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you know i can't leave you alone

Summary:

solo masturbation session. no rules, just whatever normally gets you off.

 

- cb97

 

or

chan sends a private request to his favourite camboy.

Notes:

DISCLAIMER: hyunjin is a trans man in this fic. he's had top surgery and is on t but uses the terms clit, cock, pussy, cunt and hole to describe his anatomy. he engages in vaginal penetration and briefly discusses anal. if you're uncomfortable with any of this then please don't read. my trans experience (and hyunjin's) are not everyone else's trans experiences and that's okay. make sure to look after yourself.

now that's out the way, enjoy some horny hyunchan. chan features in this as more of an abstract idea but there's a very solid chance i'll end up writing his pov at some point too.

title from red lights by stray kids because of course.

comments/kudos/bookmarks are appreciated as always <3

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solo masturbation session. no rules, just whatever normally gets you off.

        - cb97

It's not Hyunjin's weirdest request by far, but it stumps him when he sees the message attached to a ₩200,000 tip. He recognises the user - cb97 has been tuning in to his streams for a few months now and always leaves a generous tip - but it's the first time they've ever requested a private cam. Hyunjin can't even think back to the streams they usually comment on for guidance on what they'd like to see, since they've faithfully tuned in every week. Normally, a request would at least say something about toys, or ask for some kind of scene.

 

He spends the next few days ruminating on cb97. He doesn't like to leave requests waiting too long, so after his weekly grocery run, he sets his camera running and lays a towel down on his bed. He likes to keep the set-up pretty minimal, especially if he's not getting into anything too intense, so he's just wearing an oversized shirt which hangs off his shoulders and a pair of boxers.

 

"Hi, baby," he sing-songs, settling cross-legged on the towel.

 

There's two vibrators beside him, one a six-inch dual vibe which curves nicely and the other, his trusty wand vibrator. They're not ones he normally brings out for his lives, preferring to go for the bigger stuff. Hyunjin knows his audience. They want to see him stuffed full of at least eight inches, hole so stretched he's left gaping by the end. If cb97 wants to see what normally gets him off, then this is what he's going to get.

 

Hyunjin relaxes on the bed, stretching out. "You wanna watch me get off today?" he asks coyly, toying with the hem of his shirt. "Wanna see how I make myself feel good?"

 

He stretches, arms raised above his head, knowing the waistband of his boxers will show. "You deserve a treat, after always being so generous. But I think I deserve one too," he says, winking. "It's been a long week, and I just wanna take my time."

 

He brings his hand down to squeeze lightly at the bulge of his packer. "Maybe I'll even come a few times today," he says conversationally. "Do you think you can keep up with me? Would you stay hard enough to keep me satisfied or would I need my toys?" he asks, gesturing towards the vibrators resting on his towel.

 

Hyunjin drops his voice to a conspiratorial whisper. "Can I tell you a secret? These are my favourite toys, but I don't like to show them off to just anybody. I hope you know how lucky you are."

 

It's a little more honest, a little more vulnerable than Hyunjin would normally be. As far as his audience is concerned, he likes everything he does for them. He's well-practised at playing up his pleasure for the camera, but there's something more intimate about this particular solo request and if his focus is supposed to be on getting himself off, he wants it to be authentic.

 

"Let's not keep ourselves waiting any longer, hmm?" he proposes, tugging his shirt off. He twists to drape the shirt across the other side of his bed, flexing his abdominal muscles as he does so. Hyunjin knows he's not built, but he's toned enough that his body makes an enticing sight when extended.

 

"Shall I take these off, too?" he asks, thumbing at the waistband of his boxers. In a normal stream, his chat would be flooded with affirmations begging to see his hole, but he likes the anticipation of making them wait. He hopes cb97 likes the wait, too.

 

Eventually, he drags his boxers down his narrow hips and long legs, setting them aside along with his packer. He grabs the lube bottle and settles back down, stretching like a contented cat. "You like what you see?" he asks, grinning.

 

Hyunjin squeezes lube into his hand, not bothering to let it warm before bringing his fingers down to his clit. He starts with just a gentle pressure, teasing his growth into hardness. His eyes flutter shut as he toys with his cock, a soft moan escaping his lips.

 

"Don't worry, baby. I haven't forgotten my toys. Just getting myself nice and oh-" his voice breaks on a breathy moan. "Nice and warmed up."

 

He uses his other hand to thumb lightly at his nipples, ghosting over the twin scars on his chest. He doesn't have much sensation left in his nipples, but the visuals of toying with a flat chest always sends a shiver down his spine.

