Again, another obstacle. Mirai felt a migraine coming on. How could Togata use One For All if it was too powerful for him to handle? They were relying on him! Mirai took a breath to calm himself; this was just something that they were going to have to deal with. They had figured out how to use Permeation, they could figure out how to use this as well.
Togata was brought to Recovery Girl’s office where he could rest and the Youthful Hero could examine him to get a better idea of what the problem was. Thankfully, Togata was able to wake up shortly…though in a rather frightening manner, as he suddenly jolted awake, breathing hard.
“What? Who are…?”
“Young Togata, it’s alright. You’re in Recovery Girl’s office.” All Might explained, having rushed to Togata’s side. Togata though looked around the office in confusion.
“Who…who were those people?” he asked.
“What people?” Nezu asked in response from on top of All Might’s shoulder. “It’s just the same people that were there when you first activated One For All, Togata.” Nezu explained.
Togata looked in confusion at Nezu, his gaze passing over Mirai, All Might, and Recovery Girl before blinking.
“Oh…bad dream, I guess…I thought people were angry at me…”
The rest of the Circle of Trust looked at Togata in concern before he chuckled.
“Uh…I take it that my first try wasn’t a resounding success?” he offered as a joke to the grave-faced adults.
Frustrated, Mirai adjusted his glasses, getting Togata’s attention, at the same time making his intern sweat.
“Togata, do you remember what you did?”
“Sort of…” Togata answered, frowning as he looked at his leg. “I tried to take a step, but when I tried to use One For All, Permeation activated for some reason.”
“Are you saying that you didn’t mean to use it?” Mirai asked.
“I don’t know…it felt almost as if the two Quirks were connected, and I couldn’t tell the difference between the two of them…”
“Hm.” Nezu mused, sitting on top of All Might’s shoulder. “It sounds as if when One For All settled into your body, it merged with Permeation. If I recall, something similar happened with Shimura Nana when she received One For All.”
“That’s right.” Recovery Girl said, offering her experience as one who had known Nana the longest. “Her Quirk, Float, originally just allowed her to Float in midair, but didn’t let her direct her movement without an outside force. When she received One For All though, it charged Float and allowed her to freely fly with it.”
All Might groaned, putting his hand over his face in frustration.
“But when I received One For All, I was Quirkless, so I didn’t have that context to offer…I am sorry, young Togata.” All Might apologized contritely to his new successor.
“Hey, hey, it’s alright, All Might!” Togata said, trying to reassure his new mentor. “It’s just like with me learning how to use Permeation! I just got to start fresh and figure this out!”
“Permeation, and your approach to using it though, might be one of the problems.” Recovery Girl interjected, pulling out a copy of an X-ray she took of Togata’s leg. Even though she had healed it, a closeup revealed a spiderweb of miniscule fractures. “These kinds of fractures occur when someone puts too much pressure on their leg. You see it sometimes in people who exercise improperly; they put too much force on the wrong part of their body, and it breaks from the strain. From what I understand about how you use Permeation, you have to focus it on specific parts of your body in order to use is practically. Not to mention, it’s a Quirk that is either active or inactive, with no state in-between. One For All though requires a completely different mentality! If you want to use it, you will need to figure out how to limit its output, and you can’t focus it on a specific body part like what you just did, or it will destroy your limbs!”
Togata’s normally jovial expression paled somewhat at Recovery Girl’s dire warning. Mirai, meanwhile, took a breath through his nose before speaking up.
“For now, it seems that our best course of action is to figure out how to moderate One For All, and how to use it separately from Permeation so that something like this doesn’t happen again. You will learn to handle this, Togata.” Mirai declared to his intern.
Unfortunately, it was not as simple as that.
Simply trying to uncouple Permeation from One For All was an arduous task; It took three days simply for Togata to be able to use Permeation to the same extent that he had before, and he admitted even then that it still felt as if One For All was threatening to burst out of his control.
As Recovery Girl warned, One For All required that Togata essentially start from scratch, almost as if he was relearning how to walk. Togata took to the challenge with enough gusto certainly, and All Might was always encouraging to his new successor…but Mirai wasn’t as calm about the situation. Togata only had a week before his final year, and at the rate that they were going, One For All was going to be a handicap more than anything else! They couldn’t let Togata into the new school year with a Quirk that could destroy his body. Thankfully, Nezu and Recovery Girl were likewise just as adamant, eventually convincing the sweating All Might to get in touch with his old mentor, Gran Torino, one of the remaining two living people who knew about One For All.
The old man hobbled into Mirai’s hero agency, his white and yellow hero costume hanging limply off of his frame. Despite this, All Might became a stammering, nervous wreck in the face of his old homeroom teacher.
Torino Sorahiko looked up at the five other people gathered in Mirai’s office.
“…Who are you?” he asked with a vacant expression.
“Uh…sir, you remember…” All Might attempted to stammer out from the whiplash he was feeling of his old teacher apparently having dementia, only for the atmosphere in the room to be ground to a halt by the sound of Recovery Girl’s can smacking Torino on the head.
“OW!”
“Now is not the time for your games, Torino!” The similarly aged hero shouted, waving her own cane at Torino threateningly. “Are you going to help us, or not?”
“Fine! Fine! Geez!” Torino shouted back, rubbing the lump on his head as he grumbled out loud. “You never could take a joke…” The old man’s previously vacant stare zeroed in on Togata, clearly recognizing him as All Might’s successor, taking in his appearance. His gaze shifted momentarily to All Might, making his former student sweat before shifting once more to Mirai. Torino didn’t say anything, but the way that the old man looked at Mirai made the Foresight Hero feel as if he was being judged for something, only to leave Torino disappointed.
“Hey there!” Togata said, coming up to the old man and raising his hand in greeting. “My name’s Togata Mirio, hero name Lemillion! Nice to meet you! Do you get a lot of mileage out of that ‘senile’ joke? I can’t wait to be able to pull that!”
Despite having the personality of an old cat that had been left out in the rain, this managed to elicit a chuckle from Torino.
“Ha! Yeah, it never gets old.”
“Yes, it does!” All Might and Recovery Girl shouted.
“Don’t listen to them.” Torino said.
“Okay!” Togata answered much to the others’ consternation.
“Right. Well, let’s get to work.” The man said with a sadistic grin that made even Togata sweat.
What followed was a week of intensive training, simplified to Torino zipping around Mirai’s exercise room and kicking Togata in the back of the head. It was frankly, a spartan means of training, but being metaphorically thrown into the pool was apparently the push that Togata needed to start to regulate his output of One For All in conjunction with Permeation. Togata likened the experience to rubbing his stomach while patting himself on the head; his arms wanted to do one or the other, but with enough discipline it was possible to just do one. From there, it was a matter of building up how much of One For All Togata could use without damaging himself. At the moment, it was estimated that he could use 20% of One For All safely. Not exactly what Mirai had been hoping for, but at least they had a place they could build up from.
All things considered, Togata started his final year at UA with a breath of relief from Mirai. It was alright. All Might had passed on his legacy to a worthy successor. Though All Might’s death was impending, and the thought still pained Mirai, they had done what they needed to ensure that there would be a Symbol of Peace.
Though Mirai knew that the transition between All Might and Togata would involve a time of upheaval, he had assumed that they had time, that by the time that All Might would have to retire one way or another, Togata would be at the level of the Symbol of Peace before villains could take advantage of it. However, this hope was crushed when a week into the school year, a group calling themselves the League of Villains attacked UA with the intent of killing All Might. The League’s plans were foiled by All Might’s eventual arrival to the USJ where they were attacking, but for the first time in the public’s memory, All Might had failed to protect the people under his charge, as two of the students were murdered. As tragic as that was, Mirai was more disconcerted when Detective Tsukauchi; the last individual who knew about All Might’s injury and Quirk, told them about the analysis done on the monster that the League had brought in an effort to kill All Might, the Nomu. Whatever it was, it had been granted multiple Quirks.
Multiple Quirks.
Mirai almost hoped that this was the result of some deranged mad scientist, because if it wasn’t…that meant that All For One was still alive.
For the time being, all they could do was investigate further, prepare for the possibility that the League would attack again, that All For One was still alive, and continue to train Togata with One For All.
They were forced to take a respite from this planning though as they sat at UA’s funeral for Asui Tsuyu and Mongoose Habuko. As All Might stood at the podium between the portraits of the two girls, Mirai noted how somber he seemed, how seldom he had ever been seen without his trademark smile. Mirai clenched his fists in rage at the League, both for their act of murder and for tarnishing this smile.
“I was supposed to be there for young Asui and young Mongoose. However, I failed in my duty as a hero and as their teacher, and because of my absence, these two, who should have had bright futures inspiring others have died because of my negligence. I cannot apologize for this enough to their family, their friends, and to this school, but I promise as the Symbol of Peace to bring those responsible to justice.”
After the funeral, Togata and Mirai went up to All Might, walking with him into a private room where he could revert to his skinny state. In an act of remorse and respect to his two former students, All Might had stayed in his muscled form for the entirety of the funeral.
“Are you alright, All Might?” Togata asked without his own usual grin, patting the hero on the back as he coughed up blood from exerting himself for so long. The Symbol of Peace simply grunted, sinking into a chair with his head down.
“…I failed those two girls…They’re dead because I couldn’t trust other heroes to do their jobs…there were plenty of heroes out that could have handled the problems that I wasted my time on…heck, the hardest one was something that Mt. Lady and Kamui Woods had already taken care of by the time that I had arrived…” All Might buried his head in his hands, moaning, “If I had trusted the other heroes only once, if I had arrived just a moment earlier…no…” the hero growled to himself, “If I had just done my job as a teacher and not neglected those students, young Asui and young Mongoose would still be alive…”
Mirai knelt next to his hero, his idol, and put his hand on All Might’s shoulder.
“This was not your doing, All Might. This was the work of worthless reprobates, ones that I promise to offer my aid to bring to justice.”
All Might was inconsolable for the rest of the day, only able to truly mourn without everyone outside of the Circle of Trust present, but Mirai and Togata stayed with him. Finally, he stood up and faced Mirai.
“Mirai…young Togata…thank you. The USJ has shown me that I have reached my limit. As much as I hate to admit it, soon, I will have to stop fighting completely. I am grateful to you Sasaki for helping me find someone that I can entrust the future to.”
Mirai patted his idol on the shoulder. He was glad that All Might had finally come to see reason. “You can trust Togata, All Might. He will carry on your legacy.”
It had been a long time since Mirai had been to a Sports Festival, having focused so much on his hero work, even if he had watched them over the television diligently in his search for All Might’s successor. In this case though, Mirai took Nezu’s offer to watch the Third Year Festival from one of the VIP boxes to offer his support to Togata.
Not that he needed it, though, Mirai thought with satisfaction as he watched his pupil compete. Whereas in the previous year, Togata had only managed to get as far as he did through his physical fitness, and had completely floundered the moment he was up against someone with a decent Quirk, this year he absolutely dominated the competition. In the Obstacle Course, Capture the Flag, and the Battle Tournament, Togata’s enhanced speed and ability to simply phase through threats (thanks to having a DNA-infused gym uniform) rendered his competition moot. Even in his last two matches against his friends Amajiki Tamaki and Hado Nejire, together with Togata had likewise grown by leaps and bound over the past year and were now being titled ‘The Big Three’ by Present Mic, there was no competition. Despite Hado flying through the air and enveloping the ring with her Wave Motion Quirk, Togata simply bypassed her attack, tackling her to the ground and forcing her to concede.
Mirai clapped along with the crowd, praising Togata’s reveal to the world as the future Number One Hero. His friend Hado, despite having been defeated, seemed just as exuberant as anyone in the crowd for Togata’s victory, hovering around him and bombarding him with questions. Despite having won though, Mirai couldn’t help but notice that Togata did not seem as excited, both in the aftermath of his victory and when All Might handed him his well-earned gold medal. To the rest of the world, Togata was smiling just as well as anyone else could, but Mirai knew he could do better. No, this would not do. He sought Togata out after the Sports Festival was said and done as Togata was talking to All Might.
“Togata, what is wrong?” Mirai asked as he approached. “I know that you can smile more than this. This is the time that you announce to the world that You are Here!”
Togata cringed at being called out by his mentor, while All Might, now in his emaciated state, frowned towards Mirai.
“Sorry Sir…I just…” Togata held up his hand staring at it. “It doesn’t feel as if I have earned it.”
“’Didn’t earn it?’” Mirai repeated incredulously. “What on earth do you mean?”
Togata frowned at Mirai and looked out towards the ring in the distance where Cementoss was cleaning up.
“Everyone’s praising me for winning, for coming so far from where I was a year ago, and don’t get me wrong, Sir, I am grateful to you for how you helped me…but I didn’t really win because of that work. I won because I was given One For All.” Togata clenched his fist, the blue sparks from One For All arching off of his skin, though he looked forlornly as he beheld his power. “Nejire and Tamaki…they had their own problems, but they worked just as hard as me, and became so incredible, all through their own efforts. People are calling us the Big Three…but I didn’t earn my place the way they did, I didn’t build up my power. They don’t know it, but they didn’t really have a chance to win. I took that chance from them. Maybe I could have still won if I didn’t have One For All…but I’ll never know. I’ll never really know the fruits of my labor the way that they do.”
Perhaps it was a good thing that Togata was facing the floor in his funk so that he couldn’t see Mirai’s flabbergasted expression. Perhaps it was also a good thing that All Might spoke first, putting his hands on Togata’s shoulders.
“Young Togata, I assure you,” All Might said, bulking up to smile at his successor, “this power, this victory, you have earned it. One For All is not a handout, it is something that you had to work for. There’s a difference between being lucky and deserving. One’s an accident, the other, a reward.” The Symbol of Peace knelt down to his future counterpart’s level, Togata finally looking up at him. “You were not given this power by chance. You showed yourself worthy, first to Sasaki, and then to me. I know that this might not have been the way you would have wanted to gain power, but don’t you ever think of yourself as unworthy.”
Finally, Togata was able to smile more sincerely. It still wasn’t at the level that Mirai wanted it, but he chose to let All Might’s words take precedent.
The days after further highlighted how quickly villains were beginning to notice All Might’s diminishing presence and the necessity of Togata to gain greater control over One For All, as the League of Villains launched another attack on Hosu, setting the city ablaze with the help of even more nomu. Meanwhile, the Hero Killer Stain took advantage of the chaos to murder more heroes, including the younger brother of Ingenium, who had attempted to confront Stain in a foolish attempt at revenge. Weeks later, villains showed their boldness again in an attack on I-Island, though thankfully All Might was present to repel the attack, and even more fortuitously for the image of the future Symbol of Peace, Togata was there as his guest and was able to team up with All Might as they took down the enhanced villain Wolfram. A lucky tourist was able to get a picture of the two combining their punches against Wolfram and completely overwhelming the villain; it was sold to the news and made the frontpage. Mirai had a copy framed and hung in his office.
Prior to this though was Togata’s Final Exam of the term. The students were given a task apparently similar to what the First Year students had, and were forced to fight directly against the staff of UA; the difference being that the staff were completely unimpeded by training weights, and in Togata’s case, he was pitted against All Might on his own. This would have been an excellent opportunity for Togata to push his limits on One For All, but instead to Mirai’s consternation, Togata chose to use his Permeation instead. Again Mirai watched, wanting to chew his intern out, as All Might praised Togata for ‘using the strategy that worked for him,’ rather than simply trying to be his copy.
Sentiment aside, Mirai wanted Togata to understand the urgency to gain mastery over One For All. An urgency that turned dire when the League of Villains attacked again, this time striking the First Years’ Summer Camp, severely injuring several students and heroes, and kidnapping the Gold Medalist Bakugou Katsuki and the hero Ragdoll.
Thankfully, one of the students at the Summer Camp was able to think fast enough to attach a tracker to one of the nomu the League used in the attack. This, coupled with a tip that one of the villains from the Summer Camp attack had been seen in a separate part of Kamino than where the tracker had ended up at, let the heroes know that the League had at least two bases.
All of the data that they had so far indicated that All For One was behind the League, and that he was at one of those two locations. They had a chance to rescue Bakugou and Ragdoll, to capture the worthless reprobates that had murdered two children earlier that year, and finally put an end to All For One. The heroes had pulled their strongest heroes together for this mission. Even Togata, despite being only a Provisional Hero still, had been vouched for by Mirai as an invaluable asset due to showing strength on par with All Might. This had been allowed, but with the stipulation that Togata focus on rescuing Bakugou and Ragdoll, and leaving All For One to the more experienced All Might.
However, Mirai, having volunteered to be one of the coordinators for the mission, approached it with dread as the other heroes filed out of the conference room, leaving him alone with All Might in the guise of his civilian identity ‘Yagi Toshinori.’
All Might was down to less than an hour of his available time in his muscled form left, and he was set to fight against All For One, the only villain to have ever injured him.
It was six years since Mirai’s vision. If there was ever a scenario where his vision could come to pass, it was now.
“All Might…” Mirai spoke once it was just him and his hero.
“I know.” All Might said, interrupting Mirai. “You’re afraid that this could be where your vision of my death occurs.”
Mirai’s words were stopped in his throat.
“It doesn’t matter though.” The Symbol of Peace said, coming up to Mirai. “This is something that I need to do. I cannot leave young Bakugou and young Shiretoko in the hands of that monster.”
Mirai couldn’t speak. He didn’t want to watch this fight. He didn’t want to see his icon fall. All Might sighed wearily before putting his hand on Mirai’s shoulder.
“This is why I didn’t want you to read my future, Sasaki. You can’t go into a situation like this expecting that you’ll lose, that you’ll fail. Heroes can’t think like that. I will rescue Bakugou and Shiretoko. I will put an end to All For One, and I won’t let anything tell me otherwise.”
Choked up, Mirai had no words as All Might bulked up and walked out of their command center. This was the man that he had come to admire as his idol, who had pulled him from his despair.
“…However…” All Might said, stopping just before he could open the door, “If this is where your vision comes to fruition,” the hero turned to Mirai, flashing one of his smiles, “I want you to know that I am grateful that I can fight with no fear of the future, thanks to you and Young Togata.”
The mission started off seamlessly at first, with the Bar team surprising and incapacitating the League and securing Bakugou, and the Warehouse team destroying what seemed to be one of the storage places of the nomu. Everything went out of control though the moment that Mirai’s greatest fears were confirmed, and All For One showed himself, blowing away the Warehouse team and sending nomus to distract the Bar team while using another Warping Quirk to rescue the League and bringing Bakugou to his location. All Might was forced to leap across the city and do battle against his fated enemy, all the while forcing himself to hold back his true strength for fear of hurting Bakugou.
This though was Lemillion’s time to shine, as he finally revealed himself, knocking out the League members that were trying to recapture Bakugou and rescuing the hero student. All For One was able to think fast enough to Warp the League away again, but now All Might could fight without reservations. For just a moment, Mirai lost hope as All For One revealed Shigaraki Tomura, his student, to be Shimura Tenko, the grandson of All Might’s master Shimura Nana, captured and warped into a hateful villain in a sick act of spite. All For One used All Might’s dropped guard to hit him with an attack that revealed his emaciated state to the world.
This was it, Mirai dreaded as he beheld All Might fallen before the villain. This was the fulfillment of his vision.
“Don’t give up, All Might!”
Mirai was startled by the sound of Togata shouting to the Symbol of Peace, helping to protect the onlookers and ready to jump in, but refusing to allow All Might to surrender.
“You can beat him!”
“You’re the Symbol of Peace!”
“Beat him, All Might!”
The chants energized All Might, and in a last gamble, he summoned the last embers of One For All and struck his nemesis in a blow that blew a hole through the sky, finally rendering the Symbol of Evil into a crippled husk.
Everyone was silent as they beheld the aftermath of All Might’s last display of power, because they all knew by that point, that it truly was All Might’s last action. He turned to the crowd, and though Mirai knew that most would misinterpret the move, pointed towards them, towards Togata, though he was by that point just another face.
“You’re next.”
Mirai released a breath he didn’t know he was holding and collapsed to the ground. This was not his vision. Or maybe it was, as the passing of All Might as the Symbol of Peace. Regardless, All Might had won, he had survived, and the future was safely resting on Togata’s shoulders. Togata was weeping and shaking at the proclamation despite everyone cheering, likely believing that All Might’s last words were a challenge to the villains who might attempt to take advantage of his retirement. Mirai put his hand on Togata’s shoulder. His intern turned to him and hugged him, sobbing. Mirai allowed him. This was a heavy responsibility, but it was one that he would have to bear.
There was not as much uncertainty or fear after All Might’s retirement as what Mirai would have expected. Perhaps his defeat of All For One had been so inspiring, his supposed challenge to the remaining villains so jarring, that few were brave enough to try the waters without the Symbol of Peace, at least not openly.
While circumstances seemed daunting, Mirai believed that this would be the perfect environment for Togata to begin his ascent as the new Symbol of Peace. Many people were still making comparisons between Togata and All Might from their work together at I-Island and Kamino in regards to their power, their physical appearances, and their heroic presence; Togata just needed something to cement him as society’s new hope. As Mirai was working on his ongoing investigation into the Shie Hassaikai’s increased activity as of late, he wondered if the key to Togata’s debut might be staring at him in the face.
Still, though the evidence that Mirai had gathered pointed to the Shie Hissaikai expanding their Trigger operations, there was a procedure that they had to follow for ongoing investigations; they couldn’t just rush into their compound without a warrant. It was only a matter of time though; with the cooperation of Fat Gum and Ryukyu’s agencies, Mirai was quickly compiling a case that would allow them to finally put an end to the remnants of the yakuza.
This was part of the reason why Mirai had sent Togata out on a patrol for his work study; hoping that he might pick up information that could give the investigation the final push that it needed. Mirai had also sent Togata out though in an effort to give him time to focus; he had come into the agency glum that morning, apparently frustrated over how his efforts to explain Work Studies to the UA First Years went. It was the same story as the Sports Festival; Togata was frustrated, feeling that his demonstration, having the First Years fight him all at once to demonstrate the difference in power and skill that a Work Study could provide, was done facetiously as his power was a result of One For All, not of his efforts improving himself from his Work Study. In truth, Mirai didn’t know what to tell him, and had suggested that Togata patrol as a way for him to clear his head.
Roughly an hour after Togata had gone out on patrol though, he returned, seeming even more upset than before.
“Sir…I think that I ran into Chisaki Kai.”
“What happened?” Mirai asked urgently, wanting to get as many details as possible. Togata went on to explain how a little girl dressed in a hospital gown had bumped into him, only for Chisaki, also known as Overhaul, the leader of the Shie Hissaikai to show up and claim that the scared child, whom he called Eri, was his daughter. Though Togata had doubts about the veracity of this claim, Eri had returned to Chisaki when ordered. Togata attempted to strike up a conversation, passing himself off as an air-headed hero student sent out on a random patrol.
“The way that she was looking at me…it was like she was scared about what might happen to us…both her, and to me…” Togata explained, lost in thought.
“Just as well.” Mirai said. “Chisaki likely knows who you are, but it was good that you hid the fact that you were on the lookout for him and the other Shie Hissaikai. It could have led to him catching onto our investigation and made things more difficult. At least we know that we are in the right area.”
Despite Mirai’s praise though, Togata still seemed despondent.
“Is something wrong?” Mirai asked.
“…That little girl…Eri…” Togata spoke almost to himself. “She was hurt…I think Overhaul may have been hurting her…and I just let her go back to him. I have all this power…and I just let her go…”
Mirai patted Togata on the shoulder.
“You did the right thing. We don’t have enough information to legally confront Chisaki as is.”
Togata did not seem encouraged at all by Mirai’s words, though he nodded and dismissed himself.
A few days later, Mirai and the other heroes involved in the investigation finally reconvened and combined their findings; the Shie Hissaikai had apparently developed Quirk-Erasing bullets and were distributing them amongst criminals. At the moment, the only ones in circulation were temporary, but there was a definite threat of the group developing a permanent variant. Such a weapon could completely destabilize the fragile peace that the heroes were trying to maintain in the wake of All Might’s retirement. What was perhaps most disturbing was the revelation that the bullets contained human-DNA. With the various bits of information that the investigation had gathered so far, combined with what Togata had discovered in his earlier encounter, they realized that Chisaki was using his Quirk to harvest DNA from Eri to create the Quirk-erasing bullets.
Finally, the day of the raid on the Shie Hissaikai base came to pass. Despite the heroes’ best efforts to catch the yakuza off-guard, the villains were ready, reinforcing their base with an army of yakuza ready to die fighting, as well as stationing the Eight Bullets, powerful villains strong enough to contend even with top pro heroes that were completely devoted to Overhaul. Chisaki himself had gotten wind of the raid just as it was about to start and began moving himself and Eri towards an exit.
And yet, all of the Shie Hissaikai’s efforts to resist the heroes came to naught in the face of Lemillion’s overwhelming power and determination. Really, the rest of the heroes proved to be redundant as Togata blasted through every single yakuza in his way, descending down to confront Overhaul in a matter of minutes, easily battering the disgusting villain aside and rescuing Eri. Even when Overhaul, in a fit of madness and rage, used his Quirk to combine himself with his subordinates to mutate himself into a massive, monstrous form, it amounted to nothing as Togata completely crushed him with a single blow.
Mirai got another photo to frame in his office from a cameraman’s lucky shot of Lemillion standing over the battered and mutated Overhaul while holding Eri in his arms. It was exactly the kind of boost that hero society needed, showing everyone that despite All Might’s retirement, the mantle of the Symbol of Peace hadn’t vanished, but merely been transferred.
Togata had chosen to ride with Eri to the hospital where she could be properly checked out; Mirai allowed him this while he handled the last of the administrative work before he drove to the hospital himself to offer Togata his congratulations. Quite fortuitously, Mirai met All Might as he was walking into the hospital himself for the same reason. It was perhaps the most cheerful that Mirai had felt in ages; despite years of struggle, anxiety, failed options for All Might’s successor, culminating in All For One’s return and the rise of villains dedicated to destroying the peace that All Might and Mirai had worked for, all was in control as Togata had managed to carry on All Might’s legacy and showed himself capable of crushing any worthless villain who might try to challenge that peace.
Unfortunately, as soon as Mirai and All Might had found Togata; being directed by a nurse towards Eri’s room, they found him staring forlornly through the room’s window at the little girl. Eri was asleep, but twitching as if tormented by bad dreams.
“Togata, well do…”
“What’s the point of me having One For All?” Togata suddenly asked, cutting Mirai off.
“…Excuse me?” Mirai said.
“What’s the point of me having One For All if I can’t make a little girl feel safe?” Togata stared into Eri’s room. “Overhaul…he wasn’t a challenge. I know that we went through how dangerous he was in the briefings; how powerful his Quirk was, how devoted he made the yakuza to him, but in the end, he went down in a matter of seconds. I could have taken him at any time.” Togata rested his head against the window. “But when I saw Eri; how hurt she was, how scared she was of him, I let her go with him. I was scared of what he might do to Eri if I made the wrong move, of what I might have done to the investigation.”
“You made the right choice, Togata.” Mirai said, trying to put his hand on Togata’s shoulder. “I told you already, we didn’t have legal recourse to pursue him yet…”
“Oh, come on!” Togata bit back, throwing Mirai’s hand off his shoulder in an unusual display of anger, barely keeping his voice down to avoid disturbing Eri. “Eri was covered in bandages, she was clearly scared of Overhaul, and she even begged for my help! What more could I have needed to just take her and leave? I had plenty of legal grounds to at least do that, and if Overhaul tried to stop me, I could have shattered his arms before he even had a chance to use his Quirk! Instead I…” Togata stopped his tirade and shook his head, laying it against the window again contritely. “I failed her…I saw the lab where Overhaul took her apart for those bullets…I sent her back to that…even if it was just for a few days…”
“Togata, I…” Mirai tried to speak up, tried to think of some way to get Togata to see the good that he did, but All Might stopped him with a raised hand before going up to the window to stand next to Togata.
“The press don’t like to talk about this, but you know my debut? The rescue that I did that made me so famous?”
Togata shifted his head so that he was looking at All Might. Mirai meanwhile chose to remain silent, letting All Might deal with cheering up Togata, but also engrossed in whatever story All Might was going to tell.
“I was able to rescue all of those people, yes, but that doesn’t mean that they were all saved. Many of them were left with horrible injuries that left them disfigured or disabled for the rest of their lives. It made it so that they couldn’t go out, that they couldn’t find work…” All Might shook his head dejectedly before looking back at the shocked Togata, not seeing the shocked and affronted Mirai behind them. “Even with One For All…there’s only so much that we can do to help people, Young Togata. I keep wondering about what I could have done differently, looking back with more experience and making me question my decisions that day, perhaps I could have done things that would have made things better for the people that I rescued.” Smiling sadly, All Might put his hand on Togata’s shoulder. “We can always do better, there’s no getting around it. There’s nothing we can do about what happened in the past, we can only try to do better in the future.”
Togata looked back into Eri’s room, where she was resting on the hospital bed in a fitful sleep.
“I will do better.” He promised.
All Might gave his successor a supportive pat on the back.
“We know you will, and I believe Eri knows you will once you get the chance to talk to her. But try not to beat yourself up too much, alright Young Togata? Look! You’re giving yourself gray hair!”
All Might joked, plucking a hair off of Togata’s shoulder.
“Young Eri hugged you rather tightly, didn’t she?”
Togata managed a small smirk. Mirai might have thought it worth pointing out that the hair was too short and the wrong shade for it to be Eri’s, but thought better of it, simply glad that his student was cheering up.
With the Shie Hassaikai case finally put to rest, one might think that Mirai would have free time on his hands, that perhaps he might join Togata as he brought Eri along for UA’s Cultural Festival, but such an individual would be woefully misinformed about how difficult hero work could be. Besides the matter of Mirai continuing to be available for Togata as he mastered One For All and became the new Symbol of Peace, Mirai had immediately shifted the focus of the Nighteye Agency onto the ongoing hunt for the League of Villains. While most heroes dismissed the League as a nonthreat ever since All For One’s defeat and the League being forced to go on the run, recent events indicated that this was not the case. Interrogations of the Eight Bullets revealed that the Shie Hassaikai had recently approached and forced the League into an alliance, only for the League to betray the Shie Hassaikai as Overhaul was being transported to Tartarus, removing his arms and stealing samples of Overhaul’s Quirk-Destroying drug, murdering the pro hero Snatch in the process. Furthermore, as the Shie Hassaikai raid was going on, Gran Torino was partnered with Detective Tsukauchi to apprehend Kurogiri, the Warper of the League. While this aspect of the mission was successful and had deprived the League of one of their most strategically valuable members, Torino and Tsukauchi had only just managed to escape the encounter with their lives and Kurogiri in tow as they were ambushed by a giant villain Kurogiri had called ‘Gigantomachia,’ one of All For One’s faithful servants and whom Torino called a ‘walking disaster.’ It was apparent that the League still posed a significant threat.
The HPSC was grateful for the cooperation of the Nighteye Agency in this investigation, his prestige and Quirk granting him the highest level of access, thus letting him know that the HPSC was currently trying to get the No. 2 Hero Hawks to ingratiate himself with the League to act as a mole.
At this moment though, Hawks was only just starting to make contact with the League, making it unlikely that there could be much progress with the investigation at that point. As Mirai sorted through some old paperwork, he questioned whether it would have been worth it for him to go to UA’s Cultural Festival after all, when he got a call on his personal phone. Seeing that it was All Might, he answered, only to have the hero’s urgent voice practically cry out.
“Sasaki, we need you at UA, now!”
Mirai and the rest of the Circle of Trust were gathered in a private room, the Foresight Hero doing his best to resist the urge to get up from his seat and start to pace. They were waiting for Recovery Girl, who was unfortunately caring for several students and visitors that had been injured in the chaos of Gentle Criminal’s break-in of UA, whether it be in the riots caused by people panicking at villains invading the school, or from One For All suddenly going berserk and causing Togata to manifest Black Whips that lashed out uncontrollably and destroying several parts of the Festival. Togata had only managed to calm down when Aizawa, one of the teachers of UA, was able to Erase Togata’s Black Whips with his Quirk, and was currently resting in a private room of the school hospital while Recovery Girl juggled performing an exam on him with caring for all of her other patients.
What in the world had happened? How could Togata manifest a third Quirk, of all things? From what information Mirai had gathered about the event, Togata had manifested the Black Whips after he had started shouting at Gentle Criminal and his associate, so perhaps they were triggered by anger, but that still didn’t explain what the Black Whips were or where they came from.
It was late in the afternoon when Togata and Recovery Girl finally showed up in the room with the rest of them.
“Young Togata, are you alright?” All Might asked, walking up to Togata in concern.
“I’m…fine.” Togata attempted to answer, doing his best to maintain his smile, though it was clear that it was forced, and withered further as he went on. “Principal Nezu, Recovery Girl told me that Eri wasn’t hurt and that Aizawa-sensei is taking care of her. Do you think that I might be able to talk to her later? I’m…I need to apologize to her for ruining the Festival.”
“Enough of that.” Nezu said, interrupting Togata’s self-deprecation. “I am certain that Eri will be anxious to talk to you, but whatever this was, I do not believe that there was any way that you could have prepared for it.” The chimera turned to Recovery Girl. “May we ask what the prognosis is?”
“From the tests that I’ve been able to run,” Recovery Girl spoke out loud while reading her clipboard, “Togata’s body only reads as having one Quirk, just as it did when he first received One For All and the Quirk absorbed Permeation.”
“So…these Black Whips manifested from One For All?” Mirai asked. “How?”
“I actually might have an idea about that.” Togata spoke out loud, getting everyone’s attention. “When I was unconscious…I think I spoke to two of the previous holders of One For All.”
“You spoke to the previous holders?” All Might asked, amazed.
“Which ones?” Torino asked.
“Shimura Nana was there.” Togata said, “but she didn’t say much. She was mostly letting another of the holders talk.”
Torino and All Might stared in shock at Togata’s claim, of talking to their deceased friend and mentor.
“Nana…” All Might whispered out loud, his eyes wide. Mirai could tell that he was barely restraining himself from crying.
“The other one…” Togata went on, “He said his name was Banjo Daigoro, the Fifth Holder. It was his Quirk that was manifested, Black Whip. According to him, it’s controlled by my emotions…I guess that when I got angry at Gentle Criminal, it triggered Black Whip.” Togata glowered, only to suddenly grasp his arm as it twitched. For a brief moment, there was an abated breath in the room, before Togata slowly let go and tried to continue speaking. “I couldn’t talk back to them…it was like the only part of me that existed wherever they were was my eyes. Anyway, they told me that One For All stores Vestiges of its previous holders, including a copy of their Quirks. According to them, One For All has reached singularity, which means that I’m going to start manifesting the Quirks of the previous holders.” Togata looked at his hand. Mirai wondered how unfamiliar it seemed to him nowadays. “So, I guess that’s going to be some more Quirks that I’m going to need to get the hang of.” He spoke with an attempt at a chuckle.
The people in the room were silent for a moment, the information sinking into them.
“Alright…” Mirai said, speaking up, trying to come to terms with this new information. “This is a good thing…This will give you more options. We’ll help you deal with this just like we helped you when you first received One For All. We might have to alter your cover story some…but we’ll figure something out.”
Mirai did his best to look at the positives of this situation, as chaotic as it seemed. Explaining something like this away was going to be difficult though. They had come up with the original cover story that Togata’s Permeation Quirk had mutated before the start of his Third Year, allowed him to alter the density of his body, making him stronger than before. Black Whips weren’t going to be covered by an explanation like that; perhaps they could change it to saying that Permeation somehow converted Togata’s mass to energy, which manifested in this odd form?
“Did Nana and this Banjo fellow say anything else, young Togata?” All Might asked warily. At this question, Togata’s expression became more concerned.
“No…they seemed to be in a rush. There was something that they seemed upset about and wanted to talk to me for…but then I woke up.”
“It might be wise to try to find a way to communicate with the previous holders again if there is more information that they wanted you to know.” Nezu suggested. “Perhaps you could take up meditation? It might also aid you in controlling this new Black Whip Quirk.”
“Maybe, but that still leaves five other Quirks, not counting whoever the first holder was.” Mirai pointed out, turning to Gran Torino and Recovery Girl. “What do we know about the previous holders’ Quirks? Nana had Float, so Gran Torino might be able to help Togata when he starts to manifest it, but who did she get it from, and what was his Quirk?”
“…His name was En.” Torino answered gruffly. “But that’s all we know about him. Nana told me that she got One For All from him as he was dying from a battle he had with All For One.”
“Still, a name is something that we can work with.” Mirai said as he wrote down everything that he had heard so far about the previous holders. “If what Togata said about Banjo is true, that means that we at least have names on the previous three holders of One For All. Maybe if we can find out more about Banjo, we’ll have an idea of who he got it from, and so on.”
“Alright…alright!” Togata remarked, seeming more energized. “We’ve got a plan to carry out! Research the previous holders, and figure out how to use whatever Quirks they might have had!”
Mirai felt relieved by his student’s enthusiasm returning, which seemed to be spreading to the rest of the Circle of Trust as they were about to set out to work, when he noticed something.
“Togata…hold on.”
Togata froze in surprise as Mirai took a closer look at his head.
There was no mistaking it this time. Amongst Togata’s blond hair, there was a subtle streak of gray.
Mirai and All Might were able to make quick progress in their research into the most recent holders. Thankfully the ‘En’ that Torino had referenced had been a registered pro hero with the code name ‘Smoke-Eater,’ full name ‘Tayutai En.’ His Quirk, ‘Smokescreen,’ allowed him to dispel thick purple smoke from his body. Mirai had to privately question how someone with such a comparatively weak Quirk had been entrusted with the responsibility of One For All, but perhaps Banjo had given to him out of desperation the same way that Nana had been given it.
Banjo was slightly more difficult due to the greater disorganization and chaos of the hero system of his time, but finding information on him was well within Mirai’s abilities; he was one of the earliest official pro heroes in Japan with the code name ‘Lariat,’ who had experienced a similar, unexplained boost to his strength similarly to En, only to have died in a building collapse. It seemed that he had partnered with the younger En at some point, and had transferred One For All to him.
Holders prior to Banjo though were going to be more difficult for Mirai to find; it was only around his era that pro-heroes had truly risen. This left Mirai confronted with the unfortunate fact that the previous holders were most likely not heroes themselves. This would have been at a time at which All For One was at the height of his power and Japan was stuck in the midst of chaos. Further revelations would either require for more intensive investigations, or more information from the Vestiges themselves.
Then there was the matter of Togata’s hair. Perhaps it was simply a matter of the stress of what had been happening; All Might’s retirement, the various villain attacks, and the emotional shock of Black Whip had culminated in Togata’s hair turning gray…but there was also a concern that this had something to do specifically with One For All. Recovery Girl’s tests unfortunately pointed towards this. Many of the exams that she performed on Togata indicated that his body was under severe stress, and Recovery Girl’s assumption was despite Togata managing to use One For All, he wasn’t giving his body enough time to rest and trying to push too far, too fast. This prognosis set Mirai’s teeth on edge; they needed Togata to be ready as quickly as possible, and she was telling them that even the painfully slow pace they had been going at was still too fast?
Communicating with the Vestiges was unfortunately another issue. According to Togata, there were times where he was able to access what he called the ‘Vestige World’ in his dreams, but when he did, it was a cacophony of formless shapes and discordant voices that he could make no sense of, though some of the shadows he sometimes saw that were close to taking a coherent form did seem interested in trying to communicate with him. It was unfortunately nothing that Togata was able to get information out of for the time being, so it was something that he would have to continue to work on. This difficulty though also had the side effect of giving Togata rather fitful sleep, causing him to wake up in the middle of the night on several occasions, which was obviously not a helpful circumstance when emotional stability was a requirement for handling Black Whip.
Initially, Mirai thought that it would be a simple matter for Togata to handle this; according to Banjo, Black Whip was triggered by anger, after all, and Togata had always shown remarkable control over his emotions, always maintaining his upbeat, cheerful, heroic personality. However, when Togata used Black Whip, it was usually all he could do to keep it from lashing out in an erratic mess, let alone learn how to use it practically.
In their efforts to aid Togata in this endeavor, All Might had granted Togata access to his training rooms in his agency in Might Tower; one of the only facilities in the world capable of restraining the power of One For All. Mirai and All Might were watching Togata’s progress as he attempted to use Black Whip to hit some targets from behind the safety of some reinforced glass, while wearing sensors that monitored his vitals and his brain patterns. However, while Togata was able to maintain enough control to use one Black Whip at a time, his aim, even against a stationary target, left much to be desired.
“Control your emotions, Togata.” Mirai chastised his intern over the intercom. “I know you can do it. You would not have been chosen as All Might’s successor were this not the case.”
The moment Mirai said this though, Togata started to groan out in pain. Several more strands of Black Whip began to emerge from his arm, writhing around like some Lovecraftian infection, striking against the reinforced walls of the training room. Togata fell to his knees, clutching his arm groaning as he tried to pull the Black Whips back. Before Mirai could try to get his student to calm down though, All Might turned on his intercom.
“Young Togata, it’s alright. We’re here for you. You don’t need to be afraid.”
Togata’s back heaved as he took some deep breathes. The Black Whips stopped writhing as quickly, but they were still there. Mirai was about to turn on his intercom to speak, but was stopped by All Might, holding up a hand to him. After a minute, Togata was able to pull the Black Whips back into his body, and he collapsed fully onto his hands and knees, gasping for air. All Might wasted no more time and rushed into the training room with Mirai to help support Togata as he recovered. After they brought him to a couch in a nearby break room to rest, Togata asked for All Might to stay behind. Mirai took the time to go over the data they had gathered from the exercise, trying to make sense of what had happened. After a few minutes though, All Might approached him.
“I think that it would be best if you spoke to Young Togata.”
“Excuse me?” Mirai repeated. “Is something wrong?”
“I’d rather let him explain.” All Might responded, before imploring further. “Please, Sasaki, there are some things that he needs to get off of his chest.”
Mirai didn’t have any reason to refuse, so he went into the breakroom where Togata was waiting. Before Mirai took a seat, he noticed that Togata wasn’t looking at him, and his expression was one of frustration and stress. Mirai felt baffled; while he could understand the pressure getting to his student, it felt wrong for him to not be the cheerful and enthusiastic young man that had convinced him of his heroic potential.
“All Might said that you wanted to talk to me, Togata?” He asked once he had sat down.
It took Togata a moment before he could pick his head back up and look at Mirai.
“Sir…when you took me on as an intern…was it because you thought I had potential as a hero, or was it just because you thought that I would be a good successor for All Might?”
“…I fail to see the distinction between the two points.” Mirai answered after a moment of confusion. This was apparently the wrong thing to say, as Togata noticeably winced before frowning at Mirai.
“I’m not All Might, Sir. I know that you want me to be, but I’m not, and frankly, I don’t think that I really want to be.”
Despite Mirai’s attempts to maintain a neutral expression, he felt a twitch of frustration and shock mar his features for a moment, something which Togata apparently picked up on immediately as he pointed at Mirai.
“There, right there, me saying that bugs you, doesn’t it?”
“Togata…” Mirai said, schooling his features to try to calm down and speak rationally, “I am aware that you are your own person…”
“Are you, Sir?” Togata asked bluntly. His delivery gave Mirai pause. He had never seen Togata act this way before. Was this why he was having such a hard time handling Black Whip?
“Sir…” Togata continued, “It just feels to me that you keep seeing me through the lens of All Might, instead of seeing me for…me. Whenever I have a problem, it’s like you expect me to just be able to immediately handle it.”
Mirai held his peace, admitting that he had expected Togata to have an easier time handling One For All than he had; struggling to manage the different activation requirements for the Quirk in comparison to Permeation as well as struggling to handle One For All’s full power. All Might had simply been a natural with the Quirk from the start, and Togata was as similar to All Might as Mirai could have found.
“When I was learning how to deal with Permeation, you were patient with me. You led me through it, step-by-step. The fact is though, One For All doesn’t just immediately make me the Symbol of Peace. I don’t think that it immediately made All Might the Symbol of Peace either.”
Again, Mirai had to school his features to prevent his irritation at Togata’s statement from seeping through.
“And so often, when I do have a problem, you don’t seem to care. When I was upset about how One For All made me feel when I won the Sports Festival or when I was talking to the First Years about Work Studies, you acted like it didn’t matter. When I was upset about leaving Eri behind, you acted like it didn’t matter. Like my feelings or problems didn’t matter. Heck, lately it feels like you get upset with me whenever I take a break from training to see Eri. She’s a little girl who’s been through hell, maybe worse than anything anyone else has experienced, and I’m one of the few people that she trusts. I need to be there for her.”
This last point was admittedly something that had bothered Mirai. Togata had rescued Eri and was in as good hands as anyone could hope for. Togata had done what he needed to do for her, regardless of his personal belief that he had failed Eri for not trying to rescue her the moment that he had seen her. It was an unnecessary load that Togata had insisted on carrying at a time where it was vital for him to gain full control of One For All. That being said, Mirai realized that Togata’s progress required that he get these issues off of his chest. While Mirai disagreed with him on several counts, voicing these disagreements wouldn’t help them.
“I apologize for making you feel that way, Togata.” Mirai responded. “I will do my best to be more respectful towards your feelings.”
Togata considered Mirai for a moment before managing to thankfully smile again.
“Thank you, Sir. I appreciate that.” The young man stood up and stretched. “I think that I’ll give Black Whip another…”
Suddenly, Togata’s words were cut off as he looked at his right arm where he had been trying to control Black Whip.
“…shot…”
Mirai could see it too. Faint, thin cracks were spiderwebbed across Togata’s arm.
Mirai watched with the rest of the country as Endeavor fought against the nomu ‘Hood,’ as he used his Ultimate Move to incinerate the abomination. When the dust cleared, Hood was destroyed, but Endeavor was unable to get up. Through the smoke of the battlefield, Mirai watched as Dabi, one of the most prominent members of the League of Villains, walked up to the fallen hero, laughed, and kicked him in the head before being warped away. Like the rest of the country, Mirai realized the same thing: The League of Villains had just shown how huge of a threat they still were. They still had the capacity to create monsters capable of contending with the No. 1 Hero. They could have killed Endeavor if they had wanted to.
Mirai had hoped that Togata’s victory at the Shie Hassaikai raid would have staved off villains from being too bold and would have allowed society to trust that they were still safe, but with Endeavor’s fight, the peace was quickly eroding away. Heroes were working harder than ever; Togata and several other of his classmates who had obtained their Provisional Licenses had been spending less time in class and more on the field as extra manpower. Togata’s presence was a boon, of course, helping to restore people’s faith and hope, but there was only so much he could do, especially when Mirai and the rest of the Circle of Trust were still trying to figure out the mystery of what was happening with One For All.
They were on less time than Mirai had hoped. Society needed its new Symbol of Peace. The progress that Mirai, Togata, and the rest of the Circle of Trust had yielded mixed results in this regard. Togata was taking Recovery Girl’s advice and not exerting himself as much, all the while making slow progress in the amount of One For All that he could safely access. It was not at the rate that Mirai would have hoped for, but even at the slower pace, Mirai estimated that within a few months, Togata would be able to safely access All Might’s level of power. This would normally be cause for celebration, but the research being performed by Mirai and Recovery Girl was not as encouraging.
Try as he might, the trail of One For All had stopped at Banjo; whoever he had received it from had evidently taken efforts to keep their trail hidden, admittedly a wise decision when contending with All For One. This unfortunately left Mirai at a dead end, giving him no clue as to who the previous holders were or what other Quirks his student might start developing.
Recovery Girl meanwhile had been making more progress in her examinations of Togata, but in the light of the cracks that formed on his arm, the prognosis was not encouraging.
“I have never seen anything like this.” Recovery Girl said grimly as she looked over Togata’s results. “These cracks on Togata’s arm are the same kind of symptom as his gray hair; his skin cells are dying. It’s as if Togata’s body is withering away.” The old woman looked to the people gathered in her office with a grim expression. Perhaps fortuitously, Togata wasn’t present. “I fear that while One For All is strengthening Togata’s body, it is also exposing it to enormous amounts of strain as well, even when he is not actively using it.”
“…Are we certain that One For All is the cause, though?” All Might suggested weakly. Recovery Girl grumbled and shook her head in frustration in response.
“What else could it be? I can think of nothing else that could be straining Togata’s body this much. Not to mention, there is some precedent for these kinds of symptoms already.” Recovery Girl shuffled to another filing cabinet, this one requiring her to type in a passcode before she pulled out another stack of files.
“Nezu had me analyze these a while ago. It’s what we’ve managed to gather on the League’s nomu. The acting theory right now is that they are made from corpses that have artificially had Quirks implanted into them, whether through All For One or some other unknown method. Even though the nomu are technically already dead, it’s been observed that the more Quirks they have implanted in them, the more medical complications they suffer; you can take a look at what they’ve found.”
Mirai hesitantly looked through the files. Neural degeneration, mental atrophy, and shortened lifespan.
“There’s another example: Wolfram.” Recovery Girl brought up some mugshots of the villain that All Might and Togata had teamed up to defeat on I-Island. Earlier pictures showed the face-painted man with a cocky smirk, but more recent images showed his face to be pale, with deep creases all over his manic expression. “Wolfram is another example of someone being granted two Quirks, as well as experiencing those Quirks being massively empowered. When Wolfram used the Quirk Amplification Headset, it greatly empowered him, but it also seriously debilitated his mental state. He still hasn’t recovered from the experience. If anything, he’s gotten worse.” Recovery Girl showed another, more recent image of Wolfram, this one of him in the hospital. Here, the villain’s eyes seemed vacant and blank, and his skin was stretched over his skull, with a faint line of drool trickling out of the corner of his mouth. “He has suffered from severe neurological damage, and his organs have been massively strained, requiring that he have around-the-clock medical care. His doctors aren’t sure how much longer he has.”
Recovery Girl sat down in her office chair, leaning on her walking cane, giving Togata’s results a concerned look.
“As much as I hate to consider this, I can’t help but worry that the same may happen to Togata.”
“But…that doesn’t make sense…” All Might interjected. “I had One For All for decades, and I never experienced anything like this, and as far as I know, neither did Nana…did she?” All Might asked Recovery Girl, though the Youthful Hero merely shrugged and shook her head.
“Nana never talked to me about experiencing any kinds of problems like this, though she could be rather private about her personal problems.”
Torino, who had been quiet for most of the meeting, spoke up.
“…You mentioned that the strain on nomu gets worse the more Quirks they get. What if that’s the reason why Togata’s having these problems and Toshi here hasn’t?”
“That is a possibility.” Recovery Girl admitted, only for Mirai to raise his voice again.
“But you just mentioned that you never saw Nana have any of these problems!”
“I said that she never told me about any problem like this!” Recovery Girl snapped back, angrily tapping her cane on the floor, before hanging her head in frustration. “Nana was convinced that she was living off of borrowed time for most of her career, especially the closer she got to her fight with All For One. She was hardly concerned about her health by that point.”
“Perhaps now that One For All has reached singularity, it’s simply become too powerful for the human body to handle…” Nezu mused ominously.
“Then we’ll strengthen Togata’s body further!” Mirai shouted out, causing the others to flinch by his volume. All Might was forced to speak up before anyone else could snap.
“There is too much we don’t know right now to be certain. I think that the best we can do is to be on watch and continue to try to research Togata’s condition and the previous holders as much as possible. I would rather not assume the worst if this is how it makes us act.”
“That may be wise.” Nezu agreed, helping the tension in the office to lower some. “I would rather we not frighten Togata with a terminal diagnosis unless we are absolutely certain.”
“Fine.” Recovery Girl acquiesced. “But I will tell him and his parents about what I at least know. And while I know that I’m going to be ignored here, as his doctor I think that it would be best if he stays off of active duty for the time being.”
Mirai certainly did intend to ignore that.
Sometime later, Mirai received a call from Endeavor, asking to meet with him and Nezu at his agency in private. Patrolling at the time with Togata, Mirai asked his intern to team up with Endeavor’s sidekick Burnin as she was showing the ropes to two students; Bakugou Katsuki and Endeavor’s son, Todoroki Shoto.
The current No. 1 Hero was in a foul mood as he led Mirai and Nezu towards his office; from what Mirai could gather the Work Study wasn’t going well. It was to be expected considering the Commission had insisted that Endeavor take on Bakugou along with his son; Mirai could only assume that the HPSC wanted what they saw as the two strongest First Years of 1A to be taught by the best, especially as they were so far behind their peers who had their Provisional Licenses for months already.
“What I tell you can’t leave this room.” The current No. 1 Hero Endeavor said to Mirai and Nezu once they were secure in his office.
“I assure you, we are completely aware of operational security.” Mirai responded, adjusting his glasses while Nezu calmly observed the father of one of his students in the seat next to Mirai.
“Perhaps, but what I am about to divulge has led me to realize how close the enemy has been without us noticing.”
This warning caused Mirai to stiffen, and for the levity to drain from Nezu’s face.
“Hawks has informed me that the League has recently come into contact with another villain group and has subsumed its leadership. According to him, it is a resurrected form of the Meta Liberation Army.”
Mirai felt a jolt.
“…How big are they?” He asked.
“Hawks isn’t sure, but they are wide enough and entrenched enough that they have influence over almost every aspect of our society.” Endeavor slid some photographs towards Mirai and Nezu. Mirai’s heart almost skipped a beat as he recognized the individuals: Yotsubashi Rikiya; the CEO of Deternat, Hanabata Koku; the leader of the Hearts and Minds political party, Chikazoku Tomoyasu; a leading board member of Feel Good Inc., and Kizuki Chitose; the now-deceased executive director of Shoowaysha Publishing. Individuals at some of the highest positions of media, politics, information technology, and support equipment in their society.
“…That wasn’t an earthquake in Deika City, was it?” Nezu realized.
“No. That was the end result of a fight between the League and the MLA. It seems that the League have become far more powerful than they were just a few months ago.” Endeavor mused with a glower. “The MLA’s leadership covered up the incident afterwards. Considering the influence that they’ve had and how well they’ve covered up their presence, I almost consider it to our benefit that the League has forced their hand and revealed them. Who knows how long these villains could have operated and how far they could have spread their influence with us none the wiser? Regardless, the League, or as they are apparently calling themselves now, the ‘Paranormal Liberation Front,’ have gained an army, and all of the resources of the MLA.”
The implications of this statement were staggering. If what Endeavor said was true, then the League was in a position where they could overthrow society at almost any point.
“Hawks was able to deliver a message to me, saying that the PLF intends to strike at the end of winter, so the HPSC intends to gather an army of heroes to surprise them before they get that chance.”
Nezu’s grip on his teacup noticeably tightened. Mirai could only imagine how infuriated he was at the realization of what the HPSC’s insistence that all hero students with Provisional Licenses start taking Work Studies actually meant. It was one thing to use teenagers who hadn’t even completed their training to bolster the country’s law enforcement, but it sounded as if the HPSC intended to use hero students as foot soldiers against an army; the strength of which Mirai was certain the HPSC was underestimating.
“…There’s one more thing, though.” Endeavor said in an undertone, “From what Hawks has gathered, Shigaraki is in the process of undergoing some sort of procedure that will make him much stronger. He wasn’t able to gather any more details than that, but considering what this Doctor of the League’s has been able to create, we should prepare for the worst.”
Multitudes of nightmarish scenarios played out for Mirai; Shigaraki turned into some sort of sentient Nomu akin to Hood, Shigaraki’s Decay Quirk being evolved to the point that he could remove entire portions of the country within seconds, so many horrific ideas, each more terrifying than the last. Whether he was Nana’s grandson or not, it was clear; Shigaraki would need to be eliminated. Mirai’s musing was interrupted though as he noticed that Endeavor was looking specifically at him.
“I understand that your intern Lemillion has shown power on par with that of All Might. Can I trust that he will be ready for when this battle comes?”
“He will be.” Mirai answered abruptly. Endeavor did not seem convinced, especially as he noticed the glare that Nezu sent in his direction. For his part, Nezu calmly laid his teacup down, fixing Endeavor with his gaze.
“Togata is powerful and skilled. I am confident that he has the potential to become the next Number One Hero.”
Endeavor’s eyes furrowed a miniscule amount at Nezu’s slight against him, but not even he was willing to express his displeasure any further towards someone as dreaded as Nezu, particularly one that was already noticeably angry.
“However, he is still my student, and should not be expected to handle a situation meant for licensed heroes, or, if what you are telling us is true, special operations soldiers.”
Endeavor returned Nezu’s glare, and while the chimera did not seem intimidated, he eventually stood up.
“That being said, I am aware of the kinds of monstrosities that our enemy can bring to bear, and if Togata accepts the responsibility we are putting on him, than I will not stand in his way.
Finally, the meeting came to an end. While Endeavor left to check on the progress of his son and Bakugou, Mirai and Nezu convened together.
“…We need Togata to be ready.” Mirai said in an undertone.
“…I am aware.” Nezu admitted in resignation. “I can only hope that Endeavor and the other heroes will be enough to contend with the League…but I am not that optimistic, not when they have the ability to bring monsters like Hood and Gigantomachia to bear. Still, I do not like that we are forcing so much responsibility onto Young Togata’s shoulders, not when he is already struggling with so much already.”
“This is the purpose of One For All.” Mirai said to Nezu, but also, if he was honest, to himself. “To be the unstoppable force for good, to overcome whatever evil we may face. I have faith that Togata can handle it.”
The two spoke no further as they approached the exit doors to Endeavor’s agency, where they found Lemillion waiting.
“Hey, Sir! Hey, Principal Nezu! How was your meeting with Endeavor?”
Seeing Togata cheerful again soothed Mirai, who responded with his own smile.
“Informative and confidential.”
“So, it was like getting a prostate exam?” Togata snarked back, actually getting Mirai to laugh.
Oh, how Mirai wished in coming days how he could have just stopped things here, at the last point that they could live in ignorant bliss as to what their circumstances really were, where Togata could tell a joke and truly mean it.
Instead though, as they were laughing, Togata’s grin suddenly turned into a grimace of pain.
“Togata, what is it?” Mirai asked in concern as Togata was clutching his head.
“I don’t know, I just…” Togata’s head snapped up in concern. “Something’s going on outside.”
Togata didn’t wait to explain, simply rushing out the doors as Mirai attempted to run after his student to follow.
The scene that Togata led Mirai to was one of absolute chaos. Some deranged villain calling himself ‘Ending’ was screaming for Endeavor to come and kill him, holding his older son Natsuo hostage with a bizarre Quirk that allowed him to control the painted lines on roads. It was all Burnin could do to contain the villain’s rampage; Bakugou and the younger Todoroki having been defeated earlier and Burnin trying to shield their unconscious bodies.
Normally, Togata would be having no issues with a villain like this, even with the presence of a hostage; he would simply sink into the ground, and then blast himself out of the earth beneath them in a surprise hit. He was actually doing an excellent job anticipating Ending’s erratic attack patterns as his lane lines writhed around, threatening to crush the two Todoroki boys, Bakugou, Burnin, and the surrounding area. However, he was also in clear, constant pain, wincing with his eyes closed the moment before a lane line could hit him or someone else, only just managing to throw himself or the other target out of the way before they could get hit. Finally, Togata was able to smash through the line holding Natsuo hostage before unleashing a smash that completely tore up the road and left Ending a battered mess. The moment Ending was defeated though, Togata fainted. Mirai ran to his side and immediately called for an ambulance, trying to support his student’s head as his eyes twitched erratically beneath his eyelids.
Togata was transferred to the hero wing of a nearby hospital. The rooms of the wing were designed to be soundproof and had stringent security protocols, granting Mirai and the rest of the Circle of Trust the chance to converse in private. Mirai shared what information he had with the others, though none of them could come up with an explanation for what had just transpired…nothing good, at least. Whatever had happened to Togata had led to the cracks on his arms deepening and another lock of his hair to go gray.
Finally, Togata woke up. While Mirai was relieved to see that his situation wasn’t as dire as a coma, Togata’s expression waking up did not bode well. He looked haunted, his eyes not focusing on anyone, but instead staring at the wall.
“Togata, are you alright?” Mirai asked tentatively, wanting to ease his student back. “I was worried about you. Recovery Girl wasn’t able to figure out what caused those migraines…”
“Shinomori Hikage.”
Mirai’s words were brought to a halt by the sound of Togata speaking, though he still wasn’t facing anyone.
“That was the fourth holder. That was his Quirk; Danger Sense. It allowed him to detect people’s intent and negative emotions, giving him the chance to react. The problem is that it causes a sharp, stabbing sensation in your head.”
“…Alright…” Mirai spoke hesitantly, disturbed by Togata’s behavior. “It’s going to be alright, Togata. We’ll help you deal with this, just like we have with the other Quirks.”
Togata did not respond to Mirai, did not even acknowledge his attempts to cheer him up. He merely turned his head to the others with a lost look in his eyes.
“…He explained to me why my hair is going gray, why my skin is falling apart, and why I always feel my body aching…”
Mirai and the others recoiled at this proclamation. Recovery Girl sputtered for a moment before waving her cane at Togata.
“Young man, I told you that I need to know if you are experiencing these kinds of symptoms! How could you just hide…”
“One For All is going to kill me.”
The room fell silent, with Mirai, All Might, Nezu, Gran Torino, and Recovery Girl all staring at Togata in horror, praying that they had misheard him or that he was misinformed.
“It’s like you were afraid of, Recovery Girl. According to Shinomori…giving someone a Quirk who already possesses a Quirk strains their body and drains their vitality. The stronger the Quirk is, the greater the drain. When Shinomori got it from the Third holder, he hid from All For One and trained with it to strengthen the Quirk further, but found that his body was aging and falling apart at an accelerated rate.” Togata turned his dead-looking eyes to the pale and horrified form of All Might. “The reason that it didn’t affect you is because you were Quirkless when Nana gave you One For All, so your body wasn’t overloaded. Shinomori compared it to an empty cup. If you try to put more into a cup that’s already filled, the cup will overflow.” Togata lifted his arm, looking at the now-prominent cracks along his skin. “Shinomori’s body was falling apart by the time that he turned forty. And since One For All has gotten so much stronger since then…” Togata clenched his fist, trembling, “…I don’t think that I have much time left. Shinomori estimated maybe a few months.”
Togata let his arm fall, while the rest of the room took in what he had said.
Nezu stared at Togata, his smile absent.
“Nana…”
This comment came from Gran Torino as he leaned against his walking stick, staring at the floor. Perhaps he was wondering if Nana had an idea of this, or simply realizing that even if she hadn’t been murdered by All For One, she most likely wouldn’t have had long to live regardless.
Recovery Girl seemed the strongest in the face of this news, simply frowning and granting Togata a respectful silence. Reasonable perhaps, being the one most often in the position to have received the news of the oncoming death of her patients.
All Might reacted the worst, collapsing against the wall of the room, muttering himself. Like Togata, he seemed unaware of what was going on around him, lost in his despair.
“No…no…no…”
This…this couldn’t be happening. This wasn’t right.
Was…was this the real fulfillment of Mirai’s vision? The death not of All Might, but of his legacy? Everything that Mirai had dedicated his life to…the young man that had come to the be the new hope…was it all doomed to fade away?
No. They couldn’t lose this. They would just need to restrategize.
“We just need to find a new successor.” Mirai announced. He put his hands on Togata’s shoulders, willing his student to look at him. “Togata, we will find someone you can give One For All to. We will save you.”
“I…” Togata looked at Mirai for a moment with tears threatening to fall before he dipped his head. “I don’t know if that will make much of a difference, Sir. I’ve already burnt through so much of my life.”
“We can still save what’s left!” Mirai yelled desperately, making Togata flinch.
“Sasaki, calm yourself.” Nezu said sharply, forcing Mirai to take a breath.
All Might had barely reacted to anything that had gone on, still staring off into space in horror, mumbling to himself.
“…Sasaki’s right…we…we need to do everything we can to help Togata.” Shakily, the former Symbol of Peace walked up to his successor in an attempt to offer his own comfort. “Young Togata…I am so sorry…I never meant for this to happen…I…” Despite having his own hand on Togata’s shoulder in Mirai’s place, All Might still seemed only partly present, lost in his thoughts and regrets. “I…I failed…I should have…I…”
“…I’ll…I’ll begin searching right now…I’ll put all my cases on hold…” Mirai said, turning to leave the room when Togata suddenly spoke up.
“…Something’s coming, isn’t it?” Togata asked, freezing Mirai in place. “All those First Years the HPSC is having do Work Studies…even the ones who aren’t ready like Bakugou and Todoroki…it’s not just because villains have been getting bolder, is it? They’re scared.”
Mirai couldn’t bring himself to answer. He should have known that Togata would have caught on to what the HPSC was doing; Mirai was the one who had been teaching him about investigative work, after all. Though only Mirai and Nezu knew the full extent of what the HPSC’s intentions were, it seemed that no one was surprised at Togata’s question.
“…Yes.” Nezu admitted, but elaborating no further. “One For All is a heavy responsibility, one far heavier than what any of us have a right to force you to carry. It is however, your Quirk, and it is your choice in what you do with it.”
Mirai had heard enough. He needed to work. He needed to find some way to save Togata. While All Might was doing what he could to comfort Togata, Mirai left, heading to his agency. He ordered Bubble Girl to screen all calls, and sealed himself in his office. However, someone was already there.
“Sasaki, you need to stop and think.” Nezu said as from Mirai’s seat behind his desk. Mirai only allowed himself a brief moment of shock at the appearance of the chimera before he shook his head and refocused.
“What else is there to think about beyond finding someone for Togata to pass One For All to?” He asked, taking his seat back from Nezu and immediately starting to work on his computer.
“Togata is right.” Nezu spoke, and though Mirai did his best to ignore him, Nezu still made his words heard. “We know he is right, he simply does not know the extent of the threat that we face. You said it yourself; we need Togata to be ready in time for the Battle. I highly doubt that the HPSC is properly estimating the scale of the threat that the PLF poses to us. They have always found it so easy to dismiss the deaths of heroes they sent out, as long as they came off on top in the end. With the resources that the League can bring to bear, I do not believe that we can defeat them without Togata’s help.”
“Togata is not a proper vessel for One For All.” Mirai said, wanting to vomit as he spoke the words, having put so much confidence in the young man in the past, but forced to face the reality of their situation in order to preserve All Might’s legacy. “If he does not pass it on, both he and it will die.”
“Yes. But if he passes it on, are you so sure that One For All will not die anyway, along with whoever he gives it too?”
“Why do you assume that?” Mirai asked impatiently. “We just need to find a Quirkless successor. All Might was able to handle One For All perfectly fine when he got it.”
“One For All has grown exponentially over the past year.” Nezu interjected, pulling out a folder and flipping to its contents. “This new information that Togata has given to us about One For All puts much of the data that Recovery Girl has been gathering into context. Togata’s vitals have been skyrocketing far past the point that would be safe; we had simply assumed that it was normal for One For All.” Nezu looked up at Mirai, who was still trying not to pay too close attention. “Even if Togata were to find a Quirkless successor, can we really guarantee that the Quirk would not overstrain them? Even an empty cup can overflow.”
“That’s just theory though.” Mirai argued. “Shinomori showed strain, and yet when All Might received a more powerful version of One For All, he was completely fine. We have every reason to believe that another Quirkless successor would be just as fine.”
“I am not convinced.” Nezu responded, closing the folder, “But that’s not truly the biggest concern, is it?”
Mirai continued to work, not looking at Nezu, though he knew what the chimera was going to say.
“Even if we could find a Quirkless successor, an already difficult task considering how rare they are nowadays, would it be at all feasible for them to be able to master One For All by the time that the battle occurs?”
“What are you suggesting we do then?” Mirai snapped, finally looking at Nezu, who carried on without being bothered by Mirai’s raised tone.
“I don’t know.” Nezu replied simply. “I do not see any good options, just a myriad of bad ones, many of which we can only guess the outcomes of. What I want to know is what exactly you suggest that we do, because as is, it sounds as if you want to find a Quirkless individual for Togata to hand One For All off to, knowing that they wouldn’t be able to handle it in time for the Battle.” Nezu hopped onto Mirai’s desk so that the two were face to face. “That leaves us with two options: Either you intend to throw someone ill-trained for handling One For All to the wolves when the Battle starts, or you intend to keep them away from the Battle, knowing that without One For All we will most likely lose, allowing the PLF to spread throughout Japan and turn it into a wasteland, killing thousands, if not millions of people, all the while this new successor is forced to train in solitude in the hopes that they will be able to survive and become strong enough to contend with Shigaraki and All For One at a later date, after at least half of Japan has been destroyed.”
Mirai took a deep breath through his nose to calm himself.
“We just need to start looking at the hero schools again…there aren’t any Quirkless students in any of the hero courses…but maybe among the other departments there’s someone who has the heroic potential hidden within them…someone strong enough that they could handle One For All.” Mirai muttered to himself before turning to Nezu. “I will need to see your student registry; I am certain that there is…”
“No.” Nezu answered.
“What?” Mirai’s thoughts were brought to a screeching halt.
“I will not give you access to my student registry.” Nezu explained simply. “I have explained to you why I believe that it would be a bad idea for Togata to transfer One For All to a Quirkless successor, particularly at this point in time. It wouldn’t just be the overpowered Quirk that they’d be forced to carry, but the responsibility as well. I have some Quirkless students at UA, yes, but none that would be able to get a handle on One For All by the time that this Battle is due to take place. Sending out someone with a half-trained Quirk would kill them just as certainly as it will to Togata. I condemned Togata to death when I helped you introduce him to All Might, but it was by accident. I will not condemn another student to death on purpose.”
Mirai stared at Nezu, hoping that this was some twisted joke.
“How could you?” Mirai challenged the chimera. “How could you just abandon Togata to this fate? How could you just let him, and the legacy of One For All die?”
Nezu returned Mirai’s stare with his own. For once, Nezu seemed uncomfortable, but he did not back down from the Foresight Hero.
“I hate this.” Nezu admitted. “I hate this with every fiber of my being, but One For All would be a death sentence on anyone Togata would give it to. If Togata were to find someone that he believes could handle it, I would not stop him. I would support his successor as well as I could, even as we scurried around in what ruins of society would be left by Shigaraki and his PLF, desperately training the 10th holder to the point that they could be strong enough to face the League, with the support of whatever meager resistance would be left after Shigaraki has committed genocide amongst the heroes of Japan.”
Only then, did Nezu close his eyes to sigh.
“We might not want to admit it, but Togata is our last, and only shot at ending this completely.”
“But at what cost?” Mirai challenged Nezu.
“Togata’s life, and One For All.” Nezu acquiesced. “I stand to lose another one of my students after having failed several already this year. Callous as it may be for me to say this though, we both know that with the information that we have, Togata is doomed to die soon regardless, even if he were to pass on One For All this minute.” Nezu finally looked away from Mirai, facing the ground in shame. “I do not want to have the attitude that this makes Young Togata’s life less valuable, but there’s nothing we can do to save him by this point. At most, I estimate that we would be able to save Togata a few more months, maybe a year.” Nezu looked up again, glaring down Mirai. “On the other hand, if Togata passes on One For All, I can see very few outcomes that would not lead to whoever he chooses as a successor dying, along with countless other people. And yes,” Nezu said, taking a step closer to Mirai so that there was less than a foot of distance between the two, “We will also lose One For All, All Might’s legacy, and the Era of Peace that All Might brought about. However, if Togata can stop Shigaraki here, we will at least have a chance to rebuild.”
Mirai glared back at Nezu before deciding that he had enough of the chimera, enough for the night and enough simply with him as an individual.
“Get out.” Mirai ordered.
Nezu hopped off of Mirai’s desk without any more fanfare and walked to the door, stopping only once more. The chimera’s impertinence made Mirai thumb one of his high-density seals with the intent of launching him out of his agency by force.
“One more thing that you need to remember Sasaki; as it was years ago, the fate of One For All is not yours to make. It is its holder, Togata. What choice do you think he will make?” Nezu asked as he facing the door. Mirai knew that Nezu was completely aware that he was ready to throw a seal at him, and yet the chimera held him off by his mere words. “You truly did find a noble young man for All Might to pass One For All onto. As terrible of a burden we have placed on him, I do not believe that he will force it onto anyone else, not when he knows that they could not handle it themselves. I hope that you can respect that nobility of his when you try to force your desires onto him the way you did with All Might.”
Finally, Nezu left, and with him, any chance Mirai had of unloading his rage on the chimera. Surrounded by priceless All Might merchandise, Mirai threw his seal into the floor, creating a massive hole.
All Might had attempted to ask Nezu for suggestions for a Quirkless successor just as Mirai had, only for Nezu to give him the same answer, refusing to bring any student of his to the hero’s attention when he knew that All Might wanted to find someone for Togata to pass One For All onto. The Symbol of Peace had reacted to this with far greater despair than Mirai had, though without the end result of the two parting ways in the manner that Mirai’s conversation with Nezu had gone. As much as it pained him, All Might chose to respect Nezu’s reasoning, and did not press Nezu any further for help. Instead, All Might was dedicating his time to aiding Togata however he could, whether that be in helping him to handle the new Quirks that Togata was starting to awaken from One For All, or to simply be there for Togata; talking to him, spending time with him, or to give his successor a shoulder to cry on.
Mirai found it infuriating. He couldn’t believe that All Might was giving up on Togata like this! Mirai had hoped that during his time as a teacher at UA, he might have found a Quirkless student who could have made enough of an impression on him for the hero to consider introducing to Togata, but apparently, All Might had been dedicating so much of his time in training Togata that he hadn’t gotten a chance to get to know any of the students outside of the Hero courses, and there were obviously no Quirkless students there.
There might have been a possible bright side to this in that Nezu had admitted that even if he would not introduce Togata to any Quirkless students at UA, he would also not stop Togata from talking to any Quirkless students that might have stood out to him. However, Togata showed no enthusiasm for this whenever Mirai asked him about his own search for someone he could pass One For All onto. Mirai wanted to forgive this as a result of Togata being too overwhelmed to take the initiative in this regards, but Mirai couldn’t help but fear that Togata saw things the way Nezu did and simply didn’t want to pass One For All onto anyone else.
If so, Togata was not the only one. Mirai would have thought that Recovery Girl would be concerned enough about Togata as her patient that she would insist that he pass on One For All, perhaps even grant Mirai access to a list of Quirkless UA students that Nezu was denying him. However, she pointed to the data that she had gathered on how much One For All had grown and how it was affecting Togata, concerned as Nezu had suggested to Mirai that One For All was simply too dangerous for anyone to take at this point, whether or not they were Quirkless. When Mirai tried to ask for Gran Torino’s support, the old man asserted that One For All’s fate was Togata’s to choose, and that he wasn’t going to try to force the young man to make any choice one way or another. Even Detective Tsukauchi, someone that Mirai would have thought would be ignorant of the potential scale of any upcoming confrontation with Shigaraki and would have been more concerned about saving Togata’s life was more perceptive about the villains’ movements than Mirai had anticipated, further warning Mirai against trying to force his decisions onto Togata the way he did with All Might and ultimately pushing his friend away.
In the end, Mirai realized that he couldn’t rely on anyone else and that he would need to solve this problem himself. Though searching through UA would have been ideal, he was not foolish enough to try to go behind Nezu’s back to get the student registry any further than he already had. Thankfully, he was able to convince the principals of various other hero academies such as Shiketsu, Isamu, Ketsubutsu, and Seiai to grant him access to their student records under the guise of potentially offering a work study or an internship to a lucky student.
Even with such unprecedented access though, Mirai’s search was arduous. Though Mirai was desperate to find a successor for Togata, there were still standards that he had to adhere to in his searches; he wasn’t just going to give One For All to someone just because they were Quirkless. He would have been just as, if not more likely to give One For All to someone who would abuse its power for their own selfish needs, or would be too stupid or otherwise foolish to properly handle the Quirk or the responsibility that came with it. Unfortunately, hardly anyone met even the lowered standards that Mirai had set for a successor.
One issue was that there were very few Quirkless students in academies of such prestige to begin with. These schools did not ban Quirkless applicants, but there was an unfortunate documentation of prejudice and overall discouragement towards Quirkless people in society, which made it difficult for them to work up the enthusiasm to try for such lofty standards. It was admittedly unpleasant for Mirai to realize that despite their society being based off of heroism, it did very little to encourage or reward heroic traits in this group of people; considering them too weak and unremarkable.
Then, there was the issue of finding anyone physically fit enough to pass One For All onto. Mirai was struck by the fact that Togata was extremely muscular for someone his age, even for a hero student, and yet he still struggled to handle One For All. Someone physically weaker would undoubtedly flounder with an even stronger version of the Quirk.
Lastly was the issue of finding anyone with an interest in heroics. Mirai wouldn’t have ever considered this to be a problem; the desire to become a hero was something practically engrained in children from an early age, and Mirai would have assumed that a Quirkless person would have jumped at the opportunity that would have been out of their reach for so much of their lives. Much to his frustration, and in a few cases, outright anger and offense, many of the students that Mirai considered and looked more into, and in some cases spoke to, did not share this interest. Many had simply moved on with their lives, dedicating themselves to different pursuits in field that wouldn’t have been as hostile towards them, no longer interested in whatever dreams of heroism they might have once had. Others expressed an outright antipathy towards heroism, blaming the hero system for creating a culture that had come to associate the power of one’s Quirk with their innate value. One young man had shown some promise to Mirai as he was training to be an Olympic boxer, but when Mirai actually met the young man he was contemptuous towards the Foresight Hero; outright admitting that the reason why he wanted to box was to spite those with Quirks, showing them that they weren’t as strong as they thought.
Desperate, Mirai lowered his standards further: He included non-heroics schools in his search, hoping to find a diamond in the rough. He accepted that it was unlikely that he could find anyone with Togata’s physique, but that could be rectified with enough training. While he wasn’t going to pick someone with an absolutely abhorrent personality, he also hoped that with enough time he could mold someone into something more approximating All Might’s heroism.
With a great deal of work and frustration, Mirai was able to compile a list of potential options:
A young Quirkless woman training to be a professional swimmer, who was far more respectful and didn’t show any outright antagonism towards the hero system as the boxer. There was a slight issue in that she was dedicated to her sport as a means of encouraging other young Quirkless people of their own physical abilities despite how often they could be discouraged. Mirai put her file in as a potential option; while he did not consider her dream pointless, if she was confronted by the greater need for a Symbol of Peace to replace Togata, she would assuredly make the right choice.
There was a list of several young Quirkless men training to join the Japanese Self-Defense Forces. Granted, the standards of that organization were quite low considering how much more attention and resources were dedicated to heroes, but these young men had shown some promise to Mirai.
Mirai had used his connections to look through the police registry for Quirkless officers; granted, the police weren’t seen anywhere near the level of heroes, but Mirai assumed that they at least went into the field out of an interest to help people, perhaps even as a fallback option for not being able to become heroes. He managed to wrangle a few potential successors from this effort.
Ragdoll of the Pussycats appealed to Mirai at first, being both an experienced pro hero and someone who had lost her Quirk to All For One. However, Mirai was not sure if simply losing her Quirk would grant her the same protections as naturally-born Quirkless, and only considered her tentatively.
There was also one other option: Melissa Shield, the daughter of All Might’s former friend David Shield, who the hero saw as a surrogate niece. Someone with such a close relationship with All Might, who had grown up likely idolizing the hero and dedicating herself to the field of heroism, even if it was through the construction of support gear, could be ideal as a successor. Granted, Mirai wasn’t entirely confident in Shield’s trustworthiness considering the idiotic and selfish stunt her father pulled in organizing the heist on I-Island, but All Might was absolutely resolute in the Shield daughter’s innocence in this matter. Even if Mirai had doubts, perhaps bringing Melissa Shield up as a potential option could bring Togata and All Might around more to the idea, being someone so intimately connected to the hero.
It had been a long day, and Bubble Girl hadn’t been helpful, what with her lackluster humor. However, Mirai was eagerly waiting Togata on the winter afternoon, ready to show him the list of potential Quirkless successors. This wasn’t how Mirai had hoped that the situation with One For All would have turned out, but they had to make do with the circumstances as they were. At least now, Mirai had a definitive plan forward and they could take the next step.
Mirai’s musings were cut short as his door was slammed open, revealing Togata, angry for perhaps the first time that Mirai had ever seen his intern. Before he could process the situation, Togata braced his hands on Mirai’s desk.
“Sir…” Togata said, as if it was taking all of his willpower not to shout, or perhaps lash out with Black Whip, “How long did you have Bubble Girl on the Tickle Machine?”
Mirai blinked.
“Oh, yes, Bubble Girl couldn’t make me laugh at noon, so…”
“NOON?!” Togata shouted. “Are you telling me that you left her in the Tickle Machine for hours?! I just pulled her off that thing, and she could barely breathe!”
This conversation was not going in the direction that Mirai wanted it to go. True, he had forgotten about his sidekick, but this was all part of training her and Centipeder on what was expected of them as pro heroes. However, Mirai knew that it would do more harm than good to try to defend himself, especially with what he had called Togata here for.
“…I apologize.” Mirai said, adjusting his glasses. “That was a major oversight on my part. I will be certain to give Bubble Girl the rest of the day off…”
“I already told her to take the rest of the day off.” Togata answered. “I also told her to take tomorrow off and to get the recovery that she needs. In fact, I told her that whether she decided to come back at all would be up to her, and that I would point her towards Nezu with an explanation of what I just saw if she chose not to.”
Mirai considered this to be a gross overreaction, but it was not important for the time being.
“…Very well. That seems reasonable.”
Togata glared at Mirai for a moment longer before sitting back in the chair in front of Mirai’s desk, running his hand down his face.
“Sir…how could you forget about Bubble Girl like that? I know you can be harsh on people who work for you, but that’s just…awful, Sir.”
“I apologize, Togata.” Mirai repeated, taking the list he had compiled. “I have been working on helping you with your problem with One For All. I apologize that I was not able to get this done sooner, but I wanted to be sure that you could trust whoever you passed One For All onto.”
Mirai was sincerely penitent that he had not been able to compile a list sooner, particularly as he beheld Togata’s visage. Though his intern had managed to conceal his graying hair with dye, he could recognize indicators of stress; crumpled clothes, baggy eyelids, etc. Togata had confided that sometimes it was difficult for him to sleep due to the presence of the Vestiges. Mirai couldn’t have known that One For All would have this effect on Togata, but he still felt wracked with guilt at having led him to a decision that had sapped so much of his joy. Hopefully he could rectify that.
“I’ve looked through as many hero schools as I can, but had to expand my search a bit to increase the pool of selection, but I believe that these people could be worth your time to…”
“Sir…” Togata stopped Mirai by raising his hand with a pained expression. “I wasn’t in a good enough place to say this to you before, since I had only just gotten the news myself, but I’ve had time to think about it, and I’m not going to pass on One For All.”
Mirai stared at Togata, still holding the file.
“…Why?”
Togata sighed and threw up his hands.
“I…I can’t force this onto anyone else, Sir. Not when things are getting as bad as they are, not with the League still active.” Despite the pain Togata was in, he gave a defiant grin that in almost any other case, Mirai would have been proud of. “I need to be ready when they strike again.”
“Togata, we don’t know when that could happen! You might be dead by that point!” Mirai argued, lying through his teeth. Togata though just sighed with the same smile on his face.
“Maybe it’s just instinct. Maybe it’s what I’ve been hearing from the vestiges when I can calm down enough to listen to them. Maybe it’s the kinds of things that I’ve learned from you, but a battle is coming soon. I can last until then, where I can finally stop Shigaraki and the rest of the League, and put an end to the fight between All For One and One For All for good.”
“But One For All doesn’t need to die!” Mirai shouted, making Togata flinch. “We can stop the League by passing on One For All to someone else, any of these people…” Mirai pulled out the list of options, imploring Togata to look at them, but Togata just waved his hand, giving himself a moment to think.
“…I think I understand the way All Might was thinking back when he got injured.” Togata said, facing the floor. “Maybe not exactly the same, since he had been a hero for so long, and people had come to rely on him, but I can’t abandon people in danger. I don’t know what’s coming, but I know that I need to be there for it, and that I need the power that One For All gives…even if it’s killing me.”
“Togata…” Mirai said, starting to panic, getting up from his chair to stand in front of his intern and take him by the shoulders, “All Might nearly lost One For All by refusing to pass his power onto someone else. He became a withered husk because of the same argument that you are making now!”
Carefully, Togata took Mirai’s hands off of his shoulders and looked at his mentor in the face.
“Sir…this threat that Shigaraki and All For One pose…it’s greater than anything that we’ve ever dealt with, maybe greater than anything we’ll ever have to deal with again. I can’t just leave other people to deal with it.”
“But you can!” Mirai said, getting desperate. “There are thousands of other heroes, Togata. They can handle the League if you step back.”
Togata wasn’t buying it.
“I doubt that Hood is the worst thing that the League has at their disposal. One For All is the only thing that can measure up and put an end to this.”
“Togata…” Mirai stammered, begging his intern to see what was at stake. “All Might was able to bring society out of the Dark Ages with his power. It took time, but he was able to do it. You might not want to consider this, but even if the villains could overwhelm us in the future…as long as we have One For All, society will recover.”
Togata looked affronted at Mirai’s statement.
“Sir, are you suggesting that I just let the League destroy society just in the hopes that whoever I pass One For All onto might be able to fix it in the future?”
“It’s better than the alternative of society collapsing for sure if we lose both you and One For All!” Mirai shouted.
Togata took a few steps away from Mirai in shock before frowning and sighing.
“Sir…One For All’s main purpose was to be a tool against All For One. If I can end the threat that he poses through the League, I can be satisfied. Beyond that though…” Togata hesitated for just a moment, seemingly unsettled by Mirai’s demeanor. “I feel like people need to get used to dealing with their problems without One For All.”
Mirai closed the distance between him and Togata before he could react, grabbing him by his collar. Togata winced as if from a headache, but Mirai didn’t care by this point.
“How can you say that?” Mirai waved his hand around the room and out the window. “Everything that you see here, this entire society, was built by All Might using One For All. Before him, the country was ruled by an evil tyrant who allowed thugs, miscreants, and lunatics free rain for no other purpose but his own amusement!”
“I know that, Sir!” Togata said, pushing Mirai off of him. “But we can’t have a society where we all rely on one hero or one Quirk. It’s like what I talked to you about before you convinced me to take One For All; we need just regular heroes, people who inspire others to do the right thing and help people, regardless of how strong they are.”
“That is idealistic bullcrap!” Mirai swore, making Togata flinch away from him. “Do you really think that Endeavor can be the hero that we need? Hawks? Best Jeanist? Do you think that some no-name hero barely scrapping the three hundreds could make the kind of difference that we need?”
Togata glared back at Mirai.
“Mayfly did to me.”
“Don’t you understand?” Mirai shouted, far past the point of reasoning. “You are going to die! One For All is going to die! Everything that All Might, Shimura Nana, all the previous holders, and everything that I’ve been working for is going to die! You don’t have a right to kill One For All because you’re too pigheaded to do what needs to be done!”
Togata took Mirai’s shouting without flinching, not even when Mirai’s spittle landed on his face. He just beheld his mentor with a sad expression, waiting for Mirai to stop.
“…I’ve made my decision, Sir. I just want to make the most of the time that I have left.” Togata said, turning around and leaving, only to stop at the door out. “For what it’s worth, I don’t blame you for what One For All is doing to me. You couldn’t have known. I’m grateful for what you taught me…I hope that you can have fond memories of me.”
Mirai stood flummoxed as Togata closed the door behind him. He was too shocked to respond, but eventually his brain caught up with him and he barged out the door, looking for Togata. He ran out the agency, frantically trying to find him.
“No…No…you can’t do this…you can’t do this! Get back here! You have no right to do this! Listen to me, damn it! I made you what you are!”
Mirai shouted to an empty street on a cloudy day before collapsing to his knees.
“Please…Togata…don’t do this…”
Togata was gone, and he had taken One For All with him. If there was any solace to be had, it was that in his death, he had destroyed Shigaraki, Gigantomachia, and the League as a whole with him in his final attack. Somehow, this had caused some sort of backlash on All For One, who had screamed out in rage and pain at the same moment that Shigaraki and the original copy of his Quirk were destroyed, his body shutting down into a coma. All For One was gone. The fight that had lasted for centuries was over.
It was a cold comfort to Mirai though. Yes, they had won the centuries-long battle, but with One For All gone, how were they going to maintain the peace that they had spent so long working for?
The revelations from the aftermath of the Battle of Jaku, coupled with the UN and WHA investigations had destroyed the public’s faith in heroes at a time that society needed heroes the most. All of this was compounded further by the WHA’s rescinding of Japan’s membership. It was infuriating to Mirai; how could so many people blame the entirety of the country’s hero system because of the actions of a few selfish fools?
All of the work that they had done, that Togata had done, that he had died for, that the previous holders of One For All had died for, and the public was spitting on it. Mirai was seriously considering closing down his agency and retiring along with many other heroes, if only out of spite. Let the public see what a country without heroes would be like. Let them experience the daily uncertainty, wondering who amongst your coworkers, classmates, or neighbors was going to die. Maybe then, when these ungrateful peons come crawling back on their hands and knees, Mirai might help them.
Mirai was only just able to control his roiling emotions at Togata’s funeral, coming up to the podium to deliver his eulogy.
“When I first saw Togata Mirio’s performance in his Second Year Sports Festival, I saw untapped potential, despite his complications…maybe even because of his complications. He encapsulated the hope that heroes should strive for, smiling even against insurmountable odds. When I talked to him for the first time, he refused to allow his struggles to hold him back from his dream of becoming a hero.”
Mirai grimaced, remembering that meeting, and the hope that Togata had given him.
“His enthusiasm was infectious, making me truly believe that he could reach his audacious goal of saving a million people. I wanted to be a part of his story, to help him to develop into the hero Lemillion.”
Mirai remembered the days afterwards, as they worked to get Permeation under control.
“One week.” Mirai said to the crowds. “That was all it took for Togata to take his uncontrollable Quirk, and to learn to use it to turn him into a literally unstoppable force. All he needed was one week of direction, and he became arguably the strongest student of his year.”
What would the world have looked like if they had just stopped there, leaving Togata with Permeation? What if he had refused One For All? What kind of hero would he have been without it?
For a moment, Mirai felt a stabbing pain in his heart, as knowing Togata, his skill, drive, and heroic spirit, Mirai knew he could have become the Number One Hero regardless. There really was no one better to pick up All Might’s mantle. He should have been the greatest hero in history, were it not for that single, unaccounted element of All Might’s Quirk.
Togata had told Mirai that he didn’t blame him. He wanted Mirai to look back on him fondly. He could at least do that.
“Then…at the start of his Third Year, Togata’s work led to his Quirk evolving.” Mirai recited the story that they had prepared for the public, allowing them the story of Togata’s power being the result of his own effort and a bit of chance. It would help to memorialize him, to give him the reputation that he deserved. “He became exceedingly more powerful, with his Quirk mutating in ways that were unpredictable, but just as with his initial struggles, he persevered, turning this evolution into his own power.”
Mirai dipped his head, struggling with his lingering frustration towards Togata; his stubbornness in refusing to pass on One For All, his naivety, his refusal to allow anyone to get hurt when it was within his power to prevent it. That foolish, naïve boy. He could have been so great, had lived to see a society fully secure in its peace if he had just listened to Mirai and passed the torch onto someone else…or if Mirai hadn’t led him to take One For All in the first place. Mirai recollected himself, sticking with the story that would best cement Togata’s legacy, as frustrated as he was still with him for letting himself and One For All die. Getting angry wouldn’t help them here.
“Togata took this power, the work of his hands, using it at the exact time that we needed him the most, and faced down an army of almost insurmountable evil. He made the ultimate sacrifice to protect us.”
Mirai glared towards the camera filming the funeral, wanting all those that criticized the Japanese heroes to know that he was speaking specifically to them.
“This country, if not the whole of the world, owes gratitude towards Lemillion’s sacrifice. I can hope that he will be shown what he is due.”
Mirai left the podium. All Might and Nezu both gave their speeches to honor Togata. Togata’s father came up and said his peace, struggling with his tears. As he passed by Mirai, Mr. Togata refused to look at him, and Mirai understood himself to be snubbed. All Might and Togata had explained to his parents the nature of One For All earlier in the year, though this had unfortunately included what the Quirk eventually was doing to him.
Mirai and the rest of the Circle of Trust met in Nezu’s office where they could commiserate with each other freely; the only people in the world who truly knew the depth of Togata’s sacrifice.
There was so much that Mirai was feeling right now; despair at the death of his student, and of the legacy of One For All. Fear of what was to come in the future without One For All, and the midst of so much turmoil. Anger at himself for putting Togata in the situation that he did in the first place, and anger at every other person in the room for not helping him convince Togata to pass One For All on. Eventually, he couldn’t hold it in any longer.
“He didn’t have to die.”
No one answered him. No one had the fortitude to. This just galled Mirai more.
“Togata didn’t have to die! He could have passed One For All on, he could have survived!”
The reactions of the others varied; Nezu and Torino barely seemed to acknowledge Mirai, while Recovery Girl and Tsukauchi closed their eyes and sighed. All Might put his head in his hands and wept softly. All of them carried pained expressions.
“Why…” Mirai stammered on, “Why didn’t any of you help me? We could have stopped this!”
“Sasaki…we’ve talked about this.” Nezu spoke up. “In the end, it was Togata’s decision to make. You were the only one trying to sway him one way or another.” The chimera sharply rebuked Mirai, shutting him up for a moment. Nezu still a full cup of tea in his hands, but being so deep in his thoughts, hadn’t sipped from it at all, simply staring into its brown reflective surface. “Togata knew One For All was killing him, that he didn’t have much time left, and he knew enough to realize the threat that Shigaraki and the League posed if left unchecked. He took the information that he had at hand, and made his decision on what to do with his life and his Quirk.”
“He was a teenager! He couldn’t comprehend the severity of his circumstances!” Mirai growled.
“Togata was smarter than you give him credit for.” Torino countered gruffly. “He knew what was coming. He knew he could have walked away. You were the one pressuring him Sasaki. You were the one constantly telling him about his responsibility as the ‘Symbol of Peace!’” The old man grumbled before shaking his head. “Well, he carried out his responsibility.”
“His responsibility was to ensure that One For All’s legacy carried on! To cement the Era of Peace!” Mirai shouted at the room.
“His responsibility was to help people, and that’s what he did.” Tsukauchi spoke up, the plain-faced man showing anger and offense at Mirai.
“That’s enough.” Nezu’s practiced voice cut through the din before Mirai could shout any more. “We might not like what has happened, but what’s done is done. All we can do is make the most of the circumstances that we have available to us.”
Mirai glowered at the so-called ‘Circle of Trust,’ glowering at All Might, who still had his head buried in his hands, but whom Mirai knew was still conscious of what was going on in the room. Eventually, he threw his hands up.
“So, what happens now?” he challenged the others.
“Other heroes are going to have to step up.” Nezu said, finally taking a sip of his now lukewarm tea and grimacing. “There’s no other way around it. We need to learn to live in a world without One For All.”
“We’ve all seen what a world like that looks like.” Mirai growled. “It’s not a world that I would like repeated.”
“Would you stop with your complaining?” Recovery Girl spoke up. “As bad as things are now, it’s not that bad. All For One, the villain that was orchestrating all of that chaos behind the scenes back then, is gone. We have a chance to rebuild now, people are just going to have to pick themselves back up.”
“And how long before another supervillain like All For One shows up?” Mirai challenged everyone again. “What then? What are we going to do without the power of One For All?”
“We’ll have to make due with the powers and the heroes that we have.” Nezu answered, finishing up his cold tea with another grimace, barely acknowledging Mirai’s rant anymore. Mirai simply scoffed, turning away from everyone else, when he got a knock on his door.
“Sir Nighteye?” Centipeder’s voice called through.
“What is it?” Mirai snapped.
“You’re going to want to see what’s going on TV now.” His sidekick answered.
Irritably, Mirai turned on a screen he had in his office, which was playing the Prime Minister’s address to the country:
“Though the UN investigation is still ongoing, the findings it has brought to light so far have been deemed requiring immediate response. Due to the decision of the WHA to withdraw membership from Japan, and the reveal of how badly our hero system has failed to uphold justice and order, it is the decision of myself and of Parliament to dissolve the HPSC, and to integrate our pro heroes into Japan’s police force and emergency services.”
Mirai felt his heart stop in his throat.
The HPSC was gone. Heroes were being integrated into the police.
That meant that there were no more heroes.
The people that had brought Japan out of its Dark Age, that had fought, and worked tirelessly to save Japan from a fiend that they never even knew about, were being cast into the wind.
Mirai could barely register the others’ reactions were. Everyone though was shocked.
“Oh…my…” Nezu whispered. “This…wasn’t something that I would have predicted…”
“They’re…dissolving it?” All Might finally spoke up. “They’re just…dissolving the hero system?”
“I guess that’s it then…” Recovery Girl said, her head bowed.
“Nagant…Endeavor…all of them…I guess they were just too big of an egg on the HPSC’s face…” Torino attempted to joke, though his eyes were as wide and shocked as anyone else.
“Integrate heroes into the police…how are they going to do that?” Tsukauchi wondered out loud.
Mirai was too overwhelmed to speak, to truly process what everyone was saying.
This couldn’t be. Everything that they had worked for…was just over? The government was just throwing away their heroes?
They were going to destroy the icons that Mirai looked to for hope…the ones that brought him out of despair and restored order to the country…All of it…just gone…
No…
No.
“No!” Mirai shouted, drawing the attention of the others. “I will not stand for this! I will not let them sully our work!” Mirai turned to the others with a fire in his eyes. “We can’t let them do this. We need to stop this.”
The others stared at Mirai for a moment before Nezu hazarded to speak.
“What are you proposing that we do, Sasaki?” he asked.
For a moment, Mirai pondered. There were things that they could do. He could gather the heroes, whom he knew would be incensed by this proclamation, and go to the Diet. They could show that they will not bow to this ridiculous order. They could break down those doors…
No. Mirai forced himself under control. That was not how they did things. They were heroes. They stood for order, even when the rest of the country was descending into lawlessness. They would be the symbols of peace.
“We campaign. We make the government see what a foolish idea this is and have them rescind this order.”
They were heroes. They stood for order. When circumstances turned bad, they fought back, no matter what.
So why was it, that when Mirai looked to the people that he had come to trust with one of the most important secrets in history, none of them seemed to have any enthusiasm for what he was talking about?
“Sasaki,” Nezu finally spoke up. “What exactly do you want out of this?”
Mirai stared at Nezu in frustration. Why were they discussing this?
“I want the Diet to rescind its order and to keep the hero system as it is.”
“Can they do that though? With our heroes’ reputation the way it is now?” Nezu countered, facing the floor, dejected. “The WHA rescinded Japan’s membership. You know what this means to the world. As shocking as this turn of events has been to me, I should have expected it. People will not trust the hero system as it is.”
“Then we’ll show them that they’re wrong!” Mirai turned to the rest of the room, looking for someone to support him, but to his shock, no one was coming to his defense. No matter. He simply had to make his case. “If we can convince the heroes torefuse to take part in this…”
“Hold on…” suddenly, Detective Tsukauchi spoke up, frowning at Mirai. “Are you suggesting that we convince the heroes not to cooperate with the police? That they just…not help people at all?”
“That, or we act independently and show how effective heroes can still be. How much people rely on them for their hope.” Mirai said. In response, Tsukauchi stared at Mirai for a moment before responding.
“I can’t do that, Sasaki. I have a duty to protect and serve the public.”
“You can do that by encouraging the most effective system to do so.” Mirai countered coldly. The detective simply shook his head.
“I think that we disagree about how to best help people. Trying to stonewall law enforcement until they work the way that you want them to, or trying to create division amongst the police and heroes; it’s just going to get people hurt, and I can’t be a part of a movement like that, not at a time that people are going to be in the most need.”
Mirai glared at the detective. While he did not consider the police to be a relevant force in the grand scheme of things, Detective Tsukauchi could have been helpful as a figure embedded in the police. Nonetheless, Mirai wasn’t going to waste time if this was how the detective saw things.
“Your assistance is not required.”
For his part, Tsukauchi met Mirai’s glare without flinching, simply shaking his head sadly before putting his hat and coat on, only stopping once to pat All Might on the shoulder before leaving. Mirai looked to the others.
“Well? Will the rest of you be a part of this?”
“Are you kidding me?” Torino responded. “I’m retired, and I still got a hole punched through me at Jaku. I’ve had enough of this.” The old man stood up, shakily leaning on his cane. “I was in this for the sake of Nana. Now that All For One’s really out of the picture, all I want to do is to try to live out my last days in peace and quiet. You can count me out of whatever insanity you’re planning.” Torino said before hobbling out of the room.
Recovery Girl likewise shook her head.
“I have a job to do, to care for the students at UA.” She said. “I can’t afford to be a part of some movement, not when it might conflict with my duties as the school nurse. It’s going to be hard enough as is for the school, and as much as I would like to bow out and retire like Torino here, I’ve got a responsibility.” The old woman stood up, leaning on her cane before hobbling out as well. “And frankly, I’ve had enough of this system of heroics; the foolishness it encouraged, the pain and deaths that it led to; Frankly, I hope that whatever this new system is going to turn into, it will be an improvement over the old one.”
Mirai stared after Torino and Recovery Girl as they left his agency. Granted, neither were figures that he would consider vital to his efforts anymore, not now that there wasn’t a successor that needed someone to train and heal them, but with the two of them abandoning him, the Circle had been cut in half. Turning to Nezu, perhaps the most valuable individual amongst them for anticipating and shaping public opinion, Mirai was shook by the chimera shaking his head.
“…I am the same, Sasaki. My duty is first and foremost to my students. Students that I have failed time and time again over the last year. The last thing that I need to do is to be involved in some political movement.” Nezu looked at the floor, dejected, and yet continued to speak. “Even with all of my intelligence, I didn’t know how deep the corruption of the HPSC was. One of my own students, one of my most powerful students, was the result of a Quirk marriage forced by the Number One Hero, and I never knew. Oh, I guessed that something was going on in Young Todoroki’s life, but I never intervened or dug deeper.” Nezu shook his head, looking out a window towards the city. “All of this, going right under my nose. So normalized, that I never considered it of note. I hardly think that it would be a good idea for us to simply restore the status quo.”
“Then we’ll change it.” Mirai tried to argue. “We’ll remove the corruption, we’ll make it so that corrupt heroes won’t exist!”
Nezu stared blankly at Mirai before sighing.
“Sasaki, Tsukauchi is right. Our focus should be on trying to pull ourselves back together first. Whatever this new system is going to be, it will have its flaws. Much of it probably won’t work, but that’s something that we’ll have to figure out as we go, and I would rather we work together as a society instead of at cross-purposes.”
Like the others before him, Nezu started to walk out of the office.
“Whatever it is you are planning to do, Sasaki, I encourage you to consider what good it will actually accomplish, and weigh it against the harm it will inflict.” Finally, Mirai was left alone in his office, numb by the betrayal and departure of people he had come to respect. The only one left was…
Mirai turned to All Might, half expecting him of all people to leave as well on this day where the sky was falling. The hero though was still hunched over in the same position that he was in after he had first heard the news of the HPSC collapsing.
“…I don’t blame them for leaving.” All Might eventually said. “They all have their own lives and responsibilities outside of all of this. We were only really together because of the secret of One For All in the first place, and now that it’s gone…”
Mirai continued to stare at All Might, though the hero was not leaving.
“So, what do you intend to do then?” Mirai asked.
“What can I do?” All Might croaked in despair. “I failed to defeat All For One when I first had the chance, and it led to him creating even worse weapons than before, one of whom was Nana’s grandson.” The hero shuddered, holding his hands out towards the television. “I facilitated all of this corruption without ever realizing it. I sent Togata to his death. What can I do? What can I do after failing Nana and Young Togata so badly?”
“You can fight for their memories.” Mirai asserted, walking over to All Might and pulling him upright off of the couch. “All Might regardless of what has happened…society still needs you. Even if you don’t have One For All anymore, you are still the Symbol of Peace. People look to you as their hero, the symbol of heroes everywhere.”
Though he was upright, All Might’s head was still lowered. Mirai pointed towards the television.
“This is not what Togata would have wanted. He wanted to be a hero. He wanted to inspire heroes. Are you going to let his dream die, All Might?”
Finally, with tears in his eyes, All Might looked at Mirai, who clenched his grip on the hero’s shoulders tighter.
“We’ll make it work. We’ll make people see that they need heroes. We’ll bring them back. And we’ll fight for the world that Nana and Togata wanted.”
They would fix this. They would put everything back the way that it was supposed to go.
Notes:
Good grief, this was a tough one. Mirai’s perspective has turned out a lot longer than I had anticipated, though it shouldn’t really surprise me considering the influence he has throughout the story. Mirai as a character has also been difficult, trying to get in the head of someone that I’ve bashed throughout the story. Hopefully I’ll be able to bring his perspective to a close with only one more chapter, but I can’t make any promises. Regardless, I’d like to thank everyone for being patient with me on this.
Yes, Isle was the fox in Mirai’s vision. I like to think that compared to Mirai, who believes the future to be immutable, Isle has seen so many different timelines that he has come to believe that beyond a vision from God, it’s impossible to predict the future. Whether this is just something of a fingerprint of Isle’s influence over this timeline or an indication of its unreliability, or just Isle messing with Mirai, who’s to say?
I know that I was going to name this chapter after the Linkin Park Song “In The End,” but I was just listening to “So Cold” by Breaking Benjamin, and I feel like the lyrics fit Mirai’s situation a lot more. “In The End” is a song about failing at something you’ve put so much effort into, but from my interpretation, it’s about moving on from an abusive relationship, which is a lot more hopeful than what I am going for with Mirai’s perspective. “So Cold” by contrast has a lot of lyrics that match more with Mirai’s storyline; “Hollow heroes separate” as a reference to Mirai’s judgement of other heroes in comparison to All Might, “Show me how it ends” in relation to Foresight, “Let’s give this another try” being repeated also reminded me of how Mirai is constantly trying to recapture what he sees as the essence of the Symbol of Peace despite how worn out Toshinori and Mirio get.
Chapter 18: So Cold (Part II)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It was fortunate that Mirai had the forethought to hold the first meeting of the pro hero movement in such a large venue, considering just how many heroes had come to hear what he and All Might had to say. All Might would be doing most of the talking; as maligned as heroes had become in the aftermath of the Battle of Jaku, amongst heroes themselves, All Might was still held in reverence, despite his emaciated state.
There were a few notable members of the crowd. Ryukyu, Fat Gum, and Aizawa were present in support of Mirai as fellow colleagues who had worked together on many cases. Mirai gave Ryukyu and Fat Gum, who were sitting at the front of the crowd, a curt nod in gratitude at their presence. Despite the man having lost an eye and a leg, Mirai was also grateful to have Aizawa’s support, considering the valuable connections that the former UA teacher had in the Underground. Uwabami, despite having the kind of reputation as a hero that was one of the main reasons for the public’s ire, had a great deal of connections with the media that Mirai was also hoping to exploit. Gang Orca, sitting respectfully towards the back so as to not block off the view of people sitting behind him; one of the most notable heteromorph heroes in the country. With the rise of resentment from other heteromorphs throughout the country as revelations of the depths of the discrimination that they faced linked to the HPSC’s work, and this disenfranchised group now finding a martyr in the villain Spinner to rally around, Mirai knew that he was going to be relying on Gang Orca a lot to act as a counter figure to this malaise. Particularly encouraging was the presence of the three heroes sitting at the front of the crowd who would have been the most popular in the nation were it not for the dissolution of the hero system (Endeavor and Hawks were obviously lost causes.) Mirko, the most popular heroine of the nation, with a relentless spirit that not even losing an arm and a leg could quell, her missing limbs currently replaced with prosthetics, impatiently tapping her foot as she waited for the action to start. Edgeshot, who had defeated and captured Re-Destro, the former leader of the Meta Liberation Army, ever the veneer of calm. And Best Jeanist, currently the most skilled and highest ranked hero, one with a depth of experience in crafting a heroic image that this movement desperately required.
All Might stood behind the podium where he could address the gathered crowd of people, while Mirai was seated at a table slightly lower than him. Most of the ideas for how to implement the new pro hero movement had come from Mirai, but any idea offered by All Might was bound to be better received.
“Everyone, I would like to thank you for coming.” All Might announced to the gathered crowd of heroes, each of them eagerly hanging onto the words of the one that they had come to see as the pinnacle of their profession. “Sir Nighteye and myself have sent requests to as many pro heroes who could come as possible to try to find a solution for the government’s recent dissolution of our country’s hero system.”
The reminder seemed to ripple throughout the crowd, as the various heroes winced, scowled, or even wept.
“Given the recent revelations of the HPSC’s crimes…” All Might continued, eliciting another wince from the heroes at the reminder that the organization that they had worked for and relied on had been shown to be corrupt, “It’s understandable how some people could be so disheartened that they have lost faith in the system…”
The numbers of scowls increased amongst the heroes, many of them having been the victims of jeers and accusations of corruption or incompetence from the public.
“However, we believe that ending the hero system entirely is going too far.” All Might asserted, eliciting murmurs of agreement from many of the gathered heroes. “Heroes have worked to protect people in need and to act as beacons of hope to society, and I do not want people to be denied this hope even if their trust has been shaken.” All Might clenched his fist and raised it into the air, invigorated enough to gather the same sort of energy that he had as an active hero. “It is our intent to remind everyone of that hope and to show them that We Are Here!”
Again, the gathered heroes cheered at All Might’s speech, standing and applauding in support. This was a good way to start the meeting, Mirai thought to himself, as his earlier discussions with All Might on how he intended the movement to accomplish their aims was a source of contention that Mirai now realized would likely be an issue for many of the gathered heroes as well. When he had outlined their goals and what strategies the movement should take, All Might flat-out refused Mirai’s first plan, even as depressed as he was from Togata’s death. Mirai stood up, and All Might gave the floor to him.
“There are several tactics that we can use to achieve our aims. The first…is to simply refuse to join the emergency services or work as heroes at all.”
The reaction was as Mirai had predicted from All Might’s own earlier response, with many heroes gasping or shouting in shock at the suggestion.
“Are you suggesting that we not help people at all?”
“You can’t ask us to do something like that! People need us! Isn’t that the whole point of this movement?”
Some heroes though were more in favor of the idea, as they made their own voices heard:
“Well, why shouldn’t we? We put our lives on the line, a lot of us died for these people, and how do they repay us? They shout at us! They accuse us of being corrupt! If that’s how people are going to treat me for my work, why shouldn’t we just let those ungrateful bastards reap the consequences?”
“It was bad enough before with All Might’s retirement…but now the government wants us to join the police? If I’m going to be doing this kind of crazy stuff, I’d sure as hell better be getting paid well for it! Not the kind of peanuts they expect us to work for!”
As the supporters of striking spoke up, they came into conflict with the other heroes who were against the idea. The arguing was stopped before it could get out of control though by Mirko standing up, whose irate growl carried throughout the entire room and quelling the dissention.
“I’m not just going to let the villain punks taking advantage of this mess run amok just to prove a point!”
Though not everyone looked to be on the same page, Mirko’s declaration had restored order to the meeting, allowing Mirai to continue explaining:
“This would not be for a long period of time. As bad as the reputation of the hero system has gotten amongst the public, the fact is that they rely on us. The simplest way for us to prove this could be to make them experience what a society without heroes would be like. It would not take long for the government and the public realize how much they need us and lead to the Prime Minister rescinding his order.”
“You say that this would not be for long, but how long would it take for the government to make that decision?”
“I’ve seen way too many people go vigilante. If we don’t give people some kind of stable law enforcement, they’ll take the law into their own hands.”
The gathered heroes began to argue further, threatening to splinter the movement before it could even begin, making Mirai realize that the most effective strategy wasn’t an option. Thankfully, All Might raised his hands, getting everyone’s attention.
“As Sir Nighteye has said, this is simply one strategy among several that this movement could use. I for one, do not support such a measure. We are heroes, and that means that no matter the circumstances, we help people when they are in need. With the country the way that it is after Jaku and all of the chaos of what has happened with the HPSC, people need heroes now more than ever.”
Mirai allowed All Might to say his piece before adding himself:
“That being said, no one should be forced into this work, especially when the public refuses to give us the respect that we are due. Striking is a valid form of protest, and doing so in the name of the movement could still expedite our goals, even if not everyone here chooses to go along with the idea.”
All Might’s frown showed he still did not favor the idea, but as Mirai pointed out, this was the choice of the heroes whether or not they wanted to serve a public that was constantly haranguing them. Many heroes present were noticeably uncomfortable with the idea, but an almost equal number seemed excited, if not somewhat vindictive. Even if this were not the main strategy the movement used to achieve their ends, Mirai predicted that a significant enough number of former heroes would adopt the strategy that it would put pressure on the government. Nonetheless, Mirai continued:
“Our second strategy is to more-or-less operate as we have been prior to Jaku. Essentially, we create our own hero system.” Mirai paused for a moment, weighing his words. He was going to need to be careful to avoid stepping on too many toes with what he was going to say.
“Put simply, the police and rescue services do not have the capacity to handle the kinds of threats that heroes do. This method would simply allow people to remember that, to show that despite the setbacks we have experienced, heroes can still protect them as they always have against threats that the police can’t.”
This strategy thankfully calmed many of the people angered by Mirai’s first suggestion, as the murmurs that followed were far less vehement.
“Yeah…that makes sense. We just need to give the government and the civilians some time to calm down. If we just keep at it, sooner or later everyone will realize that the HPSC didn’t actually represent how all of us act.”
“Perhaps this really would be the best option; starting from scratch so we can avoid making the mistake of allowing an organization like the HPSC to take hold again.”
Again though, there were a few detractors who made themselves known:
“Isn’t that still vigilantism? Couldn’t we get in trouble for this?”
“Considering the state of the country,” Mirai said as he adjusted his glasses in response to this comment, “I highly doubt that the government can afford to turn down help, even if we don’t work specifically within their regulations. It would take a truly reckless and destructive vigilante for the police to take legal action as long as they are still fighting against criminals and villains.”
“I’m all for still helping people, but can we do that reliably without a support network? With the HPSC gone, we’ve lost our HeroNet, the support gear companies that we relied on, even our insurance plans. The police might not have the most expansive network, but they at least have a way for us to communicate with each other. Why can’t we just join the police like the government wants us to?”
At this, All Might spoke up:
“For those that choose to participate in this idea, I can offer some financial support. I don’t want us to act without restrictions, but I don’t want to leave heroes without a safety net.”
“We are also hoping that with time, we’ll be able to gain support through donations. As badly as the WHA has disgraced us, I am certain that there are still many people in our country and abroad who would like to lend their support to have us reinstated.” Mirai added.
“What exactly would this system look like?” Ryukyu spoke up. “How do we make sure that an organization like the HPSC doesn’t take power again?”
“That is something that we, as heroes, are going to have to figure out.” All Might responded. “There are admittedly several problems with the previous hero system that recent events have brought to light; an overemphasis on rank, focus on fame and fortune, and the HPSC having too much political and economic influence. This is something that we will all need to discuss, but Sir Nighteye and I have been considering some possible solutions, such as removing the ranking system and encouraging an agency that oversees the HPSC to ensure that there is no undue influence on the government or that heroes are being used for criminal activity.”
There were some nods to this, though Mirai also noted a few frowns from heroes from some of All Might’s suggestions. This was a tricky issue; one of the reasons Mirai knew that the police weren’t going to be able to handle the responsibilities being placed on them was how unlucrative they were. Law enforcement and rescue work had been associated in the public eye with the spectacle, fame, and fortune of the hero system. Removing these aspects from whatever system they came up with could make it difficult for the system to attract new heroes. This was, as All Might had said, something that they would need to discuss as a movement more later on.
There were further debates:
“I don’t mean any disrespect to the police, but they aren’t authorized to use Quirks, and the fact is, there are some threats too dangerous to handle without strong Quirks.”
For some reason, though All Might was about to regain everyone’s attention, Mirai noticed that this comment made him wilt somewhat.
“But heroes are still allowed to use our Quirks within the police, so would there really be that much of a difference if we just join them?”
“How long will it be until the rest of the police are granted that same authority though? If we’re just going to be part of the police, they’ll want to start using Quirks too.”
“Why do you say that like it’s a bad thing?”
“We’ve been trained in how to use our Quirks. They have not. Mark my words, unless we get this movement to produce results quickly, we’re going to have a lot more Quirk accidents.”
Mirai got everyone’s attention before they could lose their focus.
“Our last strategy is to simply use normal political means; we campaign for a restoration of the hero system, attempt to garner public support for our movement, and lobby the Prime Minister to rescind his order.”
The response to this strategy was lukewarm, but at least it wasn’t leading to anyone arguing or shouting at each other again. Mirai realized that it should have been expected; heroes were generally men and women of action, and few had any actual experience with the political side of their line of work. Thankfully, a decent number of the heroes looked encouraged at this idea.
One hero though raised their hand.
“Can’t we still join the police? We would be acting according the Prime Minister’s current directive, and we’d have access to a support system, but as long as we are at work, couldn’t that still restore the public’s faith in heroes?”
Mirai resisted the urge to scowl at this statement. He couldn’t believe that this hero would be as dull as to make this suggestion: Of course the heroes and police needed to be separate! Thankfully, All Might spoke up from his stand in response, enunciating their stance in a way less demeaning to the hero’s intelligence than what Mirai would have done.
“While the police and rescue services should be commended for their work, I do not believe that we as heroes can operate effectively if we simply integrate into a larger system like that.” All Might hesitated for just a moment before sighing. “The fact is, there are some threats that the police are not equipped to handle, and heroes need to have some independence in order to be effective. Not to mention, one of our greatest traits is our individuality; our unique abilities, personalities, and appearances allow us to inspire people in a way that we can’t do as effectively if we are all part of the same uniform. This allows us to show that anyone can be a hero!”
Mirai had to repress a wince at this comment, reminding him too much of Togata’s original inspiration through Mayfly. He noticed that All Might had likely reminded himself of the same thing, as he had suddenly paled and gone stiff as if struck by an uncomfortable memory, though the man managed to shake it off as many of the heroes cheered, raising his hands to calm them.
“That being said, we will not condemn anyone who goes along with the government’s order. Ideally, we will still be able to operate as heroes even within this system in a way that will help people recognize the good that we can do. The important thing is that we are still helping people.”
Again, Mirai had to resist the urge to scowl. This was a matter that he did not agree with: Heroes joining the police subverted the whole point of the movement, which was to keep heroes separate and distinct from the police, to reject and protest the government’s dissolution of the hero system. Joining the police in obedience to the edict of the prime minister gave the impression that they were agreeing with the measure in the first place! Mirai had been ready to bring up his own counter, but was struck with a difficult fact facing him from many of the gathered heroes: A great number of them, including those that Mirai had some respect for such as Fat Gum and Ryukyu had already joined the police. Criticizing them for taking such action and insisting that they quit would unfortunately isolate too many valuable supporters to the pro hero movement. This was something that he would have to more subtly root out from the movement.
Whatever the case, the pro hero movement’s first meeting was able to end on a positive note, as many of the heroes who had come into the meeting somber or angry now had expressions of hope, seeing a clear way forward on how they could put things right.
Afterwards, Ryukyu and Fat Gum met with Mirai while most of the other heroes were talking to All Might.
“Sasaki, way to take the initiative here!” Fat Gum said jovially. “That’s the kind of spirit we need to get the hero system back on track!”
Mirai smiled in response, though there were other topics that he wanted to talk to his two colleagues about; namely, what they were thinking when they decided to simply bow to the government’s order to join the police rather than refusing in protest against the dissolution of the hero system. That, and something else;
“I am grateful to have you two supporting us, but I was wondering; where are Suneater and Nejire Chan?” Mirai asked, referring to Togata’s two friends and fellows in the ‘Big Three’ with the dignity of their hero names (it was a practice that he hoped to encourage those in the movement to adopt to keep their identities distinct from the populace rather than to allow themselves to be forcefully integrated into the system.) “It would have been good to have seen Lemillion’s best friends in support of the movement that was inspired by him in the first place.”
At this, Ryukyu and Fat Gum looked nervously at each other.
“…I did bring this up to Hado…” Ryukyu answered, irritatingly referring to her former intern with her civilian name, “But she was…oddly uncomfortable about the subject. It was one of the only times in which she didn’t seem to want to talk.”
“…What do you mean?” Mirai asked, confused. He could understand why Suneater would be reserved from Togata’s description of his friend, but from his description of Nejire, this would have been completely out of character for her.
Ryukyu still seemed uncomfortable to talk about it, and Mirai couldn’t help but to notice a trace of suspicion on the heroine’s face directed towards him before she shook herself out of it.
“…She’s just upset, that’s all.” Ryukyu explained. “It sounds like Togata confided a lot in her and Amajiki in the days leading up to Jaku, and some of the things that they talked about made her uncomfortable. I’m not sure if she and Amajiki would really be ready to join your movement like this.”
Mirai wondered if he imagined the emphasis on ‘your’ movement. He knew that his interactions with Togata had been heated leading up to Jaku, but he wondered how much of this he had shared with his friends. Did they know that he had been dying? Did they know about One For All? Perhaps Mirai would need to take some time to speak to them himself. Thankfully, Fat Gum spoke up and diffused the tension with his own assurances:
“Hey…I know that we’ve got high hopes for them, but those two still only just graduated, they’re barely adults now. They lost their best friend, they got thrown into a battle that kids those age really shouldn’t have been brought into in the first place, no matter how talented they were, and their whole world has been crumbling around them. We got to give them a bit of slack here. I’m sure that they’ll come around eventually, Nighteye. We just need to give them a break.”
“I understand.” Mirai responded, despite his frustrations. “I hope though that they will become a part of this; it would be the best way that they could honor their friend’s legacy.”
The next few weeks were a flurry of activity; organizing interviews, marches, speeches, all the while society was falling apart without the presence of the heroes. With the scandals revealed after Jaku fresh in everyone’s minds, the pro hero movement was met with a lot of opposition early on, as many people had come to blame heroes in general for the actions of a few bad eggs and the HPSC in general. On some level, Mirai could understand people’s frustrations, but it was as if people had completely forgotten what society was like before All Might’s debut, even though society was quickly returning to that state with the dissolution of the hero system. For people to turn their back on heroes, to insist that they were responsible for society’s ills, it felt to Mirai as if they were all subject to some bizarre experiment on cognitive dissonance, and it was an exercise in patience to not toss one of his high-density weights at the occasional heckler that spat vitriol at him and All Might for trying to bring back the hero system.
Thankfully, despite the actions of the WHA, All Might’s reputation crossed borders, allowing the movement to secure support, both financial and social from various people outside of Japan, such as Star and Stripe from the U.S., the Miraculous Heroes of France, the Round Table of the UK, etc. Hopefully, just as foreign pressure had forced the prime minister to end the hero system, it would also force him to restore it.
There were several other measures that Mirai wanted to take to gain public support. As much as Togata’s sacrifice pained him, the act had also cemented Lemillion’s legacy as a true hero. Mirai thought that it would be a good way to honor his old intern’s memory by using his legacy as a means of restoring the hero system. At every rally that the movement held, Mirai made sure to mention Lemillion’s sacrifice to remind the public what the ultimate hero had done for their sakes, and how insulting it was to his memory for people to criticize heroes and for the hero system to have been abolished.
Unfortunately, Mirai was not able to capitalize on Lemillion’s legacy as much as he wanted to. For example, Eri, the girl that Lemillion had rescued in his solo debut, could have acted as an excellent public figure to add to the support of the movement, someone who had been personally helped by Togata and would have wanted to honor his legacy. If Mirai could have had Eri show up at the pro hero movement’s rallies, he was sure that support for the movement would skyrocket. Alas, Mirai found himself stonewalled at this measure by Nezu. Eri was still housed within UA, essentially being a ward of the staff now that Aizawa could no longer be her guardian, and Nezu refused to allow Mirai to ‘take advantage of Eri’s trauma to serve your needs or to use her as another pawn.’
Mirai could not understand what had happened to Nezu. Yes, the chimera could be enigmatic in his actions and motivations, but he had always been someone that All Might could trust. Why was he refusing to help them now?
Another failure came about in Mirai’s efforts to convince Mr. and Mrs. Togata to convey their public support to the movement. When he met with them, he tried to explain how the movement was meant to honor the sacrifice of their son, but, having been told the truth of One For All by All Might the previous year, they were also aware of Mirai’s part in convincing Togata to take the Quirk that had ultimately killed him. Mirai could understand some antipathy, but it was so strange and inexplicable to him the difference in how Togata’s parents saw him over the past two years. When Mirai had taken on Togata as his intern and for his Work Study, on the occasion that Mirai was able to meet Togata’s parents they were nothing but grateful to him for helping their son finally master Permeation. But, after Togata had been given One For All, each time that Mirai met them, they had become a bit more cold towards Mirai, to the point that when Mirai attempted to enlist their support for the movement, Mr. Togata slammed the door in his face while his wife had broken down in tears.
Despite these setbacks, the pro hero movement was making progress. As Mirai had predicted, a significant number of former pro heroes had simply chosen not to do their work at all, whether within the emergency services or out of it. Granted, some of these heroes had chosen to retire completely out of shame from the criticism that they had received such as Death Arms or Yoroi Musha, though many had taken Mirai’s suggestion to heart and quit heroics as a matter of protests against a government and a public that did not respect them. Crowds of heroes could be seen picketing outside of the Diet or the various police stations of the country, waving signs and arguing with civilians that attempted to pick fights with them, criticizing them for abandoning the country.
“We won’t work without respect!”
“We put our lives on the line for people that treat us like dirt!”
“Why should we help people that accuse us of being corrupt?”
Mirai knew that not all of the members of the pro hero movement looked on such demonstrations with respect; Mirko in particular being vehement about heroes whining, but apart from her and a few outliers, it was difficult for anyone in the movement to not feel some sympathy for such protests, to not understand how frustrating it was to be reviled by a selfish public when so many of their colleagues had died protecting them.
In contrast, many heroes had already acquiesced to the government’s order to join the country’s emergency services, but Mirai noted that did not necessarily improve things. The police and heroes operated off of completely different systems of training and protocol. Most of the police weren’t even prepared for situations where they were expected to run in and fight villains, being so used to simply handling clean-up after villain fights. Heroes meanwhile found it difficult to adapt to police protocol, in which collateral damage wasn’t so easily forgiven and paid for (it was difficult for the government to simply fund the police at the moment, let alone handle the damage resulting from the near-constant riots and villain attacks,) requiring that the heroes adopt a style that focused on safety and working as a unit. Mirai overheard many heroes in the movement who had joined the police complaining about how often they were reprimanded for their work; their way of rushing in to face threats headfirst contrasting too much with protocol, as well as the collateral damage that their Quirks could often cause. The result was that in the days after the hero system’s dissolution, the police, even with the aid of heroes, showed themselves completely incapable of contending with the threats facing the country, whether it be in the acts of violence themselves, or in dealing with the expenses of the collateral damage in the aftermath of violence. Each day, more heroes joined the movement, either out of frustration with their inability to function in the police or rescue services, or out of resentment for the public’s disrespect towards them.
It was an unfortunate state of affairs, with many heroes who had gone into the police with the intent of continuing their work in securing the peace finding that they could not function in such a different system, leading to many dropping out, and more were leaving each day. That being said, as much as Mirai reviled how easily society was slipping back into the chaos he knew in his youth, this was all serving the purposes of the movement. True, Jaku and the scandals around the hero system were still fresh in everyone’s minds, but Mirai knew that with a bit more time, the public would realize that their society was on the brink of complete and total collapse, and regardless of whatever absurd reservations they may have had against heroes, it was better that they be trusted to protect them again. Every time the prime minister showed up to speak to the press, he was more nervous and disheveled, desperate to handle the demands of the public to do something about their way of life falling apart. Sooner or later, he would be forced to turn to whatever option he could get, and the only option was to restore the heroes.
For a time, Mirai felt as if he could breathe again. People did not want society to fall into the same darkness that All Might had pulled them out of, and were slowly starting to turn back to the outstretched hands of the heroes that they had childishly slapped away. Soon, Mirai predicted, the dissolution of the hero system would be over, and in the future looked back on in shame as the kneejerk reaction of a foolish people and its government to despair. While they would not be able to restore society to the pinnacle it had achieved under All Might’s guidance, with the heroes they would at least be able to aspire towards it.
All Might and Mirai stood before a crowd of people at the All Might agency, waiting for the unveiling. For once, the crowd that Mirai and All Might were about to address seemed calm and respectful. All Might meanwhile was only just managing to hold himself together, the weight of what he was about to talk about still fresh on their minds. Nonetheless, All Might had fully agreed to this, and had paid for everything out of pocket; the subject of this announcement standing tall and covered with a sheet next to him.
“I’d like to thank you all for coming.” He began. “In these days, it is hard for people to look at heroes the same way that they once did, but the fact that so many still hold my successor in such high esteem is a great comfort to me.”
All Might clenched the edges of the podium, fighting off a tear.
“Though I only had the pleasure of knowing him for less than two years, young Togata showed himself time and time again to exemplify the greatest attributes of heroism; selflessness, hope, and a desire to help others no matter the circumstances. From his first year in UA to the sacrifice he made at Jaku for the sake of this country, Togata was a hero like no other, and it pains me so much that such a wonderful life was cut short. Nonetheless, I hope to keep the memory of his heroism alive whenever people walk by my agency. Please, remember this amazing young man, and give him the honor he is due for his life working to make the world a better place:”
At this, All Might pulled the sheet off of the figure next to him, unveiling a bronze statue of Lemillion with his fist held high, dwarfing even the statue of All Might that had been erected at the sight of All Might’s last confrontation with All For One at Kamino. The audience gasped in awe at the sight of Lemillion, clapping in honor of perhaps the only hero held in universal acclaim throughout Japan.
Seeing his former intern’s image emblazoned in glory as he had always known it would be, only to be cut far too short was difficult for Mirai, though he held himself with the same solemn dignity that he always did. The response of the public to this was encouraging considering how so many heroes had found themselves the subject of disgrace in the country, and Mirai hoped that this reminder of the hero that had died for the citizens of Japan would make them rethink their impudent protests against the system that had brought them out of darkness. In fact, Mirai intended for every speech and press conference they would make would be done here under the gaze of Lemillion’s statue, daring anyone to speak against the hero’s memory by suggesting that heroes should not be given the honor and support that they were due.
In the back of the crowd, Mirai spied a face almost identical to Lemillion’s, albeit with black hair, watching the proceedings grimly. Recognizing the man, Mirai elected to subtly disengage from the crowd, letting All Might handle their questions while Mirai moved to speak to Togata’s father.
“Mr. Togata, I’m glad that you could come.” Mirai greeted the man, holding his hand out to shake, though Togata did not take it, only frowning at Mirai. Undaunted, Mirai gestured towards the podium where All Might was speaking.
“We would love to hear you speak if you have any words to remember your son by.”
“I only came here to see the statue that All Might was talking about.” Mr. Togata responded bluntly. “I’m not going to take part in your efforts to milk my son’s pain.”
Mirai balked, but quickly recollected himself. All Might had told Mr. Togata about One For All, including admitting what it was doing to the young man in his last days. He supposed that it wasn’t unreasonable for Mr. Togata to still feel resentful.
“I assure you, Mr. Togata, I only mean to honor your son’s legacy…”
“Really?” Mr. Togata cut in again. “My son’s legacy? Or the legacy of All Might?”
It was becoming clear that Mr. Togata wasn’t going to be cooperative, but Mirai wasn’t ready to give up yet:
“Mr. Togata, please, think about what your son would have wanted…”
“You didn’t care about what my son wanted, Sasaki. You were too busy pulling him into your fantasy of creating the hero you wanted instead of the hero Mirio wanted to become.”
Mr. Togata sighed, holding his hand up to silence Mirai before he could protest any more.
“I am proud of what Mirio did, and I am sad to see heroes fall, as they were people that my son looked to so highly, but I am not going to be a part of this. No matter what it is that you are saying, I know you enough not to trust you, Sasaki.”
