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Today 12:45 A.M.
“Alexander, I wanted to hear your voice. Even if it hurts to hear your voice like this, knowing that you will never come back, I know that I can never let myself forget it. I never want to forget any part of you.
“I still wake up every morning thinking that I will see your angelic face looking over at me with all that love in your eyes. All that love I never thought I deserved. Then I remember that you're gone, and my heart shatters over and over again.
“Why did the world have to take you away from me? Hasn’t it already taken enough from our family?
“Rafe has already lost one set of parents, and now he has to go through that pain all over again after losing you. It's not fair! You have to come back Alexander. Our family needs you, I need you. I don't know how to go through life without you by my side.
“ Alexander, you are the reason I learned how to live again all those years ago. Without you, I don't think I can do it anymore. I know you would tell me to stay for the kids. But my love, I'm not like you. I can't hold this family together and hold myself together too. I don't think I will ever be strong enough for that, so please, come home my Alexander.
“I love you."
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