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hyunjin was changbins first kiss, first boyfriend, first time. he was a lot of firsts for changbin, but there was one thing hyunjin wasn't;
changbins first love.
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hyunjin is just a replacement for chan, changbins first love, because that is easier than dealing with a heartbreak.
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trigger warning
selfharm
bullying
disordered eating and eating disorders
alcohol and drug use
suicide/attempted suicide
violence
I do not add extra warnings in front of the chapters
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spotify link:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6UHh86xHwe6WKD32Saajlj?si=Vo7IlQTASDS-bsDwBeqmwA&pt=60e391a21c723479debe78527c7d1f2a
idk if that link works lol but my spotify account is also inqed_7
playlist for this book:
christmas kids - roar
jealous girl - little west
I don't wna cry - kurffew
Mr. Rager - Kid Cudi
last words of a shooting star - mitski
it's called: freefall - rainbow kitten surprise
out of my mood - gate 문
mind games - sickick
what once was - her's
come as you are - nirvana
sex, drugs, etc. - beach weather
ketamine - siouxxie sixxta
fine - lemon demon
deep end - lee felix
ice.cream - hwang hyunjin
boys don't cry - the cure
uhgood- RM
911 / Mr. lonely - tyler, the creator
iris - goo goo dolls
waste - kxllswxch
lie use die - m()re
placeholder - olive tree
reflections - the neighbourhood
peach scone - hobo johnson
tears over beers - modern baseball
transgender - crystal glasses
empty trash - løren
moment - vierre cloud
sadderdaze- the neighbourhood
when you're around - oliver tree
etc etc
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welcome to wooden spoon.