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There is a darkness in me
I used to shoot speed
I liked the feel of the needle
as it slid into the vein
Lately i’ve been thinking
about death
About how I will kill myself and when
The future is a blank grey space , empty and lifeless
I was alive
now i’m not sure
I hang on because of Zach
because i dont want him to
use me as an excuse
I cannot paint the darkness
i want to
but i cant