Mirai realized that Mr. Togata was a lost cause for the time being. He recomposed himself, not wanting to attract negative attention at this time by acting undignified. Perhaps after Mr. Togata had more time to grieve, he would be more receptive to reason. Before Mirio’s father could completely walk away though, he turned once more to Mirai:
“Another thing. Stop trying to get ahold of Eri. I called UA ahead of time and warned them that you would try to use that little girl like a prop the same way that you are using my son. She’s been through a lot, and you don’t have a right to take advantage of her trauma for your own ends. Leave her alone, and leave my family alone.”
Mirai withheld a grimace as Mr. Togata left, thankfully not attracting any of the photographers that were focused on All Might. He had been hoping to get in touch with the girl that Lemillion had rescued, to have her be present at future events as a further reminder of Togata’s achievements and the work he had done. It would have been doubly difficult for anyone to speak ill of heroes when the first person Lemillion had rescued was present. If what Mr. Togata said was true though, it seemed that Mirai would have to do without her for the time being, especially while Nezu was keeping her at UA.
Why were the people who should have been supporting the movement being so difficult? Why couldn’t they see what Mirai was trying to accomplish?
Irked, Mirai adjusted his glasses and recomposed himself before heading back to the podium to help All Might answer questions. They would see. Soon, people would recognize that the future Mirai was working for was the best case scenario that they could hope for.
It was impressive how even after the dissolution of the hero system, All Might still had enough respect from the country that he and Mirai were able to arrange a meeting with Prime Minister Koshi. Here, Mirai hoped to lay out the desires of the pro hero movement, and perhaps even that day arrange a transition back into the hero system in some form.
Unfortunately, Mirai and All Might were left arguing with the fool about his most recent action that would not only take the country further away from heroes, but also likely lead to the country tearing itself apart in a matter of days if Koshi did not rescind his order and reinstate the hero system.
In a desperate move, the Japanese government had legalized public Quirk use, ostentatiously to bolster the country’s flagging economy in the wake of the collapse of the hero system, and all of the businesses associated with it. It was a ridiculously stupid move that would inevitably lead to mass chaos as rubes would use powers that they hadn’t been trained with or even understood without any kind of restraint. In Mirai’s youth, while there were restrictions on Quirk use as a result of the first MLA war, many had simply ignored them without a reliable means of enforcing the regulations. This was one of the most common causes of daily destruction; not necessarily outright villain attacks from people using their Quirks to commit crimes, but ordinary, unschooled citizens using their Quirks lackadaisically without concern for the possible repercussions. This resulted in accidents that could be as small as scratching up someone’s car with a clumsy Speed Quirk, or causing a fire that spread throughout an entire city block because someone was too careless to take note of hazardous chemical signs while playing with a Fire Quirk. That wasn’t even accounting for the kind of destruction that occurred when people took the law into their own hands and committed vigilantism in an effort to combat villains, oftentimes causing worse collateral damage than the villains themselves.
This was one of the biggest reasons for heroes in the first place; as much as the MLA whined about Quirk regulations, the fact was that they were potential weapons of mass destruction in the hands of random civilians, many of whom Mirai wouldn’t trust driving a scooter, let alone having the ability to shoot lightning from their fingertips. Only in the hands of responsible, properly trained heroes could Quirks be reliably used.
And yet, Prime Minister Koshi had given a country of misguided idiots the green light to use their Quirks as they pleased.
Despite his reputation for being a pushover (something that the former HPSC had often taken advantage of,) Koshi had shown himself to be quite stubborn nowadays, of all times. Though he had been quite cordial to All Might and Mirai when they first came into his office, their conversation had not born much fruit.
“Minister Koshi, please reconsider this. I understand that you are doing this to help people, but granting public Quirk use is going to cause more problems than it will solve.” All Might pleaded to Koshi, the man having the gall to look considerate towards the former Symbol of Peace but lacking the sense to take what All Might and Mirai were saying into consideration.
“Our country needs this.” Koshi explained. “With so many of our major businesses collapsed, the citizens have lost their jobs. The Yaoyorozu Conglomerate only has so much influence and opportunities for people. What we need is a way for the average citizen to be able to provide for themselves and their families. This is the best way that we could think of to allow them to do so.”
“Our businesses collapsed because they were linked to the hero system that you dissolved. The citizens’ jobs could be restored if you brought the hero system back.” Mirai argued back. Infuriatingly, Koshi glared back at him.
“Many of those support businesses and the advertisement firms were failing before I dissolved the hero system as a result of Jaku. The country was losing faith in heroes before I acted, and our economy was likewise failing. We needed a solution like this before that dissolution.” Koshi sighed and shook his head. “This isn’t just about the economy; this has been something that Parliament has been debating ever since the HPSC’s crimes started to come to light. One of the ways that the HPSC exerted control over the country was by ensuring that only heroes could use their Quirks. As such, they were the ones who essentially controlled Quirks. People don’t want another agency like the HPSC getting that kind of power again.”
“But Minister Koshi,” All Might interjected, “I don’t think that you’re realizing how much damage this move is going to cause: granting untrained citizens the ability to use their Quirks freely is bound to lead to more Quirk accidents and vigilantism…”
“With all due respect, All Might,” Koshi impudently interrupted, “we have already been seeing a rise in Quirk accidents and vigilantism. The fact is, as things are, especially with so many heroes having retired or simply choosing not to do their work,” Koshi punctuated this with a glare at the two, “we simply do not have the manpower to police Quirk use. With this measure, we can at least provide citizens a way to use their Quirks in a manner that will help themselves and help others with new businesses.”
Mirai realized that they needed to adopt a different strategy to get Koshi to do the right thing. He attempted to appeal to Koshi’s fear of losing his office.
“Prime Minister Koshi, regardless of the intent of your actions, the results will be catastrophic, I guarantee you.” Mirai pointed out. “On top of everything that has happened, in your position, you cannot afford more chaos. What we are offering you is a way to save your reputation before it is lost completely. If you do not rescind your orders, you will be voted out of office, and that is the least damaging thing that I can predict occurring to your political career.”
Koshi though simply sighed and leaned back in his chair.
“…My reputation is in tatters as is with how much I capitulated to the HPSC. I am the Prime Minister in a country that has experienced a civil war, massive scandal, and disgrace on the public stage. You act as if heroes are a magic wand that I could wave that could fix all of my problems, but they’re not. I have to deal with all of these problems, and the fact that as the Prime Minister, people are going to blame me for them.” The man huffed and shrugged. “I’ve been weak and submissive towards the HPSC for almost my entire career; doing what they said even when I had doubts as to whether it would actually be the right thing for the country.” Koshi threw up his hands. “If I’m going to lose my job no matter what, I may as well do what I think is actually right for Japan in the amount of time that I have left, even if it makes me unpopular.”
Mirai maintained his stoic demeanor, but it was taking all of his willpower to not leap over the desk and take this foolish man by the collar. He had the gall to talk about the well-being of the people when he had taken measures that essentially doomed them?
“Putting aside the problems of legalizing public Quirk use, that doesn’t change the fact that your emergency services aren’t equipped to handle the chaos that this country is facing. You talk about doing what you think is right, but do you think that it’s right to force your citizens to live in this chaos?”
“…I have my own plan to address Japan’s security issues.” Koshi responded. Though his demeanor seemed almost morose as he said this, he gave no indication that he was about to cave, no sense that he was truly nervous as he so often appeared in public before the Battle of Jaku. Of all of the times for this fool to grow a spine, he had chosen the absolute worst time.
Mirai had enough and stood up despite All Might appearing to want to talk some more. They weren’t going to make any progress today, it seemed.
“Very well. When the country starts to engulf itself in flames from people inevitably using their Quirks irresponsibly, you know how to contact us. We will be ready to help cleaning up the resulting mess and restore peace to the country once you restore our authority to do so.”
Mirai and All Might left the Prime Minister’s office and headed back to Might Tower, where they saw several heroes in the lobby discussing the most recent development.
“Oof…this is bad…” Wash noted as he read the article on his phone. “I came across the aftermath of a fight between villains and vigilantes that had been using their Quirks just a few days ago…if people are just allowed to use their Quirks willy-nilly without limit…” The former No. 8 Hero shook his head, collapsing in a chair. “I can’t help but imagine what kinds of accidents are going to result.”
“The very first lesson Thirteen always taught hero students at UA was how dangerous Quirks could be…” Aizawa growled, leaning over a cup of black coffee. “And now the government is giving a free pass to a bunch of disgruntled, untrained civilians who haven’t even been told as much as that.”
“While I don’t need to use Foresight to agree with your predictions, hopefully the resulting chaos will force people to realize how foolish these measures are and convince the prime minister to rescind his order.” Mirai pointed out as he passed by the two.
“Maybe, but how long will that take?” Wash asked in concern. “How many people are going to get hurt?”
“I cannot say. Some lessons require the stick instead of the carrot.” Mirai replied bitterly, likening the public to stubborn mules. “It just makes it all the more important that we heroes continue our work so that the public can see the difference between us and vigilantes that will take advantage of this.”
As they passed through the lobby and stepped into the elevator, Mirai spoke to All Might.
“I believe that at our next speech, we need to speak out against the vigilantes that have sprung up.”
“I can understand that considering what a lot of these vigilantes have been doing, Sasaski, but aren’t the heroes who haven’t joined the police legally vigilantes themselves?” All Might asked.
“By the letter of the law, perhaps.” Mirai begrudgingly agreed, “But we need to make a distinction between pro heroes who have been properly trained to handle their Quirks and act according to the law, and disgruntled fools who take it into their heads that they have a place assaulting people and calling that justice.”
Wearily, All Might nodded.
“I suppose you’re right. We need to make sure that there is a standard for restraint in our actions and that we are seeking to make people feel safe…”
It was good that All Might happened to be looking away as he said this, as Mirai winced, having had to recently argue with Mister Blaster and his ‘Buster Union,’ a group of heroes known for their particularly destructive attacks. While the main criticism the pro hero movement was using against vigilantes was how destructive their actions could be, Mirai was struck by the issue of many pro heroes who had joined the movement being overly destructive themselves. The HPSC had apparently been encouraging these kinds of tactics; ones that looked impressive in front of the camera. It could be difficult for the pro hero movement to make a distinction between vigilantes and heroes when some heroes had the same strategies.
All the more reason for All Might to be giving this speech then. The more that heroes could have their images lifted up in the eyes of the public, the better.
Though the government’s most recent actions and Prime Minister Koshi’s refusal to cooperate with the movement was frustrating, Mirai was able to calm himself as they planned out their next move. The fact was, despite all of these complications, the movement was heading in the right direction. As Mirai had pointed out to Wash and Koshi, the legalization of public Quirk use was going to have a massive backlash that the government wasn’t prepared to deal with. There were already protests and mass criticisms against the Diet and the police, which had been failing to contend with maintaining the security of the country, and legalizing public Quirk use was simply going to make things worse. Soon, the people would have no choice but to turn back to the heroes. Even if people still booed and hissed at heroes whenever they showed up to help, Mirai had noticed that All Might’s speeches, coupled with Uwabami’s connections with the media were slowly turning public support back towards the heroes as the people didn’t have anywhere else to turn for hope. This would all just be a slight hiccup in the movement’s progress, and soon, Koshi would have no choice but to reinstate the hero system.
As Mirai and All Might were stepping off of the elevator and finishing their talk, they were stopped by a harried-looking Centipeder.
“…Something has happened that you two need to know about.” He said, holding up his phone.
The crowd of reporters, once so easily quelled by All Might’s presence, who would stand and sit quietly as he spoke words of wisdom in awe and reverence, were now no less than a pack of starving rats, barely restraining themselves from leaping over the podium that All Might stood behind to take a bite of his corpse. For his part, All Might did not flinch before them, standing with the same solemn grace that Mirai had always seen from him, even in his emaciated state, but that did not stop the reporters from smelling blood in the water and trying to draw more.
“Why was someone as violent as Bakugou Katsuki allowed into UA in the first place?”
“Why did UA never reprimand Bakugou Katsuki for his behavior?”
“What do you have to say about Bakugou Katsuki’s actions, when it was his kidnapping that ultimately led to you being forced to retire?”
“How can the pro hero movement expect the public to trust heroes when the student that UA chose to represent its First Year hero students turned out to be a psychopath?”
“How many other people like Bakugou Katsuki became heroes?”
All Might weathered the storm of shouted questions sent towards him, waiting with what dignity he could muster until the reporters could quiet down enough to speak.
“I am shocked that Young Bakugou would ever do something so reprehensible. I had faith that with the right guidance, Bakugou could have become a great hero…though for him to have perpetrated such cruelty…it seems that my faith was misplaced.” The former hero morosely admitted.
“All Might, why did you and the staff at UA think that Bakugou could be a hero?” A reporter with a cheetah mutation spoke up. “Every single report that we have of Bakugou indicated that he was selfish, violent, and uncaring about the well-being of others. What about him made you think he had any potential as a hero?”
The question weighed heavily on All Might, as he struggled to answer.
“…He was determined. He constantly put his all into his drive to become the best hero…He showed such great power and skill…”
“With all due respect, All Might,” the reporter interrupted, “While it would be crass to blame Bakugou for being kidnapped by the League of Villains,” a few of the woman’s fellow reporters frowned at her calling them out like that, though she continued nonetheless, “the same attributes that you mentioned are likely what made them think that he could have been a villain. Did Bakugou actually show any attributes unique to heroes? Did he care about others? Did he try to lift others up? Did he ever make anyone around him feel safe or reassured? Was any of his ‘drive’ devoted to helping anyone, or was it simply so that he could claim that he was better than everyone else?”
The reporter’s questions struck All Might so hard that he was forced to avert his gaze from her, staring down at the podium in remorse. Wanting to prevent the reporters from seeing All Might as weak, Mirai spoke up in an effort to regain control of the crowd.
“Bakugou Katsuki is not a representative of heroes.” Mirai spoke up as he noticed All Might floundering. “He was simply a spoiled narcissist who saw heroics as a means of boosting his own ego and an excuse to hurt people. He was hardly characteristic of heroes as a whole.”
“How can you say that when the Number One Hero was his heroics teacher?” Another reporter asked. “Not to mention the fact that his homeroom teacher Aizawa Shota is also a part of your movement! He openly praised Bakugou’s ‘drive’ even though villains thought that he would make a good recruit! If he was someone that didn’t represent what a hero should be like, why didn’t they kick him out of the hero course, or at least get him to stop his behavior?”
“Endeavor abused his family out of jealousy towards All Might, and yet he became the Number One Hero, so who’s to say that people like he and Bakugou aren’t representative of a significant number of heroes themselves?” another reporter called out.
“Just because Bakugou did all of these horrible things in his drive to become a hero does not mean that the entire system is at fault…” Mirai attempted to say, only to be interrupted again.
“They why was he allowed to train to become a hero? How can we trust that this system you’re trying to bring about can create people that we can trust to protect us when it let someone like him train in the country’s best hero school?”
All Might finally picked his head up to try to address the crowd.
“I believed that Young Bakugou had the potential to be a hero, despite his faults. I admit now though that I was too focused on the person he could be to see the person that he was, to see the things that he was doing and the toxic way that he thought. I did not take measures to actually correct his behavior. I am sorry for my failures as a teacher. However, I implore you all to not lose faith in heroes as a whole because of my failures…”
Despite All Might’s pleading though, the moment he admitted to being at fault for Bakugou’s behavior, the reporters leapt on his words like ravenous wolves, shouting more questions and accusations at the former Symbol of Peace as they smelled more blood. Mirai lost his patience, realizing that letting the media take shots at the movement like this wasn’t going to help them at all, and ended the conference early. Once he and All Might returned to Might Tower, the two had to take some time alone. All Might morosely sat in the oversized chair in his office, while Mirai irritably tried to find some quiet corner, pulling out his phone in some hope that he could find some way to fix this mess, only for the same headline to continue to play over the news that had been playing since Bakugou Katsuki had murdered sixteen people.
“YOU CAN’T DO THIS, I’M A HERO!”
One brat. One miserable, psychopathic brat had brought the progress of the pro hero movement to a screeching halt.
Heroes causing collateral damage had been an issue that the movement had been struggling with, but it was something that they could handle. True, the Buster Union had a tendency to leave the villains that they fought half-dead with their attacks, and there were a few other heroes that had caused collateral damage that All Might’s lawyers were trying to settle with the property owners for, but Mirai could always arrange for All Might to give a speech distracting from those mistakes, and Uwabami had been a valuable ally in directing public opinion. Up to this point, those issues had been hiccups more than anything else, and the movement had been making great progress. Even with the disappointing meeting that they had with the prime minister, Mirai had been convinced that they were on the cusp of restoring Japan’s hero system, that with the state of the country being what it was, in a matter of weeks, the government would acquiesce to their campaign. Now though? Bakugou had disgraced the name of heroes and set back the movement to an extent Mirai could not yet begin to comprehend.
Mirai put his phone away, tired of having to deal with so many idiotic people. He needed something to settle himself, and sought out one of the break rooms to get some coffee. The first one he found only had two people in it; Gang Orca and Best Jeanist, who were thankfully keeping to themselves, so Mirai hoped that he would have a quiet enough atmosphere to gather his thoughts. Perhaps he was too quiet himself though, as the two other heroes seemed to forget that he was there as they began to speak out loud after a period of protracted silence.
“…I told them, damn it, I told them!” Gang Orca growled, slamming his fist down on the table in an action that made Mirai glare at him, though the Killer Whale Hero did not notice. “He made no progress throughout the entire training, and even went as far as to nearly attack a child on his first day simply because he didn’t like what the child was saying! Does that not paint a clear enough picture of the kind of person he was and how he absolutely should not have been given a license?”
“I had a similar experience with him.” Best Jeanist replied, shaking his head. “I had hoped that getting him to interact with civilians would force him to reign in his temper and his ego, but I had to restrain him with my Quirk in practically every interaction he had with the public.” The former Number Four Hero buried his head in his hands. “But still…to go as far as this…to lose control so utterly…Truly, nothing I tried to teach him stuck.”
“That boy would not learn a lesson he did not care about.” Gang Orca glowered at the table. “Though that begs the question of what kinds of lessons he was being taught at UA?”
“…I can’t say.” Best Jeanist mused as he stared at the table in kind. “With what you’ve told me about what he was like at his Provisional License Training, if anything, his behavior had gotten worse from when I met him.” Wearily, he looked up at Gang Orca. “He went from being at the top of his class, the winner of the First Year’s Sports Festival, to failing the same Provisional License Exam that almost all of his classmates passed, and went on to have successful Work Studies. I can only imagine that he could not bear to see his classmates succeed where he failed. He may have been one of the strongest at the beginning of the year, but that was before any of them had received any actual training. Once they started growing, he must have been infuriated to be left behind.”
The two were too tired and frustrated to talk any further, though this was just as well to Mirai, who welcomed the silence, uncomfortable as it was, if only to take his mind off of the movement’s problems for a short while. Unfortunately, this silence was soon interrupted by the arrival of the worst person for Gang Orca and Best Jeanist to see at that moment: Eraserhead, limping into the break room with his own exhausted and dark expression, seemingly to refill on coffee. Though he kept his back to Gang Orca and Best Jeanist, Mirai could tell that the former UA teacher was aware of the incredulous glares that the two heroes were sending his way, simply choosing to ignore them. The two heroes though did not allow him to walk away so easily.
“We warned you, Aizawa.” Gang Orca spoke up.
Eraserhead continued to heat up his coffee, acting as if he hadn’t heard the Killer Whale Hero.
“We told you that you needed to reign in Bakugou’s ego time and time again, but as far as we could tell of his behavior, you did nothing to address our concerns.” Best Jeanist said, finally getting Eraserhead to slam the coffee pot down.
“I’ve had to deal with people badgering me about this all day, I don’t have the time to deal with you two now.” Eraserhead growled with his back to the two heroes.
“We had been badgering you about this a lot longer than just today. If you had listened to us, we might have not been in this situation in the first place.” Gang Orca growled back, refusing to let Eraserhead walk away now.
“How was I supposed to know that Bakugou would do something like this?” Eraserhead span around to glare at the two.
“Because we warned you that he would.” Best Jeanist pointed out, not backing down. “Bakugou had shown himself to be aggressive towards civilians under both of us, so as far as we know, you didn’t do anything to correct is behavior.”
“You are in no place to judge me when you don’t know how I taught him. I had worked with students like him in the past.” Eraserhead attempted to defend himself.
“We know about what happened with your past students, Aizawa. They are hardly a credit to you, though I do not blame most of them for how they turned out.” Best Jeanist coldly replied.
“All we have seen of how you handled Bakugou was your claims that he ‘worked harder than anyone else to be the Number One Hero’ on public television.” Gang Orca sarcastically quoted. “I can understand defending him from accusations of being a villain back then, but from what I saw of him, the only time that Bakugou worked hard or showed any talent was when it came to hurting people. Is that how you measured effort? It sounds as if it was what he was being encouraged in, or at the very least, you weren’t discouraging him from that attitude.”
Eraserhead glowered at the two who had cornered him against the coffee table.
“You two seem so adamant about telling me how to do my job, so tell me, what exactly would you have done differently?”
“We told you our recommendations!” Gang Orca shouted. “I told you that Bakugou should have been dropped from the hero course, if not expelled completely for how he behaved!”
“I was the same.” Best Jeanist added. “I gave Bakugou remarks on his progress report that I know would have gotten other students expelled and transferred to General Education. I was practically counting on it, hoping that the experience would humble him. Why didn’t you, when you had done the same to so many students less problematic than him?”
“That’s enough!” Mirai shouted, fed up as he was by the argument and the constant reminders of their problems. “What’s done is done, and arguing with each other isn’t going to make anything better. The movement can’t afford to have its members at each other’s throats like this.” Gang Orca and Best Jeanist stepped away from Eraserhead, the three glowering at each other before Eraserhead took the opportunity to take his coffee and leave, with Mirai following suite in a vain effort.
Mirai grit his teeth as he wondered how many more times he would have to settle arguments like this. In truth, he would have preferred to have simply have the pro hero movement distance itself from UA, to make it clear that this mess with Bakugou was the fault of the school. Expelling Aizawa from the movement would have been a necessary sacrifice in most cases, and Mirai would have gladly put this whole scandal onto the shoulders of UA. However, as the reporters had pointed out, the lead spokesman of the pro hero movement was one of Bakugou’s teachers, as well as a prominent graduate of UA, along with many of the most notable members of the movement. Besides the danger of angering so many members of the movement, in the eyes of the public, heroism and UA were inexorably intwined, and thus attempting to malign UA as solely responsible for Bakugou’s atrocities would not be so easy.
Eventually, Mirai found an empty hallway on the upper floors of the Might Agency where he could look out the window in peace. Looking down though, he saw that the crowd of reporters had swelled with a mass of chanting protesters decrying All Might and Mirai’s work, all within view of Lemillion’s statue.
As much as it made Mirai taste bile in his mouth, he had to accept that the movement was going to have to rebuild its reputation. They would need to slowly extricate any association heroes had with UA in the mind of the public. Perhaps it would be wise to phase out what duties they gave to Eraserhead, to minimize his involvement with the movement and any possible public appearances.
They had been so close to getting the hero system reinstated; just a little bit more time, and the government would have capitulated to the pressure of the country’s law enforcement failing. So close! Now they would have to wait again; the government wasn’t going to bring heroes back when their image had been maligned so much by Bakugou. Still though, it wasn’t as if Koshi had anyone else that he could turn to in order to enforce law and order in the country. Sooner or later, he would have to call on the heroes, but how long would that take now? A scandal like this could be in the public’s conscience for a long time, far too long. Every passing day was leading the country further into anarchy. In the meanwhile, Koshi was going to keep trying to pass off the police as the country’s defenders, despite their clear inability to handle the job that was once handled by heroes.
Perhaps then, a new strategy? If Mirai couldn’t make the movement look better, maybe they could at least make the public see how much worse their alternative was? True, there wasn’t much that Mirai could say towards the police without alienating many heroes in the movement, but maybe in the same way that Bakugou had come to be seen as the symbol of what was wrong with the heroes, maybe Mirai could find someone similar in the police…
Lady Nagant’s release from prison on the same day as the dissolution of the hero system had been made public knowledge, even if it had been done in such a surreptitious way that no one had actually seen her leave Tartarus. Since then, Tsutsumi Kaina had vanished, with no one having seen her since. This changed though with the Creature Rejection Clan riots, where Lady Nagant revealed herself to the public for the first time since her arrest years ago. Just recently, Mirai’s contacts into the police force had informed him that Lady Nagant had joined them with Hawks.
This gave Mirai the perfect target for the movement’s newest strategy, or rather, target(s.) Granted, he hadn’t discussed this with All Might, knowing that the Symbol of Peace would not approve, but Mirai believed that the time had come for drastic measures. Besides, both Hawks and Lady Nagant were known murderers and collaborators with the HPSC in its more insipid criminalities; Mirai was simply making sure that the public was informed of their activities.
This was why he was working with Uwabami in one of Might Agency’s main computer rooms as he drafted a comment from the pro hero movement on Lady Nagant’s entry into the police force:
“Investigations have found that Tsutsumi Kaina, better known as ‘Lady Nagant,’ revealed in the past few months to have been one of the HPSC’s primary enforcers, has joined the Japanese police force. Having been seen cooperating with Takami Keigo, better known as ‘Hawks,’ another former hero revealed to be an agent of the HPSC for his work as a spy and assassin, who has also recently joined with the Japanese police force, one can only wonder what missions the two are involved in now. Lady Nagant has been implicated in the assassinations of numerous heroes, all to prop up the HPSC’s image. As agents deeply entrenched in the corruption of the HSPC that poisoned the hero system, it is greatly concerning what other work Lady Nagant and Hawks will be involved in now. The pro hero movement will nonetheless continue to work to ensure that the heroes of the future are not similarly tainted by such criminality.”
“Excellent. I’ll get my contacts with the news agencies to spread this story out, so we won’t need to wait long for it to be public knowledge.” Uwabami said.
Mirai nodded towards Uwabami. In most circumstances prior to the fall of the HPSC, Uwabami would not be a hero that Mirai would have respect for, in many ways being a figure that embodied the focus of fame and fortune over helping anyone in the hero system. For her part, Mirai knew that Uwabami had only joined with the pro hero movement as a means of maintaining her modeling career. With heroes currently so unpopular, and with Uwabami being seen as emblematic of the opulence that led to so many issues in the hero system, she was unable to continue her work, both because of the public discourse directed towards her and the collapse of so many of the advertisement agencies that she worked with, and as such was invested in the hero movement primarily as a means of restoring her fortune. However, the advertisements that she had been involved in granted her contacts with the media that were invaluable to the movement, and which Mirai intended to take advantage of now, as she was able to provide Mirai with footage of Lady Nagant as she entered the Musutafu Police Department on her first day.
The next day, various top news networks were running stories on the return of Lady Nagant. Citizens were now protesting in front of their city’s various Police Departments, calling for Nagant and Hawks to be made to answer for their crimes; Nagant’s deal with the UN over her testimony on the HPSC and the UN’s completed investigation into Hawks notwithstanding. Thanks to Mirai’s machinations, Bakugou Katsuki had finally stopped being the leading story (though there were many still comparing Bakugou’s actions to Nagant’s,) granting the movement some time for Mirai to try to figure out how to regain their support. He was able to look out at the base of Might Tower, finally free of protesters, and breathe a sigh of relief.
As he was heading towards his office though, he was stopped by the emaciated form of All Might, who was glowering at Mirai in disapproval. “Sasaki…that was wrong.” All Might chided Mirai.
“How so?” Mirai asked, not bothering to beat around the bush.
“ ‘How so?’” All Might repeated incredulously. “You’re trying to demonize others to get the public to ignore our scandals! How is that not wrong?”
“Are you saying that as heroes, we should not condemn evil actions?” Mirai challenged. “Are you saying that Lady Nagant and Hawks were not involved in the illicit affairs of the HPSC?”
All Might withered at this, though he attempted to recollect himself;
“From what I understand about those two, they were manipulated and forced into their situations.”
“And that justifies their actions?” Mirai snapped back. “They were supposed to be heroes, they should have known that what they were doing was wrong.”
“Tsutsumi attempted to back out…” All Might attempted to say, only for Mirai to cut int again.
“By committing murder, rather than going to the proper authorities.”
All Might stood before Mirai, his thunder stolen, only to frown at him once more.
“They’re still trying to help people, Sasaki. As heroes, we should be supporting them…”
“It’s because of that kind of attitude that the HPSC was able to get away with its crimes. Simply because someone takes the label of ‘hero’ does not make their actions moral. It didn’t for those two, it didn’t for Endeavor, and it didn’t for Bakugou Katsuki.”
Perhaps it was a low blow for Mirai to subtly call out All Might for his failures towards Bakugou, but Mirai believed it to be necessary to get the Symbol of Peace to focus on what was important at the time, allowing him to walk around All Might and continue to head to his office.
As he traversed the halls of Might Agency, Mirai passed by several other heroes discussing the news;
“Seriously? The police just let her back in?”
“How do we know that she doesn’t have any of us on our kill list?”
“How many heroes did she kill? How the hell can they just let her go from that?!”
Most of the comments were made in fear, though Mirai felt it was at least accomplishing his purpose. Too many of the heroes had gone along with the government’s order to join with the police. Having an infamous hero killer join the force certainly would make the heroes pause for thought as whether the government had their best interests in mind with such an order. Ideally, this would get more heroes to pull their support, weakening the police further, and force the government back to the negotiating table.
Standing outside of Mirai’s office though were Gang Orca and Best Jeanist, both glaring at Mirai with far more intensity than All Might had.
“…May I help you?” Mirai asked, this time legitimately confused as to why he was being impeded.
“Tsutsumi and Takami saved our lives at those riots.” Best Jeanist said in a calm tone, yet he fixed Mirai with the same kind of glare that he would have used on Bakugou. “We encouraged Tsutsumi to return to active duty, we were grateful for her. And the moment that she does, you attempt to turn her into a scapegoat for our own scandals.”
Mirai frowned at this accusation.
“I simply informed the public of a potentially dangerous…”
“Don’t give us that crap.” Gang Orca growled, glowering down at Mirai. “We’re not dumb enough to not realize what the reports on Tsutsumi are replacing.”
Mirai paused, refusing to back down, but also not willing to outright confirm these accusations.
I fail to see why you are defending a known murderer…”
“Lemillion was also a known murderer.” Best Jeanist shot back, forcing Mirai to use all of his restraint to not throw a High-Density Seal through the Number Four Hero’s skull for his audacity. “He killed Shigaraki and Gigantomachia, and yet you praise him for that. I’m not going to say that everything that Tsutsumi did was on the level, but many of the villains that she killed would have earned her praise from the public had the HPSC been more transparent about what they were doing. Hawks killed Twice because he knew of the threat the he posed once he refused to back down from the League. What he did might not have been what we would generally see as heroism, but his choice still saved countless people. And yet these people call them monsters for that, and you see fit to feed into that slander as well.”
“Lady Nagant may have been a hero with us, but she still committed murder.” Mirai pointed out, maintaining the same stoic glare that Best Jeanist was sending towards him.
“The HPSC gaslit her since she was a child, and would have killed her if she stopped.” Best Jeanist replied.
“And yet, rather than go to the proper authorities, she killed the HPSC president…” Mirai attempted to use the same argument he did with All Might, only to be interrupted by Best Jeanist.
“Because people like me refused to hear her out. All of us trusted the HPSC, just like she did.” Though Best Jeanist’s voice had become penitent, he did not drop his gaze from Mirai. “I was too naïve and trusting of the HSPC to even look further into her case after she had been arrested. Perhaps Tsutsumi was right not to trust me, or anyone else. All I can do now is to try to become someone that she can trust now. That is why I have decided to withdraw my support for the pro hero movement.”
“What!?” Mirai shouted, losing his composure. Best Jeanist was their highest-ranking active member; if he left, not only would the movement lose all of the connections that he had, a good number of heroes might follow simply out of respect to his rank. “How can you do that? You know what we are working for! Without heroes, our society is going to collapse!”
“Yes. And that’s why we intend to support other heroes who are working to prevent that collapse. Even if we have to surrender our titles as heroes, we can still work to help people. We can’t do that if we are stabbing other heroes in the back.”
Mirai scowled, refusing to look at Best Jeanist as he walk around him.
“If you are so willing to throw people under the bus for the sake of maintaining the image of heroes, then it is apparent that what you are trying to build will be no different from the HPSC, and I want no part of it.” The hero said as he walked away. Mirai’s glare turned to Gang Orca, but the heteromorph was no more intimidated than his friend.
“I’m disappointed in you, Sasaki.” Gang Orca shook his head sadly. “You made this movement sound as if it was meant to give heroes the respect that they deserve, and yet you have castigated two people who might be the most heroic out of all of us. It’s quite distressing to see how little you actually respect heroism.” Like Best Jeanist, Gang Orca walked away without another word, leaving Mirai reeling from the departure of two of the movement’s greatest supporters. As he numbly opened up his office, struggling to even begin to figure out how he was going to counter this conundrum, he stopped as he saw someone was waiting in the office for him.
Mirko, the Number 5 Hero, was standing in front of Mirai, glaring at him. Mirai took a breath in through his nose in an attempt to calm down. Gang Orca and Best Jeanist were bad enough, but Mirko was infamously argumentative.
“Is there something you wanted to say, Mirko?” Mirai asked, making sure that he kept his expression stoic. In his experience, the best way to deal with overemotional people like Mirko was to stay calm, to refuse to sink to their level. Despite this though, Mirko did not shout at Mirai as he expected.
“Not really. Hakamada and Sakamata said basically everything already. Just one thing I’d like to add.”
“I see.” Mirai answered, frowning at Mirko. “And that would be…”
Mirai’s words were cut off as Mirko drove her good knee into his crotch, making him crumple to the floor in unimaginable pain.
“Takami was my friend, and Lady Nagant was my inspiration. They both went through some vile crap, and they don’t deserve the shit people have been giving them. I’m not going to let what’s gone on keep me from beating down bad guys, but I’m not going to do that with you.” Mirko growled before stepping over Mirai’s prone form.
Having to sit with an ice bag over his crotch for the next week was surprisingly not the most frustrating thing that Mirai had to deal with. While most heroes bought into the narrative that Hawks and Lady Nagant were corrupt agents of the HPSC, an unsettling number balked at the movement attempting to demonize them.
While not many heroes left the movement, those that did proved to be far more onerous than Mirai expected. While Uwabami had impressive connections, Mirai should have realized that Best Jeanist was far more talented at using the media. The day after his departure from the movement, Best Jeanist made a public rebuttal of the pro hero movement’s condemnation of Lady Nagant and Hawks, going as far as to condemn himself for not helping Lady Nagant when she was first expressing reservations towards the work that the HPSC had her do decades earlier. Even with as much criticism as Best Jeanist had received for contributing to the commercialization of heroes, he still had enough pull that the media’s hounding of Lady Nagant and Hawks ended a few days after Mirai’s campaign had started. On the same day, Gang Orca announced his departure from the pro hero movement, gutting heteromorph support, both in and out of the movement. Shishido, the Number 13 Hero, Selkie, Enigma, and countless others left in his wake, and on the occasions that Mirai returned to his agency to handle cases, he could have sworn that Centipeder was staring daggers at him when he wasn’t looking.
By the end of the debacle, the pro hero movement had made no progress in regaining the public support that they had been building up after the HPSC dissolution, and Mirai had lost several valuable allies.
Thankfully, despite having technically left the movement, Mirai found a grim satisfaction in the fact that Mirko’s actions in continuing her vigilantism still served the purposes of the movement if only for the fact that she and the rest of the country still identified her as a hero.
None of this though compared to the galling indignity that Mirai saw facing the country now. When he and All Might had met with Prime Minister Koshi, Mirai had assumed that when challenged with the inability of the country’s emergency services to handle the issues facing the country, Koshi was simply burying his head in the sand when he replied that he ‘had his own plan to address Japan’s security issues.’ It turned out though that he in fact, did have a plan that amounted to, in Mirai’s eyes, grand scale treason.
It had just been announced that Koshi had requested UN support to help deal with policing Japan, and the UN had responded by sending thousands of its troops to bolster Japan’s emergency services.
Koshi had clearly lost it, committing career suicide on top of his act of sedition. While Jaku and the rescinding of Japan’s membership in the WHA had elicited international disgrace, it was nothing compared to the shame that the country was experiencing now. Koshi had outright stated that Japan could not govern itself, and required the help of outside sources just to keep its citizens safe, blatantly ignoring the simple solution that Mirai had been presenting with the pro hero movement. Now, foreign troops were landing on sovereign Japanese soil and installing themselves as the new face of law and order in the country, and there were people that welcomed this?
Mirai had never felt such shame in his country. Their police, men and women that he had worked with, would rather work with what essentially amounted to foreign invaders than admit that they needed the aid of heroes. And as for the heroes who worked with these troops? They were betraying the country and the very ideals of heroism.
In addition to the shame that they were bringing to the country, the soldiers presented a clear obstacle to the movement. Mirai’s whole strategy for the movement was predicated on the assumption that sooner or later, even if the movement had done nothing, people would be forced to turn to the heroes for help as their country fell into pieces around them. If anything, the movement was simply meant to help people to recognize that sooner, to help them to remember how much they owed heroes. Mirai had no faith that the police, even with the help of a few heroes, would have been able to restore peace to the country, not with the outdated tactics, meager resources, and complete inability to convince the public that they could protect them. These soldiers though were funneling manpower into a defunct system, keeping it alive by artificial means, and in essence simply prolonging the issue.
They needed to deal with this issue now. Mirai set out to find All Might to begin to draft a response. He found All Might in the same spot that he had been taking to recently, sulking in his office. The once proud, confident Symbol of Peace was sitting limply at his desk, watching a television screen playing the Prime Minister’s announcement and the arrival of the UN soldiers.
“To think that our country has so little faith in us that they would rather turn to the UN than to trust us to protect them…I am ashamed that we have failed so utterly…”
“This is not our failure.” Mirai sharply interjected. “Our relationship with the public is a two-way street. We may serve the public, but we are also owed their respect and trust. We have worked ourselves to the bone, shedding our blood, sweat, and tears for them, and yet they spit in our face, refusing to support us when we need it the most.” Irritated, Mirai ran his hand down his face, disgusted at a public that would be so rotten that they would trade heroes that had inspired them and protected them for decades for a foreign army. Sure, there were protests and outrage at Koshi’s actions, but neither was anyone calling for a reinstatement of the heroes in response.
“It’s truly boggling…” Mirai thought out loud contemptuously, “The government and people of Japan would rather subject themselves to the soldiers of an organization that has made us a subject of scorn to the rest of the world instead of turning to heroes, to people who pulled them out of even worse chaos in the past…it is despicable…”
The news turned to a swelling crowd of protesters outside of the Diet, screaming in rage at the prime minister’s action, giving Mirai some comfort.
“At least not everyone in our country is so servile…we can make use of this, stoke this anger towards the government and use it to drive these soldiers out…”
All Might looked away from the television to Mirai in concern.
“Sasaki…I’m upset about this too, but is blaming the UN, of all things, a really good idea? As much as I hate to admit it, even if the hero system were restored, I question if we would be able to handle the chaos in the country without outside help of some kind. There is simply too much unrest, too many riots, too many villains and criminals taking advantage of the chaos. Perhaps if I were still active…or if Young Togata was here…”
If they still had One For All, Mirai thought bitterly.
“…Maybe it would be possible for the heroes to restore peace. As it is though, with so many of our fellow heroes having quit, I question whether we have the manpower to handle all of this, especially with a public that distrusts us so much. Even if it is…humbling, to say the least, for us to require foreign intervention, I don’t think that we can escape the fact that we do indeed need that intervention.”
“Then why soldiers?” Mirai challenged All Might. “The UN could have sent their own heroes, to show their support for those that bled and died for Japan, but no, instead they sent jackbooted thugs with guns.”
“Sasaki, isn’t that a bit much?” All Might objected. “I’m not a fan of guns myself, but they are still here to help us…”
Mirai silenced All Might with a glare.
“You send heroes to help people. You send soldiers to occupy.”
All Might balked at this statement, unable to defend the UN any further, and Mirai continued to present his point:
“We do not need more manpower, All Might, we need hope. We need the kind of hope that you gave us when you brought this country out of the Dark Ages. We need the kind of hope that Lemillion was going to keep alive as your successor. Soldiers can’t bring hope. People don’t look at a soldier or a police officer in uniform and see an icon that they can look to, they see faceless cogs in a machine that could care less whether they live or die. Someone not even from this country isn’t going to understand or care about its problems the same way that a hero is. Soldiers give everyone the idea that they are incapable of having their own dreams, that the future is in the hands of others. People won’t trust them. They won’t give anyone hope. Only heroes can. You know this. It is why you became a hero in the first place.”
Mirai’s words finally seemed to break through to All Might, as he picked his head up and looked at Mirai in the eye. He was still hollow, drained and broken from the loss of Togata, but there was still the glimmer of the Symbol of Peace in there, and Mirai was going to use it.
“…Alright. But what do we do? How do we respond to this?”
“We protest. We incite the public against this, and remind people where their hope lies. The movement cannot advance if these soldiers are still in play. More aggressive tactics are required. We have tried to be reasonable, to live and let live, but it seems that our country is determined to ignore us in favor of any other option, no matter how incompetent or shameful such a choice may be.”
“I will not demonize the police.” All Might answered with a glare, guessing what Mirai was implying. “They may have not been pro heroes, but they have fought and sacrificed just like we have.
“I’m not asking you to.” Mirai responded in an even tone, hiding the bitterness that threatened to seep into his words. “You simply need to remind the people where their hope lies.”
From there, Mirai and All Might began to draft their response to the government’s actions. It felt good to be doing something again, to not simply give into despair, but it felt as if they were facing an ever-growing challenge ever since Jaku. First the reveal of HPSC’s scandals, then its dissolution, the legalization of public Quirk use, Bakugou Katsuki’s rampage, and now this. Not helping matters though was that as is, there were certain things that Mirai could not get All Might to do, despite how necessary they were for the movement. In this case, one issue that Mirai had to contend with was All Might’s refusal to say anything directly against the UN soldiers. Perhaps it was simply a mark of respect, but he refused to act in a way that would slander people that he saw as simply trying to help others in need.
As such, after they had finished the official statement that All Might would give, Mirai had to go to his office to begin to draft a second statement that he would release through Uwabami’s media channels online in an attempt to properly rile up resistance to Koshi’s measures:
“I never would have thought that our government would sink so low as to ask for foreign aid when there are men and women ready to continue their work protecting our country. Instead, the choice has been made to subjugate ourselves to the authority of foreign powers. Such an action is a grievous insult to the heroes who fought and died for the sake of this country. The fact that our emergency services are otherwise so incapable of performing their duties that it has been deemed necessary for armed foreigners to do their jobs for them proves how much our nation needs heroes. The pro hero movement will continue our work regardless of the contempt shown towards those who have sacrificed so much, and continue to be a light to our people, if only they accept it…”
In his life, Mirai had learned the necessity of patience. With his Foresight, it was easy to stress and panic as the time his predictions were based around came closer, making a day feel like a week. It was something that he had to learn in particular as a hero, as he would meticulously craft plans that accounted for all possible variables in his investigations, ensuring that his arrests would proceed smoothly.
In the days after Jaku, and especially after the arrival of the UN soldiers, Mirai was finding it harder to be patient. The movement should have produced results by this point. The hero system should have been restored by this point. The hero system should never have been dissolved in the first place, but by the blasted foolishness and stubbornness of this selfish, miserable society, they did not know what was best for them. Mirai could not understand why they were having these issues, why society was still so opposed to heroes, so unwilling to swallow their pride and to turn to the ones that had protected them for decades. The police, even with the help of heroes foolish enough to lend their aid, obviously could not contend with this chaos. While the UN soldiers had supposedly made it safe enough for the average citizen to leave their home, there was still widespread unrest across the country, with almost constant riots, continued villain attacks, and vigilantes injuring bystanders and causing collateral damage with their activities. And yet, the movement was no closer to restoring the hero system. No matter what they did, no matter what speech All Might made, no matter what rescue or villain defeat the heroes in the movement performed, the public and the government obstinately refused to turn back to the heroes, the image that Jaku and Bakugou Katsuki made of the hero system proving to be too difficult to dislodge from the public conscience. Any predictions Mirai tried to make using Foresight were unhelpful; his Quirk was useful for predicting the future of individuals, not society as a whole.
These delays…being forced to wait for people to make the right choice proved unbearable to Mirai, requiring that he be more active in his own activities for the movement while All Might continued in his as the movement’s public face. Mirai made sure that All Might was always in public, always reminding everyone of what heroes had done for them. He’d travel to the sights of various famous hero fights or rescues and espouse about the work that heroes had done. He went to the site of the Bloodless Surrender Case; where the Hero Crust had defeated Dictator, freeing hordes of puppeteered civilians, Majestic’s rescue of the sailors in an oil tanker crash at the Port of Chiba, Ms. Midnight’s defeat of Blood Rose in Akita, and of course; the site of Lemillion’s famous defeat of the Eight Precepts. At almost all locations that All Might was sent to, it was where a deceased hero had fought, where Mirai knew that it would take a truly galling individual to speak out against All Might’s work in reminding the country of what heroes had done, with a few exceptions. At the site of the Sky Egg Incident for example, Mirai was able to get in contact with Captain Celebrity and convince him to come to Japan to show his support, having him and All Might appear at the anniversary of the event, where Captain Celebrity had fought nearly to the death to protect everyone from a massive villain attack, and All Might had saved everyone in the nick of time, reminding everyone of the hope that he provided. Thankfully, because of All Might’s influence, the movement still had a great deal of support from people who still believed in heroes in Japan, as well as foreign heroes and donors.
As of late, Mirai had been leaving most of the movement’s campaigning to All Might, while he worked at the Nighteye Agency, though he would still drop by Might Agency in person to get a better sense of how the movement was progressing. Unfortunately, while the departures from the movement had tapered off after Best Jeanist, Gang Orca, and Mirko had left, Mirai was struck by the fact that the movement had stagnated. While public Quirk use had led to a rise in accidents as Mirai had predicted, the police were better equipped to respond to these accidents and the social unrest with the support of the UN soldiers. This, coupled with the new economic opportunities that public Quirk use offered, had caused said unrest to likewise lessen.
This wouldn’t do. They couldn’t afford for the public to come to rely on the police like this if they wanted heroes to be restored; it was an immutable fact regardless of Mirai’s decision to stop his attacks on the police for the time being. The movement required that people look at heroes as their saviors.
Thankfully, Mirai was at least in a position that he could aid in this with his investigative work. The Nighteye Agency had been the driving force behind quelling various criminal organizations attempting to take advantage of the absence of heroes and the ineptitude of the police to expand their operations. Just in the last month, Mirai had directed the heroes in stopping gangs peddling Trigger, remnants of the Creature Rejection Clan, and a human trafficking organization. There was something therapeutic about it in a way, making Mirai feel as if things were the way they should be; heroes being the bulwark against anarchy. The more crimes the heroes solved, the better they looked to the public, and ideally the more likely the government would be pushed to reinstate the hero system. In each case, Mirai would compile information, identify suspects, and then send the information to a select hero who would detain the suspects in a manner that Mirai would ensure would go public.
Mirai’s most recent case was against a particularly difficult gang calling themselves the “Timeless Triad” (led by a group of criminals with time-based Quirks) that had been running an extortion racket across the city. Working with Fat Gum and Ryukyu, Mirai had managed to slowly chip away at their operations over the past few weeks. Today would be the culmination of Mirai’s efforts in which the heroes would put an end to the gang with one final blow.
Unfortunately, Mirai had been called away from the Agency when he would have otherwise overseen the operation due to an emergency at the movement headquarters, and based off of the timetable he had set for the operation, he would only be able to arrive back at the Agency after the time the operation would need to be completed by. Thankfully, all of the elements of the operation had been put into play already, not requiring Mirai’s direct presence, and so he had left Bubble Girl at the Agency with strict instructions on what needed to be done. She just needed to ensure that Kesagiri Man was at the location of the Triad’s main base at the right time.
Mirai found Bubble Girl at her desk filling out some paperwork when he arrived at his Agency.
“Bubble Girl,” Mirai began, eliciting a flinch from his sidekick at the sound of his voice. She had been rather jumpy lately. Mirai supposed that stress was understandable considering the circumstances at the movement, though he would need to make sure that she understood that her jumpiness did not project the confident image that heroes were supposed to project. Not important for the time being, though. “How did the Triad operation conclude?”
Bubble Girl’s nerves seemed to vanish as she smiled brightly.
“It went perfectly, Sir! The Timeless Triad have all been arrested!”
“Good.” Mirai nodded. “How did the public react to Kesagiri Man?”
“Oh, Kesagiri Man wasn’t available, so I forwarded the Timeless Triad case file to the Musutafu police, and they handled it just a few minutes ago. Our information made it so that they didn’t have any issues at all!” Bubble Girl remarked cheerfully.
Mirai felt his heart freeze in his chest.
“…Excuse me?” he asked.
“Well, Kesagiri Man twisted his ankle this morning.” Bubble Girl explained as she looked up something on her phone, ignorant of Mirai’s slowly growing anger. “I knew though that we only had a small window of opportunity to take the Timeless Triad down, but thankfully, the police were able to get to the scene of the Triad’s base with Hawks. I recommended him based off of the information that you gathered about what tactics would work best against the Triad, and he was able to neutralize them and keep any innocents from getting hurt. It was a complete success!”
Driving the point home, Bubble Girl held up her phone to Mirai, displaying a picture of Hawks and the police escorting the Timeless Triad into custody, followed by a stream of comments:
-Holy crap, the Triad’s been taken down! Seriously, I think that’s every single one of them!
-Dang, the police have really stepped up their game if they were able to take the Triad down.
-I mean, they did have Hawks there; government assassin or not, he probably did all the heavy lifting.
-Hey, the Triad’s been extorting my family’s business for months! I say good for Hawks!
-Also, I saw what happened, and the police were doing just as much as Hawks and took the Triad down before they even realized what was happening!
-Really? The police were able to take those villains down?
-If the police were all that was needed, why even bother with the heroes?
Mirai watched the stream progress, speechless, the quiet finally tipping Bubble Girl off that something was wrong, as she slowly pulled her phone back.
“…Sir?”
It seemed that a lesson was in order.
“He…hehe…” Mirai started to giggle.
Bubble Girl blinked, frowning as Mirai turned away from her, putting his hand on her desk.
“Hehe…Hahaha!”
“…Sir Nighteye?” Bubble Girl asked warily.
Mirai laughed so hard that he was began to outright pound his fist on Bubble Girl’s desk.
“Sir…? What’s so funny?”
“Hehe…” Mirai managed to get control of himself as he clutched his stomach. “You…you…gave our case file…to Hawks…”
It wasn’t often that Bubble Girl had seen her boss with any expression other than his stern, no-nonsense attitude. Hearing him laughing…it was actually kind of unsettling.
“You…” Mirai gasped, a too-wide smile on his face, “Recommended Hawks. The man that I took great care to expose to the public for his misdeeds. You gave our case…to Hawks…and the police?”
“Well…” Bubble Girl shrank further into her seat as Mirai stood over her. “You told me that this was a window of opportunity that we might not get again…and that if we didn’t act, it was likely that the Triad was going to progress in their crimes to the point that a lot of people were going to get hurt…”
Bubble Girl’s excuse was cut off as Mirai broke out into another fit of laughter, bracing himself against the armrests of her chair, laughing at the floor with his head just inches away from the sidekick’s, making it impossible for her to stand up.
“Sir…what…why are you laughing?”
Mirai gasped for breath, wiping the sweat from his brow.
“Oh…it’s just…so funny.” Mirai said, smiling down on Bubble Girl, her eyes reduced to pinpricks.
“Ex…excuse me?” Mirai calmly placed his hand on Bubble Girl’s shoulder, feeling as she tensed up.
“Humor is just finding an appreciation of life when it becomes ludicrous. Like with what you just did right now.” Mirai said with a grin on his face, in stark contrast to the look of horror on his sidekick’s. “I spent weeks planning out this operation. It was the perfect opportunity to move public perception over to our favor…I had narrowed down each of the Triad’s bases, their strategies, and which hero would best contend with them while boosting the movement’s image…and…you gave this case to the police. It is so absurd, so comical, so utterly ridiculous that it makes for the most tragic and hilarious joke I have ever heard!”
Mirai leaned down.
“So, Bubble Girl, that begs the question; having done something so comical…why aren’t you laughing?”
Bubble Girl stammered, and wasn’t given a chance to respond before Mirai jerked her out of her chair.
“Sir…Sir…wait!”
Mirai though had enough. This was not forgivable. He could not tolerate an error this egregious, and dragged Bubble Girl through the agency while she continued to try to plea with him, all falling on deaf ears as grin had been replaced by a dark scowl. Within moments, they had reached the Tickle Machine.
“Sir…Sir…please!”
This was necessary. This was simply a consequence. This was a lesson.
“Help! Someone, please, help!”
Bubble Girl had attempted to run away from the Tickle Machine before, but it seemed that Mirai turning the machine to its highest possible setting, far past anything that Mirai had ever done before, pushed her to a new level of desperation, as instead of trying to pull away from Mirai, she instead pulled towards him, grabbing him by his collar, and driving her knee into his groin. The pain Mirai felt as he revisited his last encounter with Mirko allowed Bubble Girl to slip out of his grasp, but she was unable to move more than a step before Mirai grabbed her by the shoulder again and shoved her into the machine. Ignoring her cries, Mirai set about fastening his sidekick into the machine when he heard a door slam open, and was pulled away from the machine by multiple spindly legs wrapping around him.
“Sir!” Centipeder shouted out, interposing himself between Mirai and the now-sobbing Bubble Girl. “Sir, stop! Whatever the problem is, you need to get control of yourself, you’re going to hurt Awata!”
Mirai felt even more outrage course through him as he struggled to stay standing upright after Bubble Girl’s hit. He was conscious enough though to not try to strain against his sidekick’s grip.
“I am in control, Centipeder.” Mirai responded in a perfectly calm voice. “I am simply reminding Bubble Girl of the importance of humor.”
“Sir…please…” Centipeder pleaded with his superior. “This…this is going too far…whatever Bubble Girl did…”
Foolishly, believing that Mirai cared about what his sidekick was saying, Centipeder loosened his grip on Mirai. This gave Mirai the opening that he needed to jerk his hand up to Centipeder’s head and yank on one of the sidekick’s sensitive antennae, making Centipeder shout out in pain and allowing Mirai to shove the stunned man into a nearby chair, which toppled over.
“Moashi!” Bubble Girl cried out in concern. Robotically, Mirai turned away from the man and walked back over to Bubble Girl, forcing her into the rest of the restraints. He would have to give Centipeder a session in the Tickle Machine later as well. He made a mental note to get a second machine for expedience purpose as he finished strapping Bubble Girl in, the girl sobbing and pleading some intelligible words.
“Sasaki?”
Mirai registered another voice, but chose to ignore it until he was finished with what he needed to do.
“Sasaki, what do you think you’re doing?!”
Suddenly, right before Mirai could turn the Tickle Machine on, he felt himself getting yanked away from the control panel by a much larger man. He rounded on the offending party, only to see Fat Gum holding him by his shoulder with an aghast expression on his face. Ryukyu, who had apparently come in with him, was hurriedly unlocking Bubble Girl from her restraints, only for the sidekick to collapse in the Dragoon Hero’s arms, crying hysterically. For her part, Ryukyu hugged Bubble Girl, rubbing the younger woman’s back comfortingly, though she was likewise staring at the Tickle Machine in horror for some reason.
Fat Gum walked around Mirai and helped Centipeder back up, who was still wincing from Mirai pulling on his antennae. The BMI Hero looked over the situation, staring between Mirai, the sidekicks, and the Tickle Machine.
“That…that thing was real?” Fat Gum spoke out loud. “I thought that it was a joke!”
Mirai’s look of irritation at Fat Gum’s ludicrous statement, as well as the two sidekicks suddenly cringing even more, served as confirmation to the hero’s statement.
“…How long has this been going on?” Fat Gum asked out loud once Centipeder was able to stand without help. With Bubble Girl still in hysterics, Fat Gum looked to Centipeder, though the older sidekick looked away in shame, making Fat Gum even more horrified, to the point of taking a step back from the scene.
“Moashi, could you please take Awata home?” Ryukyu eventually asked Centipeder, taking control of the situation. The older sidekick nodded, carefully taking Awata in his arms and guiding her away from Mirai towards the exit. Mirai tried to turn to his sidekicks to call them back, but found his way impeded by Fat Gum; the usually goofy-looking hero was showing Mirai a rare glare.
“Is there some reason that you two are interfering with how I discipline my employees?” Mirai asked, frustrated that two of his most trusted colleagues were impeding him this way.
Fat Gum’s only response to Mirai’s words was to glare at him even more. Ryukyu though was still not looking at Mirai, only half of her face visible to him as she continued to stare at the Tickle Machine. Methodically, as if she was restraining herself from lashing out in rage, Ryukyu turned towards Mirai and pulled out a pair of handcuffs.
“Sasaki Mirai…put your hands behind your back. You are under arrest for sexual assault.”
“…Excuse me?” Mirai asked out loud. “How is what I have been doing assault, or in any way, sexual?”
Ryukyu and Fat Gum didn’t respond to Mirai’s question.
“…Out of respect to the work that we’ve done in the past, I’m going to ask you to not make this more difficult than it has to be.” Ryukyu stated, glaring coldly at Mirai.
“You two…” Mirai growled. “Are you actually doing this to me? With what I am trying to do for heroes?”
Ryukyu and Fat Gum had enough though, and advanced on Mirai. Perhaps if he were calmer, Mirai would have reacted better, but he angrily tried to shove Ryukyu out of his way. The moment he made physical contact, however, he had the wind knocked out of him by Ryukyu’s hand, grown into its draconic state, pinning him to the floor, while his field of vision was eclipsed by Ryukyu’s snarling visage.
Though Mirai was finally back in his Agency, he was in a difficult situation.
While he maintained that he had never done anything wrong in regards to his treatment of his sidekicks, allowing for a lengthy court case would have dragged even more scandal into the pro hero movement at a time in which its credibility was hanging by a thread. Therefore, he had eventually agreed to settle with his lawyer for a plea deal. The judge presiding over his case was likewise an old colleague, who despite being disturbed by Mirai’s supposed ‘crime,’ considered his hero work to be too beneficial to society to have his reputation dragged through the mud over what the judge was assured was just a misunderstanding. This, coupled with Bubble Girl’s reluctance (or rather, Awata’s reluctance; that woman had no right to call herself a hero any more) to testify against Mirai, meant that he avoided any prison time. However, Ryukyu and Fat Gum had taken it upon themselves to investigate Mirai’s past treatment of his sidekicks, essentially shunting him out of his own Agency as they combed through its records and questioned Moashi and Awata. The two’s betrayal meant that despite Awata not wanting to press charges and having a sympathetic judge presiding over the case, Mirai was now in serious debt from the litigation filed against him and his Agency, amongst many, many other indignities.
Ryukyu and Fat Gum had both left the movement, not wanting to speak to Mirai ever again, a feeling which Mirai felt very mutually. Unfortunately, while the judge and Uwabami had worked to keep details of the case private, rumors had begun to spread about the details of the litigation Mirai was embroiled in. Mirai almost hazarded to look at his phone, but rejected the idea; not wanting to see his image being castigated by an overreacting, mindless public that seemed determined to regard him as some sort of sexual predator. This sentiment had unfortunately spread to the movement, and had led to another exodus of supporters, particularly amongst the heroines; many of whom were now sharing stories of being sexually harassed by their coworkers. Empty-headed and vain cows that saw Mirai’s difficulties as an opportunity to gain sixty seconds of fame in exchange for trampling over the good name of heroism.
Awata meanwhile had been offered a job at UA as a teacher. It seemed that Nezu saw nothing wrong with the public disgrace Awata had heaped upon Mirai if the principal was willing to take her into his school.
Unfortunately, as Mirai considered his options moving forward, he believed that it would be best for the image of the movement if he stayed out of the public eye for a while. Much like Bakugou and Aizawa, he had become something of a pariah.
This was fine. He’d rise above this. He just needed to wait for these rumors to die down, and reinvigorate the movement.
There was a knock on his door.
“Sir?”
Mirai looked up and glared at his remaining sidekick, who was standing in the doorway. He couldn’t forgive Centipeder for his participation in the investigation, whatever role he had played. Had he been allowed to keep it, Mirai would have brought out the Tickle Machine for this very purpose; it was clear that even over the many years he had worked for the Nighteye Agency, Centipeder still did not recognize the value of humor. The miniscule amount of gratitude that Mirai had for Centipeder keeping the Agency running in his absence as he was in court was the only reason he was willing to be speaking with the sidekick right now.
“What is it?” Mirai settled with snapping at Centipeder, only for the man to hand him a sheet of paper.
“My resignation, Sir.”
Of course. Mirai should have expected Centipeder would jump ship like this. It was a marvel he had enough decency to have anyone watching the agency while Mirai was dealing with his litigation.
“Do you really think that you have what it takes to step out on your own as your own hero?” Mirai challenged the man.
“I am leaving the pro hero movement, along with the Nighteye Agency. I believe that my skills would be best suited working with the police. I have the same standing offer as all pro heroes.” Centipeder cooly replied.
Again, of course. Not that a traitor like this deserved to be a hero in the first place, but it was still a galling move, nonetheless. Mirai stood up, glaring at Centipeder, no, now Moashi in the eye.
“So, that’s it then? You have truly abandoned heroism in its entirety. After working with me for so long, I would have thought that you would have learned to value heroes, but it is clear that I failed in that regard.”
Moashi closed his eyes and shook his head.
“Sir…please don’t make this more difficult than it has to be.”
“You claim this to be difficult for you?” Mirai spat. “I am the one who had to experience my hero slowly kill himself! I am the one who lost Lemillion after I put all my hopes in him! I am the one holding up this movement behind the scenes while selfish, arrogant fools make a mockery of my efforts!” Mirai jabbed his finger towards Moashi. “I took you both in. I saw potential in both of you, and tried to foster it, to shape you into true pro heroes.” Mirai pointed towards where the Tickle Machine used to be. “Being a hero takes discipline. In every regard; physically and mentally. One’s spirit must be broken down to be remade into a hero. Neither of you understood that, but I was willing to take a chance on both of you, regardless. And here you two are, when the country needs heroes the most, abandoning it. I suppose seeing this as just another job is as far as you two are willing to commit yourselves as heroes.”
“I would have thought that it was the role of a hero to keep people from getting hurt. To take away fear, instead of increasing it.” Moashi responded.
“You saw the Tickle Machine as something to be afraid of?” Mirai scoffed, only for Moashi to glare at him.
“…Awata was scared of you. I was scared of you too, but we both made excuses, pretending that your abuse, that your…” Moashi’s eyes twitched towards where the Tickle Machine used to be before grimacing, “Discipline…wasn’t as bad or demeaning as it really was. That it was worth it to work with a hero as accomplished as you.” Mirai’s sidekick sighed. “Maybe that is how many of us thought towards heroes. Maybe that’s how Endeavor’s wife and children thought towards him.”
“How dare you…How dare you compare me to him!” Mirai hissed, furious.
“I do dare.” Moashi hissed back. “You used your position to abuse us, to demean us. You may have called that thing ‘discipline,’” Moashi angrily pointed towards where the Tickle Machine had been, “But if we’re being honest with ourselves, it wasn’t that much better than most of the abuse that we as heroes were supposed to rescue people from! You might have not used that as a means of gaining sexual gratification, or at least I hope not,”
Mirai gritted his teeth in rage at this insinuation.
“But Awata and I have certainly started to adopt the same symptoms of trauma that other abuse victims display!”
Moashi dropped his head in defeat and threw up his hands.
“But…we considered our discomfort worth it. We were doing so much good, stopping so many villains, and helping so many people. Even after the HPSC was dissolved, I was still proud of what I was doing, even though I had doubts and questions about the best way to handle this all moving forward.” Moashi looked up at Mirai with a somber expression. “But ever since Jaku…every time you experienced a setback…you got worse. Awata knew how much more volatile you had gotten…how much more important it was for her to not attract your attention. You weren’t as harsh on me, so I wasn’t as concerned, but she told me more about how often you put her in that thing, how unpredictable your mood swings would get.”
Again, Moashi grimaced, looking at the floor in shame.
“It should have never come to this point in the first place. It shouldn’t have taken us starting to question your stability to do something. I should have spoken up…I should have done something to keep you from hurting Awata that way…I’m grateful that she doesn’t hold that against me, but I really feel like she should. I feel ashamed as a hero and a man for letting her go through what you subjected her to.”
Moashi had to gall to look back at Mirai in the eye and speak more:
“I say this to you, admittedly in part to condemn you, but also out of respect towards you as a hero and as my former supervisor; you need to get help, Sir. The way that you have been handling these changes has been obviously detrimental to you. For your own sake, please try to see a psychiatrist. If you don’t, I fear you will eventually destroy yourself.”
Still fuming, Mirai was too angry to speak as Moashi looked at him once more and sighed before straightening his tie.
“I suppose that’s it. Goodbye, Sir.” Moashi said before bowing. Mirai refused to look at him anymore, glad to finally hear the sound of his door shutting and to be rid of that traitor. He was not going to let this slide. Moashi thought that he could leave this movement with dignity? Mirai would not allow that. Immediately, he began to draft a condemnation of the former Centipeder, castigating the sidekick that he had spent so much on, the sidekick who spat on him by leaving the movement at a time like this. As he wrote though, he noticed his door opening again. He jerked his head up to snap at whoever was impertinent to come in without knocking, only to be mollified slightly at seeing All Might standing in the doorway.
“What is it, All Might?” Mirai asked.
All Might didn’t respond immediately, looking off in the direction that Moashi had left before frowning at Mirai with an almost confused expression.
“…You shouldn’t have talked that way towards Moashi.” He said.
Mirai repressed a scowl in return, wondering how much of his conversation with Moashi All Might had heard.
“Are you just here to criticize my management style, All Might? I certainly have had no shortage of that lately.”
All Might seemed almost lost, looking at same former location of the Tickle Machine that Moashi had been glaring towards, before looking back at Mirai.
“Moashi was right, Sasaki. The way you treated him and Awata was wrong.”
Mirai felt a migraine coming on, using all his willpower to keep his voice steady.
“I was just trying to make my employees understand the importance of humor in heroism.” He said, like he had repeated to so many stubborn people before. “You taught me how impactful your smile was in reassuring people, in letting them know that everything was alright. For some people, that’s a harder lesson to learn.”
All Might ran his hand down his face.
“You…forced people into a Tickle Machine…to try to make them smile like me?” He asked incredulously. “Sasaki, let alone the fact that what you were doing was assault, how could you think that such a method would mold anyone into becoming more heroic, let alone a method that I would ever condone?”
“You have often admitted that you smiled even when you didn’t feel like it.” Mirai countered. “Regardless of how you felt, your smile encouraged others. That is the duty of a hero.”
All Might gave Mirai an exasperated look.
“Mirai…whatever your excuses, there is no justification for treating your employees that way.”
Mirai refused to buckle, maintaining his impassive stare at All Might. The hero looked at the floor in dejection.
“…I’m beginning to wonder how often this sort of thing has happened. Someone getting hurt under my nose and I didn’t notice, or thought it wasn’t as bad as it looked.”
Mirai glared, irritated at the comparison he knew All Might was making to people like Bakugou or Endeavor. How was it that his attempts to make his sidekicks understand the importance of humor put him on the level of psychopathic bullies and men that forced their wife into a Quirk marriage?
“Did you have something that you wanted to talk about?” Mirai asked, trying to maintain his composure. All Might just gave him a disappointed look and shook his head.
“I thought that I would check up on you after your court case…offer condolences.” The hero turned away. “Perhaps that wasn’t the right thing to do.”
Mirai glared after All Might as he left. The movement was in a dire place if even the Symbol of Peace thought this way about him.
Well. Mirai would just have to use the same tactics that he did when Bakugou got arrested. He flipped open his contacts to Uwabami.
Mirai had held back on his attacks on the police somewhat after Best Jeanist, Gang Orca, and Mirko had left the movement for fear of potentially drawing the ire of more allies from within the movement itself, but months after the disgrace of being investigated himself, he believed it appropriate to redouble his efforts. Ryukyu and Fat Gum betraying him simply galled him further. The public needed to know about how this current system was failing, and why they needed the heroes back.
Such was the case one day when Uwabami called Mirai to their media center.
“Sasaki!” Uwabami shouted, getting Mirai’s attention and showing him her phone. “We’ve got something that you’ll want to see!”
Mirai looked at Uwabami’s phone, seeing a post from a social media site. Someone had taken a picture of a warehouse roof that had Takeyama Yu, the former Mt. Lady poking through it in her ‘gigantified’ form. Several comments were already coming through on the tag:
FORMER HERO JUST WRECKED THIS WAREHOUSE!
It’s Mount Lady! I wonder what was in that warehouse that made her grow giant like that?
It might have been nothing. I heard she sometimes loses control of her Quirk when she’s angry.
Seriously? She couldn’t do that outdoors? Who owns that warehouse anyway?
Mirai quickly took note of the location.
“Get your media contacts to meet me there.”
In truth, the statement Mirai gave at the scene of Mt. Lady’s warehouse destruction was not much of note to him, but he needed to be aware of any and all instances in which the police failed. A riot breaching a police barricade, a UN soldier pinning a man against a wall for throwing a brick at him, a former hero breaking the cohesion in their police squad; all of these were examples that Mirai knew he needed to place in the public conscience, to make them see how futile the endeavor of attempting to have the emergency services supplant heroes as the main arm of law enforcement and rescue. All Might was critical as the positive force praising and encouraging heroes, reminding society of what heroes had done for them and the good that they brought, but the movement’s slow progress, coupled with Japan continuing to attempt to find alternatives to the heroes, made it clear to Mirai that a negative force against entities attempting to take the place of heroes was required as well.
Mt. Lady had a few notable rescues and villain defeats to her name, even after only working for less than two years as a hero, but she was a necessary sacrifice as far as Mirai was concerned as he castigated her performance to the reporters that Uwabami had directed towards the site of Mt. Lady’s debacle. As Mirai finished giving his statement, he hoped that this would at least make it clear to the other heroes working with the police that they were backing the wrong horse, and it would be better to stop trying to force a round peg into a square hole by integrating, as it were.
Thankfully, the news continued to report on Mt. Lady’s fiasco for the next few days, allowing Mirai and Uwabami to continue to take advantage of it for the purposes of the movement, disseminating a leak that Mt. Lady was being put on administrative leave.
Mirai could only wish that they were making progress, but spreading the news about Mt. Lady’s failure was just one small step in a long journey back to restoring the hero system, one fraught with setbacks. He could only hope that the movement would experience no more of these setbacks.
As he was thinking this, Mirai was stopped by All Might, the Symbol of Peace frowning at him.
“Sasaki, we need to talk.”
Mirai raised an eyebrow at this. All Might had been travelling across the country over the past few days for the movement, and had only just returned that morning, this being the first time Mirai had seen him since then. He nodded and followed after the hero to a private room, where All Might rounded on him.
“Sasaki, how could you throw Takeyama under the bus like this?” All Might asked.
Mirai closed his eyes and sighed. He should have realized that All Might was going to berate him about this.
“Should we not be expected to be held to a certain standard of conduct, All Might?”
“I respect Takeyama. She acted even when I wouldn’t at the Sludge Villain incident, she helped rescue Young Bakugou at Kamino, and she stood her ground against Gigantomachia, of all people! She does not deserve the slander that you and Uwabami have been throwing at her!”
“That does not change the consequences of her actions.” Mirai responded coldly. “She should know better than to use her Quirk so recklessly, and the police should know better than to put her in the field if she has these kinds of issues.”
“Sasaki, Takeyama’s damages only amounted to five million yen. The Buster Union managed to do damages ten times that amount this week!” All Might shouted. “How can you blame Takeyama for this when so many of the heroes in our movement have done the same, or worse!”
Mirai resisted a grimace. The Buster Union and their continued, explosive fights that resulted in massive collateral damage had been a thorn in his side ever since they had joined the movement, though thankfully, Uwabami was skilled enough in diverting the media away from these damages to focus on the spectacle that the Buster Union and other heroes made with their endeavors.
“…Extreme situations require extreme responses.” Mirai eventually settled on responding. “The police are meant to transport criminals and aid with minor issues. Heroes are granted more leeway in their actions out of necessity.”
“Oh, so, it’s okay when we do it.” All Might grumbled, throwing his hands up in exasperation.
“…Are you in support of this movement, or not?” Mirai responded, changing tactics.
All Might glared at Mirai, threatening to yell louder.
“I want heroes to be restored, and for those that help others to be respected, whether they are hero or not. I fail to see what good belittling others will do.”
“It will get people to stop putting stock in a system that doesn’t work, that isn’t designed to account for the kinds of problems that we deal with.” Mirai shot back. “As long as people keep on pretending that relying on police or soldiers to do the work of heroes is anything but futility, it will keep the hero system from being restored.”
All Might frowned at Mirai, giving him the same look that he did when he abandoned Mirai all those years ago, unsettling the Foresight Hero.
“We can’t do this, Sasaki. We can’t expect people to turn to us to help them when we castigate those that are doing just that! If you keep this up, no one will support this movement. I certainly know that I won’t.”
For an instant, Mirai flinched. He could not lose All Might. Not again. If he did not have All Might’s support, the movement would collapse completely. However, Mirai recollected himself to recognize that All Might was probably bluffing in an effort to get Mirai to moderate his activities, which just frustrated Mirai more. It seemed he would have to resort to more underhanded means.
“Togata gave his life so that we could continue fighting, so that people could trust in the hope that heroes bring. Why are you belittling his efforts?” Mirai shot back.
All Might recoiled in shock, and Mirai pressed his advantage.
“We are working to honor his legacy, to restore the peace that you, he, and Nana sacrificed so much for. Are you truly willing to let all of that go to waste? Their sacrifices?”
All Might was too dumbfounded to respond, but Mirai knew that he had made his point, walking around his hero.
“We cannot lose sight of our goal, All Might. We cannot lose sight of why we are doing this in the first place.” Mirai said as he left the room.
Mirai was stopped, again though, by Uwabami.
“One of my friends is at a press conference where Takeyama is going to be giving an announcement. There’s a rumor that she’s going to be leaving the police!”
Mirai nodded, feeling a small sliver of pleasure at this. Any hero leaving the police served as another example for why the government’s attempts to force heroes into the emergency services was doomed to failure. It was another step in the right direction. Mirai followed Uwabami to one of the TV rooms, where a crowd of heroes were watching.
Mt. Lady stood behind a podium in front of the police station and began to speak to the crowd of reporters. To her credit, she did not seem nervous at all. Perhaps she had made peace with the reality of the situation, Mirai thought.
“I would like to apologize for the damage to property that I have caused in my time as a member of the police force. I have taken efforts to compensate those who owned the property. Furthermore, after some reflection on my conduct in the force, I have decided that it would be best for me to resign from the police force.”
Mirai grimly nodded in acknowledgement to this, while several of the other heroes whispered to each other.
“I mean…is it really surprising?” one of the heroes remarked. “She always seemed more in it for the cameras than anything else.”
“How can you say that?” Mr. Brave snapped at the hero. “Didn’t you see her at Kamino? At Jaku? She put her life on the line more than most of us!”
“I would like to address some comments made by Sasaki in the pro hero movement in regards to the damage that I have caused.”
Mirai took note at Mt. Lady calling him out, wondering where she was going with this.
“First of all, I am not leaving the police out of any sense of frustration with the force, but rather my own inabilities to perform the duties I’ve been asked to do. I am grateful for the time that I’ve gotten to spend with my fellow former heroes and the men and women who work to uphold our law, and I want to make it clear that I believe that they deserve our respect.”
Mirai felt unmoved at this. It would have been better if Mt. Lady had decried the police, but the public would likely still do that because of her actions regardless.
“Ms. Takeyama,” one of the reporters with a dolphin mutation spoke up, “The former hero Sir Nighteye has repeatedly made the claim that the police are unfit to handle the responsibilities of law enforcement alone. How do you think the damages that you admit to reflects on the police?”
A few of the heroes looked apprehensively towards Mirai, though he was unbothered.
“It is true that I caused the damage to that warehouse, amongst various other damages to public and private property while working as a member of the police force, but that damage was a result of my own decisions and training received as a former hero, not because of any failings of the police.”
Admittedly, this was annoying, but Mirai doubted that Mt. Lady had the intelligence or eloquence to properly back up her words…
“Ms. Takeyama,” another reporter with green skin spoke up. “Are you blaming the hero system for your damages even though it has been dissolved?”
“As I have said, the damages are a result of my decisions.” Mt. Lady repeated. “However, looking back on my time as a member of the police and as a pro hero, it’s made me realize that a lot of the practices that myself and other pro heroes were trained or encouraged to perform caused more harm than good. I was primarily trained to use my Quirk to handle problems, even if it wasn’t the best answer for the job. Our Quirks were how we marketed ourselves, how we made our living, and how we attracted sponsors. Most of us haven’t received training in the more mundane, but still vitally important practices used by the police; hostage negotiation, medical training, quite a few of us hadn’t even received real combat training. While I’ve been attempting to acclimate to this protocol, my instincts have unfortunately led me to repeatedly use Gigantification, even in circumstances where it would cause more harm than damage.”
Typical. Attempting to deflect blame. It was not the system’s fault that Mt. Lady did not seek to properly train herself in these areas, Mirai noted. In his training as a hero, he had applied himself day and night in learning martial arts and detective skills. However, it did not escape Mirai’s notice though that many of the heroes had grown silent at Mt. Lady’s words, looking at each other uneasily.
“Ms. Takeyama, why do you claim that you’re having so many issues using your Quirk now compared to when you were a hero?” Another reporter asked.
“I would argue that I have been having the same number of issues.” Mt. Lady answered. “Looking at my record as a pro hero, despite my best efforts, quite a few of my patrols resulted in collateral damage. The only difference is that now, we do not have Villain Insurance to pay for these damages. Even that though in hindsight wasn’t a good practice, because ultimately it still came down to taxpayers paying for the damages that I caused.”
Mirai scowled at this. Despite his self-assurances, he was aware of some of the data on collateral damage that Mt. Lady was talking about; he just hadn’t considered that she would have looked into it herself. Several economists that had been talking about the costs of the hero system had proven to be a major source of frustration for Mirai, and he did not need the public to be looking more at what these ignorant fools were saying…though he was beginning to worry that Mt. Lady was going to push some to looking at them more.
“Ms. Takeyama,” a reporter with white antlers spoke up, “considering your claims, and the arguments made by Sir Nighteye in the pro hero movement, are you saying that the movement is misguided in their efforts?”
“I am.” Mt. Lady answered bluntly. “The fact is, the hero system failed, because it didn’t work. It encouraged practices that I’ve come to see were needlessly dangerous both to heroes and to civilians, caused a drain to our economy that we’re only realizing now due to the absence of the HPSC’s attempts to cover up, and turned law enforcement into a popularity contest that doomed a lot of prospective heroes to fight over exposure. The men and women in emergency services should not be made to worry about their image when we have to do so much dangerous and unglamorous work. I am grateful for my time working as a pro hero; the people that I helped, the friends that I made amongst my colleagues, and even the people that I apparently inspired as a hero. However, the system itself was not a good one.” Mt. Lady gestured to the precinct behind her. “These are the people working to put our country back together, and they deserve our support. While I am not going to be a member of law enforcement any more, I still intend to support them however I can.”
Mirai wanted to dismiss this press conference as inconsequential, merely the words of an air-headed fame-hungry heroine that had succeeded in her work largely by being lucky enough to be at important events at opportune times. However, he could not ignore the continued silence of the other heroes. They weren’t dispersing from the area, seeing this as just another press conference on television like they had seen countless times before. They were standing still, staring at the television or off into the distance, thinking about Mt. Lady’s words.
This would just require another statement. That was all. He would refute Mt. Lady’s claims about the system, or redirect the public’s curiosity on points that she might have some credence to. It would be fine.
“You know…if there’s one thing that I’ve got to admire about Takeyama…she really knew how to talk to the press. Maybe going after her was a bad idea.” Uwabami nervously commented, ignorant to Mirai’s growing temper. He was greatly tempted to build a new Tickle Machine to teach her some lessons in comedy, but he was prudent enough to not do something that might antagonize more of his allies.
As he was turning to leave the viewing room though, he was stopped as he noticed All Might standing in the doorway, staring at the screens as if in a daze.
“All Might?” Mirai spoke up. All Might blinked and turned his stare to Mirai, though he only seemed to be partially cognizant of the sidekick. Were Mt. Lady’s words actually having that much of an effect on him?
“I…Kamihara asked me to send a message to you…” He said numbly.
“Edgeshot?” Mirai reiterated, somewhat annoyed. “Why isn’t he telling me himself?”
“He…wanted me to tell you that he’s quitting the movement.”
“What?!” Mirai hissed. “Why?”
“He said it was because of your comments on Mt. Lady, Sir. He did think quite highly of her when they were working together in the Lurkers.”
Mirai pinched the bridge of his nose, feeling a migraine coming on. Edgeshot, the former Number Four Hero, was dropping his support because of a hero that he had been on a team with for less than a year? How did this make sense!?
How was he losing so much control?
Mirai didn’t notice that All Might was staring at the screens again, just like so many of the other heroes.
A year after the fall of the hero system, Mirai and All Might were holding the movement’s first yearly meeting to discuss their progress. Even before anyone said anything though, the mood was somber, particularly as so many of the top heroes who had been given leading positions in the movement weren’t present: Best Jeanist, Edgeshot, Mirko, Gang Orca, Ryukyu, Fat Gum, and even Eraserhead were absent. Though these positions had been filled with other heroes, by this point, the only leading members that had been with the movement since the beginning were Mirai, All Might, and Uwabami. Uwabami’s notes though were bringing the mood down even further.
“It’s not looking good.” Uwabami said grimly, displaying data from the last year on the movement’s progress on the meeting room’s computer screens. “Donations are down; both domestic and foreign, rally attendance is down, and we haven’t exactly been gaining new members, either.”
“How can this be?” Mister Blaster groused. “With all of the blunders the government has been making, I would have thought that people would have been running back to the heroes with their tails between their legs!”
“Oh, there’s plenty of discourse towards the government right now.” Uwabami agreed. “People are still angry about the UN soldiers, they’re still angry about the police, and they’re still arguing over public Quirk use. Finding things to get people angry is easy. The issue is that doesn’t automatically translate into support for us. If anything, we’ve had to deal with more scandals than anyone else.”
That was putting it mildly, Mirai thought, though he did not voice this out loud. Just a few weeks prior, Mirko was heavily injured during a fight, and it was revealed that she would not be able to walk again. While Mirko disdained Mirai, her work had been a benefit to the movement nonetheless, as she had continued to be the iconic, unyielding fighter that had inspired people for years. Getting injured as badly as she did, her fame came back to bite the movement as her injury was used as another example of why the tactics and mindsets of heroes didn’t work.
Just a week ago, Mirai had gone to the funeral of Eraserhead. While Eraserhead had not been a prominent member of the movement, preferring to operate in a clandestine manner as he was used to, his association with the same class that All Might had taught that had gained so much infamy through its deceased, or sometimes incarcerated students, had unfortunately granted Eraserhead an acclaim that he had never wanted. This was made all the worse as several of his former students came forward to air their grievances with the man that had ruined their lives with his expulsions or questionable teaching practices; apparently Bakugou and Mineta were not unique cases.
For a brief moment though, Mirai had a spot of hope, as Nezu announced his resignation from his position as the principal of UA in the light of these findings associated with his former employee. With Nezu no longer running UA, this gave Mirai an opportunity to finally get in touch with Eri. Finally, he would be able to bring the little girl that Lemillion had rescued in his first solo act as a hero, reinvigorating the public’s memory of the hero that had saved them all! Mirai quickly found the name of Eri’s new adopted mother, Midoriya Inko, and arranged to speak with her. However, when he introduced himself to Mrs. Midoriya in an attempt to speak to Eri, the soft-appearing woman glared at him with all of the fury of mother bear.
“Oh, I’m familiar enough with you, Mr. Sasaki. Awata has told me everything that I need to know.” Midoriya advanced on Mirai, her sudden, unexpected fury disturbing him enough that he took a few steps back from her door. “Now here’s something you should know: My Quirk is ‘Attraction of Small Objects.’ You should consider what counts as a ‘Small Object’ and how hard I can pull on it.” Midoriya pointed her hand towards a walnut on a nearby table. She then used her Quirk to telekinetically pull, not on the whole walnut, but on the meat inside of the nut, which burst out of its shell like shrapnel, stopping only an inch from Midoriya’s palm. “If I see you anywhere near my family or Awata’s workplace again, you’re going to find out.” Midoriya warned before slamming her door in Mirai’s face.
It turned out in the coming days that Nezu’s resignation was far from a victory for Mirai or the movement, as Nezu was still one of the main public faces of UA, and in the eyes of the public, heroism in general. The fact that UA had fallen so far, culminating in the resignation of the principal that had brought it to such heights, was seen as just one more indictment of heroes.
And while Uwabami had reassured the room that there was still a great amount of public discourse that they could turn against the government and the police that were trying to replace them, there had also been much that had occurred that was pushing people towards favoring these changes. The most significant were the advances made that were accredited to the legalization of public Quirk use. The worst perhaps was the creation of a functioning cold fusion reactor by a scientist named Dr. Makabe Hanako. Such a momentous invention, long thought to be impossible, gained world-wide acclaim. Not only was this seen as further evidence that Minister Koshi had been making the right calls after all, but it threw the Quirk-regulation systems of even foreign countries into question, which in turn through other Hero systems into question. People were questioning more and more the role of heroes in society.
Public Quirk use had led to a plethora of new businesses opening up across the country, granting the average citizen opportunities that they had been previously shut out of by larger corporations. Some of the large corporations that remained were even benefiting, such as with the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate buying up old support companies that created hero costumes and support gear, and converting them to public use. (Uwabami had herself attempted to apply as a model for these companies, only to get turned away.) These changes had still led to a lot of Quirk accidents; fires, vehicle crashes, toxic chemical spills. These were events that Mirai took great care to stay on top of and direct pro heroes towards to highlight how reckless the legalization of public Quirk use was. The UN soldiers had managed to supplement the country’s lagging police force to the point that simply walking outside wasn’t a safety hazard, but it was still a deep shame felt by the country that the world saw them as incapable of taking care of their own affairs.
But perhaps most inconspicuous and yet detrimental of all was Mt. Lady’s speech.
Losing Best Jeanist, Gang Orca, Mirko, and Edgeshot had been catastrophic for the movement, but somehow Mt. Lady’s speech proved to be more damaging than anything since Bakugou Katsuki’s arrest.
Most heroes had stayed loyal to the movement from the beginning. All Might’s presence was an obvious drive behind this; even after his retirement, the Symbol of Peace had proven to be the inspiration for heroes the world over. Even disregarding that, most heroes felt as if they didn’t have anywhere else to go. Heroics was their livelihood, their dreams that they had held and worked for since they were children. Having this taken away from them all of a sudden had been an egregious error on the part of the prime minister; you do not simply remove one’s lifestyle and tell them to take another without them fighting back, let alone a lifestyle as respected as heroics. No, the movement certainly did not want for support amongst heroes after Jaku. True, the aforementioned four heroes’ departures had resulted in a few bursts of heroes leaving in solidarity, particularly with heroines following Mirko’s lead or heteromorphs following Gang Orca, and there were an irritating number of heroes that left in the aftermath of Mirai’s litigation, but Uwabami had managed to quell most of the rumors within the movement itself, and most pro heroes in the movement had been ride-or-die from the dissolution of the HPSC.
Mt. Lady’s speech though was different. At first, nothing seemed to happen that Mirai could notice, but over the next few weeks, there was a small, but steady trickle of heroes quitting the movement.
This wasn’t the emotionally-charged exit that Best Jeanist, Gang Orca, and Mirko had left from in offense to Mirai’s castigation of Lady Nagant and Hawks; many heroes were taking Mt. Lady’s words to heart, considering her points on the safety and practicality of the old hero system, as well as the economic costs associated with it. They began to ask whether restoring the system would do more harm than good, and whether it was really worth restoring themselves if it meant perpetuating a system that they believed encouraged heroes in damaging behavior.
This sentiment was hardly constrained to the movement itself either. Most of the hero system’s critics had been driven by spectacle, the kind of opportunistic sharks that saw heroes weakened and gleefully bit at their wounds to draw further blood. They were either sniveling cowards or zealous, counter-culture fools that Mirai and All Might could easily talk down when they were in direct debates. Now though, with Mt. Lady’s words, the critics were getting harder to counter; their points became less about glorying in the failures of heroes and more in dissecting the flaws in the system itself in a way that the movement could not easily argue against.
How.
How was it that the words of a vacuous, failed heroine were having this effect?
Why were people acting as if the words of Mt. Lady had some deep, profound meaning that changed reality?
As much as Mirai tried to ignore the chastisement of All Might in this regard, many heroes in the movement were also taking more offense to his critiques of the police and of the heroes that worked with them, further fueling the bleed of support.
Mirai was tempted to write these people off, to dismiss them as lacking the conviction in their work to understand the sacrifices needed to be made to bring heroes back, but he couldn’t ignore how much this was hurting the movement, how much harder it was to send heroes out to respond to the crises plaguing the country and garner public support when the number of heroes who supported the movement was steadily dropping.
The only thing that the meeting was able to accomplish was highlighting to Mirai how his and the movement’s tactics weren’t working. All Might was still excellent at garnering public support, but there was only so much that he could do. After the meeting, Mirai meditated on this problem in his office.
Sometimes Mirai was tempted to just give it up. What was the point? He had known that the heroes that they had available could never protect the country the way All Might did. Really, all that they were doing was trying to replace All Might with pale imitations, if only to stave off the worst-case scenario of a world without heroes.
Mirai looked at the limited-edition posters of All Might that blanketed his wall. In the days of the Symbol of Peace, these kinds of problems would have never happened. All Might was the indomitable hero; single-handedly pulling the country out of anarchy even worse than what they were facing now. A Symbol that every could look to and have faith in, the true embodiment of heroism.
That was what Togata was supposed to become, Mirai thought wearily to himself. That was why he had worked so hard to mold Togata into the new Symbol; to avoid this very conundrum. But that was no longer an option. Togata was gone. One For All was gone. All Might couldn’t be a hero anymore. The Symbol that the country, that heroism itself relied on, was gone.
As Mirai’s gaze passed over his framed pictures of Togata’s exploits though, he was struck by an idea: He had worked to mold Togata into the new Symbol, but what if he found another? Sure, no Quirk could ever match One For All, and no one could match All Might’s charisma and presence, but there were still powerful Quirks out there, and Mirai had been working to help Togata match All Might’s presence; what if he found someone else? Someone that the masses could look to and trust to always prevail against evil with a smile? Again, there was only so much they could do, but the movement needed someone that they could rally behind, someone who could still be active. The question then was who?
At first, Mirai was inclined to look back at the former hero students the same way that he had with Togata; essentially clay that could be molded into the ideal hero with the proper guidance. However, as hero programs across the country had been ended, it seemed unlikely that Mirai would be able to find any legitimate talent coming from what the programs had been turned into. Bitterly, Mirai realized that he probably wouldn’t be able to find anyone like that in the movement itself, not with so many of the highest-ranking heroes jumping ship. The fact that they had to allow Mister Blaster, the head of the Buster Union; the cause of so much collateral damage that required Uwabami to run damage control, into a leadership role said a lot about what heroes were even left in the movement. Mirai also had to reluctantly admit that many of the most powerful heroes outside of the movement that were working with the police that he could attempt to sway to his side were most likely turned off by his antagonism. If there was any hero in the country that Mirai could turn into a new Symbol, he likely wouldn’t be able to approach, let alone know about them for some time. So, what did that leave him with?
What about outside of Japan?
Of course! Mirai jumped to his feet in realization.
Star and Stripe!
Even if she wasn’t All Might’s official successor, she did model herself after him. She was arguably the greatest and most powerful hero in the world now that All Might was no longer active. Now that One For All and All For One were no longer in the picture, who else would be better suited to take All Might’s role as the new Symbol of Peace? It would just be a matter of Star and Stripe coming to Japan in its time of need.
Mirai bolted out of his office to get Star and Stripe’s contact information from All Might.
Unfortunately, All Might himself was not as enthusiastic about the idea.
“You want Young Bate to replace me as Japan’s new Symbol?” he repeated, burying his head in his hands in exhaustion.
“I certainly don’t think that she would object.” Mirai pointed out. “As someone who modeled her identity as a hero so much off of you, Bate would likely jump at the chance to take your role as the defender of Japan!”
All Might sighed, and gave Mirai a weary look.
“I have some objections to you asking this of Young Bate specifically, but to start off with, I don’t believe that your idea of creating a new Symbol of Peace is a good one.”
“Why not?” Mirai asked aghast.
“Mirai…” All Might answered, shaking his head, “How many of our problems have come about because of my role as a Symbol you applaud so much?”
Mirai grimaced, not understand why All Might somehow blamed himself for what had happened to hero society.
“If you’re talking about what happened with Shimura Tenko…” Mirai said, recalling some of the madman’s rants about how no one rescued him as a child because they expected a hero to help him.
“He is just one example.” All Might interrupted with a glower. “But there’s also how the HPSC used my identity as the Symbol of Peace to cover up their crimes, using heroes like Lady Nagant as assassins to mask the deficiencies in our society so they could continue to project the veneer of justice through me. Then there was the travesty that was the ranking system that I was made the head of…”
“The ranking system gave heroes something to aspire to!” Mirai protested, only for All Might to glower again;
“The way people ‘aspired’ towards me was not something that I would like to repeat, considering it led to Todoroki forcing a woman into a Quirk marriage and Bakugou developing such a toxic, competition-based mindset towards heroism. I shudder to think how many other heroes were affected by the system that way.”
“Perhaps there were some unworthy people who called themselves heroes,” Mirai attempted to bring the conversation back to what he wanted. “but your role still encouraged heroism, and gave heroes something to look up to. Before you came along, heroes were seen as either inept cowards, doomed martyrs, or corrupt criminals. Sadly, it’s an attitude that is repeating itself nowadays without an icon society can put their trust in. Star and Stripe already serves that role in America, why not here when we are in such desperate need of a Symbol?”
“That’s just it though;” All Might countered, “Young Bate is already the Top Hero of her own country; a country that is dealing with its own problems. I could not ask her to abandon her homeland to clean up the mess that we have made in ours.”
“Why not? You went to America in your younger years. You started off as a hero there! You saved Bate as a child! Is it truly too much to ask her to return the favor?”
“I fled to America out of necessity. While I am glad for my work there, it was never my intent to stay when I knew that my homeland was suffering, and I would not ask Young Bate to stay here when her homeland is suffering as well.”
Though Mirai attempted to continue to argument, All Might raised his hand.
“I have made my point clear, Sasaki. I am not going to help you in this.”
Mirai glowered back.
“Togata can’t fulfill the role that we meant for him.” Mirai stated, causing All Might to wince. “And you can’t fulfill the role that Nana meant for you. Someone needs to fulfill it.”
All Might had retreated in on himself, but he had turned away from Mirai and was staring resolutely out the window. Mirai groaned in frustration and left. This was frustrating, but only a setback. If All Might wouldn’t give Mirai Star and Stripe’s contact information, he’d get ahold of the heroine himself.
The Star and Stripe Agency information was available to the public, though Mirai knew that the Agency likely fielded hundreds of calls a day asking for America’s Number One Hero for endorsements, to send cases, or to simply make time for her work. That being said, knowing Star and Stripe’s admiration of All Might, as well as the public support and donations she had made to Japan’s pro hero movement, Mirai felt confident that any call made through the Might Agency line would be quickly expedited to her. However, All Might’s reasons for refusing to support Mirai’s idea gave him pause for thought: as much as Mirai hated to admit it, Star and Stripe might be reluctant to leave her own country. Perhaps it would be best to do some research beforehand, to try to get a handle on the heroine’s frame of mind and where she stood. Mirai could not afford to go into this without all of the information; that was not how he did things.
For years, in Mirai’s most private moments, he would berate himself for his foolishness at that point. He had been overworked, stressed, and felt as if nothing was going right. Perhaps months of being constantly thwarted in his efforts had made him overly defensive. He should have stepped away from the computer and taken some time to think. However, that was only in his private moments. In his mind, apologizing for his actions would be tantamount to admitting defeat in a fight that they absolutely could not lose. So, when Mirai saw Star and Stripe’s tweet speaking out against a comment made by Kevin Colt, a top leader in the pro hero movement in America, he snapped.
Star and Stripe-‘I did not agree to have my picture taken, and I do not support Colt’s party.’
No.
This couldn’t be.
Not when Mirai was just about to offer Star and Stripe the opportunity to carry on All Might’s legacy.
Was there anyone he could rely on anymore?
Before Mirai knew what he was doing, he was writing a response to Star and Stripe’s tweet:
Sir Nighteye-‘I would have expected more of America’s No. 1 Hero. But it seems that she is unable to support the hero system in her own country, let alone that of Japan’s. If she is willing to allow the heroes of her country to fall the same way that so many of ours has, it would seem then that All Might and I are the only ones truly committed to the cause of restoring heroism.’
Still fuming and fed up with the day, Mirai shut his computer down, struggling to focus enough to figure out who he could contact next.
The consequences of Mirai’s actions became noticeable the next day, as he was cornered by both All Might and Uwabami in his office.
“Sasaki, did you post this?” All Might asked in barely restrained anger as he showed his phone towards Mirai, displaying the response he had made to Star and Stripe’s tweet. “Please, please tell me that someone hacked your account!”
Mirai looked at the page and frowned at All Might.
“Am I not entitled to free speech? I simply wanted to express how I felt about Star and Stripe’s lack of commitment to the cause.”
All Might and Uwabami stared at Mirai incredulously before All Might sputtered out:
“Sasaki…did you not even read Young Bate’s full tweet?!”
The Symbol of Peace pointed to the tweet that Mirai had responded to, making the former sidekick realize that there was more to the tweet than what Mirai had remembered reading:
Star and Stripe-‘I did not agree to have my picture taken, and I do not support Colt’s party. I support pro heroes, not those that try to use them as talking points, and not those that would deny measures that could ensure the safety of pro heroes.’
“How does this indicate Young Bate is not committed to the cause? All she was doing was defending herself from an extremist trying to misappropriate her image!”
Mirai was caught off-guard too much by his error to respond, at which point Uwabami finally snapped herself:
“Do you have any idea what this is going to do to our credibility? We’re supposed to represent heroes, and yet you insulted the highest ranked hero in the world! Forget about the fact that she’s one of our biggest donors and public supporters, do you have any idea how this is going to look to her fans? Heck, not only did you malign one of the most beloved people on the planet, you’ve implicitly thrown our support behind one of the most extremist and toxic branches of the movement!”
Fumbling to defend himself, Mirai attempted to speak up.
“Why should we not support enthusiasm? I see nothing wrong with Colt being ‘extremist’ in regards to heroism.”
“Colt is an idiot who believes that heroes should execute anyone they arrest!” Uwabami shouted. “Not to mention the seven pending investigations against him for battery, indecent exposure, and sexual assault! He is the last person we want to associate the movement with! Just…look…” Uwabami said, clutching her head as if she was suffering from a migraine, “at this point, you’ve already established yourself as being over-combative towards the police and the government, so if you tried to take back what you said, no one is going to believe that you’re being genuine. For now, just stay off of social media and don’t make any more public statements.” Uwabami glared at Mirai, daring him to protest. “We, meanwhile, are going to have to make a statement apologizing for this Tweet of yours, to somehow try to claim that you do not represent the movement, despite being the sidekick of the public face of the movement. I can only hope that we can minimize the impact of what you have said and make people forget about it!”
At this, Uwabami stormed off, shouting orders to some of the other heroes and interns who happened to be caught in her warpath. Mirai meanwhile was stuck sitting awkwardly in his office with a glowering All Might, who sighed in exhaustion.
“If there is any good to come out of this, at least it less likely that Young Bate will be dragged into our mess.”
Humiliated, furious at All Might and Uwabami for chastising him, Star and Stripe for making the Tweet in the first place, and himself for making such a bull-headed error, Mirai snapped at All Might:
“This wouldn’t have happened if you had just contacted Star and Stripe for me!”
Mirai didn’t need All Might’s flat, disappointed look to know how banal and immature he sounded.
“Sasaki…what is wrong with you?”
“Excuse me?” Mirai responded, feeling insulted.
“You keep on using Togata’s memory against me…but have you thought at all how he would have felt about the way that you’ve been acting?” All Might asked.
Inwardly, Mirai felt the sting of All Might’s words, but refused to let this show on his face.
“I am not going to pretend that Togata would understand everything that I have been trying to do. But I have always acted with the assurance that it was the right thing, no matter what others say.”
All Might stared at Mirai’s obstinate form before sighing and walking out.
Years passed. Mirai continued to fight to restore heroes, to hold onto what support the movement had. An outsider or someone with weak faith might have assumed that the movement was stagnating, only barely holding on to its credibility through constant campaigning and lobbying, while the rest of the country grew further and further away from the mindset that heroes were the ones to save them, but Mirai was always working. He simply changed his plans with the circumstances.
Such was the case when Takeyama Yu returned, not as a police officer, but as the Musutafu Precinct’s new public relations officer.
During her time as Mt. Lady, Takeyama had developed a reputation for sexualizing herself; flaunting her body for the cameras and getting into public cat fights with other heroines like Ms. Midnight. It had contributed heavily to an image as a sensualized, if not arrogant and empty-headed celebrity. Admittedly, in hindsight, this image had served Takeyama’s purposes, allowing her to gain sponsorships necessary to pay for the collateral damage. However, it was nothing that Mirai would have ever considered indicative of any deeper intelligence or depth to the woman.
Despite Mirai’s assumptions though, dismissing the news of Takeyama’s new position, the woman showed herself to be just as talented in garnering public support for the police as she had for herself as a hero. She was notably quick-witted when it came to reporters attempting to ask her scathing questions about a perceived failing among the police (some of which had been prompted by Mirai and Uwabami,) and was able to give arguments that seemed well-reasoned to an uneducated mind as to the benefits of the new system. When Takeyama started her work as a PR officer, any attack Mirai made against the police gradually lost its effectiveness, and what statistics the movement could gather indicated that the public was leaning more towards this new system and away from heroism.
Mirai had tested his intellect against criminal masterminds, had formulated plans that dissolved country-wide villain gangs, was accredited by All Might as being half of the reason for the destruction of All For One’s empire, and was one of the few individuals that Nezu would consider a worthy opponent in games of chess…and yet this, a vapid, vain, empty-headed bimbo who had been a hero for less than two years and couldn’t even cut it as a beat cop was proving to be more than he could handle.
No.
He was Sir Nighteye. Sidekick to All Might, the intellectual half of the duo that had brought criminal empires to their knees and brought the country out of a Dark Age. His enemies were men and women who had engrained themselves into Japan’s criminal underbelly so subtly that most people had never even heard of them, who had made their enemies disappear so completely that people would have never heard of them. He had faced down some of the greatest minds on the planet.
HE WAS NOT LOSING TO F***ING MT. LADY!!!
…
It was fine.
All of this was inconsequential, regardless.
Debating with the police was not his current strategy, in any case. No, his focus was on rebuilding the movement, and by extension, the hero system, by finding a new Symbol for them to rally around.
Mirai would have continued his search for a new Symbol after the Star and Stripe debacle, though he had struggled to find anyone who could fit the role, not to mention those that came close often didn’t want to speak to Mirai.
One of his past efforts was focused on Togata’s old friend, Hado Nejire, though apparently nowadays she was now Amajiki Nejire. Though Mirai knew her to be too…excitable, for his liking, she was undoubtedly powerful, and Mirai was confident that with the right influence, her personality could become more like what would be necessary for a Symbol. Considering her friendship with Togata, and the leak of information that she was not working with the police anymore, Mirai had been confident that she would be open to his guidance.
When he went to her home to talk to her though, Mrs. Amajiki was not happy to see him. The once bubbly girl glared daggers at him through the door, revealing that she and her husband knew about how Mirai had convinced Togata to take One For All, accusing Mirai of hurting and ‘manipulating’ Togata to his own ends, as well as revealing that she and her husband were still in touch with Ryukyu and Fat Gum, who had told the two about how Mirai had treated Awata, which Amajiki showed her ignorance by taking offense to. Furthermore, Amajiki explained that her leave from the police force was not permanent, showing with her swollen belly that she was on maternity leave for an upcoming baby. At that moment, Mr. Amajiki had arrived and forced Mirai bodily off the premises of his home, all of his previous shyness and lack of confidence gone, showing a rather frightening fury at Mirai and making it clear that he was not welcome in their home.
Mirai would have sought out other potential candidates were the pool of options not so slim. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have bothered getting into these spats with Takeyama in the first place.
Just recently though, Mirai had started his efforts anew with a fresh option, one that had demonstrated enormous potential as a hero in her work; Yaoyorozu Momo. This time, Mirai had meticulously prepared his offer to the young heiress, and simply needed to wait for her to call him back.
An offer made three weeks ago.
It was fine though. Mirai could be patient. He was used to waiting for a plan to come to fruition. He assumed that Yaoyorozu was simply taking time to consider his offer. She was a meticulous individual, to his understanding, after all.
Still, it irked Mirai how often people in the movement would come into his office and stare at him in concern as he was waiting for Yaoyorozu to call him back. Most had the sense not to comment on how much attention Mirai was giving his phone, until after several day’s absence, All Might came in.
“…Sasaki…she’s not going to call you back.” He spoke bluntly. When Mirai attempted to ignore him, the Symbol of Peace went on: “Young Yaoyorozu has already made a new life for herself. I do not see her taking such a drastic change as turning herself into my replacement. You should respect her decision.”
“Yaoyorozu stuck with what used to be the hero program at UA.” Mirai countered. “That shows that she still cares about maintaining order in the country. I am simply offering her the best option to do so.”
“Mirai…” All Might spoke in exasperation, “Even if you have reigned in your attacks on the police, Young Yaoyorozu is still surrounded by people that you have personally maligned, or were close to those whom you did. If what you are telling me is true, her mentor is Lady Nagant, for crying out loud! Do you honestly believe that you could get her to trust you after making enemies of so many of her friends and mentors?”
Mirai finally had enough and glared at All Might
“You seem so quick to critic me, but how can you, when I barely know what you are doing half the time? Where have you even been?”
All Might glowered at Mirai before answering.
“I’ve been talking to Torino.”
Mirai blinked in confusion.
“…Gran Torino? Why?”
“…He’s the only one I feel like I can talk to anymore.” All Might answered somberly.
Mirai frowned at this.
“…I know that we had our differences in the past, and I admit that choosing Togata as your successor turned into a debacle, but I would have thought that after all that we have been through, you would have thought of me as your friend.”
All Might didn’t respond immediately, leaving Mirai feeling hurt and insulted. When the Symbol of Peace turned to Mirai, it was with the air of a man who carried the world on his shoulders.
“You…have always seen me as a hero, Sasaki. I can appreciate that. But…I’m…” All Might looked at his long and bony hands before letting them drop to his sides. “I’m tired, Sasaki.”
Mirai sighed.
“I can understand that. But you know what we are working for. We can’t give up. We can’t stop. We still have a legacy to carry on, at least in some form.”
All Might didn’t look up at Mirai, and walked out of the room. Hopefully, he would be back to his old self by the end of the day. Unfortunately, his words had made Mirai start to doubt whether his plans for Yaoyorozu were going to pan out.
No matter. He took out a list of potential heroes to sort through. Over the next few days, he would be travelling to meet some of these options in person as he did with Yaoyorozu.
Uraraka Ochako. Granted, Mirai did not think well of someone who had dropped out of the hero, or rather “emergency” course once the system fell, but considering his issues trying to convince anyone within the police, perhaps this would work out better. Zero Gravity though had a great deal of potential power behind it, and perhaps she just needed the right encouragement to have her zeal for heroics reignited?
She was uninterested. As Mirai had feared, Uraraka had left that life behind her, having been too haunted by the trauma of contending with the League of Villains and the PLF War, as well as essentially accomplishing her original intent for becoming a hero in the first place, by using her Quirk to support her family. Considering what selfish and vapid motivations, Mirai considered this one to not be a loss.
Yui Kodai. Size was an unorthodox Quirk, to be sure, but perhaps she could lean into the Sentai theme she had adopted when she was still in the hero course in UA? It would certainly work well to draw attention and public support…
She refused for similar reasons to Uraraka, her shipping business growing rapidly despite only being a few years old. That, and Yui also made it clear that she reviled Mirai for his antagonism towards Takeyama, her old mentor.
Kendo Itsuka. Yes, Mirai had gone back to the police, but from what he had gathered watching her operate in the field during her Work Studies, as well as being the leader of the 1-B course, Kendo had the exact kind of courage and mentality that suited a hero.
Unfortunately, by the time that Mirai had spoken with Kendo, she had been informed by Yaoyorozu what Mirai was trying to get old hero course students involved with, and had turned Kendo off of the idea. Furthermore, she admitted that while police protocols sometimes chaffed at her sensibilities as a martial artist, she had come to see them as ultimately more efficient and safer, and was not interested in restoring a system that encouraged what she now saw as competitive or risky behavior.
Yoarashi Inasa. Granted, Mirai was not impressed with what he had gathered about the young man’s conduct in the Provisional License Exam, but Gang Orca had mentioned years earlier that Yoarashi had improved and passed the Remedial Course by his own effort without meddling by the HPSC, unlike Bakugou and Todoroki. When Mirai was able to look beyond this stain, he was legitimately impressed by Yoarashi’s power with Gale Force, as well as his boisterous spirit.
The man he met though was far more reserved, and rejected Mirai’s offer to become a hero again. Finding out about Endeavor’s abuse of his youngest son, whom Yoarashi had judged as being just like his father, made Yoarashi realize that his ‘hot-blooded’ way of seeing the world was foolish, and he was not interested in restoring a system that he saw as having driven Endeavor to treat his family the way that he did.
This was fine though. There were others Mirai could look to.
He ignored the documentary made about Aldera that reminded the country of Bakugou’s crimes, and the perceived failures of a hero system that venerated someone like him in the first place.
He ignored current events as Japan’s police force began to grow to the point that the UN started to pull some of its soldiers out.
He ignored the new technological advances coming out of the country that wowed the world, restoring some of Japan’s respect without the aid of heroes.
All Might though, did not.
Twelve years after the fall of the HPSC, the hero movement was still standing, though despite their best efforts for their campaign to remain in the public conscience, most people who came to the headquarters were surprised to hear that the movement was still ongoing, having come mostly to tour Might Agency as a historical building. Mirai would have convinced All Might to ban these tours were they not the few instances of publicity the movement seemed to even get anymore.
Regardless, Mirai continued his work, constantly trying to campaign the government to restore the hero system. Sometimes it felt though as if he was the only one who cared anymore. It did not escape Mirai’s notice how much more empty Might Tower had become over the years. In the early days of the movement, they had experienced several deep wounds, but their structure had managed to hold firm. What was more tortuous though was the thousand cuts they had been experiencing over the last decade. Those that did remain though were not heroes that Mirai would have considered of merit before the system’s fall; people who were in the business purely for the fame and fortune, or who simply disliked the regimented nature of the police. Uwabami had stuck with the movement, though she hardly seemed to put any effort into her work anymore; her attempts at talking to whatever contacts she had left in the media were half-hearted at best, she treated maintaining the movement’s website as a chore, and even her care for her appearance seemed lackluster.
The lack of effort or care truly galled Mirai. He would have thought that the sanctity of their goals would have stirred people to greater purpose, but instead the movement had been plagued by betrayal, lukewarm support, and incompetence. Even All Might’s enthusiasm for the cause had been waning as of late. Half the time, Mirai didn’t even know where the former hero was!
This was why he was stomping his way through the building, having been informed that All Might had returned from an unexplained absence. Finding him in his office, Mirai slammed the door shut behind him.
“Where have you been? You were supposed to be giving a speech at Crust’s debut three days ago, and we haven’t been able to contact you since!”
All Might didn’t seem to register Mirai’s words though, slumped as he was over his desk. The man painted a sorry sight; his body more skeletal than ever, and more gray hairs peeking through his head, despite Mirai’s efforts to convince All Might to dye it.
“Torino is dead.” He announced.
Mirai blinked, legitimately thrown off by the announcement.
“…I am sorry to hear that.” Mirai spoke with a clipped tone. Truly, he was sorry. Gran Torino was an integral part of All Might and Lemillions’ development into Symbols of Peace. That being said…
“However, you had an obligation to fulfill, one which you did not even call anyone about! People were expecting you! Who knows how much more work it’s going to take to fix this!”
Wearily, All Might looked up at Mirai. After a moment staring at Mirai blankly, the hero spoke:
“Do you remember our last major scandal?”
Mirai cocked an eyebrow at this question. Their scandals were hardly something that he wanted to think about.
“Maybe I’m wrong, but I think that it was that Tweet you posted about Star and Stripe.” Ignoring Mirai’s scowl, All Might shrugged. “Who knows though? There were probably others. The Buster Union getting arrested was pretty bad, or I thought that it would have been bad, but you know the crazy thing? I don’t think anyone really noticed. I don’t think that we’ve had a real bad scandal in almost a decade. There were plenty of things that went wrong; heroes in our movement getting arrested, dying in the line of duty…if we can even call it that anymore, heroes…just ending it themselves…But that’s the thing; I don’t think the public really cared all that much. Uwabami hasn’t really had to worry about that…because no one really cares anymore.”
Mirai hardly needed to be reminded of the public’s infuriating lack of support, and this only served to prove his point as to why it was so necessary that All Might continue his campaigning!
“It doesn’t matter.” Mirai responded curtly. “Regardless of the obstacles, our objective remains the same; restoring heroes to Japan.”
All Might stood up and walked towards the window.
“…I don’t think that Japan wants heroes anymore.” He said with his back to Mirai.
“Then Japan is ignorant.” Mirai snapped back. “And we need to pull people out of that ignorance, and remind them of why they need heroes.”
“Do they though?” All Might mused, barely even listening to Mirai anymore as he looked out the window.
Ten years ago, the streets were either barren as people were afraid to go out, or packed with screaming rioters. It was not uncommon for a plume of smoke coming from a burning building to be a common sight. Now though, the streets were just as filled as they had been in the days before the HPSC’s collapse, as citizens went about their daily activities; working, talking, or simply enjoying their day. The difference was that all traces of heroes had been erased; the pro heroes themselves, and all of their merchandise; the billboards, the hero stores, and average citizens wearing the latest paraphernalia. It was functioning on the surface perhaps, but it was still wrong; it was as if society’s soul had been gutted.
“This cannot last.” Mirai responded. “Sooner or later, society is going to fall into disarray, if it hasn’t already without anyone noticing. We can’t give up.”
All Might continued to ignore him, requiring that Mirai fall back on the usual strategy he used when his hero needed motivation.
“Are you really just going to let Nana and Togata’s memories down like this? How would they feel if they saw you as so defeatist?”
For the first time though, Mirai’s jab had no obvious effect. All Might just kept staring out the window. “…There was someone…” he murmured. “Someone I had met a while ago…he asked me a question. I answered him the best I could…but I was in a bad way back then, and I said something that I came to regret. I told myself that I just did what was necessary…but when I had asked that question decades earlier, I was given a different answer.”
Mirai stared at All Might’s back, confused and annoyed at how distant All Might seemed in his thoughts.
“I tried not to think about it…I was even able to forget about him for a bit…but…even before we found out about what One For All was doing to Togata…it kept coming back to me. Now…ever since Togata died…it’s all I think about. And I keep wondering…if maybe things could have been better if I had given him the answer I was given…I hope he’s doing okay…”
“What in the world are you talking about?” Mirai asked impatiently, frustrated at All Might’s vagueness and the fact that nothing he said had anything to do with the matter at hand.
All Might sighed, dropping his head.
“It’s nothing. I’m going for a walk.”
“Now?” Mirai asked incredulously, though All Might ignored him and left.
Grumbling, Mirai ran a hand down his face. This was worse than he had seen All Might before, but he would return and bounce back, he always did. He always came through; he was All Might.
Hours later, Mirai was driving frantically to the hospital, his heart pounding in his chest.
This couldn’t be.
They had escaped Mirai’s vision of All Might’s death, or at least they had beyond a metaphorical interpretation.
All Might had to live. He still had so much to do. So much to make right.
Mirai managed to swipe the nurse’s admittance clipboard when she wasn’t looking, and found the room All Might was being held in.
He was alive. He was unhurt. Mirai would have been grateful had he not felt so terrified and furious that they had almost lost everything, and had he not heard him speaking about the secret of One For All in an unsecured hospital room to a civilian, of all things!
He needed to take control of the situation. He chastised All Might, trying to get him to pull himself together, but just as he was about to make it clear to the green-haired man sitting next to All Might’s bed what the consequences would be of him divulging anything that he had just heard, All Might completely shut him down. The Symbol of Peace simply glared at Mirai, making it clear that he had lost all care for the secret of his power, for his and Togata’s legacy, and what he meant to the hopes of heroism. When All Might told him to get out, Mirai chose to leave with dignity, letting All Might know that he would be ready to speak when he was ready to speak rationally.
Thankfully, it seemed that Mirai’s judgement was correct, as the next day, All Might came into his office, seemingly calmer than Mirai had seen him in years.
“Are you ready to talk now?” Mirai asked.
“I am.” All Might responded. “I am quitting the movement.”
Mirai felt his heart stop.
“…Ex…excuse me?”
“I’m done, Sasaki. I’m done being All Might, and I’m done trying to resuscitate the hero system.”
Mirai stared at All Might. Weariness still weighed heavy on him, but All Might was looking at him in the eye with a confidence that he had not seen in the hero since before the fall of the HPSC. And he had just said that he was quitting the movement. Quitting being All Might.
He must have misheard All Might.
All Might must be on some painkiller from the hospital.
This must be some bad dream.
“You’re…quitting?” Mirai repeated, praying that he would be corrected.
“That is correct.” The hero responded. “I’m done with the movement, and I’m done being All Might. From now on, I’m just Yagi Toshinori.”
No. Mirai refused to believe this.
“All Might…”
“Yagi.” The hero corrected, albeit without any true anger, simply frowning at Mirai, as if he was expecting a reaction like this.
“All Might.” Mirai corrected him in turn. “You can’t leave the movement. You are the Symbol of Peace! You are the inspiration of heroes everywhere! Without you, this movement can’t function!”
“Again, Yagi.” All Might repeated. “I am leaving the movement. I was the Symbol of Peace. I am proud that I was able to inspire heroes, and I am sorry for whatever distress this will cause you, but I am done with the movement. I have been doing this for too long, and frankly, I feel as if this movement hasn’t done any real good.”
Mirai’s world crumbled at these words.
“What about restoring heroes? Don’t you care about that anymore?”
All Might sighed deeply.
“I have been disillusioned by what I had perceived by my failures as a hero, and the commercialization of heroics before its dissolution. Thankfully, after someone talked to me, I feel that I can be proud of the good that I did, and that other heroes did. However, we need to be honest with ourselves, Sasaki.” All Might gestured with his hand out towards the window. “Despite all of our fears, Japan has recovered without the aid of heroes. In some ways, I would argue that it has improved. Law enforcement and rescue is done more safely for those that risk their lives, and they can operate without having to be as concerned about public image or merchandise.”
No. This could not be happening. Why was this happening?
“That…that man…” Mirai realized and seethed, “the man from the hospital…he’s the reason you’re doing this…”
“He is the one who saved me from killing myself.” All Might answered, starting to show legitimate anger at Mirai. “He talked to me, treated me like a human being, instead of some idol. He helped me realize that I don’t have to carry the weight of the world on my shoulders, and that even if I can’t do good as a hero anymore, there is still good that I can do, and that is the good that I choose to do.”
Desperate, Mirai tried one last time to remind All Might of why he was there.
“What would Togata think about you abandoning his goal? What would Nana think?”
All Might glared at Mirai. For a moment, Mirai thought that he had broken through to him, only for the hero to speak again. His voice was halting, but he spoke with confidence.
“…I believe that they would have wanted us to help people the best we could, especially now that it’s become clear that this movement isn’t helping anybody. And I believe that they would be upset that I have been killing myself slowly over the last decade, lamenting their deaths when I didn’t have the ability to prevent them or had no way of knowing the consequences of my actions.”
Mirai wanted to rant, to beg All Might not to do this, not to abandon him, to let the world crumble into chaos again, but the hero simply shook his head and raised his hand.
“Look, you and anyone else who wants to keep this going can keep meeting here, but I’m going to just let the rest of this building become a museum; let people appreciate the good that heroes did without trying to force it on anyone. Goodbye, Sasaki.”
And with that, he left. It was not like before, after his fight with All For One, where there was still the reassurance that he was going to keep on fighting. It was just an end. Mirai’s world completely crumbled away. He stood in his office, his sanctuary where he was surrounded by the likeness of his hero, the Symbol of Peace that had given stability to his world, and a purpose to his life, and yet, the security was gone, as the hero had finally given up.
Mirai did not dare tell anyone else at the hero movement of All Might’s departure, but it made no difference, as he was confronted soon after by Uwabami.
“Well,” the woman announced as she slapped down her last report, “I’d say that it’s been fun, Sasaki, but I would be lying.”
“…Excuse me?” Mirai asked, still numb from losing his hero.
“I’m quitting the movement.” Uwabami responded flatly. “Oh, and uh…” she walked over to the window, looking down at the pavement. “So is everyone else, as far as I can tell.”
“What!?” Mirai ran over to the window, and saw what seemed like the totality of the members of the movement, walking out in the middle of the day, carrying boxes of their belongings. “Wh…why?”
“Are you actually surprised?” Uwabami asked incredulously, walking out the door, only acknowledging Mirai as he followed after her in desperation. “I got an alert that All Might pulled his funding. When I called him about it, he told me that he had quit, and he had told you.” She added with a glare before shaking her head and continuing on her way. “The movement’s done, Sasaki.”
“No…no, it’s not! There’s still so much to do! We need to bring heroes back!”
“And how exactly do you think we’re going to do that?” Uwabami asked, snapping and rounding on Mirai. “All Might is gone. He was the whole of our support and our funding, either from him or people that he had convinced to donate. Half of the movement only stayed because they were All Might fanatics, and the other half stayed because this was the only work that we had. Since All Might isn't funding our ‘heroics’ anymore, we are all essentially out of a job.”
“Wait…wait…” Mirai ran around in front of Uwabami, who fixed him with an annoyed frown. “We can fix this…if we just stay calm, we can find a way to keep the movement going…”
“I’m done Sasaki.” Uwabami interrupted. “I joined the movement at first because all of the scandals of the HPSC made my modelling work untenable, and the only way that I would be able to get that work back would have been to get the public to accept heroes again.” Exasperated, Uwabami threw her hand up into the air. “It became clear pretty quickly though that wasn’t going to happen, but modeling was all I ever really knew, I wasn’t cut out for police work, and yeah, I wanted to keep my fantasy, sue me. Now though? We can’t escape reality anymore, Sasaki. The movement’s done. It’s over.”
Uwabami tried to step around Mirai, only for him to step in her way, glaring at her.
“Well, what are you going to do? How are you going to take back your precious modeling career without the hero system?” Mirai challenged.
Uwabami glared, and shook her head.
“I guess I’m just going to have to settle for a job as a sales lady in a department store.”
Mirai didn’t care about this, he needed to stop this, somehow.
“This…we can’t leave this…we can’t end it like this!” He shouted. Uwabami though gave him a look of contempt before speaking up again.
“You know…when I was Yaoyorozu’s age when I gave her that internship…I admit that I was mostly interested in becoming a hero for the sake of the glamor, but there was a part of me that wanted to help people. I think that I did a bit, all things considered. I guess I just changed over time, treating being a hero as secondary in my job, and did some bad things. But this movement? The longer I’ve been here, and the more that this all just dragged on, the more I realized that this just fed into the worst parts of myself. I stayed with this movement so I could get a chance of reliving that fantasy life of mine, but looking back, I’m not sure it was worth it.”
Uwabami was about to step around Mirai again, and Mirai was about to stop her, when she suddenly lifted a finger in thought.
“Oh, and by the way? I didn’t know her that well, but I’ve been wanting to do this for a while…”
Uwabami took Mirai by the shoulders, and drove her knee into his crotch, making him crumple over, wheezing in pain.
“That’s for what you did to Bubble Girl, sicko.”
After that, everything simply fell apart.
The movement was quite literally down to just Mirai. The moment that All Might had left, everyone else jumped ship with him. Forget about doing the right thing for its own sake; a sickening number of former heroes were in the movement simply because All Might’s funding had provided them a stipend that they could use to satisfy their vices. Mirai had some pity for those that were leaving now that their loyalty to All Might was being thrown back into their faces, but that still left them with no way to fulfill their mission.
The news of the movement’s apparent end was quickly spread…and mostly ignored. It was only front-page news because it involved All Might, and when reporters sought the hero out for an explanation, he said the same thing to them that he said to Mirai, albeit with an apology for those who had been ‘hurt’ by the movement.
An apology? What did they have to apologize for?
Likewise, All Might thanked the heroes who had supported the ideals of the movement, but again, apologized, believing that the movement’s goals had been misaimed.
Though Mirai refused to accept defeat, he found that his efforts bore little fruit.
He drafted a speech for a rebuttal against All Might’s claims…only to find that no one was interested in listening to him. As far as anyone was concerned, All Might was the movement, and with him quitting, that put the pro hero movement at an end. Mirai could post his rebuttal, and plead to others to not give up hope online, but again, once All Might left, there went the bulk of the people willing to even look at what Mirai had written. The same rang true when Mirai attempted to contact politicians who had offered support to the movement; Mirai was put on hold for hours to talk to a secretary who filed his message in a manner that Mirai recognized meant he would be forgotten. For a brief time, Mirai attempted to contact old colleagues and friends for support, only to be reminded that he had antagonized so many people in his field that he didn’t have anyone left who wanted to support him.
Mirai had built All Might up as the public face of the movement, possibly too well. While he had been an active voice in the movement, and had been the one to direct All Might in many of his endeavors to garner public support for the movement, his role had been mostly behind the scenes. Now, with All Might out of the picture, Mirai was essentially a non-entity. No one cared what he had to say.
Soon after All Might’s departure, Mirai had to close the Nighteye Agency. Without the regular funding of the HPSC or All Might himself, Mirai found that he didn’t have a means of maintaining a facility of that size, and had to perform all of his operations, whether it be his freelance detective work, or his continued, increasingly futile attempts to reignite the movement, from the room in Might Agency that All Might had allowed Mirai to continue to use. He ran into a continued problem though that doing so gave the impression to anyone visiting Might Agency would often confuse him as a museum employee, or literally being a museum piece himself. There were a few particularly grating individuals who saw his frustrated attempts to correct visitors as him staying ‘in character’ as Sir Nighteye.
People saw him. Saw his work. All Might’s work, as archaic.
The gall. The unmitigated gall.
All this. Everything falling part.
It took one week.
The movement wasn’t going to function without All Might. Mirai needed to get him back.
Mirai attempted to call and email All Might repeatedly, trying to get him to talk again, but any attempt he made was ignored. Refusing to be dissuaded, Mirai sought to speak with All Might in person. It didn’t take too long for Mirai to track the hero down, even when he was not at his home.
Of all places though, Mirai found him at the same beach that he had first trained Togata in, which had stayed clear of litter even after a decade. What was strange about this though was that All Might was with a group of people, most of whom Mirai hadn’t seen before. He recognized the same green-haired man from the hospital, though he shuddered slightly as he also recognized an older Midoriya Inko, who was assumedly the man’s mother, as well as an older Eri. With them was what Mirai assumed to be Mr. Midoriya’s family, though he seemed out of place with the extremely tall, teal, fox-like heteromorph woman, a daughter with a similar appearance to her mother, and a son with a dragon-like appearance. Along with them was another small family, a father and mother with a daughter who appeared about late elementary school age, with an appearance that seemed familiar to Mirai in a way that made him angry for reasons he could not understand. And with them all, of all people, Sakamata, the former Gang Orca.
The group appeared to be having a barbecue, though most of the attention was on All Might himself. It struck Mirai that in the past decade, he hadn’t seen All Might so relaxed and happy, apparently recounting some story that the children in the group were engrossed by.
Regardless, Mirai had a goal here.
“All Might!” He called out.
The hero blinked at being interrupted in his story, sighing as he looked up at Mirai. Mr. Midoriya, his family, Eri, and the other family all looked towards Mirai in concern, though Sakamata and Midoriya Inko both scowled towards Mirai when they recognized him. All Might said something to calm the group before standing up and walking towards Mirai where their conversation wouldn’t be overheard.
“I need you to come back to the movement.” Mirai said without preamble. All Might sighed in response.
“Sasaki…I told you, I’m done. Spamming my phone and email isn’t going to change that.”
“All Might, the movement has fallen apart without you! Our support and our funding is gone since you’ve withdrawn it!”
To his credit, All Might gave Mirai the slightest of a pained expression before returning to his frown and shaking his head.
“Mirai, I’m sorry for that. I know how important this movement is for you…”
“If you actually knew that you wouldn’t have…!” Mirai tried to interrupt, only for All Might to continue obstinately speaking over him.
“But I can’t agree with its mission anymore.”
“How can you not agree with it?” Mirai asked desperately. “Our mission was your mission! The mission Nana gave you, and the mission Togata…”
“Stop.” All Might said, jabbing a finger at Mirai, glaring at him. “I am done with you using Nana and Togata’s memories to guilt-trip me.”
Mirai sputtered, but recomposed himself, pleading with All Might.
“You dedicated your life to heroism! What are you even going to be doing now without the movement?
“I am going to practice what I first preached to Young Togata, and find ways to help people, even if I can’t be a hero anymore.” The hero responded with a content expression.
“You can help more people by reigniting the movement!” Mirai tried to argue, though All Might gave him a flat look.
“I’ve already talked to you about this. While the intent of the movement might have been good, I fail to see the good it did, especially in the light of all of the bad it did. That’s not something that I’m going to be a part of.”
Mirai liked to think that he had a great deal of patience. It was necessary in his line of work, after all. However, that patience had been wearing away over the past decade, and with the debacle that was All Might quitting the movement, it was hanging by a thread. Hearing him stubbornly refuse to make things right, to be the hero that Mirai needed him to be, made that thread snap. He clenched his fists, feeling his pulse race and sweat gather on him beneath the hot sun as his voice began to rise uncontrollably.
“You can’t do this…you can’t just leave us like this! Not after all of the work that we’ve done! The work that I have done!”
All Might buried his head in his hand.
“Sasaki, please calm down. Midoriya was kind enough to invite me to meet his family, and I’d rather not make this an unpleasant experience for them.”
“I came here to make you see sense!” Mirai shouted, getting in All Might’s face. “You refused to see it for five years the last time you left me, and I refuse to go through that again! I will not leave until you help me fix this!”
“Why, so you can make me feel guilty about Togata and Nana some more?” All Might snapped back. “Most of the stress and guilt that I’ve been feeling over the last decade is because of you, Sasaki. Every time I tried to unpack what happened and think about what I was doing with my life, you guilt-tripped me into doing what you want.”
Even with All Might’s own anger, even in the midst of Mirai’s meltdown, the Symbol of Peace bowed and shook his head.
“I used to think of you as a friend. Even after you looked into my future without my consent, part of me still did. Not anymore. Not after how you’ve tried to force me to fit the role of your fantasy. I am done with the movement, and I am done with you.”
Mirai was not going to leave. The movement, heroism itself, could not progress without the Symbol of Peace, and Mirai refused to believe that All Might was simply dropping all of this. He would not allow it. However, the sunlight beaming down on Mirai’s back was suddenly blocked out as he felt a heavy hand on his shoulder. He turned, and saw that Sakamata was standing over him.
