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-Porchay’s POV-
I stood in front of the building questioning myself as I hoped a sign would appear, & tell me what to do. It’s been 3 days since I got the video, & I hate that I wish I had gotten more. I don’t know how to feel, but I know I want answers.
I walked past the place where he broke me, & I went in the building. I need a few more minutes so I took the stairs to the 13th floor, & I thought of what I wanted to say, & knew that this would be the end.
It had to be the end.
I don’t know the person who I loved, & he didn’t care about me. He just felt guilty, but this was a done situation. I just need to say it.
I stood in front of his door for a minute before knocking. I could hear him inside. My heart was rushing, & I was nervous. I opened my mouth as he opened the door.
“It’s do…” I started, but I couldn’t finish my sentence.
I saw the person who I knew, but didn’t all at the same time. How could I love, & hate someone so much? He was Wik, but also Kim. I knew pieces of him, & I couldn’t stop myself from wanting to know more.
It’s like all my thoughts flew away, but I couldn’t just forget everything that’s happened.
“ We need to talk.” I said walking in his apartment.
Someday maybe we’ll be us again.
Today we’ll see if we ever can.
A decision has to be made.
Yet somehow I already have my answer.