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Lies Between Us

Summary:

Wen Junhui is a famous K-pop idol that belongs to the group called SEVENTEEN. The 13 men have always been together and known each other very well, from the pettiest secret to the things they can't tell to the public like Wonwoo's and Jun's romantic feelings for each other, yes, they know each other perfectly, or so they thought. Junhui's real identity is being kept in the dark and they have no idea about it, will they found out and accept him or their almost perfect relationship will be ruined by the lies between them.

Chapter 1: The Prologue

Summary:

And so, they met again.

Notes:

Don't be confused :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“One of the biggest K-pop boy group, SEVENTEEN, announced their 4th world tour that will start in May of 2027, marking their 12th anniversary as a group”

“12 members of SEVENTEEN will finally reunite to have their 4th world tour, stops and dates are soon to be announced”

“Together with the world tour, GOING SEVENTEEN will finally air again with its complete 12 members”

News about the group SEVENTEEN can be heard all over the place as Junhui crosses the street, he feels proud and sad at the same time but he chose this for himself, so there is no point in regretting his decisions.

“Will I ever see them again?” Junhui said under his breath.

He knows the answer to that, no matter how much he misses them, he can’t let them see him, not when he caused too much pain to his ex-members, he didn’t even say goodbye before he left, so it will not be a shock if they are angry with him.

'No, they are angry with me' Junhui thought.

He brushed off all the thoughts about his members and plastered his natural sweet smile in his face as he nears to the place where he asked Ryo - his friend, to wait for him.

As he crosses one last street, he saw Ryo talking with a bunch of guys. 'Is it his members?' he thought, thinking it’s the members of Mixer - Ryo’s group.

As he nears them, he can’t feel anything but nervousness and he doesn’t know why.

He can’t see their faces because they are wearing face masks.

He’s sure that the guys who Ryo is talking with are not members of Mixer since the group is a co-ed one, and this bunch is just pure men.

Before he can see them clearly, one little voice calls him.

“Papa!” he looks behind him and saw Woojun running towards him.

“Don’t run, kiddo.” Ark said - another friend of his.

The two figures went near him and he hugged Woojun and carried him.

“Did you miss papa?” he asked the child.

“We’re together earlier. Why would I miss you, papa?” the kid cheekily asked. Before he can say anything to the child, a familiar voice from behind called him “Junhui?”

It took a minute before he can recognize the owner of the voice. 'It can't be.' Junhui thought.

Wait. What? How did--

As he face back to them, he was attacked by paranoia as he saw the familiar faces of the 12 guys he left years ago.

'Why are they here?' He asked himself.

He just stared at them as he feels everyone staring at him too, he can feel Ryo and Ark gazed him with concern.

The silence and awkwardness were broken when Woojun spoke, “Papa, they are idols, they’re SEVENTEEN” the voice of the child was full of excitement and joy. Of course, he knows them, they are always on the television even here in China.

“Papa? Is he your--” before his Jeonghan-Hyung can finish speaking, he continued what he was about to say, “child, he is my child,” he said in a wavering voice. 'He needs to get out of here fast.' he thought.

He looks at Ryo and signals him to help him get out of the situation.

Thankfully, Ryo got his signal.

“So, we’re kind of in a rush, see you when we see you -- bye!” Ryo spoke fast and dragged Junhui whose carrying Woojun, Ark quickly followed them.

The 12 men who were left in the street were dumbfounded, they were shocked that they would see Junhui this time and now with a child, they tried to contact him before but it’s like he is hiding from them.

“Wow,” Vernon said. All of them is speechless but one thing they can all think about right now is Wonwoo, all of the 11 men were stealing glances at the stoic faced guy, “Don’t look at me like that, it’s been years, now, let’s keep moving, the managers might be waiting for us,” Wonwoo said and starts walking.

The remaining guys followed him, skeptical whether to speak or not.

Notes:

This prologue is mainly a foresight on what will happen as this story goes by, the succeeding chapters will tell how they ended up like this.

-Hope you enjoy the story :)-

Chapter 2: Distant

Summary:

Junhui becomes distant, what secret does he hide from his members?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Three years before the chaotic reunion on the streets of China, the world of SEVENTEEN revolved around their practice rooms, recording studios, and the familiar hum of their dorm. The air was thick with anticipation, a nervous energy that vibrated through every interaction. Whispers of a new album and a potential world tour were starting to coalesce into concrete plans, sending ripples of excitement and pressure through the thirteen men who had, for over a decade, called themselves a family.

Wonwoo leaned back against the worn, leather couch in the living room, his gaze fixed on the television screen where a variety show played, its boisterous laughter a stark contrast to the quiet intensity in the room. He wasn’t really watching. His mind was replaying the last few hours, specifically a moment in the dance studio. Junhui, usually a picture of fluid grace, had stumbled. Not a big stumble, just a slight misstep, barely noticeable to anyone else. But Wonwoo had seen it, and the fleeting flicker of something unreadable in Junhui’s eyes afterward. He'd tried to catch Junhui’s eye, to ask if he was okay, but Junhui had quickly recovered, his smile back in place, and the moment was gone. It left Wonwoo with a faint, unsettling feeling, like a discordant note in a familiar melody.

“You’re thinking too much, hyung,” Mingyu’s voice, surprisingly soft, broke through Wonwoo’s thoughts. Mingyu was perched on the armrest of the couch, scrolling through his phone, but his eyes were on Wonwoo. “It’s just a new choreography. We’ll get it down.”

Wonwoo just hummed in response, not bothering to correct Mingyu’s assumption. It wasn’t the choreography that was bothering him. It was Junhui. They had been inseparable for years, their bond something unspoken yet deeply understood. They communicated in glances, in shared silences, in the way their hands sometimes brushed accidentally. Their connection was a fragile, beautiful thing, a secret world built for two within the larger, bustling universe of SEVENTEEN. And lately, Wonwoo felt a subtle shift in that world, like the ground beneath his feet was subtly, almost imperceptibly, moving.

“Hey, Junnie, you good?” Hoshi, ever the perceptive leader of their performance unit, called out from the kitchen where he was rummaging through the snack cabinet. Junhui, who had been quietly sketching in a notebook, looked up, his bright smile instant and disarming.

“Just thinking about new ideas for our next stage,” Junhui replied, his voice light, almost too light. “Maybe something with more theatrical elements?”

Hoshi grunted in approval. “Sounds good! Bring ‘em to practice tomorrow. We’ll see what works.”

Junhui nodded, but his eyes, for a split second, flickered to Wonwoo before quickly darting away. Wonwoo felt a familiar pang in his chest. Was it just him, or was Junhui avoiding his gaze more often these days? It was a subtle thing, easily dismissed, but it was there, a growing whisper of doubt in Wonwoo’s otherwise steady heart.

Later that night, as the dorm slowly quieted down, Wonwoo found himself unable to sleep. The feeling of unease persisted. He slipped out of his bed and padded silently to the living room, drawn by a soft glow emanating from the kitchen. He found Junhui there, sitting at the counter, a half-empty glass of water beside him, staring blankly out the window into the dark Seoul night.

“Can’t sleep?” Wonwoo’s voice was a low murmur, careful not to startle him.

Junhui jumped, a small gasp escaping his lips. He turned quickly, his hand instinctively going to his chest. “Wonwoo-ya! You scared me.” A small, nervous laugh followed.

“Sorry,” Wonwoo said, moving closer and taking the seat opposite him. “You seemed lost in thought.”

“Just… thinking,” Junhui said, avoiding Wonwoo’s eyes as he picked at a loose thread on the sleeve of his pajama shirt.

The silence stretched between them, comfortable yet tinged with something new, something almost strained. Wonwoo wished he could read Junhui’s mind, wished he could just ask what was bothering him. But their unspoken rule was always to respect each other’s space, to wait until the other was ready to share.

“Something on your mind?” Wonwoo finally ventured, his voice barely above a whisper.

Junhui hesitated, and for a moment, Wonwoo thought he was going to open up. He saw the slight trembling in Junhui’s hand, the way his jaw subtly clenched. Then, with a deep breath, Junhui looked up, his smile back, even if it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Just the usual idol worries, you know? Comeback pressure, tour preparations. It’s a lot to juggle.”

Wonwoo nodded, a part of him disappointed but understanding. He knew that feeling well. “Yeah, it is. But we’ve done it countless times. We’ll be fine.” He wanted to reach out, to reassure him, to offer a comforting touch, but he held back.

“Of course,” Junhui agreed, his voice a little too cheerful. “We’re SEVENTEEN. We always are.” He pushed himself off the stool. “I think I can sleep now. Good night, Wonwoo-ya.”

“Good night, Junhui,” Wonwoo replied, watching as Junhui disappeared down the hallway. He remained in the kitchen for a long time, the familiar ache in his chest a little sharper than before. He knew Junhui well enough to recognize a deflection when he heard one. Something was definitely bothering him, and it wasn’t just comeback pressure.

---

The next few weeks were a blur of intense practice sessions. The new album was taking shape, the songs imbued with the unique energy of their diverse group. The dorm was rarely quiet, filled with the sounds of overlapping conversations, the thump of dance moves, and the occasional burst of laughter. Yet, amidst the familiar chaos, Wonwoo noticed a subtle withdrawal in Junhui. He was present, he participated, he smiled and laughed, but there was a guardedness about him, a slight distance he hadn’t possessed before.

He spent more time in his room, often declining offers to hang out in the living room with the others. When they did manage to drag him out, he would listen more than he spoke, his eyes often drifting to a point beyond the conversation, as if his mind was elsewhere. Wonwoo tried to bridge the gap, to initiate their usual late-night conversations, but Junhui would either feign sleep or gently steer the conversation away from anything personal.

One evening, after a particularly grueling dance practice, the members were sprawled across the floor, catching their breath. Vernon, ever the observant one, looked at Junhui, who was already packing his bag, seemingly in a hurry to leave.

“Jun-hyung, you alright? You look a bit tired,” Vernon said, his voice laced with genuine concern.

Junhui paused, zipping up his bag. “Just a little. Long day, you know.” He offered a small smile. “I think I’ll head back to the dorm and just crash.”

S.Coups, their leader, pushed himself up onto his elbows. “You sure? We were thinking of ordering some late-night chicken. You can join us, or we can send some up for you.”

“No, no, it’s okay. I really just want to sleep,” Junhui insisted, already moving towards the door. “You guys have fun. I’ll see you all tomorrow.” And with a quick wave, he was gone, leaving a trail of quiet surprise in his wake.

“He’s been acting a little strange lately, hasn’t he?” Jeonghan mused, rubbing his temples. “More… distant.”

“Yeah, I noticed it too,” Dino chimed in. “He’s usually the last one to leave practice, always wanting to perfect things.”

Wonwoo listened, his heart sinking a little further with each comment. It wasn’t just him then. The others were noticing it too. The unspoken concern for Junhui hung heavy in the air, a collective sigh.

“Maybe he’s just stressed about the tour?” Mingyu suggested, trying to lighten the mood. “It’s a big one, after all.”

“Could be,” Woozi said, always pragmatic. “He’s probably feeling the pressure just like the rest of us.”

But Wonwoo knew it was more than just stress. There was something else, something deeper, that was weighing on Junhui. He just couldn’t put his finger on it.

---

As the days turned into weeks, the tension surrounding Junhui’s unexplained withdrawal subtly grew. They tried to be understanding, giving him space, but the worried glances and hushed conversations became more frequent. Junhui, in turn, seemed to become even more guarded, a silent wall rising between him and the rest of the members.

One afternoon, during a break in a recording session, Wonwoo saw Junhui on the phone, tucked away in a quiet corner of the studio. His voice was low, almost a whisper, and his back was turned to the room. Wonwoo didn’t mean to eavesdrop, but a few words, spoken with an unfamiliar urgency, caught his attention.

“—need to sort this out soon… can’t keep it hidden much longer… It’s getting too risky.”

Wonwoo’s heart pounded. Risky? Hidden? What was Junhui talking about? He felt a sudden, cold dread. He couldn’t hear the other side of the conversation, but Junhui’s tone was filled with a mixture of fear and determination. He sounded like a different person.

Before Wonwoo could process the words, Junhui ended the call abruptly, shoving his phone into his pocket. He turned, and his eyes met Wonwoo’s. For a fleeting second, the guardedness in Junhui’s gaze vanished, replaced by a raw, unadulterated panic. Then, just as quickly, it was gone, replaced by his usual, slightly forced smile.

“Everything okay?” Wonwoo asked, his voice deliberately casual, trying to hide the tremor in his hands.

“Yeah, just… arranging something for my family back home,” Junhui said, his eyes still a little too wide, a little too bright. “You know how it is. Sometimes it’s easier to do it from here.”

Wonwoo nodded, but the explanation felt hollow. It didn’t match the urgency he had heard, the panic he had seen. He wanted to push, to ask more questions, but Junhui was already moving, heading towards the recording booth, effectively ending the conversation.

That night, Wonwoo couldn’t shake the feeling that something was terribly wrong. He lay awake, the image of Junhui’s panicked face burned into his mind. He replayed the whispered words, the sudden end to the call. What was Junhui hiding? And from whom?

He knew that for years, Junhui had kept a part of himself private, a quiet, almost melancholic side that occasionally surfaced. But this felt different. This felt like a secret, a heavy burden that was slowly, silently, crushing the vibrant, playful Junhui they all knew and loved.

The next morning, Wonwoo decided he couldn’t wait any longer. He needed to talk to Junhui, really talk to him, without the distractions of the other members or their busy schedules. He found Junhui in the kitchen, making himself a cup of tea. The dorm was still mostly asleep, a rare moment of quiet.

“Junhui,” Wonwoo began, his voice soft but firm, “can we talk?”

Junhui stiffened, his back to Wonwoo. “About what?”

“About everything,” Wonwoo said, moving closer until he was standing just behind him. “You’ve been different lately. Something’s bothering you, and I can tell. We all can.”

Junhui sighed, a long, weary sound. He turned around, his eyes still avoiding Wonwoo’s. “There’s nothing to talk about, Wonwoo-ya. I’m fine.”

“No, you’re not,” Wonwoo insisted, his voice gaining a desperate edge. “And you heard me on the phone yesterday. ‘Can’t keep it hidden much longer,’ ‘getting too risky.’ What were you talking about?”

Junhui’s face paled. He opened his mouth, then closed it, his gaze darting around the kitchen as if searching for an escape route. His usual composure had completely deserted him, replaced by a raw vulnerability that twisted Wonwoo’s gut.

“Wonwoo, please,” Junhui whispered, his voice barely audible. “Don’t ask me about this. You don’t understand.”

“Then help me understand!” Wonwoo pleaded, reaching out and gently taking Junhui’s arm. “Whatever it is, we can face it together. We’re a team, Junhui. We’re family.”

Junhui looked at Wonwoo then, truly looked at him, and in his eyes, Wonwoo saw a maelstrom of emotions – fear, sadness, regret, and a profound, agonizing loneliness. A single tear tracked down Junhui’s cheek, quickly followed by another.

“I… I can’t,” Junhui choked out, pulling his arm away from Wonwoo’s grasp. He took a shaky breath, then another, trying to regain control. “I just… I can’t.”

Before Wonwoo could respond, before he could press further, the sound of footsteps approaching from the hallway broke the intimate moment. Seungkwan’s cheerful voice chirped, “Morning, hyungs! Smells like tea. Can I get some?”

Junhui flinched, quickly wiping his tears away with the back of his hand. He plastered a shaky smile on his face, a mask of normalcy already falling into place. “Morning, Seungkwan-ah. Yeah, there’s plenty.”

Wonwoo watched, helpless, as Junhui retreated behind his emotional walls, the brief glimpse of his true turmoil vanishing as quickly as it had appeared. He knew then that whatever Junhui was hiding, it was something far deeper, far more significant than any of them could have imagined. And the weight of that secret, Wonwoo realized with a sickening lurch, was slowly, steadily, pushing Junhui away from them all. The perfect relationship they thought they shared, the deep understanding that bound them, was now shadowed by a growing, unspoken fear. They were on the precipice of something big, something that could either shatter their carefully constructed world or, somehow, forge an even stronger bond. But at that moment, as Junhui handed Seungkwan a teacup with a forced smile, Wonwoo could only feel the icy grip of uncertainty.

Notes:

Hi, everybody!!! Years after and I'll finally finish this one!!! And I am graduating!!! Anw, What do you think is the biggest secret Junhui is keeping from the other members, and why do you think he feels he can't share it with them? Hmmm. Share your thoughts!!

Chapter 3: Double Life

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The air in the dorm had thickened, not with the usual buzz of creative energy, but with a palpable tension that centered around Junhui. After his hushed conversation with Wonwoo in the kitchen, a fragile barrier seemed to have formed around him, an invisible shield that deflected any attempts at connection. The other members, though trying to be understanding, couldn't help but feel the strain. The usual easy banter often died in their throats when Junhui entered the room, replaced by an awkward silence.

Wonwoo, however, couldn't shake the image of Junhui’s tear-streaked face, the raw panic in his eyes. He felt a deep ache in his chest, a desperate need to break through the wall Junhui had erected. He tried to approach him subtly, offering to share headphones during practice, suggesting a late-night movie, or just sitting quietly beside him. But Junhui would always find a way to gracefully sidestep the interaction, his smiles a little too bright, his excuses a little too quick. It was like chasing smoke; every time Wonwoo thought he was close, Junhui would dissipate, leaving behind only a lingering sense of frustration and worry.

One particularly sweltering afternoon, the dance studio felt like a pressure cooker. They were drilling a new, intricate choreography, and the humidity made every movement feel heavy. Junhui, usually tireless, was noticeably struggling. His movements, though still precise, lacked their usual fluidity, and a sheen of sweat coated his brow, not from exertion, but from something else.

“Jun-hyung, break time!” Hoshi called out, sensing the collective exhaustion. “Everyone grab some water.”

As the members dispersed, heading for the water cooler, Wonwoo watched Junhui, who had slumped against the mirrored wall, his head bowed. He looked utterly drained, not just physically, but emotionally. Wonwoo grabbed two bottles of cold water and walked over to him, his steps quiet.

He offered one bottle to Junhui, who slowly lifted his head. His eyes were shadowed, a profound weariness etched onto his features. “Thanks, Wonwoo-ya,” he murmured, his voice hoarse.

Wonwoo sat beside him, leaning his head back against the cool mirror. “You okay?” he asked, keeping his voice soft, non-judgmental.

Junhui took a long drink from the bottle, the cool liquid seemingly helping him to gather himself. “Just… tired,” he repeated, the familiar deflection.

“More than tired,” Wonwoo gently countered. “You’ve been like this for weeks. We’re all worried.”

Junhui closed his eyes, a small sigh escaping his lips. “I know,” he whispered. “I’m sorry. I don’t mean to be difficult.”

“You’re not difficult,” Wonwoo immediately corrected him, his heart clenching. “You’re hurting. And we want to help.”

Another silence stretched between them, but this time, it felt less strained, more contemplative. Wonwoo didn’t push, just sat there, allowing Junhui to process. He knew that sometimes, presence was more powerful than words.

After a few minutes, Junhui finally spoke, his voice barely a whisper. “It’s… something I can’t talk about. Not yet.”

“Is it something you can’t tell anyone?” Wonwoo asked, his gaze fixed on the reflection of their dusty sneakers in the mirror. “Or just us?”

Junhui hesitated. “It’s… complicated. And it’s not just about me.” He paused, then added, “It’s about my family.”

Wonwoo’s brow furrowed. He knew Junhui was close to his family, and he rarely spoke about them beyond casual updates. “Is everything alright with them?”

Junhui nodded slowly. “Physically, yes. But… there’s something happening. Something that has been going on for a long time, but it’s becoming… more immediate now.” His voice trembled slightly.

Wonwoo resisted the urge to press for details, sensing that Junhui was teetering on the edge of revealing too much, or shutting down completely. Instead, he simply said, “Whatever it is, Junhui, you don’t have to carry it alone. We’re here.”

Junhui turned his head, finally meeting Wonwoo’s gaze. His eyes were still filled with a deep sadness, but there was also a flicker of something else—gratitude, perhaps, or a desperate hope. “Thank you, Wonwoo-ya,” he said, his voice thick with emotion.

It wasn’t much, but it was a crack in the wall, a small opening in the guarded fortress Junhui had built. Wonwoo felt a fragile sense of relief. It was a start.

---

The brief, quiet moment in the dance studio seemed to open a tiny channel between them. Junhui didn’t suddenly become his old self, but the extreme guardedness lessened, if only slightly. He would occasionally allow himself to linger for a moment longer when Wonwoo spoke to him, or his eyes would meet Wonwoo’s across a crowded room with a fleeting, knowing glance. It was a delicate dance, a slow re-establishment of their unique connection.

One evening, after a long day of filming for their variety show, GOING SEVENTEEN, the members were exhausted but in high spirits. The playful chaos of filming had, for a few hours, allowed them to forget the underlying tension. As they piled back into the dorm, groaning about their aching muscles, Wonwoo noticed Junhui quietly slip into the kitchen, a familiar habit when he wanted some solitude.

Wonwoo followed him, finding Junhui warming up some leftover tteokbokki. The spicy aroma filled the small space.

“Still hungry?” Wonwoo asked, leaning against the doorframe.

Junhui looked up, a small smile playing on his lips. “Always. Especially after a day of running around like crazy.”

Wonwoo chuckled, coming to sit at the counter. “Tell me about it. My legs feel like jelly.”

Junhui dished out a generous portion of tteokbokki into a bowl for himself, then, without a word, grabbed another bowl and started scooping some for Wonwoo. It was a small gesture, but it warmed Wonwoo’s heart. This was their normalcy, these unspoken acts of care.

“You’re really good at these filming days, you know,” Wonwoo said, watching Junhui. “You always make everyone laugh.”

Junhui’s smile softened. “It’s fun. It’s good to just… be ourselves, without thinking too much.” His gaze lingered on Wonwoo, a hint of vulnerability in his eyes.

They ate in comfortable silence for a few minutes, the only sounds the clinking of spoons against bowls and the occasional sigh of contentment. The tteokbokki was spicy and delicious, a comforting warmth spreading through Wonwoo’s tired body.

“Remember that time during GOING SEVENTEEN when Mingyu accidentally set off the fire alarm trying to cook ramen?” Junhui suddenly asked, a genuine laugh bubbling up from his chest. It was a sound Wonwoo hadn’t heard properly in weeks.

Wonwoo grinned. “How could I forget? S.Coups-hyung almost had a heart attack.”

They reminisced about other funny moments from their show, the shared memories creating a bridge between them. Junhui’s laughter became more frequent, more unrestrained, and the shadows in his eyes seemed to recede, replaced by a spark of his usual playful self.

“You know,” Junhui said, looking at Wonwoo, his voice softer now, “sometimes, these moments, just… being with you guys, doing what we do… it makes everything else feel a little lighter.”

Wonwoo’s heart ached with a mix of tenderness and longing. He reached out, slowly, and gently covered Junhui’s hand, which was resting on the counter. Junhui didn’t pull away. Instead, his fingers subtly intertwined with Wonwoo’s, a silent acknowledgment of their intertwined lives.

“You don’t have to carry everything alone, Junhui,” Wonwoo murmured, his thumb stroking the back of Junhui’s hand. “No matter what it is, we’re here to share the load. We’re family. And family doesn’t let each other go through things by themselves.”

Junhui’s eyes welled up, but this time, they weren’t tears of panic or fear, but something softer, more profound. He squeezed Wonwoo’s hand, a silent thank you. “I know,” he whispered, his voice thick. “I… I really do. It’s just… it’s bigger than you think.”

“Then let us help you make it smaller,” Wonwoo said, his gaze steady, unwavering. He knew he couldn’t force Junhui to open up, but he could offer a safe space, a constant presence. And in that moment, with their hands intertwined, a glimmer of their old comfort, their easy intimacy, returned. It was a fragile thing, still overshadowed by the unspoken secret, but it was there, a promise of light in the growing darkness.

---

Despite that sweet, comforting moment, the underlying tension didn’t completely dissipate. Junhui’s guardedness would return in waves, especially when he thought no one was watching. Wonwoo, however, noticed a subtle change: Junhui wasn’t avoiding him as intensely anymore. He still didn’t talk about the secret, but he accepted Wonwoo’s presence, his quiet support. It was a small victory, but Wonwoo clung to it.

The push for their world tour intensified. Meetings with management became more frequent, discussions about logistics, setlists, and concepts filling their days. The thirteen members were thrown into a whirlwind of preparations, the sheer volume of work acting as both a distraction and a magnifying glass for any underlying issues.

One evening, after a particularly long meeting about their tour itinerary, the members were gathered in the living room, some scrolling on their phones, others chatting quietly. Junhui was unusually quiet, his eyes fixed on the panoramic view of the city lights outside their dorm window.

“Jun-hyung, you okay?” Joshua asked, sensing his quietness. “That meeting was a lot, huh?”

Junhui sighed. “It’s just… a lot to take in. All those dates, all those countries…” He trailed off, his voice soft.

“You excited for the tour?” Mingyu chimed in, ever the optimist. “It’s going to be amazing, seeing Carats all over the world again.”

Junhui turned from the window, a small, almost wistful smile on his face. “Yeah,” he said, his gaze sweeping over his members. “It’s going to be… special.” There was an inflection in his voice, a faint tremor, that hinted at a deeper meaning.

Wonwoo, who had been quietly observing, felt a sudden chill. The way Junhui had said “special,” the way his eyes had lingered on each member, it felt like a silent farewell, a moment suspended in time before an inevitable shift. He felt a sudden, inexplicable urge to pull Junhui close, to hold onto him and never let go.

Later that week, while working on a new song in Woozi’s studio, Wonwoo found Junhui sitting alone in a darkened corner, a single beam of moonlight illuminating his thoughtful face. He wasn’t sketching, or looking at his phone. He was simply staring into space, a profound sadness emanating from him.

Wonwoo walked over and sat beside him. “Rough day?” he asked, his voice low.

Junhui didn’t respond for a moment, then he slowly turned his head to look at Wonwoo. His eyes were impossibly wide, filled with a distant, faraway look. “Wonwoo-ya,” he began, his voice barely a whisper, “do you ever feel like… like you’re living two lives?”

Wonwoo’s heart jolted. This was it. This was the closest Junhui had ever come to hinting at his secret. He kept his expression neutral, trying not to show the intense curiosity and fear swirling within him. “What do you mean?”

Junhui closed his eyes for a long moment, then opened them, a deep sigh escaping his lips. “Like there’s one life, the one everyone sees, the idol, Jun of SEVENTEEN. And then there’s another, completely different life, that no one knows about.” He paused, his gaze fixed on some unseen point in the darkness. “A life that… has a lot of responsibilities. A lot of expectations. And a lot of… history.”

Wonwoo waited, his breath held. He could feel the weight of Junhui’s words, the immense burden they carried. He wanted to tell him to continue, to share everything, but he knew he couldn’t push too hard.

“It’s… complicated,” Junhui continued, his voice barely above a whisper. “It’s something that has been in my family for generations. And it’s not something I can just… walk away from. Even if I wanted to.”

“Is it dangerous?” Wonwoo asked, the word escaping his lips before he could stop it.

Junhui chuckled, a humorless, bitter sound. “In a way, yes. For everyone involved, if it ever came out.” He looked at Wonwoo, his eyes filled with a desperate plea. “That’s why I can’t tell you. Or anyone. It would… it would change everything. For us, for SEVENTEEN, for… everything.”

Wonwoo felt a cold dread creep into his bones. “Change everything how?”

Junhui shook his head, a single tear escaping and tracing a path down his cheek. “I can’t. I really can’t say anything more. Just… know that it’s not because I don’t trust you. It’s because I’m trying to protect you. All of you.”

He stood up, his movements slow and deliberate, as if each step was a monumental effort. “I need some air,” he murmured, and then he was gone, leaving Wonwoo alone in the silent studio, the weight of his unspoken words hanging heavy in the air.

Wonwoo remained there for a long time, the pieces of Junhui’s confession swirling in his mind. Two lives. Responsibilities. Expectations. History. Dangerous if it came out. Protect them. It all painted a picture of something incredibly vast and significant, far beyond anything Wonwoo had ever imagined. It wasn’t a personal crisis, or a struggle with identity as an idol. This was something ancient, something that seemed to predate Junhui’s life as a K-pop star. And it was a secret so profound that Junhui truly believed revealing it would shatter their world. The bond between them, though momentarily strengthened by their shared quiet moments, now felt precariously balanced on the edge of an abyss, with Junhui holding onto a secret that threatened to pull him away forever. What could be so powerful, so dangerous, that it could ruin their entire group and potentially put them at risk?

Notes:

2 chapters for being MIA for years! Enjoy!!!

Chapter 4: Connection

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The conversation in Woozi's studio had left Wonwoo reeling. Junhui’s words, "two lives," "dangerous if it came out," and "protect you," echoed in his mind like a haunting melody. The fragile truce they had established, the small openings in Junhui's guardedness, now felt like a cruel tease, a glimpse of something he couldn't grasp. He wanted to respect Junhui's need for secrecy, but the fear gnawed at him. What kind of secret could be so monumental that it threatened to dismantle their entire world?

The next few days were a blur of nervous energy. The tension in the dorm, though unspoken, was palpable. Everyone sensed something was off with Junhui, even if they couldn’t pinpoint exactly what it was. Junhui, in turn, seemed to retreat further, his bright smiles becoming more brittle, his laughter less frequent. Wonwoo found himself watching Junhui constantly, searching for clues, for any sign that the wall might crack again.

One chilly evening, after another exhausting dance practice, a sudden, torrential downpour erupted, trapping the members at the company building. The usual chatter of going home was replaced by groans and resigned sighs.

“Looks like we’re stuck here for a while,” S.Coups announced, peering out the window at the sheets of rain. “Might as well make ourselves comfortable.”

Some members immediately gravitated towards the vending machine, others sprawled on the practice room floor, pulling out their phones. Wonwoo, however, found himself drawn to the small, rarely used lounge area, where Junhui was sitting by the window, his back to the room, gazing out at the rain-lashed city. He seemed utterly lost in thought, his profile silhouetted against the blurry cityscape.

Wonwoo grabbed two cups of hot chocolate from the small pantry and walked over, his steps quiet on the carpeted floor. He placed one cup on the small table beside Junhui and then settled onto the adjacent couch, not too close, but close enough to offer a silent presence.

Junhui slowly turned, his eyes wide and surprised to see Wonwoo. “Oh, Wonwoo-ya,” he murmured, a faint blush creeping up his neck. “I didn’t hear you.”

“Thought you might like some,” Wonwoo said, gesturing to the hot chocolate.

“Thanks,” Junhui said, taking a sip. The warmth seemed to thaw some of the stiffness from his shoulders. “It’s cold out there.”

They sat in silence for a few minutes, the drumming of the rain against the window providing a soothing rhythm. Wonwoo felt the familiar pull towards Junhui, the unspoken understanding that had always existed between them. He longed to break through the silence, to ask him everything that was weighing on his mind, but he held back, knowing that pushing too hard might only make Junhui retreat further.

“You know,” Junhui finally said, his voice soft, “when I was a kid, I used to love rainy days like this. I’d just sit by the window and watch the world go by.”

“Me too,” Wonwoo confessed, a small smile touching his lips. “There’s something peaceful about it, isn’t there? Like the world is washing itself clean.”

Junhui chuckled, a genuine, soft sound that made Wonwoo’s heart flutter. “Yeah, something like that.” He took another sip of his hot chocolate, then looked at Wonwoo, a different kind of light in his eyes. “Do you remember that time we got caught in a sudden downpour after practice, and we had to run all the way back to the dorm, completely soaked?”

Wonwoo laughed, the memory vivid. “How could I forget? We looked like drowned rats. Jeonghan-hyung almost had a fit because we tracked mud all over the floor.”

“And you kept complaining about your hair,” Junhui teased, a playful glint in his eyes that Wonwoo hadn’t seen in weeks.

“It was my hair!” Wonwoo defended, pretending to be indignant. “It takes a lot of effort to get it to look that perfectly disheveled.”

They continued to share old memories, small, insignificant moments that, strung together, formed the tapestry of their shared history. The laughter came more easily now, the tension slowly bleeding out of Junhui’s shoulders. It wasn’t about the secret, not directly, but it was about reconnecting, about reminding Junhui of the safety and comfort he had with them, with him.

As the rain began to subside, the sky slowly shifting from a bruised purple to a soft, ethereal gray, Junhui leaned his head back against the wall, a contented sigh escaping his lips. “Thanks for this, Wonwoo-ya,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “I needed it.”

Wonwoo looked at him, the dim light of the lounge casting soft shadows on Junhui’s face. He looked peaceful, vulnerable in a way he hadn't been in a long time. Wonwoo felt an overwhelming urge to reach out, to brush the stray strands of hair from Junhui’s forehead, to simply hold him close. He fought the urge, instead reaching out and gently taking Junhui’s hand, his fingers intertwining with his, just like they had in the kitchen that night.

“Anytime, Junhui,” Wonwoo murmured, his thumb stroking the back of Junhui’s hand. “Anytime.”

Junhui squeezed his hand in return, a silent acknowledgment of their bond. In that quiet moment, surrounded by the hushed aftermath of the storm, Wonwoo felt a profound sense of connection, a silent reassurance that even if Junhui couldn't share his burdens, he wasn't entirely pulling away. It was a sweet, tender moment, a glimpse of the easy intimacy that had always defined their relationship, a small comfort in the face of the unknown.

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The brief moment of connection in the lounge was a lifeline for Wonwoo. It didn’t erase the secret, but it softened the edges of Junhui’s guardedness. He was still quiet, still prone to periods of introspection, but he was more present, more receptive to interaction. He even initiated conversations sometimes, small talk about new games or funny fan stories.

Wonwoo, for his part, tried to create more opportunities for these quiet, shared moments. He'd find excuses to sit beside Junhui in the car, or linger in the practice room after everyone else had left, just to be in his presence. He learned to read Junhui’s moods, to know when to offer a silent cup of tea and when to simply exist in the same space, a comforting anchor in Junhui's turbulent internal world.

One evening, after a packed schedule of interviews and promotional events, the dorm was a chaotic mess of tired bodies and discarded clothes. Junhui, who often gravitated towards quiet corners, was surprisingly in the main living area, scrolling through his phone with a faint smile.

Wonwoo, seeing his chance, casually strolled over and plopped down on the couch beside him, close enough that their knees brushed. “Rough day, huh?”

Junhui hummed in agreement. “My brain feels like mush. Too many questions, not enough answers.”

“Tell me about it,” Wonwoo sympathized. “I almost mixed up our debut date with our first win date in one interview.”

Junhui chuckled, a genuine, relaxed sound. “You really did? I thought you were just being dramatic.”

“I was not!” Wonwoo protested, feigning indignation. “It’s a lot to keep straight!”

They fell into a comfortable rhythm, sharing small, mundane details about their day, the kind of easy conversation that flowed effortlessly between them. Wonwoo felt a warmth spread through him, a sense of rightness in simply existing alongside Junhui. He found himself subtly leaning closer, enjoying the faint scent of Junhui’s laundry detergent, the quiet hum of his presence.

“You know,” Junhui said suddenly, turning his head to look at Wonwoo, his eyes soft, “sometimes, I feel like you’re the only one who really sees me.”

Wonwoo’s heart skipped a beat. He held Junhui’s gaze, a silent question in his eyes. “What do you mean?”

Junhui sighed, a deep, weary sound. “Everyone else… they see the idol. The funny one, the quiet one, the one who can sometimes be a bit spacey. But you… you see beyond that, don’t you?”

Wonwoo’s thumb instinctively began to trace gentle circles on Junhui’s knee, a silent reassurance. “I see you, Junhui,” he said, his voice low and steady. “All of you. The parts you show to the world, and the parts you try to keep hidden.” He paused, then added, “And I like all of it.”