“I think that you’re done here, Sasaki.” Sakamata growled.
Mirai though scowled and threw the hand off of him.
“I will only be done when I…!”
“No, I think you are.”
Mirai’s attention snapped for a moment towards the source of this statement, and saw Midoriya Inko glaring at him. The threat she had made the last time that they had spoken came to mind, though Mirai did not let it show on his face.
“This isn’t over.” He warned, straightening his tie and walking away.
Unfortunately, the judge that All Might went to after Mirai continued to try to speak to the hero did not see things that way, issuing Mirai a restraining order from the former Symbol of Peace.
Mirai attempted to talk to All Might the next day regardless, only for the hero to shut the door in his face and call the police. Arrested, Mirai was left with a significant fine that cost him his remaining savings and had his private investigator license suspended. The lawyer that Mirai had appointed to him pointed out that he could sell some of his merchandise, but Mirai berated the court-appointed hack for even suggesting such a ridiculous idea. But, then again, weeks later, as Mirai looked around his home, surrounded by All Might merchandise, it did not give him the same comfort that it used to. The space no longer felt sacred, just mocking reminders of what the world used to be.
Though Mirai was legally not allowed to speak to All Might, he still followed him online, in the sparse occasions where fans would tag him; sponsoring a park clean-up project, a historical monument restoration, oftentimes with former students of his. Mirai recognized Koda Koji from the infamous ‘Hell Class,’ smiling with All Might as the two organized a volunteer group planting trees to restore some woodlands, another picture of him helping Yaoyorozu Momo to host a charity ball, and another with Sato Rikido as All Might helped hand out cookies at a fundraiser. Recently, it seemed that he had taken a trip to America, as pictures showed him spending time with Melissa Shield and Star and Stripe.
In any other situation, this would all seem as if All Might was simply carrying on as a hero; serving his community and being a positive influence on others. But that was just it; as far as All Might and the world was concerned, he wasn’t ‘All Might.’ He insisted on being called ‘Yagi Toshinori,’ a mortal man, not a hero, not the Symbol of Peace. It was wrong.
And there wasn’t anything that Mirai could do about it. He was cut off from his hero, and he couldn’t understand why.
As Mirai’s gaze passed over the merchandise that used to comfort him so, he happened to look at his mirror, and felt disgusted at what he saw. His clothes were wrinkled, his glasses crooked and smeared. His face looked sunken in…when was the last time he ate? His eyes were sunken in…when was the last time he had slept?
His world had come undone. He couldn’t put it right. All Might wasn’t listening to him. What was making him like this? Why was he so averse to him now?
Someone must be poisoning All Might against him.
Midoriya…it must have been him. It was only after All Might was left alone with the man at the hospital, when he was at his most vulnerable, that he had been driven to abandon everything.
Mirai was not going to let this stand.
Though Midoriya’s personal information was kept confidential as a high-ranking analyst working with the police, it was not beyond Mirai’s capabilities to figure out. The man apparently lived in the same neighborhood as Sakamata, requiring that Mirai time his confrontation with Midoriya at a time when the former Gang Orca wasn’t around to interfere again. As Mirai surveyed Midoriya’s home from a hidden vantage point, he waited patiently. Finally, the time that he was waiting for arrived, and Midoriya came home while Sakamata was still at work, and the man’s wife and children were out.
As Mirai stalked towards the Midoriya household, it occurred to him that he had no real plan for what he was going to do once he actually confronted Midoriya. However, reaching the door, Mirai simply didn’t care. He knocked, and waited.
And then he just kicked the door in. Midoriya was standing a foot away from the fallen door, apparently just about to open it when Mirai broke in.
“Sir Nighteye?” He asked, his eyes wide and frightened. How ironic that the man that had apparently turned All Might away from heroism was the only one who gave Mirai the dignity of his hero name.
“What did you say to All Might?” Mirai asked without preamble.
“What? What are…You broke down my door!” Midoriya sputtered, though he retreated a few steps as Mirai advanced on him.
“What did you say to All Might?” Mirai repeated, only a few feet away from Midoriya. Sufficiently cowed, Midoriya had his hands up as if to defend himself, but eventually, he spoke.
“I…I just listened to him. He had been feeling upset, thinking that everything that happened with the hero system; with Bakugou, the HPSC…and what happened with Togata…he thought it was his fault. I pointed out to him that most of those things happened through no real fault of his own.”
“He quit.” Mirai said, wanting Midoriya to get to the point he was actually concerned about. “He quit after he talked to you.” He pointed his finger at Midoriya in emphasis. The man still seemed nervous at first, but slowly his expression turned into a frown, for some reason being angry at Mirai.
“That was his choice. I suggested that he try to do things that made him happy.”
“Quitting heroes? That made him happy?” Mirai scoffed in disbelief. “All Might would not be happy if he wasn’t being a hero.”
“He’s happy helping people.” Midoriya countered, standing up straighter to Mirai. “He doesn’t need to be a hero to do that.”
“He helps the most people by being a hero.” Mirai seethed, angered at Midoriya’s argument. “I don’t know what you said to him, but All Might is an icon of peace and justice to the world. He carries a responsibility you could not understand.” Mirai remembered something, advancing on Midoriya further, making the man wither back some. “You got him to tell you about One For All.”
“He told me that on his own.” Midoriya responded, trying to keep his confidence.
“Why?” Mirai pressured.
“We met years ago when I was fourteen, and he felt that he should have given it to me.”
“To you?” Mirai repeated incredulously. “Why would he consider giving it to you?”
Perhaps insulted, Midoriya seemed to gather some more of his resolve and stood firm before Mirai.
“Because I’m Quirkless.”
Mirai felt a chill at these words.
A Quirkless. All Might had known a Quirkless person, and hadn’t introduced him to Togata. Someone who could have taken One For All without dying of accelerated aging. Granted, looking at Midoriya, Mirai saw nothing significant, nothing that would have indicated that he could be in any way the next Symbol of Peace, but they had been desperate, and Mirai could have molded Midoriya.
But that was inconsequential by this point. Mirai had offered to show All Might and Togata plenty of other potential Quirkless successors to Togata, all beyond this scrawny stick of a man, and the two had rejected Mirai.
“…And you used that to manipulate him, didn’t you?” He accused Midoriya coldly. “He said he needed to ‘apologize’ to you. What was it, you asked him if you could become a hero without a Quirk? And because you couldn’t become a hero, you chose to take that away from him out of spite when he was at his weakest, didn’t you?”
“What!? No! I didn’t…”
“You think you understand All Might?” Mirai grabbed Midoriya by his collar and shoved him into a wall, the man wincing as he banged his head, and Mirai continued to shout and shake this manipulator. “You know nothing about him! He’s a hero beyond your simple imagination! If you actually cared about him, you wouldn’t have manipulated him into quitting the movement! What did you tell him? What did you say that turned him against me?!”
Midoriya was staring at Mirai in horror when his attention was suddenly taken by something behind Mirai.
“Star and Stripe?!” Midoriya spoke out loud, clearly trying to distract Mirai, or at least that’s what Mirai assumed, until he was pulled off of Midoriya, and found himself face to face with the tall, muscled form of America’s Number One Hero. The woman was glaring, and had her foot pulled back, as if she was going to…
“ROCKY MOUNTAIN OYSTER SMASH!!!”
CRUNCH
Lucky. Mirai’s lawyer told him that he should consider himself lucky that after he had been examined by psychiatrists, he had been deemed not mentally fit to stand trial, and instead of being sent to prison for assault and breaking and entering, he was remanded to psychiatric care like some lunatic, all the while confined to a wheelchair for what doctors said would be several months after Star and Stripe’s near-castration of him.
As if this indignity wasn’t enough, the doctors refused to allow Mirai to decorate his room the way he wanted, only being allowed a small photograph of him and All Might when he had first become the Symbol of Peace’s sidekick. They claimed that the amount that Mirai requested be transferred from his personal collection was ‘excessive’ and ‘fed into his obsession.’
They claimed that he was not mentally well, and yet they denied him the objects that he used to settle himself, to remind himself that all was right with the world, or at least would be eventually. If anything, being imprisoned in his white, barren room made Mirai feel as if his mind was slipping away. He held onto his rage at the world, at a society that had taken everything from him, that chose to fall into chaos rather than return to the light that All Might and heroes had brought them. It was the only thing that made him feel any purpose by this point.
Weeks after his arrest, and the pain had finally subsided, Mirai was allowed to see a visitor. He was rolled into a room where his visitor was seated at a table.
“All Might!” Mirai exclaimed joyfully.
“Sasaki.” The hero responded grimly as Mirai was rolled to the opposite side of the table.
His hero had come back. He was going to make everything right again.
“You’ve come back…are you going to bring the movement back?” Mirai asked hopefully. All Might sighed and bowed his head.
“Sasaki…please…let’s not talk about that right now…”
Before Mirai could protest, All Might raised his hand.
“Please…I just want to talk to you, man-to-man. Not as heroes, just human beings.”
Mirai didn’t understand what All Might meant by this. The hero struggled to speak, staring at the table between them. Mirai wanted to say something himself, to plead for his hero to finally help him, when All Might finally spoke up.
“Just…why, Sasaki? You assaulted a man who saved my life!”
“He manipulated you.” Mirai hissed. “He convinced you to quit heroics!”
“In case you didn’t notice from my circumstances when I was at the hospital, Sasaki,” All Might growled in anger, “I was already planning on ‘quitting’ heroics before I met Midoriya, just in a far more desperate manner. If anything, you should be grateful to Midoriya that I am alive at all!”
Mirai wilted at All Might’s anger, the hero bowing his head in frustration.
“This…” All Might sighed before looking back up at Mirai. “Sasaki, you’ve changed. Seriously, look at yourself. How would you have seen someone doing what you did back when you were a hero? If you had seen someone kick down a door and barge into someone’s home, you would have run in and helped the man being assaulted! While you could always be stubborn, you were still a hero yourself. You helped people, you helped so many people! You never would have done this before! Seriously, think about what you’ve done!”
Maybe it was the fact that everything had been stripped away from him, or maybe it was All Might’s anger, but the statement quelled Mirai’s fervor and he looked at himself. While he didn’t say anything, he did not like what he saw.
“This was…this wasn’t just wrong, Sasaki, it was crazy, and you know that.”
Mirai was too ashamed to respond. All Might sighed again.
“We’ve…we’ve both been having problems over the last few years. Problems that have just…worn us down. We needed help.”
That…that wasn’t true. All Might was supposed to be invincible. He could be injured, perhaps, but he never gave up. He made everything alright…
“As noble as our intentions were for the movement at first, it has become clear to me that it hurt you as much as it hurt me. We couldn’t swim against the tide for as long as we did without it wearing us down.”
“The movement…it was supposed to bring back heroes…” Mirai muttered out loud, finally finding his voice. “Is that such a bad thing?”
“The hero system failed for a reason, Sasaki. It failed for many reasons. These reasons doomed our movement just the same.”
Mirai shuddered. He wanted to cry.
“Maybe the hero system was flawed. I can admit that. But you would have fixed it.” Mirai said, some of his fervor returning as he stared at his idol. “If you had known about those problems, you would have fixed them. You fixed so much before. I just wanted you to make things right again.”
All Might gave Mirai a pained look.
“Mirai…I couldn’t fix everything. I couldn’t know about everything. Why would you think that I could?”
“…You always did.” Mirai said, feeling like a lost and scared child again. “You were my hope. You made the world make sense. Without you…I just don’t want to live in a world like that.”
All Might stared at Mirai for a moment.
“It was never supposed to be about me, Sasaki. It wasn’t even supposed to be about heroes. It was supposed to be about helping people, and inspiring them to help others.” The hero looked at the table in thought. “I was able to do that for some…but others saw me as an excuse not to help.”
Mirai wanted to argue some more, to tell All Might that didn’t change anything, but he was simply too worn out by this point.
“Maybe someday, we’ll figure out how to be heroes the right way. To be figures that bring out the best in everyone. But I don’t think we can do that now. Not with the way we are.”
All too soon, All Might stood up from his seat, looking down on Mirai in pity.
“…While I’m glad that I was able to comfort and inspire you, Sasaki, I’m just a man, not a god. As highly as you think of me, I would always fall short of the image that you have in your mind.”
No…that wasn’t right…
“I hope you can get better, Sasaki. I don’t know if we can ever be friends again, but maybe, if you can get better, we can talk again, as human beings.”
At this, Yagi walked out of the room.
Notes:
Gasp…AAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, got that out of my system.
This…was hard. Granted, I was able to still have fun writing this, but no where near as much as I did with the others. I suppose it makes sense that this one was so long; Mirai is a core part of the action in the first half of BCS, and commenters have pointed out that he is something of the main antagonist in the second half. I still feel as if I should have found a way to break this into smaller parts; maybe focus on other, smaller perspectives tangential to Mirai’s storyline like Awata and Uwabami, but I feel like that would have been tricky for Mirai. Besides this though, I wish that I had given Mirai a bit more nuance as a character; I feel as if he has turned out far too two-dimensional. Granted, character bashing is a fun part of fanfiction, but there’s a point where it becomes crass, and it feels as if you’re beating a dead horse.
Anyway, my original plan for this series was to wrap it up with what I felt were two of the most significant perspectives in BCS by New Year’s. However, I was judging my progress by how I had been doing prior to my new job, with far shorter chapters. Since I don’t have that arbitrary deadline, I might have a few other perspectives that I’d like to look into. I doubt that I’m going to do a whole lot more, but there’s a song that I’ve been associating with a certain character’s perspective that has been living rent-free in my head for a while, and I just want to write it. I will not make guarantees, but I feel fairly certain that it’s going to be a lot shorter and quicker to write. Anyway, tune in next time for a chapter based off of the Breaking Benjamin song, “The Dark of You.”
Chapter 19: The Dark of You
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Shirakumo Oboro looked at his mirror and sighed. Once, his face was fresh, young, and solid. Nowadays though, his head was a cloud, molded to match what his features would have been at his age. It wasn’t something to really complain about though; there were plenty of heteromorphs who had even stranger and more off-putting mutations. It was just that in Oboro’s case, his mutations brought up unpleasant memories every time he looked at his own reflection. Particularly today, considering the practice he had taken up each year.
Oboro shook his head and started packing his cooler. There was no point in moping about what he couldn’t change…though then again, that was kind of the point of what he was going to be doing today.
As he was packing, a grumpy-looking black cat jumped onto the table and started to nudge at Oboro’s hand, wanting to be petted. Oboro couldn’t help but to smile at this. Despite the stray cat looking so much like his namesake, even having the most bored sounding “Meow” Oboro had ever heard, to the point that Oboro liked to imagine that the cat was his friend reincarnated, Sho the cat was a huge softie.
“I’ll just be going for a bit, and I’ll be back later, Sho.” Oboro reassured his cat.
Not too long after that, Oboro’s doorbell rang. Waiting at the door were three people; Yamada, Nezu (who was riding on Yamada’s shoulder,) and Midoriya.
“Hey Shirakumo, you ready?” Yamada asked.
“Yeah.” Oboro answered, gently shaking his cooler. “Thanks for doing this with me, you three.”
“No problem.” Midoriya answered with a smile. Midoriya was a bit of a strange addition to Oboro’s circle of friends…though then again, more than half of Oboro’s original circle had died a while ago. Midoriya was simply a Quirk Analyst that Yamada had recommended when Oboro was first learning how to use the mutation that his Quirk had turned into; ‘Warp.’ It was incredibly useful, being able to teleport long distances and open up warp gates that could be used to spy or attack opponents from multiple angles. Arguably, Oboro’s Quirk was second only to Yaoyorozu Momo’s in its potential power. However, it was an extremely finicky Quirk that required specific coordinates and a three-dimensional mindset. ‘Warp’s’ original user, Kurogiri hadn’t been in the mood to share advice when he was still a presence in Oboro’s mind, but thankfully, Midoriya had managed to help Oboro get a handle on the Quirk. Oboro had also found that the kind young man was an excellent impromptu therapist of sorts, often helping students from the infamous UA ‘Hell Class’ after the ordeal that they had gone through, which was quite fortunate for Oboro’s situation.
Thinking about the ‘Hell Class’ and what they went through sent a lance of pain and regret through Oboro’s chest, but he made himself move on regardless.
That wasn’t him. That was Kurogiri. He couldn’t blame himself for what Kurogiri and the League had done.
“It would certainly be remiss of me not to come along to help one of my old students.” Nezu added. Bizarrely, as someone with such a frightening reputation, Nezu had been a great comfort to Oboro in his recovery, but considering his own past experience as a lab animal morphed into a chimera, Nezu was perhaps the person who understood Oboro’s situation the most. Despite having resigned from his position as principal at UA, a job that Nezu truly enjoyed, he was doing well enough for himself working alongside Midoriya in the police department’s intelligence division. He seemed satisfied taking more of a backseat nowadays, especially as his age was starting to catch up with him.
“Your purpose is to be Shigaraki’s caretaker. Ensure that he is healthy, guide him as needed, but obey his orders unless doing so would directly harm him.”
“Yes, Master.”
The boy that Kurogiri was led to was hunched in front of a television set, playing a video game that displayed graphic, bloody chunks being tossed everywhere by Shigaraki’s rampage. At Master’s approach, the boy turned to him.
“Shigaraki Tomura, this is Kurogiri. He will be taking care of you from now on.” Master said, introducing the nomu.
The boy turned to face Kurogiri, scowling at him through a mess of unkempt bluish hair. The nomu could tell that Shigaraki suffered from severe eczema, considering the rough, dry patches of skin around his neck and lips. What was most notable about Shigaraki was the intense, hateful red-eyed glare that he gave to Kurogiri as soon as he noticed him.
“A pleasure to meet you, Shigaraki.” Kurogiri greeted, bowing.
Shigaraki stared at Kurogiri for a moment before turning back to his violent game. It seemed that he did not require Kurogiri at the time.
What…happened…to…him?
Yes…the young man did seem rather rough. Kurogiri would need to see if there was something that he could do to treat the young man’s skin, perhaps try to convince him to leave this dark room and get some sunlight.
Kurogiri acted quickly, surrounding Shigaraki with his body, warping him back to the bar before more of Snipe’s bullets could hit him. As Master questioned Shigaraki on how the USJ went and Shigaraki ranted about his failure to kill All Might, Kurogiri quickly set out to get the First Aid kit to treat Shigaraki’s wounds.
Those…girls…
The memory of those two girls that Shigaraki and the Nomu killed at the USJ came to mind, their broken and decayed bodies playing out in front of him.
Why was he thinking about them though? The mission was done, they were irrelevant to Shigaraki’s current condition.
And yet…as detached at Kurogiri felt about the action…he couldn’t stop thinking about them. He felt…revulsion…guilt…horror? Why?
…
The sensation left Kurogiri almost as quickly as it came, without explanation. He was almost tempted to bring this up with the Doctor, but ultimately, it didn’t matter. Even if he did feel emotions about the experience, they were irrelevant to his purpose.
Eventually, after a long walk (yes, Oboro could have just warped them there, but that wouldn’t have felt right for the purpose of their excursion; there had to be effort put into this, and time to think,) they arrived at their destination.
It was quite incredible that the old bar was still standing, considering the massive hole in its front that the heroes made when they had smashed through a wall to rescue Bakugou from the League. At first, the police had kept it from being demolished in the hopes that they would be able to find some trace of evidence that could have helped them track down the League after their escape. Nowadays, maybe it was kept around as a reminder, but Oboro doubted that, considering how much people wanted to forget about the League. That wasn’t really a choice for him though, as he approached a side door with Yamada and Midoriya, stopping for just a moment to look at the wall opposite the door and sigh.
What Oboro saw felt like a decades-long message board that had been taken over by the most toxic commenters imaginable. Half were hateful epithets to the League:
Burn in hell, Shigaraki!
Enjoy sitting in a metal box for the rest of your life!
Your mothers should have drowned you when you were born!
While the others were messages praising the League:
LOV forever!
Down with the heroes!
LOV were the only ones who fought for us!
LOV is Love!
The messages were oftentimes written over each other, as vandals were constantly spitting worse and worse vitriol towards opposing sides. For his part, Oboro wasn’t sure which comments made him more uncomfortable; the ones praising the group of terrorists that had slaughtered hundreds if not thousands of people, or the comments wishing for violent death on those same people whose lives, struggles, and pain he had been given a brief window to.
The inside was predictably filthy. Perhaps a few years ago, Oboro would have felt the instinctual need to start sweeping the floors and wiping off the counter, but now, he satisfied himself with dusting off a small portion of the counter, where he started to place what he had brought with him in the cooler; a bottle of bourbon, some ice, and some shot glasses.
Kurogiri was paralyzed by Stain’s Quirk, while the Hero Killer had Shigaraki pinned down with a knife in his shoulder. While the Hero Killer ranted about Kurogiri’s lack of conviction, a blade poised to spear through the young man’s throat, Kurogiri could do nothing.
Have to…save…
Kurogiri was made with a purpose. It was not remiss to say that he was akin to a robot, with a specific program that dictated his existence. However, seeing his young charge in danger screamed against his very being, and whatever thoughts passed through his mind were echoed by his own, only to vanish just as quickly as Shigaraki managed to decay the knife Stain was threatening him with and force the Hero Killer to retreat for the time being, Stain claiming that despite how repulsed he felt by Shigaraki, there was a potential in him for changing society that he chose not to snuff out at the time.
That fear of seeing Shigaraki in peril…that desire to save…Was that from Kurogiri himself? Or was it something else? And if so, what was it? Kurogiri would have been tempted to ignore it, to claim that it was purely all his own concern for Shigaraki, were it not for the fact that he felt a similar sensation later on, watching the destruction of Hosu with Shigaraki, feeling a sense of guilt and horror at what he was viewing akin to what he felt at the USJ, that was so detached from anything he himself felt at watching the city burn and listening to civilians screaming as the nomu were let loose on them.
While the initial meetings between Shigaraki and those interested in joining the League of Villains were tense, Kurogiri was slowly seeing Shigaraki managing to adapt as necessary to work with the people at his disposal, which he told Master as much. True, on the surface, Shigaraki was as volatile and dismissive of others as always was, but Kurogiri could see him putting actual effort and attention into the people he wanted to work with him, whereas before he would simply give orders and ignore the hired mooks, not even bothering to learn their names.
Despite being what was essentially a reanimated corpse, Kurogiri surprised himself at what he felt; pride.
This…pride. Kurogiri was proud of Shigaraki. He was growing up, becoming the villain he needed to be to tear hero society down. He was making others feel as he did, even if they didn’t realize it, and assumed that they were simply following the ideals of Stain. Shigaraki even made Kurogiri feel as he did.
This pride…it was different from Kurogiri’s other emotions that he couldn’t understand. This…it made sense to him. It felt as if it originated, truly, from him.
Despair. Pity.
These people…they don’t understand what they’re doing…Shigaraki doesn’t understand what he’s doing…
Kurogiri stopped polishing the glass he was wiping off with a rag, only to immediately resume before anyone noticed.
No. He was proud. Whatever this was, this…presence, Kurogiri would not let it take this small peace he found in his pride of Shigaraki growing up.
Things had been…difficult, of late.
Shigaraki’s plan to kidnap Bakugou Katsuki and sway him to the side of the villains fell apart; the heroes managed to track down both the bar and Master’s warehouse base. The League had been ambushed, Master had been defeated by All Might, and the bar had been destroyed.
Kurogiri missed the bar. Granted, it wasn’t part of his main programming, but there was a harmony to be found in the day-to-day tasks of being a bartender. A craft in preparing drinks, keeping things clean, even listening to the woes of the stray customer who wandered in. A tranquility, almost meditative.
There was no peace to be found now though. If he had the presence of mind to do so, Kurogiri might have been thankful that the Doctor had muted his emotions so much, making it easier to ignore the frustrating conundrum the League found themselves in and focus on the matter at hand.
The League needed to regain its footing. However, despite Master having a vast array of resources beyond just the nomu warehouse and the bar, the League was extremely limited in what resources they could access.
Thankfully, Master had continencies in place in the event of his capture, and Kurogiri was currently searching for one of his greatest contingencies.
Just as Kurogiri was certain he was close though, he felt a foot impact the back of his head. As he was pinned, he saw an old hero standing over him.
He was caught? Just as he was so close to finding the power that would have helped Shigaraki so much? No…he couldn’t let Shigaraki down now…not when he was in such dire straits…
Relief.
The three men and chimera stayed in an awkward silence for a moment. Oboro stared at the alcohol he had brought, almost as if he was trying to trigger a memory.
“Shirakumo…is there…anything left of Kurogiri?” Yamada asked. “You mentioned sometimes that you used to be able to see him in that void, or whatever you called it, and that sometimes you could feel him.”
Oboro looked up at Yamada for a moment, before looking back down at the items he had brought. With practiced ease, Oboro lifted the bottle of bourbon and poured the drink. The bottle was tilted at the exact correct angle and held in position for the exact amount of time to fill the small glass. There was no wasted movement; it was as if he had done this a million times before. Oboro repeated the action three more times before putting the bottle down and looking at his handiwork. Each glass had the exact amount in it, with absolutely no deviation.
“This is all that’s left of him, I think. Just muscle memory. I haven’t sensed him for a while. He stopped talking years ago, and after that he just started fading away.”
“Why do you think his bar-tending skills are all that’s left of him?” Midoriya asked.
Oboro shrugged.
“When Shigaraki died and All For One went catatonic, Kurogiri didn’t exactly have a purpose anymore. He was made to care for Shigaraki, and without him, I guess all that was left is what personality he had gained outside of that.”
Kurogiri was locked and restrained in a room in Tartarus, his every move watched. Master was likely somewhere nearby, albeit in an even deeper level of the prison. Unfortunately, the level of security that the guards had on Kurogiri made it unlikely that he would be able to release his Master without outside help.
He was questioned, of course. Guards, heroes, government agents all spoke with him, but he remained silent. He was made to protect Shigaraki; to confess to anything that could lead the heroes to capturing him would be antithetical to his existence.
That being said, Kurogiri couldn’t help but to lament his circumstances. Not for his own discomfort, but worry for Shigaraki. He had been growing, yes, and perhaps being stripped of Kurogiri’s assistance the same as he had been of Master’s would force him to grow more, but he was still in dire straits, and as proud as Kurogiri was of Shigaraki, he questioned whether he would be able to handle the challenge ahead of him.
Two heroes visited that Kurogiri recognized; Present Mic and particularly Eraserhead, considering their encounters from the USJ. They wanted to question him of course, but it would be as pointless as all of Kurogiri’s other interrogations. However, Kurogiri decided to use this opportunity to ask after Shigaraki’s health. The two heroes found it surprising that he cared. Of course he cared; looking after Shigaraki was Kurogiri’s duty. For some reason, hearing this made Eraserhead emotional. He started talking about an old friend of his.
“But if you’re still in there, then let’s become heroes! All three of us!”
Something was wrong. Images seemed to pass in front of Kurogiri’s eyes; a young man with wispy blue hair, wearing goggles, laughing with a younger version of Eraserhead and Present Mic.
“Tell me! Who altered you? Where did they tinker with your brain?”
Why would they ask that? Why would they think that Kurogiri would ever betray his Master? Betray Shigaraki?
“I have…no idea…what you’re…talking about!” Kurogiri tried to say, though he felt his body losing its cohesion, his mist warping around and making his words and thoughts garbled.
“You were in Class 2-A at U.A. High School!”
“You’re Shirakumo Oboro!”
“You know, since there are three of us. Even if someone makes a mistake, the other two can cover for him.”
As the words of a young man echoed in Kurogiri’s mind, one word was forced from Kurogiri’s mouth before he realized what was happening.
“H-H-Hospital…!”
No…No! Kurogiri despaired, realizing what he had done, just before his beating heart and pounding brain overwhelmed him and knocked him unconscious.
Kurogiri was not alone. He understood that now, even unconscious as he was, numb to the world around him. The emotions, the thoughts that he couldn’t understand, they came from someone else. This Shirakumo Oboro, he was the person whose body he had been made from.
Ever since Shirakumo had managed to speak through Kurogiri, his presence became impossible to ignore; like a tumor pressing in on Kurogiri’s brain, threatening to overwhelm him. He couldn’t speak or move, simply existing, trying to pull away from whoever Shirakumo was.
He wasn’t able to tell for sure, but every now and then, Kurogiri thought he could hear Eraserhead and Present Mic’s voices, talking to Shirakumo. Those times were particularly difficult, as Shirakumo’s presence seemed to grow and coalesce, pushing at Kurogiri further and further as he responded to Eraserhead and Present Mic’s stories of their youth, their friendship, and their drive to become heroes.
It felt…repulsive to Kurogiri. That sensation, in of itself, was a surprise to the nomu, considering how muted his emotions were, but Shirakumo’s nature was in conflict with the world that Shigaraki wanted to build, one without heroes.
And yet, when Kurogiri thought about Shigaraki, he felt Shirakumo respond as well, eliciting the familiar sensations of pity, and the drive to protect. Occasionally, Kurogiri was struck with a memory of his body caring for a kitten, as a comparison was drawn between the young man’s experiences and those of Kurogiri’s; seeing Shigaraki as a lost, confused, and hurt stray that needed someone to rescue him.
Kurogiri felt concern for his ward, he feared for his well-being and hoped that he was taking care of himself, but the pity felt repugnant and misplaced to him. Shigaraki would be livid at the idea of anyone, let alone a hero pitying him, believing that he was misled in his goals, that he needed to be ‘saved.’
Kurogiri had his purpose. He was to protect Shigaraki. He had to hold onto that.
Shigaraki was still out there, and becoming a greater threat. Perhaps he had come into contact with Master’s weapon. Perhaps the Doctor was finally granting Shigaraki more aid.
Kurogiri knew that somehow, Shigaraki was making his move. His ward was going to establish himself as the new Symbol of this world, tearing down the old, hero-obsessed culture. He would make a new…
Suddenly, Kurogiri felt a scream echo through him; sudden, violent, and fleeting as a bolt of lightning, flashing through Kurogiri’s mind in a way that made his heart stop.
Somehow…he heard Shigaraki die.
And in the same echo, he heard his Master’s scream of rage and despair as a key part of him was violently torn away. In that scream, that howl of loss, Kurogiri felt something slip away from himself as well.
“Do you…miss him?” Midoriya asked tentatively.
“He certainly wasn’t my friend, if that’s what you’re asking.” Oboro answered before looking down at the shot glasses, his reflection in the whiskey looking so much like Kurogiri. “But…well, I was him for some time.” He held up his hand to dissuade Yamada’s protests. “I know that I can’t blame myself for what Kurogiri did, but as time went on, I feel like he became more of his own person beyond just his programming…or maybe his programming evolved. He became something that wasn’t just some mindless robot, and started to actually care about Shimura, to see him less as an objective he had to take care of, and his own person.” Oboro grimaced at vague memories of feeling proud of Shigaraki when he was starting to become more dangerous and charismatic as a villain. “I’m disturbed by what Shimura turned into, and the fact that Kurogiri admired him for it, but I keep wondering, how much of Kurogiri was me? Even with everything he had done, I can’t help that I cared about Shimura too. Maybe it was for different reasons; Kurogiri admired him for becoming a greater villain while I pitied him, but…I guess it’s just something that I empathize with Kurogiri for.”
“It is unsettling, how people can come to admire those who aspire to such great heights, even if they are so terrible.” Nezu mused. “One has to wonder what Shimura could have been like had he not been manipulated by All For One. Perhaps Kurogiri could have still admired him, but that admiration could have been shared by you.”
Oboro looked around the bar, remembering the plans that the League made, occasionally sharing their aspirations for the future, or their motivations for seeking to destroy the hero system. Vaguely, he could remember the excitement, even from the normally cold Kurogiri, as they talked and dreamed of such a future. Oboro remembered his own shock that people could be so joyous at such an idea, as well as his reservations about what would have driven people to have such a hope.
Kurogiri found himself in a void, but not alone.
A familiar young man with wispy blue hair was standing before him.
“…Shirakumo Oboro, I assume?” Kurogiri spoke, realizing that somehow, he had manifested a form himself in the void.
“…I guess so.” The young man looked over himself. “I thought I was dead…but maybe not? Maybe when you were created, that brought back enough of me? I don’t know.”
Kurogiri stared at Shirakumo, who scratched the back of his head awkwardly.
“Shigaraki Tomura is dead. I believe that is in large part due to what you told the heroes.”
Shirakumo sighed at Kurogiri’s statement, but looked at him in the eye.
“…I’m sorry that Shigaraki died, but if I hadn’t, a lot more people were going to get hurt.”
Kurogiri did not care about this, but he also did not care to get into a debate with the young man. As he considered his surroundings, he came to believe that this area might be the manifestation of his mind, and his and Shirakumo’s presence were the competing consciences trying to gain control of it. However, neither he nor Shirakumo were attempting to fight each other. Kurogiri couldn’t understand why Shirakumo wasn’t doing anything to wrest control, but in his case, why would he? Shigaraki was dead. Master was dead. His purpose had failed. He felt nothing. Well…almost nothing. What he did feel was an antipathy towards this vestige of Shirakumo. This was the man that had revealed the location of the Doctor, that had allowed the heroes to find and kill Shigaraki. Part of Kurogiri wanted to fight Shirakumo, to destroy his essence if for no other reason than to get revenge for Shigaraki. But what would the point be? Even if he destroyed Shirakumo, Kurogiri couldn’t carry out Shigaraki’s mission.
The two remained like this, stuck in an uncomfortable silence. It was unclear how long they were in the void; Kurogiri hypothesized that time didn’t flow at the same rate for them in there as it did in the waking world. Occasionally though, the two could hear muted voices echoing through the void that they existed in. Eventually, one came through that Kurogiri and Shirakumo could recognize. Shirakumo pushed through the void, reaching out to whoever was talking to him.
Through the void, Kurogiri was able to see what Shirakumo’s eyes were opening up to.
Kurogiri’s…or perhaps at the time it was Shirakumo Oboro’s body was still restrained, surrounded by hospital equipment. On the other side of a bulletproof mirror, they could see Yamada speaking to their body.
“It’s just been hard…you know? No one knows what…”
“Ya…”
Yamada stopped talking as he suddenly stared at Oboro.
“…Shirakumo?
“Ya…ma…da?”
“Shirakumo?” Yamada asked. “Shirakumo, can you hear me?”
“…Hard…but…hear…you…” Oboro forced out. He looked through the window, feeling as if he was moving through sludge.
Yamada stood up as close to the window separating him from Oboro as possible, tears streaming down his face.
“Shirakumo…you’re actually talking?”
“It’s…hard…but…yes…” Oboro spoke as if through a faulty radio.
Yamada rested his forehead against the window, crying in joy.
“…I missed you, man…”
Kurogiri could feel Oboro’s own joy bleeding through, followed by pain and sorrow.
“Yamada…I’m…sorry…I’m…so…sorry…”
“Shirakumo, it’s not your fault.” Yamada quickly interrupted, pushing his hands up against the window despite the protests of the guards. “You are not Kurogiri.”
The words did little to stop Oboro’s feelings of guilt though, as the memories of the two girls from the USJ, of Hosu, and of the kidnapping of Bakugou Katsuki flashed around him and Kurogiri. Yamada continued to try to comfort and reassure Oboro though until he had calmed down.
“Shirakumo…you saved us…you saved everyone.” Yamada said, prompting Oboro’s confusion.
“What…do you…mean…?”
Yamada smiled grimly.
“We won, Shirakumo. We found the Doctor that did this to you, and stopped the League.”
So, Kurogiri’s instincts were correct then. However, for such good news, and being able to have a mostly coherent conversation with his deceased friend, Yamada seemed quite somber.
“What’s…wrong?”
Yamada dropped his gaze.
“It was…bad…Shirakumo…really bad…the League had teamed up with this cult…the Meta Liberation Army…and the Doctor was able to provide them with an army of nomus, and this huge monster called Gigantomachia. We only just won, but a lot of people got hurt, Shirakumo. Heroes, villains, and civilians.” Yamada hesitated again before continuing. “…Kayama is dead, Shirakumo. She was murdered at Jaku. A lot of people died there. Some of them were students.”
Kurogiri felt Oboro’s horror at this, remembering his old senpai, and the friendship she had forged with him, Aizawa, and Yamada. He felt horror at the realization that students like him had been apparently been involved in such a large-scale battle and had been sacrificed for victory. As Oboro tried to recollect himself, he realized something that made him even more fearful.
“Yamada…what…happened…to…Aizawa?”
Yamada didn’t answer, continuing to stare at the floor, and each second without an answer filled Oboro with even more dread until Yamada finally spoke:
“Shota…he…he’s not a teacher anymore. We…we found out some…pretty upsetting things.”
While Oboro felt a new kind of dread and confusion, Kurogiri was himself legitimately surprised at this proclamation. Eraserhead, the man that had thrown himself into harm’s way to protect his students, was under investigation?
“Sho had a bit of a reputation as a harsh teacher. He would…expel students that he felt weren’t taking the class seriously” Yamada continued, grimacing on the admission. “I questioned it, but I chose to trust his judgement. I don’t think that I should have, knowing what I know now.”
It was too arduous for Oboro to interrupt, though Kurogiri could tell that he wanted to, thinking that there had to be some misunderstanding for Aizawa to do something like this: Expelling students, simply because he didn’t think they were taking the class seriously? What would he have thought about Oboro if he had been one of his students?
“Thing is, he’d reenlist them the next year, after they got to experience ‘a taste of death,’ as he called it. I thought it was okay. They got back in, after all. But…uh…” Yamada hesitated again, “It wasn’t that simple. We really didn’t realize how bad having a black mark was. It follows you for the rest of your life; hero agencies don’t take anyone seriously who has one. Even if they decided to drop being a hero, it wouldn’t matter; they couldn’t get work.”
Yamada sat down in his chair on his side of the visiting room, exhausted, while Oboro could do nothing but stare aghast at his friend.
“Sho expelled over a hundred kids…some of them…some of them killed themselves. Some of them…some of them were working with the MLA.” Yamada buried his head in his hands. “God…it’s such a mess…we ruined so many lives, Shirakumo…I thought we knew what we were doing, but the Ministry of Education had to do an investigation of UA, and God…we’ve messed up so bad…”
“Yamada…how…how did…this happen? Why…are we…only…hearing about…this now?”
Yamada tried to lift his head to look at Oboro, but dropped it in some unspoken shame.
“Before we beat them, the League revealed some dirt they had on hero society.” Numbly, Yamada began to list what he had heard; “Endeavor had a Quirk marriage. Hawks was used by the HPSC as their personal agent and assassin. Lady Nagant, it turned out that she didn’t kill another hero in an argument; she killed the previous HPSC president when she wanted to stop being their assassin…the UN and the WHA have gotten involved, and have been investigating all levels of society, including UA. The stuff about Sho was just one of the things that the investigations have found.”
Oboro almost fell back through the void in shock at Yamada’s statements. Kurogiri meanwhile, felt a modicum of pride.
“You did it, Shigaraki. You did it after all.”
If Oboro heard Kurogiri’s words, he didn’t comment on them, only clinging to consciousness, not ready to leave his friend again, but too overwhelmed by the news to say anything.
“I…I’m sorry to unload this on you, Shirakumo…there’s just so much going on…and I don’t know what we should be doing anymore…”
“…I…don’t…know…either…” Oboro answered.
Doctors eventually came and told Yamada that they needed to work with Oboro while he could retain consciousness. Yamada stayed a while longer, offering what comfort he could, and expressing how glad he was to be able to speak to his old friend again. Eventually though, Oboro’s strength waned, and he fell back into the void.
Yamada would come back on rare occasions; from what he was able to divulge, the world outside of the prison was becoming dangerous, and it was difficult for Yamada to find the time to visit as he was. Apparently, the trouble that Aizawa got himself into negated the credentials he had that allowed him to visit an inmate as high-profile as Kurogiri/Oboro. Yamada would check up on Oboro’s progress, trying to keep his spirits up, but when Oboro asked, Yamada would also admit to what was going on in the outside world. How the HPSC was dissolved. How he had to work with a small handful of heroes and police to repulse a city-wide attack by the CRC, saved by the timely arrival of Lady Nagant, only for Nagant to be castigated by the new pro hero movement the next week. How Bakugou Katsuki, Aizawa’s former student, went on a vigilante spree that ended with 16 people dead.
Weeks after the two had manifested in the void, Kurogiri finally spoke to Oboro.
“Do you believe that it is worth it? Fighting for the heroes, knowing now what you do?”
Oboro stared defiantly at Kurogiri.
“I do.”
“Even at the cost that had to be paid? Sweeping all the people that the hero system trampled under the rug? Letting Shigaraki, who you watched grow up, die?”
Oboro’s look of defiance fell, and Kurogiri continued to press at him:
“I felt your sorrow at the deaths of your friends…but I also felt it for Shigaraki…and your guilt. And yet, you gave the heroes what they needed to kill him.”
Oboro winced. Despite having lost everything, and having no true purpose anymore, doing this gave Kurogiri something akin to a drive, a fervor that pushed him on.
“What makes your affections for your friends so much more significant than my affections for my own? What justified Young Shigaraki’s death more than Kayama’s, or any of those heroes, those people who fed into a system that ruined the lives of so many other people?”
“It’s not that he was more significant.” Oboro bit back. “However, Shigaraki had killed people, and showed that he would have killed a lot more, people who had nothing to do with whatever happened to him. You could not say that about the heroes who fought him.”
“You talk about all of the people that Shigaraki and the League hurt, but what about the people the heroes hurt? Your friend destroyed the lives of his own students.” Kurogiri countered, going for the throat and making Oboro wince some more at the memory of what his friend had done. “The HPSC killed people to cover up its own deficiencies and corruption. Heroes that the public adored have been revealed to be abusive, inept, or have committed murder themselves. Ultimately, once the public realized how many people had been hurt by heroes, they rejected them. The society that you had worked to uphold, that you had worked to protect from the change that Shigaraki meant for it, collapsed under the weight of its own hubris.”
Oboro couldn’t look at Kurogiri, though the nomu did not look away. He challenged Oboro to answer for his hypocrisy. Eventually, Oboro spoke.
“…I can’t deny that the system had problems, probably more than I could have ever realized. It bothers me that Aizawa fed into them, and that Yamada, Kayama, and Nezu didn’t do anything about it. If I’m being honest, if they didn’t, I probably wouldn’t have either.” Oboro admitted with his head down before looking back at Kurogiri in the eye.
“I’m sorry for what happened to Shigaraki. For what happened to Spinner, Toga, Twice, Dabi, and all of those people in the League. I’m sorry for how the system I was going to be a part of played into what happened to them.”
Oboro stood tall, now glaring back at Kurogiri.
“However, if you and the League had won, what good would that have done? What would you have replaced it with? I might feel sorry for those people, but I remember enough about them to know that they weren’t interested in actually building anything to replace what they were tearing down. All that would have been left would have been ash. It would have just been a world filled with hurting people and no one caring to help them. What we were working for might have been bad, but it was a hell of a lot better than anything the League would have made.”
Kurogiri continued to stare down Oboro, and eventually the hero dropped his gaze, though Kurogiri guessed that it wasn’t in defeat.
“Maybe now at least…there’s a chance that something better can be made.”
Oboro mused over that conversation. Had things gotten better at all? He turned to Midoriya.
“Midoriya…you mentioned that Inori had some other kids bullying her…is she doing alright?”
Midoriya frowned, leaning over the counter.
“She’s had a few problems with bullies. Sometimes she comes home upset because of something someone said to her. Josei and I have been doing our best to comfort her.”
“…Do you think things have improved at all since you were her age?” Oboro asked.
Midoriya mulled over the question for a moment.
“…I think so. I’m not going to say that Inori and Issho getting judged for their Quirks or how they look doesn’t bother me, but at least when it happens, I can trust that when they talk to a teacher, they’ll do something about it, or if the teachers didn’t do something, then I could bring up my concerns with the school board and they’d have to take it seriously, and that my children have friends that will defend them and cheer them up afterwards.” Midoriya tilted his shot glass, looking at the amber liquid inside. “I think that even though there are times when they’re sad, there are more times where they’re happy, and when they are sad there’s something that they can do about it.” Midoriya shook his head. “I wish that my children didn’t have to deal with prejudice or bullying at all. I wish that I hadn’t, and I don’t like that they still have to deal with what I did…but I don’t think that they have ever really felt like they had to just…accept it like I did. That makes me really glad.” Midoriya spoke with a smile.
Midoriya looked at Oboro, possibly guessing why he had asked that question.
“The problems are still there; changing the government and the heroes didn’t just take it all away. However, we are at least doing something about these problems now. We acknowledge that they are actually problems, and people care about them.”
Oboro managed a small smile at this.
“That’s good to hear. I suppose it’s the best we could hope for; if everything was just sunshine and rainbows, that probably would have meant we were ignoring something.”
With one concern dissuaded somewhat, Oboro considered another. Perhaps this would be insensitive to talk about with Nezu present, but he needed to know, and turned to Yamada.
“How’s UA been doing over the past few years, Yamada?”
Yamada sighed, perhaps realizing what Oboro was fishing about. Nezu watched the two, but didn’t interject.
“…Sakamata’s settled in as the principal pretty well.” Yamada said with an uncomfortable glance towards Nezu. “I don’t see him letting anyone get away with the kinds of stuff Sho did; we can’t just run our classes the way that we want to, anymore. There have been expulsions, but only a few, and in each of those cases, I know exactly why they happened and can agree with the decision.”
Yamada looked at Nezu in discomfort again, but Nezu simply smiled and nodded, giving Yamada the impetus to continue:
“The school doesn’t have the same respect it used to; I guess there’s no escaping that, but UA is still the biggest school in the country, and we’ve still had some pretty notable graduates.” Yamada gave a more sincere smile and nod towards Midoriya. “We’ve got enough prestige that people are still applying to us, and we’re trying to work to earn back our reputation. Maybe we’ll never have the same acclaim that we used to before the hero system fell, but that’s just something we’ve got to deal with.”
Nezu gave a satisfied sigh at this.
“I’m glad that Sakamata has been taking such good care of my old school.”
Oboro nodded himself.
“Yeah…I’m glad that UA is still kicking. I’m glad that good kids are still coming out of it.”
Despite Oboro’s claims about Shigaraki’s death being necessary, Kurogiri could tell that Oboro still thought about him, and still felt guilt. Unbidden, memories of Kurogiri raising and caring for Shigaraki would come to them; feeding him, providing him with medicine when he was sick, watching as he made plans for the future. In fact, for a while, Shigaraki was all that Oboro would think about, and it came to a head one day when Yamada was visiting, and Oboro made a request:
“Yamada…there was something I wanted to see if you could find out for me…”
Yamada leaned towards the glass separating him from Oboro as his friend spoke:
“Can you find out for me…what exactly happened to Shigaraki? What drove him to become a villain in the first place? How did All For One get ahold of him?”
Yamada stared at Oboro warily for a moment, only to sigh.
“I can tell you about that now, actually. Nezu’s already told me a bit of what he was able to dig up.” Yamada leaned back in his seat before continuing. “Shigaraki’s real name was Shimura Tenko. His grandmother was a hero named Shimura Nana, called ‘Titania.’ She was an enemy of All For One, who killed her husband. To try to protect her son, she put him up for adoption before she was killed. It sounds like getting left by his mother messed him up, made him hate heroes. He took it out on his family, especially Tenko. One day though, his Quirk manifested, and it seems that he accidentally killed his family with it. He was left wandering the streets, but no one helped him…until All For One found him.”
Oboro, and despite himself, Kurogiri, felt a spark of suspicion at this, which Yamada noticed with a frown.
“Yeah, feels convenient, doesn’t it?”
Inside the void, Kurogiri felt tempted to fight with Oboro for control so as to argue with Yamada. He satisfied himself by speaking out loud;
“Master had always cared for Shigaraki. It was for that purpose that he made me! Your friend may be speaking ill of my Master, but he gave Shigaraki a purpose when your society threw him aside.” Kurogiri said this, though a niggling doubt made him remember that All For One was certainly manipulative enough to pretend that he cared about others.
Oboro hesitated for a moment as he considered Kurogiri’s words, and asked another question.
“Why would All For One get so involved in Shimura’s life though? Why was he training a disciple in the first place? Was he really just doing it to spite a dead hero?”
Yamada shook his head wearily.
“No…it was more twisted than that. Shigaraki…turns out he was just a pawn for All For One. He was manipulating Shigaraki, raising him to hate hero society to the point that the Doctor could give him All For One’s original Quirk. When he did that though, it sounds like All For One’s presence still existed within his Quirk, and worked to take over Shigaraki’s body. The whole time, everything that All For One was working for, it was to take over Shigaraki.” Yamada shrugged. “Maybe that’s what happened to you? Maybe enough of you survived in your Cloud Quirk that you were able to pull through.”
Hearing this revelation, Kurogiri felt his world slow to a stop.
“Master…was just using Shigaraki? He was going to take over his body?”
What would that entail? The erasure of Shigaraki’s mind, his soul? Losing control of himself until he was no longer the young man that Kurogiri had come to care for?
How could he do that? How could he betray Shigaraki’s trust like that?
…Even as Kurogiri thought that, he realized in his heart how naïve that sounded.
Everything was for the Master, after all. Every Quirk, every city, every soul. It was all his.
So of course he would treat Shigaraki as disposable. All For One was simply molding him into a proper vessel to take over. In the end, Shigaraki’s goals and ambitions, his very being, it was all inconsequential.
Which meant that Kurogiri’s purpose was inconsequential as well. He was merely meant to raise Shigaraki like a lamb to the slaughter.
It shouldn’t have mattered. All For One was Kurogiri’s master, after all. If he was to drag Shigaraki to the Doctor to undergo the procedure, it would have been his duty.
But it did matter. Shigaraki mattered.
“How do you feel about him? As a person, I mean?” Yamada asked.
Oboro shrugged.
“Maybe I should hate him for taking over my body, but that in of itself wasn’t his fault. He didn’t ask to be made using my body. I guess I could be angry at him for fighting with me for control, but for most of the time, I don’t think that he even realized I was there. By the time he did, it was too late for him and I had already told you all what you needed.”
Wearily, Oboro sighed.
“I guess I respect his devotion to Shimura’s well-being. Can I really blame him for admiring the way that Shimura was growing up, even if it was into someone so horrible? Kurogiri was literally programmed to care for him. Shimura was growing into his own man…well…he was growing into the man All For One wanted him to be, but at the time, Kurogiri didn’t know that.”
Idly, Oboro swirled the bourbon around in his glass.
“But that’s just it; even if Kurogiri and the League were right about a lot of the problems in hero society, what they and Shimura wanted would have been so much worse. As much as they might have talked about making a better world, they were really just interested in destroying everything, without caring about what would have been left. If they had gotten what they wanted, all that would have been left would have been a world filled with hurting people and no one to help them, a world of ashes.”
Oboro bowed his head in sorrow. “Even if I am sad that he died, Shimura absolutely needed to be stopped.”
Oboro wasn’t saying anything. Unlike Kurogiri, who had mercilessly poked holes in his worldview at the reveal of the hero system’s failures, Oboro was not returning the favor at the revelation of Kurogiri’s own pointlessness.
Somehow, this was worse. This pity. This understanding of how Kurogiri felt.
The two stayed in an uncomfortable silence for some time. Based off of the regularity of comments from outside the void, Kurogiri believed it to be days. Eventually though, Oboro broke the silence.
“…What do you want to do now?”
Oboro’s attempts to reach out to Kurogiri felt boggling to the nomu. They were conflicting souls trapped within the same body. In almost any other circumstances, they would be fighting to destroy each other to ensure that only one of them could assume control.
But that was just it, wasn’t it? Kurogiri didn’t feel as if he had any reason to want to fight for this body anymore. Shigaraki and All For One were both dead, and the purpose that All For One had made Kurogiri for had ultimately turned out to be for a lie that ran counter to Kurogiri’s own programming.
When Kurogiri didn’t respond, Oboro spoke up;
“Maybe you’re right about some things…maybe the hero system didn’t work…maybe people were…no…” Oboro shook his head as he corrected himself. “People were definitely hurt by it. It’s wrong that Shimura was ignored when he needed help because everyone expected a hero to do it for them. It’s wrong that so many of the League got hurt because of the prejudices that came about in spite of or even because of the hero system. We have to answer for that.” Oboro admitted, before turning a hopeful gaze towards Kurogiri. “But…I still want to help people. To try to fix this system, to make something good out of it, to make sure that people won’t get hurt the way Shimura and the other members of the League were.”
Kurogiri turned his gaze towards Oboro one last time.
“…It doesn’t matter anymore. I simply don’t care. This world…Shigaraki was correct, and we have seen everything to prove him right; this world is worthless, selfish, and would be better off reduced to dust. Most likely, all you have done is delay its inevitable destruction. There will always be people like those in the League; those cast aside, deemed an acceptable sacrifice. But without Young Shigaraki…” Kurogiri bowed his head, feeling true sorrow for the first and last time in his life. “If it matters so much to you, very well. Waste your effort helping these ungrateful wretches. If you think you can, save this selfish world.”
And so, despite Oboro continuing to call to him, to try to communicate with him, Kurogiri decided to walk into the void; not to try to force his way through it the way Oboro had in order to communicate with the outside world, but to lose himself in it, where he could gradually fade away.
The four stood in silence, no one having taken a taste of their drinks yet, though Oboro guessed that they were waiting for him. Oboro couldn’t quite bring himself to do it yet.
“Do you think that I’m crazy for doing this?” Oboro asked the three. Was it crazy to drink to the memory of a zombie parasite that commandeered his body to do terrible things, including participating in the murder of children? Thankfully, his question was met with sympathetic smiles and shaking heads.
“Deplorable as they may have been, many of the League were victims; both of society’s mistreatment, or All For One’s manipulations, or both. It would be inappropriate of us to not acknowledge their tragedies.” Nezu said.
“I learned about Shimura recently myself. What happened to him was awful, and I would at least like to show my respects for the scared kid he used to be.” Midoriya added.
Oboro glanced at Yamada, who had perhaps the most reason to hate Kurogiri and the League for subsuming control of his friend Oboro, for their murders of several of his students, and the murder of Kayama. However, Yamada simply patted Oboro on the shoulder.
“I’m here for you, Shirakumo. If it’s important for you, it’s important for me.”
Oboro smiled back before dropping his gaze.
“I wish that Kurogiri and Shimura could have had the chance to see things get better. Maybe they deserved the fate that they got, but neither of them really understood what they were getting into. They were just pawns who didn’t get a chance to think for themselves. I can’t help but pity them for that.”
Oboro picked up his shot glass, and his three friends followed.
“Well…I guess this one’s to Shimura Tenko.” Oboro lifted the glass of bourbon up to eye level. “…And to you too, Kurogiri.” He added, downing the whiskey.
Notes:
Considering the length of Mirai’s perspective, Oboro/Kurogiri felt like a breath of fresh air. I hope you guys enjoyed it regardless.
People are probably annoyed by continued ranting about the ending of MHA, but Kurogiri/Oboro is something that I feel was mismanaged, partly because of how I think the story was trying to build up admiration for the villains. You have the long-dead friend of Aizawa and Yamada revealed to have been resurrected and brainwashed, which you would think would have meant that the story was going to eventually have Oboro return somehow. However, in what I feel like is one of the worst things that he’s done (even if I don’t think that he realized what he was doing at the time,) Spinner manages to get Kurogiri to reassert his control over Oboro’s body, ultimately leading to him joining All For One in his fight against the heroes, and to get killed by Bakugou of all people. And yet, Spinner gets framed as still being noble in the end. Did anyone ever tell him what exactly he did when he gave Kurogiri Shigaraki’s hand? The guy was allowed to think that he was serving a noble purpose, but in the end, he was used as a pawn by a supervillain who could have cared less about making a better world! The idea of Oboro ultimately dying in the end, not even as himself, but as Kurogiri, just feels incredibly tragic and narratively unfulfilling to me.
I guess this frustration is what drove me to write this chapter, and the conflict between Kurogiri and Oboro. I suppose one could admire Kurogiri’s dedication to Shigaraki, and I can certainly understand why so many characters would have wanted to destroy hero society, but in the end, this dedication was manipulated to Shigaraki's, or rather, Shimura’s detriment, and I wanted Kurogiri and Oboro to have to face the hypocrisies of both of their sides.
The next perspective is one that I’m really excited about, being perhaps my favorite kind of character to write for. That being said, I almost wonder if the chapter would even belong in this story, as I feel like it could exist in almost any other MHA fanfic. I suppose though that I could argue that it mirrors issues present in the story regardless, and I just want to write it. Anyway, the next chapter will be titled after the Cat Stevens song, “Oh Very Young.” Prepare to cry harder than the ending of Marley & Me.
Chapter 20: Oh Very Young
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The gray kitten was hungry. So hungry, so cold, and so tired.
His Mom wasn’t there anymore. She had left him and his brothers and sisters at some point and hadn’t come back. Left alone, the litter started to wander away from the box that they lived in to try to find food. Eventually, the grey kitten found himself alone, as all of his brothers and sisters were missing, or had fallen asleep and hadn’t woken up.
He was so weak. It was so hard to walk.
Suddenly though, a shadow loomed over him. He looked up, and saw a scary-looking human in black. He was about to turn around and run, when the human knelt down so that he didn’t look as big and scary. The human dropped something on the ground in front of the kitten; it smelled good!
The human kept his distance and didn’t try to get any closer, allowing the kitten to walk up to him and eat some of the nuggets that tasted like meat. The kitten mewed, deciding that this was a nice human; he even smelled like cats! The human calmly reached out to the kitten and started to rub at his back. It felt good, and the kitten purred, coming closer to the human. Eventually, the human picked the kitten up. Normally, around such a big animal, the kitten would have been scared, but the kitten could tell now that the human wasn’t mean, and the human made sure that he was warm and snug. The human started to make noises as he carried the kitten with him.
“Milo?”
The kitten looked at the human. Whatever noise the human had made, the kitten liked it.
“Milo.”
The human took the kitten to a strange place, where everything was white, and the smells were so intense; so many other cats, dogs, and other animals, as well as other, strange smells. The kitten was handled by another human, this one in white, who handled the kitten all over, picking him up and pressing on him, even looking inside his ears and mouth! Then he poked him with something that made the kitten yelp, only to wrap up where he had been poked. The kitten didn’t want to go back there again.
Thankfully, the nice human in black took the kitten back and carried him out of that bad place. Before he was taken out though, the kitten felt the human wrap something around his neck; it was some kind of tough cloth, but it wasn’t tight and eventually the kitten forgot that it was there.
The human took the kitten to a new place, which based off of its scent, the kitten realized was the human’s home. The kitten was put in a room with a bowl of food and water, and a basket with some soft blankets that the kitten was finally able to fall asleep on.
Eventually, the kitten woke up. He smelled another cat.
That wasn’t good; other cats would hiss and scratch at him if he was on their territory.
At first, he hid in his blankets where it was safe. Eventually though, he stuck his head out and peered around the room he was in.
There, behind a grate on the other side of the room, was an orange cat, watching the kitten.
“It’s alright, kitten. I’m not going to hurt you.”
The orange cat was female, and sounded old. The kitten slowly pulled himself out of his bed and crept towards the cat, hoping that if she got angry, she wouldn’t be able to get past the grate.
“Hello, kitten. My name is Mikan, what’s yours?” the orange cat asked.
“My…name?” the kitten responded.
“It’s the noise that Shota…that’s the human that takes care of us, makes when he talks to you.”
“…Milo.” The kitten, now Milo responded, remembering the sound he liked.
“Milo.” Mikan repeated.
Milo felt scared, but Mikan seemed nice and calm.
“…I’m sorry that I’m on your territory…”
“It’s fine.” Mikan answered. “Shota takes care of us, and gives us the food that we need, so we don’t need to fight over it.”
Milo wanted to know more about where he was and what was going on, when a second cat approached the grate. Contrasted with Mikan, whose warm color and gentle voice calmed Milo, the black tomcat’s appearance was aggressive, his tail held high in the air. He was glaring at Milo with one yellow eye; his other was missing, as Milo could see deep and old scratch marks down the left side of his face. Seeing Milo, the tomcat grumbled.
“Hm. Who’s this?”
Intimidated, Milo scrunched in on himself in submission, too scared by the big black cat to respond.
“This is Milo.” Mikan answered for Milo with the same calm voice, though with a vague undercurrent of warning towards the tomcat before turning back to the kitten. “Milo, this is Tetsuya.”
“Where did you come from?” Tetsuya asked in his same gruff voice.
“I…” Milo stammered, realizing that he wasn’t sure how to answer. He hadn’t seen anything beyond the alley he had been born in his entire life. And now, he had no idea where he was. “I was…”
“Did you have a home before Shota brought you here?” Mikan asked, her gentle voice helping to calm Milo down. “Did anyone take care of you?”
“…My Mom did…but I haven’t seen her in a while…”
“Ah.” Mikan responded. “So, you’ve been alone.”
“…Yes.”
“Hm.” Tetsuya remarked, lowering his tail before walking away.
“Don’t worry about him.” Mikan said, noticing Milo watching the tomcat warily. “He’s not the type of cat that would attack someone without reason. He was a stray, like you and me; he just had a very hard life before Shota took him in.”
Suddenly, the two heard the noise of a door opening from another part of the house. Mikan’s ears perked up in excitement.
“It sounds like Shota is home.”
Mikan crouched down to Milo’s level.
“It’s going to be okay, Milo. You’re in a good place now.” She said before turning and walking away, though Milo could hear her meowing in greeting.
Eventually, the man Shota came into view, opening the grate and stepping in before sitting down. Milo mewed in unease, but Shota did not make any move to indicate aggression towards the kitten, and Milo chose to approach, seeking the warmth of the man. He smelled Shota; his scent indicated that the man was tired and stressed.
Part of Milo was still scared. He had been taken away from the only home that he had ever known, to a strange place where everyone was bigger than him.
However, he was warm, fed, had a safe place to sleep, and he was being shown a kindness that he hadn’t known since his mother. He chose to trust Mikan.
Milo started to rub his head against Shota, trying to get his scent on the man. Shota responded by gently rubbing Milo’s back.
For perhaps the first time in Milo’s life, he felt safe.
For some time, Milo stayed in his own room separate from the rest of the house where Mikan and Tetsuya were, though they would spend a lot of time at the grate separating the cats. Mikan was the one who mostly spoke to Milo, while Tetsuya chose to watch. Despite seeming so grumpy, Milo noticed that the tomcat was interested enough in Milo to be around when Mikan was talking to Milo, and for his part, Milo didn’t feel as scared to be around Tetsuya. When the grate was finally removed, Milo felt excited instead of scared, and took to following the two older cats around, even sharing a bed with them so they could stay warm together.
According to Mikan, she was almost twenty years old, and had been picked up by Shota when she was already an old cat. Tetsuya on the other hand had been rescued after he had nearly died in a fight against another cat just a few years prior. Despite his injuries, he was as strong as ever, liking to hop up to the taller ledges in the building. In contrast, Mikan had problems with her joints that made it too difficult for her to jump like she used to, though Shota gave her some kind of white powder in her food to help her with that.
Despite carrying so much of the scent of that bitter black drink that he had so much of, Shota was always kind to Milo. Besides making sure that the cats were warm and fed, Shota also gave Milo fun things to play with, like tiny cloth mice that were fun to pounce on or snuggle with, or a clump of feathers on a string that Shota would swing back and forth for Milo to chase after. It was a wonderful time.
As for the new territory itself that Milo found himself in, it was quite comfortable. It protected him from the cold, the wind, and the rain outside, and was filled with stuff for him to climb on, play with, or explore. At first, he was worried about food; while he could smell it, it was always kept behind wooden cabinets or locked inside of metal cans, though Milo came to trust that Shota would always feed him regularly. He was curious about what was outside of the building; he often heard the sounds of younger humans talking in the distance, along with a few fully-adult humans who lived in territories nearby.
However, Milo couldn’t help but to worry about one thing in his new home.
Despite Shota being so kind and caring to the cats, Milo sometimes worried about who was taking care of Shota, because it didn’t always feel as if he did for himself. He would leave for hours at a time, sometimes coming back only to feed the cats before leaving again. This wouldn’t be so bad if it weren’t for the fact that Shota often came home smelling like blood, either of his or someone else’s.
“He’s a fighter.” Tetsuya said when Milo pointed this out. “He must be fighting for his territory.” The tomcat spoke of Shota with respect.
“He’s strong.” Mikan added, walking up to the two. “But I worry about him. You can only fight for so long before your body gives out.”
“Hm.” Tetsuya responded, probably conscious of his missing eye.
Milo could certainly tell that Shota was tough, but like Mikan, he still worried for their caretaker. Even when the man didn’t come home with an injury, he almost always seemed tired, as if he was pushing himself for too long without sleep. And even when he did sleep, Milo observed him twitching and wincing as if he was chasing after something, or running away.
It wasn’t as if Milo could do anything to help Shota with whatever fights he was getting into, but he didn’t like how stressed his human was. So, whenever Shota came home, Milo took to immediately coming up to him, rubbing on his leg or his lap if he was sitting down, and purring in a way that reminded Milo of how his mother would comfort him. Thankfully, Shota seemed to appreciate this, petting Milo back, and sometimes even falling asleep with Milo in his lap.
The cats could tell that Shota interacted with a lot of other humans (and one scent that Milo could never identify; some weird combination of rat, dog, and other animals,) though he had a few that he trusted enough to let into his own territory. There was one blonde man with a loud voice called ‘Yamada,’ a black-haired woman named ‘Kayama,’ and a green-haired woman named ‘Fukukado.’ Whenever they showed up, Shota would act as if he was annoyed at them, but the fact that he let them into his territory showed Milo that he considered them friends the same way Milo saw Mikan and Tetsuya. One day though, Shota brought home a new human.
She was smaller than the other humans who usually came with Sho, with white hair and a horn on her head, clinging to Shota nervously.
“Eri.” Shota said, kneeling down to the little girl’s level. Milo, Mikan, and Tetsuya, who were watching from another room, realized that this must be the little girl’s name.
“Oh dear…I think something bad happened to that kitten.” Mikan observed sadly.
Milo could pick up on what Mikan was talking about; besides how scared Eri was acting, he could detect the faint smell of blood hanging over her. Usually, the smell could go away if someone cleaned it…but if someone had been hurt over and over…
“Hm…Someone’s been hurting her for a while.” Tetsuya growled, voicing what was on Milo’s mind.
Shota began carrying in more objects, setting up a new room in the apartment, one with different, more brightly colored furnishings. Eri meanwhile was trying to stay out of the way, sitting on a couch and looking around the room. She reminded Milo of when Shota had first brought him to the apartment; trusting Shota enough to protect him, but also making sure that he knew of all of the places that he could hide if something bad happened.
Milo didn’t feel right just leaving a scared kitten like this, but before he could walk over to her, he was stopped by Tetsuya.
“Kit…be careful.” Tetsuya cautioned, warily looking over to where Shota was working. “Look at how Shota’s watching her. He’s trying to be comforting, but he’s always got his eye on her. There might be more to that kitten than we can see, something dangerous.”
“But…she’s scared…” Milo protested.
“Scared animals are the most dangerous ones.” Tetsuya answered.
Milo looked over at Mikan for advice. The old cat watched Eri and Shota.
“I’m not sure myself. It might be better though to let her come to us, like when I first met you.” She offered.
Milo though still wasn’t convinced.
“She looks too scared to look around herself though. If we just leave her there, she might get more scared and nervous.” Milo reasoned. “I’m going to go over there and let her know that she’s safe.”
Tetsuya grumbled, though he didn’t try to get in Milo’s way. Mikan though spoke to Milo once more before he went to Eri.
“Try not to move too quickly, at least. Let her see you and know that you’re there before you get too close.”
Milo thanked Mikan for the advice, and went over towards the couch that Eri was sitting on.
“Hello.” He meowed.
Eri gasped and flinched, looking down at the cat that had startled her.
“It’s okay, you don’t need to be afraid!” Milo meowed again. “I’m not going to hurt you.”
Eri stared at the cat, though she didn’t seem scared, which gave Milo the confidence that he needed to move forward, jumping onto the couch next to Eri. The little girl recoiled somewhat.
“It’s okay, Eri. You’re safe here.”
Shota said something to Eri, getting her attention, mentioning Milo’s name, which seemed to calm Eri a bit more, though Milo noticed that Shota was continuing to keep his eye on Eri. Milo carefully walked over to the little girl. Eri seemed too scared to touch the cat herself, but was interested enough to not move away. Milo decided to push his luck a bit, and gently nudged at Eri’s arm with his head. Very faintly, Milo could feel Eri’s arm relax as he touched it. He slowly climbed onto her lap, purring.
“This is a safe place. You don’t need to be afraid.”
Slowly, Eri put her hand on Milo’s back, and started to rub it.
“That’s right. Everything is fine.” Milo purred as he gradually felt Eri relax.
“…Nice kitty…”
From that point on, whenever Eri was in the house, Milo made sure that he was nearby, which Eri seemed to appreciate. Very often, even when she was still in Shota’s home, Eri was scared, and Milo needed to be there to let her know that she was safe. She was a very quiet human, she jumped at loud noises, and would often sequester herself in small places. Milo could understand; he was very much like Eri when Shota first brought him to his home.
Soon after Milo introduced himself to Eri, Mikan and Tetsuya followed. Tetsuya mostly just went as far as to let Eri know not to be afraid of him, allowing her to shyly pet him if she wanted, but not usually seeking her attentions out himself. Mikan meanwhile was just as comforting as Milo, even if she couldn’t be as energetic as Milo. Eri seemed to understand just as much as Shota did that she needed to be gentle with the elderly Mikan, and didn’t try to chase after the orange cat.
That was the odd thing about Eri, Milo soon realized. The human kit didn’t seem to play as much as other humans her age, at least from what Mikan and Tetsuya told him. Eri was usually very quiet and reserved. Sometimes she seemed scared, and other times it seemed as if she was simply hunched in on herself out of instinct. Milo did his best to rectify this though, as he would give Eri his toys and encourage her to play with him as much as possible.
Milo also found that Eri had the same kinds of problems sleeping that Shota did, as she would twitch and whimper in her sleep, so Milo would often lay down next to her, letting the little girl unconsciously hug him as his purring lulled her out of whatever bad dream she was having.
It took Eri a long time to feel safe, though she gradually grew more comfortable in Shota’s home as time went on; she became less hesitant to pet Milo and the other cats, she talked more, and was less scared to leave Shota’s apartment when he or a big, blonde-haired boy would take her out for whatever the humans did outside of Shota’s territory.
It wasn’t until winter though that Eri’s mood truly seemed to change. There wasn’t any hint that things were going to be any different that day except the blonde boy taking Eri, only to come back later with a green-haired boy, and a beaming Eri…all dressed with cat ears? The real cats were nonplussed at this at first, but Milo was relieved to see Eri finally so happy…even if he did feel a bit irked at the scents of over a dozen other cats hanging off of Eri. He quickly got to work fixing this by rubbing his scent back onto Eri, who hugged Milo, carrying him to bed before falling asleep in exhaustion.
“Mikan, Tetsuya, what is that?” Milo asked as the cats shivered in place.
“…I don’t know Milo.” Mikan answered.
The three cats had just sensed something…something bad. Something awful. Maybe it was something they heard, or something deeper. All they knew was that their instincts were screaming at them to hide, to do whatever they could to get away from this unknown danger.
However, after a few minutes, from somewhere far away, they heard an explosion, loud enough that even humans could hear it, and whatever bad thing was threatening them and everything else was gone.
Shota’s friend Yamada came by to feed the cats. This was not an unusual circumstance; Mikan and Tetsuya had suggested in the past that he or Kayama would do this when Shota was unavailable. However, the three cats could sense that something was different this time. Yamada was carrying the scent of fear on him, more so than usual, along with the lingering scent of blood. Beyond that, Yamada would usually talk to the cats, try to get them to talk back to him, but now, he was silent.
Yamada came back again the next day, and several days afterwards. Though the scent of blood had dissipated from him, his fear had not. Eri had been taken away; perhaps Yamada was taking care of her? Milo hoped so. He wished that he was there for Eri, and hoped that she was alright.
Finally, Shota returned. However, he was not whole.
He was missing an eye and a leg, having to hobble in on some fake replacement. He was walking, but he was hurt. Yamada and Eri were with him, and Eri was crying. The three humans began to pack up the things that were in Eri’s room until it was laid bare. Eri turned to the three cats.
“Tetsuya…” Eri said as she approached the black, one-eyed cat. Though he had seemed scary to Eri at first, he had been patient with her, letting her pet him when she was nearby, and she knew that he would never hurt her. “Goodbye, Tetsuya…” she whimpered, petting the black cat’s back one more time. Though he would never seek out Eri, he rubbed his head against Eri’s hand nonetheless.
“Mikan…” Eri gently pet the old orange cat, who arched her back against Eri’s hand and gently rubbed against her leg. When Mikan did this, Eri wondered if that was what it was like to get a hug from a grandmother. Mikan was always so gentle with her, and always seemed happy to see her. “Thank you for being so nice to me…”
Finally, Eri turned to Milo with tears in her eyes. As he always did when Eri was upset, Milo immediately began to rub up against her and purr. Eri couldn’t even speak clearly as she said her goodbyes to her friend.
“Milo…I’m going to miss you…you were such a good kitty, and you were so nice to me…you made me feel safe…I’m going to miss you so much!” Eri openly sobbed as she picked Milo up and hugged him, the cat licking at her tears.
Eventually, Eri put Milo down and went to Aizawa. He hugged the leg of the man that had helped to rescue her, who had taken her in and made her feel safe, and had helped her feel comfortable with her Quirk.
“I’m…I don’t want to go, Mr. Aizawa…”
Aizawa knelt down and rubbed Eri’s head.
“I’m sorry Eri.”
Eri sobbed as Aizawa returned her embrace, until Mr. Yamada had to take her away.
Milo was worried for Eri. He hadn’t seen her this upset in a long time, but then she had been taken away before he could help her anymore. He hoped that Yamada would be able to cheer her up, or at the very least, that she wouldn’t be gone for too long so he could cheer her up again.
Sighing, Shota collapsed onto his couch. Milo, Mikan, and Tetsuya immediately crowded around him, purring and trying to get their scent back on him, trying to do what they could to soothe the intense pain that they knew he was in.
After Shota came back, he took Milo, Mikan, and Tetsuya to a new building, one farther away from the sounds of young humans that he had come to grow used to. For the most part, it was fine. It kept the cats as warm and dry as the previous building had, though Milo still felt uneasy there.
This was due to two problems: First of all, Eri hadn’t come back. Milo worried about the kitten he had come to care so much for, that he had spent so much time protecting and reassuring, only for her to leave just as she was really starting to feel comfortable in Shota’s home. He could only hope that someone was taking care of her, and that she wasn’t scared. The second problem though were the kinds of noises and smells that the cats could detect outside. Whereas before there were the chaotic, but usually cheerful sounds of young humans talking to each other, here, the cats could hear shouts of anger and fear, and smell smoke, usually far off, but sometimes closer than what they would have liked.
Still, they made the best of their circumstances. They ate, slept, and played as they normally would, and welcomed and comforted Shota the best they could when he came back home, oftentimes stressed and irritable. It wasn’t as comfortable as before, but it was better than the box and the alley that Shota had rescued Milo from. Life went on like this for some time, until one day…
There was very little warning beyond the sound of many footsteps gathered at Shota’s door. Suddenly, Tetsuya hissed.
“GET UNDER THE COUCH, NOW!”
Before Milo could react, Tetsuya had chased Milo underneath the couch, with Mikan managing to sprint on her old legs following the two before there was a loud slamming noise. Tetsuya positioned himself in front of Milo and Mikan with his fur on end and his claws out, but not daring to leave their hiding spot.
Shota had been in the room with them. Milo could hear him jumping up, the sound of fists impacting human flesh, the sound of blades, the sound of Quirks going off, burning, biting, hurting Shota, Shota groaning out in pain, until he fell to the ground and the attackers fell on him.
“Shota…” Milo whimpered.
He should be helping Shota, he should be protecting him, but Mikan huddled close to Milo, preventing him from doing anything even if he wasn’t frozen in fear.
“Don’t go out there…” she whispered, shivering and cringing at the sound of each impact and shout.
Finally, the impacts stopped coming, and the intruders left. Timidly, the three cats crept out from their hiding spot and went to Shota. Milo’s nose writhed at the scent of his spilled blood splattered around the room. They reached him, but his heart wasn’t beating anymore.
“Shota?” Milo asked.
This wasn’t the first time that he had seen something dead. Most of Milo’s siblings had died before Shota took him in. Still, he stood over Shota’s body as if expecting him to get back up.
The silence was broken by a sudden crashing noise, making Milo jump a foot in the air as he feared that Shota’s killers had come back. However, he saw that it was just Tetsuya, having knocked over Shota’s garbage can.
“Tetsuya…what are you doing?” Milo asked. Shota didn’t like it when they knocked over the garbage, even when there was food in it. He’d always feed them what they needed, so there was no need to dig through it.
“Shota can’t feed us anymore.” Tetsuya answered gruffly. “We need to take what food we can, and once it’s out, we’ll need to set out on our own to feed ourselves.”
Milo was going to protest, only for Mikan to gently nudge against his head.
“Shota’s gone, Milo. We’re on our own. All we can do is hope someone else comes to help us, and if not…” Mikan sighed and nudged Milo over to the spilled garbage before she started to eat the remains of some tuna left in a metal can.
Milo looked once more over to Shota before sighing himself, accepting that the man that had cared for him for most of his life was gone.
Thankfully, the three cats did not have to head back out into the streets before someone came by, as men in blue came into Shota’s apartment with Yamada. They covered up Shota’s body with a blanket, and Yamada gathered up the three cats, putting them in crates before carrying them away from Shota’s home. Yamada let the three out in a new apartment, though this one smelled more familiar to Milo, making him realize that they were close to Shota’s first home. Though Yamada had always been kind to the cats, and their surroundings felt more familiar and safer, Milo couldn’t bring himself to stray very far from his crate. He was scared that the strangers would come back again.
“Milo?” Mikan called from outside the crate. She peaked her head in and laid down. “It’s alright. We’re safe now.”
Milo didn’t leave his crate, though he was willing to come closer to the door, if only to be closer to Mikan. Getting a better view of the apartment, Milo could see Yamada in another room, talking in a morose tone with one of the strange plastic devices that had other human voices to his ear.
“…Why did those humans do that to Shota?” Milo asked.
“I don’t know.” Mikan answered. “Humans can be very kind, but they can also be very cruel, oftentimes for no reason at all.”
“There’s no understanding them.” Tetsuya grumbled. “Shota…someone like him…he was going to go down like that at some point.” He spoke of the deceased man with admiration. The black cat though noticed how downtrodden Milo had become. “There wasn’t anything we could have done, Milo. Not against that many.”
Milo silently admitted the truth of this, managing to bring himself closer to the two.
Hours later, there was a knock at Yamada’s door. When Yamada opened it, the cats saw the familiar green-haired figure of Fukukado. The two talked for a moment before Fukukado came over to the cats. Unlike her normally energetic self, Fukukado had become morose. She looked at the cats before reaching her hands out to Tetsuya. Normally, the black cat would be as disgruntled by the woman as Shota acted when she arrived. Now however, seeing how upset she was, Tetsuya, surprisingly, walked up to the woman and let her pick him up. Fukukado wept quietly for a moment before Tetsuya sighed in exasperation, curling up in the woman’s arms and cuddling against her.
“It looks like I’ve got to take care of you now, huh?” he said. He turned and meowed to Mikan and Milo as he was carried away. “You two take care of yourselves.”
“Tetsuya?” Milo called out to his friend, frightened to see him being taken away, though Tetsuya called back to him.
“She needs me, kit. Be good, alright?”
Milo couldn’t understand; Tetsuya was simply accepting that he was being taken away. In a short time, Yamada’s door opened again, but to let in someone far more familiar, someone that despite his fear, Milo immediately ran towards.
“Eri!”
The little girl had grown in the past year, but at the time, she seemed as morose as when Milo had first met her. Seeing how upset she was, Milo immediately began to rub against her, purring.
“Milo…” Eri whimpered, picking the cat up and cradling him in her arms. Thankfully, despite the little girl being sad, Milo could see that Eri had been well-taken care of, and was quite healthy. As he was being held, Milo saw two other people who had come in with Eri; he vaguely recognized the green-haired boy named Izuku, and a similarly green-haired woman that could only be Izuku’s mother. The three talked to Yamada, and Yamada handed the Midoriyas Milo’s food and water dish, as well as some of his toys. Slowly, it began to dawn on Milo what was going on. Still in Eri’s arms, Milo turned to Mikan.
“Mikan…” Milo spoke with uncertainty, though the old cat meowed back in reassurance.
“She needs you.” She said. “Don’t worry about me, Milo. It looks like Yamada will be taking care of me. You take care of that kitten.”
“…Okay, Mikan. Thank you…thank you for everything!” he called out one last time as Eri and the Midoriyas carried him away.
Thankfully, the Midoriyas did not live too far from Yamada’s home, so Milo held onto the hope that this wouldn’t be goodbye to Mikan forever. When they arrived though, Eri went into a room on her own, still cradling Milo in her arms. She sat on her bed, idly petting Milo’s back.
“…You’re still sad.” Milo meowed at the kitten. As if this was a trigger, Eri sniffled before bawling out loud, burying her face in Milo’s fur.
“It’s alright, Eri.” Milo purred, doing whatever he could to comfort the little girl. “I’m here.”
Milo became aware of two more presences that had sat down on the bed next to Eri, as the Midoriyas embraced the little girl as she cried for the man who had first taken her in.
It took some time for Eri to cheer up, but thankfully, the Midoriyas were as patient with Eri as Milo was, always doing what they could to be there for her in these hard times. Having not seen Eri for the past year, it was a great comfort to Milo that his concerns for her well-being were unnecessary. The Midoriyas were as kind and caring a family for Eri as Milo could ever ask for, and they extended that care to Milo in turn.
Inko always made sure that Eri was fed, warm, and as happy as possible, and on the occasions that Eri was sad for whatever reason, Inko always made sure that she was there for the little kitten. It made Milo glad to see that Eri had found a proper mother to take care of her. He still thought the world of Shota, but he lacked the attentiveness and ability to pick up on Eri’s emotional state that Inko showed. On the rare occasions that Milo couldn’t soothe Eri in her nightmares, Inko was often the one whom Eri would go to for comfort, if Inko had not rushed to Eri’s room already. The woman would sit next to Eri on her bed, hugging her until she calmed down enough to go back to sleep, and then place her gently back onto the bed and tuck her in without waking Eri up, petting Milo on the head for good measure in gratitude for watching over their kitten.
Izuku meanwhile was someone that Eri clearly looked up to, the kitten liking to be close to him whenever possible, whether they were reading, watching movies, or playing games together. The young man was just as kind to Milo and just as happy to stroke or talk to the cat as his mother was, even though it irked Milo that Izuku kept on taking away the pair of pants from his bed that Milo liked to sleep on, or folding up the laptop that Milo also liked to sleep on.
(Not to mention, his hair was an absolute delight to play with.)
While Milo couldn’t understand it, Izuku was also an excellent coach for Eri in using her Quirk. Milo had only a vague understanding of Quirks; the strange abilities that humans seemed to possess that varied from person to person (though Izuku himself did not seem to possess one.) Most of what he understood came from stories that Mikan and Tetsuya had told him (Mikan claimed that she had met a cat with a Quirk once that allowed it to merge with different objects.) Eri’s Quirk allowed her to emit some sort of strange energy that made rotten fruit fresh, turned plants into seeds, and restored missing limbs from insects. Each day, Izuku would coach Eri as she channeled her energy, praising her whenever she succeeded in the use of her Quirk, but just as often comforting and encouraging her when she seemed to mess up, hugging her either way.
Through this new home, Milo was introduced to more people. There were many other humans Izuku’s age who would visit the Midoriya household, several of whom Eri knew personally like a girl with padded fingertips named Uraraka. Every now and then, other adult humans would come to visit Inko, such as a very old woman named Suzenji, or a younger woman named Awata. Most notable amongst these adults though was a very sad woman named Mitsuki that Inko would dote on whenever she visited. Milo couldn’t tell what was wrong with Mitsuki, but she often seemed so tired, and as if she was hurt from a wound that Milo couldn’t detect. Despite identifying Eri as Milo’s special human, whenever Mitsuki visited, Milo would leave Eri’s side to sit on Mitsuki’s lap, allowing the woman to pet him.
And then, there were the friends that Eri brought that were her age. The one to come most often was a girl with a frog-like appearance named Satsuki. When Milo first met Satsuki, she seemed shy and reserved. In fact, despite Eri still carrying scars from her life before Shota, Milo could tell that Satsuki was struggling just as much with her own unexplained sadness. When Satsuki came to the house, Milo would quickly cuddle up to her, purring and trying to comfort the frog-like girl the same way he would with Eri, and Satsuki slowly grew more comfortable with Milo around. The two girls liked to spend their time playing with Milo, or watching movies with the cat cuddled up between them on the couch. (Though Milo wondered why the two weren’t as excited as he was whenever he found that strange, bright red dot that kept on zooming around the house and that he could never catch. One day, Milo would catch that red dot! The two seemed to be happy though whenever Milo was chasing after it.) Whenever Satsuki left, Milo liked to think that he had managed to cheer her up some from whatever had been weighing her down.
Occasionally, Eri would take Milo out of the house, usually in a basket, to visit other humans that lived nearby. Milo preferred to stay in the comfort of the Midoriya house, but this was one of the few ways that he could ever interact with certain other friends of the Midoriyas, such as a very big woman named Ippan, who had to live in a bigger house than most other humans because of her size. In fact, the Midoriyas visited Ippan so often that she took to having a food and water bowl for Milo whenever he came by. Milo was admittedly intimidated by Ippan’s large size at first, but she was obviously so kind and gentle that he immediately warmed up to her, and it was clear that Eri and the Midoriyas thought a lot of her.
Though Milo missed Mikan and Tetsuya, living with Eri in this new home was a wonderful time. The miasma of fear and danger that seemed to hang over Shota’s old home wasn’t present with the Midoriyas. Their home felt safe, happy, hopeful. Milo had so many wonderful times there:
“I’m a Midoriya, Milo! I’m a Midoriya! I have a Mom and a big brother now!” Eri squealed as she hugged Milo close to her.
“What do you think, Milo?” Eri said as she showed her cat the Lemillion costume that Izuku had helped her make.
“Meow!” the gray cat answered, making Eri giggle and pet him, Milo rubbing his head against her hand enthusiastically.
“Maybe next year, I can go as a witch and bring you with me!”
“Meow!”
“Happy Birthday, Eri!” Izuku, Inko, Satsuki, Ippan, and all of the other people who had come to Eri’s birthday party shouted. The now nine-year-old girl beamed at all of the people that were there to celebrate. Just three years prior, Eri would have never imagined there being an event like this. She had lived in darkness and pain for so long that she had forgotten how to smile. Now, everything was bright and colorful, the room (Ms. Ippan’s dining room, actually; the Midoriyas wanted to make sure that she got to come too) was filled with people who liked her, and Eri had a mother and a brother who loved her.
Of course…there were two people that Eri wished could have been there, as she thought about Aizawa and Mirio. Regardless of what Eri had learned about what Aizawa had done, he had taken her in, and had started the lessons in controlling the Quirk that she had grown to hate for so long, and she would always be grateful to him for that. Mirio…he had saved her. He had given her hope for the first time in his life, and had given everything for her.
Eri was jolted out of her funk as she felt the familiar sensation of Milo rubbing up against her leg, her cat likely sensing how she was feeling. Seeing him here, wearing a tiny party hat, no less, helped Eri to cheer up as he always did, and Eri stroked Milo’s back in gratitude before her mother called her to start opening up her birthday gifts.
One day, Milo noticed that Eri was upset about something. Unlike the times in the past though, she he tried to play with or snuggle with her, she didn’t cheer up. He couldn’t understand what was wrong with Eri as she put Milo in his travel case and carried him somewhere familiar; Yamada’s apartment. The blond man greeted Eri at the door and let her in, and Eri let Milo out of his case. Milo was confused at first, but quickly became excited as he realized that Mikan was still there! He followed the old cat’s scent over to her bed and started to meow excitedly.
“Mikan! Mikan!”
Mikan lifted her head up, and Milo realized that something was wrong; her eyes had become cloudy.
“Milo…Is that you?” she said, sniffing at the air. She strained at her legs as if to push herself up, though the effort seemed to be too much to her, so Milo went to her, allowing Mikan to smell him directly. “Oh Milo…I’m so glad that you’re here!”
“Mikan…what’s wrong with your eyes?” Milo asked.
“Oh…my sight’s been going for a while now…” Mikan admitted, her tail wagging slowly in happiness despite her blindness. “I’ve managed though, don’t worry.”
Mikan seemed happy, but it was clear to Milo that she was weary. She didn’t smell right. As he came closer to her, Milo realized that Mikan’s heartbeat was irregular. Mikan continued to sniff at the air in Eri’s direction. She and Yamada were watching the two cats with somber expressions.
“Is Eri there? How is she?” Mikan asked.
“…She’s doing well, Mikan.” Milo said. “The Midoriyas have been taking really good care of her.”
“That’s good to hear…how about you, Milo? Have they been taking care of you?”
“Yes. They’ve been taking really good care of me.”
“Good. You seem to be doing well…and that’s a great comfort to me…” Mikan said before putting her head back down.
Milo couldn’t help it anymore.
“Mikan…you don’t smell right…”
The old cat sighed.
“I think it’s about my time, Milo.”
“You mean…?” Milo asked in trepidation.
“I’m afraid so. I don’t know how long I’ve got. Maybe a few days.”
Milo wilted at this.
“…Are you scared?”
Mikan wagged her tail in response. “It’s just something that has to happen. I’d rather not worry about it.”
At Milo’s silence, Mikan gently nudged at his head in reassurance.
“With the life I had before Shota took me in, I was always afraid that I was going to die much sooner…but looking at myself…I’m honestly impressed.”
At Milo’s confusion, Mikan chuckled.
“I’ve lived a long time, Milo. Much longer than most cats I’ve ever met. I think that gives me a right to be proud of myself.”
Milo remembered when he was a kitten, and he was close to death. Only a few days, maybe a few weeks old, and his life could have ended there. Or when Shota was killed; suddenly and without warning, regardless of how much he fought. With a world that could be so harsh and unexpected, he couldn’t help but to wag his tail back at Mikan’s words.
“I think you’re right.” Milo responded, and Mikan rubbed her head against Milo’s some more.
“I’m just glad that I got to see you. I remember when you were just a kitten, and you were so scared when Shota brought you to his home, but you were also so brave coming up to say hello to me.”
Though Mikan’s eyes had grown cloudy, Milo could still feel her gaze resting on him.
“You’ve grown into a good tomcat, Milo…taking care of Eri the way you do, and cheering up people when they’re scared…I’m proud of you. You live a good life, Milo, alright? You live a good life, and take care of that kitten.”
Eri knew that she had a lot of issues. With what she had gone through, it would have been impossible not to. It took her several months after being rescued just to learn how to smile, for crying out loud! So sometimes, she wasn’t sure how to react to her emotions.
Sadness and fear weren’t easy, but she had experience with them. Happiness was something she was still struggling to get used to.
Anger though, Eri couldn’t remember the last time that she felt angry. But she knew she felt it now.
Why did Mikan have to die? Eri could fix her! She could save her! Why wouldn’t Yamada let her?
His words about how Eri hadn’t quite gotten the hang of Rewind made her feel guilty, but also defensive. She had improved on it a lot! She knew to be careful and take her time! Even if she Rewound Mikan a year, or just a few months, that would have been fine!
And then there was Yamada’s other argument, saying that this was just something that they had to accept.
No.
Eri kicked a rock in her path hard enough that it dinged off a nearby dumpster.
Death wasn’t something to accept. It was awful, it was the result of bad people doing terrible things. It was Chisaki turning people that annoyed him into paste. It was all those horrible people that broke into Aizawa’s home and left him for dead. It was Shigaraki, and Gigantomachia, and the League, and all those other monsters that forced Mirio to sacrifice himself.
It was loss. Eri didn’t want to lose anyone else.
Eri’s thoughts were interrupted by a meow. She looked down at the carrying case that she had used to bring Milo to see Mikan with. Her cat was staring up at her through the holes in the case, wondering what was wrong.
“It’s okay, Milo. I won’t let you die.”
One day, Milo realized that Izuku had left the house. He still came by quite often, having meals with his mother and Eri, or just stopping by to talk to them, but he didn’t keep his belongings there anymore, and his bed often went unused (well, humans didn’t use it. That was now Milo’s bed whenever Eri wasn’t home.)
It was a…strange time at the Midoriya household those days. Inko would alternate between being happy and sad (though both emotions were manifested by an outpouring of tears.) Eri meanwhile clearly missed her big brother, sulking in his room at the time of day that she would have otherwise been playing a game or doing homework with Izuku, and being even more demonstrative whenever he did show up. It was also notable that the Midoriyas were seeing Ippan more often now, and quite often, Milo could detect Izuku’s scent on Ippan and vice versa, indicating that they were spending more time together.
Needless to say though, with both Inko and Eri struggling with Izuku’s absence, Milo had his work cut out for him as he had to be more active in cheering the two up. Thankfully, there were still plenty of other visitors to the Midoriya household as Inko and Eri made more friends, so even if Izuku wasn’t living there anymore, it was still a happy home.
One day though, this happiness experienced a slight check.
It wasn’t necessarily anything bad experience, just a startling one. One second, Milo was standing on the couch, staring out the window at a bird that he wanted to catch, and the next he was in his bed with Eri kneeling over him, with her hands outstretched. Quite literally, one second he was on the couch, the next he was in his bed. It just seemed to happen instantaneously, and Milo had no idea why he was lying down, with Eri all of a sudden appearing in front of him as if she had materialized out of thin air.
Understandably, he yeowed a bit, startled as he was by the sudden change, which in turn startled Eri as she flinched and fell back in shock from Milo suddenly freaking out. Once Milo had gotten his heart to calm down and he was able to register his surroundings, he realized Eri was concerned, and went to try to calm her.
Milo was still trying to piece together what had just happened when he was taken to the vet.
Eri watched the vet checking over her cat nervously. Dr. Suna was nice man, with a dragon-like mutation that made him look like Lyle Sander from his talk show, something that Dr. Suna had just chuckled and shook his head to in response when Eri had pointed out to him. Milo seemed perfectly fine, but he had also seemed so scared when Eri had Rewound him, and Eri was scared that she had hurt him in the process of trying to make him feel better after sneezing so much and being so tired for the last week. If Eri wasn’t so scared for her friend, she might have been bothered by the fact that Inko had grounded her for the first time in her life for using her Quirk on Milo like that.
Finally, Dr. Suna finished looking over Milo and picked up the lab results from his bloodwork.
“Okay…thankfully, Milo doesn’t seem to have been hurt in any physical way from your Quirk.” The veterinarian announced, letting Eri breathe out in relief.
“The problem is, he’s still sick.”
“What?” Eri remarked, startled. “But…he’s not sneezing anymore, and he seems fine!”
“Yes, he’s not sneezing anymore, and he doesn’t have any obvious symptoms,” Dr. Suna agreed before holding up Milo’s lab results; “but his bloodwork shows that he’s still positive for a sinus infection.” Seeing Eri stammer in confusion, the vet tried to explain further; “You said that you only meant to Rewind him a few days, to the point before he started sneezing?”
“Yes…” Eri nodded in response.
“It seems that you only Rewound him to the point before he started exhibiting symptoms, not before he contracted the disease.” Dr. Suna gently rubbed at Milo’s head, eliciting a purr from the gray cat. “There’s usually a brief period between infection and the onset of symptoms; you just brought Milo to that point.”
“Oh…so I needed to Rewind him further?” Eri suggested.
“Eri!” Inko scolded, making the little girl wince. “I don’t want you using your Quirk when you don’t understand how it could affect what you’re using it on!”
“But…I just wanted to help Milo…he was sick, and I didn’t want him to be hurt…”
Inko didn’t have the heart to scold Eri further, putting her hand on the little girl’s shoulder. Dr. Suna chose to explain more:
“Midoriya, all Milo had was a sinus infection. We can treat it easily with antibiotics. However, imagine if there was some underlying condition to what Milo was dealing with that we didn’t know about, one that could have led to him getting sick again. While your Quirk helped Milo deal with the symptoms, we couldn’t guarantee that it would fix the actual reason for those symptoms. Say, for example, he accidentally swallowed a piece of one of his toys? If he started to throw up or have bloody stool, your Quirk might have brought him back to the point before the debris started to affect him, but the debris would have still been there. Your Quirk can only Rewind living things after all, it wouldn’t have affected something like that inside of his body, and eventually it would have started hurting him again.”
Eri bowed her head contritely as her mistake was spelled out for her. Taking pity on Eri, Inko asked another question in her stead:
“Why was Milo so scared after being Rewound though? I’ve never seen him freak out so much.”
Dr. Suna looked over at Milo.
“If I had to guess, I think that when Midoriya Rewound Milo, she didn’t just Rewind his sinuses, but his brain as well.” Dr. Suna pointed to his temple for emphasis while looking at Eri. “That would mean that you removed his memory back to the point that you Rewound him. From Milo’s perspective, he found himself in a completely different location from where he was at from that point. He was probably startled by the realization he had no idea how he got where he was.”
“I…removed his memory?” Eri repeated, scared at the implications.
“Only by about a few days. I don’t think that it would cause any lasting damage, if any true damage at all.” Dr. Suna reassured Eri, “Though I would recommend learning how to avoid that side effect if you ever use your Quirk like this again.”
That was just it, though. Despite her panic about possibly hurting Milo, now that Eri had a clearer idea of what had happened, she still wanted to use Rewind if she could help someone that she cared about.
“I…I want to help people…” she whimpered. “I can’t just let someone be hurting if there’s something I can do about it…What’s the point of learning how to control my Quirk if I’m not going to use it to help people?” Eri asked, tears starting to run down her face. Though she was upset, Eri was calm enough to let Inko hug her. Dr. Suna looked at the two for a moment, and sighed.
“Midoriya, your Quirk is an amazing blessing. It might be one of the greatest healing Quirks of all time. Legally, you are within your right to use Rewind to heal…” the vet’s gaze shifted over to Inko, “if you get your mother’s permission, that is…but I would personally recommend that the next time that you want to try to use Rewind on Milo, you still bring him here so we know exactly what needs to be Rewound before you use your Quirk. Perhaps if you have a more specific idea, you can use your Quirk on just what you want to Rewind and avoid the side effect of memory loss.” The vet chuckled to himself. “Trust me, I know enough about how pets feel about the vet to know that they would find waking up in my office with no context for how they got there quite the cause for alarm. I’d rather avoid a cat going ballistic while I have my hands on him.”
The joke got Eri and Inko to chuckle, helping Eri to calm down.
She had to admit that her mom and Dr. Suna were right; it was far too dangerous for her to use her Quirk on Milo without completely understanding what it could do. Eri had been around Izuku enough to realize that there were a lot more intricacies to even the most mundane-appearing of Quirks than most people would ever realize, and Rewind was anything if mundane. She shuddered again at the thought that she could have hurt Milo, that she could have done to her beloved cat what she had done to her fa…Eri stopped that line of thinking before she went to far. She had been an infant. There was no way that she could have known what was happening, let alone how to control her Quirk at the time. Now though, she knew what it could do. Both the horrible ways that her Quirk could go wrong, but also the amazing ways her Quirk could help people. Frightening though Rewind might be, she couldn’t just box it up; she had to use it. She would use it. She would be a hero like Mirio. Timidly, Eri turned to her mother.
“Mom…do you think we could try that?”
Inko was conflicted for a moment, perhaps thinking the same things as Eri, before sighing and patting Eri’s head.
“I’m still not entirely comfortable with this…I don’t want you to accidentally do something that you might regret…but I understand how much it can hurt someone to be kept from helping others. I can show you some of my medical textbooks to give you an idea of where to start off from. Besides that, we’re going to need to redouble your Quirk control lessons, perhaps ask if Izuku can come over more often to help you out again so you can be more specific with Rewind.”
“Thank you, Mama!” Eri squealed, hugging Inko, who hugged her back.
“You’re still grounded, though.”
“…Aw…”
After that strange day where Milo found himself so startled and was taken to see the man that looked like a spiky black lizard, Milo noticed that Eri spent a lot more time reading very big books. It was a bit of a toss-up as to whether she would laugh or be annoyed at Milo for laying down on a book that she happened to be reading.
In the passing years, things went on mostly as they had before. Milo lived comfortably with Eri and Inko; playing with Eri, watching over her, and making sure that she was happy and felt safe. There were however a few incidents of note to Milo.
The first was when a man Milo hadn’t seen before came to the Midoriya’s home and spent some time talking to Eri, Inko, and Izuku, who was at the house at the time. What was notable about this though was how the Midoriyas reacted to this old man; they were wary, there tones more reserved as they spoke to him. For her part, Eri was nervous, which would have made Milo defensive, if it weren’t for the fact that this old man seemed even more nervous than Eri was, and as Milo detected the man’s scent, he realized that the old man was related to Eri. Beyond being nervous, the man seemed to be in pain as he spoke to Eri, barely holding himself together and even weeping as he spoke with the Midoriyas. It got to the point that Milo couldn’t stand to see the man so upset, and went to try to rub against the man’s legs in comfort. Slowly, through the course of the conversation, the Midoriyas slowly let their guard down and became more trusting to the man being in their house. Eventually, Eri went up to the man and gave him a hug, to which the man broke down completely and embraced her as Eri called her ‘grandpa.’ Afterwards, the man wasn’t as constant a presence in the Midoriyas’ lives as their other friends, but Eri’s grandpa would visit from time to time, so Milo made sure to greet him when he did. Milo thought that the man appreciated that.
Then, there were the changes that occurred in Izuku’s life, and that of Ippan’s, though now whenever she came over (there was now a larger door built into the front to make it easier for her to come in,) the Midoriyas would all refer to her as ‘Josei.’ Izuku and Josei visited so often that their presences, albeit welcomed, came to be a regular fixture for Milo, and he wondered why the family was living apart at all. However, on one visit, Milo detected something new.
It was just a normal dinner, when Milo realized that something was different about Josei. He couldn’t quite figure it out, but the closer he got to her, the more it stuck out. He jumped into her lap as she was eating, and sensed that it was something close to her stomach. Milo proceeded to nudge at Josei’s stomach and meow loudly to get everyone’s attention.
The next day, after the Midoriyas were absent for some time, they all came back far more excited than usual. Milo found himself being passed between Eri and Josei as the two laughed and cried, dancing around the room. Izuku followed his mate around, muttering at an even faster rate than normal to the point that it started to grate on Milo’s sense of hearing, though he didn’t hold that against Izuku as he was clearly just as excited and happy as anyone else. Inko was as well…though Milo hoped that she didn’t hold it against him that he kept his distance from her; it was already hard to get dry after getting drenched with water, doubly so from tears.
Over the next few months, the change in Josei became more noticeable as her stomach swelled up. Eri and Inko enjoyed putting their ears up against Josei’s womb to listen to the heartbeat of the new life growing inside.
Finally, Josei and Izuku brought a cradle with them into the Midoriya house, and lowered it to show Milo the human kitten inside.
Inori, as they called her, was only two days old, but already the size of a one-year-old, due to inheriting her mother’s Quirk and appearance, albeit mixed with green instead of cyan fur, and an unruly mop of blue hair. Despite her size though, Milo knew to be gentle as he crawled up onto the edge of the kitten’s cradle, taking in Inori’s scent. The human kitten (or since she looked so fox-like, was it human kit?) gurgled sleepily, her nose twitching as she smelled something new, her eyelids opening slightly to reveal emerald-like orbs.
“Hello, kitten.” Milo meowed.
Inori’s still-developing eyes managed to see Milo, and the infant reached out sleepily to touch the new creature. Milo only moved his head slightly to avoid Inori accidentally poking him in the eye, letting her paw around his head before Inori got too tired and closed her eyes again. With the kitten sleeping, Milo curled up on top of her to protect the new member of the family.
Izuku and Josei continued to bring Inori over, so Milo got to see as the new kitten grew. As Inori’s eyes opened, it became her favorite game to follow after Milo as he led her around the house, first by crawling, then when she began to walk.
A year after Inori was born, Milo detected the same familiar sensation from Josei’s belly, and months later, she and Izuku introduced Milo to their son, Issho. The new kitten was very different from his big sister; he was covered in green scales, and had a tail, wings, and little nubby horns. He reacted much like Inori did when Milo greeted him though, hugging the cat close to him as he slept in his cradle.
Eri quickly grew fond of her niece and nephew; acting out little plays with dolls and making the two clap and laugh with glee, or rolling a ball to the two to encourage them to pass back and forth, at least until Milo would get excited and chase after it, which they all seemed to enjoy more, anyway.
Like Inori and Issho, Eri was also growing at this time, seemingly becoming taller each day, no longer being the scared little kitten Milo knew when Shota was taking care of her. She’d spend more time with Satsuki and her other friends, slowly growing more independent of Inko and no longer needing her mother’s constant presence to avoid having a panic attack.
On Eri’s twelfth birthday, she got something Milo heard referred to as a ‘microscope’ that would spend a great deal of time with; using it to look at small glass slides that Eri put saliva from mouth swabs or small shavings from her horn on. When Eri did this, she’d seem almost lost in another world as so much of her attention was on this activity; staring through her microscope, reading her giant textbooks, or writing notes in a manner akin to Izuku. She’d also spend a lot more time practicing her Quirk; Rewinding plants and insects to various states. When she was like this, Milo would have to get up on the table next to her and meow loudly to get her to snap out of it and to try to remind her that she needed to eat and sleep, though thankfully Inko was just as dutiful in this regard.
There came a time though when Milo found himself the subject of Eri’s Quirk. He had landed on a leg awkwardly in a manner that made his knee hurt. Eri noticed him limping, and brought him to the spiky, black-scaled vet again. This time, after being examined by the vet, he nodded to Eri before stepping back with Inko and Izuku, who were both speaking words of encouragement to her. Eri stepped up to Milo, petting and calming him, before enveloping his hurt leg in the light of her Quirk. Suddenly, Milo didn’t feel pain anymore, and he purred in gratitude to Eri.
Dr. Suna had looked over Milo, and couldn’t see any problems with him. Eri had done it. She had finally figured out how to use her Quirk to help her friend. If he ever got hurt or sick again, Eri would be able to help him.
And this was only the beginning. Eri had taken to mimicking her big brother’s hobby of Quirk analysis, though her focus was primarily on her own Quirk. Rewind had so much potential for medical purposes; Ms. Suzenji had joked with her in the past about how Eri could have become the next Recovery Girl if there were still heroes. Eri certainly liked to fantasize about that; being a hero and saving people the way that Mirio did, but she had recently been more interested in another avenue of how her Quirk could be used; specifically, the idea of artificially recreating her Quirk without her having to be physically present. This had led to her studying her own cells, either taken from mouth swabs or shavings from her horn. If Eri could replicate the effect that her cells had, then it could be possible that she could use that ability to create medicines that could cure almost any disease! The harrowing part about Eri’s ambitions though was how she knew that this was possible. Someone had already done something very similar, after all.
As much as it appalled Eri to think about, she had gotten an idea from Chisaki’s experiments, discovering how her cells carried the effect of Rewind. Chisaki was an evil fool, but he was smart enough to figure out how to use Eri’s cells to Rewind a person’s Quirk factor. This made Eri wonder; could she alter the effect her cells had to Rewind other genetic factors? Perhaps she could use such a method to treat genetic damage caused by radiation and poisons, or genetic disorders such as cystic fibrosis? Maybe even cancer?
Eri was snapped out of her musings as she stared at her notes by the sound of Milo meowing at her. She smiled, pulling her friend into her lap and cuddling with him. Milo had a tendency to get annoyed when Eri was working too long. It was probably best to get an early night’s sleep after all; she had the UA Entrance Exams tomorrow!
Milo noticed that as a new spring came around, Eri started to wear a uniform very similar to the one Izuku used to wear before he set out on his own, or rather, the uniform that all the humans her age wore in UA. Eri started to make new friends in this next chapter of her life, though thankfully she was able to keep her old ones as well, including Satsuki, whom Eri would often bring Milo to visit as she had moved into the dorms on the UA campus. It seemed though that Satsuki was in a separate class from Eri though, as Eri also brought Milo over to meet new friends in a separate dorm. Milo couldn’t help but preen a little at the attention that he got from all the other students living in the dorms. Milo liked to think that he made Eri just a bit more popular for this.
Despite the fun of playing with the students in Eri’s year, Milo noticed when students were upset and needed him to cuddle up to. The students each had issues just as anyone else would; stress, rivalries, etc. Thankfully, it felt as if whatever miasma that had been hanging over everything, that had made the world outside of the Midoriya household feel so much more hostile had dissipated over the years. One day shortly after Eri first started UA, Milo met someone who would become far more significant in his and Eri’s life.
Milo was wandering through the halls of the dorm, deciding to explore one of the upper floors. Usually, there wasn’t much of interest here, at least nothing he could get to, as usually the doors on these floors were closed. This time though, one of the doors was ajar. Milo squeezed his head through, to see a young man sitting at a desk, absorbed in his reading. Milo had seen this young man before, but he generally kept to himself, getting anxious whenever someone spoke to him. Milo approached the young man, who hadn’t noticed that he had a visitor. The cat could smell on his sweat that the young man had been sitting in that position for quite a while; probably longer than was healthy. It was a situation that Milo had encountered often with Eri, so he responded the same way. He jumped onto the young man’s desk, but he was so engrossed in his reading that he still didn’t notice Milo.
“Meow.” Milo said to get the young man’s attention. This worked, as the young man jumped and shouted at Milo’s sudden appearance. As the young man stared at Milo in confusion, the cat crawled onto his lap, curled up, and started purring. The young man was confused, but unfortunately pinned by Milo’s presence.
Unfortunately, Milo’s fun was cut short as he heard Eri’s voice calling from the hallway, having realized that he had gone missing. She came into the room, and she and the young man shared apologetic words before Eri pulled Milo from his nap spot. As Eri picked Milo up, besides picking up on the young man’s name as ‘Shimano,’ Milo happened to notice Shimano’s pulse quicken, and for him to start sweating for some reason. Before Eri could leave though, she stopped as she noticed the book that Shimano had been reading. She pointed at it, and started to speak more excitedly to Shimano, recognizing it. Shimano responded, relaxing somewhat. This led to a longer conversation than what the two probably meant to get into, culminating in Eri convincing the reclusive young man to follow her down to the common room of the dorms where they could play a game of chess. The two continued to talk, oddly engrossed in each other’s company. Milo liked to think that he was responsible for this.
MIDORIYA ERI’S QUIRK (REWIND) ANALYSIS FOR THE FUTURE:
(Pg. 61)
Shimano recently admitted to me that he lost his Quirk, ‘Cell Activation’ to the villain ‘Nine’ when he was six, who also stole his father’s Quirk. While one of the things that I admire about him is how dedicated he is to becoming a doctor (which he sees as the closest thing to being a hero now that the system’s been dissolved) despite this loss, I brought up the idea of me using Rewind to try to restore his and his father’s Quirks, and he said that he’d let me try if I wanted to.
However, I have to ask; Can Rewind restore a stolen Quirk? Based off of Chisaki’s notes (requiring two very uncomfortable conversations to get ahold of; one with Mom and Izuku when I first brought up that I wanted Chisaki’s old notes, and one with Ms. Yaoyorozu to ask for them from police lock-up,) Rewind can restore a Quirk that it has erased. Chisaki used my cells to Rewind people’s Quirk factor, but also used my cells to create an antidote that could undo the damage, so theoretically, this should be within my capabilities. However, is erasing a Quirk the same thing as stealing a Quirk?
Ms. Shuzenji brought up this concern to me when I first talked to her about my idea of using Rewind to restore Shimano’s Quirk, mentioning a reservation that she had. While she wouldn’t explain how or why she thinks this, she believes that Quirks possess something called a ‘Vestige,’ essentially, a portion of the individual’s soul. She believes that when All For One, or in this case, Nine, took a Quirk, they also took a Vestige. She is worried that even if I could potentially restore someone’s genetics so that they possess a Quirk Factor, restoring what is essentially, a portion of someone’s soul is beyond me. Rewind can’t bring back the dead, after all.
(Not yet, anyway. Perhaps a future project.)
Thinking about it though, I believe that my idea should still work. Consider how the Quirk Erasing bullets were supposed to function: They were supposed to Rewind a target’s genetics to a previous state of evolution (I balk a bit at the assumptions here; I’ve met a lot of people that I would consider ‘unevolved’ in comparison to Izuku, Chisaki especially,) thus bringing the DNA back to a point that they didn’t possess a Quirk. How then though could an antidote, also made from my cells and harnessing the power of Rewind, restore a Quirk? Rewind can only bring a target back in a point in time, not forward. Logically, rewinding one’s genetics further shouldn’t be able to restore something that they would have only gained at a later point in time. My understanding is that the Erasure bullets only targeted the Quirk factor in the DNA, while the antidote affected the cells of the target, acting as a more encompassing area; rewinding the cells to a point that they previously had the Quirk factor, even if the genes are at a state in which they could be considered never having possessed a Quirk factor. Think of it like a save file on a computer: A Quirk could be a line of data that was deleted from a corrupted file, thus preventing the data from being restored. In this case, the cell acts as a back-up hard drive with a copy of the file before it was corrupted. This file is then saved over the previously corrupted file, thus restoring the data. Considering this, Rewind should be able to restore Quirks that have been stolen. Even if Ms. Shuzenji’s claim about Quirks possessing Vestiges is correct, the effect should have been the same between someone who has had their Quirk stolen and someone who has had their Quirk erased. My Quirk can’t restore the dead, but apparently it can restore the Quirk factor to cells, which would mean that it can restore a Vestige. (NOTE: If Shuzenji’s theory is correct, perhaps a ‘Vestige’ isn’t necessarily a part of a human’s soul, but more an expression of a soul, manifesting in the form of a Quirk. It’s too bad that the human soul isn’t something that we can really study to verify Shuzenji’s idea; it sounds fascinating!)
There is still a problem though, even if Rewind should theoretically be able to restore Shimano’s Quirk; that being the limitations of Rewind itself. Rewind doesn’t always follow an understandable pattern, but so far, I’ve been led to believe that there are several factors that limit when it can work: 1) The amount of energy I’ve accumulated in my horn, 2) The amount of time by which I want to Rewind something (the farther back I want to Rewind something, the more energy I need to exert,) and 3) The amount of mass that I am trying to Rewind. (More mass requires more energy. This is why I wasn’t able to Rewind Aizawa back when he lost his eye and leg.)
I wish that I could have healed him before he was murdered. Maybe I could have saved him.
There are also a few other factors to consider in how well Rewind works. Izuku has mentioned how one’s emotions can affect the strength of a Quirk; the stronger one’s emotions, the more powerful the Quirk can become (see Mr. Tokoyami and Dark Shadow for the most obvious examples.)
The problem here though is primarily related to point #2: Shimano and his father lost their Quirks almost ten years ago. Generally, I have only ever rewound something by a few months, at most. Theoretically, with enough power stockpiled in my horn, I should be able to do it, but I’m not sure how much power I would need, and I don’t have a good way of measuring it. There is a possibility that the limit is less than the span of time that I would need to Rewind Shimano’s Quirk Factor, and I would risk exhausting myself for nothing, like when I tried to heal Aizawa’s injuries.
…However, perhaps I don’t need to directly use my Quirk here. After all, I have the notes on how to create a formula that specifically restores the Quirk Factor in one’s cells; all I would need is a small amount of my blood.
If this works, I’m going to ask Grandpa to film Chisaki’s reaction during his next visit. I want to see the look on Chisaki’s face when he finds out that his most enduring impact on the world is the creation of a formula that restores Quirks.
Please…please let this work. Katsuma is such a good friend to me…
Milo hadn’t had an experience like this since Issho was born. He could tell that Shimano and his sister and father were happy, but they just kept crying as they were hugging Eri, who seemed flustered by the attention. It was strange, because the only noticeable change about Shimano was how his hands kept on emitting a glowing green light.
Whatever the case, the humans were happy, which made Milo happy. The Shimanos ended up having dinner with the Midoriyas (including Izuku and Inko,) though Milo couldn’t help but notice that Eri and Shimano were holding hands again below the table. They had actually been doing this for a few months now. Milo approved of this though; Shimano, or as Eri had been calling him, Katsuma, was a good young man. Eri always seemed happy when she was studying, playing games, talking with, or otherwise spending time with him.
The Midoriya household had another experience like this just a few days later; this time when a group of three women and one man that all smelled like cats came over, so obviously they got along well with Milo. This time, it was a green-haired woman with big round yellow eyes named Shiretoko who was hugging and sobbing happily over Eri, while all of Shiretoko’s friends were crying and hugging her. Shiretoko then spent the next hour just looking around the apartment, her eyes glowing rainbow-colored as her attention was caught by something beyond the walls. Milo could understand that; he got the same way when he was tracking a mouse or bird outside.
A short while later, Eri’s grandfather dropped by on one of his monthly visits, and gave Eri a small flash drive. She plugged this into her laptop, which started playing a video of Eri’s grandfather talking to an armless man in a cell. As the man heard whatever Eri’s grandfather was saying, his eyes went wide and he groaned out in horror. All the while, Eri had an unusually smug smile on her face while she was holding up both her middle fingers to the computer.
The next few years passed by without particular note. Eri went to school, spent time with friends, with family, and grew more in her relationship with Katsuma. Milo meanwhile stayed at home, idly wiling the hours away as he waited for Eri to come back; napping, climbing over the furniture or his cat tower, playing with what toys he could, and then greeting Eri when she came back home. Too often, Eri was engrossed in her studies, whether it was with reading something, writing something, or looking at something through her microscope, and Milo took it upon himself to make sure that she remembered to have fun and relax so that she wasn’t stressed. For her part, Eri made sure that Milo was taken care of; that he had enough food, that he was warm and safe, and that he had something to stimulate him like a new toy or scent when she wasn’t around. Eri still liked to have Milo with her when she slept, visited her friends in the dorms, or watched movies (which were fun for Milo as he was draw by all the movements and sounds on the TV.)
There were a few more visits to the black lizard vet, Dr. Suna, though these seemed shorter than any Milo remembered from his time living with Shota, as any time Milo felt some kind of ache or sickness, it would always end as Eri enveloped Milo in the white light from her horn. Afterwards, Milo would feel fine.
One day, things changed again. Milo had been noticing that Eri had been feeling both excited and stressed for some time as the winter months of Eri’s third year at UA came to a close, spending more and more time working tirelessly at her desk as she read and wrote, rebuffing any of Milo’s attempts to get her to take a break beyond allowing him to cuddle up in her lap and try to soothe her with his purring. Thankfully, this culminated one day in an unexplained outpouring of relief from Eri, as she finally stopped spending so much time working and thankfully was able to relax. Inko was alternating between happy and sad in a way that felt vaguely familiar to Milo, back in the days before Izuku left the home.
As it turned out, history was repeating itself. Eri began packing up all of her things, including Milo. Once her room was mostly bare, Eri had a moment with Inko. Eri, no longer a scared little kitten, started crying like one as she and her adoptive mother embraced each other. Inko picked Milo up.
“Milo…you take care of my little girl, alright?”
Milo could understand very little of what humans said, but he understood enough.
Eri and Milo moved into a new apartment, though thankfully, Eri was not alone, as the familiar face of Satsuki joined them in their small, but still comfortable new home. For the most part, things progressed mostly the same as they had been for the past few years. Eri continued to work, leaving Milo behind, and then come back at the end of the day, tired and grateful for Milo welcoming her home (Milo noticed that Eri smelled like Dr. Suna’s office, albeit with none of the scents of other animals and more just other humans.) There were new friends, occasional visits from Inko and Izuku, and thankfully, Katsuma continued to be there for Eri. The young man would often greet Eri at her apartment and the two would head off to wherever it was they were going, only to come back later, hugging each other or doing a strange human practice where they pecked each other on the mouth.
There were a few deviations from this pattern; sometimes Eri would bring Milo back home to see Inko, sometimes to see Izuku & Josei; Inori & Issho were still just as happy to see their aunt and Milo as always, but these deviations were more the exception than the norm.
One change that Milo noticed though was how much more often he had to go see Dr. Suna the older that he got. It became easier for him to get hurt, and his joints would act up more. He sometimes didn’t want to eat because his food didn’t taste or smell as good as it used to. There were times where he couldn’t hear or see as easily. However, before he could ever come to terms with these problems, Eri would notice Milo acting unusually, and take him to see Dr. Suna, where she would use her Quirk on Milo. At that point, Milo would feel as spry as he ever did; food tasted good again, he could walk and jump without issue, and he could see and hear just fine.
For the next few years, this was the pattern that Milo’s life followed. It was however, a pattern that Milo appreciated. He was safe, warm, and fed, and while Eri was often hard at work, she was also happy and safe. They had good times together; the two of them playing with Milo’s toys, talking back and forth to each other even if they couldn’t understand what the other was saying, or sitting on the couch, Eri wrapping them both up in a blanket while they watched a movie or simply sitting in contended silence, Eri idly stroking Milo’s back as he purred in satisfaction.
Several years later, Milo recognized a similar pattern of behavior to what Eri had gone through before she had moved out. She became absorbed in her work, stressing out far more than what would make sense for someone doing nothing but sitting at a table and staring at a book, and as before, Milo tried to soothe Eri’s nerves. And as before, it all seemed to end one day in an unexplained outpouring of relief from Eri, who hugged Milo close before dancing around her apartment, laughing. The same night, several of Eri’s family and friends came over, eating, drinking, and dancing. Milo heard several of the guests refer to Eri as ‘Doctor Midoriya,’ whatever that meant. Eventually though, the guests left in good spirits, until the only one left was Katsuma, who took Milo into another room while Eri was cleaning.
“Hey, Milo, could you help me with something?”
Katsuma hooked something that Milo couldn’t see onto his collar before sitting him down and fleeing the room, leaving Milo confused.
“Milo? Milo?”
Milo heard Eri’s voice calling him from the living room, prompting him to run back to her. Eri was sitting on the couch next to Katsuma, pretending that he was reading a magazine while Eri looked as if she was about to get up in concern as to where her cat was. Thankfully, Milo leapt onto the couch with her to let her know that he was still there, making Eri laugh. However, as Eri held Milo up in her arms, she gasped and tensed up. Slowly, she pulled off what Katsuma had hooked unto Milo’s collar; a small gold ring with a diamond attached.
Milo was unsettled at Eri’s sudden reaction; she was startled, but slowly, tears were starting to come out of her eyes, as she covered her mouth to stifle her whimpers, and yet, Milo hadn’t seen her this happy since they day she had first started calling herself ‘Midoriya.’ Katsuma had kneeled on the floor in front of her, only for Eri to suddenly tackle him in a hug, laughing all the while. Milo didn’t understand it, but his kitten was happy, and that was what mattered.
Eri’s happiness persisted for quite a while. Eventually, she brought Milo to a new building, where he was handed off to Izuku’s care for the time being. Now, Milo liked Izuku a great deal; he was a wonderful big brother for Eri. However, Milo couldn’t help but be a little annoyed with Eri for leaving him with one of the two biggest criers in the room, as both Izuku and his mother were sobbing their eyes out for some reason. Thankfully, Josei took hold of Milo (even though she was crying a bit herself) before Eri finally showed up in a long white dress. There was silence from the large room of people apart from Eri, Katsuma, and some old man at the front of the room, until suddenly Katsuma and Eri locked lips and everyone started cheering. It was just one of those strange things about humans that Milo had come to accept over the years; they weren’t always happy, scared, or angry for an obvious reason, but Milo could be glad that Eri was so happy, particularly when she finally took hold of him and brought him to her and Katsuma’s table. It still confused Milo to no end how humans kept on changing their names; usually it was ‘Eri,’ but in the past it was ‘Aizawa,’ then it was ‘Midoriya,’ but now everyone besides Eri’s close friends and family were calling her ‘Shimano,’ which was just befuddling to Milo, since he was pretty sure that was one of Katsuma’s names.
After this, Milo went with Eri and Katsuma to another new place up in the mountains for about a week. It became apparent from that point that instead of coming and going, Katsuma was going to be living with Eri and Milo from then on. Milo liked this; it was a nice change of pace from people like Mikan, Tetsuya, Izuku, and Inko leaving his and Eri’s life and to instead become a part of it. Eri and Katsuma spent most of their time in the mountains with each other, though they didn’t mind Milo being with them either when they were in the house, snuggled together on the couch in front of a fire.
They didn’t return to the apartment after that, but instead a new house, much bigger than before. It was a nice place; Milo quickly sought out the heating vents and took to napping on them. Life seemed to settle into a familiar pattern again; Eri and Katsuma would feed Milo and then leave in the morning, only to return in the afternoon with the familiar human-vet-like smell. They would still spend a lot of their time hovering over books, or in this case, writing and drawing on a whiteboard with each other, though Milo made sure to remind them to play with him and relax, which he believed they appreciated.
For some time, this pattern played out in a manner similar to what Eri and Milo’s life had been like for the past few years. However, after a while, Milo felt as if things for some reason had started to become…confusing.
Such as the case that Milo currently found himself in, trying to find his food bowl. Somehow, he kept misplacing it in this new place! It wasn’t just his bowl either, it was his toys, his bed, sometimes, he even lost track of Eri and Katsuma!
“Eri? Eri, where are you? I can’t find my food bowl? Are you okay?” He called out. This wasn’t good, he was supposed to watch over his kitten.
This wasn’t the first time that this had happened, though thankfully, Eri or Katsuma would usually find Milo when he called out to them. Oddly enough though, when this happened, or when Milo found Eri and Katsuma on his own, they were usually asleep, or otherwise brought him back to their room so they could go back to sleep. In fact, they spent a lot of their time sleeping when Milo was awake, only to sometimes jolt Milo awake when he was sleeping. Milo couldn’t understand why things were happening like that.
As Milo walked, he felt something clinging to his leg. He looked down, and saw that a dust bunny had adhered to a matted section of his fur.
This was another frustration. It felt that Milo’s fur wasn’t as clean as it normally was. When he checked himself, he’d find far more mats and tangles than he was comfortable with. Why, if Mikan was still around and saw him in this state, she’d pin him down and clean him herself! It was strange because he was usually so fastidious in this regard (in large part because of Mikan’s discipline,) so Milo was at a loss as to why he kept allowing his coat to get like that.
…What was he trying to do, again?
“Milo?”
Milo jumped at the sudden sound of Eri’s voice. It took a moment for Milo to realize that he must have been staring at the wall for…how long? Milo decided not to let it bother him, relieved as he was to have found Eri again, and he started to rub his scent against his kitten’s legs before Eri picked him up and carried him to where his food bowl had gone. He meowed his thanks and gratefully dug into his dinner.
Despite it all though, Milo was happy. Yes, he could get lost in this new home, but Eri and Katsuma were kind enough to help Milo find his food bowl or his toys when he lost them. Eri had been brushing Milo more often as well, perhaps to help him stay clean. Sometimes things could be confusing to Milo, but Eri was happy, and so was he.
Eri stroked the purring Milo anxiously as Dr. Suna looked over his notes. Katsuma hadn’t needed to come, but had come along anyway because he knew that Eri was worried, which she loved about him. He shouldn’t have to worry though, she shouldn’t have to worry. Milo had been sick before, and it had always ended with Dr. Suna explaining what was wrong, and Eri using her Quirk to heal Milo.
True, Milo’s behavior had been concerning; he hadn’t been eating as much, he had been awake at night and asleep during the day, he wasn’t cleaning himself like he should, he had several accidents before getting to his litter box, and there were particularly unsettling periods where Eri would see Milo simply staring blankly off into the distance.
However, that was why they were here. Dr. Suna would explain what was wrong with Milo, tell Eri what she’d need to Rewind with her cat, and he’d be literally as good as new. So, why was Dr. Suna so much more serious now?
Finally, the vet looked up at Eri.
“Based off of what you’ve told me and these scans, I’m afraid that Milo has dementia. His brain appears to be atrophying.”
Eri grimaced slightly at the explanation, despite the fact that she should be used to this by now as a doctor herself. She should really have expected this at some point; Eri had used Rewind to heal practically every other part of Milo to treat his various injuries and illnesses over the years. Milo’s body was that of a much younger cat; Eri had been purposefully avoiding his brain ever since she had first met Dr. Suna, it had only been a matter of time until his brain started to have problems.
“Okay, so, what part of his brain do I need to Rewind to fix this?”
Dr. Suna shook his head in response.
“I’m afraid that it’s not that simple. It is, after all, the parts of Milo’s brain that are dedicated to his memory that are atrophying. You could potentially Rewind Milo to a point that his dementia wouldn’t affect him, but only at the cost of the memory after the state that you would Rewind him to.”
Dr. Suna gave Eri a moment to take this in. She had grown so used to using Rewind to heal, that to find herself in a situation where it didn’t work for someone that needed it was galling to her. As Eri was still reeling from this revelation, Dr. Suna spoke up again in a more somber voice.
“Furthermore…I must warn you, I’m not certain how much longer Milo has, but based off of my scans, I don’t think that it’s going to be very long. Milo’s brain is going to keep on degrading until it simply stops working.”
Eri felt her heart freeze in her chest, and she hugged Milo closer to her. Milo meowed in discomfort at this, pawing at Eri’s arm in a way so similar to what Katsuma was doing.
No. She wasn’t going to allow this.
“Well…I don’t like the idea of removing Milo’s memories, but if the alternative is that he dies, I don’t see any other option!” She said, getting ready to put Milo onto the table and go ahead with the procedure. “I just won’t Rewind Milo too far. Just a few months or so, before he started having problems.”
Dr. Suna though raised his hand to stop Eri.
“Dr. Shimano, please, let me say something. Milo is your cat, and you are within your right to do this, but this isn’t like the previous times that you were able to heal Milo. In those cases, you used Rewind to treat injuries or diseases; things which were preventable depending on Milo’s situation. Here though, this is something that would have happened to Milo sooner or later. If you Rewind him, his dementia will just happen later on.”
Eri had Milo on the table and flinched, but still kept a hold on him.
“Well…I’ll just keep Rewinding him then…”
“Dr. Shimano,” Dr. Suna interrupted, “Think about this from Milo’s perspective.”
Eri froze, looking at Milo’s face. Milo meowed at her, curious about what was going on.
“Think about what it would be like if someone were to remove your memory, over and over. Your loved ones grow older, while you stay the same, only to lose the experiences that you’ve had with your loved ones, even though they remember. It would be as if your family were to suddenly be old and grey without any explanation. All the while, all the experiences that you had with your family would be lost to you. True, your family would still have them, but you would not. Would you feel comfortable forgetting about your adoption? Your marriage? Even the difficult memories of people that you have lost?”
The examples Dr. Suna rattled off each hit Eri like a punch to the gut. Getting rescued from Chisaki. Spending time with Mirio. Meeting Izuku. Meeting the woman who would become her mother. Meeting and forgiving her grandfather. Satsuki. Katsuma. UA. College. And of course, all of the memories that she had with Milo. This kind little kitten who came up to her when she was scared of practically everything around her, scared even of herself, and had made friends with her. Who had slept in her bed and made the bad dreams go away. Who entrusted himself to her care when Shota had been murdered. Who had been with her on bad days, or when her memories came back to haunt her, only to keep her grounded with his simple presence.
“No matter how far back you Rewound him, from his perspective, he would be constantly stuck at this age, losing whatever experience you hope to have with him. Is that what he would want?”
Eri trembled, and she felt Katsuma’s arm around her shoulder as Dr. Suna continued.
