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When Ohm came to the Safehouse, Nanon was so happy, his heart felt like it was filled again. He had enjoyed his time there, but they all knew he wanted his best friend there with him. A lot would come to think it was because he was still in his Pran mindset, which isn’t too far off. But it was also because Nanon had felt something for Ohm for years, almost since they met. When Ohm was cast and they all met for the first time for Blacklist, Nanon had instantly felt hesitant and almost shy. Regretfully, it came out as rude, which made Ohm confused and slow to trust Nanon. Ohm had been kind enough to drive Nanon to rehearsal’s, which made them get to know each other. In the end, Nanon started to fall for his new friend. Nanon didn't regret feeling something for Ohm, he just felt guilty. As if he was feeling something that no one should ever feel for their best friends. Nonnie told him before, ‘You can’t control who you fall for Non. And I know for a fact that Ohm wouldn’t judge you OR ditch you for it. You just have to trust fate.’   

Nanon looked at Ohm across from the table. They were outside chatting and the guys started doing a sexy staring contest. It was the goofiest game and Nanon was having the time of his life watching the guys break.   

The smile dropped off his face when he saw AJ and Ohm start. He glanced at Ohm and then AJ, wishing it was already over. His eyes followed Ohm as he got up and walked around to watch AJ and Force do the staring and Nanon laughed again.   

It all went downhill as AJ came over to sit by Ohm and they got close as they stared into each other's eyes, trying to get the other to break.   

Nanon felt this blood pressure rising when AJ said something that made Nanon put his water on the table and cross his arms. He could feel Mike’s hand on his shoulder and Tay laughing, head dropping against his arm briefly. Everyone seemed to find it hilarious, but Nanon’s humor was not there in that moment. Jealousy wasn’t ever a big part of his personality, but when he brought Pran into himself, jealousy started coming forward more often. And it usually involved Ohm.  

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Ohm didn’t want Nanon to leave his Pran mindset, and he knew that was wrong of him to think that way. But he secretly loved all the kisses and extra affection that Nanon was giving him. It made him feel wanted and loved in a way he never felt before.   

-He remembered when they were doing some photos in the tub. Nanon was being cheeky that afternoon, clingy and handsy. Ohm had gotten out of the tub first and told Nanon he needed to get out too. Once his friend was out of the tub, Ohm pulled him near to fix his shirt. Nanon got a smirk on his face and pulled Ohm’s face close to his so he could kiss him. Ohm pulled away with a laugh and Nanon turned, walking away with a pleased smile on his face. Ohm could only chuckle, shaking his head, as he followed his best friend to the set. -  

Coming back to the present, Ohm looked up at Nanon, whose eyes were boring into Ohm’s soul. Ohm gave a small smile, he regretted it right away, because he knew that Nanon could tell that was not a happy smile.   

Nanon looked around before stepping close to Ohm and putting a hand on his shoulder. “Hey mueng, you alright?” He reached up to feel Ohm’s forehead.   

Ohm looked up fondly at Nanon and leaned into the hand. “I’m okay Non. We can talk after.” Nanon would know that Ohm meant after the live stream was done for the day. Nanon gave a nod and moved his hand away to place it on Ohm’s back as he sat down next to his best friend. Nanon didn’t move his hand away and he leaned against Ohm, placing his chin on the taller man’s shoulder. They both watched their housemates as they ran around the backyard.   

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Nanon and Ohm sighed in relief when the livestream was done for the day. Nanon wanted to go upstairs and go to bed, but he and Ohm still needed to talk.  

“Hey Ohm. Do you want something to eat before going up?” Nanon was slicing some fruit on the counter as Ohm walked up behind him and rested his head on the smaller man’s shoulder.  

Ohm nodded his head against Nanon’s shoulder, “Krap.” He looked around to see if anyone was looking their direction. When he saw the coast was clear, he pressed a gentle kiss on Nanon’s shoulder, making the other briefly tense. “Sorry.” He turned his head, facing Nanon. He could see the tips of his best friend’s ears turning pink. He embarrassed his friend, and Non didn’t like being teased in flirting ways, at least not when it’s with a guy. At least that’s what Ohm has noticed. But there were times when Nanon and Chimon flirted easily with each other and it never embarrassed them. Was he just not comfortable with Ohm?  

Ohm decided to just ask straight out, “Do you want me to go away?” If Nanon said yes, he would. He doesn’t want his friend to be uncomfortable around him.  

“Shit, Ohm. Don’t be stupid.” Nanon lightly bumped his head against Ohm’s. “You know I’m just shy about this stuff. I know you are a puppy that wants attention and is affectionate. I’m not going to shun you for being yourself. You know I am a clingy person too. How could I ever judge you when I do the same?” He reached up with his right hand and ran his clean fingers through Ohm’s hair, ruffling the black locks. “Here, go sit at the table and eat some fruit. Leave some for me though.”  

“Yes, sir.” Ohm grabbed the plate and held a piece of apple up for Nanon to bite. Nanon glanced up at Ohm before leaning forward and biting the fruit and pulling it from Ohm’s hand. The taller man then walked around the counter and sat, deciding to watch Nanon clean up as he ate the apples. “You better hurry or I am going to eat them all, Korapat.”  

“Alright, alright.” Nanon smiled fondly as he walked around the counter and stood next to Ohm. “Feed me Pawat.” He opened his mouth and winked at his friend.  

Ohm swallowed the saliva that filled his mouth. Guess Nanon was feeling flirty now, wonder what changed in the last few minutes. He lifted a piece of apple up and rubbed it against Nanon’s bottom lip before pushing it into his mouth. Ohm’s own mouth was gaped open slightly as he watched Nanon chew the fruit before swallowing it. Without realizing, Ohm continued to do this until the rest of the apple was gone. Nanon’s gaze burned Ohm’s soul as he licked his lips, “Yum. Thanks for the treat, puen.” The shorter man ran his hand down Ohm’s back as he walked away to go upstairs to their room.  