A faint blush dusted Junhui’s cheeks, and he looked away, a shy smile playing on his lips. “Cheesy, Wonwoo-ya,” he mumbled, but his hand subtly shifted, pressing lightly against Wonwoo’s.

“Maybe,” Wonwoo agreed, a small smile mirroring Junhui’s. “But it’s true.” He moved his hand, his fingers brushing against Junhui’s, a soft, hesitant touch that sent a jolt through him. This was the kind of intimacy they had always shared, the unspoken understanding that transcended words. But now, it felt laced with a new kind of sweetness, a deeper layer of affection that was slowly, tenderly, blooming between them.

Junhui didn’t pull away. Instead, he intertwined his fingers with Wonwoo’s, a silent acceptance of the unspoken feelings that were swirling between them. Their hands rested on the couch between them, a small island of connection in the otherwise bustling dorm.

“It’s… it’s a lot,” Junhui whispered, his voice barely audible, his gaze fixed on their joined hands. “Everything. But… when I’m with you, it feels a little less heavy.”

Wonwoo squeezed his hand gently. “That’s what family is for, Junhui. That’s what we’re for.” He didn’t push for more, didn’t try to make him reveal his secret. In that moment, simply being there, offering comfort and connection, felt like everything.

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The small, tender moments became more frequent after that. A lingering touch in the hallway, a shared smile across the practice room, a knowing glance that spoke volumes. The undercurrent of romance, always present between them, began to strengthen, becoming a soft, persistent hum beneath the surface of their idol lives.

Wonwoo found himself looking forward to these moments, clinging to them as proof that their bond, despite the secret, was still strong, still growing. He saw the way Junhui's eyes would soften when he looked at him, the way he would subtly gravitate towards Wonwoo in a room full of people. It wasn't overt, not yet, but it was there, a delicate dance of unspoken affection.

One particularly stressful day, a schedule change threw their entire plan into disarray. Arguments flared, tempers frayed, and the usually harmonious dorm felt charged with frustrated energy. Junhui, who typically tried to mediate or offer a calming presence, retreated to his room, the door closing with a soft click that spoke volumes.

Wonwoo felt a familiar ache in his chest. He knew Junhui hated conflict, and the pressure of their schedule combined with his hidden burden was clearly taking its toll. After the initial storm of frustration had passed, and the other members had dispersed to their own corners, Wonwoo quietly made his way to Junhui's room.

He knocked softly. “Junhui? It’s Wonwoo.”

There was a moment of silence, then a muffled "Come in."

Wonwoo entered to find Junhui curled up on his bed, a blanket pulled up to his chin, his back to the door. The room was dim, the curtains drawn.

Wonwoo sat on the edge of the bed, not too close, just offering a quiet presence. He didn’t speak, just waited.

After a few minutes, Junhui slowly uncurled, turning to face Wonwoo. His eyes were red-rimmed, and his cheeks were blotchy, as if he’d been crying.

“Rough day,” Junhui whispered, his voice thick.

“Yeah,” Wonwoo agreed, his heart clenching at the sight of Junhui’s vulnerability. He reached out and gently placed his hand on Junhui’s forehead, brushing back the soft strands of hair. “You okay?”

Junhui leaned into the touch, a small sigh escaping him. “Just… tired of everything. Tired of holding it all in.”

Wonwoo’s thumb gently caressed Junhui’s temple. “You don’t have to hold it in, Junhui. Not with me.”

Junhui’s eyes welled up again, and this time, he didn’t try to stop the tears. They tracked silently down his face as he looked at Wonwoo, a raw desperation in his gaze. “It’s just so much, Wonwoo-ya. It’s… it’s a world away from this. From us. And it’s closing in.”

Wonwoo felt a surge of protectiveness. He slowly, gently, pulled Junhui closer, wrapping his arms around him. Junhui didn’t resist, instead leaning into the embrace, his head resting on Wonwoo’s shoulder. Wonwoo felt Junhui’s quiet sobs against his neck, the tremor of his body, and he held him tighter, his own eyes burning with unshed tears.

“Whatever it is, Junhui,” Wonwoo murmured into his hair, his voice choked with emotion, “we’ll face it. Together. Please, just… don’t shut me out.”

Junhui just clung to him, his hands fisting in Wonwoo’s shirt. He didn’t speak, didn’t reveal his secret, but the physical closeness, the raw vulnerability, spoke volumes. It was a silent plea for understanding, a desperate need for comfort, and in that embrace, Wonwoo felt a profound promise. He knew, with a certainty that settled deep in his bones, that he would do anything to protect Junhui, to help him carry whatever unimaginable burden he was shouldering. The future remained uncertain, shadowed by the secret, but in Wonwoo’s arms, Junhui felt a brief, precious moment of peace, a whisper of hope in the storm. The love between them, though still mostly unspoken, was a quiet but powerful force, a fragile beacon in the looming darkness.

Chapter 5: The Rainbow

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The embrace in Junhui’s room had been a turning point, a silent pact forged in tears and unspoken fear. While the heavy secret still lingered between them, a tangible shift occurred in Junhui’s demeanor. He wasn't completely free of his burdens, but he seemed to lean more into the comfort of his members, especially Wonwoo. The quiet moments between Junhui and Wonwoo became even more frequent, filled with a gentle understanding that transcended words. It was a beautiful, albeit fragile, period of calm, a vibrant rainbow stretching across their sky before the inevitable storm.

The tour preparations ramped up, demanding every ounce of their energy and focus. Days blurred into weeks, filled with grueling dance rehearsals, endless vocal training, and fittings for elaborate stage outfits. Yet, amidst the whirlwind, Junhui found pockets of joy, moments where the weight on his shoulders seemed to momentarily lift. He laughed more freely, his playful teasing resurfacing during GOING SEVENTEEN filming, and his usual quiet intensity during practice was often replaced by a vibrant energy that reminded Wonwoo of the Junhui he first fell for.

One particularly sunny afternoon, a rare day off found many of the members scattered throughout the dorm, enjoying a brief reprieve. Wonwoo, drawn by the faint sound of music, found Junhui sitting by the large living room window, a guitar resting on his lap. He was softly strumming a melody, a gentle, melancholic tune that Wonwoo had never heard before.

Wonwoo walked over and quietly sat on the floor beside him, leaning against the window frame. He didn't speak, just listened, letting the notes wash over him. Junhui, sensing his presence, continued to play, his fingers moving gracefully over the strings. His eyes were closed, a serene expression on his face.

When the melody faded, Wonwoo broke the silence. “That was beautiful, Junhui. Did you compose it?”

Junhui opened his eyes, a soft smile gracing his lips. “Just playing around. It’s a melody that’s been stuck in my head.” He looked at Wonwoo, a hint of vulnerability in his gaze. “It’s about… longing. For something distant, something you can only dream of.”

Wonwoo’s heart ached. He knew, without a doubt, that Junhui wasn't just talking about a song. He reached out and gently rested his hand on Junhui’s knee. “It sounds like a deep longing.”

Junhui nodded, his gaze drifting back to the sun-drenched cityscape outside. “It is. But sometimes, even longing can be beautiful, right? It means there’s something worth wishing for.”

Wonwoo squeezed his knee. “Always. And sometimes, those wishes come true in unexpected ways.”

Junhui looked at him again, a soft, unspoken understanding passing between them. He then started to strum a different tune, a more upbeat, hopeful melody. It was a familiar one, a lullaby from their childhood, a melody Wonwoo often hummed when he couldn't sleep.

“You remember this one?” Junhui asked, his smile wider now.

“Of course,” Wonwoo replied, feeling a warmth spread through him. “My mom used to sing it to me.”

Junhui continued to play, his eyes twinkling. “Mine too. It always made me feel safe.”

They spent the next hour like that, Junhui playing soft melodies, some familiar, some new, and Wonwoo simply listening, his heart swelling with a quiet contentment. It was a simple moment, yet profoundly intimate, a shared pocket of peace that felt like a glimpse into a future where all the shadows had dispersed. This easy closeness, this profound understanding, was the most precious thing to Wonwoo, a silent promise that their connection ran deeper than any secret could truly sever.

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The tour officially kicked off with a bang. The first few cities were a whirlwind of electrifying performances, roaring crowds, and adrenaline-fueled highs. Seeing the passionate faces of their fans, hearing their cheers, invigorated the members, reminding them of why they poured their hearts and souls into their music. Even Junhui, despite the underlying current of his secret, seemed to genuinely bask in the adoration, his stage presence more vibrant than ever.

Wonwoo often found himself watching Junhui during performances. His movements were fluid, powerful, yet laced with an elegant grace that was uniquely his. When Junhui looked out at the crowd, a genuine, joyful smile would light up his face, a stark contrast to the burdened expression he sometimes wore in the dorm. It was on stage that Junhui seemed most free, most truly himself.

One evening, after a particularly exhilarating concert in a bustling Asian city, the members were back at their hotel, unwinding. The adrenaline was slowly fading, leaving them pleasantly exhausted. Wonwoo found Junhui sitting quietly in his room, not packing, but simply gazing out the window at the city lights.

Wonwoo walked in, closing the door softly behind him. “Still hyped?”

Junhui turned, a tired but happy smile on his face. “A little. It was amazing tonight, wasn’t it?”

“Always is,” Wonwoo agreed, sitting on the edge of the bed. “You were incredible tonight, Junhui.”

Junhui’s smile softened, a faint blush dusting his cheeks. “Thanks, Wonwoo-ya. You too.”

A comfortable silence settled between them, punctuated by the faint sounds of the city outside. Wonwoo’s gaze lingered on Junhui, the way his hair fell softly over his forehead, the gentle curve of his lips. He felt a profound sense of warmth, a deep affection that transcended friendship.

“You know,” Wonwoo began, his voice a low murmur, “I’m really glad we get to do this. All of us. Together.”

Junhui nodded, his gaze meeting Wonwoo’s. “Me too. It’s… everything.” His voice was soft, laced with a familiar wistfulness. “Sometimes, I wonder how different things would be if I hadn’t… if I hadn’t ended up here.”

Wonwoo’s heart gave a small pang. This was a familiar turn in Junhui’s thoughts, a subtle hint at the alternative life he seemed to live. He chose his words carefully. “But you did. And we’re all better for it. You’re meant to be here, Junhui. With us.”

Junhui’s eyes, usually guarded, now held a deep, almost desperate emotion. “Do you really think so?”

“I know so,” Wonwoo said, his voice firm, unwavering. He reached out and gently took Junhui’s hand, his thumb tracing the lines on his palm. “You belong here. With SEVENTEEN. With me.”

Junhui’s breath hitched. His eyes, dark and deep, were fixed on Wonwoo’s, a myriad of emotions swirling within them – longing, fear, and a fragile hope. He squeezed Wonwoo’s hand, his fingers intertwining, a silent answer to the unspoken declaration. The moment stretched, thick with unspoken feelings, a fragile bubble of intimacy in the quiet hotel room. It was a beautiful, tender connection, a quiet promise of something more, blossoming under the intense pressure of their idol lives.

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The tour continued its journey through Asia, a blur of new cities, different venues, and an endless sea of cheering Carats. The initial exhaustion gradually gave way to a practiced rhythm, the members moving with a synchronized grace that only years of working together could forge. Junhui, in particular, seemed to thrive on stage, his performance becoming more and more captivating with each show. He carried himself with a renewed confidence, a vibrant energy that was infectious.

However, beneath the dazzling lights and fervent cheers, the subtle signs of Junhui’s double life persisted. Wonwoo would sometimes catch Junhui on hushed phone calls, speaking in a low, rapid Chinese that Wonwoo couldn’t understand, his face etched with a familiar tension. He’d see Junhui staring into the distance, lost in thought, a faraway look in his eyes that suggested his mind was miles away, grappling with something heavy and complex.

One afternoon, during a rare few hours of downtime before a concert, Wonwoo found Junhui in the hotel gym, vigorously working out. He was pushing himself harder than usual, a determined glint in his eyes that seemed to be a way of burning off excess energy, or perhaps, excess worry.

Wonwoo joined him on the adjacent treadmill, setting a comfortable pace. “Trying to outrun something, Junhui?” he teased gently, trying to lighten the mood.

Junhui chuckled, a slightly strained sound. “Something like that. Just… need to clear my head.”

They ran in comfortable silence for a while, the rhythmic thump of their feet a steady backdrop. Wonwoo noticed the slight furrow in Junhui’s brow, the tension in his jaw, even as he maintained a steady pace. He knew that even amidst the joy of the tour, the secret was never truly far from Junhui’s mind.

“You know,” Junhui said, his voice a little breathless, “I sometimes feel like I’m constantly walking a tightrope. One wrong step, and…” He trailed off, leaving the unspoken consequence hanging in the air.

Wonwoo slowed his pace, then stepped off the treadmill. He waited for Junhui to do the same. “And what, Junhui?” he pressed gently, his voice soft but firm. “What happens if you fall?”

Junhui faced him, his eyes filled with a raw intensity. “Everything breaks. Not just for me. For everyone.” He paused, then looked away, his gaze fixed on the reflection of their tired faces in the gym mirror. “It’s… it’s a family thing, Wonwoo-ya. A legacy. And it’s not something I can just abandon.”

Wonwoo felt a cold knot tighten in his stomach. Legacy. Family. This wasn’t just a personal struggle; it was something deeply ingrained, something that had roots far beyond Junhui himself. He wanted to scream, to demand answers, to shake Junhui until he finally spilled everything. But he knew that wouldn't help. Instead, he reached out and gently placed his hands on Junhui’s shoulders, his touch firm and grounding.

“Whatever legacy it is, Junhui,” Wonwoo said, his voice earnest, “it doesn’t have to consume you. And it doesn’t have to break us. We’re strong, Junhui. We’re strong together.”

Junhui looked at him, his eyes swimming with unshed tears. He leaned into Wonwoo’s touch, his shoulders trembling slightly. “I hope so,” he whispered, his voice barely audible. “I really, really hope so.”

In that moment, amidst the quiet hum of the gym equipment, Wonwoo knew that the “rainbow before the storm” was slowly, inexorably, fading. The brief period of light and connection was giving way to the growing shadow of Junhui’s secret. He could feel the pressure building, the tension mounting, a premonition of something significant looming on the horizon. He wished he could shield Junhui, protect him from whatever impending storm lay ahead. But all he could do, for now, was be there, a steady presence, a silent promise to face whatever came, together. The delicate thread of their unspoken love, now stronger and more defined than ever, was the only thing Wonwoo knew they could truly rely on as they braced for the inevitable.

Chapter 6: The Sweetest Agony

Summary:

As the relentless rhythm of a world tour masks a fracturing reality, an ancient family legacy finally demands its due, forcing Junhui to choose between his chosen life and an inescapable obligation.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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The world tour was a dazzling, relentless machine, propelling SEVENTEEN through a kaleidoscope of cities and cultures. Each concert was a triumph, a vibrant explosion of sound and light, met by the thunderous roar of their devoted Carats. On stage, Junhui was pure charisma, his movements sharp, his smiles radiant, a true idol. Yet, beneath the dazzling veneer, Wonwoo could sense the increasing strain. The "rainbow before the storm" was beginning to flicker, its colors dimming as the clouds gathered on Junhui’s horizon.

Junhui’s quiet phone calls became more frequent, and the hushed tones were often replaced by a strained urgency that Wonwoo could hear even from across the room. He’d catch glimpses of Junhui’s face, pale and drawn, as he spoke in rapid Chinese, his brow furrowed in a way that spoke of immense pressure. Sometimes, he’d see Junhui pacing late at night, a restless shadow in the dim dorm hallways, his phone clutched in his hand, a silent conversation playing out in his mind. The subtle withdrawal that had marked the beginning of their tour was now more pronounced, punctuated by moments of intense, almost desperate, clinginess to Wonwoo. It was as if Junhui was trying to absorb as much comfort and connection as he could, knowing, perhaps, that it wouldn't last.

Wonwoo tried to be his anchor, his steady presence. He’d leave snacks on Junhui’s bedside table, knowing he often skipped meals. He’d offer a quiet hand squeeze during long meetings, or simply sit beside him in silence, letting Junhui know he wasn’t alone. But the helplessness gnawed at him. He was so close, yet so agonizingly far from truly understanding the burden Junhui carried. The words from the gym, "a family thing, a legacy," echoed in his mind, painting a picture of something ancient and inescapable.

One evening, after a particularly draining concert in Tokyo, the members were back at their hotel, exhausted but buzzing with residual energy. Most of them were gathered in the living area of their shared suite, ordering late-night food and replaying highlights from the show. Junhui, however, was nowhere to be seen. Wonwoo felt a familiar pang of worry and quietly slipped away to check on him.

He found Junhui in his shared room, not packing or resting, but sitting on the edge of his bed, staring at his phone with an intensity that made Wonwoo’s stomach clench. His shoulders were hunched, and his hands were trembling slightly. The screen glowed with what looked like a long, complex message in Chinese characters.

“Junhui?” Wonwoo’s voice was soft, barely a whisper.

Junhui flinched, his phone clattering onto the bed. He looked up, his eyes wide and panicked, like a cornered animal. The mask of calm he usually wore had completely shattered, revealing a raw, profound fear.

“Wonwoo-ya,” he breathed, his voice shaky. “I… I didn’t hear you.”

Wonwoo walked closer, his heart aching at the sight of Junhui’s distress. He sat beside him on the bed, gently picking up the phone. The message was long, filled with official-looking terms, and even though Wonwoo couldn’t read it, the sheer volume of text and the urgency in Junhui’s face told him it was serious.

“What is it, Junhui?” Wonwoo asked, his voice firm but gentle. “Please, tell me. You’re scaring me.”

Junhui shook his head, tears welling up in his eyes. “I can’t. I really can’t. It’s… it’s getting worse. They’re… they’re pushing harder.”

“Who’s pushing harder?” Wonwoo pressed, his hand instinctively reaching out to cover Junhui’s trembling one.

Junhui pulled his hand away, running both hands through his hair in a gesture of utter desperation. “It’s my family. It’s… it’s about my other life. The one I told you about.” He looked at Wonwoo, his eyes pleading. “It’s not a choice anymore, Wonwoo-ya. It’s… it’s an obligation. A duty.”

The word “duty” hung heavy in the air, cold and unyielding. Wonwoo felt a chill crawl down his spine. This wasn't just about a secret anymore; it was about an impending, unavoidable demand.

“What kind of duty?” Wonwoo asked, his voice barely above a whisper. “What are they asking you to do?”

Junhui closed his eyes, a single tear escaping and tracing a path down his temple. “Something I never wanted. Something that will take me away from here. From all of you.” His voice was choked with unshed tears, filled with a profound sorrow that tore at Wonwoo’s heart.

Wonwoo felt a surge of panic. “Take you away? What do you mean? Like, from SEVENTEEN? From Korea?”

Junhui nodded slowly, his eyes still closed. “Yes. Everything. It’s… it’s a long-standing family commitment. Something that has to be fulfilled. And the time is… now.”

Wonwoo’s mind raced. He wanted to argue, to demand explanations, to find a way, any way, to stop this. But the raw despair in Junhui’s voice, the utter resignation, told him this was not a simple matter of choice. This was an inescapable force, a destiny Junhui was being dragged towards.

“But… why now?” Wonwoo asked, his voice cracking. “Why suddenly?”

Junhui opened his eyes, and in their depths, Wonwoo saw a deep, agonizing pain. “Because… because of recent events within my family. It’s become urgent. And if I don’t… if I don’t fulfill my part, there will be… consequences. For everyone. For my family, and… for you all.” He looked at Wonwoo, his gaze filled with a desperate plea. “I have to protect you, Wonwoo-ya. All of you. This is the only way.”

Wonwoo felt a cold dread settle in his stomach. Protect them. This was the recurring theme, the justification for Junhui’s silence, for his impending departure. But how could leaving them protect them? It made no sense, yet Junhui’s conviction was absolute.

“There has to be another way,” Wonwoo whispered, his voice trembling. “We can fight this. Whatever it is, we can face it together.”

Junhui shook his head, a bitter smile touching his lips. “You don’t understand, Wonwoo-ya. This isn’t something you fight. This is… this is a legacy. A lineage. It’s bigger than me. Bigger than all of us.” He looked at Wonwoo, his eyes filled with an unbearable sadness. “And I’m so, so sorry.”

The weight of Junhui’s words pressed down on Wonwoo, suffocating him. He wanted to pull Junhui into his arms, to hold him tight and never let go, to somehow absorb the pain Junhui was feeling. He wanted to scream, to rage against this unseen force that was threatening to tear them apart. But all he could do was sit there, his heart breaking, watching the man he loved being slowly consumed by an invisible, inescapable obligation.

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The next few days were a blur of heightened tension. Junhui was a ghost, moving through their schedules with a practiced efficiency, but his eyes were vacant, his smiles forced. Wonwoo tried to maintain a sense of normalcy, but his own heart was heavy with dread. He tried to spend every possible moment with Junhui, clinging to the fleeting warmth of their connection, knowing, with a sickening certainty, that their time together was running out.

One night, after a late-night recording session, the dorm was unusually quiet. Most of the members had already fallen asleep, exhausted from their relentless schedule. Wonwoo found Junhui in the living room, sitting on the floor, staring blankly at the dark television screen. The city lights outside cast long shadows across his face, making him look even more fragile.

Wonwoo walked over and sat down beside him, their shoulders brushing. Junhui didn’t react, didn’t even seem to notice his presence, lost in his own world of sorrow.

“Can’t sleep?” Wonwoo asked, his voice soft.

Junhui finally stirred, a long, shaky sigh escaping his lips. “No. Too much… thinking.”

Wonwoo reached out and gently took Junhui’s hand, lacing their fingers together. Junhui squeezed his hand tightly, as if clinging to a lifeline.

“It’s going to be okay, Junhui,” Wonwoo murmured, even though his own heart was screaming the opposite. He pulled Junhui closer, until Junhui’s head rested on his shoulder, his body trembling slightly.

“I don’t know if it will, Wonwoo-ya,” Junhui whispered, his voice thick with tears. “I really don’t.”

Wonwoo held him tighter, his chin resting on Junhui’s head. He felt Junhui’s quiet sobs against his neck, the warmth of his tears soaking into his shirt. He wished he could absorb all of Junhui’s pain, take it upon himself so Junhui wouldn’t have to bear it alone.

“Whatever it is,” Wonwoo said, his voice raw with emotion, “we’ll get through it. You’re not alone. I’m here. We’re all here.”

Junhui shifted, gently turning in Wonwoo’s arms until they were facing each other. His eyes, swollen from crying, were filled with a desperate, heartbreaking tenderness. He reached out, his hand gently cupping Wonwoo’s cheek, his thumb stroking softly.

“Wonwoo-ya,” Junhui whispered, his voice barely audible, “thank you. For everything. For seeing me. For being here.”

Wonwoo leaned into the touch, his heart aching with a bittersweet intensity. He wanted to tell Junhui how much he loved him, how much he couldn’t imagine a life without him. But the words caught in his throat, overshadowed by the looming threat of separation.

Junhui’s gaze dropped to Wonwoo’s lips, then back to his eyes, a silent question passing between them. Wonwoo leaned in slowly, his eyes never leaving Junhui’s, and Junhui met him halfway, their lips meeting in a soft, tender kiss.

It was slow, hesitant at first, a gentle exploration, then deepening with a quiet urgency. It tasted of salt from Junhui’s tears, and a profound, aching sweetness. Wonwoo’s hand moved to cup the back of Junhui’s head, pulling him closer, deepening the kiss. Junhui’s hands tangled in Wonwoo’s shirt, clinging to him as if he were the only solid thing in his crumbling world.

The kiss was a desperate plea, a silent promise, a culmination of all the unspoken feelings that had simmered between them for so long. It was a moment of pure, unadulterated connection, a brief escape from the crushing weight of reality.

Their breaths came in ragged gasps as they broke apart, their foreheads resting against each other. Junhui’s eyes were still closed, tears silently tracking down his temples. Wonwoo’s heart pounded in his chest, a mix of soaring emotion and profound sadness.

“Wonwoo-ya,” Junhui whispered, his voice raw, “I… I need you.”

Wonwoo didn’t hesitate. He gently lifted Junhui into his arms, carrying him carefully to Junhui’s bed. He laid him down, then climbed in beside him, pulling the blanket over them both. The room was dark, illuminated only by the faint glow of the city outside, but in the close confines of the bed, they were in their own world.

Wonwoo leaned over Junhui, his gaze tender, his heart overflowing. He kissed Junhui’s forehead, then his eyelids, then the corner of his mouth. Junhui responded with soft sighs, his body relaxing into Wonwoo’s touch.

Slowly, gently, Wonwoo began to trace the curve of Junhui’s jawline, his fingers brushing against the soft skin of his neck. He moved lower, his touch light, reverent, over Junhui’s collarbone, then his chest. Junhui shivered slightly, a soft moan escaping his lips as Wonwoo’s lips followed the path of his fingers, leaving a trail of gentle kisses.

Junhui’s hands found Wonwoo’s hair, tangling in the soft strands, pulling him closer. He arched into Wonwoo’s touch, a silent invitation. The air in the room grew thick with unspoken desires, with a desperate need for connection, for solace in the face of an uncertain future.

They moved together, slowly, tenderly, each touch, each kiss, a profound expression of their love and their shared vulnerability. There was no rush, only a deep, aching sweetness, a desire to savor every moment, to etch this connection into their very souls. In the haze of their shared intimacy, the world outside, with its looming threats and unspoken secrets, faded away, leaving only the two of them, intertwined, seeking comfort and solace in each other’s arms.

In the quiet aftermath, as their breaths slowly evened out, Wonwoo held Junhui close, their bodies pressed together, skin against skin. Junhui’s head rested on Wonwoo’s chest, his breathing soft and even. Wonwoo gently stroked Junhui’s hair, his mind hazy with contentment, yet a faint, lingering worry still tugged at the edges of his consciousness.

He remembered the intensity of Junhui’s words earlier, the desperation in his eyes, the mention of "duty" and "consequences." He also remembered, with a jolt, the silent, unspoken decision they had made in their passion, the lack of any barrier between them. It was a detail that, in the moment of their profound connection, had seemed utterly irrelevant, but now, in the quiet aftermath, it settled in Wonwoo’s mind with a faint, unsettling weight. He brushed it aside, choosing instead to focus on the warmth of Junhui in his arms, the preciousness of this stolen moment.

Junhui stirred, a soft sigh escaping his lips. He shifted, nestling deeper into Wonwoo’s embrace, his hand reaching out to find Wonwoo’s, their fingers intertwining. He felt so small, so vulnerable in Wonwoo’s arms, yet so immensely precious.

Wonwoo closed his eyes, pulling Junhui even closer, savoring the feeling of his warmth against him. He felt Junhui’s breathing deepen, his body relaxing further into sleep. Wonwoo’s own exhaustion, both physical and emotional, finally caught up to him. He drifted off, holding Junhui tightly, dreaming of a future where no secrets could stand between them, where their love could bloom freely, unburdened by hidden obligations or ancient legacies. He was truly, deeply asleep, utterly unaware of the silent, agonizing decision that Junhui was about to make, a decision that would shatter their world and change everything forever.

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As Wonwoo’s breathing deepened, a soft, even rhythm indicating true sleep, Junhui slowly, carefully, began to stir. The raw, tender afterglow of their intimacy was still warm on his skin, a bittersweet ache in his heart. He felt Wonwoo’s arm heavy around him, a comforting weight, and the gentle rise and fall of Wonwoo’s chest beneath his ear. He wanted nothing more than to stay there, forever lost in this moment of pure, unadulterated love and safety.

But the world outside, the world of his other life, was relentlessly closing in. The words from the message on his phone, the urgency in his family’s demands, screamed in his mind. He had tried to ignore it, to push it away, especially in Wonwoo’s arms, but it was impossible. The weight of his duty, the consequences of his refusal, were too immense. He had made a choice, an agonizing, soul-crushing choice, to protect them. To protect Wonwoo. To protect SEVENTEEN.

He gently, painstakingly, untangled himself from Wonwoo’s embrace. Wonwoo mumbled something in his sleep, shifting slightly, and Junhui froze, his heart pounding, terrified of waking him. But Wonwoo only settled back into a deeper sleep, his arm falling loosely to his side.

Junhui slipped out of bed, the cold air of the room a stark contrast to the warmth he had just left. He stood for a moment, looking down at Wonwoo’s sleeping face, so peaceful, so trusting. A fresh wave of tears welled in his eyes, blurring his vision. He reached out, his hand hovering over Wonwoo’s cheek, wanting to touch him one last time, to imprint this image in his memory. But he pulled back, knowing that any touch might stir him.

He moved silently, gathering his few essential belongings. His passport, a small bag of clothes, the phone that held the messages that had sealed his fate. He wrote a note, his hand trembling so violently that the words were barely legible. It was short, inadequate, filled with apologies he couldn’t fully explain. He left it on Wonwoo’s pillow, knowing it would be the first thing he saw.

His heart was a raw, bleeding wound. Every step away from the bed, every item he packed, felt like a betrayal. He was leaving the only family he had truly chosen, the only place he felt truly belonged. He was leaving the man he loved, without a proper goodbye, without an explanation, without a choice.

He took one last look at Wonwoo, his beautiful, sleeping Wonwoo, the man who saw him, who loved him, who had offered him a glimpse of a future he now had to abandon. The tears streamed down his face, silent and endless.

With a final, agonizing glance, Junhui turned and opened the door, slipping out into the silent hallway. The click of the lock, soft as it was, echoed like a gunshot in his ears. He walked away, not looking back, leaving behind the warmth, the love, the life he had built, for a duty he never wanted, a legacy he couldn’t escape. The storm had arrived, and Junhui was walking directly into its heart, leaving nothing but a shattered rainbow in his wake.

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Chapter 7: A New Dawn

Summary:

Junhui returns to China

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Chapter Text

The flight from Tokyo to Beijing was a blur of aching coldness, a sharp contrast to the warmth Junhui had just abandoned. Each hour that passed felt like a nail hammered into the coffin of his old life, burying the vibrant idol, the beloved member of SEVENTEEN, the man who had found solace and love in Wonwoo’s arms. He landed in China under the cloak of pre-dawn darkness, the vastness of the airport a mirror to the emptiness in his chest.

A sleek black car, waiting discreetly, whisked him away from the bustling terminal. The silence inside was heavy, broken only by the hum of the engine and the quiet click of the driver’s signal. He recognized the driver, a man named Zhao, whose stern, unreadable face was a familiar part of the life Junhui had tried so desperately to escape. There were no warm greetings, no questions about his journey, just a silent acknowledgment of his return.

Before they reached the estate, Junhui pulled a temporary, encrypted device from his jacket pocket—the only concession his family had made to let him "clean up his mess." With trembling fingers, he dialed a direct line to the high-ranking executives at Pledis Entertainment.

The call was brief and clinical. He didn't speak to his manager, nor to any of the staff who had become like family. He spoke to the legal and corporate heads, the ones who viewed him as a contract rather than a brother. He officially invoked the "emergency exit" clauses his family's lawyers had prepared, effectively severing his ties with the company under the guise of an indefinite, non-negotiable personal leave for family obligations.

"The paperwork is already being sent to your legal department," Junhui said, his voice sounding hollow and metallic over the line.

"Junhui, the members are frantic," the executive on the other end began, but Junhui cut him off, his heart clenching so hard it felt physical.

"That is why I am calling," he said, hardening his tone until it felt like stone. "You are to process my departure as a total blackout. I am requesting—demanding—that you do not tell the members I contacted you. You are not to mention my name to them, and you are absolutely forbidden from telling them that we had this conversation. If they ask, tell them I vanished. Tell them you have heard nothing. Let them believe I simply walked away without a word."

"But they deserve—"

"They deserve to move on," Junhui interrupted, a single tear tracking down his cheek. "If they think I'm still in contact with the company, they will never stop looking. Let me be a ghost to them. It is the only way to keep them safe from... this." He looked out at the dark, looming gates of the family estate. "Do not tell them I am safe. Do not tell them I met with you. Just let me fade."

When he ended the call, he felt the last thread of his soul snap. He handed the phone to Zhao, who took it and dropped it into a lead-lined box without a word. The severance was complete.

He was driven directly to a sprawling estate, hidden behind high walls and surrounded by manicured gardens that stretched into the misty morning. This was not the home he had grown up in, but one reserved for more formal, more official matters. The air here was different, heavier, laden with history and expectation. Inside, the opulence felt suffocating. Ornate furniture, ancient tapestries, and hushed footsteps created an atmosphere of rigid formality. He was immediately led to a secluded wing, his new quarters, where a small, impeccably dressed woman was waiting. She introduced herself as Madam Li, his personal attendant, her eyes polite but unyielding.

“Welcome, Young Master,” she said, her voice soft but firm. “Your schedule for the coming days has been prepared. You will begin your… reorientation… immediately.”

Reorientation. The word hung in the air, a chilling reminder of what he was now. No longer Junhui of SEVENTEEN, but a son returning to his true, unavoidable destiny. There was no time for grief, no space for the agonizing emptiness that gnawed at him. His days were immediately filled with a relentless regimen: lessons in ancient history, etiquette, language, and the complex intricacies of the ‘family business’ – which was veiled in layers of diplomatic and historical jargon. He spent hours in hushed meetings, listening to men in tailored suits speak in grave tones about lineage, responsibilities, and the stability of certain ancient, powerful factions within China. He was a piece on a grand, centuries-old chessboard, and his personal desires, his very identity, were irrelevant.

He ate his meals in silence, Madam Li always nearby, observing. He slept little, haunted by vivid dreams of a different life, of laughter, of music, and of Wonwoo’s gentle touch. He still clutched his phone—the one with the members' numbers, now deactivated—beneath his pillow, but he couldn't bring himself to turn it on, couldn't bear to see the messages he knew would be flooding it, couldn't face the reality of the pain he had inflicted. He convinced himself that their anger, their resentment, would be easier to bear than their heartbreak. This was for their protection, he repeated to himself, a mantra against the crushing guilt.

Two months passed in a monotonous, suffocating rhythm. The vibrant, free-spirited Junhui slowly withered under the weight of his new existence. His movements became more constrained, his smiles, when they appeared, felt alien on his own face. He was learning, adapting, becoming the person his family demanded him to be, but at a profound cost.

The initial shock and adrenaline that had carried him through the first few weeks began to wane, leaving him with a deeper, more pervasive exhaustion. He found himself tired all the time, a profound weariness that sleep couldn’t seem to cure. He’d wake up feeling as if he hadn’t slept at all, his limbs heavy, his mind clouded.

One morning, while reviewing historical documents in his study, a sudden wave of nausea swept over him. It came out of nowhere, a dizzying lurch in his stomach that sent him scrambling for the nearby waste bin. He retched, but nothing came up beyond a bitter, metallic taste in his mouth. He leaned back, panting, his forehead slick with sweat. He tried to rationalize it as stress, the new diet, anything. But it lingered, a faint, unsettling queasiness that persisted throughout the day, making him pick at his meticulously prepared meals.

The nausea wasn't a one-time event. It returned with an unpredictable regularity, often in the mornings, sometimes triggered by certain smells—the rich aroma of the traditional herbal teas he was now expected to drink, or the heavy scent of incense in the ancestral hall. He found himself avoiding certain foods, developing a sudden aversion to things he once enjoyed, like the rich, fatty meats favored by his family. He often craved strange combinations, like sour plums or overly sweet fruits, tastes that were distinctly un-Chinese in their emphasis, and decidedly unlike his usual preferences. Madam Li, ever observant, would eye his untouched dishes with a subtle concern that Junhui couldn’t quite decipher.