“Dr. Shimano, you’ve taken very good care of Milo, and your Quirk has extended his life beyond what would be normal for a cat, but I’m afraid that one way or another, his time is running out. You can either continuously Rewind him to a previous point so that you have more years with him, while his life as he knows it essentially ends here, or you can make the most of whatever time left that he has that he can still enjoy and appreciate. Granted, it won’t be long, but he would still have it.”
Eri though still hadn’t let go of Milo. She couldn’t. She couldn’t lose him. Before she could do anything though, Katsuma spoke up.
“Eri…maybe we should go home and think about this.”
“I have to agree.” Dr. Suna said. “I have just dropped something quite significant on you, and I don’t think that it would be a good idea to make any drastic decisions until you’ve had time to process it all.”
Eri wanted to argue with Katsuma and Dr. Suna, angered at them not letting her do what needed to be done, but she didn’t want to get into a fight with Katsuma. However, as they drove back home, stroking Milo did little to alleviate the anger Eri was feeling, and judging by the occasional uneasy sideways glance Katsuma gave to Eri as he was driving, he was picking up on it.
She remembered feeling like this years ago when she was just a child, and Yamada had refused to let her use Rewind to make Mikan better. True, she hadn’t quite gotten the hang of Rewind at that point yet, but considering how she had helped Milo’s hurt leg so soon later, she knew that she could have helped Mikan too! But it was Yamada’s other argument at play here that truly grated on Eri.
‘It’s just her time. It’s just his time.’
No.
Eri could keep away people’s ‘time.’ It was the whole reason why she became a doctor! She thought that it was why Katsuma had become a doctor!
When the two finally arrived at their home, Eri’s temper was about to boil over.
“Eri…” Katsuma tried to speak up, only for Eri to round on him.
“Why shouldn’t I?” Eri snapped. Despite being such a gentle man, Katsuma didn’t flinch from Eri’s snap; he just looked at her with such understanding. And that just made Eri angrier. “Why shouldn’t I make Milo feel better?”
“Eri, you heard what Dr. Suna said, can you really just remove Milo’s memory like that?” Katsuma tried to say, only for Eri to snap again.
“Better that then dead! Isn’t…Isn’t this why we became doctors in the first place?” Eri said, scared and upset. “To help people? How can I just stand by and do nothing when Milo is hurt and confused and there’s something that I can do about it?”
Katsuma tried to talk to Eri again, but Eri had had enough. She ran away, cradling Milo in her arms until she got to her office. She swept all of the papers and books off until she had a clear surface to work on and placed Milo on it. Rummaging through the drawers, she found a box of nitryl gloves and pulled them on. Unnecessary perhaps, but it was instinctual. This was a medical procedure, as far as she was concerned. Finally, she placed her hands on Milo’s back, ready to use her Quirk.
“Okay, Milo…” Eri spoke to her friend, though her voice was wavering for some reason. “I know that this is going to be a little frightening…but I promise you that it’s for your own good…”
How far back should she Rewind Milo though? He first started displaying symptoms that she could notice about a month or two ago…Dr. Suna warned though that Milo’s brain was going to atrophy eventually, so it would be better to go further…but still, how long? How much time would be good for Eri to give Milo before he started to experience dementia again?
Maybe a year…yes…that would do…
“Eri?!” Katsuma called out as he knocked on the door. “Eri, please, calm down!”
“Stay out of here, Katsuma!” Eri shouted back. Katsuma knew to keep his distance when she was using Rewind, but she needed to be quick. Eri focused, white light about to emanate from her horn…
Wait…Eri stopped the energy before it could affect Milo. She and Katsuma had only gotten married in the last year. It would likely scare Milo a lot to suddenly find himself in a completely new house, what with them and Katsuma living together, no less.
Perhaps just a bit less? A week or so less then the point at which they moved…
But a month after they had moved in, Mahoro and Samidare had come by to show their newborn son, Sansho. Milo had loved meeting the little baby, Eri couldn’t take that from him…
A little less then. Two months after they had moved in.
A memory of Milo walking in the garden, enjoying the spring weather came to mind.
After that, Eri and Katsuma’s neighbor gave them a tiny fish he had caught partly as a joke, partly as a treat for Milo, which he had loved.
Milo catching a lizard and looking so smug and proud of himself. Milo sleeping on Eri’s lap while she read on a rainy day.
Simple memories that Eri was only now balking at taking from Milo.
“Damn it, no!” Eri said, taking hold of Milo again, eliciting a startled meow from the cat. “I can’t be selfish now! I need to cure him! I need to save him!”
Eri made the mistake of looking at Milo in the eye. Her cat seemed concerned; he wasn’t scared by her, but rather he was concerned for her.
“I…I need to…”
Eri realized that her hands were shaking. Slowly, she pulled away from Milo in concern that she might hurt him. She realized that she was crying. Eri crumpled to the floor, drawing her knees into her face.
“I don’t want to lose you…”
Milo hadn’t seen Eri this upset in a long time. She was angry and scared, but Milo didn’t understand for what reason. Whatever the case, he wanted to do something about it.
“There, there, Eri.” He said, rubbing up against his kitten and purring. “It’s alright. I’m here. You don’t need to be afraid.”
Eri slowly picked her head up. She looked like such a mess, her eyes bloodshot, her hair frayed. No, this wouldn’t do. Milo crawled into the space that Eri had made between her knees and her body, letting her feel what warmth he had to offer. Eri wrapped her arms around Milo and held him close to her, crying all the while.
“Oh, Eri…I don’t know what’s wrong, but it’s going to be okay.”
There was a very faint creaking from the door as Katsuma came in. He carefully walked over to Eri, knelt down, and hugged her, whispering comforting words to her.
“See? Even if I can’t help you, you’ve got others there for you. Katsuma’s there, and while I don’t know where they all are, I know that if you can find them, Izuku, Inko, Josei, Satsuki, and all your other friends will be there for you. It’s going to be alright.”
After that day, Eri took Milo out on trips. They went to the beach, to the woods, to interesting places in the city, and to the homes of her family and friends. When they weren’t on trips, and Eri was home, she didn’t spend as much time working, instead spending as much time as possible with Milo. While it messed with Milo’s sleep schedule, it was a good time.
One day though, Milo felt exhausted, and was looking forward to a long nap. Eri had put him down on his bed while she and Katsuma were eating.
Milo was so glad that Eri had such a good life now. She had been such a scared little kitten, but grew into someone so confident, and surrounded by family and friends that cared for her. Milo was proud of his kitten.
Still, he thought to himself as he drifted off; maybe he should have told her that he had heard a second heartbeat from her when she had picked him up… “Goodnight, kitten…” he murmured.
“Milo?”
Eri kneeled down over her cat, realizing that he had stopped breathing. Whatever had happened to him, it was quick, and quiet enough that she doubted Milo had even felt anything. He hadn’t struggled as much as just, stopped. Even as tears started to fall from her eyes, Eri felt Katsuma hugging her. She was so glad that he was there.
“…Goodbye, kitty.”
Notes:
Animal perspectives are my favorite to write. The first fanfiction I ever wrote was told from the perspective of a goat, and since then, my personal writings have been largely dedicated to that style, outside of my fanfiction. Some of my favorite stories use this style; White Fang by Jack London holding a particular place in my heart.
Just as a little note in regards to Isle’s presence here: “Suna” is Japanese for “sand.” Hopefully he’s not getting overexposed here, but originally I was going to have there be more of a debate in the morality of Eri using Rewind to extend Milo’s lifespan (with Eri intending to do this for all of her loved ones,) and I thought that as a being removed from time, he’d have a more informed perspective to offer Eri in this regard. Instead the debate came more down to what I see as Rewind’s limitations, specifically in regards to how it could affect one’s brain.
So…yeah, for this chapter, I literally just looked up “cat songs”, and ended up with Cat Stevens, who fortuitously had a song that I could immediately associate with the story and themes that I had in mind; that being Eri’s ability to keep the people that she cared about young and her struggles in dealing with the inevitability of those that she cared about eventually passing away. With what I have in mind next though, I wasn’t able to so easily find something that immediately clicked. I at first considered “The Young and the Hopeless” by Good Charlotte, as I felt that the tone and some of the lyrics fit what goes on with the characters that I will be focusing on, but the actual themes of the song didn’t work for me. I also considered “Such Great Heights” by The Postal Service, but again, I felt like the lyrics didn’t quite fit the story. Instead, unless I find a song that I feel works better by the time that I publish, the next chapter’s title will be “Whole World is Watching” by Within Temptation.
Chapter 21: Whole World Is Watching
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Nejire and Tamaki went into the backseat of Tsukauchi’s police cruiser. She hoped that he wasn’t hoping that one of them would sit up front with him. She didn’t want her to think that they didn’t like him, it was just that she wanted to be next to her best friend, since Tamaki would probably be upset if he was left alone, and Nejire would be upset if she were left alone, and it would probably be unfair if one of them got to ride shotgun while the other didn’t, unless one of them got to ride shotgun on the way out, and the other got to ride on the way back, but then how would they know when to switch? Did Tsukauchi know how long they were going to be out for? Maybe they could switch out at lunch, but then Nejire and Tamaki would still both be lonely both too and from their first patrol, though now that Nejire thought about it, was it a good idea for anyone to be in the back in case they needed to arrest someone and stick them back there? Or maybe…
“I’m sure that you’ve heard this a lot already,” Tsukauchi said, turning to Nejire and Tamaki, “but I’m sorry for what happened to Togata…especially considering why it happened.”
Tsukauchi’s words stopped Nejire’s train of thought in its tracks, as the reality of what had happened not even a month ago reasserted itself.
Nejire remembered how they had all felt just a year ago; she, Tamaki, and Mirio were on top of the world, fresh from their second year where they had trained with Pro Heroes to the point that they had been known as the Big Three. Nejire had been so excited and hopeful for the future. But then, things just started to go bad. Not necessarily for them, at least not in any way that Nejire realized at first, but it was a sign of things to come as two students were murdered at the USJ, and from there, villains kept on getting bolder and stronger. For a bit, as sad as Nejire was for her kouhais in 1-A, she was confident that things would be okay, and they would stop this new ‘League of Villains.’ Mirio certainly seemed to think so, and showed so when he showed an incredible power boost that he had explained as a Quirk Evolution resulting from his training with Sir Nighteye. He was so much stronger, to the point that Nejire and Tamaki, who had been able to easily go toe-to-toe with him in their second year, were completely dominated by him in their final Sports Festival. Nejire was so impressed and excited for her friend…even though he seemed upset for a bit after winning. Mirio, Nejire, and Tamaki all continued on with their third year at UA, and Mirio continued to make a name for himself helping All Might at I-Island and Kamino, and then stopping the Shie Hassaikai almost single-handed. Even though All Might had retired and so many awful things had happened, Nejire had been hopeful that they would pull through.
But then the Cultural Festival happened, and Mirio’s Quirk ‘evolved’ again. It kept on ‘evolving’ to the point that Nejire and Tamaki knew that it was causing their friend pain. Eventually, he came clean to them, admitting that he had been given All Might’s Quirk, ‘One For All,’ which had given him an enormous power boost, to the point that no one could match him. When Nejire had first heard that, she had thought that All Might had made a great choice; Mirio was perfect for One For All! Only for Mirio to then admit that the Quirk was killing him, it’s power causing too much of a strain on his body, to the point that he had only months, if not weeks to live.
It got worse from there, as Mirio, Nejire’s constant sunshine-smiling friend, who was always positive and hopeful no matter what, had broken down crying, admitting that his mentor Sir Nighteye had basically guilt-tripped him into taking the Quirk, and by that point he had realized that Nighteye had only picked him as All Might’s successor because of how similar he seemed to All Might, rather than seeing Mirio for the person he was.
Things went too fast from there, they had so little time with Mirio to try to make the most of his life before it ended at Jaku fighting Shigaraki.
Mirio, one of Nejire’s best friends, one of the first people to put up with her motormouth and OCD, heck, who embraced it and liked Nejire in spite of how annoying she could be, who never made her feel like she was stupid or annoying, was dead. It was probably so much worse for Tamaki, Nejire realized, since he had been Mirio’s best friend since they were kids. They should have graduated together, ready to take on the world as the country’s next top heroes. Instead, it was just the two of them, only to find that the career that they had spent three years working for no longer existed, just as they were about to get their diplomas.
Nejire and Tamaki still wanted to help people though, so they went along with the Prime Minister’s order to join the police with the other heroes.
The fact that they had been assigned to partner with Detective Tsukauchi for their first patrol was perhaps the only silver lining in all of this. He was one of the only people in the world who had known about One For All, and had known the truth of what had happened to Mirio.
“I’m just letting you know, if you need someone to talk to about your friend, I’m available.”
“Thanks, Detective Tsukauchi.” Nejire said. She could just barely hear Tamaki mumble his own thanks. The poor guy’s social anxiety was so much worse than usual; Mirio had usually been the one to get Tamaki to open up to other people. Well, Nejire intended to help her friend in the same way (even if she had a tendency to overwhelm Tamaki.)
“For what it’s worth, from what I knew about Togata, he’d be proud of you two for sticking with this.”
Nejire and even Tamaki managed to smile at this.
“Now then, let’s get to work.” Tsukauchi said, and he drove out of the precinct parking lot with the two.
Patrolling was mostly the same as what Nejire was used to from when she interned with Ryukyu (though Nejire guessed that she would have to start calling her old teacher ‘Seargeant Tatsuma’ from now on.) The main difference was that they were in a car, and Nejire would usually patrol on foot or in the air.
“I guessed that you two had patrolled in this area before.” Tsukauchi answered when Nejire explained all of that. “I’m glad that you two are so used to this, because we probably aren’t going to get to do much training beyond this. My main goal for the day is to help you two understand the difference between the work you were training for as heroes and what police officers do.”
“Oh, how are they different?” Nejire asked, a swarm of new questions buzzing around in her head and funneling out her lips. “Do any of them besides you use Quirks? How are police trained if they use Quirks? How often do police use guns? Are we going to need to learn to use guns? Do you think that police are going to get endorsements like heroes did, or are we going to need to do without? How are the police funded in the first place? How many police do we have? Have some of the police quit the same way the heroes have? What do…”
“Officer Hado…” Tsukauchi interjected in trepidation before settling himself, “Perhaps it would be best if you let me explain myself first and then ask me questions later.”
Nejire still had dozens of questions, but she allowed Tsukauchi to take a breath and to speak.
“Dispatch to officers, I’m getting reports of a possible riot at the Tanakawa Market.”
“This is Officer Shiro and Chario to Dispatch, we are on-route.”
Tsukauchi paused for just a moment as he listened to the call before turning back to the two teenagers.
“The big difference is that policework is more a grind. Heroes are expected to be exciting, to go where the big attacks and disasters are. Police don’t get that choice…” Tsukauchi frowned in thought at this. “Though to be honest, when police get involved, it’s usually for the minor crimes, or as backup to heroes. I suppose a lot of our choice has been taken away with this new system, so we’re going to have to step up to try to handle the kinds of problems heroes did.”
Though Nejire was listening attentively, she couldn’t help but notice outside the car window how some of the people still on the street were glowering at them as they passed by.
“The way that the public looks at us is another big difference. People are a lot less likely to stop and chitchat.” Tsukauchi explained. At this, Tamaki seemed to cheer up just a bit, only to wince as Tsukauchi added: “Though part of that is because they generally have less respect for us than for heroes.”
“Has that gotten worse ever since Jaku like it did with heroes?” Nejire asked before she could stop herself, though Tsukauchi took it in stride as he replied grimly.
“I’m afraid so. Heroes might have gotten the brunt of the criticism, but unfortunately, that doesn’t make people more likely to see us any better than they used to. Since we’re now the front lines of law enforcement, that makes us the biggest targets for their vitriol now.” Tsukauchi looked at Nejire and Tamaki for a moment uneasily, as if he was debating with himself how much he should say. “You two should be warned, people have been getting more aggressive with us. Try to stick with your partner on patrol, okay? We don’t know who could become dangerous nowadays.”
“Yes, sir!” Nejire chirped in response. Tsukauchi’s gaze zeroed in on Tamaki, who withered under the attention, but the detective would not let up until Tamaki responded.
“Y…yes…sir…”
Tsukauchi looked at the two in concern for a moment.
“This is Chief Gori to all available officers, be on the lookout for Giran, I have a possible sighting at…”
Tsukauchi took a second to register what the message over the radio was, faster than Nejire could process it, before turning back to her and Tamaki.
“I appreciate that you two understand to stay with your partner, but I’m still worried. One of the problems that we’ve had with the former heroes who have joined the force is their tendency to run off on their own, and that’s led to quite a few of them getting hurt. It shouldn’t be surprising; the way that the hero system worked required that heroes be able to get attention and credit, which meant that heroes more often had to work independently of each other, if not outright compete with each other.”
Nejire was about to interject, remembering all of the joint operations Ryukyu had taken her on, only for Tsukauchi to cut her off.
“Yes, heroes would work together at times, but those were only on specific occasions. With police though, teamwork is a requirement. We need to be able to rely on each other when we are in danger. That is why communication is so important.”
Tsukauchi pulled out his radio.
“This radio is your most important tool. Make sure you know how to use it. Make sure it’s on, make sure that it’s turned to the right channel. Let’s practice now; I want both of you to send a test call to me over the radio.”
“Oh, okay!” Nejire chirped before turning her radio on. “Testing! Testing! This is Officer Hado Nejire! I hope everyone’s doing alright! I hope people aren’t going to be too angry today! Actually, what…?”
“Officer Hado.” Tsukauchi suddenly spoke up.
Nejire had a host of things that she thought of to say when she was on the radio; questions for advice, questions on whether she needed to call people by their rank or just their name, encouragement for the other officers, only for Tsukauchi’s voice to cut off her’s at that moment, and his tone made it clear that he wanted her to turn the radio off.
“Oh, I’m sorry Detective, is that too much? Should I write all my questions down for later? Should I have given my rank? Did I…”
“Officer Chita to Dispatch, I have a hit-and-run heading north on Shaska Street…” The radio interrupted Nejire just as Tsukauchi raised his hand.
“In answer to your first question,” Tsukauchi said, cutting Nejire off again, “yes, that is too much, and I’m going to have to explain why.” The detective eyed Nejire over his rear-view mirror before looking at Tamaki, who was cringing in his seat, trying not to be noticed. “Amajiki, I need you to do this too. Make a call over the radio.”
Tamaki bent over his radio, looking like he was trying to have a private conversation with his hands.
“T…t…testing…” Tamaki turned his radio off, but Tsukauchi was still watching him. Nejire wondered how he was doing that while still watching the road, since he was still able to change lanes and turn. Maybe he just had really good situational awareness? Maybe his Quirk helped give him more situational awareness? Maybe…
“Amajiki, you need to give your name and rank when you make a call.” Tsukauchi said.
“T…t…testing…this is…Officer…Amajiki…” Tamaki mumbled, which came out like a tiny squeak over the radio.
“You need to speak up, Officer Amajiki.” Tsuakauchi corrected Tamaki again.
“T…testing…this is…Officer Amajiki…” Tamaki managed to speak up enough that his voice was audible.
“Copy that, Officer Amajiki.” Tsukauchi said over his own radio before pulling over to the curb and turning to look at Nejire and Tamaki.
“Basic radio etiquette: When you are using the radio, or when you are delivering a report in the field, you need to be clear, but also concise in your communications.”
“Officer Kirin to Dispatch, possible arson attempt at the Giono Center…”
“Notice how often someone’s making a call?” Tsukauchi said, pointing to the radio. “That’s why you need to keep your calls short. At any one time, you can have several officers trying to use the radio at once. The longer your calls become, the more likely it’s going to be that they’ll interfere with someone else’s call.” Tsukauchi turned to Tamaki. “The same problem will occur if you’re not clear over the radio, and we need to ask you to repeat yourself.” Tsukauchi turned to Nejire. “The less time you spend sending your message, the better. Do not add information that you do not need.”
“Officer Kwakami to Dispatch, I have a cadaver at Fukao Street; looks like a victim of an electrical Quirk…”
Perhaps it was the mention of a death, or perhaps the constant barrage of radio calls was starting to dawn on Nejire, but she was starting to look at the radio in trepidation.
“Detective Tsukauchi…with all of these calls, how are we supposed to respond to them?”
Tsukauchi looked at Nejire and Tamaki grimly.
“We take note of every call, and when someone requests support, we go to the closest one as quick as possible to help as many people as we can.”
Tsukauchi noticed Nejire and Tamaki’s expressions and sighed.
“If I’m being honest with you two, I’m not sure how this new system is going to work. So much of the protocol that the police have gotten used to is based around letting the heroes handle the heavy lifting while we do the grunt work. We’re going to need to get more used to going into situations that we would have avoided in the past...situations that we haven’t been trained to handle.” Tsukauchi looked at his sidearm holstered at his waist. “A lot of officers have never had to pull out a gun in their careers, but I don’t think that we’ll be able to get away with that anymore, not if we want a chance against criminals that have stronger Quirks.”
“This is Officer Amori, I’m at Town Hall, there’s a crowd trying to force there way in…”
“Dispatch to all available officers: I have reports of a break-in at…”
“Requesting back-up!”
“This is Officer Sansa, I’ve got an injured civilian, be on the look-out for…”
In the time that Tsukauchi picked up the radio to respond, multiple calls seemed to come in one after another, and yet, he didn’t flinch.
“Officer Amori, this is Detective Tsukauchi, I am on route with Officers Hado and Amajiki.”
The detective turned to Nejire and Tamaki.
“I hope that you’re ready for this.”
Tamaki felt so tired. Physically, mentally, emotionally, and especially socially.
He had only been at his new job as a police officer for a few days, and he had already learned about what Detective Tsukauchi meant when he called this job a ‘grind.’ He had also learned why Tsukauchi had warned him and Nejire about why their radio was their most important tool, as the awful thing was constantly going off every ten seconds, leaving Tamaki fumbling as he tried to mumble out coherent responses before rushing off to respond to a mugging, only for a fire, a break-in, and an assault to be announced in the next minute. And here Tamaki was now, sitting at his desk, praying that he wouldn’t hear the buzz of the radio for just a little while so he could have time to breathe.
As much as everyone complained about it, Tamaki found paperwork to be one of the few occasions of solace he could get, where he didn’t have to worry about talking to people, and just exist in his own personal bubble.
Of course, even this wasn’t to last, as he saw something akin to a car wreck in motion; Nejire talking to their boss.
While Nejire had managed to cement herself as a powerful combatant on the field even before she had arrived in the precinct; she and Tamaki had interacted with the police during their Work Studies with Ryukyu and Fat Gum, after all, she had unfortunately made a bit of a negative impression on many of her fellow officers who weren’t quite as used to her eccentricities. Unfortunately for her, Nejire’s attention was now focused on Chief Gori, the gorilla-faced heteromorph trying to maintain his composure in the face of Nejire’s bombardment of questions, though it was clear that his patience was wearing thin.
“Chief Gori, does your Quirk give you any gorilla traits, or is it just in your head? Does it affect what you eat? Are you a vegetarian? Do you eat termites? What do they taste like?”
“Officer Hado.” Chief Gori finally growled, standing to his full impressive height to the point that even Nejire was cowed. “See me in my office.”
Tamaki winced at the tone and the unspoken promise of a reprimand that Chief Gori had used. Nejire might be his best friend, but it pained her that she kept on getting in trouble with her questions. He likewise berated himself internally for not getting up more quickly to try to stop Nejire from asking too many questions that could be deemed as intrusive.
Too late to spare his friend though, Tamaki sunk further into his seat and tried to focus on his reports, only to be interrupted again.
“Amajiki?”
Tamaki picked up his head, seeing the orange cat-headed heteromorph Officer Sansa, whose gaze was partially directed towards Chief Goira’s office.
“Y…yes, Officer Sansa?”
Sansa lowered his voice so that their conversation could be more private.
“I’m not inclined to think that your friend is bigoted, she doesn’t seem like that kind of person, but does she understand how it sounds when she asks those kinds of questions?”
Tamaki winced at the question. Nejire might be his best friend, but this had been a problem in the past. He remembered some of Nejire’s similarly mortifying questions when they had met Class 1-A, such as asking Tokoyami about his bird traits, the mask that Shoji used to cover his scars, and the burn scar Todoroki had on his face…from when he had been traumatically scalded as a child. Tamaki shuddered, shaking his head and forcing himself to respond to his senior.
“No…no, Nejire isn’t bigoted…she’s just really curious…” Tamaki tried to explain. “She’d never say anything to hurt anyone, it’s just that she has so much on her mind, and she doesn’t always think about how people might interpret what she says.”
Sansa frowned at Tamaki, making the young man internally panic as he believed that he hadn’t been able to cover for Nejire enough.
“Well…she’s going to have to learn how to avoid stepping on toes quick…” Sansa said as he looked back over towards the office. “You and her are really powerful, and we’re all glad that you’re here helping us despite all of the problems that we’re dealing with, but we need to make a good impression to the public, you know?”
Tamaki gulped nervously, trying to not let Sansa’s comment bother him as the senior officer walked away.
This was perhaps the worst part of the job for him. The expectations. People telling him how great they thought he was because of stuff that he did in the Sports Festival and his Work Studies. Everyone assumed that since he was part of the ‘Big Three’ with Mirio, then his abilities must be in the same ballpark as Lemillion.
But Tamaki wasn’t like that. He didn’t even really want to go pro. He would have been happy just being a sidekick to Fat Gum; helping people while letting someone more friendly and open taking the spotlight. And yet, everyone acted as if they expected him to be able to match Mirio’s cheerful attitude and charisma, and worse, they all seemed disappointed if they were stuck with Tamaki for too long and realized he was anything but cheerful and charismatic.
Perhaps it was almost a blessing that Tamaki’s radio, along with several others in the precinct buzzed to life at that moment, tearing Tamaki from his mental spiral, albeit with the frightened voice of another former hero:
“This is Airjet…I mean, Officer Kuki, some vigilantes have gotten involved in this fight, and their causing mayhem everywhere! I need support n…AAAAAUUUUGGGHHH!!!!”
The precinct, already in movement at Kuki’s request for support, jumped at the man’s agonizing scream.
“MY LEG! OH GOD, MY LEG!!! SOMEONE GET OVER HERE, NOW!!!”
“Someone get over there and help him, now!” Gori shouted to the precinct.
Tamaki and Nejire were the most mobile officers in the building at the time, and the two immediately ran out the door and flew into the air; Tamaki Manifesting wings while Nejire propelled herself on her Energy Waves. Together, they managed to arrive at Kuki’s location within a minute.
The panicked mass of people, villains and vigilantes frantically firing off attacks that hit bystanders and created shrapnel of the nearby windows, Kuki’s bleeding form barely visible from above as he was being trampled by the mob, it was so much like Jaku. However, it was something that Tamaki and Nejire knew how to handle. He swooped in, carrying Kuki to safety while Nejire blasted the villains and vigilantes from above, knocking them out of commission. Once Kuki had been put onto stable ground, Tamaki Manifested octopus tentacles to ensnare any stragglers or injured civilians. The actual fight was ended quickly, but the damages and injuries took hours to attend to. It was harrowing, but it was something that Tamaki was trained to do. The problems for him started though when some of the stragglers from the mob decided to stomp up to him.
“Where the hell were you?” A red-faced man shouted in Tamaki’s face.
“Wh…what?” Tamaki recoiled from the venom being directed at him.
“Do you see what happened?” The man yelled, sweeping his arm around to gesture at the wreckage. “Why is this happening when you’re supposed to be protecting us?”
“How could you have let things get so bad?” A woman shouted from the sidewalk as she noticed Tamaki being chewed out.
“How could you have let these idiots get ahold of this kind of equipment in the first place?” Another man shouted.
Tamaki had no idea how to respond to these accusations. How could people expect him to be able to stop this when he had only just heard about it? The growing crowd of people didn’t seem to care that Tamaki didn’t have any answers though, or perhaps they didn’t care about the answers, and just noticed Tamaki flinching away from them, encouraging them to press in on him further like sharks smelling blood. Before things could come to blows though, a light suddenly flared down from the sky between Tamaki and the crowd, revealing Nejire with an uncharacteristically hostile glare on her face.
“If you’re not injured, and you don’t live here, you need to clear out, now.” Nejire said to the irate citizens, standing between them and Tamaki. Several of them flinched at Nejire’s sudden appearance, though a few regained their bluster and attempted to pressure her the way that they did Tamaki.
“Hey, we have a right to free speech here…”
“Yes, but you don’t have a right to impede emergency services, and we have several people here who require an ambulance. As I said, clear out.” Nejire said with a glare.
Grumbling, the agitators reluctantly obeyed Nejire. Once they had cleared away, she turned to Tamaki with a look of concern.
“Are you alright?”
Tamaki was not alright. He felt so much like he was going to throw up that he could almost feel his stomach trying to rip itself out of his mouth. But he was being ridiculous, falling apart because people were angry at him. He knew it, and it made himself feel worse. So, he did what he normally did when this happened in the field, and tried to focus on the people who were more clearly hurt. It wasn’t that hard.
“We need to help get people out of here.” He said. Nejire sighed, but nodded, understanding what he meant, and how he couldn’t process this right now.
It almost made caring for the wounded go too quickly. By the time that everyone injured had been moved to safety, the villains and vigilantes had been loaded into prison vans, and the area had been declared safe, the sun was setting over the horizon, and Gori insisted that Tamaki and Nejire go home and get some rest.
The moment Tamaki got back to the apartment, he went into his room and curled up in a corner.
It had been bad that day. Of course, Tamaki had been expecting that, but he realized now that all of his expectations of the worst-case scenario in his previous years were him just projecting his insecurities onto the world. Things were really never as bad as he made them out to be. Yes, he floundered badly in his first year in UA, but he had not been doomed to fail. Yes, he was an anxious, insecure mess, but that didn’t mean that he was going to be alone for the rest of his life. He had never realized how good he had it before now. Now though? Things really were that bad.
Back when he was a student on Work Studies, people had been kind and friendly to him on the streets as he would patrol with Fatgum or his sidekicks. Nowadays when Tamaki had gone out on patrol, people looked at him with distrust at best, glaring or sneering at him when they realized he was one of the heroes. Some would shout out insults from behind his back, or directly at his face. This was not the first time that a few were bold enough to actually get into his personal space and argue with him as if they were trying to provoke him, or thought it was funny how he flinched away from their aggression.
It would have almost been a relief for Tamaki to have to deal with the villain attacks and disasters, as at the very least he had been trained on how to handle them, were it not for how many of these incidents Tamaki had to deal with. While the downfall of the PLF had meant the defeat of the most dangerous villains in the country, there were still a great number of criminals ready to take advantage of Japan’s weakened justice system, leading to an increase in crime the likes of which the country hadn’t seen since before All Might’s debut.
Every time that Tamaki defeated a gang, or pulled people out from a car wreck, he would instantly be informed of a new disaster happening, or rather, he’d heard about the disaster as he was dealing with a disaster, and each call over the radio would build up without end, as police were begging for assistance on opposite sides of the city as everything fell apart.
For just a moment though, Tamaki felt himself getting pulled out of his downward spiral, as he realized that someone had sat down next to him.
“Are you okay, Tamaki?” Nejire asked.
Tamaki wanted to cry. From how upset he was at having to deal with so many difficult people, from gratitude that Nejire was looking out for him, and sorrow at the still-fresh loss of their best friend.
“I…just need some time…” he mumbled.
“Okay, I’ll leave you…” Nejire started to say as she stood up.
“Wait…Could…could you stay with me for a minute?” Tamaki begged.
Nejire sat back down. She probably had a lot of questions she wanted to ask, but she knew Tamaki enough to give him his space. Maybe she was saving them for later, but for now, she just sat with Tamaki, and that felt a lot better to him then stewing in his thoughts in silence.
When Nejire had first suggested that they share an apartment, Tamaki thought that he would die of mortification. Unfortunately, in the midst of the Battle of Jaku and the HPSC’s dissolution, housing options were extremely limited, and in the end Tamaki had to go along with Nejire’s suggestion. Surprisingly though, the situation was much less uncomfortable than Tamaki had anticipated. Yes, he still felt embarrassed when Nejire would unabashedly walk around the apartment in her pajamas or her exercise clothes, but if Tamaki was honest with himself, he was grateful that she was there. It felt as if the whole world had become so harsh, but Nejire was the one ray of light left. As overwhelming as she could get, Nejire was at least kind and patient enough to let Tamaki let it all out, and still thought of him as someone worth being around.
“Are…are you alright?” Tamaki asked, partly to get his mind off of his downward spiral and partly out of concern for Nejire; she was naturally a more social person than him, and likely would have been happier living with someone more affable than him, but she was still his friend and he had to at least try to make sure that she was okay after what they had been through that day.
At Tamaki’s question though, Nejire visibly deflated, clutching her knees close to her chest.
“…Chief Gori warned me that if I kept asking questions that could offend people like what I said to him, I could get in trouble with our human resources department.” Nejire blurted out.
Tamaki winced at this admittance, not knowing how to respond.
“I didn’t mean to say anything that offended anyone…I wasn’t trying to be mean…” Nejire said in an uncharacteristically quiet voice. “Do I…do I need to act the way I was before I met you and Mirio?...I don’t want to be like that again…that was so hard…” Nejire whimpered.
Tamaki paled. Nejire had always been curious about other people, but growing up, her questions about their Quirks had turned a lot of people off, to the point that they thought that Nejire was looking down on them due to her own powerful Quirk and shunned her. This had gotten so bad that it had made Nejire cold, distant, and reserved, until Tamaki (in a move that he still didn’t know how in the world he had managed to work up the nerve) had asked her about her favorite heroes, which led to more interactions that had allowed her to open up and express her true self.
Knowing Nejire as such a positive, friendly, and goodhearted soul, Tamaki absolutely agreed that he did not want his friend to be like that again; cold and miserable. As hopeless as he was, he swore that he would not let Nejire be like that again.
“It’s…it’s okay, Nejire…it’s just taking people a while to get to know you…they’ll realize that you don’t mean anything by it soon…” Tamaki said, trying to get Nejire to cheer up.
Nejire looked up at Tamaki, still forlorn, and he cursed himself for his inability to match up to Mirio’s natural positivity. Desperately grasping for ideas, he blurted out;
“Hey…do you want to call Eri?”
This, at least, seemed to jolt Nejire out of her own funk, as she gasped out loud.
“Oh my gosh! We haven’t talked to her in a while!” she immediately ran out, dragging Tamaki by the shoulder with him. “Do you think she’s still awake? How do you think her Quirk control is doing? Do you think she’s okay with Yamada-sensei? Will he be on patrol tonight? Do you think she’s got a babysitter?”
Tamaki, as usual, couldn’t even mumble out an answer to Nejire’s first question before she had frantically dialed Yamada’s number and put the phone on speaker. He supposed he could be glad that Nejire was enough like her usual self to talk the way she usually would.
“Hello? This is the Yamada residence…”
The voice that answered wasn’t Yamada or Eri, but it was one that Tamaki and Nejire recognized.
“Hey, Midoriya!” Nejire excitedly chirped. “Is Eri there? How is she? Why are you answering Yamada-sensei’s phone? Are you babysitting Eri? How are her Quirk control lessons going? How is UA doing? How are you doing?”
Overwhelmed by Nejire’s barrage of questions as he was, Tamaki actually felt a bit more comfortable hearing Midoriya’s voice. Granted, he hadn’t gotten to know the now-second year student that well, but Mirio had given him an absolutely glowing commendation; praising his Quirk Analysis, his heroic and caring nature, and how he had been the one to ultimately get Eri to give her first smile. In the brief time that Tamaki had gotten introduced to Midoriya before Jaku, his kouhai had given him and Nejire some incredible ideas on how to improve their Quirks, such as having Tamaki eat rhino beetles to increase his strength (allowing him to easily lift and carry a sixteen-wheel truck) and tiger beetles to increase his speed (allowing him to run as fast as a Formula 1 race car.))
“Uh…yeah, I’m babysitting for Yamada while he’s out on patrol.” Midoriya responded, attempting to answer Nejire’s barrage. “Eri’s been doing really well with her Quirk control, I’m doing pretty well, all my classmates are trying to settle down and handle the changes to the curriculum, and Eri…uh…you know what, how about I just give Eri the phone?”
Tamaki heard Midoriya calling out for Eri, letting her know that he and Nejire were calling, and the phone was transferred to her.
“Nejire-ni? Tamaki-ni?” Eri’s voice spoke over the phone, making Tamaki’s heart melt.
“Eri!” Nejire shouted in excitement, prompting Tamaki to gently put his hand on her shoulder since he knew that the shy little girl had likely flinched from Nejire’s volume. “We’re so glad to hear from you! We’re sorry we haven’t gotten to talk to you lately! How are you? Are your Quirk lessons going okay? Are you…”
“Nejire…” Tamaki spoke up, prompting Nejire to realize that she was holding her phone in a stranglehold. As she calmed down, Tamaki spoke up himself. “Are you doing alright, Eri?” he asked more gently.
“…I’m…I’m doing alright…” she said, though neither Tamaki or Nejire completely bought it with the tone that Eri used, worrying them.
“…Are you sure, Eri?” Tamaki asked.
“…I miss Mirio…”
Tamaki felt a knife in his heart at this. Mirio had been his best friend, the one who had managed to pull a painfully shy and quiet boy out of his shell enough to take the risk of going to UA. Without him, Tamaki doubted that he would have ever made any friends, including Nejire. He had been Tamaki’s best friend for almost his entire life. By contrast, Eri had only known Mirio for less than a year, but he had pulled her out of a living nightmare, helping her to have hope for the first time in her life. Tamaki felt so much for this little girl.
“…We miss him too, Eri.” Nejire said quietly. She looked at Tamaki for a moment, thinking to herself. “It’s okay to miss him, and you should take the time you need to miss him. But just make sure that’s not all your doing. Mirio would want you to be able to live a happy life.”
“…I’m trying.” Eri answered. “Izuku’s helped me feel a little better.”
Tamaki’s view of Midoriya got even better at Eri’s words, the Gen Ed student managing to carry on one of Mirio’s greatest desires.
“Really?” Nejire asked, a bit of her positivity returning to her. “How’s he been doing that?”
“I like it when Izuku-ni gets to play with me…and he says that I’m doing well with learning how to use Rewind…it makes me feel glad that he says I can use it to help people.”
Though Tamaki didn’t show it as openly as Nejire, who was openly getting teary-eyed and hugging Tamaki, he was so relieved and happy to hear that this little girl who had once seen her Quirk as a curse was able to see it so much more positively now.
“That’s really good to hear, Eri.” Nejire said once she got ahold of herself. “How about Mr. Yamada? Do you feel okay living with him?”
There was a silence on the other end of the phone that sucked much of the positivity that Tamaki and Nejire had felt from Eri’s previous answer.
“…Eri?” Nejire asked.
“Mr. Yamada is sad and tired.” Eri admitted. “I’m thankful that he’s taking care of me, but he’s been spending so much of his time working…”
Nejire grimaced at this, realizing how their old English teacher must have been struggling at the time. Tamaki realized though that Yamada was likely struggling even worse than they were; on top of one of his best friends dying, if what Tamaki had heard was true, Yamada’s other friend, Aizawa, had been forced to resign from his position for reasons that Tamaki didn’t want to divulge to Eri, requiring that he do some damage control:
“Yeah…it makes sense that he would be. He’s probably sad about what’s happened with his friends, too.
Tamaki didn’t want to go any further than that, not with what he knew about what had happened to many of Aizawa’s former students, how Tamaki had to fight against his old senpais at Jaku. That was not something that Tamaki wanted Eri to associate with a man that she had likely come to see as a father.
“Um…how about Uraraka?” Nejire asked, likely hoping that her kouhai was still being a positive influence on Eri. “Have you seen her recently?”
“Yeah, Uraraka sometimes babysits…but…she seems really scared and upset, and she won’t tell me why.”
Tamaki and Nejire shared a worried look, with Nejire being particularly concerned for her kouhai. The two had some ideas about what was bothering Uraraka, chief among them being her experience at Jaku, and especially her harrowing encounter with her would-be murderer, Toga.
“Um…how about Kirishima? Do you know how he’s doing?” Tamaki asked. While Jaku had been a disaster, Tamaki felt very proud of the actions of his kouhai, standing his ground against the monstrous Gigantomachia and playing a key part in 1-A’s attempt to take down the monster.
“…I don’t know…I haven’t seen him in a while…”
“Oh…” Tamaki deflated, though perhaps no news was good news compared to what Yamada and Uraraka were likely going through at the time.
“Are you two okay?” Eri asked over the phone, prompting Tamaki and Nejire to share another look. They didn’t want to lie, but they were absolutely not going to go into the details of their day.
“…Are you two sad, too?”
Nejire recollected herself and spoke into the phone
“Oh, we’re just…we just had a hard day, Eri. That’s all. We’re…probably going to have a few bad days…we just need to deal with it, and find things that make us happy, like talking to you!”
“Yeah…Izuku told me that things are probably going to be hard for a while…”
There was an uneasy silence between the three of them. Tamaki felt both frustration and admiration towards Midoriya for making Eri realize something like this. As much as he wanted to, Tamaki couldn’t say what he thought Mirio would say; promising that things were going to get better. With how things were, he just didn’t know.
“Are…are you two going to be okay? I’m scared for you.”
Nejire gave a determined frown.
“Eri, we’ll be fine. Tamaki and I are probably two of the strongest people in the country right now!”
Tamaki wished that he had Nejire’s confidence (even if what she said was technically true with the defeat of the League.) However, Mirio had shown that being powerful didn’t keep one from getting hurt, and Eri knew that.
“We’ll do our best to stay safe, Eri.” He offered as a promise instead.
“…Okay. Thank you, Nejire-ni and Tamaki-ni.”
“Thanks for talking to us, Eri. We’ll try to get in touch again soon!” Nejire answered before the call ended.
As hard as this all was, this was why Tamaki was sticking with this. He wanted to be able to help people like Eri who had been hurt and scared, even if he couldn’t do that as a hero anymore.
Despite her seemingly constant well of cheer, Nejire had some bad days. Growing up, unintentionally alienating herself from her peers with her motormouth had resulted in quite a few bad days, which seemed to multiply as she had become colder and more distant. Things had improved after she had met Tamaki and Mirio, and it made it harder for Nejire’s bad days to stick out to her. Then though there were the days when Mirio had let Nejire and Tamaki in on the secret of One For All, and his impending death. This had culminated in what Nejire believed would be the worst day of her life at Jaku, where so many people had died, she had nearly been murdered by Dabi, and she had seen so many horrors.
There would however be one day that came close to this in Nejire’s memory from then on.
It had started off well enough; she was patrolling with Tatsuma like the good old days of her Work Studies back at UA (yes, that was only just a year ago, but it felt like so long ago,) when the two would fly over the city as Tatsuma had shown her the ropes of hero work.
Suddenly though, the two heard a shout from below.
“Ryukyu! Ryukyu, we need your help!”
Hearing Tatsuma’s old hero name, she and Nejire dove down to the street where Tatsuma shifted out of her draconian form in front of two young women, the one calling for them a heteromorph that looked as if she were made out of paper, waving her hand frantically, holding a pink purse close to her chest. Nejire couldn’t help but think that she had seen this woman and her friend, who had black, waist length hair and computer code crawling over her skin, somewhere before.
“May we help you?” Tatsuma asked the woman.
“I think something might have happened to our friend, Ueda Sachiko.” The paper-skinned woman answered. “We got separated earlier today. I found Takeuchi here a few minutes ago, but I had been searching for Ueda for hours. I tried calling her phone, but I heard it coming from her purse,” she said, holding out the pink purse, “which had been thrown into a dumpster!”
Tatsuma immediately focused onto the situation at hand.
“May I ask your names?” she asked.
“Kamiya Fujie.” The paper-skinned woman answered.
“…Takeuchi Gekka.” The other black-haired woman answered. Nejire noticed that Takeuchi didn’t seem to be as glad to see her and Tatsuma as Kamiya was, watching the two police officers distrustfully.
“Do you have a picture of your friend?” Tatsuma asked once she had taken the two’s contact information. Kamiya showed Tatsuma and Nejire her phone in response, displaying a picture of her, Takeuchi, and Ueda; a young woman with green eyes and her blonde hair in a ponytail at their graduation.
“Where was the dumpster that you found this?” Tatsuma asked, pointing at the purse.
“It was just down that alley…” the woman answered pointing behind her, “but I couldn’t find Kamiya anywhere nearby…”
“Where did you last see your friend?”
“The coffee shop on Shie Street.”
“Right,” Tatsuma turned to Nejire. “I’m going to scout above and see if I can find any sign of her. Can I ask you to get more information from these two, Officer Hado?”
“Yes, ma’am!” Nejire answered enthusiastically, backing up and allowing Tatsuma to shift into her dragon form and fly away.
Nejire turned to the two women, ready to talk to them, though she noticed that they seemed more reserved now, looking at her uncomfortably. Takeuchi was barely looking at her at all, seeming to want to hide behind Kamiya, almost like Tamaki acted, just more…glarey. Whatever the case, Nejire knew that time was of the essence, and it would be best if she tried to make these two feel more comfortable so they could answer her questions more easily.
“Hey, I’m Officer Hado Nejire! Would you mind answering some of my questions?”
Kamiya flinched back a bit at this. Right, Nejire realized that she was probably too close.
“Uh…sure…” she answered.
“How did you three get separated? What were you doing before you were separated? Did you see anyone or anything unusual? Why were you out at this time, especially with how dangerous everything’s been getting?”
Before Nejire knew it, all of the questions that she wanted to ask tumbled out at once, faster than what she could expect Kamiya to follow.
“Uh…we were just getting some coffee…” Kamiya answered, unconsciously shifting back a step (Nejire winced a bit when she realized that she had gotten too close again.) Thankfully, she seemed to understand enough of what Nejire asked to at least answer her questions piecemeal. “It had just been a while since we each had a day off, and we didn’t want to pass up the opportunity to hang out. We didn’t see anything unusual…um…” Kamiya frowned, trying to remember Nejire’s questions. “We had to leave though because there was a riot going on close by, and we left to check on our families, agreeing to meet back up when it boiled over. After a bit, we texted each other to meet again, but when I got here, I couldn’t find Ueda or Takeuchi. Eventually, Takeuchi and I met up, but we couldn’t find Ueda.”
“Oh, Ryukyu forgot to ask!” Nejire realized. “What’s your friend’s Quirk? Does she have one?” Before Kamiya could answer though, Nejire thought of more questions. “What about your Quirk? Is it paper-based? Can you fold yourself like paper? Are your eyes drawn on? Do you draw them on yourself? Do you ever draw other stuff on your skin? Is it dangerous for you to get wet? And what about you?” Nejire asked, looking towards Takeuchi. “Is the computer code on your skin your Quirk? Can you read it? Can you control computers with it? Can you turn into computer code?”
Kamiya frowned, wincing away further from Nejire the more she spoke before Nejire realized that she had asked too much again, rather than just the main question she thought would be important to ask. Unfortunately, she kept on feeling as if all of her questions were important, and wanted to get them all out at once.
“Could we talk to someone else, perhaps?” the black-haired Takeuchi suddenly asked.
“Uh…excuse me?” Nejire stopped, realizing how much the two women had stepped away from her, along with some of the frowns that passerby were directing towards her.
“Your questions are making me uncomfortable.” Kamiya answered. “How is knowing my Quirk going to help you find my friend sooner?”
“Do you even care?” Takeuchi added belligerently. “She could be in danger right now, and you just want to waste our time!”
“I’m sorry…I didn’t mean to offend…” Nejire stammered. She started to get worried; it occurred to her that the police and heroes didn’t have the best reputation at the time, and it could be very easy for her to alienate these two. She needed to salvage this, to try to make the two more comfortable and willing to talk. Looking at the two, she felt again that she had seen them before, when it hit her.
“Oh! You two were my senpais in UA!” she exclaimed excitedly.
Hearing Nejire say this though, Kamiya noticeably wilted, while Takeuchi glowered at Nejire further.
“…Yes…” Kamiya said, “we were in one of Aizawa’s classes…”
“Oh! You were in the Hero Course!” Nejire realized. “Why aren’t you with the police though? We’d have loved to have had you!”
This though was evidently the wrong thing to say, as both Kamiya and Takeuchi glared at Nejire even harder as Kamiya answered.
“…I would have liked that too, if Aizawa hadn’t given us black marks. No agency would let us work for them, so I had to get a job at my family’s department store.”
Nejire winced at this, realizing how stupid it was of her to not realize what the circumstances of these two were like. Kamiya wasn’t even able to look at Nejire anymore. Before Nejire could fix anything though, Takeuchi spoke up again.
“Why is any of this your business?” the black-haired woman growled. “What, you think because you’ve got a powerful Quirk, that gives you a right to look down on us?”
“No! No, I didn’t mean to…” Nejire tried to say, only for Takeuchi to step up to her.
“Do you know what would have happened to you if you had been in our class? You would have been the first person Aizawa would have expelled. The second he heard you talking like that, he’d have kicked you out without a second thought. Instead, you got lucky enough to have people who were patient enough to put up with you that could actually teach you. Us though? We weren’t that lucky. We could have been helping people, but now everyone’s just stuck with an airhead like you.”
Takeuchi turned her back on the stunned Nejire, taking her friend by the shoulder.
“C’mon, Kamiya, we’re better off finding Ueda on our own.”
Nejire felt too hurt and ashamed of herself to immediately respond. As she realized that her two witnesses were walking away, she desperately tried to call out to them.
“Wait, I still need to ask you questions!” Nejire called out frantically.
“Oh, I think you’ve asked plenty of questions already. You’ve got our contact information, you can call us later!” Takeuchi bitterly called over her shoulder before the two women got lost in the crowd. The frustrated, angry look Kamiya sent to Nejire simply highlighted how insensitive Nejire had been.
Nejire was left stunned, the accusing glares from the people who had heard the exchange made her realize how Tamaki must feel so often. Why did she do that? Why couldn’t she just stick with asking about the relevant information? Why did she let her mouth run wild like that?
Before Nejire could figure out what to do next, she heard her phone ringing. Looking at it, she was confused to see Tatsuma’s contact name on the number. Why would Tatsuma be calling her over the phone instead of using their radio? Nejire answered it.
“Tatsuma?”
“Nejire…” Tatsuma said over the phone. “Are you still with Kamiya and Takeuchi?”
“No…they got annoyed and walked away…” Nejire admitted. Something didn’t seem right about how Tatsuma was talking, being so measured and quiet. The moment Nejire answered though, Tatsuma’s voice became far more frantic.
“What?! Where are they?!”
“I…I don’t know!” Nejire answered, scared at Tatsuma’s change of tone. “They just headed down Akira Street!”
“Nejire, you need to find them, now!”
“What…what’s the problem?”
“That wasn’t Takeuchi! I just found her body with Ueda’s, and they’re both drained of blood!”
Drained of blood.
Body double.
Toga Himiko.
Nejire’s heart ran cold, and she immediately blasted herself into the air with her Quirk and shot in the direction that Kamiya and the false Takeuchi had gone. Unfortunately, as Nejire flew over the buildings, she did not have to go far to find Kamiya; her white paper skin making her quite noticeable on the ground framed against the pool of blood that had formed around her. Breathless, Nejire dove down, not able to see any trace of Toga.
Kamiya was whimpering, her hands clutched over her stomach.
“I need medical support at my location!” Nejire cried over the radio, putting pressure against Kamiya’s stab wound.
Kamiya had been hurt, but she would thankfully survive according to the doctors. Nejire realized though that as bloodthirsty as Toga was, this was probably intentional on her part, knowing that a live victim would require more attention, and giving her more time to slip away.
Tatsuma’s hand on her shoulder did little to make Nejire feel better.
“Hado…this isn’t your fault. It sounds like Toga simply took advantage of a vulnerability she noticed with Kamiya and used that as a pretext to get her to leave before she could be questioned herself…”
“That wouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t given her that advantage in the first place.” Nejire answered, her head resting against the window where she saw Kamiya on her hospital bed, hooked up to a breathing mask.
“…Why couldn’t I just shut up?” Nejire asked out loud.
Tatsuma sighed.
“…This may be a failing on my part. When I was training you, I knew that your…way of talking could cause problems, but I thought that it would be something you would learn to deal with over time, not something I considered as important as helping you to learn how to use your Quirk or to handle disasters. Heroes are allowed to have personality quirks like that; it gives us more of an identity. Police officers though…” Tatsuma frowned, looking at her badge. “They’re expected to act more professionally, especially with matters like this; talking to witnesses, matters that we had relegated to them in the past.” Tatsuma looked back at Nejire, pained. “I’m sorry, Hado.”
“…You weren’t the one who let Uraraka’s tormenter get away.” Nejire replied bitterly.
Tamaki found himself more anxious than usual. Nejire had reverted to her old, withdrawn self the past few days, and didn’t want to explain herself to him. He didn’t know how to help her beyond quietly letting her know that he was there and leaving her breakfast and dinner outside her room.
Toyomitsu (Tamaki’s former mentor, Fat Gum) probably knew what the trouble was, having talked with Nejire’s partner Tatsuma the day Nejire had first started acting like this, but he seemed too uncomfortable to explain, which just made Tamaki more worried.
“…Hado will talk to you when she’s ready.” Toyomitsu said, a somber expression on his usually comical face set against his heavily overweight body.
Before Tamaki could even think of pressing the issue further though, the accursed sound of their radios buzzing went off.
“This is Officer Amori, we’ve got a villain attack on Sanuma Street! Requesting back-up!”
Thankfully, Toyomitsu responded to the frantic call before Tamaki had to.
“This is Seargent Toyomitsu and Officer Amajiki, we are heading to you now!” Toyomitsu put his radio away before giving Tamaki a determined grin. “Let’s go, partner!”
Based off of what Tamaki remembered from the patrol routes listed that morning, Amori and his partner did not have much support in their area besides Tamaki and Toyomitsu. This was a problem for the two of them as they had to travel on foot due to Toyomitsu’s girth (a necessity for his Quirk ‘Fat Absorption’ to be effective) prevented them from using a car. While it took the two of them less time to get to Sanuma Street then other responding officers, it still took them some time.
When they did arrive, Tamaki realized that the Villain attack had gotten worse, as there was a plume of fire slowly forming overheard. Officer Amore ran to meet the two of them.
“What happened, Officer?” Toyomitsu asked. “Where’s the villain?”
“He’s been taken down.” The pale officer replied, pointing with a shaking finger to a large heteromorph with scorpion-like traits. Despite being bigger than Toyomitsu, it did not seem as if he was going to be a threat, as he was covered with burns and was barely breathing.
“How did someone with a Scorpion Quirk start a fire?” Toyomitsu asked, noting the smoking building in front of them.
“It wasn’t him.” Amori replied with a haunted look. “It was the vigilante who took him down.”
“A vigilante?” Toyomitsu asked. “What did they look like? Where did they go?”
“I don’t know!” the panicked officer cried out with a vehemence that actually made Toyomitsu flinch back. “There was just this giant Scorpion Mutant robbing a grocery store and I was just trying to stay alive and get away! I got to cover and the next thing I know, there was a bunch of screaming and explosions and this fire got started!”
“Darn it…” Toyomitsu growled, noticing the fire getting worse. People were frantically running out of the burning building, but more could be heard screaming inside. This, along with the various injured citizens from the villain’s rampage or the vigilante’s attack trying to limp through the chaos. Through this all, Amori and his partner were trembling worse than anything Tamaki had ever done, seemingly unable to respond to the situation or any of the injured people.
“Darn it…” Toyomitsu growled before taking control of the situation. “Amori, I need you and your partner to start getting the perp and any injured out of here. Amajiki and I will handle whoever’s in the store.”
“I…I can’t…” Amori stuttered, trembling before Toyomitsu took him by the shoulder.
“Move, Officers!”
Having an eight-foot tall man shout in their faces did the trick of getting the scared men and women to move into action, which was fortuitous as though Toyomitsu and Tamaki’s work managed to get all of the civilians out of the store quickly enough, the fire got bad very quickly. Just moments after they had gotten everyone out, there was another explosion from within the store, spreading the flames to the adjoining buildings, requiring that Toyomitsu, Tamaki, and what officers they could direct work for several hours more. By the time that Toyomitsu told him to take a break, Tamaki was exhausted and covered with soot. Leaning against a brick wall and gasping in exhaustion, Tamaki’s eyes passed over the crowd of people who had come to view the chaos. As Tamaki looked though, he gasped in recognition.
At the back of the crowd was the familiar spiky red-haired face of Kirishima Eijiro, Tamaki’s former kouhai.
Eri hadn’t been the only person from UA that Tamaki had tried to keep in touch with, but he had been distraught to learn that soon after the new year had started, Kirishima had dropped out of UA. Tamaki had tried to get in touch with him; to call him, but on the occasions that he had time to do so, Kirishima hadn’t answered his phone, and when Tamaki had tried to visit his home in person, Kirishima’s parents had tearfully admitted that they had to kick their son out after his friend Bakugou had caused too much trouble for them, though they begged Tamaki to try to talk some sense into him.
Kirishima was looking at the wreckage of the store with a sick look on his face, but did not seem to realize that Tamaki was there. Before Tamaki could react though, Kirishima turned and began to walk away.
No, no! Tamaki could not let this chance go! He stood up and began to walk towards the crowd, only for someone to stand in his way.
“E…excuse…” Tamaki stammered, trying to keep his eyes on Kirishima, but the man who stepped in front of him was having none of it.
“Where the hell were you?” the man growled.
“Wha…I was…”
“Those useless officers did nothing but run and scream when that villain showed up! What do you think we pay you for?”
A woman noticed Tamaki getting chewed out, and decided to jump in herself.
“We had to wait for a vigilante to take care of this, and it was that insane kid who got kidnapped and made All Might retire! What, you guys need psychopaths to do your job for you?”
Another man suddenly spoke up.
“Hey, I recognize him! He worked with that red-haired kid who was with that psycho!”
Tamaki couldn’t see Kirishima anymore…he needed to get past everyone…but they were all shouting at him…he felt his heart beating too fast…
“Wait, is he having a panic attack?”
“Are you really so useless that you can’t even stand to have people talk to you?”
No…no…he needed to get to Kirishima…
So many people…so close…so angry…
“Hey, give him space!”
Toyomitsu shouted and interposed himself between Tamaki and the crowd, who then turned their vitriol on him. The former hero held his hands out, trying to calm the irate crowd down, but Tamaki could barely hear anything, having shrunk against the wall.
He needed to…
Tamaki looked past the shouting crowd, but couldn’t see Kirishima anymore.
It took a few minutes for Toyomitsu to convince everyone to leave and not start a riot. It then took another minute for Tamaki to finally sputter out to him that he had seen Kirishima. Toyomitsu sent a radio call to the officers to keep an eye out for the former hero student, but no one saw him by the end of the day.
Tamaki went home, left a meal for Nejire at her door, and sealed himself in his room without eating anything.
His kouhai was in so much trouble…and he was right there…Tamaki couldn’t just speak up or stand up for himself. He might have been one of the few people who could talk to Kirishima by this point, and he had let him go.
The next day, Toyomitsu did his best to cheer Tamaki up despite his own concerns for his former intern, trying to reassure him that they would find Kirishima.
As if the world was mocking them, at that moment, another call came through for all available officers to respond to a propane explosion.
Tamaki and Toyomitsu were too late to try to help restrain Bakugou. They could only arrive in time to see him and Kirishima being forced into police cars. The look of horror and shame on Kirishima’s face as he saw his senpai looking at him was something that Tamaki knew would haunt him forever.
He couldn’t even bring himself to officially sign out. He just wanted to go home, but as he got to the apartment, Tamaki felt no safer.
“D…d…DAMN IT!!!”
Tamaki slammed his fists against the drywall, cracking it before sliding to his knees, weakly beating against the wall as he lamented how his failure to had led to Kirishima ruining his life.
He didn’t know how long he was there for, but at some point, he felt Nejire’s arms wrap around him.
“Tamaki?”
Tamaki leaned into his friend, perhaps the only person in the world who didn’t seem him as a failure, because he certainly saw himself that way.
“Tamaki…what’s wrong?”
Eventually, Tamaki calmed down enough to explain what had happened; how he had seen Kirishima the previous day, but had failed to stop him, only to see him again that day after he had been involved in an act of mass murder. Somewhere in his crying, Nejire joined in with her own tears, and she told him why she had been sealing herself in her room; how she had failed her own kouhai when she had allowed her tormenter to escape under her nose.
It was dark outside by the time the two had pulled apart, sitting next to each other against the wall.
“…Can we do this, Tamaki?” Nejire asked.
“…I don’t know.” Tamaki answered.
Nejire and Tamaki went to the police station the next day, if only because they didn’t know what else to do, and they knew that they couldn’t not go to work, not when there were people that were relying on them.
Still, Nejire couldn’t help but wonder if it might have been better if she didn’t show up. Sure, her Quirk was powerful, but her presence seemed to just make the public see the police even worse.
Nejire realized that Tamaki was probably thinking the same way about himself, but Nejire had to envy his issues at this point. It would help her a great deal if she thought at least a fraction about what she said or how people saw her the way that Tamaki did, though it pained her to see him so upset with himself because of his problems.
Nejire had been going to work, but she had been avoiding talking to people when she could. It seemed that Toga’s escape had slowly become common knowledge amongst the other officers, as she could sense the irritated glares that they sent her way (of course Tamaki, finding it so hard to communicate with people, was the last one to hear. At least Nejire had managed to confess what had happened to him personally. He didn’t seem to judge her for it, at least.) Today though, it seemed like everyone was somber and frustrated, and not just with her.
As she sat at her desk, Nejire could hear muffled shouting coming from Chief Gori’s office. After a minute of this, several officers left the office, including one that Nejire recognized as Amori. Amori and the other officers went to their desks. They looked tense, as if they just wanted to leave. Gori though stood in front of the precinct.
“May I have your attention?” he called out to everyone, silencing the building. “I know that this isn’t everyone, but while I have as many of you here as possible, I would like to say a few things.”
Once he had the attention of the officers, Gori took a breath.
“Several of us…really, all of us, have been dealing with problems.”
Nejire winced, though she and Tamaki were not the only ones, as several officers, whether plain police or former heroes averted their gaze from the police chief.
“I’ve had complaints about police not responding properly to incidents; either freezing up or running away.”
Amori made a weak croaking noise as he hunched over and shook.
“I’ve also had complaints of various interpersonal issues from former heroes; breaching protocol, misuse of equipment, instances of disrespectful behavior, or simply not communicating clearly.”
Nejire and Tamaki exchanged guilty looks, though thankfully no one was looking at them specifically. Looking at the other officers, Nejire realized that they all seemed to have guilty or somber looks on their faces.
“We all signed up for this job…” Gori said, causing Amori and several other officers to glare at him, though thankfully these looks lessened as Gori sighed and went on. “But admittedly, this is not the job we expected it to be. Many of us in the force have come to expect heroes to handle villain attacks or serious accidents, and find that now that heroes don’t officially exist anymore, we don’t know how to respond to such incidents.”
Gori’s gaze turned to Tatsuma, Toyomitsu, Nejire, Tamaki, and several other former pro heroes. “Those of you who were once pro heroes were likewise used to working a different way; running into incidents on your own, not having to deal with more mundane, ‘grunt’ work, even the way that you talked with the public involved more leeway. You were respected.” Gori frowned and shook his head. “Maybe we officers weren’t respected as much, but it was still better than what all of us are experiencing now from the public.”
Nejire remembered the glares of the people who watched her trying to question Kamiya. She thought about how angry people would shout at Tamaki as if they saw him as a scapegoat they could unload their grievances onto. She thought about the people who had become vigilantes; recklessly using dangerous support gear and Quirks without regards for collateral damage because they didn’t respect any of them to handle things.
“To be honest, I can’t help but feel resentful about my circumstances.” Gori said as if she was reading Nejire’s mind. “I took over from Tsuragamae as Chief of Police just before the system that I had grown up with collapsed all around me. I am expected to lead the force with completely new standards without any real warning or preparation.”
Gori chuckled sadly. “Frankly, I was hoping that All Might’s Pro Hero movement would have brought everything back to normal by now, but considering recent events,”
Tamaki hunched in on himself further,
“It doesn’t look like that’s going to happen.” Gori gestured to the precinct and the gathered officers. “This is what we’ve got right now, and what we’re expected to use to protect the people of this country, people who very often don’t respect us and don’t want to listen to us.”
Gori pulled out his police badge and displayed it to the precinct.
“It has never been more difficult for me to come into this office each day and put on this badge. Every day, I have to sift through an answering machine filled with calls from the public criticizing me and this precinct, calling me a failure, and overall questioning my integrity and competence.” Gori shook his head grimly. “Sometimes I question the same thing about myself. I keep getting hung up on my mistakes and my failures, and the people who have gotten hurt because of them.”
Nejire bowed her head at this, remembering Kamiya’s labored breathing in the hospital, remembering how Uraraka had been so pale and shaking after Jaku, after another encounter with the girl who gave her nightmares. She could feel Tamaki shivering in the chair next to her. Gori though raised his voice, glaring at them all.
“But I am sticking with this. I have a son who inherited my Quirk, which makes him a target for ridicule and suspicion. If there wasn’t someone there who could protect him, I don’t think that he would be able to go out in public, especially not now with our country the way it is. I am here, for the same reason that police have always been here, and why heroes stepped up when Quirks first started appearing and people used them to hurt others; because someone needs to be. I am going to stick with this job, no matter what.”
Nejire didn’t know that Gori had a son, having been convinced to keep out of his personal life after he had to chew her out for being intrusive. Hearing him talk about his family though sparked something in her, making her think of Eri; how scared she looked when Nejire first met her, how Nejire learned to tone down her exuberance for fear of startling the little girl, and how sad she became after her hero had died. Despite his proclamation though, Gori bowed his head.
“But I also know that I can’t do this alone. If I do, this job will kill me. If I have any hope of making this city a safe enough place for my son, then I am going to need help.”
Gori looked back up at the precinct, looking at each individual in the eye.
“I am certain that all of you have people that you care about; children, parents, siblings, friends, and they have people that they care about. Maybe I don’t know them, but I promise you that I will help you protect them however I can. Unfortunately, this job means I also have to help all of those people who have no connection with me, who don’t know me, and yet still see fit to spit in my face because I wear this badge. But all of them have their own loved ones, and I couldn’t rightfully ignore them any more than I could ignore my loved ones or yours, as galling as that might be.”
Nejire thought again about her encounter with Tamiya; the judging glares from the onlookers, Tamiya’s frustration and distrust towards her, only to later find her wounded in an alleyway. However, for a moment, she was able to remember what Tatsuma had pointed out to her; how without her, Tamiya would have died. True, there was a lot that Nejire had failed in, but if she was honest with herself, it was better than if she had done nothing.
“All I can say is that I could use whatever help I can get to do this. I’m not looking for someone who can just fix everything. I think we all know now that kind of person doesn’t exist. What I am looking for are men and women who are willing to fix what they can.”
Gori completed his speech and turned towards his office, but was interrupted by Toyomitsu and Tatsuma both clapping in approval. Not everyone joined in, but it was enough to show that most of the precinct was still with Gori before the radios started going off again and everyone rushed to work.
It was a long day, one not any easier than the others. Nejire was still too scared to talk to people for fear of alienating them and making the reputation of the police worse, but she was able to help Tatsuma pull people from a car wreck, and helped Tamaki corner a gang that had tried to rob an ATM. By the time Nejire got back to the apartment, it was already dark. Tamaki had beat her there, and was sitting in the living room, looking at a book.
“What are you doing?” Nejire asked.
Tamaki held up the book. Nejire’s gasped as she realized that it was Mirio’s photo album.
One of the ways that Tatsuma and Toyomitsu had helped them after Jaku was advising them on how to properly grieve for Mirio, having lost several colleagues and friend who were heroes themselves. As much as Nejire might have been tempted to just plaster the apartment with pictures of Mirio, thinking that it would be a way to hold onto him, Tatsuma had suggested to her and Tamaki that they instead just have a single area set apart specifically for his memory. Not to hide him away, but something that wouldn’t be surrounding them all the time, reminding them of their grief. Nejire and Tamaki had settled on compiling a photo album of their experiences with Mirio.
Nejire sat next to Tamaki on the couch. He had already gone through a few photos already, most of them from his youth when he and Mirio were kids. Nejire couldn’t help but smile at how adorable Tamaki and Mirio were; Mirio wearing a cape as they were playing heroes while Tamaki was a sidekick, with the next photo showing Tamaki reluctantly wearing the same cape and Mirio taking the sidekick role, trying to hype up his shy friend. There was their graduation from middle school, the aftermath of the UA Entrance Exam in which the two looked particularly beat up, but proud, and the two wearing their UA uniforms on their first day to the school. Tamaki looked as if he was only just able to look at the camera while Mirio had an arm over his shoulder and beaming as he took a selfie of the two.
Then there were the pictures where Nejire started to show up. Looking back, it surprised her to be reminded how similar she was to Tamaki; reluctantly being in the picture with him and Mirio, unsure of whether she could trust the two boys and how much she could open up as they sat at the same lunch table. As shy as Tamaki was, it was him, surprisingly, not Mirio, the embodiment of sunshine, who had first reached out to Nejire. Despite being so scared of social experiences, Tamaki had gotten out of his comfort zone to help someone who he saw needed help. Nejire would always love that about him, smiling at Tamaki as she sat next to him before looking back at the album. As more photos were added, Nejire’s smile in the pictures grew as she became more comfortable with her new friends. Them working out, them at the Sports Festival, the Cultural Festival, going to a ramen shop, bowling. The last photo of their first year was just Mirio having gotten a lucky shot of Nejire glomping him and Tamaki.
Their first photos from their second year didn’t show them all together, but instead them individually with their hero mentors for their internships. Mirio looked so excited and happy to be with Sir Nighteye, Bubble Girl, and Centipeder. Nejire grimaced, hoping that Bubble Girl and Centipeder were okay. The last picture of that year was taken by Nejire’s friend Yuya, she remembered, as it was the three of them posing in their hero costumes, around the time that they had taken the title of UA’s Big Three.
Then their Third Year. The three posed together for the start of their last year, all grinning brightly (or at least what passed for grinning for Tamaki) for the camera, feeling as if they had a bright future ahead of them. Then the Sports Festival, where they had each taken the gold, silver, and bronze medals. Nejire was so excited to get second place, and even Tamaki managed to look at the camera despite being looked at by the entire world. Mirio’s smile though, Nejire was pained to see, was not as bright as it normally was. It was the first time that Nejire and Tamaki noticed Mirio start to change. When they pointed this out to him, he would immediately brighten up again, but those instances where he was more somber and introspective became more common the longer the year went. Still, there were some good memories even in Mirio’s last year: the three getting to go to I-Island, having their own Summer Camp experience, and just having fun times as teenagers before they expected to go out into the world. Eri started to show up, looking confused and often overwhelmed as Mirio, Nejire, and Tamaki showed her around UA, drew pictures together, or shared sweets.
The last picture didn’t have Nejire and Tamaki in it. Instead, it was of Mirio, Midoriya, and Eri at class 1-C’s cat café, where Mirio and Midoriya had finally gotten Eri to smile. Nejire couldn’t help but to cry a bit at this; seeing them so happy and innocent, a smile on Mirio’s face that felt so genuine compared to what he had forced himself to do so often at the time. There had been times that he had been able to forget about what One For All was doing to him; small instances that the three had just been having inane conversations with each other about school work or their kouhais. Mirio had admitted to Nejire and Tamaki that had he not realized that Nighteye would have forced OFA onto Midoriya had he known about the young, heroic, Quirkless student, he would have suggested that he intern with the Foresight Hero, jokingly referring to him as his kouhai in the same way that Uraraka was Nejire’s and Kirishima was Tamaki’s.
“Chief Gori’s speech today…” Tamaki spoke up once they had reached the end of the album, “It made me think of something that Mirio would have said to us.”
“Yeah…Mirio wouldn’t let us feel sorry about ourselves like this.” Nejire agreed. Mirio always had been the one to push them to keep going, no matter what problems they faced. He never let himself get down because of his trouble controlling his Quirk, he wouldn’t let Tamaki get down on himself for his social anxiety, and he wouldn’t let Nejire think that she had to isolate herself from others.
“The thing is though…as much as I still want to help people…I still can’t afford to freeze up like I did again.” Tamaki lowered his head. “I don’t have the excuse that I’m just going to be a sidekick anymore…I’m going to have to be the one people talk to now.”
“You’re right.” Nejire admitted, the weight of her problems hitting her again. “I can’t just be the ‘fairy girl’ hero that people think is pretty and funny. I have to be someone that they’ll take seriously.”
Tamaki was quite for a moment.
“…I think you can be that, Nejire. I believe in you.”
Nejire looked at Tamaki. He wasn’t flinching, he was looking at her full in the eye, truly believing in her. She felt tears in her eyes.
“…I believe in you too, Tamaki.” She answered.
The two sat in silence for another minute, though Tamaki was brave enough to take Nejire’s hand in his.
“You know…” Nejire spoke up, “maybe we could help each other with our problems. Specifically, I mean, not just doing this.” She held up the hand Tamaki was holding.
“What do you mean?” Tamaki asked.
“Well…you have problems with anxiety, and I have problems giving people anxiety. Maybe we could test each other. Practice talking with each other, and learn to deal with our problems.”
“So…how would that work? Would you just talk to me, and I try to get myself to let you know you’re asking uncomfortable questions?”
“Yeah!” Nejire chirped. Sure, the idea felt weird, but maybe it could work. At the very least, they would be trying to help each other.
Tamaki hesitated for a moment, but eventually nodded his head.
“…Okay.”
The next few weeks were demanding for Tamaki, but it helped that he had agreed to do this with Nejire. Sure, he could question his own ability to the point that it paralyzed himself, but the fact that there was someone else relying on him made him suck it up. Such as the case with how he and Nejire were ‘training’ themselves in a sense:
Nejire was focusing on a list of questions on a table between them pertaining to the kind of normal information you might ask someone you first met. The goal for her was to either stick with the basic questions, or to learn to recognize when she was going too far based off of the way that Tamaki was acting. Tamaki’s goal was to speak up when Nejire went too off-track from the topic, or when it was his turn, to ask the questions in a clear way.
“Hi there! What’s your name?”
“Amajik Tamaki…”
“Can you tell me what you were doing five minutes ago?”
“I was…getting a coffee…”
“Where did you go? What kind of coffee did you get? What was the price? What flavor was it? What…”
This went on for a bit, until Tamaki haltingly raised his hand, prompting Nejire to stop her rambling and click a stopwatch.
“…Seven minutes…” she pouted, frustrated with herself.
Tamaki shuddered and sighed. They estimated from the list that they had made up that the questions should have only taken four minutes, and they hadn’t even gotten through them all. This was a mark against both Nejire for not realizing that she was rambling and Tamaki for not standing up for himself.
“So…we need more work…” Tamaki admitted. “On the bright side though…you let me speak my whole name this time…”
Nejire blinked and smiled.
“Yeah! And you got me to stop on your own without cringing!”
From an outsider’s perspective, what they were doing likely looked ridiculous, but it was a surprisingly difficult exercise for the two of them. It was frustrating, but at least they were working at it.
“Let’s go again.” Nejire said, picking out a new list of questions and handing them to Tamaki.
“…Yes.” Tamaki said, taking a breath and making sure to look Nejire in the eye. “…What is your name?”
“Hado Nejire.”
“Can you…can you tell me what happened at your store?”
“Someone robbed me! He held me at knifepoint and made me give him all the money in my register! I don’t know why he thought he needed to mug someone to get money, I might have given him a job if he asked. I could use the help since…I mean…” Nejire blinked, surprised that she managed to stop herself this time. “I was robbed.” She rephrased.
Tamaki nodded.
“Can…can you describe the person who robbed you?”
“Sure! I…Oh, wait.” Nejire said, looking at her sheet. “I’m supposed to be angry at you.” Nejire glared at Tamaki. “Why should I talk to you? You’re a no-good hero and you’re bad at your job!”
To be clear, Tamaki knew that Nejire was just acting, and she was such a normally bubbly person that she wasn’t even that intimidating, but having someone raise their voice against him still threatened to reduce Tamaki to a quivering mess.
“M…m…ma’am…I need to take your testimony…”
“I don’t care! I don’t want you here! Go away!” Nejire folded her arms and looked away. The whole ridiculousness of the scene was quite obvious, but it still made Tamaki self-conscious. However, he swallowed his fear and pressed on.
“Ma’am…any information you give could help us catch the person who robbed you.”
Nejire’s eyes lit up and she grinned.
“Way to go, Tamaki! Way to stand up to me…I mean…” Nejire folded her arms again and huffed. “…Fine…”
“What did this person look like?...What color was his hair?...His eyes?...What was he wearing? Did he have a noticeable Quirk?”
They only had so much time to do this each evening, but the two had resolved to practice regularly. Tamaki liked to think that he was speaking up more often at work, so he hoped that he was getting better. This meant that they couldn’t spend as much time with their social lives as they would have liked, but Tamaki tried to at least make sure to write letters to Kirishima when he got a break at work.
Such was the case when Tamaki was having lunch with his partner for the day, Sansa (Toyomitsu had been called away for a separate case for the day,) taking the time to write a letter for Kirishima. Just thinking of what to write down was difficult though; Tamaki felt like he was missing so much context. When he was working with Kirishima, his kouhai had claimed that Bakugou was ‘manly,’ but much of what he said to back this up, that Bakugou was strong, determined, and refused to back down from a challenge, could be applied to a lot of villains as well. Tamaki wished that he had trusted his instincts more back then and tried to point that out to Kirishima…
Sansa’s cat ears suddenly twitched and he bolted upright, sticking his head out of the car.
“What is it?” Tamaki asked.
“Explosions. Screaming…Footsteps? Something big.”
Before he could elaborate further, the radio crackled to life:
“All available officers, there is a giant villain attacking the Takoba port, requesting assistance now!”
Sansa and Tamaki buckled up and sped off towards the coast. By the time that they arrived in Takoba, the two could see a massive shape occasionally standing over the buildings. Unfortunately, before they could get closer, Sansa was forced to stop as a crowd of screaming people had flooded the streets, fleeing for their lives away from whatever monster was attacking. Worse yet, several overturned vehicles blocked the road ahead of them.
“Darn it.” Sansa growled before looking uneasily at Tamaki, who knew what the officer was thinking. Police were supposed to stick together, but based off of the size of the villain in the distance and the damage it was causing, it needed to be dealt with quickly, and there simply wasn’t much that Sansa could do with his own abilities.
“Okay…” Sansa pulled out the radio and made a call. “This is Officer Sansa; be advised, the main road to Takoba port had been blocked off, all responding officers head towards alternate routes.”
The man then rummaged around their equipment before handing Tamaki a small megaphone. “Tamaki, I know that this is hard for you, but this is the biggest street away from the port, and the one that everyone’s going to head towards. If we don’t redirect them away from this roadblock, we could get a lot of people crushed in a bottleneck. I won’t be able to get to the port fast enough, so I need you to get everyone’s attention and send them to either Yota or Rudu Street.”
Tamaki hesitated for just a moment, but the sound of the giant slamming down on another building knocked him out of it, and he took the loudspeaker.
“I’ll…I’ll do it.”
Tamaki stepped out of the car and Manifested traits from his last meal: specifically, the legs of a tiger beetle. Pushing past the blockade, Tamaki zipped up to a high point where he could get as many people to listen to him as possible.
Numerous disasters played out in his head; what if he couldn’t work the megaphone, what if he couldn’t speak up loudly enough, what if people simply didn’t listen to him…
“Nejire…you’re talking to Nejire…” Tamaki muttered to himself. He flipped the megaphone on, trembling. He didn’t know how loud he needed to be, but considering how naturally quiet he was, Tamaki just took a deep breathe and shouted as loud as he could:
“A…Attention everyone!...”
Several people stopped running on the streets below and looked up at the source of the noise that just blazed over them. Tamaki ignored his pounding heart and continued to shout:
“T…there is a pileup on Main Street…P…Please head towards…Yota Street or Rudu Street for your safety!”
Tamaki took a gasp of air and looked down at the streets. Several people were hesitating, but much to his shock, after a moment, they started heading away from Main Street.
“Okay…Okay…” Tamaki panted to himself. “I can do this…I can do this…”
Tamaki proceeded towards the port, occasionally stopping to continue to direct people to safety. While there were some stragglers, apparently hearing someone speaking in a comparatively clear voice was enough to get the majority of people to listen, which caused the stragglers to follow the crowd.
When Tamaki arrived at the port, he could see the villain in its entirety: Rather than simply being someone with a Giant Quirk, the criminal seemed to posses some kind of metal manipulation Quirk, having made a massive, almost insectoid-like golem from various scrap metal salvaged from a ship from the dock, the scrap sliding into place as the golem touched the wreckage and adding to his armor. Even in this form, Tamaki could hear the villain laugh maniacally as the policemen present fired their guns futilely against his metal shell.
The police appeared to be trying to draw the golem’s attention away from the remaining civilians, though at the cost of being forced to run for their lives from the criminal’s rampage. One officer, Amori of all people, found himself cornered against the dock just as the golem had a blade-like appendage raised. Suddenly though, Tamaki had appeared behind him, holding him by the back of his neck. The next moment, Amori had been sped away from a hole that the golem had slashed through the dock.
Unsure of whether he was dead or not, Amori suddenly had a megaphone pressed against his arms.
“You’ve…you’ve done a good job.” Tamaki said. “I need you and the other officers to get people to head towards Yota or Rudu Street, the Main Street’s blocked off.”
Amori stared at Tamaki for a moment, still stunned before shaking his head.
“Okay…” he looked warily back at the golem, who realized where they were and was stalking towards them. “But what about him?”
“I’ll handle him, but I need space.”
Amori chose to trust Tamaki and ran off, reconvening with the other officers as they worked to steer the remaining civilians away.
“HA!” the Golem Villain cackled with a grating voice. “WHAT, YOU THINK YOU’VE GOT A CHANCE AGAINST ME, PIPSQUEAK? YOU LOOK LIKE YOU’RE SHAKING IN YOUR BOOTS!” The golem lifted its blade up and swung it down once more.
“YOU’RE HISTORY!!!”
Just as the blade was about to skewer through the pale young man though, the villain felt his arm jolt to a stop.
“Actually,” Tamaki said with a relieved smile now that he had finished talking with everyone, his arms transformed into the barbed horns of a rhino beetle, holding the giant blade in place. “This is the easy part for me.”
Tamaki suddenly pulled back, and the golem was yanked off of his feet. The other officers were met with the sight of their most timid coworker throwing a several ton steel golem through the air and into the water where he couldn’t collect more metal, followed by said officer leaping onto the golem and ripping it apart to pull the screaming villain out of his shell.
Nejire wasn’t one to normally be nervous, but this would be the first time that she took witness testimony since the fiasco with Kamiya. She almost wished that she had some kind of villain or disaster to deal with alongside this the same way that Tamaki had when he dealt with the Metal Golem Villain. It was ironic how most of the precinct felt proud of Tamaki for defeating someone that dangerous, while he felt prouder of the fact that he had managed to handle directing the crowds. Here though, Nejire just had the kind of mundane task that she and Tamaki struggled with.
Nejire and Tsukauchi were investigating a break-in at a woman’s apartment; whoever had done it had completely destroyed the place, with many of the woman’s belongings torn to pieces or otherwise crushed, leaving barely anything but detritus, though as Nejire and Tsukauchi looked through the wreckage, the two found a spot of blood on the fire escape outside.
Eventually, there was nothing left but to question the victim. Tsukauchi decided to have Nejire be the one to ask the questions, though he would be standing by in case she lost focus and needed to take over.
Nejire looked at her notepad, which had several questions already written in it as a means of focusing herself:
“May I get your full name for the record?” she started.
“Mori Mari.”
Nejire was immediately drawn to the alliteration of the name; why did Mori’s parents name her that? Did they have similar sounding names? Does she called herself M&M, like the candy? She was about to open her mouth to ask these questions, but immediately clamped it shut, forcing herself to take a breath and move onto the next question.
“Can you tell us what was stolen?”
“Well…I thought that more stuff was stolen than I originally thought, since the apartment was so trashed, but the only thing that I could see that was missing that wasn’t otherwise destroyed was a stereo system that my ex-boyfriend gave me.”
The questions went on:
“Where were you when the break-in happened?”
“Have you noticed any unusual activity around your home lately?”
“Has anyone been threatening you?
Nejire eventually ran through all of the questions that she had on her notepad, but felt like there was more that she could do. Looking at what she had, she was eventually able to sort through the questions she could think of to what she thought was relevant:
“You said that your ex-boyfriend got you that stereo system?”
After the questioning was done, Tsukauchi agreed to go with Nejire’s suspicion to question the ex-boyfriend.
In the end, the whole thing ended rather anticlimactically. Nejire knocked on the ex-boyfriend’s door, only for she and Tsukauchi to hear a hushed voice followed by a creaking window. When Nejire flew outside, she saw the ex-boyfriend almost tripping over the fire escape from a broken foot…one that he had given himself stealing Mori’s stereo, which was in plain view of his window. In addition to whatever jail time he’d face, the man would have to pay for the damages he had done to Mori’s apartment. Still an upsetting time for the woman, but she was grateful that the case was solved so quickly and her ex wouldn’t bother her again.
It was good that Nejire and Tsukauchi were able to handle the case so quickly, as it was simply one in a host of other calls that they had to respond to that day. By the end, the two made their way back to the precinct in the hopes that they would be able to accomplish something of the backlog of paperwork they had to deal with. Nejire certainly appreciated the pat on her shoulder and the smile Tsukauchi gave her after the day was done, the reassurance that she was doing better.
Nejire had to hold onto this small boost though as she went into the precinct. Gori’s speech had encouraged most of the officers to remain despite the pressures that they were facing, but the fact remained; they were fighting a losing battle. They simply didn’t have enough support for what they were being asked to do. Though the police were working harder to stand their ground against the more serious threats that they faced rather than freezing up as they had in previous days, that didn’t change the fact that most of them simply weren’t trained to handle threats of this scale. Too many heroes had left, and too much of the public was against them. Everyone was exhausted, quite a few officers were sporting injuries from previous engagements.
Nejire sighed, trying to focus on what she could do, and got to work, only to hear Chief Gori’s voice echoing over the precinct.
“May I have everyone’s attention?”
Nejire looked up from her paperwork to see the chief standing in front of his office again.
“I just received a notice from the Prime Minister’s office in regards to a measure he’s decided on. I should warn you, while we can take this measure as good or bad, I can suspect there will be backlash when it is made public.”
Nejire and Tamaki tensed up, holding hands beneath their desks in fear that they were about to receive some bad news.
“Frankly, for us though,” Gori said with an almost relieved smile, surprising Nejire and the rest of the officers with his change in tone, “I think that this will at least give us some much needed support.” He looked over the precinct, seeing that he had everyone’s attention. “Minister Koshi will be requesting UN support to supplement the country’s law enforcement. We will be working with UN soldiers until we can build up our police and rescue forces to the point that the UN supplementing them will no longer be necessary.”
For a moment, there was silence. Then, there was bedlam, but to Nejire, it was the fun kind. Almost the entire precinct cheered, with quite a few officers breaking down in happy tears, Nejire one of them, as she and Tamaki hugged each other in relief.
It took a few days for the UN troops to arrive, and as Gori predicted, it became just another thing for the public to complain about. To the Japanese police though, the troops were a relief that they desperately needed. With the extra manpower, there was no need for them to take double shifts, they weren’t required to constantly be on the move to different sectors of the city to help with disasters, a few officers that had dropped out returned now they weren’t at constant risk of burnout, and they could actually go home and rest. There was a bit of a learning period getting used to the change, both for the police and the UN troops; some of whom struggled with language differences. One of Nejire and Tamaki’s biggest jobs that they needed to do with this change therefore was aiding these troops, due to them both being proficient in English (they didn’t become the top students at UA just by having powerful Quirks, after all.) This obviously presented a new challenge for Nejire and Tamaki considering their own communication issues, but the troops were actually quite nice and patient, allowing Nejire to make many new friends.
After a few days of getting to know the troops and showing them around Musutafu, Nejire and Tamaki found themselves finally able to clock out of their shift on time. The two came home to their apartment and collapsed on the couch, exhausted but content.
“…Do you want to call Eri?” Tamaki asked after the two had a moment for what seemed like the first time in a month to decompress.
“Yes!” Nejire responded, jerking upright and bringing up her phone. Though they hadn’t gotten to work with their old English teacher that much, the last time he had been at the precinct, Yamada had made sure to let the two know that Eri was now being taken care of by the Midoriyas, prompting Nejire to call their friend from Gen Ed.
“Hey Nejire!” Midoriya’s voice spoke over the speaker, allowing Tamaki to hear it too. “Is Amajiki with you?”
“Yes, I’m here.” Tamaki said.
“I heard about your fight with the Metal Golem Villain, Amajiki, you were incredible!”
Tamaki groaned softly into his hands.
“Everyone at the precinct keeps playing ‘Rules of Nature’ to make fun of me!”
“They just think you were cool, Tamaki!” Nejire giggled.
“You are cool, Tamaki-ni!” Eri’s voice suddenly called out over the phone, making Tamaki even more embarrassed.
“I’ll let you two and Eri talk.” Midoriya said, “I’m glad that you both seem to be doing so much better!”
There was a brief sound of Midoriya handing the phone over to Eri.
“Nejire-ni, Tamaki-ni, I missed you!” Eri cried enthusiastically.
“Hey, Eri!” Nejire cried back, feeling elated to hear Eri so much more cheerful than the last time that they had talked. “We’re sorry it’s been so long, we’ve been really busy…”
“That’s okay. Are you two okay?”
“…Better…I think…” Tamaki answered.
“You both sound better, was today a good day?”
“I think so!” Nejire replied. “We’ve been making a lot of new friends who are going to help us out a lot! Actually, thanks to them, we’re going to have a lot more time off now and it will be a lot easier for us to get in touch with you! Maybe we might be able to visit you at UA again and meet Mrs. Midoriya!”
Eri gasped in excitement.
“That sounds great! Mrs. Midoriya is really nice! Maybe we could watch a movie or something like that if you visit?”
“That might be nice…” Tamaki said with a small smile, likely appreciating the idea of watching a silly kid’s movie.
With so much more time available to them, Nejire and Tamaki spent over an hour talking to Eri; checking up on her schoolwork, her Quirk control lessons, talking about living with Midoriy and his mother. Having come home so many days exhausted and depressed, talking to Eri was like a balm to Nejire and Tamaki. The two decided to spend as little energy as possible, and simply made some cup ramen for their dinner while they flipped through the channels on their television. Unfortunately, their attention was grabbed by a particular 60 Minutes episode.
“UN soldiers have arrived in Japan to bolster their law enforcement, but not everyone is happy for the help.” A reporter with a white-antlered dragon mutation spoke. The footage shifted to showing interviews with various civilians.
“Of course we don’t want foreign troops here! What right do they think they’ve got telling us what our own laws are?” a woman with ice-like hair shouted.
“I thought that we were finished with the occupation after WWII! Do these people have any idea how insulting it is that they’re here?” a man with a Bear Quirk growled.
Both Nejire and Tamaki glared as they saw that Sasaki Mirai was giving his own statement:
“It’s disgraceful to this country that the government sees us as unable to manage our own affairs to the point that we have to breach our own sovereignty just to maintain law and order…” The focus shifted back to the host:
“With such an extreme measure, Prime Minister Koshi’s request has been met with criticism not just in his own country, but abroad:”
The camera shifted to a man talking in an American city;
“Why should our money be sent to a country to deal with a problem that they made for themselves?”
A woman talking in a coastal town;
“Our troops deserve better than to be treated like this. If we’re sending soldiers to help people, they better be treated right!”
And a governor’s office;
“This isn’t something that I would have ever expected from a country like Japan. For a country that’s historically been so prideful, they’ve certainly abandoned their pride.” The politician smiled wryly at his words. “Though considering what has been revealed about their heroes, you have to wonder if their pride really had any value in the first place.”
Nejire still felt grateful that the UN was giving them support, but seeing how many people spoke of her country so contemptuously made her empathize a little with the citizens who were frustrated at the presence of the troops…but then again, they weren’t the ones tasked with policing a country that had its law enforcement gutted. The news host continued to speak, shifting to new perspectives:
“But what do the actual UN troops think now that their boots are on the ground?”
A rather harried-looking soldier wearing the iconic blue helmets of the UN spoke during an interview, as chanting and shouting could be heard in the background.
“It’s ridiculous! We’re here to help these people, and practically as soon as we showed up, we started having garbage thrown at us!”
Both Nejire and Tamaki winced at how frustrated the soldier was, knowing what he was going through. The shot switched to another soldier within a command center, albeit speaking more calmly.
“We’ve had to deal with a lot of irate civilians, yes. However, we’ve also had the pleasure of working with some really incredible men and women. These police and former heroes have had to deal with all of this on their own for months, and they’re still sticking with it, trying to protect people who don’t respect them. How can I not admire that kind of dedication?”
Nejire felt gratitude for this soldier speaking so well of her and her colleagues, as another soldier spoke up while on patrol through the streets of Musutafu.
“We’ve really had to rely on the people who have stayed in law enforcement to make any progress; navigating the streets, talking to the locals willing to listen to us, and overall understanding the culture. Really, we’re just extra manpower until they can boost themselves back up.”
Finally, the shot shifted to another soldier with the head of a German Shepherd speaking outside of UA:
“I think Japan’s a strong country. They’ve made mistakes, but there are people who are trying to do better, and the ones that are trying to rebuild deserve our respect.”
Nejire felt Tamaki’s hand squeezing hers, the two feeling more encouraged despite the enormity of the problems they still faced. The program finally shifted back to the dragon-Quirked reporter:
“Japan now has the manpower to restore order to their country, even if that support is not always welcomed. With such challenges, the question now is what this country is going to turn into, and how they will move on from the collapse of their society. Whatever happens, the whole world is watching what Japan does from here. I’ve been Lyle Sander. Coming up next, we look into the world of perception-altering Quirks:”
The television showed a clip of the next 60 Minutes segment, showing a psychologist with a white-antlered dragon Quirk being interviewed:
“There are some abilities that can make people ignore information that’s staring at them right in the face. I could appear in two different locations simultaneously, and with the right perception blockers, no one would ever realize that they’re looking at the same person! They just think, 'Hey, that guy looks just like...'”
Nejire wasn’t interested in the next segment, and shut the TV off. Watching the program made her feel exhausted again as just how much work was left began to hit her.
When they had started working with the police, many of the officers had high expectations for Nejire and Tamaki, in the same way that they had high expectations for many of the top heroes. Many of the officers preferred to defer to the former heroes on active incidents, cases, or in office matters. Perhaps it was just how they were used to doing things, or maybe it was just the blind faith that people had in heroes. Unfortunately, as Nejire had found out over the following weeks, she and Tamaki were not the only ones to struggle. Many officers felt disillusioned when their heroes failed in some way or weren’t able to make their problems go away, and it slowly hit them all that they were all just human. The police had to accept that, but much of the public simply couldn’t. As much as her failure to stop Toga pained her, Nejire began to realize that no matter what, she couldn’t change how people felt about her and the rest of the police.
That begged the question; how much longer were they going to have to deal with this kind of treatment? How were they going to deal with this?
Nejire and Tamaki simply sat on the couch, their cup ramen mostly forgotten.
“…I want to keep trying.” Nejire eventually said. Tamaki turned to her.
“Part of it’s just that it’s what Mirio would want us to do…but it’s what I want to do, too…or at least as close as it could be.” Nejire said. “Though I guess if I’m honest with myself, I could probably just move to a different country and get re-licensed as a hero there like some of our classmates did. I could just become a hero like what I was planning to do after graduation. I wouldn’t have to worry about offending or annoying people the way that I do as a police officer. People would probably be more forgiving of how my motormouth and my other ‘quirks,’ I’d be able to make people happy whenever they saw me, I might even get to be in more beauty pageants. But that would mean leaving behind people like Eri and Midoriya where they could get hurt, and leaving behind people like Tsukauchi and Gori, to have to deal with this mess themselves, and I just can’t do that.”
Tamaki looked at his knees.
“Yeah…I want to keep trying too…”
Nejire wasn’t sure, but something seemed off about Tamaki. He wasn’t cringing or mumbling to himself, but for some reason, Nejire felt that he was scared about something. Maybe he was more scared then she was about what was on the TV? What could she…
“I love you, Nejire.”
Nejire felt her heart stop in her chest.
“I…I know that I’m springing this on you…and that it might be awkward considering were living together…but…well…”
Tamaki looked sick as he spoke, but he forced himself to look at Nejire in the eye.
“I never thought that Mirio would die the way he did…I never thought that things would be so hard for us as heroes or police officers…and I don’t want to risk the chance that I won’t get to say this to you…”
For once, Nejire thought that she was blushing as much as Tamaki was, though he kept speaking.
“You’re…you’re the most amazing person that I know…I feel like ever since we became friends…you’ve always been there for me…and I want to be there for you.” Tamaki started retreating in on himself the longer he made himself talk. “I…I just want to tell you that…Again, I’m sorry if that makes you feel awkward to be around me, and if you want, I can try to find a different place to…”
Realizing Tamaki was going to just go into another spiral, Nejire cut him off by taking hold of his face and kissing him.
“I love you too, Tamaki.”
Nejire hugged Tamaki, enjoying the feel of his blushing against her cheek.
“This has all been…really hard…” she admitted, wilting somewhat, only for Tamaki to tentatively return her hug, letting her lean into him. “But you’ve been there for me…you understand how I feel…and I love how you’ve always thought that I can be a hero like you, even when you don’t feel strong yourself.” Nejire pulled away, putting her forehead against Tamaki’s and looking into his eyes. “You are one of the best guys I’ve ever known.”
“Whatever happens…let’s face it together.”
Notes:
This was a hard one for me, though for an unusual reason. I don’t know how well I was able to portray Nejire and Tamaki’s characters in a way that didn’t come off as forced, particularly in portraying their various personality Quirks. It's really tricky writing a character that's supposed to be bubbly like Nejire in a setting that's supposed to be so grim and serious, and wondering where she would draw the line on how she acted. I also wasn’t entirely sure what I wanted the story of this to be about. Originally, I was just going to have it focus on the two struggling with their personality quirks as they tried to fit into the police, but as things went on, I realized that this could be a good way to show the Japanese police struggling to adapt to the changes themselves in the early days after the HPSC’s dissolution. I hope that you all were able to enjoyed this regardless.
I feel like with the naming theme that I’ve locked myself into for this story, I can sometimes struggle with giving an appropriate title that can tease whoever’s perspective I intend to follow. For example, most people didn’t catch onto how Whole World is Watching is a duet (except for RedIcyHot; good for you!), or how it could be linked to Nejire and Tamaki’s original reason for getting engaged so soon after graduation; I see the son being about making the most of one’s short life. Within Temptation themselves though said that the song is about setbacks, which I also feel works well for these two characters. Despite my fun though, I think that sometimes my titles can come off as a bit too vague, so for the next one, I’m going to go for something a little easier: The next chapter will be Underclass Hero by Sum41.
Chapter 22: Underclass Hero
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Ever since she was a little girl, Ochako’s main goal in life was to give her parents a good life. Watching her Mom and Dad running a struggling construction firm, Ochako saw how hard they had to push themselves. Unfortunately, there wasn’t much she could do to help them. Eventually though, as Ochako saw how heroes were venerated in their society, how they made people smile and cheer, she realized that if she became a hero, she could make the kind of money that she needed to finally give her parents the break that they deserved.
Ochako was generally a cheerful, upbeat girl, but she inwardly felt devastated when she found out that she hadn’t scored enough points in UA’s Entrance Exam to get into their Hero Course. Still, she refused to give up, not when her dream to support her family was on the line, and she resolved to try again, this time through the Sports Festival.
Perhaps it should have served as a warning to her though when two of 1-A’s students were murdered in a villain attack at the USJ. Ochako’s parents were certainly concerned, and for the first time, actually tried to get Ochako to reconsider her desire before the Sports Festival occurred. Still, Ochako would not back down, and despite stiff competition, managed to get all the way to the Third Round of the Sports Festival and put up a good showing against the student that would win the Gold Medal. This proved to be enough for Ochako to get in, filling her with such joy. True, she was slightly behind the other students in her class, but her determination, coupled with some advice from one of her classmates from her previous Gen Ed course, Ochako managed to persevere and show that she deserved her spot in the hero course when she passed the Final Exam for the term (something which almost half the class did not succeed in, including the boy who had beaten her, Bakugou Katsuki. Ochako felt a little smug about that.)
Unfortunately, Ochako soon found herself a victim to the tragedy that seemed to haunt 1-A that year when the League of Villains attacked their class at their Summer Camp. Ochako found herself alone in the woods when the League attacked, and found herself face to face with the serial killer Toga Himiko.
What happened afterwards was something that Ochako did not like to think about, though she would suffer from flashes to that point for years to come; the pain of her wounds, the smell of blood, and Toga’s perversely twisted fanged smile as she drained Ochako’s blood. It was only the arrival of her teacher Aizawa that forced Toga to retreat.
Ochako was saved, but only barely. The heroes were able to transport her to a hospital in time to replace the blood that Toga had drained from her. However, the experience of the attack was repeated in Ochako’s nightmares, as Toga cornered her, hurt her, drained her of her blood, all with that perverse, sick smile on her face, chatting all the while to Ochako as if they were friends. Not satisfied to simply haunt Ochako in her sleep, Toga would revisit her over and over again in vivid flashbacks, to the point that Ochako could not tell if she was asleep or awake, in the safety of the dorms or back in the Summer Camp, alive or dying.
Still though, Ochako had her dream to provide for her parents, to help others, and now she understood the need for heroes to protect people from villains like Toga, so she forced herself to work past her fear, doubling down so much that she attracted the attention of Hado Nejire of the Big Three, who introduced her to her mentor, Ryukyu, helping Ochako to reach new heights with her ‘Zero Gravity’ Quirk as a hero in training.
Nothing could prepare Ochako though to meet the League of Villains again at Jaku, where they had gathered an army of fanatics and monsters, rampaging through several cities. In the rubble, an old woman pleaded for Ochako’s help in rescuing her husband.
Ochako had followed the old woman sprinting to the house, and cursed herself afterwards for not realizing how obvious of a trap this was when Toga dropped her disguise, trying to pin her to the ground, the same way that she had at the Summer Camp…
By reflex, Ochako kicked the serial killer off of her, though Toga hardly seemed bothered by this, as if this was all just some game to her, one that she was hardly paying attention to. This was galling enough, but what was worse was how she was still trying to talk to Ochako as if they were friends, unloading on her as if they weren’t in the middle of a battle where her allies from the PLF weren’t murdering thousands of innocent people, and as if she hadn’t nearly murdered Ochako the previous summer by draining her body dry of blood. All of this, as she was still trying to cut Ochako up again!
“I want to become the people that I love. When I do this, when I take the blood of the people I love to become them, I can’t help but to bleed them out. I know people won’t…”
Ochako had enough.
“SHUT UP, YOU EVIL MONSTER!” Ochako shouted as she swung weightless debris at the villain. Toga had the gall to flinch and recoil from Ochako as she screamed this.
“I don’t care why you’re doing this! You keep talking about love, but you’ve been showing your hate the exact same way! The fact is, you just use the word ‘love’ as an excuse to get your sick kicks from hurting people!”
Toga scowled in response to this, only for her face to twist into a smile as if she was unveiling an exciting surprise.
“But I do love you! I can even use your Quirk now!” That sick, twisted smile, blushing as if she was aroused by the act of murder made Ochako want to puke as much as the claim that Toga made.
“I used your Quirk to kill a nasty woman…I’m becoming more like you!”
“No…” Ochako growled as the adrenaline snapped her out of her shock. “You’re just becoming more of a monster.”
Again, that hurt, almost broken expression, but Ochako had enough of this twisted girl’s sob story, and continued on.
“I would never use my Quirk to kill someone. The idea that you would use it that way makes me sick.”
Toga’s expression shifted into a snarl as she tried to stab at Ochako, shifting from her euphoria into a rage that almost took Ochako off guard.
“I just want to make a world where I can live the way I want! To love the way I want! I just wanted you to be able to understand me and accept me, but no one ever does!”
“Of course no one accepts you!” Ochako shouted incredulously, trying to counter by swinging around weightless debris attached to her grappling hooks like flails. “You do nothing but hurt people, and you get a sick pleasure from hurting others! You don’t have a right to be offended when you get called out for acting like a monster!”
At the word ‘monster,’ Toga leapt at Ochako with the fury of a rabid cat, requiring that Ochako fend her off with a table that she swung around like a club.
“Why do you see me and my friends so bad when you and all these other heroes hurt people too? Twice was my friend and Hawks murdered him!” Toga screamed at Ochako.
“You don’t get to blame us for you all facing consequences for your actions!” Ochako shouted back, making Toga freeze in place. Ochako continued to shout, letting out all of the rage she felt at the monster that had nearly killed her and haunted her nightmares. “We have been trying to keep you from hurting people! That’s the only reason why we’re here! You and your friends though have been killing people who either have been trying to keep you from hurting others, or people who were doing nothing to you, like that old woman you killed to lure me here! Make whatever excuses you want, but if you really can’t stop yourself from hurting others, then you should JUST DIE!”
Ochako flinched for just a second as she saw tears in Toga’s eyes.
“…Thank you for explaining that. I guess I have an answer to the question that I wanted to ask.” She said morosely, only to throw knives at Ochako the next instant.
Ochako recovered just quickly enough to counter by tossing her own tungsten weight at Toga. The serial killer didn’t expect an attack like this, and took the weight in her stomach, the mass going as far as to smash her into the wall of the house. Ochako was hit in the same instant by Toga’s knives, though thankfully, she had made sure that her costume had been made stab resistant after the Summer Camp. Still, the impact winded her, knocking her onto her back for a moment before she could recover. When she stood up though, the distant footsteps of Gigantomachia caused the house to shake. By the time that things had settled down, Toga had escaped.
Ochako was terrified as she listened to the new homeroom teacher, Tsuragamae Kenji speak, but she listened carefully, praying that he could give her some sort of hope for their situation, but as the older man leaned over the podium, that hope was dispelled.
“There is something that you all need to understand if you choose to remain in this class. You are not going to become heroes. This is no longer the ‘Hero Course,’ but has been tentatively renamed ‘Advanced Emergency Services.’ While the duties you would be expected to fulfill are similar as part of the police, there are many differences that you need to take into consideration. Your training is going to be changed to cut out attributes or strategies deemed superfluous or dangerous. You can’t expect to get rich from this kind of job. There are no advertisements. We are not working to have our faces seen on television; we are public servants. We are not seeking to compete against each other. I can’t guarantee you what this new system is going to be turn into; that is something that the government is going to have to figure out over the next couple of years, but for now, the most we can understand about what you would be expected to become is essentially a special forces branch of the police that have been trained to use your Quirks. Over time, it wouldn’t surprise me if the line between you and the rest of the emergency response force is blurred even further. Simply put, you are being asked to perform the same duties you would have had the HPSC not been dissolved, but without the fame and fortune.”
Ochako could swear that she felt her heart stop at this announcement. She felt numb as Tsuragamae continued to speak.
“I wish I could paint this in a different way, but that is the fact of the matter. I have been asked to keep as many of you as possible in this field so as to reinvigorate our nation’s security with the fall of the hero system. However, I refuse to send out anyone who isn’t prepared to make this kind of sacrifice. I am not interested in drafting children into a conflict that is our fault in the first place.” The former police chief brought out a stack of papers. “These are transfer papers to the other courses of UA. If you decide that this course isn’t for you, there is absolutely no shame in transferring to something that would make you feel happier and safer. If you have doubts about whether this is the right path for you, I would encourage you to talk to me as soon as possible.”
Ochako looked at the transfer papers, along with many of the other 2-A students, but the only one to go up to take one was Mineta. Ochako couldn’t even find joy in the class’ pervert finally leaving.
Her dream, her hope of becoming a successful hero to make enough money to support her parents, to help people and to see them smile, was gone. True, she had heard as much from the prime minister’s announcement dissolving the hero system, but she had hoped that there would be some kind of fallback for heroes, that there would be something akin to what they had grown used to before now. But no, Tsuragamae had quickly made it clear that was a false hope.
Everything that Ochako had been working for, that she had tasted failure for in the Entrance Exam, only to fight with everything she had in the Sports Festival for, that she had literally bled for over the past year, was now for nothing.
But she still didn’t go up and take a transfer form. What would be the point? Maybe she could find some other high-paying job if she went back into Gen Ed, but Ochako knew that she didn’t have the aptitude for the kind of work that would otherwise give her the pay that she wanted, even if it was still possible to make good money with the country’s economy in the state that it was in.
It wasn’t as if Ochako thought that the police didn’t do good work, but she knew that they didn’t make the kind of money that she needed. Tsuragamae’s explanation had made it clear likewise that even the hope of seeing people smile at her work was unlikely. The road that the Emergency Course would lead to would most likely be filled with nothing but hardship and ridicule for little to no reward. However, with Ochako’s goal to provide for her family dead, the only motivation she could find in her hollow life was to be with the friends she had fought with, to support each other as they kept to this thankless goal.
Still, Ochako felt empty as she began the first few days training under Tsuragamae; learning new safety protocols, new exercises, and an overall new way of thinking. Though she kept up with the others, her heart didn’t feel in it anymore.
However, only a few days after the term started, a new opportunity arose:
Ochako heard from her classmates that Minister Koshi was going to make an announcement. That afternoon, the entire dorm had gathered in the common room in front of their television. Considering the measures that the government had taken recently, even those not usually invested in politics knew that they needed to know about what their leaders were going to do to fix the mess Japan had found itself in. Quite a few people were counting on the government rescinding the dissolution of the hero system, Ochako being one of them. What Prime Minister Koshi actually announced was very different from what they were expecting:
“In order to reinvigorate Japan’s economy after the collapse of our hero system, and to prevent a single organization from gaining a monopoly on Quirks, it is my decision to legalize public Quirk use…”
The common room exploded in surprised shouts:
“He’s legalizing public Quirk use?” Mina remarked.
“So, what, you don’t need a license to use your Quirk anymore?” Kaminari asked.
“It sounds like it…” Sato said.
“Wait…isn’t this just what the MLA wanted?” Ojiro pointed out.
“Does he have any idea how many Quirk accidents this is going to cause? It’s going to be insane!” Jiro said.
“I suppose it makes sense…” Yaoyorozu mused with her hand resting under her chin, “If heroes don’t exist legally anymore, and heroes were the only ones authorized to use their Quirks, that means that there’s no legal precedent to keep the general public from using them…”
“At least this will make things easier for sentient Quirks like me…” Dark Shadow pointed out.
The next few minutes were spent with the class trying to figure out what this meant for the country and whether it was a good for a bad thing. However, Ochako was staring at the pads on her fingers that she used to control her Quirk.
When she was younger, before she had decided that she wanted to become a hero, Ochako thought that she could help her parents with their business by using her Quirk to help them move materials around more easily. There wouldn’t be a need for expensive equipment, they could build bigger buildings faster simply by floating materials up to higher levels, so much time and money could be saved. Unfortunately, Quirk use laws were extremely strict, and as much as Ochako had known that she could have helped her family with Zero Gravity, she legally couldn’t, unless she was licensed to do so. It had been the main reason she wanted to become a hero in the first place.
With this measure though, Ochako now had the opportunity to help her family as she had originally intended.
Ochako’s classmates were still debating with each other as she had her personal epiphany. Unsure if they would understand what this meant for her, Ochako retreated to her room. Locked inside, Ochako sat down on her bed to think.
This should have been the answer to her problems. A way to provide for her family, to give her parents the life that they deserved. She could admit to herself that she didn’t really want to join the police, if not for…
All of her friends. Yaoyorozu, Mina, Hagakure, Jiro, Kaminari, Shinso, all of them were going into this field where they were being expected to risk their lives for a thankless public. If Ochako dropped out, that would be one less person helping them. So many heroes had already quit in shame after the revelations from Jaku, or from frustration from continued attacks from the public, which did nothing but make things harder for the ones who stayed.
And while Ochako felt sick to have this as a motivation, there was also the matter of Toga to consider. The serial killer was still out there. She had outright admitted that she couldn’t stop killing people. For as long as Toga was free, Ochako knew that she would always be looking over her shoulder, questioning whether the person that she was talking to was her friend, or a monster in disguise. Someone needed to stop Toga. However, Ochako had enough sense to realize that she wasn’t some tracker or profiler who could predict where someone like Toga could go, let alone accounting for Toga’s skills in disguise. Even if Ochako dedicated herself to hunting Toga, she doubted that there was much she could do to catch her. As much as Ochako hated to remember this, she didn’t want to turn out like Iida.
Was Ochako selfish for not wanting to have to deal with all of that? For prioritizing her parents over her friends and all the other people who needed police and rescue workers to help them?
On the other hand though, Ochako thought to herself with a grim realization, could she leave her parents to struggle after all they had done for her? In the state that society was in now, no less?
It was almost dark when Ochako had made her decision, though there was one thing that she felt like she needed to do before she could make it official. She pulled out her flip phone, her heart hammering in her chest, and she called her parents. The phone rang once before Ochako heard her father’s voice.
“Ochako?”
Ochako flinched at the hint of fear in her father’s voice. It was a tone that she had unfortunately started hearing from her parents ever since she had nearly died at the Summer Camp, and their daughter’s mortality had been made apparent to them. They had talked regularly, but even after Ochako had healed, she knew that her parents were always afraid that something else terrible was going to happen to her. She could only imagine how they must have felt after the Battle of Jaku and her second encounter with Toga.
“Hey Dad…” she said timidly. “Is Mom there? Can I talk to you both?”
“Sure, sweetie!” Ochako’s father said as he turned on the phone’s speaker.
“Ochako, how are you?” Ochako’s mother’s voice said over the phone. “Is…is training going well?”
Ochako didn’t know what was worse, the concern in her mother’s voice, or the fact that she was asking about something that she was planning on quitting. She didn’t know how they were going to respond to this.
“…Mom…Dad…I…did you hear about how Minister Koshi has legalized public Quirk use?”
“Yeah…” Ochako’s father responded. “We were wondering how we might be able to use the Quirks of our employees now, but why do you bring that up?”
Ochako knew that her parents had her back. They always supported her; when she failed to get into the Hero Course through the Entrance Exam, when she was beaten by Bakugou in the Sports Festival, even when she had nearly been killed by Toga and she insisted that she wanted to stay in the Hero Course. That trust was allowing her to admit this, but she couldn’t help but to tear up still as she got the words out.
“I…I think I want to transfer out of the Hero…Emergency Course back to Gen Ed…I thought that maybe I once I was done at UA, I could go and help you two with the firm now that I can use my Quirk?”
There was a brief moment of silence that filled Ochako with panic. Were they shocked, ashamed of her after all? Eventually though, she heard a hoarse whimper, either from her mother or father, or both.
“Oh, Ochako…” her mother said, sounding as if there were tears in her eyes. “You have no idea how relieved that makes us feel…”
“You…you don’t mind that I’m dropping out?” Ochako asked, relieved tears starting to fall from her eyes. “After you two spent so much money getting me into UA in the first place?”
“Ochako…you earned your spot at UA, whether it’s at Gen Ed, the Hero Course, or whatever!” her father said, sounding as if he was crying himself. “We’ve been telling you, we don’t want you to worry about money! But more than that, we just want you safe and happy, and you haven’t been.”
“We…we don’t want to see you in the hospital like that again, Ochako…” Ochako’s mother whimpered.
“What you went through at Jaku…sweetie, we were so scared,” Ochako’s heart broke a bit at hearing her father choke on a sob, “and it’s going to make us a lot less scared knowing that you’re not going to go through something like that again. Not to mention how ungrateful everyone’s been about heroes lately, we don’t want you to have to deal with that!”
Ochako’s parents needed a moment (as did her) to get ahold of themselves, at which point, Ochako’s mother spoke up again.
“Sweetie…we know how much becoming a hero meant for you…As glad as we are that you’re not going to be doing things that are so dangerous again, we also know how hard this decision must be for you…”
It was true, Ochako thought bitterly to herself. She had wanted to become a hero so much to the point that Ochako had thought of it as congruent to giving her parents a good life, even if there were other ways that she could have accomplished the latter. Unfortunately, becoming a hero just didn’t seem possible anymore.
“I…I’m worried though…I think most of my friends are sticking with the course…what if they get upset that I want to leave? What if they need my help? What if…what if they meet Toga when they’re out there?”
There was silence for a moment on the other end of the line, as if what Ochako had said was the first thing to give her parents pause for thought.
“…Ochako…this is your life.” Ochako’s mother said. “I know that you care about your friends, but you need to make the choice that is best for you, not anyone else.”
“But no matter what, we’re with you, Ochako! Don’t you dare doubt that for a second!” her father shouted boisterously.
Ochako still felt a weight on her shoulders from what she was planning on doing, but as her parents encouraged her, it felt a bit lighter.
Despite her parents’ encouragement, Ochako wasn’t able to get much sleep that night as she continued to debate over her decision. The next day though, she met with Tsuragamae after the class had emptied out.
Tsuragamae looked over the form that Ochako gave to him and nodded.
“Very well. I wish the best to you, Uraraka.” He said as he signed the form, scanned it, and handed a copy back to her.
Ochako took the form in trembling hands. Part of her expected, maybe even hoped that Tsuragamae would try to talk her out of this, to give her some reason that she hadn’t thought of, but the retired police chief had been completely sincere in his first speech to the class, and approved the transfer with no drama.
Ochako needed to do this. If she was going to have any hope of giving her parents the life that they deserved, she couldn’t stay here. However, a part of Ochako was screaming at her to take what she said back, to be there for her friends as they were going into a field where their lives were going to be on the line, made even more difficult for the fact that the public wasn’t going to be supporting them. It was taking everything that she had to fight tears welling up in her eyes.
The next moment though, Ochako realized that Tsuragamae had placed his hand on her shoulder.
“Uraraka, you have nothing to be ashamed of. No one has a right to ask you to put yourself on the line when you have your own life and your own obligations to attend to. Whatever problems this country has made for itself, you have a right to live the kind of life that you want.”
Ochako couldn’t fight it anymore, tears started to trickle down her face as she began to sob into Tsuragamae’s chest, and the retired police chief gave her a comforting hug as she let out what guilt she could.
“C…can I tell everyone before I go?” she asked.
“I’ll have them all gather in the common room tonight.” Tsuragamae answered.
“E…everyone?” Ochako spoke to her class now that they were all in the common room.
All of Ochako’s friends were staring at her with looks of growing concern. What was happening was far too similar to Aoyama or Rin’s departure.
“I…I’ve decided to transfer back to my old class in Gen Ed…” Ochako admitted, wanting to rip the band-aid off. She forced herself to go on, owing it to them to explain herself, though she was too much of a coward to look at them in the face.
“I…I’m sorry that I’m leaving you…I’m sorry that I’m leaving you with this mess…but…it’s just…” Ochako sniffled, trying to get ahold of herself. “The Prime Minister’s new law…legalizing Quirk use…it means that I can use my Quirk to help my family’s construction firm…I can help support them so they don’t have to work as hard…”
Ochako made herself look up, seeing the sad faces of everyone, making her die a little inside.
“I wanted to be a hero so I could make money for my Mom and Dad…” Ochako had always been embarrassed to admit this, but now she just felt pitiful and shallow. “But…I can’t do that here…I’m sorry…” she whimpered.
There was quiet aside from Ochako’s sniffles for a moment, only for several of the 2-A students to stand or speak up.
“Hey…” Sato stood with his hands up in a placating manner and a sad, but somehow still comforting smile on his face, “It’s okay…you’ve got nothing to be upset about…you’ve got to be there for your family, we couldn’t blame you for that.”
“Yeah!” Hagakure piped up, though Ochako could see faint trickles of tears from where her friend’s eyes were. “We understand, Ochako, you don’t need to feel sad!”
“I just…I’m scared for you guys…” Ochako whimpered.
“We don’t have internships or work studies anymore.” Jiro interrupted, though even her normally stoic face was tearing up a bit as she smiled. “This isn’t going to be like last year, where we got thrown to the wolves without any real training.” The punk-girl nodded towards their new homeroom teacher. “Tsuragamae-sensei is going to be teaching us for the next two years to make sure that we’re ready when we go out there. We’re going to be fine.”
The support everyone was giving Ochako, not condemning her as she feared; now she knew how Aoyama had felt when he had to drop out, but the class still supported them. She should have trusted them more.
“I mean…” Mina spoke up, “You’re not really leaving us the same as Aoyama or Rin…you’re still going to be in the school, just in a different class and dorm room. That doesn’t mean that we can’t still hang out!”
“Yeah, we already hang out with Midoriya all the time, so this isn’t even going to change that much.” Kaminari added.
Ochako had friends that she had known for years before she had come to UA, some of whom she kept in touch with. However, none of them elicited the feelings of love and gratitude that these teenagers that she had known for only a year had.
Eventually, Yaoyorozu stood up, walked over to Ochako, and put her hands on Ochako’s shoulders.
“Uraraka, you have done more in one year than I imagine most heroes do in their entire careers, and you should be proud of that. No matter what, you are a hero to me.”
Ochako couldn’t help it; overwhelmed with sadness for having to leave her friends to deal with the burden of saving the country, but also gratitude for their continued friendship, she broke down sobbing, hugging Yaoyorozu, only to be joined by the arms of the rest of the class.
The transition back to Gen Ed wasn’t easy, particularly with the news of Bakugou’s rampage that broke the morning that Ochako made the transfer.
The prevailing opinion amongst the student populace was that they should have seen something like this coming. Ochako had been in the position to have had an informed opinion on Bakugou…one which wasn’t that different from the majority. Oddly enough, early in the year, Ochako actually had some degree of respect for Bakugou; it was ironically because she had stood her ground so long despite how savagely he had fought against her in their match in the Battle Tournament of the Sports Festival that she had been approved for the transfer to the Hero Course. However, his overall violent and dismissive attitude had always been a major turn-off for her and the majority of the class. Still though, it was a significant jump to make from being a narcissistic bully to being a mass murderer. It was just a shame that someone who seemed as nice as Kirishima had gotten roped in with Bakugou.
The fact that Bakugou’s rampage had essentially torpedoed any progress that the pro hero movement might have made in their efforts to having the system restored at least helped to seal Ochako’s resolve; there really was no going back to her old dream, and she’d have to make the most of the situation at hand. It wasn’t necessarily a good thing, but it at least helped her conviction.
Ochako just hoped that this news would take attention away from her shift back to General Education, though in her paranoid state, she couldn’t help but to overhear whispers from the other students:
“What’s she doing back here? Doesn’t she know how much they need heroes right now?”
“I heard she was just in it for the money.”
“When she interned with Ryukyu, I thought she was really cool, but I guess that was just for show, after all.”
It was all Ochako could do to grit her teeth, keep her head down, and stick close to Togeike, Kagaya, and Midoriya, who had fully welcomed her back to the class without asking any questions. Though in Midoriya’s case, considering he knew a bit about her experiences with the League, that could have explained why he was so understanding. Still, her breaking down at her first lunch back, all at the sight of a papercut…
“You’re so cute, Ochako…all this blood…I can’t wait to see what you taste like…”
Even thinking about that papercut the next day made Ochako think of Toga’s voice and made her want to throw up.
Thankfully, Midoriya didn’t bring this up, or the fact that she had spent almost a half hour sobbing on him when they started homeroom beyond simply asking how she was doing. She was just glad that he, Togeike, and Kagaya were there for her (though Kagaya might not be in the Gen Ed course much longer from what he had told her; wanting to transfer to the Emergency Course himself.)
Their conversations were interrupted by the sound of the door slamming open. Standing in the doorway, glaring at the class, was Yamada.
Yamada hadn’t always been his usual cheerful, bombastic self throughout the harrowing previous year, but none of them had ever seen him angry like this. He walked to the front of the class behind his desk and slammed a stack of forms down on them before speaking.
“Uraraka, Midoriya, Kagaya, Togeike?” he said, making Ochako wince a bit, though his expression softened a great deal when he looked at them, “I’ve got something to say to the class, but you four don’t need to pay attention to it. You three;” He pointed to Midoriya, Kagaya, and Togeike, “I’ve seen how you three have been helping Uraraka adjust back to the class, and I’m real proud and grateful to you for that.”
Yamada’s gaze shifted towards the rest of the class, who shrunk in their seats as his expression slowly shifted back into a glare.
“I’d like to think that most of you have been similarly kind, but I’ve heard enough to know that’s not true.”
Ochako felt self-conscious as she realized what this was about. True, the comments and whispers that she had been hearing were uncomfortable, but she also didn’t want to get anyone in trouble for this (though, considering the points people brought up about how the school had never done anything about Bakugou, maybe it was better for the teachers to start taking this sort of thing more seriously.) For his part, Aoyamoto, who had been needling Ochako with comments about why she had left the Emergency course, began to break out in a cold sweat as Yamada’s attention began to focus in on him and a few other select students in the class, though apart from the four that he had made clear didn’t need to worry about what he was saying, everyone felt their normally cheerful teacher’s glare on them.
“I’ve been hearing some comments made towards students who have dropped out of the Emergency Course, both from this year and the previous one.” Yamada began. “Students have been saying some judgmental, and frankly, ignorant things about people in the hero course.”
Several of the students cringed as Yamada continued.
“I’ve been hearing that your classmates failed to stop Gigantomachia, even though they’ve only been getting training for a year to deal with something veteran pros couldn’t stand against. That anyone who leaves the emergency course should feel ashamed of themselves, regardless of whatever circumstances they’ve got going on in their own lives. Hell, I’ve been hearing criticisms towards the students that have stayed!
Yamada let an uncomfortable silence rest for a moment before looking over the class.
“Tell me, besides Uraraka, who else was at Jaku?” Yamada asked before raising his hand. As expected, no one responded. “Anyone? Just Uraraka and me? I’m surprised, considering how many comments I’ve heard from people judging how the heroes did there, I would have thought more of you had been at the battle, acting like you have an idea of what it was like.”
Yamada leaned over his desk, putting even more pressure on his nervous students.
“You can’t know what our work is like until you’re out there yourselves. To be fair, we’ve often presented hero work as glamorous. Hell, I’m probably one of the worst offenders with how I hype up the hero course in the Sports Festival. But the truth is, it can be damn awful. I’ve seen some ugly, horrible things as a hero. People who’ve been brutalized, crippled for life, or sent to the morgue. Some of them were my friends.” Yamada added with an almost far-off look. Ochako doubted that she was the only person thinking of Kayama-sensei.
“Yeah, it’s true that our country is dealing with a lot of problems out there right now, but I fail to see how these problems are Uraraka’s responsibility. You’ve all got your own lives to live, I would just think that you would have the decency to respect that fact for other people.”
Yamada closed his eyes and sighed grimly.
“I want to know, do you any of you actually think that you have a right to judge anyone who has been through this kind of stuff? Do you think you have a right to judge anyone who went into a field where society asks you to be willing to put your life on the line for it, one that’s changed into something completely different from what you had signed up for and realized that it’s not for them?”
Again, Yamada looked over his class, daring them to challenge him.
“Well, you want to claim you’ve got the moral high ground? Why not sign up for the Emergency Course yourself and prove it? I’ve got the transfer applications right here, and we’d be glad to have anyone who’d want to try to join!” Yamada raised his voice while lifting up the stack of forms, dropping it again on his desk with a loud bang. He looked over his class; practically everyone was pale and shaking or averting their gaze from him. None responded to his challenge.
“Anyone? No one? No one wants to be the one to make that sacrifice? No one wants to fulfill your duty to serve others, even when you’ve been through things that give you nightmares, and seen people you care about die? That’s certainly how it seems a lot of people expect Uraraka and her friends to act.” Yamada challenged his class, letting the tension hang over them for a moment before shaking his head and shrugging. “Well, that’s fine.”
Several of the students looked confused and suspicious at this comment, but Yamada simply continued.
“I’m serious, that’s fine. I wouldn’t want any of you to throw yourselves into danger without realizing what you’re getting yourselves into. Heck, I don’t really want any of you to go into this field, and that’s not me being bitter and saying that you couldn’t take it, no, that’s me talking as a concerned teacher, someone who’s seen Jaku, who’s seen students your age thrown into a fight that they should have never been forced into in the first place, and who has seen how heroes and police are being treated nowadays; I wouldn’t want that for any of you unless it was something you were dedicated towards. This is your life, after all, and there are plenty of other things you can do with it besides joining the police. That’s fine.” Yamada glared again at his students. “However, since we’ve established that none of you are willing to put your money where your mouth is, I don’t want to hear anyone judging Uraraka or anyone else who decides to transfer out of the Emergency Course, got it?”
The class didn’t dare speak for the rest of homeroom, and everyone quickly shuffled out of the class when the bell rang without meeting Yamada or Ochako’s eyes. As shocked as Ochako was by Yamada’s challenge, she appreciated the fact that he was looking out for her, and hung back as everyone had left.
“…Thank you, Yamada-sensei.”
Yamada gave a tired smile to Ochako.
“You’re welcome, Little Listener. I want to be sure that you don’t regret having me as a teacher.”
Ochako bowed to Yamada in respect, and left the classroom, only to find Midoriya and Kagaya waiting for her outside.
“Hey Ochako, I wanted to talk to you about something.”
“Okay, what is it?” she asked.
“Well, my Mom’s gotten a new job at the nurse’s office working with Recovery Girl, and I thought that I would have lunch with her, do you want to come with Kagaya and me?”
“Mamadoriya is basically the nicest person in the world.” Kagaya added at Midoriya’s side. “Like…just a pure ball of innocence…one that cries about as much as her son.” He added with a bit of snark, prompting Midoriya to give his friend a bemused smile.
Ochako was certainly up for this; even though she didn’t think that her classmates would give her grief after Yamada’s speech (and considering how many of the students passing by her from other classes were avoiding looking at her in the eyes, she wondered if other teachers had given similar speeches in their own classes,) she still wasn’t sure if she wanted to be around so many people in the cafeteria, especially after having a nervous breakdown just the other day. Having lunch with a woman purportedly as nice as Midoriya sounded much more relaxing…even though Ochako couldn’t help but wonder if Midoriya was hiding something, considering the hint of ‘Nezu-ness’ in his smile as he led the way. Once they had gotten their food and arrived at the nurse’s office though, Ochako realized what Midoriya was smiling about.
“Ocha-nee!”
As soon as Ochako stepped into the office, she felt an impact against her torso that knocked the wind out of her. Looking down though, she saw the beaming face of Eri.
“Eri?” Ochako remarked, quickly putting her food on a table and returning Eri’s hug. “What are you doing here?”
“Mrs. Midoriya is taking care of me now, and she’s letting me draw while she’s working!”
Eri pulled away when she saw who else had joined Midoriya.
“Hi, Kagaya!” Eri said.
“Hi, Happy Unicorn Child!” Kagaya responded with a wave, making Eri giggle.
This seemed like such a simple interaction, but Ochako found herself amazed at the difference in Eri from when she had first joined in the effort to rescue her from the Eight Precepts. She had always seen the ability to make people smile as one of the most important traits of heroes, and yet whatever Midoriya and Kagaya had done seemed to make Eri light up.
“Oh, you must be Uraraka!”
Ochako looked away from Eri, allowing her to see a woman who could only be Midoriya’s mother, a shorter woman with a bit of weight on her and green hair and eyes like her son, albeit a shade darker and with hair that wasn’t as messy. Her smile though, coupled with her clothing of a white hospital coat gave off the air of an extremely kind woman that immediately put Ochako at ease.
“It’s nice to meet you, I’m Midoriya Inko, Izuku’s mother. I just started working as Shuzenji’s assistant.” Mrs. Midoriya introduced herself. “I’m glad you could join us, please sit down and relax!” she said as she gestured to a cleared table away from the medical area. As they sat down and Ochako ate her simple meal of fish and rice, she noticed that while Eri’s meal was certainly loaded up with apples, as she understood to be the horned girl’s favorite food, Mrs. Midoriya had made sure to add some variety to the lunch. As the Midoriyas explained how they took over guardianship of Eri from Yamada (despite thinking the world of her teacher, particularly after he had stepped in for her,) Ochako felt glad that Eri was able to find such a happy and caring home.