 

He fumbles beside him for his wand vibrator, grasping it with his right hand as his left continues to rub circles against his clit. "I'm probably wet enough already, but I like it sloppy. You wanna see me dripping, don't you?" Hyunjin giggles, adding more lube onto the vibrator.

 

Turning it on with slippery hands is always a struggle, but Hyunjin's used this vibrator enough times he could probably find the button in his sleep, and he manages with only a precursory fumble. Low buzzing fills his ears and his hips twitch involuntarily. It's practically a Pavlovian response at this point, and he shudders as he replaces his fingers with the vibrator.

 

He rubs the vibrator against his clit in steady circles, breathy moans falling from his lips. He spreads his legs further, making sure cb97 has a clear view of his pussy. A mixture of lube and slick drips from his folds, spreading down to his perineum. Hyunjin follows its movement with his free hand, circling his rim and feeling the muscle twitch.

 

"Would you fuck my ass, if you were here?" he asks. "Breed all of my holes till I'm crying from overstimulation?"

 

It's a pretty thought, but Hyunjin offers the idea as nothing more than a tease. He likes anal well enough, but his cunt is already dripping and twitching with arousal.

 

He turns the wand off, propping himself up on one elbow to grab his dildo. "Sometimes, I like to finger myself first," he admits to the camera. "But today, I just wanna feel full. I don't wanna wait to get your cock in me."

 

He slicks up the dildo and positions himself, legs spread. "You think I can take it? You think I can take your cock all at once?"

 

Without warning, he pushes the vibrator in, pushing past the initial resistance till it's fully inside him, the arm nestled against his clit. He moans, throwing his head back in a way that he knows highlights the length of his neck and the strands of blonde hair sticking to it with sweat. "Oh, that's good. You've got me nice and full, baby. How about we turn this on?"

He sets the vibrator on its lowest setting, rocking his hips into the slow waves. On such a low setting, it doesn't do much more than gently stimulate him, but starting slowly always makes the build-up so much better.

 

He settles into it, thrusting the dildo at a steady pace. "It's good, but it's not enough," Hyunjin admits, grasping for his wand again.

 

Vibrations fill the air, louder this time, and he has a moment of lucidity to pray that his neighbours aren't home. When he brings the wand down against his clit, his moans echo obscenely in his room.

 

"Oh, that's better," he sighs, closing his eyes. The dual vibe sits just under his clit, but with the wand, he's able to practically cover his cock with vibrations from all angles. He thumbs the power up a couple of notches, thrusting the vibe more firmly into his cunt.

 

There's a light sheen of sweat coating his body now, and Hyunjin arches his back prettily, glowing under the soft LED lights. “I wish you were here, baby," he murmurs. "Wish you were splitting me open on your gorgeous cock, forcing me to take it."

 

He anchors his feet against the mattress, thrusting his hips up as he drives the vibrator into himself rapidly.  He can feel the tension building in his stomach, and he jerks the wand against his cock as the feeling builds. For some reason, his mind is filled with the faceless image of cb97. He'll probably never know what cb97 looks like, but he imagines the flushed, leaking head of a thick cock peaking out from his fist as he jerks off roughly to the sight of Hyunjin fucking himself raw. He wonders if cb97 would take the time to get undressed, or if he'd just shove his sweats down to get a hand around his cock. If he'd be shirtless, or if he'd just pull his shirt up around his chest as he comes all over his washboard abs.

 

Hyunjin grinds the vibrator against his cunt and shudders as his first orgasm takes him. It feels like it lasts an age, his hips still chasing the vibrations even as his hand slows. His chest heaves as he finally pulls the vibrator out, clumsily thumbing at the buttons to turn it off. The wand is still buzzing, but he lets it rest against the crook of his thigh as he catches his breath.

 

His vibrator glistens with his own come, and he lifts it for cb97 to see. "Look at all this mess. I guess I should clean it up," he sighs, bringing it to his lips. His tongue darts out to lick coquettishly at the head. Once he's satisfied that he can only taste the neutral silicone of the toy, he draws it further into his mouth, hollowing his cheeks and sucking. It sits heavy on his tongue, and he fingers his clit loosely as he bobs his head.

 

When he pulls the vibrator from his mouth, a string of spit connects it to his bottom lip and he smirks. "I wish that was your cock," he admits. "I wish you could breed my pussy and then let me suck you till you're hard again. You could take that, couldn't you?"

 

Hyunjin flutters his eyelashes. "I can't help that I'm so slutty for you. I just want you to fill me up with your come as many times as you can."

 

He drags the wand up and down his thigh, shivering at the sensation. "I think you'd like me to be your little comeslut. Filling up my mouth, my cunt, my asshole. Covering me in your come so that everybody knows I'm yours."