His body, once so attuned to the demanding choreography of an idol, felt strangely foreign. He noticed a new sensitivity, a heightened awareness of sensations. His sense of smell seemed amplified, making even faint odors overwhelming. He would feel dizzy spells if he stood up too quickly, and his breasts, usually firm and defined from years of rigorous training, felt strangely tender and fuller, a subtle ache that he tried to dismiss as muscle soreness from his enforced, rigid exercises. He found himself needing to unbutton the top button of his impeccably tailored traditional suits, the fabric feeling suddenly too tight around his chest and waist.

The biggest change, however, was the profound emotional sensitivity that seemed to have taken root within him. He found himself crying at unexpected moments—a particularly poignant passage in a history book, a distant melody played by a street musician, even a simple, kind glance from one of the silent household staff. His emotions were raw, exposed, and utterly unlike his usual composed self. He attributed it to the stress, the crushing loneliness, the grief for the life he had lost. But deep down, a quiet, insistent voice, a tiny whisper of a premonition, began to stir.

He would sometimes wake up in the middle of the night, a profound emptiness in his gut, a yearning for a touch, a voice, a presence that was no longer there. In those moments, he felt a phantom ache, a longing not just for Wonwoo, but for something more elemental, something primal. He would curl into himself, his hand instinctively resting on his lower abdomen, a silent gesture of protection for a vulnerability he couldn't yet name.

One afternoon, while he was practicing calligraphy, his hand suddenly froze. He looked down at his reflection in the polished inkstone, his face gaunt, his eyes shadowed. His breath hitched as he noticed a subtle change in his reflection, a softness around his jaw, a slight fullness in his cheeks that hadn't been there before. He quickly averted his gaze, a cold shiver running down his spine. It was probably just the exhaustion, the change in diet, he told himself. Nothing more.

He was constantly tired, battling a persistent fatigue that no amount of rest seemed to alleviate. His mind, once sharp and quick, felt dull, clouded by a pervasive fogginess. He struggled to focus during his lessons, his thoughts constantly drifting, pulled by an unseen current. His body felt heavy, his movements slow, and a profound languor had settled over him, replacing the restless energy that used to define him.

The subtle changes continued to accumulate, a quiet rebellion within his own body. His digestion felt off, prone to sudden cravings and equally sudden aversions. The smallest exertion left him breathless, and he found himself needing to sit down frequently, a strange lightheadedness sometimes accompanying his movements. He’d dismiss them as lingering jet lag, the demanding new schedule, the emotional toll of his departure. Yet, the symptoms were persistent, a quiet drumbeat of something unfamiliar, something new, stirring within him. He was losing control of his own body, and in a life where every aspect was now meticulously controlled, it was a terrifying thought. The quiet premonition, dismissed as stress, as grief, as mere changes in diet, began to grow louder, a faint, insistent whisper of a truth he was not yet ready to face, a truth that could irrevocably change the very nature of his other life, the one he was being forced to embrace.

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Chapter 8: Unveiling and Aftermath

Summary:

The two met again.

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Chapter Text

“One of the biggest K-pop boy groups, SEVENTEEN, announced their 4th world tour that will start in May of 2027, marking their 12th anniversary as a group.”

“12 members of SEVENTEEN will finally reunite to have their 4th world tour, stops and dates are soon to be announced.”

“Together with the world tour, GOING SEVENTEEN will finally air again with its complete 12 members.”

News about the group SEVENTEEN could be heard all over the place as Junhui crossed the street. Three years. Three long years since he had last heard those names, seen those faces, lived that life. Three years since he had fled, a silent phantom in the night. The headlines, blaring from every screen and speaker, felt like a cruel twist of fate. A world tour. Their world tour. With twelve members. The emphasis on the number, a stark reminder of his absence, was a dagger to his already wounded heart. He felt a familiar mix of pride and a crushing sadness, a deep, pervasive ache that had become his constant companion. But he had chosen this, hadn’t he? He had made the agonizing decision to step away, to protect them from a truth he believed would shatter their world. So there was no point in regretting his decisions, he told himself, even as his chest tightened with a longing that bordered on physical pain.

He hugged the thin coat tighter around himself, the cool Beijing air doing little to numb the chill that settled deep in his bones. He was no longer the vibrant idol, the playful Jun. He was a different man, refined by years of silent duty, hardened by a solitude he never asked for. His days were a meticulous dance of diplomatic meetings, historical studies, and ceremonial obligations, a life dictated by ancient traditions and powerful lineage. He was the "Young Master," a figurehead, a silent protector of a legacy he hadn't chosen. He was still in China, bound by chains far stronger than any physical restraint.

“Will I ever see them again?” Junhui said under his breath, the words tasting like ash. He knew the answer to that. A bitter, resounding "no." No matter how much he missed them, how desperately his soul yearned for their camaraderie, their laughter, their shared dreams, he couldn’t let them see him. Not now. Not when he had caused them so much pain, leaving without a word, a coward in the night. It wouldn't be a shock if they were angry with him.

No, they are angry with me, Junhui thought, the conviction a sharp sting. He had abandoned them, betrayed their trust, shattered their perfect understanding. He deserved their anger, their hatred even. It was a penance he accepted.

He brushed off all thoughts about his ex-members, focusing instead on the present. He plastered his natural, sweet smile on his face, a practiced mask he wore for the world, as he neared the bustling street corner where he had asked Ryo – his old friend from his youth, now a successful music producer – to wait for him. Ryo was one of the few people who knew about his other life, and one of the even fewer who still treated him like Junhui, not the "Young Master."

As he crossed one last street, he saw Ryo talking with a bunch of guys. Are those his members? he thought, briefly considering it might be the members of Mixer – Ryo’s successful co-ed group. But as he drew closer, an unsettling wave of nervousness washed over him, a cold premonition that made his stomach clench. He didn't know why, but every instinct screamed at him to turn back.

He couldn’t see their faces clearly; they were all wearing face masks, a common sight in the city. But their height, their general build, something about their collective presence, sparked a deep, unsettling familiarity within him. He was sure the guys Ryo was talking with were not members of Mixer; Ryo’s group was co-ed, and this bunch was undeniably all men. A creeping dread began to coil in his gut, icy and relentless.

Before he could process the rising panic, before he could clearly see the faces behind the masks, a little voice, bright and clear, called out to him.

“Papa!”

Junhui’s head snapped back. His heart soared, even as a fresh wave of fear washed over him. He looked behind him and saw Woojun, now a lively three-year-old, running towards him, his tiny legs pumping furiously. The sight of his son, his beautiful, cheeky Woojun, was the one true joy in his rigidly controlled life.

“Don’t run, kiddo,” Arks's voice, calm and steady, followed. Ark, his trusted friend and Woojun’s primary caregiver, was a constant source of quiet support.

The two figures went near him, and he dropped to one knee, scooping Woojun into his arms, hugging him tight. The familiar scent of his son, a mix of sunshine and childish sweetness, was a balm to his aching soul.

“Did you miss papa?” he asked the child, pressing a kiss to his soft hair.

Woojun pulled back, his bright eyes twinkling mischievously. “We were together earlier. Why would I miss you, papa?” the kid cheekily asked. He was so much like Wonwoo, with his quick wit and playful spirit, a constant, living reminder of the love Junhui had given up.

Before Junhui could respond to his son’s playful retort, a familiar voice, a voice that had haunted his dreams for three agonizing years, called out from behind him, cutting through the thin veil of his forced normalcy.

“Junhui?”

It took a minute, a suspended breath, for the name, the voice, to register. It can’t be. Junhui’s mind screamed in disbelief. No, no, no. Wait. What? How did—

As he slowly, agonizingly, turned back to them, he was attacked by a surge of paranoia, so potent it made him dizzy. And then he saw them. The familiar faces. The unmistakable eyes. The twelve guys he had left, without a word, three years ago. The masks, now pulled down, revealed faces that were older, some with new hairstyles, but undeniably them. S.Coups, Jeonghan, Joshua, Hoshi, Wonwoo, Woozi, Mingyu, DK, Seungkwan, Vernon, Dino. And then, there was Wonwoo, his eyes wide, fixed on Junhui, a mixture of shock, confusion, and a painful recognition in their depths.

Why are they here? He asked himself, the question a desperate, silent plea. Why now?

He just stared at them, rooted to the spot, the bustling street fading into a blurry background. He could feel everyone staring at him too – the twelve men, his friends Ryo and Ark, and even a few passersby. He could feel Ryo and Ark's gazes on him, filled with concern, understanding the catastrophic nature of this encounter.

The suffocating silence, the impossible awkwardness, was finally broken, not by any of the adults, but by Woojun’s innocent, excited voice.

“Papa, they are idols! They’re SEVENTEEN!” the child exclaimed, his voice full of pure excitement and joy. Of course, he knew them. They were always on the television, even here in China. The irony was a cruel twist. His son, a fan of the group his father had been forced to abandon.

The blood drained from Junhui’s face. He could feel the weight of their combined stares, the silent questions. And then, Jeonghan-hyung, his voice trembling with disbelief, finally spoke.

“Papa? Is he your—”

Before Jeonghan-hyung could finish speaking, before the unspoken question could truly form, Junhui’s mind raced, a desperate need for damage control overriding everything else. He had to protect them. He had to. He cut Jeonghan off, the words tumbling out of him, raw and desperate.

“—child,” he continued, his voice wavering, barely a whisper. “He is my child.” He forced the words out, the lie feeling like sandpaper on his tongue, but it was the only way to explain Woojun’s presence, the only way to keep his deepest secret, his true identity, hidden. He needed to get out of here. Fast. Before more questions could be asked, before the fragile facade crumbled entirely.

He looked at Ryo, his gaze silently screaming for help, for an escape. Thankfully, Ryo, always quick to understand, got his signal immediately.

“So, we’re kind of in a rush, see you when we see you – bye!” Ryo spoke fast, almost frantic, and grabbed Junhui’s arm, practically dragging him and Woojun, who was still clutched in Junhui’s arms, away from the dumbfounded group. Ark, ever loyal, quickly followed them, his face a mask of quiet determination.

The twelve men who were left standing on the bustling street were dumbfounded, frozen in place. Shock, confusion, and a profound sense of betrayal washed over them. They were utterly blindsided to see Junhui here, now, and with a child. They had tried to contact him endlessly after he left, but it was like he had vanished from the face of the earth, hiding from them.

“Wow,” Vernon finally breathed, breaking the silence, his voice laced with disbelief. All of them were speechless, their minds struggling to process the scene they had just witnessed. But one thing they could all think about right now was Wonwoo. Eleven pairs of eyes subtly, cautiously, stole glances at the stoic-faced man beside them. Wonwoo, who had been Junhui’s closest confidante, his quiet love, now stood utterly motionless, his face a mask of unreadable shock, his eyes fixed on the empty space where Junhui had just been.

“Don’t look at me like that,” Wonwoo said, his voice flat, devoid of emotion, but with an underlying tremor that only those who knew him best could detect. His gaze was still fixed on the street, as if he could will Junhui back into existence. “It’s been years. Now, let’s keep moving. The managers might be waiting for us.” He turned, his movements stiff, and started walking, not looking back.

The remaining guys slowly followed him, skeptical whether to speak or not, their minds reeling from the impossible encounter. The rainbow had indeed faded, and the storm had finally broken, leaving behind a wreckage of shattered assumptions and agonizing questions. And at the heart of it all, a child, and a father, now irrevocably intertwined with the lives of the men he had sworn to protect through his silence.

The silence in the van on the way to the hotel was heavier than any they had ever experienced. It was thick with unspoken questions, with raw shock, and with the palpable presence of the ghost they had just seen. No one dared to speak, not even the managers who usually filled every available moment with instructions or updates. Every gaze, every stolen glance, eventually landed on Wonwoo, who sat by the window, his profile etched in stone, staring out at the passing cityscape as if trying to erase the image burned into his mind.

Once they arrived at the hotel, the usual flurry of activity – checking into rooms, grabbing luggage, discussing dinner – was replaced by a somber stillness. The members drifted into their shared suite, each seeking a corner of quiet, but the air remained charged. Finally, Jeonghan, ever the one to break the ice, cleared his throat.

“So… that just happened, right?” His voice was small, almost tentative.

S.Coups sighed, running a hand through his hair. “I… I don’t know what to say. Junhui… and a kid? His kid?” His voice trailed off, disbelief evident.

Mingyu sank onto the couch, looking utterly bewildered. “But… he just left. Just like that. After all this time.” He gestured vaguely at the empty space. “And he said ‘my child.’ Just like that. Like it was nothing.”

All eyes turned to Wonwoo, who hadn't moved since stepping into the suite. He stood by the panoramic window, his back to them, his shoulders stiff.

Woozi, his voice unusually soft, finally addressed him. “Wonwoo-ya? Are you okay?”

A tense silence followed. Wonwoo didn't respond, didn't even flinch. It was as if he hadn't heard them, trapped in a world only he could see.

Hoshi stepped forward, his usual boundless energy replaced by a deep concern. “Wonwoo-ya, talk to us. What are you thinking?”

Slowly, almost imperceptibly, Wonwoo turned. His eyes were devoid of their usual warmth, a cold, distant look that made the other members uneasy. There was no anger, no sadness, just an unnerving blankness.

“What is there to think?” he asked, his voice flat, devoid of emotion. “He left. He moved on. He has a child.” Each word was delivered with a stark finality, a crushing weight.

“But… he didn’t even say goodbye,” Dino whispered, his young face troubled. “And after everything…”

“Everything meant nothing,” Wonwoo cut him off, his voice still unnervingly calm. “Evidently.” He turned back to the window, his gaze sweeping over the glittering lights of the city. “He built a new life. As he should have. We were… a chapter. A memory.”

Jeonghan walked over to him, placing a gentle hand on Wonwoo’s shoulder. “Wonwoo-ya, don’t talk like that. There has to be a reason. He wouldn’t just… disappear without a reason. He loved us. He loved you.”

At the word "loved," a flicker of something raw, something akin to pain, crossed Wonwoo’s face, but it was quickly suppressed. He shrugged off Jeonghan’s hand, his movements stiff.

“Love doesn’t make you vanish into thin air and reappear three years later with a child and no explanation,” Wonwoo stated, his voice still low, but with an undeniable edge of bitterness creeping in. “Whatever reason he had, it wasn’t enough to spare us a word. Or a proper goodbye.”

The accusation hung heavy in the air, aimed not just at Junhui, but at the gaping hole he had left in their collective heart, and most acutely, in Wonwoo’s. The others exchanged uneasy glances. They had all felt the pain of Junhui’s departure, the confusion, the sense of betrayal. But for Wonwoo, it had been a deeper, more personal wound, a tearing at the fabric of their shared, unspoken world.

Vernon spoke up, his voice surprisingly firm. “But that kid… he called him ‘Papa.’ And the way he looked at him. That was real, hyung. That was a real connection.”

“What does it matter?” Wonwoo finally turned fully to face them, and now there was a chilling glint in his eyes. “He’s gone. He made his choice. And we have a tour to do. A tour with twelve members.” He emphasized the number again, the word a stark, painful reminder. “Let’s focus on that. On what’s real. On what’s here.”

His declaration, cold and resolute, effectively shut down the conversation. The members knew when Wonwoo had closed himself off. They could see the wall rising around him, higher and thicker than ever before. He was retreating into himself, processing the shock in his own way, and no amount of probing would break through. They were a family, yes, but even families had their impenetrable silences.

The next few days were a strange mixture of professional normalcy and deep-seated unease. They went through their scheduled appearances, interviews, and photo shoots, their practiced smiles in place, their voices cheerful. But behind the scenes, a heavy pall hung over them. The encounter with Junhui was the unspoken elephant in every room, the question mark in every glance.

Wonwoo threw himself into work with a frightening intensity. He spent extra hours in the practice room, his movements precise and forceful, almost aggressive. He poured himself into songwriting, his lyrics imbued with a raw, melancholic beauty that resonated deeply with the other members, even as they recognized the source of his pain. He rarely spoke outside of professional necessity, and when he did, his voice was clipped, his answers brief. He avoided eye contact, especially with Mingyu, who would often steal concerned glances at him.

The tour manager, a seasoned veteran named Mr. Kim, noticed the shift immediately. He called S.Coups and Jeonghan into a private meeting.

“What happened out there?” Mr. Kim asked, his voice low and concerned. “The tension is palpable. I know something happened with Junhui, but you need to tell me if it’s going to affect the tour.”

S.Coups recounted the brief, shocking encounter, explaining Junhui’s sudden disappearance three years prior and the baffling appearance with a child. Mr. Kim listened, his expression growing graver with each detail.

“A child,” Mr. Kim murmured, rubbing his chin thoughtfully. “This is… complicated. Especially given certain… rumors we sometimes hear about idols.” He paused, then looked at S.Coups and Jeonghan pointedly. “Is there any possibility that this child is… not just a child?”

Jeonghan frowned. “What do you mean, Mr. Kim?”

“I mean, is it possible this is a PR stunt? Or perhaps… an adoption he kept secret?” Mr. Kim clarified, though his eyes seemed to be searching for something else.

S.Coups shook his head firmly. “No. The way he reacted, the look on his face, it wasn’t staged. And the kid called him ‘Papa.’ It was clearly real.”

“And Junhui himself looked terrified,” Jeonghan added, remembering the panic in his eyes. “Like he wished he could just disappear again.”

Mr. Kim nodded slowly. “Right. That complicates things. For now, we keep everything under wraps. No one speaks about this. Not to the press, not to fans. No social media posts that could be misinterpreted. We focus entirely on the tour, on the twelve of you. This is a sensitive situation, and we need to handle it with extreme caution.” He looked at them, his gaze stern. “Understood?”

“Understood,” S.Coups and Jeonghan replied in unison, the weight of the new secret adding to their already heavy burden.

Meanwhile, Wonwoo wrestled with his own demons. The image of Junhui holding that child, the boy calling him “Papa,” replayed relentlessly in his mind. It was a stark, brutal image that shattered the carefully constructed fantasy he had harbored for three years: that Junhui’s departure was temporary, that there was a logical, understandable reason for his silence, that one day, he would return, and they could pick up where they left off. The intimate night they had shared, the profound connection, now felt like a cruel trick, a stolen moment before Junhui walked away and built an entirely new life.

He thought back to the subtle hints Junhui had dropped: "two lives," "a family thing, a legacy," "obligations," "something I never wanted." It all made a twisted, horrifying sense now. Junhui had been forced into some sort of arrangement, a duty that demanded his complete surrender, including his personal life. And part of that new life, it seemed, was a child.

He remembered the way Junhui had looked at him that night, the desperation, the unspoken sorrow. He remembered the intimate moments, the slow, tender caresses, the silent promise.

He lay awake that night in his hotel room, the unfamiliar quiet pressing in on him. His mind raced, replaying the entire timeline. The intense stress on Junhui, the whispered phone calls, the despair in his eyes, the duty, the legacy. And then, their shared intimacy, the raw desperation, the unguarded vulnerability. And finally, the quick departure, the sudden, complete silence for three years, and now, the appearance of a child. It was all a swirling, terrifying puzzle, and at its center was a feeling of dread, a premonition that was slowly, terrifyingly, taking root in his mind.

He knew he couldn't keep this unsettling physical feeling to himself much longer.

Notes:

Hi! This is the continuation of their first meeting on Chapter 1 hehe. Leave a comment jeballll!!!

Chapter 9: Glimpse

Summary:

Jun faces yet another wave of problem.

Notes:

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Chapter Text

The escape from the street corner was a chaotic blur, Ryo pulling Junhui and Woojun through the bewildered crowd, Ark close behind. Junhui’s mind raced, a frantic kaleidoscope of panic and relief. He had seen them. They had seen him. The impossible had happened. His meticulously built wall of separation had crumbled in a single, devastating moment.

They piled into Ryo’s car, the silence inside thick with unspoken questions. Woojun, sensing the adult tension, remained quiet, his bright eyes darting between his 'papa' and the two concerned adults. Junhui held him close, his hands trembling slightly, the familiar comfort of his son's weight a grounding force amidst the swirling chaos of his emotions.

"Are you okay, Jun?" Ryo asked, his voice low, his eyes meeting Junhui's in the rearview mirror. Ryo knew the full weight of Junhui's secret, the inescapable nature of his lineage, and the painful sacrifice he had made.

Junhui just shook his head, unable to form words. He felt an overwhelming mixture of shame, fear, and a desperate, agonizing longing. Seeing them, seeing Wonwoo’s face, etched with that complex mix of shock and something unreadable, had torn open old wounds he had meticulously tried to scab over.

Ark, ever practical, turned from the passenger seat. "Where should we go? Back to the estate?" His voice was calm, but his eyes held a deep concern.

Junhui swallowed, his throat suddenly dry. "No. Not yet. Drive… drive somewhere quiet. Anywhere." He needed to breathe, to think, to process this impossible collision of his two lives.

Ryo nodded, navigating the bustling Beijing traffic with practiced ease, eventually pulling into a secluded park on the outskirts of the city. The three of them sat in the car, the engine off, the quiet broken only by the distant sounds of city life and Woojun’s soft breathing.

"What now, Jun?" Ryo finally asked, turning in his seat. "They saw you. They saw Woojun. They know you have a child."

Junhui closed his eyes, pressing his forehead against the cool glass of the window. "I know. It's… it's fine. It's better this way, actually." The lie felt hollow, even to his own ears. He had always told himself that they would eventually move on, forget him. This encounter shattered that illusion. And the lie about Woojun being his child... it was a desperate, automatic defense, meant to explain his absence, to push them away. But it hurt. It twisted his gut to see the look on Wonwoo's face when he said those words.

"Better how, Jun?" Ark asked gently. "They looked devastated. Especially Wonwoo."

Junhui flinched at the mention of Wonwoo's name. "It confirms their assumptions. That I moved on. That I have a new life. It makes it easier for them to forget me. To move on without question." He tried to convince himself of this, to harden his heart against the image of Wonwoo's shocked, pain-filled eyes.

Ryo scoffed softly. "Forget you? After that? Jun, they were probably reeling. And Wonwoo… he looked like he'd seen a ghost."

A ghost. That's what he was. A ghost of the past, haunting a life he no longer belonged to. The thought sent a fresh wave of self-pity and despair through him.

"I need to inform my… my family," Junhui finally said, his voice flat. "This changes things. They'll need to know about the breach in security." He was referring to his position as a distant, yet significant, member of the imperial lineage, whose existence and influence were kept strictly from the public eye. His life was meticulously managed, his public persona as a former idol entirely separate from his true identity. This encounter was a massive, unforeseen complication.

"They'll be furious," Ark murmured, knowing the strict protocols that governed Junhui's 'other life.'

"I know," Junhui replied, his jaw tight. "But it's unavoidable. I have to face it."

He spent the rest of the day in a grim, detached state. He played with Woojun, trying to appear normal for his son, but his mind was already preparing for the inevitable confrontation with his 'guardians' – the high-ranking family members and advisors who oversaw his duties. He ate dinner in silence, picking at his food, the familiar nausea he'd experienced months ago surprisingly absent, replaced by a raw anxiety that made his stomach churn.

The summons came that evening. A formal, terse message delivered by a silent attendant. Junhui handed Woojun over to Ark, giving his son a lingering hug, as if preparing for a long journey.

He was led through the sprawling, opulent halls of the estate, each step taking him further from the life he cherished and deeper into the gilded cage of his destiny. He entered a large, austere meeting room where three elderly, stern-faced men sat at a polished mahogany table. They were his step-grandfather, the current patriarch of this particular branch of the imperial lineage, and two of his most trusted advisors. They looked at him with an unreadable blend of expectation and disappointment.

"Young Master," his step-grandfather, the father of his step-father, a man whose stern eyes seemed to penetrate his very soul, began, his voice deep and resonant. "We understand there was an… incident… today."

Junhui braced himself. He recounted the encounter, omitting any personal feelings, focusing only on the facts: the unexpected presence of his former group, their brief interaction, his hurried departure. He highlighted his effort to explain his presence by presenting Woojun as his son, a measure he hoped would deflect further inquiry.

The patriarch listened in silence, his fingers steepled, his eyes fixed on Junhui. When he finished, a long, heavy silence stretched in the room.

"You understand the implications of this, do you not?" one of the advisors finally spoke, his voice cool and analytical. "Your public persona was meant to be entirely detached from your true identity. This encounter, while perhaps accidental, risks exposure. Exposure that could destabilize decades of careful balance."

"I understand," Junhui said, his voice steady, though his heart hammered against his ribs.

"And the child," the patriarch said, his voice betraying a hint of something Junhui couldn't quite place – perhaps irritation, perhaps a deeper concern. "While a convenient explanation in the moment, it presents… complications."

Junhui’s jaw tightened. "Woojun is my son. He is no complication." The words came out sharper than he intended, a rare flash of defiance.

The patriarch’s gaze hardened. "He is an unexpected addition to a carefully managed lineage. His existence, if not properly contextualized, could raise inconvenient questions. Especially given the… unusual circumstances of his birth."

Junhui flinched, his blood running cold. He knew what they were referring to. The subtle changes in his body, the persistent nausea, the cravings, the tenderness, all those undeniable signs that had slowly, terrifyingly, accumulated after that last, intimate night with Wonwoo. The premonition that had whispered to him in China for months, the one he had desperately tried to ignore, had solidified into a horrifying, undeniable truth. He was pregnant. A man. Pregnant. It was biologically impossible, a freak anomaly, a medical mystery he had desperately kept hidden, the sheer impossibility of it all. He had gone through the pregnancy in secret, relying on obscure, discreet traditional doctors in the countryside, away from any official records. The birth itself had been a harrowing, isolating ordeal, one he still had nightmares about.

His family, or rather, his guardians, had been informed of the impossible birth, and their reaction had been one of shock, followed by a swift, brutal decision. Woojun’s existence was to be his most carefully guarded secret, a miracle and a curse that could never be publicly acknowledged as anything other than a discreet, traditional adoption. Woojun, due to his lineage and the bizarre circumstances of his arrival, represented a vulnerability, a point of immense scrutiny that could threaten the very foundations of their power if the truth ever came out. Junhui had been forced to agree to the narrative: Woojun was his 'adopted' son, a child entrusted to him by a distant relative, a convenient lie to explain the sudden appearance of a child in his life when he was supposedly living a quiet, bachelor existence as an exiled former idol.

Now, that convenient lie had been thrown at his former members.

"He is well cared for. He is discreet," Junhui said, forcing himself to remain calm.

"Discreet is no longer enough when you are recognized in the public street by your former associates," one of the advisors countered, his voice sharp. "We will need to take measures to ensure this... incident... does not escalate. We will reassess your current itinerary. Your public appearances will be significantly curtailed. And the child… he will be sent to the family’s more secluded, ancestral estate in the mountains. For his own safety, and for the preservation of our interests."

Junhui’s head snapped up, his eyes widening in horror. "No! You can't! Woojun stays with me!"

"Silence, Young Master," the patriarch's voice boomed, cutting through Junhui's desperate plea. "This is not a negotiation. This is a decision. A necessary one. His presence with you in a public setting, however brief, has already compromised your situation. To allow him to remain here, exposed to the potential of further contact or scrutiny, would be irresponsible. He will be safe there. Protected. And you will be able to focus on your duties without distraction."

The words hit Junhui like a physical blow. Take Woojun away? His son, his only source of warmth and light in this cold, empty existence? The one connection he had kept, the one precious remnant of a life he had loved?

"I forbid it!" Junhui cried out, standing abruptly, his chair scraping loudly against the polished floor. His carefully cultivated composure shattered, revealing the raw, desperate father beneath the obedient 'Young Master.'

The three men remained unmoved, their faces devoid of sympathy. "Your personal sentiments are secondary to your obligations, Young Master," the patriarch stated, his voice chillingly calm. "Woojun is a part of this lineage. His safety, and the discretion surrounding his existence, are paramount. He leaves tomorrow morning."

Junhui felt a cold despair wash over him. He was trapped. Utterly, completely trapped. He had sacrificed his life, his love, his identity, all for the supposed 'protection' of others. And now, they were taking the one thing he had gained from that sacrifice. The one person who made this lonely existence bearable. He had given up everything, and in return, they were stripping him bare.

He looked at the unyielding faces, the cold, powerful eyes, and knew there was no arguing, no pleading. He was powerless. He had escaped one gilded cage only to find himself in another, larger, far more restrictive one. And this one threatened to take his son.

Leaving the meeting room, his body felt heavy, his mind numb. He went directly to Woojun’s room, where Ark was quietly putting his son to sleep. He scooped Woojun into his arms, holding him tighter than ever before, burying his face in the child’s soft hair, inhaling his sweet scent. Tomorrow, Woojun would be gone. And Junhui would be truly, utterly alone, consumed by the very legacy he had tried to protect, a legacy that was now threatening to steal his heart. The encounter with SEVENTEEN, the unexpected sight of Wonwoo, had not only shattered his past, but had now inadvertently, brutally, sealed his son's fate.

Notes:

It's holiday here in my country, no work = new chapter!!

I feel bad for junpi :((( did anyone guessed that jun gave birth to woojun? hehehe a lot more will be revealed in the following chappy for now, we need wonu to save his 2 babies

anw pls leave a comment of what u think about this chapter and this story!!

Chapter 10: Runaway

Summary:

Jun ran away.

Notes:

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Chapter Text

The first rays of dawn were just painting the sky when Junhui made his move. His heart was a drum against his ribs, a frantic rhythm of desperation and defiance. He had spent the night in a haze of agony, holding Woojun close, listening to his soft, innocent breaths. The patriarch’s words "He leaves tomorrow morning" echoed like a death bell. He couldn't let them take his son. Not Woojun. Not the last, precious piece of his shattered heart.

He had no grand plan, just a primal instinct to protect. His mind, usually so sharp, felt clouded by fear and a reckless determination. He knew the risks. Defying his family was an act of profound rebellion, an unforgivable offense in their rigid world. But the thought of Woojun being spirited away to a secluded estate, raised without him, was a far more terrifying prospect.

He woke Ark just before sunrise, his eyes wide with alarm as he quietly explained. "They're taking Woojun. This morning. I can't let them."

Ark, ever loyal, didn't hesitate. "What do you need me to do, Jun?"

"Get him ready. Pack a small bag, essentials only. Just enough for a few days. And clothes for Woojun. Anything that looks ordinary, nothing that screams 'expensive'." His mind raced, calculating, strategizing, fueled by a desperate surge of adrenaline. He knew they would track him. Their reach was vast, their resources limitless. But perhaps, just perhaps, his very recklessness would be his shield.

While Ark dressed a sleepy, confused Woojun, Junhui swiftly gathered his own bare necessities. He bypassed his formal attire, opting for the plainest clothes he owned – dark jeans, a simple hoodie, a baseball cap. He pulled out the emergency cash he had meticulously saved over the years, a small stash hidden away for a day he never thought would come. He left his expensive phone, knowing it would be a beacon for his family’s trackers. Instead, he grabbed an old, burner phone he’d kept for emergencies, one without any ties to his identity.

He hugged Ark. "Thank you. For everything. Tell them… tell them I just vanished. Like I did before. Say you don't know where I went."

Ark nodded, tears welling in his eyes. "Be safe, Jun. Both of you."

Carrying Woojun, who was now fully awake and sensing the urgency, Junhui slipped out of the estate just as the first attendants were beginning their morning rounds. The vast grounds, usually so imposing, felt like a desperate escape route. He avoided the main gates, instead heading for a less-used service entrance that he knew from his years of clandestine movements. He hailed the first anonymous taxi he saw, his heart pounding in his chest, pulling Woojun close.

"To the airport," he instructed the driver, his voice steady despite the tremor in his hands. He knew flying was risky, but it was the fastest way out of the city, and the only way to put significant distance between them and his family's immediate grasp. He chose the busiest airport, hoping to get lost in the throngs of early morning travelers.

The hours that followed were a blur of nervous glances over his shoulder, whispered reassurances to Woojun, and the constant hum of anxiety in his ears. He booked the first available flight, any flight, to Korea. It was a desperate, almost illogical choice. Korea, the place he had fled from, the place where SEVENTEEN resided, the place where he had built his idol life, the place where Wonwoo lived. His family would never think to look for him there. They would assume he would flee to another country where their influence was strong, or retreat deeper into anonymity in a remote part of China. Hiding in plain sight, in the very country he had abandoned, felt like the perfect, illogical camouflage.

He knew he couldn’t stay in Seoul. It was too public, too likely for him to be recognized, too close to the life he had torn himself away from. He needed to disappear completely. He had to go somewhere remote, somewhere forgotten. And the most secluded province in Korea, a place he barely knew, was the one that came to mind. It was a desperate gamble, but his instincts, honed by years of living a double life, told him it was his best, perhaps only, chance.

They landed in Incheon under a gray, overcast sky. Junhui felt a strange mix of profound exhaustion and a desperate, almost manic energy. He clrained Woojun’s hand tightly, pulling his baseball cap lower, keeping his head down as they navigated the familiar, yet now alien, airport. Every face seemed to hold a flicker of recognition, every overheard Korean word a sharp reminder of the life he had left behind.

He bypassed the obvious routes to Seoul, instead heading for the bus terminal that serviced the more distant, less populated regions of the country. He studied the map, his finger tracing lines to the farthest reaches of the Korean peninsula. The place he settled on was a small, almost forgotten coastal town in a remote province, nestled between rugged mountains and the churning sea. It was a place where time moved slower, where strangers were rare, and where the bustling energy of the city was a distant memory. It was, he hoped, the last place anyone would think to look for him.

The bus journey was long and arduous. Woojun, usually full of boundless energy, eventually fell asleep in Junhui’s lap, his small body warm and comforting. Junhui stared out the window, watching the landscape slowly transform from urban sprawl to rolling hills, then to dense forests and eventually, a rugged coastline. The world outside felt vast and indifferent, a stark contrast to the turbulent storm raging within him.

He thought of Wonwoo. His note, left on the pillow, had been brief, inadequate. 'I’m sorry. I have to go. Please don’t look for me. This is for your protection.' He knew it wasn’t enough. He knew it would shatter Wonwoo, just as he himself had been shattered. But what else could he have said? 'I’m a part of an ancient Chinese imperial lineage, and they’re forcing me into a duty I never wanted, and they’re taking my son, and by the way, you’re the only man I’ve ever loved, and you might actually be the biological father of my impossibly conceived child, but I can’t tell you any of this because it would put your life in unimaginable danger.' The thought was ludicrous, impossible. He had to maintain the illusion, the lie that he had simply moved on, built a new life, even if it meant Wonwoo would hate him forever. He carried that hatred, that projected anger, as a heavy cloak, a painful but necessary shield.

They arrived in the small coastal town under the cover of night. It was a sleepy place, the narrow streets dimly lit, the air smelling of salt and damp earth. There was a single, modest inn, and Junhui, using his carefully practiced broken Korean, secured a small, unassuming room. It was nothing like the luxurious suite he had left in Tokyo, or the opulent estate in Beijing. It was simple, clean, and anonymous.

He laid Woojun down on the small bed, pulling the thin blanket over him. His son was still asleep, oblivious to the momentous, terrifying journey they had just undertaken. Junhui sat on the floor beside the bed, his back against the cold wall, and finally allowed himself to breathe. He had done it. He had defied them. He had saved Woojun.

But at what cost? He was truly alone now, cut off from both his forced duty and his chosen family. He had no one but Woojun. No resources, no contacts, no place to truly belong. He was a ghost in a foreign land, hiding in the most unlikely of places, clutching to a desperate hope that his family would never think to look for their Young Master in a remote Korean fishing village.