“I’ve heard so much about you, Uraraka.” Mrs. Midoriya said with a smile as the group settled down to eat. “You were one of the first friends that Izuku made here, and I’m so glad that he found people who were good to him so quickly.”
Ochako couldn’t help but to read a bit beyond Mrs. Midoriya’s words. Midoriya had admitted that he had wanted to be a hero in the past, and she could only imagine how that might have been received by others who would have been prejudiced against him for being Quirkless. (That, on top of the fact that Ochako had been able to glean that Midoriya had gone to the same middle school as Bakugou.) Frankly, as Ochako considered Midoriya, she had to wonder what kind of hero he would have been like. Sure, he might have struggled against villains or disasters that required a powerful Quirk, but considering the creativity he showed with his analysis and suggestions on how others could use their Quirks, coupled with his drive to help people however he could, Ochako could imagine it. Still though, looking at Midoriya lightly blushing at his mother’s words, she was grateful for him as he was too.
“Midoriya’s been really good to me too. He’s probably been my best friend here, even when I was still in the hero course!” Ochako said.
Mrs. Midoriya’s eyes teared up a bit at that as she smiled proudly. Perhaps this proved to be more disarming than Ochako was prepared for, as she kept on talking beyond what she meant to say;
“Really…Midoriya…he’s one of the few people who’s still been nice to me…”
“Wait…excuse me?” Mrs. Midoriya said, suddenly concerned. Ochako stammered, not meaning to share that much, but she didn’t think that she could back out of this with Mrs. Midoriya frowning at her like this. “Why wouldn’t people be nice to you? Have people been bothering you, Uraraka?”
“It’s fine, it’s fine!” Ochako frantically tried to placate Mrs. Midoriya. “Yamada-sensei already helped me out with this…it’s…just…” Ochako stammered some more, still hesitant to open up about such a personal matter.
“Uraraka?”
Ochako was distracted from her stammering by Eri.
“You said ‘when I was still in the hero course.’ Are you not there anymore?”
“I…” Ochako stammered. It was one thing for her to admit that she was transferring out of the hero course to her parents or her classmates, but Eri was a scared little girl whom Ochako had played a part in rescuing. She was seen by Eri as one of her personal heroes. How would she react to hearing that she was quitting being a hero?
“I…actually dropped out of the emergency course, Eri. I transferred back into Gen Ed, with Midoriya…”
“Does that mean that you’re not going to get hurt anymore?”
Eri’s question caught Ochako off guard, but the fact that she did not seem upset at all, and perhaps even a bit hopeful, helped her to calm down some.
“Well…I’m not going to be going out into the field and fighting villains or working in dangerous places…I’m just planning to work with my parents’ construction firm…”
Eri didn’t let Ochako finish, as she hugged her again.
“…Eri?”
“I’m glad.” Eri said softly. “I don’t want any more people getting hurt.”
Slowly, Ochako returned Eri’s hug. It was nice to have someone else remind her that she didn’t need to be a hero. She felt a comforting weight on her shoulder, and saw that Mrs. Midoriya was patting her there.
“Helping your parents sounds like an excellent goal, Uraraka, you should be proud of yourself.”
A bit more of the weight Ochako had been carrying seemed to leave her. She wouldn’t want to impose on Mrs. Midoriya too much, but she wouldn’t mind having another lunch with her again.
Ochako had told her parents about her decision to transfer back into Gen Ed. She had told her friends in the former hero course. She had told her old, and now current classmates about her transfer. She had even told Eri. There was just one person left.
‘Can we talk?’
Ochako’s old senpai was normally as wordy with her texts as she was in person, so the fact that this message was so abrupt, without any of the explanation of what Nejire wanted to talk about, meant that she was not like her usual self.
This had been Nejire’s first attempt to talk to Ochako since the previous term had ended and she had started her work with the police. Had she found out that Ochako had transferred out of the Emergency course? Was Nejire disappointed with her? Did she feel as if the work that she put into Ochako now was wasted?
Ochako couldn’t put this off. Once she had an afternoon that Nejire had mentioned she’d be available, she locked herself in her room and dialed Nejire.
“Ochako?”
Ochako felt a sick mix of nerves and relief at hearing her old senpai’s voice, though it was different from what Ochako remembered. For one, Nejire only spoke one word, rather than breaking into a storm of questions too quickly for Ochako to even remember the first thing that she had been asked. More than that though was that Nejire’s voice, rather than sounding upbeat and bubbly, sounded nervous. For a moment, Ochako wondered if she had even called the right number.
“…Hi, senpai.”
“Thanks for making time to talk.”
That was all Nejire said. Ochako felt her heart clench, certain that Nejire knew something about what she had done. Perhaps it would be best to simply rip the band-aid off once more.
“Nejire…I…wanted to confess something to you. I decided to transfer back to Gen Ed.”
“Oh…yeah, that makes sense.” Nejire said almost absentmindedly, shocking Ochako for a moment. “You said that you wanted to become a hero so you could support your parents, right? You probably wouldn’t be able to do that with the pay that we’re getting now. But now that people can use their Quirks for work, you could use yours to help your parents with their construction firm, like how you wanted to when you were little. It’s a good idea, Ochako.”
Ochako pulled away from her phone as she listened to how Nejire was talking. For how bubbly she could come off as, Ochako was reminded that Nejire was quite intelligent, remembering details from conversations she had with Ochako and working out what her intent was quite easily. However, the way that Nejire spoke still felt off to Ochako. Not that she seemed insincere about her support of Ochako, but she still sounded drained of her energy, that she was only partially paying attention to what she was saying.
“Nejire…is everything okay?” Ochako asked. There was silence for a moment, before Ochako heard a whimper from her senpai.
“…I’m so sorry, Ochako…I let you down…”
“No…you didn’t…” Ochako pleaded, worried that her senpai was in fact upset about her decision, only for Nejire to cut her off.
“No…you don’t understand…I…Ochako…I did something really bad…”
Ochako blinked, confused.
“What is it?”
There was quiet beside some more whimpering from Nejire.
“…I can’t tell you everything because it’s about a case that I got involved in…but I had a run-in with Toga…and she got away…”
Ochako felt ice in her chest at this. For all of Nejire’s personality quirks, she was the kind of hero that Ochako wanted to become; strong, confident, able to cheer people up with her mere presence. She had been openly touted as someone stronger than most pro heroes even when she was still at UA. If even Nejire couldn’t catch Toga though, what did that say about everyone else’s chances? With all of the chaos going on, it would be a simple matter for Toga to lay low and hurt someone else.
What if Toga could find her way into UA? What if she wanted to go after Ochako’s parents?
“I’m sorry Ochako…I’m so sorry…”
“It’s…it’s alright, Nejire…” Ochako managed to choke out of her now dry throat, “I let her get away too…it’s fine…”
Ochako could barely even be bothered by any sense of guilt for leaving the Emergency course, not when she had been reminded that her nightmare was still out there, and no one knew where she was anymore.
“C’mon, Uraraka, just ten more!” Kagaya cheered Uraraka on as he spotted for her. “Fourty-one…Fourty-two…”
Uraraka grunted as she pushed the 55 kg of weight up on her bench press, while wearing gloves to make sure that she didn’t accidentally cheat with her Quirk.
“Fourty-nine…Fifty!” Kagaya shouted as Uraraka gave one last grunt of exertion to place the barbell back on the stand.
“Thanks, Kagaya…” Uraraka gasped, sitting upright as she caught her breath.
“No problem, it’s the least I can do to thank you for pairing up with me.” He answered with a grin. Kagaya had always been cheerful, but ever since he had gotten into the emergency course, his cheerfulness had magnified…though that might have also been because of his new relationship with Hagakure. If anything, Hagakure seemed even more cheerful nowadays. Granted, this was partially because Hagakure could make herself visible at will now thanks to working out with Midoriya how her Quirk had absorbed Kagaya’s Sunshine, but she had always made her positivity obvious through her body language.
Speaking of which, once Kagaya was done, Hagakure managed to sneak up behind him and hug Kagaya from behind, kissing him on the cheek.
“You done with my boyfriend, Uraraka? We were planning on getting some ice cream once we were finished with our workout.”
“Yeah, I’m done with my reps.” Ochako replied with a smile. “I’m just going to spend some more time with the punching bags.”
Kagaya’s smile dropped a bit at this.
“Are you sure, Uraraka? You’ve been pushing at it for longer than the emergency course…”
“I’m fine.” Ochako answered a bit more abruptly than she meant to. “I just…need to work off some steam.”
Kagaya and Hagakure looked at Ochako in concern for a moment, but let it be. She sighed in frustration, but moved onto the punching bags. Remembering the forms that she learned from Gunhead and Ryukyu, she began to let loose.
Perhaps this was unnecessary. In an ideal world, Ochako could say that she really was just doing this to let off some steam. However, this was not an ideal world. In an ideal world, Toga would have been behind bars. Maybe Ochako was being paranoid, but was it really paranoid when you were talking about a blood-hungry girl that could appear anywhere without anyone noticing?
The last time that Ochako had fought Toga, the serial killer had been able to easily evade all of Ochako’s strikes. She had attempted to hold a conversation with Ochako, for crying out loud! If Toga was being serious, Ochako doubted that she would have walked away from that fight. Maybe it wasn’t Ochako’s responsibility to go after Toga anymore, but if Toga were to find her, it wouldn’t matter that Ochako was in Gen Ed.
Ochako imagined she was striking at Toga’s throat, her solar plexus, her joints, her twisted smile…and knew that she still wasn’t hitting fast enough…
“Uraraka?”
Ochako swung her fist around, only to see that it was Yaoyorozu, who was standing a respectful distance away. Also, she and Ochako were the only ones left in the gym. How long had Ochako been at this punching bag? By now, everyone; the whole of 2-A and even Midoriya had left, leaving Ochako alone with Yaoyorozu.
Alone with…
…
Could she be sure?
“Uraraka, I was going to ask if you realized that you were the only one left in the gym, but it seems…”
“Yaomomo…” Ochako interrupted. She needed to think of something fast. “What was the name of your cat when you were five?”
Yaoyorozu’s eyes went wide in confusion…or was it panic?
“Uraraka…why would you ask me that question?”
“Just…what was your cat’s name?” Ochako asked again, more insistently. Yaoyorozu’s eyes narrowed in concern. She noticed that as the two had been talking, Ochako had sidled over to the dumbbells, and had wrapped her fingers around one of the handles. Yaoyorozu tensed up, looking again at Ochako warily, but perhaps noticing how anxious Ochako was, a brief pang of understanding and sympathy seemed to pass over her. She sighed.
“Princess Snuggles.” Yaoyorozu admitted with a faint blush.
Ochako put the dumbbell back down and took a breath to calm her beating heart. She hated that she just did that. She hated how cowardly and paranoid it made her look, but that was exactly what Toga’s M.O. was like; get her victims alone and attack them when she had tricked them into lowering their guard around a face that they knew. She could sneak into anywhere and no one would ever know. The fact that the school had started allowing students to go out into the city again with the advent of the UN troops could give Toga that many more opportunities to steal a student’s blood and sneak in.
“Are you alright now, Uraraka?” Yaoyorozu asked.
“I’m…I’m okay…” Ochako panted.
Yaoyorozu didn’t look convinced.
“I wanted to let you know that we were all done, but also, I heard your phone ring in the locker room.”
“Mom and Dad!” Ochako realized, “Oh no…they even texted me earlier to make sure that I would be available to catch up with them…”
“I only heard it ring a few minutes ago, Uraraka. I’m certain that they’re still available.” Yaoyorozu said, helping to calm Ochako down.
“Okay…Okay, I’ll do that, I’ll just call them back…” Ochako said to herself, still feeling frazzled by her earlier paranoia. Before she could head over to the locker rooms though, Yaoyorozu stopped her.
“Uraraka, please be honest with me, are you alright? You should be able to feel safe here. Is there anything that I could do to help you out with this?”
Ochako winced. She didn’t want to say out loud what she felt paranoid about, but on the other hand, Yaoyorozu probably knew already.
“It’s…better when I’m not alone with just one person.” Ochako admitted.
Yaoyorozu gave her a sympathetic smile.
“I understand. Would you like me to let you know before everyone leaves again so that it’s not just you in here?”
“…That would be nice.”
“Alright.” Yaoyorozu nodded. “I understand if you would like some privacy while talking to your parents, but would you like for me to wait outside the locker room so you don’t have to walk back to your dorm room alone?”
Ochako almost cried in gratitude for Yaoyorozu’s consideration for her. She wasn’t even her Class Representative anymore, and she was still looking out for her.
“I’d like that a lot, Yaomomo, thank you.”
A few minutes later, Ochako was on the phone with her parents.
“Guys, I’m so sorry I missed your call! I was working out and lost track of time…”
“Ochako, we’re fine!” Ochako’s mother insisted. “That was just a few minutes ago, we’re just glad that we can talk with you.”
Ochako managed to relax a bit more as she settled into conversation with her parents, putting aside her fears of Toga for the time being, not wanting to burden her parents with them.
“Classes have been going okay…better, actually. I’ve got a lot more time to focus on my studies now that I don’t have hero training.”
“That’s good, Ochako. You work hard and do your old man proud!” Ochako’s father said.
“How are things with Nejire? Have you talked with her recently?” Ochako’s mother asked.
“She’s doing better.” Ochako answered. Things had been awkward between the two of them ever since Nejire had talked about her encounter with Toga, but Ochako did her best to make sure that Nejire knew that she didn’t blame her for what happened. “She’s a lot happier with the UN soldiers helping out now.”
“Yeah, we’re a lot happier now that they’re here too.” Ochako’s father said. “You might not be planning to go into the field anymore, but you’ve told us enough about your friends that we’re just glad that they’re going to be getting some support now."
“How about Eri? How’s she doing? Is she doing okay with Yamada?” her mother asked.
“Actually, Midoriya’s mother is taking care of her now!” Ochako exclaimed, happy to talk about good things happening in Eri’s life after it had been filled with so much hardship. “She got a job as a school nurse, and since she had more time available than Yamada, and Eri already gets along well with Midoriya, everyone decided to have the Midoriyas take care of her. She’s been doing really well, too!
“Oh, that’s so good to hear…” Ochako’s mother cooed. “That little girl’s been through so much. What’s Mrs. Midoriya like?”
“She’s one of the nicest people I’ve ever met!” Ochako answered. “I sometimes like to have lunch in her office with her and Midoriya. She’s really nice to talk to, especially when I’m upset about something…” Ochako clammed up for a second, not wanting to burden her parents with her problems. “I mean…with schoolwork, and things like that! I hope you get a chance to meet her someday!”
“Oh, maybe we can meet her next week!” Ochako’s mother said. Ochako blinked, surprised.
“Next week? What’s happening next week?”
“Well…” Ochako’s father spoke up, “We wanted to make this a surprise for you, but considering your schedule and the permission you need to leave the school, we figured we’d tell you now; the Yaoyorozus gave us a commission for a project closer to Musutafu, so if your available, we could get together to spend some time…”
“Wait, the Yaoyorozus?!” Ochako exclaimed out loud. “You got a commission from them?!”
“Wait, did you not know? We’ve been getting commissions from the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate!”
“What…How long have you been getting commissions from them?”
“Just recently. Apparently their daughter recommended us to them. Did she not tell you?” Ochako’s mother cut in.
Ochako looked towards the door of the locker room where Yaoyorozu was waiting.
“To be honest sweetie…” Ochako’s father chimed in, sounding jovial, “ever since we started working for the Yaoyorozus, we’ve actually been doing pretty well for ourselves! We haven’t had to worry about our expenses with all the work that they’ve given us, and we’ve had to hire a lot more workers! Our firm’s doubled in size in the last month, and we’re still going to have to hire more people!”
“Even if we weren’t coming to Musutafu for work, we would have wanted to visit you eventually anyway. We know that you get worried about us when we do this kind of thing, but the train ticket won’t even put a dent in our savings now!” Ochako’s mother added, her excitement clear.
“That’s…that’s great!” Ochako said, meaning it, even though she had conflicting feelings that she was trying to sort out at this new revelation. “I’m so glad you guys are doing so well, and it’ll be great to see you two!”
“We can’t wait you see you, Ochako!” her father said giddily. “Once we get there, we’re going to treat you to a steak dinner to celebrate the occasion!” Ochako chuckled, all the while forcing back the reflex to balk at the idea of spending so much money as she said goodbye to her parents, giving herself some time to think.
Growing up, Ochako couldn’t help but to feel self-conscious about her family being poor, which made her frustrated whenever one of the few rich girls of her elementary or middle schools looked down on her. Sometimes it was done in obvious ways; name calling, showing off extravagant accessories that they knew Ochako could never afford, generally rubbing their wealth in her face. Sometimes though, there would be people who wouldn’t be outright unpleasant towards Ochako and her family, but would make assumptions that showed they thought less of her; asking if her parents treated her right, leaving yen on her desk as if they were dropping change off for a homeless person, or worst of all, feeling surprised that she did as well with her studies as she did. U.A. was a top school in academics along with heroics, after all; Ochako wouldn’t have been able to get in the school if she was just some dumb yokel, and even if she hadn’t gotten into the hero course on her first try, she had earned her place in the course, showing everyone that just because she came from a humble background didn’t make her lesser than those snotty rich girls. But then, when she actually got into 1-A, she met Yaoyorozu. When Yaoyorozu talked about how lavish her lifestyle was; mentioning her mansion, her butler, or her specialized training, it reminded Ochako of those other rich girls back home…except, as Ochako had gotten to know Yaoyorozu, she realized that Yaoyorozu legitimately did not realize how extravagant her lifestyle was, and didn’t look down on anyone in their classroom. It was almost endearing in a way, even if some of the things Yaoyorozu talked about would make Ochako faint as she thought about the money that went into her lifestyle. Furthermore, Yaoyorozu had taken abuse that Ochako knew she didn’t deserve as the Class Representative of the so-called ‘Hell Class,’ and yet had always been there for her classmates, including Ochako, whether it be helping them study for the course, standing against bullies like Bakugou or Monoma, putting a stop to Mineta’s perverted antics, or simply being a shoulder for them to cry on when things got to be too much. So, even if it grated somewhat against Ochako’s pride, she knew that Yaoyorozu had done this without judging Ochako’s family. Still though, she had some questions to ask the heiress.
Yaoyorozu was passing the time reading a book when Ochako exited the locker room.
“Hey…Yaomomo?” Ochako asked, getting Yaoyorozu’s attention.
“Yes, Uraraka? How was your talk with your parents?” Yaoyorozu answered, standing up from her seat.
“It was fine, but I have a question. My parents just told me that they’ve been getting commissions from your parent’s conglomerate…and that you recommended my family’s firm to them.”
For a moment, Yaoyorozu looked confused, until realization hit her.
“Oh, yes! Earlier this year, my parents mentioned that they were going to need some construction work done for some of their new acquisitions, and I mentioned your family’s firm.”
“Really? Why did you recommend my family? We haven’t been involved with any impressive projects in the past.” Ochako said, hating how she felt as if she was accusing Yaoyorozu of something underhanded when she had done nothing but help her. Yaoyorozu though simply shrugged.
“Admittedly, I had just assumed that your parents shared your character, and I considered that enough of a reason.”
“Is it…is it just fair for my family to get this benefit just because I know you?” Again, Ochako hated the way that she was talking made it sound as if she was ungrateful for Yaoyorozu, but she couldn’t help but still worry that her friend had seen this as an act of charity.
Yaoyorozu frowned for a moment, Ochako’s worries starting to become more noticeable, but she then smiled.
“I assure you, Uraraka, my word would only have gotten your family so far. My mother and father wouldn’t have kept on commissioning your family’s firm if they were not happy with their work, and from everything that they’ve told me, it has been quite a boon to our ventures.”
Ochako blinked at this statement.
“Really? My family’s firm? I mean, I know that my parents can do a lot, but it’s just…I can’t imagine the scale of the projects that the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate handles. Has my family’s firm really been that successful?”
“Oh, yes!” Yaoyorozu repeated enthusiastically. “My mother and father have thanked me a great deal for bringing your family’s construction firm to their attention with how efficient they’ve been. My parents have actually been trying to apply the business model of your family’s firm to their other businesses, considering the results that they’ve been getting.”
“My family’s…business model?” Ochako repeated, now even more confused. This time, Yaoyorozu returned this confusion.
“Um…Uraraka? Did your parents talk to you at all about the people that they’ve been hiring?”
Ochako knew that her parents were taking advantage of the legalization of Quirk use, but so was everyone else, so she imagined that wasn’t what Yaoyorozu was talking about.
“They mentioned that they had hired a bunch of new people, why do you ask?”
“You see, your parents have apparently hired a good number of former pro heroes.” Yaoyorozu explained.
This came as a surprise to Ochako, but she still didn’t understand how that equated to her parents managing to stay in the good graces of the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate.
“Oh…that’s cool, I didn’t know that. But why is that important?”
“Well, Quirk use may have been legalized, but most people don’t have particularly powerful or well-trained Quirks, so even though a lot of people have been taking advantage of their Quirks for work purposes, they haven’t always been successful.”
Ochako nodded, beginning to understand the point that Yaoyorozu was making. Training as much as they did with their Quirks, Ochako could understand the difference in both power and control one year made in practice. Comparatively, before she had come to UA, she had never realized how much she had been floundering with her Quirk, both in the effects of making objects weightless and the backlash it caused her.
“Your parents’ new employees though are the only people in the country who have been trained to use their Quirks, making them much more efficient than most of the other construction firms that my parents could have commissioned.”
“Okay, that makes sense…” Ochako nodded, but voicing something that confused her, “but aren’t other companies hiring former pro heroes?”
Yaoyorozu scoffed and shook her head.
“You would think that such a measure as hiring some of the few people who have been actually trained to use their Quirks would be obvious, but so many employers insist on condemning former heroes for their perceived failures or for quitting. From what my mother and father have told me, your parents seem to have hired former heroes as an act of solidarity more than anything else, but the results of their work certainly speak for themselves.”
Solidarity. Ochako felt touched at what this meant; her parents had taken a gamble on their business at least in part to stand with her; they probably saw former heroes going through the same kinds of struggles that she was dealing with and gave them work after they had lost their livelihood. Seeing the small smile form on Ochako’s face, Yaoyorozu smiled in turn.
“I am sorry if I presumed too much through my recommendation, but my mother and father have been extremely happy with the work of Uraraka Construction; the results really do speak for themselves.”
Ochako beamed at this, finding she could forget about Toga for a moment. While she was still aiming to work for her parents to make things easier for them, it was nice to know that in the two years that it would take for her to complete her education, they wouldn’t be struggling as much as she had feared.
“Welcome to UA, Awata!” Ochako, Inko, Izuku, Ippan, and Eri cheered as Inko walked Awata through the door to Ippan’s apartment (Ippan herself having had a welcome dinner just a few weeks prior,) where they had already set up the new UA teacher’s welcome dinner. Ochako got to enjoy a moment of amusement as Awata stood shocked in the doorway, overwhelmed by all of the stimulation, but quickly smiled through her surprise.
“Midoriya…what is this?!” Awata grinned, laughing.
“Well, you had the staff welcome you already,” Mrs. Midoriya answered with her own laugh. “But Uraraka and especially little Eri here wanted to greet you themselves!”
Eri couldn’t restrain herself any more, running up and hugging the blue-skinned woman who had played a part in her rescue from the Eight Precepts, and whom she hadn’t seen since. Awata was shocked by the move, the cheerful little girl hugging her being so different from the frightened, abused child that she had helped to pull out of Overhaul’s bunker. She thankfully didn’t question it too much, and gladly returned Eri’s hug.
“It’s great to see you again, Awata-san!” Ochako greeted her new history teacher with a bow.
“It’s great to see you too, Uraraka!” Awata answered. “Did you really get involved with this just to see me?”
“Of course I did! Nejire and Amajiki would have come if they weren’t busy with work. That raid…” Ochako stuttered a bit as both her and Awata’s memory went back to that day, where Lemillion made himself famous, only to die months later. “That…we fought together there. That’s important.”
Awata’s smile faded for a moment. Ochako kicked herself, realizing that Awata had known Togata more closely considering he had interned at Sir Nighteye’s agency, and so being reminded of him was going to evoke much stronger feelings in the former sidekick than they did in Ochako.
Eri though took hold of Awata’s hand with a concerned expression. Seeing the girl that Togata had rescued, Awata’s smile returned to her face.
“Yeah…it is.” She said, smiling sincerely to Ochako, making her feel relieved.
The dinner went without much incident, and Awata was excited to be making friends with the Midoriyas and Ippan. Mrs. Midoriya and Ippan had worked together to make a Moroccan dish called ‘Chicken Tagine’ that had an intense fragrance to it that made Awata excited, giving her a scent that she hadn’t sampled before (this had been by Midoriya Izuku’s suggestion, pointing out that her “Bubble” Quirk, which allowed her to create scents that she had smelled at least once before, probably gave her a sensitivity to new and unique smells.) Ochako would have come just for the dish itself, though she had fun getting to know her new sensei more.
As glad as Ochako was to see the sidekick that she had gotten to work with on the Eight Precepts raid though, she knew that many of them were worried about some of the rumors surrounding the circumstances of Awata’s departure from Nighteye’s agency and the hero movement. Ochako hadn’t gotten to interact with Sir Nighteye beyond listening to his briefing before the raid the year prior, but she wanted to believe that the man who had trained Lemillion and had worked so closely with All Might wasn’t capable of the kinds of things that rumors had suggested (though admittedly, some of the things that Sir Nighteye had been saying on behalf of the pro hero movement had already made Ochako begin to question her perception of the man.) Despite being happy to be here though, Ochako couldn’t help but wonder if Awata still seemed kind of tense and nervous. Perhaps she shouldn’t be bothering with it anyway; it wasn’t her business, and Ochako knew how unpleasant rumors could be. Thankfully, no one brought up Awata’s previous job, and no one was going to push her about it unless she wanted to talk about it. As the dinner went on though, Ochako got comfortable enough to voice something that recent events put on her mind:
“Awata-san, can I ask you something?” she asked timidly, in case this broached on an uncomfortable subject.
“Sure, what is it?” Awata responded.
“What do you think about Mt. Lady’s speech?”
The Midoriyas, Eri, and Ippan all looked over at Awata hearing this question. Mt. Lady, or rather, the former Mt. Lady, now currently just known as Takeyama Yu, had just days earlier resigned from the police force following the last in an unfortunate series of accidents she had caused with her Quirk. However, her resignation turned out to be far more significant than anyone had anticipated, as when she was addressing accusations of incompetence towards the nation’s police force from Sir Nighteye, she had essentially dismantled Nighteye’s arguments, pointing out that she had done the same amount of damage that she had as a pro hero, and had gone on to explain how this demonstrated the inherent damage to the economy that the hero system had done. Being originally motivated to become a hero for the money she could have made, this speech had given Ochako pause for thought as to how much her work could have potentially cost. Awata meanwhile leaned back in thought.
“Here’s the thing…with a Quirk like mine, I was most likely never going to have to deal with the kind of collateral damage that Takeyama had, so I can’t say that I am that informed on how heroes affected the economy…but even coming at this from the opposite side of the problem…I can say that Takeyama had a pretty good point.”
“Really?” Mrs. Midoriya said, showing interest in the conversation herself. “What do you mean, ‘from the opposite side of the problem’?”
“My Quirk wasn’t one that could have ever caused a lot of collateral damage…but it also meant that I probably was never going to go pro.”
Midoriya, predictably, jumped up to Awata’s defense.
“But your Quirk is so useful!” He exclaimed. “You can use it in combat to debilitate opponents, to calm down panicking victims, you could even use it to create pheromones to make criminals more suggestible during interrogations!”
Awata, who was not used to Midoriya’s mumblestorms, his enthusiasm for Quirks, or his analysis was caught off guard, but regained her focus once Mrs. Midoriya had convinced her son to sit back down and allow Awata to continue.
“Well…Don’t get me wrong; I like my Quirk, I like the interesting things I can do with it…but there wasn’t anything I could do with it that would have gained me the kind of publicity that pro heroes needed to support themselves. All of the most successful pro heroes had powerful Quirks that were good at getting the public’s attention.” Awata smiled ruefully. “Takeyama was right; Quirks were how heroes marketed themselves. This unfortunately meant that if your Quirk wasn’t impressive, you couldn’t make money, and you couldn’t support yourself with heroics.” Awata looked at a piece of chicken she held in her chopsticks. “That was part of the reason why I also studied to get a teaching degree as a back-up. Instead, I just stuck with being a sidekick.” She said, shrugging.
Awata’s words made Ochako remember Takeyama’s lecture to her and the rest of the hero course about the need for sponsorships in hero work. She hadn’t considered what it would be like for someone who didn’t have a Quirk that could impress people. Heroes did, as they had so often been reminded, have to be popular, and there was only so much Awata could do with “Bubble” to get the kind of attention that she needed.
“I came from a minor hero school where most of us didn’t have particularly powerful Quirks.” Awata continued to explain. “Some of my friends from when I was in hero school managed to go pro…but they were never able to break out of the upper hundreds. I made more money as a sidekick than any of my friends did that actually went pro.” Awata turned her head back to Ochako, for having asked the original question. “Takeyama’s work may have cost a lot of money as a pro hero, but she at least made money. That’s not something that you can say for every hero, especially ones that don’t have a good way to market themselves.”
Ochako felt her eyes go wide at this admission. It had been a general belief that heroics was a profitable field, but how true was that?
“I’m sorry if I keep making it sound like I only went into heroics to make money; I didn’t, that’s how I was able to be happy just being a sidekick.” Awata winced and frowned for a moment, looking to the other people at the table before she shook her head and went on. “But no matter how much you want to help people with your career, you still need to be able to make a living with your job in order for it to be feasible.”
Awata shrugged.
“Besides, even if your Quirk isn’t that powerful, accidents happen on the job. Accidents that we have to pay for. If you can’t afford to pay for the insurance, a single smashed car could put you into debt and take you out of the pro hero field permanently.”
“Wow…” Ochako voiced out loud. “Being a pro hero sounds like it was a lot more expensive than I had thought…”
“I guess this explains why Mt. Lady…flaunted herself so much…” Ippan pointed out, hugging herself uncomfortably. “On top of the expenses her Quirk caused her, it sounds like she needed to act in a certain way just to get the attention that she needed…”
“There’s a reason why my costume exposed so much of my midriff.” Awata explained grimly in an undertone that she tried to direct away from a confused Eri.
Ochako was reminded of her old, skin-tight spandex costume. She had gotten used to it eventually, but remembered how uncomfortable she had originally felt showing off so much of her figure. This made her wonder, could she even have gone with a less sensualized costume if she had wanted to?
Then she looked at the pads on her hands. She had learned of a lot of different applications to Zero Gravity, making it a very powerful Quirk, but then again, she was surrounded by people with powerful Quirks. Would it have been enough to get her the fame she would have needed to support herself, let alone her parents?
Really, just how profitable would she have been as a hero in the first place?
Though Yamada had warned his students against bullying Ochako, that did not mean that she was always welcome in the class, unfortunately. There were a few students who shamefacedly apologized for things that they had said to Ochako or about her at the beginning of the year, but most simply kept their distance, either too embarrassed to face her or too stubborn to change their opinions. It made for a lonely classroom, even with the support of Midoriya and Togeike, though much to Ochako’s surprise, it would not stay that way for long. Later in Ochako’s second year of UA, Kodai Yui and Awase Yosetsu from 2-B transferred into 2-C, both deciding that their Quirks could be better used outside of the emergency field. Sato held on for a year, but in their third year, transferred into Gen Ed as well, feeling that his Quirk, Sugar Rush, which granted him enhanced strength when he ingested sugar, but at the cost of decreasing his intelligence and sapping his stamina, was ultimately more of a hindrance than a help in such a field and decided to fall back on his interest in baking. When these three transferred into Class C, Yamada gave everyone a similar warning to what he had given in response to the ridicule directed towards Ochako the previous year for transferring, making it clear that he would likewise not tolerate any bullying towards these new students. Knowing how judgmental people could still be, Ochako made sure to make these three felt as welcomed as possible, likewise grateful to have other former hero course students that she could commiserate with.
Ochako moved on from her second year to her third year. There were unfortunately some tragedies over this time. Mirko, an icon to Ochako and girls across the country who had dreams of becoming a hero, was injured and left paralyzed from the waist down. Not too long after, Ochako went to the funeral of her former Homeroom Teacher Aizawa Shota after he had been murdered in his apartment by a mob of unknown perpetrators. There were good times too, though. Unlike her first Cultural Festival, Ochako’s second Festival went without a hitch. It felt silly to dress in a neko outfit, especially with how much people compared her finger pads to the paws of a cat, but in a way, it was a nice respite for Ochako; a fun, silly thing that they were all working on after so many horrible things had happened. It made her day to see Eri smile so brightly, though she and Midoriya had to take a moment to sit in a quiet corner; Togeike explained to her how Eri had first smiled at their cat café with Togata. Thankfully, despite this being a somber moment for Eri, her surrogate brother was able to make her smile still, and Eri was able to have enough fun to greet Ochako and play with the kittens Class 2-C had brought.
It hurt Ochako more than she thought it would to see 2-A perform the concert that they had meant to do the previous year without her, and to do so well at it. She was happy for her classmates, sure, but it was just a reminder to her that despite them assuring her that she was still their friend, she wasn’t part of their world or their mission anymore.
Soon after, Melissa Shield, a friend that Ochako had made at the I-Island Expo that Momo had invited her to the previous year, who had unfortunately been the victim of unfair scrutiny due to the criminal actions of her father, was able to gain some acclaim through her creation of the “Creati-Tool” (Ochako had a lot of fun ribbing Yaoyorozu with the rest of her class over that name.) Some time later, Ochako got to attend Eri’s adoption proceedings, thus giving her the name “Midoriya Eri.” On the same day, Nejire asked Ochako to be one of her bridesmaids for her marriage to Amajiki Tamaki. Ochako continued to work with Midoriya to strengthen her Quirk, though his analysis was now focused on how she could use it for construction purposes. Through this all, Uraraka Constructions continued to thrive and grow as they slowly became the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate’s favored firm to work with.
It felt strange to her, a year after Jaku, that nothing seemed to be happening to her, that she was not involved in anything dangerous. She was arguably in the safest place in the country. Ochako was, for all intents and purposes, living the same kind of life that anyone else would. And yet, part of her sometimes still felt as if Toga was still there; in dark corners, in the eyes of a stranger or even someone she believed she knew and loved, or over and over again in her nightmares.
There were times that Ochako knew that some of the habits she had adopted in response to what she had gone through with Toga seemed ludicrous to others; she didn’t like to be alone with only one other person, and any time she was, she would immediately question them to make sure that they were who she thought they were. Despite her reputation for being so thrifty with her money, she had bought and installed heavy-duty locks on her room’s doors. She still regularly practiced the martial arts that Gunhead had taught her to the point that she was still on the level of the emergency course students, if not above. And she still had to throw up at the sight of blood.
Toga had left Ochako with a trauma that she would remember for the rest of her life. She had taken the lives of people who had friends and family to fulfill her sick pleasures, and had joined with a terrorist organization that slaughtered thousands without batting an eye, all the while making herself out to be a victim. Thinking about Toga filled Ochako with revulsion.
And yet, for one week not long after the beginning of the new school year, it seemed as if everyone around Ochako was determined to make her think about Toga. What was worse, they were all acting as if she was some victim.
For the last week, all anyone could talk about was the investigation into the Toga parents, and the reveal of Toga Himiko’s history that led to her becoming one of the country’s most infamous villains. The investigation was led by Intelli Saiko, a girl that Ochako vaguely remembered from her Provisional License Exam. Intelli revealed that as a child, Toga’s parents had forced her to repress her Quirk and the fixation that came with it. Rather than helping her to cope with her fascination with blood in a constructive manner, this repression, coupled with the Togas openly referring to their daughter as a ‘demon’ ever since she was a child, had eventually led to Toga snapping and attacking a classmate, starting her career as a serial killer.
The Togas had initially attempted to deflect blame onto their daughter, claiming that they had always tried to help their daughter but knew that she was a lost cause. However, Intelli’s investigation; looking into the methods that the Toga’s Quirk counselor used and finding them to be bordering on mental reprogramming, as well as questioning the other two children of the Togas, had shown that rather than ‘help’ their daughter in any way, the Togas had obsessively tried to force her into what they saw as ‘normal,’ resulting in over a decade of emotional abuse.
“What do you think’s going to happen to them? Is there a statute of limitations on child abuse?”
“Emotional abuse is probably harder to prosecute, but with the evidence that the police have gathered, it wouldn’t surprise me if they go to prison. It would serve them right, too.”
“I heard that they’ve got two other kids. I wonder how the Togas messed them up.”
“I mean…just think about how obsessed our society is over certain Quirks. If you don’t have the right one, you get treated like dirt. If you have the really wrong one…well…is it really that surprising that Toga turned out the way that she did?”
It was almost unbearable for Ochako to be in the common room as she heard everyone talk about the news, all the while the same story was playing on the television.
They talked as if they had forgotten the dozens of people that Toga had exsanguinated. As if they didn’t know, or most likely didn’t care that Ochako had almost been included in that number. As if the heroes had failed Toga, that it was their fault that she had hacked heroes to death in a blood frenzy at Jaku.
That Ochako hadn’t reached out to her.
A girl who had been given a bad hand in life…couldn’t hold on any longer, and snapped.
“SHUT UP, YOU EVIL MONSTER!”
Ochako shook her head, wanting to get those uncomfortable thoughts out. Hearing Toga be mentioned so much made her feel sick to her stomach, so she went into the kitchen to get an antacid.
“Hey, Uraraka.”
Ochako was able to smile as she saw Sato was currently mixing some ingredients together in a bowl. It might be worth sticking around simply to taste whatever Sato was making.
“Hey, Sato.” She greeted her friend back.
“Are you…” Sato looked uneasily towards the common room. “Doing okay?”
Ochako tried to plaster a smile over her face.
“Thanks for asking, Sato, but I’m fine. You don’t need to worry.” She responded, trying to hide that she was looking for an antacid as she rummaged through one of the cabinets, the cabinet door shielded her face from the common room. As she looked though, she heard Awase’s voice speak up to Sato.
“Hey, Sato, what’re you making?”
“Oh, just some brownies. I wanted to relieve some stress.”
“Heh. Well, you know who to go to for a tester if you need one.”
The two chuckled, letting Ochako smile for a moment, though Awase spoke up again in a more furtive voice.
“Hey, Sato…I was just wondering about something…”
“Yeah? What is it?” Sato answered in an undertone. Ochako realized that the cabinet door was probably keeping Awase from realizing she was there. Before she could back off from overhearing what was probably a private conversation though, Awase spoke up again.
“Do you…need to eat sugar? I mean, I know you eat it for your Quirk to work, but what would happen if you just…didn’t eat it at all?”
Ochako froze, unable to tear herself away even though she could guess what Awase was actually asking for.
“I…don’t know…” Sato admitted uneasily. “My parents kept me from just eating nothing but sweets, but…well…I probably did get to eat more than most kids, if only so I could get used to my Quirk…”
There was a pause. Ochako couldn’t see anything, but she pictured the two boys looking back over towards the television playing in the common room.
“It’s just…kind of sick, isn’t it?”
“…Yeah.”
Ochako closed the cabinet door harder than she meant to, making Awase realize that she was there and had heard what they were talking about. He paled and backed away without saying anything else. Ochako though couldn’t make herself move. She didn’t want to look at Sato in the eye.
“Uraraka…don’t get us wrong.” Sato finally spoke up. “Nothing that Toga went through justifies what she did.”
Ochako sniffled, grateful for her friends’ support, but she still felt ill. She drank a glass of water with her antacid pill dissolved in it and sat down at the counter; far enough away that her gloom wouldn’t bother Sato, but close enough that she could still enjoy his company.
As the brownies were baking, Midoriya came into the kitchen and greeted the two.
“Hey guys…you doing okay?” he asked, noticing Ochako sitting alone.
“I’m fine.” Ochako repeated, trying to smile, trying to ignore the memories of Toga, and of guilt that Ochako knew that she shouldn’t have.
Midoriya didn’t seem to be convinced, but then his attention was caught by the television in the common room, making him go pale. His reaction caught Ochako off guard, making her look at what he was watching.
The screen showed footage of two figures being carted out of a building now easily recognizable as the Toga family’s old house by the graffiti that covered it. Reporters were swarming the area, trying to force their way towards the police, who were struggling to hold them back as the two victims were loaded into an ambulance. A lucky shot from the cameraman allowed her to see the faces of two girls on the stretchers; one had thick glasses and blond hair in a bowl cut while the other had long light brown hair, but both were in obvious pain as they were trying to put pressure on deep stab wounds. Ochako paled seeing them; both looked as if they weren’t much older than she was. She felt as if she had left the dorm, and was back at the Summer Camp, or in the chaos of Jaku. She felt as if a knife was in her guts again, that she could feel her body getting colder and number…
“Ochako…you’re so cute…”
“I’m becoming more like you!”
Vaguely, Ochako could still hear voices from around her and from the television:
“Right now, we see two officers being brought out injured, but it’s unclear if there are more injured inside…”
There was a gasp and some hurried mumbling from Midoriya that Ochako couldn’t discern before he ran out of the common room.
“Reports indicate that these officers were caught in an altercation just a few moments ago with none other than Toga Himiko herself. Gunshots heard earlier in the house suggest that Toga may have been wounded by the officers, but managed to escape. It’s unclear why Toga would have made such an obvious move as to go back to her old house in the first place…”
Ochako had heard enough, and ran out of the dormitory. She found a garbage can next to a tree and promptly threw up in it before collapsing underneath the tree, drawing her knees into her chest and whimpering.
Girls likely only a year older than her at most had found themselves Toga’s victims again. They had tried to fight against her, only to be cut down. And here Ochako was, safe in Gen Ed, having blown her chance at stopping Toga a year prior.
“I’m just glad to hear that you’re alright.”
Ochako flinched as she heard Midoriya’s voice. She looked over at the other side of the tree and saw him talking to someone on his phone.
“Toga’s not someone you can easily predict, Intelli…She’s managed to escape from a lot more experienced heroes and police officers, it’s nothing to be ashamed of.”
Intelli…Ochako remembered that Intelli was also Midoriya’s pen pal from Seiai Academy. Considering the fact that she was apparently involved in the attempt to arrest Toga along with her investigation into the Toga family, Ochako wondered if the two cases were linked.
“I’m sorry this happened, but at least your precautions made sure that your friends are going to be okay physically.”
So Midoriya knew the girls who had been attacked, or at least knew of them through a friend. That just made Ochako feel worse, drawing her knees back into her chest.
“Don’t worry, I’ll let Yaoyorozu know that you’re okay too. Don’t be too hard on yourself, Intelli, even the best of us make mistakes.”
Midoriya hung up his phone and sighed, leaning against the tree. Of all the things that could have happened, Ochako hiccupped, making Midoriya flinch and realize that she was there.
“Uraraka?”
“…Sorry…I didn’t mean to overhear…”
“It’s okay…I just recognized the two girls that got hurt were Intelli’s friends and I wanted to make sure that she was okay.”
“Can…can you tell me anything?” Ochako asked. She remembered enough from her hero course classes to know that there was information from cases that you weren’t allowed to tell the public about, but she wanted something to calm herself down.
“Intelli was trying to lure Toga to her family’s old house with the public investigation into her family.” Midoriya explained with a grim expression; apparently the information wasn’t confidential enough for him or Intelli to mind talking about it. “It worked, but the team that Intelli was leading wasn’t prepared for how dangerous Toga could get. Two of Intelli’s friends were hurt, but Intelli was able to shoot Toga at least once to protect her friends before Toga ran away.”
“You said…her friends are going to be okay though?”
Midoriya gave a small smile.
“Intelli had each of the officers move in pairs and to wear body armor to protect from knives, so while she hurt Intelli’s friends, they’re not mortally wounded.”
“Good…good…” Ochako answered, looking at the ground, still feeling guilty for what had happened.
“Intelli was just upset…” Midoriya said, looking at his phone in concern. “I don’t think that she was prepared for how different field work is compared to the simulations hero students went through, or what it can be like when your partners get hurt.”
Ochako felt her heart ache again at this. While the former hero course had all done internships and work studies, she wondered whether that would prepare them for what the work was turning into nowadays. From the little she had been told about Intelli Saiko from the Provisional License, she was an extremely cunning and confident opponent that even Yaoyorozu had trouble against…but if even someone like her was struggling…
“Izuku?”
Ochako looked and saw Mrs. Midoriya running towards her son.
“I just heard about what happened…is Intelli…?”
“She’s okay, Mom.” Midoriya answered, holding up his phone. “I just finished talking to her.”
Mrs. Midoriya breathed a sigh of relief.
“Oh…that’s good…it’s nice that you can have someone that you can talk about your analysis with on more equal terms, and I’d feel so bad if something happened to her.”
More cheerful now, Mrs. Midoriya turned to Ochako, only for her smile to turn back into a look of concern.
“Uraraka, are you okay?”
“I’m…I’m fine…” Ochako tried to repeat again, but Mrs. Midoriya wasn’t having it, putting a hand on her shoulder.
“Uraraka…you’re crying.”
Ochako realized that there were fresh tears going down her cheeks other than the ones she had wiped away before talking to Midoriya.
“I’m just…Toga’s still out there…” Ochako whimpered. “And I keep thinking about what I could have done to stop her…and all of my friends are going to have to go after her again…and I’m not helping them…”
Ochako’s words devolved into incoherent blubbering as she finally lost control, at which point Mrs. Midoriya gently enveloped her into a hug.
“This is all still bothering you, isn’t it?”
Ochako nodded, disgusted that she was smearing tears and snot on Mrs. Midoriya’s shirt. The kind woman didn’t seem to mind though, and simply let Ochako get it out of her system.
“Uraraka…I know that my son, and plenty of other people have told you this already…this isn’t your fault. This isn’t your responsibility, not when you have your own life to live apart from Toga and all of these other people hurting others.”
Ochako had heard this before. She had heard it from her friends and her family…but it was in the midst of so many people saying the opposite to her and other heroes…all the while she just couldn’t get Toga out of her head, second-guessing what she should have done or be doing.
“I wish that I could do more to make you feel better, Uraraka. I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve been through, and how it must hurt you…but…”
Mrs. Midoriya blinked, as if she had a sudden idea.
“Uraraka, are you available this weekend? I have a friend that you might want to talk to.”
Ochako felt herself blown away by the sheer scale of the Todoroki household. The traditionally-built mansion seemed to emanate prestige and influence…though this effect was diminished by the garbage that people had littered around the mansion in their efforts to vandalize the former home of one of the most hated men in the country, even if only a little bit. Mrs. Midoriya shook her head, muttering to herself about potentially looking for volunteers to help clean up the place before leading Ochako inside, where they were greeted by a woman with long white hair and grey eyes.
Todoroki Rei was a beautiful woman for sure, though her face bore the inescapable marks of premature aging brought on by what the world now knew as abuse from Endeavor, years spent in a psychiatric hospital, and the trauma of having lost two of her sons. However, she seemed healthier and happier than the pictures that tabloids had managed to take of her a year prior as she welcomed Mrs. Midoriya and Ochako.
“Uraraka, it’s a pleasure to meet you.” Mrs. Todoroki bowed in courtesy.
“Oh…um…likewise!” Ochako bowed in return, unsure of whether there was some kind of etiquette for greeting someone of this stature; she wondered if she should have asked for a quick lesson from Yaoyorozu on this sort of thing before she came here. Thankfully, if there was any kind of custom Ochako was unaware of, Mrs. Todoroki didn’t care about it, as she simply led Ochako and Mrs. Midoriya to her sitting room to talk. Mrs. Todoroki had some tea ready, which Ochako chose to sip and sit back as the Todoroki and Midoriya matriarchs caught up with each other. Inevitably though, Mrs. Todoroki’s attention turned to Ochako.
“So, Uraraka, Inko told me that you used to be in my son’s old class?”
Ochako panicked for a moment; did Mrs. Todoroki expect stories about her son? Todoroki Shoto had been one of the most antisocial people Ochako had ever known, rebuffing any attempts that she or anyone else had made to get to know him. Knowing what he had gone through; being abused by his father to the point that he probably wouldn’t know how to connect with other people his age even if he wanted to, made Ochako feel worse that she hadn’t tried harder to reach Shoto.
“…Yes…” she said weakly.
“What are you hoping to do now that you’re in General Education?” Mrs. Todoroki asked politely, not apparently bothered by Ochako’s lackluster response.
“Oh…I’m…planning on working for my parents’ construction firm…” Ochako said a little more comfortably, nonetheless tapping her fingers against the ceramic tea cup. “Since Quirk use has been legalized, I thought that I could use my Zero Gravity Quirk to help them.”
“That sounds like a good idea.” Mrs. Todoroki responded with a warm smile. “A good use of your talents. Actually…” the white-haired woman rested her hand beneath her chin in thought, “ ‘Uraraka’…Your parents wouldn’t happen to run Uraraka Constructions, would they?”
It was strange…Ochako had asked similar, obvious sounding questions to Iida and Yaoyorozu about their relationships to the Iida family of heroes and the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate almost two years ago. The names were so big that one hesitated to presume that someone had a relation to them, and yet now, Ochako found that her own family was seen that way. The sensation made her blush, partly in embarrassment as Ochako understood a bit about how it could make Yaoyorozu feel awkward to be called out like that, but mostly in pride for her family.
“Yes. I’m really proud of my parents.”
“You should be.” Mrs. Todoroki said. “Your family have done some good work. Didn’t they help make that cold fusion reactor that Yaoyorozu Conglomerate has funded?”
Ochako blush grew, but she smiled some more. She had actually gotten to visit that construction site, and had even gotten to invite Awase to meet the now-famous Dr. Makabe Hanako, who expressed interest in Awase’s studies on how to use his Weld Quirk for scientific purposes.
“Yep. That’s them!”
“That’s wonderful.” Mrs. Todoroki said. “With the work that you’ll be able to help your family out with, I think that you’re going to do a lot of good, Uraraka.”
It was a strange feeling, being praised so much by someone who was essentially a stranger. Sure, Ochako had been praised by her parents and her friends, and she was grateful for the encouragement, but this felt like the first time in a while that Ochako had been praised by someone simply off of their first meeting of her. It was a nice feeling; being proud of herself.
“Your dream really does sound like a good one, Uraraka.” Mrs. Todoroki said. Her gaze shifted to Mrs. Midoriya for a moment. “However, from what Inko has told me, you keep feeling upset about leaving your previous dream behind. Why is that?”
Ochako shrunk in on herself. It wasn’t as if she had been ambushed with this question; Mrs. Midoriya had outright stated that the reason she wanted to introduce her to Mrs. Todoroki was to talk about her problems, but that didn’t make it easier. Granted, Mrs. Midoriya had made it clear that Ochako didn’t have to talk to Mrs. Todoroki if she didn’t feel comfortable doing so, but on the other hand, she had also pointed out that Mrs. Todoroki would probably be able to more easily empathize with Ochako’s problems than most.
“…I’m worried for my friends that are still in the Emergency Course. They’re going to have to deal with all of the problems in the country…and without the kind of support heroes had…” she said in a quiet voice. Mrs. Todoroki didn’t interrupt though, letting Ochako go at her own pace. “I guess…I guess I feel guilty for that. I’m going to be out working with my parents where it’s safe and I’ll be able to make money, but my friends are all going to be risking their lives.”
Ochako had delt with this before. She had talked about it with her friends and her family. They told her not to worry. They told her that it was okay that she transferred. But it kept bothering her. How could it not, when there was someone who represented all of the trauma and danger Ochako’s friends would have to deal with?
“There’s this one villain that I’m really worried about…Toga Himiko.”
Mrs. Todoroki nodded, familiar enough with the name, possibly because of Toga’s association with her eldest son.
“Back in the Summer Camp…Toga attacked me…” Ochako admitted, feeling herself go pale again, trying to fight her memories, not ready to go into more detail than she needed to. “So, I know how dangerous she is… I met her again at Jaku…I could have stopped her then, but I let her get away. She’s still out there…hurting people…” Ochako looked guiltily towards Mrs. Midoriya before looking back down at the table. “She hurt some friends of Midoriya’s pen pal last week…and my friends are going to have to deal with her…she’s already hurt so many people…”
“Uraraka…” Mrs. Todoroki’s voice got Ochako’s attention before putting her hand on Ochako’s. “Breathe…just breathe.”
Ochako realized that her heart was beating fast, and she did what Mrs. Todoroki told her until she was able to calm down again.
“What you went through…it sounds horrible.”
Ochako didn’t answer, didn’t try to downplay it anymore. It felt like it would be pointless when she was talking to someone who went through something even worse than she did.
“But Uraraka…when you fought against Toga, you were just a teenager who hadn’t even had a full year of hero training. No one could have expected you to handle someone as dangerous as her. Toga getting away wasn’t your fault, and you shouldn’t think that it’s your responsibility to stop her.”
Ochako sniffled, though she was grateful for the settling effect Mrs. Todoroki’s hand on hers had. It made her feel as if she could open up about what else was bothering her.
“I saw the report on Toga’s life…what happened to her as a kid…” Her voice cracked.
“I know.” Mrs. Todoroki said. “I looked up some of what happened to the other members of the League as well. Some of them went through horrible things…” Mrs. Todoroki dropped her gaze, looking at her hands, but not actually seeing them as she was lost in thought. “I wonder if Toya empathized with them. When he was young, my husband fed him a dream of becoming the next Number One hero, only to abandon and ignore him when it turned out that his Quirk made that impractical. Maybe he could have empathized with Toga for ‘not being born with the right Quirk.’” Mrs. Todoroki spoke bitterly, though she sighed and closed her eyes. “Honestly…I doubt it. As much as I love Toya…he was ultimately very selfish. I don’t think that he cared about any of the others in the League.”
Mrs. Todoroki was silent for a moment. Ochako felt that it was best for her to respect that silence, letting this woman open up on her own terms the way that she did for Ochako. Eventually, Mrs. Todoroki looked back up and smiled at Ochako again.
“My circumstances aren’t exactly like yours…but I can understand how you can be afraid of someone, and how that changes how you think and act…and I can also understand having mixed feelings about people who have hurt you.”
Ochako hung her head. She was still terrified of Toga, the idea that she could be anywhere, maybe even replacing someone that she loved, and that in her twisted mind she saw murder as an act of love. But someone that twisted…Ochako couldn’t help but to think about how she turned out that way, and wonder; as someone who wanted to be a hero, to help people, shouldn’t someone have tried to help Toga? Should she have?
Perhaps Mrs. Todoroki sensed what Ochako was thinking, as she spoke again.
“I stayed with my husband in the hopes that I could protect my children. I didn’t do a good job.”
Mrs. Midoriya put a hand on Mrs. Todoroki’s shoulder, to which the white-haired woman smiled to her friend before continuing to speak to Ochako.
“Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying that I would have abandoned my children. I don’t regret being there for them…but that situation also broke me, and led me to hurt Shoto. In the end, I was separated from them for ten years regardless.”
A sad, wistful expression came over Mrs. Todoroki’s face.
“Maybe if I had done things a different way, if I had tried to help them a different way, I could have kept Toya from doing what he did, and kept myself from hurting Shoto…”
“No! That’s not your fault!” Ochako cried out loud, not being able to stand seeing this kind woman put herself down for this. “With the situation that you were in…it’s not as if Endeavor would have ever let you take your kids away from him.”
Mrs. Todoroki sighed in response.
“Some things are my fault, but I suppose you’re right, and there weren’t that many good options available to me, anyway. At a certain point, I’m not sure if there was anything that I could have done. Enji was too caught up in his ambition, and Toya was too caught up in his desire to be seen by his father. Neither were willing to listen to me.” The woman smiled sadly at Ochako. “But if what you say is true for the mother of Dabi, I think that it’s clear that you’re not responsible for Toga. And unlike me, there are still options for you to help others, options that don’t require you to break yourself.”
Ochako calmed down under Mrs. Todoroki’s gaze, though she still clenched at the hem of her shirt.
“My parents and my friends keep on reminding me of that telling me those things…Midoriya told me how there’s a lot of good that I can do with construction work. My friends from the emergency course told me that I don’t need to worry about what they’re going to be going into…”
Mrs. Todoroki took Ochako’s hand again and squeezed it gently.
“Uraraka, even disregarding Toga, you absolutely should not be worrying. Like I said, you are a teenager. This is hardly something that anyone should expect to put on your shoulders.” The woman shook her head in frustration. “So much of what happened…the way my husband hurt my sons…how they were led to believe that they had to become heroes…the way that Toga’s parents hurt her…this is something that we, as adults, have to deal with. We are the ones who made a society where children were hurt this way and grew into people who’d hurt others. We don’t have a right to put this on you and others your age.” For a moment, Mrs. Todoroki looked worried, but sighed. “If your friends really want to get involved in this…I suppose I should be proud of them. But you should have never been thrown into these fights before you even turned eighteen, no matter how powerful you are. No one has a right to ask you to throw yourself into something that traumatic.”
“…Are you really okay with me leaving after what happened to your son?” Ochako’s voice broke. “He was my classmate…I should have looked out for him…and he…”
“Uraraka,” Mrs. Todoroki interrupted Ochako, squeezing her hand harder, “If Shoto were still here, do you really think that I would want him in that course either?”
Ochako whimpered, finally letting Mrs. Todoroki comfort her.
FIVE YEARS AFTER JAKU…
“Alright, Uraraka, they’re all secure!” Koboyashi Kaori, the former Cryo Girl and Matsumoto Netsu, the former Acetylene Man said as they finished welding the last I-beam in place, allowing Ochako to put her fingers together and release her Quirk. There was a faint sound of strain from the steel girders, but Koboyashi and Matsumoto’s work had allowed all of the girders to stand firm even with their gravity restored.
The gathered construction workers cheered, seeing the framework for the repairs to the hospital being done in less than an hour, when it would normally take several days.
“Alright, everyone!” Ochako shouted, clapping her hands. “We’ve still got a lot of work to handle; let’s get this finished!”
Koboyashi and Matsumoto stepped back for the most part, helping with some of the smaller tasks while other workers with telekinetic and geokinetic Quirks began manipulating concrete around the metal framework, and others with metal-manipulating Quirks set up the electrical wiring. Ochako was among several who had to remain active, due to her Quirk being so useful for the heavy lifting that was a constant need for the job.
Uraraka Constructions’ reputation for fast and efficient work was desperately needed here, as the hospital that they were repairing had been caught in the path of a rampaging criminal with a Sonic Quirk, having blasted apart half of the building. As if this attack hadn’t been bad enough on its own, with so many people injured and the structural integrity of the building in question, the hospital had to be evacuated and the patients transferred to other hospitals, threatening to overload the capacities of other facilities. On top of all of this, Uraraka Constructions had wound up with this project on the first few weeks that Ochako had finally managed to convince her parents to let her take over while they got to go and take the vacation to Hawaii she had always wanted them to do (money hadn’t been a problem for a while, but rather Ochako’s parents had simply not found the time to take a vacation.) Thankfully, having practiced so often in using their Quirks for construction work, Ochako and her crew were able to complete repairs in a few days that would have normally taken several months, if not a year.
Satisfied, albeit exhausted and nauseous from having used her Quirk so strenuously, Ochako sat on a bench and drank some ginger water to settle her stomach. As she sat down, a large, white-haired worker with a square jaw greeted her.
“You doing okay, boss?” Niekawa Isamu joked as he sat his hulking figure on the seat next to Ochako.
Or at least he tried to, until he noticed Ochako tense up.
“Oh…uh… ‘Knucklebuster.’” Niekawa said, allowing Ochako to relax as he said the secret word they had arranged between the two (‘Knucklebuster’ being Niekawa’s first choice for a hero name.) Ochako had the usual moment of frustration with herself for needing this reassurance in the first place, but Niekawa just sat down and smiled to show that he didn’t mind.
“Didn’t really get a chance to get a breather.” Ochako answered his question with a tired smile, lifting her water up in greeting. “I didn’t see you get one yourself, Niekawa.”
“That’s why I’m here.” Niekawa answered, pulling out his own water jug and draining it with a satisfied sigh.
Most of the heavy lifting had been accomplished by this point, so there wasn’t much use for either of their Quirks. Sure, there was wiring and painting to do, and Ochako would gladly pitch in where she could, but right now, she needed a break. Besides, it was nice to just look at the work of their hands, proud that what they made would be used to help people in desperate need.
Eventually, Ochako stood up, thinking that she might help with some of the painting. As she walked away though, she heard someone back from where she had been sitting.
“Hey…you’re Death Arms, right?”
Ochako turned to see two young men standing in front of the bench that Niekawa was starting to get up from. One almost looked amused, while the other was glaring. Niekawa was hesitant to respond; his career as a pro hero hadn’t ended well, and it wasn’t something that he liked to be reminded about.
“…Yeah…I used to be…”
Suddenly, the glaring man started to shout.
“What the hell are you doing in a construction crew? Why weren’t you helping the police when they were trying to stop that sonic villain? Did you hear over two dozen people got killed when the hospital got hit? Where the hell have you been?”
Niekawa couldn’t look at the man in the eye. Despite having a reputation for being a gruff, hard man, Ochako had learned that Niekawa didn’t handle criticism well. The other man scoffed though and added his own two bits:
“Do you actually think he’d make a difference? You remember the Sludge Villain incident? This idiot was just standing around the whole time!”
“Yeah, well, maybe if he had been here, it would have just been twenty-four people who died instead of twenty-five! Maybe he could have actually done some good if he wasn’t such a pathetic…”
Ochako had enough by this point. She wasn’t going to stand by while one of her coworkers was being harassed.
“I’m sorry, do you have a problem with my guys?” Ochako said, stomping over to the hecklers, making them flinch at her sudden appearance. “Cause it sounds like you do, which means you got a problem with me.”
Ochako hadn’t gotten any taller than the average Japanese woman. However, she had enough experience with these kinds of situations to know that most hecklers would run away with their tail tucked between their legs the moment anyone they picked on showed some spine. Predictably, the two took a step back, either from the realization that a woman who had been responsible for a lot of the heavy lifting on such a big building was beyond their league, or the fact that several of the other workers had noticed what was going on and were gathering behind Ochako, glaring at them.
“Tch. Whatever.” One of the two scoffed, trying to salvage his pride before running off with his friend. Matsumoto patted Niekawa on the shoulder.
“Those idiots don’t know what they’re talking about, Niekawa. You made some mistakes, but so did all of us. You did some good work, and you should be proud of it.”
Several of the others echoed this sentiment, guiding Niekawa away from the sidewalk where more hecklers might show up. Eventually, Ochako found herself alone with Niekawa again. The former pro hero tried to keep his head down, but Ochako’s look of concern made him sigh.
“You’d think after all these years, I wouldn’t be that bothered. But that jerk had a point. Maybe I could have done something to stop that villain.”
It was a sentiment that Ochako understood far too well. ‘Maybe I could have done something’ had echoed in her subconscious every time she heard a report of a disaster or a villain attack. She’d think about the people who had been hurt, and the people who had to deal with the aftermath or fight against the villains, especially if the disaster was in a precinct where her friends worked now.
Niekawa had once confided in Ochako that he felt that one negative comment outweighed ten positive ones. In another time, Ochako might have derided such sentiment as pessimistic, maybe even selfish, but she had the unfortunate experience of having lived through that criticism herself. It was those negative comments that had the tendency to settle into your thoughts. It wasn’t as if talking to Rei had magically made her doubts and guilt go away, after all.
Still though, that just meant that Ochako knew how important it was to have people around her who could give those positive comments.
“Maybe.” Ochako admitted, remembering some of the things that Rei, Inko, Awata, and all of her other friends from their support group had told her when she had expressed these thoughts. “Maybe you could have. I don’t know.” She pulled at his jacket and pointed him towards the hospital. “What I do know is what you and all of us did do is going to help a lot of people.”
Niekawa didn’t respond at first, simply staring at the hospital. When he looked down at Ochako though, she smiled, which at least made him relax a bit before deciding to head back to work himself.
Ochako almost wondered if her support group would mind if she invited Niekawa. Yes, the group was all women, but that didn’t mean Niekawa couldn’t use the support. But then again, seeing Matsumoto, a former sidekick of Endeavor no less, patting Niekawa on the shoulder in solidarity along with many of the other workers showed that Niekawa and the other guys had plenty of support already. Maybe Ochako could still ask Usagiyama or Awata if they wanted to hang out with the construction crew?
Ochako’s musings were interrupted by her phone ringing. She smiled seeing Yaoyorozu on the caller ID.
“Hey, Yaomomo!” Ochako said as she answered the phone. “How are you doing?”
“Uraraka…We got her. We got Toga.”
Ochako almost felt her phone slip from her fingers. For a moment, all the noise in the background; people talking, equipment running, all seemed to cease.
”It’s over, Uraraka. I just got confirmation that she’s been locked up in Tartarus pending her trial, and there is absolutely no way that she isn’t going to be spending life in prison. She’s not going to hurt you or anyone else.”
Toga was finally caught. The villain that had haunted her nightmares, that had made it so that she was always paranoid about whether or not the person she was talking to was who they said they were, even when they were her mother or father, was finally caught. Ochako tried to speak, to say thank you, but all she could do was let out a strangled sob; she was so relieved she thought she’d cry.
“…You got her?” she eventually choked out.
“We did. We’re about to give a press conference announcing this, but I convinced Gori to let me tell you now.”
“…Thank you, Yaomomo.”
“You’re welcome, Uraraka. Would you perhaps like to meet up with us some time? It might be nice to see you in person.”
“…I think that would be nice.” Ochako answered, sniffling. “I’ll make sure to make time for you all.” This was absolutely something Ochako would make time for. If she had to buy an overpriced airplane ticket, she’d make sure that she would show her friends her thanks. “Thank you, Yaomomo…just…thank you.”
Ochako hung up and braced herself against a wall. She couldn’t help it, she was crying again, but she just felt so relieved.
“Uraraka?”
Ochako turned and saw Niekawa looking at her in concern.
“Are you alright?”
Ochako gave a shaky, watery smile.
“I’m great. I think I’m better than I have been in a really long time.”
“What…what is it?” he asked.
Ochako wiped away her tears.
“It’s something to do with a case Yaoyorozu has been working on. I can’t tell you now, but I think that we’ll all have something to look forward to at the bar tonight.”
That was as much as Ochako was willing to say at the time, leaving Niekawa and the other workers nervous with anticipation, though several of them began to catch on as news of Toga’s arrest began to drop over social media. Finally, when they had all gotten to the closest bar that could accommodate them all, the group saw the awaited news report on the bar television, showing Yaoyorozu in uniform addressing a crowd of reporters. On the text beneath the footage, the channel was flashing ‘LAST LEAGUE OF VILLAINS MEMBER BEHIND BARS: OFFICER YAOYOROZU IDENTIFIED AS HAVING ARRESTED TOGA HIMIKO.’
The workers broke out into raucous cheers.
“Yes! Finally!”
“They finally got her!”
“It’s finally over!”
“They finally got the last one!”
The bar all watched as Yaoyorozu ascended to a podium to answer the reporters’ questions.
Niekawa nudged Ochako’s arm, his depression forgotten as he grinned. “So that was what got you so worked up earlier!”
“Way to go, Yaoyorozu!” Koboyashi called out.
“Yeah, I saw that girl kick my bosses’ ass at her Provisional License Exam.” One of Gang Orca’s former sidekicks remarked with a chuckle. “This really isn’t that surprising.”
Someone hushed everyone else as they all listened to Yaoyorozu’s account.
“I would like to thank you all for coming. I am Special Officer Yaoyorozu Momo of the Mustafu Police Department. At approximately 9:00 AM this morning, we received confirmation from one of our sources that the broker Okuta Kagero, better known as ‘Giran’ would be meeting in the Utapu market area with Toga Himiko. The MPD attempted to ambush the two in a sting, managing to arrest Okuta immediately. While Toga Himiko escaped the initial ambush, the MPD, in cooperation with UN soldiers managed to cordon off the area and arrest Toga as well. As has been rumored online, I was the arresting officer. I would like to emphasize though that the hunt for Toga was a combined effort requiring the cooperation of various officers, forensic and psychological profilers, and the assistance of the UN soldiers.” Yaoyorozu paused for a moment. “Toga Himiko first committed assault was seven years ago, after which she murdered 19 people before joining with the League of Villains. In the year that the League was active, Toga murdered dozens more and was a major leader of the Paranormal Liberation Front, which was responsible for the deaths of thousands of lives. Though the PLF was defeated, Toga escaped for five years and continued to attack and kill people. While we are still investigating crimes she is suspected to have committed, we can confirm that Toga Himiko murdered at least 76 people. It is with great relief though that I can say that Toga has finally been brought to justice, and I hope that this news will comfort the family and friends of her victims.”
Several of the workers became still and quiet, even putting their hands over their hearts as they thought about those whose comfort Yaoyorozu wished for, or were those people themselves. A few drank in memory of Toga’s victims, and then joined everyone else in just drinking in celebration.
“Wasn’t your class the one primarily targeted by Toga and the other members of the League? Was this a personal matter for you?” a blond reporter asked. Niekawa and some of the others gave Ochako concerned looks, though they all smiled as Yaoyorozu continued to handle the questions professionally.
“Toga did attack my class, so I did feel personally motivated to catch her.” Momo admitted, before adding, “However, every member of the team formed to capture Toga was psychologically evaluated on a regular basis, including myself, and I was cleared as fit for this mission. I was on this team as I was deemed one of the most capable officers to catch her.”
A woman with a jaguar mutation spoke up.
“Can the police guarantee that Toga will not escape this time?”
“Toga is currently being held in a maximum-security cell in Tartarus at the same level as All For One. Every available contingency is in place to ensure that she will not escape and will face trial for her crimes.”
For just a moment, Ochako tensed up again. However, she calmed as she felt Niekawa’s hand on her shoulder.
“It’s going to be fine. Not even that villain that All Might had to retire after fighting has been able to escape Tartarus.”
Ochako nodded, not wanting her fear to sour her mood any more.
“Do you feel any pity for Toga?” a reporter with technicolor eyes asked.
“Oh, screw you!” one of the former pro heroes shouted out, joined by several others agreeing with their own shouts and growls, furious at the sentiment that Toga was just some victim of society, something they had heard from commenters wanting to act as if they were fighting for social justice even though they weren’t the ones that Toga had been trying to maim. Thankfully, Yaoyorozu handled this question with more tact than any of them would have:
“What happened to Toga as a child was abhorrent and cruel, and I can’t imagine what it must have been like for her growing up being told that she was a monster by her parents and being denied a supplement she needed. However, since her first attack, she showed no effort to stop her crimes or seek help. In that time, she had murdered dozens of innocent people who had nothing to do with the abuse inflicted on her, all for the purpose of satiating her own desires or out of spite. As bad as things were for her, there is no justification for her crimes and she must now face the consequences of her actions.”
Nods and shouts of agreement met Yaoyorozu’s comment, while Ochako sighed, remembering how she had made this exact warning to Toga when they had last met…though part of her balked as she remembered the other things that she had said to Toga.
The channel switched to footage of Toga’s arrest, the snarling, muzzled young woman being shoved into an armored police van. In the last shot, Ochako saw Toga’s face, and her look of despair as she realized the consequences of her actions had finally caught up with her. Many of Ochako’s coworkers jeered at the footage of Toga.
“Yeah! That’s what you get!”
“I hope that bury that psycho!”
“Burn in hell, you bitch!”
Most of them had been at Jaku. They had all seen Gigantomachia’s rampage as Toga and the rest of the League had ridden on the monster’s back. Many of them had friends that Toga had killed in her own blood-soaked rampage as she raved about the heroes killing Twice. Ochako felt her coworkers pat her on the back as if they were congratulating her. However, for a moment, as Ochako saw Toga’s tears, she couldn’t join in on the festivities.
Ochako should have been happy about this. She should have been cheering with the others, maybe even swearing and flipping off Toga’s image with the other former pro heroes who had lost friends to the infamous psychopath. She could remove all of the locks that she had put on her family’s door. She wouldn’t need to second-guess if she was talking to an imposter. Maybe now she wouldn’t have to throw up at the sight of blood. Ochako did feel pleasure at this in some ways; relief that Toga had finally been arrested, gratitude that she was finally going to answer for all of the people that she had hurt, but also, spite towards the tears running down Toga’s face.
With what Toga had done, especially to Ochako of all people, perhaps it was normal to feel that way. It didn’t change the fact that it made Ochako feel sick with herself.
ONE YEAR LATER
Ochako wasn’t sure what to make of the restaurant she was standing in front of: ‘Burger Queen.’ Yes, Yaoyorozu had told her what it was called before she came here, but this 50’s style diner seemed so at odds with the kinds of upscale restaurants that Ochako had come to associate the heiress with.
On the other hand, Ochako did mention that she wanted to talk about some personal issues with her old friend, and perhaps Yaoyorozu realized that would be difficult in a five-star venue. She shook her head and went inside.
“Uraraka, over here!”
Ochako turned and saw her old Class Representative already seated at a booth at the far end of the diner, giving them space from other patrons, which Ochako felt grateful for.
“Yaomomo, thanks for doing this for me!” Ochako said, giving her a small bow, which Yaoyorozu returned.
“Certainly. It’s always nice to catch up with you, Uraraka. How about we order first, and then we can talk?”
Ochako looked over the menu.
“You know, Yaomomo, I’m surprised that you recommended this place.” Ochako admitted. “It just feels…different for you, no offense.”
Yaoyorozu smiled in response.
“Tsutsumi gave me a similar conversation here to what I imagine we’re going to have when she first introduced me to the restaurant. Also, I’ve found that the kinds of food that these establishments serve work better for fueling my Quirk.”
Ochako shook her head in bewilderment. Yaoyorozu was certainly one of the strongest and most skilled heroes and police officers in the country, but even years after Lady Nagant had been pardoned by the Japanese government, it still blew Ochako away that her friend had been trained by someone with that kind of reputation.
Once they had ordered their food, Yaoyorozu folded her hands on the table.
“So, Uraraka, what did you want to talk to me about?”
Despite the fun that Ochako had been having catching up with Yaoyorozu, she felt much of her enthusiasm waver.
“…Did…Did you hear about what happened to Toga Himiko?”
Yaoyorozu frowned.
“…Yes. She committed suicide a few weeks ago. Did you want to talk about her?”
“Mostly…Some of this is stuff that I’ve already gone over with Rei and our friends, but…well…” Ochako looked awkwardly at Yaoyorozu. “You’re the one who actually caught her. You studied her psychological profile, you learned everything you could about her, and you’re the one who had to deal with her in the end. I guess in a way, you’re one of the people I know who understands her the most.”
Yaoyorozu thought for a moment, and nodded.
“I suppose that makes sense. What about Toga did you want to talk about?”
Ochako hesitated for a moment.
“When we fought…” Ochako grimaced. ‘Fought’ didn’t exactly describe what their confrontation was like; Toga had lured Ochako into a secluded area and ranted at her while easily dancing around her attacks. “She was trying to have a conversation with me…like she thought nothing of all of the horrible things that she had just done that day, the things that she had done to me…” Ochako clenched her fists, the memory dredging up some of her old outrage. “I got angry at her…I called her a monster, said I was disgusted by her…I even outright told her to die.”
As much as Toga had traumatized her, even before Ochako had learned about her upbringing, thinking about what she had said to Toga made Ochako feel sick. She had never felt so vehemently about someone before, and it made her feel more nauseous than if she had overtaxed her Quirk.
“I just…even with as angry as I was…thinking about what I said makes me feel sick.” Ochako wringed her hands together. “I always thought that heroes are supposed to make people smile, to make them feel safe. Even as bad as Toga was, she needed someone to be a hero to her, to reach out to her when she needed it, and I…I just couldn’t.”
Ochako felt downcast at this admission.
“I don’t think that’s something to feel upset with yourself about.”
Ochako’s gaze snapped up at Yaoyorozu to see the heiress frowning at her.
“Toga might have had issues that distorted her view of the world, so maybe it’s not right to condemn her for everything she did, but that doesn’t change the fact that she nearly killed you. Not being able to sympathize with her at the time hardly made you a bad person, Uraraka. No one should ask a victim to empathize with their abuser when the abuser feels no remorse, and was in the process of hurting their victim even more.”
Yaoyorozu’s words made Ochako think of Rei and her own experiences. Sure, Ochako had only met Toga twice in her life, but when Rei opened up about what her husband had been like later on in their marriage and he had become more fixated on creating his ‘masterpiece,’ the way that Rei described how she had felt about her abuser; constantly on edge, second-guessing herself as to how to avoid setting him off, feeling as if he had control over her life, reminded Ochako so much of how Toga made her feel. Yaoyorozu shook her head in frustration.
“Toga may have seen her bloodletting as her way of showing ‘love,’ but even disregarding the act of murder in of itself, forcing her way of thinking, of ‘loving’ onto others was deplorable. Really, considering how she saw the act, it had a lot of connotations of sexual assault.”
Ochako felt her skin crawl at that. Again, she thought of her support group, and of Awata recounting her experiences with Sasaki’s ‘Tickle Machine,’ and how the sensation had also felt uncomfortably familiar to Ochako.
Something else that had often come up with the support group was the mixed feelings the women had towards people who had hurt them. Awata and Rei admitted that they sometimes felt as if they had done something to warrant their treatment, or, as Ochako spoke out loud;
“Sometimes I wonder if things might have been different if I had calmed down though, if I had tried to talk to her…”
“Uraraka, from what you told us about your encounter, the first thing Toga did when she revealed herself was to pin you down with a knife to your throat.” Yaoyorozu responded bluntly. “It’s doubtful that her goal was just to talk to you, but even if it was, this was in the midst of a battle where thousands of people died!”
Yaoyorozu realized that she was getting louder the longer she spoke, so she took a breath to calm down, looking at the table for a moment before looking back up at Ochako.
“There is a time to empathize with people like Toga, to accept that they have been wronged, to try to find some way to help them, to consider that they might deserve leniency considering their mitigating circumstances,” Yaoyorozu shrugged, shaking her head, “Maybe even accept that the way that they turned out is due to a system that we were unknowingly propping up, but it is not in the midst of a mass slaughter. At that time, she was a killer who needed to be stopped. And you, Uraraka, were just a teenager with barely a year’s worth of combat training under your belt, and no training on how to help someone with Toga’s psychological issues.” Yaoyorozu bowed her head before throwing up her hands weakly, “You…all of us…we were not equipped to handle the chaos at Jaku. We just did the best we could.”
“…You’re still dealing with these problems too, aren’t you?” Ochako realized.
Yaoyorozu sighed in response.
“Every now and then, I hear someone say something about Gigantomachia. It might not even be directed towards me, but they always make me think about the people who blamed me for him getting as far as Shigaraki. Never mind that there are people who expected a First Year Hero student to contend with something that required Lemillion to hit with a suicide attack to stop.” Yaoyorozu grumbled, before taking another breath. “I’ve been doing better over time, though. While I hate the idea of benefiting from the misfortune of another, even someone like Toga, most people nowadays have been associating me with her arrest instead of anything from back when I was in UA.”
At that point, the food arrived, giving the two a break from the conversation. Ochako had to admit, her burger was good, though she still found it hard to focus on eating. Yaoyorozu had put it bluntly to her; they had done the best they could. Ochako wanted to help people, but Toga had simply pushed her too much, to the point that she had snapped.
“Is there anything else that’s been bothering you?” Yaoyorozu asked, noticing how Ochako was just picking at her food.
“The usual stuff, I suppose.” she admitted, shrugging. Ochako appreciated how many people she had supporting her, whether they be her parents, her coworkers, or her friends from Rei’s support group. However, while she valued the work that she did with the construction firm, every now and then she found herself thinking of her younger days, when she would watch crowds of people cheering as a hero saved the day, or of the tragedies that Yaoyorozu and their friends had to deal with.
“Do you remember when I called you about when Sasaki tried to talk to me?” Ochako said with a sour expression.
“I certainly do.” Yaoyorozu answered with a grim look
“I knew enough not to trust him from the kinds of things that Nejire and Awata told me, but his offer, to be the hero that I wanted to be when I was a kid, to see people smile and feel safe…if it wasn’t him making it, I might have thought about it.” Ochako admitted awkwardly. “It’s just…Every now and then, I wonder if I should be working with you. I still wonder if I could have been there for you guys…if maybe I could have been there for Ojiro.”
Yaoyorozu frowned at the memory, but put her burger down and folded her hands together.
“Uraraka…Ojiro didn’t die because you weren’t there. By that point, we mostly had the manpower that we needed. It was just…something that happened. Circumstances got bad, and Ojiro just made a bad choice. Sometimes, things like that happen. People in law enforcement died before heroes, during heroes, and after heroes for the same reasons. It’s not something that you need to take responsibility for.”
“…Do you?” Ochako asked, noticing how down Yaoyorozu seemed.
“…Sometimes.” Yaoyorozu admitted. “I suppose I should take my own advice.”
Ochako gave a weak smile that Yaoyorozu returned before they went back to their food. The concern ‘I could have done something’ was a common topic amongst Rei’s group, especially with so many former pro heroes in the mix. The response had been the same as Yaoyorozu’s: in the end, they could only do their best.
Ochako finished her burger, feeling a bit more content.
“You’re a good person, Uraraka. One of the best that I know. Honestly, when I compare my work with the police with the work that you do with your firm, I think that you’ve ultimately helped more people.” Yaoyorozu said with a sincere smile.
“Thanks, but don’t sell yourself short, Yaoyorozu.” Ochako answered with a brighter smile than what she had been feeling earlier. “Even if you’re not an official pro hero, I think that you’ve made people feel safe and smile like one.”
Yaoyorozu beamed in return. Ochako was glad to make her friend feel happy, considering the fact that they both knew that they were going to fight over who got to pay the check when the waiter came back (getting to be the one to be able to pay for everyone’s food was a nice pleasure that Ochako had gotten to enjoy in recent years, but Yaoyorozu could be too polite for her own good. This always led to awkward stare-downs whenever they happened to eat together, but they always laughed it off afterwards.) Before that could happen though, Ochako decided to mention something else.
“There’s actually one more thing that I wanted to talk about.”
“Oh, what’s that?” Yaoyorozu asked with less trepidation, sensing how Ochako had brightened up.
“Well…I’m still upset that I didn’t help Toga…but there’s a construction project idea that I’d like to try to make sure that what happened to her won’t happen again, something that I was wondering if you’re parents might be interested in funding…”
“I’m certainly interested so far.” Yaoyorozu said, leaning forward. “What is it?”
“I’d like to let people have easier access to Quirk Counseling…”
Notes:
This one, like so many others, turned out to be a lot harder than I thought it would be. I think that the biggest problem here was figuring out how I was going to format it; originally, the whole chapter was just going to be set in Burger Queen as Ochako had a talk with Momo, and all of the past scenes would have been written as flashbacks. However, I realized that Ochako’s issues weren’t the kind of problem that could be solved in one scene with a big epiphany, especially considering how I had already established all of the people who had been supporting Ochako throughout the story. Trauma and guilt feel less like something that a person can just immediately get fixed, and more something that they have to struggle with throughout their lives. Hopefully that didn’t make things too repetitive for Ochako as she dealt with everything.
I think that “Underclass Hero” was a song that I related too much to Ochako purely based off of the title rather than considering the underlying meaning of the lyrics, being mostly focused on rebelling against the establishment. I suppose I could argue that Ochako’s choice to drop out of heroics is her way of going against the norm that the rest of society is trying to push her to do, but that’s a bit of a stretch. I suppose some characters are just harder to pin to a particular song. Thankfully, I don’t think that I’m going to have the same problem with the next chapter, as the lyrics are basically just variations of the title repeated over and over, and I could imagine the song playing on a loop in the mind of the focus character. Next chapter will be titled after Daft Punk’s song, “Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger.”
Chapter 23: Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Dear Hatsume Mei,
I’ve given you this journal as part of our efforts to help you build better connections to people. You are free to use it as you see fit, but keep in mind, its purpose is for you to write down your feelings towards others. Remember to try to refer to people through their actual names rather than nicknames; it could help you to better empathize with them. When you are frustrated or confused by people, try to write down how you feel at the time and why. When you are calmer, look back on these entries and try to think about not just how you feel, but how others that you interacted with at the time felt. Try to also be aware of when others are frustrated; if they say that they are frustrated or upset, if they said you did something wrong that you do not understand at the time, write it down. Of course, also write down when interacting with others makes you happy. Consider how others made you feel, but also how they were made to feel happy.
From,
Dr. Tatsu
Babies for the Sports Festival:
Hydraulic Bracers: The UA Sports Festival always has some kind of fighting tournament for its final round. My Bracer Baby will be perfect for sensing when an opponent gets too close and pushing me out of the way!
Capture Gun: With my Bracer Baby keeping me from getting hit, my Capture Gun will be perfect for taking down my opponent! Just got to make sure that the gas doesn’t explode; Mom and Dr. Tatsu said that investors (and other people, I guess) wouldn’t like to carry something that might explode. Quitters!
Electromagnetic Soles: Yeah, I’ve already got the Hydraulic Bracer baby, but that will only help me with dodging; the Electromagnetic Soles will be great for improving my overall footwork, especially against hero students with speedy Quirks!
Wire Arrow + Hover Soles: Before I can get to the fighting tournament, I’m going to need to get through the first two rounds. Usually, the first round is some kind of race to weed out everyone before they can get to the good parts, so I’m going to need something that lets me move over a long distance very quickly; my Wire Arrow and Hover Sole babies will be perfect for this!
Auto Balancers: Aw, the heck with it, I’ve got to give the Auto Balancer babies some love, too! They’re good for keeping people stable (probably best to have them in conjunction with the Hover Soles so I don’t have another road rash injury. Yes, I needed some gauze for that, but people can be such whiners about little cuts, and I don’t want to scare off the investors.)
Jet Pack: Who does love a jet pack baby? No one, because they’re adorable! Power Loader-sensei says that I’m overloading myself with so many different babies meant for moving around, but I say you can never have too many babies! Besides, a bit of redundancy is a good thing to have in case of another baby explosion, so I’ll have back-ups to everything just in case.
I wasn’t allowed into the Support Lab today, because the whole school had to attend a funeral for two girls who were killed from class 1-A.
I think Dr. Tatsu said that I should write about this kind of stuff: I guess I feel sad? I didn’t know them, but they were killed by villains, which is pretty bad. This is why I make babies, after all, so that I can help keep heroes from getting killed by villains!
The Sports Festival went great! I got to show off my babies to the world, and I’ve already got dozens of internship offers from Support Companies who want me to make babies for them!
Power Loader-sensei was a little weird after the Festival, though. He said I did a good job, and that my babies were great, but he didn’t like my round against that Engine kid from the hero course. I don’t get it, I got to show the world all of my babies, I let Engine win, everyone should have been happy! But Power Loader says it was bad that I tricked Engine into using my babies in the first place. Why is that a bad thing, though? My babies did nothing but help him!
Mom and Dad were the same too; happy that I got so far and got to show off my babies, but they said that I made the match take too long. But that was the whole point of why I was there, to show off my babies! I could only do so much in the Obstacle Course and the Calvary Battle to show off, after all (especially since that Ice guy didn’t want me on his team. Spoilsport! The people I joined up with seemed happy with my babies, at least. Mom and Dad seemed upset that I couldn’t remember any of their names, though.)
Oh well. People are confusing.
The Engine kid got killed over his internship. It turned out that he was Ingenium’s little brother, so he got mad when Stain hurt his brother and tried to go after him.
I guess I feel bad again, a little worse than I did after those two girls were killed at the beginning of the year, since I actually knew Engine a bit, and that he was probably still angry at me for some reason. I wish I could have given him something that would have helped him.
I got to meet the coolest dude today!
Power Loader-sensei introduced me to a guy from Gen Ed named Midoriya Izuku (I might actually remember his name, but he seemed okay with just ‘Greenie’ since his hair and eyes are green, so that’ll be easier for me to remember) to see me about my babies. He wasn’t asking for himself (which is a shame; he’s Quirkless and I would have loved to have made the first Quirkless Hero that ran entirely on babies,) but instead wanted to talk about some ideas he had for babies for the First Year hero courses. Power Loader-sensei said that Greenie is one of Principal Nezu’s personal students, so he must be really smart, and from the analysis he did, he definitely is! When I saw his analysis and the ideas that he came up with for Support Gear, I asked him to make some babies with me on the spot! (For some reason he turned really red and had problems talking for a bit after that. I didn’t get why, but hey, Dr. Katsu wanted me to get better at noticing people’s expressions, so at least I noticed it this time!)
Seriously though, this analysis is a gold mine. It’s one thing to make a baby, but the real challenge in making Support Gear is figuring out how to specify it to a customer. You can’t just make babies off of an assembly line, after all; each one has to be made for a specific Quirk. That’s where Greenie’s analysis comes in; it’s choc-full of ideas on how Quirks can be used, their limitations, and most important, what kind of beautiful baby is best for them!
Of course, Power Loader had to be a spoilsport and told me that I couldn’t just make all of the babies; I’ve got to let the rest of the class do something. Whatever. I make more babies than the whole class put together, so when these hero students come looking for babies, they’ll get them from the girl that can deliver them!
Let the baby-making commence, Greenie!
Shoji Mezo: Quirk-Dupli-Arms
Okay, this one technically goes against what I wrote about babies needing to be made specifically for each individual, but it was my Capture Gun baby that Greenie was interested in for Octopus Guy, so it’s special for me! Besides, I brought those babies into the Sports Festival because they’re the ones anyone can use! Anyway, Octopus Guy’s Quirk allows him to duplicate his arms into different body parts. You just know that Greenie was thinking on the same wavelength as me, because what did he think when he saw more arms? More arms to carry more babies! Specifically, long-range babies, since Greenie thinks that Octopus Guy is good up close. The fun part though is that Greenie wants at least four for Octopus Guy, and maybe more later once he’s gotten used to them. Octopus Guy can literally multiply the advertisements for my future Support Gear company, Hatsume Professional Baby Makers!
Greenie and I also started talking about armor that Octopus Guy could wear; yeah, he’s tough, and his arms can regenerate, but not the rest of him, so we’re thinking of adding a Kevlar vest to his costume, maybe some shin guards and a more armored mask.
Ashido Mina: Quirk-Acid
Ugh, this one is just frustrating to me. Don’t get me wrong, I’m making some beautiful babies for Pinky, but there’s just so much more I could be doing! Acid bombs, acid conductors, acid batteries, there’s just so much that this Quirk can do, especially with the ideas Greenie has brought up! But it looks like Pinky’s going to need to walk before she can run because she’s, according to Power Loader, ‘not ready for heavy-duty stuff’ and doesn’t have a good enough grasp on her Quirk yet to do the really fun stuff. (Not ready? We gave another student in her class a gauntlet that blew out a building! It was incredible! Why not let the other students join in on the fun?)
Oh well. I guess it makes sense for Pinky to brush up on her chemistry before she’s really ready for all the babies that I could make.
Anyway, for now, Pinky is just going to be getting an acid hose and storage tanks; the idea is that she’ll be able to use these babies to store really caustic (or conductive, they’re technically the same thing) acids ahead of time for later use. Right now, Pinky can only launch her acid as far as she can throw; about 58 meters. My Acid Hose Baby though can spray twice that length, and with the different attachments, it can go even further, hit smaller targets, or spread it over a wider area!
Unfortunately, Power Loader isn’t letting me go with making acid bombs. Something about violating the Geneva Convention? I guess he just wants me to stick with explosions. However, I was able to convince him to let me keep the basic design for the acid bombs, because when I looked at some of the other students that Greenie analyzed, I realized that I could apply the design for my baby to some other ideas; there’s a girl with a Mushroom Quirk in 1-B who uses a spray bottle to increase the humidity to make it easier for her to use her Quirk; I wonder if she would be interested in a humidifying bomb for a quicker effect? Another student in the class has a Quirk that lets him breath out air into a solid wall; I bet I could condense his air in the same way as I would with Pinky’s acid into a bomb for different and stronger forms!
Kaminari Denki: Quirk-Electrification
SO. MANY. BABIES!!! I feel like a kid in a candy shop! Or maybe, I’m more like Willy Wonka. Yeah, that works. If I knew how to bake, I’d totally make an Everlasting Gobstopper. (Actually, that’s horrible business sense. Let’s just stick with the Three Course Dinner Gum.)
Electric Boy’s Quirk basically makes him into a living battery, allowing him to discharge electricity. Most of what Greenie and Electric Boy wants us to do right now is to give him ways to discharge his electricity without him hurting himself. Power Loader is working with me to make him some Sharpshooting Gear that will let him direct his electricity so that it’s not just spurting out everywhere like a broken power line in a puddle. (Really, the fact that Electric Boy is able to discharge so much electricity that it’s able to conduct through the air, which is normally a good insulator, really shows just how much power I’ve got to work with here!) I’m adding a few other tweaks to his costume too so that he’ll be able to handle his Quirk more safely, along with a metal staff so that Electric Boy can discharge on contact. Greenie is also helping Electric Boy to learn about what kinds of conductors he might be able to use in the field, as well as some interesting ideas to make is easier for Electric Boy to discharge through the air if he really needs to. Even though air is normally an insulator, it can be more conductive if the humidity is higher, so I’ve added a small spray gun similar to what Mushroom Girl from 1-B uses to make the air around him easier to work with. Greenie also has some ideas about using Pinky’s acid as an even better conductor, like in an acid mist. (See, Sensei?! Greenie likes my Acid Bomb idea!)
However, there are so many other ideas that Greenie and I have for Electric Boy; how could we not? Greenie was talking about how as is, Electric Boy’s Quirk isn’t really versatile; he just discharges electricity, and that’s it. He doesn’t have a way to harness it in any other way. With some babies though, Electric Boy’s potential becomes as limitless as my ability to make them! Apparently, Greenie and I got so excited that one of the other Support students, who has kitty ears, got a little hurt from how fast we were talking. (I wonder if could replicate and weaponize Greenie’s mumbling?) Questions for later; Onto the Babies!
Electromagnet Gloves: I remember when I first made an electromagnet when I was five; it was a fun day. All you have to do is wrap insulated wire around an iron rod and charge it for a while. Mom got a little upset when I did that with the car, but the Hover Car is still an ongoing project. Anyway, this baby operates off of the same kind of principle, it’s just that the ferromagnetic core and insulator are wrapped around Electric Boy’s hands. With this, he’ll be able to magnetize different metals! Great for disabling any kind of metal weapons that a villain might be using.
Mini-Rail: Electric Boy is a bit of a string bean, so a small, wrist-mounted rail gun (again, set at a low setting for safety’s sake, because Power Loader and Greenie are boring like that) is as much as we can do right now. On the plus side, this will give Electric Boy a ranged attack that he could use against opponents resistant to his electricity, and this baby can either take our premade ammo (metal ball bearings) or any other metal object like bolts or coins Electric Boy can find in the field to fire.
Todoroki Shoto: Quirk-Half-Cold Half-Hot
Ugh…so…boring! This is the first time that I think that Greenie is as disappointed as I am! Silver Medal might have the strongest Quirk in the school, but he only uses half of it! Only his ice side! He didn’t even ask for any babies! That’s dumb!
There are so many babies that I could make that could have used the Fire side of his Quirk; flamethrowers, blowtorches, heating pads, but nope! All that potential wasted.
At least Greenie managed to convince him to use his Ice in different ways that I can make a baby for. Specifically, a gauntlet that can take his ice and alter its form into mist or snow. Basically, Silver Medal will be able to use this to create a smokescreen, so he’s not just throwing glaciers at people. Some people might say that if it’s not broken, don’t fix it, but if we had that attitude, we’d still be using throwing rocks at bad guys instead of laser guns! Silver Medal didn’t ask for anything else, but Power Loader wants us to at least add some insulation to his costume so he’s less likely to get hypothermia. I’ll let someone else handle this; there’s no point in making babies for someone who won’t appreciate them!
Hagakure Toru: Quirk-Invisibility (NOTE: Greenie’s got some doubts about that; more on this later.)
Okay, Greenie was pretty adamant about this one being a priority, like…he was actually kind of angry, and I can definitely see why. Invisible Girl’s costume was just a pair of boots and a pair of gloves. That’s it.
How the hell did this costume get greenlit? Heck, forget getting greenlit, how is this legal? I’ve heard that ‘sex sells,’ or whatever, but that is a walking safety violation! Invisible Girl is completely exposed to the elements. How in the world is she going to operate in the winter, or in urban areas filled with broken glass and rusty metal littering the streets? Most importantly, how is she going to carry any of my babies?
Hopefully though, we’ll get something for her. There’s a bit of a weird problem with this though: Costumes with DNA-infused fabrics exist; it’s how Mt. Lady’s costume is able to grow with her, and the Third Year Gold Medalist has his own DNA costume. However, we’re not entirely sure if that kind of costume would work for Invisible Girl. DNA costumes are given to people with a transformation aspect to their Quirk; Mt. Lady can change her size, and her costume is able to respond in kind because the DNA-infused fabrics respond in kind, and Third Year Gold Medal’s costume works the same way. Invisible Girl’s Quirk though is always active; this means that even if we get a costume for her, it could lose its invisibility since it’s lost contact with her main body, or it will just always be invisible. (I wonder what’s happened to hair or teeth that she’s lost?)
I sure hope that we’re able to get a costume for Invisible Girl; imagine how useful my babies would be if they were held by someone that you couldn’t see? (Though the babies themselves also wouldn’t be able to be seen…this might be difficult to use for marketing, now that I think about it…) Still, if we can figure out how to get Invisible Girl to carry Support Gear with her, she’ll be a serious force multiplier!
Even if we can’t create a proper costume, Greenie’s been pretty insistent on a few babies for Invisible Girl’s personal safety. The big one for him is a transponder linked to her heart rate. He pointed out that if Invisible Girl were ever injured and knocked unconscious in the field, no one would be able to find her if she was in her current ‘costume,’ which is way too big of a safety risk. With this baby either inserted under her skin or carried inside her mouth, at the very least her allies will be able to find her if anything goes wrong.
The thing is though, Greenie’s pointed out that he’s not entirely sure that Invisible Girl’s Quirk is actually ‘Invisibility.’ If she were truly invisible, then light would just pass through her eyes and she’d be blind. He’s theorizing that her Quirk is actually some kind of Light Refraction. If he’s right, that means that Invisible Girl could theoretically alter how light passes through her and change it to different wavelengths. (I so hope that someone will let me run a few tests on her with a laser…) This could mean though that Invisible Girl could potentially alter this refraction so that she becomes visible, which in turn means that her costume problem could become moot and she could basically wear whatever she wants, along with all of the babies she can carry! We could use her as a prism to test all different kinds of wavelengths for different effects; I am so ready to make some laser babies! Invisible Girl though hasn’t figured that out yet; the most she can do is just make a big flash. Greenie thinks that she’ll need to be exposed to a whole lot of light at once, to the point that it might overwhelm her light refraction for her to get the feel of how to do that at will. (Again, lab full of lasers, just saying.)
NOTE: So, good news! Sensei was actually able to make a costume for Invisible Girl! Bad news…Invisible Girl lost it about a week after we gave it to her, so we had to make a new one. This one will have a UV tag on it, at least until she and Greenie figure out that whole light refraction thing.
Aoyama Yuga: Quirk-Navel Laser
Basically does what it says on the tin…but with a bit of a caveat. Apparently Sparkly Guy’s Quirk hurts him when he uses it too long. Now, Navel Laser is pretty impressive; it can burn through metal, travel long distances, and will be great at attracting sponsors. However, that’s about all it can do. Apparently Sparkly can use his Quirk to propel himself backwards a few feet with the recoil, but that’s about it before his stomach gives out. Greenie is working on a meal plan and exercise regimen to help Sparkly with that, but my job is to give Sparkly the biggest baby for his buck!
Right now, we’re mostly focusing on adding a few more prisms to Sparkly’s costume so that he can shoot his laser out of places other than his stomach like his knuckles, but Greenie is thinking that we might be able to turn Sparkly into a sniper with the right baby. Namely, a rangefinder and telescope installed on the belt Sparkly uses to control his Quirk connected to his goggles. We’re still trying to get an idea of the maximum range of Sparkly’s Navel Laser, but it kind of seems that it just stops when Sparkly wants it to stop. Greenie thinks that as long as Sparkly can see the target, he can hit it, even if it might be a mile away. Considering we’re working with a laser instead of ballistics, we’ll get to avoid all the problems of bullet drop and wind resistance! Sparkly’s still going to need to learn how to hold still enough so that his movements won’t jolt his shot up or down, but I’m thinking of adding a target lock feature to his goggles to help compensate for this.
Sero Hanta: Quirk-Tape
I’m not actually getting involved with Tape Guy here, but I figured I’d write down stuff about him regardless. There aren’t that many babies he wants in the first place, just some gear that could allow him to cut through his tape, and some small vacuums to attach to his elbows where he fires out and reels in his tape to suck up debris so it doesn’t get rolled into his body. Tape gives Tape Guy good mobility and capture ability, but I’m going to see if I can convince him to add my Hover Soles and Electromagnetic Soles to his loadout so he can keep mobile even if he doesn’t have somewhere tall to swing from.
Bakugou Katsuki: Quirk-Explosion
Okay, I don’t even know how Power Loader can complain to me about anything I make for this guy; his Quirk just creates explosions, so any explosions I make in the process of making babies for him will only be progress!
I can’t wait to get a sample of this guy’s sweat. Apparently, it’s got properties of nitro-glycerin. His costume already has gauntlets that store his sweat to be released for bigger explosions, but if I can get a sample, I could distill it further into grenades, grenade launchers, or explosive gel!
Oh, Explody Boy, you and I are going to get along just fine!
Uraraka Ochako: Quirk-Zero Gravity
Unfortunately, this is where Power Loader started making me stop with the commissions from 1-A, which is a huge pain, because this one has so much potential to it! Gravity Girl’s Quirk allows her to remove gravity from an object that she touches, allowing it too float…except…that’s not really how gravity works at all? If she removed an object’s gravity, it wouldn’t just float, it would get flung out of the atmosphere by the force of the planet’s rotation. This is something that Greenie has been spending a lot of time analyzing: he’s wondering if it’s possible that Gravity Girl might be able to increase an object’s gravity in addition to ‘removing’ it, but considering how her Quirk doesn’t seem to follow conventional science anyway, he’s not sure. (But hey, what Quirk does follow conventional science?) Anyway, while there’s a lot more that I’d like to do with Gravity Girl, I’ve only really managed to make two babies for her before Power Loader told me to let the rest of the class take a crack at her. (I’ll get you yet, Gravity Girl! I will make your babies for you!)
Gyroscope Belt: As cool as being able to move in “Zero Gravity” is, it comes with a bit of a problem in that it’s pretty difficult to keep your balance and where you are moving. So, how did space explorers deal with this issue? Why, with the humble gyroscope, of course! When a gyroscope is spinning, its inertia and conservation of momentum allows it to maintain its orientation, thus allowing it to act as a reference point for spacecraft and maintain a specific direction. This baby uses the same principle, just shrunk down. Whenever Gravity Girl puts herself into Zero Gravity, she can activate the Gyroscope Belt to allow her to orient herself however she wants. By changing the orientation, she can walk up vertical surfaces or even the ceiling!
Air Jets: Again, a simple baby borrowed from NASA, with some inspiration from my own Jetpack Baby, albeit shrunk down to a smaller scale. With these jets installed into Gravity Girl’s boots and wristbands, she is able to propel herself when in Zero Gravity, at least for short bursts. (It’s too bad that I couldn’t have given this to her in the Sports Festival; she could have just flown straight over the Obstacle Course.)
Kendo Itsuka: Quirk-Big Fist
This one is where I think Greenie really shines. Red’s Quirk lets her grow her hands to giant size, making them as strong as you would expect from someone with Mt. Lady size hands. That sounds great until you realize that Giant Hands can’t handle working with tiny switches and parts on Support Babies. That, and the fact that Red is a martial artist, which sensei has warned us, don’t usually like to work with babies (because they’re dumb like that, I guess,) meant Red probably wasn’t going to be asking for Babies from me any time soon. However, Greenie got some ideas from reading about shrimp, and asked me if it would be possible to create something that could funnel the shockwaves Red makes when she snaps her fingers. I said, “Of course, Greenie! If it exists, I can make that baby! If it doesn’t, I can still make that baby!”
Anyway, technically speaking, what Greenie and I call the “Pistol Shrimp Gloves” isn’t that complex of a baby. It’s just a pair of gloves infused with Red’s DNA so that they can grow with her hands, and lined with special grooves. However, “simple” doesn’t mean bad, because when Red snapped her fingers with my Baby, she made a hole in a concrete wall from a hundred meters away bigger than a shot from cannon ball!
Yui Kodai: Quirk-Size
I love this girl! It’s so nice to work for someone cultured, for once, someone who pays homage to the OG tokusatsu heroes. Beyond that though, her Quirk is absolutely perfect for my babies.
Yes, Support Gear is usually specially for individual heroes, but like what I pointed out for Octopus Boy, there’s a lot of all-purpose babies that can work for basically anyone. Tokusatsu Girl’s Quirk though allows her to shrink and grow objects. This means that for her, weight and space limits are essentially non-existent! I could give her dozens of babies for any and every situation! I’ve already made copies of all of the babies that I brought to the Sports Festival for Tokusatsu Girl, and I’ll be sure to add more to her loadout in the future. Seriously, this girl is perfect! I always wondered how tokusatsu heroes could seemingly pull weapons out of nowhere, and Tokusatsu Girl actually has a Quirk to make that happen! Guns, swords, giant knucklebusters, piledrivers, jetpacks, missile launchers, bombs, and so, so many more explosions!
Oh, but this is just the beginning, Tokusatsu Girl… What self-respecting Super Sentai wouldn’t have their own giant mecha? Sure, we couldn’t do that before because of cost, size restrictions, practicality, threats to public property and innocent bystanders, people wanting to be boring, blah, blah, blah, blah, but that’s not a problem for you, is it? This is just going to be a matter of me making a functioning armor small enough for Tokusatsu Girl to carry around her. When Power Loader saw my plans, he asked if I was taking a break from my babies to build a toy model. Ha! They’ll be making toy models of us when I’m through, Tokusatsu Girl!
Tsunotori Pony: Quirk-Horn Cannon
This is another clever idea from Greenie. Pony Girl’s Quirk lets her fire off her horns and control them telekinetically, or at least four of them at once, as long as she can see them. Greenie though gave me the idea of building cameras that Pony Girl can hook onto her horns. By linking them to a heads-up display linked to her headband, Pony Girl can follow the progress of her horns even when she’s lost sight of them. So now, Pony Girl has a way to use what would have been a purely offensive Quirk for reconnaissance purposes.
But to make things more fun, I modified those harnesses so that they can carry other babies; explosives, radio transceivers, nets, smoke bombs, I could go on, but I’m running out of space.
Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu: Quirk-Steel
So, remember the Electromagnet Glove Babies I made for Electric Boy? Greenie took that idea and ran it with Steel Guy for the same purpose; it’s just that instead of the guy providing the charge, he’s proving the ferromagnetic material. All I needed to do was add some insulating wire to his costume and a battery to provide the charge (alternatively, the Support Department added some jumper cables to his costume in case the battery doesn’t work or he finds a better power source,) and voila! Steel Guy’s a living magnet!
One big adjustment to Steel Guy’s costume that Greenie insisted on was adding some grounding rods. Makes sense; Steel Guy is tough, but I can tell you from experience how intense an electric shock can get when you’re holding something metal.
Monoma Neito: Quirk-Copy
Copycat’s Quirk lets him copy the Quirk of anyone he touches for a few minutes, and he can store several at once. One of the things that Greenie has found out about Copycat’s Quirk is that he doesn’t necessarily need to be touching the person in question, he just needs to touch a sample of their DNA. My DNA capsules might not be as exciting as some of my other babies, but they’re still my babies! Anyway, these babies will let Copycat store DNA samples for later use without degrading for several months.
Greenie pointed out that one of the big limitations to Copycat’s Quirk is that he needs to get in close in order to copy a Quirk that he doesn’t have carried with him. So, he suggested that we add smoke bombs and flashbangs to blind his opponents to give Copycat that opening. That’s certainly a good place to start, but I’m drawing up some additional plans for a baby based off of my Wire Arrow. It wouldn’t be as powerful, but the idea is that it could be shot at a villain, and then reel in some DNA samples that Copycat could use for his Quirk! Power Loader doesn’t seem to like this idea, something about it being potentially cruel, potentially lethal, yada, yada; he acts like I don’t even test my babies!
Tokage Setsuna: Quirk-Lizard Tail Splitter
Greenie #2’s Quirk allows her to split her body apart into pieces which she can then fly around. If parts are destroyed, Greenie #2 can regenerate them. Here’s what Greenie and I have gotten really interested about; despite being physically split apart, Greenie #2’s body parts need to still be connected in some manner so that her brain can still communicate with them. When Greenie ran a test, he also found that Greenie #2’s body parts still have blood pumping through them even when they are physically separated from her heart. Her veins still pump blood, and her neurons still transmit data throughout her body. This implies that her parts are connected by a WORMHOLE! Oh boy…I so wish I could study her more closely, but apparently that would be ‘stalking’, ‘human experimentation’, ‘grounds for federal imprisonment.’ (Seriously, Power Loader is acting like I wanted to strap Greenie #2 down to an operating table and dissect her. I mean…that would be one way to figure things out…) Anyway, back to the babies!
Splitter Camera Assault Costume: This one required a bit of creative thinking on Greenie’s part, and a lot of multitasking on Greenie #2’s part. This baby is an upgrade to Greenie #2’s original hero costume, which splits with her. The upgrades involve several cameras (infrared, ultraviolet, and sonar footage capable, of course) attached to various parts of Greenie #2’s body linked to a tablet. Through these cameras, Greenie #2 can see where her split parts are even if they aren’t within her line of sight; she just needs to have at least one eye available to watch the tablet. Basically, it’s the same principal as the babies I made for Pony Girl, but here’s where the “Assault” part of the SCAC baby comes in. In addition to cameras, this baby also has multiple capture guns attached to the costume, allowing Greenie #2 to float the babies into different angles for a better shot. All she needs in a detached finger, or a part of a similar size to pull the trigger on each Capture Gun. With this baby/babies, Greenie #2 can fire on a target from multiple angles at the same time, all the while making herself less of a target!
Shishida Jurota: Quirk-Beast
Another student I’m not getting involved with. Unlike Sugar Guy from 1-A, Hairy Guy doesn’t need to take anything to transform. However, he still gets a bit too angry to properly use my babies. Greenie is working with him though to see if we can help him keep his head together in his Beast form for longer; I think one of the other Support guys is working on a set of headphones to play classical music or something to help him stay calm. Once Greenie’s helped him out with that though, then I can show him my babies!
Honenuki Juzo: Quirk-Softening
Skull Guy has a bit of a problem with making any babies for him. His Quirk; Softening, allows him to soften any substance he touches, even to the point that he can swim through the ground like mud, which sounds like his favored tactic. The problem with that though is making any kind of baby that could handle having softened concrete or metal constantly getting jammed inside of it. Skull Guy is smart enough to add some babies to his loadout at least; he has a helmet connected to an oxygen tank so he can stay submerged for longer and his mask has built in infrared vision so he can see still. Right now, our big project is giving him a propeller pack that will let him move faster when he’s in mud.
As many challenges as Skully Guy has, I wish that Power Loader would let me get involved; the greater the challenge, the great the baby, after all! Imagine carrying around a softened titanium rod that can be folded up for easy transport and then rehardened when you need to use it? Or maybe miniature torpedoes to keep with the submersible theme? But nooooo…sensei is all like “Hatsume, you’ve claimed over half of both hero courses, you need to let others get a chance to work!” Whatever. That doesn’t mean that I can’t build something for Skull Guy in my free time and let him see what he thinks of it!
Shiozaki Ibara: Quirk-Vines
Vine Girl didn’t ask for any babies (again, why not? Does she not like babies? Is she a baby-hater?), but Greenie did convince her to carry some babies I made for fire safety; my Fire Foam canister and Fire Foam bombs! (Actually, Greenie got really interested in these ones, pointing out how useful it would be as a regular part of a hero’s loadout. I certainly wouldn’t be complaining about that!)
Bondo Kojiro: Quirk-Cemedine
Glue Guy’s Quirk is already pretty interesting, letting him spray around glue that hardens at the rate he wants it to, though the problem is that he’s limited to how much and how far he can spray it out of his face holes. That, however, is easily rectified with a few modifications made to a copy of Pinky’s babies! Now, Glue Guy will have a tank and a hose that will let him spray his glue farther in a more concentrated line. (Power Loader still won’t let me make bombs for this! He keeps going on about how dangerous it could be if it gets in someone’s mouth or their eyes.)
Yaoyorozu Momo: Quirk-Creation
I would have loved to have made babies for Ms. Stuck-Up. Her Quirk, Creation, is the kind of gold mine that I dream about; the ability to create any nonliving material from her body. There are so many babies I could make beyond the limits of what the school has to offer! Carbon nanotubes, graphene, semiconductors, shape memory alloys, thermosets, high-performance polymers, metal matrix composites; when I heard that Ms. Stuck-Up was looking for Support Gear, I thought that I had won the lottery for a perpetual 3D-Printer! There were many babies I wanted to make for Ms. Stuck-Up!
And what does she do when she comes into the Support Labs? She ignores me entirely! I actually went up to her to make my pitch, and she just said ‘Pardon me’ and walked around me to talk to one of the other students to get babies from them!
Yes, there are other students in the class, and Power Loader didn’t want me to take on all of the babies the Hero Courses wanted, but the Support Course is set up in a way to mimic the real-life conditions of the world of Support Gear. We demonstrate the quality of our work in comparison to others, and the Hero Course students go to the Support students that impress them the most. Sometimes there’s some specialists; we’ve got one student with a dolphin head who is good with acoustic technology, another that I think can spawn Mini-Mes who is good at fine-tune work. Sometimes a Support student will be assigned to a Hero student if Power Loader has to give them a project, but that only happens with saps who aren’t able to compete and will probably end up doing grunt work in a backwater company (okay, it’s not that bad; a UA diploma counts for something, but you get the idea.) There’s also some choosing from our end as well; if we don’t think that a student is marketable, there’s less reason for us to make babies for them since it’s less likely that we’ll get a return on our investment. But that’s the thing; I wanted to work with Ms. Stuck-Up. Me, the only Support student from our year to get to the Third Round in the Sports Festival, all because of my babies. Clearly, I’ve shown how good my work is! Power Loader has been actively limiting how many babies I can make.
I wasn’t about to miss out on this opportunity, so I went to Greenie to try to get what Ms. Stuck-Up’s deal was, and managed to talk to her. After trying to explain how I wanted to make babies for her though, she stopped me. She said that she wouldn’t feel right abandoning the student that’s already working for her and tried to leave.
Eventually, Ms. Stuck-Up explained that she’s still mad about the sales pitch that I did at the Sports Festival with Engine Boy. Said that she’s ‘got doubts about my integrity’, and whether ‘she could trust me.’ She even had a problem with me wanting to ask her to make supplies that I could use for my babies in exchange for my work even though I didn’t bring it up yet! When I tried to get her to listen, she just went an accused me of wanting to use her for cheap parts! She went on about how people had tried to ‘take advantage of her Quirk for their own profit in the past.’ This would have been great for both of us! I get good materials, and she gets good babies with those materials!
But somehow, that’s not the worst of it. The worst of it was that Greenie was there, and somehow, she was actually able to turn him against me! I actually like Greenie! I like the ideas he comes up with, I like how he knows his stuff about heroes and their babies!
Greenie…well…he reminds me of me. So, when he starts to act like I’m not a good person, that he doesn’t want to be around me…it hurts! How could he? Ms. Stuck-Up is just like all the ‘popular’ girls from middle school; the kind that would throw garbage at me, stick thumb tacks in my shoes, or put glue on my seat.
Well, fine! I’ve got nineteen…eighteen other students I can make babies for in that class anyway, so who needs Ms. Stuck-Up!
I take back everything bad I said about Ms…Creati. I’m calling her Creati from now on. She’s a good person, she’s not like those girls from middle school, and I’m glad that she’s going to become a hero.
I also take back everything good I said about Explody Boy. He’s a bastard bully, and if I get assigned to work for him, I’m going to modify his gauntlets so that they fire backwards.
Earlier today, I needed to use the bathroom. When I was heading back to the Support Labs, I happened to see Explody Boy walking in the hallway, heading towards the Gen Ed classes. I thought that it would be a great opportunity to network some more with an upcoming hero, so I decided to take some time away from baby-making to try to talk to him. Before I could reach him though, Creati stopped him in the hallway. I hung back a bit when I realized what they were talking about; Explody Boy wanted to beat up Greenie because he’s Quirkless. He might have if Creati hadn’t stopped him. It was pretty satisfying to watch; I wish that I had recorded her slapping Explody Boy in the face when he tried to hit her.
I wrote how Greenie reminds me of me. I really do think he’s like me, in a way. I can’t always tell, but sometimes he seems nervous around people, like he stutters or mumbles, he over-explains things, and I wonder if he has problems talking to people. He gets so focused on his work that he seems to forget that there are other people around him. Dr. Katsu said that people like me can have ‘intense special interests’ like that. But he’s also really smart like me too. He’s not completely like me, but Dr. Katsu said that neurodivergence can be different for different people. It’s the whole reason why my parents had me see Dr. Katsu in the first place; they say that I had problems socializing with people. I guess they thought that something was wrong with me. Practically everyone else seemed to think so, and they sure liked to remind me of that.
Thinking about it, it would explain a bit if Greenie was bullied. Even though he’s really smart, so smart that even Nezu thinks he’s smart, Greenie acts like his analysis isn’t that impressive. He keeps on apologizing for no reason. He flinches a lot whenever he hears explosions…shit.
I’m just going to say it, I’m glad that I have my babies, because people suck. I know at least that Greenie got called mean nicknames like me; Explody Boy used a name that means “Useless.” I wonder what else happened to him. I wonder if people wrote ugly things on his desk, if they destroyed his stuff, if they lied about him to the teachers. Hell, Greenie was Quirkless, so he probably had it a lot worse. At least for me, even if people said that I was weird, they left me alone when I was working, even if they said that I was crazy. Greenie though? All he had was his notebook. You can’t scare away bullies with that.
After what I saw, I went and told Power Loader about it. He just said that Principal Nezu had handled it. He didn’t seem too worried. The teachers never do.
Creati might be one of the first people I’ve ever seen stand up to a bully like this.
I’ve got to make up with her somehow. I want to help her.
Okay, I managed to convince Creati to let me make babies for her. I still don’t understand why she doesn’t want to make any of the materials that I want, but people are confusing, and Dr. Katsu said that it’s just something that I have to accept, no matter how dumb I think it is, so I’m rolling with it.
Anyway, I managed to find her before she went to her homeroom today and talk. I apologized for making her upset and for the stuff with Engine Boy, I even went as far as to use my notecards to remember her name when I was talking to her, even though I hate using them because they make me feel stupid. I told her that I was okay if she wanted to keep with the current Support student that’s working on a baby for her, but I also showed her another baby that I had that would work really well with her Quirk:
Arm Cannon: This baby is a wrist-mounted firearm, and yes, I did design it to look like Megaman’s Mega Buster, because it’s made to serve the same purpose. The Arm Cannon is modified to fire off different kinds of ammunition fed into it from Creati’s body. This could include rubber bullets, regular bullets, nets from my Capture Gun babies, along with other kinds of ammo, but where this baby really shines is in the more unusual kinds of ammo it can take. When we were first talking about Creati, Greenie pointed out how her Quirk could be used to mimic the effects of other Quirks by creating similar substances, like Pinky’s acid, Glue Guy’s glue, or even Explody Boy’s nitroglycerin sweat, and we’re getting more ideas as we speak!
Creati was a bit hesitant about this (one of her reasons for not trusting me earlier was the stories she had heard about my explosions…seriously, doesn’t anyone get that this is just how progress is done?), and while I was a little tempted to think that she was being stuck-up again, she does have a point. This cannon is supposed to be able to take several different kinds of ammunition, which you normally couldn’t do without the residue becoming potentially harmful to the different types. Thankfully, I came up with the idea of Creati creating her ammunition in contained cylinders of my design, so there’s less of a chance of that happening.
Eventually, she came around to this baby, and told me that she’d let me make more for her in the future…as long as I prove that my babies are all safe. Uuuuugggghhhh…you’re killing me here, Creati! Still though, she seems to be a lot cooler with me now, and so does Greenie, so I’m happy.
I’m really looking forward to some of Greenie’s other ideas for how Creati can mimic other Quirks now…
Creati’s shown up a lot more in the Support Labs since we made up, which makes sense. Her Quirk can really shine through by creating more complex babies than a wooden bo staff and an 18th century cannon (seriously, what was she thinking? How much would something like that tax on her fat reserves?) She spends some time just looking at the babies that we’ve been making for her classmates, wanting to be sure that they’re up to snuff, but she’s also spent a decent amount of time understanding the babies I’m making for her, and I’ve got to say, Creati impresses me. She’s a lot smarter than I would have thought; she still needs me to explain to her how a lot of these babies work, but she learns really quick (Greenie says that Creati needs to know the exact chemical structure of whatever she creates…and I saw her replicate one of my Jetpack babies only after studying it for a few minutes. Maybe Nezu should take on another student?) So, I’ve actually been having a lot of fun just talking to her and Greenie. Maybe not as much as I would just making babies, but it’s still nice. The two keep on inviting me to hang out with them…which is kind of a mixed bag for me. Any time that I’m not making babies is wasted time, in my opinion, but Mom, Dad, and Dr. Katsu are always talking about how I should spend time with people, so every now and then I try to do it.
Anyway, I got to see my babies in action through the Hero Course Final Exams, and they were wonderful! Power Loader-sensei went with my design for the High Density Weight babies to let the teachers fight on a similar level as the students they were testing (Boy, All Might’s babies were heavy…)
Octopus Guy did really well with my Capture Gun babies against Snipe-sensei. (Greenie’s got a good point, even if your Quirk is basically an aim-bot, there’s only so much you can do against someone who can just pull out as many guns as they want.) Unfortunately though, besides him, my babies didn’t get to shine as much as they should have with 1-A.
Sparkly Boy, for one, didn’t use my babies that much against Thirteen. He really should have been trying to attack from a greater distance before Thirteen could get close enough to make her Black Hole take effect, but instead he and his partner (I…think I worked with her at the Calvary Battle in the Sports Festival?) opted to sneak around Thirteen. Really? Him? His hero name is literally “Can’t Stop Twinkling!” He should know that stealth isn’t his thing!
Pinky and Electric Boy didn’t pass either, despite all the amazing babies I had made for them. They never even got close enough to Nezu to use them! Power Loader told me not to worry about it, that sometimes that there’s only so much support gear can do against a strong opponent, but I personally don’t like that attitude; I think that the right babies can fix any problem!
Still, it was satisfying to watch Explody-Boy get wrecked by All Might. I’m not going to say that I’m happy that Silver Medal lost with him, but frankly, Silver Medal was kind of asking for it too; he never even used by babies! He just kept chucking glaciers at All Might, expecting that to work. News flash, Silver Medal: All Might can punch out storm clouds! I know that’s hard to get, but there’s a bit more weight in a storm cloud than what you can throw with your ice!
But in 1-B, that is where my babies really got to shine.
Vine Girl and Steel Guy went against Cementoss; Vine Girl apparently convinced Steel Guy not to fight Cementoss head-on (like what Spiky Guy and Sugar Guy did when they fought Cementoss, and failed), and they ended up just climbing around him; Vine Girl swinging off her hair and Steel Guy climbing on the steel girders of the Construction Zone (thanks to my Electromagnet Baby!)
Pony Girl got set against Ectoplasm; I guess the idea was to make her split her attention more than what she could with her horns. Thankfully, with my Camera Babies, she was able to scout ahead and figure a way around him and escape.
Glue Guy got pitted against Vlad King, and thanks to my Hose Babies, was able to overpower the 1-B teacher!
But Red, oh, Red did something special. She got pitted against All Might, and unlike Explody Boy and Silver Medal, she wasn’t so dumb as to not use my babies against him. I, Hatsume Mei, can proudly say that my Pistol Shrimp Gloves were strong enough to leave even All Might winded. I’m so proud…is this what it’s like to see your baby grow up?
Oh, and Copy Guy was there too.
Power Loader was pretty happy with my work, though it was kind of weird how he seemed to be happier with me building a ‘repertoire’ with some of the future heroes than he was with my actual babies.
Anyway, Creati said that she wanted to thank me for the babies that I’ve made for her and her classmates. I wonder what it could be? Maybe she’ll finally make some of baby-making materials I’ve wanted?
OHMYGODCREATIISTHEBESTIMGOINGTOTHEIISLANDEXPOTHISISBETTERTHANANYTHINGSHECOULDHAVEMADEILOVEHERSHEISTHEBESTHEROEVER!!!
I’m…not entirely sure how to get what I feel down right now.
Starting off, I-Island itself was everything that I’ve ever dreamed it would be. So much new technology, so many new ideas, so…many…BABIES!!! I got so many new ideas for babies to make once school starts up again; improved camera systems, hydraulics, capture weapons, generators, so much to do!
I even got to meet Melissa Shield, David Shield’s daughter! David Shield is my idol! The man responsible for half of the world’s technological advancements over the last twenty years! I really wish that I could have gotten the chance to meet him…but I’ll get to that later.
Shield at least was really cool. I don’t like admitting when someone’s ahead of the curve, but she is (for now.) Granted, I can do a lot of the stuff that Shield has made…it just takes me a few more explosions. She’s my senior anyway, so it makes sense. I so wish that she could be at UA as my senpai…(Actually though, considering the fact that Shield’s Quirkless, and what I imagine things must have been like for Greenie, maybe it’s better that Shield stays at I-Island. Maybe I can join her after UA?) I loved picking her brain for her Advanced Pogo Stick baby: a pogo stick that can hop through I-Island at the height of a small building, but can be folded into a small box. There are so many applications to this; first of all, a pogo stick sounds like a silly idea to move around in, but when you’re in an urban area with so many footholds to work off of…well, parkour exists for a reason. But the ability to fold and compress babies into smaller shapes makes the logistics and physical limitations so much easier to work with. I hate to say it, but this is going to take me a while to really wrap my head around, but I’ll get it eventually!
The only downside at first was that Explody Boy had also come to I-Island on an invitation for winning the Sports Festival (kind of regretting forfeiting after my match with Engine Boy instead of trying my own hand against Explody Boy…) but thankfully, we didn’t have to talk to him. Creati also made me stop looking at the babies to get something to eat. (I CAN EAT AFTER I WORK, MOM!) But she treated me and her friends to this nice bourgeois ice cream parlor, so that was okay. Chocolate is the only thing in life that’s almost as good as babies. (Turns out Electric Boy was there too, working as a waiter, and some short purple guy that Creati didn’t want me talking to. Not sure how I felt about that; I’m always looking for new clients for babies, but Grape Guy did seem a bit weird,)
Then there was a big party that I had to go too, the kind that you have to wear dresses for (Mom and Dad made me pack one.) I wasn’t too upset though, since it meant that I might finally have a chance to meet David Shield!
But then everything went wrong.
A bunch of villains infiltrated the island and hijacked the defense mechanisms, taking David Shield hostage. I don’t know if I’ve ever been as mad as I was then; how dare these jerks wreck I-Island like that and steal its babies! I couldn’t stand it if any of them managed to make off with them!
Thankfully, All Might and the Third Year Gold Medalist were able to stop the villains before they could make off with anything. I thought that everything was going to be fine.
But later, after we had all left I-Island (stupid villain jerks, cutting our time short!), we learned that the villains had only gotten onto the island because they had been smuggled there by David Shield himself.
I couldn’t believe it. David Shield, one of the icons of baby-making, let a bunch of villains into I-Island? I learned later though that he had only did it so that he could get ahold of one of the babies he had made; a Quirk Amplification Headset.
Honestly, I don’t blame him. That baby sounds amazing! The idea that you could just boost a Quirk to the point that some loser like the villain leader could hold his own against All Might? Imagine what it could have done if David Shield had perfected it! But no, apparently the higher-ups had said that the device was too dangerous and locked it in a vault.
What a bunch of know-nothing bureaucrats. The whole point of I-Island is so that researchers can make babies without people breathing down their necks, and yet even David Shield, who basically ran I-Island, wasn’t allowed to do his job! The man had to actually hire actors to pretend that they were villains just so that he could get a chance to finish working with his baby! (Yes, they weren’t actually actors, but he didn’t know that!)
Creati and Shield though don’t seem to see it the same way. They pointed out how dangerous what he doing was, how dangerous the Quirk Amplification Headset is, and that he ultimately still allowed villains onto the island. Granted, I’m still angry that villains got there, but I still can’t really blame David Shield, and it feels weird that his daughter doesn’t.
Again, maybe this is just something about people that I don’t get. Creati and I are still in touch with Shield though, who’s had to move to America. It stinks that she’s been kicked off of I-Island. She’s apparently interning with the Air Force, which is kind of cool, but it just isn’t the same thing, and I don’t want to imagine how Shield is feeling right now.
Creati’s class got attacked by villains again. They mostly seem okay, though. Explody Boy got kidnapped, though. Reporters think that the villains did it to make him into a villain.
I kind of have to wonder though; if Explody Boy used his Quirk to hurt Greenie in middle school, isn’t he already legally a villain?
All Might rescued Explody Boy from the villains and some Helmet Villain. I wonder who made that helmet? Was it a life support system? Did it have infrared? X-ray? Whatever it was, All Might destroyed it, unfortunately.
Mom and Dad got a little weird. After All Might’s fight with the Helmet Villain, Mom hugged me for a while and kept saying ‘Everything’s going to be okay’ over and over again. Dad had to get her and himself some tea to calm down.
I don’t understand why they still say they’re scared. All Might beat the Helmet Villain, the other villains had to run away, Explody Boy got rescued and all of Creati’s classmates are okay. Mom and Dad are acting like we’re all still in danger, though.
It feels so good to be back making babies again! And now with the dorms, I don’t even have to leave UA anymore!
Mom and Dad didn’t seem to want me to leave home though. When Power Loader visited our house and told them that UA was switching to a boarding school to protect us from villains, they didn’t agree to it immediately. They asked Power Loader to leave for a minute and talked to me alone. Apparently, they both got really upset and scared that I was at I-Island when those villains attacked. They kept on asking me if I really understood what I was doing, if I understood how dangerous it could be at UA.
I just don’t get it. If they’re worried about my safety, then they should just let me go; UA is the safest place in the country, after all. It’s not like I’d be safer at home. But more than that, it’s the only place that I can really learn about making babies! There’s nothing else I want to do with my life, so if they say that I’ve got to live at dorms to do it, then I’ve got to do it!
They eventually told Power Loader that they were okay with it. Afterwards, they ended up spending a really long time hugging me, which was nice, I guess.
Anyway, back to babymaking! Even though the schoolyear technically hasn’t started again, I’ve already started getting customers!
Ashido Mina: Quirk-Acid
Acid Bombs and Acid Mist Bombs: I finally got to make Pinky her acid bombs! I’ve actually made two bomb varieties for her; one is just a regular bomb that sprays out a lot of acid at once (Power Loader only let Pinky use it after going through some very long safety courses) and an interesting variation that Greenie came up with; acid mist grenades. These don’t have really caustic acid, but it still will hurt a lot and convince them to stop being dangerous. Electric Boy’s getting a few of these as well; they make it a lot easier to use his Quirk without making direct contact with what he’s trying to shock. Speaking of which:
Kaminari Denki: Quirk-Electricity
Electric Flash: Really just an extra-conductive filament built into bulbs in his shoulders; a little bit of power, and they hit like a flash grenade!
