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Gods, the feral urge to find some subby little boy to tie up and pleasure until mindbreak
I want to break someone so bad
Blubbering little mess, crying from how good it feels, begging me to stop while his hips buck up into my hand or mouth or maybe even my thighs
Dirty talking a blushy little thing
Watching his cheeks get redder and redder as his dick makes his pants tent, maybe he won't even want to admit he's getting hard
Or maybe he'll be too blushy and shy about it and try to hide it with his hand
And then I'll pin his wrists and give him that hungry fucking look that'll just make him whimper for me and beg
I want to throw a subby little thing up against a wall and pin them there while I suck dark hickeys into their neck, marking them as mine
I want to put those same kind of hickeys in places only myself and them will know and have seen
I want to make a subby guy cum so many times he can't walk straight. I want him to Bambi all over himself and need to be carried to the bathroom for cleanup
But I also want to completely ruin him with a strap to the point he cums so much he passes out while firing dry shots
I want to make a subby boy look at himself in the mirror while I fuck the cum out of him from behind and say shit like
"Look at you, spilling your useless, dirty cum all over the [bed/mattress/couch/floor], I'm gonna make you clean that up later."
But I also want to have slow, sweet sex with a subby guy, make him ride me nice and slow until he's so overstimulated, but he hasn't even cum once. I want to praise him and send him so deep into subspace that the only one who can bring him back is me
I want to make his body shake and tremble even when he hasn't cum yet, draw it out as long as possible so he begs incoherently
I also want to tie a subby guy up and give him lashings, leave red, stinging marks all over him. His thighs, his ass, his back, maybe even his chest, giving him hickeys there too, but never actually touching him
I want to see if I can make someone cum just from roughing them up
I want to kiss someone ferally, with gnashing teeth and bites at their lips, hands everywhere pulling and tugging at anything I can
I want to get him whimpering before I even touch his dick
Sweetness
I want to hold a guy in my arms. Just hold him. Kiss his forehead and tell him it's okay. Tell him everything will be okay. Tell him that I love him and that I won't leave. That everything will work out in the end
I wanna pepper kisses all over his face and make him go bright red. I want to scratch at his scalp. I want him to cry into my chest or my shoulder, and I want him to know *it's okay to cry* with me.
I want to pamper him and make him feel good. To wash his hair and scrub him down gently in the shower. To draw him a hot bath with plenty of candles and soft music. I want to plan a picnic and take him out and spoil him as much as I'm able. I want to truly take care of him and be his favorite person. I want to look into his eyes someday at the altar as I say my vows and he says his, and I want us to slide bands onto each others fingers
I want to have inside jokes and favorite shared movies. I want to have such closeness that we can look at each other and know exactly what the other is thinking
I want to grow old with him and be shriveled old prunes sitting on a wraparound porch someday, sipping on fresh brewed sweet tea and talking shit about the neighborhood kids. I want to bake cookies and cakes and give them to him for special occasions.
I want to fall asleep holding him and wake up to his sleepy face in the morning. I want to be his rock and for him to be mine. I want to know I'm going home to someone who loves me unconditionally every night. I want to cook dinner with him and dance around the kitchen to our favorite songs for hours and be a complete fool with him
And sure, I'm gonna harass him constantly. Smack his ass randomly and kiss his cheeks and just hug him, but I also want to cuddle and hold him against me
I wanna take him out in a pickup truck and park somewhere where we can see the stars, set it up nice with maybe a mattress and a fuckton of pillows, and hold him all night while we fall asleep cuddled up under the stars, with soft music playing somewhere in the background
I wanna take him out to the cliffside and get down on one knee just as the sun sets
I want to profess my love in the most profound way, talk about all the ways he makes me the happiest man in the world
And present him with a ring that's catered just to him, professionally made, custom. Sapphires or rubies or something instead of diamonds