He closed his eyes, the exhaustion finally catching up to him, but sleep wouldn't come. His mind was a whirlwind of anxieties. Would they find him? How long could he hide? What would his life, their life, be now? And then, a different, more personal ache began to stir within him, a familiar phantom limb pain. He remembered the feel of Wonwoo’s arms around him, the tenderness of their last night, the unspoken promise. He remembered the look on Wonwoo’s face on the street, the shock, the confusion. And the terrifying, impossible secret of Woojun’s origins, a secret that bound him to Wonwoo in a way he could never explain, a secret that now felt like a ticking time bomb. He had run to the last place he thought they would look, but in doing so, he had run right into the heart of his past, an agonizing proximity to the life he could no longer touch. The storm was far from over; it had only just begun.

Notes:

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Chapter 11: Warmth

Summary:

Junhui met new people that gave him warmth.

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Two months. Two months since Junhui had bolted from Beijing, a terrified, desperate father clutching his sleeping son. Two months since he’d landed in Incheon, a ghost in a country he once called home, yet now felt alien. And two months since he’d arrived in this small, sleepy coastal town, a place nestled between rugged mountains and the churning, indifferent sea. He had chosen it for its remoteness, its forgotten quality, a place where he hoped the long arm of his family, and the piercing gaze of his past, would never reach. His gamble had, so far, paid off. The town was indeed secluded, a haven of quiet anonymity. Life here moved at a different pace, governed by the tides and the changing seasons. The locals, mostly elderly fishermen and their wives, were initially curious about the tall, handsome stranger with the surprisingly well-behaved little boy, but their curiosity quickly turned to a warm, maternal care.

It had started with Ahjumma Kim, who ran the small general store. She'd seen him fumbling with Korean phrases, seen the exhaustion in his eyes, and the quiet determination with which he cared for Woojun. Her heart, seasoned by years of watching over her own family, had instinctively opened. She offered him advice on local produce, gently corrected his pronunciation, and, sensing his isolation, invited him for a meal.

From Ahjumma Kim, he met Ahjumma Park, a bustling woman with a booming laugh who insisted on bringing him homemade kimchi and fish stew. And then Ahjumma Choi, a quiet, gentle soul who would bring Woojun small, handcrafted toys and listen patiently as Junhui practiced his Korean, offering soft words of encouragement. They were like guardian angels, these kind, observant women, seeing a lost young man and his son, and offering the unspoken care that only a community, a true village, could provide. They didn't ask questions about his past, or his family. They simply accepted him, a new, gentle presence in their tranquil corner of the world. He hadn't been recognized. Not once. Here, surrounded by the unassuming rhythm of daily life, the dazzling image of Junhui the idol seemed utterly distant, an impossible dream. He was simply Junhui, a quiet young father, polite and hardworking. The villagers rarely ventured beyond their local news channels, and the world of K-pop, with its flashing lights and global tours, was a distant, irrelevant phenomenon. This anonymity was a fragile shield, but for now, it was enough.

After a few weeks, with the help of the ahjummas’ connections and his dwindling savings, Junhui found a small, neglected storefront near the town’s tiny harbor. It had once been a fisherman’s supply shop, but had been vacant for years. He poured every ounce of his remaining energy, both physical and mental, into renovating it. He scrubbed, painted, and polished, transforming the dusty space into a quaint, cozy cafe. He called it ‘Dawn Breaker,’ a quiet nod to the new, uncertain beginning he was carving out for himself and Woojun. The cafe was simple. A few wooden tables, a small counter with a basic espresso machine, and a glass display case for the few pastries he dared to bake. He made hand-drip coffee, the rich aroma often drawing in early morning fishermen from the docks. His latte art was surprisingly decent, a skill he’d picked up during his idol days, ironically, from Jeonghan, who used to dabble in it. He served simple, comforting food: toast with homemade jam, hearty vegetable porridge in the mornings, and on special occasions, a small batch of Woojun’s favorite egg tarts.

The ahjummas were his first and most loyal customers. They’d sit for hours, sipping their coffee, chatting amongst themselves, occasionally offering unsolicited but well-intentioned advice on everything from coffee bean suppliers to Woojun’s nap schedule. They were his lifeline, a gentle, unwavering support system that grounded him in this new reality.

Woojun thrived in the cafe. He was a curious, cheerful child, spending his days toddling around behind the counter, charming customers with his bright smiles, and sometimes, if he was feeling particularly cheeky, demanding small pieces of pastry from his 'papa.' He had made friends with the few other children in the village, his laughter echoing through the small space, a precious sound that filled the emptiness in Junhui’s heart. Junhui cherished these moments, these glimpses of a normal, peaceful life that he hadn't known was possible.

He was constantly tired, the relentless physical work of running the cafe and caring for a toddler often leaving him utterly drained by nightfall. The subtle physical changes he'd felt months ago had faded as his body adjusted to the strenuous routine, but a deep, pervasive fatigue remained. He pushed through it, fueled by a fierce protective instinct for Woojun. His hands, once delicate and expressive on stage, were now rough from scrubbing floors and washing dishes, but they held Woojun with a tenderness that was fiercely protective.

Late at night, after Woojun was asleep and the cafe was clean, Junhui would sit alone, the faint glow of the streetlights illuminating the quiet space. His thoughts would invariably drift back to them. To SEVENTEEN. To Wonwoo. He would picture their faces, imagine their conversations, wonder if they were angry, if they missed him, if they had moved on completely. He remembered Wonwoo's face on the street, the shock, the unreadable pain in his eyes. He longed to reach out, to explain, to apologize, but he knew he couldn’t. His secret, the very reason he was here, was too dangerous, too impossible to share. He was a man who had borne a child, a literal impossibility, and a part of a powerful, ancient family whose existence was hidden from the world. He was a walking paradox, and his love for them, for Wonwoo, was the ultimate sacrifice. He had chosen this path, this quiet corner, for their protection. He hoped, with a silent, aching heart, that they were safe, and that one day, perhaps, they would forgive him for the silent agony of his departure. For now, in this small, quiet cafe, surrounded by the comforting sounds of the sea and the quiet hum of his new life, Junhui was just Junhui, a father, a cafe owner, and a secret keeper, hoping that the tide of his past would never wash up on these secluded shores.

Two months bled into four, then six, the seasons slowly turning in the quiet coastal town. Junhui’s cafe, ‘Dawn Breaker,’ had settled into a comfortable rhythm. The aroma of freshly brewed coffee mingled with the salty tang of the sea air, and the gentle clinking of ceramic cups became the soundtrack to his new life. Woojun, now even more boisterous and curious at three and a half, was a constant source of joy, his infectious laughter often drawing smiles from the regulars. The ahjummas, a warm, protective circle around them, continued to be his rock, their unspoken support a constant comfort.

Despite the newfound peace, a restless undercurrent persisted within Junhui. He lived in constant, low-grade anxiety, a phantom pain in his chest that reminded him of his precarious anonymity. Every unfamiliar face that entered the cafe, every car that drove slowly down the narrow street, sent a jolt of fear through him. He devoured every piece of international news he could discreetly find, searching for any sign of his family’s movements, any hint that they might be searching for him. The official reports mentioned only his “extended sabbatical” from public life, a carefully crafted lie to explain his absence, but he knew the truth was far more complex, and far more dangerous.

He avoided all news about K-pop, deliberately turning away from any screen that might show a familiar face, any radio that might play a familiar song. The pain of seeing them, of hearing their music, was a luxury he couldn't afford. The memory of that agonizing encounter in Beijing, of Wonwoo’s stunned face, was still sharp, a wound that refused to heal. He told himself it was for the best, that they were safer believing he had simply vanished, built a new life. But the truth was, he missed them with an ache that deepened with each passing day.

One crisp autumn morning, the sky a brilliant, cloudless blue, Junhui was behind the counter, wiping down the espresso machine, when the bell above the cafe door chimed. He looked up, his usual polite smile ready, and then froze. Standing there, silhouetted against the morning light, were Ark and Ryo.

His heart leaped into his throat. A wave of relief washed over him, quickly followed by a surge of fear. Their presence here, in his carefully chosen sanctuary, meant something. It meant his world was about to be shaken.
“Junhui!” Ryo’s voice, a little too loud in the quiet cafe, boomed with genuine warmth. He strode forward, his usual confident swagger slightly subdued by the remoteness of the setting.
Ark, ever the more composed, offered him a soft, understanding smile. “We were worried, Jun. We had to come.”

Junhui rushed around the counter, pulling them into tight, desperate hugs. He felt Ark's, familiar frame in his arms, and Ryo’s reassuring embrace. It was the first time in months he had felt truly connected to his past, to someone who knew the full, impossible truth of his existence. Tears pricked at his eyes, but he blinked them back, acutely aware of the Ahjummas in the corner, discreetly watching.

“How… how did you find me?” Junhui whispered, pulling back, his voice thick with emotion.

Ryo chuckled, a tired but affectionate sound. “You really think we couldn’t find you, Jun? You chose a bus route so obscure, it practically screamed ‘hide me here!’ And we have our ways. Let’s just say, your family isn’t the only one with connections.”

Ark quickly ushered them to a secluded table in the corner. “We need to talk, Jun. Privately.”

Junhui nodded, his mind racing. He made them coffees, his hands steady despite his internal tremor, then brought them over, offering them a plate of fresh pastries. Woojun, sensing familiar faces, had already toddled over, shyly peeking out from behind Junhui’s leg.

“Uncle Ryo! Uncle Ark!” Woojun’s voice was a bright, joyful sound.

Ryo immediately scooped Woojun into his arms, spinning him around. “Woojun-ah! Look how big you’ve gotten!” Ark cooed, gently stroking the child’s hair. Their genuine affection for his son brought a fresh wave of warmth to Junhui’s chest.

After settling Woojun with a handful of cookies and a picture book, Junhui finally sat down, his gaze fixed on his two friends. “What’s happened? Is it… my family?”

Ryo’s expression turned grim. “They’re looking for you, Jun. Actively. But they’re looking in the wrong places. They think you fled deeper into anonymity in China, or to Europe, where they have some silent allies. They haven’t connected the dots to Korea. Not yet.”

A wave of relief washed over Junhui, quickly followed by the return of dread. “Not yet? What does that mean?”

Ark spoke, her voice gentle but firm. “It means the encounter in Beijing spooked them. They’re furious that their ‘Young Master’ was seen, especially with… Woojun. They’ve increased surveillance. They’re putting immense pressure on anyone they think might have helped you.”

“Including me,” Ryo added, a dark look in his eyes. “They’ve been making subtle inquiries, trying to trace my movements. I’ve had to be very careful. Which is why it took us so long to find you.”

Junhui’s heart sank. “So, this place… it’s not as safe as I hoped.”

“No place is truly safe from them, Jun,” Ark said softly. “But this is certainly better than any major city. The good news is, they don't suspect Korea. Your leaving for Korea initially was a baffling move for them. It confused their tracking patterns. But that won't last forever."

“And then there’s… the other thing,” Ryo continued, his gaze becoming more serious. “The group, Seventeen.”

“They’re trying to find you, too, Jun,” Ark revealed, his voice gentle. “Not like your family, but… they’re using their own connections. Through their managers, their staff. They’re desperate for answers.”

This was worse than he had imagined. Caught between the relentless pursuit of his family and the desperate search of the people he had left behind.

“You have to be careful, Jun,” Ryo warned, his voice grave. “Your family might eventually track you through their search. If they find out you’re here, and then they connect the dots, they’ll put immense pressure on SEVENTEEN to reveal your location. And if they find out about… the truth of Woojun’s birth… they could threaten the group. Use them as leverage. This is why you left, right? To protect them.”

The words struck Junhui with the force of a physical blow. He had chosen this agony, this solitude, to shield them. And now, his very presence, his desperate attempt at hiding, was putting them in even greater danger. The walls of his quiet sanctuary were crumbling faster than he had feared.

He looked at Woojun, who was now contentedly drawing on a napkin, utterly unaware of the storm swirling around him. His son. His beautiful, impossible son. He was the reason for all of this, the living proof of a night that should have been impossible, a secret that could destroy everything.

“What do I do?” Junhui whispered, his voice hoarse with despair. “Where do I go now?”

Ark reached across the table and squeezed his hand. “You have to keep moving, Jun. Stay low, stay quiet. And maybe… maybe consider reaching out to them. Not directly, but… through someone. Maybe through your manager. Just to give them some peace. A fabricated explanation that satisfies their curiosity without revealing the truth. It might calm their search.”

Ryo nodded in agreement. “It’s a risk, but it might divert both parties. Give you more time.”

The thought of communicating with SEVENTEEN, even indirectly, filled Junhui with a conflicting mix of longing and profound terror. He wanted to, desperately. But the lie he’d have to craft, the pain it would cause, felt insurmountable.

He looked around his small cafe, his haven, the place where he had started to build a fragile sense of peace. The comforting scent of coffee, the quiet hum of conversation from the ahjummas, Woojun’s soft giggles from the corner. It was all so precious, so fragile. And now, even this was threatened.

“You’re right,” Junhui said, finally. His voice was heavy with resignation. “I have to keep moving. For Woojun. And for them.” He forced a small, bitter smile. “I suppose this rainbow was always meant to fade.”

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Chapter 12: A Familiar Face in a Forgotten Place

Summary:

Jun saw a ghost of his past.

Notes:

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Chapter Text

The tranquility of the secluded coastal town, Junhui’s hard-won sanctuary, shattered abruptly. It began subtly, with the arrival of unfamiliar, sleek black vans and a sudden influx of young, energetic faces armed with cameras and sound equipment. The sleepy hum of local life was replaced by a low, constant buzz of activity, the excited chatter of crews, and the occasional booming voice of a director.

Junhui, standing behind the counter of ‘Dawn Breaker,’ felt a cold dread creep up his spine. His instincts, honed by years of living a double life and months of hiding, screamed at him. This wasn’t typical tourist traffic. This felt… orchestrated.

He had learned to blend in, to become a quiet fixture in the town. His cafe had become a local favorite, his coffee a morning ritual for fishermen and ahjummas alike. Woojun, his cheerful presence, had solidified his place in the community. But now, that hard-won peace felt fragile, threatened.

It was Ahjumma Park, bustling into the cafe with a wide, excited grin, who delivered the crushing news. “Junhui-ya! You won’t believe it! There’s a big TV show filming in our town! Something called… ‘One Fine Day’? They’re filming a whole group of handsome young men! Big city stars!” She clapped her hands together, oblivious to the terror that was slowly seizing Junhui.

Junhui’s hand, holding the coffee pot, trembled. ‘One Fine Day.’ The name echoed in his mind, a cold, painful wave washing over him. It was their reality show, a beloved series that documented their breaks and adventures. He knew it intimately. He had filmed countless seasons of it.

His heart pounded, a frantic drum against his ribs. It couldn't be. Not them. Not here. This was impossible. This was the one place he thought he was safe, the one place he had chosen precisely because it was so far off the K-pop radar.

He forced a weak smile. “Oh? That’s… exciting, Ahjumma.”

“Yes! They say they’re staying for a few days, filming all over the place! We should go see them!” she chirped, beaming.

Junhui’s mind raced. He had to keep Woojun away. He had to stay hidden. His carefully constructed anonymity, his son’s safety – everything was suddenly at risk. The thought of them, here, so close, sent a fresh wave of panic through him. He pictured Wonwoo’s face again, the shock, the confusion from Beijing. If they saw him here, now, with Woojun, in this small, quiet town where he was supposed to be completely unfindable… it would shatter everything. Not just his fragile peace, but the flimsy narrative he had thrown at them, the lie that he had moved on and found a new life.

He spent the next few days in a heightened state of paranoia. He opened the cafe later, closed it earlier. He kept Woojun inside, inventing excuses about the cold weather or a slight cough. He tried to redirect customers, subtly discouraging them from talking about the film crew. He moved through his days in a fog of anxiety, his eyes constantly scanning the street, his ears straining for familiar voices. He felt like a trapped animal, desperately seeking an escape route.

He saw them, sometimes. From the discreet distance of his cafe window, or from a secluded alleyway as he made a quick dash to the market. He saw the familiar bright colors of their styling, the synchronized movements of their dance, even during a casual walk. He saw their smiles, their laughter, heard their banter. And the sight ripped through him, a bittersweet agony. They looked healthy, vibrant, successful. He felt a fierce surge of pride, a deep, quiet love for them, mingled with the crushing guilt of his absence.

He saw S.Coups, ever the dependable leader, directing them with a calm authority. He saw Jeonghan’s mischievous grin, Hoshi’s boundless energy, Woozi’s focused intensity. He saw them, thriving, without him. The pain was unbearable, a sharp, constant throb beneath his breastbone.

And then, he saw Wonwoo. Tall, lean, his quiet intensity more pronounced now. He often walked a little apart from the others, his gaze thoughtful, observant. Junhui watched him from afar, his breath catching in his throat. Wonwoo looked tired, his eyes holding a depth of unspoken emotion that Junhui couldn't quite decipher. He was beautiful, still. Devastatingly so. The raw, intimate memory of their last night together burned in Junhui’s mind, a constant reminder of the impossible secret he carried, the devastating choice he had made.

Woojun, blissfully unaware of the famous strangers just outside their cafe, was his little anchor, his reason for staying strong. Junhui would scoop him up, hold him close, bury his face in his son’s soft hair, drawing strength from the innocent warmth of his presence. He would do anything to keep Woojun safe, even if it meant living in perpetual fear, always just one step ahead of discovery.

The tension reached its peak on the third day. The production crew had set up a small outdoor dining scene just two blocks from the cafe, right by the old lighthouse, a spot popular with the tourists. Junhui knew he had to be extra careful. He kept the cafe door closed, a rare occurrence, putting up a "Closed for Private Event" sign, even though his heart ached at the lost business. He played quiet music, kept Woojun entertained with drawing, and served the few regulars through the back door.

Late that afternoon, just as the sun began its slow descent, painting the sky in fiery hues, Junhui ventured out to the back alley to dispose of some trash. He thought the filming would be wrapping up, the street quiet. He was wrong.

As he emerged from the narrow alleyway, he saw him. Wonwoo. Standing alone by the old stone wall that overlooked the sea, a few meters from the main filming area, his back to the bustling crew. He wasn’t talking to anyone, just gazing out at the vast, shimmering expanse of the ocean, his hands shoved into his pockets. He looked… lost. Profoundly, achingly alone.

Junhui froze, his heart slamming against his ribs. He should turn back. He should slip away, unseen. But his feet wouldn’t move. He was rooted to the spot, drawn by an irresistible force. He saw the subtle slump of Wonwoo’s shoulders, the way the wind ruffled his hair, the quiet intensity of his gaze. It was the same Wonwoo he had loved, the same Wonwoo he had left. The sight of him, so close, so vulnerable, tore at Junhui’s carefully constructed defenses.

Just as Junhui was about to retreat, a small voice broke the silence.

“Papa! Look! A pretty shell!”

Woojun. He had followed Junhui out, drawn by the allure of a discarded seashell he had spotted near the alley. Junhui’s blood ran cold.

Wonwoo stiffened. Slowly, agonizingly, he turned, his head lifting. His eyes, direct and unblinking, met Junhui’s across the short distance.

The air crackled with unspoken tension. Woojun, oblivious, held up his shell, his bright eyes fixed on Junhui. But Junhui’s gaze was locked with Wonwoo’s, a desperate, silent plea passing between them.

Wonwoo’s eyes, initially wide with shock, narrowed slightly, a complex mixture of disbelief, pain, and something else – a flicker of dawning comprehension that sent a fresh wave of terror through Junhui.

“Junhui,” Wonwoo’s voice was a low murmur, a raw, almost broken sound that cut through the distance. He started to walk, slowly, deliberately, towards Junhui.

Panic seized Junhui. He had to run. He had to disappear. But his feet felt glued to the ground, transfixed by Wonwoo’s approaching figure.

“Papa?” Woojun asked, sensing the sudden shift in atmosphere, his small hand tugging at Junhui’s shirt.

Wonwoo stopped just a few feet away, his gaze still fixed on Junhui, but now his eyes flickered down to Woojun, then back to Junhui, a silent, agonizing question forming in their depths. The sight of Junhui holding the child, so familiar, so intimate, seemed to unravel something deep within Wonwoo.

“It’s really you,” Wonwoo finally said, his voice flat, devoid of emotion, yet laced with an undeniable tremor. He looked at Junhui, his gaze piercing. “Why? Why here? Why like this?” He didn't raise his voice, but the quiet intensity of his words was far more devastating than any shout.

Junhui’s mind raced, desperate for an explanation, a lie that would suffice. “I… I live here now,” he stammered, his voice hoarse. “It’s quiet. Peaceful. For… for Woojun.”

Wonwoo’s gaze lingered on Woojun, then met Junhui’s again, colder now. “For Woojun. Right. Your… child. Three years old. Just like that.” There was a subtle emphasis on the age, a quiet accusation. “You just… left. No word. No explanation. And then you have a child. Did you plan this? Was this always your intention? To disappear and start a whole new life without a single word?”

Junhui flinched, the words twisting in his gut. He wanted to scream the truth, to explain the impossible circumstances of Woojun’s birth, the suffocating grip of his family, the desperation that had forced him to leave. But he couldn’t. He couldn’t put Wonwoo in danger.

“It wasn’t planned,” Junhui finally managed, his voice barely a whisper. “Its… life happens. Things change.” He was clinging to the lie, a thin, transparent shield.

Wonwoo scoffed, a bitter, humorless sound. “Life happens? Things change? Is that all you have to say? After everything? After you just… vanished?” His voice cracked on the last word, the pain finally breaking through his stoic façade. “We were worried sick, Junhui! We searched for you! We spent three years wondering what happened, why you would just abandon us like that!”

“I didn’t abandon you,” Junhui pleaded, his own voice cracking. “I just… I had to go. It was for the best.”

“For the best?” Wonwoo’s eyes flashed with sudden, furious pain. “For whose best, Junhui? Yours? Because it certainly wasn’t for ours! We were a family! And you just… left. Like we meant nothing.”

“You mean everything,” Junhui whispered, tears welling in his eyes. “You always have.” He reached out, an instinctive gesture, but stopped himself, his hand hovering uselessly in the air.

Wonwoo saw the gesture, saw the tears, but his face remained a mask of wounded disbelief. His gaze flickered from Junhui to Woojun, who, sensing the tension, had now pressed himself against Junhui’s leg, looking up at Wonwoo with wide, curious eyes.

“He looks like you,” Wonwoo murmured, his voice softer, a strange mix of fascination and pain. He wasn’t referring to a superficial resemblance, but something deeper, an almost uncanny similarity in their eyes. The quiet observation hung in the air, a silent bomb that only Junhui understood.

Junhui felt his blood run cold. Did Wonwoo… was he seeing something impossible? The truth was so monstrous, so biologically absurd, that it couldn't possibly be intuited. He had to shut this down. Now.

“He’s… he’s my son,” Junhui stated, his voice firm, forcing himself to sound resolute. “That’s all there is to it. I have a life now. A new life. And I’m happy. I hope you can be happy too. All of you.” He forced himself to meet Wonwoo’s gaze, to project a finality he didn't feel. “Please. Just… forget about me. Live your lives.”

Wonwoo just stared at him, his face unreadable, his eyes searching Junhui’s for any sign of the man he once knew, any trace of the love they had shared. But Junhui’s mask was back in place, cold and resolute.

“Forget about you,” Wonwoo repeated, the words flat, devoid of emotion. He shook his head slowly, a profound sadness settling over him. “That’s rich, Junhui. That’s rich.” He turned away, his shoulders slumped, and walked back towards the filming crew, leaving Junhui standing alone in the alleyway, clutching Woojun, his heart shattering into a million pieces.

Woojun tugged at his pants. "Papa, who was that man?"

Junhui squeezed his eyes shut, pulling Woojun into a tight embrace. "No one, Woojun-ah," he whispered, the lie tasting like bitter ash on his tongue. "Just... a ghost from the past." But he knew, with a chilling certainty, that the past was anything but a ghost. It was here, now, in his quiet sanctuary, threatening to unravel everything he had fought so hard to protect. The confrontation had brought no peace, only a renewed terror, a heightened sense of the inevitable, and a painful, impossible longing for a life he could never have.

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Chapter 13: Sunshine in the Brewing Storm

Summary:

Jun and Seventeen finally reunited.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The confrontation by the sea wall had shattered Junhui’s fragile peace. Wonwoo’s pained accusations, the subtle, lingering look he gave Woojun, haunted Junhui’s every waking moment. He felt like a deer caught in headlights, unable to move, unable to hide. The quiet solace of the coastal town had been irrevocably breached. He spent the next few days in a fog of anxiety, constantly looking over his shoulder. He kept the cafe’s blinds drawn, claiming a temporary closure for ‘maintenance.’ Woojun, sensing his papa’s unease, stayed unusually close, his cheerful chatter replaced by a quiet vigilance that tugged at Junhui’s heart. He packed a small emergency bag, ready to flee at a moment’s notice, his burner phone clutched in his hand. Every unfamiliar car that passed felt like a prelude to discovery, every distant voice a threat.

He avoided the areas where SEVENTEEN was known to be filming, relying on snippets of gossip from the few brave ahjummas who ventured out to observe the ‘city stars.’ He learned they were staying for a few more days, immersing themselves in the local culture for their show. The thought sent a fresh wave of panic through him. He couldn’t hide forever.

One afternoon, a sudden downpour, characteristic of the autumn coast, erupted without warning. Junhui had stepped out to quickly secure some outdoor equipment, leaving Woojun playing with his toy cars in the small, enclosed cafe space. The rain came down in sheets, drumming loudly on the corrugated roof, limiting visibility and muffling sounds. Junhui pulled his jacket tighter, wrestling with a stubborn tarp.

Back inside, Woojun, bored with his cars, noticed the cafe door was slightly ajar. Curiosity, a powerful force in a three-year-old’s world, beckoned. He rarely got to go outside without his papa, and the promise of splashing in puddles was irresistible. With a mischievous grin, he pushed the door open just enough to slip through, disappearing into the torrential rain.

Junhui, finishing with the tarp, turned to head back inside, a sudden, cold dread washing over him. He peered through the rain-streaked glass. The cafe door was open. And Woojun was gone.

“Woojun!” Junhui screamed, his voice raw with terror, instantly forgetting his need for discretion. He ran out into the deluge, oblivious to the icy rain that plastered his hair to his face. “Woojun! Where are you?!”

He ran blindly down the narrow street, his eyes frantically scanning the blurry landscape. The rain was so thick, it was almost impossible to see anything beyond a few feet. His heart hammered, a frantic drum against his ribs. He pictured Woojun, so small, so vulnerable, lost in this sudden storm.

Meanwhile, a few blocks away, Wonwoo stood under the narrow awning of a deserted convenience store, waiting out the sudden downpour. The filming crew had taken shelter, grabbing hot coffee from a nearby street vendor, but Wonwoo had drifted away, his mind still reeling from the unexpected encounter with Junhui. The image of Junhui holding that child, calling him 'Papa,' haunted him. And the child’s eyes… there was something unnervingly familiar about them, a spark of intelligence and a slight tilt that tugged at a distant memory. He shook his head, trying to dislodge the impossible thoughts.

As the rain intensified, a small, brightly colored object caught his eye. Something small, moving. He squinted through the downpour. It was a child, a tiny figure, his bright yellow raincoat a splash of color against the gray. The child was wandering aimlessly, looking bewildered, his small face contorted in a silent cry.

Wonwoo’s instincts, honed by years of watching out for his younger members, kicked in. He didn't hesitate. He dashed out from under the awning, ignoring the sudden chill of the rain, and quickly reached the lost child.

“Hey there, little one,” Wonwoo said softly, crouching down, his voice gentle. “Are you lost?”

The child looked up, his eyes wide and brimming with tears. They were the same eyes Wonwoo had seen just days ago, peeking out from behind Junhui’s leg. The same intelligent spark, the same unique tilt. The resemblance, close-up, was startling, undeniable. A profound jolt went through Wonwoo, a cold, terrifying realization that sent shivers down his spine.

“Papa!” the child sobbed, his small hand reaching out instinctively for comfort.

Wonwoo's breath hitched. Papa. The word, spoken by this child, had pierced him once. Now, it was a brand. He scooped the small boy into his arms, pulling him close, sheltering him from the rain. The child was surprisingly light, and smelled faintly of sea air and... something else, something sweet, like faint coffee and warm baked goods. He held the child securely, feeling the warmth of his small body against his chest, a strange, inexplicable connection forming within him.

He carried the boy back under the awning, out of the rain. The rest of the SEVENTEEN members, noticing the commotion, hurried over.

“Wonwoo-ya! What’s going on?” S.Coups asked, his eyes widening at the sight of Wonwoo holding the child.

“I found him wandering,” Wonwoo replied, his voice a little strained, his gaze still fixed on the child’s face. He gently brushed a stray lock of wet hair from the boy’s forehead. “He’s lost.”

Joshua knelt down, his gentle demeanor immediately calming the boy. “Oh, you poor thing. What’s your name?”

“Woojun,” the child mumbled, still clutching Wonwoo’s shirt.

Woojun. The name confirmed it. It was Junhui’s child.

"Junhui-hyung is here?" asked Vernon

Just then, a frantic, desperate shout cut through the sound of the rain.

“Woojun! Woojun!”

Junhui burst around the corner, his face pale and streaked with rain and tears, his eyes wild with panic. He saw Wonwoo holding Woojun, and froze.

“Papa!” Woojun cried, his eyes lighting up at the sight of Junhui. He squirmed in Wonwoo’s arms, reaching out for his father.

Wonwoo, still reeling from his own internal revelation, slowly looked up, his gaze locking with Junhui’s. His eyes, usually so impassive, now held a terrifying blend of shock, dawning horror, and a profound, aching betrayal. He saw the panic in Junhui’s face, the desperate fear for his son, and a cold certainty settled in his bones. He slowly, carefully, lowered Woojun to the ground, allowing the child to rush into Junhui’s waiting arms. Junhui clutched Woojun fiercely, burying his face in his son’s hair, mumbling reassurances.

The other members, witnessing the intense, silent exchange between Junhui and Wonwoo, sensed the gravity of the moment. They saw the fear in Junhui’s eyes, the profound, almost supernatural shock in Wonwoo’s.

The rain continued to hammer against the plastic awning of the convenience store, a deafening roar that seemed to isolate the small group from the rest of the world. Junhui stood paralyzed, his arms locked around a damp, wriggling Woojun, while the twelve members of SEVENTEEN stood like a colorful, chaotic barricade between him and his only escape.

The silence between Junhui and Wonwoo was absolute, but the rest of the group seemed determined to shatter it into a million pieces. Hoshi was the first to fully short-circuit; he didn't just walk over, he vibrated in place, his hands fluttering near his face as he paced a three-step radius. He kept pointing at Junhui, then at Woojun, then back at Junhui, his mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water before he finally shrieked that this had to be a prank, a hidden camera, or perhaps a very elaborate fever dream brought on by the coastal humidity.

Behind him, Mingyu was already in full "mothering" mode, having somehow procured a stack of oversized yellow towels from the production van. He was hovering over Junhui’s shoulder, trying to drape a towel over Woojun without actually touching Junhui, his giant frame casting a shadow that only added to the overwhelming pressure of the moment. Seungkwan was clutching his heart with both hands, leaning his entire weight against a stoic Vernon, declaring to the gray sky that his life was officially a prime-time television drama and that he could already hear the swelling violin music of the season finale. Meanwhile, DK was crouched at eye level with Woojun, making increasingly ridiculous bird noises in a desperate, misguided attempt to distract the child, only to be met with a look of pure, three-year-old judgment.

In the eye of this hurricane, Wonwoo stood just a foot away, his denim jacket dark with rainwater. His glasses were so fogged from the heat of his own skin that his eyes were just shadowed blurs behind the lenses. He reached up to adjust them, his fingers trembling—a rare fracture in his usually unflappable composure. He looked like he wanted to reach out and touch Junhui's shoulder, or perhaps the child’s hand, but his arm remained frozen at his side, trapped in a state of agonizing indecision.

“You should... you should get him inside,” Wonwoo finally said, his voice sounding like it had been dragged over gravel. It was a simple suggestion, but it carried the weight of a thousand unspoken questions. He didn't ask who, he didn't ask why, and he didn't ask how, but the way his gaze lingered on Woojun’s nose—which was a perfect, miniature replica of Junhui’s—said everything.

Junhui couldn't bring himself to look higher than Wonwoo’s collarbone. The proximity was suffocating, bringing back the scent of the cologne Wonwoo had worn for years, now mixed with the salt of the sea. “I’m going. We’re going,” Junhui stammered, his voice thin and reedy. He tried to take a step back, but he nearly tripped over Dino, who was busy trying to show Woojun a card trick with a soggy pack of cards he’d found in his pocket.

Woojun, sensing the sudden spotlight, decided to take matters into his own hands. He reached out from the safety of Junhui’s chest and grabbed the edge of Wonwoo’s fogged-up glasses. With a wet, happy chirp, he shoved the frames upward, squinting at Wonwoo’s face with intense curiosity.

“You have cat eyes,” Woojun declared, his voice high and clear over the sound of the rain. “Papa has cat eyes too. Are you a cat person?”

The entire group froze. Jeonghan, who had been watching the scene with a sharp, calculating glint in his eye, let out a soft, sharp laugh that broke the spell. The awkwardness didn't vanish, but it shifted, becoming a heavy, tangible thing that everyone was now forced to carry. Wonwoo didn't pull away from the child's touch; instead, he leaned into it slightly, a ghost of a smile haunting the corners of his mouth—a smile that looked more like a wound than a gesture of happiness.
“I’m a cat person,” Wonwoo whispered, his eyes finally locking onto Junhui’s through the mist. “I always have been.”

Junhui felt the world tilting. He adjusted his grip on Woojun, his knuckles white. The chaos of the members—Jeonghan now teasingly asking if ‘Uncle Wonwoo’ was going to share his snacks, Hoshi demanding to know the child's favorite dance move, and S.Coups trying to usher the bewildered filming crew away from the scene—felt like a distant roar. All he could feel was the weight of Wonwoo’s stare and the tiny, warm hand of his son resting against the cheek of the man he had spent three years trying to forget.

The rain refused to let up, turning the coastal road into a blurred landscape of gray and silver. Junhui made a move to pull away, his instinct to bolt still humming beneath his skin, but a firm hand caught his shoulder. It wasn't Wonwoo this time; it was Jeonghan, his eyes sharp with that familiar, maternal authority that brook no argument.

“Your cafe is at the other end of the village, Jun,” Jeonghan said, his voice level but final. His Jeonghan-hyung already knew he is here in the village but kept quiet from the group. “The wind is picking up, and this little one is shivering. Our house is right around the corner. We have a dryer, hot tea, and enough blankets to bury him in. Don’t even think about saying no.”

Junhui looked down at Woojun, whose small teeth were indeed beginning to chatter, then back at the group of twelve men who looked ready to form a human shield to prevent him from vanishing again. With a defeated nod, he allowed himself to be ushered toward the large, traditional villa the group had rented for the shoot.

The moment they crossed the threshold, the quiet tension of the street exploded into the trademark SEVENTEEN brand of pandemonium.

“Towels! I need the fluffy ones, not the gym ones!” Seungkwan barked, already sprinting toward the linen closet. He reappeared seconds later, nearly tripping over Dino, who was frozen in the hallway, staring at Junhui like he’d just seen a ghost materialize in their living room.

“Hyung?” Dino’s voice was small, cracking under the weight of three years of unanswered questions. He didn't wait for an answer before lunging forward, burying his face in Junhui’s wet shoulder, his hands clutching the back of Junhui's jacket as if to anchor him to the spot.

In the center of the room, DK had completely lost the battle with his emotions. He wasn't just tearing up; he was sobbing, loud and unabashed, his face buried in his hands. “I thought... I thought we did something wrong!” he wailed, his voice muffled by his palms. “I thought you hated us! Why is the baby so cute? Why are you so thin? Junhui-hyung!” He reached out blindly, patting Junhui’s arm while gasping for air, his grief and joy colliding in a noisy, heartbreaking display.