Maglev Boots: Basically just an upgraded version of the Hover Soles Baby, but an uber-upgraded one. One of my biggest problems in making the Hover Soles in the first place was maintaining a strong enough charge in the magnets to create lift. Not a problem for Electric Boy! With these babies, he’ll be able to move as fast as a Maglev Train! Or he would, if Power Loader and Greenie weren’t such spoilsports about the possibility of Electric boy going too fast and getting turned into a stain on some pavement, but that’s why we’re adding so much more padding to his costume! Right now, it can only go up to a certain speed until Electric Boy has shown that he can move safely. Oh well, baby steps, I guess. (Oh! That’s a good alternate name for this gear! The Baby Steps!) (What do you mean he wouldn’t like that name? What, does he not like Babies? Is Electric Boy a baby hater?)
It’s great to see these two being a bit smarter with their Quirks. Apparently, they’ve even gotten work studies with Wash! Nice to see my babies are going places.
Tokoyami Fumikage: Quirk-Dark Shadow
Now, this one’s just crazy. Bird Boy’s Quirk is actually sapient! What’s more than that, he (apparently he’s male) is a living shadow. He is composed of the absence of light and energy. That makes no scientific sense whatsoever, and I love it. I actually wanted to make a lot more babies with Dark Shadow than what I ended up with, wanting to see how darkness can provide power, but he (they, both of them) weren’t interested. I don’t get why, I did basically the same thing with Electric Boy, but whatever. They work a lot with Greenie, so they’re cool, I guess. Anyway, most of the babies that I’ve made for these two are focused on making it darker so that Dark Shadow can get stronger. It’s pretty simple stuff; smoke bombs, a gas mask with infrared goggles so that Bird Boy can still see, but I’ve also made a baby I’m more proud of:
Temporary EMP: This baby does what it says on the tin; it sets off a small electromagnetic pulse that shorts out nearby electrical systems. For Bird Boy, it’s meant to be a way of turning off nearby lights. However, it could also be used for shorting out computers, explosives, or security systems, so this is definitely a baby that I’ll be getting some more mileage out of with other customers.
Kodai Yui: Quirk-Size
It’s finally ready! The Mini-Megazord is ready! My beautiful, beautiful baby! It has everything a Megazord needs; giant sword, machine guns (firing rubber bullets), taser shots, rockets…I…I actually need to cry a bit as I’m writing this. Of course, as is, it’s only the size of a model that you could carry around, but with Tokusatsu Girl…well, she was almost as happy to see it as I was. And of course, I intend to add more upgrades, just like any self-respecting Megazord. Just in time for Tokusatsu Girl’s work study with Mt. Lady!
Unfortunately, that was all I could do with the Cultural Festival coming up. (Or at least as much as Power Loader is allowing me to do, unless I can “prove that I’m getting enough sleep and bathing.”) It’s okay though; I’ve got my Baby Number 202 to work on, which admittedly, I do want to make absolutely sure is up to snuff. The Cultural Festival is the time in which the non-hero courses at UA get to shine, and it is when we’ll get the most support companies to visit to see our babies, after all!
My Adorable Baby (Baby Number 202): This is an upgraded version of Baby 49, my Power Suit Baby, which was itself an upgraded version of Power Loader’s own exo-suit (which I had to unfortunately scrap due to its tendency to twist and potentially break the spine of whoever was wearing it,) slimmed down to allow for more easy mobility, particularly in cramped urban areas. Baby Number 202 will be capable of lifting several tons, running at over 60 km/hr, and leaping three stories into the air! As you can see, this will be a more all-purpose baby meant for anyone to use akin to my babies from the Sports Festival (I admit that this is kind of a flaw in the marketing of Support Gear; we make babies specified for individual Quirks, but in order to attract investors, we have to make babies that anyone, usually ourselves, could use.) But whatever the case, this baby is meant to give a physical edge to any and all heroes. I even got to upgrade it a bit with some advice from Shield (we’ve been talking over video call recently) to make it able to fold up into a more compact shape (a backpack) when not in use. I can’t wait to see the investors lining up for my beautiful baby!
A few minor notes I might as well add.
Mom and Dad have been calling me a lot. Maybe not as much as they want to, since they know how busy I am, but they keep wanting to check up on me. Mom keeps reminding me to get some sleep and take a shower, but how can I with the Cultural Festival coming up? It wouldn’t be so bad if Creati and Greenie didn’t do the same thing…I actually think my Mom’s been calling Creati to see if she’ll help team up on this. I get it, the human body needs sleep, but how can I sleep when I’ve got the muse going? I thought that Shield would get it; she’s admitted that she’s done all-nighters herself, but she’s been telling me the same thing; that if I don’t sleep, I’m more likely to make mistakes. Failure is the mother of invention though! I can’t be afraid to make mistakes if it means that my baby gets made!
Mom and Dad are at least happy that I’m friends with Creati, Shield, and Greenie. They said that it would be nice if I took a break from showing off Baby Number 202 to go and see their classes’ presentations at the Cultural Festival. Apparently, Creati’s class is doing a concert, which I’m not really into, but I might drop by for a bit anyway. I admit though, I am kind of tempted to see the cat café that Greenie’s class is cooking up; kittens are objectively adorable, after all.
F***! S***! F***! SON OF A *****! A******! I F****** HATE VILLAINS!!!
The Cultural Festival got cancelled before any of the investors could see Baby Number 202! All because two internet reject villains decided to crash it and ruin everything! Two villains broke in, caused a panic, and then a student’s Quirk went out of control, and so the whole festival had to be cancelled! What the hell!? Why the heck would anyone do this? I worked so hard on my baby, and no one’s going to be able to appreciate it now because two idiots wanted their ten seconds of fame! I hope that Third Year Gold Medalist broke every single one of their bones!
Okay, I’m a bit calmer now.
Not really, I’m still really mad.
One thing that really bugs and confuses me is that I keep hearing people blaming Creati’s class for the villain attack. I get that I don’t understand people, but that’s just stupid. How the heck is it Creati’s fault that two idiots that she never met decided to break into the school, especially when she had her own event ruined, too?
This does give me an idea though; even if the investors at the Cultural Festival aren’t going to be able to appreciate Baby Number 202, maybe Creati will?
Creati’s told me that the Power Armor (what I decided to call Baby Number 202) has been doing great! She’s been able to give me some great performance data over her new Work Studies with Yoroi Musha!
Okay, she’s not actually bringing the original Baby Number 202 out into the field, but instead learned how to create it herself (it took her about an hour, but she learned the schematics. The real drawback for her is how long it takes for her to create it in the field, but she’s been improving to the point that it takes her a lot less time than it used to. I’ve already got several copies of my baby ready for whoever else needs them! (Creati made them all red, but I can paint over them if need be.)) She’s been a big help in improving this baby as well, giving me ideas on how to modify it for long-ranged combat and increased mobility. It’s actually included some more ideas that Greenie has been working with Creati; using her Quirk to mimic the Quirks of others; she can launch tape like Tape Guy, make explosions like Explody Guy, freeze stuff like Silver Medal (okay, there’s only so much she can freeze at once with her liquid nitrogen shots from my Arm Cannon baby, but still!), etc. Lately, we’ve been figuring out a way to add small jet engines to the Power Armor like Engine Boy had (that was a bit of a tricky one to figure out; it turns out that attaching jets to the arms or legs like what Engine Boy and his brother had are good ways to get those limbs ripped off (relax, it just happened to a few test dummies.) Instead, we’ve been mounting them on the waist or shoulders.)
Did I mention that I just love Creati? Normally, it would take me weeks to upgrade the Power Armor, but just by taking a look at the schematics, she’s been able to make upgraded versions in a matter of minutes! It’s playing a lot into a mentality that Greenie taught to Creati last term; combining several different babies into one so that they can achieve more uses. I’ve got the ultimate all-purpose baby ready thanks to her! She’s even finally been making some of the special materials that I needed to make better babies for her and the other hero courses! (Only, it’s not that simple; there is so much red tape that I have to deal with here because of nonsense with the ‘economy’ and what-not. Everything Creati makes has to be accounted for like three times: I have to specify exactly how much of what I need, why I need it, put my theoretical babies through a computer simulation of every conceivable scenario to make sure that it won’t blow up (Creati really doesn’t like that happening for some reason), get Power Loader’s approval, get Nezu’s approval, get the government’s approval, get the Pope’s approval, launch myself out of a cannon through a ring of fire, eat a hundred and five black licorice-flavored jelly beans through a straw, stand on one foot with a glass of chocolate milk balanced on my head while singing the Bikini Bottom national anthem for crying out loud, JUST LET ME MAKE MY BABIES!!!) Still, I’m finally getting to work with some carbon nanotubes!
Besides Creati though, I’ve been getting so many more requests for babies! Greenie has been spending a lot of time giving me ideas too; I think he spends as much time in the Support Labs as he does with his own class. I’m not complaining.
Anyway, here’s some of my new clients and my new babies:
Rin Hiryu: Quirk-Scales
Scale Guy has the ability to, well, grow scales on his body that are tough enough to damage metal! Or at least with enough velocity; part of his Quirk is the ability to launch his scales. The drawback for him is that he can only grow so many scales at a time. The solution? Gather up his shed scales and take them into the field!
Scale Launcher Gauntlets: Designed with a Gatling configuration around Scale Guy’s wrists, this baby can store additional scales and shoot them out like a mini-gun! Like with my Jet Pack baby, I based this baby off of another hero; this one being Gunhead. The different is that they come with an advanced targeting system linked to Scale Guy’s visor, allowing him to more precisely aim his shots. (The same targeting system is used in Sparkly Boy’s belt and glasses; it’s probably a lot easier to aim from the arm than the waist.)
Uraraka Ochako: Quirk-Zero Gravity
Oh boy, I finally, finally get to start making babies for Gravity Girl again! Don’t get me wrong, I love my Gyroscope Belt and Air Jet babies as much as I do with any of my other babies, but there is so much potential with Gravity Girl’s Quirk to work with!
As far as babymaking is concerned, the big advantage that Gravity Girl has is the removal of weight limits. This is the annoying thing about making babies; there are limits to what you can practically make. I would love to give everyone as many babies as they can carry, but that’s the problem; people can only carry so much. With Gravity Girl though, that’s not a problem!
Apparently, Gravity Girl wants to become a Rescue Hero, but is also looking for babies that could be used to fight villains. Greenie and I came up with an idea for a baby that gives her to best of both worlds:
Transporter Drones: These aren’t that much different from the kinds of drones you can buy off of Amazon…pffftt, yeah right. Maybe if I wasn’t the one building them. Regardless, they do the same things; just more and better. They move faster, quieter, farther, can see farther, and in infrared, ultrasound, and ultraviolet wavelengths; perfect for finding lost or injured civilians, or villains in hiding. Where Gravity Girl’s Quirk comes into play though is in their installed grappling wires (also installed into Gravity Girl’s wristbands to give her more reach.) When activated, these wires spring from the drone and wrap around whatever’s beneath it. These wires can then remotely activated to disconnect to drop their cargo, even if it’s up somewhere in the sky. Thanks to Gravity Girl’s Quirk though, this can be with objects much heavier than what a drone of this size could handle. I’m talking boxes of medical supplies, nets, or just big, honking tungsten weights. I like to imagine it like we’re dropping an anvil on a villain’s head like a Looney Tunes cartoon. (Okay, turning someone into a pancake probably isn’t something that Gravity Girl is going to want to use unless she absolutely has to, but apparently she’s not playing nice anymore.)
Shoji Mezo: Quirk-Dupli-Arms
Boy, is it great to see my Capture Gun babies again! Octopus Boy is so happy with them that he’s asking me to upgrade them for more advanced ammo! (My babies are growing up so fast!) Anyway, I’ll be adding a few more ammo types to the loadout: taser bullets, rubber bullets, tear gas canisters, sleeping gas canisters, I’ve even managed to recreate Glue Guy’s Cemedine to create glue shots! I’ve also added a few other babies to Octopus Boy’s loadout now that Snipe has passed him with his gun training. I’ve made a long-range version of the Capture Gun that operates as a sniper rifle, along with a shotgun variation in case Octopus Boy needs something with a bit more spread. Lastly, one of my newer babies:
Grappling Wire: This is basically a variation of my Wire Arrow baby. It still allows the user to connect and pull themselves onto a far-off point, but its main purpose is in drawing a target closer to the user. I decided to add a taser upgrade as well, because why not?
Jiro Kyoka: Quirk-Earphone Jack
Oooohhhh! I finally get to make some more serious acoustic babies!
More good news; in this case, Power Loader is actually willing to share some of the data that he’s gathered from working on babies for Present Mic, so I have a better idea of the requirements necessary for Earlobe Girl’s babies!
Resonance Blade: This baby uses the principle of resonance drilling. By vibrating this blade at the frequency of whatever it touches, it can theoretically cut through almost anything! All Earlobe Girl has to do is identify the frequency with her Quirk and send a vibration of the same frequency down the blade.
Sonic Knuckles: Earlobe Girl primarily uses her Quirk as a piercing attack or a ranged sonic attack. However, this baby allows her to use blunt force to deliver her impacts (NOTE: She should be careful about how hard she hits people with this; she could potentially create a cavitation bubble in some guy’s gut that causes their abdomen to collapse. Probably set this at a low level unless you’re fighting someone like Muscular.)
Sonokinetic Hover Boots: Here’s something that I haven’t gotten to play around with in a while! This is something that Greenie was specifically asking about, noting how Power Loader was able to create a similar baby for Present Mic that uses Acoustic levitation. Acoustic levitation uses high-amplitude soundwaves to create pressure gradients that counteract gravity. It’s not usually seen as a viable means of propulsion though; usually requiring sound waves exceeding 140 decibels, though that’s just with a small object. To make an average human hover, you need a sound wave of about 165 decibels. However, Earlobe Girl is able to generate soundwaves strong enough to shatter boulders, putting her output at least exceeding 194 decibels, so this is definitely within her range. All I needed to do was modify the boots that came with her costume to funnel sound down her feet, and boom! We’ve got a baby that can make the sound girl fly! While I got this idea from one of Power Loader’s babies that he made for Present Mic just this year, though Earlobe Girl will have to use them in a different way. Present Mic is able to create louder sound, but only for as long as he can shout, which creates a shockwave that boosts him into the air, where he then glides using a flight suit. The advantage Earlobe Girl has though is that she can maintain these sounds as long as her heart is beating. The faster her heart beats, the faster she moves!
NOTE: Earlobe Girl kind of represents a frustration that I have with the Sports Festival. Her Quirk honestly kind of scares me with how much power and versatility it offers; she’s able to work with a fundamental force of nature for crying out loud, and Greenie suspects that she’s going to get even stronger! However, Earlobe Girl’s Quirk only really meets its biggest potential when she has the right babies. She can generate sound, but she doesn’t have a natural way to harness it. Only Support Course students are allowed to bring babies to the Festival, and yet, Earlobe Girl is kind of incomplete without any babies. Her Quirk is literally an earphone jack with nothing to plug into on her own, for crying out loud! It’s the same deal with Electric Boy’s Quirk! And yet, these two weren’t able to get as far in the Festival as they really should have because of some arbitrary rule that prevents them from bringing babies to properly use their Quirks; something that no self-respecting hero would ever do in the field! Ugh…I can only hope that their internships get them the recognition they deserve.
Sen Kaibara: Quirk-Gyrate
Okay, this one was in some desperate need for babies, and I’m a little annoyed that it took me so long to get to him. In my defense, Drill Boy was honestly underwhelming in the babies he originally asked for; he just wanted to add some drill covers to his fingers! That’s…I’m kind of insulted, to be honest. Thankfully, Greenie looked at Gyrate and thought of some interesting ways to use it:
Torsion Gauntlets/Boots: These babies are essentially torsion motors connected to Drill Boy’s limbs. When he activates them and starts spinning his limbs, they generate and store power. Drill Boy can then release that power all at once in one big impact; either in a punch, a jump, or by firing ammo out of the attached cannon! (Okay, technically it’s a slingshot, but with the amount of force these babies generate, they really might as well be cannons!)
Screw-propeller boots/gauntlets: This is unfortunately a compromise I had to make with this baby. I wanted to add propellers to Drill Boy’s boots and gauntlets to let him fly, but he isn’t able to spin fast enough yet to create lift, and even if I could create babies good enough to achieve this, they’d be too big and too heavy to be practical. Still, I was able to make a baby that would be situationally useful to Drill Boy whenever he has to operate in the water or mud. These babies are collapsible fins that form screw propellers on Drill Boy’s limbs; even if he can’t fly with them, they’ll at least make him a lot faster underwater. It’s not an environment that most heroes work with, but hey, it’ll make Drill Boy a lot more versatile!
Kuroiro Shihai: Quirk-Black
Okay this, this Quirk here? It’s the kind that drives Greenie and I insane, and we love it. Honestly, this might explain why science stagnated so much with the rise of Quirks; because Quirks like this so often follow no conventional kind of science. “Black” allows Spooky Guy to merge with objects that are colored black and control them. Here’s the thing; Spooky Guy can merge with anything just because it’s colored dark, like if it’s in shadow or if it’s just painted dark. So, Greenie came up with the simple idea of having Spooky Guy have a quick way to Paint It Black!
Smoke Bombs: Okay, not exactly the most original baby, but I’m still proud of these! Greenie and Spooky Guy mostly just wanted me to create a smoke bomb that creates smoke that Spooky Guy can control, allowing him to move around in a gaseous state. We’re adding ink wells to his loadout to let him move around as a liquid as well. However, I also made a smoke bomb baby that generates smoke with an additional property. It’s slightly heavier than air, so after it’s been activated and the smoke has expanded for a minute or so, it will eventually cool down and settle into black ink droplets, which will then cover everything within 200 meters with ink. At that point, it’s game over for whoever Spooky Guy is fighting, since he will be basically be able to be everything around them.
Tokage Setsuna: Quirk-Lizard Tail Splitter
Splitter Line: This one’s pretty simple, but so is the wheel, and we’re still using that baby! This is one of the occasions that I’ve actually managed to convince Creati to make some material for me, possibly because it’s so simple. It’s basically a few lines of carbon nano tubes that Greenie #2 can stretch between her parts, either to create a grappling line, or to turn her parts into a bola to snare villains (yes, my Capture Gun babies can do this just fine, but redundancy can be useful for Support Gear in case one of your babies has a malfunction.)
Yanagi Reiko: Quirk-Poltergeist
Ghost Girl’s Quirk is basically Telekinesis under a different name. She usually uses it to control objects in her environment, but Greenie pointed out to her that she might not always have something like that on hand, so my main focus on baby-making for this girl is to provide ammunition. (Just ammunition, unfortunately. Apparently my Capture Gun is “redundant” with her Quirk. Pah!)
In addition to some basic ammo (steel ball bearings,) I’ve also added some nets, grappling lines, glue bombs, Fire Foam bombs, and smoke bombs to Ghost Girl’s loadout. I hate to admit it, but it’s hard to get a better firing system than telekinesis. (I suppose that’s just one more challenge!)
Fukidashi Manga: Quirk-Comic
Thought Bubble Guy’s Quirk allows him to manifest his words into physical forms that reflect that onomatopoeias they represent. Basically, if he says “Boom!”, then a giant “Boom!” word will physically manifest and blow up whatever it touches. Okay, how did this guy not get further in the Sports Festival? What, did he just not have access to a dictionary and didn’t know enough words? Greenie’s right; this is one of the most ridiculously overpowered Quirks I have ever seen!
The main objective we’re going for with Thought Bubble Guy is to get the most mileage out of his voice; the louder he is, the more powerful his Quirk gets, so I’ve been modifying his mask with babies to amplify his voice further; basically redesigning the same speakers Earlobe Girl uses to fit on Thought Bubble Guy’s mask. I’ll be adding a few other babies to Thought Bubble Guy’s loadout as well; since his Quirk is so versatile, I’ve been recreating some of the babies that I’ve made for other students for his use, such as Electric Boy’s Electromagnet Gloves, which Thought Bubble Guy can also power with his Quirk (“Zap!” “Bzzt!”)
I got to view the footage of another one of the hero course’s exercises, this time when they were doing a Joint Training Exercise. Now, I’m not fond of seeing my babies fighting, but this is the only way they’ll get stronger! I can’t make better babies if I don’t see their flaws shown through practical use, after all!
A few standouts from the exercise:
-Octopus Boy dominated his second match thanks to my babies. It’s good to see him getting so much mileage out of the different ammo types; he took out Skull Guy with my Grappling Wire, Pony Girl with the Shotgun Mod Capture Gun, Drill Guy with a good old-fashioned Net Shot, and Steel Guy with the new Bola shot (made from material strong and elastic enough even to restrain a guy who could punch through a Zero Pointer!) NOTE: The biggest flaw I can see in my babies from this match is when heroes don’t use them. Steel Guy could have countered Octopus Guy if he had thought to use his Electromagnet baby on his costume to disable Octopus Guy’s babies, but for some reason he didn’t! (NOTE: Make a variation of the Capture Gun that won’t be affected by magnetism; maybe make an extra one for Electric Boy. Greenie also pointed out that Drill Guy should probably have a blade be included as part of his costume considering how this match showed how vulnerable he is to getting tangled in something.)
-Is it bad that I’m being repetitive with my nicknames for Greenie #2? I’d like to think not, considering she’s made me like her almost as much as I like Greenie #1. Granted, part of the reason she won her match was because Explody Boy was an idiot and ran off into an ambush without letting the rest of his team catch up, but it was just so satisfying see him get peppered with taser bullets from five different angles at once (NOTE: I might want to increase the voltage; Explody Boy was still kind-of standing until Mantis Boy took him down.) Tape Guy was able to show a flaw in the Glue Cannon baby that I made for Glue Guy; he taped over the nozzle and made it jam. (Admittedly, that is a very difficult jam to clear. It was, predictably, the biggest hurdle I had when I was first making that baby.) Thankfully, Glue Guy was able to get enough of a jump on Tape Guy with a Glue Bomb; turns out Tape Guy’s elbows can get jammed too. (I’ll need to make sure to synthesize more of that solvent I had to whip up for Recovery Girl after the match; Glue Guy will probably need it in the future.) It stinks that Earlobe Girl ended up on the team with Explody Boy; I made some of my best babies for her! But unfortunately, her fight with Greenie #2 shows that strong babies don’t always cut it when you’re dealing with an opponent that can hit you from so many different angles at once. Maybe I can try to create a baby that does the same thing? Perhaps multiple drones that surround a target to hit it with Capture Guns? (NOTE: Make something for Earlobe Girl that can direct her heartbeat omnidirectionally. Oh! Alternatively; make drones for her that can project her heartbeat!)
-Pinky destroyed my Megazord Baby. That monster. Yes, I’ll make a new one, but still. That monster.
-Creati’s match against Red was great; a real show of brains beating brawn. Not to say that Red was dumb, and it was great seeing the Pistol Shrimp Gloves in play again, but Creati showed how it’s not always the level of firepower that wins, but how that firepower is used. Red actually had Creati on the ropes for a bit, but by keeping Red disoriented and distracted with the Arm Cannon and a flash staff, she was able to maneuver Red into a position where she could win. As much as I love my big babies, these small ones like smoke bombs and flash bangs have their uses too.
Greenie brought up a few observations himself. Considering how Thought Bubble Guy got his Quirk disabled by tear gas, we are definitely going to want to add a gas mask to his costume, and the same goes for Purple Guy and Quiet Guy since they also rely on their voices for their Quirks. After thinking about it for a minute, Greenie amended that to suggest that all of the students should have gas masks available as part of their costumes, considering that’s how Pinky took out Copy Guy and Scouter Guy. No, not every villain is going to have access to acid mist like Pinky, but they’ll still be dealing with a lot of smoke or airborne particulates whenever they have to do rescue work.
Greenie has been making connections!
Apparently, he made friends with Third Year Gold Medalist and has gotten to know the other Big Three! This is great for me, because getting to know them led to him realizing that one of them could use one of my babies! Specifically, he wanted to know if I could modify Drill Guy’s Torsion Gauntlets for Fairy Girl’s use. Her Quirk, Wave Motion, creates a spiral energy wave. Weird coincidence, but this technically means that her energy can also generate torsion like Drill Guy’s Gyrate. It took a little tinkering, but I was able to recreate and modify the Torsion Gauntlets to both rotate from the force of Wave Motion, and to store her excess energy. Now, whenever Fairy Girl uses Wave Motion, she is able to charge the Torsion Gauntlets at the same time, and then release energy in a huge blast!
It’s too bad that Greenie wasn’t able to get me a commission from Third Year Gold Medal, but apparently, he’s already gotten some babies from Shield of all people!
There was a battle. Creati and the rest of the hero course went to fight in it. Most of them came back, but Silver Medal, Third Year Gold Medal, and Ms. Midnight didn’t. I didn’t know any of them that well, but I did know them a little, so this feels different from the funerals of those two girls from the beginning of the year and Engine Boy.
The thing is, I didn’t really think about this until Creati and the others came back to UA. I was working, so I didn’t notice it at first, but everyone was really quiet. But then Creati came into the support lab. She was crying, and she hugged me. She kept on thanking me for the babies that I made for her class, but she kept on crying. I guess it kind of hit me that she and the other students that I had been working for could have died.
That scares me.
Some people from the Ministry of Education came to UA today. Normally, I wouldn’t care, but for some reason they wanted to talk to me specifically. I guess that it wasn’t very long, but it was still annoying. They just wanted to know how I made babies, how many babies I had made, how much time I spent making babies, how often I made an explosion when I made babies, that sort of thing. Power Loader was a little quiet afterwards for some reason, though.
This can’t be happening.
The country’s hero system has been dissolved.
There are no more heroes.
No more Support companies.
What am I going to do now?
What do I do?
What do I do?
What do I do?
Okay, I was able to calm down a bit.
UA is still open, so I went to class like usual. The Support Course is still open, I can still make babies.
Here’s the thing; even if there aren’t pro heroes anymore, there are still people who are using their Quirks for law enforcement, rescue, and basically all the same kinds of work that heroes did, which means that they still need babies. You can’t just give the same baby for every individual; they still have different Quirks, which require different babies in order for them to properly use their Quirks. So theoretically, our work should remain the same, right?
Not exactly. There are a few differences.
Since heroes are now part of the police and rescue forces, they’re going to be using a lot of the standard equipment, namely firearms and vehicles. Now, as much as I like making babies for specific people, the first babies I made here were for my own use in the Sports Festival and could be used by anyone, so if that were the only change, I’d probably be happier about the new system.
There are however two big changes to the babies that we’re going to be making:
First of all, there’s going to be a much bigger focus on function over form. One of the biggest challenges any Support engineer has to deal with is making their babies look good; it’s the same challenge that heroes had. The better a baby looks, the more attention they give the hero, the more publicity and profit they get. Now though, there’s no ranking system, which means that all of the heroes get the same funding. Now, we just need to make sure that the baby can get the job done. It’s a bit of a downer, I suppose. I want people to admire my babies, but it’s not a huge problem.
What is a huge problem is the second big change: how much money we’ve got to work with. UA produced the best heroes, and the babies that we made for them was supposed to reflect the kind of money that the best heroes could pay. Now though? Heroes are paid the same as police officers, and any babies they get or maintenance they get done to these babies will come from the government. The Support Course has been changed to reflect that kind of funding, which compared to before, is essentially peanuts! Our first project was to create a baby with a manufacturing cost of 35 thousand yen. We had a hundred times that amount to work with before this mess started! Heck, I didn’t even know what our funding limit was before; I actually had to look it up! How in the world am I supposed to make babies with this kind of limitation?
Ugh…it’s a huge pain, but I’ll get through it. If I need to make a baby of good quality at a lower price, so be it!
For the first lesson of the year though, Power Loader didn’t let me start working once he was done talking, and took me out into the hallway. He gave me a familiar speech; warning me to take safety measures seriously, don’t go overboard with my babies, respect my classmates and their well-being, telling me that things have to change with what the Ministry of Education found, blah, blah, blah.
Things have already gotten so crazy, I just want to get back to making babies.
Suspended.
Power Loader suspended me for a week! All because of a little explosion that I made! It wasn’t even any bigger than anything I had done before, but he found a lot of nitpicks in how I had set up my work station and told me that was grounds for being banned from the Support labs! I can’t even go there on my free time! I’ve been holed up in my room, trying to pass the time by drawing up blueprints, but there’s only so much time I can spend with preplanning! What is Power Loader’s deal!?
I was so bored that I decided to go and talk to Greenie and Creati again. I figured that even if I couldn’t make babies, the two of them could give me better ideas for later. Creati was busy, which I guess makes sense. She and the other Hero Course students probably have to deal with a bunch of their own craziness. Greenie was available for a bit, though he had to go talk to some little girl after a while. He, thankfully still has been getting new ideas for babies. It was a relief to talk to him for a while, until I brought up that I was suspended. I’m upset that Greenie didn’t take my side when I told him what happened, but even as cool as he is, he’s not an inventor, so I can’t expect him to understand how science requires that you make mistakes.
Seriously? I spent weeks keeping my explosions (and my creativity) low so I could participate in the Sports Festival, and this was we got? Everyone was competing in an empty stadium! There weren’t any sponsors to show off my babies to, so I didn’t even bother competing! What an absolute waste of time!
Again!
Okay, yes, I left a soldering iron on and started a fire, I’m sorry! Sometimes, I just forget about the tools that I’ve got running when I have several babies I’m working on. It was a mistake, but we were able to put out the fire without any real problems.
I don’t get it; Power Loader has never been this strict, but all of a sudden, he’s nitpicking every tiny detail of my work. How am I supposed to make babies when I’m being put under a microscope like this? Not that I can plead my case now that I’m banned, again.
I can’t take this. I need to work, I need to be making my babies.
However, I might have an idea. Greenie talked to me recently (talking to him is one of the few things that I’ve gotten to do that I actually enjoy,) and told me about how Creati’s class now has a new homeroom teacher that he has been working a lot with, trying to figure out how to apply the students’ Quirks to the new system. We’ve been working to figure out new babies also to fit with the new system. If I can get Greenie to back me up to this new teacher, to let him know how many babies I made for his class, I bet that I can get him to convince Power Loader to let me back into the labs and get off my back!
Also, Explody Boy got arrested for killing 16 people. I guess this is what happens when you don’t take bullies seriously.
I can’t believe this.
Greenie let me know about a meeting he was going to have with the new 2-A teacher and said that I could talk with them once they were done, but I have never met a bigger buzzkill than 2-A Teacher. First off, he got angry with me when I called him ‘Dog Teacher.’ I guess that is a bit confusing because there’s also Hound Dog, but I don’t know if 2-A Teacher had a hero name (maybe I should have brought my notecards to remember what his name actually was, but those are such a hassle to bring everywhere.)
Anyway, I tried to pick things up from there, to try to explain why the Hero Courses needed my babies, and he immediately shut me down! According to him, it doesn’t matter how amazing my babies are; if Power Loader banned me from the lab, he wasn’t going to do anything about it! Heck, he gave me this whole spiel about how ‘it’s necessary to respect basic lab safety rules,’ (as if he had ever been in a lab in his life!) and how ‘he doesn’t want the work of someone who’s going to put the well-being of others in jeopardy.’
For crying out loud, I get it! People don’t like it when I blow up the lab! All it’s ever done is make a bit of smoke! 2-A Teacher though acted as if I’m some kind of villain because of this!
But that’s not the worst part, not by a long shot. I thought that Greenie had my back starting out, but when I asked him to back me up, he just looked at me and 2-A Teacher and told me that 2-A Teacher had a point!
I can’t believe this! After everything we’ve done together, Greenie just abandoned me? Then he had the gall to bring up the times that my explosions got a little too strong and shot me through the door and landed on him! Well, after hearing about that, 2-A Teacher refused to listen at all! If anything, it sounds like he’s going to talk to Power Loader some more just to land me in even more hot water!
Again! This is the fourth time this month I got banned from the Support Labs! How am I supposed to work if I’m not even allowed in the labs?
It’s gotten worse recently, because in addition to kicking me out of the lab whenever I make an explosion, Power Loader also sends me to Principal Nezu’s office. I swear, that little chimera has gotten lectures down to a science. Usually, I don’t even get to go in as soon as I arrive; I have to wait outside for another hour before Nezu even lets me in. Then he spends another hour lecturing me about safety and being considerate about the well-being of others.
Seriously, why doesn’t anyone understand? Testing things you don’t understand, pushing your babies beyond their limits, making mistakes, this is how science is done! I can’t just confine myself the way everyone wants me to!
And what’s with this whole ‘respecting the well-being of others’ stuff? Yes, I know I have problems with people, that I find it hard to understand them, but…why should I? If I wanted to learn about people, I would have become a therapist! People aren’t what interest me, my babies are! Why does everyone nag me about working with others when I plan to just surround myself with my work when I graduate? It’s what makes me happy, it’s what makes me passionate! And for crying out loud, everyone who goes into that lab should realize that these accidents can happen, that they will happen, that they’re supposed to happen!
I’m sick of this.
I tried being nice. I tried working with people. But it seems like I’m going to need to be smart here, and do things from a more indirect route. I know that if I could just get the time that I need to make a really great baby for the Hero Course, I could show the teachers why my babies are the best. Creati would back me up; she openly told me that my babies helped save her classmates’ lives! Of course, I can’t make a baby if I keep getting kicked out of the labs…but I don’t necessarily need the UA labs to make a baby…
HOW COULD THEY SAY THAT TO ME!?
HOW COULD THEY COMPARE ME TO THAT EXPLODING BASTARD!?
I THOUGHT THEY WERE MY FRIENDS!
I’M NOT A BULLY! I DON’T HURT PEOPLE FOR FUN! I DON’T HURT PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY’RE DIFFERENT!
I’M NOT A BULLY!
I’M NOT A BULLY!
I’M NOT A BULLY!
I don’t want to talk about what happened the other day, but maybe it’s easier to write about.
I had a plan worked out; I rented a storage space near UA and scrounged together some salvage until I had enough material to make a really great baby: This one was going to be the ultimate upgrade to Baby Number 202. Capable of rocket propelled flight, able to withstand impacts to the same level as Spiky Hair Boy, and possessing an armament of rockets, ballistics, and lasers that could have gone toe-to-toe with that villain that was leading the PLF. I then brought it to UA to show to Creati, to get her on my side so that the teachers would finally have to let me go back to making babies. I was just about to test it out for Creati, when she stopped me, even disabling my baby before I could try it out! She went into a tangent about how this baby couldn’t be safe if I hadn’t made it under supervision. Yes, I admit that I cut some corners here and there, that this baby wasn’t as smooth as what I could have made in the Support labs, but I didn’t need it to work perfectly; just fly around a bit and fire off a few rockets, but no! Creati outright threatened to tell on me to the teachers, claiming that I was acting too dangerous and that she wasn’t going to support me if I tried to ‘go behind the teachers’ backs.’
At that point, Greenie had shown up; apparently Creati had called him ahead of time to try to ‘talk some sense into me,’ and he went on the same kind of tangent as he did with 2-A Teacher.
I had enough. I got angry and shouted at them. I just couldn’t understand why everyone was so hung up about this stuff. I normally wouldn’t care what people think, but it’s been such a huge pain ever since the new school year started that I just wanted to know so I could get people to see sense!
But then Creati said something awful.
She said that I was acting like Explody Boy.
She said that I’m reckless, that I do things that are obviously dangerous without thinking twice. That I don’t listen to people when they try to point out what I’m doing is wrong. That I don’t respect people enough to remember their names. That I act like I don’t care if people get hurt as long as I get what I want. Greenie wasn’t as blunt, but he said as much. He kept on trying to dance around it, that ‘I’m not as bad or mean’ as Explody Boy was, but he realized that I acted in ways that worried him.
They said that I’m like the guy that killed 16 people.
That I’m like a bully.
That I am a bully.
I cried. I don’t even remember the last time that I cried. I don’t remember what I said to them, but I don’t care, and I don’t want to see them again.
I stayed up all night, waiting for an opportunity to talk to Shield. I thought that if there was anyone who’d understand me, it would be her.
She just said the same things.
Somehow though, she just made me feel more confused, because she didn’t compare me to Explody Boy, she compared me to her father. At first, I was really flattered by this, but Shield said that wasn’t all a good thing. She pointed out that her father did the same kinds of things that I did, and it ruined him.
I don’t remember everything she said; I just turned off the video by that point, because I was just so fed up with everyone.
I’m just done. I don’t want to think about them anymore. I’m done writing in this stupid journal.
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I’m scared.
I’m scared.
I’m so scared.
Nezu called me to his office today, even though I hadn’t even gotten into the labs yet. This time, Cementoss was there too. Cementoss is one of my least favorite teachers; the way that Power Loader has been acting recently is how Cementoss acts normally. Nezu said that I wasn’t in trouble, that he just wanted to talk to me, but it still felt like I was, so I knew that I needed to pay attention to him this time.
Nezu told me that there is a chance that he is going to be stepping down from his position as principal of UA by the end of the school year. Normally, I wouldn’t actually care about this, I even thought that maybe, I might get a principal who’d lighten up and not lecture me as much. Nezu knew that I was thinking that though, and told me that things wouldn’t turn out like I thought they would. According to him, if anything, he was being lenient on me. He made me look at statistics for students in other schools on ‘behavioral infractions,’ and told me that if I were in any other school, I most likely would have been expelled for all of the accidents I caused. Apparently though, I remind Nezu of himself; being super-smart, but not thinking about how my actions affect others or how that could be bad. He said that was one of the reasons why he had let so much bad behavior slip. Nezu told me though that if he does resign, Cementoss will be taking over as principal starting next year, and he isn’t going to be as lenient. Cementoss actually spoke up at that point and outright told me that if I don’t shape up, he would have no choice but to expel me.
I’m scared.
I talked to Greenie and Creati today. I need their help. Also, I just really missed them.
I don’t know how to fix this problem Nezu has given to me on my own. I’ve been trying to change how I work, to ‘shape up’ so I don’t make explosions or fires or anything like that, but they keep happening anyway, and I keep getting in trouble. Heck, with all of the times that I’ve gotten in trouble and all of the time that I’ve lost from suspensions, I’m in danger of flunking out even if Cementoss doesn’t expel me. I want to stay here, I want to be able to make babies, but I don’t know how to do things so that the teachers aren’t going to be mad at me.
I was scared going to Greenie and Creati; I think that I said some really bad things to them. Thankfully, they both said that they forgive me and want to help me out.
I’m really glad for that.
This is kind of a late entry, but I figured that I should write it down anyway.
During the Cultural Festival (yes, I got to participate this time, but I could only bring what I would make during class hours,) I met Creati’s parents.
Honestly, I thought that the Festival was going to be a drag, considering how disappointing the Sports Festival had been. Things were a bit different here though; there wasn’t much of a point to the Sports Festival because there were no heroes, and therefore no internships, along with no sponsors. Now that the country has settled down a bit, the support companies are able to get back to work (it’s the same deal as in UA; whoever’s fighting villains needs babies, after all.) A lot of support companies went belly-up with the dissolution of the HPSC, or closed down once the economy got so bad, but the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate has stayed, even buying out a lot of the companies that went bankrupt. That technically means that the company has a monopoly on the support industry, so if anyone wants to get into the baby-making business, they have to do it through the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate.
I forgot about anything I might have said to Creati the last time that we had talked, and how that might have made her parents look at me. All I was focused on was my new Flight Pack baby. However, Creati’s parents didn’t seem that interested in it. They did stop for a bit by our booth, but they spent more time talking to me than they did paying attention to what my baby could do. They told me that Creati had talked to them about me. She told them about the amazing babies that I had made for her and her class, and how my babies had helped them so much, but they also talked about how their daughter had told them about the explosions that I make when I’m working on my babies, and how I ‘have problems respecting others.’ Hearing about Creati didn’t make me feel good; I wished that I could be making babies for her again. Her parents told me that they thought that I have a lot of potential, but that I needed to show respect to others if I ever wanted to work for their company. They actually seemed pretty nice, and asked me to work on that stuff.
I guess I only really started to think about what they said to me recently.
So, after talking for a bit, Greenie and Creati convinced me to have a physical with Recovery Girl and Greenie’s Mom (who got a job as a nurse here; that’s cool.) It turns out that a lot of the problems that I’ve had from making accidents were from fatigue. I was confused, because…yeah, I know that I need things like sleep and food, but I’ve always managed to make amazing babies without breaks; it’s like my way of going zen. The problem with that though is that I can get so hyper-focused on one thing that I ignore details going around me; like leaving a soldering iron on, or not realizing that the hydraulics on one of my babies are overheating.
When I told them that I wasn’t sure if I had gone to sleep last night or the night before, Greenie’s Mom just had me lie down and count backwards from 100. The next thing I knew, I was in my bed in the dorm, and it was two days later. Greenie’s Mom described it to me like I should see my body as one of my babies; I can’t just leave it running all the time, or it will overheat and lose power. Thinking about it like that, it would bother me a lot if someone treated my babies that way; not giving them the proper maintenance or leaving them on half a tank of gas.
I needed some help making a schedule for myself; I kind of always put things like eating and sleeping in whenever I had time. Everything just kind of felt like it got in the way of making babies. Creati decided to just step in and made it for me; I think she might be going overboard, but if I could do this myself, I probably wouldn’t be in this situation.
Greenie and his Mom also made me clear out my section of the refrigerator and the cabinets in the kitchen. I lost so much cup ramen and energy drinks; apparently, that stuff doesn’t count as the kind of food that I need. Now, I have to spend that much more time working to prepare meals for myself. Oh well. Maybe for my next baby, I’ll see if I can make that breakfast machine from "Flubber."
Power Loader gave me his own advice on what he thinks leads to most of my accidents; that I work on so many babies at one time that it makes it easier for me to miss safety concerns on the projects. So, to help me out (at least according to him,) he’s only letting me work on one baby at a time. This is apparently half-him helping me, half-punishment, and he’ll only let me branch out once I have proven that I can make one baby without blowing it up. I hate this, I hate feeling stifled so much, but this is also something that Shield agrees with; pointing out how working on so many babies at once as one of the biggest reasons for not giving ourselves breaks.
Ugh. Well, it’s not like I’ve got much of a choice in the matter, anyway. I’m definitely going to be taking after Greenie though and carrying around a notebook to write down my baby ideas so I at can at least remember them for a later time.
Everyone keeps on telling me that one of my biggest problems is not respecting others. When we talked about this, Greenie and Creati convinced me to start carrying my notecards around wherever I go. I normally only use them for people that I really need them for, but they think that it’s important that I try to at least remember the names of the students that I work with. Creati said that if I take the effort to learn peoples’ names, it might be easier for me to empathize with them and realize how my actions might affect them. I don’t get it, but if Creati and Dr. Tatsu are saying the same thing, I suppose I’ve got to do it. Greenie at least tried to meet me halfway and gave me one of his notebooks to use for people’s names instead. I look a bit more professional at least looking at a notebook for someone’s name instead of a stack of notecards. However, it’s hard to carry around a notebook with me wherever I go, and for the life of me, I can’t figure out that hammerspace trick Greenie does whenever he pulls out his notebooks. So, notecards it is. Lately, I’ve been trying to memorize the notecards for a few people each day so I don’t have to keep referring to them. Here’s a few that I think I’ve gotten down so far:
-Greenie: Midoriya Izuku (thankfully, he’s still okay with me using his nickname)
Fluffy green hair, big green eyes, mumbles a lot, super smart, Quirkless possibly neurodivergent.
-Creati: Yaoyorozu Momo (she’s not really bothered by me calling her Creati, but she said that it’s probably better if I stop since she’s not going to be a hero anymore. Alternatively, she said that her friends call her Yaomomo.)
Long black hair, really mature build, tall, super smart, super rich, super proper, Quirk: Creation.
-Octopus Guy: Shoji Mezo (This is one of the nicknames that Yaomomo and Greenie told me that I shouldn’t use, since it comes off as Quirkist.)
Tall, white hair, really buff, Quirk: Dupli-Arms, really good with my Capture Gun babies.
-Red: Kendo Itsuka (I asked her, and she’s not bothered by me calling her ‘Red,’ but she would prefer me to just call her Kendo.)
Red hair, blue eyes, Quirk: Big Fist, martial artist
-Tokusatsu Girl: Yui Kodai (according to Red, Tokusatsu Girl actually likes this nickname, so it stays)
Shoulder-length black hair, blue eyes, Quirk: Size, Tokusatsu fangirl
-Hairy Guy: Shishida Jurota (apparently, he really doesn’t like this nickname; he acts really proper like Yaomomo, so I kind of get it)
Really big and tall, wears glasses, shaggy brown hair, big sharp teeth, Quirk: Beast
-Gravity Girl: Uraraka Ochako (this one isn’t too bad, but Greenie and Yaomomo still want me to try to remember her real name)
Brown hair, big brown eyes, really pink cheeks, Quirk: Zero Gravity, used my drone babies, Move to Gen Ed? When did that happen? Is that why Greenie asked me to redesign the drones and send them to Ragdoll?
This all feels confusing to me, because it turns out that some people are okay with my nicknames, while others aren’t? Greenie at least said that they’re not as bad as the ones that Explody Boy (I don’t care what his real name is) used, but I should still try to remember them? Yaomomo at least brought up a point that it’s probably better for me to get used to using people’s real names, since sponsors will prefer that I show them that kind of respect. I guess it’s only okay to use nicknames after I’ve gotten to know people and asked them if they mind them, but by that point, why would I use a nickname at all?
The big challenge that Yaomomo and Greenie set for me now is to learn the names of my classmates in the Support Course; they were confused that I didn’t have them written down anywhere like I did with the hero courses. I mean, I’m not making babies for any of the Support students, so I don’t really talk to them that much, anyway, but apparently I should, if only for the fact that I see them every day. Oh well.
I don’t feel good.
I’ve been trying to learn my classmates’ names like everyone wants me to, and for the most part, I think that it’s been going okay. I still hate using the notecards, but I suppose that it’s nice getting to know my other classmates. A few of them think pretty well of me, and it’s nice to be recognized like that. Not everyone thinks that way of me though.
I realized that there was this one kid with a dolphin head that I think I wrote about earlier, but he wasn’t in our class. I asked around, and my classmates said that his name was ‘Umi Iruka.’ When I asked Power Loader about Umi though, he said that Umi transferred to another Support Course last year. I was confused; I had heard that a lot of students had dropped out of UA because of the villain attacks and the hero system dissolving, and of students transferring out of departments like the hero and management courses, but not of students transferring to a different class within the same course. Power Loader didn’t want to tell me why, but there was another student who did:
A girl with a Cockroach Quirk named Goki Cho; I hadn’t really ever paid attention to her before. When she heard me asking about Umi, who was one of her best friends, she got angry, both at me and at Power Loader. The reason why Umi left is because my explosions kept on hurting him, and he had to transfer just to stop getting migraines and to keep his hearing from being permanently damaged. Goki went on to shout about how a lot of other students can’t work when I’m around because I kept on damaging their own work. Another boy spoke up and shouted about how I keep taking his clients from the hero course, and he’s not the only one that I’ve done this to. A girl made me look at burns on her arms she said are my fault. There were a few others who shouted; not everyone in the class, just a few, but when Goki started shouting, they suddenly all started to crowd around me. Power Loader eventually made them back off.
I couldn’t get back to work after that.
I asked Power Loader a question. In the previous months, I asked him why I was being banned from the lab. Now though, I asked him why he didn’t ban me earlier. He admitted that he just liked my work, that I had made too many babies that were too advanced, and he thought that it would stifle my creativity if he was too hard on me. He apologized though, and told me that ever since the Ministry of Education came by to talk to him last year, he realized that he had been letting me down by not giving me proper boundaries.
This reminds me of something that Greenie told me once about his old middle school. Despite Explody Boy being a bully, most of his classmates and teachers really liked him. They looked at his Quirk, and saw him as the future Number One Hero. (Jeez, what a coincidence! They said the same thing about a girl in my school who could shoot lasers from her hands even though she put thumbtacks in my shoes! And I’m willing to bet that another bully got told that he’d be the next Number One Hero because he had a powerful Lightning Quirk!)
But that’s the thing, isn’t it? I hadn’t noticed or cared all that much, but a lot of my classmates and Power Loader see me the same way; a prodigy, someone with a bright future. Sure, she’s a bit eccentric and maybe a bit arrogant, but can you blame someone for being that way when they’re that much higher above their peers? Shouldn’t they be allowed a bit more leeway? So what if someone got caught in their crossfire? It’s sad, maybe we should even say something to our prodigy to get them to reign it in a little, but does it really matter with someone who isn’t going to amount to as much? We can’t afford to get in our prodigy’s path to greatness because of some weird kid.
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I needed to take a break from writing to throw up a bit.
I’ve been trying to work hard at these problems, but it’s scary. It feels like each day I keep finding out how badly I’ve been messing up.
I thought that I knew all of the basic safety rules, but ever since I started getting more sleep, I keep on realizing all the times that I’ve broken them.
I looked up more about what happened to some of the students who were shouting at me or who transferred out, and the more that I find out, the worse I feel. I’ve sent a lot of people to the nurse’s office without me realizing it. That time that I used Iida (Engine Boy) to advertise my babies? That’s not the only time that I’ve tricked someone into getting what I want. When I first met Yaomomo, I was planning on something similar to get advanced materials. Thinking back to that, especially with how nice Yaomomo’s been to me, it makes me feel sick.
This has always been the way that I’ve worked; I try new ideas, I push my babies further, and I eventually get something amazing…after I’ve started a few fires. I always thought that mistakes are just part of the scientific method, but it’s really starting to hit me how many people keep getting caught up in my mistakes with me.
And when I say always, I mean always. Back at home, when I was learning how to make babies on my own, I kept on blowing stuff up or setting it on fire. No matter what Mom and Dad told me, I kept on wrecking the home.
Oh God, did I bully my own parents? How many appliances did I destroy when I tried to make them better? How much money did I cost my Mom and Dad? Did they get hurt by my work the same as my classmates?
This is what Shield was trying to warn me about, isn’t it? This is what happened with David Shield. He ignored safety measures, tricked people and put them in danger, all so that he could work on his baby. Now he’s in prison, his work got destroyed, his family and friends had to leave him, and he isn’t even allowed to make babies anymore.
Is that what’s going to happen to me?
I called Mom and Dad to talk to them about the things that I’ve been realizing. I think I cried a bit, but they were really forgiving to me. They seemed happier that I’m starting to realize this stuff on my own. At least they forgive me.
I was able to schedule another appointment with Dr. Tatsu. It’s been a while since I last talked to him. He’s not a bad guy at all, he can be nice to talk to, it’s just that I’ve always just preferred to spend my time making babies instead of people. I just needed help that, as nice as Greenie and Yaomomo have been, they aren’t really qualified for what I need.
We didn’t really do anything different from usual; he just talked to me, asked me about how my friendships are going. Maybe that’s kind of the thing though; people have been telling me the problem this whole time and it’s only now that I’m facing consequences that I’m starting to listen.
Dr. Tatsu told me that I should apologize to the people I hurt, even if it’s uncomfortable or they don’t want to forgive me for what I did. I need to at least let them know that I’m sorry, but if they still don’t want to be around me, I have to deal with that.
He’s glad that I’m using my notecards to remember people’s names…I still hate using these…I hate looking stupid…but Dr. Tatsu told me that I can’t pretend that other people aren’t in my life, and I need to respect them enough to use their real names.
Dr. Tatsu told me that I can make another appointment with him if I want, or if he’s not available, maybe talk to Hound Dog at UA. (Weird note: Is Hound Dog the school’s therapist? I keep hearing him with different titles; school counselor, lifestyle counselor, Head of Student Discipline, what is it? I know that some of Yaomomo’s classmates go to him just to talk, and I think he’s licensed as a therapist?)
It’s a long list of people that I need to apologize to. Not everyone was happy to see me, but most at least were willing to let me apologize to them.
The worst for me was Umi. Not that he was angry with me or didn’t want to talk to me, it’s just that when he saw me, he flinched and acted scared. It made me feel really bad because when I talked to him, he seemed like a really nice guy, and he’s actually made some really impressive babies; he was the one who made most of Jiro’s (Earlobe Girl; that’s another bad nickname) babies from the start of the first year. Knowing the kind of work that he’s done, it makes me realize how much I might have damaged or how I made working difficult for him.
He accepted my apology, anyway. I don’t think that we’re friends, or anything like that, and considering how he reacted to me when we met, I think that it would be better if I gave him space, but I’m glad that I was able to talk to him.
Things are getting better, I guess, but it’s still really hard.
I’m trying to keep with a regular sleep and meal schedule, but I’ve cheated on it a few times. Ever since I’ve gotten into the regular habit of sleeping though, I really notice it. Sometimes, I still make mistakes and damage something in the lab and make Power Loader (Yes, I know he’s Majima-sensei, but he’s Power Loader to me.) I haven’t made any explosions recently though, which I guess is an improvement.
I’ve been trying to get outside of my comfort zone and hang out with my friends more often, which is honestly the hardest part about all of this. It’s really hard for me to really care about things that aren’t related to making babies, so I don’t always feel comfortable when I’m doing some of the things that other people like to do. For example, a few days ago, I tried going to karaoke with Yaomomo and her friends, but I didn’t really like it. Dr. Tatsu told me that’s okay though; I have my interests, other people have theirs’, and part of learning to live with people is trying to get invested in their lives.
This really makes me appreciate Shield, since she’s someone that I always like talk to. She’s also given me some advice on this stuff, since she’s had a lot of the same kinds of problems that I’ve had from working so hard that she forgets to eat or sleep, or to get invested in others. One of the things that made it easier for her was to make sure that she ate meals with her father. She says that it was important to get her head out of her work and talk to others. Sometimes, they would come up with new ideas for babies, but sometimes, they would talk about something completely different, and she said that she always felt better and more refreshed that way; it made her look forward to her meals more and made it less of a drag to stop working. Hearing that makes me realize how much it must suck for her that her dad’s in jail. Thankfully, Star and Stripe seems to be a good friend for her, too.
Yaomomo invited me to eat over at the hero course apartment a few times. I’m not always sure what to talk about when I’m there, but Yaomomo is still pretty nice to talk to, as long as I’m respectful to her friends (mostly I try to just not talk.) I’ve got another opportunity coming up; Greenie and his mom invited me to a meal at their apartment (well, technically it’s just Mrs. Midoriya’s apartment, since Greenie still lives with the Gen Ed students.) I think that a big part of it is just them making sure that I’m eating a decent meal, which is nice. I’m a little worried about Eri (a girl that they’re taking care of) though; I’m not really good with kids. However, I don’t really want to say no either, especially with the little that I’ve learned happened to Eri (from what I’ve heard about what that Overhaul villain did, I would say that I definitely disagree with Power Loader about him not wanting me to solve problems with explosions.) Still, it’s not like I’ve got a good enough relationship with anyone else to hang out with them, so I figure I’ll just give it my best shot.
Okay, today I had to fix something that wasn’t a baby. It turned out that Eri, this little girl, had never seen Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. It actually felt really nice to see her enjoy it so much; more so than if I had just seen the movie on my own. Unfortunately, I couldn’t explain to her what the point of the scary tunnel was, but she just shrugged when I said that I didn’t know. (I don’t think Greenie and his mom handled that scene as well.)
I admit that the whole evening wasn’t great; Mrs. Midoriya is really nice and a really great cook, but that doesn’t make it easy for me to focus on questions that she was asking about. She didn’t seem to mind too much that I wasn’t really interested in talking about stuff that wasn’t babies (or Wily Wonka’s Chocolate Factory, but there’s a bit more overlap with that than you’d think. One of these days I will make that Glass Elevator!) However, I’m still glad that I went anyway, and wouldn’t mind coming again (maybe show Eri "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" next?)
Recently, Shield’s gotten the idea of creating babies that replicate Quirks for the general public. (She made a really awesome baby that’s inspired by Yaomomo’s Quirk.) She pointed out that this could be really important in Japan for a reason I hadn’t considered; since Quirk use has been legalized, there’s a danger that it could cause people with certain Quirks to monopolize certain fields. Obviously, this would be really bad for Quirkless people like her and Greenie, so once she explained that, I was all for it. Really, this wouldn’t just be a problem for Quirkless people; anyone with a Quirk that people think is weak or doesn’t have an obvious use could get shut out of a job, or forced into a job that they don’t care about. Heck, in my case, what would I do with Zoom? Become a bird watcher? No thanks.
That’s kind of been my motivation for the recent babies that I’ve been making for 2-A’s new student:
Kagaya Taiyo: Quirk-Sunshine
This Quirk lets Kagaya (NOTE: he said that he was okay with ‘Sunshine Boy,’ but I suppose that it would be better for me to write down his actual name here) generate sunlight. He can boost the intensity a bit to make the light brighter or warmer, but that’s about it. On his own, the most that he can really use it for in emergency services is to provide light in dark areas or warmth in cold areas. Thankfully, this is where my babies come in.
Solar Flash Gauntlets: These babies are equipped with lens that enhance Kagaya’s sunlight, letting him use them more offensively as a non-lethal ranged attack. Getting hit by this is like getting the worst sunburn of your life multiplied by a factor of ten! When I tested this on one of the school drones, it had the same reaction that it would have had from getting hit by a taser!
Solar Flight Suit: This isn’t actually all my work, but I’m working with another student (Haro Maikeru) who got assigned Kagaya’s babies earlier in the year (when I kept getting banned from the support labs.) Haro’s original design acts more like a solar ballon; letting Kagaya float by heating air inside some small sacs lining his costume. I didn’t think that it was that impressive at first, but Haro pointed out that besides having to work within a tighter budget, it was probably better for Kagaya to learn to move through the air more slowly at first. That’s fair enough, I guess, but together, we’re finally upgrading Kagaya’s baby to a proper flight suit! By creating thermal updrafts with his Quirk, Kagaya will be able to soar higher, faster, and farther! The thing is though, working with Haro made me realize that it’s probably better if we also keep some of the original solar balloon parts in Kagaya’s suit to act as a backup in case the flightsuit fails; he wouldn’t want to realize that he’s losing control when he’s up in the stratosphere, after all.
On some minor notes, I’ve also been replicating and repurposing the babies that I made for Kaminari (Electric Boy) for Kagaya’s use. Really, Kagaya should be able to do the same sorts of things, the only difference is in how his energy manifests. It’s a simple matter of adding solar panels to the babies, and we’ve got solar variants of the Electromagnet Gloves, Maglev Boots, and Taser Gloves!
NOTE: To keep things safe, I’ve only made each of these babies one at a time. It’s annoying, because my muse keeps pushing me to get more done faster, but I was able to get this all done without any explosions.
I was just able to pass my courses for the second year. My grade’s pretty low because of all of the disciplinary infractions earlier in the year and all the class time that I missed out, but I passed. Nezu and Power Loader met with me in the class when I was cleaning up afterwards. I was scared at first, but they told me that they were talking to me there instead of Nezu’s office to make it clear that I wasn’t in trouble. They just wanted to let me know that they’re proud of me, that I’m trying to change for the better. That felt kind of good, to be honest.
Unfortunately, I’m not feeling completely great right now either. I found out that some of my clients are transferring out of the emergency course. Sato, Awase, and Tokusatsu Girl are all transferring to Greenie’s class. I didn’t actually make any baby for Sato (his Quirk decreases his intelligence, which would have made it hard for him to properly use any of my babies,) and most of the babies that Awase used were standard (tear gas, nets, and oddly enough, construction equipment, hence why I didn’t write anything in here for him) so I wasn’t too upset with them, but Yui hurts. There were so few students that I’ve been more excited to make babies for, who have been able to get the most use out of my babies! Heck, I made a Megazord for her! Yaomomo stopped me from confronting her about this, pointing out that this is her decision, and I don’t have a right to pressure her either way. I’m trying to see that, to see things from Yui’s perspective, and I’m going to leave her alone, but it just feels like such a waste!
Yaomomo invited me to visit Sato’s family bakery before the next term starts where he’s been working for the summer, and the brownies that I bought from him have given me an epiphany (yes, they are that good):
If we didn’t have people like Sato choosing to be bakers instead of heroes, then we wouldn’t have chocolate, and as much as I love babies and want to spend my life making them, I just don’t think that it would be worth it to live in a world without chocolate.
Thinking about it that way made it easier for me to see things from Yui’s perspective. (NOTE: I know that she’s not going to be a police officer anymore and isn’t going to be using my mini-Megazord, but I wonder if she would actually still like it if I called her Tokusatsu Girl?) Maybe I might even want to branch out a bit with the kinds of babies that I make so that they’re not just related to emergency work? My Breakfast Baby wasn’t made for hero work, after all. I’m going to see if Greenie has any ideas for this.
Today was stressful, but I think that it turned out okay. Principal Ishiyama happened to be watching our class during one of our projects, and I know that he was paying close attention to me. I was so nervous, I almost couldn’t even do my work! I was so certain that he was going to see something that I did wrong and expel me! Thankfully though, nothing happened, and I was able to finish the project without any accidents. Ishiyama actually congratulated me. Hopefully, I can keep it up for the rest of the year.
… I mentioned in a previous entry that I wanted to try to make babies for uses outside of the emergency course. However, I feel like I’ve hit a snag with this. I don’t know why, but I just can’t motivate myself the way that I did making babies for heroics. If I’m being honest with myself, I’ve kind of felt like that ever since the hero system dissolved; I kept on referring to anything that I make for the emergency course as something for ‘hero’ use, and it’s hard for me to care about it otherwise.
Maybe the collapse of the hero system affected more than I realized. I didn’t have time to focus on it over the last year since I was mostly just trying to stay in the school, but it just feels weird to not imagine a hero using one of the babies that I’ve been making. Making something that isn’t being used for emergency work at all just makes me uninterested. It’s weird though; I’ve made babies for other uses; I made that Breakfast Baby a few months ago, I got really into my first attempts at a Hover Car, but it was only when I started trying to make babies that heroes could use that I really found my muse.
I’m doing alright in class, I’m actually back on top of the course now that I’m trying to adjust to the right safety concerns, but it’s not the same.
I talked with Greenie for a bit. He told me that he didn’t think about the change too much when he was asked to do analysis for Class A and B when they stopped being the hero courses, that he just focused on how his work could help his friends, and how it could help others. He asked me how I felt when I first wanted to make babies for heroes.
Thinking about it, I just liked the idea of people being impressed by my babies, being impressed by the heroes using my babies and how they could make those heroes great. Nowadays though, I’m not sure if anyone is going to look at Yaomomo and the others that way.
Still though, I want to keep on doing this. Inventing stuff is how I do heroics, after all. I don’t want Yaomomo and her friends to go out there unprotected and underequipped.
I made a baby that makes me feel as if I’m starting to get my muse back. It wasn’t much, just my attempt at making that ‘Three-Course Gum’ from Wily Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, more for a joke than anything else, just to see if it would make Eri laugh. The gum didn’t exactly turn out that well; turns out that mixing soup, roast beef, and apple pie flavors in at once doesn’t really taste that good, but it got Eri to smile, at least, if only for how gross we both thought it tasted. It kind of drove me to try a different approach; a Three-Course Jawbreaker. The flavors stay separate and distinct a lot more easily with the different layers. Eri and I both tried it, and even if it was a bit weird, Eri thought that it was fun. It was nice to see her smile.
Maybe my babies won’t make people smile or cheer as much as they would with heroes, but if I can make one person smile, or if my baby can protect at least one person, maybe that’s enough.
TEN YEARS LATER, AND SOME CHANGE
Even as an adult, Mei still found it hard to be invested in these meetings. She still was devoted to making babies, and it could be difficult for her to be invested in conversations if they ever strayed away from baby making, especially when she had to wear her stuff business suit instead of her preferred work clothes.
To be fair, it wasn’t just Mei and a bunch of the other executives in the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate sitting around a table waiting for their boss to say something; the Yaoyorozus always had a lot of nice food available and opportunities to socialize with the other departments. However, Mei usually just found herself chatting with Tomoki, the guy that ran the chocolate fountain as she waited for the Yaoyorozus to speak. Looking around the massive room, Mei could see Umi a ways away. His department was primarily focused on speakers and radios; maybe they could collaborate on something? Mei preferred to work on technology for the police and rescue services, it was always helpful to have more advanced communications, after all. As she thought of this though while scarfing down chocolate-dipped strawberries, someone approached her.
“Hello, Hatsume.”
Mei turned and saw Momo dressed formally, a far cry from her usual police uniform.
“Yaomomo!” Mei reluctantly put down her plate. “What are you doing here?”
“My parents have a significant announcement to make in regards to the family company, and there’s something that I wanted to give to you from them myself once they’ve given their announcement.” Momo answered.
Mei blinked, noticing the folder in Momo’s hands.
“What is it?” Mei asked, reaching in interest, only for Momo to smile smugly, holding it away like a parent holding away a cookie jar from their child.
“In time. There’s someone else though who wanted to see you.”
“Who…?” Mei saw the tall blonde woman standing behind Momo and gasped. “Melissa!?”
Mei jumped and hugged her friend, the woman laughing and hugging her back.
“It’s good to see you, Hatsume.” Melissa said.
“What are you doing here?” Mei asked. She began to realize that this meeting was a lot more important than she thought if one of their biggest producers had arrived. True, Melissa primarily worked for the American Airforce, but the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate was a major distributor of her technology.
“The Yaoyorozus wanted me here. I don’t know much else; Yaomomo here won’t tell me.” She said, glaring good-naturedly towards their friend.
Momo though simply looked towards the main stage.
“Well, you’re both about to find out now.”
The room hushed as Mr. Yaoyorozu ascended to the podium.
“Everyone, I’d like to thank you for coming.”
Mei kept quiet and paid attention; whatever this was, she couldn’t afford to miss it.
“The Yaoyorozu Conglomerate has been one of the most influential companies in Japan for several decades.” Mr. Yaoyorozu began, looking out over all of his employees. “With the fall of the HPSC and the country’s hero system, that statement became all the more significant. Not wanting to see the country fall to ruin, my wife and I had to rush to provide funding to many of the country’s vital businesses, and even then, Japan suffered a horrendous depression.” The man chuckled sardonically and shook his head. “It was a stressful time for us all, I’m certain. We had to work to keep so many industries running; support gear, media, fashion, I don’t believe that any of us truly understood how pervasive an influence the hero system had on our country’s economy until it was gone. It pains me to think how much people struggled in those days, and I can only be glad for what we were able to save.”
“However, the next few years were a time of expansion in business that we had never seen before. Our company expanded into new industries in the medicine, agriculture, science, construction,”
Mei’s eyes zeroed in on the Urarakas sitting at their table, raising their glasses to their benefactors.
“And even novel sources of energy.”
Dr. Makabe and Dr. Awase nodded from the other side of the room.
“My family’s company has ironically never been as successful. Never before have we managed to had such an influence, to be allowed to help so many people.” Mr. Yaoyorozu took a glass of wine. “All of this would have been impossible without your tireless efforts, and we will be forever grateful for your work.” He said, toasting the room; Mei frantically grabbing a glass of champagne to return the toast.
“This…strangely, has resulted in a conundrum that I would have never imagined.” Yaoyorozu smiled, shaking his head almost in disbelief. “The Yaoyorozu Conglomerate has expanded into and funded so many different industries that our influence has pervaded across almost the entire country. I find that my most minute decisions create echoes that from one end of Japan to the other. The Yaoyorozu Conglomerate has essentially become what Yotsubashi Rikiya wanted Detnerat and its subsidiaries to be.”
An uncomfortable hush fell over the crowd.
“If that makes you all uncomfortable, it should.” Yaoyorozu stated, frowning before looking back over the crowd. “I can proudly say that I have acted with the intent of helping my fellow countrymen, and the Japanese government has extended their gratitude to us for what we have done. Arrogant though it may seem, I find myself realizing the kind of weight that All Might carried as the pillar that held up the country. I do not believe that it is wise for one entity to hold a monopoly over so many industries, to hold so much power, even with the best intentions. We cannot take the risk that this company might one day fall or become corrupted, and take the rest of the country with it.”
Yaoyorozu swept his hand across the room.
“I must ask all of you then, to become pillars yourselves.”
Mei wasn’t sure, but she swore that Mr. Yaoyorozu’s gaze lingered on her.
“The reason why we have called you all here today, is to announce that wife and I will be breaking apart the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate,”
There were several audible gasps, including from Mei,
“And transferring ownership to all you.”
Mei could barely hear many of the raised voices of people crying out in surprise, frozen as she was in place. She was only broken out of her stupor when Momo nudged her shoulder.
“You can take this now.” She said, holding out the folder to Mei and smiling.
Mei opened the folder. Inside was a contract transferring ownership of her department to her. Lists of employees. Materials. Distributors. Outlets. All hers.
“To be clear, you don’t have to take this if you don’t want to.”
Mei tore her gaze from the folder, realizing that Mr. Yaoyorozu had finished his announcement and had come up to her.
“We’re not leaving the company completely after all, only breaking it up. We will be keeping part of it; we’re just trying to figure out how much we should keep, whether we should just go back to our ownings from before the HPSC fell or less. I don’t imagine that this will happen all at once either; it might take time for the company to break up safely. You could keep working for us, if you wanted to.”
Mei considered the possibility for a moment. Staying with the Yaoyorozus would allow her access to more resources and connections. However, she had always wanted to go independent, to have her own freedom to make what she wanted. Her drive had been tempered over the years, she knew to avoid making the mistakes of her past and those of David Shield, but she had been planning to eventually break off and start her own company. It hadn’t occurred to her that the Yaoyorozus would hand her a chunk of their company instead with their blessing. Mr. Yaoyorozu continued with a proud smile that matched that of his daughter’s.
“However, we believe that it’s best if there is competition, both for the consumers so that they aren’t beholden to a single entity for their product, and for the product itself, so that we will be forced to constantly improve and build on our technology.”
Yaoyorozu offered his hand to Mei.
“You’ve grown a lot from the girl that we met at Momo’s second Cultural Festival. We believe that we can trust you with this responsibility now, if you are willing to take it.”
Mei grinned, taking the man’s hand and shaking it.
“I think I will, Mr. Yaoyorozu. I hope you’re ready for the competition.”
Notes:
I've mentioned a few times in the past how I've been hesitant to write a chapter focused on Mei, considering how much inspiration I've drawn from NotBurgerKing, who points out a lot of Mei's negative traits that people (including myself) tend to ignore. In my case, Mei is one of my personal favorite characters from the series, but if I'm calling out characters like Bakugou and Mineta for their behavior even though the story frames it as comedy, I suppose I have to for Mei as well. Hopefully I've managed a balance between calling out Mei for her destructive impulses while still making her sympathetic, using one of the fan interpretations of her behavior as indicative of neurodivergence, and how that could impact how she views other people.
Just to clarify, basically all of the scientific information that I put in for Mei's inventions were done off of the first things that I could find in Google, so I can't guarantee how accurate it all is.
For the next chapter, I struggled for a bit on which song to use; I'm certain that there will be a lot of people that point out suggestions that might work better. However, when I looked at everything, I found a song that I felt fits the characters, their personal struggles in the context of this story, as well as the circumstances that they find themselves in the chapter. Next chapter will be taking its title from Starset's "My Demons."
Chapter 24: My Demons
Notes:
Trigger Warning: This chapter turned out far darker than I had originally planned; I would have given it a Halloween release had I not already have something planned for that month. I need to warn everyone reading this though that this chapter covers some material that could be extremely uncomfortable including child abuse (with some rather extreme examples,) racism, and death, among other potentially traumatic topics. Please read with caution.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Which do you prefer, the movie, or the book?” Fumikage asked.
“Hm…” Yanagi idly sipped her coffee in thought. “I’m not sure if I necessarily have a preference. Obviously, the movie was quite visceral in its visuals, even changing a few details from the book to present more of a spectacle, such as how Margaret White died. It wouldn’t have worked as well to have juxtaposed her body with the statue of Saint Sebastian in writing, though Carrie simply killing her with a heart attack is far less impactful.” Yanagi took another sip. “However, the movie couldn’t exactly use the same format of the book, which I found so reminiscent of Dracula; giving so many different perspectives on a supernatural occurrence.”
As Fumikage and Yanagi were drinking their coffees and talking about the movie that they had just seen, Dark Shadow was curled up on a third seat at the table, feeling a little out of place. Not just because he was chugging his way through an extra large caramel hot chocolate as opposed to the others’ simple coffees, but because he couldn’t help but feel as if he was intruding on their first date.
This was something that Fumikage and Dark Shadow hadn’t considered amongst all of their other concerns when Ashido had convinced Fumikage to finally ask Yanagi out. There were the usual worries; the fact that this would be Fumikage’s first date with a girl he had come to really like, the question about what he should do for a first date (thankfully, Ashido had looked up a movie theater known for playing pre-Quirk horror movies, which Yanagi seemed to enjoy a lot,) along with the more current concerns of the UA students only recently being granted permission to leave the campus like this with Japan managing to bolster its security forces with UN soldiers. However, what Fumikage and Dark Shadow hadn’t taken into account was the simple fact of Dark Shadow’s presence.
This date was supposed to be a special time for Fumikage and Yanagi to get to know each other in a private setting, but since Dark Shadow was physically connected to Fumi, he couldn’t quite give them privacy. True, Dark Shadow could retract into Fumikage’s navel whenever he wanted to give his brother privacy, but he was still physically present. Besides that, ever since the two had started talking to Midoriya after the whole debacle of the Summer Camp the previous year (something which made Dark Shadow feel a twinge of nausea and shame prompting Fumikage to shoot him a concerned look,) Dark Shadow had been spending as much time outside as possible. The void where Dark Shadow was summoned from within Fumikage was a nice enough place to rest if he had overexerted himself or to shelter if the outside was too bright, but it was…confining. Sometimes, it felt like it was a holding pen, somewhere for him to get shoved into if he had gotten too aggressive. Maybe that was being too dramatic, but the main issue was just that Dark Shadow liked being outside, being able to interact with the world, to have actual experiences, to talk to people and spend time with them, to just…be a person. Fumikage respected that, and had vowed not to restrain Dark Shadow again unless it was absolutely necessary. The problem was, while it wasn’t strictly necessary for Dark Shadow to not be present on this date, it was still awkward to be a third wheel.
Dark Shadow had been willing to retreat into Fumikage to let him have this time with Yanagi, but Fumikage had rejected this idea. The two were still trying to figure out their circumstances, but Dark Shadow had been touched at how serious Fumikage had been in treating Dark Shadow as the sapient being he was, not just some inconvenience to hide away.
In the end, the two agreed to bring this up with Yanagi, to ask what she wanted. Thankfully, Yanagi had insisted also that she did not want to force Dark Shadow to hide away either, accepting that he and Fumi were a package deal.
“How about you, Dark Shadow? What did you think of the movie?”
Dark Shadow blinked, his attention taken away from a report he was watching on one of the café’s televisions of Gang Orca working with a group of UN soldiers to take down the last remnants of the Creature Rejection Clan. He thought for a moment.
“I like how it shows its age; you can really tell that it was made in the 1970s, like with the grainy footage and the sound effects, but it doesn’t make it feel corny. Usually, anyway.” He added with a smirk.
Despite the nerves being felt by everyone at the table, this didn’t really feel that different to Dark Shadow then what the three had been doing already whenever they got together for lunch at UA, or whenever the two emergency courses got together. Yanagi by this point understood the relationship between Fumikage and Dark Shadow and respected it. This was one of the things that Dark Shadow liked about Yanagi, how interested she was in him, and how she wanted to include him. Maybe it was just because she was interested in ‘spooky’ stuff, and it was hard to be spookier than a living shadow, but Yanagi treated Dark Shadow like a person. It really felt as if she was respecting the situation that he and Fumikage were in, and Dark Shadow could feel Fumi’s appreciation for that as well.
Dark Shadow could feel a lot of different sensations; he could feel happy or sad, he could enjoy food (something that a lot of people found surprising for a sapient shadow (sapient, not just sentient; Dark Shadow could reason and had his own personal desires,)) but romance wasn’t something he quite felt. It wasn’t as if there was a mingle website for sapient Quirks (though Midoriya had gotten Dark Shadow in touch with a chatroom for sapient Quirks, Dark Shadow had something of a penpal from Otheon.) So, he wasn’t entirely sure how a relationship could work with him involved. Still, he liked being around Yanagi, and he wanted Fumikage to be happy. So far, it seemed to be working out!
“Tokoyami, Dark Shadow?” Yanagi spoke up.
“Hm?” The two responded.
“I’ve been wondering, is Dark Shadow a Quirk that was inherited from your parents?”
“Not quite.” Fumi responded.
“Yeah…” Dark Shadow added. “I’m kind of a fluke, really. I’m not a total mutation from Mom and Dad, but I’m the only sapient Quirk I personally know.”
“I suppose though that Dark Shadow is similar to my mother’s Quirk, Shadow Empowerment, which makes her stronger in darkness and weaker in light.” Fumi explained.
“She kind of played that up like Fumi does.” Dark Shadow smirked as he playfully punched Fumi’s shoulder. “She ended up making a bookstore for horror and mystery stories, and keeps everything dark to add to the ambience. It’s actually how she met Dad, since he preferred that kind of environment since he had a Nightjar Quirk that made him more comfortable in the dark.”
Yanagi blinked, stopping as she was about to take another sip from her coffee.
“I’m sorry…you said that he had a Nightjar Quirk?” she asked tentatively.
Immediately, Dark Shadow cringed as he felt, and experienced himself, the familiar well of sadness from Fumikage from whenever their father was mentioned, along with his frustration with himself for bringing him up on a date.
“…My father died when I was young. He was killed in a hate crime.” Fumikage explained.
Yanagi put her coffee down, visibly saddened.
“…I’m sorry. I did not mean to bring up an uncomfortable topic.”
Fumikage though simply raised his hand.
“Don’t be. It’s why I wanted to become a hero. I wanted to do what I could to make sure that what happened to my father wouldn’t happen to anyone else.”
Dark Shadow felt Fumikage’s heart warm and pick up slightly as his brother felt Yanagi gently place her hand on his on the table.
“Are you bothered then, by the hero system not existing anymore?” she asked.
“Not really.” Fumikage shrugged. “We’ll still be able to do the same things, to help protect people the way heroes do, and I was never interested in the acclaim of heroes.”
Yanagi smiled at Fumikage, making him blush. His brother’s embarrassment was amusing to experience, but Dark Shadow wanted to try to be a wingman here, so he tried to steer the conversation in a more comfortable direction:
“So, what about your Quirk, Yanagi?” Dark Shadow asked. “Do either of your parents have Poltergeist?”
“No.” Yanagi shook her head. “My Quirk is most similar to my father’s, who can possess objects up to the weight of a human and make them float.”
“I see…that’s why your Quirk is called ‘Poltergeist’ instead of ‘Telekinesis,’ correct?” Fumikage realized.
“Yes. When I use Poltergeist, I picture it the same way that my father uses his Quirk, imagining that I am possessing the object from a distance. ‘Telekinesis’ is really too broad of a term for what my Quirk can do in comparison…” Yanagi shuddered. “Really…don’t get Midoriya talking about it…” she said, remembering the pages of lectures and pages of analysis Midoriya had on the variations of telekinetic Quirks in existence, making Dark Shadow chuckle again.
“What about your mother?” Fumikage asked. “What Quirk does she have, if it’s not like Poltergeist?”
“My mother is Quirkless.” Yanagi answered with a shrug. “It’s not as if she would need it for her tailor job even if she could have used it before this year, anyway.” She paused for a moment, uncomfortable in a way that concerned Fumikage and Dark Shadow. “Honestly, while my reasons for becoming a hero were more mundane than yours; I was drawn into heroism more for the theatricality, as I grew up, and my mother told me about some her own experiences with discrimination, it gave me a similar desire to yours.”
Yanagi, Fumikage, and Dark Shadow shared a grim look.
“When I was at my father’s funeral, it was the first time that Dark Shadow and I lost control. We’re lucky Mom was there; she was able to take hold of us and just…let me drain out while she was hugging us.”
Dark Shadow cringed, remembering that moment, remembering when he had overwhelmed Fumikage when he was already overwhelmed, making his brother terrified as Dark Shadow was filled with the urge to smash apart the people who had taken their father away from them, only for their mother, still crying herself, to take Fumikage in her arms as everyone else was fleeing.
“She told me that there is darkness in the world, but the truly dimmest abysses were found in the hearts of even the most mundane of men. There is no darkness greater than where people refuse to show light.”
“People can suck.” Dark Shadow summarized.
“But she also told me that it’s all the more important that we face it and stand against it.” Fumikage continued. He looked out the window. Where they were now, the streets seemed calm, but just the previous week, their friend Midoriya had gotten caught up defending a woman from bigoted vigilantes.
“I wonder sometimes if the reason the country has devolved into chaos the way it has is because of our refusal to acknowledge this darkness, to refuse to look into the abyss and face the demons that live there. We all pretended that all that everything was light, blinded ourselves with bright and flashy colors, all the while ignoring or scorning those forced to live in darkness, subject to the whims of those that ruled in it.”
Fumikage sighed, but smiled tiredly.
“What has happened concerns me, but at least we’re being forced to look at this darkness now, to acknowledge that exists, and to do something about it.”
As overdramatic as his brother was being, Dark Shadow mulled uncomfortably over his words. The two of them were certainly familiar with this kind of ‘darkness.’ Scorn from bigots, fear from people over Dark Shadow’s nature. In their more private moments, Dark Shadow and Fumi wondered how easily they could have become like those that joined the League; embittered by prejudice at Fumi’s nature as a heteromorph like Spinner, or for Dark Shadow to be driven mad by being forced to constantly repress himself like Toga Himiko.
“It is frightening, isn’t it? More so than any ghost story that we may have read.” Yanagi agreed. “But I agree that I would rather be scared and aware of something that is causing someone pain than be blissfully ignorant. It makes me all the more grateful for what we are training to do.”
Despite the feelings of pride that Dark Shadow and Fumikage shared with each other at Yanagi’s comment, the situation was still a little too heavy for the Quirk’s liking, making him feel glad when the date ended and the three of them walked out of the shop. Despite the uncomfortable topics that had been discussed though, Dark Shadow could feel his brother’s contentment through their connection, doubled when he worked up the courage to take Yanagi’s hand as they walked. All things considered, the Quirk felt that this had been a great day!
Of course, he had to jinx it with that thought.
“How can you expect us to trust you?”
“We have the right to defend ourselves!”
“We won’t let our country be taken over!”
As they headed back towards the train station, the three slowed as they heard shouts and saw a growing crowd in front of the district police headquarters. A small squad of blue helmeted UN soldiers was busy trying to coral the crowd, some coming down the street towards Fumikage, Yanagi, and Dark Shadow in an effort to herd them away.
“Excuse me…” Yanagi hesitantly asked a soldier. “What’s going on here?”
“They’re protesting the crackdown on illegal support gear.” The soldier answered. “Some people would rather take the law into their own hands than to trust the police or us.” The soldier looked back towards the crowd warily. “The problem though is that we’ve noticed many of the protesters in possession of illegal support gear themselves, and we’re worried that they could turn violent. We can’t afford to let civilians near this crowd for fear that someone might get hurt.”
On closer inspection, Dark Shadow noticed some of the gear that the protesters were waving around with their picket signs; large cannons, pieces of armor, extra limbs. Despite the flagrant display of illegal paraphernalia, it seemed as if the police and soldiers were reluctant to directly confront anyone for fear of setting the crowd off, and were focused on placating the crowd for the time being. Seeing the scant number of officers and soldiers though, Dark Shadow worried how well a confrontation would turn out, a feeling he shared with Fumikage.
“We’re actually all provisionally licensed, would you perhaps like any help?” Fumikage offered.
The soldier looked at the three of them.
“You were at Jaku, weren’t you?”
The three of them shrunk uncomfortably under the man’s gaze. He was kind enough to at least give them a smile.
“I know you’ve been through some awful stuff, but this isn’t something that you should have to deal with. Let us handle this.” He said, dismissing them.
“So, how do we get to the train station now?” Dark Shadow asked.
“There’s a detour down here,” Yanagi said, having looked at a map on her phone. “We just need to turn left at Eisley Street and it will loop back around to the station.”
Dark Shadow gestured with his arm.
“Well, lead the way, our lady!”
Despite Yanagi giggling at Dark Shadow, the chants and shouts followed them down to Eisley Street. Wanting to get their thoughts off of the potential fight that they were walking away from, Dark Shadow tried to think of something to get their minds off of it, only to end up asking the first thing that came to mind.
“So, question: If Quirks have been legalized, why not support gear?” Dark Shadow asked, causing Fumikage to give him a frustrated look as he stuck his metaphorical foot in his mouth.
“Quirks can be used for a variety of purposes, not just combat. There was a clear benefit to legalizing Quirk use.” Yanagi answered, thankfully not bothered. “However, many of those items were clearly weapons, potentially more destructive than standard firearms, and that’s without considering how much damage they could do when they are augmenting Quirks. I believe that many of those protesters were vigilantes, ones that weren’t properly qualified to use weapons that powerful.”
Dark Shadow felt unease at the point that Yanagi brought up. He remembered again Midoriya’s encounter with vigilantes that had targeted a heteromorph woman.
“Let’s not linger here too long.” Fumikage said, sharing Dark Shadow’s concern, he and Yanagi keeping closer together. The neighborhood that Yanagi was looping them around seemed nice enough though, helping them to relax. It was a more upper-class neighborhood with maintained gardens and walkways; several families and couples were enjoying the scenery with them on their own walks, or getting onto a nearby bus that drove sedately away. If it weren’t for the fact that they were here because of a potentially violent protest down the other way, this would have been a nice addition to the date.
Dark Shadow’s phone buzzed with a notification.
“Guys? It says that there’s a pileup on the main road…”
“Is there anyone hurt?” Yanagi asked, looking up at the Quirk.
“It doesn’t say, it only…” Dark Shadow looked behind them, in the direction of the main road.
The only warning Dark Shadow was able to give Fumikage was a flash of an image of a car driven by skull-masked men barreling towards them on the sidewalk, a police car with Gang Orca staring at them in horror behind the CRC.
Immediately, Fumikage tackled Yanagi into the bushes, while Dark Shadow stretched out in front of them to the end of the street, shoving everyone else out of the way with the length of his body just before the car could run them down.
“DIE, MUTANTS!!!”
The shout cut through the tranquil scene as much as the sound of the engine of the car and of tires grinding on the sidewalk. Panicked screams come next, along with the sound of several other vehicles roaring past in pursuit. Through all of this though, Fumikage could still hear his heart pounding in his ears and Yanagi’s startled pants of breath.
“Are you alright?” he asked.
“I…I think so.” She answered.
There was a sound of screeching tires as another vehicle skidded to a halt nearby. Fumikage helped Yanagi up, recalling Dark Shadow to himself in preparation in case they were about to attack, though the three breathed a sigh of relief as they saw it was a UN jeep, with several soldiers filing out to check on them.
“Are you alright?” One soldier with squirrel-like features asked, checking them over.
“We’re alright.” Fumikage answered. He assessed the scene himself, trying to see if anyone else had been hit, but it seemed that the worse anyone got were some minor bruises from Dark Shadow shoving them off the sidewalk. Fumikage turned to his Quirk in gratitude. “Dark Shadow, thank you for acting so quickly.”
“Yeah…sure…just…” Dark Shadow answered shakily. “Let’s not do that again…”
Their brief moment of reprieve was interrupted though by the sound of a massive crash further down the street and more screams.
“Damn.” The soldier cursed before gesturing to whatever civilians hadn’t left already. “Everyone, get somewhere safe!” He shouted before he and his squad jumped back into the jeep and drove off.
Fumikage and Yanagi though did not scatter with the rest of the civilians. They looked at the plume of smoke growing down the street, turned to each other, and nodded. Dark Shadow enveloped Fumikage, who wrapped his arms around Yanagi’s torso, the sapient Quirk lifting the two into the sky in pursuit.
When they landed on the ground, it was bedlam. The bus that had passed Fumikage, Dark Shadow, and Yanagi earlier had tipped over, a smoking hole in its side, likely the result of some Quirk attack. The attack had either knocked the bus over or had knocked it off course enough that several other cars had been damaged in the mess as well.
Seeing the three arrive, the squirrel-Quirked soldier started trying to wave them away while at the same time trying to pry open the back door of the bus.
“Hey, you all need to get out of here…”
“We’re all provisionally licensed.” Fumikage quickly responded with his hands up in an effort at placation. “I know that we aren’t soldiers, but we have been trained in rescue work.”
The soldier grimaced, taking a quick look at the situation.
“The protest at the station and the pileup those idiots caused to slow us down means we aren’t getting any backup.” He admitted with a frustrated growl before turning back to the three. “You three follow my orders, understand?”
“Yes sir!” Fumikage, Yanagi, and Dark Shadow all responded.
“Right, names!” the soldier said, even as he was moving to help pry open the back door to the bus, pointing to each of the three.
“Tokoyami.”
“Dark Shadow!”
“Yanagi.”
“I’m Seargeant Allen Green.” The soldier said, before putting aside the crowbar he had been attempting to use and turning back to the three. “Can any of you get this door open without hurting anyone?”
“Leave it to me, Seargeant!” Dark Shadow answered with gusto, changing his hands into sharpened claws, prying the door open.
Seargeant Green looked into the hole that Dark Shadow made, his ears perked and nose writhing.
“Okay, we’ve got seventeen injured in here…let’s get them out and make sure they’re stable!”
Fumikage, Dark Shadow, and Yanagi cooperated with Green and his three squadmates to pull the wounded from the bus. When they showed how they could more easily pull people out using Poltergeist and Dark Shadow, Green left the three in charge of the passengers while he and his squadmates worked to handle the other civilians who had been caught in the attack. Because of the reach and versatility that Dark Shadow and Poltergeist offered, pulling people out of the bus was the easy part. Unfortunately, that still left them with several people injured badly enough to leave them dazed, some with broken limbs or potential concussions, and the squad only had so much first aid equipment available. The students and the soldiers scrounged the best that they could to treat everyone, having to lay them down on folded up coats or blankets away from the scene of the accident.
There was also another problem. In administering first aid, the first rule was to make sure that the surrounding area was safe. While Green had told the students and his squad that he didn’t think that it was likely that any of the wrecked cars were going to explode (the senses from his Quirk and his experience in disaster relief gave him some acuity in this,) it was apparent that did not mean that the area was necessarily safe. They could still hear the sound of crashing, shouting, and explosions in the distance, further into the neighborhood.
Thankfully, not too long after they had arrived at the scene, the sounds of the chase stopped. Fumikage could only hope that meant that Gang Orca and the soldiers had finally caught the cultists.
“Gang Orca’s dealt with way worse than those losers, he’ll be fine.” Dark Shadow said, reassuring Fumikage as he felt his brother’s concern.
Green though stopped his work and stared down the street, where it ended in a turn, blocking their view of anything deeper going on in the neighborhood. His ears perked up and swiveling around before he checked his radio.
“Green to Sakamata.”
There was no answer, just a quiet buzz of static.
“Green to Sakamata, do you copy?” Green tried again, only to get the same answer.
“Green to Gamma Squad, do you copy?”
The radio buzzed again. By this point, Fumikage, Yanagi, and Dark Shadow all paused in their work, nervous.
“Tokoyami, Yanagi, Dark Shadow? I need you to see if you can get this guy out of the car…” Green gestured to a flipped car he had been working on while still keeping his eyes down the street. There was a middle-aged man, hanging from his seat belt and dazed, with a notable bruise welling up on his head. The man seemed significantly hurt…which meant that whatever had gotten Green’s attention would have to be significant for the soldier to not focus on the wounded man.
“What’s wrong?” Fumikage hazarded to ask.
“…It’s too quiet. I don’t hear the car chase anymore…but I don’t hear anything else down that way…”
“Do you think that your friends and the cultists might have moved to a different part of the city?” Yanagi suggested.
“No, I mean I don’t hear anything at all…no cars, no radios, no voices, not even any birds…”
Green raised his fist, and the rest of his squad formed up behind him with their weapons drawn. He turned his head once more to the students.
“Get him out of the car, and keep the wounded safe.” He ordered before leading his squad down the street.
The students shared a nervous look.
“I’ll keep an eye on them. You two focus on helping him.” Fumikage said, his attention on Green. While he was trained for rescue work, Dark Shadow and Yanagi were likely all that would be needed here. None of them would be comfortable though without having some idea of what was happening with Green and his men.
Fumikage watched as the soldiers crept to the end of the street.
Dark Shadow pried open the dented car door.
As the squad walked further, Green slowed them down, seemingly growing even more nervous the closer they got to the end.
Dark Shadow took hold of the man as Yanagi undid his seatbelt, letting him fall into the Quirk’s grasp.
The squad reached the turn, lining up against a building. Green peaked over the corner.
“FALL BACK! FALL BACK!”
Green’s shout made the students jump even as far away as they were. The soldiers quickly turned around and began to run, following Green’s orders, but his shout was all he was able to give out.
A massive wall of shadows suddenly emanated from the end of the street, consuming Green completely before he could begin to run himself. The rest of the squad only had enough time to sprint a few yards before the Darkness covered them as well. The Darkness stretched above the tall buildings, expanding further down the street, barreling towards the students and the wounded they had been left to tend to.
“Get him out, get him out!” Fumikage urgently shouted to Dark Shadow, who slid the man out while trying to keep his head elevated. They were moving too slowly though, as the Darkness continued to rush towards them.
Though the students had pulled the man out of the car, they looked and saw twenty-five other wounded civilians lying on the sidewalk, the least wounded being barely able to sit up and stare in horror at the ongoing mass of shadows.
The three of them couldn’t leave the wounded behind, they weren’t callous enough to cut their losses and fly away. All Fumikage could do was wrap his arms around Yanagi as she held the wounded man in her arms…
The two teenagers opened their eyes. They were still in the street, the wall of Darkness halted in front of them. Dark Shadow opened his own eyes, seeing his fist stuck into the wall.
“…”
“…”
“…Dark Shadow, did you just punch that Darkness?” Fumikage asked.
“Uh…it worked?” Dark Shadow said, pulling his hand out of the wall and shrugging, only for the shadows to start advancing again. “Woah!” Dark Shadow immediately shoved his hand back into the wall, and the Darkness stopped in place.
Still staring at the Darkness, Yanagi helped the wounded man over next to the others and folded up the last blanket they had beneath his head before walking back over next to Fumikage and Dark Shadow, the two too afraid to move.
“What…is this?” she asked.
“I think it’s…Darkness…” Dark Shadow answered. “It’s just…Darkness. It feels the way it does at night and in shadows, just…more.” The Quirk slowly moved his hand around in the shadows. “I feel stronger when I’m touching it…”
Fumikage stared at the wall of Darkness stretching up over the apartment buildings when he snapped out of his trance.
“Green and the soldiers! What happened to them?”
Cautiously, Yanagi walked up to the Darkness. She held the back of her hand up to the wall as if she were testing for heat, only to yank it back.
“It feels…cold. I’m not sure if it’s safe for anyone but Dark Shadow to touch…”
Fumikage looked to his Quirk, who looked back into the Darkness.
“Well…if there was ever a time to say it, Fumi…”
“Revelry in the Dark…” Fumikage and Dark Shadow said as one before the Quirk dove into the Darkness.
“Can you see them?” Yanagi asked out loud.
Concerned that he didn’t hear a response, Fumikage delved deeper into his connection with his Quirk. He gained a mental image of Dark Shadow’s point of view; his brother could see his surroundings, but there was no color anywhere, everything was cast in shades of grey.
“This isn’t your average, everyday Darkness. This is…Advanced Darkness…” Dark Shadow mused out loud, his voice echoing in Fumikage’s consciousness.
“He can see.” Fumikage answered Yanagi with an eye roll, secretly grateful for his brother’s levity at this moment, all the while trying to not be so intimidated by the properties of this Darkness. How was it that sound didn’t pass through it?
“I see Green and his guys!” Dark Shadow called out. Fumikage flinched as he saw Green’s squad through his brother’s eyes; lying on the pavement where they had been hit by the Darkness. Dark Shadow rushed over to them, placing his hand on Green…
Suddenly, Fumikage wasn’t in the street, standing in front of the wall of Darkness, or even Japan, for that matter. Instead, he was in some hot, humid country. He was standing over a woman on the ground whose eyes were glassed over, and she wasn’t breathing. Fumikage was frantically trying to perform CPR on the woman, rhythmically pressing down on her chest with his hands.
“1…2…3…4….5….C’mon…c’mon, breathe! Don’t die, please don’t die!”
The flash left as quickly as it came, but it felt to Fumikage as if someone had punched him in the gut.
“Tokoyami?” Yanagi asked, startled to see Fumikage flinch so violently.
Through their link, Fumikage could see that Dark Shadow had flinched as well, his hand pulled away from Green.
“…Fumi? Fumi, are you okay? Did you see that?”
Fumikage had to take a few breathes before he could pull himself together.
“Yes…I did…but we still need to get Green and his men out of there.”
“…Okay.” Dark Shadow agreed before picking Green up in his arms. He moved onto the other three soldiers…
A friend in arms dying from a sniper shot.
A mass grave of people wrapped in white shrouds.
A child convulsing from some unknown disease.
“Tokoyami!”
The flashes of what Fumikage could only assume were the memories of the soldiers came and went just as quickly as Green’s had, but were no less traumatic. It took Fumikage a moment to realize that he was being supported by Yanagi, who was keeping him from falling back from the shock of the images he had received.
“I’m…okay…” Fumikage tried to reassure Yanagi.
“You don’t look okay. What just happened?” Yanagi challenged Fumikage, only to flinch as Dark Shadow popped back out of the Darkness. The Quirk was keeping a length of his body still within the void, now realizing that he was keeping it from expanding further. Dark Shadow lay the bodies of Green and his men next to the other injured, and turned to Fumikage.
“Fumi, are you alright?”
“Yes…” Fumikage held up his hands in an effort to placate the two, but Yanagi wouldn’t let him go. “When Dark Shadow touched those soldiers…I think I saw flashes of their memories…bad memories.”
Yanagi looked into the Darkness with greater fear now.
“Please, we need to check Green and the rest of the squad.” Fumikage pointed out, finally convincing Yanagi and Dark Shadow to give him space, allowing the three to check on the soldiers.
Thankfully, as Fumikage looked at Green, he could see he was still breathing. However, he and his men were all pale and shivering. As Fumikage took his pulse, it seemed slow, and the man’s skin felt clammy. Furthermore, Fumikage could hear Green mumbling with his eyes clenched shut.
“Seargeant Green?” Fumikage spoke up, trying to snap the soldier out of his stupor, but to no response. He leaned closer, listening to what Green was mumbling:
“Please…please live…don’t die…”
As Fumikage knelt closer to Green, he noticed a small trickle of tears flowing from his clenched eyes.
“That Darkness…it’s like it’s making them live their worst nightmares…” Yanagi concluded from listening to another soldier’s mutterings.
Fumikage looked at Yanagi once before thinking of something. He took Green’s radio from his shoulder clip and tried to turn it on, but no light showed to indicate that it had power. He looked to Green’s wrist, and saw that his digital watch had shut down.
Seeing what Fumikage was doing, Yanagi tested each of the soldier’s radios in turn, even checking their cell phones, but each of their electronics had inexplicably shut down.
“Whatever that Darkness is, it seems to drain the energy from its surroundings, whether it be heat, electricity, sound,” Fumikage looked in concern over the soldiers, cringing in some unseen nightmare, “maybe even happiness.”
“ ‘Darkness that can be felt.’” Yanagi recited out loud, looking at the void with even more fear. “I’m inclined to think that this is some sort of Quirk, but it sounds more like a biblical plague.”
“It really is like a jumped-up version of whatever I’m made out of…” Dark Shadow added, looking into the void. “I get stronger in darkness, and whenever Fumi’s feeling negative emotions. This stuff looks like it can just force all that on whoever it touches…” The Quirk hazarded to look up at the clear sky, wincing at the sun. “It’s only been a bit since midday, and this stuff doesn’t seem to be bothered by sunlight. I’m not sure that we could make it go away by shooting fire at it…”
The three stared at the pulsating void, the severity of their situation becoming steadily more apparent.
“We need to do something.” Fumikage eventually spoke up. “We need to get treatment to the wounded…and help whoever may still be stuck in this.”
“…I’ll call the emergency services and let them know what we’ve discovered.” Yanagi said, at a loss for what else to do, dialing her phone. Fumikage though began to steel his resolve.
“We can’t afford to leave this as is. Who knows how far this Darkness could spread? Dark Shadow, if we form Black Abyss…” Fumikage turned to his brother, thinking of one of their ultimate moves, in which Dark Shadow covered him as armor, only for his brother to immediately cut him off.
“I’m not letting you go in there, Fumi.” Dark Shadow said, glaring and shaking his head. “It was bad enough for you just when I touched someone in the Darkness; I don’t want to imagine what it could do to you if you’re hit by that more directly. Even if I can absorb this stuff, we can’t guarantee that you wouldn’t be affected like Green was.”
Dark Shadow looked into the Darkness.
“Heck, I’m not even sure if I’ll be able to keep it together if I stay in there for too long. All that Darkness just constantly being fed into me…even if I can keep control of my emotions, I could end up crushing a building just from the size this could give me if I don’t control it…” He looked back to Fumikage. “Right now, our best bet is if you stay here. If you’re outside, we’ll at least have a way to regulate my energy while I search for wounded, and a way to communicate with you two or whatever emergency personnel we can get here.”
“We don’t know how much area this Darkness covers. Are you confident that you can stretch far enough to reach anyone who might be caught inside?” he asked, nervous for his brother’s sake.
“As long as I’m touching this stuff, I think I could stretch forever. The real problem is going to be keeping my head while I’m being exposed to this Darkness.” Dark Shadow responded.
Weighing their options, Fumikage had to agree that this was their best option.
“Very well.” Fumikage said, sitting on the ground with his legs crossed in a meditative stance. “I will keep my mind calm so that the Darkness doesn’t overwhelm you.”
Dark Shadow considered his brother for a moment more.
“Fumi…if this becomes too much for you, let me know.”
“There are people in need of rescue.” Fumikage pointed out. “I can handle this for their sake. I need to.”
Yanagi spoke up, getting the brothers’ attention.
“It’s going to take some time for the police to arrive, but they’re at least aware of the situation and are working to clear the roadblocks. For the time being, we have permission to help who we can.”
Dark Shadow looked uneasily at Fumikage, though his brother held firm, ready to weather whatever they faced, and the Quirk turned to Yanagi.
“Yanagi, until the police or soldiers come, I need you to keep an eye on my brother, okay?”
“I’ll protect him, Dark Shadow.” She replied, her resolve firm and ready to defend her new boyfriend.
Dark Shadow prepared to dive back into the Darkness.
“Well…here we go…”
Dark Shadow stretched along the street, keeping his eyes open for any other prone figures.
“Yep. Darkness with a capital ‘D.’” Dark Shadow said out loud, joking in an effort to diffuse his own nerves and that of Fumikage, whom he knew was watching. He felt an eye roll through their link, but also a repressed bit of levity, which was enough for the Quirk.
“Do you think that this is the work of the CRC?” Fumikage asked through their link.
“Maybe. Boy, are they going to be in for a surprise when they meet me, though!” Dark Shadow cackled, pounding a fist into his palm. Still though, Dark Shadow questioned this idea. If the CRC had access to a Quirk like this, why hadn’t they used it earlier? Why were they using it now? Was this supposed to be some kind of terror attack? Granted, it would certainly be effective; this Darkness literally triggered trauma in its victims, and it seemed impossible for anyone to get in or out. Dark Shadow and his brother were only able to act because they conveniently were strengthened by this Quirk. Could they have used this in some desperate attempt to throw off their pursuers?
Dark Shadow turned down the street that Green and his men were looking down. Through the Darkness, he was able to see a few figures lying on the ground.
“Heads up, Fumi! I’ve got some people heading your way!” Dark Shadow said, stretching over to scoop the people up. This time though, he and Fumikage braced themselves before the Quirk touched the victims:
An enraged husband striking a woman across the cheek.
A supervisor, callously firing a man and removing his only means of providing for himself.
A twin brother, dying from a disease in a hospital bed.
Dark Shadow clenched his teeth at each image. He could feel his brother as if he was being struck with each image Dark Shadow sent to him, but thankfully, Fumikage remained strong. They acknowledge each image, let themselves feel as Hound Dog had taught them, but then let it go, not letting themselves dwell on it any more than they had to. Both Dark Shadow and Fumikage made a mental note to inform the police of what they had seen from the woman that Dark Shadow had first picked up, and Dark Shadow did his best not to let his thoughts wander to the trauma of the third victim, a teenage boy no older than Fumi. Seeing no one else, Dark Shadow retreated back out of the void, and deposited his three wounded at the feet of Fumikage and Yanagi. While Fumikage wasn’t able to assist much, focusing on funneling out the energy that Dark Shadow was feeding into him, as opposed to the usual exchange of him giving Dark Shadow power, Yanagi had managed to make space for who she could. Dark Shadow nodded to the two of them and dove back into the Darkness.
Returning back to the street where he had last been though, Dark Shadow realized something; for a neighborhood that had been previously so crowded earlier, only three people out in the street seemed particularly small.
“Wait…” Dark Shadow stopped as a thought occurred to him. “The Darkness came right after Gang Orca and those soldiers were chasing those CRC nuts through here. Anyone who was here would probably have gone inside for their own safety…”
Dark Shadow turned to the closest building he could, trying to peek through the windows. If there were people inside, they could be just as in danger as anyone else, but on the other hand, if it was possible for physical doors to keep the Darkness out, Dark Shadow could be endangering people more by trying to get inside.
Dark Shadow peeked through the windows until he saw someone; an old man sitting in an armchair in front of a television.
“Sir? Are you alright? I swear I’m not a demon, I’m just an entity of living darkness…look, I swear it’s not as bad as it sounds! Sir?”
The man didn’t respond.
“Dark Shadow…I think we’ve established that sound doesn’t function here.”
Dark Shadow stopped banging on the window, realizing that he hadn’t actually heard the sound of his fist, or even his own voice, and facepalmed at his own cluelessness.
“Look closely though; the television is off and the man is trembling.”
Dark Shadow looked again, and realized his brother was right.
“Either this Darkness isn’t impeded by physical walls, or it can slip through cracks without issue.”
“I can’t tell which idea would be creepier; this stuff just coming out of your walls out of nowhere, or you seeing it and just trying to seal off every crack in your house while it’s slowly seeping in…” Dark Shadow mused to himself and his brother. Whatever the case, someone needed his help. Thankfully, the door was unlocked, and Dark Shadow was able to slip in, pull the man out…
Finding his wife on a coroner’s table, drained of blood…
Both Dark Shadow and Fumikage had to take a moment to breathe at this, not wanting to think too much about who might have murdered this man’s wife and for what purpose, the Quirk simply grabbing him and carrying him back out.
Once Dark Shadow took the man out of the Darkness and dove back in though, he heard Yanagi’s voice through Fumikage’s telepathic link.
“This is taking too long.”
Dark Shadow had to begrudgingly agree, though for the time being, he focused on helping whoever he could, returning to the building to find who else had fallen victim to the Darkness. The Quirk was extremely fast, able to react in time to intercept Kaminari’s Electricity on occasion, and the Darkness made him even faster. However, he was searching through an already vast area, one which he didn’t know how vast in the first place, coupled with the difficulty of simply trying to find people inside the many buildings enveloped in the Darkness. Simply trying to root out the survivors wasn’t going to fix the main problem of whatever or whoever was creating this Darkness. For the time being though, Dark Shadow focused on rescue. He opened up another door, and found two girls, barely a year apart in age, collapsed on the floor with a few dolls around them. Dark Shadow gave Fumikage a mental warning to prepare himself just before the Quirk picked up the two girls in his arms.
The monster is in the closet…no, it’s seeping out through the halls!
Cherri peaked on the television broadcast while Mom and Dad were distracted, scared to see monsters from her worst nightmares on display in Jaku.
Dark Shadow let out a relieved sigh, echoed on Fumi’s end. Thankfully, these two girls didn’t seem to have been through anything particularly traumatic…
“Fumi?”
Dark Shadow froze in place, confused. He hadn’t said anything…but that was his voice, or at least, it used to be…
“Dark Shadow, was that you?” Fumi asked over their link. “No…I didn’t say…” Dark Shadow looked around, realizing that he wasn’t in the girls’ room anymore, but rather some deep, dark basement. He looked up, where a door stood at the top of a flight of stairs, with only a sliver of light peeking through the cracks.
“Fumi, I didn’t mean to hurt anyone…please let me out…I’m sorry! Please don’t hate me!”
Dark Shadow felt something holding his hands down. He couldn’t move. Fumi was angry at him. He had hurt people, he had scared his brother and made him do bad things…
“Shadow, stop! Please stop! Mama! Mama, please help me!”
Fumi was crying in fear in his voice as a child, unable to move, caught in Dark Shadow’s grasp as he smashed everything around him in a blind rage.
Dark Shadow felt himself shunted inside Fumi, who locked him away for days, terrified of the beast inside of him that could turn him into a puppet at any moment and destroy everything around him.
Dark Shadow felt Fumikage’s fear at his memory, and shame at the Quirk’s memory. It fed into him, making Dark Shadow grow larger, his head brushing against the ceiling.
One of the girls trembled in Dark Shadow’s grasp. Looking down at the two girls, Dark Shadow and Fumikage centered themselves. Slowly, the energy leaked back out through Fumi.
“Dark Shadow…?”
Dark Shadow could hear his brother’s voice again through their link, no longer the scared echo of a child.
“I’m…I’m alright…” He said, feeling exhausted even though he was being bathed in energy. He could still remember Fumi’s cries as a child. “Are…are you alright?”
“I’ll…I’ll recover.” Fumi answered. Both Fumi and Dark Shadow needed to take a moment to come to terms with what had just happened.
“Dark Shadow…I’m sorry…I had no idea it was that bad for you when I recalled you…”
“It isn’t.” Dark Shadow answered. “I mean…I’ve never liked being sealed up…but it was never that bad…”
Thinking about it, the experience was off in a few ways. When Dark Shadow was recalled into Fumikage, there wasn’t really a form that his holding took; he had never seen stairs or a door like that, or felt pressure on his wrists.
“…This Darkness is even more dangerous than we had assumed, it seemed.”
“Right…” Dark Shadow answered warily, now aware of Yanagi attempting to speak with his brother. “We’d better not spend more time in here than we have to…”
Suddenly, Dark Shadow felt a jolt through his connection with his brother.
“This is taking too long.” Yanagi realized. “We don’t know how big of an area this Darkness encloses, but considering the size of the buildings, there are likely hundreds of people caught in there!”
Fumikage looked into the sky above where the Darkness was pulsing.
“If we could get above this Darkness, we might be able to get a better idea of where its epicenter is. We could point Dark Shadow towards the source and have him neutralize it…”
Yanagi frowned. Despite Poltergeist’s utility, for some reason it did not allow her to fly herself by manipulating her body. If Fumikage had Dark Shadow available, they could reach that height with their Black Fallen Angel technique, but they dared not withdraw Dark Shadow from the Darkness for even a second.
However, if they only needed to get a look at the Darkness from above…
“I’ve got an idea.” Yanagi said, pulling out her phone and calling Fumikage’s number. “Answer that, and turn on the camera function.”
Fumikage did as he was asked, allowing him to see footage from Yanagi’s phone. Yanagi then used Poltergeist on the device to lift it into the air, slowly rising above the level of the Darkness.
“I just need to keep focus…”
While Yanagi’s phone was well below her weight limit, one other limitation she sometimes struggled with was the distance which she could control something. Generally, the rule was that as long as she could see an object, she could control it. However, that became harder to do as her phone moved further away.
“Tokoyami, do you have a clear shot of the Darkness?” Yanagi asked. Fumikage though didn’t respond.
“Tokoyami?” Yanagi asked again, forced to split her attention between the phone and her boyfriend, who had suddenly become very still.
“…I’m sorry…Dark Shadow just encountered…” Fumikage shook his head, not wanting to distract Yanagi any more than he already had. “What do you need?”
“Can you tell me if my phone is far up enough?” she repeated.
“Yes…” Fumikage looked at his phone. “Hold on…I’m starting to see the edges of the Darkness!”
Invigorated, Yanagi pushed herself further, despite feeling a migraine from having to push her Quirk along with her eyes so hard.
“Almost…” Fumikage said, seeing a clearer picture of the Darkness, appearing as a massive circle encompassing the neighborhood. He held his thumb over the camera function, ready to take a picture. If they could just go a bit higher to try to get some context for the surrounding area, they might be able to find out where the Darkness’ epicenter was…
“HEY!”
It was only for a moment, but Yanagi lost her focus, which allowed her phone to drop out of sight. She had just enough time to see footage from her phone tumbling through the sky through Fumikage’s phone before the footage was engulfed in Darkness and the call was disconnected.
“No!” Yanagi cried out in despair.
Fumikage and Yanagi turned to the source of the shout in irritation, only to freeze in place, seeing at least a dozen people standing in the street, holding illegal Support Gear and glaring at them.
“What the hell are you doing?” One of the men demanded, pointing at Fumikage with a cannon-like piece of equipment. Each of the men were tensed up, pointing their weapons at Fumikage as if they expected him to attack them at any moment. They were scared, paranoid, and likely had no idea how dangerous the equipment that they were using actually was. It was apparent that the situation was volatile, and a wrong move could set everyone off.
Fumikage slowly raised his hands in an effort to placate the gang, all the while feeling Dark Shadow’s aggression grow, wanting to be by Fumikage’s side, but unable to for fear of abandoning to two girls he was trying to rescue.
“We’re trying to pull people out of this Darkness. Right now, my Quirk is…”
“Like hell you are! Look at that thing!” one of the men shouted, pointing at Dark Shadow’s umbilical cord sticking into the mass of Darkness. “You’re feeding that thing!”
“His Quirk looks the same as this stuff!” another man shouted, each voice feeding into the paranoia of the other. Yanagi attempted to step in though.
“Tokoyami isn’t feeding this!” She pointed to the injured lined up around them. “We’ve been trying to help people hurt by this Darkness and by a car crash earlier.”
This point seemed to interrupt the vigilantes for the time being, as some of them looked at the injured as if noticing them for the first time. Fumikage silently thanked Yanagi for stepping in; these men were likely locals to the area, and might recognize some of the wounded and want to help them.
“The people need medical care,” Yanagi continued, encouraged by the crowd’s lowered aggression. “If you have a car, or could help them get somewhere safe…”
“Wait…” One of the men interrupted Yanagi. “ ‘Tokoyami’…I recognize that kid!” the man shouted, pointing his weapon back at Fumikage.
“That’s Hawks’ intern!”
Fumikage felt fear sink into his stomach, as this realization seemed to rile the mob up even more.
“He was with him when he killed Twice!”
“Hawks probably trained him to be a killer too!”
“We’ve got to stop him, now!”
“Wait…that’s not…!” Yanagi attempted to interject again, standing between Fumikage and the mob. Unfortunately, whether it was the vigilantes’ existing prejudices or their paranoia at the appearance of an unexplained, writhing mass of Darkness, nothing Yanagi or Fumikage could say was dissuading them from the conclusion that they had already made.
Worse, none of the vigilantes seemed to care that Yanagi was in the way of the main target of their fear, and pointed their weapons at her regardless. The sight of bigots openly threatening Fumikage’s friend with deadly weapons, coupled with the continual stress of traumatic images Dark Shadow had been feeding to him proved to be too much.
“Get away from her…” Fumikage growled, feeling the familiar sensation of Dark Shadow’s essence expanding over him…
Dark Shadow could hear what was going on outside. He felt Fumi’s fear at being cornered against the Darkness by a gang of paranoid vigilantes, and his rage at the gang threatening Yanagi. These emotions flowed unrestrained into Dark Shadow, fueling him. There was little more that Dark Shadow wanted to do than to go back out there and crush those bigoted whelps like ants. However, he found himself in a very dangerous situation. While he had learned to control himself so that he wouldn’t go berserk even in such an empowered state, he couldn’t control his size when he was empowered. As Fumikage was unintentionally funneling his negative emotions into Dark Shadow, the Quirk was growing larger while he was still indoors, his body growing and pushing against the walls and ceiling of the room he had found the two little girls in. As he was growing larger, he could feel the building starting to crumble around him, threatening to crush the two girls he was trying to rescue.
“Fumi…Fumi! You need to calm down!” Dark Shadow desperately called out.
Dark Shadow could feel his brother trying to restrain himself, trying to focus on the need at hand.
“That’s right…we need them to calm down…”
“You and your freak variant Quirk…”
“What?” Dark Shadow and Fumikage weren’t prepared for those words, a sentence that seemed to echo with so many voices, but one of which they latched onto and despaired. They paid for their lapse dearly.
Fumikage was losing control over his body; Dark Shadow’s essence was growing over his head, making Fumikage lose motor control.
“What…what is he doing?!” one of the vigilantes cried out, Fumikage’s monstrous appearance riling them up even further.
“He’s going to attack! We’ve got to stop him now!” the leader shouted, priming his weapon.
Fumikage was cognizant enough to realize how his situation must look; the heteromorph boy with a dark Quirk suddenly started emanating darkness himself. However, neither he nor Dark Shadow could control his body well enough to try to calm this gang down or even run away.
The leader fired…
Just as the weapon was enveloped in a purple light and forced upwards, shooting a blast of pressurized air that would have likely blown Fumikage to pieces.
“What…?”
The moment of shock and confusion from the vigilantes was all the distraction Yanagi needed to pull out a handful of steel ball bearings from her pocket, flinging them at the gang with Poltergeist like a swarm of sentient shotgun pellets. Each ball impacted the men in their solar plexis, knocking the wind out of them before Yanagi swiveled her hands around in a practiced motion, making the bearings zip towards another target before any of them could recover, smashing into knees or elbows to disable limbs, tearing through vulnerable areas in their Support Gear, snapping fingers with their impacts to prevent the men from using their weapons, or barreling into their temples or chins for knockout blows.
The onslaught only took a few seconds, but by the end, each of the vigilantes was knocked out cold or otherwise unable to continue to pose a threat. Yanagi recalled her ball bearings to her hand, floating them in the air for a moment in case any of the vigilantes continued to pose a threat, before finally putting them back into her pocket.
“You know…” an exhausted voice gasped out, startling Fumikage and Yanagi as they realized that Green was awake, and had his pistol pointed in the direction of the vigilantes before putting it back in its holster. “Most people just carry change in their pockets…” the soldier wearily pushed himself up. Yanagi rushed over to help steady him by taking his hand. Thankfully, once he was on his feet, Green seemed to be able to stand under his own power. “But I’m real grateful that I didn’t have to shoot anyone.”
“Seargeant Green, how do you feel?” Yanagi asked in concern.
“Like I’m getting over the worse case of the flu in my life, but I’ll live. My fur lets me warm myself faster than my squadmates. Sorry I didn’t jump in sooner…I was still trying to wake up when these idiots started shouting.” Green grunted in response before turning to Fumikage. “I don’t know if that’s normal for you, kid,” he said, gesturing to the dark energy that had enveloped Fumikage’s eyes like a cowl, “but are you alright?”
“I’m…” Fumikage growled in effort, finally managing to will Dark Shadow’s essence off his body and allowing him to regain control. “I’m alright…Dark Shadow’s influence can sometimes overwhelm me when I experience negative emotions.” Once he regained his breath, Fumikage resumed his meditative position, calming down enough to let Dark Shadow shrink back to a manageable size.
As Yanagi gave Green a run-down of their situation and helped him to restrain the vigilantes with plastic ties, Dark Shadow appeared from the Darkness carrying two little girls. As the Quirk placed them next to the other wounded, Green removed his uniform jacket and did his best to wrap the two children in it.
“Are you alright, Dark Shadow?” Yanagi asked.
“…I’m fine.” Dark Shadow responded, not wanting to talk to anyone apart from Fumikage for the time being. The Quirk looked to Fumikage.
“Fumi…that voice…” Dark Shadow’s fear was apparent even though he was trying to keep his expression as schooled as his brother’s in front of Yanagi and Green.
“It was from the Darkness.” Fumikage spoke abruptly, not wanting to acknowledge what they had heard any more than that. “She would have never said something like that.”
It was difficult, or rather, impossible, for the two brothers to keep secrets from each other. Now that they weren’t constantly being fed a slew of fear and anger, it was easier to be rational, to know that their mother had always loved them, and had supported them even at their worst. However, neither could ignore the sliver of doubt;
Could there have been some time that their mother had said this? That she was frightened and disgusted with them, with how dangerous they could be?
The two pushed it aside for the time being. People were in danger; they couldn’t afford to let their fears get the better of them.
“It’s too dangerous for me to go into the buildings like that. I’ll need to focus on saving whoever I can outside for now until we can figure out where this Darkness is coming from.” Dark Shadow said.
“Dark Shadow, we can’t just leave people behind, we can control this!” Fumikage attempted to protest, only for Dark Shadow to lift his hand.
“Those flashes have been getting worse the deeper I go, and the longer I stay in there, the harder it’s going to be for us to control ourselves.”
“Your Quirk…brother, is right, Tokoyami.” Green corrected himself before going on, having tended to the wounded the best to his ability. “I know you want to help people, but this Darkness is covering too wide an area for you two to evacuate on your own. The best way for you to help the people stuck in there is to neutralize its source.”
Both Fumikage and Dark Shadow (despite his own points to his brother) balked at Allan’s words. They were trained to be heroes, to save people in danger, no matter what. The Trolley Problem wasn’t supposed to exist for them.
“As daunting as our circumstances might seem, there are some positive points to consider.” Yanagi said, getting the other three’s attention. “The Darkness doesn’t seem affect everyone the same. Seargeant Green was exposed for a minute, and was able to recover after a few minutes of rest. As he pointed out, his fur lets him retain heat more effectively. That could mean that people who are in shelter will be better able to handle this.”
Fumikage considered this a grim hope, but at the very least, it gave them perspective on their situation. Green nodded at Yanagi and spoke up again to Fumikage and Dark Shadow.
“For now, focus on whoever is outside, but also the young, the elderly, and the sick.” The soldier looked to the three students, still in high school, yet having already saved dozens of lives just that day. “You’re all doing well. Keep at it the best you can.”
The three students nodded, but none voiced the concern that unless they could stop this Darkness soon, this would be one mission where they wouldn’t be able to save everyone.
The next few streets that Dark Shadow searched through had more people in them and required multiple trips back and forth. He and Fumikage told themselves that every person that they saved was a success, but this also took more time. They weren’t sure how long anyone could survive in this Darkness, but just the cold on its own could prove fatal if people were exposed to it for too long. Dark Shadow was constantly on the lookout for anything that might indicate a source for the Darkness, but came up short.
“Dark Shadow, the other soldiers are waking up.” Fumi told Dark Shadow over their link, giving them something to be grateful for. While they would hope that the vigilantes that attacked Fumikage and Yanagi would be the last bad guys they’d have to deal with, it made Dark Shadow feel better that Yanagi had support as she was protecting his brother. Though then again, as Dark Shadow replayed Fumi’s memories of her playing pinball with a bunch of bigots as bumpers, he questioned if she really needed the help.
Dark Shadow found another collapsed victim on the sidewalk of a new street; this one a man with a notable King Cobra heteromorph Quirk that gave him a hooded head and an elongated tail in place of legs. As before, Dark Shadow and Fumi steeled themselves as the Quirk picked up the man:
His father dying on a hospital bed from stab wounds.
Police officers, nonchalantly shaking their heads and shrugging, not caring that another freak had been murdered.
A casket being lowered into cold earth, while he was left in the care of his single mother…
Dark Shadow winced, both him and his brother feeling pain. This was…so much worse than the others. Dark Shadow froze, unable to tell if he had just seen this man’s memory, or if his and his brother’s memory had overlapped with it.
“…We need to get him out of there.” Fumi finally said over their connection.
Dark Shadow looked back down at the heteromorph man. He did feel cooler than others; perhaps he had problems regulating his body heat like Asui and Mongoose did…
The Quirk grit his teeth, forcing himself past flashes of memorials from the past year, him and his brother willing themselves to keep control.
Coming out of the Darkness was like leaving a forest filled with buzzing insects. It was only when Dark Shadow was out that he felt that his mind could settle. He placed the man on the ground, allowing Green and the other soldiers to tend to him before looking uneasily at Fumikage. Yanagi had sat down next to him, a hand on his shoulder. Fumi and Dark Shadow could barely look at each other with what they had just seen.
“Do you think Dad would be proud of us?” Dark Shadow asked over their link, not wanting anyone else to hear them.
“…I hope so.” Fumi responded.
Dark Shadow merely grimaced and dove back into the Darkness, quickly shooting back to the street where he had left off. For a few minutes, he was able to work without much difficulty, even when he felt faint jolts from Fumi as he was fed images of the people Dark Shadow touched.
The mission progressed smoothly until Dark Shadow found a couple collapsed in the road. The man had wrapped his arms around the woman in an effort to protect her from the Darkness. The sight almost made Dark Shadow smile, appreciating how a man would protect his loved one even in the face of something so unknown and daunting.
However, he wasn’t prepared for what came next:
His world was blurred. He felt sick. He wished Hina would just leave him alone; didn’t he have a right to spend his time and money how he wanted to? She just kept nagging him though…
The next thing he knew, he heard Hina scream. The noise sobered him quickly as he realized what he had done.
Hina was on the ground, clutching one eye, her other one wide, staring at him in fear.
“Hina…Hina, wait, I didn’t mean to…!”
Dark Shadow recoiled. As disgusted as he was by a man hitting his wife, he also felt the man’s shame and regret. It felt familiar…
“Shoji!”
Dark Shadow winced as he recognized his brother’s shout of despair, the sight of Shoji losing an arm to the villain Moonfish, and losing control of himself again. He heard his brother desperately cry out to him.
“Stop this! Calm down, Dark Shadow!”
“Flesh…pieces of meat…”
“YOU DON’T MATTER, INSIGNIFICANT BUG!”
“Dark Shadow, we’re not in the Summer Camp!”
“MORE! I WANT MORE!!!”
“AAAGGGHHH!!!”
“SHOJI!!!”
“Dark Shadow, they’re just memories!”
“DARK SHADOW, YOU’RE GOING TO KILL SHOJI!!!”
“You’re causing problems. Do me a favor and turn to ash, the both of you.”
The flash ended as Dark Shadow and Fumi both felt the phantom pains of Dabi’s flames blasting the Quirk and scorching Fumi’s chest. The burning faded in an instant, but the fear of losing control of their bodies, and the shame of hurting their best friend was magnified.
Dark Shadow was trembling. It was a memory that he and Fumi had relived in Fumi’s nightmares many times, but didn’t make it any easier, and the miasma that surrounded them seemed to magnify these feelings. Dark Shadow had to grit his fists as he focused, doing all he could not to let his and his brother’s shame overwhelm them.
He had a job to do. He needed to put aside these feelings for the time being and help those in danger now.
Dark Shadow looked back at the couple.
Despite what the man had apparently once done to her, Hina was desperately clinging to the man, and he was holding her just as tightly, even in their blind stupor. The sight helped to mollify the brothers, and as Dark Shadow took the couple in his hands, he heard Fumi’s voice.
“Do you remember how Shoji reacted when we apologized to him?”
Dark Shadow did. He remembered how difficult it was for Fumi to speak to his friend after he had left the hospital. He remembered his own shame as he hazarded to apologize to Shoji himself.
“Shoji…I’m sorry…I’m so, so sorry…”
Shoji though did not seem bothered, easily forgiving the two.
“It’s okay. I understand how you got overwhelmed. I’m just glad that you two got out of that safely.”
Out of everyone in the class, Shoji had been the student that Fumi had identified with the most. He understood how it felt to be feared by strangers, but also their shared desire to show everyone as heroes that they were not to be feared. However, with what Fumi and Dark Shadow had done, the two were questioning whether that was possible.
“I…I don’t know if I can be in the Hero Course after this…not after what I’ve done…”
“If you’re that worried, perhaps you should talk to Midoriya?”
Shoji suggested in Dark Shadow’s memories before Fumikage spoke up again.
“I’m not happy about what happened that night, but it led to us meeting Midoriya, and to me trying to correct the way that I’ve treated you. It’s like Hound Dog told us; we can’t change the past, only learn from it and grow from it.” Fumi said.
Dark Shadow held onto the good memories that his brother was feeding him as he carried the couple out of the Darkness.
As he emerged, Dark Shadow saw that the soldiers had set up a bonfire of all things in an effort to give the victims of the Darkness some warmth. Thankfully, a few of them had started to wake up and were slowly reviving. Dark Shadow placed the couple next to the fire.
“Hey, kouhais!” a cheerful voice called out.
Dark Shadow looked up with the others, and with relief recognized the blue-haired figure of Hado Nejire floating in on her Energy Waves. Not even a moment after she had landed, several UN trucks and police cars came driving down the street towards them.
“Oh, thank God…” Green muttered before walking up to where the first truck had parked and debriefing the commanding officer. The soldiers, police, and heroes quickly got to work tending to the wounded and to those who had been exposed to the Darkness, providing blankets and setting up heated tents. Even Endeavor’s former sidekick Kamiji Moe (formerly known as Burnin) had arrived, using her Blazing Hair to help warm the wounded.
“I’m going to keep looking for people.” Dark Shadow said to Fumi. “Let me know if anything changes.”
“Yes. We need to keep helping anyone we can.” Fumi agreed.
Dark Shadow nodded. Reinvigorated, he dove back into the Darkness. A moment later, he heard Fumi’s voice through their link.
“Dark Shadow, Hado-senpai and Burnin’ are going to try to use their Quirks to dissipate this Darkness.”
“Right.” Dark Shadow answered, focusing on picking up who he could, and trying to resist the continued influx of trauma from those he touched; victims of abuse, lost loved ones, illness, and bigotry continued to assault him, but Dark Shadow and his brother focused on the hope of the presence of additional help.
“Do you sense any change?” Fumi asked.
Dark Shadow looked around the street.
“Are they doing anything? I’m not noticing any change in here.”
“Curses. Well, hopefully with Hado-senpai, we’ll be able to find out where this Darkness is emanating from. As much as I hate to admit it, it might be best if you stop for now. Once the soldiers find a location, it would be better if you are unhindered so that you can go to it as quickly as possible.”
Dark Shadow sighed, but did what his brother said, and stopped in place.
Almost immediately, the Quirk started getting anxious. Being in the middle of the city with no people, no movement, and no noise was just unsettling. Dark Shadow was used to the dark, he was empowered by it, but this; what it was doing to people, what it was doing to him and his brother was different.
“Darkness with a capital ‘D.’” Dark Shadow said out loud again, if only to fill the silence.
“…never…”
Dark Shadow jerked his head around at the sound of the whisper.
“…Fumi, was that you?”
“No…I didn’t say any…” Fumi spoke, only to halt as the brothers heard the whisper again.
“I never…”
“…Hello?” Dark Shadow called out, even though his voice shouldn’t have been able to carry in the Darkness.
“I never should have given birth to you.”
Both Dark Shadow and Fumi felt a knife in their hearts at their mother’s voice again.
“…That’s not her, Dark Shadow. We know that it’s not her!” Fumi growled out.
“Yeah…” Dark Shadow stammered, even as he felt the fear from Fumi that his brother was trying to stifle. “It’s just this stupid Darkness messing with us!” The Quirk growled, only for another voice to whisper to him.
“You disgusting freak…”
“…Dad?” Dark Shadow whimpered.
“You’re an absolute disgrace!”
“No…that’s not him…he wouldn’t!” Fumi called out again.
Dark Shadow refused to listen to this anymore, and fled the street until the whispers stopped. He wrapped his arms around himself, feeling his brother do the same thing, trying to fight back against what the Darkness was trying to do.
“We’re okay…We’re okay…We’re…”
Dark Shadow looked up, and realized he wasn’t in the street anymore. He was back in the basement. At the top of the stairs, hateful shapes loomed.