“What the fuck just happened...?” Ohm dropped his face into his hands. That was way more than they ever teased before. The fact he had a physical reaction to it was a startling revelation. He was thankful all the cameras were off, because he had to walk to the sink and wash his dish while having an erection. It wasn’t pleasant, because any of the other guys could walk in and see him in this predicament. Ohm ran his face under cold water and that helped calm him down enough to go upstairs and past everyone to get to where his and Nanon’s bed was.  

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Sleep did not come easy to either of the boys. They were too aware of when the other person breathed or moved. Nanon reached over and touched Ohm’s arm. “Hey mueng? We never talked about earlier.”  

“Non, I need to sleep, so do you.” Ohm sighed, turning towards Nanon and looking at his best friend with tired eyes. When Nanon continued to just stare at him, Ohm sighed again. “It’s just me thinking about us, how you sometimes still act as Pran.”  

“I’m sorry mueng. I didn’t realize it made you that uncomfortable.”  

Ohm shook his head, reaching over to affectionately pet Nanon’s cheek. “That’s not the problem Non. The problem is... I don’t want it to stop. I like when you are clingy and want to touch me all the time. I like being wanted.” He turned onto his back and looked away from his friend, feeling the shame overwhelm him. “I feel a way that friends shouldn’t and I am so sorry.” He was starting to get choked up and he felt Nanon scoot closer to him. A warm hand laid on his chest and rubbed up and down.  

“It’s okay Ohm. Calm down, breathe slowly and relax. You think this is going to hurt our friendship? It’s not. You don’t have anything to worry about Pawat, I promise.”  

The next words that came out of Ohm’s mouth had even shocked him. “Can I kiss you?” It was whispered so softly that he wasn’t sure Nanon heard him. The only indication he got was a hitched breath from his friend. “J-just to see if what we, I, feel is real. You can say no.”  

Nanon got impossibly closer, the full length of his body pressed against Ohm’s arm and side. The back of Ohm’s hand pressed against Nanon’s groin, no reaction from his friend yet, then. Nanon turned Ohm’s face towards him, and they met in the middle. Mouths opening right away to press tongues together. Ohm whimpered and he felt a twitch against the back of his hand. At least he wasn’t the only one getting affected. As they pulled away after a few minutes of making out their lips smacked. Ohm and Nanon looked around to see if anyone heard and Ohm covered their heads with the blanket. “Fuck, Non. This is different than when we were doing the scenes.”  

Nanon’s chest was heaving as he nodded, “Do you want to stop?” One of his fingernails lightly scraped over Ohm’s nipple, making the taller boy hiss.  

Ohm turned over to his side and pressed his erection against his friend’s own erection. “Mei, do you want to stop?” When Nanon shook his head, Ohm lifted Nanon’s leg and pulled it over his so their legs slotted together, and their cloth covered cocks pressed more firmly. Nanon grunted and they continued to kiss, hands reaching up to tug on each other’s hair. Their boxers were starting to get wet from them rubbing up and down against one another. Their cocks hard and throbbing, it was almost too much. Ohm couldn’t control the whimper as they kissed, he felt himself getting close, it was too much. “Non, fuck, I’m close.” He was gasping lightly, trying to be quiet.  

When Nanon covered his mouth to silence him, it was the hottest thing Nanon ever did. It sent his orgasm tumbling over the edge and he couldn’t help but gently bite on Nanon’s hand as he came in his boxers. Nanon pulled his hand away, “Sorry, couldn’t take the chance.” He ran his fingers through the taller boy’s hair and kissed Ohm.  

“You are going to be the death of me.” Ohm whispered while giggling. “Here, let me help.” He wasn’t just going to leave Nanon behind. He put his hand down his best friend’s boxers and gripped the base of Nanon’s hard cock. Ohm couldn’t help but grin when Nanon groaned, bucking his hips into Ohm’s fist. “Yeah, just like that.” He started stroking the cock in his hand and continued to kiss Nanon. Their panting breaths mingling as they made out. Ohm used his thumb to tease Nanon’s cock head, which caused his friend to cry out softly into their kiss as he came instantly. Ohm carefully worked his friend through his orgasm, before pulling his hand out of his boxers.  

Their pressed their foreheads together and sighed. Ohm pulled the blanket off their heads and the cool air was like a soothing balm on their heated skin. Ohm opened his mouth to speak but Nanon said it first, “No regrets, I swear.”  

“Same here. We should clean up though...”  

“Yeah, I feel gross. Did you pack wet wipes like you usually do?”  

Ohm raised a brow and Nanon smirked, knowing it was a stupid question. Ohm got the wipes from the side table and handed a few to Nanon before he cleaned himself up.  

Once the trash was thrown away, they laid in bed facing each other.  

“So I guess this is new for both of us. I’ve never felt this way about a friend before.”  

Nanon nodded, “I’ve never felt this way about a close friend that’s for sure. But I like how it feels.” He couldn’t help but smile as he reached up and playfully chucked Ohm’s chin with his finger.  

Ohm grinned but it dimmed a little, “Our careers will be damaged if anyone finds out.”  

“No one will find out until we are ready. If that’s what you want.” Nanon was always the level headed one.  

“Deal.” Ohm reached up and ran his fingers through Nanon’s hair. “We have plenty of time. I’m not going anywhere.” It was a reassurance that they both needed, so they knew that this wasn’t just a one-time thing between them.  

They fell asleep easily, pressed together tight until morning when the other guys jumped on them to wake them up for the next broadcast.