While Mingyu busied himself in the kitchen, clattering pots to make hot chocolate, and Hoshi hovered around Woojun, trying to teach the bewildered toddler the "Spider" choreography to keep him warm, Vernon stood leaning against the doorframe, his arms crossed.

Vernon’s expression was a complicated mask of hurt and petulance. As Junhui sat on the edge of the sofa, peeling off Woojun’s wet socks, Vernon finally spoke up, his voice uncharacteristically sharp.

“You know, I’m twenty-eight now, Jun,” Vernon said, his eyes narrowing. “I know I’m not your 'baby' anymore but you don't get to just show up with a real one and expect me to be okay with it.” He kicked at the rug, looking away when Junhui’s eyes softened. “You missed three birthdays. Three. I grew up, and you weren't there to see it. So don't try to 'hyung' me today. I’m being a brat because I earned it.”

The room went momentarily quiet, the weight of Vernon’s blunt honesty hanging in the air. Junhui felt a fresh sting of guilt, looking at the man Vernon had become—sharper, more defined, yet still carrying that core of the boy who used to take naps on Junhui’s shoulder in the practice room.

“I know,” Junhui whispered, his voice thick. “I’m sorry, Vernon-ah.”

“Whatever,” Vernon muttered, though he stepped closer, reaching out to ruffle Woojun’s damp hair with a reluctant, lingering softness.

Wonwoo, meanwhile, remained the silent observer, standing by the window. He watched as Seungkwan and Mingyu finally succeeded in wrapping Woojun in one of their oversized tour hoodies, the sleeves dangling past the toddler’s feet. The boy looked like a tiny, drowning puffball of cotton, peering out from the hood with wide, curious eyes as he held a mug of warm milk.

The villa was warm, filled with the smell of cocoa and the chaotic, overlapping voices of his brothers, but Junhui couldn't stop shaking. He sat in the middle of the noise, a man who had spent three years in the cold, suddenly thrust back into the center of the sun. He looked up and caught Wonwoo’s gaze across the room—a silent, steady anchor in the middle of the storm.

The steam from the kitchen, where Mingyu was frantically boiling water for both hot chocolate and instant ramyun, began to fog up the large windows of the villa. The scent of damp wool and expensive cologne mingled with the salty air clinging to their clothes. In the center of the living room, Junhui sat on a low ottoman, practically buried under a mountain of fleece blankets that Jeonghan and Joshua had insisted on wrapping around him the moment he stepped inside.

Vernon, despite his earlier declaration of being a twenty-eight-year-old "grown man" who had moved past being Junhui's baby, was currently stationed firmly on the floor at Junhui’s feet. He was leaning his back against Jun’s shins, his arms crossed over his chest, looking every bit like a disgruntled teenager who had been forced to attend a family reunion.

“I’m still mad,” Vernon muttered, though he reached up and blindly grabbed Junhui’s hand, pulling it down to rest on his shoulder. “I just want to make that clear. I’m incredibly annoyed. You missed my solo debut. You missed the time I got that really cool vintage jacket and had no one to show it to who would appreciate the stitching.”

Junhui couldn’t help it; a small, genuine laugh bubbled up in his throat. He ran his fingers through Vernon’s damp hair, a gesture so familiar it made his chest ache. “I’m sorry, Vernon-ah. I’ll look at the stitching now? I’ll look at it for three hours.”

“Fine,” Vernon huffed, leaning his head back against Jun’s knees. “But I’m not being cute. I’m just cold.”

“Sure, Nonie,” Joshua said, drifting over with two steaming mugs of ginger tea. He handed one to Junhui with a wink. Joshua was the picture of calm, though the way he lingered, his hand resting briefly on the crown of Junhui’s head, betrayed his relief. He knelt down in front of Woojun, who was currently sitting on Hoshi’s lap, peering out from the hood of a SEVENTEEN tour hoodie that was so large it looked like he was living in a tent.

“Hello, little Prince,” Joshua said in his softest, most melodic English. “Do you know who we are? We are your papa’s brothers. That makes us your very loud, very strange uncles.”

Woojun blinked, his eyes wide as he took in Joshua’s gentle face. He reached out a tiny, warm hand and patted Joshua’s cheek. “Uncle Shua?” he tried, echoing the name he’d heard Hoshi whisper earlier.

The room collectively gasped. DK, who had finally stopped the heavy sobbing and transitioned into a state of perpetual "happy-crying," let out a high-pitched squeal. “He said Shua! He has the voice of an angel! He’s a genius! Junhui-hyung, he’s a literal prodigy!”

Across the room, Minghao was leaning against the wall, watching the scene with a quiet, knowing smile. He hadn't approached yet, giving Junhui space to breathe, but their eyes met frequently. In that silent exchange, a world of shared history passed between them. Minghao eventually moved forward, sitting on the other side of Junhui.

“How are you?” Minghao asked softly in Mandarin, his voice a private anchor in the sea of Korean chatter. Junhui’s shoulders finally dropped an inch. “I’m okay. Now, I’m okay.”

Minghao nodded, his eyes drifting to Woojun. “He has your eyes, Jun. But he has that stubborn look from… well.” He tilted his head toward Wonwoo, who was still hovering in the periphery like a moon caught in a strange orbit. “He’s a beautiful child. You did well, even if I want to kick you for disappearing.”

“Later,” Junhui promised with a weak smile. “You can kick me later.”

Suddenly, the heavy door to the "studio" room which was really just a repurposed walk-in closet where Woozi had set up his portable gear creaked open. Jihoon stepped out, missing earlier, his hair a mess of blond spikes, looking like he’d been trying to drown out the noise with noise-canceling headphones and failing miserably.

He stopped dead when he saw the child.

Woozi wasn't known for being particularly expressive with toddlers, usually preferring the company of synthesizers and protein shakes, but something about Woojun—perhaps the way he was currently trying to eat a piece of lint off the giant hoodie—made his stoic expression crumble.

“That’s it?” Woozi asked, his voice flat but his eyes wide. “That’s the mini-Jun?”

“His name is Woojun, Jihoon-ah,” S.Coups said, nudging the producer forward.

Woozi approached tentatively, as if Woojun were a fragile piece of vintage equipment that might break if he touched it wrong. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a pair of high-end, bright red in-ear monitors. He dangled them in front of Woojun.

“You want to hear something cool, kid?” Woozi asked.

Woojun’s eyes lit up. He grabbed the monitors, his tiny fingers clumsy but determined. Woozi actually sat down on the floor next to him, showing him how to hold them, his usual "scary producer" aura completely evaporated.

“He likes the tech,” Woozi noted, a hint of pride in his voice. “He’s got good taste. We’ll get him on the MIDI controller by dessert.”

The afternoon descended into a beautiful, chaotic blur. Seungkwan and DK decided that Woojun needed a proper "Introduction to SEVENTEEN" performance, which involved them using wooden spoons as microphones and performing a dramatic, acoustic version of Aju Nice while sliding across the hardwood floor in their socks. Woojun clapped his hands, his laughter filling the house, a sound so bright it seemed to push the storm outside even further away.

Mingyu eventually emerged from the kitchen like a conqueror, carrying three massive boxes of pizza he’d somehow convinced a local place to deliver in a monsoon, plus a giant bowl of "toddler-friendly" pasta he’d whipped up in ten minutes.

“Dinner is served!” Mingyu announced, his face glowing. He paused, looking at Junhui, who was still being used as a human pillow by Vernon. “Hyung, I made yours with the extra garlic you like. And I checked—there’s no mushrooms. I remembered.”

Junhui felt a lump form in his throat. They remembered everything. The garlic, the lack of mushrooms, the way Vernon needed to be close when he was upset, the way Joshua knew exactly when to bring the tea.

As they gathered around the large floor table, the atmosphere shifted from "shocking reunion" to "typical SEVENTEEN dinner." Hoshi was trying to convince Woojun that his "Tiger Power" was a real thing, while The8 tried to explain that it was just a hobby. Jeonghan was busy trying to "cheat" at a game of Rock-Paper-Scissors to see who had to do the dishes, and Seungkwan was giving a ten-minute lecture on why the local pizza was "texturally fascinating."

In the middle of the noise, Vernon finally sat up, though he didn't move far. He grabbed a slice of pizza and then, without looking, nudged a second slice onto Junhui’s plate.

“Eat,” Vernon commanded, still trying to sound tough. “You’re too skinny. If you disappear again, I’m going to track you down and tie you to the practice room barre. I’m serious. I’m a baby who knows how to use GPS now.”

Junhui laughed, reaching over to ruffle Vernon’s hair again. “I’m staying, Nonie. I’m staying.”

Wonwoo finally sat down on Junhui’s other side, the space between them finally closing. He didn't say much, but as Woojun reached out to steal a piece of crust from Wonwoo’s plate, Wonwoo gently guided the boy’s hand, his fingers brushing against Junhui’s in the process.

For the first time in three years, the coldness that had settled in Junhui’s bones was gone. The rain was still falling outside, the wind was still howling, and the world was still full of terrifying secrets and family threats. But inside the villa, surrounded by the smell of garlic pizza and the sound of twelve brothers arguing over whose "Uncle" title was the most prestigious, Junhui finally felt like he could breathe.

“Look, Papa!” Woojun shouted, pointing at DK, who was currently trying to balance a pepperoni on his nose to make the child laugh. “Funny Uncle!”

“He’s the funniest, Woojun-ah,” Junhui whispered, leaning his head against Wonwoo’s shoulder for just a second. “They all are.”

As the evening deepened, the adrenaline that had fueled the chaotic pizza dinner began to ebb, replaced by a heavy, cozy lethargy. The storm outside had settled into a rhythmic patter against the villa’s wooden eaves, a soothing white noise that finally did what twelve energetic idols couldn't: it put Woojun to sleep.

The toddler was a heap of soft cotton and tangled limbs, still engulfed in the oversized SEVENTEEN hoodie. He had been trying to stay awake to watch Hoshi perform a particularly animated "tiger-style" version of hide-and-seek, but his eyelids had betrayed him mid-giggle. He was now sprawled across Junhui’s lap, his thumb tucked near his mouth, his breathing slow and even.

With the child asleep, the atmosphere in the room shifted instantly. It was as if a veil had been lifted, revealing the raw, jagged edges of the emotions they had all been masking with laughter and garlic bread.

Mingyu quietly cleared the table, moving with a grace that suggested he didn't want to break the fragile silence. Joshua dimmed the lights, leaving the room bathed in the soft, amber glow of a few floor lamps. The members rearranged themselves, forming a loose circle on the floor and sofas.

Vernon refused to move from his spot at Junhui’s feet. He remained anchored to Jun’s shins, his head resting back against Jun’s knees. He looked up, his eyes reflecting the dim light. "You’re really here," he whispered, his voice losing its bratty edge and softening into something vulnerable. "It wasn't a hallucination from the sea salt."

Junhui ran a hand through his own damp hair, his fingers trembling. "I'm here, Nonie."

S.Coups, sitting directly across from them, leaned forward, his elbows on his knees. As the leader, the weight of the last three years seemed to settle on his shoulders all at once. "Jun... we aren't going to let you walk out that door tonight. Not until we understand. You don’t need to tell us everything tonight. But we want to understand. Not because we’re angry—though some of us are before—but because we can’t lose you again. We nearly broke the first time."

The dam finally broke.

It started with a single, hitching breath. Junhui looked down at the sleeping boy in his lap—the living, breathing evidence of everything he had sacrificed and everything he had feared—and the first tear fell, splashing onto the gray fabric of Woojun’s hoodie.

"I'm so sorry," Junhui choked out, his voice fracturing. "I’m so, so sorry. I thought I was protecting you. My family... they didn't give me a choice. They told me if I stayed, they would make sure SEVENTEEN never succeeded. They told me they’d turn my 'condition' into a scandal that would bury all of you before you even reached your peak."

He began to sob then, a deep, soul-shaking sound that he tried to stifle so as not to wake the child. DK, seeing Junhui crumble, started crying all over again, burying his face in Hoshi’s shoulder. Seungkwan reached over, gripping Junhui’s hand tightly, his own face twisted with shared pain.

"I spent every day in China looking at the clock, calculating what time it was in Seoul," Junhui confessed through his tears. "I’d think they're in dance practice now. They’re eating dinner now. Vernon is probably reading right now. I felt like a ghost watching my own life happen without me."

Woozi, who had been uncharacteristically quiet, looked up from the floor. "You didn't trust us enough to let us help you fight them?" his voice wasn't accusing, just profoundly sad.

"I couldn't risk you," Junhui whispered. "You were my world. How do you risk the world?"

Throughout the entire heart-to-heart, Wonwoo remained a silent, distant figure. He was sitting on a separate armchair, tucked into the shadows at the edge of the circle. While the other members leaned in, touched Junhui, and offered their warmth, Wonwoo kept his arms crossed tightly over his chest. His gaze was fixed on Woojun, but his expression was unreadable—a mask of cold stone that hid a swirling vortex of hurt.

He didn't join the group hug that inevitably formed when S.Coups and Jeonghan moved to sit on either side of Junhui. He didn't offer a handkerchief. He just watched, his posture stiff, maintaining a physical gap that felt miles wide. Every time Junhui’s eyes drifted toward him, seeking some sign of forgiveness or even just a flicker of the old intimacy, Wonwoo would subtly look away, shifting his glasses or staring out at the rain.

Minghao noticed the distance and sighed softly, leaning closer to Junhui to murmur words of comfort in Mandarin. He knew the road back to Wonwoo would be the hardest one Junhui ever had to walk.

"We would have a plan," Jeonghan said, his voice firm as he rubbed Junhui’s back. "Mr. Kim is already on his way. Pledis is involved. We aren't the kids we were three years ago, Junhui. We have power now. Your family can't hide you anymore because we won't let the world look away."

Vernon gripped Junhui’s hand again, looking up with a fierce, protective glare. "And I’m still a brat," he sniffled, wiping his nose with his sleeve. "So you owe me at least ten years of being my hyung without leaving. You have to help me with my taxes. And you have to tell Woojun that I’m his favorite uncle. Not Shua-hyung. Me."

A small, watery laugh escaped Junhui. He looked around the room—at Hoshi trying to make a heart with his hands while crying, at Joshua’s serene, supportive smile, at Mingyu already planning a massive breakfast for the morning.

He was home. The shadows of the ancestral estate and the cold isolation of the last three years felt, for the first time, like a bad dream. He was surrounded by his brothers, sheltered from the storm, and even if Wonwoo was still standing on the other side of a canyon of silence, Junhui was finally back in the light. He is afraid of his family but the comfort of SEVENTEEN tells him that it is worth fighting for this time.

He looked down at Woojun, who shifted in his sleep, murmuring something about "Funny Uncles," and for the first time in a long, long time, Junhui didn't feel like a ghost. He felt real.

Junhui know that everything is far from okay but he wants to enjoy the company of his former members before facing his problem once more.

"I'm not going anywhere," Junhui promised, his voice steadying. "I'm never going anywhere again."

Notes:

This is such an emotional roller coaster ride to write. I hope you guys enjoy it because we are far from the end hehe

Chapter 14: Exact Copy

Summary:

Seventeen teases Wonwoo.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The morning sun filtered through the paper screens of the villa, smelling of damp earth and the leftover garlic pizza from the night before. Junhui sat up slowly, carefully disentangling himself from Jeonghan’s arm—which was draped over his legs like a heavy velvet anchor—and Woojun’s tiny, starfish-sprawled limbs.

The quiet was broken by a rhythmic thud-thud-thud from the kitchen. Mingyu was already at the stove, flipping silver-dollar pancakes with the focused intensity of a man preparing for battle.

"Hyung, you're awake," Mingyu whispered, not looking up. "I made the batter with that extra vanilla you like. And I cut some into cat shapes for the little one."

"You're too good to us, Mingyu-ya," Junhui rasped, his voice still thick with sleep.

"I have three years of breakfast to make up for," Mingyu countered, finally looking up with a small, sad smile. "Go sit. I've got the coffee ready."

Junhui padded to the table, carrying a groggy Woojun on his hip, just as the rest of the house began to stir. Vernon drifted in like a fashionable ghost, his hair standing up at gravity-defying angles. He slumped into the chair next to Junhui, immediately dropping his head onto Jun’s shoulder.

 

"I’m hungry," Vernon announced to the table at large, his eyes still closed. "And I’m still twenty percent mad at you, Jun-hui. So you have to butter my toast. It’s the law."

Junhui laughed, reaching for the sourdough. "Only twenty percent today, Nonie? That's an improvement from last night."

"Don't get used to it," Vernon muttered, burrowing deeper into Jun’s side. "I’ve had three years of mediocre, non-hyung-buttered toast. I’m owed at least a thousand handmade sandwiches. And the strawberry jam. Not the orange one. I hate the orange one."

"I remember," Junhui whispered, spreading the jam with a hand that still trembled slightly. "I haven't forgotten a single thing you like."

The sliding door to the veranda creaked open, and Wonwoo stepped inside, looking exhausted. He’d clearly been out there watching the sea since dawn. He kept his distance, leaning against the far counter with his arms crossed.

Jeonghan sauntered in next, looking effortlessly ethereal despite his bedhead. He poured a cup of coffee, his eyes darting between Junhui, the toddler, and the silent figure of Wonwoo. A familiar, mischievous glint appeared in his eyes.

"You know, Jun," Jeonghan started, leaning back against the table. "I was watching Woojun sleep this morning. It’s the strangest thing. I see you in the nose, sure. But those eyes..." He trailed off, pointedly looking at Wonwoo. "Wonwoo-ya, come here. Look at this child."

Wonwoo stiffened. "Hyung, I’m fine right here."

"Oh, don't be a bore. Look at him!" Jeonghan insisted, gesturing to Woojun, who was currently trying to eat a pancake while wearing Mingyu’s oversized oven mitts. "The fox-like tilt? The way the corners turn up? Wonwoo-ya, if I didn't know any better, I’d say you donated some DNA three years ago and forgot to tell us."

The kitchen went deathly silent. Mingyu’s spatula hovered mid-air.

"Hyung, stop it," Wonwoo said, his voice dropping an octave. "That’s not funny. You’re making Junhui uncomfortable."

"I’m just observing!" Jeonghan chirped, undeterred. "Look at how he holds his spoon. He grips it with his whole fist, exactly the way you do when you're cranky. And that scowl! Woojun-ah, show Uncle Wonwoo your 'I’m busy' face."

Woojun, sensing the spotlight, looked up at Wonwoo. He tilted his head, his dark eyes widening. Then, he let out a little "Hmph," crossed his tiny arms over his chest, and mimicked Wonwoo’s defensive posture with terrifying accuracy.

Hoshi let out a strangled shriek. "Oh my god! It’s the Emo Cat energy! It’s identical!"
"It’s just a coincidence," Minghao intervened, his voice calm but his eyes sharp as they darted to Junhui’s white-knuckled grip on his coffee mug. "Children mimic people they find interesting. Right, Jun?"

"Right," Junhui stammered, forcing a brittle smile. "I... I guess he just has a common face type. A lot of people have those eyes."

"Not like those," Woozi piped up from the doorway, squinting at the toddler. "I spend twelve hours a day looking at monitors for editing. That is the Jeon Wonwoo eye-shape down to the millimeter. Statistically, that's not a coincidence, Jun. That's a glitch in the matrix."

"See!" Jeonghan laughed, ruffling Woojun’s hair. "Even our resident genius agrees. Wonwoo-ya, you’ve been replaced by a smaller, cuter version of yourself. How does it feel to be obsolete?"

Wonwoo didn't answer. He stared at Woojun for a long, frozen beat, a flicker of something—confusion, longing, or perhaps a terrifying realization—crossing his face before he masked it. "I’m going to go check on the cafe supplies," he said abruptly, turning on his heel and vanishing back toward the bedrooms.

The door clicked shut, leaving a heavy silence behind.

"Well," Vernon said, finally sitting up and reaching for his perfectly buttered toast. "I don't care who he looks like as long as he doesn't steal my spot as the favorite. Jun-hui, does the kid like giant robots? Because if he does, we’re cool. If not, I’m reclaiming my status as the only baby allowed in this house."

"He loves robots, Vernon-ah," Junhui said, his heart finally slowing down. "He loves them almost as much as you do."

"Good," Vernon grunted, leaning back into Junhui’s space. "Then we stay for the week. We fix your shop, we say goodbye to your grandmas, and then you're coming home. No more disappearing, okay? I'm too old to learn how to butter my own toast properly."

The morning transformed from a quiet breakfast into a full-blown renovation festival. While Mingyu was outside deconstructing a weather-beaten fence, the rest of the members had turned the cafe’s interior into a "Wonwoo-Observation Lab," much to Wonwoo’s visible distress.

"Okay, look, look!" Hoshi hissed, dropping to a crouch behind the counter. "Woojun-ah, come here! Look at Uncle Wonwoo. What is he doing?"

Wonwoo was sitting in the corner, hunched over a laptop as he tried to help Mr. Kim with some logistics. He had his glasses pushed up against the bridge of his nose and was biting his lower lip in deep concentration.

Woojun waddled over, mimicking the exact same hunch. He scrunched his nose, pushed his tiny index finger against the bridge of his own nose—despite not wearing glasses—and let out a frustrated little huff.

"Identical!" Seungkwan shrieked, clutching a bottle of glass cleaner. "Jun-hui! Explain this! Did you buy a 'Build-A-Wonu' kit in China? The lip-biting? The posture? It’s a 1:1 ratio!"

"It’s just... he’s very observant," Junhui stammered, frantically scrubbing a table that was already spotless. "Kids are like sponges, Seungkwan-ah!"

"Sponges don't inherit specific refractive errors and a brooding aura, Jun," Jeonghan chimed in, leaning over the counter with a smirk. He turned his attention to the corner. "Wonwoo-ya! Your son is calling you."

"He’s not my son, hyung," Wonwoo muttered, though he didn't look up from the screen. His ears, however, were turning a shade of pink that rivaled the strawberry jam from breakfast.

"Then why," DK chimed in, sliding across the floor in his socks, "does he have that exact same mole on his cheek? Jun-hyung, did you pick a donor out of a catalog? Did you flip to 'Introverted Gamer' and just hit 'Order Now'?"

The cafe erupted into chaotic laughter. Joshua walked by, patting Wonwoo on the shoulder. "Don't worry, Wonwoo-ya. At least he’s cute. If he looked like Coups, he’d be trying to wrestle the furniture by now."

"Hey!" S.Coups shouted from the terrace, where he was struggling with an umbrella. "I heard that! And for the record, Woojun has my leadership skills. See how he’s directing Mingyu?"
Sure enough, Woojun was standing near the door, pointing a chubby finger at a pile of wood and shouting, "Big! Big!"

Mingyu wiped sweat from his forehead, grinning. "Yes, Boss! Moving the big wood now! Honestly, he’s less scary than Coups-hyung, but the authority is definitely there."

As the afternoon rolled in, the "Fix-It" mission turned into a picnic. They spread blankets over the freshly cleaned floor. Vernon, who had spent the last hour "helping" by testing the comfort of every chair in the shop, finally sat down next to Wonwoo, who was still trying to maintain his wall of stoicism.

"You know, Wonwoo," Vernon said, tearing into a steamed bun. "You're failing the beating-the-allegations test. Look at how he’s sitting."

Wonwoo finally looked down. Woojun had crawled over and sat directly next to his thigh. The toddler had his legs crossed in a very specific, slightly awkward pretzel shape—the exact way Wonwoo sat when he was trying to save space.

"He's just... sitting," Wonwoo whispered, his voice softening.

"He's sitting like you," Vernon countered, then looked at Junhui. "Hyung, can we keep them? Like, forever? I feel like having a Mini-Wonu around makes the Original Wonu more tolerable. It balances out the gloom."

"I am not gloomy," Wonwoo defended, but his hand moved instinctively, hovering over Woojun’s head before finally settling there. He ruffled the boy’s hair with a tenderness that made the room go momentarily quiet.

"See?" Jeonghan whispered to the group, loud enough for everyone to hear. "The fatherly instincts are overriding the 'I’m-a-cool-rapper' exterior. It’s only a matter of time before he starts buying the kid a miniature gaming PC."

"I already looked some up," Wonwoo admitted quietly, his eyes widening when he realized he’d said it out loud.

The cafe exploded. Seungkwan dropped his cleaning rag, Hoshi started doing a celebratory dance.

Junhui stood in the middle of it all, a dishcloth in his hand and a lump in his throat. He looked at Wonwoo, who was now being teased mercilessly by twelve brothers, and then at his son, who was giggling and reaching for Wonwoo’s glasses.

The secret was still there, a heavy weight behind his teeth, but for the first time in three years, the fear felt smaller than the love in the room.

"Okay, okay!" Junhui laughed, trying to draw the fire away from a now-beet-red Wonwoo. "Back to work! The ahjummas are coming by at five for tea, and if this place isn't perfect, they'll complain to my face for another three years!"

"Yes, Papa!" DK cheered, snapping to attention. "And Uncle Wonwoo! Get back to your laptop! You have a college fund to start!"

Wonwoo hid his face in his hands, but through his fingers, Junhui saw the smallest, rarest smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

By the time five o’clock rolled around, the cafe had been transformed from a storm-battered shell into something that looked like a Pinterest board brought to life. The air smelled of Mingyu’s specialized "Grandma-friendly" lavender tea and fresh pastries, but the real attraction wasn't the food.

It was the line of local ahjummas filing through the door, eyes wide as they took in the twelve handsome "city boys" standing at attention like a makeshift welcoming committee.

"Oh, Jun-ah!" Mrs. Kim, the neighborhood’s self-appointed matriarch, chirped as she swatted Hoshi’s hand away from a plate of cookies. "You finally brought your brothers! I told everyone you were too pretty to be an only child."

"They’re... they’re my best friends, Halmoni," Junhui said, ushering them toward the large communal table Mingyu had just polished to a mirror shine.

Seungkwan and DK immediately swung into "Variety Show Mode," pulling out chairs, pouring tea with exaggerated flourishes, and complimenting every grandmother’s outfit until the room was filled with high-pitched giggles and playful slaps on their arms.

"So handsome!" Mrs. Park exclaimed, squinting through her spectacles. She turned her gaze to the corner where Wonwoo was trying to blend into the shadows, currently holding Woojun on his lap because the toddler had refused to sit anywhere else.

The room went quiet as Mrs. Park waddled over, her eyes darting between Wonwoo’s sharp profile and the little boy’s face. She leaned in close, nearly bumping noses with Wonwoo.

"Jun-ah," she called out without looking back. "You told us you adopted this boy from a distant relative in the city, right?"

Junhui felt his throat tighten. "Yes, Mrs. Park. A... a distant cousin."

The old woman let out a loud, knowing cackle, pointing a bony finger at Wonwoo. "Then your cousin must be this tall one’s twin! Look at those eyes! They’re like two raisins dropped from the same vine!"

"I... we get that a lot today, apparently," Wonwoo muttered, his voice cracking slightly. He tried to look away, but Woojun chose that exact moment to take off Wonwoo’s glasses and put them on his own tiny face, squinting up at the ahjumma with a perfect, mirrored scowl.

"Aigoo! Identical!" Mrs. Lim shouted, clutching her chest. "Even the grumpy attitude! Jun-ah, you should have told us the father was coming to visit. We would have made a bigger cake!"

Jeonghan practically choked on his tea, leaning over to Joshua with a delighted whisper. "See? Even the local experts have reached a verdict. The 'Cousin' story is officially failing the grandmother test."

"It’s just a coincidence, Halmoni," S.Coups tried to intervene, though he was smiling so hard his dimples were popping. "Junhui-hyung just has a... very specific type of friend."

"Type of friend? Rubbish!" Mrs. Park waved him off, turning back to Wonwoo. "Young man, you’d better be taking care of our Jun-ah. He’s worked too hard for three years in this little shop. And this baby... he’s got your stubborn chin. Don't you dare leave them again."

Wonwoo froze. The weight of the woman's words—the assumption of a shared life he hadn't actually lived—seemed to hit him harder than any of the members' jokes. He looked down at Woojun, who was now patting Wonwoo’s cheeks with sticky, jam-covered hands.

"I... I won't," Wonwoo whispered, so low only Junhui heard it. "I’m not going anywhere."

Vernon, who was busy being fed pieces of dried persimmon by another ahjumma, looked over and winked at Junhui. "Hear that, hyung? The grandmas have spoken. You’re stuck with the Original Wonu now. No returns, no exchanges."

"I think I can live with that," Junhui said softly, catching Wonwoo’s gaze. For the first time, the coldness in Wonwoo’s eyes had melted into something soft, confused, and undeniably protective.

The tea party turned into a full-blown celebration. Hoshi ended up teaching three grandmothers the "Horanghae" pose, Minghao discussed the benefits of green tea with the village elders, and Woozi was cornered by an ahjumma who insisted he looked like her grandson and tried to set him up on a blind date.

As the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the cafe in shades of gold and violet, the noise finally began to settle. The ahjummas shuffled out, their pockets full of Mingyu’s cookies and their hearts full of gossip that would last the village a decade.

Junhui leaned against the counter, watching his brothers—his real family—laze around the clean shop. Vernon was half-asleep on a pile of cushions, Seungkwan was counting the tips they’d jokingly collected, and in the corner, Wonwoo was still sitting with Woojun, who had finally conked out against his chest.

"A week isn't long enough," S.Coups said, walking over to stand by Junhui. "But it’s a start."

"It's more than I ever hoped for," Junhui admitted.

"We're going to make it right, Jun," the leader promised, looking at the sleeping man and child. "All of it. Starting with getting that kid a tiny Seventeen jersey."

"Please," Junhui laughed, wiping a stray tear. "He already thinks Hoshi is a tiger. Let’s not confuse him more."

The cleanup continued late into the evening, the air thick with the scent of lemon polish and the relentless, rhythmic teasing that had become the soundtrack of the day. Seungkwan had discovered a small Polaroid camera behind the counter and was currently staging a "Family Portrait" series that was making Wonwoo’s eye twitch.

"Okay, everyone, look! The 'Grumpy Cat' collection is complete!" Seungkwan announced, waving a developing photo in the air. "I caught them both yawning at the exact same time. Same jaw angle, same squint, same level of existential dread. Jun-hui, are you sure you didn't just clone him in a lab? It’s too precise for nature."

"It’s the soul, Seungkwan-ah," Jeonghan added, leaning over a mop handle with a wicked grin. "They share a frequency. Look at how Wonwoo-ya is holding that duster. He’s doing it with the same 'I’d rather be gaming' sigh that Woojun just made when I took away his toy truck."

Wonwoo finally snapped, though his "snap" was just a very deep, very weary sigh. He set the duster down and turned his gaze toward Junhui, who was busy polishing a set of vintage glass jars.

"You’re all very creative," Wonwoo said, his voice dropping into that low, resonant frequency that usually silenced a room. He looked at Junhui, his eyes narrowing behind his glasses in a way that felt like a cold breeze. "But maybe we should ask the shopkeeper. He seems to have a lot of experience in... selective storytelling."

Junhui’s hands stilled on the glass. The teasing from the others was warm, a chaotic embrace, but Wonwoo’s words had a sharp, icy edge that cut straight through the noise.

"Wonwoo-ya..." Junhui started, his voice small.

"I’m just saying," Wonwoo continued, stepping closer until he was leaning against the counter, just a few feet from Junhui. He didn't look at the others; his focus was entirely, uncomfortably fixed on Jun. "You’ve spent three years becoming a master of the 'half-truth,' haven't you? You told the ahjummas a cousin story. You told us a 'family emergency' story. I wonder... if we keep digging, how many more versions of the truth are hidden in this cafe?"

The room went quiet. Even Hoshi, who had been mid-dance, stopped to watch the tension crackle between them.

"I did what I had to do," Junhui whispered, unable to meet Wonwoo’s gaze.

"Of course you did," Wonwoo said, his tone deceptively smooth, almost conversational, yet biting. He reached out and picked up one of the jars Junhui had just cleaned, inspecting it with a detached air. "You’re very good at keeping things clean. Spotless, even. No traces left behind. No letters, no calls, no 'hey, I have a son who looks exactly like you' texts. It’s an impressive level of commitment to a lie."

"Wonwoo, that’s enough," S.Coups said softly from the doorway, sensing the atmosphere turning from playful to jagged.

But Wonwoo wasn't done. He set the jar down with a sharp clack against the marble. "I’m just admiring the craftsmanship, Coups-hyung. It takes a lot of work to look someone in the eye for years and then just... delete them. Isn't that right, Jun? You deleted three years of my life. I’m just curious if you’re planning to delete the next week, too, once the 'fun' of the reunion wears off."

Junhui felt the sting in his eyes, a familiar lump forming in his throat. He looked up then, meeting Wonwoo’s cold, hurt stare. "I’m not deleting anything. I’m right here."

"Are you?" Wonwoo asked, a ghost of a bitter smile touching his lips. He leaned in closer, his voice a private, freezing murmur. "Because it feels like I’m talking to a stranger who happens to be holding my heart in a jar. Don't worry, though. I'll help you fix the shop. I’ll play the 'Uncle' role. I’m very good at following a script, too. I learned from the best."

He turned on his heel and walked toward the back room, leaving a suffocating silence in his wake.

Vernon, who had been uncharacteristically quiet during the exchange, walked over and hopped onto the stool Wonwoo had just vacated. He looked at Junhui, then at the door Wonwoo had disappeared through.

"He’s being a jerk," Vernon said plainly, reaching out to grab Junhui’s hand. "But he’s a jerk who hasn't slept in three years because he was waiting for a ghost to come home. Give him a minute, hyung. He’s just... defrosting. It’s a painful process."

"I know," Junhui whispered, squeezing Vernon’s hand. "I deserve the ice."

"Maybe," Vernon shrugged, pulling a face. "But the kids don't. And Woojun is currently trying to eat a piece of blue painter's tape, so you might want to handle that before 'Mini-Wonu' gets a stomach ache."

Junhui let out a shaky laugh, wiping his eyes with his sleeve. He looked toward the back room, then at his brothers who were already trying to lighten the mood again by making DK wear a colander on his head. The week was going to be long, and the ice was thick, but as he watched Woojun waddle toward the back room, following the "Grumpy Uncle" with a determined look on his face, Junhui knew the thaw had already begun—even if Wonwoo wasn't ready to admit it yet.

Notes:

I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter hehe lemme know ur thoughts!

Chapter 15: Step by step

Summary:

Wonu vs Mini-Wonu

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The following morning, the cafe was filled with the sharp scent of fresh pine and the low, rhythmic hum of the espresso machine. The initial "honeymoon" phase of the reunion had officially curdled into a tense, domestic standoff. While the rest of the group was out helping the village elders move heavy furniture after the storm, Wonwoo had volunteered to stay behind and help Junhui reorganize the supply room.

It was a mistake. The air in the cramped space was thick with unsaid words and the cold, clinical precision of Wonwoo’s resentment.

"Not there," Wonwoo said, his voice flat and devoid of its usual warmth as Junhui tried to stack a crate of oat milk. "If you put the heavy ones on the middle shelf, you’ll just have to move them again when the shipment of beans arrives. It’s inefficient."

Junhui paused, his arms straining under the weight of the crate. "I was just trying to clear the floor so Woojun wouldn't trip, Wonwoo-ya."

"Right. You’re always 'just trying' to do things, aren't you?" Wonwoo countered, not looking up from his clipboard. He adjusted his glasses with a sharp, flicking motion. "Just trying to protect us. Just trying to run a business. You’re so busy 'trying' that you seem to forget how to actually communicate. Move it to the bottom."