“You think you have a right to live in our home?
“Stop it…” Dark Shadow whimpered, unable to move his arms again.
“Stay in the dark, where you belong.”
“This isn’t real…they aren’t real!”
The shapes coalesced into Fumi’s mother and father, glaring down at Dark Shadow.
“You’re here so we don’t have to see you. So that we can forget about you. But if you insist on screaming like this…”
A FEW MINUTES EARLIER
Hado blasted at the Darkness with her Energy Waves, while Burnin used her Blazing Hair. Neither attack though did anything other than sink into the void.
“Anything happening in there?” Hado asked.
“Not according to Dark Shadow.” Tokoyami responded.
“If the sun isn’t enough to make this Darkness fade, I don’t think that anything we’ve got is going to damage it.” Reiko pointed out.
“That means that our only hope of getting rid of this stuff is Tokoyami and Dark Shadow.” Green added, shaking his head and calling Hado down, handing her a camera. “Let’s stop wasting time. We need to get a view of this stuff from above.”
“Got it!” Hado answered excitedly before flying into the sky.
With the soldiers and police tending to the wounded, Reiko did not have much else she needed to do, so she had opted to sit down next to Tokoyami. Several of the soldiers had urged her to get away from a force so unknown and dangerous, but Green had managed to convince them to leave her be, pointing out how important it was for Tokoyami to maintain his emotional well-being, and how Reiko was likely the best individual suited for the job. As Hado hovered above the Darkness though, Reiko grew concerned. Tokoyami was wincing, indicating that Dark Shadow was being exposed to harrowing images again. With not much else she could do, Reiko took hold of Tokoyami’s hand, feeling him squeeze it in response.
“No…that’s not him…he wouldn’t!” Tokoyami growled in an undertone, shaking as he spoke, his eyes clenched shut.
“Tokoyami…whatever it is, it’s just an illusion…” Reiko said, trying to comfort her boyfriend with a hand on his shoulder. Green noticed how Tokoyami was acting and knelt down beside him.
“Kid, you and your brother have been doing real well, don’t let this stuff get to you.”
“Alright…Got it!” Hado called out over the radio.
As everyone was relying on Tokoyami to handle whatever was in the Darkness, he was allowed to see the picture that Hado had sent to the soldiers, which meant that Reiko was able to see it as well, showing that the Darkness had emanated in a perfect circle. They quickly overlaid Hado’s picture with a map of the neighborhood, marking the location on the map where the origin of the circle lay.
“If we’re assuming that the Darkness is coming from the center of this circle…” one of the soldiers calculated out loud, “then it should be coming from 35.69 degrees north, 139.76 degrees east…the closest address is 35 Exegol Street!” The soldier typed the address into a laptop and read what information he could find: “That’s the Terumoto household…no record of a Quirk like this in the family…they shouldn’t even be at home; they have a notice that they’re leaving the country today.”
Green nodded to the soldiers and turned back to Tokoyami to make sure that he heard the coordinates, but he wasn’t responding. He was clenching his arms, hunched over with his teeth gritted.
“Tokoyami, maybe you should pull your brother ba…”
“AAAGGGHHH!!!”
Green’s suggestion was cut off as Tokoyami suddenly screamed out loud and threw himself to the ground, clutching his mouth and writhing around in agony.
“Fumikage!” Reiko screamed out in concern, taking her boyfriend’s head and putting it in her lap to try to comfort him and make sure that he didn’t bang his head on the ground, but Tokoyami seemed unable to feel the gesture, and he continued to scream through his clenched hands.
“What’s wrong?” Green asked frantically, trying to help Reiko hold Tokoyami steady.
“I don’t know! We haven’t encountered anything yet that would physically hurt Tokoyami!”
Dark Shadow’s influence was quickly overtaking Tokoyami again, the dark energy writhing around violently, threatening to throw Reiko and Green off.
Suddenly, the earth shook beneath them.
“…Was that an earthquake?” One of the soldiers suggested, only for another tremor to hit, followed by another, and another…
“No…” Reiko realized in horror.
“STOP IT! STOP IT, NOW! I SWEAR I’LL CRUSH YOU, WHOEVER YOU ARE!” Dark Shadow snarled, slamming his fists into the ground, wanting to destroy whoever was torturing him and his brother. As much as he screamed though, he could feel the scars on his mouth, the lines constricting his arms to the point that they felt like they were going to fall off, and the constant, caustic curses from his mother and father.
“You should have never been born!”
“You are a disgusting freak of nature!”
“You are not our problem anymore!”
“STOP! STOP! STOP!”
“Fumikage, please, you and Dark Shadow are going to hurt someone like this!” Reiko cried out, though Tokoyami continued to writhe around on the ground, screaming through his hands.
“Do you think if we sedate him, that might help?” one of the soldiers asked.
“The moment Dark Shadow gets pulled out of there, this Darkness is going to start spreading again!” Green shouted in response as he tried to wrap Tokoyami in a shock blanket. “We need to keep them in there or this entire city could get swallowed up!”
They were in an extremely dangerous position right now. If Dark Shadow was going berserk, normally they could stop him with bright light, but while he was in the Darkness, that wasn’t an option. The only choice that they had was to calm Tokoyami down, but Reiko had never seen him act this way; whatever was tormenting him and Dark Shadow was beyond anything she had ever encountered before…
Through all the chaos though, Reiko heard a ringing noise. She looked down, and saw Tokoyami’s phone on the ground, with the caller ID listed as ‘Mom.’
It was their only shot left. Reiko answered the phone.
“Fumi, where are you? Please tell me you’re out of that neighborhood…”
“Mrs. Tokoyami, I need you to talk to your son!” Reiko answered.
“Wait…Yanagi? Why are you…is…who is screaming?!” The woman was silent for a moment, just long enough for her to hear her son’s muffled yells.
“Let me talk to my son, now!”
“Fumikage, it’s your mother!” Reiko cried out, putting the phone up to her boyfriend’s ear.
“Fumi! Fumi, what’s wrong?!”
At the sound of his mother’s voice, Fumikage stopped writhing and froze. Also, the tremors stopped, though Dark Shadow’s energy still covered Fumikage.
“Fumi? Fumi, please answer me!”
“…Mom?” Fumikage weakly whimpered out.
“Yes, yes, Fumi, it’s your mother! I’m here, it’s alright!”
“…Mom…” Fumikage whimpered again, shakily taking the phone from Reiko and holding it himself. Quietly, Green ushered the other soldiers back to give Fumikage space for his private moment.
“Fumi, what’s wrong? What’s happened to you? I thought I heard you screaming!”
Shivering, Fumikage pushed himself upright. He was scared and confused; the concerned voice speaking to him over the phone was so different from the disgusted voice he had heard earlier.
“Mom…is it…is it really you?”
“Yes!” Fumikage’s mother spoke frantically. “Yes, it’s me, it’s your mother! Please, tell me, what’s wrong? The news is talking about some dark void in the same neighborhood that you told me that you were going to take Yanagi on a date to, are you still there? Are you safe? What’s happening?”
Fumikage didn’t answer immediately. He still wasn’t entirely sure what was real.
“Mom…do you…do you love me?”
“Fumi…” his mother answered in an almost shocked voice. “I love you more than anything in this world…you and your brother are the most precious things to me…I am so proud of you; how strong and brave you are, how you’ve gotten closer to your brother, and one of my biggest regrets is how I never let Dark Shadow realize how I see him as my son, too…is he there?”
“He’s…he’s here…he can’t talk right now…but he can hear you…” Fumikage choked out as he fed his feelings of relief to his brother. He could sense Dark Shadow’s rage ebbing away as they shared in their love for their mother.
“Mom…would…would my father be proud of me?” he asked like a child, scared and unsure despite realizing that his parents had shown nothing but love to him in the past.
“He would absolutely be proud of you. You walk in darkness, but you carry such a beautiful light, Fumikage. I know he would be so proud of the light you show to those who need it most, because I am so proud of you.”
Fumikage didn’t see himself as an emotional person; part of it was simply how he chose to be, part of it was a result of his fears of losing control of Dark Shadow growing up, but here, he couldn’t help the relieved tears flowing down his face.
“Mom…thank you…thank you so much…”
“You’re welcome…” his mother replied in a soothing voice before becoming more stern. “Now please, tell me what’s happened to you?”
“We…were almost caught in the Darkness…” Fumikage admitted. “But Dark Shadow was able to stop it…We think that he’s the only one that can, so we’re the only ones who can help the people who are still caught in it and neutralize the Darkness…”
Fumikage’s mother was quiet on her side of the phone as she took in what he said.
“Okay…but why did you sound like you were in pain? Is the Darkness hurting you?”
Fumikage hesitated.
“It…it’s making people relive horrible experiences…” he stammered. “And when Dark Shadow touches them to take them out of the Darkness, we see what they see…”
Fumikage’s mother was silent again. He didn’t want to explain any further than that, but she likely understood enough.
“I’m sorry Mom, but we can’t leave. There are people who need our help.”
“…I understand. What you do…it scares me so much more than any book in my store…but the fact that you are willing to stand against such terrors just makes me even more proud of you. Just…please…please try to come home safely…”
“We will, Mom…we will.” Fumikage pulled his phone away from his ear for a moment, but hesitated and brought it back to his ear. “Mom…could you stay on the line? I think that it would be helpful.”
“Absolutely, Fumi. I’m with you.”
Fumikage looked back into the Darkness and shuddered, though he turned his phone to speaker mode so he wouldn’t have to keep it on his ear. He turned and saw Yanagi and the soldiers staring at him, before Yanagi and Green tentatively approached him.
“Yanagi…could you hold onto my phone for me?”
“I will.” She answered.
“Yanagi, is that you?” Fumikage’s mother spoke over the line.
“Yes ma’am, it’s me.”
“Thank you so much for being there with my sons…is there anyone else there watching out for him?”
“There are some soldiers and police; this one soldier has been helping us a great deal.”
“May I speak to them?”
“Yes, ma’am.” Green spoke up. “My name’s Seargeant Allan Green. Your sons have saved my squad and dozens of others. You’ve raised some brave young men, Mrs. Tokoyami.”
“I have…thank you for watching over them.”
Green turned to Fumikage.
“Are you and Dark Shadow able to keep going, Tokoyami?”
“Yes sir.” Fumikage nodded in response.
“Alright. The closest address to the center of the Darkness is 35 Exegol Street.”
“Can you do this, Dark Shadow?” Fumi asked.
Dark Shadow trembled, but pulled himself together.
“Yes…I can.”
Dark Shadow looked around. He had essentially destroyed the road, the buildings around him were still standing. Thankfully, he had managed to keep enough presence of mind not to damage anything that might have living people inside of it.
“35 Exegol Street…” Dark Shadow repeated, looking around his location. “Fumi, I’m at the corner of Bacta Lane and Holdo Court…”
“Head west on Bacta Lane for five blocks and turn right at Exegol for three. That should take you to the origin.”
Dark Shadow didn’t waste any more time and flew through his brother’s directions. Once he had turned onto Exegol Street, it was clear that he had arrived at the right place.
Gang Orca, the UN soldiers, and the CRC members were all unconscious in the street. As Dark Shadow hovered over them, he noticed that the cultists were all in handcuffs, having been apprehended before the Darkness overwhelmed them all. Not too far off from them, one of the apartment buildings had a gaping hole in its side. Based off of the scene, Dark Shadow believed that the CRC had blown a hole in the building in one last attempt to throw their pursuers off their trail before they were finally apprehended, before all of them were consumed. Not too far off from the fallen men was what could only be the source of the Darkness.
It was like a photo had been damaged, and the colors had been distorted into emptiness. It wasn’t moving; just existing as a blot in reality, stretching above the buildings. A reverse star, shining darkness through light. And Dark Shadow had to go into it.
As the Quirk approached the origin, he saw movement. Gang Orca was hunched over several soldiers. While he was twitching from the torment of the Darkness, Dark Shadow could tell he was also moving an almost miniscule amount, as if still trying to help whoever he could.
“Wow…Gang Orca’s amazing to be able to keep moving through all this…” Dark Shadow said out loud. He bent closer to the man’s head. “Don’t worry, sir. We’ll get you and everyone else out of here.”
As Dark Shadow got close to the former hero though, he experienced another flash.
“Ahh!!! Villain! Get out of my store!” a shopkeeper hit at him with a broom.
“What did you do? Admit it, Sakamata!” a teacher stared him down in an empty classroom, looking at him with suspicion and fear even though he hadn’t done anything.
Everywhere he goes, people edge away from him. Other kids don’t want to play with him, or parents won’t let him near them. There are neighborhoods that he can’t go into, or they will call the police or throw rocks at him.
As a hero, despite all of his work, despite the fame he made for himself as a hero, there are still some who look at him this way. There are still children who cry when they see him, when he tries to smile and reassure them.
Every year, he looks at a magazine and sighs in frustration; he’s still on the rankings for ‘Heroes who look like villains.’
Dark Shadow recoiled. He hadn’t even touched Gang Orca this time.
“It seems that the Darkness is so powerful here that it can project nightmares even without us touching anyone.” Fumi said.
“Yeah…probably…” Dark Shadow answered.
The Quirk moved on, passing soldiers…
A wife, dying while he was on the other side of the world…
A mob of screaming people, ready to tear him to pieces just for being there…
Hiding in a closet as he hears his father’s drunken ranting…
The restrained cultists…
A father, striking him across the face; “How could you lose this job to some mutant freak?!”
A cruel brother and his friends, locking her inside of a box full of spiders…
A little heteromorph girl, staring at him with wide, pleading eyes as his comrades approach her with knives…
Dark Shadow shook his head, trying to focus. Thankfully, he heard other voices this time.
“Keep going kid…you two, you’re doing great.”
“Fumikage, Dark Shadow, you two are true heroes.”
“Fumi, Dark Shadow, I love you.”
Dark Shadow took a moment to let these voices from Fumi sink in, steadying himself. He looked at the fallen fighters in pity.
“…It’s not just us who have problems, isn’t it, Fumi? The entire country needs the kind of help we got…”
“Indeed…” Fumikage mused.
Finally, Dark Shadow passed by the hole in the building. The hole led into a basement…
Dark Shadow froze. Both he and his brother knew that time was of the essence, but Dark Shadow couldn’t help but to look closer, seeing a bed with severed plastic ties hanging off the railings.
“My God…” Fumikage gasped out loud.
“Fumikage?” Yanagi asked in concern as her boyfriend stared into the Darkness in horror.
“Their own son…how could they?”
Dark Shadow looked between the basement, and the core of the Darkness.
“Those memories…they weren’t mine…” He realized. “You weren’t trying to hurt us…you are hurting…”
Dark Shadow stared for a moment more before looking back at the soldiers. He flew over, rifling through one of the first-aid kits before pulling out a small pair of surgical scissors. Finally, he went back to the core.
“Let’s save him, brother.”
Dark Shadow nodded, and pushed himself into the core.
There was nothing. The neighborhood had vanished. All that was in the void was a small, emaciated, skeleton-like child, with messy black hair, his clothes torn and ragged, plastic ties hanging off of his arms. The boy was in a fetal position, his crying muffled by the threads that had sewn his blood-caked mouth shut.
Fumikage gripped Yanagi’s hand. He felt Green’s hand on his shoulder. He knew his mother was there on his phone. They were all that were keeping him grounded. He saw the source of the Darkness. He saw what had been done to him. He felt horror that someone would hurt a child like this. He felt rage threatening to overtake him. However, he knew that rage was not what was needed here. He needed to be there for this child.
“Hey…” Dark Shadow spoke, realizing that sound seemed to exist here from the faint noises the boy was making.
Dark Shadow’s attempt at a soft voice made the boy flinch, frantically trying to scramble away on his bone-like limbs.
“Wait, wait, wait! I’m not going to hurt you!” Dark Shadow said, holding out an empty hand in a placating effort. “I know I look scary, but I’m not going to hurt you!”
The boy stopped, staring at Dark Shadow, panting and wheezing from the effort it took for him to move so much on such a weak body. Slowly, Dark Shadow held up the surgical scissors he had taken from the UN soldiers.
“Those threads look like they hurt. Would you like me to help you with them?”
The boy didn’t answer, only continuing to stare at Dark Shadow. The Quirk would have preferred for the boy to be more comfortable as he approached him with a sharp object, but Dark Shadow and Fumi couldn’t stand to see this boy in pain, so the Quirk slowly edged towards the boy, who thankfully didn’t try to run away.
“That’s good…” Dark Shadow said in an effort at a placating voice. “Just hold still…”
Dark Shadow slowly lifted the scissors up to the boy’s mouth, the boy’s haunted eyes following the scissors the entire time. Both were on edge, as Dark Shadow fear the boy flinching and getting cut. Thankfully, the boy stayed still as Dark Shadow slid the scissors in between his lips.
“Hold still…”
The scissors cut through each thread. Dark Shadow had to move slowly for fear of hurting the boy, but the more he cut, the more the boy shook, forcing his lips wider as if he couldn’t resist. When Dark Shadow finished, the boy frantically stuck his fingers in his mouth and ripped out the remaining threads before Dark Shadow could stop him. With his mouth finally free, the boy released an excruciating cry.
“Hey, hey, it’s alright…” Dark Shadow said, dropping the scissors and taking hold of the boy’s shoulders, but the poor young man could only cry out his pain that he had been denied for God knew how long. Dark Shadow did the only thing that he could think of and held the boy in his arms as he gutturally cried, his arms too weak to either return the embrace or push the Quirk away.
“It’s alright…it’s alright…”
Dark Shadow didn’t know how long the boy took to cry. He knew that they needed to make the Darkness go away as quickly as possible, but he also knew that this boy needed this. Finally hoarse, the boy could only take in deep, agonizing breathes, sounding as if he was trying to breath through sandpaper. Dark Shadow cursed himself for not having any water with him.
“My name’s Dark Shadow.” He said. “I’m a Quirk…my brother’s name is Tokoyami Fumikage; he’s outside right now and I’m connected to him. What’s your name?”
The still-sobbing boy looked up Dark Shadow, his neck barely able to support his head.
“…K…Koch…Koch…” the boy’s voice scratched at his words, but he managed to choke it out; “Koki…Teru…Terumoto…Koki…”
“Koki…good…” Dark Shadow replied, proud of this boy for being brave enough to speak his name even with everything he had been through. “Koki…could you tell me what happened here?”
“I…I don’t know…there was an explosion…and my ties came loose…there was a hole in the wall…I just wanted to see the sun!” Koki wailed, letting Dark Shadow hold him tighter. “I…my hands hurt…they hurt so much…I couldn’t stop my Quirk…”
“It’s okay…it’s okay…Fumi and I had Quirk accidents all the time when we were your age, it’s okay…” Dark Shadow continued to try to reassure Koki. Now though, he could see that the Darkness was steadily flowing out of the tips of Koki’s now-black fingers. Considering what Dark Shadow now understood the Darkness to be, and how much Koki was generating, it took a great deal of effort for him and Fumikage to not let their anger consume them. Dark Shadow focused again on what needed to be done.
“Koki, do you think you can stop this?”
“I…I can’t!” Koki wailed. “I’ve been trying…but I can’t stop it!”
Dark Shadow felt his brother’s resolve.
“Can you handle it, Dark Shadow?”
“I’m outside, so I think I could, but what about you, Fumi? Just me being in this stuff is too much for you, but you’re asking me to...”
“I will not leave a child in darkness.” Fumikage resolutely responded. He could feel Yanagi and Green’s hands flinch at this proclamation. “I trust you, Dark Shadow.”
“…Okay. Make sure everyone is ready. We can’t be sure how this is going to work.”
Fumikage turned to the others.
“I think you should step back. Dark Shadow is going to get very big.”
Yanagi looked as if she wanted to protest, but Green put a hand on her shoulder, shaking his head.
“Fumi…please…please make sure you come home…” Fumikage’s mother’s voice spoke up from his phone.
Yanagi and Green backed away with the other soldiers and heroes, but the two were still the closest to Fumikage, not wanting to leave him too far behind. From their radios, the commanders were issuing notices to the other units in the city, ordering them to warn the citizens ahead of time to avoid a mass panic.
“Are you ready, Fumi?”
Fumikage took a few steadying breaths.
“Revelry in the Dark.”
Dark Shadow looked down at the crying Koki.
“My brother and I can stop it.”
Koki trembled, looking up at Dark Shadow. The Quirk held his hands out.
“Just put your hands in mine.”
Koki hesitated, but did what Dark Shadow said.
“Good. Now, I’m going to count to three, and when I say ‘go,’ you let loose. Give me everything, and don’t hold back.”
“But…”
“It’s okay.” Dark Shadow said with a smile. “We can take it.”
Koki slowly nodded.
“Alright.” Dark Shadow felt his brother brace himself. “One, two, three, Go!”
Koki’s hands were enveloped in Darkness, which began to crawl up Dark Shadow’s body.
Fumikage felt Dark Shadow’s influence growing more. His essence quickly began to envelope him.
“Fumikage!” Reiko called out.
“It’s alright.” Fumikage responded as Dark Shadow’s essence began to cover his head, surrendering his body to his brother’s influence. “I trust him.”
From everyone else’s perspective, it was as if Dark Shadow had completely taken over Fumikage; yellow lights briefly shining where the young man’s eyes were before his form became indistinguishable. However, as this was happening,
“The Darkness is falling back!” Hado excitedly shouted.
The void of Darkness was slowly receding, pulling away from where Dark Shadow’s umbilical cord had overtaken Fumikage. Several soldiers and police rushed in the Darkness’ wake, picking up those who had fallen unconscious under the Darkness and pulling them to safety. The Darkness was not exactly shrinking though, but instead, slowly rising into the air, coalescing into a more solid shape. Dark Shadow’s umbilical cord became larger as the Quirk absorbed more of the Darkness, rising higher that he ever had before. Finally, the sphere of Darkness was gone from the neighborhood. Standing over it was Dark Shadow, stretching above the tallest skyscrapers in the city. His form was different though, coalesced into sharper and more defined features, somewhere between Fumikage and his Quirk. Stitches could be seen along his beak, glowing like the Quirk’s eyes.
Despite the forewarning, many screams could be heard throughout the city, and the police and soldiers worked quickly to quell the panic. Dark Shadow though was still, and seemed calm. He held his hands out in front of him, pointing to the west where the sun was setting.
“You said you wanted to see the sun, Koki?” Dark Shadow and Fumikage’s voices echoed.
Crouching in the brothers' hands, Koki had no idea what was going on. All he had done was force his Quirk into the strange shadow creature, and before he knew it, all of his Darkness had faded away, and he was being held hundreds of feet in the air by the same creature who had grown to the size of a giant and now looked different. However, as he felt the wind and warm light on his face, he forgot about all of that. He just stared at the glowing sun that he hadn’t seen in years.
Before anyone could question what they were supposed to do with a giant shadow kaiju, Dark Shadow began to shrink from the exposure to the sun.
Yanagi watched all of this amazed as Dark Shadow shrank, finally revealing Fumikage and Dark Shadow back at a normal size, the brothers holding a skeleton-like young boy in their arms. Several soldiers looked horrified at the state of the boy; emaciated and scarred, still having plastic ties hanging off of his arms. Fumikage though was heedless of this, holding Koki tightly.
“I’m sorry…” Fumikage whispered to Koki, the boy still bewildered as to what had just happened, but knowing that this teenager was the brother of the Quirk that saved him. “I’m sorry that no one helped you. But I promise you that you’ll get to see the sun again.”
It finally hit Koki. The nightmare was over. He had been saved.
It was too overwhelming for him. He hugged his saviors back, and bawled out loud.
Green and Yanagi knelt next to the boys, Green having called over an ambulance, seeing not just Koki’s horrendously abused state, but the clear drain this had been on Fumikage. The other police and soldiers streamed past them, rushing into the neighborhood to rescue those who had been caught in the Darkness.
Fumikage watched as Gang Orca, who despite having spent arguably the longest in the Darkness, headed an arrest with several other police on the television, dragging out the Terumoto family just as they were about to leave the country. Ironically, flights had been grounded due to the unspecific danger of the Darkness, keeping them there long enough for the police to arrest them. Fumikage had never seen Gang Orca more furious, looking as if it was taking all of his willpower not to pop Mr. and Mrs. Terumoto’s heads like zits as he hauled them out of the building with his hands clenched around the back of their necks. The Terumoto family were all meanwhile trying desperately to avoid their faces being seen on camera, but Fumikage felt grim satisfaction at the knowledge that the deplorable family would gain more infamy than the Togas.
What truly galled Fumikage about the Terumotos was how confused they looked, as if keeping their son locked in a basement with his mouth sewn shut for years wasn’t something that would immediately condemn them.
Fumikage realized that seeing this might be upsetting for Koki, who was in the same hospital room as him and Dark Shadow and was about to change the channel, though Koki seemed as interested in the news as him, if not more so, as he looked at the television with relief.
“Okay…” Midoriya said, waving his hand around after he had exposed himself to the Darkness to understand its effects, while a beautiful woman in black, Fumikage’s mother, absorbed the Darkness into her body akin to Dark Shadow.
“I felt cold and weakness in my hand, but I didn’t experience any kind of bad memories. My guess is that’s only a side effect of Koki’s Quirk if it’s allowed to build up for too long or if someone is exposed to a particularly intense dose. Did you feel anything, Mrs. Tokoyami?”
“No.” Fumikage’s mother responded. “It just felt like a refreshing midnight.”
“Alright then…” Midoriya scribbled some more in his notebook and began to mutter. “Koki’s Quirk could have some interesting applications…it would be ideal to counter fires, to disable criminals non-lethally, it could even be used for stealth applications in how it absorbs light and prevents sound from being generated…”
Midoriya realized that everyone was staring at him and stopped his mumbling spree.
“Sorry…I know that people might think it’s scary, but Koki’s Darkness is just really interesting!”
Fumikage smiled and shook his head fondly. He had asked Midoriya to come by the hospital shortly after he had arrived in an effort to better understand Koki’s Darkness Quirk. Thankfully, his friend had experience dealing with children like Koki through his family’s fostering of Eri, and was able to present himself as a safe person for Koki to be around as he patiently asked the boy some questions and ran a few tests.
A small, raspy voice spoke up.
“Do…do you really think so?”
Midoriya turned to Koki in surprise, hearing the boy speak to him of his own accord for the first time. However, he smiled nonetheless.
“Absolutely! I think your Quirk is amazing, and I think you could do a lot of good with it!”
“But…my family said it was gross…that I was a freak…” the young boy whimpered.
Dark Shadow refused to let that lie, and he gave Koki another hug, not letting him demean himself anymore. Fumikage would himself, had he not felt completely drained from his endeavors that day.
“Your family was wrong.” Fumikage said. “Your Quirk is dark, but that does not make it malevolent.”
“Many people have said similar things about Dark Shadow, myself, and the rest of our family.” Fumikage’s mother said. “It’s not abilities or physical traits that make someone repulsive, but how they treat others.”
Koki didn’t respond, likely still processing everything that was happening to him, and simply clung to Dark Shadow more tightly. He clung all the more tightly as there was a knock on the door. Fumikage’s mother cracked it open to look out, and then opened it all the way to reveal Seargeant Green.
“Hey, is this a bad time?” the soldier asked.
“Koki, this is Seargeant Green. You remember him, right? Are you alright if he comes in?” Dark Shadow asked Koki.
“…Yeah…” Koki responded, nervous, but recognizing one of the people who had been with his hero. Green stepped into the room.
“So…” Green said, looking to Fumikage and Dark Shadow. “How are you doing, soldiers?”
“We’re alright.” Fumikage answered, though he admitted, “The doctors want me to be here for another week to recover, though.”
“Well, you’ve earned the rest.” Green said. “I just wanted to let you all know, the doctors think that everyone is going to pull through. They were a bit worried about some elderly people who got caught in it, but it sounds like we got everyone just in time.” Green said, giving everyone a palpable sense of relief.
Dark Shadow looked down at the Koki, relieved that he hadn’t caused any permanent damage. Green walked up to Fumikage’s bedside and put a hand on his shoulder, looking to him and Dark Shadow.
“That was the single most heroic thing I’ve ever seen anyone do, you two. It’s the kind of thing that I would have expected from All Might in his heyday. I don’t know what kind of medal we’re going to be giving you, but you’re going to get one...well...two if I have something to say about it.”
The soldier gave Fumikage and Dark Shadow a salute.
“On behalf of the United Nations, I would like to thank you for your service.”
As Green dropped his hand, Fumikage began to understand how Midoriya felt when people complimented him, and he had to resist the urge to blush in embarrassment from receiving such high praise. The soldier seemed to catch onto this though, and smirked before stepping out of the room.
“Let me know once you turn eighteen; my squad and I will treat you two to a drink.”
Fumikage felt a critical eye being trained on him by his mother before her expression melted and she kissed him on the head.
“My sons, still heroes, despite everything going on in the country.”
Fumikage felt his blush getting worse when he realized that Koki was staring at him and his mother. His expression was confused, but at the same time, longing in a way that made Fumikage’s heart hurt.
Fumikage’s mother though smiled.
“Koki, there’s actually something that I wanted to ask you. Would it be alright if I sat next to you?”
Koki hesitated, clinging again to Dark Shadow, but when he looked to the Quirk and to Fumikage, they both gave him reassuring smiles.
“…Okay.” He said in a small voice.
Fumikage’s mother stepped around his bed so that she was between him and Koki, and sat down on the chair next to him.
“Koki…would you like to come live with us once the doctors say you are well enough?”
Koki, Fumikage, and Dark Shadow all blinked in surprise at this, though the teenager and his Quirk both lit up at this possibility. Fumikage hadn’t thought of what would happen to Koki after he was finished being treated for the years of neglect, but he didn’t want to simply dump the poor boy into the foster system. The idea that his mother, someone who possessed a Quirk uniquely suited to help Koki with his seemed wonderful to him. Koki though seemed confused.
“Live…with you?”
“Yes.” Fumikage’s mother nodded. “Fumi and Dark Shadow are going to be going home once they are cleared to rest for a while, after which they’ll be going back to UA to continue to study.”
Koki looked anxiously at the two at this, to which Dark Shadow tried to reassure him with another hug.
“However, you’ll still need somewhere to live, and I thought that you might like to live with me. I would need to make a few changes around the house.” Fumikage’s mother added. “We originally had arranged things so that we could have the building kept dark enough to keep us comfortable, but I would imagine that you wouldn’t find that very pleasant. Thankfully, we have a guest room that has a nice view of the rising sun that you might like, and we could decorate it more to your liking.”
Koki stared at the Tokoyamis, starting to come to grips with what this meant, imagining living in a room like that, that could fill up with the light he had been denied for so long, living with a family that wanted him there, to be a part of them.
“You don’t have to make this decision now, you can take more time to think about it, if you want.” Fumikage’s mother said, not wanting to pressure Koki after what he had been through. “But I would like to give you the option.”
Koki was quiet for a moment more, though he did not look as afraid as he once was.
“…Okay. I’d like that.”
“Wonderful.” Fumikage’s mother nodded. She looked as if she wanted to offer Koki a hug, but probably recognizing that might be too much, she instead opted to lay her hand on Koki’s in an offer of reassurance. “I’m sorry that we’ve had to keep you up so long, but I would imagine that you’re quite tired. Perhaps you might want to get some rest?”
Koki looked again to Fumikage and Dark Shadow.
“Don’t be afraid. We’ll be with you.” The Quirk said with a smile.
Koki still clung to Dark Shadow. Eventually, he seemed to feel safe enough to rest his head on the pillow and close his eyes.
“Sweet dreams, little brother.” Dark Shadow said as Koki drifted off.
It was a relief to Fumikage to see Koki finally be able to rest easy, and to know that he had a safe home. Still, as he thought, it began to hit him what this meant. After a moment, he turned to Midoriya.
“I don’t know what happened to Eri…but I have an idea from what Uraraka and Kirishima told me.” Fumikage said. “How do you help her with what she’s been through, Midoriya? How can I help Koki?”
“Just be there for him.” Midoriya answered, looking at the sleeping Koki. The boy still looked scared, clinging to Dark Shadow. “You already know a lot of what happened to him, so that might help him a bit to open up. Don’t push him, just let him know that you are there, even if it’s over the phone.”
“Perhaps come home to visit more often.” Fumikage’s mother said, half-jokingly, but more likely absolutely meaning it.
“Yes…I think that would be good.” Fumikage mused out loud before smiling gratefully to his mother. “Thank you for this Mom. I’m glad to know that he will be safe.”
“There’s no need to thank me.” She replied, placing a hand on Fumikage and Dark Shadow’s cheeks, looking between her two sons. “It’s like you two said: I couldn’t leave a child in the dark.”
Finally, she stood, hugging the two.
“Get some rest, you two.” She said, leaving with Midoriya.
Once Fumikage’s mother left though, Yanagi entered the room, having waited to avoid crowding him and Koki. While Fumikage knew that there were bigger issues that they had to deal with, he couldn’t help but to feel somewhat guilty towards his girlfriend for a date that had turned out so harrowing.
“Yanagi, I…”
Fumikage didn’t get a chance to say anything though before Yanagi kissed him on the mouth.
“Reiko.” She corrected. “It’s Reiko to you, Fumikage.”
Fumikage blushed but nodded.
“Barring Jaku, today was the most terrifying day of my life.” Reiko admitted. “But that was the most heroic thing I have ever seen anyone do.” She placed her hand on Fumikage’s, while giving Dark Shadow a warm smile. “I would love to get to know the heroes responsible more, if you would let me.
Fumikage gave Reiko his own embarrassed smile, made worse when Dark Shadow gave him a thumbs up from behind Reiko’s back.
“I think though, that experience has put me off of spooky things for a while, so how about we watch a different genre movie next time?”
Notes:
I love edgelords, and I think that Dark Shadow is such a cool and unique Quirk, so I’ve wanted to give Tokoyami a chapter for a while, but couldn’t figure out what, until I came across another character that I wanted to explore; Terumoto Koki. I ended up simply combining the two, and found something that was very interesting to write. I hope that you all enjoyed it yourselves.
My idea for the conflict in this chapter involved a combination of The Void from Thunderbolts and the version of Brainiac from Justice League: Gods and Monster Chronicles. Like Brainiac, Terumoto ends up creating a catastrophe by accident that he is unable to reverse on his own, likely a result of lashing out at the abuse that he experienced, requiring Dark Shadow to put a stop to him (thankfully in a very different manner; that short is very grim.)
You can understand how this chapter was tricky for me to pick a song for; there are a startling number of songs about darkness. I was tempted to go with The Night by Disturbed, and even feel that the tone of the song matched the tone of the story as Dark Shadow was navigating the Darkness. However, I felt that My Demons by Starset better portrayed the end result of the chapter with a more hopeful tone, as well as more of the cooperation between Fumikage and Dark Shadow. For the next chapter though, I couldn’t really pick any other song apart from Edwinn Starr’s War (heads up though; the tone is going to be very different from the majority of this story. I’m going to be channeling my inner Flapjack09 for this one.)
Chapter 25: War
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“That is the sum of the information that we have on the League of Villains so far.” Skeptic said over the secure line.
“Continue your efforts to restore Giran’s client list.” Yotsubashi Rikiya, or as he preferred, Re-Destro answered. “We will continue to interrogate the man here.”
“Very well.” Skeptic responded. “For Liberation.”
“For Liberation.” Rikiya saluted his subordinate back before ending the call. He leaned back in his seat, sighing. So far, the Meta Liberation Army had made no new progress in tracking down the League of Villains in their effort to destroy the upstart group, but this wasn’t something he was particularly concerned about. By this point, with how stubborn Giran had been in refusing to reveal where the League was based, Rikiya expected Skeptic to be able to restore the broker’s client list before the broker himself would break.
It was a shame really, Rikiya thought to himself as he looked out the window over the view of Deika City from his office at the top of the Detnerat headquarters. Rikiya almost admired Giran’s spirit. The MLA could have used a man with his connections in their pursuit of the liberation of Meta abilities. Still, the will of Destro (Rikiya’s ancestor, and the original creator of the Meta Liberation Army) would come to fruition regardless. The League, while having caused quite the stir in recent events, was mostly composed of aimless lunatics with no real sense of strategy or even a definite goal beyond mindless slaughter as far as Rikiya could tell. However, their growth threatened to overtake Destro’s name, and thus, needed to be destroyed. If anything, it was frustrating that he had to devote so much time and resources to such an endeavor, but the League was a minor concern in the grand scheme of enacting Destro’s will.
Still though, looking over Deika, a City composed 90% of MLA soldiers, Rikiya was unconcerned about the future. No, he was excited. Besides the influence Deternat had in the support item industry, the MLA was also continuing to spread its influence throughout Japan in its media through Shoowaysha Publishing, its politics through the Hearts and Mind Party, and its information network through Feel Good, Inc. Slowly, whether Japan knew it or not, they were being subtly influenced by the philosophy of Liberation. Soon, very soon, the MLA would finally be able to commence with the Meta Liberation War again, but on far better footing, and Destro's vision would finally come to pass.
Thinking about it brought a tear to Rikiya’s eye. Soon, Japan would be liberated, and its citizens allowed to use their Meta Abilities without restriction, just as Destro wanted. It was beautiful, and it was exciting. Rikiya relished the coming war, when he would crush the current oppressive regime and their puppet heroes.
Rikiya gave a satisfied sigh. It was soothing to wax poetic about the future, but there was work to be done in the meantime; deviant elements to stamp out, support gear to disseminate (both in the black market, and amongst heroes, who would unknowingly give the MLA the edge when their gear would be hacked and disabled at the crucial moment that the MLA would attack,) and an interview to prepare for. Rikiya looked at his planner on his tablet, going over the information he had on Miyashita. While Rikiya didn’t know yet what the mouse heteromorph’s views were on Liberation, he had quite the commendable resume regardless, and Rikiya was excited to see what he could bring to Detnerat as his new assistant, and hopefully to the MLA…
“War, huh, yeah, What is it good for? Absolutely nothing!”
Rikiya felt his train of thought screech to a halt.
“War, huh, yeah, What is it good for? Absolutely nothing! Say it again, y’all!”
Rikiya’s Quirk, ‘Stress’ started to build up, manifesting as dark splotches on his forehead, managing to snap him out of his stupor as he came to terms with what he just heard. Someone was singing outside of his office. Singing a song that Rikiya had never heard before, but did not like. Almost the entirety of the staff of the building were MLA soldiers, so they would know better than to sing something so contrary to their mission.
Rikiya put his tablet down and walked out of his office, realizing that the source of the singing was moving further down the hall. He looked, and saw the source.
A janitor with a white-antlered dragon heteromorph Meta Ability was singing as he was mopping the floor. Rikiya recalled that there was a new hire recently, now that he thought about it. He looked up the staff list on his tablet, finding the man’s name: ‘Sam Ayton.’ An immigrant from Ceduna, South Australia.
“War, huh, look out…What is it good for? Absolutely nothing! Listen to me…Oh…!”
And he was still singing. The more Rikiya heard this song, the more he wanted to crush this man’s head like a grape. However, Rikiya was rational enough to think. That, or his anger was so great that he was still in shock.
It seemed that someone needed to learn how such sentiment wouldn’t be allowed here. Simply grabbing this obnoxious janitor and pounding him into the dirt was beneath Rikiya though. There was a way to handle subordinates. He recollected himself, smiled, and walked up behind the man.
The janitor hadn’t noticed Rikiya, focused as he was on cleaning, all the while dancing in movement to the song, even singing into the end of his mop like a microphone or twirling it around. This was fine for Rikiya’s purposes, who stopped directly behind the man. He’d just wait for a moment while the janitor was making a fool of himself, and then get his attention, and realize that the head of the company was there, having watched him goof off.
“They say we must fight to keep our freedom, But Lord knows there’s got to be a better way,”
Rikiya felt another dark spot on his forehead appear from Stress, and decided that he had enough. He cleared his throat…
“Ooooh…War!”
Just as the janitor was turning while twirling his mop around like a marching rifle, slapping Rikiya across the face with it and covering him with dirty mop water.
“Whoops!” the janitor exclaimed, stopping his song and stowing the mop into the bucket. Rikiya meanwhile was stuck, too shocked at what had just happened to him to move, only faintly aware of what the janitor was doing or the dirty water tricking down his face.
“Oh, sorry about that! Here, let me clean that off…”
“Wha…?” Rikiya was about to protest, only for the janitor to pull out a rag and start to rub it over Rikiya’s face. The rag smelled like old, spilled coffee. Despite Rikiya’s attempts to spit out whatever was on the rag and pull away, the janitor held him in place as he rubbed over Rikiya’s face.
“There we go,” the janitor said as he ran the rag down the length of Rikiya’s nose, “nice and clean.”
Rikiya blinked, staring at the man that had so casually violated his personal space and rubbed something rancid and sticky over his face, too dumbfounded to react any other way.
“Oh, hey! You’re the CEO!” the janitor remarked. “Sorry about that, sir, I guess I’ve got to be more careful!”
Rikiya blinked again. Considering what this man had just done, his apology for smacking his boss in the face with a mop and violating his personal space seemed remarkably blasé. However, Rikiya shook his head to clear his thoughts. Rage would come later. It would be better to build up to that. For now, Rikiya would bide his time, let this man feel comfortable, and then show him how to respect the pecking order.
“Oh, that’s alright. I just happened to hear you singing and realized that I hadn’t gotten a chance to speak to you…Mr. Ayton, was it?”
“Ah, an anti-war man, are you? Good for you! Yes, my name’s Sam Ayton, though I think here, the naming convention is more ‘Ayton Sam.’” the janitor said with a toothy grin, again making Rikiya so confounded by rage that he was rendered speechless until he shook his head again and gave his own grin.
“Yes…actually, Mr. Ayton, since you are a new member of Detnerat, I thought that it would be nice for me to get to know you a bit better. Would you care to have lunch with me?”
“Really? Lunch with the boss?” Ayton repeated impressively. “That sounds great!”
“Wonderful.” Rikiya remarked. With a bit of spiteful glee, he decided to turn the tables on Ayton and got into his personal space, standing beside him and laying an arm over the janitor’s shoulder while gesturing towards his office with the other. “If you would be so willing as to wait in my office, I need to freshen up, and will instruct my personal chef to provide for us. I hope that you would not object to sushi?”
“Sure thing, boss!” Ayton answered, smacking Rikiya on the back in his own answer to Rikiya’s action. Rikiya felt his teeth grit at the impact and at the effort at maintaining his smile as Ayton walked away. He brought his phone out and sent a message to Skeptic:
“Send me everything on Sam Ayton.”
By the time that Rikiya had finished washing the grime off of his face, Skeptic had sent him the information that he asked for. He allowed himself a smug grin at the sum of this simple janitor’s life in his hands.
Ayton was sitting in front of Rikiya’s desk as he had been directed when Rikiya arrived. When Rikiya had sat down, his personal chef and staff brought in his lunch for the day; a choice selection of the best cuts of sushi available.
“So, Mr. Ayton, did anyone ever tell you that you look just like Lyle Sander?” Rikiya began, trying to flatter the janitor to get him to lower his guard.
“Yes. Did anyone ever tell you that you look like Dr. Doofenshmirtz?” Ayton responded with a friendly smile.
Rikiya’s smile became fixed. He had only been made aware of the comparison recently with his interrogation sessions with Giran, and out of curiosity, had looked up the name. Needless to say, Rikiya did not appreciate being compared to a cartoon character.
“No. No they have not.” Rikiya answered back with a grin of gritted teeth.
“I don’t believe you.” Ayton said.
Rikiya kept his smile up just a bit longer than would have been comfortable, and then gave a polite chuckle. Ayton apparently didn’t get the subtext, as he laughed himself with no indication that he was in anyway bothered. Rikiya though was calm; he was perfectly fine with some friendly ribbing between coworkers.
“Well…Mr. Sam Ayton…” Rikiya said, trying to regain his composure as he began his meal, picking up a piece of sushi and dipping it in soy sauce, “you’ve only just recently started working at Detnerat, am I correct?”
“Yes sir, I just started working here ten days ago.”
“Well then, may I ask how comfortable your first days at Detnerat have been?”
Surprisingly, as Ayton ate and thought, he frowned.
“Honestly sir…this feels like a bit of a hostile work environment.”
Rikiya blinked again.
“…Hostile? How so? Has someone been harassing you?”
“No…” Ayton leaned back in his chair, staring up at the ceiling, “It hasn’t been hostile to me, really, more that it feels like everyone’s being hostile towards each other.”
Rikiya just felt more confused at this. Camaraderie was hugely important amongst the MLA; they were supposed to see each other as brothers-in-arms working towards a common goal, after all.
“I’m sorry to hear that…” Rikiya responded. “I haven’t heard any behavior of that manner from my human resources department. May I ask what sort of hostile behavior you’ve been seeing?”
“Well, it’s just the one thing…” Ayton began to explain, “I keep seeing everyone make the ‘loser’ symbol towards each other.” Ayton held his right hand with thumb and his forefinger up in the shape of an ‘L’ on his forehead to Rikiya. “It just feels really depressing sir, to see everyone calling each other ‘losers.’”
Rikiya grimaced, realizing the problem. The ‘L’ symbol was a secret salute that the MLA members made towards each other; it seemed that a few members had made this greeting towards each other while Ayton was watching without realizing that he wasn’t MLA. Again though, Ayton was finding a way to get under Rikiya’s skin by insulting such a sacred gesture.
However, Rikiya forced his meta ability to subside. Being a foreigner, Ayton’s ignorance would need to be forgiven; he just needed to be educated.
“Are you sure that’s the symbol that they made?” Rikiya asked. He held up the MLA’s salute, the difference being that the ‘L’ was angled so that Rikiya’s hand was perpendicular to his head instead of parallel as Ayton’s was, with the tip of his thumb pressed against his forehead. “Are you sure that it wasn’t this?”
Ayton squinted.
“Yeah, that’s the symbol I keep seeing everyone make. They’re all telling each other to take an ‘L.’”
Rikiya grimaced again, before plastering his smile back over his face.
“Oh…I assure you, Mr. Ayton, that’s not the intent with this gesture; it’s just a colloquial greeting around here, and it certainly does not mean ‘loser.’”
Ayton gave Rikiya a doubtful look.
“Are you sure, sir? The angle’s different, but the letter is still the same; and to my understanding, most people see that as an insult.”
“It’s not an insult…” Rikiya said through a mouth of gritted teeth, before calming down again, remembering the pride of what the salute actually meant. He would educate this poor, ignorant janitor. “It’s a salute passed down from our ancestors. It means ‘liberation.’”
Rikiya beamed proudly at Ayton, though the janitor just stared and blinked at him.
“That’s what your ancestors told you?”
“Yes.”
“I hate to say it sir,” Ayton responded with a look of pity, “but I think your ancestors were punking you.”
“Enough…!” Rikiya growled, stabbing his chopsticks through a piece of sushi before regaining his composure again. “Enough…about the salute, for now…Mr. Ayton…”
Ayton just shrugged and went back to his own plate of sushi. Rikiya meanwhile took a calming breath and drank some water before putting his winning smile back up.
“Well, I hope that you’ll find your employment here enjoyable, Mr. Ayton. I can imagine that moving to a different country was quite the endeavor. You were from Ceduna, South Australia, I believe?” Rikiya remarked, recalling some of the information that Skeptic had brought up for him. While Rikiya intended to be friendly, he also intended to make sure that Ayton knew that he also knew everything about him.
“Mm-hm.” Ayton answered, taking another bite of his sushi. “I’m from the land down under!”
“I’m sorry to see that you don’t have much in the way of family,” Rikiya remarked as he read through his tablet, “but with such a small town, I would imagine it to be quite close-knit. I’d imagine that you left quite a few people you care about back there…”
“six foot four, and full of muscles…”
“It’s quite a different culture, Australia. You’ll find though that the employees of Detnerat are a family unto themselves…really, all of Deika City is something of a family. We look out for each other, we pursue the common good…”
“Can’t you hear, can’t you hear the thunder? You better run, you better take cover…”
Rikiya’s reading faltered as he stared at Ayton in annoyance, the janitor not even looking at Rikiya as he happily mumbled some other song out loud as he was eating. Rikiya cleared his throat, making Ayton look back up at him.
“Oh, I’m sorry, I thought you were just talking out loud to yourself, since you were just saying things that I already knew.” Ayton said off-handedly before going back to his sushi.
Apparently the fear of Big Brother went over this man’s head. By this point, Rikiya was annoyed enough to stop dancing around the matter to see whether or not Ayton would be staying with Detnerat (after some very severe disciplinary training,) or leaving…albeit not in one piece.
“Mr. Ayton, may I ask you a question?” Rikiya asked, finally getting the janitor’s attention. He pointed to a book on his desk, one of his prized possessions: “Are you familiar with the book, The Meta-Liberation War?”
“Yeah, I’ve read it.” Ayton answered, surprising Rikiya. He hadn’t expected someone as ignorant as this man to be that informed. Well, that sped things up a bit, he supposed.
“What was your opinion on it?” He asked.
Ayton didn’t respond immediately, he frowned, looking at the table and thinking for a moment.
“Sir, can I share a personal belief with you?”
Curious, Rikiya nodded.
“Call me paranoid, but I think that a lot of the information publicly available on Destro isn’t the most reliable. I can’t help but think that he’s probably been misrepresented as some sort of lunatic terrorist.”
Rikiya’s eyes widened in surprise. Apparently, Ayton was more thoughtful than Rikiya had given him credit for.
“Really?” He asked in interest. “What makes you say that?”
“Well…” Ayton tapped the claws on his fingers together, thinking. “Let’s consider who was actually in power by the time that Destro was caught: It was a government with a vested interest in ensuring that his revolution never happened again, ensuring that they were allowed to stay in power, and that the growing population of Quirked individuals wouldn’t get the idea to rise up against them in the future.” Ayton held his hands up in a placating gesture. “And sir, I hope that I’m not stepping on your toes too much here, but we’re also talking about a government that has historically been pretty adamant about preserving the status quo and covering up unpleasant facts from history than others.”
Rikiya found himself leaning forward, engrossed by a reasoning so articulate. He had never encountered anyone who had been so willing to question their society like this outside of the MLA.
“So, to be honest sir, I’m not entirely confident that the information available to the public on Destro is entirely trustworthy, and I can’t say for sure what kind of person he was, or what beliefs he had.”
“Well, we have what he said right here!” Rikiya excitedly pointed to his copy of The Meta-Liberation War.
“Yeah, but that book is probably the biggest example of the government controlling the narrative on the history of Destro!” Ayton carelessly waved at the book.
Rikiya’s pointing finger withered.
“…Pardon me?”
“Well, just look at what’s in here!” Ayton said, reaching out and pulling the book away before Rikiya could take it. Ayton flipped open to a random page before callously tapping the book with the back of his hand. “This book makes Destro out to be a complete psychopath! According to this, he advocated for mass slaughter, the use of war crimes, and the complete subjugation of the Quirkless population!” Ayton went as far as to chuckled, throwing his hands up into the air while still holding onto Rikiya’s prized copy. “Seriously! It’s like the author forgot that Destro’s mother was Quirkless! Just look how many times this thing has been reprinted!” Ayton pointed out, squinting at the first page, “ ‘Thirteenth Edition?’ This thing has been reprinted thirteen times and it still has all this hate speech and war mongering in it? Whoever wrote this edition obviously wanted to make Destro look bad.” Carelessly, Ayton tossed The Meta Liberation War back onto the table with a chuckle before going back to his lunch. “Yeah, that’s not a book that you can trust.”
Rikiya could not stand for this disrespect of his ancestor’s words and legacy! He had enough of this ignorant fool making a joke of him!
“Which is a shame, because I actually really like the idea of legalizing Quirk use.” Ayton said conversationally, focusing on eating his sushi again, and thus not noticing that Rikiya had raised his Stress-empowered arm into the air to crush the janitor beneath his fist. Hearing this comment though made Rikiya freeze, thinking for a moment before shrinking his arm back to its normal size and folding his hands together on the table.
“Really?” He responded in a similar conversational tone.
“Well,” Ayton put his chopsticks down for a moment, “For starters, just think of all of the economic opportunities that would open up if average citizens were allowed to use their Quirks: Animal Empathy Quirks for husbandry and veterinary care, metal manipulation Quirks for welders, Quirks that allow people to connect to computers for programming work; there are infinite possibilities, and if people were allowed to use their Quirks for work, it could cause the country’s economy to explode!” Ayton took another bite of his sushi before continuing. “There’s also the scientific possibilities available with legal Quirk use. A lot of Quirks fly in the face of what people believe to be truth about natural law; the nature of energy, mass, space, time, thought…it’s surprising what even supposedly ‘simple’ Quirks can do when you think about it.” Ayton said, shaking his head in disbelief. “Just think about some of the Quirks that have been demonstrated: a girl who can split her body apart into floating pieces that can still receive stimulus from each other, a boy that can weld objects to each other in ways that their atoms shouldn’t be feasibly able to do, a girl that can freely shrink and grow objects at will. Quirks clearly show how limited our understanding of the world is. Imagine how much more advanced different fields of science could get if people were allowed to study and apply Quirks more freely; what it could do for energy production, medicine, travel, everything! Imagine if we could study Quirks to the point that they could be artificially replicated!”
Rikiya had to repress a slight grimace at this last point; the idea of meta abilities being replicated to the point that they robbed people of their individuality chaffed at him, but everything else that Ayton was saying was so profound, and he found himself on the edge of his seat, entranced by the possibilities that he presented. Perhaps Ayton’s skills could be better applied by Trumpet?
“And then there’s just the moral and health issues related to repressing a Quirk.” Ayton gestured with his hand, as if laying out the facts to Rikiya. “The fact is, Quirks are a part of the human body, and not using them would be like living your life with one arm tied behind your back. Even if you can function, it’s still going to cause damage.”
“Oh, certainly!” Rikiya agreed, recalling some of the information that Curious had managed to dig up on the LOV member Toga, as well as their hopes to use her as a martyr for their cause, pointing to how inhumane Quirk repression could be.
“Heck, what about sapient Quirks?” Ayton pointed out. “There are Quirks out there who have demonstrated actual intelligence and desires, and yet, they’re just treated as non-entities. Under current Quirk law, unless they are the Quirk of a hero, they have to act as if they don’t exist! It’s worse than slavery, it’s a human rights nightmare!”
“Goodness, yes!” Rikiya spoke up, too excited to sit back and listen. “It feels so often as if our meta abilities are treated as something that we’re supposed to hide, to be afraid of. Why should we be afraid of a part of our bodies? The excuse so often is that people are afraid of losing control of them, but how is anyone supposed to know how to control their abilities if they don’t use them! And don’t get me started on that hogwash about the ‘Quirk Singularity Theory!’”
“I’ve certainly never seen that play out.” Ayton responded with a nonchalant shake of his head, confusing Rikiya for a moment before he ignored the gesture. Rikiya’s earlier irritation was eroding away the more Ayton spoke, the janitor speaking arguments that Rikiya had so often frustratingly mulled over whenever he had seen someone being forced to repress their meta abilities. In fact, he was bringing up arguments that Rikiya had never considered himself!
“There’s something else about Quirk restrictions that bugs me.” Ayton said, frowning as he took another bite of his sushi, keeping Rikiya on the edge of his seat in anticipation until this strange janitor swallowed and continued: “Call me paranoid, but the only people that are legally allowed to use their Quirks are pro heroes. You have all of this power in the hands of one class of people.” Ayton idly waved his hand around before he held up a finger for emphasis. “And this group of people answers to one government agency: the HPSC. That means that the HPSC is the only group in the country that gets a say in who gets to use their Quirks and how they are used.” Ayton shook his head. “That’s a lot of power in the hands of one organization that is beholden to popular opinion, rather than what the country might actually need at the time, and they clearly have a vested interest in ensuring that it stays that way. You don’t need to know that much about history to know that is a bad idea. And what happens if you use your Quirk?” Ayton asked Rikiya with a pointed look.
“You are called a villain, and you have your life ruined.” Rikiya responded with a glare. “There is no middle ground whatsoever. All we have in society are heroes; sycophants of a corrupt government organization, brainwashed civilians beholden to the whims of said government, or villains; people put under a blanket term that immediately demonizes them regardless of the circumstances of why they were using their meta abilities. Whether you want to use them to make a living to support yourself or your loved ones, to defend yourself when you are in danger and the heroes aren’t around, or simply because they are a physical part of your being!”
Ayton held his open hand out to Rikiya in agreement.
“Even if you’re using your Quirk to help others, even for something as simple as helping a cat stuck in a tree! Do you remember that whole mess with the Naruhata Vigilantes, and how Skycrawler nearly got arrested despite all of the people he saved simply because he was a vigilante? Heck, starting off, helping cats stuck in trees and picking up liter was pretty much all he used his Quirk for! But because he wasn’t licensed as a hero, he got treated like a criminal!” Ayton threw his hands up in disbelief. “Seriously, what does that do to people? All of this just feeds into the idea that heroes are the only people who can or should help people, and that’s just going to lead to a selfish and apathetic society.”
Rikiya’s mind was buzzing with excitement. He hadn’t even considered bringing in vigilantes into the arguments of the MLA to turn the tide of public opinion; they were in essence, rebelling in precisely the manner that proved the legitimacy of Destro’s ideals.
Ayton was clearly being wasted as a janitor, he needed to get Trumpet to meet him and…
“Too bad that kind of world where people could use their Quirks in public would never come about from an ideology like this.” Ayton said, gesturing to the copy of The Meta Liberation War before idly going back to his sushi, not seeing the dumbfounded look on Rikiya’s face.
“…Pardon me?” Rikiya asked.
“Well,” Ayton shrugged without even looking at Rikiya, “If you look at history, most often revolutions don’t play out the way that they were intended. Most of them fail, especially the violent ones. They often result in civil wars due to factionalism, anarchy, or bad eggs taking advantage of the resulting chaos to make themselves even worse dictators than the ones that they replaced. Not to mention how easy it is for a rebel group to become radicalized over time by attracting more violent and extreme members.” Ayton casually flicked his chopsticks around as he gave Rikiya a flat look. “Usually a country ends up in a worse state after a revolution than before; you disrupt trade, agriculture, industry, you’re going to end up with a country with serious debt, one that’s had a lot of its natural resources and infrastructure destroyed. Afterwards, you’ve got a society that’s very vulnerable to charismatic dictators taking control, radicalizing the populace and turning them against marginalized groups to use as scapegoats for their problems.”
This was, more-or-less, Rikiya’s plan, even if he believed Ayton was overstating the economic ramifications, being how he intended to come to power. The janitor though was continuing on, heedless of the glare that Rikiya was sending his way.
“If you want a societal change, usually the best way is to go at it from a political angle; to campaign or to use peaceful protests. They’re not always perfect, but they generally have a better track record of causing change.”
“Some changes can only be enacted through a forceful hand, Mr. Ayton.” Rikiya argued briskly.
“Maybe.” Ayton replied, dipping a piece of eel into some soy sauce. “But people tend to get annoyed by a forceful hand. You’re just as, if not more likely, to turn people against an idea, even a good one, by pairing it with a bloody knife.” Ayton gestured with his chopsticks towards Rikiya’s book, sending a drop of soy sauce onto the cover that made Rikiya’s Stress start to break out in black splotches on the back of his neck.
“Just look at how Destro is seen. If you ask the average guy what he thinks about that book, he’ll tell you that it’s just propaganda trash where Destro tries to justify acts of terrorism.”
Ayton chuckled and shook his head to himself, heedless of Rikiya’s clenched teeth and Stress-darkening skin.
“I think that you could convince quite a few people of the benefits of legalizing Quirk use, but unfortunately, the idea has been paired with an icon that the majority of the population reviles. It would seem that in this case, we’ve lost sight of what Destro’s original goal was.”
Rikiya wanted so badly to crush Ayton for speaking of his ancestor’s legacy so callously, but he stayed his hand, if only so that he could properly educate this fool.
“Do you honestly believe that society would make the necessary change though? You mentioned how the powers that be have a vested interest in maintaining the status quo. That has manipulated the public into becoming apathetic and complacent. I’m rather skeptical that people would change through pretty words.”
“It’s been done in the past.” Ayton pointed out. “Martin Luther King Jr., Mahatma Gandhi, William Wilberforce, Nelson Mandela. I’m not saying it’s easy, but they were able to make positive change and be remembered as icons instead of terrorists.”
Rikiya couldn’t recognize half of these names.
“I’m sorry…who? I know about Gandhi, and have some knowledge of Martin Luther King Jr., but it sounds as if you are speaking of pre-Meta history.”
“I am.” Ayton answered, not apparently surprised at Rikiya’s ignorance. “William Wilberforce was a leading head of the British abolitionist movement. Nelson Mandela ended apartheid in South Africa.”
Rikiya neither knew, nor cared for these examples. Perhaps such methods could be enough to liberate meta abilities, but there was in fact, more to the goals of the MLA. It was to ensure that the oppression of the previous regime could never happen again, and that those that had profaned Destro’s name would face justice. Rikiya couldn’t achieve this simply through campaigning and soft words. He could only achieve it by tearing down this oppressive society, and installing himself as its new leader. Before he could think of a political way to frame this though, Ayton spoke up again.
“I’ve actually got my own question, sir.” Ayton said, holding up a finger, interrupting Rikiya before he could defend the MLA’s practices, or pull the janitor apart like a wishbone, one of the two.
“…That being?” Rikiya responded, humoring this conversation just a little bit more.
“Well, while I do overall like the idea of legalizing public Quirk use, and I can see that you are too, I’m wondering how you would address all of the repercussions that would result from a society where this happened.”
“…Like what?”
“Well, where would this leave people who have weak Quirks? Quirks that don’t have an obvious practical use? People with no Quirks? In a society where people are free to use their Quirks as they wish, to make a living for themselves, isn’t there a danger of certain fields becoming dominated by those whose Quirks that offer advantages?”
“Perhaps.” Rikiya responded with a clipped tone. “The same way that most fields are dominated by individuals who possess any kind of talent. Sports are often dominated by those who are physically greater, the arts are dominated by minds with greater emotional intelligence and expression. It may seem unfair, but society already lifts up those with natural talent; why should we not give meta abilities the same dignity and acknowledgement?”
Ayton shrugged.
“I suppose you have a point there, but there’s a risk on the reverse side of the equation as well; isn’t there a risk of forcing people into certain fields based solely off of their Quirks?” The janitor spoke, most of his attention still on his lunch. “Say, for example, I want to go into music, but I have a Quirk that makes me invisible? Everyone would expect me to go into espionage or law enforcement, even if it is not what I want to do with my life. I would like to think that people would respect my choices, but let’s face it, society very often likes to force us into boxes to fit its own purposes. You could have families dedicated to certain trades, locking their descendents into jobs the moment their Quirks manifest, regardless of what their own desires might be. Not to mention the problem of what happens when someone in the family has a mutation.” Still looking at his food, Ayton shook his head. “Don’t pretend that there aren’t families that would abandon their children for not fitting what they consider to be ‘normal.’”
At this point, Rikiya couldn’t help but feel somewhat grateful that Ayton wasn’t looking at him as he casually talked and ate, so he couldn’t see the dumbfounded and irritated look on Rikiya’s face. However, it also meant that he had no way to stop Ayton as he continued on:
“Heck, in some ways, our society already acts like this. True, the only field that one can actually use their Quirks is in heroics, but even outside of that, many people are treated differently based off of their Quirks. If you have a Quirk that people think is ‘good for heroics,’ or makes you look better, people will be more inclined to like you. However, this also means that there’s a prevailing stigma against certain Quirks in society towards people whose appearances are altered or whose Quirks have an effect that people deem disturbing, even if it shouldn’t matter in a society where you can’t use your Quirk at all. Where Quirk use is normalized, isn’t there a threat that this stigma could become worse, that people will assume that those with Quirks that they deem to be ‘villainous’ will use them for villainous purposes and treat them as such?”
Ayton finally looked up at Rikiya, expecting an answer. Rikiya took a moment to recompose himself before answering.
“In regards to your first point…I suppose each person just has to make their own way in life. I would like to think that a society that embraces meta abilities rather than stifling them would become more open and accepting of our differences. As you point out though, people already have these judgements regardless of whether or not they are permitted to use their meta abilities. I’m not saying that it’s not a problem, but the point is unrelated to the topic.
“That is a legitimate point, but it still does not answer my original concern. What about those who possess impractical Quirks, or are Quirkless?” Ayton asked.
“And I say, again, that other natural talents already determine a great deal of who dominates what fields. Why should those with talents be forced to stifle them for those without?” Rikiya answered with his own challenge. Surprisingly, Ayton paused in thought.
“…I have to admit, I can’t exactly argue against that. You’re not arguing that people be locked into certain fields or abilities based off of their Quirks, but rather that they have the opportunity to excel in those areas if they have a Quirk that allows them to.” Ayton shrugged. “I mean, I’ve read Harrison Bergeron, so I can agree that the idea of having one’s natural talents repressed is pretty disturbing.”
Rikiya blinked, confused by another reference he was unfamiliar with. However, now that he had gotten Ayton to concede his point, he saw this as an opportunity to push further, to make Ayton see past such petty concerns.
“You’ve brought up so many benefits to a society in which people are allowed to use their meta abilities freely. However, the issue goes beyond simple tangible benefits. Destro believed that this was an inalienable right of the empowered, regardless of what one’s meta abilities were used for. As far what such a society would eventually turn into…” Rikiya shrugged without concern, “Well, you’re not wrong. Those with strong meta abilities would come out on top. There’s no denying that it would happen. That’s just the way it is. But there’s a beauty in that kind of society, isn’t there? A natural order.”
Ayton did not answer Rikiya immediately, staring back at the man before going back to his meal, rubbing a large piece of wasabi onto his sushi.
“Darwinism sounds like a fun philosophy…until you find someone stronger than you. I’ve always found that people who espouse that kind of ideology are pretty quick to abandon it when confronted with someone stronger.”
Rikiya smiled indulgently back at Ayton. While he was aware of a few other more powerful meta abilities; he could count them on one hand, and almost all of them were currently incapacitated.
“But there’s also a misunderstanding of what would be considering the ‘fittest’ in this context.” Ayton continued. “Humans aren’t the dominant species because of any special physical ability; they’re slower and weaker than most other species their size, but rather it’s their determination and their ability to cooperate; traits beyond just individual abilities. Quirks in this case wouldn’t really be the best metric of who would be ‘fittest,’ I think.” Ayton concluded before popping the sushi into his mouth.
Rikiya chuckled at this naivety. For this, he knew what to say, and had prepared such a speech, both for such occasions as these or for in the future when he would deliver it as the country’s new leader.
“What traits are greater than meta abilities though? As you’ve pointed out, they allow humanity to perform accomplishments that would have been considered impossible otherwise. Learning to build a fire is all well and good, but does it really compare to being able to create fire on your own? Meta abilities are the pinnacle of human evolution, beyond anything that humanity could have achieved otherwise, destined to only grow greater and greater.” Rikiya smiled smugly, relishing in the truth of his words, and of the pride in his own meta ability. “And…well, for those who lack a meta ability, evolution has it’s dead ends…”
“ACHOO!!”
Rikiya brought his speech to an abrupt end as he felt something wet hit his face. Ayton stared at Rikiya. Rikiya stared back.
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“Please pardon me while I go flush this wasabi out of my eye.”
After fifteen minutes of flushing his eye out (which still burnt like nothing he had ever felt before,) Rikiya decided that he had danced around with philosophy enough.
“Oh, Mr. Yotsubashi, are you alright?” Ayton asked as Rikiya reentered his office. “Sorry about that. I can understand if you don’t want me to work here anymore…”
“Oh…no…” Rikiya said, putting a hand on Ayton’s shoulder. “N…I want you right…here.”
Ayton blinked, and then smiled.
“Oh, great!”
“I just have one last thing that I wanted to talk to you about.” Rikiya said as he sat back down.
“Alright, what is it?”
“Oh, it’s just, I never asked you, what is your meta ability?” Rikiya asked with a Cheshire-like grin.
In response, Ayton merely shrugged, spreading his arms wide.
“What you see is what you get.”
That didn’t exactly answer anything as far as Rikiya could tell, but he supposed it didn’t really matter. Rikiya supposed that Ayton’s meta ability was simply a heteromorph mutation that gave him dragon-like traits, but didn’t offer any actual enhancements. If Ayton had a decent meta ability, he wouldn’t have been working as a janitor, after all. What mattered was Rikiya’s meta ability.
“Well, how about I show you mine?” Rikiya asked, only to immediately demonstrate, allowing some of his Stress to channel into his right arm, engorging it. “It’s called ‘Stress.’ It allows me to store up any stressful emotion I feel and convert it into raw power.”
Ayton stared at Rikiya, clearly amazed at his show of power. Rikiya preened in the janitor’s fear and respect for a moment, allowing the black markings of Stress to cover his entire body, giving him a hulking form that towered over Ayton.
“The more stressful emotions I feel, the more powerful I become. At higher levels, I can even launch energy blasts. It’s not an exaggeration to say that my ability puts me at a level above most pro heroes.” Even as he allowed the rage and humiliation from the past hour fueling his Stress empower him, Rikiya looked at his clenched first fondly. “You should be honored, Mr. Ayton. Only my closest associates even know of my meta ability.”
Rikiya grinned at this. This display was in of itself, an ultimatum to Ayton. Obviously, he couldn’t let a simple janitor outside the MLA know of his meta ability and live. Either Ayton would get down on his hands and knees, beg for forgiveness for his impudence, and swear his allegiance to Rikiya, or he would become a splatter on the pavement at the bottom of Detnerat Tower.
“Wow…I am so sorry for you, sir.”
Rikiya felt his train of thought grind to a screeching halt. He looked down on Ayton, who was looking at Rikiya with an expression of pity.
“Excuse me?” Rikiya asked.
Ayton sighed, shaking his head sadly.
“It’s just that I can only assume that someone else led you into your beliefs on Quirks, considering how bad such a society would be for you personally. You must not have had an opportunity to really think about what this would mean.”
“…Excuse me?” Rikiya asked again, dumbfounded, wanting so badly to grind Ayton into powder but too confused to not hear him out.
“Well…” Ayton went on to explain, uncaring of the towering behemoth standing over him and moments away from ripping him into shreds, “Improved strength sounds nice, but it’s not exactly useful in your line of work. In a society where people are allowed to use their Quirks freely, wouldn’t that mean that the most competitive individuals in business or politics would have Quirks that boost their intelligence? If anything, Stress would be a hindrance, considering how it requires emotions that would by their nature lead you to making poor decisions. Even for CEOs that get their businesses through nepotism would inevitably be outcompeted by individuals with more applicable Quirks.”
Rikiya was stuck between feeling unyielding rage, and slowly growing fear as to what Ayton was talking about. How would public meta ability use affect business? Could anyone without intelligence-based meta abilities compete in such a market?
“I mean…” Ayton shrugged awkwardly, as if grasping at straws, “The strength boost that you get from Stress could offer some benefit in rescue work or law enforcement. Despite what you’ve said about pro heroes, I could ironically see this as being a good…or at least a popular Quirk for pro hero work, but the fact that you need to experience stressful emotions that would hinder your judgement would also make Stress impractical for those fields as well, considering how important it is for people to keep their head in stressful circumstances.”
Ayton leaned back in his chair in thought, staring at the ceiling, heedless of Rikiya being moments away having a psychotic breakdown.
“I suppose Stress could be useful for manual labor…but that kind of work would likely lead to you burning off the stress, so it would be limited there as well.” Ayton said, shaking his head. “Thinking about it, the only job in which Stress would be useful would be working as a rodeo clown.”
Rikiya felt one of his eyelids twitch as Ayton looked back at him, completely uncaring as to Rikiya’s hulking, twitching appearance.
“Not to mention, Stress just feels like an unpleasant Quirk to live with. You have to harness negative emotions in order to use it, which is bad enough, but it also sounds like positive emotions would weaken Stress. That just sounds awful! I mean, it’s apparently already making you go bald,” Ayton said, pointing to Rikiya’s scalp, “I don’t like to think of what other side effects this has on your health and your mental well-being.”
Ayton hung his head, shaking it in pity. Rikiya hadn’t moved. His mind wasn’t functioning enough to let him move. Eventually, Ayton looked at his watch.
“Well…” Ayton said before slapping his hands on the table and standing up. “This has been interesting, but my lunch break is over. Better get back to work!”
Ayton simply walked towards the door, Rikiya too staggered to stop him, even as Ayton started singing again.
“War…huh…yeah…What is it good for?”
Ayton sang, even as he opened the door, turning to Rikiya and saluting him with his thumb and forefinger flat at an angle against his forehead.
“Absolutely nothing!”
Before shutting the door behind him.
Rikiya was left stunned, never before having had his values and his dignity so thoroughly spat upon. He wasn’t aware of time passing, just standing in his office as his mind tried to come to grips with everything that Ayton had just said and done. Eventually, he came to a realization:
“…I am so angry right now…it actually makes me happy thinking about what I’m going to do to him.”
Rikiya wasted no more time. He was so incensed that he didn’t even bother with shrinking down to open the door, and simply smashed through it, along with the surrounding walls, before barreling down the hallway towards the direction of that stupid song!
“War! I despise, because it means destruction of innocent lives…”
Again, Ayton was so caught up in his singing that he failed to notice the sound of the behemoth charging towards him like an enraged elephant, but he’d notice soon, once Rikiya got ahold of him and…
Just as Rikiya was about to reach Ayton, the janitor turned, his tail spinning around and hitting against Rikiya’s ankle in mid-step. It didn’t hurt, but it was enough for Rikiya to lose his balance and fall. Rikiya had just enough presence of mind to notice the “Wet Floor” sign as his momentum carried him over the slick floor like a bowling ball sliding on an ice rink, all the way to the window at the end of the hall, which shattered under the impact of Rikiya’s mass.
“AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!”
CRASH
Several passerby in front of the Detnerat tower that had scrambled frantically back from the sight of a massive screaming object impacting the ground now tentatively approached the hulk-shaped crater. They recoiled again though as Yotsubashi Rikiya pried himself out of the hole without a word, stood up, and sprinted back into the building.
Perhaps if Rikiya was in a more lucid state of mind, he might realize that what he intended to do risked attracting attention from individuals not under his control in the MLA, but whether it be his unyielding rage, the compounding effect that Stress was having on his mental judgement, or his senses being rattled from falling off of a skyscraper, Rikiya was too fixated on sprinting back up the stairs of his building to turn that janitor inside out. He was faintly aware of the fact that the force exerted by Stress and the rapid movement of his climb up his tower had essentially shredded his shoes off of his feet, but he did not care.
Reaching the top level and smashing through the door at the top of the stairwell, Rikiya did however have enough sense to stop and see if Ayton was still there. Fortuitously, he was, and even more fortuitously, he was away from where the “Wet Floor” sign was, pushing something in a cart. He saw that as reason enough to give way to abandon and rush with full force towards the man.
“I WILL RIP YOUR SPINE OUT THROUGH YOUR…!”
Just as Rikiya was about to reach Ayton, he felt himself impact with something in the air, which shattered into pieces.
Oh. Ayton was pushing along a replacement window. The surprise was enough for Rikiya to lose his balanced again, falling onto the cart that Ayton had been pushing, which sped off from the force of Rikiya’s momentum, again towards the open window.
“No. No. No! AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!”
CRASH
Miyashita did his best to calm his breathing, trying to relax to the elevator music playing as he slowly made his way up to the top level of Detnerat Tower. He felt he had a good shot at this interview, but considering it was for the head assistant position under the CEO of the country’s top life-style support equipment company, how could he not be nervous? He hoped that his ears weren’t twitching…
However, his nerves gave way to confusion as he stepped out of the elevator onto the top floor and headed towards Yotsubashi Rikiya’s office, only to find that one of the windows at the end of the hall had been smashed open, along with the door to Yotsubashi’s office. All the while, a janitor with a dragon mutation and green hair was sweeping up a pile of broken glass in the middle of the hall, a wheeled mop bucket standing nearby. Miyashita approached the scene in confusion, looking into the office where he was supposed to have his interview before turning to the janitor.
“Excuse me, what happened here? I’m scheduled to have an interview with Mr. Yotsubashi, and…”
The janitor though did not respond verbally, but instead stopped his work and firmly took Miyashita by the shoulders.
“Wha…what are you…? Sir, what are you doing?”
The janitor though did not respond, and half-pushed, half-carried Miyashita over to the wall away from the center of the hallway before going back to his work.
“Sir, what is the meaning of…?”
Miyashita’s questions were cut off though at the sound of rapidly approaching heavy footsteps, and a gargantuan, black-covered monster rushing towards the janitor, screaming at the top of his lungs.
“SMASH YOU! SMASH YOU!”
Miyashita had just enough time to realize in horror that the janitor was going to get crushed by the monster, only for the monster’s fist to somehow phase through the janitor, even as he continued his sweeping of the glass shards into a pile…which the monster stepped in.
“AAAAHHHHH!!!!”
The monster screamed out loud, hopping on one foot while holding onto the other that had several shards of glass stuck in its sole, only to accidentally hop into the janitor’s mop bucket, which rolled uncontrollably towards the window.
“NO! NO! NO! AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!”
And out the building.
Miyashita stood dumbfounded at what he just saw, feeling his heart pounding in his chest from fear even after hearing the sound of impact on the ground outside. The janitor though was simply continuing his work, sweeping the glass shards into a waste bin.
“What…What was that!?” Miyashita shouted out loud once he was able to regain control of his voice.
“Oh, I can shift my mass between one dimension and another.” The janitor explained, finally looking at Miyashita.
“No…I mean…” Miyashita fumbled his words, too confused and scared to even begin to make sense of what had just happened. “What was that thing?!”
“That was Yotsubashi Rikiya.” The janitor said.
“…That was Mr. Yotsubashi?”
“Yep.”
“…The CEO of Detnerat?”
“Mm-hm.”
Miyashita looked between the janitor, the shattered window, and the smashed entrance to Yotsubashi’s office that he was standing next to, before he realized what the smart thing to do was.
“I…think I’m going to need to cancel my interview…” he said before speed walking back to the elevator.
“Smart man.”
Tokoname Tatsuyuki, also known as the pro hero Slidin’ Go, but primarily in his mind a faithful soldier of the Meta Liberation Army, did not usually patrol in Deika City, but he was familiar enough with the Grand Commander’s ‘quirks’ to have a few guesses as to what the commotion was at Detnerat Tower. He arrived at the scene, expecting to do damage control, painting a picture of a terrible accident to cover up Yotsubashi defenestrating another fool. When he arrived though, he was surprised to see two hulk-shaped craters with no bodies to be found, only to hear screaming as a massive body impacted the pavement again.
Tokoname quickly ushered the civilians away before checking on the scene of the incident. Much to his surprise though, he realized that it was Yotsubashi, the Grand Commander of the MLA himself implanted in the ground.
“Mr. Yotsubashi!” Tokoname cried out in alarm. He knew that the Grand Commander’s meta ability granted him exceptional durability, but a fall from that height was not something to scoff at. However, Yotsubashi managed to stand up under his own power, albeit shakily, and with an unhinged smile on his face.
“Mr….”
Tokoname’s words were cut off by an overturned mop bucket suddenly landing on Yotsubashi’s head, pouring out a torrent of dirty mop water over the Grand Commander. Tokoname was too shocked to do anything, until Yotsubashi calmly pulled the bucket off of his head. He was still smiling, and Tokoname didn’t think he was blinking.
“Um…” Tokoname said after a moment. He was scared to ask why the Grand Commander had apparently fallen off of the Detnerat Tower three times, thinking that it would be best to try to help maintain the man’s image.
“I…I can help you with that…” Tokoname said, pulling out a handkerchief and moving to wipe some of the dirty water that was drenching Yotsubashi’s face. Before he could do so though, Yotsubashi’s hand shot up and grabbed Tokoname’s arm.
Tokoname dropped his handkerchief as he felt Yotsubashi’s hand squeezing his arm until he could hear his bones crack, in too much pain to cry out. The Grand Commander still had the same unhinged smile on his face, until Tokoname finally felt the pressure on his arm lessen as Yotsubashi’s eyes crossed and he fainted from the concussion of three massive falls and a heavy bucket impacting his head from skyscraper height.
One year after the Battle of Jaku…
This wasn’t how things were supposed to go.
Rikiya had thought that when he had surrendered control of the MLA to Shigaraki and the League (having to endure the loss of his legs in his fight with Shigaraki and the death of Curious) that despite their setbacks, victory was guaranteed. Yes, Destro and the other leaders of the MLA would be subordinates to the League, but this also meant that the newly rechristened Paranormal Liberation Front would have the manpower and resources of the MLA combined with the powerhouses of the League of Villains like Dabi, Twice (who had overcome his mental blocks on his ‘Double’ Quirk, allowing him to create an endless army of clones,) the mountain-sized Gigantomachia, the monstrous nomus, and most importantly, Shigaraki himself, who on top of achieving a Meta-ability awakening that allowed him to Decay entire cities, also underwent a procedure that increased his strength to surpass that of All Might’s and to be granted the power of All For One itself. The MLA’s previous secrecy and strategies of infiltration and subterfuge were no longer necessary in the light of such incredible power. Liberation was at hand.
Only for it to all fall apart. The heroes ambushed them before Shigaraki could fully complete his medical procedure and lead the PLF out to conquer Japan and destroy all heroes. Even with all of their power, they were overwhelmed. Shigaraki, the man whom Rikiya had seen as the embodiment of Liberation, was killed by Lemillion, along with Gigantomachia and most of the nomu. The PLF completely broke.
Though Skeptic was able to leak doctored footage of Hawks assassinating Twice and of Dabi’s proclamation of being the forgotten prodigal son of Endeavor, shaking the public’s trust of heroes, of their false idols was a cold comfort to Rikiya in his prison cell. And so, here he was, rotting in Tartarus, legless, with an IV attached to his arm that would inject drugs into his body that would counteract Stress if he attempted to activate it, awaiting an execution.
Rikiya shut his eyes, exhausted. At least things couldn’t get any worse…
“I said WAR!...huh…Good God, y’all, What is it good for?”
Rikiya’s eyes snapped open and his heartbeat spiked. That song…that voice…
His head jerked up, giving him a view of the window of his prison door, where he could hear a mop bucket rolling by. Soon, the familiar white antlers and orca-like coloration of Sam Ayton passed into view.
“You…!” Rikiya hissed out. Suddenly, that galling conversation, and the humiliating series of events that Rikiya had been unable to recall after the fact due to the side effects of his memory loss from multiple concussions came blazing back to him.
“Oh, hey boss! I heard you had moved in here!” Ayton said, stopping by the window with a friendly grin.
Rikiya glared, wondering if he might be able to power through the drugs in the IV in time to break through the wall to throttle this man if he overclocked Stress.
“What are you doing here?” He instead demanded.
“I work here.” Ayton responded with a shrug. “Detnerat Tower got destroyed, remember? There’s only so much I can clean up after other people’s messes.”
Parts of their previous encounter remained fuzzy to Rikiya. He was told afterwards that he had apparently jumped out of the top floor of Detnerat Tower three times, though whether due to head trauma or overclocking Stress in his rage, he couldn’t remember how Ayton had somehow tricked him.
“You know, I was just thinking about you and the conversation we had.” Ayton said, leaning against the door and looking into Rikiya’s cell. “I’m guessing that you don’t get much news in here, so you might not have heard…”
Ayton held up a phone, displaying a picture of a smiling young blond woman holding some red device.
“You know Melissa Shield? The daughter of David Shield from I-Island? She just invented this thing called the ‘C-Tool’ that can turn into over a hundred other tools. Makes it so that soldiers, police officers, or rescue workers don’t have to carry so much into the field.” Ayton looked at the picture himself, smiling lazily, though still speaking with a tone of respect to the young genius. “It’s actually inspired by the Quirk of Yaoyorozu Momo. You know her, right?” Ayton looked back at Rikiya as if they were having a casual conversation around a water cooler and Rikiya didn’t want to force-feed him his own phone. “The heiress of the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate? ‘Creation’ is a really impressive Quirk of her’s, but Melissa Shield was able to make something that could replicate its effect. Even if it’s on a low level, the internet’s blowing up with how it’s going to revolutionize rescue work around the world.” Ayton flipped to another picture on his phone, displaying Melissa Shield with the blueprints or finished products of several other inventions. “She’s making a bunch of other new inventions inspired by Yaoyorozu’s classmates as well; ‘Anima Drones’ that act as scouts, mobile transport, and can direct power from a distance, the ‘CSTwinkling’ laser, ‘Earphone Jack’ speakers, ‘Invisible Girl’ heat shielding, and she’s just going to keep making more.” Ayton chuckled, shaking his head in disbelief. “Amazing, right? There are some think pieces talking about how the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate are incorporating Ms. Shield’s technology across the country, and ironically, they say that ‘a society where Quirk use is now legal will exist because of a woman who has no Quirk at all!’ Can you believe it?”
Rikiya only scowled, feeling gall in his throat at Ayton’s words. The janitor though didn’t seem to notice, leaning against the wall next to the door with his arms casually crossed so that Rikiya could only see the side of his face.
“I guess I didn’t even need to worry as much as I did about the possible dangers of free Quirk use. There are laws being talked about to keep people from being forced into a profession, Quirk discrimination laws are being taken more seriously, and thanks to Ms. Shield and people like her, technology is improving to the point that it’s allowing people without impressive Quirks to stay competitive.” Ayton smiled and shook his head. “Thinking about it, most Quirks are already really specific; it would be pretty difficult for employers to fill up their staff just with those with ideal Quirks, so they still have to hire those without relevant Quirks anyway.”
Rikiya scoffed at this sentiment; the idea that technology could ever match the gift of meta abilities. Ayton caught Rikiya’s eye as he turned back towards the window.
“It’s just like we were talking about too; even with the hero system and the core of the country’s economy gone, there’s actually a lot of new opportunities that have opened up now that people can use their Quirks to make money. Did you hear about how much the Yaoyorozu Conglomerate’s been expanding? They’re getting into construction, energy, fashion, it’s incredible! There’s a scientist named Dr. Makabe who discovered cold fusion!” Ayton threw up his hands in disbelief. “Cold fusion! People thought that was a fantasy, and she just did it!”
Ayton shook his head again.
“And as for the social issues that we talked about, well, I’m not naïve enough to think that people won’t be judged for their Quirks anymore, but hopefully this means that cases like Toga Himiko where people aren’t able to get the kind of support that they need for their Quirks won’t happen again. I think that a lot of pain will be averted because of this.” The janitor looked back at Rikiya, a faux-sad expression on his face. “It’s a real shame you’re missing out on this. I wonder what Detnerat could have done? The jobs that you could have saved, the industries you could have built up, the research you could have done.”
Ayton paused. Rikiya would have felt outraged at Ayton’s slight against him, reminding him of what he had lost, had he not felt something was off. Despite the contempt Rikiya felt for this clown, something in the dragon’s eyes made him shrink back into his bed as he looked at him, as if his gaze held weight. After a moment, Ayton spoke, his casual nature missing in his words.
“You know, if it didn’t come about as a result of thousands of people dying, I’d be congratulating you, Mr. Yotsubashi. You got what your ancestor wanted. People can use their Quirks in public legally now.”
The strange pressure that Rikiya felt seemed to lift, even though Ayton continued to stare at him. Rikiya’s outrage returned, giving him the will to finally respond.
“You think that this is what I wanted?” Rikiya asked. Ayton’s appearance though didn’t change in any way to indicate that he was surprised by Rikiya’s statement, but he went on regardless.
“I might be limited in my knowledge of the outside world, but I’ve known about the farce that Koshi pushed through. That is not liberation.” Rikiya laid his head back on his bed, scowling at the ceiling. “Destro’s will has not been realized. Meta abilities are still constrained. People are not free to use them as they see fit. New shackles are added each day, because the same corrupt oppressors are still in power!”
Rikiya scoffed in disgust. Everything that he heard of the outside world and the legalization of meta abilities, as if one should ever need legal permission to use a part of their own bodies, confirmed to him that it was nothing but a pale imitation of the dream of Destro.
“What good is this ‘legalization’ with so many strings attached? They say that citizens are now free to use their meta abilities in public, but you don’t need to look closely to see that’s a farce. Those with wings aren’t allow to fly without the government’s permission. Those with speed are still constrained below a certain level. Those with strength are not permitted to use it. Those with powers over the elements are limited in where they can use their meta abilities. If anyone steps outside these lines set by the same self-serving bureaucrats that were in power before the war, they are penalized! And new shackles are added each day!”
“By ‘shackles,’ are you talking about how people with speed Quirks need to obey the speed limit, and how people with flight Quirks have to get licenses in order to fly in public spaces?” Ayton asked. “You know, so they don’t accidentally get sucked into a jet engine and cause it to crash? And that people are still billed for any damages they cause with their Quirks?”
Rikiya had enough of the janitor’s words and ignored them. He would hear his lament over the injustices of this world and of his struggle.
“We were so close…” Rikiya lamented. “My army had a leader that I thought had assured the achievement of Destro’s goal of liberation. But it all was ruined by mindless, short-sighted pawns of a weak, glutted regime. Even with what Skeptic showed them all, people still venerate that empty shell Lemillion for destroying our greatest hope for Liberation.
“…How?” Rikiya heard Ayton ask.
“Excuse me?” Rikiya responded, blinking.
“How was teaming up with Shigaraki supposed to lead to ‘meta liberation?’ Did he even care about that? Did he talk about legalizing Quirk use once since you met?”
“He didn’t have to. He was the embodiment of Liberation; completely free from all constraints, free to use his meta ability to shape the world as he saw fit.” Rikiya answered with assurance.
“A crusty, shut-in NEET with the goals of a school shooter on a global scale. That’s what you saw as the embodiment of liberation?” Ayton responded with a flat look.
“A man liberated.” Rikiya shot back. “One able to stand against a false, oppressive world and tear it down with his own ability. A man who didn’t have to play the long game, who didn’t have to compromise, who could show the world how flimsy this society’s idea of justice is, and could show them the power of liberation.”
Ayton cocked one of his eyebrows up, looking at Rikiya skeptically.
“…Okay…but how would that have helped your goals? How would that have led to Quirk legalization?”
Rikiya rolled his eyes in frustration.
“You just don’t get it. Hardly anyone did. It’s not just about Meta ability ‘legalization.’ ‘Legalization’ is not Liberation. But I don’t expect you to understand. You rejected my explanation of the true purpose of the Meta Liberation Army the last time we spoke, but Shigaraki was truly the embodiment of Liberation.” Wistfully, Rikiya looked at the stumps of his legs, recalling how he been forced to severe them to avoid being hit by the wave of Shigaraki’s Decay. “I admit, I assumed that with All Might and All For One out of the picture, that I would possess the strongest meta ability in the country, and thus, would cement my role as the MLA’s leader, and of the future ruler of the country. However, Shigaraki completely overwhelmed me. What else could I do but acquiesce my leadership to him? He showed himself to have the stronger, the more liberated meta ability then not just myself, but the entire nation. It was simply part of the natural order that meta abilities provided. I thought that Shigaraki would instate this order, this purity, on the rest of the country. He would show the supremacy of meta abilities, and the country would submit to this order. Only then, would people be free to use their meta abilities as they wish.” Rikiya spoke with reverence. When he didn’t hear an immediate response from Ayton though, he looked to the janitor, who was squinting at Rikiya with a dumbfounded expression.
“You…do know that in order for ‘survival of the fittest’ to apply, someone has to survive, right?” Ayton sighed, shaking his head before giving Rikiya an insufferable, pitying look. “You talk a lot about ‘fulfilling Destro’s goals,’ about ‘liberating Quirks,’ but none of the League cared about any of that. Heck, they didn’t have any real philosophy or goal for the future beyond killing people. Be honest with yourself, what did you think Shigaraki was going to do if he beat the heroes and took over? He had no idea how to lead a country, nor any interest in it. There was only one thing he knew how to do, and he wasn’t going to stop when the heroes were dead. Shigaraki wanted to destroy everything…and that was it. There wouldn’t be anyone to ‘liberate.’ The freedom for people to use their Quirks would have been a cold comfort to whoever was left to survive in the wasteland you were going to leave behind.”
“Those who survived the purge, those who picked the right side, who shook off society’s chains would have us to turn to.” Rikiya responded to Ayton’s challenge. “We would have built a society better than the false one that came before.” Rikiya frowned, hating that he was being reminded of what he had lost, but wanting to make someone realize what he had fought for. “I know Shigaraki had no interest in running the government. But he would have needed someone to do that when he won. Shigaraki was the embodiment of Liberation and the true leader and icon of the movement, but I would have fulfilled all of the tedious duties that he wouldn’t care about. In the end, we would both have gotten what we wanted.”
“Assuming you wouldn’t get caught up in the inevitable wave of destruction he’d release, or kill you on a whim.” Ayton answered, his expression halfway between pity and contempt. “Couldn’t you have achieved this some other way? One that didn’t involve so many people dying? There’s been pushback against some of the measures being taken, sure, but a lot of people are starting to embrace legal Quirk use and seen how it’s made their lives better. It might not have been as hard as you thought to make people realize this earlier on.” Ayton closed his eyes, sighing. “You could have helped a lot of people. You could have used your connections to influence the government and change public opinion. You had the power to do it. You could have made people think twice about your ancestor rather than feeding more into the idea that he was some murderous terrorist and to take his ideals more seriously. Why didn’t you? Why train an army of blood-hungry zealots in the first place?”
Ayton shrugged.
“Now though? Now that the descendant of Destro has apparently followed in his footsteps? Regardless of how true that book was, you’ve cemented that image in everyone’s heads. Really, one of the few people that the public is going to see as worse is you. But then again, unlike Destro, you won’t get top billing, and you’ll just be seen as the lacky of someone even worse.”
Rikiya rolled his eyes, trying to look away. Ayton shook his head, disappointed.
“I can’t say I’m that surprised. Even picking a fight with Shigaraki and the League at all kind of showed that you lost sight of your original goal. I can’t think of any reason for confronting them in the first place outside of sating your own ego. But actually joining with the League?” Ayton pointed out with an incredulous look. “I mean, I know that part of making yourself Shigaraki’s lapdog was just you trying to keep him from Decaying the rest of you,” (Rikiya’s scowl deepened,) “but you seem really gung-ho about working for him, a guy who, again, had nothing to do and no interest in your father’s ideals. The whole motivation of your dad’s goal kind of fell to the wayside in favor of just killing everyone and claiming that’s liberation. It's not like Shigaraki was subtle about what he wanted. Heck, none of the League were subtle. Half of them were outright psychopaths who just wanted to kill people. Are you really surprised that no one is into your idea of ‘liberation?’”
“That is Liberation.” Rikiya hissed back. “No constraints, no limits, just the freedom to use one’s Quirk as they see fit, with no one to stop them. The inevitable result of Meta Liberation; a world shaped by Meta abilities.” Rikiya let his head fall back on his bed, too exhausted to care about trying to make anyone see the truth anymore. “My ancestor…he didn’t get to see that world…and it seems I won’t either. I failed him. But I tried. I tried to honor Destro’s legacy.”
Despite his efforts to ignore Ayton, Rikiya could feel his gaze on him, as well as the contempt it carried.
“…You didn’t care about making things better for anyone, did you? Even ‘liberating’ Quirks wasn’t important. No, you wanted the war more than you wanted liberation.” Ayton scoffed. “Who am I kidding? You just wanted to hurt people and claim that it was for some noble ideal.”
Rikiya glared at Ayton at the attempt at simplifying him so much.
“Destro was like All Might to you, wasn’t he?” Ayton asked.
“Don’t you dare compare my father to that false idol!” Rikiya shouted.
“Ah, but he was your idol, wasn’t he?” Ayton responded. “He was the one you looked up to, the one you modeled yourself after. You grew up, wanting to be just like him, raised to venerate him and his ideals.”
Despite his anger, Rikiya thought back to his youth, and the stories his guardians, Destro’s acolytes told him. The goal and the purpose they instilled in him. His dream.
“Or rather…what you tell yourself what his ideals were.” Ayton said idly, making Rikiya scowl again. “You cared less for what he was fighting for, and more for the fight itself.” Ayton shook his head in pity, making Rikiya feel the strain of Stress combating with his IV. “Maybe you aren’t completely to blame, considering how you were raised, but that’s what I’m getting at with how Destro was your All Might. Just like so many people like Stain and Bakugou, you twisted your idol’s words to fit your own worldview. You really have to wonder what your ancestor would actually think of what you’ve done, what you’ve thrown away to pursue your own fantasies.”
Ayton shrugged.
“That’s the thing about idols: God tells people what to do, and people hate that. Idols though? You can make them say whatever you want.”
Finally, Ayton walked away.
“War…huh…yeah…What is it good for?”
That. Damn. Song!
“Will you stop that idiotic song!?” Rikiya shouted.
Rikiya heard the sound of Ayton’s mop bucket rolling stop, as well as his singing, just out of view, giving him a sense of relief, until he heard something else.
“…Well, if you don’t like that song, I suppose that there’s a more appropriate one for your situation.”
Rikiya nearly jerked out of his bed, looking around his room frantically. That voice hadn’t come from outside the cell.
"And I heard, as it were, the noise of thunder, One of the four beasts saying, 'Come and see.' and I saw, and behold a white horse"
“What…where are you?” Rikiya asked, hearing Ayton’s voice, but not seeing him.
“There's a man goin' 'round takin' names”
Before Rikiya could call out again, he heard his cell door unlock.
“And he decides who to free and who to blame”
Several somber-faced guards came into the room. One of them was pushing a wheelchair.
“Yotsubashi Rikiya. It’s time.”
Despite the defiant glare Rikiya gave his executioners, he felt his heart chill.
“Everybody won't be treated all the same”
Notes:
I hope you guys enjoyed my attempt at a more comedy-focused chapter, I know I had a fun time writing it. I just loved the idea of Yotsubashi thinking that his janitor was Bullying the Dragon, only for him to ironically and unknowingly try to fulfill that trope himself on multiple levels.
P.S.-Thanks to the people who pointed out that Rikiya was Re-Destro's descendant, not his son. I don't know why I thought that.
For my next chapter, I can’t guarantee when I will publish it, as while I have a character and song in mind, I don’t have as concrete an idea for the actual story as I have had with other characters. I’m hoping that I’ll be able to get it published at least by Halloween considering the focus on horror I intend for it, but I assumed that this chapter was going to take me half the time it did, so no promises. Anyway, my next chapter will be inspired by Porcelain Black’s Pretty Little Psycho.
Chapter 26: Pretty Little Psycho (Part I)
Summary:
Note to self: Do not start writing a chapter solely for the purpose of a pun if you do not have an outline ready for it.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Dear Midoriya Izuku
I am Intelli Saiko, top-ranked student of Seiai Academy. I am writing to you as a suggestion from my principal, Madam Seiai after correspondence she has had with your principal of UA, Nezu. According to analysis shown to her, your skills come highly recommended, and she has further suggested that the personal students of the principals of two of the highest ranking hero schools in the country start a correspondence for our mutual enrichment.
As a way to break the ice between us, I would offer you the chance to perform a similar analysis on my own Quirk, “IQ.”
“IQ” allows me to enhance my intellect by multiplying my IQ (150) after consuming tea and closing my eyes to think. Different types of tea have different effects, mostly related to caffeine levels, though there are other attributes. Higher caffeine teas such as black tea (my personal favorite blend being Gold Tips Imperial) grants the greatest boost that I can handle, while herbal teas offer a lesser boost, but for a longer period of time. I should note that it is necessary for me to close my eyes when I drink strong tea, or I will be subject to sensory overload.
While I am able to maintain the advanced physical standard expected of hero work, obviously my preferred role is in Command and support; directing other heroes once I have decided the formula for my success.
I must ask, is it true that you are Quirkless? To be able to gain the attention of one of the world’s smartest beings just based off of your own natural intelligence, without any kind of supplement offered by a Quirk at that, is no mean feat.
I look forward to communicating with an intellectual equal,
Intelli Saiko
Dear Intelli Saiko
Thank you for the correspondence! Principal Nezu has shown me footage of some of your practical tests, and your work is quite impressive! There aren’t many heroes who possess intelligence boosting Quirks or work in Command and support, so I’m grateful to work with a hero student seeking to go into that field.
If you are willing, after analyzing what I could from your Quirk, I have some questions:
You wrote that your Quirk “multiplies” your IQ; is that literal, as in multiplying by a factor of 2 or 3?
You mentioned the effect that caffeine has, but what other attributes of tea effect your Quirk? What kinds of tea have you tested? Have you tried other drinks? The caffeine level of black tea seems to be about your limit, but have you ever tried drinks with higher caffeine levels such as coffee? (I ask this, but considering your concerns about becoming overstimulated as you use your Quirk, this might be something you would need to test in a controlled environment.) Actually, considering your own tests with alternate teas, including those without caffeine in them, it could be indicative that caffeine isn’t as big of a factor as you make it seem. Do the constituent parts of tea have any effect (tea leaves, water, sugar, honey (do alternative sweeteners have any effect?)) or is it only when the ingredients are combined? Does temperature of the tea affect the Quirk? (Iced tea?) Could other plants/herbs have any effect? (Oregano, garlic, onion, pepper, etc.) Could the effect be psychosomatic at all? (Have you ever had someone tell you that you are drinking tea when it is another drink? Have you ever drunk tea blindfolded?)
Does “IQ” affect your physical ability at all, such as allowing you to perceive stimuli at a greater rate and appropriately respond? Yes, you mentioned that one of the drawbacks of your Quirk is sensory overload, requiring that you close your eyes when your Quirk is active, but is your sensory overload as bad when you drink weaker teas such as herbal?
I hope that writing this does not offend you, but as you requested my analysis, I also need to write on the potential weaknesses and drawbacks of “IQ.”
Your Quirk specifically increases your IQ, but this does not account for other aspects of intelligence such as creativity, emotional intelligence, and social intelligence. (Does your Quirk affect these aspects at all? Have you taken tests outside of IQ tests such as Raven’s Progressive Matrices, Criteria Cognitive Aptitude Test, or the Kaufman Test?) If not, that could indicate that your Quirk does not allow you to predict spontaneous or emotion-driven actions. Also, predictions made through your Quirk could be limited by what information you have on hand, suggesting that missing or unaccounted variables could catch you off-guard. Considering this potential limitation, I would recommend that you avoid making your plans too specifically detailed and keep them as adaptable as possible so as to be able to contend with unaccounted variables.
I appreciate your compliments; I hope that I will be able to meet your standards.
From,
Midoriya Izuku
Dear Midoriya Izuku
Your analysis…was actually quite fascinating. I have always used my Quirk as a means of creating strategies to contend with obstacles, but I hadn’t considered the possibility of using it as a means of increasing my physical performance. Granted, I still believe that I am best suited to Command and support, but the idea of using herbal tea as a controlled means of increasing my perception in combat is fascinating.
I honestly haven’t had this much fun with my Quirk in ages. I do enjoy running tests, and I’ve found some interesting results in the pursuit of answers to some of your questions. As you implied, herbal teas and other (for lack of a better word) “weak” teas might not grant me as great of a boost, but this proves to be beneficial in allowing me to move normally without giving myself a headache. Furthermore, while the boost is lesser than black tea, it lasts longer, making it ideal for your suggestion of applying it for more physical activities. Green tea is an intermediary between the two; I can use it to fuel my Quirk without having my eyes shut, but as of now, attempting to move while my Quirk is active after drinking results in migraines. I intend to practice with my Quirk, slowly working my way towards green tea from herbal. Oolong granted a greater boost, but not as much as black tea. I have not yet tested the effects of other blends of tea such as rooibos, puerh, or purple, but your suggestions certainly intrigue me enough to further expand on my tests.
In response to some of your other questions:
The qualities of tea (dilution, caffeine, nutrient count) unfortunately are too inconsistent among different blends for me to make a reliable multiplier, but I would say that on average, a cup of Gold Tips Imperial Tea more than triples my IQ, while a cup of herbal tea might double it at most.
I have had other drinks with caffeine before, and my Quirk was not activated. It seems that it is primarily the herbs in tea that grant the boost to “IQ,” as in one of my tests when I consumed tea leaves, my Quirk was activated, while water, milk, and sugar (along with other tested sweeteners) alone have no effect. However, consuming too many tea leaves at once resulted in rather sever migraines, even with ‘weak’ teas. I believe that drinking tea is simply a more efficient way of gaining the boost to my Quirk, as the water dilutes whatever chemicals are in the tea (tests still ongoing) to the point that they can be usable. Surprisingly though, other kinds of herbs such as oregano and garlic do not appear to affect my Quirk at all, so further testing is required. Temperature does not seem to have any impact on the effect of the tea, though I note that commercially pre-made iced teas grant a lesser effect compared to homemade; my current theory is that commercial brands are diluted with too much sugar (I note that tea that is too sweet is more likely to give me sensory overload with a lesser boost to my IQ, which suggests that while tea leaves are the primary factor involved with my Quirk, other additives can still have some effect.) While iced tea may be useful for me depending on the circumstances, I intend to stick with hot tea out of personal preference. There does not appear to be any kind of psychosomatic factor to my Quirk; I had my family’s maid prepare me multiple drinks without telling me what was in them while I was blindfolded, and the drinks had the same effect that they normally would regardless of what I knew I was drinking at the time.
I have not taken other tests besides IQ in order to gauge my intelligence, but that is primarily due to the generally agreed upon statistical reliability of IQ tests. Out of curiosity, I took some of the other tests you suggested, and they produced similar results, but IQ is still the most reliable test available.
As far as I can tell, “IQ” has no effect on social or emotional intelligence or creativity. Personally, I’ve found such things to be irrelevant, but there are enough outliers that I can’t dismiss your warnings on the perceived limitations of my Quirk. “IQ” has reliably allowed me to predict outcomes to a scenario, but I also can’t deny that there are times when I have found people to be infuriatingly overemotional in a way that logic can’t account for. Your suggestion on strategy though is something that I am conflicted on; true, general and adaptable strategies do often yield consistent results, but why use a plan that is only likely to succeed when I am capable of accounting for variables in a way that guarantees success?
Regardless, your analysis has been quite enjoyable to read and consider, and I hope that this correspondence can continue. Might you be interested in analyzing the Quirks of my classmates? I can only imagine that they would benefit from your perspective.
From,
Intelli Saiko
Dear Intelli Saiko,
I’m glad to hear that you found my analysis to be so helpful, and I would love to provide more analysis for you and your classmates if you and they are willing!
So, as far as you know, it is only tea leaves that affect your Quirk? That would seem strange, but one of the things about Quirks that I have found is that they can often have extremely specific requirements; just requiring a specific beverage is not that far out of the realm of possibility when some Quirks have specific verbal activation phrases, elevation requirements, emotional requirements, etc. (Hence why I considered the idea of a psychosomatic factor.) I wonder if the applicability of your Quirk to the IQ test is an example that proves its reliability, or if there are Quirks that better fit these other tests or forms of intelligence? It’s confusing, but I find that to be part of the fun of Quirk studies!
Considering the boost that your Quirk provides to your perception, I believe that it would be best to use martial art styles that rely on speed, timing, and precision. I asked two of the students that I work with in the hero course, and they recommend Kickboxing, Wing Chun, and Hapkido.
Your objection on general strategy in favor of laying out detailed, inescapable plans is something that Nezu has brought up being something of a personal pleasure of his. I suppose that having that level of intelligence lends itself to granting pleasure to being able to control a situation. Still though, Nezu has told me as well that even he can’t account for all variables and can still be caught off guard by unknown or unpredicted factors. (He’s admitted this to be a particularly difficult lesson that he’s been dealing with recently.)
If your classmates are willing, I would love to offer analysis on their Quirks! Anything that I can do to help people help others would be my pleasure!
From,
Midoriya Izuku
Dear Midoriya Izuku,
Enclosed are some basic summaries of the Quirks of my classmates. I would be going more in-depth in this letter, but it’s occurred to me that you might be experiencing some stress considering what has happened with your school.
I hope that you are doing well personally, at least,
Intelli Saiko
Dear Intelli Saiko,
Thank you for your consideration. The situation is actually a bit more personal for me, as my mom is friends with Bakugou’s Mom, so we’re currently helping her and Uncle Masaru out. I apologize for this in that I cannot guarantee when I will be able to get back to you on this analysis, but as soon as I am able, I will email you what I’ve got.
Midoriya Izuku
I&M Chatroom
Intelli-That was…certainly momentous.
Midoriya-Yeah…that was incredible. I’m glad All Might and Bakugou are alright.
Intelli-Well, of course he was alright. He’s All Might. He has no statistical failures, so there was never a reason to believe he’d fail now.
…
Intelli-Though admittedly…it was a bit frightening at the end…
Midoriya-It’s all a bit unreal still…the idea of All Might retiring. Are you doing alright, Intelli?
Intelli-Yes, this is all a bit overwhelming, but why wouldn’t I be doing alright otherwise?
Midoriya-It’s just that, with All Might retired, that means that all the other heroes are going to have to work a lot harder now. He is the hero primarily responsible for bringing Japan out of the dark ages of crime. If he’s not going to be around, I guess it just makes me worried for you and the other hero students.
Intelli-Your concern is understood but unwarranted. Even if All Might is retired, the heroes will have everything under control.
Intelli-And in a year and a half, they’ll have me.
Dear Intelli Saiko
For the time being, this is as much as I am able to do for you and your friends before you can take the Provisional License Exam:
-Rogamu Horomi: “Hologram”-Allows user to project hologram through eyes to show places and people that are in them.
Does Rogamu need to be in the building/area to project a hologram? How much information does she need? Does Hologram present information in real time? Does Hologram identify individuals as they appear, or as they actually are? (Can it identify individuals who are invisible or camouflaged?) Excellent Quirk for search and rescue, missing persons cases, hostage situations, navigating villain bases, etc. Recommended that she remain as far away from combat as possible while maintaining constant communication with team members.
-Tamishi Miko: “Hair Manipulation”-Allows user to manipulate hair in medusa-like fashion.
Can Tamishi make her hair grow at will? How long can it grow? What is its tensile strength? How does hair health affect Quirk? (Hair products such as gel, hair care, etc. Does conditioner affect the Quirk?) Does Tamishi feel pain when her hair is pulled? Ideas: Add accessories that can be used as additional weapons such as blades or cudgels. Highly recommended that she carry a pair of scissors or a blade of some kind in case her hair gets entangled.
-Shiro Yuki: “Tentacle Arms”-Allows user to turn arms into tentacles.
How long can her tentacles reach? How much weight can they support? How strong is the skin on the tentacles? Do they have suckers? Do the suckers have nervous systems akin to an octopus? Are the tentacles capable of regenerating? What force can the tentacles apply when squeezing an object? Recommend applying gymnastics to training if not already. Also recommend learning grapple techniques such as judo.
-Supaiku Sakura: “Spikes”-Allows user to summon spikes from body.
Are the spikes detachable? Are they comparable to any other kind of spikes from nature such as porcupine quills, lionfish spines, plant thorns, etc? Are they hollow, do they hold any kind of chemical, or is it possible to add a chemical to them? How durable are the spikes? (Can they be used for climbing up surfaces?) How many spikes can Supaiku grow at a time, and at what thickness and length? Ideas: If spikes are detachable with variable lengths, I would recommend Supaiku learn to throw them like darts, ideally coating them with sedative. This Quirk obviously makes close combat difficult for opponents, so it would be recommended that she take point in such scenarios, though obviously, she would need to learn how to vary her spike length and thickness to avoid causing permanent harm to opponents except in extreme circumstances.
-Tsume Natsume: “Claws”-Grants user large claws and is able to extend metal bars from her palms.
How strong, heavy, and durable are her claws? Does she need to sharpen them? How many metal bars can she create? What are they made out of? How are her claws maintained? Does diet affect the strength of her claws? Idea: If claws grow from Tsume’s bones, consider learning how to toughen striking surfaces; might translate to stronger claws.
-Hyoteki Himari: “Aim”-Allows user to aim and shoot perfectly towards a target. Uses special glove that is part slingshot and can electrify balls when shot.
Has she used other equipment before such as bows, firearms, darts, or even just throwing objects? (Granted, I can understand why Hyoteki would prefer a slingshot to avoid excessive damage, though these weapons could still be useful to learn depending on the target.) What other kinds of ammunition does she possess? (Smoke pellets, sleeping gas, UV paint, GPS trackers, radio transponders that could allow for hacking purposes, plastic explosives, etc?)
Possible combo move: Tsume sets up several metal bars to act as a metal trap which Hyoteki can electrocute from a distance.
-Samui Saki: “Cold Air”-Allows user to disperse very cold air from fingers. Requires mask to help breathe in cold areas and metal gauntlets to protect from frostbite.
Is it possible that this Quirk could be augmented with support gear; say by adding a water spray or some other chemical to allow for freezing to occur more quickly? Might recommend adding skates to costume as a way to use Quirk for mobility purposes.
- Hanma Hana: “Hammer Time”- Allows user to summon hammers from her back.
How hard and heavy are these hammers compared to normal hammers? What is their impact force? What are they made of? Can she create different kinds of hammers? (Sledgehammers, war hammers, claw hammers, etc.) How good is her aim when throwing her hammers? Does improving “Hammer Time” allow Hanma to create more hammers or stronger hammers?
-Tochi Chiyoko: “Blow Torch”-Allows user to emit a flame from her fingertips hot enough to cut through metal. Requires proper safety equipment to use.
How hot can this flame get? What chemical does it use as fuel, and are there potentially more than one? Like with “Cold Air,” could the proper support gear allow this to be used as a long-range attack (say, using an aerosol?)
I’m sorry that I’m not able to offer more for now, but I assume that you would want to see what I have that would be useful to you and your friends before the exam.
Whatever the case, I hope the best for you, and as we say at UA, go Plus Ultra!
Your friend,
Midoriya Izuku
‘Your friend.’ If Saiko were honest with herself, there were very few people that she would openly admit she saw as a friend. However, despite having never spoken directly to Midoriya, Saiko admitted that the Quirkless first-year student was someone that she had come to value. While his emails and letters were enjoyable, she was starting to want to meet him in person. Perhaps after she had gotten her Provisional License? Would that be inappropriate considering how she intended to knock some of the UA hero course students from his year out of the running?
It would probably be better to worry about that later, considering the fact that Saiko was currently preparing a trap for said students. She and her subordinates had set up a base in the first half of the Provisional License Exam, in which they were tasked with using special balls to tag out a set number of targets on the other students in order to pass. The base allowed them to take control of their confrontations, and by using Rogamu Horomi’s Quirk, Saiko had the perfect surveillance system with which to tip her off as to who was wandering into their territory.
“Well, what do you know?” Saiko said out loud, smirking as she commented on the hologram. “Midoriya’s theory was correct; you can detect invisible opponents, Rogamu.”
“How can you tell, Ms. Intelli?” Rogamu asked in confusion.
“Process of elimination.” Intelli answered. “I can identify Rin Hiryu, Ojiro Mashirao, Shoji Mezo, Yaoyorozu Momo…” Saiko idly observed the silhouettes of the students heading towards them. “The last girl has hair too long to be Ashido or Jiro, and a height equal to that of the uniform that Hagakure Toru wore during the Sports Festival, so it must be Hagakure.” Having explained, Saiko looked down at her cup of Imperial Gold Tips tea.
“Now then…” she said, taking a deep sip and closing her eyes. In an instant, thousands of scenarios played out to her, until she settled on one.
“My winning formula has been determined.” Saiko said, having selected the optimal scenario and smiling in satisfaction. She turned on her earpiece to speak to her subordinates. “Attention, ladies…I have new positions that I want you all to take. First, Supaiku and Samui, position yourselves in the east wing of the second floor…”
Saiko proceeded to give her orders to her classmates, having Tochi weld off several metal doorways to funnel Yaoyorozu’s group in the needed direction.
“Out of all of my opponents, Yaoyorozu Momo brings the most variability to the scenario, her Quirk allowing for innumerable responses to any situation. I cannot allow this level of unpredictability to exist. Therefore, the crux of my plan is to neutralize her by draining her lipid reserves. First though…”
Through Rogamu’s hologram, Saiko could see Shoji growing ears on his arms in an attempt to locate her subordinates throughout the building.
“Phase 1: Neutralize reconnaissance.” Saiko said, selecting a song from her phone, connected to the speakers throughout the base.
“Daisy, Daisy, Give me your answer do…
I’m half crazy, All for the love of you…”
Saiko smirked as Shoji tried to grow more ears, only to have any noise her subordinates might be making be drowned out by the hokey song being played throughout her base.
As Saiko predicted, the group began to head towards the ambush point that she had Supaiku and Samui set up, with Rin Hiryu and Ojiro Mashirao taking point.
“Rin and Ojiro are the most straightforward of my opponents, and thus the optimal targets for phase 2 of my plan.”
“Phase 2: Cripple their spearhead.”
Rin and Ojiro found themselves confronted by Saiko’s girls, who acted as Saiko ordered, with Samui starting the ambush by firing her Cold Air Quirk at Rin. Though the Cold Air didn’t truly hurt Rin, as he moved to try to counter by firing his scales at Samui, he found his body seizing up, his scales getting jammed up by frost, keeping him from launching them and making it difficult for him to even move.
“It won’t be a stylish marriage,
I can’t afford a carriage…”
Ojiro, startled by his partner being neutralized, attempted to rush Samui, but was blocked by Supaiku. Ojiro attempted to batter Supaiku away, only to cry out in pain as his tail was suddenly impaled by Supaiku’s spikes, which broke off and remained embedded in Ojiro’s flesh; shallow enough to not leave permanent damage, but deep enough to be debilitating and extremely painful.
Rather than pressing their advantage, Supaiku and Samui fell back under the guise of retreating from the rest of Yaoyorozu’s team catching up with their injured comrades.
“All according to plan.” Saiko observed as the group attempted to bunker down in one of the empty rooms. Yaoyorozu did as Saiko had foreseen, and started to create equipment to aid her injured teammates, using up more of her already depleted reserves of lipids to create a heater to melt the frost impeding Rin, and first aid supplies to treat Ojiro’s wounds. Saiko made a new call over the comm link:
“Proceed with Phase 3.”
Neutralize stealth capabilities.
Yaoyorozu’s team hadn’t realized that they had been herded towards an area optimal for Saiko’s team to trap them. Continuing with her assigned role, Tochi sealed off more of the entrances, but under Saiko’s orders, left one small hallway open.
“Though we have a way to track Hagakure, Rogamu’s Quirk would not be optimal to contend with her if we also have to focus on her teammates at the same time. Therefore, Phase 3’s main focus is on separating Hagakure from the rest of her team. With two of their number injured and forced into a defensive position, the logical course of action is to send Hagakure out to scout for escape routes.”
As Saiko had predicted, Hagakure could be seen sneaking unknowingly towards another ambush.
“Tamishi, prepare to strike…” Saiko ordered over the comm link, waiting as Hagakure’s hologram was about to pass by a doorway Tamishi was hiding behind, “…Now.”
Hagakure didn’t have enough time to react before Tamishi extended her hair out and bound the invisible girl.
“Which leaves us with Phase 4: Elimination.” Saiko concluded, leading the rest of her team towards the room Yaoyorozu’s team attempted to barricade themselves in. She calculated that by this point, Yaoyorozu would be too exhausted to create anything else to fight back with, while Rin and Ojiro would both be too injured to resist either. The only remaining opponent of note then was Shoji Mezo.
“Shoji appears to primarily act in reconnaissance, but his Quirk also makes him exceptionally difficult to contend with in close-quarters. Our best option is to fight him from a distance.”
As fortune would have it, Saiko could observe that Shoji had set himself by the entrance that the team was about to breach through, while Momo had taken cover behind some overturned furniture with Rin and Ojiro.
It was as Saiko and Midoriya had written to each other; there was a pleasure in being able to control all of the elements of a scenario, in seeing a flawless plan come together.
“Daisy, Daisy, give me your answer do,
I’m half crazy, all for the love of you…”
Saiko motioned for Hanma to prepare to breach through the doors with her hammer as the rest prepared to get into position with Hyoteki and Samui taking point to take out Shoji.
“It won’t be a stylish marriage,
I can’t afford a carriage,”
The moment before Hanma could batter open the door though, it suddenly slammed open, and Saiko saw a flash of Yaoyorozu lobbing something over her barricade towards them. Before Saiko’s team could scramble away, it detonated in a massive blare of light and sound.
“A flashbang?” Saiko thought through her headache. “Annoying, but they can’t run away with them in the state that they’re…”
Saiko’s thoughts were interrupted by the sound of multiple guns cocking at once. The next thing she and her team could see was Shoji standing in the doorway, holding over half a dozen guns, all pointing towards them.
BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG!
“But you’ll look sweet upon the seat”
BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG!
“Of a bicycle built for two…”
“Maybe playing this song was a bad idea…” Saiko thought to herself, having scrambled behind the cover of one of the doors. She was now experiencing the unsettling effect the song she had meant to have on her opponents, compounded by the effect of seeing her entire team get taken down by a hail of rubber bullets, taser shots, and nets.
“Ms. Intelli, what’s going on over there?!”
Tamishi’s voice blared over Saiko’s comm link. Before Saiko could think of a way for them to salvage this though, she heard another faint voice over the link.
“Hey, say cheese!”
“Wha…Ah! My eyes! Ah! My hair! Oof!”
There was a harsh impact of a knee hitting a solar plexus, and Saiko was left reeling by the complete disintegration of her plan and her team. All she could do at this point was hide behind the door, but even then, her mind was working.
“Wow…nice going, Shoji.” Saiko heard Rin say. Faintly though, she could also hear someone panting in exhaustion.
“Alright…everyone get your targets so we can finish here…” Yaoyorozu said.
Yaoyorozu was still weak from exhaustion…and if Saiko’s hearing was correct, she was right by the door Saiko was hiding behind…
The instant Yaoyorozu walked away from the door and had her back to Saiko, she moved, grabbing the heiress and throwing her back into the room, sealing the door behind them.
“Guns…you are a recommendation student at the prestigious U.A., and you went with the strategy that a hopped up redneck would go with when he was cornered…” Saiko seethed in frustration as she locked the door and turned to her target. “In your defense, I can’t say I expected it…”
Furious at her plans coming apart, Saiko stalked towards Yaoyorozu with her tagging ball out.
“It’s a shame…I’ve actually grown fond of your school recently…but I need to take advantage of what opportunities present themselves...”
Yaoyorozu was completely drained, barely able to stand, let alone make any weapon to defend herself…which meant that Saiko was caught completely off guard by the staff weapon Yaoyorozu thrust into her solar plexus the minute she was in range. There was a crackling of electricity, and Saiko felt her body seize up as she was tased.
Evidently, Yaoyorozu wasn’t as drained as Saiko had assumed, as she then forced herself upright, making Saiko realize that she was only pretending to be weak to trick Saiko into dropping her guard. Unable to defend herself, Saiko despaired as Yaoyorozu used her own ball to tag her out.
Just as Saiko realized she had lost, she heard the door she had barricaded slam open, as well as the second door that led to where Hagakure had scouted out, revealing…well empty space, but it could only be Hagakure.
“How…how were you able to make that weapon with your reserves depleted?” Saiko managed to croak out weakly.
“I didn’t.” Yaoyorozu answered. “A friend of mine recommended that I have equipment prepared beforehand so I don’t have to use up lipids. He recommended that Shoji learn to use ranged weaponry as well.”
“He also helped me to get a costume that let me hide a knife in it!” Hagakure squealed.
A friend…
“missing or unaccounted variables could catch you off-guard.”
“God damn it, Midoriya…”
Several hours after the Provisional License Exam, Saiko found herself back home, forced to explain to her parents and the congratulation party they had set up that she had failed. Rather than stand around with them awkwardly, Saiko chose to instead just go up to her room.
Exhausted and irritated, Saiko elected to do something to get herself out of this funk and turned on her computer. It felt a bit odd to re-enter her chatroom with Midoriya, considering the fact that he was a major factor in her failure, but she couldn’t exactly blame him for giving his classmates the best possible advice.
Besides, it was nice talking to Izuku.
Much to Saiko’s pleasure, Midoriya was online, and she sent him a message.
Intelli-There are few things that I hate more than losing. However, I have to concede defeat to you in the midst of your school’s victory at the Provisional License Exam.
Midoriya-Yeah…I’m sorry to have heard about that. I found out from the 1-A students telling me about their time in the exam. You shouldn’t be too upset though; you’ll have another chance in a few months! Not to mention, it’s hardly because you weren’t good enough; Yaoyorozu and Shoji are two of the strongest students in their year!
Saiko grimaced and sighed. She and her subordinates had stayed as observers for the second half of the Exam, allowing her to see Yaoyorozu and Shoji, two first year students, combine their efforts in a move that took down Gang Orca, a Top Ten Hero. Out of all of the students she could have picked a fight with, those two happened to be in the group she had attacked. Probability could be a cruel mistress, it seemed.
Intelli-It would seem so.
Intelli-The data that I had on them from their performances in the Sports Festival and their internships did not prepare me for their capabilities in the Exam.
Midoriya-Well…to be fair, Intelli, considering the challenges in the Sports Festival, how would you have done?
Saiko frowned, but thought about it. She wouldn’t give up “IQ” for the world…but none of the activities in the Sports Festival catered to command and support.
Intelli-…fair point.
Intelli-However, from what they told me, much of their success could be accredited to you.
Midoriya-All I do is give people ideas. I couldn’t do half of the things that these guys could, even disregarding their Quirks.
Saiko rolled her eyes at this, typing out a response.
Intelli-It boggles my mind that you would put yourself down when you have gotten the attention of the likes of Principal Nezu.
Saiko thought for a minute though, remembering more of the Exam, and reluctantly typed some more.
Intelli-I admit though, watching the second part of the exam, I was impressed by Yaoyorozu’s ability to contend with Gang Orca.
Midoriya-Would you mind if I told her you said that? Yaoyorozu was really impressed with your performance! According to her, you really had her and her teammates on the ropes for most of the Exam!
Saiko cocked an eyebrow at this. Were it anyone else, Saiko might think that the message was thinly-disguised pity.
Intelli-You have a high opinion of her, do you?
Very quickly, Midoriya sent out a response.
Midoriya-Oh yeah, Yaoyorozu is incredible! Creation is a really impressive Quirk, but using it at all, let alone with the proficiency she’s at really shows how smart she is too!
For reasons that Saiko could not quite understand, she scowled at this. Just how close was Midoriya to Yaoyorozu? Sure, Yaoyorozu was able to come up with a few simple counters to Saiko’s plan, and was able to come up with a workable strategy to neutralize Gang Orca, but that did not put her on Saiko’s level…
Midoriya-Also, 1-A has just been through a lot over the past few months, and she’s the one who’s been holding them together. She really is incredible.
Midoriya’s point made Saiko feel uncomfortable with herself. As much as she was jealous of whatever praise Midoriya gave to Yaoyorozu, she wasn’t going to talk her down after something like this was brought up.
Midoriya-Would you be interested in getting in touch with Yaoyorozu? From what she told me about the exam, she was pretty impressed with your strategy.
Saiko found herself of two minds on this. She was still admittedly sour at having been defeated by Yaoyorozu and having lost her opportunity to get a provisional license until June, but she couldn’t exactly blame Yaoyorozu for that. Not to mention, Yaoyorozu had shown herself to be quite intelligent through her performance in the Exam, even disregarding the fact that someone of Midoriya’s acumen thought so highly of her. It might be nice to have a correspondence with someone close to Saiko’s intellectual equal.
Intelli-You know what? I think I might like that.
Besides, Saiko thought as she sent her message; if she could convince Yaoyorozu to join in on one of her and Midoriya’s online chess games, maybe she could get her back for the Exam.
Months later, it was Christmas, and Saiko was in another chatroom with Midoriya. At the time, she was answering a question related to a present that he received for his class gift exchange.
Intelli-The “White Elephant” game to my understanding refers to the concept of an extravagant, impractical gift that cannot be easily disposed of. Supposedly, the phrase comes from the King of Siam gifting rare albino elephants to courtiers who displeased him, so that they would be ruined by the animals’ upkeep costs.
Midoriya-Oh, that explains it! That actually makes me laugh a bit at Agoyamato’s gift now. I hope that you enjoyed the gift that I sent.
Saiko had to repress a snort at the DVD that Midoriya had sent her that she had just recently finished watching.
Intelli-I was skeptical at first, but Home Alone was in fact quite enjoyable. It’s certainly given me ideas on traps that I might want to test on other criminals…
Midoriya-I thought you’d like it. That movie is Principal Nezu’s favorite, just behind Planet of the Apes.
Saiko had a mental image of the final scene of that movie, and of Nezu laughing maniacally at the main character ranting to the heavens at the wreckage he saw.
Midoriya-Thanks for the tea, by the way! I’m planning on sharing it with my Mom and my dorm mates. Also, Yaoyorozu really appreciated you sending her The Art of War.
Saiko smiled at the thought of Midoriya having a moment to share his Gold Tips Imperial with his mother, and of the strategies that someone like Yaoyorozu could come up with from Sun Tzu’s work.
Intelli-Of course. Do let her know that I appreciate the gift that Yaoyorozu sent as well.
Midoriya-Sure! What did she send you?
Intelli-A thermos to hold my tea in the field, but one specifically made by her to make it more resistant to wear-and-tear, as well as being insulated to keep my tea warm for longer than what is commercially available.
Saiko eyed the chrome thermos she had on her desk, admiring the craftsmanship Yaoyorozu had put into her present. Saiko had been surprised that despite being so well-read, Yaoyorozu had never read The Art of War herself, though considering the knowledge she must require to be able to create something like that thermos, Saiko supposed that it was understandable that there were some areas where Yaoyorozu’s knowledge was remiss.
Dwelling on Yaoyorozu led to Saiko thinking of some of her more recent exploits in her Work Studies with the pro hero Majestic. Frowning a bit, she explained some of her frustration through her next message.
Intelli-I’ve been keeping track of Yaoyorozu’s progress on her Work Studies. I can’t help but to admit that I am rather jealous that she has been scouted by Majestic of all heroes. It is infuriating that I have to wait until June to reapply for a Provisional License.
Midoriya-From what Yaoyorozu has told me, they could certainly use your help. Really, everyone that I’ve talked to from my year has mentioned how intense these Work Studies have been getting. It doesn’t sound anything like what our senpais have had to go through.
Saiko frowned again at this, mulling over the conversation. She did not require her Quirk to recognize that something was going on with the heroes in the country. Analyzing the trends from various arrests and media appearances, it pointed to something strange; the HPSC had been pushing for more students to get into Work Studies. This was odd, as while Work Studies were encouraged, they were usually more difficult to obtain for students; requiring invitations from experienced pro heroes to students who had already made a name for themselves. Recently though it seemed that every hero student who had obtained their Provisional License was participating in a Work Study.
Before she could pick Midoriya’s brain for his own thoughts on the matter, there was a knock at her door.
“Come in.” she said.
A well-dressed, monocled man with short hair in a similar bluish-lavender color to Saiko opened the door.
“Saiko, it’s time for dinner.” He said.
Saiko smiled, writing a goodbye to Midoriya and signing off on their chatroom to follow her father. Along the way, Saiko noticed her father giving her a strange look and a smirk.
“Father, is something wrong?”
“Oh, it’s just that one of these days, I would like to meet the young man whom my daughter has taken such an interest in.”
Saiko blushed and pouted as her father chuckled at her.
Regardless of the teasing, Saiko had a good meal with her father and mother, who had just managed to leave from Parliament to join them. However, Saiko’s thoughts drifted back to the conversation that she had been having with Midoriya.
“So…” Saiko’s father said with a teasing lilt as he cut a piece of his roast beef. “What were you and Midoriya talking about?”
Saiko fought back a blush, wanting to get her father to drop the topic, before she realized the opportunity that this might pose.
“We were thanking each other for our gifts, and then we started to talk about the Work Studies that the hero students at UA are doing.”
Saiko’s father was one of the few people whose intelligence she could acknowledge was equal if not superior to hers, at least without her using Quirk. This, coupled with his experience working as a high-ranking member of the HPSC meant that he was very experienced with keeping a straight face. However, Saiko knew her father well enough to notice that despite his expression not changing, he hesitated to bring his roast to his mouth for an almost indiscernible instant.