 

He's getting carried away. But cb97 had asked for what gets Hyunjin off, and that means he can afford to share some of his own fantasies. He normally lets the chat tell him what they want to do to him, but it's nice to tell someone what he wants for once.

 

Hyunjin brings the wand back to his own clit again, dragging it against his cunt to gather the wetness that's still steadily forming. "You see how wet I am for you, daddy?"

 

The word slips out of him, and he flushes. No rules, he reminds himself. If there was anything cb97 hadn't wanted, he'd have clarified it in his request.

 

Now that he's started, he can barely hold himself back. He's already amped up from his previous orgasm, and it's easy to work the vibrator in tight circles over his cock till his hips are kicking up mindlessly. "I'm close, daddy," he gasps, tugging at his hair with his free hand. His moans are becoming more frequent and much louder, overpowering the sound of the vibe.

 

He feels his pussy clench around nothing and his release gushes out of him with a broken cry. If his first orgasm was strong, this one hits him like a truck. It's like he squirts for an eternity, the towel soaking through till he feels it sticking to his thighs and back. He rides it out with the wand still moving jerkily over his clit until the sensitivity becomes too much.

 

Hyunjin gives himself a moment to rest. He still feels shaky from his orgasm, and his mind is too clouded to form coherent thoughts. He manages to fumble the switch of the wand and the room falls silent aside from his ragged breathing.

 

After a few moments, he drags himself up on his elbows and laughs. "Well, that was unexpected. You probably know I don't squirt very often, but I guess thinking about you just got me all worked up," he flirts. "I hope it was good for you, though. I know it was good for me."

 

"I need to get myself cleaned up, but I'll see you next time, baby. Bye!" Hyunjin blows a kiss at the camera, then rises to switch it off.

 

His sheets will definitely need changing, he thinks ruefully. He's glad he put down a towel before starting, but he wasn't expecting to squirt and he doubts the towel has done enough to soak everything up. He connects his camera to his laptop so the video can export, then strips his sheets. He debates the merits of showering first, but decides he'd rather start his laundry before anything else.

 

Before carrying his sheets out, he catches sight of himself in the mirror. His hair is in disarray, strands sticking to his neck with sweat and mussed from where he'd pulled at it. His lips are swollen from blowing his vibrator and bitten cherry red. His thighs glisten with come and his cock is still hard.

 

He looks utterly debauched.

 

He's almost sad that the shoot was for a private request, until he remembers cb97's imagined cock and the way he'd slipped, calling him daddy. Squirting videos are some of his most popular, probably due to their relative scarcity on his page, but it feels like cb97 deserves the special treat. He is one of Hyunjin's most loyal viewers, after all. He snaps a picture instead, a mirror selfie that captures the full extent of how wrecked he looks. He can upload it later, once he's sent the video to cb97.

 

He starts up his laundry and grabs a glass of water from the kitchen, grateful for the cool liquid soothing his throat. He picks out one of his favourite silk robes, a gift from one of his subscribers, and heads to the shower.

 

The hot shower helps him to wind down, but he still finds himself thinking about cb97. Normally it's easy to crank out a private request and send it off, but he's overthinking whether cb97 will even be satisfied. Hyunjin is good at camming. He knows the angles that make him look best and he knows how to put on a show. But he doesn't usually get so caught up in his own shoots. What makes cb97 so different? He's always been respectful with his comments, encouraging Hyunjin to push himself and telling him how beautiful he is. It's dumb, but Hyunjin can't deny that he gets a little thrill whenever cb97 comments on his streams.

 

It's not about the money. Hyunjin earns enough revenue through his weekly streams and filling private requests that he can afford to lose some subscribers if they don't like his content. He just doesn't want to lose cb97.

 

He's no closer to any kind of clarity when he steps out of the shower. He towel-dries his hair and watches the video back on a low volume whilst doing his skin-care routine. He's pretty sure it won't take much editing outside of trimming his intro and outro, but it's best to double-check everything before uploading. He flushes again when he hears himself call cb97 daddy, and he can barely bring himself to watch the open pleasure on his face when he comes for the second time. It all feels a little too vulnerable. Too much of who he is behind the camera.

 

Against all of his reservations, Hyunjin uploads the file and copies the link into his messages with cb97.

 

thank u so much for ur request !! this was super fun to film, i hope it was what u wanted ♡ if u ever want another vid, i'm always free for u ! enjoy (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

xoxo

        - prettyboyjinnie

Notes:

if you enjoyed and wanna come say hi/talk about hyunjin pussy then i'm on twitter ! also let me know if you'd be interested in chan's pov .

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