Junhui sighed, a weary, defeated sound, and lowered the crate. "I'm sorry. I'll move it."

"Don't apologize. It doesn't change the logistics," Wonwoo replied coldly. He stepped past Junhui, intentionally brushing his shoulder with a stiffness that felt like a physical wall. "It’s fascinating, really. You managed to build an entire life here on a foundation of silence. I suppose I should be impressed by the dedication it takes to be that selfish."

The words hit like a slap. Junhui flinched, his fingers gripping the edge of the wooden crate until his knuckles turned white. He opened his mouth to defend himself, to remind Wonwoo that he had been terrified and alone, but the words died in his throat. He felt like he was drowning in the ice Wonwoo kept pouring over him.

Suddenly, a small, indignant "Hey!" echoed through the supply room.

They both froze. Woojun was standing in the doorway, clutching a stuffed tiger—a gift from Hoshi—tightly to his chest. His small face, which usually radiated a bright, bubbly energy, was pinched into a scowl that was a terrifyingly accurate mirror of Wonwoo’s own.

"No!" Woojun shouted, stomping his foot on the linoleum. He waddled forward and planted himself firmly between the two men, his tiny arms crossed over his chest. He glared up at Wonwoo, his dark eyes flashing with a fierce, protective fire. "No mean! Uncle Wonu... no mean to Papa!"

Wonwoo blinked, his stoic expression faltering for the first time all day. "Woojun-ah, we’re just... we’re working."

"No work!" Woojun countered, his lower lip trembling with anger. He pointed a chubby finger at Wonwoo’s chest. "You make Papa sad. Papa eyes... sad. Bad Uncle! Bad!"

The silence that followed was deafening. Wonwoo looked from the furious toddler to Junhui, whose eyes were indeed shimmering with unshed tears he had been trying so hard to hide. The "Mini-Wonu" had spoken, and his verdict was absolute.

"I... I wasn't trying to..." Wonwoo started, but the words felt clumsy and hollow in the face of the child's purity.

Woojun didn't let him finish. He turned around and hugged Junhui’s leg, burying his face in Jun’s apron. "Papa, go. No stay with mean man."

Junhui reached down, ruffling Woojun’s hair with a hand that was still shaking. "It’s okay, Woojun-ah. Uncle Wonwoo is just tired."

"No. Mean!" Woojun insisted. He gave Wonwoo one last, devastatingly judgmental look—the kind of cold stare Wonwoo usually reserved for people who cheated at board games—and led Junhui out of the supply room by the hand, leaving Wonwoo standing alone among the crates of oat milk.

For the rest of the afternoon, Wonwoo was a ghost in his own skin. He retreated to the furthest corner of the cafe terrace, slumped in a wicker chair with his hoodie pulled low over his face. He wasn't working. He wasn't gaming. He was sulking—a deep, dark, legendary Jeon Wonwoo sulk that made the air around him feel ten degrees colder.

Vernon wandered out a while later, carrying two sodas. He took one look at the huddled mass of black fleece in the chair and let out a dry whistle.

"Wow. You really got told off by a three-year-old, didn't you?" Vernon said, hopping onto the railing and popping the tab on his drink. "I heard the 'Bad Uncle' speech from the kitchen. It was brutal. I think Seungkwan is already writing a song about it."

"Shut up, Vernon," came a muffled voice from inside the hoodie.

"I’m just saying," Vernon continued, unfazed. "The kid has your eyes, your scowl, and apparently, your zero-tolerance policy for people being jerks. It must be hard, seeing your own attitude reflected back at you like that."

Wonwoo finally pulled the hood back, his face a picture of absolute misery. His pride was wounded, but more than that, the realization that he had hurt Junhui so badly that even a child noticed was eating at him.

"I'm not being a jerk," Wonwoo muttered, though his voice lacked conviction. "I'm just... hurt. He doesn't understand."

"He understands plenty," Vernon said, his gaze softening. "He understands that his Papa is his whole world, and you’re the guy making that world sad. If you keep this up, Wonwoo-ya, you’re not just going to lose Jun. You’re going to lose the only kid in the world who thinks your 'scary' face is actually cool."

Wonwoo looked through the glass window into the cafe. He saw Junhui laughing as he showed Woojun how to froth milk, the toddler standing on a chair with a look of pure wonder. The sight was beautiful, and it felt like a knife in Wonwoo’s chest because he wasn't part of it.

"I don't know how to stop," Wonwoo whispered, finally admitting the truth. "Being distant is the only thing keeping me from falling apart."

"Then let it melt and just fall apart," Vernon suggested, sliding off the railing. "It’s a lot easier to put the pieces back together when you aren't trying to freeze everyone else out in the process."

Vernon left the soda on the table and walked away, leaving Wonwoo to stare at the bubbling condensation on the can. Inside, he could hear Woojun’s high-pitched laughter, a sound that felt like a challenge.

Wonwoo didn't move for a long time. He stayed in his corner, sulking and silent, watching the man he loved and the child who looked exactly like him, wondering how a person could be so right and so wrong all at the same time.

The sulk lasted well into the evening, turning the villa’s living room into a silent battleground of wounded pride. Wonwoo remained anchored to his corner of the sofa, a dark cloud of fleece and indignation, while Woojun sat on the floor nearby, aggressively stacking blocks with a force that suggested he was building a fortress to keep "Mean Uncle" out.

The real war, however, began when Junhui walked into the room carrying a tray of sliced fruit.

"Papa! Papa, look!" Woojun scrambled to his feet, nearly tripping over a stray block. He grabbed Junhui’s hand, pulling him toward the floor. "See tower! Big tower!"

"It’s beautiful, Woojun-ah," Junhui praised, sinking onto the carpet.
From the sofa, a low, cold voice cut through the air. "It’s leaning to the left. The foundation is unstable."

Junhui looked up, startled. Wonwoo hadn't moved an inch, his eyes still fixed on his book, though he hadn't turned a page in twenty minutes. "Wonwoo-ya, he's three."

"I'm just observing the physics of it," Wonwoo muttered, his tone icy and detached. He finally looked up, his gaze sliding past the toddler to land on Junhui with a heavy, lingering intensity. "Jun, my neck has been killing me all day. Must be the crates. Could you check if I have a knot?"

It was the most transparently "mean" bit of attention-seeking the group had ever seen. Seungkwan, watching from the doorway with a bag of chips, whispered to DK, "Look at him. He’s competing with a toddler. This is a new career low."

"Papa! Read!" Woojun shouted, sensing the shift in Junhui’s focus. He shoved a crumpled picture book into Junhui’s face, effectively blocking Wonwoo from view. "Read 'Three Little Pigs'!"

"Actually," Wonwoo interrupted, his voice dropping into that smooth, velvety baritone he knew Junhui could never ignore. He leaned forward, the coldness in his eyes flickering with a challenge. "I was hoping you could help me with the lyrics for that new sub-unit track. Since you're the only one who really understands the 'ghosting' metaphor I'm going for."

Junhui looked between the two—the small boy clutching a lion book and the grown man staring at him with a mix of longing and sharp-edged resentment. "I... I can do both?"

"No!" Woojun yelled, his bottom lip beginning to tremble. He could sense the "Mean Man" was winning. "My Papa! Not yours!"

"I've known him longer," Wonwoo said, his voice terrifyingly calm and petty. He adjusted his glasses, looking down his nose at the toddler. "I knew him when he was just a kid in a practice room. I knew him before you were even a thought. So, logically, I have seniority."

"Wonwoo, stop it," Junhui whispered, half-laughing and half-horrified.

"I'm just stating facts," Wonwoo replied, crossing his arms and leaning back with a "mean" smirk that didn't quite reach his eyes. "If the kid wants to compete, he should at least have a valid argument."

That was the breaking point. The sheer, cold logic of Wonwoo’s bullying was too much for a three-year-old. Woojun’s face scrunched up, his eyes filled with huge, fat tears, and he let out a heartbroken wail that echoed off the villa’s high ceilings. He dropped the book and buried his face in his hands, his small shoulders shaking with genuine grief.

The "Cold and Mean" facade shattered instantly.

Wonwoo’s smirk vanished, replaced by a look of pure, unadulterated panic. He practically fell off the sofa, landing on his knees in front of the sobbing child. "Wait—no! Woojun-ah, I was—I was just kidding! Hey, look at me!"

Woojun only sobbed harder, turning away from Wonwoo to reach for Junhui.

"Oh, god," Wonwoo groaned, his heart visibly breaking. He didn't wait for permission. He reached out and scooped the crying toddler into his arms, ignoring the way Woojun tried to push him away. "I'm sorry! I'm a bad uncle! I'm the worst! Shhh, don't cry, please don't cry. Look, I’ll let you pull my hair. You can even take my glasses."

Wonwoo began to coo, his voice shifting into a soft, melodic hum that none of the other members had heard in years. He rocked the boy back and forth, pressing his forehead against Woojun’s temple. "My little fox, my little jewel... Uncle Wonu was being a big, stupid meanie. Don't listen to me. Your Papa loves you the most, okay? He's all yours."

Junhui watched, frozen, as the man who had been ice-cold all day began to shower the toddler with tiny, desperate kisses on the top of his head. Wonwoo’s "sulking" had turned into a frantic rescue mission.

Woojun’s sobs eventually slowed to hiccuping breaths. He pulled back, sniffing loudly, and looked at Wonwoo with watery eyes. "You... you sorry?"
"So sorry," Wonwoo whispered, his voice thick with emotion. He took off his glasses and placed them precallously on Woojun’s nose, making the boy look like a tiny, blurry scholar. "See? Now you're the boss. You can tell me what to do."

Woojun adjusted the giant frames, a small, triumphant smile breaking through his tears. He pointed a finger at the floor. "Sit. Read with Papa."

Wonwoo let out a shaky laugh, his eyes flickering to Junhui with a look of total surrender. "Yes, sir. Anything you say."

As the three of them huddled on the floor—Wonwoo sitting close enough that his shoulder brushed Junhui’s, and Woojun nestled happily between them—the ice in the room didn't just melt; it evaporated. Wonwoo was still hurting, and Junhui was still guilty, but as Wonwoo began to point at the pictures of the lion, his voice soft and steady, the "Mini-Wonu" and the "Original" were finally on the same team.

Notes:

I find it funny that Big Wonu keeps on competing w/ Mini Wonu.

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Chapter 16: As Red as a Strawberry

Summary:

Wonwoo = Strawberry

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The following afternoon, the air at the coastal village felt different—lighter, as if the very pressure of the idol industry had finally been swept out to sea by the tide. S.Coups gathered the group on the veranda, his expression uncharacteristically serene as he leaned against the wooden railing.

"I talked to the company and Mr. Kim this morning," S.Coups began, his voice steady. "The official statement is going out tomorrow. SEVENTEEN is taking an indefinite hiatus for 'rest and recuperation.' No schedules, no cameras, no world tours for a while. The company will tell the public we’re taking a break for our mental health, which isn't exactly a lie."

The silence that followed was broken by Hoshi letting out a literal cheer. "Wait, so we’re staying? Here? In the village?"

"Weeks," S.Coups nodded, a grin breaking through. "Maybe months. As long as it takes to make sure Jun and Woojun are safe and we’re all back on the same page. We’re staying right here."

The atmosphere shifted instantly from a tense "working retreat" to a full-blown summer vacation. Within the hour, the "hiatus" had officially begun. Mingyu and DK were already hauling a football toward the shoreline, while The8 set up a series of canvases near the dunes. The village beach, usually quiet, was suddenly alive with the chaotic energy of thirteen men who finally had nothing to do but be themselves.

By sunset, the games had devolved into a messy, high-stakes wrestling match on the wet sand. Wonwoo, who had finally abandoned his "Gloom King" seat on the porch, found himself caught in the middle of a chaotic three-way tackle involving Hoshi and Dino.

"Get him!" Hoshi yelled, diving into the sand.

In the fray, Junhui—who had been trying to act as a referee while Woojun cheered Scoups in surfing from the sidelines—tripped over a stray piece of driftwood. He went down hard, but instead of hitting the sand, he collided directly with Wonwoo, who was already off-balance.

They toppled over each other in a tangle of limbs, rolling down a small embankment of soft sand until they landed in a heap. Junhui ended up pinned flat on his back, with Wonwoo sprawled directly on top of him, their chests heaving in unison

The world seemed to shrink to just the sound of the waves and the feeling of their bodies pressed together. For a heartbeat, the "mean" comments and the three years of silence didn't exist. There was just the familiar weight of each other, the scent of salt, and the sudden, electric realization of how much they had missed this proximity.

Wonwoo’s eyes widened behind his sand-speckled glasses. He didn't move. He couldn't move. The adrenaline of the game, the warmth of the sun, and the sudden, overwhelming sensation of Junhui beneath him triggered a very biological, very inconvenient reaction that Wonwoo couldn't hide even if he wanted to.

Junhui’s breath hitched, his eyes dropping for a split second before snapping back to Wonwoo’s face. He felt it—the sudden, stiffening pressure against his thigh.

"Wonwoo-ya..." Junhui whispered, his face flushing a deep, brilliant crimson.

"I—it's... the adrenaline," Wonwoo stammered, his voice cracking as he tried to scramble backward.

But it was too late. The "Vigilance Committee" of SEVENTEEN had already arrived.

Jeonghan and Seungkwan were standing at the top of the embankment, looking down at the pair with identical, wicked smirks. Hoshi was right behind them, pointing a finger and let out a sound that was half-gasp, half-cackle.

"Oh my god," Seungkwan shrieked, his voice reaching a frequency that probably alerted the village ahjummas. "Wonwoo-ya! Is that a 'Welcome Home' present in your pants, or are you just really excited about the hiatus?"

"Jeon Wonwoo!" Hoshi roared, jumping up and down. "The Emo Cat has been revived! Look at him! He's standing at attention!"

"I thought you were 'taking' it slowly!" Jeonghan chimed in, leaning over his knees to get a better look. "That looks like a very rapid to me. Jun-ah, what did you do to him? Did you cast a spell?"

Wonwoo scrambled to his feet, frantically brushing sand off his shorts, his entire face—and even his neck—turning a shade of red that shouldn't be humanly possible. "Shut up! It’s—it’s just... we fell! It’s a physiological response to a fall!"

"A fall?" DK yelled, running over with a look of mock-concern. "Do we need to get the medic? Or should we just leave you and Jun alone in the supply room for twenty minutes? I think there's still some oat milk back there!"

"I'm going into the ocean," Wonwoo announced, his voice trembling with a mix of fury and embarrassment. "I'm walking into the sea and I am never coming back."

"Don't go too deep!" Mingyu teased, throwing a handful of sand in the air. "You might sink with that extra weight you’re carrying!"

Even Vernon, who usually stayed out of the more graphic teasing, let out a dry, amused chuckle from his spot on the towel. "You're failing the cool image again, Wonwoo. Hard to stay cool when you're literally that fired up."

Junhui stayed on the sand for a moment longer, covering his face with his hands as his own laughter finally bubbled over. He looked up to see Woojun running toward them, looking confused by the noise.

"Uncle Wonu red!" Woojun pointed, giggling as he saw Wonwoo trying to hide behind a large beach umbrella. "Like a strawberry!"

"Yes, Woojun-ah," S.Coups said, walking over and ruffling the toddler's hair. "Uncle Wonu is a very, very big strawberry right now. Why don't you go ask him why he’s so happy to see your Papa?"

"No!" Wonwoo screamed from behind the umbrella. "Coups-hyung, I will kill you! I will end this group right now!"

The teasing continued well into the night, echoing across the beach long after the bonfire had been lit. Wonwoo spent the rest of the evening sitting as far away from Junhui as possible, wrapped in a very thick, very concealing beach towel, while the rest of the members took turns making "stiff" and "hard" puns that made Junhui hide his face in his knees.

But as the night grew cold and the jokes finally died down, Junhui felt a foot nudge his under the blanket. He looked over to see Wonwoo—still red-faced but no longer hiding—looking at him with a gaze that was no longer mean, no longer cold.

It was a look that promised that the "rest" they were taking was going to be anything but quiet.

The bonfire had dwindled to a soft, pulsing orange glow by the time the rest of the members finally took the hint and retreated into the villa. The echoes of their relentless, borderline-obscene teasing still hung in the salt air, but the silence that followed was even heavier.

Wonwoo was sitting on a piece of driftwood at the edge of the light, his legs pulled up and the beach towel still draped securely over his lap like a defensive shield. Junhui approached slowly, the sand cool beneath his bare feet, and sat down a respectful distance away.

"The strawberry color is finally fading," Junhui said softly, a small, teasing smile playing on his lips.

Wonwoo let out a long, shuddering breath, his head dropping back to look at the stars. "I am going to strangle Seungkwan. And then I’m going to find a way to make sure DK never speaks again. I’ve never been more humiliated in my entire life."

"They’re just happy, Wonwoo-ya," Junhui replied, his voice turning more serious. "They’re happy you’re... reacting. For the first few days, you were like a statue. A very cold, very mean statue."

Wonwoo went quiet. The rhythmic wash of the waves filled the gap between them. He finally turned his head, his glasses catching the faint light of the embers. The mask of indifference he’d been wearing since the storm hit was gone, replaced by a raw, jagged exhaustion.

"I’m sorry, Jun," he whispered.

The apology was so sudden and so quiet that Junhui almost missed it. "What?"

"I’m sorry for being a jerk," Wonwoo said, his voice firmer this time. He looked down at his hands, twisting the edge of the towel. "I’ve been... I’ve been awful to you. The things I said in the supply room, the way I treated you in front of the others... it wasn't right."

"You were hurt," Junhui said gently. "You had every right to be."

"I was terrified," Wonwoo corrected him, a bitter laugh escaping his throat. "I spent three years convinced you were gone because I wasn't enough to make you stay. Then you show up with a child who looks exactly like me, living a life I wasn't invited to... I didn't know how to handle it. So I chose to be mean. It was easier to be angry than to admit how much I wanted to just hold you and never let go."

He paused, looking toward the dark silhouette of the villa where their son was sleeping.

"And then Woojun called me out," Wonwoo continued, a ghost of a smile appearing. "Hearing a three-year-old tell me I’m 'bad' for making his Papa sad... it was like a bucket of ice water. I realized I was becoming the person I hated. I was becoming the shadow."

Junhui moved closer, closing the gap until their shoulders touched. "I didn't leave because of you, Wonwoo. I left to save what we had. I know that sounds like a contradiction, but I was so scared my family would ruin you. I thought if I disappeared, you’d be safe. I never stopped thinking about you. Not for one day."

Wonwoo leaned his head against Junhui’s. The tension that had been vibrating between them for days finally began to dissipate. "I’m still mad at you for the 'cousin' story. And for the three years of silence. That’s going to take a long time to fix."

"I know," Junhui whispered.

"But I'm going to try," Wonwoo said, his voice thick with a new kind of determination. "I’m going to try to be the person Woojun thinks I am when I’m not being a 'meanie.' I’m going to try to be... whatever you need me to be. Whether that’s a friend, a co-parent, or..."

He trailed off, the memory of their accidental tumble on the sand flushing his cheeks again.

"Or a very excited strawberry?" Junhui teased, nudging him.

Wonwoo groaned, burying his face in his hands. "If you mention that one more time, I’m moving to a different coastal village. Alone."

"You wouldn't last a day," Junhui laughed, reaching out to pull Wonwoo’s hands away from his face. He held them tightly, his thumbs brushing over Wonwoo’s knuckles. "You’re stuck here. For weeks. Maybe months. We have a lot of time to get it right."

Wonwoo looked at their joined hands, then up at Junhui. The ice had completely melted, leaving behind something warm, vulnerable, and incredibly steady.

"Okay," Wonwoo whispered, leaning in until their foreheads pressed together. "Let’s start with tomorrow. No more mean comments. Just... trying."

"I like the sound of that," Junhui replied.

As the bonfire finally died into ash, they sat there in the dark—two men, a shared secret, and a long-overdue promise—watching the tide come in, ready to wash away the wreckage of the past three years.

Notes:

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Chapter 17: Quiet Little Cat

Summary:

Found you!

Chapter Text

The morning air at the villa was crisp, smelling of sea salt and the damp earth from a light pre-dawn drizzle. Inside the kitchen, the atmosphere was significantly lighter than it had been the night before.

Wonwoo had spent the better part of the sunrise sitting on the porch with Junhui, finally voicing the apologies that had been tangled in his throat for years. There were no cameras, no scripts—just two men rediscovering the frequency they had lost. By the time the rest of the house began to stir, the "Strawberry Couple" tension had evaporated, replaced by a comfortable, constant proximity.

"We need supplies," Jeonghan announced, leaning against the doorframe. He was currently doubling as a human jungle gym for Woojun, who was perched on his shoulders. S.Coups stood nearby, already packing a small bag for the toddler’s morning walk. "Milk, eggs, and whatever snacks Hoshi hasn't already vacuumed up." "I'll go," Wonwoo offered immediately. He looked at Jun, his gaze softening. "Want to come with?"

"I'm in," Junhui chirped, already reaching for his bucket hat.

"I'm coming too," a flat, cool voice drifted from the hallway. Vernon appeared, wearing an oversized hoodie and carrying a reusable tote bag like a backpack. He looked at the two of them with his usual unbothered expression. "Someone needs to make sure you two don't get lost in a metaphor again."

The ride to the village was a chaotic symphony of domesticity. Wonwoo was driving, his posture relaxed for the first time in months, while Junhui navigated—which mostly meant pointing at stray goats and water buffalos along the road.

Vernon sat in the back, the undisputed "first child" of the dynamic. He didn't just sit; he sprawled, his feet propped up on the center console until Wonwoo gently swatted them down.

"Vernon-ah, shoes off the leather," Wonwoo murmured, though his tone was more indulgent than strict.

"It’s a rental, Hyung. It adds character," Vernon deadpanned, though he moved his feet anyway. He then leaned forward, poking his head between the two front seats. "Jun-hui, are you wearing my sunscreen? I recognize the scent of artificial papaya."

"It was on the counter!" Junhui laughed, leaning back to ruffle Vernon’s messy hair. "Sharing is caring, Hansol-ah."

Vernon let out a tiny, contented hum, leaning his head against Jun’s hand like a cat. To the outside world, Vernon was the cool, avant-garde rapper, but within the safety of Wonwoo and Jun, he was the teenager who never quite grew out of wanting to be the center of their attention.

Once they hit the small, sun-drenched village market, the errand turned into a competitive sport. Wonwoo, usually the stoic observer, found himself surprisingly eager to keep Junhui’s eyes on him. Every time Jun stopped to look at something—a bright bunch of local flowers or a tray of handmade sweets—Wonwoo was right there.
"Jun, look at these," Wonwoo said, holding up a cluster of perfectly ripe mangoes. "They’re the deep yellow ones you like. Should we get two boxes?"

"Oh! Yes!" Junhui beamed, his eyes crinkling.

Not to be outdone, Vernon drifted over from the snack aisle, holding a strangely shaped local fruit. "Jun-hui, look. It looks like a Pokémon. If we buy it, I’ll let you name it."

Junhui gasped, turning his full attention to Vernon. "It does! It looks like an Oddish! Hansol, you have a great eye."

Wonwoo narrowed his eyes playfully. He stepped closer to Jun, adjusting the strap of Jun’s tote bag. "I also found the crackers you said you missed. And I’m paying."
"You did?" Junhui turned back to Wonwoo, his smile wide and glowing. "Wonwoo-ya, you remember everything!"

Vernon, sensing a shift in the power balance, walked up and simply hooked his chin over Junhui’s shoulder, looking at Wonwoo with a blank stare. "I found a hat that matches Jun’s. We can be twins."

"I’m the one with the car keys, Vernon," Wonwoo countered, though he was struggling to keep a straight face as they both hovered over Jun like protective satellites.

They eventually ended up at a small roadside stall selling fresh coconut water. As the vendor hacked the tops off the coconuts, Junhui began to do a little "happy food dance," his shoulders wiggling as he hummed a mindless tune.

Wonwoo and Vernon stopped simultaneously, watching him with identical looks of soft, unadulterated adoration.

"He’s doing it again," Vernon whispered, pulling out his phone to take a candid photo. "The 'Jun-hui hum.' It’s highly aesthetic."

"He looks like he’s glowing," Wonwoo agreed, leaning against the stall. He reached out and tucked a stray strand of hair behind Jun’s ear. "Hey, Jun-ah. You’re cute when you’re hungry."

Junhui stopped dancing, his cheeks flushing a pretty pink. "I’m not cute! I’m a world-class performer!"

"You're a world-class cutie," Vernon corrected, poking Jun’s cheek.

"Aigoo, our Junnie," Wonwoo cooed, his voice dropping into a tender register that made Vernon raise an eyebrow. Wonwoo didn't care; the relief of having Junhui back in his orbit was a high he didn't want to come down from.

The ride back was peaceful. The trunk was full of groceries, and the backseat was full of Vernon, who was currently asleep with his head in Junhui’s lap.

Wonwoo drove with one hand on the wheel and the other resting on the center console, where Junhui’s hand was waiting for him. They pulled into the driveway to find S.Coups and Jeonghan sitting on the porch steps with Woojun. The toddler was currently trying to "share" his crackers with S.Coups, who was dutifully pretending to eat them.

"The parents are back!" Jeonghan teased, waving a hand. "Woojun was starting to think you'd moved to the village."

Wonwoo parked the car, looking at the sleeping Vernon and the smiling Junhui. He felt a deep, grounding sense of belonging.

During the night, the moon was a sharp, sliver over the coastal village, casting long, jagged shadows across the narrow stone paths. The air was thick with the scent of night-blooming jasmine and damp salt.

Before the game began, there was the matter of Woojun. The local ahjummas, who had practically adopted the group since their arrival, had made a firm request. They wanted the toddler to spend the night in the main village house, citing a "grandmothers' night in" full of local storytelling and homemade sweets. S.Coups hesitated until he saw Woojun already fast asleep in the arms of the eldest matriarch, looking perfectly content. With the "prince" safe, the thirteen men were left to their own devices.

"Hide and seek," Hoshi announced, his eyes glinting with chaotic energy. "The entire village boundary is fair game. No lights, no shouting, and no mercy. If you’re found, you’re out."

The group scattered into the darkness.

Junhui chose to head toward the edge of the village, where the dense tropical foliage met the back of the old stone chapel. He moved with a dancer’s grace, slipping behind a low garden wall draped in heavy vines. He felt a thrill of excitement; after the domesticity of the day, the adrenaline was a welcome change.

He crouched low, his breath steady. For a while, the only sounds were the distant chirping of cicadas and the faint, muffled laughter of DK getting caught by The8 somewhere near the market square.

"Found you," a voice hissed.

Junhui spun around, expecting to see Wonwoo or maybe a grinning Mingyu. Instead, he was met with a wall of dark fabric. Before he could cry out, a heavy hand clamped over his mouth, and another gripped his waist with bruising strength.

"Quiet, little cat," a low, unfamiliar voice growled in his ear.

Junhui thrashed, his heels digging into the dirt, but he was hoisted off the ground with terrifying ease. He caught a glimpse of two more figures emerging from the shadows of the chapel—tall, broad-shouldered men with stone-cold expressions. They weren't wearing the colorful linen of the villagers or the casual hoodies of his members. They wore dark, tactical gear that looked dangerously out of place in paradise.

In the distance, he heard Seungkwan’s playful shout: "Jun-hui! Come out, come out, wherever you are! We’ve caught everyone else!"

Junhui tried to scream, but the hand only tightened, a cloth smelling of something sharp and chemical pressing against his nose. His vision began to swim, the stars above the chapel blurring into streaks of white. The last thing he saw before the darkness took him was the silhouette of a black SUV idling at the end of the alley, its lights extinguished.

Back at the village square, the members gathered one by one, laughing and panting.

"Where’s Jun?" Wonwoo asked, his smile fading as he scanned the group. He checked his watch, a cold knot beginning to form in his stomach. "He’s not answering his phone."

The laughter died instantly. The village, which had felt like a playground minutes ago, suddenly felt vast, silent, and very, very dangerous.

Chapter 18: Hardest Goodbye

Summary:

Jun have to keep moving forward.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The SUV lurched as it navigated a steep, unpaved incline at the edge of the village. Inside the cramped rear, Junhui’s lungs burned from the lingering traces of the sedative. His wrists were bound with heavy-duty zip ties, the plastic biting into his skin with every jolt of the vehicle. Through the dark tint of the windows, he saw the flickering lights of the village square receding.

In the front, two men spoke in low, disciplined Mandarin. They weren't common street thugs; they moved with a rigid, military precision that signaled their status as the personal guard of the Wen family patriarch. To the world, Jun’s grandfather was a man of royal lineage; to those in the shadows, he was the head of an empire that didn't take kindly to "distractions" like pop music.

Jun didn't panic. He focused on the door handle. He had spent years learning how to control his body in tight spaces. With a slow, agonizing twist of his torso, he managed to wedge his bound hands behind his back, using the metal bracket of the seatbelt to create leverage. The plastic groaned and snapped.

As the driver slowed for a sharp turn near the chapel, Junhui didn't hesitate. He lunged forward, slamming his weight into the back of the driver’s seat to disorient him, then yanked the door lever. He rolled out of the moving vehicle, hitting the gravel hard and tucked into a shoulder roll that ended in the thick brush of a hibiscus hedge.

The SUV screeched to a halt. Doors slammed.

"Find him," a voice commanded, cold and absolute. "He does not leave this peninsula."

Junhui scrambled up, his heart a frantic drum against his ribs. He knew these streets better than they did. He didn't head for the main road; he dove into the narrow, lightless gaps between the stone houses.

Near the square, the rest of Seventeen had reached a state of cold, high-functioning alert. S.Coups stood in the center of the dark plaza, his phone pressed to his ear, his eyes scanning the ridgeline. The laughter of the game was gone.

"Jun!" Wonwoo’s voice cut through the air as a figure stumbled out of the shadows near the old bell tower.

Junhui was covered in dust, his shirt torn, but his eyes were sharp. "They’re here. Six men, maybe more. My grandfather’s personal guard. They won't stop until they have me."

The air shifted. S.Coups didn't waste time with questions. He looked at the thirteen men—his brothers, his team—and saw the same resolve. "We don't fight them head-on. We use the village. We distract, we divide, and we lead them into the hands of the locals."

"The ahjummas have Woojun safe in the main house," Jeonghan said, his voice dropping into a low, strategic hum. "I’ve already signaled the village head. The village is ours. The outsiders are the ones who are lost."

The pursuit arrived moments later. Three black vehicles swept into the square, their high beams cutting through the darkness. The men who stepped out were imposing, dressed in dark tactical gear that looked alien in the rustic setting.

"Give us the boy," the lead man said, stepping into the light. "This is a family matter. Do not make it a criminal one."

"He’s already family," S.Coups replied, his voice level and immovable. "And you’re trespassing."

The game began, but the stakes were literal.

As the men moved to advance, the village lights suddenly flickered and died. The "hide and seek" was no longer a metaphor. Hoshi and Dino vanished into the rafters of the open-air market, their movements silent. When one of the guards tried to move toward Jun, a heavy pile of fishing nets "accidentally" tumbled from a height, pinning the man to the ground.

In the alleys, the coordination was seamless. Mingyu and The8 used their height and reach to act as shadows, appearing at the end of corridors only to vanish behind secret garden gates, leading the guards in circles. Every time the men thought they had a member cornered, the sound of a whistle would echo from a different rooftop, and the target would be gone.

The logic of the village worked against the outsiders. The paths were uneven, the corners sharp, and the locals were now part of the resistance. From the darkness of their porches, the villagers—farmers and fishermen who had grown fond of the polite young men—began to intervene. A well-placed bucket of water slicked a stone path; a heavy wooden gate was "accidentally" latched just as a guard tried to pass.

"Over here!" Seungkwan’s voice teased from the belfry, drawing two guards away from the main group.

As the men burst into the small courtyard of the chapel, they found themselves facing not just Seventeen, but a wall of local men holding flashlights and heavy bamboo poles.

"You are bothering our guests," the Village head said, stepping forward. Behind him, S.Coups, Wonwoo, and Junhui stood unified.

The lead guard looked at his men—one was tangled in a net, two were lost in the maze of alleys, and the rest were surrounded by a village that had turned into a fortress. He looked at Junhui, seeing the way Wonwoo’s hand was anchored on Jun’s shoulder, and the way the entire group had formed a physical barrier.

"The patriarch will hear of this," the guard threatened, though his posture had shifted from predatory to defensive.

"Tell him," Junhui said, his voice steady for the first time that night. "Tell him I’ve found a family stronger than his."

The sirens of the local police finally crested the hill, their blue and red lights reflecting off the ancient stone of the chapel. Realizing the mission was a failure and that a public arrest in a foreign country would be a diplomatic disaster for the Wen family, the men retreated. The SUVs sped away, disappearing into the dark mountain passes.

The silence that followed was thick with the scent of salt and spent adrenaline. Junhui slumped against the stone wall, his legs finally giving out. Wonwoo was there instantly, sitting on the ground beside him, while Vernon leaned against them both, his cool exterior finally cracking into a look of sheer relief.

"You okay?" Wonwoo asked, his voice low.

Junhui looked at the twelve men gathered around him in the moonlight, then at the villagers who were already beginning to clear the square. "I'm home," he whispered.

The morning light didn't feel as triumphant as it should have. The sun rose over the coast, painting the sea in shades of pale pink and gold, but inside the villa, the atmosphere was clinical and quiet. The adrenaline of the night had burned off, leaving behind a gritty exhaustion and a sharp realization: the sanctuary had been breached.

S.Coups stood by the kitchen island, his eyes fixed on a map spread out across the marble. He hadn't slept. Beside him, Jeonghan was nursing a mug of tea, his usual playful spark replaced by a weary, calculated focus.

"They won't try again here, not with the police involved," Jeonghan murmured, tracing a finger over the coast. "But they know the coordinates now.”

"We’re leaving," Coups said, his voice final. "I’ve already coordinated with the company. We’re moving the rest of the hiatus to the mainland—specifically a private estate in the northern valley of Gangwon-do. It’s a far province, remote enough that the only way in is a single private road. No one gets a visa or a flight path near that place without us knowing."

Wonwoo walked into the kitchen, his arm draped protectively over Jun’s shoulders. Jun looked better than he had the night before, though there was a lingering shadow in his eyes—a cocktail of guilt and fear that he hadn't quite shaken.

"We heard," Wonwoo said, his voice steady. "Korea is still better. We have the home-court advantage here."

Jun looked down at the floor, his fingers twisting the hem of his oversized hoodie. "I’m sorry. I didn't mean for the hiatus to turn into a high-speed chase. You guys were supposed to be resting."

"Stop," Vernon said, appearing from the hallway with Woojun balanced on his hip. The toddler was munching on a piece of dried mango, blissfully unaware of the international incident he’d slept through. "If you apologize one more time, Jun-hui, I’m going to let Woojun pick your outfit for the flight. And he’s currently into mismatched socks and dinosaur hats."

A small, genuine smile finally broke through Jun’s expression. He reached out, ruffling the toddler’s hair. Woojun let out a happy chirp, reaching for Jun’s hand.

"He’s right," Seungkwan added, joining them with a stack of suitcases he’d already started packing. "Besides, I was getting a bit too tan. A remote valley in Korea sounds mysterious. Very 'moody indie film' of us. We can build a bonfire and pretend the rest of the world doesn't exist."

The group began to converge in the living area, the decision to move acting as a catalyst for their old, synchronized energy. Mingyu and The8 were already cross-referencing security protocols for the new location, while Hoshi and Dino were making sure all the "Diamond House" sketches and notes were packed securely.

"It’s not a retreat," Woozi said, looking up from his laptop. "It’s a relocation of the headquarters. The Wen family might have history, but they don't have thirteen people who would literally jump out of a moving van for each other."