“He mentioned how much help I could be, actually.” Saiko said, continuing to press the issue.
Saiko’s father looked at her once before smiling.
“Well, of course you would. And you certainly will be a great help once you get your Provisional License in June.”
Saiko cooly cut her own roast beef, trying to be as nonchalant as her father as she fished for what she wanted.
“Do we necessarily have to wait until June though? From what I have heard, many of the students who failed the second half of the Exam were able to take Remedial Lessons to work to get their Provisional Licenses. Is there truly no other way for me to take a similar path?”
Somehow, Saiko knew that her father had a rejection ready, pointing out that those lessons were only available to the students who had passed the first half of the exam, so she quickly moved onto her reasoning before he could object.
“It’s just, Midoriya brought up how much pressure is being put on his classmates in the hero course. Why, every single hero student even in their first year are doing Work Studies. Based off of past data, this is quite unprecedented.”
Saiko could feel her father trying to get a read on her the same way she was trying to get a read on him, but he answered without any sign that Saiko’s analysis unsettled him in any way.
“All Might’s retirement has certainly required everyone else to take heroism more seriously. We don’t want Japan’s criminal element to think that they can take advantage of his absence, after all.”
“Then shouldn’t I be doing my part, then?” Saiko pointed out. “I’m not asking to just be handed the license, just the chance to obtain it by my own effort during a time in which my talents could be put to good use.”
Saiko’s father though was as inscrutable and unmoving as ever. He casually wiped his mouth with a napkin before answering.
“I am afraid that’s not quite possible, Saiko. I know you are capable, but the Remedial Courses are only available to those who passed the first half of the Exam.”
Saiko’s father took a small drink of wine, unknowingly (or perhaps knowingly) taking advantage of the slight displeasure she felt at this reminder.
“Now, I do not believe that this in any way indicates that you are inadequate; from what I can tell, you only failed because you had the misfortune of confronting students who caught you off-guard with their own capability.”
Saiko’s father finished with a sympathetic smile.
“However, rules are rules. You simply need to wait until June to try again.”
Saiko decided to outwardly drop the topic at this, despite how much it galled her that she was missing out on this experience. Inwardly though, she continued to try to dissect her father’s motivations here.
Saiko had only noticed this change of attitude recently. After she had failed her attempt at the last Provisional License Exam, Saiko’s father was understandably disappointed, though he tried to be encouraging to her nonetheless. For some time after the Exam, Saiko was too frustrated to want to think about it again. By the time that she was willing to think about the Provisional License Exam though, it felt as if Saiko’s father had changed tracts. Having such a prestigious seat in the HPSC as well as being married to a member of Parliament, it would not have been too difficult for him to pull some strings to finagle a way for her to work to gain her Provisional License earlier. By the time that Saiko had considered this though, it seemed as if he had become quite adamant that she wait.
Why this change? Saiko’s father wasn’t acting as if he didn’t want her to try to become a hero, but why did he want her to wait until summer to take the next step? If anything, it seemed as if the HPSC wanted more hero students to be operating in the field, after all.
As if they were afraid of something.
Though, as Saiko considered her father, maybe that was the point.
Several months later, after the end of Saiko’s second year at Seiai Academy, she was sitting in her room when her cellphone rang.
“Hello, Midoriya.” She answered.
“Hey, Intelli…are you alright?”
“I’m fine.” She replied.
“It’s just…I heard about what happened at the HPSC headquarters…”
“I assumed so. It’s on the news, after all.” Saiko answered.
“…I’m sorry, Intelli. I’m so sorry…”
“…I appreciate your condolences, Midoriya.”
“If you want to talk anytime, I’ll be available.”
“…Thank you, Midoriya.”
Saiko hung up, finding it harder to keep her voice even when talking to someone as genuinely kind as Midoriya. Of course, she wasn’t going to cry; she was beyond that. Still though, there was something of…an emotional difficulty at the moment that she would rather deal with on her own…
Of course, that wasn’t to be, as there was a knock on her door.
“Ms. Intelli?” the voice of one of the family’s maids spoke up from outside. “I have your tea. Lavendar, as you requested.”
Saiko sighed.
“Thank you, Madeleine.”
Madeleine took that as permission to come in. She was actually quite a beautiful woman with bright blue eyes and a head of golden blonde hair. Were she hired by another wealthy man, Saiko would have feared that she would have been taken advantage of. Thankfully, Saiko’s father wasn’t like that…
Madeleine placed the tea cup along with a plate of cookies on Saiko’s coffee table. Saiko hadn’t asked for cookies, but Madeleine would sometimes give them to her if she was upset. Though Saiko could acknowledge the thoughtfulness of Madeleine’s gesture, she wasn’t sure if she could bring herself to drink or eat anything at the moment. Madeleine paused, her professional demeanor cracking for a moment.
“…If there is anything else I can do for you, please let me know, Ms. Intelli.” She said, sympathy seeping into her voice.
“…Thank you, Madeleine.” Saiko said, dismissing her.
As Madeleine left Saiko’s room, she was unable to close the door fast enough for Saiko to not notice a group of government agents carrying a box filled with files from her father’s office. On the other side of the mansion, Saiko’s mother was being questioned by more of these agents from the government and the U.N. about her involvement with the HPSC, and what her husband had been involved in.
Perhaps Saiko could sit with her mother once the agents left. It wasn’t as if they had anywhere else to go with the mob of protesters chanting outside, only being held at bay by police and the mansion’s armed guards.
Saiko’s father didn’t deserve this kind of indignity to his reputation. She didn’t know everything that he did at the HPSC, but she knew that everything he did was motivated by what would logically keep people safe. Now though, people were maligning his name because of the actions of a gang of worthless lunatics.
She wished he was there, that she could stand with him and let him know that no matter what, she would support him. But he wasn’t. He had been at the HPSC headquarters when it was destroyed by a clone of Re-Destro. The HPSC president had survived. He hadn’t.
The tea Madeleine brought was getting cold, but Saiko didn’t want to touch it. She found herself wanting to ask Madeleine to sit with her, or to call Midoriya back, but as some of her tears fell on her father’s monocle in her hands, she knew that she couldn’t let anyone see or hear her like this.
Dear Midoriya Izuku
I know it’s been some time since I last talked to you, and for that, I apologize, but it’s just occurred to me that recent events might be unsettling to you. You mentioned that you are close to the Bakugou family, so I would imagine that his arrest might be a difficult subject for you. You gave me the courtesy of asking how I was when I was dealing with personal issues, but I also offer you the same courtesy of not bringing it up again as you did, if that is what you prefer.
Your friend,
Intelli Saiko
Dear Intelli Saiko
Thanks, I’m glad you hear back from you again, but I also understand if you need to take your time as well.
It is kind of difficult for me to come to terms with, but if I’m honest with you, it’s not for all of the reasons which you might think. My Mom and I are worried about Aunt Mitsuki and Uncle Masaru and we’ve been checking up on them a lot. It’s been hard for them, since they keep blaming themselves for something that’s not really their fault.
However, while I am close to the Bakugous, and was friends with Bakugou Katsuki when we were kids…I can’t say that he’s been my friend for quite a while. Really, he could kind of be a bully. That though in of itself is something that I’ve been coming to terms with over the past year. I used to admire him a lot, thinking that he was really cool and strong; a shoe-in to become a great hero. However…the way that the media has pointed out how he acted; being overly aggressive, being quick to attack people that he thought were disrespecting him; if I’m being honest, he’s been like that for a while. It’s just hard to believe that he would go as far as he did.
If you don’t mind me being open about this, I guess one of the things that I’m wondering about is whether I could have done something to stop Bakugou earlier on. All of our friends and teachers before UA always talked about what a great hero he was going to be, including me, even though he did things that I know were wrong. There were times that I tried to confront him about it, but he didn’t listen. If anything, it just made me more of a target. People would usually ignore when he did these thing, but I can’t help but wonder if I could have threatened to escalate my actions, such as by recording what he did and sending the evidence to a higher authority. Maybe it could have made him take a more serious look at his actions and his character, and maybe he could have actually become a good hero.
This is honestly quite a bit for me to come to terms with; I’m not even entirely sure if it’s appropriate for me to unload all of this on you. I guess it’s just that since you asked, and everything’s just fresh in my mind that I can’t help it, so it’s bothering me more than I would like to admit. I hope that this doesn’t come off as overbearing to you.
Your friend,
Midoriya Izuku
P.S.-On a brighter note, my Mom’s gotten a job at UA as a nurse and has moved onto the campus, which is a huge relief to me. Also, we’ve taken in a little girl named Eri that I’ve been helping with her Quirk control. It makes me glad that she’s safe and seems happier now too.
Dear Midoriya Izuku
Based off of what I have been able to glean from Bakugou’s character, I believe that it is safe to say that he was jealous of you. I have had people be jealous of my intelligence as well, and have disguised it as contempt for not having a ‘flashy Quirk.’
I believe that the difference between the two of us is that you lack confidence in yourself. I’ve found that reprobates usually target those with that issue, and will see any show of confidence as a challenge to them. That might explain why Bakugou degenerated so much once he got to UA; he couldn’t handle being around people whose talents exceeded his whom he couldn’t so easily push around. That being said, I do not say this as a condemnation towards you, nor should you condemn yourself. Would I be remiss in assuming that you felt as if any attempt that you made at informing the authorities wouldn’t be taken seriously at the time? That perhaps you felt as if Bakugou’s behavior was normal, just something to accept? If that’s the case, being led to think in that manner, then you are certainly the last person who should be blamed for not knowing how to fight back against such a malcontent. The fault for Bakugou’s actions may lie in part to those who failed to correct him when he was younger, but in large part it lies with him.
I regret that I did not have this correspondence with you sooner back when you were still in middle school; I could have given you advice on how to handle such degenerates. Let’s just say that mine I dealt with…harshly.
I appreciate your willingness to speak to me on such a private matter. I will not speak of this outside of our communications, but for the now, I believe it best for you to move on from Bakugou.
Your friend,
Intelli Saiko
P.S.-I’m glad to hear that your mother is safe and that you have gained a new addition to your family! I certainly look forward to meeting you all at your Cultural Festival!
Considering U.A.’s experiences over the last year, especially at its last Cultural Festival, Saiko supposed that she could understand the multiple layers of security checkpoints that she had to pass through, but it was difficult for her not to be irritable towards the UN soldier that finally waved her into the school. However, it was worth it to finally get to meet Midoriya Izuku in person.
“Intelli! It’s so good to finally meet you!” Midoriya excitedly said in greeting as soon as Saiko passed through the gate.
Saiko and Midoriya had seen footage of each other through video calls, but it was a different matter to meet the young man that Saiko had developed such a repertoire with. When she had first seen Midoriya’s appearance, she considered him to be mostly plain, though that did not detract from his intelligence or Saiko’s draw to him in any way. In person though, Midoriya’s fluffy hair and big, practically shimmering green eyes gave off the energy of an adorable puppy, presenting a far more endearing image to Saiko than she had originally perceived.
“It’s wonderful to see you as well, Midoriya.” Saiko responded, smiling and bowing in greeting. Her attention was drawn to the four people with Midoriya.
“This is my Mom,” Midoriya said, gesturing to a woman with similarly colored hair and eyes to her son, “Eri,” a little girl with light blue hair and a horn, partially hiding behind Mrs. Midoriya, “Eri’s friend from school, Asui Satsuki,” another green-haired girl distinguished from the Midoriyas by her frog-like features standing by Eri, “and this is our friend, Ippan Josei, who’s been working as UA’s librarian!” Midoriya gestured lastly to a very tall heteromorph woman with teal fox traits. Not wanting to be rude, Intelli forced herself not to stare and bowed to the four.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you all.” Saiko greeted.
Mrs. Midoriya came up to Saiko, beaming a smile that made Saiko want to squint, all the while the woman was crying tears of joy.
“Intelli, it’s so nice to meet you…I’ve heard so many wonderful things about you from my son. Thank you for encouraging Izuku as much as you have!”
Saiko initially felt overwhelmed by the outpouring of joy from Mrs. Midoriya, but she took it in stride the best that she could and tried to make a good impression on Midoriya’s family and friends.
“I won’t be able to stay with you for too long, Intelli…” Midoriya reluctantly reminded Saiko, “but I would love to show you around for a while before my class needs me to come back to help them with our program. We should have just enough time to see Yaoyorozu’s class perform theirs before I need to head back!”
Saiko smiled in excitement.
“Well, by all means, Midoriya,” she said, walking up next to her friend, relishing his faint blush, “lead the way.”
Most of the programs being given by the other classes at UA weren’t any more entertaining than what you could find at your standard high school festival. Sadly, the smaller number of visitors present, warded away likely from fear of the school being attacked again and the general chaos of society made the festival drearier than what Intelli would have hoped. There were a few highlights though; some impressive gear from the Support Course, a completely ridiculous play performed by Class 2-B, and of course, Yaoyorozu’s class presentation:
It seemed that Yaoyorozu’s class was, like so many of the other courses at UA, trying to do what they meant to do for their program the previous year, and were throwing a concert. (Privately, Saiko thought that might be for the best; she might not know much about music but she questioned the ability of a bunch of high school students to write enough songs to constitute a ‘concert,’ let alone prepare and rehearse a performance in the short span of time that they could have between the beginning of the second term and the festival itself.) There was, thankfully for the sake of 2-A’s performance, a crowd there to see it, despite what fears they might have had of the performance being attacked again. However, as Saiko overheard some of the comments people made, she reconsidered whether their presence was something to be thankful for.
“Can you believe their nerve showing up here again?”
“What, bringing two villains to their performance the first time not enough?”
“Can’t wait to see how they insult us this time.”
Saiko scowled at the people who spoke. She had her rivalry with Yaoyorozu, sure, but she acknowledged her rival’s capability and wasn’t foolish or petty enough to blame her or her class for problems that they didn’t cause, let alone sully others’ enjoyment by being present at 2-A’s program just to deride it.
Thankfully, Mrs. Midoriya heard the students who were speaking this way and coughed out loud to get their attention, making them pale at her own glare and making them slink away. Midoriya and Saiko gave Mrs. Midoriya grateful smiles just as the lights went out.
Even more thankfully, 2-A’s concert went off quite well! It turned out that Jiro Kyoka was a talented singer, and the class had managed to pull off an impressive display of special effects, thanks to what seemed like the improved light-bending abilities of Hagakure, and according to Midoriya, one of his old classmates Kagaya. By the end of the concert, the people who had previously been grumbling against 2-A couldn’t be heard amidst the cheers.
Afterwards, Saiko went with the Midoriyas to meet with his friends from 2-A.
“That was so much fun!” Eri squealed as she arrived with Ippan, making several of the 2-A students melt at the sight of her smile. “At first there was a loud noise, and that was scary, and then there was a flash and a spinning light, and people said ‘Wow!’ and you know what I said? I said ‘Wow!’ too!”
Saiko had to clutch her chest to keep her heart from stopping from such exuberance from a little girl who had been so shy earlier, and she wasn’t the only one. Yaoyorozu Momo stepped forward and knelt down to Eri’s level.
“We’re very glad to hear that you enjoyed our concert, Eri. Thank you for coming!”
Once she had allowed Eri the opportunity to chatter excitedly about the concert, Saiko stepped forward to give her own congratulations.
“Well done, Yaoyorozu. I’m glad to see your concert went off so well.”
“Intelli!” Yaoyorozu cried out in happiness at seeing her. “Midoriya mentioned that you were coming, and I’m so glad that I get to see you in person again!”
“Considering the last time that we met in person, I had attacked you and your friends and you had hit me with a cattle prod, I’m glad you feel that way.” Saiko snarked, but smiled. “If you don’t mind me asking though, who wrote the songs that your class sang?”
“Oh, that’s Jiro, over here!” Hagakure said, drawing everyone’s attention over to a violet-haired girl with long ear lobes that ended in earphone jacks, who immediately started blushing and grumbling at Hagakure for the attention that she was getting, even more so when Eri ran up to her and started praising the poor girl for her music.
“Well,” Saiko said as she watched the apparently shy musician with amusement, “I can honestly tell you that your classes’ performance has been my favorite so far today. All that I have left that really interests me is Midoriya’s program…”
“Oh, you are definitely going to want to see what Izuku’s class has cooked up, Intelli.” Mrs. Midoriya said with a wide smile. All the while Izuku was blushing in embarrassment, which just intrigued Saiko even more.
“Really?” she said with a smirk, somehow getting Midoriya to blush even more, “well then, Midoriya, I’ll have to ask you to escort me there.”
Midoriya sighed in resignation.
“I really should, they’ll need me over there soon…” As Midoriya said this though, a somewhat distressed look came over him. “That means though that I won’t be able to show you around for most of the rest of the day, Intelli…”
Saiko inwardly pouted at this, though she understood the necessity considering Midoriya’s own duties. However, another voice spoke up at that moment.
“Hey Yaomomo, you should go, too! Take a break and spend some time with your friend from Seiai!” Hagakure said.
Yaoyorozu looked conflicted between Saiko and her class.
“Oh…but I can’t leave you all here to clean…”
“Yaoyorozu.” A male voice spoke up, and Saiko recognized Shoji, stepping towards Yaoyorozu. “You have been working very hard organizing this for the past week. We can handle things for now while you spend some time with Intelli.”
Yaoyorozu still seemed hesitant, but Shoji’s stern assurance and the encouragement of several of her other classmates eventually got her to agree.
When they finally arrived at the 2-C station, Saiko was torn between confusion and elation.
“Welcome to 2-C’s cat café, nya!” Midoriya greeted Saiko and Yaoyorozu, somehow managing to keep a straight face despite his gaudy neko outfit. “May I show you to your table, nya?”
Elation won out as Saiko couldn’t resist the urge to giggle at her friend’s outfit and the part he was playing, though out of respect to Midoriya (who was doing his best to keep up a grin for show despite his growing blush,) she stifled it, nonetheless keeping a smile on her face as Midoriya led her and Yaoyorozu to a table. Looking around the room, Saiko was impressed with how much work Midoriya’s class put into their cat café, noting the multitude of cats and kittens that were wandering around the room, playing with various toys strewn about the place, sleeping, or otherwise interacting with the other customers. Much to Saiko’s delight, a white cat found its way into her lap, letting her pet its back and elicit a purr.
“So…um…” Midoriya stammered nervously, looking towards his family, particularly Eri. “I can take your orders, but I’m going to need to check on Eri for a bit, is that okay?”
“It’s fine, Midoriya.” Yaoyorozu answered. She did not seem surprised at Midoriya’s statement, indicating to Saiko that she was privy to something private. Saiko opted not to press the matter though and ordered a simple plate of tea and cookies with Yaoyorozu, allowing Midoriya to head off towards his family and take their orders, before he and Eri went off to a quiet corner of the room.
Saiko noticed that despite being in a place that would ideally make a girl Eri’s age ecstatic, with several of the kittens congregating around their table, Eri was remarkably somber in her corner of the room. Midoriya dropped the enthusiasm he was showing towards the other guests in favor of something more genuine as he sat quietly next to Eri. The other students of 2-C likewise respected the privacy that the two had set up for themselves.
“So, Intelli, how are you and your friends handling the change in curriculum at Seiai?” Yaoyorozu asked, distracting Saiko for a moment.
“Hmm…” Saiko mused. “I’m of a mixed opinion on the changes, I suppose. On one hand, I appreciate how much more attention is given to investigative work, and I’ve found that I’m quite talented with a gun.” Saiko smirked. “Taking all of the elements of aiming into consideration; bullet drop, wind direction, kickback, I have a knack for accounting for all of these variables very quickly, making my shots quite accurate.” She bragged, before frowning. “However…I do feel conflicted over the fact that the hero system no longer exists…”
In truth, Saiko was much more upset than she was letting on. For some time, she had been hoping for All Might and Sir Nighteye’s pro hero movement to succeed in their endeavors, to perhaps restore honor to the system that Saiko’s father had worked for and protected. The recent scandals involving Nighteye’s sidekicks though both diminished Saiko’s hope and gave her pause as to whether she would want to work with a man who, due to information that Saiko had gleaned from her mother, had been involved in some extremely disturbing practices.
“How about you?” Saiko asked, wanting to change the subject.
“Well enough.” Yaoyorozu responded with a shrug. “I do appreciate that many of the changes are focused on practicality and proper strategy. Hopefully these changes will make it safer for us to operate in the field.” Yaoyorozu looked towards Midoriya and smiled fondly. “I feel as if I should thank Midoriya for the ease in which me and many of my classmates have been able to adapt. Most of the techniques that he helped us develop have thankfully carried over to the new system.”
Saiko frowned at Yaoyorozu as she was looking towards her friend, but schooled her expression just as the heiress turned her attention back towards her.
“Out of curiosity…how close are you to Midoriya?” Saiko asked cooly.
Yaoyorozu smiled warmly again.
“I’m very glad to call Midoriya my friend. He helped me when I was perhaps at my lowest point, helped me to realize my potential. He’s always encouraging us, helping us to improve ourselves. We’ve been through some horrible things…but Midoriya has always been there to help us with our problems.” Yaoyorozu looked again towards Midoriya as he brought over a plate of apple cookies for Eri. “However, due to the needs of the hero course, I haven’t had much of an opportunity to get to know him personally. I do know some things such as his admiration for heroes, his mother, where he went to junior high…”
Yaoyorozu and Saiko both winced at this, but the heiress merely shook her head and went on.
“Considering all that he’s done for us and the kind of person he has shown himself to be, I’d like to get to know him more.”
“Hm.” Saiko mused hiding her frown behind her folded hands. Yaoyorozu’s closeness to Midoriya was more of a hindrance to Saiko’s own desires than she had anticipated. “I would certainly like to get to know him more as well.”
Saiko was about to plant something of a subtle challenge to Yaoyorozu in this regard when their attention was caught by a more distressing sight; Eri was quietly, but visibly crying at her table. Midoriya gave a gentle hug to the little girl, which thankfully Eri returned, even though Midoriya himself had become morose.
Yaoyorozu gave a small, depressed sigh, looking away from the two to give them more privacy. Saiko though was too curious and concerned not to ask:
“Yaoyorozu…why do Midoriya and Eri seem so upset?”
Yaoyorozu looked up at Saiko with a sad frown.
“This café holds some significance for them. Eri was taken from a rather difficult background…”
“The Eight Precepts?” Saiko said, recalling Eri’s picture with Lemillion during his famous fight against the yakuza group. Yaoyorozu nodded.
“Yes. After she was rescued, she grew quite close with Togata Mirio; I believe that he wanted to make her feel safe. I didn’t really get to know her until later on when she moved in with the Midoriyas, but she was a much shyer girl than she is now back then. I don’t think that she felt comfortable with anyone besides Togata and maybe Uraraka and…Kirishima…” Yaoyorozu winced as she spoke of her old classmate, currently in jail. “I remember that she was particularly distressed with what happened with the last Cultural Festival.”
Yaoyorozu gave a small smile towards Midoriya.
“Midoriya started working with her to help her control her Quirk some time after that though, and to try to help cheer her up, convinced his class to hold this cat café for her and Togata. I remember Kendo and Togeike telling me about it. I think that it might have been the first time that Eri had smiled since her rescue.”
Saiko looked towards her friend with a renewed respect, impressed that he had gone to such lengths to help a little girl.
“With Togata gone now though…you can understand how this might be difficult for her and Midoriya to handle.” Yaoyorozu finished explaining.
Thankfully, Eri stopped crying with Midoriya’s support, her attention now drawn to a kitten that had climbed up onto Midoriya’s head and was making a nest of his hair. Midoriya actually knelt down so that Eri was eye level with the kitten, letting her tease it with a bit of string, a small smile back on her face.
“Midoriya seems to be good with kids.” Saiko thought out loud.
“He certainly is.” Yaoyorozu agreed warmly. “I’m glad that he and his mother are taking care of Eri.”
The revery the two were in was eventually interrupted by their waitress showing up with their order.
“Here are your drinks, nya!”
Saiko was about to thank the waitress, a short, brown-haired and eyed girl, who brought her tea when Saiko recognized her.
“Hold on…you’re Uraraka Ochako, aren’t you?”
“Um…yes?” Uraraka answered.
“Why are you working with 2-C? I thought you had transferred to the hero course…”
Saiko was cut off both by the flash of panic and shame across Uraraka’s face and the nudge she felt from Yaoyorozu’s foot beneath the table on her ankle. Yaoyorozu’s expression further made it clear that she should drop the matter.
“Oh…I just…transferred back to my old class.”
Saiko blinked, several different explanations occurring to her that further cemented conclusions she made from Uraraka and Yaoyorozu’s reactions.
“My apologies.” Saiko replied. “Thank you for the tea.”
Uraraka managed a smile before she quickly walked away. An uncomfortable silence hung over the table between her and Yaoyorozu.
“…Was it Jaku?” Saiko asked after a moment.
“…Among other things.” Yaoyorozu replied.
Saiko didn’t press the issue any further. While she herself wasn’t at the Battle of Jaku, there were several of her classmates who had been, not all of whom had come back, and many of those that did, did not remain in the hero course, even before the announcement of the dissolution of the hero system.
“…Midoriya might have mentioned her in his letters.” Saiko brought up. “Do you know if she’s adjusting well?”
Yaoyorozu’s stern look dropped somewhat, appreciating Saiko’s concern.
“As well as she can, I suppose. My classmates and I still spend time with her when we are able.”
Saiko and Yaoyorozu looked towards Uraraka, who had taken a short break to sit down and pet a kitten in her lap, a distant look in her eyes, only lost as the kitten started to purr and help distract her from her thoughts. It was disheartening to see someone who had first appeared so cheerful become so reserved so quickly. It did not paint a good picture as to what she and the rest of Yaoyorozu’s class had to go through.
“I wish I could have been there.” Saiko said in frustration.
Yaoyorozu didn’t respond immediately.
“…Do you think we should have been?”
Saiko turned to Yaoyorozu in confusion. The heiress had dropped her gaze towards the table, her expression morose.
“Considering the scale of the threats that we faced, and the fact that most of us had barely completed a year of training by that point…do you think that it’s logical for people to have expected us to be able to contend with those threats?”
Saiko frowned, but couldn’t necessarily disagree with that logic. She had seen the data. A villain army in the tens of thousands, with agents imbedded in the country’s government, communications, and its very hero system. Augmented with a horde of monsters with records of easily killing seasoned pros, another monster the size of a mountain with estimated strength equal to All Might, and Shigaraki…if Saiko hadn’t seen the numbers herself, she wouldn’t have believed that a monster like Shigaraki existed. She supposed that it would seem irrational for hero students to be able to contend with a threat like that. That was likely what Saiko’s father was thinking at the time. He had prevented Saiko from being at Jaku, but at the same time, had been willing to send other students like Yaoyorozu into battle. Rationally, in that scenario, every available resource was required…though Saiko understood enough to realize that Yaoyorozu’s statement was meant both as an expression of her frustration with the HPSC for sending her and her friends to Jaku and frustration towards the public that judged her for not preventing the resulting calamities. Yes, that kind of thinking was irrational.
“Something you should remember, Yaoyorozu, considering the scale of the threat of the PLF, the heroes only just barely managed to scrape an improbable win in the midst of overwhelming odds. In that kind of scenario, every variable, no matter how seemingly minor, is vital. If you and the other hero students hadn’t been there, it’s possible that we would have lost.”
Yaoyorozu was still facing the table.
“…My sedative didn’t stop Gigantomachia though. Ultimately, my efforts came to nothing…as I so often hear people reminding me.”
Saiko wasn’t a sentimental sort, but for the sake of her rival, she lightly patted her hand in an effort to comfort her.
“Perhaps. However, it’s possible that the sedative was going to take effect shortly after Lemillion stopped Gigantomachia and the League. You might not have been as effective as Lemillion’s pure power, but that’s hardly something to be upset about. For what it’s worth, Yaoyorozu, out of the other hero students that I know, you are the one that I would have wanted watching my back the most.”
Thankfully, that elicited a small smile from the heiress. She and Saiko went back to their tea and were able to talk more casually.
While Saiko did not forget the challenge that Yaoyorozu posed in her pursuit of Midoriya, she was someone that Saiko respected. It wouldn’t do for Yaoyorozu to not recognize the qualities that made her Saiko’s equal, after all, and it wouldn’t do for her to blame herself for problems that were outside of her control.
Eventually, Eri and Midoriya calmed down enough to reconvene with Mrs. Midoriya and their friends, who joined a table with Saiko and Yaoyorozu. Soon after though, they were joined by another two guests…
“Oh, did we make it in time? Is Uraraka still here? Is Eri here?”
Somehow seeming to take up more space in the makeshift restaurant by virtue of her sheer energy, a girl with floaty-periwinkle blue hair that Saiko recognized from the last UA third year’s Sports Festival as Hado Nejire, followed by the dark blue haired and pointy eared figure of Amajiki Tamaki, cringing slightly in her wake.
“Nejire-chan!” Eri squealed out, rushing from the table towards Hado, who happily scooped her up in her arms in a hug. This was quickly followed by Uraraka excitedly running up to her former senpai, who broke into a flurry of questions that a slower mind would have had problems deciphering.
“Uraraka! I’m so glad that we made it! You look so cute in that costume! Do cats follow you around in it? Your finger pads make you look like a cat; does your family have any Cat Quirks?”
That did not however stop the display from being overwhelming in its own way to Saiko, who could do nothing but stare at the blue-haired girl as she greeted Midoriya and his mother. Eventually though, Hado’s attention inevitably ended up on Saiko herself.
“Hey, I don’t recognize you! What’s your name? Are you a UA student? Are you a hero student? Are…”
Before Saiko could get annoyed by the girl not giving her an opportunity to respond, Hado abruptly shut herself off. She blinked before stepping back and giving Saiko space.
“I’m sorry, that was probably too much. My name’s Hado Nejire, what’s yours?”
Saiko blinked before replying, noting that regardless of how off-putting this young woman could appear, Hado was conscious enough to recognize that, but furthermore it was clear from the way that Midoriya and Eri both looked at her that she was someone important to them.
“Intelli Saiko. Hero, or rather, Advanced Emergency Service student of Seiai Academy.” Saiko said, answering what questions Hado asked.
From there, Hado and Amajiki inserted themselves into the conversation amongst Saiko, the Midoriyas, and their friends. While Saiko initially had the impression of Hado being airheaded, she realized over time that she was actually quite intelligent; she simply lacked the sense to hold her cards close to her chest the way that Saiko did.
Though there were some uncomfortable parts to the day, Saiko found that her experience with UA’s Cultural Festival was quite enjoyable. There was only so much she could discuss with Midoriya over email or chatrooms after all, and his friends and family were all quite endearing as well. However, there would be one last check to Saiko’s day.
After Saiko finished her tea, she was forced to excuse herself. On her way to the bathroom though, she happened to hear Uraraka from around a corner.
“Are you…able to tell me anything? Do you have any idea where she might be?”
Saiko stopped; Uraraka’s hushed tone indicated that she meant for this conversation to be private.
“…We’re tracking some murders we think Toga might have done on the southern end of the country, but she’s keeping ahead of the investigation for now.” Hado Nejire’s voice responded. Saiko tensed at this.
“We’re going to find her and stop her Uraraka. I promise you.”
Realizing how sensitive and apparently personal this information was, Saiko stopped her eavesdropping and walked away. Unfortunately, her prodigious mind was already making connections.
While certain details about the League of Villains’ actions were kept confidential so as to protect the privacy of their victims, it was apparent that Uraraka had personal dealings with Toga Himiko, one of the most dangerous members of the LOV. Her continued freedom from capture was likely a major reason for UA’s stringent security measures. And yet even with all of this security, Toga, the last remnant of the PLF, was still causing problems for people.
Saiko intended to join the police as a matter of personal pride…and pleasure. As Midoriya had pointed out to her, she did derive a certain enjoyment from manipulating opponents into hopeless, unwinnable situations. She liked the idea of people, whether they be peers or targets of her machinations being forced to acknowledge her superiority. With Toga however, it was more personal.
One of the few solaces that Saiko had from the Battle of Jaku was that the PLF, along with the LOV and MLA leaders had essentially been destroyed. Toga however, still remained free. One of the members of the organization that had murdered Saiko’s father remained free. If Saiko had anything to say about it, she would not let this stand. She might still be in school, but the moment she graduated and joined the police force, she was going to be the one to take this miserable leech down.
Several months later…
Saiko dragged herself across the floor, barely able to stay conscious as her wound leaked onto the carpet. She needed to move. She didn’t have much time…
She tried pulling herself upright against her closet, but slipped as she reached up, her hand knocking several metal coat hangers loose and cascading around her to the ground like windchimes. Saiko’s hand clenched reflexively against one of the coat hangers. She couldn’t end like this…not here, not to this…
“Oops…looks like I found you!” a voice crooned from behind her.
Saiko couldn’t resist the urge to look up at Toga’s sick, fanged grin, fingering the knife that she had only moments earlier stabbed Saiko with.
Notes:
Hopefully, this wasn’t too long of a wait for readers, but Saiko’s story has proven to be difficult. Originally, I meant to publish everything in one chapter, but as I was working on the section after this point, I realized that it had very little to do with everything that I had already written on Saiko, which has mostly just covered her character and her relationship with Izuku. Next time though, Saiko will be a bit more active. Hopefully, I will be able to complete it sooner than what this took me.
Giving credit where credit is due, Saiko’s fight with Momo’s team in this story is heavily based off of Episode 6 of The Amazing Digital Circus by “GLITCH” on Youtube; if you haven’t watched the series, I highly recommend it.
Chapter 27: Pretty Little Psycho (Part II)
Notes:
Heads up, warning for rather extreme violence in this chapter, particularly around the end.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Dear Midoriya Izuku
It seems that my time at Seiai is coming to an end. It was not quite what I had expected, but that is a sentiment shared across the country by this point. Still, I look forward to applying my talents to the pursuit of the deviant elements of society all the same.
While my ascendance to the higher ranks was never in doubt, I already have confirmed a position in the Aichi prefecture. Police Chief Gushiken Masashi has gone as far as to directly recruit me into his precinct’s command network, having learned about some of my accolades at Seiai.
I must admit, I’m excited. I am finally going to be performing the work that I have been preparing for my entire life. Perhaps it’s not heroism, but I will still be able to apply my mind to pursuits worthy of my attention.
And in a year, when you graduate, you’ll be there with me. I look forward to that greatly.
Your friend,
Intelli Saiko
Dear Intelli Saiko
Congratulations! I bet you’re feeling great, and you should be proud of yourself for your achievements. I certainly look forward to working with you as well!
However, there’s something that I should let you know about. I mentioned to Tsuragamae that you are going to be working for Chief Gushiken, and he’s concerned. Gushiken apparently has a reputation for being kind of ruthless in his pursuit of higher rank. Also, according to what Tsuragamae has heard from some of his former colleagues, Gushiken has been difficult for them to work with, but this is doubly so with the UN soldiers nowadays. I don’t want to frighten you away from your work, but please be careful. Don’t let yourself be put in danger for the sake of someone’s ego.
Your friend,
Midoriya Izuku
Saiko read this letter with a frown, taking note of her friend’s warning. However, putting the letter away as she walked towards her new police headquarters with her entourage from Seiai, she was not particularly concerned.
While Saiko wanted to believe that she had achieved notice simply by virtue of her talents, she was not naïve enough not to consider the fact that someone might try to take advantage of her intelligence to further their own ends. If that was the kind of game that Gushiken wanted to play with her though, that was fine. This was the kind of game that she excelled at.
“Officer Intelli!” A boisterous voice called out at the entrance to the headquarters, belonging to a tall man with graying red hair, who gave her a firm handshake and grin as she arrived. “Welcome to your new workplace!”
“Chief Gushiken Masashi, I presume?” Saiko asked.
“You would be correct. Come on in, I’d like to show you around the place before we get started.” Gushiken replied, guiding Saiko through the building, though Saiko noticed that despite having arrived with her entourage from Seiai, Gushiken seemed to have eyes only for her, as if the others did not exist. She gave them a look to let them know not to react to this, though several of them had sour looks on their faces at being ignored. Saiko made a note to treat them to dinner at a nice restaurant later to make sure they knew she wasn’t going to abandon them for some blowhard.
As Saiko walked through the precinct, she noticed a few small details. Namely, several of the officers had fire extinguishers just hidden out of sight.
Once Saiko got into Gushiken’s office, she did not notice the same safety measures, at least obviously. Nothing about the office seemed out of place, except for an odd coloring on several items of Gushiken’s equipment…coloring that she recognized as fire-proofing. Tochi had to use similar equipment for safety purposes, though she also regularly carried around a portable fire extinguisher as well as multiple other means of fire suppression in her room; this same kind of suppression was missing in Gushiken’s office. Considering these details, Saiko came to a conclusion: possessing this fire-proof equipment indicated that Gushiken possessed a fire Quirk, but lacking the additional necessary extinguishing equipment in his office, which was instead carried by lackies outside of his office, suggested that he had issues controlling his Quirk, but was self-conscious about this weakness.
As Saiko sat in Gushiken’s office, she was forced to pretend to pay attention to his long-winded speeches and unsubtle bragging about the accomplishments the precinct had made under his leadership. There was however, one exchange that Saiko found enlightening in the context of Midoriya’s warning and her own observations.
“You know, I trained to be a hero for some time myself.” Gushiken said. “In the end, it wasn’t for me.”
A lesser mind would have thought that Gushiken spoke casually, almost dismissively, but Saiko was able to catch the slight sneer in his lips, the flare of his nostrils, making it clear to her that however his attempt to become a hero went, most likely through a failure in his Entrance Exam or a dismissal from the course itself, he took it personally. This sentiment was reinforced by the faint smirk in his next statement:
“Now though, we find that the heroes work for me! It’s funny how things work, isn’t it?”
Saiko smiled in response, ignoring how Gushiken was likely using this as a boast and an attempt to assert his authority over her.
“But perhaps this is for the best. Now, we have a chance for us to all be working towards the same goal, for the people who actually work to keep the streets safe be given the credit they’re due.” Gushiken’s smile dropped. “Or at least, they would be, if it weren’t for these soldiers.”
Gushiken walked over to his office window and glared out over the city, perhaps thinking that he appeared thoughtful instead of like a spoiled child.
“I just can’t understand how our Minister expects Japan to restore our pride when he’s sold it to the world that is actively insulting us! Sure, we are in a difficult situation right now, but it is through these difficulties that true heroes are forged! And yet, I keep getting asked to give up our pride to a bunch of soldiers who can barely speak our language, if at all! Can you understand how frustrating that is, Officer Intelli?”
“Oh, I understand completely, Chief Gushiken.” Saiko replied. In short, Gushiken was an insecure opportunist who had originally seen the fall of the hero system as a means of boosting his own prestige, only to see the UN soldiers as an obstacle to this endeavor. Now, he was trying to appeal to Saiko’s own pride in an effort to make her more amenable to his views and tactics.
Something known only to a few people was that Saiko’s monocle actually had a feature built into it that allowed her to use it as a camera, which she activated as soon as Gushiken started talking. If she was correct, Gushiken was going to put his foot in his mouth in ways that she would want to keep a record of.
“So, in summary…you seek to prevent the UN soldiers from interfering with our work?” Saiko summarized.
“That’s the long and short of it.” Gushiken replied, not realizing that he had just indicted himself for obstruction. The man walked in front of his desk, leaning towards Saiko conspiratorially. “But that’s the main reason why I requested for you to join my precinct, Intelli. I believe that with your help, the Aichi police will show that we don’t need foreign soldiers to handle our own affairs. We just need a few good high-profile arrests.”
“ ‘High profile,’ hm?” Saiko pretended to muse. While she found this man to be pathetic, one whom she planned to perform an investigation of herself to see just how much he was willing to obstruct justice and sabotage others to get ahead, that did not mean that she could not take advantage of his idiocy for her own ends. She did, if she was honest with herself, want to gain prestige herself. The difference was that she intended to legitimately earn that prestige. If Gushiken was willing to give her more opportunities to do that (even if he likely intended to steal the credit for himself; Saiko would make sure that plan would fail soon,) who was she to pass such opportunity up?
“How about Toga Himiko?”
“It has been over a year since the Battle of Jaku, but one of the main leaders of the Paranormal Liberation Front has eluded authorities for that time, and has since added over a dozen more victims to her name.”
The precinct television displayed a horned newscaster next to an image of the infamous Toga Himiko.
“However, a recent addition to the Aichi police force has taken the investigation in a different direction, revealing some shocking details as to how Toga Himiko became an infamous villain. We now speak to the lead investigator of this case; Special Agent Intelli Saiko.”
The screen switched to Intelli Saiko as she was explaining the results of her investigation to a reporter off-screen:
“In our investigation of Toga Himiko, I deemed it necessary to understand how and why Toga became the person that she did.”
The report changed to a school photograph of Toga Himiko smiling without revealing her fangs to the camera, looking like any other average schoolgirl.
“To her peers, Toga appeared to be a cheerful and well-behaved girl for fourteen years. By all accounts, there were no instances of violent behavior on her part until her attack. This begs the question though; what drove her to lash out so violently?”
Without playing any audio, a clip of Mr. and Mrs. Toga’s last and only statement to the press played as they spoke with disgust of the daughter that they disowned.
“Toga’s parents went on record stating that she was a ‘lost cause’ and even went as far as branding her a ‘creepy demon child.’ However, they failed to give any real accounts of any such deviant behavior that would justify this designation, if there could be such a justification at all.”
The camera shifted back to Saiko speaking.
“It was clear that there was more to Toga Himiko’s development than simply being ‘born bad.’ Therefore, I knew that I needed to look more in-depth into Toga’s past. I needed to find more reliable sources; namely, Toga Himiko’s younger two siblings.
When the two eventually agreed to speak to me, it wasn’t very difficult to get them to open up; as I learned, they had been holding in quite a bit when it came to their parents’ relationship with Himiko.”
The screen changed to an image of a recorder. The voice of a young woman (distorted to protect her identity) spoke:
“Mom and Dad were always harder on Himiko than my brother or me. When Himiko was just a kid, she found a dead bird. She thought it was pretty, and went to show it to her parents. They hit her and accused her of killing it.
They were always on edge around her, acting as if she was hiding something. When they talked to her, it felt more like they were interrogating her instead of asking her questions. I don’t ever remember them saying anything nice to her, really.
Looking back though…it wasn’t just Himiko that they could freak out about. They were obsessed with their image, with having things a certain way. Once, when they found out I tried to make friends with a heteromorph student, they forbade me from seeing them again and threatened to destroy my computer if I refused.”
A new recording played, this one of a teenage boy:
“Our parents hated her. I remember one time, one of Himiko’s friends got a cut and she wanted to help suck the blood out so it wouldn’t hurt so much. They just…completely freaked out on her, screaming that what she did wasn’t normal.
Himiko usually tried so hard to behave, to stay calm and do what Mom and Dad said, but this time, she just started crying, asking if other people kept having to hide themselves like her. That just made them even angrier, and said that she was rotten to the core, that she came out wrong, and that they gave birth to something inhuman. She just ran away crying by that point.
They were always on edge around Himiko, waiting for the ball to drop around her, even though she worked so hard and wanted them to love her, they never really gave her a chance.”
The screen changed again to Saiko:
“Further investigation into how the Togas sought to force their idea of normalcy onto their daughter led me to Dr. Robotomi Kuro, the Quirk Counselor the Togas hired to have Himiko repress her urges.”
The program shifted to a picture of Dr. Robotomi advertising his new office, as Saiko continued to narrate her investigation.
“On the surface, Dr. Robotomi is a respected counselor with several accolades. However, as I dug into his credentials and his methods, I learned that he had often been censored for his methods, with many of his peers openly referring to them as ‘barbaric and abusive.’ No proper investigation had ever been done into his office, with previous attempts having been blocked by board members that he had noted connections to.”
The program shifted to images of the notes of Dr. Robotomi, and then to the disgraced doctor himself as detectives escorted him out of his office.
“Robotomi’s methods were less Quirk counseling and more akin to the kind of mental reprogramming cults perform. During their sessions, Toga Himiko was regularly subjected to isolation, repetitive conditioning, and gaslighting. My investigation into his office revealed that parents would bring their children to him not for counseling, but reconditioning. In fact, the investigation into the Togas has in turn opened up several other investigations of abuse into other families.”
The screen shifted back to a school photo of Toga Himiko, appearing by all accounts happy and unassuming.
“If you think about it, Toga’s acting ability lends itself to a rather unsettling implication. Most reports indicate her to act ditsy, almost disconnected from the world around her. However, when in disguise, she is able to act in a way that makes it so that even people who know the person that she is impersonating don’t realize that they are talking to someone completely different. I personally believe that this talent was honed as a coping mechanism; to completely disconnect her behavior from her true character in order to fit in, as well as to avoid the ire of her parents. It paints a rather disturbing picture of what her parents did to her, doesn’t it?”
The camera went back to Saiko as she gave her closing remarks on the investigation:
“We live in a society filled with people with different Quirks. These Quirks grant us different abilities, different appearances, but also different health requirements. The blood requirements of Toga Himiko’s Quirk were hardly unique just to her, and yet others with similar physiological and psychological requirements are able to learn how to have their needs met…as long as their parents care enough about their well-being to meet them.
Toga’s parents though not only withheld this needed help from their daughter, but also punished her for these needs. Being stuck in such an abusive household for so long, it was sadly only a matter of time before Toga Himiko would lash out.”
On screen, Saiko closed her eyes and shook her head sadly.
“Toga is a criminal and a terrorist who has murdered dozens of people and aided in the murder of thousands more. She needs to be held accountable for her actions, but so do the parents who drove her to such extremes. She is a villain, yes, but she is also a victim.”
Though by all appearances, Saiko was paying no attention to her interview playing on the television on the opposite side of the breakroom, but she found the crowd of officers mesmerized by her work around the television far more entertaining. She imagined similar responses from the public around the country, shocked by what had been discovered about Toga, admiring Saiko’s work.
It had been a great personal pleasure for Saiko to see Mr. and Mrs. Toga, along with Dr. Robotomi be reduced to pariahs through her machinations; to see their carefully constructed veneers of normality and innocence crumble as Saiko dissected into their facades and revealed their dirty little secrets for the world to see. The Togas appeared to value their image above all else, so it was delicious to see such images dragged through the mud. Thankfully, Saiko had been able to remove Akemi and Kento from the Toga’s custody; they didn’t deserve to be subjected to such awful people as parents, or the publicity that Mr. and Mrs. Toga were now being subjected to.
That being said, the investigation into the Toga family was all simply a means to an end. The investigation put a spotlight on the Toga household, the way that Toga Himiko’s parents treated her, and sensationalized the story in a way that would put it onto Toga Himiko’s conscience that she couldn’t ignore, thus drawing her back to the house where she could be captured.
In her study of Toga, Saiko had come to the conclusion that Toga was motivated by her emotions and whims rather than logic, and her twisted idea of belonging. Therefore, Saiko’s strategy was primarily targeted towards these sentiments. Left with no real friends, Toga would likely latch onto whatever connection she could get ahold of. By bringing the crimes of her parents to light, it could further legitimize the idea that rather than Toga being the one who was ‘abnormal,’ she could have found a way to find acceptance. Saiko calculated that with no other active connections to speak of, Toga would be drawn to her house after it had been abandoned as a form of emotional closure, an acknowledgement from the world for her pain.
Psychology might not have been one of Saiko’s favored subjects, but in the case of someone with such an abnormal psyche, Saiko believed it to be integral to maneuvering Toga the way that she wanted.
Eventually losing interest in the people talking about her work, Saiko turned her focus back to her notes on Toga. However, as she had been idly flipping through the file, she did not realize that she had come to the record of Toga’s first victim; Saito Yasuhiro, making her frown. When Saiko had first seen a picture of Saito, her heart nearly stopped. Saito Yasuhiro was almost a mirror image of Midoriya Izuku, the only differences being that Saito’s hair and eyes were black and he lacked Midoriya’s freckles. Toga had gone to classes with Saito for years until the day that she had snapped, attacking him with a box cutter and drinking his blood through a straw. Perhaps it wasn’t logical, but when Saiko had first read this account, it was far too easy for her to imagine Midoriya being in Saito’s place. Considering Toga’s preference for her victims, being boys (eventually including girls) roughly her age, it was certainly logical to assume that if Toga ever did see someone who looked so similar to the boy who first drew her attraction, she would become dangerously fixated on him.
Saiko took a breath and a small sip of tea to calm her nerves. Midoriya was as safe as he could possibly be in UA, and Saiko was going to ensure that Toga’s escapades would end within a week.
For the past few days, the Toga household had been surrounded by rioters, and despite the best efforts of police to hold them back, the building had been vandalized with spray paint and rocks. None of that though was unexpected for Saiko’s plan. What mattered was what would happen once the rioters had enough and dispersed; when Saiko calculated Toga would visit.
While Toga was difficult to track, cross-referencing her known attacks, suspected attacks, and areas that would likely serve as hideouts, Saiko was able to trace a pattern of movement over the past few days towards her old neighborhood.
Saiko stepped back from the path she had drawn on the map spread against the wall of her office which Gushiken had provided for her, and smiled at the results. Her plan was coming to fruition. The next day, Saiko would put the next phase of her plan into action.
As Saiko was leaving her office though, she was pulled aside by one of her superiors.
“Intelli, can I have a word with you?”
The sergeant in question was named Taira Ganrin, a woman with a Moth Antennae Quirk. While she wasn’t among the more powerful or ambitious officers, she had been unusually active in her duties for over thirty years (While her Quirk didn’t offer any benefits in combat, it did give her excellent tracking capabilities and allowed her to sense threats others would miss. There was a story spread amongst the precinct of how Taira had detected an odorless gas leak in the base of a serial arsonist with her and the hero Majestic inside; Majestic had only survived because Taira had tackled him out of the building before the villain could detonate his trap.) From the way that Saiko had heard her peers talk about Taira, were Gushiken not so ruthless in his pursuit of the office and Taira not as interested in staying out in the field, she could have been the Chief of the precinct, a sentiment that many of Saiko’s coworkers bemoaned when comparing her to Gushiken out of range of his hearing. Therefore, Saiko eagerly deferred to Taira as her superior.
“What is it, Sergeant Taira?” Saiko asked once they were in a quiet hallway.
“I don’t think that you and your friends should be involved with the capture team.” Taira spoke bluntly.
Saiko raised an eyebrow at Taira’s audacity.
“Do you have a reason for this?”
Taira sighed before frowning at Saiko.
“I’m not discounting your plan or your abilities. From what I can tell, this might actually work in catching Toga. However, I can see though that you’re more comfortable with investigative and command work than direct field operations. So why are you having yourself and your friends from Seiai taking point here?”
“I am most familiar with my classmates’ capabilities out of everyone here, and believe that we are capable of contending with Toga.” Saiko responded simply.
“Are you sure that it has nothing to do with being able to see yourself on television?” Taira asked with a flat expression.
Saiko did her best to keep her expression neutral, though she wondered how much Taira had seen of her watching the report. After a moment of staring Saiko down, Taira spoke again.
“Do you remember Snap Shock?”
Saiko blinked in confusion at the question before answering. “Yes. He was a UA graduate from seven years ago. His Quirk allowed him to amplify any sound his body made. Operated in Aichi for a year.”
Taira nodded.
“I’m glad you remember him. Most people don’t.” Taira bowed her head morosely. “His real name was Koe Takahiro. I worked with him for a bit. He was a good man. A good kid, really, so fresh out of school, but a good one. He was excited to help people, to inspire kids to become heroes themselves, ready to take on the world.” Taira returned her gaze to Saiko. “Do you remember what happened to him? Or rather, why he had such a short career?”
“I recall he died in battle against the villain, Turbulence.” Saiko responded with a frown, getting an idea of why Taira was bringing this up. “If you have a point to make, you don’t need to tell me a story to do so.”
“The point that I am trying to make is why Snap Shock died.” Taira snapped, making Saiko flinch back. “Why Solar died. Why Metal Mash died. Why so many other young heroes died, or were crippled for life and forced to retire. They ran into fights or disasters that they weren’t ready to handle, riding off of their own hype, instead of taking the time to build up their experience first. Each of them were talented young men and women who should have had promising careers ahead of them.” Taira took a breath, calming herself.
“Hero students never really understand what they are getting into.” Taira said, shaking her head. “They’re led to believe that they are invincible. They always see heroes win; that’s what the HPSC and the news focused on. What they didn’t focus on were all of the heroes that died young.” Taira sighed in frustration. “Oh, people knew about it; they gave lip service to Koe and all of those other heroes fresh out of school dying, but they always just said that ‘heroics is a dangerous field,’ as if that justified so many men and women dying before they turned 19. But to Koe, and all of those others, it was just news to them, something that happened to someone else. It would never happen to them, because they were made to believe that they were the main character, that they had a destiny of greatness.” Taira stared at Saiko. “Tell me, is that what you believe about yourself?”
Saiko glared back at Taira.
“I’m not some bullheaded fool rushing into a situation I know nothing about. I have studied Toga; her strategies, her Quirk, her psychology, and her house to the point that I likely know more about herself than she does. I am ready for this, and I will be the one to take Toga down.”
Taira buried her head in her hands and sighed in exhaustion.
“Intelli, being in the field, dealing with actual villains and criminals, dealing with people getting hurt is a world apart from reading about it from behind a desk or a computer screen.” Taira grimaced, closing her eyes as if in pain before glaring in focus at Saiko. “I was the responding officer for three of Toga’s murders before she moved out of the precinct. I’ve seen what she can do.”
Though Saiko respected Taira’s experience, she couldn’t resist a scowl towards the woman.
“Experience hasn’t been enough for other officers or heroes to capture Toga. It seems to me that a new approach with fresh eyes is needed.”
Taira did not seem offended by Saiko’s barb, only frustrated that she wasn’t listening.
“Look…Gushiken…”
“I know he is trying to take advantage of me. I am fully prepared for the eventuality that he will turn against me if he thinks that I’m advancing too much or if he needs a scapegoat.” Saiko smirked to herself. Gushiken had granted her a great deal of access into the precinct’s police files, but hadn’t thought to think about what Saiko might find in there that would implicate him. “I thank you for your concern, but I am fully capable of judging the dangers of the situation myself.”
Saiko walked away from Taira, having heard enough from her.
During the planning for the operation, Saiko made two mistakes that she would regret for the rest of her life. The first; not taking Taira’s advice and insisting that Saiko and her subordinates from Seiai (being the team that she was most used to directing) be a major part of the capture unit. The second, though Saiko had justified her actions as simply catering to Gushiken’s ego despite admittedly being a mask for her own, not recommending Taira to be part of the capture unit, despite how useful her years of experience and the excellent sensory capabilities of her Quirk.
Saiko’s formula for success had been determined.
While the uniformed police had appeared to have abandoned the Toga household, there were over two dozen disguised as civilians within the vicinity of the building. Mora Nagamasa, a graduate of Shiketsu, whose Quirk, Extend-o-Hair, granted Mora an unorthodox, but effective armor against Toga’s knives; the Quirk allowing Mora’s hair to block and tangle any attempts to stab him as well as give him an effective means of capturing Toga, had been recruited for the mission. Furthermore, Saiko had managed to enlist the assistance of Sergeant Katsu, aka, the former Kesagiri Man, whose speed could counter Toga’s own, and Sergeant Bushi, aka, the former Mr. Brave, a master of bladed combat.
Saiko had even gone as far as to subvert Gushiken and informed the UN Army Colonel stationed in their precinct of the polices’ intentions. While Gushiken wasn’t going to allow the operation to proceed with the UN visibly participating, Saiko was able to secure a few soldiers in plainclothes to act as extra insurance, as well as having a patrol nearby, ready to swarm to the Toga household within a minute.
All officers were to regularly call in to confirm everyone’s safety. Though they had wired the house with concealed security cameras, Saiko had made sure that Rogamu was part of the team to maintain as thorough a surveillance as possible on the building. All officers were equipped with body armor, and were made to memorize a series of code phrases to counter the possibility of Toga disguising herself as one of them, though Saiko had the utmost confidence that her plan was flawless, and that there was no feasible way that Toga would figure out what was happening to her until it was too late.
There was no way that Toga could have known when Rogamu needed to take a break from using her Hologram Quirk. There was no way that Toga could have known where the hidden cameras were.
Several hours into the operation, Saiko needed to use the bathroom. Once Saiko had freshened up, she and her partner, Rogamu happened to come across Hyoteki as she was leaving a room by herself.
“Hey, I can’t find Tamishi…” Hyoteki started to explain in worry.
One of the rules Saiko had set for the operation was that each member needed to memorize a series of pass phrases to communicate with each other. If any of them failed to say the phrase, they were to be subdued.
However, Saiko did not immediately do this. Both she and Rogamu hesitated as they listened to Hyoteki; Rogamu likely because she was deferring to Saiko, and Saiko because she could not believe that it was possible for Toga to have snuck through their defenses.
Hyoteki though noticed their hesitation, and how Saiko’s hand twitched towards her sidearm. In contrast, she did not hesitate when she threw a knife into Rogamu’s hand, who had reached just a bit closer to her gun.
Rogamu screamed out in pain, and Hyoteki’s expression was replaced with a manic grin. Saiko though hadn’t moved. This was not logical. This could not be happening. Her plan had been flawless. She…
Saiko had only been caught off guard for a second, but it was enough time for Hyoteki to close the gap between them with another knife, swinging towards Saiko’s throat. Before the knife could impale her though, Saiko was knocked out of the way by Rogamu, who despite being likely in more pain than she had ever felt before and being just as terrified at Saiko, had enough sense to kick her out of the way.
Hitting the wall jolted Saiko enough to finally pull her gun out. The moment she touched the weapon, the instinct she had instilled through a year of training and repetition took over, allowing her to ignore her panic and point the gun at Hyoteki, who had pivoted on her heel in an effort to strike Saiko again. Her eyes widened as she realized Saiko was pointing a gun at her.
Saiko’s gun went off. The villain spun in the air, her disguise melting away, either hit by a bullet or twisting in an effort to dodge. Whether it was a hit or not, it wasn’t enough to take her down, as she immediately fell back. Before Saiko could fire again though, the now revealed Toga reached into the door that she had first entered the hallway through and dragged out the bleeding form of Hyoteki, whom she hid behind with a knife to her throat.
Toga must have heard the sound of footsteps rushing towards their location, but for that moment, she and Saiko froze.
“…You must be…”
Toga had her knife against Hyoteki’s throat, but she didn’t anticipate how accurate Saiko was, especially when she was given enough time to aim. As Toga was trying to speak, Saiko had ran the calculations and fired a bullet through Toga’s right elbow, making her drop her blade. Saiko fired again, trying to get at Toga’s head the moment she lost grip on Hyoteki, but Toga was quick enough to recover and react to Saiko’s continued shots, dodging out of the way and rushing down the hall. Toga threw herself out the window, shattering it.
Besides Hyoteki, Saiko found Tamashi stuffed in a closet heavily wounded. She and the other officers did all they could to staunch their bleeding until the ambulance arrived. Despite the presence of so many police officers, soldiers, and former heroes though, Toga escaped.
It seemed that the media had predicted just as well that Toga, or at least something of interest was still bound to arrive at the house, and had already swarmed around the building by the time that the ambulance arrived. With such a crowd, it made attempting to locate Toga that much more unlikely.
Another element that Saiko failed to account for.
This fact was put aside as Saiko focused on tending to her subordinates…girls she had led, who trusted her, whom she had brought into this mission with her despite none of them having even a year in the force. For those moments, Saiko simply did what she could to put pressure on Hyoteki’s wounds, the sight of blood seeping out from her hands engraining itself in Saiko’s memory. At some point, one of the older officers must have taken command, as the rest of the police brought into the operation were tending to other matters without her saying anything. Saiko had to be grateful for that. Orders were shouted out, reporters were shoved away from the doors and windows, radio calls were sent out in an effort to keep track of Toga, but Saiko could only stay where she was.
Somehow, it became worse when the ambulance actually arrived, and Hyoteki and Tamishi were carried out on stretchers. Without anything to keep herself busy, everything that had happened to Saiko; her failures, her…friends getting hurt, Toga’s sick smile, it all hit her that much more.
She couldn’t hold it in. Saiko ran back to the bathroom, slammed the toilet lid open, and vomited. Even after she had emptied her stomach though, Saiko still felt sick. Gripping the toilet rim, she realized she was smearing blood on the porcelain. She fell back against the wall of the bathroom, her normally white gloves filthy and red and smelling like copper…
Saiko’s phone was ringing, the sound just managing to snap her out of her panic. She had enough presence of mind to rip off her bloody gloves before answering it. “Izuku” was listed on the caller ID.
Part of Saiko didn’t want to answer, to admit to someone that she admired that she had failed so badly. But she also wanted someone she trusted to comfort her, to tell her that things were going to be okay, and she answered.
“…Midoriya?”
“Intelli, are you alright?” Midoriya asked frantically over the phone.
“I am…fine…” Saiko responded numbly.
“I just watched a news report; was that Hyoteki and Tamishi that got hurt at the Toga household? Are you there?”
“…Yes.”
“Intelli…what happened?”
“I was…” Saiko stammered. “I was trying to lure Toga to her home…that was why I made the investigation into her family public. I knew that getting people to talk about it would make her go to see what happened to her family for herself…I had an operation planned out to capture her…But she got into the house without any of us realizing it and hurt my friends…”
“Did she hurt you?” Midoriya asked in concern.
“No…I wasn’t injured…”
“…Are your friends going to be okay?” Midoriya asked more hesitantly.
“…They…They should be.” Saiko stammered, trying to stop her hands from shaking, trying to focus on the facts at hand. “Their wounds weren’t lethal and we were able to get them treatment quickly enough.”
Saiko could hear Midoriya sigh in relief, though having started to admit to her part in the operation, she couldn’t stop.
“I…I don’t understand…I had a plan that had a success probability of 98%...I took every precaution…”
The moment Saiko said this she tasted bile in her mouth as she thought of the precautions she didn’t take; not requesting Sergeant Taira’s presence to act as additional security and surveillance, not having more experienced officers take point on the operation, ignoring her own and her friends’ lack of experience and being present at the operation at the first place.
“Hyoteki and Tamishi…they both nearly died…I had everyone move in pairs and Toga still surprised them…I had them wear armor and she still nearly killed them…”
“The report said that gunshots were heard…”
Yes…I managed to hit her at least once…maybe twice…she tried to take Hyoteki hostage…that was perhaps the only time that I was able to think clearly throughout the experience…”
Midoriya was quiet over the phone, though when he spoke again, his voice was gentle and reassuring.
“I’m just glad to hear that you’re alright.”
Saiko curled up more as she sat on the bathroom floor, grateful that Midoriya couldn’t see her, and that the media circus outside was keeping her coworkers from seeing her shameful state.
“This…this wasn’t how this operation was supposed to go…” Saiko lamented. “Toga was supposed to have been caught, but now she’s out free and isn’t going to let herself be lured into a trap like this again…”
“Toga’s not someone you can easily predict, Intelli…She’s managed to escape from a lot more experienced heroes and police officers, it’s nothing to be ashamed of. I’m sorry this happened, but at least your precautions made sure that your friends are going to be okay physically.”
Saiko sighed, running her hand through her hair.
“Yes…I…suppose I should be thankful for that…”
Saiko tried to take a moment to breathe.
“…Thank you for calling, Midoriya. Please give my regards to Yaoyorozu. I don’t want her to be concerned for my sake.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll let Yaoyorozu know that you’re okay too. Don’t be too hard on yourself, Intelli, even the best of us make mistakes.”
Saiko ended her call. She wasn’t shaking anymore, but she was so tired. She laid her head against her knees and wept.
Hyoteki, Tamishi, and Rogamu thankfully made full recoveries, but each of them were just as, if not more traumatized by their encounter with Toga than Saiko was, requiring that they take a leave of absence. Saiko hoped that they would forgive her someday.
Gushiken, predictably, was furious about the failed operation, and attempted to place all blame onto Saiko’s head. Thankfully, as she had told Sergeant Taira, she was prepared for what she had seen as the remote possibility of failure, and leaked certain files and evidence that she had been compiling on the Police Chief at the same time as her investigation into the Toga’s. Before Gushiken could slander Saiko’s name, the police commission received files showing that Gushiken had intentionally withdrawn police from impoverished areas in the district so as to bolster his own reputation amongst the more noticeable areas of the city, had intentionally stymied efforts of the UN Peacekeepers, blackmailed and sabotaged his coworkers, and had falsified evidence to make his arrest record seem more impressive. Even being the daughter of a disgraced HPSC official, Saiko’s own failure was drastically overwhelmed by the scandals Gushiken was facing.
Considering the current circumstances and her own guilt though, Saiko could barely give Gushiken any thought, as she stood before Gushiken’s replacement, Chief Taira. While the antennaed woman didn’t have an interest in the promotion, she had nonetheless accepted the position out of necessity; realizing how a more corrupt individual like Gushiken could otherwise take it.
In a bizarre way, even though Taira was a definite improvement to be thankful for, Saiko found herself more comfortable with Gushiken, as someone with an ego whom she could easily manipulate, compared to the more stalwart Taira, whose gaze made Saiko want to sink into the floor. Nonetheless, she steeled her resolve and bowed in remorse towards her new superior.
“Chief Taira…I should have listened to you. I let my ego cloud my judgement, and because of that, several of my colleagues got hurt, and Toga escaped when we had a chance to capture her. I apologize.”
Taira didn’t immediately respond, maintaining her same hard, searching gaze, making Saiko sweat nervously. Eventually, Taira sighed.
“I became a police officer because my Quirk wasn’t good enough to make me a pro hero, but I still wanted the thrill of fighting criminals and dealing with disasters. I admit that I still enjoy that sometimes; that’s a big reason why I didn’t fight Gushiken for this desk so I could stay in the field.” Taira laid her hand on the desk, frowning, either at her new position or for not taking it earlier. “I liked the idea of helping people, I assume that most people who became pro heroes or police officers do too, but I’m not going to judge anyone for joining the force for reasons other than that. Over the years though, I realized that I needed to put my own desires aside when I saw the bigger picture; that if I don’t do my job right, people will get hurt.” Taira looked at Saiko sadly. “I’m sorry you had to learn it like this.”
“I won’t let my judgement be clouded again, Chief Taira.” Saiko said, bowing again.
Taira stared at Saiko for a moment longer before nodding.
“If you really want to help people, stay with command and support. It’s where you’re best at, after all. You could be a beat cop and gain experience that way, but your talent would be wasted there.”
“Yes, ma’am.” Saiko agreed, thankful that Taira wasn’t going to chew her out any further. However, she had a request to make that she was more anxious about.
“If I may…will I still be a part of the case to capture Toga?”
“…You’re asking me this after your last experience with her?” Taira asked, either impressed that Saiko was willing to keep to the case or subtly judging her for not dropping it.
“Chief Taira, if I may,” Saiko recollected herself, trying to push aside her guilt and her nerves to plead her case. “My plan may have failed, but it was the first time that we were able to actually confront Toga on our terms since Jaku. It might be harder to maneuver her into another trap, but I am certain that I can still help.”
Taira’s expression didn’t change, so Saiko changed tact.
“I agree with you that trying to confront Toga in person myself was a bad idea, but if I am sticking with a support role, it’s not as if I will be in that position again.”
Still, there was no change from Taira. Saiko’s resolve finally cracked.
“Please…I want to fix my mistake.” She pleaded.
Taira stared at Saiko for a moment longer before sighing.
“I suppose that I don’t have much of a reason to pull you from this just yet. You haven’t committed insubordination, and it is correct that your plan was the closest anyone has come to capturing Toga.” Taira frowned at Saiko, making her keep her focus. “However, if I feel that you are compromising yourself again, I will take you off, understand?”
“Yes, ma’am.” Saiko bowed, and began to walk out, just as her cellphone rang. Not wanting to bother Taira, Saiko kept walking as she pulled her phone out, only for her heart to stop as she saw the number.
“I’m getting a call from Hyoteki’s phone.” Saiko said out loud to Taira. The new chief’s eyes widened and she immediately snapped to work, making her own call to the precinct’s Cyber unit, ordering that they access Saiko’s phone and start tracking the caller.
“Keep her on the line for as long as possible.” Taira ordered.
Saiko nodded, steeling herself as she moved to answer the phone call from a phone that Hyoteki reported missing after she had been attacked…
“Hello, this is Intelli Saiko…” Saiko attempted to answer calmly.
“Surprise, Saiko! It’s Himiko!” the unpleasantly familiar voice of Toga Himiko responded. “I’m so glad that I get to speak to you!”
Saiko grimaced, but followed her orders.
“Yes…hello, Toga.”
“Hm?” Toga responded with a surprised tone. “You don’t sound surprised to hear from me?”
“We noticed Hyoteki’s phone was missing.” After you nearly murdered her, you lunatic. “You were the only one who could have it.”
“Oh, yeah! That makes sense! I guess that spoils the surprise, doesn’t it?”
Following Taira through the precinct to their command room, Saiko tried to focus on talking to Toga even as she watched men and women desperately try to trace the call.
“May I ask why you wanted to talk to me?” Saiko asked, honestly curious, even if she was disturbed.
“I wanted to thank you for that investigation that you did! That was really nice! It’s been the first nice thing that any hero’s ever done for me!” Toga cheerfully responded.
“You’re quite welcome, Toga…” Saiko answered warily, only to be interrupted.
“Oh, call me Himiko, Saiko. It’ll be nice to hear our names so close together and rhyming!”
So much of the situation made Saiko want to vomit at that request; the fact that she was talking to a serial killer, that this killer had nearly murdered her friends, or that this killer had apparently developed an interest in her.
“…All right…Himiko” Saiko said, tasting bile in her mouth, “…you’re quite welcome. I’m glad that I was able to uncover the truth. It is my job, after all.”
“Your job, hm? As a hero? The heroes never helped me before. They never helped any of my friends.”
Though Toga still spoke in a manner that Saiko assumed she thought was friendly, she could catch the undertone of bitterness beneath her words. Ironically, this made it feel more as if she was talking to someone with some degree of sanity, making it easier for Saiko to think about how to respond.
“I’m sorry for that, Himiko. I can’t take away what your parents did to you, or your friends, but I could at least make sure that they answered for it.”
Getting an idea, Saiko spoke again, albeit more sincerely:
“Your brother and sister were very helpful in my investigation.”
Saiko hoped that she didn’t imagine the slight intake of breath from the other end of the line, as if Toga had been about to go on a tangent, only to be caught off guard by Saiko’s words.
“Is there anything that you would like for me to tell them? They’re both worried about you.”
For a moment, Toga was silent on Hyoteki’s phone, though it was thankfully still active, giving the officers more time to track her.
“…That’s not my family anymore. I never really knew either of them.”
Toga’s answer seemed to indicate that she wasn’t interested in this any further, but it had allowed Saiko time and control, so she pushed the issue further:
“Yes…your brother said something similar. He said that the two of you were never able to be open with each other because of your parents; you because of your Quirk, and him because he was Quirkless. After you ran away from home though, he said that he felt as if he really started to understand you. Your parents hurt him quite a bit too, Himiko, making him act in a way that he couldn’t match up to.”
For another precious moment for the police, Toga was silent again, before responding.
“I’m sorry he had to go through with that. But that’s just life for people like us. At least, it is now that the heroes kept Shigaraki and us from fixing this world.”
Unfortunately, before Saiko could keep her control of the conversation, Toga’s voice returned to its more cheerful, unhinged tone:
“That’s not what I wanted to talk about anyway.”
Grimacing, but knowing that it would be a bad idea to try to force the issue any further, Saiko let Toga take control again.
“Okay…what did you want to talk about?”
“You!” Toga’s grating answer made Saiko feel sick again. “I wanted to get to know you more, since you helped me! I already know a bit about you from looking at some of the texts Himari sent you and her friends! You sound really smart!”
“Of course.” Saiko grinned through a mouth of gritted teeth. Hyoteki didn’t have any information that could compromise the police on her personal phone, but it was still daunting to consider what Toga could have discovered about Saiko and her friends.
“But I also found out you’re like me!”
Saiko fought off a grimace, balking at the comparison, but the police were still tracing Toga’s signal, so Saiko decided to humor her a bit further.
“…How do you believe that?”
“Because you’re in love!”
Saiko felt her heart stop, realizing what Toga must have been talking about. But she wouldn’t be…would Hyoteki have mentioned Midoriya in her texts?
“The heroes and everyone else always judged me because of how I love, but you know what it’s like, right? To want to be with the one you love, to become like the one you love!”
Toga’s cheerful, excited voice was completely at odds with Saiko’s growing sense of horror, meeting a crescendo at Toga’s next words:
“Himari doesn’t have any pictures, but Izuku sounds so cute and smart like you! I’d like to get to know you and him!”
In her mind’s eye, Saiko saw the crime scene pictures of Sato, pale and drenched in his blood. The next instant, she saw Midoriya in the same position.
Saiko needed to do something. If Midoriya drew Toga’s interest in any way, she would not stop until she had his blood. Saiko needed to get Toga’s attention off of Midoriya.
“What’s he like, anyway? Is he cute? I didn’t get a chance to look up anything about him, but…”
Toga’s excited tirade stopped as Saiko began to chuckle, likewise drawing the attention of the rest of the officers present.
“What’s so funny?” Toga asked.
“I’m sorry…it’s just amusing to me.” Saiko said as she stopped laughing, drawing the confused and worried looks of her peers. “That you are acting as if we have something in common.”
“But we do!” Toga said earnestly, almost desperately. “You and I love…”
“You are not my peer.” Saiko said in a cold voice, all hint of levity gone from her. “You are not on my level. I am as beyond you as I would be a rabid dog. Let’s be honest with ourselves; by this point, you’re not even human.”
The choice of words had been deliberate, meant to shock and insight Toga’s ire as much as possible to take her focus off of Midoriya. The other officers around Saiko shared the same shocked and horrified expressions, even as they desperately worked to track Toga before she could end the call. At this point, having changed her strategy, Saiko hoped to enrage Toga enough that she’d remain on the line regardless.
“But…you helped me…you told everyone about my parents…” Toga pleaded.
“Your parents being disgusting people does not preclude you being one yourself.” Saiko responded. “My job is to trap worthless wretches like you and your parents and make them face consequences for their actions.”
There was silence on the other end of the line for a moment.
“…So you really don’t care about me at all, do you?”
“Did I not make that clear when I shot you?” Saiko sarcastically answered.
When Toga answered again, her voice was shaking, as if she was crying.
“…Why? Why are you heroes always hurting me and my friends? Why can’t you just let me live the way that I want? To love people the way that I want!?”
“Well, if we’re talking of specifics, when I shot you, it was because you were threatening to cut Hyoteki’s throat.” Saiko spoke in a flat voice, before needling in more contempt. “In a more general sense, though? Allow me to simplify this so that your sick little mind will understand it: When you try to hurt someone, to take something from them, such as blood, they and the people that care about them will fight back to avoid that pain. If you keep trying to hurt them, they will assume that you will continue to do so and will work to make sure that you can’t do that again. It is a simple matter of cause and effect, and it is a fact of reality regardless of whatever happened to you and your sick friends. No matter how much you whine and rage, people were always going to try to stop you. You were never going to get to ‘live how you want.’”
“And that excuses what you heroes did to Twice?” Toga spoke, the rage obvious in her voice.
“There’s nothing to excuse.” Saiko responded contemptuously, ignoring Taira’s hissed attempts to get her to stop antagonizing Toga. “Twice may have been mentally damaged, but that doesn’t change what he was going to do if left unchecked. Hawks’ actions were the logical, daresay it, moral thing to do.”
“So that’s it then. You just want to kill me like you heroes killed Twice…” Toga growled.
Seeing the progress of the trace, Saiko thought of one last thing she could say to keep Toga’s attention on her.
“I don’t want to kill you, Toga. I want to study you. To lock you in a cage where you can’t hurt anyone else, and to figure out what went wrong with you so that something like you doesn’t happen again. Something like the failure that Twice became.” Saiko added in contempt.
There was silence on the line for a whole minute.
“…I’m going to kill you.”
“Got her!” One of the officers cried out, having gotten a lock on Toga’s position.
“You can try, freak.” Saiko answered Toga’s threat, hanging up as Taira directed whatever police or soldiers she could to the location. The next moment though, Saiko felt Taira’s hand on the back of her neck, dragging her back into her office like a misbehaving dog.
“Do you have any idea what you’ve just done?!” she hissed in rage and fear.
Saiko pulled out her phone, swiping to a picture she had taken of herself and Midoriya at the UA Cultural Festival. Taira’s attention focused in on Midoriya, the faintest hint of recognition coming to her.
“Toga was fishing for information about my friend.” Saiko explained, her heart beating in her chest as she did, indeed, realize what she had just done, though she refused to show any regret to even Taira. “Notice the resemblance to her first victim? I couldn’t let her focus on Midoriya.”
“You just made yourself a target for the most dangerous person in the country.” Taira said, glaring at Saiko.
Saiko put her phone away, meeting Taira’s glare with her own.
“Better me than Midoriya.”
The police had rushed to the location they had gotten from Hyoteki’s phone trace, only to find its remains crushed and thrown into the garbage, with Toga nowhere in sight. Even when they had set up a perimeter to monitor anyone acting suspicious, she had slipped by them.
Simply tracking Toga’s location wasn’t enough. Even giving Toga a minute to escape was too much. Knowing her, Saiko believed that Toga would simply pick a more innocuous transformation and blend into a crowd. Saiko would need to compile a database of anyone that Toga could have attacked and drawn blood from for police use; perhaps if they could try to wean out such figures from a crowd, this tactic wouldn’t work as well. Unfortunately, it seemed unlikely that Toga would allow the police a chance to get a lock on her location or lure her into a trap again so easily. Saiko’s analysis and psychological profile of Toga needed more detail…
“Saiko?”
Saiko blinked, looking up at her mother and realizing with embarrassment that she had been mumbling to herself.
“Saiko, it’s fine.” Her mother said leisurely as she sat at their coffee table. “This was already one of the most secure buildings in the country even before you overhauled its security. Please, just come down and sit with me.”
Saiko had spent the day going over every inch of the mansion for possible blind spots in their security cameras, and the day before that updating the mansion staff security protocols. Every guard (now supplemented by the police,) chef, butler, and maid had to memorize a series of pass phrases to navigate the mansion. Saiko had additionally installed digital combination locks on the various important rooms, such as her mother’s room and her office. Her mother had protested, but Saiko was unwilling to hear any of it.
“Toga has snuck into places more secure than this, mother. She made it very clear that she wants me dead, and she would absolutely attack you to get to me. I will not underestimate her again.” Saiko answered, nonetheless sitting with her mother, who sighed in frustration.
“I suppose that I should have expected that you would be a workaholic.”
Realizing that her mother wasn’t going to let her work on this any further, Saiko decided to take the opportunity to relax, smirking at her mother.
“I hope that you won’t object to me asking about your work, then?”
“Oh…” Saiko’s mother said dismissively. “It’s the same old story…Koshi is going to get kicked out of office any day now, just like he has been for the last year.” Intelli smiled wryly. “No one wants to admit that they don’t have any better ideas than what he’s been implementing. He’s really one of the only people willing to take the initiative, since everyone else is afraid to do something that will make the public hate us even more.” Saiko’s mother shrugged. “He, on the other hand has just accepted that the public already hates him, so he’s not going to care about public approval anymore. I almost envy him for that.”
Saiko’s mother leaned back in her chair, the thought of her job clearly wearing her down.
“There’s hope that the cold fusion reactors the Yaoyorozus are building will help invigorate the economy some; less of a need to import fossil fuels.” Saiko’s mother looked back at her. “I’m glad that you seem to have such a high opinion of their daughter, because we’re all going to be financially indebted to them for the next decade.”
Saiko blinked, caught off guard by her mother admitting just how bad things were in the country. She attempted to shrug as if unconcerned.
“Well…if it’s going to be anyone, it might as well be the Yaoyorozus…”
Thankfully, this depressing conversation was interrupted by Madeleine’s arrival, carrying a tea tray.
“Your tea, Mrs. and Ms. Intelli.” Madeleine said, placing two tea cups between Saiko and her mother.
“Thank you, Madeleine.” Saiko said to the maid, who gave a bright smile and left.
At least Saiko had tea to help soothe her nerves. The sip of Gold Tips Imperial was just what she…
Something was wrong. The boost Saiko normally got from her tea was muted somehow, and the taste felt off. Almost…coppery…
Frowning, Saiko looked down at her teacup, only to realize that there was a small note that had been tucked beneath her cup. Picking it up, she flipped it over to read it.
‘Now you’ve got a bit of me in you! I guess we’re more alike than you thought, huh?’
Eyes wide, deaf to the concerned words of her mother, Saiko looked at her cup again, seeing a faint, red smear on its rim.
Utterly revolted and horrified, Saiko threw up next to the table. Though disgusted, her mother went to her side, putting her hand on her back.
“Saiko, what’s…”
Saiko though had to ignore her mother. Pulling herself back together and ignoring the bile taste in her mouth, she grabbed the radio of one of the guards who had rushed over to help her.
“Toga has infiltrated the mansion, lock everything down! She has access to Madeleine’s blood! If you see Madeleine detain her immediately! If she doesn’t cooperate, shoot her on the spot!”
Saiko couldn’t waste any more time. She rounded on the other guards.
“You all stay here and keep her safe!” she ordered before rushing out, her pistol drawn and ready, ignoring the panicked call of her mother behind her.
Saiko coordinated with the guards to sweep the mansion, but even with only a few minutes to escape after giving Saiko her tea, Toga had already vanished.
Searching through the building, Saiko and several officers she had requisitioned arrived at Madeleine’s room. Her gun at the ready, Saiko opened the door and scanned through the room with the others. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary, until Saiko turned towards the closet and paused. There was a strong smell of cleaning fluids coming from it, as if someone had needed to clean up a big stain. She opened the door…
Madeleine’s pale, drained body was slumped in the corner, eyes frozen wide in horror.
Saiko felt her gun drop to her side, deaf to the voices of the other officers as they called in Madeleine’s body. She stared at the kind woman who had taken care of her for the past several years, before kneeling down and gently closing her eyes.
“…I’m sorry.”
Midoriya-I’ve sent you all that I can. Do you think that’s going to be enough?
Saiko read over the message Midoriya had sent her and pondered it. She was communicating with Izuku over a secure internet line; something that only she and him would be able to access in case Toga ever tried to access her communications. As far as the police knew, Toga wasn’t a skilled hacker, but Saiko did not want to take any risk that could put Midoriya in danger. However, this concern made it difficult for her to focus on Midoriya’s question to her. She typed in her response to address this concern:
Intelli-Frankly, I don’t feel entirely comfortable taking the analysis that you’ve already given to me. This isn’t the same as sharing analysis in school; this is an ongoing case focused on an exceptionally dangerous and elusive psychopath.
Midoriya-I know, but it’s not as if I’m using information that isn’t publicly available, you don’t need to actually attach my name to it at all, and you don’t even have to use it if you don’t want to.
Saiko sighed, frustrated by the quandary that this situation posed.
Intelli-Don’t want to? Perhaps. Should? That’s more complicated. I can’t deny that your work is insightful as usual and could be helpful to the case…but you’re a high school student, Midoriya. I don’t want you to get involved with something this dangerous. I had barely graduated when I got myself involved, and because of my overconfidence, I fumbled a chance to put Toga behind bars, and got an innocent woman killed because of my hubris.
Saiko sent her response before what she had written could really hit her, and she immediately regretted it. She still remembered Madeleine’s lifeless body stuffed in a closet like garbage, staring up at her in fear. It took her several minutes to breathe deeply before she could bear to look at Midoriya’s response, by which point she realized that he must have grown concerned that she hadn’t answered more quickly, as he had added other comments when she hadn’t responded.
Midoriya-…Okay. This is as much as I will do for you in regards to Toga until I join the police myself. I won’t involve myself any further than that.
Midoriya-What happened to your maid wasn’t your fault, Intelli.
Midoriya-Do you want to talk about this?
Saiko fought back the tears that threatened to overwhelm her again. Several people had offered their condolences and support to her in the light of what had happened; her mother, her friends from Seiai, Chief Taira, but it was difficult for Saiko to be willing to be open around them. She took a breath and responded.
Intelli-I admit that I am struggling. That I blame myself for what happened to Madeleine, even though I took every measure that I could to protect everyone that was in that building.
Admitting this made Saiko feel breathless as if she had run a mile, her nerves threatening to drive her mad for every second that Midoriya didn’t respond. Thankfully, it only took one second:
Midoriya-Were you close to her?
Saiko remembered times before Madeleine’s death, back when she had first started working for the Intelli family. It hurt Saiko to realize that when she was younger, she was initially a dismissive brat towards her maid, seeing her as “the help.” And yet, Madeleine never seemed to harbor any resentment towards her. She worked hard to learn Saiko’s likes and dislikes, to understand Saiko’s interests even if they were beyond her. Saiko remembered Madeleine’s tenderness when she hurt herself or got sick.
Somehow, remembering all of this hurt Saiko as much as the memories of Madeleine’s death. She had to push her chair away from her computer, putting her head in her hands as she shuddered with restrained sobs. Had she really been so callous towards someone so kind?
Saiko didn’t want Midoriya to worry about her, and she pulled herself back to her desk to write out a response.
Intelli-I guess that I was. I don’t think that I really appreciated how much she meant to me before she died.
That was far too simple to describe what she was feeling, so Saiko typed in another message:
Intelli-She’s not the kind of person that I normally would have thought much of…it’s hard for me to have connections to people that aren’t like you or me…but I knew her for over ten years. If I’m being honest with myself…she was much smarter than I gave her credit for. She might not have been that skilled in chess, but she was exceptionally attuned to others’ needs and mood.
Saiko’s hands lay heavy on her keyboard. She forced herself to write one more thing:
Intelli-She was a very good woman…she didn’t deserve this.
Midoriya didn’t respond as quickly as before, perhaps wanting to give Saiko time to open up more if she needed, or taking time to articulate a response.
Midoriya-She sounds like she was a great person. I’m glad that you got to know her. I think she made you a better person too, even if you didn’t realize it at the time.
Sniffling, Saiko took her father’s monocle from its box. She held it in her hands, thinking about him, Madeleine, and her friends that Toga had hurt. Feeling galvanized, Saiko pulled herself together. She had a job to do. She thanked Midoriya for his time, and looked over the profile she had made with his help.
TOGA HIMIKO PROFILE:
Toga Himiko is the last major member of the League of Villains to remain free since their defeat at the Battle of Jaku. Her escape even after this though is indicative of just how dangerous and elusive she can be. As of the current date, she is known to be responsible for sixty-seven murders, and is suspected to have been directly responsible for many more, to say nothing of the thousands of deaths she participated in through the League’s rampages. Considering the scale of these crimes and the clear danger that she poses, her capture should be seen as one of the highest priorities of Japanese law enforcement. Any pursuit of her must take into her account her abilities, mentality, and preferred strategies.
-Transformation: This Quirk allows Toga to transform her appearance into that of whoever’s blood she has drunk. Interrogations of other LOV members indicates that drinking one cup of blood allows her to maintain the transformation for roughly twenty-four hours. Toga is capable of drinking multiple people’s blood at once and maintaining multiple disguises.
Initially, Transformation only aesthetically transformed Toga’s appearance; she does not know the target’s personality or personal knowledge. It should be noted though that despite her instability, Toga is an exceptionally intelligent actor, able to draw information about her targets from observation that allows her to convincingly mimic people without in-depth knowledge of the target. This ability to improvise has also been used to manipulate people to allow her to blend in or lure targets into secluded areas (as noted by her encounter with Officers Hado and Tatsuma.)
Toga has undergone a Quirk Evolution that enables her to use the Quirks of those whose blood she drinks, making her a potential S-class villain. As such, the Quirks of any known or suspected victims should be accounted for when contending with her. Currently, the only known Quirk that Toga has used through Transformation is “Zero Gravity” from Uraraka Ochako (allows the user to simulate the removal of gravity through five-point physical contact.)
Thankfully, interrogations with the arrested LOV members have revealed limitations of Transformation:
Toga only has access to a transformation for a limited time after ingesting the blood of a target, and her Quirk can’t utilize degraded blood, requiring that she have access to refrigeration of some kind in order to keep blood fresh and usable for Transformation.
Transformation doesn’t grant the user any knowledge of a mimicked Quirk, limiting her capability in regards to a target that Toga hasn’t had time to study. Furthermore, while the explanation given in interrogations seems vague in this regard, Toga can only use the Quirks of those whom she is close to emotionally (unfortunately, ‘being close’ is subjective considering Toga’s different standards for her relationships, having been noted to ‘love’ people at interactions as short of a glance.) Additionally, using the Quirk of a transformation causes Toga pain afterwards.
-Even disregarding her Quirk, Toga is an exceptionally skilled acrobat and combatant, having overpowered experienced pro heroes on multiple occasions, including ones who demonstrate martial arts mastery like Eraserhead. Some of her feats would suggest an almost superhuman physique. The current theory is that Toga may be unknowingly utilizing a ‘berserker’ technique, in which she enters a frenzy state while in combat; going into a hyper adrenaline-fueled state which pushes her to perform feats which appear superhuman. (If this is the case, then Toga would likely be in a depressed and exhausted state for some time after a confrontation (this is a physiological reaction recorded from Viking Berserkers who used similar techniques.) As such, this could be a point at which Toga is most vulnerable physically.)
-Knife user: Toga is shown to be exceptionally skilled with blades. One should not assume though that they are safe when engaging from a distance both due to Toga’s extreme speed, erratic style of movement, and her accuracy with throwing knives (during the Battle of Jaku, she was able to accurately shatter a jar full of sedative thrown into the air while riding on top of Gigantomachia.)
Toga prefers to attack targets when they are alone, either following them or luring them to isolated areas, such as by using her Quirk to take the appearance of someone her target trusts. Putting her target in an isolated area allows her to drain her victims’ blood without interruption. However, she has also been far more brazen in her attacks when in a berserker state; her unusual speed and ferocity making her exceptionally difficult to pin down.
Weaknesses:
-Requires prior knowledge of target in order to effectively masquerade as them for an extended period of time around those who know the target well, both in their behavior and their Quirk.
-Inconsistent reliability in using Quirks granted by Transformation.
-Possible cooldown time required between manic episodes.
-Requires access to refrigeration in order to keep blood fresh and usable for Transformation.
Victim Profile:
Though Toga has attacked a variety of different individuals, she does appear to have a preferred victim type. Her first victim, Saito Yasuhiro was a male teenager her age, and subsequent attacks matched this victim type; individuals whom Toga is enamored with. Considering how much Toga conflates her acts of violence with ‘love,’ this could be seen as a manifestation of sexual sadism. As Toga’s murders continued though, she started attacking girls of the same age as well, suggesting that she began to discover her own bisexuality. It should be noted that when Toga joined the League of Villains, she would attack individuals outside of this profile, though these instances were likely for the purpose of furthering the goals of the League or from rage, rather than anyone she sought out for her own pleasure. While Toga has and will kill anyone, this profile should be kept in mind when tracking her; specific attention should be paid to attacks on male and female stabbing and exsanguination victims within Toga’s age group. (Recent high school graduates, young college students, night club regulars, etc.)
Further notes:
Toga’s only known associate not currently incarcerated is the broker Okuta Kagero (aka “Giran.”) Okuta’s own substantial list of crimes and the support he provided to the League in their acts of terrorism already makes him a priority target, but due to this connection, it is possible that by tracking one, we may find the other.
Toga’s initial reason for joining the League of Villains was due to being enamored towards Stain, and believing the ruse that the LOV perpetrated that they were associated with him. It seems that over time though, she saw the League’s efforts to destroy society as a way for her to create a world where she could ‘live how she wants.’ She is often noted to have used the word ‘normal’ to describe herself and her ideal, or rather her version of ‘normal.’ (This fixation is certainly a result of the abuse and attempted mental reprogramming that her parents subjected her to.) This does however present some insight into her mentality; her entire life, she wanted to be able to live the way that others do, to be able to build relationships with others. One might be able to conclude that her murders, most often targeting boys and girls her age and drinking their blood are her attempt to connect with them the only way that she believes she is capable of (of showing her “love,” as she has been noted to have described it.) Additionally, it has been suspected in several cases that Toga would masquerade as her victims for some time after draining them of their blood, which could also be seen as her attempt at being able to live the kind of life that she idealizes, where she is able to have relationships with other people. Toga’s victims have oftentimes been left undiscovered until at least several days after she has murdered them, their bodies having been hidden away and drained of their blood, likely having been used by Toga to masquerade as them. (NOTE: Toga’s attacks are usually immediately fatal. This is in contrast to what could have been a more logical tactic; keeping her victims alive for as long as possible so as to continually harvest their blood and continue to disguise herself as them for longer. This may either be due to her deeming it too difficult to keep a live victim restrained and hidden for a long period of time, or because of an inability to resist inflicting as much damage and drawing as much blood as possible in her initial attack. This also means that in order to fulfill her compulsion for blood, Toga will have to continue her attacks.)
Toga was noted to become particularly murderous when Bubaigawara Jin was killed; understandably these two, being people whose mentalities didn’t fit into normal society, felt close to each other. Considering this, as well as her actions while working with the League of Villains, Toga may shift her victim profile to include former heroes to take revenge for the death of Twice.
In light of all of this, it seems that Toga’s greatest drive is her desire to belong, to be accepted, to love. This last factor though, her “love,” is problematic, as her view of the concept has become so corrupted that it is indistinguishable from hate. Toga has openly admitted as much, stating that originally, she murdered out of “love,” but due to the continuous conflicts she has had with heroes and the losses that she has experienced, she will murder out of hate and spite as well. What this shows is that sadly, Toga’s only reaction to anyone she experiences strong emotions towards, whether they be positive or negative, is violence and murder. She is not someone who can be negotiated or reasoned with.
Strategies:
-Have prepared code phrases established between individuals on any strike team attempting to arrest Toga.
-Strike team members should be equipped with body armor, preferably to cover as much of the body as possible, but especially around vital areas. (Yes, Toga is capable of using other Quirks that would diminish the effectiveness of such armor, but she has shown a clear preference for using bladed weapons as her primary means of combat.)
-Strike teams must always operate in pairs at minimum, preferably in groups of higher number.
-Use blood as a distraction to throw off Toga’s focus in a fight. (NOTE: This should be seen as a last resort; while throwing blood as a distraction could throw off Toga’s focus, it is just as likely to drive her into a greater frenzy.)
-Track instances of crimes involving massive blood loss, particularly blood-letting as possible instances of Toga attacking someone. Pay particular note towards victims within Toga’s age range (19 year old men and women, and others within a current estimated range of 17-22,) or former heroes/hero students.
Saiko was more used to shifting through massive amounts of data than the average person. That did not mean that she enjoyed it, at least when doing so seemed to offer no obvious benefit to her endeavors.
For the past few months, she had been confined to the monitor room she had set up in the police safe-houses she would move between. Set up off of the books to prevent Toga from finding out about it, Saiko’s mother had moved into similar living circumstances when she was not handling her duties as a member of Parliament and surrounded by a platoon of guards. Saiko tried not to think about their situation too much; the fact that Toga had snuck into her family’s home, that Saiko’s mother was forced into such circumstances because of her, the possibility that Toga might one day kill and replace her mother without Saiko even realizing it…
Saiko shook her head and took a sip of Gold Tips, trying to refocus on her work even if it was repetitive. She and her mother were as safe as they could be. The best she could do was to catch Toga before she could hurt anyone else.
However, as Toga was smart enough to avoid any more traps the police tried to set, Saiko was forced to try to find her through more tedious means. Namely, searching through every bit of security footage that she could find in the hopes that Toga would show up.
Toga’s continued murders at least gave Saiko something to work off of, as she and the other police would track every attack or suspected attack and scour through whatever camera footage they could find in the vicinity of the murders. By the time that anyone found out about these attacks though, Toga would be long gone, and there was little of use that Saiko or anyone else could find from the footage that could tell her where Toga would go next. Toga was almost never consistent in her attack patterns; either intentionally trying to throw the police off or simply moving about according to her whims, Toga would attack, move to a different prefecture, stick around the same area, or double back to a previous killing ground. Saiko noted though that Toga would often roam throughout the Aichi prefecture, possibly trying to locate Saiko the same way that Saiko was trying to locate Toga.
Over the past month though, there had been a lull in Toga’s activities. This was baffling to Saiko; according to her profile, Toga had to continue her attacks in order to satiate her desire for blood. This wasn’t a matter of ego on Saiko’s part, it was a simple observation of Toga’s behavior and psychology. Something had happened. Could Toga have died? Could she have fled the country? Possibly, but the cost of assuming Toga was gone when she was not would be great.
For this reason, most of Saiko’s attention was focused on looking over security footage or posts on social media of the bus and train stations going in and out of Aichi around a month ago, further focused on the times where the stations were most crowded and it would be the easiest for Toga to be ignored. That still however was a massive amount of data to search through, even with the accelerated processing power that “IQ” granted Saiko as she could fast forward through footage and still take in every pertinent bit of information. Unfortunately, Saiko knew that Toga was smart and experienced enough to know where security cameras would be installed in locations like these and know to avoid looking directly at them.
For weeks, Saiko had spent her time in this tedium, on top of her additional duties performing analysis and acting in a command/support role for the Aichi police, trying to not think about where her mother was, or the idea that Toga was closer to finding her than she was finding Toga. At the moment, Saiko was searching through a mountain of information, hundreds of frames of pictures per second in the hopes of finding something of use in the Endor station.
Crowds of people departing the train.
Crowds of people entering the train.
Man getting handsy with a high school girl. Report for sexual harassment and track behavior.
Drug deal in the corner. Report.
High school girl pulling her boyfriend in for a selfie…
Suddenly, Saiko froze the image. It was not the girl or her boyfriend that she was focused on, but rather the face of someone walking behind them.
It was a college-aged young woman; brown hair covered up by a baseball cap that wasn’t quite low enough to shadow her blue eyes. It was a face that most would have overlooked, but Saiko recognized her as Kabasawa Juri.
The selfie had been taken four weeks ago.
Kabasawa Juri had been reported murdered eight weeks prior.
Saiko noted the time and location that the selfie had been taken before switching to the train station’s security footage of the same location. She followed Toga’s progress out of the station, but eventually lost her as she headed south. Still though, Saiko did not let this stymie her. She pulled up a map of Endor on one of her monitors and tried to narrow Toga’s location down more.
“Somewhere people her age congregate…Endor College, parks, downtown district…” Saiko growled, leaning back in her chair as she realized that there were still too many factors to consider, even as she took another sip of tea.
“New perspective; why haven’t we connected anything to Toga here yet?”
Saiko searched through the police records of the area, but found no murders or attacks that matched Toga’s M.O.
“Something’s different here…Toga attacks people in out of the way places, but with the mess that she makes, someone eventually finds the body…so she hasn’t been attacking anyone, but why? She needs blood, she can’t stop herself from drinking it and pretending to be someone else, so she has to be getting it from somewhere…”
Saiko searched through the local blood bank and hospital, but did not note any unusual thefts or deficiencies in the records.
“What would be in Endor that Toga would want? There are thousands of potential targets here, but none of this still explains how she’s managed to keep her head…”
Another image flashed, making Saiko’s heart stop for a moment before she regained her composure. It was another selfie, or rather, dozens of selfies. All taken by a young man named Kamimura Fuyuki. The young man in question could have passed as an older cousin of Midoriya’s or Saito’s, having similar fluffy hair, albeit colored red.
“Maybe she’d never see him,” Saiko observed, imagining Toga’s fascination with the young man if she ever saw him, “but if she did, she wouldn’t be able to resist…and it looks like Kamimura is the kind of guy who would have made himself the perfect bait…he has a profound lack of self-preservation in his online habits…” Saiko said out loud as she observed just how often Kamimura gave strangers access into his life for the sake of attention.
There was something else. In several of Kamimura’s selfies starting a month prior, a black-haired girl could be seen in the background. Eventually, this girl started showing up closer to Kamimura, to the point that recently, Kamimura was outright standing with his arm over her shoulder, including in a selfie at Kamimura’s job at a McRonald’s in which both were in uniform.
Saiko looked up information on the restaurant, eventually gaining access to the store’s employee records, with pictures. The young woman in question was named Azamu Ahmya, and had started working at the restaurant just that week. This would not be enough to warrant suspicion…except that there were no records of anyone named Azamu Ahmya.
Feling her pulse quicken with excitement, Saiko dove into whatever records she could find on Azamu. There was one emergency contact in her record; Azamu Ayaka, listed as a twin sister. Azamu Ayaka did have a record…but was listed as an only child. Furthermore, Azamu was also listed in several police citations as participating in anti-hero riots. Her presence on the internet reflected similar sentiments, as while there was nothing to indicate that she had ever gone beyond simple charges of disturbing the peace, she frequented forums that were either sympathetic to villains or run by villains themselves.
Can you really blame Dabi for what he did? He was rejected by his sperm donor, who just made a replacement and pretended that his first son didn’t exist!
I can’t believe that the heroes are blaming the League for what happened at Jaku! They’re the ones that attacked first and provoked Gigantomachia!
With the way that society treated Toga, I say that she should be allowed to hit back as much as she wants! Heck, she’s only doing this because she needs blood! Anyone ever think to just give her a bit of blood themselves?
These were some of the tamer comments compared to what else Azamu had written. The more that Saiko looked at her, the more that she appeared to be lost in delusion, if not outright obsession with villains like Toga, having a collection of pictures and personal information on her and the other members of the League.
“Why would anyone have this kind if interest?” Saiko asked out loud, before she noticed her Quirk status, listed as ‘N/A.’ She was Quirkless. Curious, if not still concerned, Saiko looked into Azamu’s background. There were several reports of bullying from Azamu’s youth, and she was noted as having become exceptionally anti-social as she grew older. While she appeared to be a normal, average child in her youth, the more time went on, the more her record suggested that Azamu had developed depression and antisocial behaviors. It was around this time that her more disturbing interests started to develop, with one instance in which she was given detention for listing a heteromorph villain who had burned down his workplace for the way he had been discriminated against as her personal hero.
At first glance, Azamu’s attitude didn’t appear logical, but when Saiko thought about it, and what she had gleaned about how Midoriya had been treated for his own Quirklessness, it did make a kind of logic. If society continually showed itself hostile to someone, it wasn’t unreasonable for them to be drawn to figures that were hostile to society.
“That’s how Toga has been keeping a low profile…” Saiko realized. “She’s found someone willing to share blood and board…”
It certainly painted a grim picture to Saiko, and while Toga’s continued possession of her blood suggested that Azamu was a willing accomplice, Saiko hoped that the police could do something to help her.
Whatever the case, Saiko had her probable cause, and immediately contacted Taira with what she had found.
Saiko watched the dual operation play out on the teams through the officers’ body cameras as they approached the apartment complex of Azamu Ayaka and the McRonald’s that Kamimura worked at. However, having found in her research that “Azamu Ahmya” was scheduled to work that day, Saiko focused most of her attention on the restaurant.
The police moved hard and fast, swarming the restaurant in a matter of seconds from all angles, bursting through each door and herding the stunned employees and customers out where they could be more easily be accounted for, both for their safety, and in case Toga had disguised herself among them.
“Everyone out!”
Unfortunately, Saiko could not locate Azamu from the perspective of any of the officers. Thankfully, one of the officers located Kamimura Fuyuki and pulled him aside.
“Kamimura Fuyuki?”
“Y…yes?” Kamimura responded in fear.
“Ask him where he went to Elementary School.” Saiko directed, wanting to ensure this was Kamimura.
“Uh…Grogu Elementary?” Kamimura answered, confused. Saiko breathed a sigh of relief.
“It’s him. Keep him safe.” She directed before looking back to Chief Taira’s camera as she was talking to the flustered store manager.
“Where is Azamu Ahmya?”
“I…just sent her to throw out our garbage…” the manager stammered, pointing towards the dumpsters.
“Damn it.” Saiko cursed, cycling through the security footage of the area back to the point of the police arrival. A traffic camera outside the restaurant showed ‘Azamu Ahmya’ carrying a bag of garbage out to the dumpster, only to notice something approaching and duck down behind the dumpster out of sight, slipping away just as the police had arrived. Saiko switched to other cameras to try to track Toga’s progress.
“Intelli, are you able to get eyes on where Toga was and where she might be heading to?” Chief Taira asked over the radio.
“The last I can see of her, she headed east on Piett Street…”
Saiko cursed as she saw Toga luck out and find a clothing store that Saiko didn’t have access to.
“She’s gone into the Holdo Clothing Outlet, probably to switch out her uniform. I don’t have access to the security in the store.”
Unfortunately, though Taira had Holdo’s, and then the entire block swarmed with police and soldiers, Toga slipped through their grasp again. Saiko gritted her teeth at this failure, but kept her focus. There was thankfully one success she believed they could claim from this operation apart from saving Kamimura’s life.
“Check the store and employee refrigerators. Toga would want quick access to her blood, so she would likely have some vials on hand just in case.”
Saiko followed Taira’s camera as she opened up the employee fridge, where a small cooler lay. Opening it revealed several vials of blood.
“It’s here.” She announced.
Saiko noted that each of the vials were full.
“We should send out an alert for Azamu Ayaka and Toga Himiko.” Saiko suggested. “Most likely, Azamu is the only one whose blood Toga has managed to drink today, and she doesn’t have access to anyone other transformation.”
“We have officers and soldiers stationed around Azamu’s apartment.” Taira said. “If Toga tries to pick up any blood she has stored there, we’ll catch her.”
“Which is why she won’t go there.” Saiko responded, frustrated at Toga slipping from her grasp simply due to chance.
In contrast to the operation at McRonald’s, the police entered Azamu’s apartment complex with much more stealth, sliding through the hallways and stationing officers outside along the surrounding buildings to keep watch through the windows. Using a key granted by the landlord, the police quietly opened up Azamu’s apartment and filed in, quickly clearing each room…until they arrived at Azamu’s bedroom. There, through the officers’ body cameras, Saiko saw Azamu Ayaka’s body, riddled with stab wounds; the sheets of her bed turning brown from dried blood.
“She’s dead. Probably since this morning.” Saiko explained as she later dropped the news to Taira.
“Why would Toga kill her now?” Taira asked, having returned to the station to look over the information Saiko had compiled from the day’s operations. “She couldn’t have known we were coming.”
“Some of those wounds are old.” Saiko numbly observed from the crime scene photos on her monitor. If she had just detected Toga sooner, she could have saved Azamu. “Toga might have been civil enough to live with Azamu, but she still had a compulsion to fulfill. Azamu had been allowing Toga to draw blood to give her a chance to live a more settled life as her fake twin, but Toga wouldn’t have been able to resist the urge to drain her a bit more. It could have just been that she went too far today and we only just caught her before she was going to run again.” Saiko scowled as she imagined the progression of Toga’s abuse. Azamu starting off believing that she was helping a kindred spirit, only for Toga to slowly take advantage of Azamu’s kindness, pushing further and further with how much she could cut Azamu and how much blood she could take. Eventually, Azamu’s rose-tinted glasses would fade away, as she truly began to realize the kind of person that Toga was, but all too late. The most recent wounds on Azamu included defensive wounds as she had tried to fend off Toga’s knife, lending credence to this mental image Saiko had thought up.
“Maybe if we had come sooner, Azamu would have cooperated with us…she could have still been alive.”
There was quiet for a moment on the other end of the line as Taira took in Saiko’s tone.
“Intelli…this isn’t your fault.”
Saiko didn’t feel like arguing with her boss, but neither was she convinced.
“You’ve been working nonstop to catch Toga. Because of you, we have the best lead that we’ve ever had on her.”
“She’s still in the wind again.” Saiko grumbled.
“Not necessarily.” Taira said. “Toga’s options are limited now that we have her blood vials. We have the neighborhoods around Piett Street and the apartment locked down with every officer on the lookout for her. Both of her available identities are being watched for at every bus and train station in the city. Even if Toga does get away, it won’t be as easy for her to hurt anyone, which will make it harder for her to get a disguise that she can use to elude us.” Taira’s voice became softer and more encouraging. “You likely saved Kamimura’s life, along with many others that Toga might have targeted at that restaurant. You’ve done well, Officer Intelli.”
Saiko tried to look on the bright side of things as Taira brought them up. She was thankful that she would not see a look-a-like to Midoriya dead.
“Don’t let this keep you down. We still have a job to do. The longer that we keep on Toga’s tail, the harder it will be for her to attack anyone else.”
Saiko sighed, but agreed. Now that they had a trail to follow, Saiko intended to make sure that Toga never felt comfortable enough to attack anyone again as she felt the police on her heels for the rest of her life.
It had been months since Toga’s last known attack. That would have been more cause for celebration were it not for the fact that it had been almost equally as long since the police had last found any trace of Toga.
Saiko blamed the cold snap.
While Toga had excellent instincts for when the police were closing in on her, Saiko had gotten better at anticipating what Toga would do and where she was go, to the point that she very rarely had enough time to settle long enough to feel comfortable enough to commit a murder. The multiple abandoned apartments, hovels, and camp sites showing traces of Toga’s habitation proved that the police were still on her trail, and it made Saiko feel satisfied that Toga likely hadn’t felt safe since Endor.
But then, Japan was hit by freezing temperatures and a massive blizzard that had seemingly stopped all activity in the country for its entire winter.
The unexpected blanket of freezing snow that season may have been welcomed as an interruption from the country’s wave of crime and near-constant protests, but it had also forced Toga to go underground and hide all trace of herself even more than she had done prior. Saiko had not been able to find any trace of her ever since the end of December. She supposed that she should be grateful that Toga hadn’t seemed to have hurt anyone during this time, but Saiko knew that the longer she waited, the more desperate and violent Toga was going to get.
Unfortunately, there wasn’t much Saiko could do at this point other than wait. Thankfully, she was able to distract herself with another conversation with Midoriya. As they typed about their lives over their secure line, Saiko couldn’t resist the urge to address a concern she had to Midoriya.
Intelli-So…did you have a nice Valentine’s Day?
Midoriya-Sure! It’s nice to get giri-choco from my classmates…though I’m not sure how much I’m supposed to spend for White Day…
Saiko wasn’t sure whether to be glad that no one else had apparently gotten Midoriya the more serious honmei-choco, or frustrated at the fact that she was apparently one of the only girls to realize what a catch he was, or the fact that he found getting the simple obligation giri-choco to be unusual enough to be surprised about. She decided to not let these frustrations sully the conversation.
Intelli-Generally, boys follow the ‘triple the return’ rule. Giri-choco is usually only about 500-1000 yen to give you an idea.
Midoriya-Oh. That’s simple enough.
Midoriya-I’m aware that your current circumstances would have made this difficult, but were you able to participate in any of that? Exchange anything with coworkers?
“If I could, I would have sent you honmei-choco, Midoriya.” Saiko said out loud, shaking her head fondly.
Intelli-No, this is the extent of my communication with the world outside of my work right now.
Midoriya-I’m sorry, that was very insensitive of me.
Midoriya-You’re giving up a lot for this case, aren’t you? I’m sorry that it’s caused so many complications in your life.
Saiko sighed, but wrote out a response.
Intelli-I believe that it’s worth it to keep the people I care about safe.
There was a slight pause on Midoriya’s end before he replied.
Midoriya-You’re a great hero, Intelli. Even if pro heroes don’t exist anymore, you are a hero to me.
Saiko felt her heart skip a beat at reading this, as well as a bit of moisture in her eyes before responding.
Intelli-Thank you, Midoriya. I greatly appreciate that.
Midoriya-I promise you that when I graduate in a few months, I’ll do everything I can to help you with this case!
Saiko smiled at this hope.
Intelli-I look forward to that, Midoriya.
Midoriya-I’m going to have to log off now though, talk to you later?
Intelli-Absolutely. Thank you, Midoriya. Talking to you is always a pleasure.
Saiko logged off before pushing herself away from the monitor. She looked at her empty teacup and sighed. It looked like she was going to have to make a new pot.
Saiko grumbled again as she saw that she had left a baking pan out on the counter from her dinner. She had unfortunately grown so used to having personal chefs and maids taking care of her that it still sometimes came as a surprise to Saiko that she needed to remember to clean up after herself.
Waiting for the pot to heat, Saiko fumed about her current circumstances. It wasn’t going to be too long before Midoriya was going to graduate and join the police. A while ago, she had been looking forward to this time as the opportunity for her to finally confess her feelings to Midoriya and start building a serious relationship. However, Toga had taken that from her.
Or perhaps it was more accurate to say that Saiko had taken that chance from herself, she thought bitterly. If she hadn’t made arresting Toga a personal matter, if she hadn’t insisted on letting the public know the face behind the investigation, Toga wouldn’t have become fixated on her in turn. Now though, the only chance that Saiko was going to get at having a life again would be…
The glare shining off of Saiko’s teapot flickered as something came between Saiko and the light coming from the kitchen ceiling.
None of the officers stationed around the perimeter would come in there without announcing themselves.
No time to grab the gun.
Saiko swung around with the pan as a shield. There was a grating, sheering sound of a steel knife embedding itself in aluminum.
Toga’s manic yellow eyes stared at Saiko, widening in shock for an instant. Saiko capitalized on her surprise, twisting the pan and the knife out of Toga’s grasp before yanking back, and then jabbing the end of the pan into Toga’s throat. Toga choked and gasped for air, giving Saiko another opening to kick her in the sternum and create distance.
She had space. Saiko pulled her gun out…
Toga was able to move faster and threw another knife at Saiko, who was only able to react fast enough to bring the gun up to block the blade, the impact knocking the weapon from Saiko’s hand and behind the counter. She rushed at Saiko again.
Milliseconds to react. Projected jab to the chest. Deflect.
Saiko grabbed the pan again and swung it upward, clanging against Toga’s third knife and knocking her thrust off target.
Toga is within arm’s length. Capitalize.
Saiko dropped her pan and grabbed Toga’s weapon arm, pulling her close enough for her to also grab the back of Toga’s head. Using Toga’s momentum from when she had charged, Saiko slammed Toga’s head into the overhanging microwave.
Toga is dazed. Capitalize.
Still with her grip on Toga’s head, Saiko kicked out her right foot, disabling her footing before trying to slam her head down onto the stove. Her attempt was thrown off though by the feeling of Toga taking advantage of her lower position to swing her left elbow around and into Saiko’s side, making her gasp in pain and loose her own footing.
Vulnerable. Do not lose control. Trap weapon and body.
Saiko intentionally fell on her left knee, onto Toga’s leg before she could stand, trapping Toga’s right leg beneath her body weight.
Toga planted her left leg against the oven and pushed off, trying to force Saiko onto her back. She managed to slip her head from Saiko’s left hand, tearing out a few of her hairs in the process. She was quicker to get up, but Saiko still had a grip on Toga’s right arm and was just tall enough to take advantage of the difference in their weight, pulling her arm down and away from her body.
She grabbed hold of Toga’s knife arm with both hands and tried to force it into her own chest as her body was pinned against the kitchen counter. Toga tried to rotate her chest away, but Saiko kept her grip, continuing to force the blade towards Toga with her own body weight.
Toga was reaching towards her thigh with her left hand. Counter weapon.
Saiko slammed her knee into where she projected Toga’s left wrist would go, blocking the arm that Toga was trying to use to stab her with another knife. Toga cried out as Saiko’s knee hit her radial nerve and made her drop her fourth knife. However, she kicked out at Saiko’s right knee before she could reassume her footing, making her lose momentum in the struggle.
Toga slammed her feet into the floor and stood up, pushing back against Saiko’s weight. She pushed harder than expected, bringing her mouth towards Saiko’s throat.
React.
Saiko slammed her forehead into Toga’s face. She felt splitting pain, but had managed to knock Toga’s face and fangs away…
Toga though pulled again, yanking Saiko towards her and making Saiko realize that Toga was more tolerant of pain than she was…
Saiko felt something like an unimaginable cramp in her stomach that completely knocked the wind out of her. Her body folded in on itself as she gasped for air. Toga grinned, baring her fangs and she yanked and pulled her knife out of Saiko’s abdomen.
Stabbed. Wetness pouring down abdomen. Still within range. Imminent danger.
Fueled by adrenaline, Saiko shoved, surprising Toga enough to forced her back, though the force made Saiko fall back against the stove herself. Her hand felt a brief jolt of heat as it brushed against the whistling teapot, as opposed to the rest of her body, which was quickly growing cold.
Still grinning, Toga slid, not rushing towards Saiko again, keeping in control.
Milliseconds to react. Teapot within range.
Drawing on whatever strength she had left, Saiko pulled the lid of the teapot off, grabbed the handle, and thrusted it towards Toga’s face.
“AAAAAAUUUUGGGHHHH!!!”
Toga screamed as the boiling water hissed against her face, even her damaged brain unable to fight off the pain of being scalded.
Escape.
Saiko staggered away, trying to staunch her bleeding with a dish towel, but it hurt so much, and her body was cramping too badly.
Blood loss and damage too high to make it to exit. Bedroom is closer.
Saiko tried to do what her mind was telling her to do, though her body was making its failing capabilities abundantly clear. Every movement made her feel Toga’s knife in her abdomen, every step made her feel as if she was being stretched out on a rack, every breath made her feel as if she was drowning.
Focus on the objective. Ignore the pain. Ignore that Toga is still here and following the trail of your blood she’s going to stab you again and again and use your skin to kill your mother…
Paradoxically, Saiko used this fear to push herself more. She had to get to her bedroom, but the slickness of the blood on her hand made her loose her grip on the wall that she was trying to brace herself against, and she fell to the ground. The impact felt like death, and even with as hard as it was to breathe and as much as she wanted to stay quiet, she cried out.
She could hear footsteps. Fear pushed her to crawl into her room.
Saiko dragged herself across the floor, barely able to stay conscious as her wound leaked onto the carpet. She needed to move. She didn’t have much time…
She tried pulling herself upright against her closet, but slipped as she reached up, her hand knocking several metal coat hangers loose and cascading around her to the ground like windchimes. Saiko’s hand clenched reflexively against one of the coat hangers. She couldn’t end like this…not here, not to this…
“Oops…looks like I found you!” a voice crooned from behind her.
Saiko couldn’t resist the urge to look up at Toga’s sick, fanged grin, fingering the knife that she had only moments earlier stabbed Saiko with.
Toga was watching Saiko, seeing that she was too weak to fight back anymore. She took the knife that she had stabbed Saiko with and licked off the blood, her form molding into Saiko’s doppelganger complete with Saiko’s monocle over her right eye.
Bend.
“Hmm…I don’t feel any smarter…” Toga mused in Saiko’s skin. “Oh yeah…you need tea for your Quirk, right? Hyoteki mentioned something like that in her phone…you mind if I borrow some after I take some more of your blood?”
Bend. Twist. Bend.
Saiko gasped, sobbing in pain and fear.
“Now…we’re going to be just like each other no matter what you say…” Toga crooned.
She crouched over Saiko, took her by the shoulder and flipped Saiko over onto her back, her knife inching towards Saiko’s neck…
Which meant that she didn’t see the bent coat hanger Saiko had in her hand until she jabbed it into Toga’s left eye.
It was like something in a nightmare, that one instant, where Saiko not only was in more pain than anything she had ever imagined, but she also saw her own face with a metal wire sticking out of her own eye. This was followed by her own scream of agony through Toga’s mouth as she reflexively threw herself back in pain, made worse by her accidentally banging the bent coat hanger wire and making it twitch even more.
Saiko mustered all of her remaining energy and crawled towards her bed. She reached beneath it, pulled out a box, opened it, and pulled out…
Another gun.
Toga pulled the wire out of her eye, still reeling in pain, but even half-blind, she could hear the click of Saiko sliding a clip of ammunition into the Glock 22.
BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! Click. Click. Click. Click.
Fifteen shots. Everything in the clip. Saiko’s Glock 22 slipped from her grasp just as Toga fell backwards to the floor.
Her vision was fading. Her survival was unlikely. Conservation of energy seemed pointless by then.
“…For my father…Azamu…and Madeleine, you bitch…”
Saiko’s vision darkened, but she could just see flashes of red and blue through the window.
Beeping. A heart monitor. Horrible pain. Enough that Saiko realized she was still alive.
Blearily, she opened her eyes and registered shadowy figures that slowly coalesced into doctors.
“She’s stable! She’s awake!”
There were other voices, until the familiar antennaed figure of Chief Taira came into view. She stared down at Saiko with enough intensity that it jolted her awake even through her pain.
“What was the name of the hero that I told you about when I tried to get you not to be part of the operation at the Toga household?”
Saiko was confused why she was being asked this and why Taira looked so tense, but she answered.
“…Snap Shock. Koe Takahiro.”
Taira sighed, relieved as the tension left her.
“Good. It’s really you.”
‘Really her?’ Why would they…a horrifying realization came to Saiko.
“What happened…to Toga?” Saiko gasped out. “I shot her…I know I hit her at least a few times…” she asked with her eyes wide and panicked.
Taira’s exhausted expression though said enough.
“She wasn’t there. We saw some of the blood splatter from your shots…but when we came into the safehouse, we heard someone throw themselves out a window.” Taira bowed her head in remorse. “I’m sorry Intelli, we couldn’t find her.”
Saiko let her head drop onto her pillow, staring up at the ceiling in horror, but Taira forced her to look at her.
“Intelli…listen to me.” She ordered. “We don’t know how Toga found you. You should have been safe, but she found out where you were, killed the officers we had set up to guard you, and nearly killed you. Our best methods of protecting you aren’t enough. The only option that we have left to keep Toga from going after you…” Taira repressed a grimace and looked at Saiko sadly. “…is to make her think she succeeded in killing you. Until we’ve caught Toga…we need to make everyone think that you are dead.”
Saiko realized what this meant. Her friends. Her mother. Midoriya. They all had to be tricked. If she wanted to make sure that Toga wouldn’t go after any of them, she couldn’t talk to any of them, she couldn’t let any of them know she was alive.
Saiko clenched her eyes shut in frustration, tears welling down her cheeks.
THREE YEARS LATER
Toga lost count of the number of guns the guards had trained on her, and the number of chains that they shackled her with, including the humiliating face mask she had to wear every time she was taken out of her cell. All that she had been told was that she had a visitor.
When she had been secured in her chair on the other end of the plexiglass wall, she was even more confused by the woman who was allowed in by the guards with a salute on the other end. Recognizing Intelli Saiko though, she realized quickly what this meant.
“You’re alive.” She growled.
“Yes.” Saiko responded.
“You should be dead.” She hissed.
“I’m not.”
Toga glared at Saiko before hissing lowly:
“I don’t want to talk to you.”
“Well, I’m here.” Saiko answered with a completely calm expression.
Toga felt her pulse quicken in rage, wanting so much to tear through her restraints, bash through the plexiglass wall, and bathe in this woman’s blood.
“How dare you show your face to me after what you’ve done.” She hissed.
“Anything I did to you was simply what was required of me…”
“YOU SHOT ME FIFTEEN TIMES!” Toga screamed.
Apart from the sound of the guards tensing up and cocking their weapons, there was silence, only broken after Saiko took a moment to register what Toga had said.
“Really?” Saiko’s eyes widened in polite surprise. “All fifteen of those bullets hit? And here I was, thinking I had missed few shots.” She added, shaking her head in disbelief. “I don’t know whether to be more impressed by my aim even in those circumstances or your resilience.”
Ignoring the weapons trained on her, Toga fruitlessly thrashed against her bindings. Saiko allowed her, not interrupting her growls and grunts, devolving into exhausted panting.
“I…had to pull out six of those by myself…and drag myself to a back-alley doctor to pull out six more before they could kill me…I can still feel three of them inside of me…”
“Hm…that won’t do.” Saiko remarked. “I’ll be sure to tell the prison doctors to have those removed for your own well-being.”
“And what are you going to do about my eye you gouged out?” Toga tilted her head so that eyepatch Tartarus had given her to replace her glass eye was facing Saiko, still completely nonplussed. Her dismissive attitude simply enraged Toga more. “I had to stay in a safehouse for months to recover just enough to walk normally because of you! I had to take another month just to relearn how to walk on stairs! Any time I wanted to Transform, I had to have a spare glass eye just to make my disguise work! Ever since you started chasing me, I’ve barely been able to sleep without you stupid heroes and police following after me and trying to catch me! You all…you just kept me from living how I want like you always do…”
Toga collapsed, exhausting from spitting her vitriol and fighting against her restraints. After Toga had taken enough breathes to be able to listen, Saiko spoke up again:
“Wow…I had hopes, but it’s good to hear that my analysis on you really was that effective.”
Toga was about to start screaming again when Saiko frowned and raised her hand to interrupt her.
“I’m sorry, do you expect for me to feel guilt for this? You were trying to kill me. It was only logical for me to defend myself through whatever means I had at my disposal. As for making you stay on the run, I can only be grateful that I kept you from hurting more people than you would have.”
Toga growled and scoffed again, tired of letting Saiko bait her. The two remained in silence for a moment, Toga not wanting to talk anymore, but also not interested in being forced back into her cell. Saiko however did not seem upset at this, content to simply observe Toga, lost in her thoughts.
“Why are you even here?” Toga eventually asked.
Saiko sighed, still observing Toga.
“I suppose I wanted some closure to the past few years, and the sense of catharsis.”
“What, is this funny to you? Seeing me like this?” Toga spat.
“Oh, no, that’s not what I meant. That’s not the kind of catharsis that I am speaking of.” Saiko dismissively waved her hand before looking up at the ceiling in thought. “It has been quite an emotional past few days informing my mother and my old friends that I’m alive. This, after having to live for three years with all of the people that I cared about thinking that I was dead…it’s made me take an honest look at myself, and the kind of person that I am. It made me think about some of the things you said to me in our first conversation.”
Saiko looked back at Toga, her sincerity more apparent to the villain.
“Despite what I said…you and I do actually share some traits in common.” Saiko gestured with her hand towards Toga and nodded. “You are admittedly, quite intelligent. You’d have to be to have survived for so long and deceived so many people. We both can be quite dismissive to understand the feelings of others, focused as we are on our own desires.”
Toga stared back at Saiko, wary of what she was saying, but too drawn in by the chance of some kind of connection to stop listening. Saiko meanwhile, sighed tiredly before admitting: “And as you realized from our first conversation, I was in love with someone…but like you, I’ve come to realize that my view on love is atypical.”
“…What do you mean?” Toga asked.
Though Saiko still faced Toga, her gaze dropped in thought.
“I loved him because I admired his intelligence. He had many other attributes that made him a wonderful man; he was kind, considerate, daresay it, quite cute and endearing.” Saiko brought her gaze back up. “But I saw our friendship as something that set us apart from everyone else. That his mind was something that had earned my respect and acknowledgement. Maybe even my love.” Saiko dropped her gaze again, staring at her hands and smiled grimly. “I suppose that I had always assumed that on some level he shared these feelings for the same reasons.”
Saiko chuckled and shook her head.
“That was honestly one of my greatest grievances against you; by forcing me to live apart from everyone else, I never got the chance to tell him how I actually felt. I was so afraid that he was going to be taken by a woman I had come to see as a rival.” Saiko rolled her eyes and chuckled again.
“Only…when I was allowed back into society, I found out that he had married someone completely different, someone that I knew, but had never considered as competition for his heart in the first place. And as far as I can tell, the woman that I did see as a rival was never interested in him in that manner either.” Limply, Saiko shrugged. “I keep making conclusions off of incomplete data, it seems.”
“You could still go after him. You could make him see how you feel about him…” Toga said, drawn in by the picture that Saiko painted. Saiko though shook her head.
“No…no…I’m not going to do that…They’re already married and quite happy together.” Saiko wistfully rested her head on her hand. “I’m jealous of course, but I have to accept that he chose to be with someone different. She’s actually so different from me that it makes me realize that my crush had completely different values in what attracted him from what I thought. Regardless though, she is a lovely woman and they’ve started a wonderful family. I’ve already made plans to become their child’s favorite aunt.” She added with a smirk.
Toga though was drawn in, not realizing how much she had wanted this hope of a connection with someone, but unable to resist.
“You say that they’re happy…but why can’t they be happy with you? Why can’t he accept your love?”
Saiko dropped her smirk, frowning and looking at Toga.
“…Are you suggesting that I insert myself into their relationship? What if they did not want me to be a part of it? He isn’t the kind of man who would be a philanderer or have an interest in polygamy.”
“You could still try. He could learn to love you still.” Toga pointed out fervently.
Saiko closed her eyes and sighed, nodding, as if she was confirming something she had theorized.
“Ah…and now we get to where you and I are different. I can be dismissive towards others, to not consider things outside of my own desires, very similarly to you. I, however, can accept when someone does not return my love.” Saiko casually gestured to the side with her hand. “Now, I am not the emotional or sentimental sort, so there are things about love that I do not understand, but I do know that love is not something that you can force onto others.”
“It’s not ‘forcing’ love! It’s just how you can show it!” Toga desperately cried out.
Saiko stared at Toga without emotion before answering.
“You know…there’s a phrase for what you’re describing: ‘Sexual assault.’”
Toga glared at Saiko, outraged at the accusation she was making.
“That was what you were doing all these years, wasn’t it? That’s how you were so easily able to conflate how you show ‘love’ with how you show hate.”
Toga seethed in rage as Saiko nodded to herself, analyzing Toga as if she were an animal in a zoo.
“Yes…this makes me all the more glad for my work in trying to stop you.” Saiko smiled and leaned back in her seat. “That fortunately shows me enough that I am not like you.” Saiko looked at the floor, nodding in thought. “Yes…I think that I’m satisfied with this. I suppose that I just needed to get some things off of my chest and address that conversation we had over the phone.”
Numb with rage, Toga tried lunging out of her restraints again to no avail.
“So, that’s just it? You get to live free while I’m trapped in here because I love differently than others?”
“Regardless of how you perceive love, it does not detract from the reality that I warned you about when we spoke over the phone.” Saiko answered flatly. “You murdered people. You showed no desire to stop on your own, so now people like me have stopped you.”
Toga laughed bitterly.
“So, what are you going to do now? Mock me? Run experiments on me? Torture me?”
Saiko stared at Toga for a moment, humming to herself.
“Hmm…No…I don’t think so. I think I’ve said everything that I wanted to you.” Saiko scooted her chair back and stood up. “Maybe in the future, after I’ve retired and my pride isn’t an obstacle to my work, I’ll write a book about you; people might be interested in learning about ‘The hunt for Toga Himiko.’ Maybe I can get Yaoyorozu to co-author it…but I think that beyond that, I’m done with you. Farewell, Toga.”
At this, Saiko turned and walked away, not caring for the screams, curses, and sobs Toga shouted after her.
Notes:
Before getting to the notes, I have great news! The Best Case Scenario, if you’re being “realistic” finally has a reaction fic going! MetalCannon7981 has been writing MHA Reacts to “The Best Case Scenario, if your being Realistic” over the past few weeks, and I have been having a great time reading it! MetalCannon7981 set their story at a point that I wouldn’t have considered, but they’ve made it really fascinating in how the characters react considering their circumstances and experiences thus far. I would like to thank MetalCannon7981 again, and I look forward to what they write in the future!
Now as for my personal thoughts on Saiko’s perspective chapters; I have no idea why this perspective took so long. Maybe because I’ve been working off of a framework that feels more divorced from the main story, and Saiko is herself a bit of a vague character? I remember that I had originally wanted to have this finished by Halloween, thinking of taking inspiration from the original Halloween movie, which was what inspired me in how I had Saiko fight off Toga at the end. One of the most interesting parts about writing these chapters to me though is how I ended up developing the OCs that I’ve added like Marianne, Taira, and Azamu; most of whom weren’t going to be particularly well-developed when I first thought of them, but were fun to give a bit more character to as I expanded on the story, even when their physical presence in the story wasn’t that notable. While this was fun to write, it will also be nice to give myself a break from listening to Pretty Little Psycho on a loop. Instead, for my next perspective, I will be looping Blue Oyster Cult’s Burnin’ For You.