Joshua and DK returned from the village house, having officially thanked the ahjummas and settled the accounts. "The ladies were sad to see Woojun go," Joshua noted, handing a small woven bag of local charms to Jun. "They said these are for protection. They knew, Jun. They didn't need to be told."

Before leaving, Jun, Woojun, and the rest of Seventeen said goodbye to the villagers who welcomed them without questions.

The mist clung heavily to the jagged pine-covered ridges of the valley, a cold, damp shroud that made the quiet Korean village feel like a scene from an old ink painting. The black vans were already idling at the edge of the stone-paved square, their exhaust plumes white in the sharp morning air.

The move was a mechanical necessity, but the departure was heavy.

Near the entrance of the village hall, a small crowd had gathered. These weren't just neighbors; they were the grandmas who had spent the last few months teaching Junhui how to ferment cabbage, the local men who had sat with S.Coups over glasses of corn tea, and everyone who became Jun and Woojun’s first customers in their cafe. At the center of it all stood the eldest grandmother of the village, a woman with a face etched by decades of mountain winters, her hands currently wrapped around Woojun’s small ones.

"You’re leaving in such a hurry," she murmured, her voice like dry leaves. She reached into the folds of her apron and produced a small, hand-sewn pouch filled with dried persimmons and roasted chestnuts. She pressed it into Jun’s hands, her eyes searching his. "You have the eyes of a boy carrying a mountain on his back. Leave it here. Don't take the weight to the next place."

Junhui felt a lump form in his throat. He bowed deeply—not the practiced bow of an idol, but the slow, respectful tilt of a grandson. "I’m sorry we brought trouble to your gates, Halmoni. I didn't want the quiet here to break because of me."

"Trouble is like the wind; it passes," she replied, patting his cheek with a weathered hand. She then turned to Woojun, who was being held by Vernon. The toddler reached out, his lower lip trembling as he realized the routine was changing.

"Bye-bye, Grandma," Woojun whispered, burying his face in Vernon’s neck.

Vernon adjusted his grip on the "first child" of the house, his expression unusually soft. He leaned in so the grandmother could press a final, gentle kiss to Woojun’s forehead. "We'll keep him safe, Halmoni," Vernon promised, his cool composure acting as a bridge between the emotional farewell and the hard reality of their departure. "He’ll remember the snacks."

Wonwoo stood a few paces back, his hand resting on the small of Jun’s back, a steadying presence. He watched as the other villagers approached, handing over bundles of steamed corn and containers of home-cooked side dishes—the universal Korean language of "take care of yourself."

"We need to move," S.Coups said softly, checking his watch. His eyes scanned the treeline one last time. The local police had cleared the perimeter, but the shadow of the Wen family's influence was long.

The members began to filter into the vehicles. Seungkwan was wiping his eyes openly, waving to the village children, while Hoshi and Dino gave final, respectful bows to the men they had played foot-volleyball with in the evenings.

As the vans began to crawl away from the village square, Junhui looked back through the tinted glass. He saw the small group of elders standing in the mist, waving until the silhouettes of the houses faded into the gray. He felt Wonwoo’s hand slide into his, grounding him.

"They really loved him," Junhui whispered, referring to Woojun. "And they didn't even care who we were."

"They knew exactly who you were, Jun," Wonwoo replied, pulling him closer as the van hit the main road. "They saw the person. That’s why it’s hard to leave."

The journey north toward the deep, fortified valleys of Gangwon-do would take hours. They were moving from a place of warmth to a place of isolation, trading the familiar faces of the village for the high walls and private security of a mountain fortress. As the mountain air grew colder and the scenery more rugged, the group settled into a protective silence.

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Chapter 19: Guilt and Goodbye

Summary:

Jun said goodbye for the second time

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The house in Gangwon-do was a marvel of architecture—floor-to-ceiling glass that invited the mountains inside, heated slate floors, and a kitchen that would make any professional chef weep. But as the days bled into a second week of isolation, the house began to feel less like a sanctuary and more like a high-end containment unit.

Junhui moved through the halls like a ghost, his footsteps heavy with a guilt that the mountain air couldn't cleanse. He saw the cracks in the facade long before the others realized they were showing them.

He found Hoshi and Dino in the basement gym, a space that was impressive for a private home but suffocating for two men used to the endless expanse of a stadium stage. They were trying to run through a high-energy piece, their movements sharp and frantic.

Jun watched from the doorway as Hoshi’s elbow clipped a weight rack during a wide turn. The sound of metal on metal was jarring, a sharp reminder of their boundaries. Hoshi winced, rubbing his arm, but the second he caught Jun’s reflection in the mirror, his expression snapped into a bright, jagged grin.

"Jun-ah! You’re just in time," Hoshi panted, his chest heaving. "This space is actually great for precision work. I was telling Chan that we usually rely too much on big movements. This... this forces us to be tighter. It’s a good challenge!"

"Yeah, Hyung," Dino added, wiping sweat from his forehead with a forced cheerfulness. "Who needs a practice room when you have a luxury bunker? It’s like a private workshop."

Jun nodded and smiled back, but he didn't miss the way Dino’s eyes lingered longingly on the small, high window that showed only a sliver of the gray sky. They were tigers trapped in a living room, and they were pretending the bars were part of the decor.

In the glass-walled sunroom, Seungkwan and DK were sitting with Joshua. Usually, a gathering of the vocal team meant a house filled with soaring ad-libs and chaotic laughter. Now, they were singing in hushed tones, their voices barely rising above a whisper so as not to make too much noise.

"I think I actually prefer the acoustics in here," Seungkwan said, seeing Jun approach. He was holding a tablet, scrolling through old videos of them in crowded city squares. He clicked the screen off the moment Jun sat down. "The mountains make the sound so... intimate. It’s a nice change from the noise of Seoul, right?"

"Absolutely," DK chimed in, though his fingers were restlessly tapping a rhythm on his knee—a nervous habit he only had when he felt trapped. "It’s peaceful. We’re finally getting that rest the company always promised."

Jun looked at the guitar in Joshua’s lap. Joshua hadn't even plucked a string in an hour. They weren't resting; they were waiting. And they were doing it in silence so Jun wouldn't feel the weight of their stolen lives.

The most painful sight, however, was in the main study. Wonwoo was sitting at the desk, but he wasn't reading or playing a game. He was staring at the grid of security monitors that showed the perimeter of the estate.

Woojun was on the floor at his feet, playing quietly with a set of wooden blocks. Every time the toddler made a loud noise, Wonwoo’s eyes would flick to the monitors first, checking for movement in the trees, before they softened to look at the boy.

"The food is almost ready," Jun said softly, leaning against the doorframe. "Mingyu is making the stew you like."

Wonwoo turned, and for a split second, Jun saw the raw, bone-deep exhaustion in his eyes—the look of a man who had become a soldier overnight. But then, the mask slid back on. Wonwoo offered a small, reassuring smile.

"That’s good. I was just thinking how lucky we are," Wonwoo said, his voice level and steady.
"To have a place like this where we can just be together. No schedules, no fans... just us and the kid. It’s exactly what the house was supposed to be, Junhui."

Jun looked at the monitors—the grainy, black-and-white feed of a cold, empty road—and then at Wonwoo, who was biological father to the boy on the floor but couldn't even take him for a walk in the grass without checking for snipers.

"Yeah," Jun whispered, his heart breaking in the quiet of the room. "Exactly what we wanted."

He turned away before they could see the tears. He realized then that the members weren't just fine; they were performing the greatest roles of their lives. They were pretending that a fortress was a home, that isolation was peace, and that they didn't miss the world.

And they were doing it all for him.

The guilt finally hardened into a cold, sharp decision. If the house was going to be a prison, Jun decided he would be the only one behind the bars.

The air in the Gangwon-do valley was several degrees colder than the village they had left behind. The new estate was a masterpiece of glass, steel, and stone, perched on a ridge that overlooked a sea of dark pines. It was a fortress designed for privacy, but to Junhui, as he stood on the balcony watching the security perimeter lights flicker, it felt like a gilded cage he had built for his brothers.

Earlier that evening, the tension had finally snapped. They had gathered in the sprawling living room, the warmth of the fireplace doing little to thaw the atmosphere.

"This isn't a hiatus anymore," Jun had said, his voice flat. "It’s a witness protection program. My grandfather won’t stop. He doesn't see 'Seventeen'; he sees a dent in his plans. If I just go back—if I surrender to the Wen name—this ends. You guys can go back to the sun."

The rejection had been instantaneous and fierce. S.Coups hadn't even let him finish the sentence, and Wonwoo had looked at him with a hurt so profound it was almost physical. They had told him, in no uncertain terms, that the group didn't exist without him. They chose the cage over a world without the thirteen.

But Junhui couldn't live with the cost.

At 3:00 AM, the estate was a tomb. The only sound was the low hum of the industrial refrigerator and the distant whistle of the wind through the pines. Jun moved like a shadow, his footsteps silent on the heated floors. He had changed into a dark, nondiscreet coat, his passport tucked into an inner pocket.

He stopped at the door of the nursery—the small, warm room where Woojun was tucked away.

The toddler was a mess of soft limbs and patterned blankets, his breathing steady and deep. He was the "first child" of this family, the innocent center of their chaotic storm. Jun knelt by the side of the crib, the wood creaking almost imperceptibly.

"Hey, little one," Jun whispered, his voice barely a vibration in the air. He reached out, his finger hovering just above Woojun’s hand before he finally let himself touch the boy’s knuckles. "I'm sorry you had to learn how to run before you could even properly walk."

Woojun shifted in his sleep, a tiny, subconscious frown crossing his face.

"Stay with them," Jun murmured, a stray tear tracing a path through the dust still on his cheek from the day's travel. "They’re the best men I know. They’ll teach you how to be brave without being cold. Don't grow up to be a 'Prince.' Just grow up to be happy."

He leaned down, pressing a lingering kiss to the toddler’s forehead. It felt like a final seal—a promise to trade his own freedom for the safety of the house.

Jun slipped out of the nursery and moved toward the mudroom. He avoided the main hall where he knew Wonwoo was likely sleeping fitfully, or where Vernon might still be awake staring at the stars.

The frost on the windowpanes of the Gangwon-do estate looked like jagged teeth in the moonlight. Inside, the house was a fortress of silence, but for Junhui, the quiet was deafening. He had spent the last hour meticulously preparing for a departure that felt like an amputation.

He stood in the center of the dark living room, two envelopes resting on the cold marble of the kitchen island. One was thick, addressed to Seventeen, intended to be read by the light of a morning he wouldn’t see. The other was a small, unassuming slip of paper tucked into the pocket of The8’s discarded denim jacket—a secret for Minghao alone.

Jun stepped back into the kitchen, his hand lingering on the main letter.

“By the time you read this, I will be across the border. Do not follow me. My grandfather’s reach is long, but his patience is short. If I am with him, then you all remain safe. You have the hiatus you worked for. You have the peace I promised. Please, live for me.”

But it was the note for Minghao that carried the true weight of his departure. He had written it in Mandarin, the characters sharp and hurried:

“Hao-ya, you are the only one who sees the shadows before they fall. If they try to find me, stop them. Tell them it’s over. And when Wonwoo wonders why I left the boy so easily—tell him the truth. Tell him he doesn't need to wonder who Woojun looks like when he stares in the mirror. He is the biological father. He is the anchor now. Keep them together, Minghao. Promise me.”

Jun knew Minghao was the only one who could handle the truth without breaking. He knew Minghao would understand the logic: Jun could surrender to a life of cold, royal obligation only because he knew the most precious part of his life was in the hands of the man who shared its blood.

The security system beeped a low, electronic warning as Jun entered the bypass code. The heavy steel door slid open, letting in a gust of mountain air that smelled of pine and impending snow.

He didn't look back. He couldn't risk seeing the silhouette of the house where his family lay dreaming. He began the long trek down the private drive toward the main road where he had arranged a very different kind of pickup. He wasn't running away; he was walking back into the mouth of the lion to ensure the pride could survive.

As the estate faded into the mist behind him, the silence of the valley felt absolute. He was a Wen again. And for the first time in ten years, he was truly alone.

Notes:

Poor junnie :(((

pls let me know ur thoughts hehe

Chapter 20: Rage

Summary:

Everything starts to fall apart.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The first light of dawn didn't bring warmth to the Gangwon-do estate; it only illuminated the wreckage of a family.

Wonwoo was the first to the kitchen, his hand trembling as he reached for the white envelope on the marble island. As his eyes scanned the jagged, hurried script of Junhui’s goodbye, the world seemed to tilt. The letter wasn't a request for help; it was a finality.

By the time the rest of the members filtered into the room, drawn by the sound of Wonwoo’s ragged, uneven breathing, the atmosphere was already toxic with grief.

"He’s gone," Wonwoo whispered, the paper crinkling in his fist. He turned toward the nursery door, his eyes wide and bloodshot. "He just... he walked out. He left Woojun. He left me."

Wonwoo’s knees gave out. He collapsed against the kitchen island, a sound escaping his throat that was less of a cry and more of a dry, hollowed-out sob. He began to claw at the marble, his usual stoic composure disintegrating into a full-scale mental breakdown.

His mental state wasn't just fracturing; it was turning into something jagged and ugly. In the vacuum left by Jun’s absence, Wonwoo’s grief had curdled into a defensive, blinding rage.

"He’s a coward," Wonwoo spat, the words dripping with a venom that made Seungkwan flinch. "He spent months playing 'house' with us, acting like that kid meant everything to him."

Minghao was standing by the window, his back to the room. His shoulders were trembling, not from sadness, but from the sheer pressure of the truth screaming inside his chest. He heard Wonwoo’s words, and each one felt like a lash across Jun’s back.

"Wonwoo, stop," Minghao whispered, his voice dangerously low.

"Stop? Why should I stop?" Wonwoo laughed, a harsh, jagged sound that lacked any humor. He stood up, stumbling slightly, his eyes wild and fixed on Minghao. "We were all idiots. We thought he was one of us, but he’s a Wen, isn’t he? He’s probably sitting in a private jet right now,
laughing at how easily he traded a 'scandalous' life for his grandfather’s billions. He didn't even say goodbye to the boy, Hao! He left Woojun like he was nothing more than a piece of luggage he didn't want to pay the extra fee for."

The room went cold. S.Coups moved to intervene, but the air in the room had already ignited.

"He used us," Wonwoo continued, his voice rising into a scream. "He used the group as a cover-up for his mess, and now that it’s too hot, he’s running back to the only thing he actually values: his bloodline. He’s a heartless, selfish—"

"SHUT YOUR MOUTH!"

The sound of Minghao’s voice didn't just fill the room; it felt like it shattered the floor-to-ceiling glass. He turned around, and for a second, the members didn't recognize him. His face was contorted in a mask of raw, visceral fury, his eyes burning with a light that was almost lethal.

Minghao lunged across the kitchen, grabbing Wonwoo by the collar of his shirt and slamming him back against the cabinets. The sound of Wonwoo’s breath leaving his lungs was the only noise in the room.

"You don't deserve to speak his name," Minghao hissed, his face inches from Wonwoo’s. "You sit here in your grief, acting like the world’s biggest victim, while he is currently walking into a cage he will never leave. You think he wants those billions? You think he wants that throne?"

"He left the boy!" Wonwoo choked out, trying to push Minghao off. "How can you defend a man who walks out on a child?"

"BECAUSE THAT CHILD IS THE ONLY REASON HE’S STILL BREATHING!" Minghao screamed, his voice breaking into a sob of pure rage. He shook Wonwoo with such force that Wonwoo’s glasses nearly flew off. "You think you’re a protector? You think you’re so noble? Junhui spent three years in a hell you can't even imagine because he was protecting you. He let the world call him a coward, he let his family hunt him, and he’s surrendering his entire existence right now because he knows that if he stays, they’ll take the boy. And if they take the boy, they take the only part of him that he managed to save!"

"How could he do this?" Wonwoo roared, his voice cracking as he looked at the ceiling. "We were supposed to be safe here! I was supposed to protect him!"

"Protect him?" Minghao’s voice cut through the air like a serrated blade.

The8 was standing by the door, his hands shoved deep into the pockets of his jacket. He looked at Wonwoo not with sympathy, but with a cold, simmering fury. He knew what was in the note tucked into his own pocket—the secret that Wonwoo was the biological anchor for the child in the other room—and seeing Wonwoo fall apart felt like an insult to the sacrifice Junhui had just made.

"You think you were the one doing the protecting?" Minghao stepped forward, his eyes burning. "He spent three years living in fear so you could keep your 'cool' image, Wonwoo! He lived as a ghost so you didn't have to!"

"Hao, not now," S.Coups warned, placing a hand on Minghao’s shoulder, but Minghao wrenched himself away.

"No! He doesn't get to have a breakdown!" Minghao yelled, pointing a finger at Wonwoo. "Junhui is halfway to a life of misery because of you. Because of all of us! And you're sitting here crying because your feelings are hurt? You don't even deserve to know the truth. You don't deserve the burden he carried."

"What truth, Hao?" Jeonghan asked, his voice low and dangerous.

Minghao looked at Wonwoo—at the man who was legally a stranger but biologically a father to the boy upstairs—and felt a wave of bitter resentment. "Nothing. He’s gone, and he’s never coming back. And honestly? Looking at you right now, I don't blame him for thinking we couldn't handle the truth of who he really is."

With a final, disgusted look, Minghao walked out of the kitchen, the heavy thud of his boots echoing through the silent house. He couldn't look at Wonwoo without seeing Junhui’s sacrifice, and he couldn't look at the members without feeling the weight of the lie he was now forced to guard.

At 6:15 AM, every phone in the house chimed simultaneously. It was a notification from the group chat—the thread that was usually filled with jokes and dinner plans.

This time, it was a wall of text from Jun.

[JUN]:

By now, you’ve found the letters. Don't go to the police. Don't call the embassy. It won't work.

You’ve always asked why I was so quiet about my life before Korea. When my mother married my stepfather, we didn't just join a wealthy family. We were folded back into a direct royal bloodline that manages the most powerful syndicate in China. To the world, they are 'royalty.' To the underground, they are the Wen Mafia.

I was never supposed to be an idol. I was supposed to be a piece of their board. I rebelled. I ran to Korea to be free, to be a singer, to be with the twelve of you. I thought if I made myself famous enough, they couldn't touch me. I was wrong.

The threats have become too intense. They told me that if I didn't return to fulfill my responsibilities to the lineage, they would dismantle Seventeen piece by piece. They would start with our 'hiatus' and end with our lives. I can't let you be the collateral damage for my birthright.

Take care of Woojun. He is the only part of me that is still free. I’ll see you all when the time is right—when the shadows finally pass. Please, don't hate me for leaving. I'm doing this so you can keep shining.

The silence that followed the message was deafening. Hoshi was leaning against the wall, tears streaming down his face. Woozi was staring at the floor, his hands curled into tight fists. The realization hit them all at once: they were idols. They had millions of fans, they had sold-out stadiums, and they had global influence.

But against a royal-mafia lineage that controlled the very soil Junhui was now standing on? They were powerless.

"We’re going back to Seoul," S.Coups said, his voice sounding old, exhausted.

"We're just... leaving him?" DK asked, his voice trembling.

"We have to," S.Coups replied, looking at the security monitors. "If we stay here, we're sitting ducks. We need to get Woojun to a secure location in the city. We need to figure out a move that isn't suicide."

The drive back to Seoul was a funeral procession. The twelve members sat in the black SUVs, the vibrant green of the mountains fading into the gray concrete of the city. Wonwoo sat in the back, holding a sleeping Woojun against his chest, his eyes fixed on the horizon.

They were the most famous group in the world, returning to their million-dollar dorms, yet for the first time in ten years, they felt utterly small. They were home, but the heart of the group is a prisoner in a country they couldn't reach, and the enemy was a shadow they didn't know how to fight.

As the city skyline rose to meet them, the reality settled in: the hiatus wasn't a break. It was the beginning of a war they weren't prepared to win.

Notes:

Hi everyone! Sorry for not updating huhu I was so busy at work. I hope you enjoy this chapter even if its a little bit sad hehe. Let me know what you think in the comments please!!

Chapter 21: Bargain

Summary:

Jun traded his freedom for peace.

Notes:

Warning: Violence!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The black sedan glided through the gates of the Wen ancestral estate in Shenzhen like a funeral barge entering the underworld. Inside, Wen Junhui watched the high, vine-covered stone walls blur past, feeling the last remnants of the person he had been—the dancer, the brother, the father—being stripped away by the sheer gravity of the place.

He was no longer the person he used to be. He was a defect being returned to the factory.

The estate was a sprawling complex of dark timber and white stone, a fortress of traditional Han architecture that hid a modern, high-tech heart of steel. As Junhui stepped out of the car, the humid air of Southern China clung to him like a wet shroud. He didn't look at the guards standing at attention. He didn't look at the surveillance cameras hidden in the eaves. He walked toward the Great Hall, his heart beating a frantic rhythm against ribs that already felt too tight.

The Great Hall was a cavernous space that smelled of expensive sandalwood and centuries of cold authority. At the far end, seated in a chair of carved obsidian, was Wen Qianshan, the step-grandfather who ruled the lineage with a fist of iron and a soul of ice.

Standing beside him was Junhui’s mother, her face as pale as the silk of her robe. Beside her, his younger brother Fengjun stood with his jaw clenched so hard his teeth threatened to crack.

Junhui walked to the center of the room and sank to his knees. The marble was freezing, even through his trousers. He bowed until his forehead touched the stone.

"So, the prodigal stain returns," Qianshan’s voice rasped, the sound echoing off the high rafters like the sliding of a tombstone.

"I have come back to fulfill my obligations," Junhui said, his voice steady despite the tremor in his hands.

"Obligations?" Qianshan stood, his cane striking the floor with a rhythmic, terrifying thud as he descended the dais. "You ran to Korea to be a puppet. You let commoners scream your name for pennies. And then... you committed the ultimate sacrilege."

He stopped in front of Junhui, the shadow of his figure eclipsing the light.

"A biological perversion," Qianshan hissed. "To carry a child as a man... It is a freak occurrence that shames five hundred years of Wen history. You didn't just hide; you birthed an abomination. And then you had the audacity to leave that thing in the hands of boys who play-dress in makeup."

"He is not a thing," Junhui whispered, his forehead still against the floor. "He is my son. He is half of me."

"He is a mistake that should have been smothered in the basement where he was born!" Qianshan roared.

The first strike of the cane caught Junhui across the shoulder blades.

The pain was a white-hot explosion that radiated through his spine, stealing the air from his lungs. He didn't scream. He bit his lip until the copper tang of blood filled his mouth, refusing to give the old man the satisfaction of his suffering.

"You brought shame to your father!" Thud. The cane hit his ribs. "You brought the eyes of the world to our doorstep!" Thud. Junhui crumpled to the side, his breath hitching in jagged gasps. He felt the skin on his back split, the heat of his own blood beginning to soak into his shirt.

"Father, please!" his mother cried out, her voice breaking. She stepped forward, her hands outstretched, but a guard stepped into her path, his hand on his holster. She stopped, a choked sob escaping her throat as she watched her eldest son being broken on the floor.

"Let him finish, Mother," Junhui wheezed, forcing himself back onto his knees. "I’m... I’m fine."

But Qianshan wasn't finished. He raised the cane again, aiming for Junhui’s head.

"NO!" Fengjun screamed. The younger boy lunged forward, throwing himself over Junhui’s battered body, shielding him with his own chest. "Stop it! He came back! He gave up everything for you! Isn't that enough?"

"Get out of the way, boy," Qianshan growled, his face contorted in a mask of aristocratic fury. "Unless you wish to be purged along with him."

"Fengjun, move," Junhui gasped, grabbing his brother's arm with a trembling hand. He looked into his brother’s eyes—eyes filled with a terrifying, youthful rage. "Please... don't let him hurt you too. I came back so you wouldn't have to deal with this. Move."

"I won't let him kill you, Ge!"

"He won't kill me," Junhui whispered, his voice breaking. "He needs me. I’m the heir now. Just... go back to Ma. Please."

Junhui shoved his brother away with a final, desperate burst of strength. He looked up at Qianshan, his vision blurring, his body screaming for unconsciousness.

"I will stay," Junhui said, the words heavy and final. "I will take the name. I will marry anyone you want me to marry. I will manage the shipping lanes. I will be the Wen you want."

He leaned forward, his hands flat on the blood-slicked marble.

"But you leave them alone. You never mention Seventeen to anyone. You never send your men to Korea. And Woojun... you forget he exists. If he is such a 'freak,' then leave him in the valley to grow up as a commoner. Give them their lives, and you can have mine. I will never speak to them again. I will never see him again. Just let them be free."

Qianshan held his hand. He looked down at the broken man before him—a prince who had traded his crown for a cage—and a slow, cruel smile spread across his lips.

"The bargain is struck," Qianshan said, handing the cane to a guard. "The boy is dead to this family. The idols are beneath our notice. But if you so much as send a letter... the child will be the first to pay the price."

"I understand," Junhui whispered, his heart finally shattering.

Late that night, Junhui lay in a bed that felt too soft, in a room that smelled of jasmine and ancient dust. His back was a map of bandages and fire. He stared at the ceiling, listening to the hum of the air conditioning, a sound that felt hollow compared to the chaotic snoring of thirteen men in a dorm.

The door opened softly. His mother stepped in, carrying a basin of warm water. She sat on the edge of the bed, her eyes red-rimmed and swollen.

"I’m sorry, Junhui," she whispered, her voice a fragile thread in the dark.

As she began to gently clean the blood from his neck, she let out a long, shuddering breath. "When I married him... your stepfather... I was a widow with a small child. I was so scared of the world. He promised me safety. He promised me a future where you would never be hungry."

She paused, a tear falling onto Junhui’s hand. "I didn't know the Wen family was built on bones. I didn't know they were royalty and monsters in equal measure. I thought I was giving you a life of luxury, but I was giving you a life of service. I didn't know they would see my beautiful, miracle boy as an abnormality."

"It's okay, Ma," Junhui murmured, though every word hurt.

"It's not," she said. "Woojun. He has your nose, Junhui. But he has that boy’s eyes. Wonwoo’s eyes." His mother is one of the few people that know the truth about Wonwoo being Woojun’s father.

Junhui closed his eyes, a single tear escaping. "He’ll be safe with him. Wonwoo is a better man than I am."

"You are the bravest man I have ever known," she said, leaning down to kiss his forehead. "You saved them. You gave them the world, even if you can't be in it."

Junhui stayed silent, his mind drifting across the sea. He thought of the them. He thought of Wonwoo finding the letter, of Minghao’s fury, of Vernon’s sulkyness, of the twelve of them standing in the kitchen, realizing they were powerless.

He had saved them. He had bought their safety with his freedom and his blood. But as he looked at the heavy silk curtains of his room, he realized he wasn't a Prince. He was a ghost in a gilded tomb, and the "miracle" he had carried was now a world away, growing up in the arms of a man who would never know how much it had cost to keep them both alive.

"Live well, Wonwoo-ya," he whispered into the silence of the room. "Tell him I was just a dream."

Notes:

I literally cried while writing this. Please let me know your thoughts.

Chapter 22: Dreadful Days

Summary:

Everyone crashes down.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The return to Seoul was not the homecoming of the world's greatest boy group. There were no flashing cameras, no screaming fans, and no security lines. There was only the low hum of the black SUVs' tires against the asphalt and the suffocating, heavy silence of twelve men who had left their hearts in a Shenzhen prison.

The company had mandated they return to their individual residences. "For your own safety," the managers had said, though everyone knew it was to prevent them from organizing another "incident." They were being quarantined by their own success, isolated by a brand that was terrified of a royal-mafia scandal.

When the car pulled up to Wonwoo’s apartment complex, the air was stagnant. Wonwoo didn't move. He sat in the back seat, staring out the window at the familiar concrete, his eyes glazed and hollow.

"Wonwoo-ya," S.Coups said softly from the front seat. "We're here."

Wonwoo didn't answer. He just reached out and gripped the handle of the car seat where Woojun was strapped in. The toddler had been eerily quiet for most of the trip, his small face puffy from hours of intermittent crying, clutching a stuffed tiger Junhui had bought him at a rest stop weeks ago.

"I’ll take him," Jeonghan offered, reaching over. "You need to rest. You’re shaking. I’ll take him to my place for a few days."

The reaction was instantaneous. As Jeonghan’s hand neared the buckle, Woojun let out a sharp, visceral scream. He didn't just cry; he shrieked, his tiny body arching as he lunged toward Wonwoo, his small fingers catching on Wonwoo’s sweater.

"No! No! W-Wonu! Wonu!" the boy sobbed, his voice breaking. He didn't ask for Jun. He didn't ask for "Papa." It was as if the child’s primal instinct knew that Jun was gone, and Wonwoo—the man who looked at him with such terrifying, desperate love—was the only anchor left in a world that had capsized.

Wonwoo’s hands moved on their own. He unbuckled the seat, pulled the boy into his chest, and stepped out of the car without a word. He didn't look back at the members. He didn't acknowledge the pity in their eyes. He walked into the lobby, the sound of Woojun’s muffled sobs against his shoulder the only thing keeping him tethered to the earth.

The apartment was cold. It smelled of dust and the expensive, scentless candles Junhui used to light when he used to visit before. Wonwoo didn't turn on the lights. He walked straight to the kitchen, set Woojun down on the floor, and reached for the cabinet above the fridge.

He didn't want to think. He didn't want to remember the look on Minghao’s face when they fought, or the way the Mandarin characters in Jun’s letter had looked like barbed wire.

He opened a bottle of whiskey—something expensive, a gift from a brand he was supposed to be representing—and drank it straight from the glass.

One shot for the basement in China.
One shot for the three years of lies.
One shot for the man who was currently being locked-up for their safety.

Woojun sat on the rug in the living room, his small shoulders shaking. He wasn't playing with his blocks. He was just sitting there, staring at the front door, waiting for a "Papa" who would never walk through it again.

"Stop it," Wonwoo whispered, his voice thick and slurred as he poured another glass. "He’s not coming back, Woojun. He traded us. He traded us for... for peace."

Woojun looked up, his big, dark eyes—Wonwoo’s eyes, though the group still refused to see it—filling with fresh tears. "Papa? Papa home?"

"No," Wonwoo snapped, the alcohol turning his grief into a jagged, defensive edge. "No Papa. Just me. You’re stuck with me."

The harshness of his voice made the toddler flinch. Woojun began to wail, a high-pitched, heartbroken sound that tore through the quiet of the luxury apartment. Wonwoo wanted to cover his ears. He wanted to scream. He wanted to run back to Gangwon-do and pretend the last forty-eight hours had been a fever dream.

Instead, he drank until the room began to spin. He slumped onto the sofa, the bottle dangling from his hand. He felt like he was drowning in a sea of black ink.

Then, he felt something warm and small pressing against his side.

Woojun had crawled onto the sofa. The boy wasn't crying anymore; he was trembling. He tucked his head under Wonwoo’s arm, his small hands clutching the hem of Wonwoo’s shirt. Despite the smell of alcohol, despite the coldness of the man beside him, the child sought out the only heat left in his world.

Wonwoo froze. He looked down at the boy—Jun’s son.

Slowly, Wonwoo’s hand drifted down, resting on the back of Woojun’s head. The boy let out a long, shuddering sigh and closed his eyes. In the darkness of the apartment, the two of them fell into a heavy, suffocating sleep—unkowingly, a father and a son, broken by a secret they weren't aware of.

Seventeen had effectively vanished. 3 months have passed. The official company line was "extended mental health rest following a rigorous global cycle," but the fandom wasn't buying it. #WhereIsSeventeen had been trending for ninety days straight. There were no sightings, no "Weverse" updates, no leaked photos.

In Seoul, the twelve members were living in a state of suspended animation.

S.Coups spent his days in the company’s legal office, fighting a war of attrition. He had grown thin, his eyes sunken. He was trying to find a loophole in their contracts, a way to sue the Wen family without triggering a diplomatic incident. But the lawyers were terrified. Every time they brought up the Wen name, the conversation was shut down by "higher authorities."

Woozi had locked himself in the studio. He wasn't writing title tracks. He was writing dirges—complex, haunting melodies that he refused to let anyone hear. The "Universe Factory" had become a tomb of unfinished songs and empty coffee cups.

Minghao had become a shadow. He had moved into a small, minimalist studio and refused to speak to anyone but S.Coups and Wonwoo. He spent his hours practicing martial arts until his knuckles bled, his face a mask of cold, silent fury. He hadn't told the others about Wonwoo’s paternity yet. He couldn't. He saw the way they looked at Wonwoo and the boy—with a mix of confusion and pity—and he knew that the truth would only shatter the fragile peace they had left.

And then there was Wonwoo.

Wonwoo’s apartment had become a fortress. He didn't drink anymore—he couldn't afford to. Not when there was a three-year-old who needed breakfast, a bath, and someone to hold him when he woke up screaming for "Papa" in the middle of the night.

Wonwoo sat at his kitchen table, the morning sun hitting the stacks of legal documents Junhui had left behind in the hidden compartment of his suitcase. These weren't Pledis contracts. These were Wen family ledgers, land deeds, and a series of letters addressed to a "private trustee" in Switzerland that he got hold of through connections.

He had spent three months teaching himself how to read the fine print of corporate law and shadow banking. He wasn't an idol anymore; he was a man obsessed.

Woojun sat on the floor nearby, quietly watching a cartoon. He had grown taller, his face losing some of its baby fat, revealing a jawline that was a mirror image of the man at the table. He was a quiet child now, unnervingly so. He didn't play with other kids. He stayed by Wonwoo’s side like a shadow.

The buzzer to the apartment rang. Wonwoo didn't look up. "It’s open, Mingyu."

Mingyu walked in, carrying bags of groceries. He looked around the apartment—the toys scattered on the floor, the lack of music, the overwhelming sense of waiting.

"You have to come to the meeting tonight, Wonwoo-ya," Mingyu said, his voice quiet. "Coups is calling everyone. We can't keep living like this. The company is threatening to terminate the group if we don't start filming 'Going Seventeen' again."

"Let them terminate it," Wonwoo said, his eyes never leaving the documents.

"You don't mean that," Mingyu said, sitting across from him. He looked at Woojun, then back at Wonwoo. "We’re a mess. Seungkwan hasn't left his room in a week. Hoshi is overtraining until he faints. We’re falling apart because we’re waiting for a man who might not be coming back. And this kid... he needs more than just a room and a TV. He needs a family."

"He has one," Wonwoo said, finally looking up. His eyes were sharp, cold, and filled with a terrifying resolve.

"Wonwoo, we love Jun, but you're acting like... like you're the only one who lost him," Mingyu whispered. "We all lost Jun. We all love this boy. Why won't you let us in? Why do you act like he’s yours and yours alone?"

Wonwoo looked at Mingyu—at the brother he had shared a stage with for a decade. He wanted to scream it. He is mine. He is the only thing Jun left. He is the reason I have to destroy a family.

But instead, Wonwoo just stacked the papers neatly.

"I'll be at the meeting," Wonwoo said.

Wonwoo stood up and walked over to Woojun, picking him up. The boy immediately wrapped his arms around Wonwoo’s neck, a perfect fit.

"The Wen family thinks they bought our silence," Wonwoo said, his voice dropping into a lethal, fatherly hum. "They think we're just idols who can be paid off or scared away.”

Mingyu watched them, a strange, prickling sensation on the back of his neck. He still didn't know the truth, but as he looked at Wonwoo holding the boy, he realized that the quietest member of Seventeen had died in Gangwon-do. In his place was something far more formidable.

The war for Junhui was no longer a rescue mission. It was becoming a revolution.

Notes:

Wonwoo and Woojun bonds but at what cost?!

Anw, this fic just turned 5 years old last 24th. OMG HAHAHAHA Its older than Woojun. Enjoy reading and thank you for your support!!

Chapter 23: Memories

Summary:

Jun and Wonwoo suffers even more.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The silence of the Wen estate was a different kind of loud than the screams of a stadium. It was a heavy, suffocating pressure that rang in Junhui’s ears from the moment he woke up at 5:00 AM until he collapsed into his silk-sheeted bed at midnight.

Three months had passed, and the man who used to find joy in the smallest things—a new snack, a funny meme, the way the sunlight hit the practice room floor—had been buried under layers of charcoal wool and cold, ancestral duty.

Junhui stood in his bathroom, staring at the stranger in the mirror. He was thinner now; the soft, boyish charm that fans loved had sharpened into something severe and aristocratic. His cheekbones were like knives, and his eyes were perpetually bloodshot from nights of staring at the ceiling, trying to remember the exact pitch of Wonwoo’s laughter before it faded from his memory.

He turned slightly, catching sight of the scars on his back. They had faded to jagged, pale lines, but they still throbbed when the humidity in Shenzhen rose. They were his only remaining connection to his choice—a physical receipt for the safety of a child he wasn't allowed to see grow.

He dressed himself in silence. No one came in to borrow his clothes. No one knocked on the door to ask if he’d seen their socks. The only sound was the clicking of his cufflinks—a pair of jade dragons that felt like lead weights on his wrists.

Breakfast was a formal affair in the secondary hall. His step-grandfather, Qianshan, sat at the head of the table, reading a financial report.

"You handled the logistics dispute in Shanghai well," Qianshan said, not looking up. "You showed a lack of sentimentality that I didn't think you possessed. It seems the 'freak' has finally bled out of you."

Junhui didn't flinch. He didn't even stop the rhythmic motion of his chopsticks. "I am a Wen, Grandfather. I do what is necessary for the family."

The words tasted like ash. Every time he spoke like this, he felt a piece of his soul wither. He had become a master of the "blank face"—the same skill he used to hide his exhaustion on stage, now used to hide the fact that he was screaming on the inside.

"Good," Qianshan grunted. "Your mother tells me you’ve been spending your evenings in the library. I trust you are studying the history of our ports, and not... anything else."

He only nodded.

In the afternoon, Junhui was permitted thirty minutes in the private gardens. It was a "privilege" granted for his good behavior.

He sat on a stone bench overlooking a pond filled with white koi. He remembered a time when he would have taken a video of the fish to send to the group chat. He would have joked with The8 about the lighting, or dared Hoshi to try and catch one.

Now, he just sat with his hands folded in his lap.

"Ge," a soft voice whispered.

Fengjun stepped out from the shadows of a willow tree. He looked at Junhui with a pity that was almost harder to bear than Qianshan’s cruelty. Fengjun held out a small, crumpled piece of paper—a candy wrapper he’d found in one of Junhui’s old jackets from Korea. It was a simple, cheap strawberry candy that Seungkwan used to keep in his pockets.

Junhui looked at the wrapper. For a split second, the smell of the practice room—the sweat, the cheap air freshener, the overwhelming sense of belonging—hit him so hard he felt faint.

"I thought you might want it," Fengjun said, his voice trembling. "I haven't seen you smile in three months, Ge. Not once."

Junhui stared at the wrapper, his fingers twitching. He wanted to snatch it, to press it to his face, to weep until his lungs gave out. But he saw the glint of a security camera lens from the pagoda above.

"Throw it away, Fengjun," Junhui said, his voice flat and robotic. "It’s trash."

"Ge..."

"I said throw it away," Junhui snapped, finally looking at his brother. His eyes were dead. "I don't have room for trash in this house."

Fengjun's face fell. He crumpled the wrapper and walked away, his shoulders slumped in defeat. Junhui watched him go, his heart feeling like it was being squeezed by a cold, iron hand. He had to be cruel. He had to be the perfect heir. Because if he showed a single crack, the Wen family would realize they still had leverage over him, and their eyes would turn back toward Seoul.

When night finally fell, Junhui retreated to his room. This was the hardest part of the day. In the darkness, the "Heir" mask slipped, leaving only a hollowed-out man in a vast, empty palace.

He lay on his back, staring at the ornate carvings on the ceiling. He wondered if Woojun was sleeping. He wondered if the boy still reached for the stuffed tiger, or if he had forgotten the "Papa" who had carried him everywhere.

He thought of Wonwoo. He imagined the smell of Wonwoo’s laundry detergent, the steady warmth of his back when they used to lean against each other during long flights. He wondered if Wonwoo hated him. He hoped he did. Hate was easier than the grief Junhui was currently drowning in.

There were no plans. There was only the realization that he had saved his family by becoming a ghost. He was alive, his heart was beating, but the "Junhui" who had been loved by millions was dead.

He reached out in the dark, his hand brushing against the empty space beside him where a child’s crib should have been, where a brother’s shoulder should have been.

"I'm sorry," he whispered into the silence of Shenzhen.

The moon shifted, casting a long, cold shadow across the room. Three months had passed, and the world had moved on. All of it is now a memory, and Wen Junhui was exactly where he was meant to be: in a cage of his own making, waiting for a tomorrow that would look exactly like today.

Meanwhile in Korea, the blue light from the television was the only thing illuminating the living room of Wonwoo’s apartment. It cast long, flickering shadows against the walls, making the stacks of unread books and discarded takeout containers look like ruins of a former life.

Wonwoo sat on the floor, his back against the sofa. Woojun was sprawled across his lap, fast asleep, his small chest rising and falling in a steady, peaceful rhythm that Wonwoo felt against his own thighs. The boy’s hand was curled into a tiny fist, gripping the drawstrings of Wonwoo’s hoodie.

Wonwoo stared at the boy’s sleeping face. Every time he looked at Woojun, a strange, painful pressure built up behind his ribs—a feeling he couldn’t name. He told himself it was the weight of Jun’s trust. He told himself it was the grief of losing his best friend. But deep down, in the quietest part of the night, he felt a pull toward the child that was so visceral it terrified him.

The sound of the electronic lock clicking open didn't startle Wonwoo. Only one other person had the audacity to show up at 3:00 AM.

Minghao stepped inside, dropping a bag of groceries on the kitchen counter. He didn't turn on the lights. He moved through the darkness with the practiced ease of someone who had spent the last three months like this. He sat on the floor opposite Wonwoo, his eyes immediately landing on the sleeping child.

"He didn't eat much today," Wonwoo whispered, his voice dry. "He just kept asking for 'the mountains.' and Jun, I think he remembers the estate."

Minghao didn't answer right away. He watched the way Wonwoo’s thumb absentmindedly brushed over Woojun’s temple—a gesture so natural, so paternal, that it made Minghao’s throat tighten.

"He looks more like you every day," Minghao said. The words were quiet, but in the stillness of the room, they sounded like a thunderclap.

Wonwoo let out a hollow, bitter breath. "Don't. He looks like Jun. He has Jun’s spirit. I’m just... the caretaker. I don't even know what I’m doing, Hao. I’m a rapper who plays video games. I’m not a father."

Minghao clenched his jaw, the secret burning like acid in the back of his throat.

Minghao looked at Wonwoo’s slumped shoulders. He saw the way Wonwoo’s glasses were smudged, the way he hadn't cut his hair in months. Wonwoo was a man drowning in a sea of "why," and Minghao held the only life jacket—but he was forbidden from throwing it.

"Junhui knew you would take care of Woojun because he knew you'd give your life for him," Minghao said, his voice straining under the weight of the lie. "He knew that child would be safe in your arms. Stop questioning his reasons and just... look at the boy, Wonwoo. Really look at him."

Wonwoo looked down. He saw the sharp arc of Woojun’s brow—the exact same arc he saw every morning in the bathroom mirror. He saw the way the boy’s nose bridged. He saw the slight, stubborn set of his jaw.

"I see a kid who lost his father," Wonwoo whispered, his eyes filling with tears he refused to let fall. "And I see a man who wasn't strong enough to stop it. I’m not his father, Hao. I’m just a reminder of what he lost."

Minghao turned his head away, staring at the dark window. You are the father, he screamed internally. He is your blood. He is the piece of your soul Junhui carried across an ocean just to keep it safe. But the words stayed locked behind his teeth. He knew that if Wonwoo knew the truth—if he knew that Woojun was his biological son—Wonwoo wouldn't just sit in this dark apartment. He would fly to Shenzhen and walk into the Wen estate with a gun or a death wish, and Junhui’s sacrifice would be for nothing.

Seven hundred miles away, the moon over Shenzhen was blocked by thick, smoggy clouds.

Junhui sat at his desk in the Wen estate, a glass of untouched water in front of him. His back was stiff, the skin still tight where the scars had knit together. He was staring at a blank piece of stationary.

He wanted to write a letter. He picked up the paper, crumpled it into a ball, and dropped it into the wastebasket. He had traded his right to be a father for Woojun’s right to breathe. He had traded his right to be a lover for Wonwoo’s right to live.

He leaned his head back and closed his eyes, imagining the blue light of a TV in a Seoul apartment. He imagined the smell of Wonwoo’s hoodie.

"Three months," Junhui whispered to the empty, opulent room. "I hope you've forgotten me by now. I hope you're just being a dad."

Back in Seoul, Minghao stood up to leave. He couldn't stay any longer; the silence in the room was beginning to feel like a confession.

"We’re not going to the meeting tomorrow, are we?" Minghao asked at the door.

"There is no 'we' anymore, Hao," Wonwoo said, his voice flat. He didn't look up from the sleeping boy. "There’s just twelve people waiting for nothing. Tell Coups I’m busy. Tell him I have a child to look after."

Minghao nodded, his heart breaking for the man who is a father but didn't know it, and for the boy who had a father but couldn't call him by his name.

"He’s lucky to have you," Minghao said softly.

Wonwoo didn't respond. He just pulled the blanket higher over Woojun’s shoulders, his fingers lingering on the boy’s small neck, feeling the steady, rhythmic pulse of a life that was half his own—and yet, a world away.

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Chapter 24: Truth

Summary:

Wonwoo found out the truth.

Notes:

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Chapter Text

The morning sun was beginning to bleed through the blinds, casting stripes across the floor of the nursery. It has now been 4 months, a heavy canvas duffel bag had sat in the corner of the room, untouched. It was the bag Junhui left on his final night in the valley.

Wonwoo had avoided it. He had treated that bag like a radioactive core—a physical manifestation of the life Junhui had stolen away from them.

But as the silence of the day settled over the apartment, something snapped. Wonwoo knelt on the floor and pulled the zipper back.

Inside were the essentials of a life on the run: extra diapers, Woojun’s favorite worn-out blanket, and a small, silver digital camera tucked deep inside a side pocket. It looked out of place, a relic from their trainee days that Junhui had always kept for "emergencies."

Wonwoo inserted the memory card in a USB and watched the videos on his laptop.

The screen flickered. The first video was dated three years ago—the time the company told the world Junhui had left the group.

The footage was raw. It was shot in a dim, sterile room that didn't look like a hospital; it looked like a bathroom. The camera was propped up on a chair. In the frame was Junhui, his face pale and slick with sweat, his eyes wide with a mixture of terror and fierce, animalistic determination.

"I'm alone today," Junhui’s voice whispered on the recording, his breathing ragged. "The doctor says it's time. I'm scared, Wonwoo. I wish you were here. I wish I could tell you why I really left."

Wonwoo’s heart stopped. I wish I could tell you.

The video jumped. The next clip was several hours later. The room was quieter, save for a thin, high-pitched wail. Junhui was sitting up, cradling a tiny, red-faced infant. He was crying—real, ugly, soul-wrenching sobs. He turned the camera toward the baby’s face, zooming in on the features.

"He has my nose," Junhui choked out, touching the infant’s tiny bridge. "But he has your ears. He doesn't look like me at all. He’s a little version of you, hidden in China because I’m a coward. I’m sorry I’m keeping your son from you, Wonwoo-ya. I’m sorry I’m the only one who gets to see him wake up."

The air in the nursery was cold, stagnant with the weight of three months of avoided truths. The laptop felt heavy in Wonwoo’s hand, the screen now dark, but the image of a blood-streaked, sobbing Junhui was burned into his retinas.

"I’m sorry I’m keeping your son from you, Wonwoo-ya."

The words were a physical blow to his chest. Wonwoo’s knees hit the floor. He wasn't just a friend who had lost a brother; he was a father who had been blind to his own child for three years. Every time he had held Woojun, every time he’d seen his own reflection in the boy’s eyes and dismissed it as a trick of the light—it had been real. He doesn't know how Junhui got preganant, may it be science, a miracle, or a glitch, but one thing is for sure, he is Woojun's father.

The front door clicked. Minghao walked in, dropping a bag of groceries on the counter with the dull thud of a man going through the motions of a life he no longer valued.

Wonwoo stood up slowly. He didn't wipe the tears from his face. He walked into the kitchen, the camera held out like a weapon.

"How long?" Wonwoo asked. His voice was a jagged, terrifying whisper.

Minghao froze. He looked at the camera, then at the open duffel bag in the nursery. The mask of stony indifference he’d worn for a hundred days didn't just crack; it shattered. "Wonwoo—"
"How. Long." Wonwoo stepped into Minghao’s space, his height looming, his eyes filled with a visceral, murderous betrayal. "Did you know? Did you know that I am Woojun’s father?"

Minghao’s jaw tightened. The guilt he’d been carrying turned into a sharp, defensive spike. "Yes. I knew."

"And you let me sit here?" Wonwoo’s voice broke into a roar, the sound echoing off the sterile kitchen walls. "You watched me drink myself into a stupor! You watched me look at that boy and call him a 'miracle' like he was some stranger’s gift! You let me believe Junhui traded us for peace, knowing he was protecting my blood!"

"I didn't tell you because you didn't deserve to know!" Minghao shouted back, shoving Wonwoo away. The tea he’d brought shattered on the floor, the ceramic shards flying.

Wonwoo recoiled as if he’d been slapped. "What did you say?"

"Look at you!" Minghao screamed, his face contorted with a mixture of rage and three years of suppressed trauma. "You were busy being an idol! You were busy with your games and your fame and your 'quiet' life when Junhui was dying in China! He was bleeding out in a room no one knew about while you were complaining about practice schedules! He knew you weren't strong enough to handle the Wen family, and he was right!"

Wonwoo lunged, grabbing Minghao by the collar of his jacket and slamming him against the refrigerator. The magnets clattered to the floor.

"He is my son!" Wonwoo hissed, his face inches from Minghao’s. "You had no right! Jun stole three years of my life! You let him go back to Shenzhen alone!"

"He went back because of you!" Minghao fought back, his hands clawing at Wonwoo’s wrists. "He knew that if he stayed, the Wen family would find out about the father. They would have destroyed your career, your reputation, your life. He traded himself for a man who didn't even have the common sense to see his own face in his child!"

Minghao shoved Wonwoo off with a strength born of pure desperation.

"I also knew the truth just the day he left us 4 months ago, Wonwoo!” Minghao shouted. “But I didn’t tell you because you need to protect Woojun.”

The room went deathly quiet, the only sound being their ragged, heavy breathing. In the next room, Woojun began to cry—a thin, terrified wail that cut through the tension like a knife.

Wonwoo looked at his hands. They were shaking. He looked at Minghao, who was leaning against the counter, his eyes brimming with bitter, exhausted hatred.

"You thought I was weak," Wonwoo said, his voice dropping to a flat, dead tone. "Junhui thought I was a liability. So you both decided for me."

"He did it to save you," Minghao whispered, his anger suddenly replaced by a hollow grief.

"He didn't save me," Wonwoo said, picking up the camera from the floor. "He just made me worthless. He let me live a lie while he walked into a furnace."

Wonwoo walked past Minghao, heading toward the nursery. He didn't look back. He picked up Woojun, who was sobbing and reaching for him. Wonwoo didn't hold him like a teammate’s child anymore. He tucked the boy’s head into the crook of his neck, feeling the frantic heartbeat of a life he had helped create.

"I’m going to Shenzhen," Wonwoo said, his voice echoing back into the kitchen.

"Wonwoo, stop," Minghao called out, his voice small. "You can't just walk in there."

Wonwoo stopped at the door, his silhouette framed by the light of the hallway.

"You were right about one thing, Hao," Wonwoo said, his eyes cold and focused. "The man you knew three months ago couldn't handle the Wen family. That man is dead. But the father of this child? The Wen family hasn't met him yet."

Wonwoo walked out, leaving Minghao alone in the wreckage of the kitchen. The tea was soaking into the rug, and the secret was finally, devastatingly out.

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Chapter 25: Freedom of the Truth

Summary:

They're a family again.

Notes:

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Chapter Text

The weight of the silence in the hallway was heavier than the air in the kitchen. Wonwoo didn't look back at the shattered ceramic or the man who had been his brother, now a stranger who had kept the most vital piece of his soul a secret. He didn't have a plan, not a strategic one, but he had a destination.

He strapped Woojun into the car seat with trembling fingers, the boy’s hiccuping sobs finally settling into a wary, wide-eyed stare. Wonwoo’s mind was a storm of static and lightning. Three years. Three years of birthday parties, late-night practices, and shared meals where he had looked at his own son and seen only a "teammate’s burden." He felt sick. Every time he had joked about Woojun’s ears, every time he had felt a strange, inexplicable pull to protect the boy—it wasn't just friendship. It was blood.

He didn’t make it to the airport alone.

By the time he pulled into the private terminal—a luxury he rarely used but today felt like a necessity—four black SUVs were already idling. The doors opened almost in unison. S.Coups, Hoshi, Seungkwan, and DK stepped out. They looked so exhausted, but their eyes were sharp, fueled by the same emotion he was feeling.

"Wonwoo, what is this?" S.Coups asked, stepping forward. He looked at the duffel bag slung over Wonwoo’s shoulder and the child tucked against his hip. "Minghao called. He sounded… broken."

Wonwoo didn't say a word. He reached into the bag, pulled out the laptop he’d shoved inside, and opened the lid. He didn't care about the cold wind whipping around them or the curious glances of the airport staff. He hit play on the last video.

The members crowded around. The sound of the wind was drowned out by the tinny, agonizing sound of Junhui’s voice through the speakers.

"He’s a little version of you... I’m sorry I’m keeping your son from you, Wonwoo-ya."

Seungkwan’s knees hit the asphalt. DK let out a sound that wasn't quite a sob and wasn't quite a scream. Hoshi, usually the loudest, went deathly silent, his gaze fixed on Woojun. The boy, sensing the shift in atmosphere, hid his face in Wonwoo’s neck.
"Three years," S.Coups whispered, his voice shaking with a fury that made his frame vibrate. "He was alone for three years because he was protecting us? Because he was protecting you?"

"He’s in Shenzhen," Wonwoo said, his voice as cold as the sea. "And today is the 100th day. My son's father is being forced into a life he never chose, and I’m done being the 'quiet' one. I’m going. With or without you."

"Don't be stupid," Hoshi snapped, his eyes flashing with the old tiger fire. "You think you’re going alone? If Junhui did this for the group, then the group is going to finish it. We aren't idols today, Wonwoo. We’re a family."

The flight was a blur of hushed whispers and tactical planning. They weren't just twelve men; they were a global entity. While Wonwoo sat in the front of the plane, clutching Woojun, the others were on their phones. They weren't calling the company. They were calling favors.

Vernon and Joshua were leveraging international press contacts. Mingyu was coordinating with a security firm in China that owed him a favor from a brand deal. And S.Coups? S.Coups was drafting a statement that would change the industry forever.

They landed in Shenzhen under the cover of a humid, overcast twilight. The air smelled of jasmine and impending rain.

The Wen estate was a sprawling fortress of white stone and traditional red-tiled roofs, nestled in the hills overlooking the bay. Tonight, it was glowing like a coal in the dark. It was the night of the banquet—a cover for the announcement of Junhui’s engagement to Li Jing, the daughter of a billionaire shipping mogul. It wil also be the first time that the world will know that Jun, once a kpop idol, is a royalty.

Inside, Junhui stood on a raised dais. He was dressed in a traditional red silk suit that felt like a shroud. His face was a masterpiece of aristocratic indifference, but his eyes were dead. Every few minutes, his step-grandfather, Qianshan, would lean in and whisper a reminder of the consequences waiting in Seoul if Junhui tripped over his words.

"Smile, Junhui," Qianshan hissed. "The cameras are rolling. Show the world that the Wen heir is back where he belongs."

Junhui looked out at the sea of diamonds and silk. He felt like he was drowning in shallow water. He thought of the nursery in Seoul. He thought of Wonwoo’s glasses. He thought of the way Woojun’s laugh sounded like bells. He closed his eyes, praying for the night to end.

The double oak doors at the back of the Great Hall were kicked off their hinges.

The music—a soft, traditional flute arrangement—screeched to a halt. The elite of Shenzhen turned in unison, gasping as a line of men walked into the hall. They weren't wearing suits. They were wearing hoodies, denim, and the grime of a desperate flight. They looked like a street gang invading a cathedral.

At the front of the line was Wonwoo.

He wasn't looking at the guards who were reaching for their holsters. He wasn't looking at the flashes of the paparazzi. He was looking at the man in red.

"Wonwoo?" Junhui whispered, the name catching in his throat like a shard of glass. He took a step forward, but Qianshan gripped his arm, his cane digging into the floor.

"The engagement is canceled," Wonwoo’s voice boomed, deeper and more lethal than any rap he’d ever performed.

"Who is this?" Qianshan roared, his face purple with rage. "Guards! Remove this trash!"

"Touch us, and the entire world sees what happens in this house," S.Coups shouted, stepping forward. He held up his phone. "We're live. Thousand of viewers on the stream. The press is outside the gates. Every port you own will be under a microscope by morning if you so much as breathe on us."

The guards hesitated. They were trained to fight men, not a global PR nightmare.

Wonwoo walked toward the dais. The crowd parted like the Red Sea. He reached the bottom of the steps and looked up at Junhui. He didn't see the "Prince of Shenzhen." He saw the boy who had cried in a bathroom three years ago while holding a newborn.

"You told me you were a coward on the camera, Jun," Wonwoo said, his voice softening just enough for the microphones to pick it up. "You said you were sorry for keeping my son from me."

The room went deathly silent. Li Jing, the bride-to-be, stepped back, her eyes wide.

Wonwoo reached into the duffel bag and pulled out the old silver camera, holding it up like a holy relic.

"I'm not here as an idol," Wonwoo said, looking directly at Qianshan. "And I'm not here for your money. I'm here because my son’s father is wearing the wrong suit."

He adjusted Woojun in his arms. The boy, finally seeing the familiar face on the stage, reached out his tiny hands. "Papa! Papa home!"

Junhui broke. The aristocratic mask disintegrated. He ripped his arm away from Qianshan, the red silk tearing at the shoulder. He didn't care about the cameras, the merger, or the threats. He leaped from the dais, his boots hitting the marble with a heavy thud, and threw himself at Wonwoo.

He didn't grab Wonwoo first. He grabbed Woojun, pulling the boy into a crushing embrace, his face buried in the toddler's hair as he sobbed—ugly, soul-wrenching sounds that echoed through the silent hall.

Wonwoo wrapped his arms around both of them, his chin resting on Junhui’s shoulder. He looked over Jun’s head at the shocked elite of Shenzhen.

"We're leaving," Wonwoo said, his eyes fixed on Qianshan. "And if you ever look toward Seoul again, remember: you have money, but we have the truth. And the truth is a lot harder to kill."

The walk out of the estate was silent. The guards stood like statues, paralyzed by the sight of the Wen heir clinging to a stranger. Outside, the rain finally began to fall—a warm, tropical downpour that washed the red silk of Junhui’s suit.

They didn't go to a hotel. They went straight back to the airport.

On the plane, the atmosphere was different. The members were slumped in their seats, the adrenaline leaving them in a tidal wave of exhaustion. But in the back, in the private cabin, there was a different kind of quiet.

Junhui had changed into one of Wonwoo’s oversized hoodies. He sat on the bed, Woojun fast asleep in the crook of his arm. Wonwoo sat across from him, his glasses perched on his nose, watching them both.

"Why didn't you tell me, Jun?" Wonwoo asked softly.

Junhui looked up, his eyes rimmed with red. "Because I knew you would do exactly what you just did. I knew you’d throw away everything for me. I wanted you to have the life we worked for. I wanted Woojun to be safe."

Wonwoo reached out, taking Junhui’s hand. He felt the callouses and the faint scars on his wrists from where he’d been held.

"I don't care about the life we worked for if you aren't in it," Wonwoo said. "And as for Woojun? He doesn't need an idol for a father. He just needs us."

"The Wen family... they won't stop," Junhui whispered.

"Let them try," Wonwoo replied, a dark, protective smirk playing on his lips. "They think they're powerful because they have ships and ports. They don't realize that I have thirteen brothers and a world that finally knows your name."

As the plane leveled out over the East China Sea, the sun began to rise, bleeding through the windows just like it had in the nursery four months ago. But this time, the shadows were gone.

For the first time in three years, the silence in the room wasn't filled with secrets—it was filled with the steady, synchronized breathing of a family that was finally whole.

The cabin of the private jet was a sanctuary of soft leather and dimmed lights, a stark contrast to the predatory opulence of the Wen estate they had just fled. Woojun was finally out, his small body heavy with the kind of exhaustion only a toddler can reach after a day of terror and tears. He was tucked into the crook of Junhui’s arm, his tiny hand still fisted in the fabric of Jun’s borrowed hoodie.

Junhui hadn't stopped shaking. Even though the red silk suit—the shroud of his forced engagement—was stuffed into a trash bin in the plane’s lavatory, he still looked like a man who expected a blow to land at any second.

Wonwoo sat on the edge of the berth, his hand resting on Junhui’s knee. He was watching the way Junhui’s eyes darted toward the door every time the plane hit a pocket of turbulence. The "quiet" rapper had found his voice in that ballroom, but now, looking at the hollowed-out version of the man he loved, he felt a different kind of weight settling in his bones.

"Jun," Wonwoo whispered. "You're safe. We’re over international waters. They can’t pull the plane down."

Junhui looked up, his eyes glassy. He reached out with his free hand, gripping Wonwoo’s forearm with enough strength to bruise. "You don't understand, Wonwoo. You don't know my grandfather. You embarrassed him in front of the most powerful families in Asia. You turned his 'heir' into a scandal on a global live stream."

"I turned his 'hostage' back into a father," Wonwoo corrected, his voice hard.

"It’s not just about me anymore," Junhui rasped, his voice cracking. He looked down at Woojun, then back at Wonwoo. "My mother... she’s still there. And Fengjun. My brother is only twenty. He’s the only reason I stayed as long as I did. Qianshan told me that if I ran, he would make Fengjun the new 'project.' He’d break him just to spite me."
Wonwoo felt a cold spike of dread. He hadn't considered the collateral. In his fury to reclaim his son and his partner, he had forgotten that the Wen family was a tree with deep, poisonous roots.

"We need a plan," Junhui insisted, his breathing hitching. "This isn't the end, Wonwoo. This is the start of a war. If we land in Incheon and just go back to the dorms, they’ll pick us off one by one. They’ll freeze the company’s accounts in China. They’ll target my mom."

The curtain to the main cabin slid open. S.Coups walked in. The leader of Seventeen looked like he hadn't slept in a year, but the tactical light in his eyes was blinding. Minghao, meanwhile, looked small, his shoulders hunched with the guilt that had been eating him alive since the nursery confrontation.

"He’s right," S.Coups said, sitting in the swivel chair opposite them. "I’ve been on the phone with the board. The Wen Group has already filed a series of injunctions against Pledis. They’re claiming we kidnapped a high-level executive. They’re trying to scrub the live stream from the internet."

"They won't be able to," Vernon’s voice came from the doorway. He was leaning against the frame, a tablet in his hand. "Joshua and I have already mirrored the stream to twenty different independent servers. The fans aren't just angry; they're investigating. They’ve already found court records of Qianshan’s past business dealings."

Junhui shook his head frantically. "Publicity won't save my mother if she’s locked in that estate. Qianshan is a man who would burn his own house down just to say he controlled the fire."

Wonwoo stood up, pacing the small width of the cabin. The father in him wanted to hide Junhui and Woojun in a bunker and never let them out. But the man who had just stood up to a titan knew that defense wasn't enough.

Junhui’s sob was quiet, but it tore through the room. "My mom told me to take Woojun and never look back. She said Fengjun was smart enough to hide. But I saw him today, Wonwoo. Fengjun looked... he looked like a child. He’s being groomed to take my place. I can't leave them there."

"We aren't leaving them," Wonwoo said, stopping his pace. He looked at S.Coups. "Coups, how much of the tour fund is left?"

S.Coups blinked. "Quite a bit. We haven't touched the China leg's deposit. Why?"

"We don't go to Incheon," Wonwoo said.

The room went silent.

"Wait, what?" Seungkwan asked, poking his head in from the main cabin.

"If we land in Korea, we’re under the company’s jurisdiction. We’re under the mercy of legal battles that will take years," Wonwoo explained, his mind clicking into a gear he usually reserved for high-level gaming strategy, but this time the stakes were human lives. "We need to go somewhere neutral. Somewhere the Wen family’s shipping influence doesn't reach, but where the press is loud enough to act as a shield."

"Jeju?" Hoshi suggested.

"No," Wonwoo said, his eyes landing on Junhui. "We go back to where he can’t touch us. Macau. It’s a Special Administrative Region. It has its own laws. And more importantly, it’s where Junhui’s mother has her own family connections—the ones Qianshan couldn't fully touch."

Junhui’s eyes widened. "My mother’s brother. Uncle Chen. He hates my grandfather. He owns the hotels there."

"Then we reroute," S.Coups said, standing up. He didn't ask the company. He walked straight to the cockpit.

As the plane pivoted in the sky, the reality of their situation settled over them. They were thirteen idols and a toddler, essentially fugitives from one of the most powerful men in Asia.

Wonwoo sat back down next to Junhui. He reached over and gently brushed a stray hair from Woojun’s forehead. The boy stirred, murmuring "Papa" in his sleep. Wonwoo’s heart did a slow, painful roll.

"I'm sorry," Junhui whispered, leaning his head on Wonwoo’s shoulder. "I brought this to your door. I let you think he wasn't yours because I was terrified of this exact moment."

"You didn't bring this to me, Jun," Wonwoo said, turning to kiss the top of his head. "You gave me a son. You gave me a reason to be more than just a guy on a screen. If the price of having you both is a war with your grandfather, then tell the old man to bring his best army."

Mingyu entered the cabin then, carrying a tray of tea and some light food. He set it down quietly. "I’ve been talking to the security firm in Shenzhen. They’re willing to 'leak' the security footage of the banquet—the part where Qianshan hit you with his cane before Wonwoo arrived. It was caught on the internal feed."

Junhui winced at the memory of the bruise blooming on his ribs. "That would destroy his public image."

"Good," Wonwoo said. "We destroy his image, we freeze his assets with international pressure, and we give your Uncle Chen the leverage he needs to get your mom and Fengjun out."

"Wonwoo," Junhui said, pulling back to look him in the eye. "Fengjun... he has a phone hidden in the estate. We used to use a game chat to talk when the guards were listening. If I can get a message to him, he can help us from the inside. He knows where the documents are. The ones that prove Qianshan was laundering money through the shipping ports."

Wonwoo nodded. "Do it. Tell him we’re coming for him. Tell him he’s not the next 'project.' He’s our brother."

Junhui pulled out a burner phone Minghao had provided. His fingers flew across the screen, tapping into a private server of an old RPG they used to play.

The Phoenix has landed, he typed. The Dragon is with us. Watch the gates at dawn. We are bringing the storm.

Seconds later, a reply blinked back. The Dragon is safe? Tell him I’ve been holding the line. Get Mom out. I’ll open the door.

Junhui let out a breath he’d been holding for four months. He looked at Wonwoo, a flicker of the old, mischievous Junhui returning to his eyes. "He’s ready."

As the hours ticked by toward their arrival in Macau, the plane became a hive of activity. This wasn't just about a rescue anymore; it was about the total dismantling of a dynasty that had tried to claim a human being as property.

Seungkwan and DK were busy recording a video message to the fans. They weren't crying this time. They were standing tall, explaining the truth about Junhui’s "hiatus," about the pressure he’d been under, and the existence of Woojun. They didn't mention Wonwoo was the father yet—they were saving that for the final blow.

The8 and Hoshi were mapping out the entry points into Macau, coordinating with Uncle Chen’s private security.

Wonwoo stayed by Junhui’s side. He watched as Junhui finally began to eat, the color slowly returning to his cheeks.

"You know," Junhui said, looking at Woojun. "He really does have your ears. I used to spend hours just staring at them when we were in hiding. I’d tell him stories about you. I told him his father was a hero who could win any battle with a keyboard and a rhyme."

Wonwoo smiled, a genuine, heart-aching expression. "I'm not a hero, Jun. I was a guy who sat in a dark room for four months because I didn't have the courage to open a bag."

"You opened it when it mattered," Junhui said.

"I missed so much," Wonwoo whispered, his hand finding Junhui’s under the blanket. "The first steps. The first words. I’ll never get those back."

"He said 'Wonu' first," Junhui admitted, a small, guilty smile on his lips. "When he saw your photo on a magazine in Macau. He pointed at you and said 'Wonu.' I almost told you then. I had the phone in my hand."

Wonwoo squeezed his hand. "We have a lifetime of firsts left. First day of school. First time he breaks a heart. First time he tells us he wants to be a performer like his Papa."

Junhui laughed, a sound that felt like the first day of spring. "God, I hope he wants to be a doctor. I can't handle another sixteen years of this."

"Thirty minutes to landing," S.Coups’ voice came over the intercom. "Everyone, gear up. The Macau press is already at the gate. Uncle Chen is waiting."

Wonwoo stood up and reached for the duffel bag. He pulled out his own glasses, the thick, black frames he wore when he was being himself, not the idol. He put them on, the world snapping into sharp focus.

He picked up Woojun, who was blinking awake, rubbing his eyes with tiny fists.

"Hey, buddy," Wonwoo whispered. "We're almost there. We're going to see some more family soon."

Woojun looked at Wonwoo, then at Junhui, and for the first time, he didn't reach for just one of them. He grabbed Wonwoo’s finger with one hand and Junhui’s hoodie with the other, anchoring himself to the center of his universe.

Junhui stood up, shaky but standing. He looked at the red silk suit one last time before the flight attendant took the trash bag away. He was done with royalty. He was done with heirs.

"Wonwoo," Junhui said as the plane tilted for its final approach. "If this goes wrong..."
"It won't," Wonwoo said, his voice a low, steady anchor. "Because for the last three years, you fought for us in the dark. Now, it’s my turn to fight for you in the light."

The wheels hit the tarmac with a puff of smoke. The doors opened to a sea of camera flashes and the humid air of the coast.

The Wen family had money. They had ports. They had legacy.

But as Wonwoo stepped onto the stairs, holding his son and shielding his partner, he knew they had something Qianshan could never buy. They had a truth that was finally, irrevocably, free.

And in the distance, in a high-walled estate in Shenzhen, a younger brother named Fengjun looked at his phone and smiled. He walked toward his grandfather’s study, a flash drive tucked in his palm, ready to finish what his brother had started.

The fight wasn't over. But for the first time in four months, Seventeen was whole. And Wonwoo was no longer the quiet one. He was a father. He was a partner. And he was the man who had just brought the "Prince of Shenzhen" home to the only kingdom that mattered: a family that loved him.

"Let's go," Wonwoo said, stepping into the light.

The world was watching. And they were ready to give them a show they’d never forget.

Notes:

This story is coming to an end but let's look at what will happen hehe please let me know your thoughts!! Thanks for reading!!